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heart-binding · 6 months ago

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✧･ﾟ: ✧･ﾟ: 　hi, im mel　 :･ﾟ✧ : ･ﾟ✧

Hi there, I am Melody, but you can call me Mel if you’d like. I am 29, age verified on a number of sites, including Fetlife (mel0dic).

This is a place for me to express my sexuality. I am active in my local BDSM and DDlg communities, and always looking to make new online friends and meet new people. I am a very kinky and promiscuous gal and I absolutely love being a slut.

Please read this post before interacting with my blog <3

»——————-——————–ABOUT ME—————————–———-✄ I love fetish and kink! It has become my happy place. I haven’t had the opportunity to explore everything that I’m interested in - and oh boy, it’s a lot! You name it, I am probably curious about it. Tumblr is sensitive, so I won’t list anything specific, but I am sure you can surmise what I’m into by the content I post here on this blog.

Please feel free to reach out and make conversation if you’re further curious about my fancies, but please understand ** the only messenger app that I am comfortable using is Wire messenger app. ** Do not ask me to add you on any other sites, please!

I’m a switch. I have two very distinct personas that I play in.

Mistress Mel is my Domme persona. Being a Dom is fairly new to me, but I love it! I am currently building my fetish apparel wardrobe and having so much fun leaning into this power hungry femme fatale character. I am on the journey to find a Pro Domme to train with so that I can learn everything that I need to make little sissy sluts submit to my every whim. I will soon open sub applications and sometimes I take calls on Niteflirt. If you’re interested in booking a session, please reach out and keep an eye out for more information.

And then there’s my naturally submissive side. I first found BDSM and DDlg through a Craigslist personal ad. You can read more about that here: My Entrance into DDlg.

I’ve been a sugar baby, and I’ve been a cam girl. And while that’s all fun and well, DDlg is inside me. I must feed this part of myself in order to be a full and healthy woman. DDlg allows me to lean into my people pleasing and attention seeking tendencies without harming myself or anyone else. Being completely and wholeheartedly submissive allows me the space to be decisive and purposeful in my daily life.

I absolutely live to be adored and desired, and part of what I enjoy most about BDSM is the opportunity to please my partner and fulfill their desires. I love bringing a story to life, i love rough play, i love being at the mercy of a strong man who truly cares about me. I love the feeling of sparking or igniting a passion so great it could burn our hearts up in smoke. That look in their eyes, seeing the inhibitions release in their eyes and watching them give into their primal needs. It’s simply heaven.

»———————-——-—PLAY WITH ME—–—-——————–———-✄

I will always blog and interact on my NSFW and personal blogs:

@mellygrl - current NSFW sex blog, doomed to implode any day now. But come follow me and tell me all the beautifully depraved things you'd like to do to/with me! Pretty please, Daddies and Doms!

@mel0dicerotic - primary blog that I follow and reply from. This is my personal aesthetics and life blog. Lets be friends!

@mellygrrl - backup NSFW sex blog, please follow if you care about me and don't wanna go a single day without me <3

@quotationadmiration - personal quotes blog

I share some photos of myself, my fetish apparel, my experiences, my DDlg dates, my Domme training, and more about my life in the BDSM World with the tags #me, #hi im mel, #mels media.

#daddy goals - for all deliciously deviant text posts by Doms. #1cky goals for my deeper perversions.

#princess whore - media dedicated to my playful submissive side

#mistress mel - media and information dedicated to my fetish apparel modeling and Pro Domme services.

»——————--——-—–—DEAR DIARY————-————-–———-✄

This is a master archive for my diary entries. These are 100% real experiences lived by me. This blog remains text only, very few photos, in order to keep it alive and well.

Asks are open for business inquiries only. Photography, Pro Domme, and other serious projects are welcome. Any other inquiries (PPM, custom paid content, etc) please seek one of the other avenues laid out above, or below.

»—————-——–———OTHER LINKS————-———————-—-✄

Yes, I am training as a Pro Domme in my community and yes, I will begin to take bookings soon! So, keep an eye out for the inquiry form here, or on my personal blogs. Bookings will begin at a lower cost while I am still training, and will increase in due time.

Follow @yesmistressmel on twitter (x? lol whatever its called) for more dedicated announcements, and if you are considering applying to be my sub please tribute on cash app $yesmistressmel.

I was previously a cam girl. I do not currently cam, due to my current living situation, but I always keep a free OF page for archived posts, and for anyone who wants to follow in case they would like to know if/when I begin to stream again.

You can find all outside links here: https://allmylinks.com/mel0dic-erotic

Kisses, Mel

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janiedean · 5 years ago

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Hi! I'm the Plato anon for before. First of, thank you so much for your offer, but I think I managed on me own. Second, could you elaborate on the "analysing as YA" vs "analysing as an adult" approach? I assumed that "discourse people" on this website generally don't go beyond "antagonist is bad because they are against the hero!" out of ignorance/lack of interest except to score Internet Fame Points, not that it was due a specific mindest. I also don't really read YA (except Tiffany Aching)

TIFFANY ACHING!! T_T ANON LET ME HUG YOU it’s like the only YA I actually liked in my entire life apart from nick hornby’s one book but that wasn’t typical lmao

THAT SAID, well your discourse people point is pretty much part of it but since I’m here and I can rant have the entire thing I was too tired to hash yesterday ;) so, in order:

first thing, we need to establish that ya books and **adult** books generally have different target audiences which is fine and good because obviously if you want to write a thing you’ll do that for An Audience That You Have In Mind; this doesn’t mean that adults can’t read ya or that teenagers can’t read **adult books** because everyone can read what they want (and personally for one I never cared for ya in my entire life not even when I was the target audience), but it simply means that some books are meant to be liked by one category first and eventual others later and they need to be talked about in that specific context first and everything else later - then there might be books that are aimed for kids/young readers or sold like that or that can be read on more than one level which can be appreciated for different things later in time (for example I read huck finn at sixteen and I absolutely loved it but it was a book that here is seen as good reading material also for eight year olds, and at eight I wouldn’t have liked it for the reasons I did at sixteen, and if I read it now I would still like it, while a bunch of the books for kids I read when I was seven is stuff I enjoyed then but forgot now and probably was good for that age but didn’t stick with me);

second thing, that means that when I discuss a young adult book aimed at teenagers I will never hold it to the standards I would hold a book aimed at a general adult audience, especially if it’s the kind of ya like dunno as stated the vampire diaries aimed at teenage girls which is obviously the kind where you have the fantasy world with the hot dark guy who swoons the high schooler protagonist off her feet etc because that stuff is basic teenage girl fantasy 101 and like... I’ll expect a bunch of romance tropes, the usual push and pull, the guy eventually being into her, the protagonist being someone a fourteen year-old can see herself in, probably a few sexual elements thrown here and there and so on, because that’s the shit marketed at fourteen year-olds who want to read that and like... it’s really not that deep. I can’t ask the vampire diaries to be moby dick because it’s not meant to be. or, if I read percy j/ackson - which is another thing I have zero interest in but I know about because I see tweets from the author - I expect to have a bunch of teens coming into their own coming from different backgrounds because the author wants to represent properly a lot of categories so most of his readers can have someone they can see themselves in and like if a thirteen year-old who suspects being lgbt or whatever sees themselves in the gay kid from per/cy jackson guess what that’s what that book is for, so I won’t judge it on like... being a faithful representation of greek myths or how good the style is or whatever, because even if to me it’s not top notch writing or has a plot idc about it has to be for teenagers and pre-teens, not for me, a thirty year old who again didn’t even like pre-teen aimed literature when she was a pre-teen;

third, I can extra clarify it using the damned hp discourse, as in: when I say I’m tired of people not reading anything else or reading everything like hp, it means that they read it when they were growing up/were teens and it was aimed at them which is fine, but then twenty fucking years later when the people in question are way beyond their twenties (guys I’m almost 32 and I remember when the first one came out come on) when talking about any single piece of media in existence (movies, comics, other books) use hp characters/situations as the terms of paragon - like guys I had to read sn/ape comparisons with theon and ky/lo ren on the basis that THEY’RE GREY CHARACTERS as if sn/ape is the only grey character that ever existed, people keep on talking about vold/emort as the only bad guy that ever existed and so on, and like... you can’t talk about, idk, asoiaf or any book aimed at an adult audience like you’d talk about hp, because at this point I wouldn’t be surprised if I read comparisons between sn/ape and ivan karamazov and I think I don’t need to specify how completely nonsensical that would be;

now, with all of this explained, what I mean is: ya in general - which is not a fault per se of the genre since it’s aimed at teens and pre-teens - tends to have... very fixed narrative schemes depending on which teens it’s addressing - like, stuff like tvd or twilight is obviously the romance teenage girl fantasy where you have the girl fighting to be with the dark beautiful supernatural creature in question, per/cy jackson is more like I’ll give you a bunch of relatable characters having cool adventures against bad guys with the occasional redemption so we can see that people are redeemable but you still have right vs wrong, hp is sort of like that in the sense you get relatable-ish protagonist with relatable friends growing up throughout the entire thing and fighting on the good side vs the evil side including the usual death of the mentor plus people who seemed bad actually not being bad™ except that PJ has more povs and better rep from what I gather but that’s not the point so it’s basically the growing up journey for the young protagonist(s) the kid sees themselves in, then there’s stuff like hunger games where you actually have the dystopian worldbuilding just written to be enjoyable by younger people who don’t want to get too depressed (and ngl I haven’t read the books but I’ve seen the first two movies and guys the way everyone ignores the classist commentary in thg to discuss the love triangle is... a staple of the problem tbh) but still try to introduce deeper themes and have more nuanced characters and at the same time are still written to be enjoyed maybe by the more adult side of the target, and at the same time I can’t say that thg is the same as 1984 when it comes to target audience because 1984 doesn’t make the ugly dystopian themes more accessible using the love story/teenage protagonist etc;

at this point the problem is: if you only ever read ya and nothing else in your life (which is what a lot of people here do - guys again when I got here in 2011 if people didn’t discuss hp they discussed john gr/een, the only *adult*-aimed book I see discussed on tumblr is asoiaf... because of got X°DDD) then you end up seeing every other piece of literature expecting what you do out of a young adult and then you expect adult literature out of young adults/ya to approach certain implications the way an adult novel would, which is... frankly ridiculous;

specific examples: I see blogs which are principally about like ya fantasy books ie acotar or shadow/hunters or whatever shitting on grrm because AAAAH HE’S PROBLEMATIC/MISOGYNIST/HE HAS VIOLENCE AND RAPE IN THE BOOKS BLAH BLAH and like... spoilers: if I wrote a fantasy series aimed at fourteen year-olds who want their fantasy romance with the hot dark guy who is maybe a tiny bit problematic but turns their leaf for them I would hold back on blood and violence, if I wrote a fantasy for adults where I want to be realistic about misogyny I will not, and the fact that grrm gets judged on what happens and not how he writes it (and again, saying that a guy who has 1/3rd of his pov characters female except that it’s actually 50/50 because there are no throwaway povs except for mel while guys have a lot more of them and all the female povs have narrative weight [and mel has it before she gets one] and all of them have a different personality and he also has the same trope [brienne and arya] in two people with wildly different personalities and needs which is basically a goddamned miracle is a misogynist because there’s misogyny in his fantasy world is ridiculous imvho) which is.... exactly expecting of asoiaf what you’d expect out of acotar, when grrm and acotar’s writer write for wildly different audiences. now, if I had read acotar at 15 and asoiaf at 15 I’d have had no doubt re asoiaf being more my thing because again the subgenre acotar goes for is not my thing because I never related to that fantasy while brienne is my rep, but in general a 14yo girl who likes the acotar-like stuff will not care for grrm.... which is normal because grrm writes for adults of both genders, not teenage girls (I mean teenage boys also have their own subgenres for which the same rules are valid), and someone who likes percy jackson (aimed at both genders but like... pre-teens early teens) who doesn’t gaf for grrm won’t because it’s not aimed at them unless they like grrm for other reasons ie idk they realize that they relate to jon snow idk but you see my point, so like tldr that’s what I mean with if you only read ya you’ll expect adult writers to handle their themes like ya writers would and like... sorry but if I write stuff for adults I won’t feel the need to specify that the bad guy is B A D with neon lights because an adult should grasp that from the narrative, I don’t need to make sure it’s obvious bc it’s aimed at kids;

reverse: when I see people saying ‘the vampire diaries is problematic because it’s about people who are a hundred years old preying on teenage girls so we need to stop teenage girls from reading that kind of thing because it makes them think it’s okay to go with someone that much older than them’, we’re at the opposite problem in the sense that you’re asking a young adult novel what you would ask of AN ADULT NOVEL when there’s no point in it. like, a teenage girl knows perfectly that damon salvatore doesn’t exist and vampires don’t exist and werewolves don’t exist - the entire point of tvd is that she gets to fawn over the hot supernatural dude who changes for the better thanks to the female protagonist she most likely sees herself in and she gets to have a few nice fantasies about that which is like... normal for people who are developing their sexualities, most people wouldn’t actually want damon salvatore the way he’s exactly in canon irl because they know it’s a fantasy and so it should stay. like, sorry but as someone who watched the show because ian somerhalder is hot in her twenties and tried the first book and gave it up at page 30 because I couldn’t do it, I can 100% assure anyone that the biggest issues with tvd books are that the writing is really fucking bad (for my standards at least), with the tvd show that from S4 the writing spiraled downwards and no one wanted the magical vampire pregnancy witch twins ridiculousness, but none of the content actually was shit that anyone would take seriously like that and I wouldn’t expect tvd to approach that subject realistically. if I read a vampire book aimed at adults who actually wants to write such a relationship as creepy WELL YES OF COURSE I’D EXPECT IT TO BE OBVIOUS ABOUT IT BEING CREEPY, but if it’s aimed at freaking teenagers... it’s a fantasy and not really that deep, take it for what it is and let teenage girls enjoy thinking about smooching damon salvatore (or stefan or whoever) without assuming they need to be protected from Horrible Vampire Fiction™, same as no one goes bitching about unrealistic sex scenes in serialized romance books because people read them because they’re unrealistic and escapism, not because they expect nobel prize worthy exploration of themes from them;

now, ^^^^^^ would not happen if people actually read variedly and studied some decent lit analysis in school - but like, after I had to read I think at some point that of mice and men is ableist... THAT’S the damned point - with ya you can take a lot of the plot at face value, with adult lit you can’t and you have to see motivation beyond the action of the characters and you can’t do that if you only read books aimed at pre-teens/teenagers where obviously that’s... more spelled out than it would be in a book aimed at an adult audience;

that by the way also means wildly missing actual adult themes discussion in ya, because again, I haven’t read thg but from the two movies I’ve seen it’s fucking obvious that the whole thing is an anti us-classism commentary from how the districts are built to how the games are rigged to pretty much everything in the worldbuilding, but all the discourse I see on tumblr is about either the love triangle or katniss being miscast or president snow being a jerk and whatever else, but I never once saw anyone saying ‘heeeeey the people in katniss’ district are an in your face metaphor of poor people in the us of a belonging to certain categories while the first few districts are absolutely the 1% and the entire point of it is that she wants to tell you A CLASSIST SOCIETY IS BAD AND WILL LEAD TO REVOLUTIONS’, which to me was... like, glaring, it was literally what 90% of the entire thing was about and no one ever discusses it in a fandom-wide sense (I mean... I saw a bunch of hg posts back when the movies came out, I never saw this brought out), which... is a problem because it means that the moment people are put in front of a ya product that actually tackles that kind of issue.... they go and worry about the love triangle (which seemed to me the excuse to draw the people in the story) not about the social commentary, and like, maybe a twelve year-old won’t catch on the social commentary, a twenty-year old especially from the us should, and I don’t see that happening;

and sorry but that is because if you only engage with content aimed at a younger audience than your target first you assume that every piece of literature should be consumable/readable/enjoyable by a younger audience (and sorry but no, some of us don’t want to write stuff making sure teenagers like it) and then ask of actual ya media to cater to their *adult* needs and not to the needs of the target audience because wow obviously if you’re 25 you won’t want out of literature what you wanted at fourteen;

and this also is valid for children’s media because again, I’m cutting it short, but adults watching st/even universe and sending people death threats because they don’t agree with their opinion of a cartoon aimed at an audience that’s at moooostttt eight years old is a thing that shouldn’t even fucking exist, and if you think steven/universe is that important at an adult age you need to re-assess your priorities;

tldr: adults should not expect media aimed at kids/teens to cater to their interests and shouldn’t analyze it the way they’d analyze a piece of media aimed at an adult audience and should not presume that every piece of media should have the scope/schemes of medias aimed at kids/teens because some of us don’t want to read that.

now, I’ll leave you with a nice short anecdote which hopefully will further clarify what I mean and add to another point which would be, kids and teens don’t give a fuck about what you, an adult, do: when everyone was in a frenzy about my little pony back in 2013 or so I had to see a ton of posts like ‘AAAAAH MEN/BOYS WHO ARE INTO MLP ARE STEALING THE SHOW FROM YOUNG GIRLS HOW DARE THEY ENJOY IT WE NEED TO KICK THEM OUT’ with added people saying that a ten year old male kid who tried to kill himself bc his friends bullied him bc he liked mlp deserved it and the likes, my only thought was that... when I was 8-10 in elementary school and was actually the target for cartoons and stuff, sailor moon was the rage between all girls my age me included, we’d spend recess playing pretend (and I’d get stuck playing sailor mars bc no one wanted her, sad) and our hugest first world problem in existence was that we needed technically a mamoru and of course no self-respecting boy in elementary school would have admitted under death threats to watching sailor moon because it was a girls’ thing (aaaaah gender roles in the early-mid 90s, how fun) so everyone despaired because ofc no one wanted to play mamoru... and the few times any guy actually showed up like HEEEEY I WANNA DO IT BUT PLEASE DON’T TELL MY FRIENDS I LIKE SAILOR MOON we’d all be like OMG YOU’RE OUR NEW FAVORITE PERSON PLEASE YOUR SECRET IS SAFE because we couldn’t believe we found the magical boy™ who wanted to do it, and if anyone had told us that the kid in question was stealing sailor moon from us we’d have laughed in their face.

like.

kids don’t ask of media what you, an adult do, and it’s unfair of you, an adult, to ask children’s/ya media to cater to your damned interests, which are amply catered to by the tons of adult literature around which also forces you to push on your views and read more challenging things and to not read/watch stuff at face value, which is why I would really appreciate it if the amount of 20yo people on here who I consider adults engaged with more adult media and let themselves be challenged instead of just going back to ya/kids’ things, which are good for teens and kids and can be enjoyed by everyone but should not be the only goddamned genre you measure all other literature against because then you get people saying that lolita is pro-pedo when it’s exactly the goddamned contrary, but if you think that pov character = protagonist = good guy (which is... staple kids/ya stuff for obvious reasons) then you decide that humbert humbert is someone you’re supposed to root for. too bad that you’re not and the author was an actual csa victim so it’s a completely ridiculous reading that wouldn’t happen if you didn’t read lolita the way you read hp.

... okay, I’m done, sorry for how long this was, I hope it cleared things for good xD

#literature for ts #janie rants #idek #Anonymous #ask post #suicide attempt cw

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stories-for-sell · 4 years ago

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I wanna have a place for the stories I write, and where people can send in story suggestions and stuff. I'm in many fandoms, so just ask if I know a fandom, then give me the characters/prompt you want. If I don't know the fandom, I'll try and do some research to attempt to write the story! Characters x yourself are fine, as that was the first type of story I ever posted on Tumblr.

Rules for sending in prompts/story suggestions:

Do not repeatedly spam my inbox with the same story suggestion. You can send in multiple requests, but you can't continously send in the same one over and over. If you do, I will simply delete your request.

Requests will be done in order of recieving them usually, unless i have super inspiration for certain ones, or just have no ideas for ones.

Fluff and angst are allowed. NSFW is a big mabye.

Please specify anything specific you want in the fic.

Always say what fandom the characters are from, and then the prompt and the characters to be used.

If I do not know the fandom, I will inform you ahead of time and ask about the characters and their personalities, and do some research on the fandom so that I can attempt to write them.

Lengths of fics just depend on my inspiration, but they will at least be somewhat good in length.

Should I deny your request, there will be a reason why, and I will message you to explain. Do not argue with me over it, it is my choice.

Male x male, male x female, female x female, character x you, those are all fine. If it is Character x you, give me the name you'd like me to use for you, as well as pronouns and any info you think I might need.

All I ask in return for me writing these stories are reblogs, and credit.

Do not post my stories and claim them as your own, I take time out of my day to come up with ideas and type these out and my shortest stories take an hour and a half at the least to type, then there is editing as I go and try to fix things, or other stuff I find I should do before posting.

Reblogs are always welcome, and you can even submit your own small stories for me to put up, with proper credit to you of course.

I don't expect any payment or anything of any kind, but you are more than welcome to do little doodles, follow, or promote this blog to help me out, but none of that is necessary.

The first three short stories I've already typed/posted will be reblogged from the two blogs I posted them on and put here to keep all my stories together.

Other Blogs of mine:

@shadowknightvylad (Minecraft Diaries Vylad blog)

@the-masked-man (Marble Hornets Tim/Masky blog)

@her-warriors-lost-to-the-shadows (MCD AU info blog)

@shadowyrandomblogs (admin blog)

Also, to find some of my stories, I will be using a tag labelled "mels story tag" so that you can search by that for my stories, should they be reblogged. And if you reblog, please add that tag, so that they can be found.

#short fiction #short ficlet #short fic #request #requests open #stories #writing blog #story blog #asks open #submissions open #rules #mels story tag

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nagikitten · 6 years ago

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20 Things About You Tag Game

Tagged by @aquabluemoonbutterfly, which is honestly just so sweet? Even if it was just because of a lack of other people to tag, I didn't realize there were other actual humans who acknowledge my presence on this hellsite.

Rules: Tell 20 facts about yourself and tag 20 people.

Nickname: On my blog i prefer Nagi, but i get called Mel, or Mellie in my everyday life. People often like to switch between the two.

Pet Peeves: Being touched without warning, Liars, and when people blame their shitty behavior on their zodiac sign like its an excuse.

Zodiac: Scorpio!

Height: 5'2, i'm a shorty.

Last movie: The Princess Diaries 2, its my feel good movie. So i watch it whenever i need a pick me up.

Thing you last googled: "Its time for Thomas the train to go meme" I'm only slightly embarrassed by this. Slightly.

Favourite musicians: Do groups count? Cause i listen to a lot of Set It Off. OH! i also listen to Jubyphonic a lot. I like her covers, especially the Kagerou Project ones.

Song stuck in your head: "Dead girl walking" from Heathers the Musical. Its been stuck in my head for almost 2 weeks. And before that it was Candy store from the same musical. So all in all, i'm theatre production trash. Yay.

Other blogs?: Nah, its too much effort. If i like something i reblog it on just the one blog, simple as that.

Do you get asks?: Not really, i think i've only ever received like 2 asks since i started on tumblr.

Amount of sleep: Lmao sleep? What's that? I'm always so busy in my everyday life between cosplay, school, work and everyday responsibilities that i don't really get any. I'm lucky if i even get 4 hours of sleep a night.

Lucky Number: 11. And this is because i was born on the 11th day on the 11th month at 1 in the morning.

What you're wearing: Pyjamas. Fuzzy white cat print bottoms, a black tank top and pink fuzzy bunny slippers. I'll pretty much be like this the whole day.

Dream job: An Art director! My own art is just cringe, so i'll use what knowledge i possess and make others art shine 1000000 times brighter!

Dream Trip: Italy! Its warm, surrounded by art, culture, has some sick stone architecture and jaw dropping scenery. Its honestly my dream to live there someday, not just visit.

Favourite food: Tacos, or really anything sweet thats not coffee flavoured or dark chocolate.

Instruments: Aside from really poor piano i don't play any instruments. But I'd love to pick up violin.

Languages: Although french was my first language my more dominant language is english. I also have basics in itallian, but its still really shaky.

Songs: The Fire emblem Echoes soundtrack is my athstetic. Its dramatic af. Also the Shadow Of The Colossus soundtrack is to die for, i listen to it when i fall asleep. (Wow i just realized how few of my songs either have words or are in english.)

Aesthetic: Oh boi, uhhhh idk? Navy blue, baby pink and white? Or red, black, and gray i guess. I literally have no clue.

Okay so i don't actually know 20 people really sooo im gonna tag maybe 2 or 3. @evil-muffins @mormikas @limejellojellyfish @atalantaz your turn!

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vxbubblegum · 6 years ago

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— Answer these 85 statements about yourself, then tag 20 people? if you want lol ✨

tagged by @10h10m . thank you 🌙💕

tagging: @velvetpcy 💕💕💕

Answers under the cut!

last

1. drink: water

2. phone call: best friend

3. text message: brother

4. song you listened to: Gentleman - exo cbx

5. time you cried: today lol, i have a soft heart

ever

1. dated someone twice: yes... yikes

2. kissed someone and regretted it: yes the dude was a jerk :(

3. been cheated on: yes

4. lost someone special: yes

5. been depressed: yes

6. gotten drunk and thrown up: no, i know how much i can handle

fave colours

1. lavander

2. black

3. grey

4. white

5. pastels

in the last year have you

1. made new friends: yes

2. fallen out of love: no

3. laughed until you cried: yes

4. found out someone was talking about you: no

5. met someone who changed you: no

6. found out who your friends are: yes

7. kissed someone in your facebook friends list: no

general

1. how many facebook friends do you know irl: ummm i don’t use fb but my old facebook i knew about 99%

2. do you have any pets: yes, 1 doggy

3. do you want to change your name: no, i think my name is unique

4. what did you do for your last birthday: went out with my close friends to eat and walk around downtown

5. what time did you wake up today: 10:40 am

6. what were you doing at midnight last night: practicing my makeup skills

7. what is something you can’t wait for: to get a new job... lol

8. what are you listening to now: hannah hunt - vampire weekend

9. have you ever talked to a person named tom: no?

10. something that gets on your nerves: someone being rude to others, ignorant people

11. most visited website: twitter, instagram, tumblr

12. hair color: black, but i currently have it dyed platinum

13. long or short hair: short hair is my fave! the only reason i grow it out is for my mom.

14. do you have a crush on someone: nope

15. what do you like about yourself: i’m loyal and friendly

16. want any piercings: yesss! i want like 7 piercings on my ears

17. blood type: idk

18. nicknames: julie

19. relationship status: single

20. zodiac sign: sagittarius

21. pronouns: she/her

22. favorite tv shows: the originals, vampire diaries, busted, knowing bros

23. tattoos: 0, hoping to get one soon

24. right or left handed: right

25. ever had surgery: no

26. piercings: 2, one in each ear

27. sport: played volleyball for a bit, but i like playing badminton and tennis

28. vacation: last vacation was in mexico, but i would love to go to tokyo

29. trainers: trainers???

more general

1. eating: cereal

2. drinking: nothing

3. i’m about to watch: the originals

4. waiting for: school to starts again

5. want: to get my driving license

6. get married: yes, in the future

7. career: psychologist

which is better

1. hugs or kisses: kisses

2. lips or eyes: eyes

3. shorter or taller: tall :)

4. older or younger: older

5. nice arms or stomach: don’t mind either

6. hookup or relationship: relationship

1. troublemaker or hesitant: hesitant, perks of being shy

have you ever

1. kissed a stranger: yes

2. drank hard liquor: yes

3. lost glasses: yes

4. turned someone down: yes

5. sex on the first date: no

6. broken someone’s heart: yes :/

7. had your heart broken: yes

8. been arrested: no

9. cry when someone died: yes

10. fallen for a friend: yes

do you believe in

1. yourself: yes

2. miracles: yes

3. love at first sight: yes

4. santa claus: not anymore

5. kiss on a first date: depends

6. angels: yes

other

1. best friend’s name: Mel

2. eye color: brown

3. favorite movie: love letter

4. favorite actor: actress* emma stone, she’s amazing

#tagged #thanks for tagging me #uwu #you're wonderful and lovely #hope y'all have a great day

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5k Survey IX

401. Some say that high school is the best time of your life. Was that true for you? >> It was not. 402. What do you find yourself encouraging others to try? >> I can’t think of anything that fits that description. Generally if I’m encouraging someone, it’s because they brought up something that they wanted to try and are anxious about it or something. 403. Which is better: Mel Brooks or Woody Allen? >> Man, I love Mel Brooks movies, I think he’s hilarious. Meanwhile I’m not sure if I’ve seen any Woody Allen movies but I did see a clip from A Rainy Day in New York (think that’s the title) that went viral here on tumblr and it was just... abysmally bad. I cringed the whole length of the clip (to the point of physical pain, lmao). So that’s now my frame of reference for his movies. 404. When was the last time you were up all night? >> About 2 or 3 years ago, I’d say. I remember being up all night on stimulants and ended up writing a weird Person of Interest fic (it’s definitely one of those fics that I would have dreamed of writing but would have talked myself out of writing if I’d been sober, because I would have thought it was too weird or stupid... so I’m glad it got a chance to exist), and that would have been around 3 years ago. 405. __ is life. The rest is just details. Fill in the blank. >> I don’t know, man.

406. Are people too complex and different to be categorized? >> People are definitely way more complex than their categories would suggest, but I don’t think that means the categories are fundamentally useless. I think it’s important to keep in mind that categories are only useful to a point -- for quick communication or community-finding, for example, or for legal purposes -- and that it’s best if one doesn’t identify too strongly with one’s categories at the expense of experiencing their full complexity and mercuriality. 407. Is it good to have pride in your own race or does that separate people from each other because it makes them think of everyone else as ‘outsiders’? >> I mean, “race” to me is a pretty wack concept as a whole, so I think being proud of something like “race” is wack too. Now, if you’re proud of your culture, your ethnicity -- the specifics of your upbringing and community, not just some catch-all term that doesn’t really mean shit like “white” or “black” -- then that makes more sense to me. Even then, I’d have to hope that pride doesn’t come with a superiority complex and a system of exclusion. 408. What fictional story would you like to live through? >> I did that once. It both started and ended badly for me. To be fair, I didn’t exactly choose the story I was born into, but, you know. 409. Are cats or dogs smarter? >> It doesn’t make any sense to me to categorise animals like this. Cats and dogs both have instincts and cognitive processes that suit their species and their level of domestication, I’d assume. 410. Have you ever guessed someone’s password and broken into their diary? >> No. 411. What teacher, if any, has effected you the most in your life? >> I had a teacher in fourth grade that gave me the silent treatment for half of the year (literally. another student had to act as go-between for any communications), and that was pretty affecting. Also had a teacher that took me to court for “assault” (what I actually did was inappropriate but it definitely wasn’t assault) and got me put on probation for a year. Definitely affecting. 412. Are you more easily bored or excited? >> I’m way more easily bored. It takes a lot to get me excited. 413. What’s the bravest or most daring thing you have ever done? >> I’m not sure. 414. “What’s the point of robbery when nothing is worth taking?” (- Adam Ant) >> Obviously, something is worth taking if people are willing to take a risk like that. This is a silly ass quote. 415. If your man or woman served you breakfast in bed as a treat what would you want? >> You act like I don’t already eat my breakfast in or near my bed. 416. What do you do only when you are upset? >> I don’t know, most of the things I do when I’m upset can intersect with other emotions. Like crying, which I also do if I’m just emotionally overwhelmed (but not necessarily in a bad way). 417. What’s the oddest CD in your collection? >> --- 418. What’s the best diary name you ever saw? >> --- 419. What would your friends be surprised to learn about you? >> I don’t know. 420. Who owes you an apology? >> No one owes me anything. 421. Who deserves an apology from you? >> Can’t think of anyone I should be apologising to. If someone wants an apology, they’d better ask for it. 422. How would you like to treat your kids differently from the way your parents treated you? >> That is a list a mile long and I’m not about to get into that right now. Especially since it’s all hypothetical, since I’m not having children. 423. Which do you like best: 60’s, 70’s or 80’s fashion? >> I don’t much care for any of these. 424. What is the worst pick up line ever used on you? >> --- 425. Of the following, which word best describes you: inventive, kinetic (energetic), light-hearted, mature >> I don’t know which of these words describes me. None of them seem particularly appropriate. 426. Do you own a record player? Do you use it? >> I do own one, but I rarely use it. The novelty wore off really quickly. 427. How easily do you make friends? >> Not easily. 428. What is the difference between having character and being a character? “Being a character” makes me think of someone who is a class clown, and “having character” makes me think of someone with good characteristics, like being kind, helpful, responsible, etc. <-- Sure, let’s go with that. 429. Are there any animals you flat out refuse to touch? >> I mean, I’m not usually in a situation where I’m presented with an animal to touch... outside of, you know, the normal domesticated creatures. So I don’t know if there’s any animal out there I wouldn’t ever want to touch. 430. Do you care about your weight? >> I care about it in an unhealthy, dysmorphic way. 431. Did you/will you go to the prom? >> I went. 432. Have you ever wanted to date twins? >> No. 433. What one thing would you change about high school if you could? >> I’m not in high school anymore, so I don’t care about changing it. 434. If you came with a warning label, what would it say? >> I can only imagine what it would say. A lot, probably. 435. Are you artistic and creative? >> At some points, sure. 436. What were you (probably) doing on this date last year? >> I don’t know, man. Probably not too much different from what I’m doing right now. 437. What are you obsessed with? >> I can never think of an answer to this question. My capacity for obsession has been greatly diminished over time, probably thanks to trauma. 438. What was the last compliment you received? >> I don’t know. 439. Do you have any brothers or sisters? >> No. 440. Who would you like to be alone with right now? >> Myself, thanks. 441. Do you push people away when you really want them to come closer? >> I don’t actively push people away, I’m just incredibly distant and avoidant because I don’t know how else to be, and people respond to that. 442. Is a prenuptial agreement necessary or does it take the romance and trust out of marriage? >> I’m sure for some people, it’s necessary, or else it wouldn’t exist as a thing. (Also, let’s not even get into the fact that marriage as ~romantic~ has really only become a thing in recent eras, so a prenuptial agreement is actually more traditional than anything else...) I’ve never been anywhere near that level of wealth, so, you know. It’s all irrelevant to me and my life. 443. Do you lie your way out of things? >> I don’t really need to do this, like, ever. 444. Are you better at talking or listening? >> I find listening to be way easier than talking a lot of the time. 445. What will only happen to you once in this lifetime? >> Well, death, right? Not counting symbolic and metaphorical ones. 446. Know of any conspiracy theories you think might be credible? >> No. 447. What are the most beautiful words that have ever been spoken to you? >> *shrug* 448. If it were legal would you own a human slave (race unimportant)? >> Nah, I’m good. 449. Have you ever read your own writing at a poetry reading? >> I did once, in fact. It was pretty cool. 450. What is one simple thing that gives you the happy shivers? >> Er.

#surveys #survey #5000 question survey

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bluestar22x · 7 years ago

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Master Post To Everything

Lost looking for something on this blog? This is the post for you!

Months listed next to each show/movie/etc. below are those in which they were reblogged the most (mainly catch ups in the case of shows) or important months for reblogging a show (the start of a new season and such).

I don’t regularly reblog all the shows I watch/have watched. My description of this blog on my main page lists the shows that are the ones that get that much attention.

If you’ve been following my tumblr account for a while you probably know that at the beginning of each month I’ve been doing “catch up” reblogs. This will continue until I get everything I want in my archive (because otherwise I can’t find my favs). Smaller catch ups may occur throughout the month.

This post is here just to get an idea of where to find the majority of the gifs and photos, etc. for each show and movie, along with some animal/nature stuff. It may be easier or faster, in some cases, to find something this way rather than through the tags (though I do have a decent tagging system) because of the considerable amount of gifs I reblog for certain shows.

It’ll also be my guide to what to reblog next, and therefore I plan to continue updating this post whenever I’ve either had a lot of activity and/or it’s a new month. xxx Currently Covered Shows x 12 Monkeys – August 2015, April - July 2016, May - June 2017

13 Reasons Why - April 2017 Agents of SHIELD – March 2016, April - May 2016 Almost Human – January 2016 Arrow - February 2017, June 2017, August 2017 Being Human (US) - November 2016 Believe - August 2016 Bones (Fox Bones Show) - March 2016, Sept. 2016 Boy Meets World – March 2016, July 2016, Jan. 2017 Buffy The Vampire Slayer - Sept. 2016 Burn Notice - Sept. 2016 Charmed �� February 2016, June 2016, Aug. - Sept. 2017 Chicago Fire – March 2016, Aug. 2016, Nov. 2016, March 2017, Aug. 2017 Constantine – December 2015, February 2016 Dark Angel - March 2017 DC Crossovers (CW) - Nov. - Dec. 2016, Feb. 2017 Dominion – August 2015, November 2015 Forever - July 2016 Frequency - Oct. 2016 Fringe - June 2016 Girl Meets World – March 2016, July 2016, Jan. 2017 Heartland – February - April 2016, June - July 2016, Sept. 2016 - Dec. 2016, Jan. - Sept. 2017

Humans - Aug. 2017 Into The Badlands – Nov. - Dec. 2015, Jan. 2017, March - June 2017 Kyle XY - June 2016 Legends Of Tomorrow - February 2017, Aug. 2017 Lethal Weapon - Sept. – Dec. 2016, Jan. - April 2017, June 2017, Sept. 2017 Moonlight - November 2016 Nashville - March - April 2017 Nikita – Nov. 2015, Jan. 2016, Aug. 2016, Aug. 2017 Once Upon A Time – January 2016 One Tree Hill – March 2016, July 2016, Jan. 2017, April 2017, Aug. 2017 Person of Interest – March 2016, June 2016

Prehistoric Park - May 2017 Proof - August 2016

Psych - Sept. 2017

Sabrina The Teenage Witch - June 2017

Shooter - Aug. 2017

Sleepy Hollow (4 Horsemen only) - August 2016 Stitchers - Aug. 2016, March 2017 Supergirl - March 2016, Sept. - Dec. 2016, Jan. - May 2017, Aug. 2017 Supernatural – Nov. 2015, March 2016, May 2016, July – Sept. 2016, Oct. 2016 (Huge post), Nov. - Dec. 2016, Jan. - Aug. 2017 Teen Wolf – Nov. 2015, Feb. 2016, March - April 2016, Nov. - Dec. 2016, Jan. - Feb. 2017, April 2017, Aug. - Sept. 2017 The Flash – December 2015, February 2017, Aug. 2017

The Following - July 2017 The Librarians – Oct. - Nov. 2015, July 2016, Nov. - Dec. 2016, Jan. - Feb. 2017, April 2017, July - Sept. 2017 The Originals – Dec. 2015, April 2016, Dec. 2016, Sept. 2017 The Vampire Diaries - January - March 2017, Sept. 2017 The Walking Dead – March 2016

Transformers Prime - May 2017 Whose Line Is It Anyway? - March 2017 Wildfire (ABC Family) - June 2016 Veronica Mars/Veronica Mars Movie - Sept. 2016, Aug. 2017 xxx Movies x

101 Dalmatians - July 2017

101 Dalmatians (1996) - July 2017

Age Of Adaline - June 2017

Alice (2009) - April 2017

All Dogs Go To Heaven/ADGTH 2 - July 2017 A Puppy For Christmas - December 2016 Avatar - Feb. 2017 A Walk To Remember – May 2016

Back To The Future - June 2017

Balto - July 2017 Bambi - June 2016 Batman V. Superman - April 2016, May 2016, July 2016, Sept. 2016 Beauty And The Beast (Animated) - June 2016, Dec. 2016, Aug. 2017 Beauty And The Beast 2017 - Dec. 2016, Aug. 2017 Black Beauty - Sept. 2016

Blood And Chocolate - Sept. 2017 Brother Bear – May 2016

Clash Of The Titans/Wrath Of The Titans - Sept. 2017 Creed - April 2016 Criminal - December 2016

Cruel Intentions - Sept. 2017 Deadpool - Sept. 2016

Dirty Dancing - July 2017 Eight Below - Sept. 2016

Ella Enchanted - Sept. 2017 Enemy Mine - January 2017

Eragon - Sept. 2017 Fallen TV Movie - Jan. 2017 Fast And Furious Movies - April 2016, April 2017 Flicka (w/Tim McGraw) - Sept. 2016

Footloose - July 2017 Frozen - June 2016

Grease - June 2017 George Of The Jungle - Jan. 2017 Hachi - Sept. 2016

Hellboy Movies - May 2017 Hercules (Animated) – May - June 2016 Hidalgo - Sept. 2016 Homeward Bound - Sept. 2016

Hours - June 2017

How To Lose A Guy In 10 Days - June 2017 Ice Age Movies – May 2016 If I Stay – May 2016 If Only - Jan. 2017 Iron Will - Sept. 2016 Jack Frost (1998) - Jan. 2017 Jurassic Park/Jurassic World – May 2016 Justice League - Sept. 2016, Aug. 2017 Just Like Heaven - Jan. 2017 Lady And The Tramp - June 2016 Lassie (1994) - Sept. 2016 Legally Blonde – May 2016

Legion (2010) - May 2017 Man Of Steel - April 2016, Aug. 2017 Marley And Me - Sept. 2016 Marvel Universe - April 2016, June - July 2016, Sept. 2016, Aug. 2017 Max (Dog Movie) - Sept. 2016 Mulan (Animated) – May 2016

Narnia Series - Sept. 2017 Oliver And Company - June 2016 Pocahontas - June 2016

Priest - May 2017

Prince Of Persia (2010) - June 2017 Raise Your Voice - Jan. 2016 Red Dog - Sept. 2016 Remember Sunday – May 2016 Rocky (1-6) - April 2016 Seabiscuit - Sept. 2016 Secretariat - Sept. 2016

She’s Having A Baby - July 2017 She’s The Man – May 2016 Shrek - June 2016 Snow Dogs - Sept. 2016

Snow White And The Huntsman - Sept. 2017

Spiderman (2002) - August 2017 Spirit: Stallion Of The Cimarron – May 2016 Star Trek (2009 Verse) - April 2016, July - Sept. 2016 Star Wars - April 2016, Sept 2016, Aug. 2017 Suicide Squad - Sept. 2016

Sweet Home Alabama - June 2017 Tangled - June 2016, May 2017 Tarzan (Animated) – May 2016

Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (1990) - July 2017 Terminator Movies – May 2016

Tremors - July 2017 The Crow (Original) – May 2016

The Dark Knight/The Dark Knight Trilogy - June 2017, Aug. 2017

The Fox And The Hound - July 2017 The Horse Whisperer - Sept. 2016

The Hunger Games - May 2017, Aug. 2017

The Jungle Book - Aug. 2017

The Land Before Time - July 2017

The Legend Of Tarzan - June 2017 The Lion King Movies (Animated) – May - June 2016, May 2017 The Little Mermaid - June 2016 The Magnificent Seven (2016) - Jan. 2017

The Maze Runner - May 2017

Moana - July 2017 The Mummy (1999) - Jan. 2017 The Mummy Returns - Jan. 2017 The Proposal – May 2016 The Secret Life Of Pets - December 2016 The Ultimate Gift - December 2016 Toy Story - June 2016

Transformers Movies - May 2017

Twilight Movies - May 2017 Unconditional - December 2016 Walking Tall - Jan. 2017 War Horse - Sept. 2016, Nov. 2016

We Bought A Zoo - June 2017 Wonder Woman 2017 - April 2016, July 2016, Nov. 2016, Sept. 2017 X-Men/Wolverine/Logan Movie - Oct. - Nov. 2016, Aug. 2017 xxx Animals/Nature (Horses, Dogs, etc.) - July 2016, Nov. 2016, April 2017, Aug. 2017 xxx The Walking Dead Game - Nov. 2016

xxx

Other Actors

Zac Efron - August 2017

Chris Pine - Sept. 2017

Chris Hemsworth - Sept. 2017

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Shows, Movies, And Others To Come (By Priority) x

Wonder Woman 2

Justice League

Spiderman Homecoming - Peter Parker, Tony and Pepper

Thor 3 Underworld (1-5) The Lucky One Charlie St. Cloud I Am Number Four Beastly Grizzly Falls RoboCop The Pacifier The Game Plan The Longest Ride Country Song movie Footloose (2000s version) Angel Eyes The Host In My Dreams (Hallmark) Warm Bodies The Duff

Mamaboy Riley Smith in Movies Joey Lawrence in Movies - Horse Sense x

Midnight, Texas Daredevil Netflix Series The Originals - Klaus, Elijah, Hope and others (Finale season, Season 5) Limitless – Brian, Mike, Ike, etc. Nashville – 5x11 and Beyond

Stitchers (Season 3/Gifs posted since last update - use camille’s last name, not just 1st name) iZombie – Liv, Ravi, Major, Lowell, Drake Warehouse 13 Grimm – Nick, Monroe, Hank, Wu, Rosalee, Season 1-3 Chasing Life – April, Leo Sherlock

Fresh Prince

Gillian’s Island Elementary (1x21 or 1x22 Art scene) Beauty and the Beast (CW) Dark Matter Killjoys Humans (AMC) Baby Daddy – Danny, Ben with Emma Melissa and Joey – Mel and Joe, Lennox and Zander, Ryder Saving Hope This Is Us (NBC) Supernatural Season 13 & Beyond Frequency - Anything after 1x01 x Revisit Someday: All shows caught up on but still aired new episodes afterwards will be revisited eventually, as well as movies if I find more gifs.

#Master Post #September 2017 #Shows #Movies #Other: Nature #Other: Animals #Other: Actors

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goingtosee-theworld · 7 years ago

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CHARACTER SHEET: JANE CATHY PORTER

“I wanna see the whole world / I dunno how I’m gonna pay rent / I wanna see the whole world ... / I should tell them I’m not afraid to die” -- My Body’s Made of Crushed Little Stars, Mitski

STATS:

Birthday: 13 December 1992 (Sagittarius)

Myers-Briggs: INFP

Hogwarts House (Primary): Ravenclaw

Hogwarts House (Secondary): Gryffindor

Enneagram: Type 7

Height: 5’3

BACKGROUND OVERVIEW:

Mother: Dr. Eleanor Lily Day Porter (deceased)

Father: Dr. Archimedes Quentin Porter

Mother’s Occupation: Professor in anthropology—concentrated in biological anthropology, specifically primatology—also photographer

Father’s Occupation: Professor of zoology—specifically in large African mammals and conservation efforts

Family Finances: Upper middle class; her daddy’s family has quite a bit of money which they allocate to further the education of their family

Birth Order: only child

Other Close Family: Cousins—Ruby and Bobby, Aunt Rose, Uncle Richard, Grandmum (mum’s side), Gran (dad’s side), Grandfather (dad’s side)

Best Friend: does Jane have a best friend, tbh I guess Simba is the closest thing not that he considers her his best friend lol—although ok actually, she probably does consider Milo her best friend and partner.

Other Friends: wow does Jane not have friends lmao jk—Brad, some work colleagues, Ellie, Amelia, Mel…?

Enemies: none, really. She thinks Belle hates her bc they haven’t really talked since HP, where Belle probably did hate her.

Pets: Will-o-Wisp named Daisy, step-mum of Fluffy (Fluffy is not too fond of her)

Home Life During Childhood: Mostly happy, her parents encouraged learning and exploration. It was just tinged with the fact that her mum was sick and when her mum died, Jane fell into a bit of a depression that she never did quite recover from.

Town or City Name(s): London, England—specifically Bloomsbury

What Did Her Bedroom Look Like: yellow walls, had a day bed with black iron wrought frame and a canopy decorate with fairy lights, one wall was all postcards/National Geographic cut outs/travel magazine pictures, another wall had a big map with little pins in it, lots of stuff from her mum and dad’s travels, a shaggy purple rug

Any Sports or Clubs: Theatre in secondary, art as well, also did like school band for a bit (played flute)

Favorite Toy or Game: she had a ton of stuffed animals, but like those realistic looking ones from WWF or whatever

Schooling: went to some good public schools for primary and secondary, University College of London for her undergrad, BS in zoology, now she’s getting her masters’ in Magizoology

Favorite Subject: Biology/science, but also fond of art/history/literature. She wasn’t the best in physics or math.

Popular or Loner: Loner, she always was like adopted by friend groups but was never really close with all of them one-on-one, just like one or two people

Important Experiences or Events: Mom died when she was 16

Health Problems: Huntington’s Chorea, depression (side effect of dying lmao)

Culture: English

Religion and beliefs: Mum’s family is Anglican, but dad’s family was never religious so she’s not religious really, just does Christmas and Easter

PERSONALITY:

Bad Habits: peels her skin on her thumb when she’s nervous, can be a bit of a nervous talker, on the naturally flirty side, avoids problems and tries not to acknowledge them, but also wallows in her feelings when she’s feeling particularly down

Good Habits: kind-hearted, very good artist, humble for the most part, when she loves you, she loves you fully and deeply, daring, passionate

Best Characteristic: brave—she will look a tiger in the eye and walk towards it

Worst Characteristic: impulsive—she makes rash decisions sometimes

Worst Memory: her mother’s death, but also the day she told Tom she loved him and then he said he was dating someone else, and also the day she rejected Milo

Best Memory: tbh that moment like RIGHT before they woke up the mummy in Egypt, when they were all really happy and passionate and just acted on a whim

Proud of: she has one painting from school that some member of Parliament brought, she got A’s on all but one of her A-levels

Embarrassed by: sometimes she can kinda remember some of the people she slept with and she’s like welp that was embarrassing

Driving Style: she does not have her license

Strong Points: brave, passionate, daring, intelligent

Temperament: melancholic

Attitude: may seem a little far-off or not really there, but get her talking about something and she’s very grounded and passionate

Weakness: threaten Milo or her dad or her close friends and she will crack

Fears: not living a full life

Phobias: uh idk man how is this different

Secrets: only a few people know about her Huntington’s, also lol she doesn’t know that Milo doesn’t know she remembered who they were in the time jump

Regrets: probably turning Milo down the first time

Feels Vulnerable When: confronting her inner problems directly

Pet Peeves: CULTURAL APPROPIATION, people who are mean to animals :C

Conflicts: the constant fear of death around the corner

Motivation: a desire to live fully

Short Term Goals and Hopes: get her master’s, get a good and fulfilling job!

Long Term Goals and Hopes: live a life she is proud to lead

Sexuality: like 89% straight

Exercise Routine: she walks everywhere and rides her bike a lot and rock climbs/cave excavates, she doesn’t like set out to exercise, her lifestyle is just pretty active when she’s not in a bad depression spell

Day or Night Person — Night.

Introvert or Extrovert — Introvert.

Optimist or Pessimist — Optimist, believe it or not.

LIKES AND STYLES:

Music: twangy indie, usually favors female singers; big Carpenters fan too; also the Smiths; also Fleetwood Mac

Books: likes classics, generally, but also weird off-beat novels she finds in sales sections and used bookstores

Magazines: National Geographic, primarily; probably some art and lit magazines too

Foods: she likes a good curry; makes a great orange-glazed salmon; she’s one of those people who liked avocado before it was cool. She’s a pesceterian at home, but she will eat meat when she’s traveling.

Drinks: Earl Grey tea! Lightly sweetened, honey not sugar, and a pinch of milk. As for alcohol—rum. Spiced rum specifically. She likes mojitos, that’s her cocktail of choice.

Animals: oh gosh where to even begin! She’s fond of large Arican mammals (her dad’s speciality), but she really cares for all creatures and believes that it should be her duty to help them all. She knows she kinda gave domestic farm animals (cough, sheep) some shit for being “boring” because she didn’t really wanna be working with sheep for the rest of her life, but she’s had a new outlook on life and her passion for animals has been found again.

Sports: she probably watches football (soccer) casually; likes watching cricket though

Social Issues: big environmental activist, since dating Milo has been more aware of Magick-rights and that stuff

Favorite Saying: she knows its cliché at this point, but she liked it before it was cool: “Not all who wander are lost.”

Color: she likes purples and yellows and also reds

Clothing: she has a more boho look, wears a lot of flowing skirts and loose tops. Doesn’t really like to wear pants on the day to day, but will when she’s out adventuring. She likes wearing sunhats a lot.

Jewelry: she has a lot of traditionally made jewelry that she bought from local vendors in the places she’s traveled, lots of beaded necklaces and bracelets

Games: was a big Zoo Tycoon fan in her youth, doesn’t really play much now, except for like the occasional game with friends; likes board games though

Websites: casual insta user, has a tumblr that she scrolls through but rarely posts on

TV Shows: huge huge huge Doctor Who fan (Tennant was her doctor and also her first celebrity crush)

Movies: she likes classics—her favorite is Breakfast at Tiffany’s. Her mum was a huge fan of Audrey Hepburn so Jane has seen a lot of Hepburn movies. She’s also fond of The Mummy movies (though lately a bit less lol) and Indiana Jones and that sort of genre of adventure stories

Greatest Want: to travel as much as she can, to see all of the world, to experience it all

Greatest Need: to be happy

CURRENTLY:

Home: you know she and Milo haven’t officially moved in together yet but, like, they basically are over at each other’s places all the time—anyway, she has a single bedroom in one of the places by the uni

Household furnishings: she’s messy, but not in like a gross hoarder way, but she has a lot of casual clutter, her place looks like an antique store. There’s lots of trinkets around, the coffee table is covered in candles. She has a lot of pillows on the couch, lots of throw blankets. Her bedroom is pretty much the same way. There’s a lot of books, everything has its place but in its place it may be a bit of a mess lol. In her living room is a telescope by the window and an easel. There’s also a record player on a side table.

Favorite Possession: her record player (passed down from her mum) and her telescope (a gift from her dad)

Most Cherished Possession: her journal—it’s like a sketchbook/diary/memento book, she writes down everything

Married Before: Nope.

Significant Other Before: Tom Crawford

Children: n/a--though she was pregnant, briefly, last August

Relationship with Family: very close with her father, pretty close with her extended family too as they are a small bunch

Car: n/a

Career: on track to becoming a magizoologist

Dream Career: tbh being part of the Rescue Aid Society would be perfect for her

Dream Life: traveling around the world as part of her job—be it helping Magicks, helping magical creatures, rescuing lost relics, searching for Atlantis, with Milo at her side

Love Life: very in love with Dr. Milo James Thatch

Hobbies : drawing, riding her bike, spelunking, exploring, reading, going to antiques shops and flea markets

Guilty Pleasure: those Harlequin romance books (shh don’t tell anyone)

Sports or Clubs: n/a

Talents or Skills : good artist (not super professionally trained, but very solid)

Intelligence Level : very intelligent—curious and passionate when it is a subject she is interested in, quick learner

Finances: solidly middle class, her father helped her out with rent till she was back on a steady job, but she makes enough to provide for herself—she spent most of her savings after uni on her travels

#backstory #about #character sheet #im always pleased with how #on point my fc choice was #look at that

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grumpycakes · 10 months ago

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Stayed up late looking through old art because an archive is down. Then stayed up waaay to late trying to find old friends and mutuals and have failed (as usual, many of them the type to nuke their online presence without warning and start up again with a new name)

And I'm sitting here thinking through why I want to find them (close friends I miss deeply, someone who i'd been close with but we had a misunderstanding and I've never fully been able to apologize or explain now that I am in much better mental health, some who I was only a little aware of but am curious about)

And I think, for most if not all, I don't even want to have a connection if they don't. That's fine. I understand. We are adults with lives and other problems. I just want to be able to check in. To see you are around. To see what you're creating, if you are.

I don't have to be part of that. But they were all such large pieces in my journey of growing up. And to never be able to check in makes me sad.

Anyway, expect nostalgia art from my highschool OCs. Cause in trying to find something I re-read a bunch of shit. (And with the lense of NOT SEVERELY DEPRESSED AND BEEN THROUGH MANY YEARS OF THERAPY I'm now like SHITFUCKDAMMIT I DIDN'T UNDERSTAND and tears lol)

#irl shit #mel babbles #mel uses tumblr like a diary #mel is legitimately sad #but just like melancholy sad not sad sad #i miss you #i hope you're okay #i hope you've suceeded #i hope you're loved #I hope you're happy

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sexatoxbridge · 8 years ago

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My Tumblr OT4- SAO VocabL Nautilarrie Mel It's a war zone out here. Thanks for bringing the noise and tha funk. ✌

Oh goodness, thank you so much!

Whenever I get awesome messages like this I usually immediately send them to Choe and am like “LOOK” and she’s like “OMG ME TOO!” and then she responds with something awesome, like this gif she made of us four:

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And I totally forget to respond to the one you send me and just reblog the shit out of her replies, but yeah. I do see and appreciate that you send these to both of us!

I’m so glad that you appreciate our HOET4ness. We are quite the girl gang if I may say so myself.

You know when you’re a kid and you’re like, “Dear diary, no one here understands me…” Now it’s like, “Dear diary, no one here understands us…” and then we do gypsy spells to try and help us get ticket’s to Harry’s LA concert. Basically since meeting Melly I’ve slowly been able to collect a coven of like-minded people that now make up this fantastic HOET4. I never thought I’d find someone as weird as I am and here I am with these hoes and we just ownin our weirdness and being creative together and shit.

The only problem is different timezones, which I solved by moving across the damn world, but we need to get Melly outta New York to create the perfect PST trifecta…quadfecta? I don’t know. Like last night we had a Harry Behind the Album watching party but due to none of us having any concept of time, Melly was asleep by the time I had tried and failed multiple times to get it to work on iTunes.

THEN because I was watching it on DailyMotion my video kept getting interrupted by ads and these other two hoes spent over an hour pausing and rewinding so we could watch it together and on the very last ad right before the film ended I realised there was a big X at the top of the ad that I could click to SKIP the ad…pick people who are supportive of your dumb ass!

I’ve found that people who have become my closest friends have a very high patience threshold…and for that I am eternally grateful.

Someone also asked me for blog recommendations…so obviously if you aren’t following @mellygrant, @vocabularryonthemind, and @nautilarrie sort it out.

And now for no reason at all I give you the last photo I sent in our group chat:

#sao replies #choelitas #about choe #and her gif skillz #hoetp #hoet4

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multiminds-a · 8 years ago

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92 TRUTHS TAG GAME

rules: once you have been tagged you are supposed to write 92 truths about yourself. at the end, choose 25 people to tag!

tagged by : mel, @feathertricked

tagging : @sclvatore, @culebral, @hisbattles / @nothatevolved and if you wanna do it, say i tagged you.

LAST… [1] drink: irn bru [2] phone call: um my sister i think [3] text message: from my mum, asking what i want on my pizza [4] song you listened to: new man, ed sheeran [5] time you cried: the vampire diaries finale ....

HAVE YOU EVER… [6] dated someone twice: nope [7] been cheated on: ya [8] kissed someone and regretted it: hahahahahahaha yes [9] lost someone special: yea [10] been depressed: aye [11] gotten drunk and thrown up: yes, more than once

LIST 3 FAVOURITE COLOURS: [12] green [13] yellow [14] blue

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU… [15] made new friends: yes [16] fallen out of love: nah [17] laughed until you cried: yea [18] found out someone was talking about you: ya [19] met someone who changed you: u m no [20] found out who your true friends are: i’ve always known tbh [21] kissed someone on your facebook list: ......... yeah

GENERAL… [22] how many of your facebook friends do you know in real life: probably like 150 of them ?? but i don’t speak to them all, i only like about four out of that 150 [23] do you have any pets: a little pup, jack russell and something mix idk what, called amren [24] do you want to change your name: ya [25] what did you do for your last birthday: drugs and drink tbh [26] what time did you wake up: ew i woke up at seven today [27] what were you doing at midnight last night: sleeping [28] name something you cannot wait for: a court of wings and ruin, the new sarah j maas book i have been waiting a fucking year [29] when was the last time you saw your mother: like an hour ago ? [30] what is one thing you wish you could change about your life: that i never started smoking cigs [31] what are you listening to right now: my dog, she’s sitting on her chair chasing her tail [32] have you ever talked to a person named tom: yeah [33] something that is getting on your nerves: my dog she’s now running around wild [34] most visited website: tumblr [35] elementary: i don’t remember my childhood so .... [36] high school: all i really remember was i was a little shit to the teachers [37] college: graduated, highers ; modern studies and english [38] hair colour: brown / blonde [39] long or short hair: long .. ish [40] do you have a crush on someone: nah [41] what do you like about yourself?: do you have time to listen ? i’m vain as fuck don’t ask me that question [42] piercings: my ears, used to have my tongue pierced

[43] blood type: i dont know [44] nickname: dutchie / dutch / peaches [45] relationship status: single [46] zodiac sign: virgo [47] pronouns: she / her [48] fav tv show: u m ................. i don’t know [49] tattoos: four [50] right or left handed: i can do both but my right hand is the stronger one

FIRST… [51] surgery: i got my gallbladder out, a year ago [52] piercing: my ears, when i was like 3 or something [53] best friend: zico, 17 years this year. [55] vacation: idk spain probs [56] pair of trainers: um i dont know

RIGHT NOW… [57] eating: nothing [58] drinking: irn bru [59] i’m about to: attempt to do the writing thing [60] listening to: the rain [61] waiting for: food [62] want: to roll a joint but i can’t be fucked [63] get married: nah son [64] career: writer

WHICH IS BETTER…

[65] hugs or kisses: kisses [66] lips or eyes: lips [67] shorter or taller: taller [68] older or younger: older [69] romantic or spontaneous: spontaneous [70] nice arms or nice stomach: arms [71] sensitive or loud: eh i don’t know ?? [72] hook up or relationship: hook up’s always [73] troublemaker or hesitant: troublemaker

HAVE YOU EVER… [74] kissed a stranger? more than one [75] drank hard liquor? yeah [76] lost glasses/contact lenses? hahaha yes [77] turned someone down: ya [78] sex on first date? ya [79] broken someone’s heart? he told me i did but oh well [80] had your own heart broken? when my other dog died, yea [81] been arrested? nah [82] cried when someone died? yes [83] fallen for a friend: nah

DO YOU BELIEVE IN… [84] yourself? always [85] miracles? no [86] love at first sight? no [87] santa claus? nah [88] kiss on the first date? yes [89] angels? no

OTHER… [90] current best friend’s name: zico [91] eye colour: blue [92] favourite movie: breakfast club

#out.#about dutch.#this was fun tbh but now i gotta try replies so #ty for taggin me mel <3

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p0larisss · 7 years ago

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A New Chapter

Every time I decide to make something, start a new project, idea, etc. I always start over. I always make anew account and get a new username and try to establish this persona, this identity central to this new idea I want to concentrate on... But the same thing always happens. I can never stick to it. For instance, I made a new instagram account for my band and named it “myrtlespearls” and it was going to be my account for my music for my band old myrtle beach (RIP) and also whatever random shit popped into y life that I wanted to share with whoever gave a shit to follow the account. “Myrtle” was this new persona of mine I wanted to develop. She was this rockstar. This crazy ass artistic hoe who didn’t give a fuck about what she should or shouldn’t do pertaining to music making and fine art making. It was just going to be an account I could freely express or post my own digital creations. But then it turned into my main account and I forgot about my personal one “Melgibs0n”. What I noticed between the two account was that all of my friends who were following myrtlespearls were the more contemporary group I was engaging with and melgibs0b became an old home.. I had make myrtlespearls at the start of my freshman year in college so there was an evident divide in my friends. I would always get more likes on the melgibs0n account because I hardly posted on it and when I did it was because there, the audience consisted of old friends who most likely liked whatever I posted no matter what because they were just happy to see what i was up to. The myrtlespearls account became about quality... or at least an expectation was felt...

But did those people even know who I was?

My confidence built up by this new admiration and belongingness that I had found thanks to my friends from NYU and New York City separated me from the person I was in my small little town Temecula. I know I would make separate accounts and create a separation between my work and I because I didn’t want certain friends to see what I was putting out there... Not because it was bad but there was an insecurity in trying to insert my voice in particular spaces.

I was joyous to have found my voice last year. I was telling everyone I knew that I knew who I was. A “campaigner” is what I got on that personality test that everyone takes... When I’m passionate about something I have to tell the world. Good jobs? Advertising. And whats funny is how empty I have seen advertisement as being.

ad·ver·tise·ment

noun

a notice or announcement in a public medium promoting a product, service, or event or publicizing a job vacancy."advertisements for alcoholic drinks"synonyms:ad, announcement, notice; More

informala person or thing regarded as a means of recommending something."unhappy clients are not a good advertisement for the company"

archaica notice to readers in a book.

I’ve been trying to figure myself out recently. Its been quite a mental strain, I’ll tell you that much. Its kept me from loving my boyfriends properly and from enjoying my time in california with my parents. And I know I’m not the only one. Every time I had seeked advice from people all they would ever say is “you have time” or they would give me their two sense as to what they think I would be good at doing. What resulted was anxiety.

So in seeing that no one knows what the fuck they are actually doing and that we are all puppets hanging by our umbilical chords to the systems we’ve been introduced to, I hope to start living again by taking this semester off. People warn you not to, to stay in school. But what good is school if its not benefitting my life right now. Its just an obstacle in my own personal journey right now. I want to want to learn things and appreciate life for where I’m at right now. Unfiltered. unedited. I love writing and I hope to use this platform as a public diary of the sorts. I want to use tumblr as an advertisement for my path. A promotion for creative freedom and endurance. Let’s hope I stick to this one haha.

au revoir mes amis.

mel

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