#me; re-reading old discord messages and scrolling gay posts on their blogs: im gay alright leave me alone ksdjhncfvkjsd | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

sleepless-in-starbucks · 4 years ago

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so like it turns out my bout of yearning last night might’veeeee been caused by me refusing to acknowledge UnComfy feels and funneling the emotional energy into smth positive instead

and i still haven’t figured out if that counts as a good or bad coping strategy but i’m really hoping it’s the former bc guess what im doing again

#me; re-reading old discord messages and scrolling gay posts on their blogs: im gay alright leave me alone ksdjhncfvkjsd #besides these are much nicer feels than the ones of self-disappointment and shame and weakness #im really hoping this counts as good coping bc technically im not repressing im just redirecting the emotions #and i Have acknowledged the bad emotions i just. really dont want to deal with them right now #being gay is much more fun anyways dskjbcfhdsjk im good #the cryptid speaks #vent #only barely but idk jic

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