#me: *finishes cloy in four days* *immediately starts talking about tn*
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could not have literally been a more worse time for tae gu to lose the only family he had. like i get that most of what family month is is just marketing (like valentine's day) and stuff but like when ur a kid and ur growing up, things like that hold a different weight in ur lil world, and that can impact ur adult life even if u do eventually realize how unimportant that holiday is to u.
then he ends up losing hyun ju during the month that may have been the most sensitive time of the year for both of them, where they were almost near constantly reminded that all they had for family was each other: no parents to celebrate on parents day or parents to celebrate them on childrens day. but they had each other! they had each other and that was enough! except now, he's lost her, and for this month, and for all of the upcoming months, he's gotta go through them completely and utterly alone and– [kermit spinning in a bucket dot gif]
#thinking about how that must have been the loneliest he's ever been since she was born#idk what their sge gap is but it cant be that big so i dont know if i should go by the actors ages which would be an 8 yr gap#bc the pics show them closer in age#idk if they say in the movie and if they do pls lemme know#but!!!#THOSE TEN DAYS MUST HAVE BEEN SO FUCKING AWFUL#mourning and grief is so fucking awful it's SO awful#me: *finishes cloy in four days* *immediately starts talking about tn*#h talks.#I JUST WANNA SCREAM OKAY#I WAS THINKING ABOUT THIS#I WAS LIKE THIS HURTS THIS HURTS SO MUCH#i didnt get what all the vacationing was about in the middle of the year HELLO#BUT IM LIKE TRYING NOT TO CRY AGAIN THINKING ABOUT HOW TAE GU'S HEART BROKE WHEN HE FOUND OUT ABOUT HYUN JU#that drop in ur stomach of dread the detachedness as u try to process what has just happened#he's alone now. he's really alone. there's no one left.#im‐ [sobs into hands]#the negotiation#[sad deflated honk]
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