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microwavetoaster-selfships · 24 days ago

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Okay okay. I'm going to ricochet on my blog a little bit today in the sense that I have like three different things that I want to talk about from three different medias uhm. First thing. I'm just gonna say it now and I'm trying to think of it from an outside perspective because me saying this I'm being so silly over it but from an outside perspective it's like. Yeah okay. Anywho uhm. So apperently. D.octor Who has two hearts and. Therefor two heart beats. And for some reason my first thought was "oh hey that's nice" and not. Some sort of shock or anything. I'm not even the type of person that goes all out with like yknow. Looking up those videos of a heartbeat and sticking it under your pillow and laying your head on it and being all relaxed like that like youre laying on someones chest so I don't know why the guy running in doubletime is catching my interest with it. Maybe it's because it actually we actually hear it? And so it didn't like. Hhhhururhrht. It's one of those things that on paper you just shrug your shoulders at and then it happens and you're like OH!! OHHH...!! Yknow it's like yeah sure whatever getting flowers, that's cheesy I want something more and then it happens and you're like WHAT? THE HELL????? FLOEERS? FOR ME?!?(or something like that. Just something as a comparison I don't know.) And. Why do I have several.things to say about this

#hiding my feelings via humor. oh haha look guuys!! funny thing funny thought!!!!#a literal shower thought that I had.#i almost want to give him a nickname just becaude I'm embarassed. go away(him).#I dont know if I need to specify each time that I'm specifcally refferring to the T.enth Doctor or not.#Or if I can just get away with saying “The Doctor” or whatnot.#I have jokingly been like “Oh hey. D.octor Who. Can i just say D.W?” to myself before.#And maybe I'll say that. or. is that reaching too far.#Guys is it reaching too far to give my F/Os nicknames and refer to them like that/j #sorry i needed to make fun of myself for that one I earned it.#i used to originallh censor the names and then i stopped but. D.octor Who is so big I do not want to take that risk. not yet right now.#I looked up A ThingTM and now im just a blob of. some incoherent thoughts and reaction images.#no words. or not many words at least. I was going to put a string of commas and periods but forgot that.#You cant do commas in tumblr tags. cause tags are seperated by commas and what not.#ough please dont tell me this will be a reoccuring thing i talk about. dont. mustnt. make. tag #for him.#clutches at my own wrist while my outstretched hand shakily tries to resist.#am i too scared to put this in the selfship tahs. i think i might be.#actually know what I'll do it anyway theres no way anyone sees.#self ship #selfship #selfshipping #self shipping #me me big boy.

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