#only barely but idk jic

[scaredstupid]

one time i saw a white selfshipper say some shit like "im learning spanish so i can feel closer to mi.guel"

[sleepless-in-starbucks]

so like it turns out my bout of yearning last night might’veeeee been caused by me refusing to acknowledge UnComfy feels and funneling the emotional energy into smth positive instead

and i still haven’t figured out if that counts as a good or bad coping strategy but i’m really hoping it’s the former bc guess what im doing again

[transdream]

my stomach hurtz :[[

[bladesoflightandshadow]

not to sound like a fake wlw but............i was never super into sonia

[absul]

i’m so tired of having stress constantly looming over my head like a knife. i’m so tired of my chest always feeling tight and like my heart’s about to fall out. i’m so tired of feeling some degree of nausea all the time and having my appetite being practically nonexistent because of it. i’m so tired of the headaches because all my subconscious can do is worry and stress and worry some more. i’m so tired of barely even being able to focus on games or youtube videos because deep down i know it’s only background noise and just playing/watching something won’t change my situation.

i’m so tired.