#meantformygood

[kianahkay]

- it’s was never about a man that made me find myself. It’ may have triggered my growth but it was never the main reason. What caused me to go within is when I realized magic was being done on me by females. That’s what made me face God. I’ll never forget. He left me with no other option. He showed me their faces and told me to pick life or death, I chose life and he showed me how to heal myself. He let me know, that no one else would be able to heal me. All the power/healing lies within me. He also showed me that this was not the first time magic was done on me but He kept me and equipped me with strength for this particular battle I had to fight. I just had to trust him and follow his steps. I sat there and thought about it. Some steps made no sense to me but I had faith knowing it would work. After I was healed. Even though I’ve always believed in God, no one has the ability to tell me God is not real, for me, or within me, when I faced him for myself, by myself. I know for a fact that he healed me because I didn’t ask for a single prayer from a pastor/ priest, I didn’t take medication, I barely did anything tbh but connect with him on a higher level. A level I will never be able to explain. Even if I did explain it, it wouldn’t be understood. He let me know this sickness had purpose and one day I would understand the purpose. After that incident every time magic is done on me it’s like a 911 call that gets sent to God and he shows me their faces and shows me the steps on how we’re going to defeat it. I also was told never to do magic because if I do, it will not only cause a great deal of destruction but I will no longer carry the light of God. After feeling this light and not having to do much to heal myself or others. I think this was the best choice because in the end, when it’s all said and done no matter what you say or try to do. God wins. Idc if this man takes a million years its all for purpose. If he would of just handed me things I wouldn’t cherish him as much as I do because I’m hard headed. Not only that but my powers are becoming stronger and I’ve built a backbone for myself, that I once didn’t know I had. I just cured my turtle from an ear infection that’s supposed to be surgically removed; now I know I can heal animals too. Oh it’s lit 🔥🤣 I do remain humble though because I’m still human and I don’t want others to feel like I’m better than them because I am not. It’s just God working through my flesh. Sometimes, He even scares me sometimes because how did I just do that. It’ has to be God like someone told me, u was supposed to be dead. Jesus and I laughed, O really 😂🙏🏾💫

[kinintl]

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