#me showing up on this account again hiiii

[nightcord-luka-official]

I don't have too many things here in the sekai, but I'll give them to you anyway!

its miku day!!! please hand over all your earthly possessions, ok ? ^_^

[kyri45]

HIIII! It’s me again!

I know this is for asking about art but I wanted to use it to tell you about some of the things I noticed and some theories I have about the show.

One of them is that in the show Macaque and Sun are fighting and Mac says “None of us even knew he existed!���. Maybe this is common knowledge or people are talking about this but I just can’t find it. Do you think Mac is referring to the other monkies??? And this could mean that at some point Mac and the other monkies talked whilst the show was going on.

Another theory I have is that in the show Sun never shows MK how to use glamor, but maybe MK figured out how to use it, goes on to use it and Sun just thinks he doesn’t know how. Maybe MK uses it to cover up all the scars from the battles, because being human for so long must have an effect on his monkie ability’s, right?

The big explosion scar is from the amount of times he has been thrown into a wall/mountain:

By the way, binder coz I can 🙂

And the scars on his arms are from the nine-headed demon’s powers:

Here’s the full image btw:

He’s using Monkie King’s hot springs and Mac spots him. I am also proud of this drawing I made!! 😁

If you go to my account you can see the full mini comic.

(Love the binder btw) Aaahhh that would make for so much good angst chomp chomp. Also the drawing is lovely!!! We love some good comfort for our magical traumatised boy.

The phrase "none of us knew he even existed" is from.... S5 ep1 I think? Mac is talking about MK. It would be nice to see the other 2 primates as well though!

[flowerpotmage]

Tight Grip, Broken Dam (1)

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You don’t question it anymore, when Miguel appears in your bed at night. He’s not there for sex, no, you’ve never even kissed—though you would be lying if you said you weren’t open to the idea of kissing him. He’s there for comfort. For rest. If only it could stay so simple.

Pair: Miguel O'Hara & GN!Reader

Notes: emotional hurt/comfort, cuddling, crying, bb got traumaaa! ambiguous relationship

Word Count: 1,092

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A/N: hiiii my writer's block has been killing me, so i went back to my roots with some good old quickie comfort fic featuring spider-man. i hope the rust isn't too visible! (ps: your author [that’s me!] is nonbinary and has they/them pronouns!)

You don’t question it anymore, when Miguel appears in your bed at night. He’s not there for sex, no, you’ve never even kissed—though you would be lying if you said you weren’t open to the idea of kissing him.

He’s there for comfort. For rest.

So when the blanket lifts and the mattress shifts under you with the fluid movement of his body sliding into place next to yours, you hum and shift to make room for him. You don’t get far before one of his arms snakes around your middle. There’s a brief moment where a TV show your mom used to watch flashes through your mind, a woman calling a man’s arms ‘pythons’ and biting her lip in a comical display of attraction. You remember the man in question, and you think if his arms were pythons, Miguel’s are anacondas.

The thought makes you chuckle through your nose.

“What’s so funny?” He whispers, his breath swirling over the back of your neck, tickling and warming the skin there in equal measure.

“Mm. Just something stupid from when I was a kid,” you mumble-whisper back, taking his hand in yours and pulling it up to cradle against your chest, your heart, fingers intertwined.

He hums, shifting and pulling you more snugly against him, resting his face on the back of your neck, the soft breaths from his nose going down the loosened back collar of your pajama shirt. It’s really just an old oversized t-shirt, one you’ve had for much too long and lined with holes around the peeling graphic that rises from the hem, but Miguel has never made you feel bad or self-conscious about it. You both understand the need to hold on to something from the past. He has his videos, and you have old clothes.

You let the silence grow, wrapping the two of you in its soft cotton cocoon. Letting out a deeper relaxed breath, you start to disentangle your fingers from his. His grip tightens, his body tensing so imperceptibly that if you hadn’t been pressed against him with nearly your whole body you wouldn’t have noticed. Even his breath catches for a moment.

“Shh,” you soothe. “I’m not going anywhere.”

He lets out a measured, shaky breath, nodding into the back of your neck. He squeezes your hand gently, and then releases it.

You hum, letting your hand rub comforting lines into his forearm, moving up and down the soft skin and hair. He’s had the forethought to take off his suit this time, at least, and donned the spare clothes you keep in your closet so that he doesn’t dirty your sheets with multiversal grime and blood.

His relaxed grip pulls you in even tighter now—his arm a roller coaster safety bar across your ribs, your back now a part of his chest instead of being pressed to it.

“You’re okay,” you whisper. “Everything is okay.”

You know it’s harder for him some days than others. The trauma of his loss, the weight of his self appointed responsibility in the wake of it, as if he can atone for his sin of having ever wanted.

And then he shivers, and with the fusion of your spine to his sternum it rolls through your own body as if it had started there. You realize, with his next shuddering breath, that he’s not shivering—he’s shaking.

“Miguel? Hey, hey,” you whisper again, shifting in his grip. The safety bar of his arm loosens enough for you to roll over to face him, and yet he still tries to hide his face in your neck, in the pillow. He’s not actually crying, not yet, but you can already see the dam beginning to spill over. It finally breaks when you try to duck your head to see his face, pulling back so you don’t go cross eyed looking for him.

The first tear rolls from his eye closest to the pillow, running a smooth path as it escapes to land on the pillowcase, and his face twists as he holds back a sob.

Immediately you pull him back to you, pulling his face against your collar bone, cradling his head and stroking his hair.

“I’ve got you,” you whisper into the hair above his ear. “I’ve got you.”

And the dam breaks, great shuddering breaths fighting their way out of his chest, up through his throat, out of his gritted teeth to land on you and the space between. The tears come in earnest, and soon your neck is wet with salt and grief, his face pressed into the juncture of your shoulder and neck as if it can protect him from whatever chases him. All the while he keeps his arms around you, his fingers fisting into the back of your shirt, digging into your skin hard enough to bruise. He doesn’t loosen his hold, not for a moment, as if any moment you could evaporate and only his embrace could keep your molecules from floating into the ether.

Eventually the shuddering gentles, then stops, the tears drying up altogether. You continue stroking his hair, your fingers gently grazing his scalp in soothing movements.

And then you do something you’ve never done before, instinct acting before you can second guess yourself at this late hour.

You kiss his hair.

His breath catches, then releases in a strong steady breeze across your salty wet skin and soaked shirt. All of the tension in his body seems to leave with it, his bruising grip going lax and his fingers releasing your shirt.

“I’m sorry,” he says. “I don’t normally–”

“Don’t tell me you’re one of those ‘men shouldn’t cry’ types,” you mumble into his hair, tone light and teasing. Only now does it strike you how incredible it is that this enormous man who could probably level your apartment with minimum effort is bundled into your arms, face tucked into your neck. You wonder how it appears, him shrinking down to fit into the embrace of your much shorter frame.

“No,” he huffs through his nose. “No, I just…”

“I know,” you whisper into his hair, pressing another kiss into the soft caramel of it.

“Yeah.”

“Hard day?” you volunteer into the quiet after another moment of petting his hair.

He doesn’t answer with words, simply sighing and tightening his arms around you for a moment, pulling you closer before relaxing again. You hum, and the two of you stay like that, lulled to sleep by the soft rhythm of one another’s heartbeats and breaths.

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[strniohoeee]

i neeeeeeddd a part two to confidential 🥺🥺 maybe where matt gets in contact with reader to give her tickets to fly her out to the next show and she's his partner in the show. they win and he fucks her good after the show and finally kisses her. he asks her out on a date and shit and it's just so cute and rough and smutty.

Confidential Pt. 2

Pairing: Matt Sturniolo X Female Reader

Synopsis: Matt reaches out to Y/N after almost a year of not seeing each other. He purchases her tour tickets, and well brings her backstage 🤭

Warnings⚠️: This is Smut. There’s some spit and some hair pulling, and uhhh that’s it. It’s just SMUTTY SMUT SMUT🤞🏽

Song for the imagine: Confident- Justin Bieber and Chance the Rapper

⚠️This is an 18+ imagine, so minors do not interact, or do??⚠️

There’s absolutely no way this is real….I have to be dreaming…..is the Matt Sturniolo DMing me on Instagram right now??

I rub my eyes and make sure this is actually him and not some fake account fucking with me.

-Hey Y/N….cant believe it’s been almost year since I last seen you

-Hey Matt….uh yeah it’s crazy. I seen you guys are about to go on tour again

-We are! I uh actually got you pre show small talk, photo op and backstage passes and tickets to fly out to our first show

-YOURE LYING

-never! And you will be my partner this time….I don’t make the rules

-OMFG WHAT THIS IS INSANE YES YES IM THERE

-Good!

That was about three weeks ago, and right now I was in LA getting ready for their first show that Matt paid for…..this is not real life AT ALL.

Pre show meet and greet started at 3:30, so I got there at around 1:30, and was just waiting around honestly so nervous to see Matt again

By the time I was called it was 4:30. I met Chris and Nick first, and immediately got so nervous meeting Matt

“Hiiii” I said giving him a hug

“Hello again! How have you been gorgeous” he said as he signed a poster for me

“I’ve been very good actually” I said

“That’s good. Can’t wait to see you backstage tonight” he said winking

“Oh…yeah I’m so excited too. We’ve been reunited” I said laughing

“God I miss your pretty face” he said smiling at me causing me to blush

“Shhh” I said rolling my eyes

“And the dress…..whew that dress looks so hot on you” he said looking me up and down

“Thanks matt” I said giving him one last hug

We did the photo op and now it was time to wait for the show to start, so like last time I chatted with some people got something to eat and drink, and just chilled

I was Matt’s partner so at some point they brought me backstage to meet the other two girls. The whole time I was competing I felt Matts eyes on me, and it was making me so fucking nervous.

However this gave him some confidence because we won the first show.

“I have to thank my amazing team member because without her I would’ve lost” he said into the mic

“Thank you LA for an amazing first show! While we set up for backstage enjoy our friend Tril!!” Chris said

After the show, and Tril performing it was time to line up for backstage, and I felt like I was going to throw up…we’ve been through this before why the fuck am I about to throw up

I was the last group once again….Im sure Matt did that

Once again I went in and spoke with Chris and Nick, and filmed a tik tok with Matt because even though I’m sure he was going to fuck my brains out….I needed this tik tok with him

“You know the drill, stay in the back, and I’ll come grab you” he said lowly to me

“Got it” I said smiling

I went back over to Chris and Nick, and chatted with them…I wonder if they knew Matt blew my back out last tour….probably but oh well

“Alright guys! Thank you so much for supporting us and coming out here! Hope to see you guys at our next one” Nick said waving bye to everyone

This time the after show photo op was after backstage, so Matt’s security guard brought me back to another room like last tour, and I just sat in there

Me and my thoughts running wild, and I was so fucking anxious

About an hour and a half later I heard the door opening, and Matt came in locking the door behind him

“There’s that beautiful girl” he said winking at me

“You’re too kind” I said waving my hand at him

“Do you know why I brought you back here?” He asked me

“If it’s not to fuck me….then we have some issues” I said running my tongue along my teeth

“Ouu she knows what she wants….I like that” he said winking at me

“Well I assume that’s why you did what you did. You want to fuck again” I said

“Of course I do. Couldn’t get enough of that pussy” he said walking over to me

He ran his fingers along my bottom lip

“Oh Matt” I said sighing

“I need you so bad, you’re all I thought about these past 10 months” he said licking his lips

“Well I’m here, and I need you bad too” I said smirking at him

He leaned down ghosting his lips over mine

“Well come on then baby” he said before pulling pack, and helping me stand up

“I would love for you to suck my dick again, but I want nothing more than to fuck the shit out of you right now” he said leaning me up against the table

“Fuck Matt” I said moaning at his words

Matt started to kiss my neck to my collar bone, and then looked at me

“I hope you know-“ I cut him off

“Yeah yeah no kissing I got it” I said rolling my eyes, he looked at me and laughed. Going back to kissing my neck

“Fuck Matt I need you now” I said running my hands through his hair as he kissed my neck

“I know baby” he said

Matt then pulled away and helped me hike up my dress. Ghosting his hand over my pussy

“Oh” I sighed

He got down and started kissing my stomach all the way to my clothed pussy. He slowly slid my underwear down

“Fuckkkk” he said biting his lip

“So fucking sexy” he said looking up at me

Before I could answer he delved straight into my pussy, attacking my clit, licking sucking….just doing it all

“SHITTTT MATT” I moaned out my hands immediately going to his hair and pulled causing him to moan into my pussy

He was lapping at me, from my entrance backup to my clit. His nose bumping into my clit

“Fuck Matt I’m going to cum if you keep doing this” I said to him biting my lip

He pulled away and looked at me

“You’re cumming on my dick” he said before backing away

Matt brought his hand up and smacked my pussy causing me to shudder and whine out. He rubbed my pussy to soothe the ache, and then spat down onto my pussy

He pulled his dick out slowly stroking it

“You make me so hard” he said looking me up and down

Matt came up to me and started to rub his dick up and down my pussy

“Oh god” I said letting my head fall back

Slowly he started to push the tip in causing us both to gasp at the feeling

“Fuck I missed this” He said running his hands over my body

“Your dick feels so good….none like this back home” I said moaning

“Oh you fuck other guys?” He said as he bottomed out

“One other guy, but that’s it” I said

“I’m not sure that I like that” he said thrusting into me

“Fuckkkk…..I’m sorry baby I was just so horny and chasing after someone who could fuck like you” I said moaning out

“And they couldn't, right?” He asked panting

“They couldn’t” I said throwing my head back

“Good” he responded

And with that his hips snapped into me, pounding into me at such a delicious rate. All that could be heard was our moaning, the table creaking and skin slapping together

“Oh god Matt” I moaned out lifting my head up to look at him

“This pussy was made for me. You just take me so well” he said as he thrusted into me

As he kept pounding into me he looked ahead of him and saw a full length mirror

“Ohh baby I want you to watch me fuck you” he said biting his lip

He flipped us over, so my stomach was against the table, and he was pounding me from the back

“Look at yourself” he said pulling my hair make me look into the mirror

“Fuck” I said as my jaw dropped as I watched Matt watching us fucking in the mirror

He kept looking into the mirror the whole time while pounding into me

I was clenching down on him nearing my orgasm

“You gonna cum baby?” He asked while panting

“Yes yes yes please” I said looking at him through the mirror

“Whenever you want…go ahead and cum” he said while gripping onto my hair and furiously pounding into me

“FUCK MATT IM GOING TO CUM” I screamed out as I clenched down on him

He kept pounding into me, and suddenly I was shuddering, my mouth fell open as I looked into his eyes while I came all over his cock. Brows furrowed as I shook with ecstasy

“Mmm so fucking good to me” he said grunting as he kept thrusting

“I’m gonna cum baby” he said and suddenly pulled out

Stroking his dick a few times before he painted the back of my thighs in his cum. Moaning and staring into my eyes through the mirror…..god this was so fucking hot

After we caught our breaths he pulled his pants back up. Walking over to the counter and grabbing napkins before wiping me down

He helped me up, and picked up my underwear for me handing them to me

“Keep them” I said winking at him as I shimmed my dress down

“I like the way you think” he said before pocketing them

He was looking at me for a moment before he suddenly pulled me in crashing his lips to mine. Sparks and explosions were going off in my stomach

He pulled away

“I thought you didn’t kiss” I said licking my lips

“I didn’t, but you’re different” he said smiling at me

“I’m glad” I said fixing my hair

“Hey, we have two days to kill in LA. Could I maybe take you on a date?” He asked me

“I’d love that” I said

“Good. I’ll pick you up tomorrow at noon. We can do lunch” he said

“Sounds great” I told him

We actually walked out together this time, and went our separate ways when we got to the exit door

“See you tomorrow” he said

“See you tomorrow” I said back winking at him before walking off

The End

Hope yall enjoyed this one, and I can’t believe I’m at 397 followers this is insane 🖤🖤

-J💅🏽

[el-moscorrofio-y-el-mercachifle]

Hiiiiiiii, I'm so happy that you're active here again, you're one of my favorite accounts and the one I like to follow the most 😭☺️🫵🏻

What are your favorite headcanon or non canon (sorry if I wrote it wrong) from the plot? In fact, I read those posts you made about the canon of the novel, and you forgot to mention one. In the following episode or in a few episodes after Betty presents the real balance, Mario greets Marcela in the Ecomoda, she makes a joke about him being a great writer (because of the story of the letter with instructions), and says that he would be the best man at her wedding to Armando.

I'm practically 100% sure that this scene really happened and that I saw it, I'm not crazy lol but if it was another dialogue or I'm wrong, someone please let me know.

Hiiii!! I'm so glad you like my little blog🥰🥰🥰

I think I got slightly confused with your question, but I'll give you both my fav canon details (things that actually happened in the show) and my fav headcanons (things that aren't in the show but I totally wish they were!):

For the actual canon:

Patty trying to burn her ex's car. As if we needed any more proof that she's wrong in the head lmao

Betty and Armando both loving jazz and canonically quoting poems to each other!

Armando and Mario have been friends since they were in school!

Mario has such a phobia of kids that he straight up refused to meet family members until they were at least like 10 years old lmaoooo

Armando, a guy obsessed with order or cleanliness, nibbles on objects when anxious or stressed

Daniel does this too, and also bites his nails, btw

Daniel gives candy to Marcela everytime he sees her!

Armando's glasses and tie represent him. When he takes the glasses off, he's being vulnerable. When he takes the tie off, he's in a pretty bad mental state

Somewhere in Ecomoda's digit archives is a 9 pages word document detailing everything that happened between Daniel and Patricia and how Olarte and her caused damage to Betty's computer. The fact that it exists to this day and no one ever found the truth tortures me lmao

As for my favorite headcanons! They're just little things I kinda think could be true about the characters but nothing was ever said or full states about it:

Nicolás can't cook at all, not even a simple scrambled egg, but he makes the best bread ever. Literally the only reason I think this is because his mom has a bakery

Margarita and Roberto were a little similar to Marcela and Armando when young (much younger than Marcela and Armando were during the show, which is why they're frustrated that they haven't outgrown that reckless "phase"). My only reason to like this idea is that Margarita insists that Marcela needs to be patient and wait and that men will always need a refuge and get tired eventually, like she knows what she's talking about; like she knows what that's like. Roberto also seems to cough a little uncomfortable when Margarita and him are talking to Armando and she says something about how she would have left Roberto if he had hired a hot secretary or something along those lines lmao and Ik thinking that Roberto was a womanizer in his youth is so weird because he seems such a down to earth mature man, but believe me, you'd be surprised how much a former womanizer can change with age lmao

Armando was very good with sports, and he specially liked contact ones like boxing

Marcela was definitely the type of little girl who waited besides the front door and jumped excitedly when she saw her dad come home. We know she was her dad's favorite, that's canon

Margarita and Susana were away for a big part of their children's childhood. I think this because Roberto says that during the early days of Ecomoda, Margarita and Susana were in charge of the interior design and the design of the collections, and also that they traveled a lot

Armando was a very troubled teenager. My reason to think this is that, well, just look at how he is in the novela, and now imagine him with all the raging hormones of a teen, probably slightly absent parents, and an underdeveloped frontal lobe lmaoooo

The Valencias' parents died when Marcela, Daniel, ans Beata were kids. I like this better than them dying when the Valencia's are adults. This is technically canon but also not because the novela literally onlh mentions their deaths in relation to their kids' age TWICE and ysblf still managed to contradict itselfffffff. But I like to think that Julio qnd Susana died when their kids were little because it would explain a lot of their kids' behavior: Daniel, after losing his parents at a young age and being the oldest and only male in the family, he tried to grow up too quickly which is why even when he actually became an adult he's pretty much a charicature of what a 13 yo would think as mature: very serios, snarky, sarcastic, apparently stoic, rude, overly sexual, etc. He pretty much got stuck as a teen. Marcela, being a daddy's girl and losing him so young, she became unheathily attached to Armando. Maria Beatriz, being so young when her parents died, just ignores the whole thing and has no big sentimental attachment to Ecomoda or the family in general like Marcela does.

Armando was a big source of comfort when Marcela's parents died. I like to think this because a) we know they've known each other their whole lives, b) Armando can actually be affectionate and tender with Marcela, as we see only like once at the very beginning of the show, and c) strictly related to my hc above, I think it could be in part how she found refuge in Armando when kids after her parents died that she became so obsessily attached

Armando and Marcela were an on-and-off/ situationship thing for years. Not like actual bf/gf, but more like that awkward tension and perhaps a few kisses here and there, some hand holding, all of that. Armando probably also wasn't sure about formalizing the relationship for a long, long time, and it also probably took a lot of convincing from Roberto and Margarita to finally take that step

So yeah! Those are a few canon and headcanons that I like a lot hahaha! Thank you for this lovely question!

[gothsuguru]

KAIRO HIII KAIRO HI HI HIIII:3333333333 HOW ARE YOU MY ANGEL???? WHAT HAVE YOU BEEN UP TOOO??? TELL ME EVERYTHING RIGHT NOW I NEED TO KNOW HEHEHEHEHE

okok but i bring news of my tengen adventures................. first of all that twitter artist you told me about............................................. i died. ARE YOU KIDDING MEEE WHY IS HE SO FUCKING HOT THAT FUCKING ARTIST NEEDS TO CHILL OUT HELLO i genuinely almost spit out my water when i opened their account that was crazy... SO THANK YOU FOR THATT!!!!!!!!!!!!! I AM FOREVER GRATEFUL🙏🙏🙏 oh and!!!!!!!!!! i'm gonna finish the third season today btw hehehe I AM LIKING IT A LOTTTTTT it's super fun (and i really am just in love with tengen i can't even lie he's insane<3) i haven't read the manga though i literally only happened upon demon slayer bc of lily tbh lmao so i am very new to it all!!!!!!!!!!! but i am very excited abt it bc again.. i really really like it<3333333333333 HAVE YOU SEEN IT ALL??? WHO ARE YOUR FAVOURITES??????? THIS IS ALSO SMTH I NEED TO KNOW OR I'LL DIEEEEE IT'S IMPORTANT KAIROOOOOO>:33333 ANYWAYYY I LOVE YOUUU AND I HOPE THAT YOU'RE DOING SO SO GOOD MWAH MWAH MWAH SENDING YOU A MILLION BILLION KISSES RN PLEASE CATCH THEM ALL!!!!!!!!! - @teddybeartoji

MICKEY MY MICKEY 😋😋😋 I LOVE YOU BABY HOW ARE YOU I MISSED YOUUUUUUUUUUUU <333 omg lately i’ve been reading manga: the elusive samurai and sakamoto days!!!! (YOU WOULD LOVE SAKAMOTO DAYS BTW THAT’S A MANGA I WOULD HIGHLY RECOMMEND TO YOU SPECIFICALLY…) look at my husband nagumo he’s so toji & yuuta coded :3 hehe ((you’d love the manga it’s all bad bitch assassins and silliness coupled w insane fights!!!!! I LOVE IT SM))

AND RAHHHHHHHHHHH UMIKOCHANNART MY BELOVED!!!!!! did you see these??? this one of tengen is so gorgeous and then this one of tengen and her husbands (hinatsuru is so geto coded & makio w the blonde dyed hair… omfg op makes the husbands look so insanely sexy they have the sexiest art…) and this one of toji makes me bark 🤭🤭🤭

OMGGGGGGG THE THIRD SEASON!!!!!! HEHEHE HOW ARE YOU LIKING IT SO FAR??? i love demon slayer so much it was the second manga i ever read hehe :3 AND LILY HAS SUCH SUPERIOR TASTE LIKE TENGEN AND TOJI AND SUKUNA LIKE BESTIE KNOWS WHAT’S UP! and omg i also HIGHLY recommend the manga since it’s done! i’m so excited for the movies too the last arc is literally so insane i’m so HYPED!!!!!! 😵‍💫🙂‍↕️

AND MY FAV CHARACTERS AHHHHHHH tengen obviously like that’s Husband… <333 and i love all my babies like tanjiro and inosuke and zenitsu and nezuko are literally my children sniffles i love them so much……. same w muichiro! that’s my SON! i love giyuu & rengoku too! & OBVIOUSLY I LOVE YORIICHI TOO!!! AND UBUYASHIKI!! i love all the characters in the show i think they’re so well-developed and different from each other! demon slayer is soooooooo good i remember BINGING the manga until like 3 am bc i needed to know what was gonna happen like… WOW it’s so well written IMO <3

HEHEHEHEHEHEHE I LOVE YOU SO MUCH MICKEY I HOPE YOU HAVE THE BEST DAY EVER ILYSM MWAH MWAH MWAHHHHHHHHH <3 give tengen a smooch for me :3 🩷🤭🩷🤭🩷

they mean the world to me……. sniffles………. <333

[blackbird-brewster]

hiiii!! i'm sorry to hear you're not doing well right now, but you're definitely an appreciated face on my home page

1) i haven't watched much of the criminal minds reboot. i think i watched the first two episodes? but i don't like it. i think the reboot lays into the things i don't like about the show (gory deaths, really unhinged murderers, poor representations of people with mental health issues) while ignoring things i do like about the show (steady character development and family time, morgan, hotch, and reid being there >:( and an interesting analysis into what makes normal people do bad things, not what makes people run multi-level marketing murder schemes[???]). but i also have not seen enough of it to justify any stronger opinion than "i don't like reboots and this will not be an exception"

2) not really a headcanon, as much as an analysis of the show that my friend and i were talking about. but we both genuinely think that garcia and morgan would have ended up together if garcia was skinny...which is garbage because i absolutely LOVE their relationship, and i feel like it did not get any solidity or closure. also reid is bisexual and prentiss is a lesbian and jj is "good luck, babe" chappell roan-coded

3) a femme penelope garcia icon would be...kinda awesome 👉👈🥺

4) again, prentiss + jj = good luck, babe. idk what else to tell you

5) reid x morgan college au rivals to lovers shenanigans would make a great fic

6) comet and koshi (two of my five cats)

7) read any good books recently? i'm reading who's afriad of gender? by judith butler right now, and i'm really enjoying it

hope all of this keeps you busy and makes you happy! feel better soon <3

Let me start by saying this was such a great message to read when I was very sick and very sad. THANK YOU!!! I finally have recovered enough to have half a brain cell so I can reply. <3

1) Tell me what you think of the reboot

I am RIGHT THERE with you friend. I think the reboot has really destroyed a lot of the characters (namely Garcia who is unrecognizable in terms of characterisation in CME) and especially in regards to this season, they made an unsub a main cast member?! So we have SOOOOO much of Elias Voit and so LITTLE of the characters we're here to see. I would trade all of his screentime for one look into what Luke and Emily do outside of the office tbrh (yes, the promo for this week has Emily at home for the first time in the whole reboot, but that's beside the point). I'm def not a fan of CME and I wish the show would have just ended in 2020 and that was that. But since it didn't and because my soul is eternally bound to this fandom, here we are. Thank god for fanfic.

2) Tell me your CM headcanons

"we both genuinely think that garcia and morgan would have ended up together if garcia was skinny…which is garbage because i absolutely LOVE their relationship"

YOU ARE SO RIGHT! They had so much potential and I'll forever ship Morcia and I agree the fact they would be an interracial couple with a fat babe involved was probably part of the reason they never dated. -- That being said, I DO appreciate that they never dated. Because I think it's quite rare to see loving, supportive, flirty, PLATONIC friendships between men and women on TV. Not every m/f duo needs to end up together, I think we definitely need more representation of m/f best friends.

"also reid is bisexual and prentiss is a lesbian and jj is "good luck, babe" chappell roan-coded"

100% correct on all accounts. The way I HOWLED with laughter at "JJ is good luck babe coded" lmaaaaaaaaaooooooooo

3) Request pride icons

When you say 'femme Garcia' which flag are you meaning? Happy to make the icon just wanna get the pride flag right (bc I know there's tons of different flags!).

4) Tell me songs that remind you of your ships

"again, prentiss + jj = good luck, babe. idk what else to tell you"

They are so many songs on that album. Jemily is also very 'Casual' and 'Coffee' too.

5) Give me fic prompts

"reid x morgan college au rivals to lovers shenanigans would make a great fic"

Fun fact, while Fooled Around (and Fell in Love) focuses mainly on JJ/Tara/Emily -- Derek and Reid are important side characters. And they were college acquaintances (established in Part 2)! And they both have dated the same guy (Luke) anddddd they are navigating polyamory together in Part 3. So you may enjoy that series.

6) Tell me about your pets

I love your cats!! I had 5 cats at one point. That's the dream! Tell them all they're so good and fluffy and I love them.

7) Ask personal questions

"read any good books recently? i'm reading who's afriad of gender? by judith butler right now, and i'm really enjoying it"

I've been reading my book copies of Fooled Around! I'm on the final book (I split the series into 4 books) and I'm trying to make it last as long as possible. I only have a couple of chapters left but having physical copies of something I wrote is SO cool. It's brought me a lot of joy and has helped me take pride in what I write!

[bloom-ribbon22]

(Reposting this since for some reason it's not showing up-)

Hiiii Bloom Ribbon here, this is my second account, my phone is broken and I'm using a different phone uhhh what am I suppose to post again-

Ohhh! yeah, here are a little doodle of the scraptools I made yesterday!

I luv them

I won't be active much on Tumblr due to school stuff but don't worry more dinotrux stuff from me is coming yeeey

[2baabbies]

hiiii can you write for #11 with minnie from gidle where (afab) reader and minnie are good friends and reader decides to confess? Thank you!!!!!

omg of course 🫶🏻 ty for the req!

💜 picture perfect (minnie x reader) 💜

Words: 800

Fluff 🥰

afab + fem!reader

Request guidelines here!

!!ATTENTION!!

Reposting this fic to other platforms, including as a translation, is expressly prohibited. Do not copy, alter, or claim this fic as your own. Absolutely no permission is given to anyone to post my works, even with credit, and this fic should only appear on Ao3 or Tumblr under my accounts. Reposting is not only plagiarism, but a direct violation of my wishes as the original writer and owner. Please respect writers and don’t steal!

Likes, reblogs, asks and comments are very welcome and appreciated <3

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The appearance of your reflection in the glass of the exhibit tells you that your cheeks are very flushed. You could feel the heat in your face since you began wandering the art gallery with Minnie, and you could only hope she stayed oblivious to the truth: that you were hopelessly in love with your closest friend. You take a glimpse at her now. She seems intensely focused on the painting before her, so you wander off to the next room.

There is more glass that allows you to tidy your hair and adjust your outfit, but the longer you stare at your reflection the more impossible it feels to make yourself look presentable. You sigh and attempt to admire the artwork, but your thoughts are lingering on Minnie the whole time.

“y/n,” Minnie’s voice rings out from behind, then you turn to face her, “Smile, beautiful.”

Smiling comes on instinct when you are looking at Minnie, but it only widens at her command. She lowers her phone and inspects the screen.

“It turned out really good! Do you want to see it?”

“Oh! A photo? Yes, please.”

You are immediately embarrassed when she shows you. Your smile is toothy and wide. Your cheeks are rosy and your eyes are creased with delight. You begin to notice the imperfections. Like the stray hairs that will not settle, and that your shirt has come awkwardly untucked.

“I look weird.”

“What? No, it’s perfect. You look adorable.”

“Let me take one.”

Minnie hands you her phone and you trade places. She poses easily, and gives you her best angle as she waits for you to line up the shot. You snap a few photos then check them the same way she had. You shuffle forward, not looking up from her dazzling smile as you approach to show her the phone screen. You make a soft sound and your eyes widen as you stumble into her arms.

“S-Sorry.”

“You’re good, darling.”

You duck your head as she drapes her arms over your shoulders and inspects the photos. Each one is perfect, although Minnie always looks flawless.

“Pretty…”

“Not as pretty as you.”

She looks proud of her statement as you flail for an argument. She giggles then takes her phone out of your hand as you playfully push her in protest.

“Don’t tease me!”

“It’s true, just look at yourself.”

“Noo!”

“I have photo evidence!”

“Delete them!”

“I’m not doing that!”

“Minnie!”

“Excuse me.”

You both pause then turn around. One of the gallery attendants is standing behind you, hands neatly folded in front of her black uniform as she regards the two of you calmly.

“Would you two like a photo together? I can take it for you?”

“Yes, thank you,” Minnie answers, separating from you to hand her phone to the staff.

You fluster again when Minnie returns to you, because she immediately wedges herself back into your arms and pulls you close by your waist. Your cheeks are burning, and you feel your heart racing as you try to make yourself pose as naturally as possible. You both turn to the camera and you offer a small smile.

“Remember,” Minnie whispers, “Smile, beautiful.”

You laugh and beam as the photo is taken. Minnie steps forward to take her phone, and you are still a little dazed when the staff member speaks.

“You two are such a cute couple.”

Your words feel caught in your throat as you wait for Minnie’s response.

“Thank you!”

The attendant wishes you both well then departs, leaving you a little dumbstruck as Minnie casually checks the photos with a soft smile.

“They’re perfect. Come see.”

“M-Minnie…”

“Hm?”

She returns to you, takes your hands as you fiddle your fingers and anxiously avoid her gaze.

“Sh-She called us a couple.”

“Mhm, I know.”

“Oh.”

She tilts her head and frowns softly.

“Are you okay?”

“It’s just… I like you a lot…”

“I know.”

“N-No, I like you.”

“y/n, I know. I like you too.”

You finally meet her eyes and melt at the warmth in her gaze as she pulls you into her embrace.

“You do?”

She giggles.

“I thought it was obvious. I guess I shouldn’t assume I know everything you’re thinking. I just thought that this was… a date?”

“A date.”

“With my… girlfriend.”

You nod.

“Girlfriend.”

She grins.

“I know you’ve liked me for a while. I feel the same way.”

“Then, can I ask you…”

“To be your girlfriend?”

You nod eagerly, making her giggle. She watches expectantly as you take a deep breath.

“Minnie, will you be my girlfriend?”

“Only if you’ll be mine?”

You nod and grin as she leans in to peck your nose.

“Then, yes, it’s official.”

You let her take your hand and intertwine your fingers as you continue your first- official- date at the gallery.

[tsarinajissa]

Hiiii! I’m Zanna, I lost this account a few years ago and just recently got it back and am starting to use tumblr more. Most of the people I follow are inactive accounts from 10+ years ago but you’re still going strong and live-blogging and i just want to 1. say thanks bc your posts remind me of the tumblr i love and remember lol and 2. ask if we can be friends and talk about ice skating and stuff.

I started trying to follow real world skating after watching Yuri on Ice (of course lol) and I always watch it during the olympics but i’d like to watch all the other events too and have someone to discuss with <3

You're back! Welcome back!

I'd love to be tumblr skating and fandom buddies-- I'm probably going to be even more on my bullshit than usual because this year my wife (that happened while you were off I think. But the woman I used to call my bestie is now my wife ;) and I will be GOING TO WORLDS.

This is a perfect time to start blathering at each other about it, because the grand prix season just started! If you have peacock from the Olympics they stream all the grand prix as well (no challenger though. Boo), but you have to poke around in the live and upcoming sports area for it. Or, if you were to have non-US internet the isu has streams on youtube (the non-US internet part is required there, because geoblocking).

Every weekend for the next few weeks is one of the grand prix--next up: Skate Canada. I'm super excited for it because it's Jason Brown's first grand prix in a while (he went into semi-retirement after his amazing Sinnerman at the Olympics, where he did ice shows around the world and then only showed up for nats and worlds. As a country we decided he deserved that for doing Sinnerman. But he's planning on 2026 Olympics so he's gotten serious again this year and it looks super good. Much better form already in September than he had at Worlds 2024, when he usual peaks later in the season).

Also coming to Skate Canada are:

Cha Junhwan. You may remember him as Korea's Male singles skater in the Olympics/ the skater with the best ina bauer of all time. He had a tough time last season recovering from injury and switching coaches (to the same woman who coaches all the junior Korean women and seems to wish she were Eteri or Hamada. V worried there). I'm really hoping he has a better time this season and was given proper time/support to recover

Kaori Sakamoto! I saw her new programs at a challenger and think they could be a lot of fun, plus. She's Kaori <333. A double axel that covers one side of the rink, deep edges, gorgeous lines, and a commitment to choreo that can't be beat (literally since the Olympics at grand prix and higher. 3 time world champ!!)

Ekaterina Kurakova is so much fun and will definitely win for best costume change on ice! Also, she had trouble last season and I'm wishing her the best

Speaking of wishing the best: Alyssa Liu. Alyssa has been off since the Olympics to focus on her mental health and this is her second competition since March 2022. She looked wonderful at the challenger event she did earlier this season and I'm really hoping she continues to perform well and feels in a good place. She was forced by US Fed into the position of 'America's Leading Lady' far too young and I'm so glad she took time off for her mental health. I hope it'll be a blueprint for a more sustainable way forward.

Ilia Malinin. You've missed the rise of the Quad God if you haven't watched since the Olympics. He's not one of my faves, but I can't not mention the reigning world champ will be there. He's improved a TON in the past two years, finally gotten choreo he appreciates, and his jumps are still. Gorgeous. The quad axel takes my breath away every time. And, iirc, one of his current programs has him do a quad jump into a spread eagle. His transitions!!

Shun Sato, Sota Yamamoto, Kim Yelim and Gabrielle Frangipani are all others singles skaters I'm excited for. Frangipani is a relatively new Italian senior man who had some great speed and power when I saw him last year & Yamamoto + Sato can both be brilliant when they're on. Kim Yelim is just. I've loved her since the Olympics

Hopefully this wasn't too much blather. I'm just. In full figure skating mode and enjoy every chance I get to talk too much about it!

[2manyfandoms2count]

Hi!!! 👋 It's been a long time since I spoke to you! Have you seen or visited the Paris 2024 Summer Olympics' Opening Ceremony today?!?!? If so, what's your opinion of it, what are your favourite performances/sequences, favourite moments, favourite costumes, favourite ceremony outfits from any country, and the coolest thing you've ever saw during the event? Your own accounts of the events and internet documentation (YouTube clips, memes, internet reactions, etc) counts, too. Besides, I wonder how you and everyone else you know celebrated or reacted in your experience?

Either way, I hope you have a good day! Good luck on the Olympics spirit and inspiration! Do it for Ladybug and Chat Noir!!!

Hiiii, it’s good to hear from you!!

I have personnally been lucky enough to escape from Paris for a few days, but I watched the ceremony on TV! I think it’s probably the best way to watch, even if the atmosphere seemed awesome: there was a gauaranteed good view, and I was out of the rain 😂 I didn't do anything special to celebrate the occasion besides watch it with my family, and I live reacted with some friends on Discord.

Honestly I wasn’t expecting much from the opening ceremony, there were sooooo many memes about the Phryges (the mascots), the dancers announcing a strike, the cardboard beds, people going for a swim in the Seine, but in the end I was really pleasantly surprised! I even almost cried at the end haha

Some moments were a little long (it was really cool to see all the delegations, but around the end I didn’t understand why they stopped having little interludes; and the masked horserider bringing the Olympic flag on the Seine was loooong, she should’ve started closer to the Trocadero imo, or again have interludes during the galloping), but overall it was very enjoyable, and I was proud to call myself French ❤️

My flop 3 (starting with the flop because it wouldn't be French not to complain)

1. The absence of Ladybug and Chat Noir :'( : I'm very happy the Minions made an appearance (they’re French! By creation, voice acting and animation), but it would’ve been fun to see our favourite Paris heroes make an appearance, even a very brief one running on the rooftops alongside the masked hero, their specialty </3

2. The French Cancan: it seemed sooooo disorganised and unsynced, you wouldn’t know they were Moulin Rouge professionals. The finale with all of them dropping to the splits kind of saved it for me, but I feel like it could’ve been much better coordinated

3. The Aya Nakamura segment: it was an interesting concept to have her come out of the Académie Française and singing with the Garde Républicaine, but if you're paid big bucks to perform at this kind of event, the least you can do is sing live, you know?

My top 3

1. The lighting of the Cauldron and the transition to l’Hymne à l’Amour: granted, the final set-up was a little long, but the masked Assassin’s Creed-like hero was perfect the rest of the time (I must admit I was a little concerned when they brought the flame up to Notre Dame, the works have barely finished following the fire of 2019 ahdjdkk), and I understand the athletes for taking it slow given how rainy it was - they’d never have lived it down had they slipped in their white outfits 😅 Then the passage from our oldest living Olympian to two of our most iconic Olympians (Teddy Riner and Marie-José Perec, both triple Olympic Champions, and perhaps even more for Riner as he's still competing!) was really touching, it was a beautiful image. And of course Céline Dion’s rendition of Piaf’s classic song was iconic, just a perfect closure of the opening ceremony.

2. The Conciergerie segment with Gojira and Marina Viotti: the contrast between Metal and lyrical singing was unexpected but worked very well imo; the light show and blood effects were incredible, very Revolutionary. It wouldn’t be France without a little reference to bloodshed, just listen to our national anthem...

3. Philippe Katherine's glittery, smurfy cameo: it was absolutely hilarious, like most things he does. I feel like the majority of people don’t know who he is and I'm glad that he might be discovered in this unhinged way; my family and I were literally discussing him and the fact that he probably wouldn’t be featured because he's got too much potential for havoc last week and... we weren't wrong 😂 if you fancy a laugh, check out his music, he recorded one of his albums in English (Here Comes Katherine!), featuring classics like "La Reine d’Angleterre" or "Computer Music" (the guy has no filter)

Special shout-out to all the diversity in the ceremony as well, on all fronts; the not-so-hidden references sprinkled around (Jules et Jim for the Richelieu BNF throuple, the Phantom of the Opera, Les Misérables (fun fact: the show is going to be on this winter at the Chatelet theatre, and I'm going to see it!)); the magnificent rendition of the Marseillaise by Axelle Saint-Cirel; the hommage to great women; Lady Gaga's feathery performance; all the dancers on the side; "Zizou Christ" and Jamel Debbouze's opening bit; whoever was in charge of the Eiffel Tower lights show and event music; and pretty much anyone who was involved, period. Everyone did a great job, especially considering the fact it really was raining cats and dogs by the end.

I'm sure I forgot stuff but yeah TL;DR, it was very fun!!

As for the costumes, I sadly can't remember what delegations I liked most, but I do know that I was really impressed by some countries! A lot were stunning even under the rain ponchos, and I think it's great to embrace culture in these occasions instead of going for blander costumes.

I hope this answers your questions, and that you have a good day too!!!

[faithinlouisfuture]

hiiii! it’s me - the new louie who first discovered louis when he was being all sexy from the austin show. hahaha, i really should make up a name or at least find a way to shorten that intro. so anyways, i’m a little bummed. i watched the afhf london and got a few more youtube recommendation of louis videos. i saw one about two of us. i already felt teary after first hearing it in the afhf london, but then finding out the backstory of his mom then his sister... i ugly cried so hard. (that line about tattooed on my heart are the the words of your favorite song). it made me think of my dad who passed a few years ago and my mom who was hospitalized all last year. that song has too many feelings. it’s not a bad thing but i feel ripped inside.

i did find a little cheer. i watched another rec - mr. bright side. like wow… so fun and a panty dropper. sorry not sorry, lol. as long as you don’t get tired hearing from me, i’ll come back when i’ve recovered. thank you for listening 🙏 💝

hiiiiii I hereby christen you baptized by Austin Louis louie (on account of that being your first Louis watching experience and also on account of all the sweat 🥵) at least that’s how I’m gonna tag your asks from now onwards hehe :p

i know I always have long ass rambles to your asks and today is no different, okay so before Louis’ first world tour (ltwt) when I used to listen to Walls (the album) more often than not I would skip two of us because I just had to be in the right head space to listen to it, couldn’t just up and randomly hit play and be normal about it… but then he started singing it at every single ltwt show and I feel like the reason he did it also was that it could help (both him and the fans) lessen the intensity of the extreme heaviness that was attached to the track and I have to say it worked to an extent… the same way I feel like he’s letting go of some of the very heavy emotion attached to saved by a stranger, by singing it over and over again during this tour

I want to share something with you related to two of us that will maybe make you cry (cuz I just did watching it again) but also give you joy and help you associate positive and happy feeling with the song (specifically as it relates to Louis)

so very sorry to hear about your dad, I can’t even imagine how close to home the song must hit for you <3 hoping your mom is well and fully recovered now! sending so many positive thoughts your way

ahhhhh not the mr. brightside cover!!! the way that louies have been literally begging for him to do that again, but it was just a one time thing! the killers fans online were so horrid about him and that cover at the time… but that kind of sound is what he was made for, it suits him so well and like you said; instant panty dropper fr - very valid emotions, never any need to apologize! unpopular opinion but I think he would do it so much more justice if he sang it now, because his vocal ability and confidence in himself and his live vocal performance has improved SO much since 2019

[cable-knit-sweater]

Hi hi hi! Scrolling through Instagram and doesn't this just scream modern day Bucky having a fitness/health lifestyle Instagram?

And we can either have smol bean Steve or Cap!Steve stumble across it and watch it... for science. Then Bucky notices his regular viewer and eventually Steve comments and then they communicate back and forth online for a bit until they run into each other irl and sparks fly ✨

These are some thoughts. I love you even though you don't like deep fried pineapple balls 😘

Hiiii OMGGGG TEJJJJJ 😍😭 that DOES scream modern Bucky with a lifestyle IG, god let me take a moment to imagine him with tattoos and those tight boxers 👀Anyway YES. I love this idea, and I’m thinking so many thoughts. Some ideas under the cut 💖

You know I love shrunkyclunks, and I can just imagine Cap!Steve being on IG, mostly lurking (people assume he doesn’t know how social media/modern technology works, and he likes to keep it that way and play dumb), and one day he comes across this in his recommended posts. At first he kinda thinks it’s ridiculous, to make these kinds of videos, just for attention, and he scrolls down from it pretty quickly.

But then a couple of days later he sees one of his reels again, and well, he’s only human, and he has to admit that this guy, Bucky, is really good looking, shirtless or in tight workout gear, with tattoos all over his arms that definitely do something to him. He ends up going to his profile and watching a bunch of those videos, and turns out, Bucky isn’t just a pretty face and a ridiculous body, he’s also…he’s nice, sweet.

He has a wonderful smile. Gives people advice that’s not at all what he expected, nothing like the gym bro he thought he would be, nothing toxic. Yes, he talks about workouts and nutrition a lot, but he also talks openly about his body image issues, mental health, and sometimes about his cat, Alpine, his sister Becca, or his army buddies.

He can’t help but watch every video, and he feels weird about it, but he can’t help but turn on the notifications for when Bucky posts. It takes a while before he gets the courage to comment on one of Bucky’s posts, and he doesn’t expect a response - Bucky gets 1000s of comments on his posts - much less a DM. Bucky tells him he’s noticed Steve on his account, and that he can’t believe that he has anything to say that could be worth anything to Steve, but if he ever needs advice, Bucky’s always willing to help.

And like you said, they chat that way for a while, getting closer and closer. Even if some of their life experiences are different, he feels like Bucky understands him. Messaging with him like this is nice, but Steve really, really would like to meet Bucky in real life some time. He thinks about what to say, how to ask him without sounding weird, eventually settling on asking Bucky if he wants to join Steve on a run some day, which Bucky eagerly says yes to.

It’s a mistake. Bucky is even better looking in person, and Steve feels out of breath before they’ve even started running. He shows up in shorts and a tight shirt, hair pulled back in a bun, locks of it trying to escape while they run, and it doesn’t take long, going at Steve’s pace, for Bucky to sweat through his shirt enough for it to cling to his body. No one should look this attractive while working out, and Steve can’t stop his brain from trying to imagine what Bucky would look like if they… exerted themselves together in a different way.

Which, they end up doing, after a coffee date, that turns into a dinner date, that turns into…

Having said all that - I also love this idea with Modern Steve, being Bucky’s roommate and best friend and being the guy behind the camera after Bucky complains about how hard it is to film all of this himself. Imagine a flustered, pining Steve, with lots of staring and Bucky doing his very best to get Steve to notice him, completely oblivious to the fact that Steve notices all of him, all the time. Cue idiots in love and miscommunication and eventual confession of feelings…

I should write one of these one day arghhh ~ looks at endless WIP/ideas list and cries~ but thank youuuu for sharing this with me lovely 💖💖💖 even if you don’t have tastebuds you do have taste and I love you 💕💕

[the1975attheirverybest]

Hi! How are you doing today?

I’ve had such a hard time lately because I betrayed my best friend on the weekend. I could’ve never in my life imagined I’d do something like that to a person I love a lot. I was drunk when it happened, and I’m not blaming my drunk state for my actions, but I have decided to not drink for a while because I don’t want to hurt my loved ones. Apparently drinking makes me a terrible person.

They were having a rough time because of something they’d done a couple weeks earlier (not to me) and I’d been there trying to be supportive and help them get better. I don’t believe in revenge but I don’t know maybe in my drunk state I thought they deserved it??? I have no clue and I’m so fucking disappointed in myself for my disrespectful and thoughtless actions.

I just wish I could earn their trust’s back. I’m sorry for venting but I don’t really know who to talk about this since we share the same friends and I’m afraid they’re gonna hate me for what I did. Biggest mistake of my life.

Hiiii baby 🩷

First of all, never apologize for venting on here. You are more than welcome to do so any time you want.

Second, sending you lots of love and hugs 🫂

Look, I get it. I’m not gonna lie to you and tell you that you shouldn’t feel bad. I do t know what happened, but going off of what you said, it sounds like a significant enough situation, so feeling shitty is the right and healthy reaction.

But here’s the thing about guilt: it shouldn’t lead to self loathing. It should lead to accountability. Your ACTION was shitty, YOU weren’t shitty. Do you see what I mean?

Taking accountability looks different in different situations. Sometimes it means apologizing right away and making up for/ returning whatever you did or took. Sometimes it means giving your friend space to process first and THEN apologizing after a bit of time has passed for both of you to reflect on what happened.

Trust won’t be gained back instantly nor does forgiveness imply trust. That’s something that you’d have to earn back. By consistently showing that you are indeed sorry and that you did learn from you mistake and adjusted accordingly. Ultimately, it’s in your friends hands to decide whether they want to trust you again or not. And that’s the hard part. When you do everything you can to fix things and it still doesn’t work out. So, I’d say forgive yourself FIRST. Because you ask for forgiveness from them. So that you are able to learn and move on. Regardless of what your friend decides.

Don’t let your guilt turn into shame. People make mistakes. That’s just a fact of life. What distinguishes a good person from a bad person is how they handle the aftermath.

Give yourself time to feel shitty and process everything. But then get back up and decide how you want to move forward. Dont get stuck in this first stage for too long. It wouldn’t be healthy for your mental health nor would it be productive in making things right.

And come back on here in a couple of days and let me know that you’re doing better, ok? 🫂🫂🫂🩷🩷🥰

[hexaliamapreviews]

Celeste Map Reviews #20

YOOOOO!! 20 reviews!! Let's celebrate by hopping into 6 maps of many shapes and sizes!! wooo!! FIRST! - The Quarry by xolimono! - SORRY! I missed this one in the sequence of SCD releases so here I am playing it today! Here we have an advanced router with falling blocks and feathers taking the stage!Head down the quarry by using the falling blocks to setup tight gaps, and make sure you take every route into account when taking feathers! The actual routing here isn't hard at all; like I've mentioned before it's like a spice that enhances the gameplay more than anything. Said gameplay is really fun and decently sc core. I liked the focus on feather wall ricocheting for the berries, and the map itself is very pretty! Xolimono deco goes crazy again! The rooms aren't too long and so this experience was quite the nice jaunty one too! Oh yeah, this map is inspired by The Climb (goated map)! Overall, hear me out... The Climb but you go right instead of up! 9.2/10

SECOND! - Debug Map by Adam Korinek! - First it was F5 puzzles (haven't played FFFFF yet actually, I really should at some point huh), now it's F6 puzzles! Enter the debug map and solve as many puzzles as you can! I'll be real I'm still not really sure how this map even works with how rooms disappear when solved but it really adds to the impressiveness of this map. There are FIFTY rooms available to solve, ranging from less puzzly rooms with fun gimmick platforming, to full on puzzles that take a good-thinking brain to figure out. Thankfully, only 33 rooms need to be finished to finish the map, with the full 50 completion unlocking a berry. I'm thankful for the leniency, since some of the puzzles are definitely quite brutal without help... (very interesting in how Boundless and Cube Escape work :thinkeline:). Of the rooms I completed, I liked the Combination Lock puzzles, the Jigsaw Puzzle, The Red Noise, Ghost Leg, Evidence and many more! Oh yeah, there's also a screenwrap gimmick present in the platformy rooms which makes for even more fun thinking depth! The music is quite good as well, and the map is decorated to look like how it does on the debug map which is very neat! I'm really happy I played this map, super enjoyable puzzlefest! Though I will say accidentaly swiping F5 at 25/50 was definitely a moment! Overall, eagerly awaiting F7, 11.1/10

THIRD! - Cinnabar Monolith by juckter! - Hiiii burgerhex!! This should be the most recent SCD map as of this review, and it's a cool one! The opening room features a dream zip mover! A very popular modded entity that will surely lead to very fun ga- oh, it's a zip mover on top of a dream block... Well I sure got fooled by that one lmao (can you tell I'm very smart? :3). So there's the real gimmick, dream blocks with zippers underneath, a good way to build some setups. And indeed, these red advanced rooms revolve around quick paced platforming around dream blocks and the zippers triggered by them. I like the gameplay for the most part, and there are a good few ideas explored around the main machanic. The map has a nice look to it with the smaller spiked blocks involved too! Overall, commas are important! dream zip mover vs dream, zip mover. 8/10

FOURTH! - Simple Complex by _dan! - simple complex? I find it quite complex simple actually. This one showed up in modding_showcase outta nowhere for me, but it seemed interesting so I gave it a go. This expert/low gm short n sweet map feature two very cool gimmicks: jump toggled blocks and fields that change change madeline into bounce helper physics on a dime flip! The gameplay composition is simply outrageously good, the way the blocks are seamlessly reused between physics versions is so fun to play through! Kevins also make an appearance later on too, and they have some good gameplay attached to them. As for the berries, I really like them too! The first showcases the bounce helper speed downboost and the second has a sisyphean reform climb between jumper blocks, great gimmicky uses of the mechanics! The final room is a decent bit harder, utilising everything learned earlier amd having some decently tight input sequences. The deco is pretty alright but the song pick is a banger! Overall, why is it called simple complex when you simp the le plex food the com?? 9.7/10 FIFTH! - Hollow Forest by Aubrey! - My first hard nail map, and it's really, really good! This one is a high gm shorter map that focuses on the elytra (lol), oooobviously this map is a nailer, featuring quick input sequences, nail spikes and nail bubbles too! There's a lot of diverse nail tech used throughout, like nailboosts, nail climbs, and nail bubble boosts. All are used in what is some very fun gameplay. It takes some getting used to early on, but once it clicks you'll be having a lot of fun as you try to clear each room! Final is my favourite probably, the nailboosts are very satisfying to hit. As for deco, this map is pretty! The structuring is intricate and looks good, the stylegrounds and coloring are well done, and the music is quite good too! I highly recommend this map to anyone who's up for a challenge! Aubrey, you cooked! Overall, Hollow forest? I wonder what that could be a reference to? Maybe a hat in time. 9.4/10

SIXTH! - Ascensia by donker19! - And to finish off the review, we've got the newly released Ascensia + The Nexus! No Nexuses here, sorry Nexus fans, but I did beat the 50 room timer tower! After a nice talk with an npc for a strawberry, it was time to climb! There are 5 sects of 10 timer trials each, increasing in difficulty, from int to expert. The whole gimmick of this map is to survive the room for 30 seconds before being able to leave and move on up to the next. The first sect has lots of cycles to dodge, the second is a very bumpery ride (yooo its the things from pumber!!!), the third has icy floors and wind, the fourth has moving platforms, and the 5th is a megamix of guest rooms from various cool mappers! Each sect ends in a special segmented "boss" trial with 3 10 second mini trials. I really like this concept! Sometimes some maps have something like this in a room or two, but a huge map based all around this is a first for me, and that's really cool! Most rooms have some cool dodging strategy to them, a couple were on the annoying side, but I think that was inevitable. Overall, I had a lot of fun playing, the deco is very well done, and the music picks are excellent! (hi bloons tower defense six!) Overall, who is the poor poor person who's gonna golden this thing first? 9.1/10

WOOOOO EPIC!! 2 days of mapping peak brought to you by the mappers above, multicolour thigh highs, skirts, big hoodies, and black nail polish :3

[whatudowhennooneseesyou]

Hiiii~

I've been mentally drained but well! Congratulations on being so close to getting your degree 🥳💕 Do you know what you want to do in the future?

Honestly it's been horrible to live the rom-com life but at least it's keeping my friends entertained 🤡

I kinda have been thrown around left and right by the situations since the beginning of the year 🙃 Currently aiming for who might be the man of my dreams but it's so frustratingggg. Basically guy A went to my friend to ask for my number cause he's interested in me. The description of me shows he has known me at least since summer 22 cause he mentioned me bringing my dog on campus which I didn't do since then. And well she said no which had me screaming internally and told her to give him at least my insta next time.

They did cross paths again at the fitness and he said she did well not to give him my number cause he should go the traditional way. They talked a bit and that was it. Thing is guy A sounds like the absolute dream: respectful, well spoken, takes care of his younger sisters and mom,is a med student, has great fashion taste, etc. So 3 months almost went by and A never appeared so I lost hope thinking why would a guy like him be into an average girl like me.

So guy B comes into picture. We have some classes in common, we start talking and I'm mind-blown cause we have great deep conversations. I thought why not see if anything could happen. Eventually he realised I am interested and asked me while we were walking by the lake on campus. I said yes and he said he's not disinterested but doesn't want to dive head first in and go with the flow. I said that's cool with me and then asked to kiss me. During that time I wasn't talking with my best friend which is very important.

A week after the kiss I made up with my friend and during a group meet up with the girls I am told A went and talked to her again at the end of the previous week. He tried to ask about me but since my friend told him we were on a break he told her that he thinks I found someone cause he saw us kiss, but he was happy for me. Thing is B called after our kiss to inform me he isn't emotionally available and doesn't want a relationship, but we still remained friends.

A week again goes by and A bumps into my friend again on campus (she's more on campus than I am so I guess it makes sense) and he told her he's certain I found someone cause I was with the same guy but he felt happy cause I seemed genuinely happier. He told her he'd keep his distance to be respectful and cause every guy deserves a chance (CRYING). When she told me that I started screaming once again on the inside and told her she must tell him what really is going on.

Two weeks ago he met up with her since it was her bday but since her friend (almost gf) was there they couldn't speak but he knew she had good news for him in regards to me, so they scheduled to meet at the end of this week and talk about me.

In the meantime ex korean bf that broke up with my ex friend made a new account after 3 years to follow me on insta cause I blocked him. And an old guy friend asked me to be fwb literally after I was sharing with him how frustrated I was on not being able to find a serious relationship.

I'm so frustrated by how commedic and ironic my love life is but also stressed out cause I'm waiting to hear if my chances with A are screwed 😭 Please pray for things between me and A to workout cause he's literally the man of my dreams 😭😭

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Hey 🐇 anon! It's so good to hear from you again and hear all about your y/n tales.

I am really excited about getting my degree and I would like to pursue the Communications field in the future, I am not entirely sure what area I want too specifically, I'm kinda just letting it hang in the air for now.

Okay, I'm really confused and also curious to know more. I don't know what you're manifesting to experience this y/n love triangle lifestyle but I am all for it and I am living vicariously through you.

As far as my love life goes?

Absolutely barren.

I don't have a crush, a romantic interest or even anyone that I remotely have a connection too because it just hasn't happened (it's also probably because I rarely leave the house).

But I'm cool with it, I'm too content in my writing and being single to worry about entering into a relationship anytime soon.

Oh, person B just sounds like he doesn't know what he wants and doesn't want to let you go either, the worst type of toxic fboi.

But person A does sound really nice and I wish you all the best with him, go out and live that Y/N lifestyle babe :)