#me right now becaude

[microwavetoaster-selfships]

Okay okay. I'm going to ricochet on my blog a little bit today in the sense that I have like three different things that I want to talk about from three different medias uhm. First thing. I'm just gonna say it now and I'm trying to think of it from an outside perspective because me saying this I'm being so silly over it but from an outside perspective it's like. Yeah okay. Anywho uhm. So apperently. D.octor Who has two hearts and. Therefor two heart beats. And for some reason my first thought was "oh hey that's nice" and not. Some sort of shock or anything. I'm not even the type of person that goes all out with like yknow. Looking up those videos of a heartbeat and sticking it under your pillow and laying your head on it and being all relaxed like that like youre laying on someones chest so I don't know why the guy running in doubletime is catching my interest with it. Maybe it's because it actually we actually hear it? And so it didn't like. Hhhhururhrht. It's one of those things that on paper you just shrug your shoulders at and then it happens and you're like OH!! OHHH...!! Yknow it's like yeah sure whatever getting flowers, that's cheesy I want something more and then it happens and you're like WHAT? THE HELL????? FLOEERS? FOR ME?!?(or something like that. Just something as a comparison I don't know.) And. Why do I have several.things to say about this

[portable-document-format]

i actually want to kms now

[dragons-and-yellow-roses]

Just heard The Moon Will Sing by The Crane Wives and I'm UNWELL

[raythegayrealnotclickbait]

! SQUID GAME S3 SPOILERS !

hey so what the FREAK was that bro season three was lowkey so good but so bad at the sam time?? Like huh?? I cried ao much i felt like junhees baby bro. Anyways im so fucking shocked that the DAE HO THEORY WAS RIGHT?? (Partly,becaude HES NOT A VIP LIKE I FUCKING TOLD YOU GUYS) BUT BRO... i like dar ho but i think i likr him a lil less now.. Anyways, MY KING NAM-GYU IS DEAD!!! like,, i kinda expected it but HIM LITTERALLY BEING ON HIS KNEES BEFORE HE DIED?? New gooning material unlocked! Anyways i lowkey loved min-su in this season because like uagahhaah ykwim you wont knos unoess youve seen it BUT HE TOUGHENED UP (kinda) also i remember TOP saying in an interview he knes nothing about season three?? THAT FUCKING LIAR WAS IN IT?? also us fans w the theory that nam-gyu would hallucinate thanos was TECHNICALLY HALF CORRECT IT WAS JUST THE WRONG GUY?? ughhh and dont get me started bro THEY BROUFHT SAE BYEOK BACK AS AN HALLUCINATIONN MY BABYYY💔💔 also i knew i always disliked myunggi because that ho wanted to kill his own baby for money so❤️‍🩹 #MYUNGGIH8RFOREVER!!!!! Im so glad hes dead along w P100 i rooted when he died im so pissed off he was a FINALIST tho because lets be honest no one thought he'd make it... But im so happy atleast a lil bit of junhee gets to live in her child, also my babies junho and inho still arent together💔💔 BUT THEY SAE EACHOTHER THIS IS UNFAIR I NEED THWM TO RESOLVE THWIR PEOBLEMS PLEASE!!!!!! Also gi-hun's daughter 💔 my girl💔💔 anyways i dont think the series is gonna end actually, but it might end in south korea bc in the end we see in-ho looking at basically a female recruiter in america or smth playing ddakji with a homeless dude soYEAAAHHHH but i fret it just wont be the same... Also i wonder how samantha feels rn with her man dead (gi-hun obviously)like💔 WHO KILLS THE MAIN CHARACTER IN THWIR OWN SHOW?? And i just now realized i wrote too much so imma just leave this for now but... I shall be back

[meo-on-prairie]

Pro-gamer!Gojo, Geto, Sukuna, and Toji

Writing this on my phone because life been putting me thru a meat grinder and i dont have the time to write an actual fic so i'mma ramble about the fic i been writing in my head when i dissociated

Imagine e-sport AU JJK

Youre a girl that's joining a 5 members first person shooter esport team call Curse Technique (CTQ) cuz women respresantation in esport fucking damn it

Your teammates are Gojo (Sixeyes), Geto (spiriteater), Sukuna (malevolent), and Toji (topji)

Theyre all streamers turn pro-gamers and are the most cocky bastard alive. The have never lose a single tournament ever since the game launched.

They got scouted by CTQ organizations from their stream when the game first launch

They fight each other for the second position on the leader board.

Note how i say second

Because someone with the in-game name KandyCat have the top position. Undefeated. Many have tried. But they cant even come close to thag ranking score

And goddamn did the 4 of them tried. They did a 1 week subathon with the sole purpose of tryna take the number 1 spot. They got their ass handed to them by said KandyCat in their solo rank games. So they temporarily gave up.

They always curios who this KandyCat is tho, becaude they are not a streamer, there are nothing about them on the internet beside the fact that theyre number one on the game leaderboard.

Over times, their curiosity and completitiveness against KandyCat before some sort of admiration and obsession. They really want to know who this person is and learn from them.

Now let's talk about when the team manager introduced you to them.

They thought you were their new assistant. They were expecting their last teamate would be another well known streamer or pro-player

The disbelief on their face when your manager said "this is y/n, she's your 5th member and also will be your in-game leader"

You almost let out a snicker

They threw a tantrum. That's for sure. Not cuz youre a girl. It's cuz theyre prideful as fuck

They cant fathom how a literal no body, someone they never heard of before, be their leader?!? Theyre literally the top 5 players of the game. Impossible. No. If leader is one of them, the rest will be bitter but they still relinquish. But their leader is someone they have never heard of before??? They wont stand for this

No. They refused "she can be our leader if she can beat all 4 of us in 1v1s" sukuna scoff and for the first time theyre all in agreement about something.

"Sure!" You said "let's make it more fun by placing a bet, whoever win get a wish from the loser"

Your manager, nanami, just sigh a long sigh and let yall duke it out on the game.

You logged into your account (y/n0nt0p) and gojo immediate poke fun of you "after this you should chsnge it to y/nthebottom"

They were all so confident. Already thinking of what their wish gonna be.

LOL MAN DID THEY GOT THEIR ASS HANDED TO THEM

They could not even land a shot on you

For the first time in their career they went negative on their Kill Death ratio. It was tragic. You were abusing mechanic they have never seen before. Taking angle they didnt know exist. Shooting through wall they didnt know were made out of paper.

They were floored

Complete. Utter. Defeated.

"How?" Toji, the last one to went against you, ask in disbelief.

" You surely dont think this is my main account right? I dont even have any cosmetic on here" you said with a smirk, hinting to them that this isnt the account you will be competing under.

Nanami let out another sign, he need painkiller after this "if you would let me finish introduced her before throwing a tantrum, you coulda save your pride." He said while shaking his head "y/n will be competing under an alias "KandyCat" or Cat, she specifically put in the contract that she does not want her identity to be out in the public including her appearance so----"

"KANDYCAT?!" Gojo shouted cutting nanami off once again.

"The. KandyCat??? Number one player on the leader board. That KandyCat?" Getou said, not believing his ears

Poor men.... theyre going thru so many shocking things in one day. It's like their word just got turned upside down.

Honestly, i havent thoughts about it after this but it would be fun to be like a choose your own adventure fic. Where they all fell head over heel for you over the course of the competitive season.

[aropride]

why do i have to get an associates in psychology they should give me a phd right now. becaude of my theories

[weirdthoughtsandideas]

You don’t realize how small Sweden is until you live in the 4th largest city in the country and yet you somehow magically know everyone your age. And not only that, but also their siblings, especially if you also have siblings the same age as their siblings. And their parents happen to have met your parents at work, even if they have different jobs, because they cross paths somehow.

The reason I thought about this is that my brother is in high school now, and he got home the high school catalogue showing all the students in all the schools in the city.

And he suddenly pointed out a girl that’s a year older than him, that I realized that I’ve known since she was a baby, because she is the younger sister of a boy that went to the same class as me in elementary school. Their family also used to be neighbors with my brother’s old child minder, and her daughter went to the same daycare as me.

And it’s crazy how the connections go, because suddenly a girl in my University class apparently went to the same school as me in middle school, but in the year above. In middle school, I had gone to a school in the middle of the city, meaning there were students from everywhere around. This meant I not only knew everyone from my own area, but also got some contacts from kids from other areas in the city.

And then coming to high school, it was like everyone I’ve known crossed over. At my school alone I saw practically half of the people I went to elementary AND middle school with, together with random people I knew in daycare or like. At a day camp I went to once when I was 7.

I even somehow know the name of the neighbor of my sister’s childhood best friend.

The funny thing about this is that when you meet new people, and they happened to live in an area or go to a school before, you can go ”oh! So you know this person?” and they’ll go ”yes!” And everyone seems to have stories about each other too. Everyone had totally different perceptions about each other, and this also makes me deeply curious what kind of perception I had on different people. Because I wasn’t really friends with a lot of people, but everyone still knows everyone’s name.

Some kids seem to be more known than others. There was one girl I was friends with in 6th-7th grade, and we later fell out due to arguing. And my mom told me after this that she had spoken to some moms at her work that this girl apparently was famous in girl mom circles because seemingly at every school or activity she had gone to, she had started out being super kind and nice to someone’s daughter, until she suddenly decided she didn’t want to be friends with them anymore and thought they were annoying when they tried to talk to her. So when my mom had mentioned she was my friend, they practically had warned her about this girl and how much drama she brought.

And the thing was, they were right. She was super fun and nice to hang with, until she suddenly decided you were annoying and wondered why you were so ”clingy”, making you more desperate for her approval becaude you thought you did something wrong, making her even more annoyed. But she was also… 12. Imagine being 12 and a bunch of adult girl moms have you as a warning example of who their daughters should not be friends with.

There was also a childhood bully of mine that switched schools after 2nd grade. He was quite the talk in my elementary school due to his behavior, and he was just as bad at his next school I found out by the people who went there. And then I RANDOMLY ENDED UP AT THE SAME CONFIRMATION CAMP AS HIM. Which was super awkward, but he had been super calmed down at that point. He also got himself a girlfriend there, and they are somehow still together. Not everyone gets together at 14 and is still together so this is amazing.

Anyway. This city is, as mentioned, one of the largest in the country. And yet it sometimes feels like a small ”everyone knows everyone” town.

[changbinsboobs]

im the anon from before: told ya in my chan observations "knowing chan and his tendencies for a victim-complex, pick me, delulu and stuff" bound to cause some issues in his personal relationships but also this is why lee know is my fave out of the two bro would not give two hoots compared to chan who seems always on edge, kinda not trouble maker but doesnt mind stirring the pot to make a mountain out of a molehill.

although I do blame their coddeling from the companies for their inability to have stable relationships because they cant seemingly get out of their own delulu bubble (mainly chan).

u know what im also glad for these readings for? bc it makes me less delulu about certain idols lmao, its weird because some idols i thought would have dreadful personalities or types do not and its the ones that i have suspicions of and chan was one of them mainly due to his overly unhealthy attachments to stay but now i still find him interesting i just dont know if i would date him? yaknow? i think sometimes an idol having very very specific ideals can limit their overal perspective in dating bc theyre not really seeing someone for their personality or their natural charms or anything else its literally all about other attributes that they maybe look too much into and not giving some others enough chance becaude if u only look on the outside u never going to see ppl in different way, its very concieted. like what if chan met someone who fitted the appearsnce he wanted but they also had toxic behaviours or would just use him? he would still prolly date that person. im sure the girl he was with was lovely but no one wants to babysit a grown man. period. he actually gives manchild vibes no fr

honestly if anything i dont want him to be defamed cause she may or may not use it against him even if she sign nda but if hes that toxic it may very well backfire even further. i think he would be better more as friend material than romantic but he said he wanted family as well in snother reading. bro got a lot of growth to do before any of that

i hope other stay who maybe too deluded to see thru his behaviour i hope they somehow learn abt it thru readings cause itd suck to put so much attention and for it to all be unhealthy and shit

So first things first - my personal opinion is that nowadays there's just s HUGE gap between men and women in terms of being a a well rounded, capable, mature human being. Sadly. And so i i wouldn't necessarily put the blame on the companies but rather just on the guy himself - at the end of the day he chose that path and no matter what ur environment is you can still learn and choose to be well rounded human being - like thats on u bro🥲and i also do see him as a man child, sry not sry. Ive noticed that for a very long while actually and i think he knows that on some level too and thats part of the reason why he pushes that "taking care of y'all" image on himself so mich to try and make up for what he on the inside knows that he lacks.

And i think too he would date someone for SURE that he finds attractive but knows they're toxic cuz lets be honest - lots of people do😂 some people just crave toxicity and some people are toxic themselves and like attracts like.

Also i don't think the situation is that bad for him to be defamed - as i said i think the whole thing was much bigger in his perception than it probably was for the girl. I don't think he was toxic to the extent where he would be hurting anyone other than himself. In fact i think his toxic is rather embarrassing than hurtful. Its the type where you just sit there in shock and wonder how someone like him, with a certain image, status, money, power even, life experience etc - can act and be so immature and cringey. I think he could also be someone that would be kinda gaslighting but not out of malice but rather because he's just too sensitive and cant regulate his emotions so well hence why he can't really grasp the situation in a right way. But thats as far as it gets.

As negative as readings like that might sound im actually happy to read on energy like that because as you sed it helps delude people a bit and also just plain shows you a persons bad side (which we all have) and makes them much more human. And the best part - i would much rather stan an idol thats a manchild and is just a bit cringey, than stanning an abuser and not knowing it. That way you at least know his red flacks aren't THAT type of RED iykwim...👀

[livteracts]

were going to ignore the fact that it took me so long to refind your account becaude i couldnt be asked to search it up so i had to read the whole of your navigation on fushigurus to refind it you fucker i actuelly hate you UN FUCKING BLOCK ME RIGHT NOW THIS IDNT FAIR WATH OUT BRO WATCH. JUST XZTCH I L’OW I KEEP SAYING WATCH BUT JUST oh hey

in hindsight this is very funny

[erumai-maadu]

Hiiiii here I am for the WIP game *O*

Of course I have to ask about “tenten gets the sakura fix-it fic treatment”! But I’m also interested by “tenten and hiraishin rewrite” (I had to google it and now I need to know more about your ideas)

But like, the Tenten and Sasuke friendship also tickles my curiosity bzibgiuebguizbeig (look at me asking about all the Tenten focused fics without any shame)

HIIIII YUKI!!! LOL I love that, please continue to yell at me about our girl tenten she’s the best fr fr.

‘tenten gets the sakura fix-it fic treatment’ is a tenten time-travel fic! much like a lot of sakura fics, tenten gets sent back in time to the past to change things, namely neji’s death and the Hyuuga Clan’s issues that continue on unchecked.

For a little twist, Tenten doesnt fully remember that she has, in fact, time traveled, so instead she gets flashes of memories she shouldn’t have, inadvertently changing situations becaude she knows what’s going to happen, but it takes her a while to realize that she has time traveled. this one is gonna be another longfic and I’m so excited to write it eventually.

tenten and hiraishin rewrite is gonna be my redo of the longfic I wanted to write of tenten learning minato’s iconic jutsu (and sealing in general). I have a lot of better ideas this time around for tenten’s backstory and a better characterization for her, plus more moments with genma, and while a lot of the ideas are still the same, it’s going to be better this time around (i hope), and with much more of a solid plot.

the tenten and sasuke fic was asked about by jaysen too, so i’ll answer that in their ask right after this one!

thank you for asking abt my silly little WIPs!!

WIP Ask Game

[troybarnesbabygirlconfirmed]

No pressure but is there a reason you've become less active here?

okg yes ok let me explain….

it’s not becaude i have lost interest in community it’s bexause i have lost Time. i am currently on exec board of like four organizations, im in a sorority (WHY WHY WHY), a law fraternity, an a cappella group, two theatre groups, im the graphic designer and ambassador of my major’s department, i work as an independent contractor where i design websites and make various videos of me literally just tlaking., and ive also fully loaded up my credits and am taking classes over winter and summer breaks so i can graduate after my third year and do the lsat and apply to law schools in my gap year. im also the lead in two shows right now which is certainly a lot. but hamlet’s over!

tldr im insanely busy!! i need to be better about keeping up with tumblr and doimg stuff guys im sorry

but good news tomorrow starts thanksgiving break and that is a whole week of me being a little bit free :3

anyways thank u for noticing and asking :) i promise im not leaving !!

[lazskum]

wilson x reader fanfiction becaude im deranged

You’d been on this terrifying Island for a good year now. Something about it made you want to look, even though you’d known for a while this place didn’t have one other person on it. Every single inch more, you’d hoped that there was someone just beyond the tree line, just over that hill, through that grass, but there was never anything. It was always empty, just more landscape to cover. And yet you still walked the miles and discovered the world around you. After another unsuccessful trip, you returned to your base and sat down next to the fire pit. It was getting dark, and you were hungry. As you glumly pulled out a spare morsel and started to cook it, you heard movement nearby. Your head perked up and you grabbed a spear, hoping it was a kolefant. But as you approached, you heard something you thought you’d never hear.

Another persons voice.

“Dang brambles-! oh, this is so unsightly, i do hope nobody else sees me in such a state-“

A young man in his early thirties appeared from out of the shrubbery, at the end of your spear. He jumped back a little and held his hands up slowly, an awkward smile appearing on his face.

“Haha, seems like you’re a little…on edge?”

He gulped as you pushed the spear closer and looked him over to make sure you weren’t dreaming. He wore a red cardigan with a white collared shirt visible underneath, a set of black gloves going all the way from his shoulders to the bases of his fingers. His hair was wild and untamed, filled with leaves and sticks. He was also injured and half-starved, his gaze drifting to the fire as he drooled a little.

“Uhm…I don’t mean to interrupt, but that meat smells simply amazing…”

You shake your head and pull the spear back. You sign and ask for his name. The man looked confused so you mouthed it to him. “Oh, my name! Sorry, I didn’t realise you were mute. My name is Wilson Percival Higgusbury, Gentleman Scientist and Survivor…Well, not extraordinare, but i’d say pretty good. Now, about that meat…?” You nodded and he slowly walked to the fire, before grabbing the hot meat and biting into it like an animal. It wasn’t really any of your concern as you dumped another log onto the fire and pushed it in a little with the end of your spear. You looked at him again and asked for where he came from.

“Hm…I come from Britain, the centre of enlightenment at the moment. They’re very keen on bills, you know, and their advancements are certainly fascinating.” He said through several mouthfuls of meat. As you got up, he continued to talk at you, something about science. You didn’t really care. You found a few spare spider glands and asked him to show where he was injured. “Injured? Oh, just my arm. Don’t tell me you’re going to-“ Without any indication of being about to do so, you grabbed his arm and rolled down his gloves. Then you squeezed the glands into his cut and rubbed. Wilson yelped and covered his mouth with his hand, watching as you continued to apply more glands until his skin healed over. “Amazing! I must write this down, somewhere…” He grabbed a notebook and began to pencil in some words. Again, none of your concern, though you glimpsed the title and it made you smirk.

‘Wilson’s book of wonders’. Certainly sounded like a smash hit. You looked up at the sky whilst it slowly turned to a nice, orange colour. “How long have you been here for, erm…?” You mimed a year. “And your name?” You shrug. You tell him you don’t bother with names, since you haven’t been around people for so long. “…Right..Hey, I’m still hungry, got anymore morsels?” Hesitating for just a moment, you considered if you should lie or not. You didn’t really want this stranger to just take all your food. But checking the fridge revealed you didn’t have to and you shook your head no.

“Then…why don’t we catch some rabbits?”

You blinked. Rabbits, right. You’d forgotten that those were a viable source of food since you’d stuck to hunting or farming. You nod and Wilson excitedly took out some traps and started to run to the nearest rabbit hole, setting one up and standing back to watch. Actually, he was just watching. He stared at the hole, waiting. You were confused. Why wasn’t he just going off somewhere else? As you watched, a rabbit slowly inched closer to the trap. Wilson tensed and spring forward, grabbing the rabbit and promptly killing it. You blinked. Then you asked him why he didn’t jsut let the rabbit go in the trap.

“Because they don’t always go in! They always get tempted, though, and then if you jump and hit them they die. It’s easy once you get a hand of it.” Curious, you peered down the rabbit hole. Not too far away was a small collection of rabbit holes, so you wandered over and watched as the rabbits ran away and hid. Wilson followed and watched you. “What are you going to-“ You shoved your hands down the rabbit holes, grabbing rabbits and smacking them against the floor to make them unconscious. Some of your hand poked out the other side of their connecting tunnels, and by the end of it you’d managed to harvest 32 sets of morsels. Wilson laughed a little and made sure to collect them all

“…You said you don’t have a name, right?”

You nod.

“How about…Warren? Cuz you love to put your hands in them!”

You consider the name, and then nod, smiling slightly.

Warren it is.

[wackyattack]

hi! i really liked/appreciated your addition to that post abt the harmful metals being found in tampons, and you seem very knowledgeable of the range of reusable options. if its not too much trouble, i was curious if you had a disc/cup brand or shape recommendation for trans ppl like myself who uh... really have zero desire to be getting more intimate with my body than id like?

maybe its just bc of how they were marketed when i first saw them in high school, but i feel like a lot of ads repeated the "really get to ~know~ your vagina" mantra, and it completely turned me off to them conceptually. but pads are a sensory nightmare, and id like to live past 50. so i'm a little desperate for a reusable option that doesnt make me want to crawl out of my own skin...

sorry if this is an odd question to get out of the blue! from your tags, it sounded like youve actually given a lot of these a personal test run, and a lot of sources for mainstream recs dont take dysphoria into account, usually.

Yeah totally! I'm not going to lie to you, I'll do my best to answer but take everything I say with a grain of salt as I don't know what will/won't be comfortable for you!! Also I wouldn't stress too much about whatever product you are using now killing you!

That being said, I would say that using a disc would probably be better than a cup because it requires less of an,,, intimate experience? Although that may depend on your body and how everything lays. But because it can be pulled out using the string or loop you don't have to get as involved in the removal process. I have tried the diva disc and really like it but the lumma discs have a linger string that can be trimmed to a comfortable length after you gave used it for a cycle or two. The hello disc is also a good one to look at for having a good length of stem, but it has ladder loops that while not as long, will be easier to grab and remove. I would also try out the flex disposables to get an idea of whether a disc would work best for you!

Lumma is having a sale right now that is buy one get one free, and because they have different siz options for a cup if you decide to get that it may be best to get a medium and a large! I would say a small would be for if you are a young young teen, or just a very small person.

If you are wanting a cup, there is the flex cup which has a stem that actually can be pulled on to remove the cup unlike other cups, so that could be an option as well! I have not personally tried it, but it could be something to look at!

I will say though with either of the options (that is a disc or cup) there is a higher level of involvement when it comes to inserting it when compared with a tampon. (There are some cup/disc applicators on the market that make it so you can put in a cup similar to a tampon by leading it in the applicator, but for using them for a cup it still requires some involvement, but I can send you somethings about that if you want!) (Becaude

To be able to find a cup, I would really recommend knowing roughly the height of your cervix, but I totally understand that that may not be something you want to do.

Sorry if this is not super helpful, but feel free to reach out with any other questions or if this didn't make sense let me know haha

[spicana]

can I request angsty ff where geto and his gf never had an official breakup after geto joined the bad side. fmc is a sorcerer too so when geto attack the school fmc was sent to help yuuta. she plead him to stop but he doesn’t and his technique accidentally kills her when she suddenly jump out of nowhere to protect yuuta. he’s regret it and flee from the school & the canon — gojo kill geto happen. geto confessed to gojo about him killing her & wish to be buried beside her(this depends on you whether it suit or not to include) ty in advance 💗💗💗💗

hello!! this is a great idea again. i'll try to post this maximum by the next two-weeks, becaude right now i have to study for english, french and maths. if you haven't seen it yet, this is added on my to-do list that i describe what will be on that ff. if it's not what you meant, just text me again saying what it truly is. have a nice day!

[goosetalks]

thank you to the “Straight, White, Christian Appearing” man who showed up on my reels for giving me a revelation (one that’s quite obvious but still made me have it).

i’m hispanic but that’s never someone’s first thought from when they look at me. i understand why that is, i’m as pale as a ghost, my hair has long lost it’s curls and none of my features are distinctly latino looking. i’m very proud of my latin background so i would feel embarrassed for not being able to display that in my appearance. and i still am. but i know how “lucky” i am to look white, especially now, but it never occured to me that i could use that to my advantage.

so many people are getting hurt, getting discriminated, disrespected and violated, regardless of if they’re immigrants or not because of the way they look. i’ve had the misfortune of encountering some extreme Right Wing people who are PEOPLE OF COLOR stating that they aren’t scared of what Trump is doing becaude they know that they’re legal. Guess fucking what? If the only thing that man cared about was documents then he would’ve stopped a long time ago. he wouldn’t be ripping families apart, his lackeys (ICE) wouldn’t have attacked a FUCKING US SENATOR if that were the case.

your status in this country doesn’t matter to him, if you’re just the slightest bit too dark, too exotic looking, you could be his next target.

so now, i’m determined to use my appearance to help others. if, god forbid, the people around me are faced by racists and bigotry, i’ll try my beat to fight since i look like the Other Side. bigots are kinder when they see someone with their “ideal” features and god doesn’t this sound like fucking Germany in the 1940s all over again.

[minerrvas]

this might just be me, but i've noticed a trend of people consuming tv/films just for the sake of consuming them rather than actually genuinely wanting to watch them. or maybe i'm projecting?

i just get the vibe that sometimes people just want to be watching something, anything, no matter what it is, rather than not watching anything. and i get it/i don't want to judge, though at the same time, i don't experience this personally/have always felt the pressure to watch more becaude everybody else seems to be doing it.

idk, i just always feel overwhelmed when it comes to this, this pressure to consume more, but i like being very selective about what i watch and consume and when and where. i have to be in a specific mood to watch xyz films, and i also have a lot of criteria that make me easily not want to watch something because it doesn't fit them.

like, if something is too sexist, and a big fucking lot of media falls into this, the vast fucking majority, it's fucking horrifying and horrible and extremely isolating, especially when other people don't see or acknowledge it or care (especially men).

like, being precious with my time and energy. no, i'm not gonna watch this just because it's popular or a classic or a trend or trending on tumblr. it needs to resonate with me, where i'm at in my life right now, needs to resonate with my current wants and needs. otherwise i'm not watching it.

because if i do, it's a matter of "i watch this because i should", not because i actually fucking want to. the choice and differentiation between these two... is really fucking hard.