#meatballerino

[meatballerino]

[touchflesh]

turkey gizzard and the shitty wizard

up now on patreon

TOUCHFLESH.COM

TOUCHFLESH.COM

TOUCHFLESH.COM

[kapreday]

Half light if you've had that moment yet, also interfacing!!!!

Half Light: what has you screaming, crying, clawing at the walls

That when I play Kim will disappear for a few days and I can’t get him back until I reboot :,( I only got to day 3 on my first play thru before I lost him and then everything started to go glitchy. Hurt more because I also was losing my grandpa at the time and I just needed to take a break! I want so badly to play again but I have to restart and I’m trying to get the energy to begin again so I can give it the attention it demands.

Interfacing: fave aspect of game mechanics

All the simple little deaths and the deaths that aren’t deaths but are just giving up on life, giving up on Revachol. Each one has so much potential even as it ends life as Harry knows it. Also as someone who has cPTSD from a work environment and sometimes uses weed to not panic at work, the PTSD and addiction mechanics are also beloved to me.

[stressfulsloth]

Neptune and 1H!!! For the ask game :))

thank you for asking! :)

Neptune- I definitely cannot be called rational, but I'm not really intuitive either! when it comes to interpersonal stuff i guess i work on intuition bc The Autism affects my ability to logic things out properly. just guessing is intuition, right?

1H- My style is.... 50% off from the charity shop lmao. a lot of purple and black, and moons. i got a second hand leather jacket recently and its literally the best thing i own, and i love corsets- i learned over lockdown to sew them myself and made a full set of 17th century stays from a pair of torn jeans :)

[grasscore]

ayyy @dykefionaapple tagged me in this cute game !

rules: shuffle your on repeat playlist & ask people to vote which they like best!

heres a playlist i made with these songs so y'all can listen if u want lol

thank u for the tag!!

im comandeering the rules and adding 1 - if you repost this tag game, please reshare this campaign (or another) in your post and/or donate to this fundraiser!

i donated (approx) $25 -- if 5 of you can donate $5, that will be a 100% match!

tagging @wormthe @inkatesbush @vviridescence @ghoughst @homohabu @wearenemies @leghorned @onioneyez @psrinkgles @mossbabie @fortzancudo @frogknightrpg @coffeeastronaut @crvwly @yardofblondegirls @spinninspider @itiscowboytime @ericism @meatballerino @grntaire

[citricchatter]

Yeah this is extremely stupid silly. bc @meatballerino posted this https://www.tumblr.com/meatballerino/717160720642523136/jeanvic-in-thisplease and I AGREE and maybe he would have his blonde wig too <3

[yourfavehasanosmia]

tagged by @girlburnsalive and @gothdianxia thank you both :)

Last song:

Favorite color: Do Not Separate Them.

Currently watching:

Last movie: rewatched about 1/3 of fantastic planet in Czech yesterday because it was the only movie on YouTube that didn't trigger the living room tv into playing adds, then the stupid thing froze and restarted. last full watch was probably Brokeback mountain

Sweet/savory/spicy: savoury

Current obsessions: collecting walnuts from the big tree on campus and wherever else I see them dropping.

Last thing i googled:

tagging @meatballerino @ratfeederdotcom and whoever else is in the mood to share

[lonlonranching]

Eheheh tagged by my dear @meatballerino - sorry for the URL scare (throwback to when you were shadow banned and i was similarly FREAKING OUT). BTW ITS LONLONRANCHING I MIGHT GO BACK IDK YET

Last song: i’m in a song interlude rn - which sounds like The Bends album as we wait for something new to connect the synapses

Favorite color: green but lately ive been vibing with browns

Currently watching: ive been rewatching adventure time from the beginning as i wait for new ofmd episodes in these trying times

Last movie: uuuurrrr mmmmmmmm what was the last movie i saw……. What was… the last movie i saw? I watched The Craft a couple weeks ago? Was that really the last movie i saw?

Currently reading: slowly slowly slowly reading this new translation of the iliad my brother got for me. Like VERY SLOWLY.  

sweet/spicy/savory: per my bio, i am a hot sauce consumer

Relationship status: in friendship! 

Current obsession: idk man nothings hitting rn. Does coding count as an obsession? I bought a bunch of korean and japanese skin care products, which the thing i look forward to in my day is leaving work and washing my face (here’s my current skincare routine for the skincare guys out there: oil cleanser with konjac sponge, AHA/BHA Clarifying Treatment Toner, Galactomyces 95 Tone Balancing Essence, Advanced Snail 92 All in one Cream, BIORÉ® WATERY ESSENCE HIGH PROTECTION UVA UVB SPF 50 (if it’s sunny and/or I’m going to be outside, which where I live and work, hardly either of those things are happening) - ARE THESE INCREDIBLY SAD ANSWERS AKJSHKAJSH

Last thing i googled: Magnus Hirschfeld  - read the early life section if anything - tw internalized/conditioned homophobia and suicide

Currently working on: lol nothing ever. My masters? Fighting DEMONS? Surviving CAPITALISM? Trying to absorb the NONEXISTENT VITAMIN D AROUND ME?

No pressure but tagging @oohbrother @nitw @sarah-dipitous @verdedera @pierogish @tomezeme @codaintheclouds @nightwashh @soggypetals @hyliareborn (just realizing I’ve been misreading your username as hylianborn?1?1?1!!!)

[pettydisco]

Tagged by @elysiicns (thank you boo✨🩸)

Last song: time for crime by Orion

Favourite colour: pink. very uwu of me.

Currently watching: I'm rewatching castlevania before i watch it's new series and also rewatching criminal minds with my sister (we're revisiting all our favourite long running shows we loved as teens and.they're so bad man afdhajdjk)

Last movie: made of honor adshajhfja. i really wanted to watch can't buy me love to see young patrick dempsey but I don't have my computer currently so I had to settle for that movie instead 😔

Currently reading: Lamb by christopher moore because I desperately need some heehee haha hohos in my life rn (it's a comedy retelling of the new testament told in the point of view of jesus's bff. V funny. at one point jesus asks his friend to go to a brothel for him and tell him what it's like because god won't let him go. highly recommend. especially if you came from a christian background)

Sweet/spicy/savory: sweet sweet sweet always sweet. please pray for for my teeth dear god.

Relationship status: ✨💕✨newly single and ready to mingle uwu✨💕✨ (aka has a great need to get dicked down inbetween sobbing sessions)

Currently obsession: de always and forever apparently and analyzing all major vampire medias to compare their themes.

Last thing I googled: the "I'm going in the crevice" clip from it's always sunny in philadelphia to show my sister.

Currently working on: getting over my basically divorce and trying to find permanent housing adzhsjfkak. no brain space for anything else.

Tagging: no worries if you don't want to do this my dudes! @doddsmountain @shufflerock-jam @mrtequilasunset @donnersurpriseparty @bloodanddiscoballs @switchyfox @1tbls @meatballerino & literally anyone that wants to do this 👀👀 let me snoop into your activities and interests👀👀👀

[naillykej]

Tag (9) people you'd like to get to know better!

tagged by the one and only @meatballerino!!

Currently Reading: abhorsen by garth nix, and (rereading) bluets by maggie nelson

and i am going to follow meatball’s example and put some favorite bits here from bluets!

Currently Watching: @knowlesian has me watching white collar and it is a GODDAMN DELIGHT

Current Obsession: y e l l o w j a c k e t s

& i’m not tagging anyone bc i’m a spoilsport (but also if you want to do this you should!)

[meatballerino]

pssssssssst this weekend my beloved meatballerinos can join my patreon for free :)

you can read PRAYER RATIO when you join + my second september offering (a personal essay) when it drops later

[touchflesh]

another TCFC snippet of the big turning point ! feed the meat

[elysiicns]

Tag nine (9) people you’d like to know better

Tagged by @sygneth (ty!!!!)

Last Song: Six Feet Underground - Lord of the Lost

Currently Watching: nothing but the last thing i watched was across the spid/erverse! 10/10 would watch again

Current Reading: Salem’s Lot by Stephen King, though I’ve fallen off the wagon with it since school got busy and the game obsession got stronger

Current Obsession: Disco Elysium, and disco elysium some more, and disco elysium again, it’s been brainrot since september please help my family is dying my crops have withered i failed all my classes

no-pressure tags: @houseofhausen @lovesickgoose @mostly-lostpleiad @sarabeara/ @voxvulgi @pettydisco @auroszn @kaijukebox @recordplayed @kitsurou-wolfson @benjaminthecoathanger @grotesqv @meatballerino @thesem & honestly any other of my mutuals + anyone who wants to do this!!!! and if you don’t want to don’t feel obligated ❤️

[angelsarecomputers]

tagged by @meatballerino aka one of my favourite fic writers in the DE fandom, tysml

last song: ‘what you know’ by two door cinema club. a song I saw ion tumblr and fell in love with

favourite colour: purple! used to be black during my edgy phase but then I realised you can’t go wrong with a nice bruised purple

currently watching: not really watching anything atm, if you don’t count watching silent hill cutscenes on youtube lol

last movie: annihilation! recommended to me by the friend I tagged in this post, it’s a really great film if you’re into body horror, psychological horror, cosmic horror, the works! was a great way to start off my spooky season

currently reading: just finished reading ‘Open Veins of Latin America’ by Eduardo Galeano- an excellent read for anyone who wants to learn more about the shadows of colonialism and the ravages of imperialism in the region prior to the 1970s.

sweet/spicy/savoury: each have their merits, and if I eat too much of one tast then I inevitably end up craving another, but sweet has to be my favourite

relationship status: wants to be a slut but is too autistic to get laid (being pre-T doesn’t help either)

current obsession: disco elysium! (as anyone who follows my blog would know.) nine months after I played for the first time we’re still going strong, though I only really fell into the hyperfixation hole around june. I am not joking when I say that game changed me as a person

last thing i googled: old jerma. lmao

currently working on: getting through college, writing a disco elysium fanfic, working on my own original story, learning how to do art, building an itty-bitty bit of communism, trying to be a more outgoing and less anxious person, and transing my gender

tagging: only one person I wanna tag in this; @celeste-i come get your juice

[rubyklaasje]

tagged by @crvwly hehe this was v fun, thank u. chaotic results. lemcore 😈🍋

search your name + core on pinterest, share six pics and tag six folks

@inkatesbush @coffeeastronaut @autisticthassarian @meatballerino @homohabu @spinninspider

[envihellbender]

Tagged by @your-rib-cage (thank you! ☆彡)

Last Song: Elizabeth by Ghost

Currently Watching: 911: Lonestar, and still haven’t finished seasons 4 of both Succession and Barry. I desperately want to but ADHD and the emotional bit of things.

Currently Reading: Thirteen Storeys by Jonathon Sims. Not far enough to say much other than I’m enjoying it! Just finished reading Pine by Francine Toon. A creepy gothic novel set in the Scottish highlands about identity, gender in some ways, and childhood. So good.

Current Obsessions: The Magnus Archives, Succession, Barry, Rare Americans (love their videos and the more story telling nature of their songs), Ghost (their performances and ability to be tongue in cheek satanic and occult is my jam), The Poisoner’s Cabinet podcast, and basically anything poison, historical true crime, occult, and witchcraft related. Love it.

Tag people you want to get to know better: @serpentinemalign @deepspacewhore @cloverscomrade @meatballerino and I nearly tagged my husband but I know exactly what he’s watching, reading, his obsessions, and I could guess what the last song was so…