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conspicuous-clown-car · 5 months ago

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ougghhh next month is gonna be BUSY

finish playing all fnaf games (SL-HW2) on twitch, make (as in like literally sewing) an outfit for a concert, ARTFIGHT which will probably take up most my time, putting together/making several cosplays for a con (one im not excited to cosplay as but im doing it for my partner), plus some other stuff i definitely forgot, all on top of working. wwouughbh

#deadlines deadlines #but we stay silly #just got the idea that i could just get a shit ton of the same red fabric for the two cosplays since both wear all red tho ayyy #not excited to wear a dress but whatevs #me typing this all out right before work aauughghghfdjkkgjfdh #i need to be reminded of my deadlines as a procrastinator #some of these things arent that important but i'd like to finish sooner rather than later so im not stressing about-#several different things at once #ouggghhh i LIKE sewing and making outfits and creating things why do i AVOID IT #(because im a perfectionist and i refuse to waste fabric so i triple quadruple check that everything is right before every single step)#(which takes up a lot of time)#AND I JUST REMEMBERED I PROMISED MY NEPHEW MONTHS AGO THAT ID MAKE HIM A NARUTO PLUSHIE. MY DAD PAID ME TO MAKE IT AND BOUGHT THE FABRIC #I CUT THE FABRIC OUT I JUST HAVENT SEWN IT ALL #BECASUE IM A PERFECTIONIST AND MY BRAIN GOT MAD I WAS TAKING SO LONG SO IT GOT DISINTERESTED IN THE PROJECT #sorry for rambling im not stressed im just really frustrated at myself hhhhhgjgnn

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