#me rn cus i'm so sleepy

[if-loki-was-a-fox]

Feeling kinda anxious about this so justed wanted to put it out there again that I am able bodied and don't know a whole lot of physically disabled people irl, so if I ever do anything weird in depicting disabled characters (canon, OC, headcanon, wtv) please let me know and/or generally give me advice and point me in the right direction!

(preferably nicely because I am kind of very anxious, but if I'm being a jerk even on accident you obviously owe me nothing on that front!)

[abelshot]

ummmm like this and i'll throw an injured vash into ur inbox maybe....

[1eoness]

thanks for replying dear! also what pet names do you think leon would use for a so im so curious i keep thinking on babe and maybe even bunny for some reason ??? lol

HII ANON i have a long weekend and im taking a brief breather from writing today rn but i saw this so why not

other than your name rolling off leon's tongue affectionately? i think leon really really likes calling you names that make you feel cared or adored for :3

also i'm not sure if ur comfy w nsfw so ill put a seperate sectioning.

cw: just leon and the petnames he uses on gn! reader; with a VERY short nsfw snippet, only 17+ >:(

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other than your name rolling off leon's tongue affectionately? i think leon really really likes calling you names that make you feel cared or adored for :3 but he doesn't really use any uhm.. creative nicknames cus hes a fucking loser. but regardless he has his sentiment to them nd thats what matters hehe

sfw

"oh, sweetheart.." ♡ leon uses 'sweetheart' often when either of you feel vulnerable.

"oh—you okay, baby?" he murmurs before he stifled a laugh, seeing you accidentally hit your head against a pole. ♡ leon uses this in sudden or mild moments

you see leon immediately approach the foyer when he hears you're finally home. "why didn't you call me, my love?" he murmurs lowly before placing a kiss on your forehead, his hands coming to take your raincoat off. ♡ leon uses this as a greeting whenever he misses you or when he knows he'll miss you when you go out.

"...my sweet baby." he coos in a sleepy and inaudible whisper while he cradles your slumbering little head to his heart. ♡ leon mostly uses this when he remembers he has you all to himself! [sometimes it's 'sweet little girl/boy']

or sometimes leon just babbles with your face in his hands, kissing it all over while you activate his cute aggression. "you're always so good to me, bunny.." he murmurs incomprehensively atop the crown of your hair. and if you get all eager or shy u just make him melt!!

v nsfw! v (hehe.. may or may not be a snippet)

"l-leoon! ngghh... hngg..ah!~" you plant your mouth onto the soft fabric, leon's hand on the back of your head keeping you face-down while he pummels into you with reckless abandon.

he moans lowly as he drags his cock further in your clenching little hole, watching your sweetness pour while you cry helplessly into his comforters. "poor bunny, can't even think... uhh.. hmff.. f-fuuck..." leon coos with mock-sympathy, dragging a bellicose groan out of him— he pulls your hair back lightly, a gentle yet controlling grip; like he were pulling on a bunny's ears. he adjusts your hips up again, coercing a high-pitched whine out of you as he thrusts faster into where he knows you're sensitive. he wouldn't give his dumb little bunny the light of day, your blabbering voice now unmuffled and falling satisfactorily to his ears ♡

[agirlwithglam]

hey

I just found out that I'm going to be moving countries and school during my final year of highschool. i really don't know what to do, how to think or feel about this whole situation.

could you please give me some reassurance that everything will be okay and also give me some advice for entering into that new chapter of my life in terms of the actual academics and also making friends and adapting to everything. I would really appreciate it

love,

-a girl who is stressing rn <3

hiiiii!! of course i'd be more than happy to help you out. moving to a new school can be really scary & tricky, esp if you had some old friends. but don't worry because remember things happen FOR you and not TO you. you never know, maybe by moving to this new country you may get wonderful opportunities, meet amazing people, and discover a life you didn't know even existed!

i totally understand if you're stressing right now and you definitely shouldn't try to suppress or scold yourself for feeling that way. instead learn to comfort yourself, learn to be there for yourself. remember that no matter what life throws your way, you will be able handle it. you've literally handled so many things so well in the past, this is no different.

instead of asking life "why me?" ask "try me". lol i read this a while ago and i'm just gonna leave this here instead it helps.

🎀💌 moving to a new school:

❥ making friends

remember that no matter what, no matter how the dynamics are in the new school, never lose yourself trying to "fit in" or be accepted.

join clubs, after school activities, societies, sports, etc. (it can do wonders with making friends + you've already got something in common with them!)

be the person you wanna be friends with. kind, waits for others, makes them laughs, listens to them, shares, respectful, etc. but never NEVER hurt yourself/ make yourself disrespected while doing that.

also if there are any other new kids as well, try to make friends with them! bc i know it can be hard joining friendship groups so finding another newbie to bond with may be easier as they are also new to this!

how to magnetic & alluring

how to be a good conversationalist

don't be desperate. just a reminder that you should be perfectly fine being on your own so that you're not doing things you'll regret just to be accepted with low quality people.

lend & share pencils, pens, gum, etc.

looking (somewhat) fabulous + being confident. fortunately, the first things people see about you is your looks, but with that also your body language & confidence (fortunately cus ur so pretty). you could accessories with jewellery if you're allowed, have neatly done nails. but also just basics like taking care of your hair, ironed clothes, looking polished & not too sleepy. however, in the end, as long as you stand up straight, take up space, comfortable and confident in yourself, ur physical appearance is x 100!!! (i am NOT tryna make you feel better, it is a fact that i have actually seen.) -> more info how to look pretty without makeup

❥ academics

time management strategies

how to be the it girl in school

how to be a whole new student this school year

get ready to get back to school

it girl's guide to academic

channel your inner rory gilmore lol. this may literally get you through the whole year, esp if you're struggling to make friends + act like her when you're in class & studying!

in the end honey, just remember everything will be okay. everything will be okay. everything will work out. why? because you're god's fav <3. also, one day you'll be an oldie grandma feeling nostalgic about these younger days, cherish them because you have no idea how much you'll miss them when you're older!!

always lots of love, xx Vanilla

BMAC - if you'd like to support me!

[sugar-omi]

not me passing the fuck out umm... embarrassing 😬😬😬 BUT ANYWAYS!! HE DID SAY THAT. AND HE LATER TOLD ME OVER (VERY FLUSTERED) TEXT THAT HE DIDN'T MEAN TO SOUND SO MEAN AND HE WOULDN'T DO IT AGAIN AND I HAD TO WRANGLE MYSELF OUT OF SLEEPINESS TO TELL HIM THAT NO. NO. PLEASE KEEP SAYING THAT SHIT. BREAK THAT BREAD, 'CUS SHIT BUTTERS MY BISCUIT.

dude he's built like a fucking freight train. he kinda has a sleeper build i'm ngl but i literally TRIED arching up against him. SEVERAL times. and my ass was not going anywhere 😭😭 I WOULD'VE STAYED THERE IF I DIDN'T HAVE SHIT TO DO IN THE MORNING

yes yes yes!! we went over that in depth (like in Depth. that four hour phone call dedicated to talking out our feelings did not PLAY.) i know I'M a long term type even if i think that ring by spring thing is stupid as fuck, and so we both came to a general consensus of "i think you're cute/have thought so for a while (in his case), but i don't want to put a label on this too early when we're only starting to get to know each other, so for now i'd like to keep being Close Friends with you until we both know what we feel"

YOU'RE GETTING A FRONT ROW SEAT TO OUR WEDDING LMFAO watch me come to your asks one day like a couple months from now like "omi. i have SUCH bad news." ( <- turned out she was in loooove )

I KNOW I KNOWWWWWW life moves on 1.5x speed when you're an olba player fiending for an olba player... this shit gets serious fr! also I WILL BE UPDATING REGULARLY, although i admit i'm partial to the asks solely because now we have a lil audience 😖😖 but if something dm worthy arises then you will be the Very first to know!!!!

OH OH OH THAT REMINDS ME. SARO TEXTED ME A COUPLE MINUTES AFTER I WOKE UP AND ASKED IF I WANTED?? TO GO GROCERY SHOPPING WITH HIM AFTER CLASSES TOMORROW??? UM????? WHERE AM I RN. WHAT IS THIS.

god i hope this is providing good fuel for the cove x reader writers at least bc that's literally how this all started LMFAOOAODFJKDSJF

LMAOO WELL THATS GOOD!! also dw about the audience lol, anything you don't wanna share w everybody (or even me<3) is fine, so don't feel pressured! we've enjoyed the love saga very much so at least come back to tell us you're married with 7 kids and 19 cats 🤭

N YES THIS IS SUCH GOOD FUEL. YOU HAVE ENTERTAINED US AND TICKLED OUT WRITER BRAINS!!! I AM INVESTED!!! THANK YOU FOR SHARING WITH US 💞💞💞

also I will gladly attend your wedding LMAOOO I'll shop for my outfit now, cant be too prepared 🤭

[chrisismine22]

Not enough

FIRST POST.

chris and you are"freinds" right?

TW! smut, unprotected sex, p in v, use of toys, masturbating, pet names, language, drinking.

y/n and chris

It was 10 at night and you were exhausted from your meetings. Tomorrow was a big day and you were so exited. You were planning on meeting up with a bunch of your friends for the triplets birthday. You were most exited to see Chris. You and the triplets had been friends since high school but you had connection with Chris. You didn't know what it was but being around him made you feel warm and cozzy. His voice was calming and he was HILARIOUS. You decided to text him before you went to bed.

y/n:Heyyy wyd

Chris: hey y/n im trying to go to sleep rn but u texted me

y/n: shut up bru

Chris: well Nick invited Larray. I thought you would be happy so ya

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you and Larray were such good friends. His energy made your day. Everyday. Even when he was mad, it was still funny and made you giggle.

y/n:YAYYYYYY

Chris: glad ur happy y/n

well cu tmrw

y/n: byee chrisyyyyy

Chris: dont call me that

y/n: fineee

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Talking to Chris made you so happy no matter the topic. You decided it was best for you to just sleep for now cause u also wanted to buy a new outfit tmrw.

next morning---

Its almost 12. "Shit, i'm gonna be late" You quickly got up from bed and went to change. You threw on some grey sweats and a baby-T. You didn't put on a bra tho cause you thought you were just gonna go to get an outfit. By the time you finished eating it was like 1 so you just decided to stay home. The mall was to far from your house to get new clothes so you just went to fix up you hair and put on some makeup. You were heading upstairs and when your phone started vibrating in your pocket. It was Chris calling.

"Hey Chrisy" you say with a smile cause you knew how he hated that name

"Shut up y/n. Do you want matt and I to pick you up. Nick said hes gonna try to get Tara to come to the party so he wont be coming to pick you up"

"Ya Im just gonna fix my hair and shi but you guys can come in like 20 min"

"ok let me tell Matty"

you giggled at the nickname Chris gave his brother. you just hung up the phone and started your make up.

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It was about 30 min later and you were sitting on the couch. You didnt chage your clothes cause you would be uncofortable in smth fancy anyways. plus the triplets and u were close so it didnt matter what you wore. You heard a knock at ur door and got up from the couch. It was chris.

"HIIII" you said giving him a hug

"HIIII" he said hugging you back.

"wheres Matt?" you didnt see him because oyu were caught up in looking at Chris' new shirt. It was just a white T but it was right up on his abbs. "God" you thought to yourself

"Matts in the car waiting, ru ready?"

"oh ya sry we can go now" you said as you giggled a bit.

Chris was looking into your eyes but you didn't think anything of it cause you know, we're friends.

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It was now almost 9pm and the party was going great. Chris decided to get a little drunk which confused you cause he never drank. You were dancing when you felt two large hands on your waist. It was Chris

"Fuck you scared me chris"

"Sry ml"

you gasped at the new nickname. You knew he was drunk for sure

"Chris! get urself together bud" you laughed

His sleepy eyes looked into yours. You gasped again but this time, it was at the feeling in you stomach.

"Im not doing anything baby"

You didnt know what to say. because you liked it. You just decided to ingnore him until he pulled you in.

"Dont ignore me sweethart, I wanna hear your pretty voice again"

His low voice and the names you were given made you throb to you core. You decided it wouldnt be HOriBle.

"ok handsome" you dragged your fingers down his chest. You were drunk but not as drunk as him.

Chris didnt hesitate one bit, pulling you in and smashing his lips against yours. A slight moan escaped your throat at the sudden contact. You bodies were so close you could feel his bulge.

He broke the kiss, pulling you arm toward his room. It took you a second to realize what was going on after his kiss. Hypnotising as his tongue wandered your mouth. He swung open the door and pushed you in the bed.

"Chris what ru doing"

"Dont worry baby,"

You didnt know what to think because you guys were "friends". right?

Chris climbed on the bed, slamming his lips to yours again. You felt one of his hands travel down to your tits.

"Fuck you dont have a bra baby"

"Chris, we cant do this"you hated saying that cause you really did want to do this

"why not sweetheart"he groaned slowly kissing your neck

once again, you ignored him enjoying the plessure of his lips and his hands on you sensitive nipples. You were wet. So wet you couldn't explain.

After a bit of you whimpering and quietly moaning Chris kissed a trail down to your thighs. Before doing anything, he looked up at you for consent. You slowly nodded as he pulled your sweats of. He stared at the puddle formed in your thong.

"wet for me princess"

"Chris pleae--" you were interupted by a moan escaping your mouth as you rubbed slow but strong circles on your clit.

"please what baby, I wanna know what you want my love"

Your back arched at the feeling of his finger caressing your folds. "plea-please touch m--"

"you want me to make you feel good dont you"

you hummed in response loosing the ability to speek has the circles got faster and rough. You loved it so much. The pet names and his deep voice turned you on enough. without warning, Chris shoved two fingers into you. "Chris!" you moaned his name as his long veiny fingers hit your g-spot immediately. "you like that princess" he grinned as his pace sped up, still hitting your g-spot

"mhm" you whimpered as you felt a knot growing in you lower stomach. "Im-- close" you could barely get words out of your mouth because of the pure pleasure u felt. "cum all over my fingers baby" Those words set you off, squirting your liquid all over his finger. You were catching your breath when you looked at chris. his bulge was unbelievable and it turned you on, even after you just came."your such a good girl f'me you know" he praised you as he licked his fingers"taste so good mm" he groaned. Without thinking, you quickly pushed him on his back, desperate for him to be in you. You kissed him desperately as you grinded on his member. he was big, and you loved it. "wtf do you think your doing" he grabbed you hips holding them in place. "please chrisy, i want you daddy" you said whimpering at the loss of friction. That five letter word made him go crazy as he grinded you on him, helping you gain friction. You were a moaning mess and his boxers weren't even off yet. "your such a slut y/n. your my slut" You couldnt listen as you were derperate for his cock. lifting you hips, you slid his boxers down watching his long cock smack his pelvis. He was leaking pre-cum all over his pink tip. You decided to contain yourself for a bit as you palmed his tip slowly."agh fuck it--- feels so good" you knew he loved it from the groans and whimpers but you needed him now. You aligned his gurthy cock with you needy cunt and sank onto him. A pornographic moan escaped you mouth. "o princess your so tight i love it".

At this point you weren't listening to him, instead focused on the feeling of his dick deep inside you. he grabbed your waist only to thrust deeper into you. Both you guys' moans were getting uncontrollable. You could feel Chris' dick throbbing in you which meant he was close.

"fil-fill me up daddy"

The last word pushing hit to the edge. As you felt his warm liquid shoot inside of you the know in your stomach released, causing you to orgasm again. It felt so good. as you rode out you high chris started massaging your clit again. Again, it felt so good. the overstimulate wasnt painful but felt amazing. this time he wanted to be in charge. giving you barely any time to breath, he flipped you over onto your back again.

This time there was no teasing. You felt him slamming right into you. You did feel pain but it felt soooo goood. Your moans turned into screams as his member reached somewhere no one could reach. The squelching noises and your moans turned him on even more. You didnt think it was possible be this desperate for more but you were. He was pounding. All you could do was enjoy as you tits bounced up and down. it was mezmorizing how quiet but how loud he was. His groans made you reach you high faster each time. You were grspimg on the sheets as his cock made you nausuos in a good way. You couldnt get over it. Without saying anything you came all over him screaming his name

'' CHRIS OMFG'' your moans were so loud anyone could hear. As you were way overstimulated, Chris finaly came in you again. "fuck my princess" he moaned

He slowly pulled out as he flopped next to you on the bed.

''Fuckkk y/n your to good. I love you''

''I love you too chris''

[rhythmgamer]

*hug tackles**bites right on your shoulder* GOOD MORNING SHASHI!!! i am chucking a water bottle in your direction right now. just wait a bit longer, it'll take a while to get there. (no but seriously. if you have trouble drinking enough water and can afford it maybe some cucumbers? food does cost money [well, water does too] but like .i find it easier to bite my water so maybe you will too?)

good morning!! sadly we hardly get cucumbers here except the few slices they give in salads in canteen. but it's fine!! water is free here in college I'll do fine. somehow. (though if given a chance I'd go for cucumbers i love them sm)

anyway i think i need more rest? cus i just had some water rn but for some reason. my head is paining rn and im feeling a weird combo of sleepy and dizzy and faintness and weakness. so. maybe i should sleep a bit more (it's sunday after all)

anyway AAAAAAAAA (im biting you back on the shoulder as well <33)

(also dw too much about my health I'm very frail physically and tend to sick/ill often so. it's common for me dw)

[treeloreg]

WIP !! >.<

꒰ 🧃 ꒱ main blog ꒰ ☀️ ꒱ prns.cc ꒰ 🛝 ꒱ byi / dni

about

hii I’m Nez / Nezzie !! I’m autistic and a voluntary age regressor and sometimes pet regressor ; typically cow / calf or puppy pet regressor !!

my little age range isn’t really specific, but it’s mainly either toddler or even baby range ; about 1-4 !! I am a minor and my big age is 15, so please keep that in mind, but I am okay w/ adults interacting

I use / prefer he / him pronouns and identify as masculine-leaning trans man !! ; more info / words to use for me are in my prns.cc link above ^^

by the way, I’m REALLY hyperfixated on the Beatles rn !! my favorite Beatle is Paul ; I reblog a lot of Beatles stuff on my main too. if u like the Beatles too and are a regressor I’d love to be friends !! /nf

byi

I tend to “baby-talk” by removing the “t”, “d”, or “g” from words (i.e. “wan” instead of “want” ; “an” instead of “and” ; "running" instead of "running") and might remove 1st person prns or other stuff at times (ie “I am / I’m” can be just “am” or “m”). I keyboard smash a lot too cus I’m sillyyy

(realized I have more typing quirks not listed here so just another heads up…shouldn’t affect reading my texts too much tho !!)

I also prefer / use tonetags when possible !! I normally use typical ones like /srs, /j, /nm, /nf, etc

I will NOT tolerate any nsfw / abdl / ddlg / etc. or blank blogs following !! I'm not afraid to use the block button !!

my preferred place to chat is on Discord !! (user is the same as my main). I also might not respond right away and I apologize ; notifs are weird for some reason

my dni is linked above, as well as a few other byi info ^^

interests

(some stuff def isn’t for littlespace, like South Park for example, but I might mention it so sorry if that bothers you /nm)

games : Baldi’s Basics, Five Nights at Freddy’s, Minecraft

music : the Beatles ♥︎

movies / shows : Don’t Hug Me I’m Scared, LazyTown, Moominvalley, the Muppets / Sesame Street / Jim Henson media in general, Octonauts, South Park, Wallace and Gromit, the Walten Files

other : Pokemon, the Rock-Afire Explosion

tags

꒰ 🚗 ꒱ am big boy .ᐟ .ᐟ ◞ (boyre posts)

꒰ 💤 ꒱ am sleepy . . . ◞ (sleepy agere honk shoo)

꒰ 🫧 ꒱ bababa . . . ◞ (jus babblin n stimmin :3)

꒰ 🐠 ꒱ blub blub .ᐟ .ᐟ ◞ (aquatic agere)

꒰ 🫂 ꒱ bubba .ᐣ .ᐣ ◞ (cg posts)

꒰ 🖍️ ꒱ colorin <3 ◞ (art posts)

꒰ 👕 ꒱ dress up .ᐟ .ᐟ ◞ (little outfits)

꒰ ⚡️ ꒱ gotta catch em all ◞ (pokemon agere)

꒰ ⭐️ ꒱ nezzie’s favs ◞ (favorite posts)

꒰ 🧃 ꒱ nezzie’s posts ◞ (my posts)

꒰ 🪐 ꒱ nezzie’s treasure chest ◞ (special interests)

꒰ 🧸 ꒱ playtime ◞ (plushie / toy posts)

꒰ 🎁 ꒱ presents .ᐟ .ᐟ ◞ (requests / gifts)

꒰ 🌈 ꒱ rainbow connection ◞ (muppets agere)

꒰ 🦖 ꒱ rawr .ᐟ .ᐟ ◞ (dino agere)

꒰ 🇫🇮 ꒱ spring in moominvalley ◞ (moomin agere)

꒰ 🌀 ꒱ stimmies .ᐟ .ᐟ ◞ (stimboards / gifs)

꒰ 🐾 ꒱ tail wagging .ᐟ .ᐟ ◞ (petre posts)

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[unablethethird]

you know the usual

hehe

1- I got no freckles 2-I drink tea, hate coffee cause it's bitter. Tea usually makes me sleepy,, 3-Last song i listened to? lemme check

If i die, you better say rip /silly

don't usually listen to this stuff,,,,but vibe was right 4- How do i sleep? I usually sleep in what my sister likes to call 'the baby position' lol [side] 5-Do i sleep with a stuffed animal? Usually, now they under the bed though [im too lazy to pick it up 🔥🔥🔥] 6-Do i prefer writing or drawing? Too tired to do either but drawing,,, 7-answered this in another ask! 8-also answered this in another ask! 9-27/11/09 is mah birthday 10-How tall am i? FRIGGIN 160CM >:[ [wait i think i answered this one too-] 11-My eye color is dark brown [aka black but technically no eye color is black] 12-assuming this question is about real hugs I'd rather jump off a building then hug anyone irl 13-Fears?

Most people, getting found out on anything 14- my favorite color is red, purple, black, pastel yellow, and orange

15-answered this in another ask! 16-I want to tattoo a sleeve or two, not sure what it'd be though 17-Got ear piercings i fuggin hate, dont want any tbh 18-Last person i texted would be my sister on discord lol 19- Dunno about yaya anymore, but probably you, and i think we started being friends this year 20- I miss H a lot, im litterally aroace asf, but she's,,,,, >< getting back together would mean my irl friends dont hang around w me anymore tho so idk 21- My day today was :P 22-Idk how much sleep i got lol 23-I believe in aliens by technicality, cus even like germs or micro-organisms we dont know of are aliens, so like,, 24-The last time i cried Today lol, my mum was being mean and i was already rlly frustrated,, 25-Dont got one fav decade

CONTINUING ANSWERING THIS AFTER A BREAK 26-Childish stuff i like? cant think of anything, maybe plushies but i know a bunch of people who got way more than me and i think it's pretty normal, but idk 27- My favorite book Really really really hard to answer just one SO TOP THREE- Girl in pieces [I FUCKING BAWLED MY EYES OUT I FUCKING AAAA] The outsiders [ALSO CRIED. IN THE MIDDLE OF CLASS [w a buncha my classmates lol since it was for school], THAT FUCKING ENDING. if you read any book, you gotta try this, bucketlist potential] That was then, this is now [okay so to be honest i think i just like it because it was writen by S.E hinton, who wrote the outsiders, but like,,,,it's good. Thinking back though it was kinda mid but at the time i read it, i thought it was good so yeah,,,probably would only reccomend this if your a fan of the outsiders] 28-How am i really? Can't tell what im feeling right now, but probably a good feeling 29-Does it take me a long time to make decisions? Not really, if you give me a day to make a decision i'll make it in a day, if you give me a year i'll take a year, so depends on how much time i'm given 30-What am i looking forward to in the near future? camp!! Going there next thursday

31-What am i looking forward to in the distant future? Leaving home, transitioning, and studying psychology 32-If i could be anywhere rn, where would i wanna be? Arcade,,, 33-Sleep with door open or closed? I sleep with my door closed, my mum doesn't let me close the door at all but i wait till she sleeps and claim the wind dun it or something 34-My favorite flower is the chrysanthemum! 35-no idea what a squish is 36-My middle name is bassically "House of [dads name]", i dont hate it or anything but its kinda just there. 37- cats over dogs but i leik dogs 38- Do i have any phobias? haphephobia, trypanophobia, and hemophobia [ironically lol] [[hemophobia for me though is a bit complicated,,]] 39-Do i stay up late? Not really 40-Do i like the beach? Do i prefer it sunny or cloudy? Hate the beach. Australian beaches are the fucking worst. I hate blue bottles with all of my fucking heart. THAT SHIT IS PAINFUL I prefer sunny weather generally but i would never go to a beach 41-My favorite cartoon would be murder drones, TADC, and hazbin maybe but i stopped watching it 42- Moots,,, 43- I got 2 younger sisters 44-Last person i said i love you too would be you lol

45-I'd die for anyone just let me die /hj 46-What do i do when im sad? Pain meds, listen to music, cry, and get stuck in my head lol 47-Dont got a phone number Ik my mums tho ig 48-Who can i trust with my life? You 49-

[it's my sisters birthday lol]

[zombies-aliens]

So how was my day today. Well I went to the gym at 5am but I got there at 6am and had friends waiting :/ so I felt bad for that. But they get along well so there's that, I know I probably didn't bother them since they had each other but I still don't wanna do that tomorrow. Oh yeah I'm going tomorrow btw. I should prob be sleeping rn but I have to write about my day first. Well I went to work later that same day 🙃 it wasn't so great, idk how the other two were awake and I took a nap...

You know what dude my day has been so weird at work. I really don't have it in me to talk atm. Nothing really bad happened, it was a pretty average day, but something was weird and maybe it was because I was so sleepy. But it wasn't just that my attitude and thoughts were bad :/ I had just bad thoughts today that my friends don't really like me, they're just pretending, shit like that. And you know, that really effects me and I think of scenarios of how id respond if something were to go wrong in the friendship. Which I hope doesn't. It was creating a tension in myself for no reason. But part of me feels like it's true. I hate being disliked by people I want to be friends with, but I'm scared to say that I want to be friends because get unsure about if they're really my friends or if I'm something else to them. And I'm the stupid one. That's not ideal for me obviously. My day wasn't so bad for what happened in the physical world but in my own private inner world. There was trouble in paradise today. I hope tomorrow is better. I hope they both like me. But I could go on about how they both known each other probably way longer than I have and I'm the new friend of the group so I'm kinda feeling like the outcast in a way ESPECIALLY AT THE GYM HOLY SHIT. And honestly that's what Kickstarted my bad attitude, it's bc even tho my friend is married with kids, her and the guy get along pretty damn well, even she called him baby at the end after a hug, and I didn't get a hug. So I felt kinda I guess cold. Like I get no love. I mean hey it's fine I try to remember I'm not entitled to anything. I probably said that in another post but yeah it's the same thing I try to remember that to humble myself and not act like a kid who didn't get to play and have fun but the others could. I felt like an outcast in all honesty. And she's still inclusive with me like she says hi and still said bye to me but idk man, and she even texted to see if I'm good to drive home, but I fucking hate how shit I felt seeing and hearing that. I just want that intimacy as well you know? I haven't had that in so many years. Physical intimacy, and it doesn't have to be sexual neither. It doesn't have to be with my married friend neither.. but is this the best it's gonna get for me? I'm just gonna be someone's third wheel all the time? It sorta pisses me off bc like I don't wanna see that shit it ruins my mood but they don't get why it does tho. It's cus I've been lonely for so fucking long. And that set off a reaction in me like holding a mirror to me and it's just me, or maybe a guy friend, but there's never a girl by my side I can call mine and she can call me hers. It's just. Me. I'm sad man. I'm actually getting sad now. I just want a girlfriend to feel the love everyone's feeling all the time. But not just any random girl of course. But yeah. That's been my life for a long time. It's depressing and lonely. I think what I like about having a girlfriend is that, im her favorite. She liked me so so much that we are a couple now and that's the proof. She chose me and I chose her. We both like each other and don't take it for granted. But with me and my friends it's just so cold and empty. We're friends but idk why. Just because we hang out in the same place for 8 hours? Like my friend I went to the rave with said he enjoys my company but dude... wdym? Name 2 conversations we've had that were good? You can't. Name a time where I made you laugh? You can't. Name a time where- man what's my last name man do you even know my birthday? I don't know his neither. Like why are we friends it's so shallow 😅 this shit isn't even funny to me. I'm just confused. It makes more sense with the girl, but not with him. He's a cool dude sure, but... idk. And I'm gonna see these two tomorrow. I don't get how I'm the only one that questions but I'm probably the only one experiencing this. Nah you wouldn't get it. Cause it's always just me isn't it.

[h0mo3rotic]

so sleepy i'm working the most hours rn at my job and im nervous cus i heard there's some like talk,,where the other people want more hours meanwhile there is me who is working every single night and then i have 11am-10pm nights one week alongside my regular shift SAVE ME I SWEAR I DIDNT REALIZE GUYS I DONT KNOW WHY I HAVE THEM ALL!!! im innocent please dont be mad !!!!

[uttraashadha]

Little post for babies that I'm making rn cus why not its night im sleepy and I dont want to sleep.

STOP DEMONIZING FRIDAY THE 13TH 😔

(and extra observation I found)

Friday the 13th has been demonized for years and I'm gonna just tell y'all. STOPPPRR 😭

So as we all know, divine feminine been demonized for years itself. She is dark. She is unknown. She is path to the world that can't be seen. She is mysterious. She holds the utmost power to manifestation. She is cant be touched or obtained. She can be channelized. She is the creator. She is represented by darkness. The "Dark energy".

Kind of reminds you of something?

If you are an astronomy freak like me, you must've heard about the "Dark Energy" that has all the scientists scratching their heads and they still can't get the hold of it?. Well the DARK ENERGY covers 90% of our universe and is responsible for the expansion of it. And guess what, we humans dont even know what it is yet.

Isn't that amazing how spirituality and science overlap at times?

Anyways.

Friday the 13th back in the days was celebrated as the birth of Divine Feminine. The goddess energy. Why friday? Because its ruled by Venus. And why 13th? Number 13 is portal of life and death. Kinda womb energy right there. It's a transformative number of ending and creation. For example if you want to release soemthing off your life. Work with number 13 and you'll release. And ofc in today's society it's the God. Instead of Goddeses that once were celebrated.

No wonder the day got demonized along with every other practices in the world that empowered women to be in their true powerful sence of feminity and element.

Kaali the representation of divine feminine herself, who rules death, transformation and time truly represents and embodys what I just explained right about now. If you want to understand fierce side of divine feminine in general. It may clear your understanding as well towards the real feminity instead of how its shown in media. The submissiveness and too polite for her own good. The toxic representation of it.

Also a weird observation, people born on friday the 13th would surreally carry this goddess energy to them, doesn't matter the gender. They may also embody feminine traits to them. unexplainable. But it is there.

Example> Park Jimin.

This post was highly inspired by ITSBABYJ's video. In a way I've literlaly summarized what she has said in there so please have a look at it to know more in depth!

THE VIDEO ..

[finnlee-sliced-ham]

🪄🍭🌥️ if ya please! :3

1🪄-What is your favourite type of lee/ler?

My favourite kind of lee is a cute one who blushes easily and I can tease them for liking being tickled but make them admit stuff like "I'm really ticklish" it's so fun!

My favourite kind of ler is totally different. Because I don't get to lee very much in comparison to when I ler, I mainly want there to be an emphasis on the safety and like reassuring that everything is ok and that I'm I'm doing good. Also mainly targeting my favourite spot makes me happy

4🍭-Are you more sensitive to traces or squishes?

Honestly if it's tracing with a feather, I'm doomed and really hate love it

8⛅️-Sleepy tickles or hyper?

I'm sleepy rn so soft tickles would make me happy but I think when I'm in the mood more hyper tickles are nice cus I'm so giggly and squirmy