#me right now becaude

[gorillaxyz]

it actually hurts in ways you couldnt imagine

[walking-circles]

i actually want to kms now

[dragons-and-yellow-roses]

Just heard The Moon Will Sing by The Crane Wives and I'm UNWELL

[thornedswan]

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[meo-on-prairie]

Pro-gamer!Gojo, Geto, Sukuna, and Toji

Writing this on my phone because life been putting me thru a meat grinder and i dont have the time to write an actual fic so i'mma ramble about the fic i been writing in my head when i dissociated

Imagine e-sport AU JJK

Youre a girl that's joining a 5 members first person shooter esport team call Curse Technique (CTQ) cuz women respresantation in esport fucking damn it

Your teammates are Gojo (Sixeyes), Geto (spiriteater), Sukuna (malevolent), and Toji (topji)

Theyre all streamers turn pro-gamers and are the most cocky bastard alive. The have never lose a single tournament ever since the game launched.

They got scouted by CTQ organizations from their stream when the game first launch

They fight each other for the second position on the leader board.

Note how i say second

Because someone with the in-game name KandyCat have the top position. Undefeated. Many have tried. But they cant even come close to thag ranking score

And goddamn did the 4 of them tried. They did a 1 week subathon with the sole purpose of tryna take the number 1 spot. They got their ass handed to them by said KandyCat in their solo rank games. So they temporarily gave up.

They always curios who this KandyCat is tho, becaude they are not a streamer, there are nothing about them on the internet beside the fact that theyre number one on the game leaderboard.

Over times, their curiosity and completitiveness against KandyCat before some sort of admiration and obsession. They really want to know who this person is and learn from them.

Now let's talk about when the team manager introduced you to them.

They thought you were their new assistant. They were expecting their last teamate would be another well known streamer or pro-player

The disbelief on their face when your manager said "this is y/n, she's your 5th member and also will be your in-game leader"

You almost let out a snicker

They threw a tantrum. That's for sure. Not cuz youre a girl. It's cuz theyre prideful as fuck

They cant fathom how a literal no body, someone they never heard of before, be their leader?!? Theyre literally the top 5 players of the game. Impossible. No. If leader is one of them, the rest will be bitter but they still relinquish. But their leader is someone they have never heard of before??? They wont stand for this

No. They refused "she can be our leader if she can beat all 4 of us in 1v1s" sukuna scoff and for the first time theyre all in agreement about something.

"Sure!" You said "let's make it more fun by placing a bet, whoever win get a wish from the loser"

Your manager, nanami, just sigh a long sigh and let yall duke it out on the game.

You logged into your account (y/n0nt0p) and gojo immediate poke fun of you "after this you should chsnge it to y/nthebottom"

They were all so confident. Already thinking of what their wish gonna be.

LOL MAN DID THEY GOT THEIR ASS HANDED TO THEM

They could not even land a shot on you

For the first time in their career they went negative on their Kill Death ratio. It was tragic. You were abusing mechanic they have never seen before. Taking angle they didnt know exist. Shooting through wall they didnt know were made out of paper.

They were floored

Complete. Utter. Defeated.

"How?" Toji, the last one to went against you, ask in disbelief.

" You surely dont think this is my main account right? I dont even have any cosmetic on here" you said with a smirk, hinting to them that this isnt the account you will be competing under.

Nanami let out another sign, he need painkiller after this "if you would let me finish introduced her before throwing a tantrum, you coulda save your pride." He said while shaking his head "y/n will be competing under an alias "KandyCat" or Cat, she specifically put in the contract that she does not want her identity to be out in the public including her appearance so----"

"KANDYCAT?!" Gojo shouted cutting nanami off once again.

"The. KandyCat??? Number one player on the leader board. That KandyCat?" Getou said, not believing his ears

Poor men.... theyre going thru so many shocking things in one day. It's like their word just got turned upside down.

Honestly, i havent thoughts about it after this but it would be fun to be like a choose your own adventure fic. Where they all fell head over heel for you over the course of the competitive season.

[aropride]

why do i have to get an associates in psychology they should give me a phd right now. becaude of my theories

[yonemurishiroku]

If I said no then someone killed me and replaced me with a fake me from another mirror dimension.

Do you guys like my writing?

[changbinsboobs]

im the anon from before: told ya in my chan observations "knowing chan and his tendencies for a victim-complex, pick me, delulu and stuff" bound to cause some issues in his personal relationships but also this is why lee know is my fave out of the two bro would not give two hoots compared to chan who seems always on edge, kinda not trouble maker but doesnt mind stirring the pot to make a mountain out of a molehill.

although I do blame their coddeling from the companies for their inability to have stable relationships because they cant seemingly get out of their own delulu bubble (mainly chan).

u know what im also glad for these readings for? bc it makes me less delulu about certain idols lmao, its weird because some idols i thought would have dreadful personalities or types do not and its the ones that i have suspicions of and chan was one of them mainly due to his overly unhealthy attachments to stay but now i still find him interesting i just dont know if i would date him? yaknow? i think sometimes an idol having very very specific ideals can limit their overal perspective in dating bc theyre not really seeing someone for their personality or their natural charms or anything else its literally all about other attributes that they maybe look too much into and not giving some others enough chance becaude if u only look on the outside u never going to see ppl in different way, its very concieted. like what if chan met someone who fitted the appearsnce he wanted but they also had toxic behaviours or would just use him? he would still prolly date that person. im sure the girl he was with was lovely but no one wants to babysit a grown man. period. he actually gives manchild vibes no fr

honestly if anything i dont want him to be defamed cause she may or may not use it against him even if she sign nda but if hes that toxic it may very well backfire even further. i think he would be better more as friend material than romantic but he said he wanted family as well in snother reading. bro got a lot of growth to do before any of that

i hope other stay who maybe too deluded to see thru his behaviour i hope they somehow learn abt it thru readings cause itd suck to put so much attention and for it to all be unhealthy and shit

So first things first - my personal opinion is that nowadays there's just s HUGE gap between men and women in terms of being a a well rounded, capable, mature human being. Sadly. And so i i wouldn't necessarily put the blame on the companies but rather just on the guy himself - at the end of the day he chose that path and no matter what ur environment is you can still learn and choose to be well rounded human being - like thats on u bro🥲and i also do see him as a man child, sry not sry. Ive noticed that for a very long while actually and i think he knows that on some level too and thats part of the reason why he pushes that "taking care of y'all" image on himself so mich to try and make up for what he on the inside knows that he lacks.

And i think too he would date someone for SURE that he finds attractive but knows they're toxic cuz lets be honest - lots of people do😂 some people just crave toxicity and some people are toxic themselves and like attracts like.

Also i don't think the situation is that bad for him to be defamed - as i said i think the whole thing was much bigger in his perception than it probably was for the girl. I don't think he was toxic to the extent where he would be hurting anyone other than himself. In fact i think his toxic is rather embarrassing than hurtful. Its the type where you just sit there in shock and wonder how someone like him, with a certain image, status, money, power even, life experience etc - can act and be so immature and cringey. I think he could also be someone that would be kinda gaslighting but not out of malice but rather because he's just too sensitive and cant regulate his emotions so well hence why he can't really grasp the situation in a right way. But thats as far as it gets.

As negative as readings like that might sound im actually happy to read on energy like that because as you sed it helps delude people a bit and also just plain shows you a persons bad side (which we all have) and makes them much more human. And the best part - i would much rather stan an idol thats a manchild and is just a bit cringey, than stanning an abuser and not knowing it. That way you at least know his red flacks aren't THAT type of RED iykwim...👀

[troybarnesbabygirlconfirmed]

No pressure but is there a reason you've become less active here?

okg yes ok let me explain….

it’s not becaude i have lost interest in community it’s bexause i have lost Time. i am currently on exec board of like four organizations, im in a sorority (WHY WHY WHY), a law fraternity, an a cappella group, two theatre groups, im the graphic designer and ambassador of my major’s department, i work as an independent contractor where i design websites and make various videos of me literally just tlaking., and ive also fully loaded up my credits and am taking classes over winter and summer breaks so i can graduate after my third year and do the lsat and apply to law schools in my gap year. im also the lead in two shows right now which is certainly a lot. but hamlet’s over!

tldr im insanely busy!! i need to be better about keeping up with tumblr and doimg stuff guys im sorry

but good news tomorrow starts thanksgiving break and that is a whole week of me being a little bit free :3

anyways thank u for noticing and asking :) i promise im not leaving !!

[love4nova]

Can i req a fic with Yuri? Any scenario you want :)

𝐅𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐍𝐃𝐒 — yuri

genre: angst

cw: gn!reader

notes: leave more requests guys !

you acted like you never noticed yuri staring at you from afar, but you most definitely did. It honestly was surprising. you never were really that popular, so youd never expect anyone to be so focused on you.

it was only a few days since a girl named nanno transferred to the school before another girl named yuri had transferred aswell. two new students in the same month really made them the talk of the school.

before you even said a word to nanno, yuri had always been sneaking glances at you. she never came up to talk to you, though.

it became worse when you started to hang around nanno. yuri wouldnt stop staring. even when you looked directly at her, she never looked away. infact, she smiled.

you didnt really care when she had suddenly gained her staring problem at first, but you started to get a little creeped out when her stares turned into glares. she would even stare at you more intensely whenever you were near nanno.

you guessed that the two girls didnt like eachother, but you werent really sure why. it wasnt even actually your business anyway, so you never asked nanno about it. you just chose to ignore it and hoped the dirty looks would stop.

one day at lunch, you were sitting alone and nanno was nowhere to be found. she was in all the classes earlier, so you wondered why she had disappeared.

“nannos not who you think she is.”

you looked up at the person speaking to you, realizing it was yuri. “oh, hey yuri.” you furrowed your eyebrows. “what do you mean by that?”

yuri smiled. “ive known her way longer than you. shes not a good person. at all.”

“uhm.. alright, thanks for letting me know…” you were confused. the first time yuri talked to you, it was to say that? you knew yuri didnt like the girl but you didnt think she would try and get rid of her friendships too.

you soon realized that it was the perfect opportunity to ask her about her not so subtle staring. “hey.. may i ask why you always stare at me?”

yuri wasnt surprised you asked that. she actually expected it. “oh, well i just wanted to be friends with you?”

you noticed how yuris voice sounded unsure, what you didnt notice is the reason for it. yuri was very unsure of her feeling towards you. she knew she felt jealousy whenever she saw you with nanno, but she also didnt exactly understand the reason for it.

she also definitely didnt want to take the time to evaluate her feelings fully either, becaude then that would mean she needs to face what she felt about you. she was confused and she didnt want it clarified.

she was worried that if she did get clarity on all these emotions she feels for you, she would get the answer of love. the one thing she didnt need right now.

not knowing about any of yuris ulterior feeling, yiur face lit up as you nodded. “i would love to be your friend!” you pushed the bad feeling you got to the back of your mind and ignored the feeling of unease you got whenever yuri had stared at you before. atleast you got a new friend!

friend.

yuri knew thats not all she wanted to be, but its what she settled for. she cant handle love, and she wasnt sure when she would be able to.

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[lazskum]

wilson x reader fanfiction becaude im deranged

You’d been on this terrifying Island for a good year now. Something about it made you want to look, even though you’d known for a while this place didn’t have one other person on it. Every single inch more, you’d hoped that there was someone just beyond the tree line, just over that hill, through that grass, but there was never anything. It was always empty, just more landscape to cover. And yet you still walked the miles and discovered the world around you. After another unsuccessful trip, you returned to your base and sat down next to the fire pit. It was getting dark, and you were hungry. As you glumly pulled out a spare morsel and started to cook it, you heard movement nearby. Your head perked up and you grabbed a spear, hoping it was a kolefant. But as you approached, you heard something you thought you’d never hear.

Another persons voice.

“Dang brambles-! oh, this is so unsightly, i do hope nobody else sees me in such a state-“

A young man in his early thirties appeared from out of the shrubbery, at the end of your spear. He jumped back a little and held his hands up slowly, an awkward smile appearing on his face.

“Haha, seems like you’re a little…on edge?”

He gulped as you pushed the spear closer and looked him over to make sure you weren’t dreaming. He wore a red cardigan with a white collared shirt visible underneath, a set of black gloves going all the way from his shoulders to the bases of his fingers. His hair was wild and untamed, filled with leaves and sticks. He was also injured and half-starved, his gaze drifting to the fire as he drooled a little.

“Uhm…I don’t mean to interrupt, but that meat smells simply amazing…”

You shake your head and pull the spear back. You sign and ask for his name. The man looked confused so you mouthed it to him. “Oh, my name! Sorry, I didn’t realise you were mute. My name is Wilson Percival Higgusbury, Gentleman Scientist and Survivor…Well, not extraordinare, but i’d say pretty good. Now, about that meat…?” You nodded and he slowly walked to the fire, before grabbing the hot meat and biting into it like an animal. It wasn’t really any of your concern as you dumped another log onto the fire and pushed it in a little with the end of your spear. You looked at him again and asked for where he came from.

“Hm…I come from Britain, the centre of enlightenment at the moment. They’re very keen on bills, you know, and their advancements are certainly fascinating.” He said through several mouthfuls of meat. As you got up, he continued to talk at you, something about science. You didn’t really care. You found a few spare spider glands and asked him to show where he was injured. “Injured? Oh, just my arm. Don’t tell me you’re going to-“ Without any indication of being about to do so, you grabbed his arm and rolled down his gloves. Then you squeezed the glands into his cut and rubbed. Wilson yelped and covered his mouth with his hand, watching as you continued to apply more glands until his skin healed over. “Amazing! I must write this down, somewhere…” He grabbed a notebook and began to pencil in some words. Again, none of your concern, though you glimpsed the title and it made you smirk.

‘Wilson’s book of wonders’. Certainly sounded like a smash hit. You looked up at the sky whilst it slowly turned to a nice, orange colour. “How long have you been here for, erm…?” You mimed a year. “And your name?” You shrug. You tell him you don’t bother with names, since you haven’t been around people for so long. “…Right..Hey, I’m still hungry, got anymore morsels?” Hesitating for just a moment, you considered if you should lie or not. You didn’t really want this stranger to just take all your food. But checking the fridge revealed you didn’t have to and you shook your head no.

“Then…why don’t we catch some rabbits?”

You blinked. Rabbits, right. You’d forgotten that those were a viable source of food since you’d stuck to hunting or farming. You nod and Wilson excitedly took out some traps and started to run to the nearest rabbit hole, setting one up and standing back to watch. Actually, he was just watching. He stared at the hole, waiting. You were confused. Why wasn’t he just going off somewhere else? As you watched, a rabbit slowly inched closer to the trap. Wilson tensed and spring forward, grabbing the rabbit and promptly killing it. You blinked. Then you asked him why he didn’t jsut let the rabbit go in the trap.

“Because they don’t always go in! They always get tempted, though, and then if you jump and hit them they die. It’s easy once you get a hand of it.” Curious, you peered down the rabbit hole. Not too far away was a small collection of rabbit holes, so you wandered over and watched as the rabbits ran away and hid. Wilson followed and watched you. “What are you going to-“ You shoved your hands down the rabbit holes, grabbing rabbits and smacking them against the floor to make them unconscious. Some of your hand poked out the other side of their connecting tunnels, and by the end of it you’d managed to harvest 32 sets of morsels. Wilson laughed a little and made sure to collect them all

“…You said you don’t have a name, right?”

You nod.

“How about…Warren? Cuz you love to put your hands in them!”

You consider the name, and then nod, smiling slightly.

Warren it is.

[weirdthoughtsandideas]

You don’t realize how small Sweden is until you live in the 4th largest city in the country and yet you somehow magically know everyone your age. And not only that, but also their siblings, especially if you also have siblings the same age as their siblings. And their parents happen to have met your parents at work, even if they have different jobs, because they cross paths somehow.

The reason I thought about this is that my brother is in high school now, and he got home the high school catalogue showing all the students in all the schools in the city.

And he suddenly pointed out a girl that’s a year older than him, that I realized that I’ve known since she was a baby, because she is the younger sister of a boy that went to the same class as me in elementary school. Their family also used to be neighbors with my brother’s old child minder, and her daughter went to the same daycare as me.

And it’s crazy how the connections go, because suddenly a girl in my University class apparently went to the same school as me in middle school, but in the year above. In middle school, I had gone to a school in the middle of the city, meaning there were students from everywhere around. This meant I not only knew everyone from my own area, but also got some contacts from kids from other areas in the city.

And then coming to high school, it was like everyone I’ve known crossed over. At my school alone I saw practically half of the people I went to elementary AND middle school with, together with random people I knew in daycare or like. At a day camp I went to once when I was 7.

I even somehow know the name of the neighbor of my sister’s childhood best friend.

The funny thing about this is that when you meet new people, and they happened to live in an area or go to a school before, you can go ”oh! So you know this person?” and they’ll go ”yes!” And everyone seems to have stories about each other too. Everyone had totally different perceptions about each other, and this also makes me deeply curious what kind of perception I had on different people. Because I wasn’t really friends with a lot of people, but everyone still knows everyone’s name.

Some kids seem to be more known than others. There was one girl I was friends with in 6th-7th grade, and we later fell out due to arguing. And my mom told me after this that she had spoken to some moms at her work that this girl apparently was famous in girl mom circles because seemingly at every school or activity she had gone to, she had started out being super kind and nice to someone’s daughter, until she suddenly decided she didn’t want to be friends with them anymore and thought they were annoying when they tried to talk to her. So when my mom had mentioned she was my friend, they practically had warned her about this girl and how much drama she brought.

And the thing was, they were right. She was super fun and nice to hang with, until she suddenly decided you were annoying and wondered why you were so ”clingy”, making you more desperate for her approval becaude you thought you did something wrong, making her even more annoyed. But she was also… 12. Imagine being 12 and a bunch of adult girl moms have you as a warning example of who their daughters should not be friends with.

There was also a childhood bully of mine that switched schools after 2nd grade. He was quite the talk in my elementary school due to his behavior, and he was just as bad at his next school I found out by the people who went there. And then I RANDOMLY ENDED UP AT THE SAME CONFIRMATION CAMP AS HIM. Which was super awkward, but he had been super calmed down at that point. He also got himself a girlfriend there, and they are somehow still together. Not everyone gets together at 14 and is still together so this is amazing.

Anyway. This city is, as mentioned, one of the largest in the country. And yet it sometimes feels like a small ”everyone knows everyone” town.

[caoimhe-from-hoenn]

I havent slept

Been talking to the cops

Cw blood and guts whatever the fuck

A guy broke into my apartment last night and tried to knock me out/fucking kill me/idfk/take bamboo away. He had some stupid sparkly insignia, im pretty sure its a variant of the glimmer logo. He did demand that i hand over bamboo and i said no, go fuck your mother, get out of my house

And he came at me with some kind of cane mace and i panicked and he sent his shiny Haxorus at me and. Bamboo was right there, I don't call her to her ball at home and i pointed at the haxorus and told her to giga drain it

And i must have missed becaude I was pretty drunk because CANNON WENT FOR THE INTRUDER instead of his mon and i had to call my other Pokemon over to help not get murdered

And it took a moment tobstop the haxorus but it escapedband CANNON WAS STILL FUCKING GIGA DRAINING THE GUY AND I FORGOT THAT SHE DOESNT RESPOND TO HER NAME SO SHE NAY HAVE GIGA DRAINED HIM TOO HARD

guy's alive. In a coma so we can't ask him shit. Bamboo is with the rangers right now. I might have to ftake up some of your lawyer offers. Im not sleeping at my apartment tonight, im sleeping at Kris's. Gym will still be open on the recorded days this week, I just wonr be around till Thursday

Idk if ill be able to sleep tbh

[wackyattack]

hi! i really liked/appreciated your addition to that post abt the harmful metals being found in tampons, and you seem very knowledgeable of the range of reusable options. if its not too much trouble, i was curious if you had a disc/cup brand or shape recommendation for trans ppl like myself who uh... really have zero desire to be getting more intimate with my body than id like?

maybe its just bc of how they were marketed when i first saw them in high school, but i feel like a lot of ads repeated the "really get to ~know~ your vagina" mantra, and it completely turned me off to them conceptually. but pads are a sensory nightmare, and id like to live past 50. so i'm a little desperate for a reusable option that doesnt make me want to crawl out of my own skin...

sorry if this is an odd question to get out of the blue! from your tags, it sounded like youve actually given a lot of these a personal test run, and a lot of sources for mainstream recs dont take dysphoria into account, usually.

Yeah totally! I'm not going to lie to you, I'll do my best to answer but take everything I say with a grain of salt as I don't know what will/won't be comfortable for you!! Also I wouldn't stress too much about whatever product you are using now killing you!

That being said, I would say that using a disc would probably be better than a cup because it requires less of an,,, intimate experience? Although that may depend on your body and how everything lays. But because it can be pulled out using the string or loop you don't have to get as involved in the removal process. I have tried the diva disc and really like it but the lumma discs have a linger string that can be trimmed to a comfortable length after you gave used it for a cycle or two. The hello disc is also a good one to look at for having a good length of stem, but it has ladder loops that while not as long, will be easier to grab and remove. I would also try out the flex disposables to get an idea of whether a disc would work best for you!

Lumma is having a sale right now that is buy one get one free, and because they have different siz options for a cup if you decide to get that it may be best to get a medium and a large! I would say a small would be for if you are a young young teen, or just a very small person.

If you are wanting a cup, there is the flex cup which has a stem that actually can be pulled on to remove the cup unlike other cups, so that could be an option as well! I have not personally tried it, but it could be something to look at!

I will say though with either of the options (that is a disc or cup) there is a higher level of involvement when it comes to inserting it when compared with a tampon. (There are some cup/disc applicators on the market that make it so you can put in a cup similar to a tampon by leading it in the applicator, but for using them for a cup it still requires some involvement, but I can send you somethings about that if you want!) (Becaude

To be able to find a cup, I would really recommend knowing roughly the height of your cervix, but I totally understand that that may not be something you want to do.

Sorry if this is not super helpful, but feel free to reach out with any other questions or if this didn't make sense let me know haha

[1800titz]

I think I’m a little too obsessed with writing TDIAG right now, becaude I decided to update the little banners in the chapters and I made a bunch of them 😳 I have to say that none of this art belongs to me ! (except the mask. I drew the mask. And I added the little hearts onto the bracelet because it’s THE bracelet!) Anyways I have so much fun with this story

[anantaru]

I just wanna reward kaveh for being such a selfless person by letting him be selfish and puns into me 😩

kaveh gets all excited when you tell me that it‘s okay, that he can use you until fully satisfied <3 is he dreaming right now? becaude he doesn‘t think he‘s that blessed and will carry on to ask you another five times if it‘s too much or too little— but no, it‘s his turn now and you‘re eager to let him know that too.