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nox-in-a-box · 2 days ago
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awww they're blushing
Guys I can't draw another fucking anthro mushroom without chewing my hands off, I am switching out fungus for bacteria this year's Funguary - I think I'll call it Microbuary (working title)
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penguin--person · 6 months ago
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played isat for the first time!!!:) i like it, its nice :]
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daenystheedreamer · 1 year ago
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Valyrian Pantheon Headcanons
We know the names of 5 of the Valyrian gods and that's it. We don't know anything about the practices or even what those gods were patrons of. Here is my headcanon reconstruction of the pantheon ^_^
I think the Fourteen Flames (the volcanoes) are named for fourteen gods who constitute the main pantheon, similar to the 12 Greek Olympians or the 12 Roman Dei Consentes. There are many minor gods, usually personifications of concepts like seasons/emotions.
I imagine them like Egyptian gods, who are personified sometimes as humans, sometimes as animals, sometimes as animal-headed humanoids. I imagine the main fourteen as dragons, though idk how silly that would look lol.
I think they were also androgynous gods. Why? That's fun. That's so fun. Dragons are theorised to be hermaphroditic/intersex who can change their sex at will, but also are referred to as she-dragons if they are confirmed to lay clutches of eggs. So some of these gods are gods, and some are goddesses, despite being a-gender
Canonical Gods
BALERION: I believe Balerion's name is at least a little inspired by Ba'al, an ancient Semitic god who was very important to the religions of the region (Canaan, Babylon, etc) and features as a false god in the Hebrew bible. I think he's the King of the gods, like Zeus. God of war or fire or conquest or all of the above. Many ancient gods shifted their patronage and powers.
VHAGAR: Consort of Balerion, similar to Hera. Goddess of war/wisdom, similar to Athena. I think this fits a person like Visenya.
MERAXES: Perhaps a concubine of Balerion? Like how Zeus had thousands of lovers. Metis, Leto, Demeter, etcetera. Goddess of love, because Rhaenys seems like a woman who enjoyed love and life. Perhaps also a goddess of marriage?
SYRAX: It's gotta be someone Rhaenyra would think is cool. Perhaps a goddess of the sun/moon? Another war goddess? A queen? Actually, perhaps Syrax is the Hera of the pantheon, while Vhagar is not necessarily virginal like Athena but 'unmarried' so to speak. Goddess of beauty/wealth would also fit Rhaenyra. Goddess of the sun or moon would be fun in opposition to Sunfyre.
BOASH: called 'The Blind God' Mentioned as the god the Lorathi worship, whose religious followers (dissidents of the Valyrian Freehold) founded the city of Lorath. The name doesn't follow the typical Valyrian naming traditions, perhaps he was originally Boax/Boaxes? Would be fun. He's a very esoteric god connected to 'higher truths', the priests are eunuchs and the followers are vegetarian teetotalers and a main tenant is that everyone is equal. They also wear hair shirts which is an old Christian practice. I think he's a version of a Valyrian death god
the BLACK GOAT: Whose followers founded Qohor. I think he's a minor god, perhaps of magic or agriculture even, agricultural deities tend to be very important to common folk. However the goat imagery evokes Satan and Baphomet, so I think a villainous or death deity would be fun.
Non-canonical gods
A lot of the Targ dragons are given names with similar naming style to the canonical god dragons.
VERMITHOR & VERMAX: The naming conventions of Vermax and Vermithor intrigue me... I think one is the name of the God and one is a theophoric name in reference to the god. Perhaps a god of justice, law, order, etc, since they were the dragons of Jaehaerys and Jacaerys and I can see them picking that kind of God.
ARRAX: Lucerys names his dragon this, so I think a coming-of-age god or god of youths would be fun since he, yknow, got eated at 14.
CARAXES: This is Daemon's dragon so I'm saying Caraxes is the Dionysus/Hermes trickster god. Daemon picking the bacchanalian drunk sex god for his dragon is real to me.
MELEYS: Rhaenys TQWNW's dragon. Rhaenys gives off SUCH demeter vibes idk so agricultural god would be fun but idk i don't think she'd pick something like that. Perhaps its based off of Meraxes since Rhaenys is her namesake. Perhaps an oceanic or weather-based god.
MORGHUL: Morghul is simply the word for death in High Valyrian e.g. 'Valar Morghulis', but I like it as a euphemistic name for a God of death. Like his name is so tabboo that you just refer to him as death, or he's just named death in relation to afterlife, like how Hades refers to both the god and the underworld. I think perhaps Boash and the Black Goat are actually interpretations/aspects of the same deity, perhaps a death - morghul - god.
SHRYKOS: Sick name sorry just had to say that. He's Jaehaerys (son of Helaegon)'s dragon. got no clue what he could be a god of cos jaehaerys is a plot device character. I think he's just a cool Valyrian word, like Morghul, since Jaehaerys and Jaehaera are twins. Be fun if they picked life/death dichotomy for their dragons :p
TERRAX: ridden by the pre-doom character Jaenara Belaerys, who flew further south in Sothoryos than anyone else. God(dess) of travel/wisdom/conquest/oceans would be fun since she's a traveller who flew across oceans and sort of exemplifies the Valyrian conquest/adventurer spirit.
TESSARION: Okay the blue queen has to be a goddess of the ocean or the sky<3
TYRAXES: Joffrey's dragon :) I think a god of animals would be cute also cos he sounds like T-rex. I would name my dragon T-rex. Possibly a bastardisation of Terrax though...
URRAX: This is the name of a legendary/fairytale dragon from the story of Serwyn and Daeryssa from the Age of Heroes. By Daeryssa's naming convention and the fact she is mentioned only in AGOT, I think she was perhaps supposed to be a Targaryen before GRRM had established a full history. I think he's just a bastardisation of perhaps a Valyrian god like Arrax.
So my vision of the Valyrian pantheon includes Balerion, Vhagar, Meraxes, Syrax, Vermithor, Arrax, Caraxes, Terrax, Tessarion, which is 9 gods
plus Meleys and Tyraxes who I'm not sure if I want to be referring to above gods or just the name of a god entirely, which makes 11
Adding a death god (Boash, Black Goat, Moghul) makes 12,
which leaves another two unnamed for my personal idea of a Valyrian pantheon :)
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pastriibunz · 8 months ago
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have i ever told you all how wild i think it is that Kai has a fandom?
like, the fact that people are consuming my writing and enjoying it and INVESTING themselves in the story?
thats so fucking amazing to me
kai as a concept started when i was around 9, when i listened to my first batim fansong, “gospel of dismay” by DAGames. i attached to the bendy character so much, i created this character that acted as his daughter like the cringe little freak i was.
around the same time, i had listened to “why did i say okie-doki?” by the stupendium, and attached to the monika character in the same way.
as i grew, kai grew with me. her story slowly became an amalgamation of fandoms i enjoyed, all set in the town of unington (which i stole from “peggy suave”, a music series uploaded to youtube by sim gretina). there wasnt really an overarching plot, some angst scattered here and there, but in my head, it was a semi-episodic series that revolved around Kai and her friends, and her adventures as ‘the savior of the multiverse’.
it wasn’t till i started writing ‘showstopper’, a bnha x oc fic, and uploading it to wattpad in 2021 before i started seeing intrigue for kai and her story.
before that, kai only existed as comics in my sketchbook that i showed to friends, or nobody at all. i was into mha, and i didn’t like the insert character’s personality in most x readers, so i decided to write my own. with kai.
people loved kai. i had consistent readers, commenters, and as of now, it sits at 7.5K reads. people felt for her, kinned her, and slandered any characters who didn’t like her.
eventually, my interests faded. and showstopper remains unfinished.
other than showstopper, Kai still didn’t really have a bunch of deep lore. she still was her little fandom amalgam, with her bits of angst.
but that all changed when Hatchetfield came into the mix.
in mid 2023, early 2024, @local-soda-can (and @chillibeanos somewhat) introduced me to the starkid original musical, ‘the guy who didn’t like musicals’. they loved it, and so did chilli, as they had been doing some oc insert stuff with it (btw, go check them out, their character Bean Sprout is so awesome!,).
I, however, wasnt too keen on watching.
I’m a very hard person to get to watch anything with an hour+ runtime. longer time commitments spook me, and with TGWDLM being over an hour, i wasn’t planning on watching.
until we had a sleepover, and i did.
and i fell in LOVE.
immediately, i had me and fizz start rping through The ‘Kai’ Who Didn’t Like Musicals, as i dubbed it.
the rp finished on September 14, 2023 and that was that.
that was all TKWDLM was supposed to be.
that was all Kai In Hatchetfield was supposed to be.
a series of RPs with a friend.
that was, until, one fateful wednesday, September 20th, 2023, i was watching TGWDLM after school.
earlier, i had the RTC script printed out to read, and i had thought: ‘man. i wish i had the script for this show.’
and then i thought, ‘wait, i have a laptop! what if i just typed out/downloaded the script?’
and as i sat there, on my laptop, i had another thought.
‘Wait, i have the rp, that’s practically all in script format, it has almost all the parts, what if i just turned it into an actual script?’
and thus began a two month long journey of transcribing the musical/rp into a script.
when i uploaded TKWDLM to tumblr on November 27 of that year, i honestly wasn’t expecting people to actually read it.
of course, i had hoped people would!
but honestly, she was 130 pages, she was kinda cringe, and she was honestly just meant for me.
I did NOT expect fans.
I did not expect people like @androgynous-sack-of-flesh-3 (hi there!) to go through my blog, scrounging for every last drop of Kai I made
I did not expect people to invest themselves into Kai’s story, and cry at her death during the ending.
Most of all, I did not expect people wanting more.
The Kai in Hatchetfield series was supposed to end at TKWDLM. I wasn’t planning on transcribing the nmt rps I did with my friends. I wasn’t planning on doing more scripts.
Until one anon in my inbox made the brilliant pun:
‘Nightmare Kai-me.’
With that post, I uploaded a poll asking if people wanted to see an actual NMK series.
And to my surprise, people did.
And thus, I started writing.
And that was a catalyst.
From there, I have gained so many followers, so many fans, all wanting more of Kai.
I have people like @raspberrysmoon (hi pooks :3) theorizing about the overarching lore of nmk, and even writing their own fanfic series revolving Kai (shoutout to sotbaw!).
I have people invested.
I have people who want more.
And that is so shocking to me.
I never expected my silly little story to reach so many people.
I never expected people to be touched by it.
I never expected to make people feel.
And, honestly?
I can’t help but say thank you.
You all are the reason I keep writing.
You all are the reason I keep publishing Kai’s story.
Without you, there would be no nmk. There would be nothing more than a script sitting in my google docs, one that I’d eventually forget about.
All I can say is thank you.
Thank you for giving me a space to share my writing.
Thank you for giving Kai a chance.
Thank you for giving me a chance
Thank you for making a silly little 9 year old girl’s dreams come true.
Thank you all so much.
I can’t wait to see where Kai goes next :]
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bargainoriley · 5 months ago
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Obscured By Clouds (1972)
1. Obscured by Clouds
The synth intro here is really cool!! Along with the groovy drumbeat. And then the guitars kick in, making the song feel really cool and ominous! I’m already intrigued by this song and how the rest of the album is going to be! I love synths in rock songs, so this already sounds awesome! (Kind of reminds me Who’s Next by the Who, which also used synths extensively.)
2. When You’re In
Oooooo I love the transition here! The guitar riff here is really cool! Along with the keyboard and drums. Feels very epic! I’m already head banging. One of my favorites off this album!
 3. Burning Bridges
Ooooo the intro here is really cool! Especially the keyboard and guitar! And I really like the use of/switch of Rick’s and David’s voices! And then they harmonize beautifully! The guitar solo here is also lovely/very reminiscent of George Harrison’s playing. This feels like a song from the More album, along with the previous songs, but much more well done musically! You can hear they are more experienced here musically!
 4. The Gold It's In The...
Oooh I love the guitar and rock n roll/hard rock vibes here! It feels very groovy! This is exactly the kind of rock I really really like! The guitar solo is great and David’s voice here is as well. One of my personal favorite songs on this album. It has a great melody as well!  Kind of feels like something Led Zeppelin or any other 70s hard rock band would bring out.
 5. Wots Uh... the deal
The acoustic guitar is very lovely! The chorus here is also just really lovely! The melody is divine, and this song just has feel good vibes! Also very relaxing! The lyrics here are also particularly good! The harmonies also really add to the song! And then there’s pretty piano solos as well! Love me some piano solos from Rick!!! And the guitar solo here just adds to the vibes and is also reminiscent of George Harrison. Also one of my personal favorites from this album!
 6. Mudmen
Oooooo the synths here are really good as well as the piano (they really add to a dreamy atmosphere as if you’re in the clouds)! And I love the slow tempo here as well! Very relaxing and intimate feeling. The chord progression here is also so good!! And then we get a beat drop, which makes the song even cooler! Definitely reminds me of something from DSOTM! 
 7. Childhood’s End
The strings intro here is really beautiful and ominous!! And then we get the acoustic and electric guitars and the rest of the instruments! David’s voice is really good here, as is the melody! This song kind of reminds me of Have A Cigar! The improvisations here are also great!
 8. Free Four
The synths combined with the acoustic guitar are cool! I really like the contrast of the happy-sounding instrumental and really dark lyrics! I love deceptively happy songs a lot! Roger’s voice is also great! And then the electric guitar solos hit in the instrumental interludes!!! And make the songs even cooler! One of my personal favorites as well!
 9. Stay
The piano intro is already lovely!! The special effects/wah wah on the guitar are also cool! And Rick’s voice is also really lovely (as always)! The melody here is also so goood (and sounds like Shine On You Crazy Diamond)! The chorus here is especially good! One of my personal favorites as well!
 10. Absolutely Curtains 
Very cool ominous synth/keyboard intro!!! And also really lovely melody! Kind of reminds me of Aphex Twin/Kid A. and also of SOYCD. And then there’s a choir singing! It’s a cool idea, but it sounds really offkey and kind of bad and doesn’t fit with the song that well. 
 
In general, I think this album is pretty weak in comparison to Meddle, but I still liked it! I feel that this is just a much better version of More/did More‘s concepts better and just sounds so much better. There’s also many cool, underrated gems. I would listen to this again! It gives me an autumn vibe, tbh (Atom Heart Mother gives me spring vibes and Meddle Summer vibes, and this album gives me autumn vibes) Next up is the mythical album DSOTM! Since that album just has so much going on lyrically, I’m not going to touch on this album in that aspect since a lot of people already did it better and my thoughts would be way too long (way longer than my echoes thoughts), but I will try to include some lyrical stuff here and there :)
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frownyalfred · 1 year ago
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Apologies for the extremely long ask.
Omegaverse as a concept is so complicated and interesting as to me as a trans person.
On the one hand, the writer in me is intrigued by the world building implications and the opportunity to explore gender roles/dynamics. The concept of having a secondary dynamic alongside your actual gender is also fascinating to me and it's something I typically would have expected to be in something like sci-fi before I actually got into fanfiction.
I especially love deep diving into pack dynamics. Admittedly, that's where most of my interest and attention is focused on when reading and writing Omegaverse. I just find the concept so fascinating and any opportunity to write characters with heightened instincts, alien or otherwise, is just so much fun.
But on the other hand, I'm also very aware of how Omegaverse came about because some Supernatural fans wanted to play around with the idea of pack roles/relationships based on a messy study of wolf hierarchies. I'm also aware that intentional or not, a lot of early Omegaverse fics and tropes leaned really heavy into more homophobic and transphobic stereotypes, especially between M/M pairings.
I do feel like this has changed a bit over the years, though. From what I recall, a lot of early Omegaverse fics just really over relied on the stereotypical "which guy is really the girl?" trope that you saw a lot in the early to mid 2000s when discussions of queer (but mostly gay) relationships were brought up. I feel like the discussion has become a lot more nuanced since then and I know there are other trans fic writers like me who enjoy writing Omegaverse simply because it provides an opportunity to explore concepts of gender, sexuality and identity in a relatively fun way.
Not all Omegaverse fics/tropes are created equal, though. And every trans person has a different reaction/feeling towards this AU. I definitely feel like the odd one out, though, sometimes since I mostly come to Omegaverse for pack dynamics, less so for the smut (although I have written some in the past for fun or for friends). But I also believe there's validity in writing smut just for the purpose of enjoying smut.
Overall, I think this AU has a lot of potential, but I also see why it could make people very comfortable. I do wanna say that your fics haven't made uncomfortable and I do enjoy your takes on this trope. And I especially appreciate your willingness to listen to other trans people and their thoughts on Omegaverse. It goes a long way.
Side tangent: I will always be amused by how this whole trope came about btw, but also because the original author of that study followed it up by saying his first paper was absolute bullshit actually and shouldn't be viewed as a factual study of wolf pack hierarchy. Man messed up his original study, but he's a dedicated scientist and I love him for debunking his own work. But also the fact that he had an unintended impact on fandom is such fucking gold to me. I love this man so much.
Thank you for putting my thoughts to words, anon! There's definitely a long history there, and I agree with you that the genre itself has changed a lot in recent years, I think for the better.
I don't begrudge anyone for not liking or wanting to read a/b/o fics at all. I think it's intriguing but has the potential to be deeply uncomfortable or even like you said, transphobic for some people. I try to tag everything very well here that mentions it, etc.
I think what I like most about recent changes is that the genre has shifted to be less about "how can we get these two characters to breed?" and more to discussing pack dynamics, the implications of designations and gender roles, and building interesting biological rules and intricacies in an author-unique universe.
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sitp-recs · 1 year ago
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HP Rec Fest, Day 6
Day #6 from @hprecfest celebrates one of my recent favorites: unreliable narrator. Oh what a powerful and sexy narrative tool! We’re lucky to have many delicious fics with this element and I’ve been more and intrigued, especially when it comes with an open or ambiguous ending👨‍🍳😘 after years of loving neutral POVs and wanting unbiased closure in fic, now I can appreciate that sometimes it is fun and exciting not to know everything, not to mention that unreliable narrations usually provide fascinating character studies. I took this opportunity to highlight two (imo) underrated works with mature themes. Dead dove and underage might not be among the most popular preferences which in my book is all the more reason to give these brilliant works a shoutout. Very curious to see everyone else’s recs today!
Day 6) Unreliable narrator:
Drarry
Walk Right Through Me by @floydig (M, 2k) - dead dove do not eat
Every day, Harry drinks Polyjuice to disguise himself as he lives on the streets. Today, he observes a gaunt, shirtless Draco Malfoy walking around Knockturn Alley and is immediately drawn to him. However, sometimes the truth is much darker than what the mind perceives.
floyd is my go-to for all things dark and spooky so of course I was immediately lured into this short but poignant psychological thriller. as always the masterful tension building takes my breath (and sleep) away: I love the concept of polyjuice addiction and Harry’s pov is visceral and uncomfortable in its jaded tone. gosh what a fic, what an ending! so much story within 2k of pure genius writing
Rare pair
Possibly, Maybe by Curlee_Cue (E, 72k) - underage Harry/Scorpius
“A hand carefully brushed Scorpius’ hair out of his eyes and turned his head to face his rescuer. And of course, who else would it be, but Harry Potter? Once just an abstract legend, now his very own personal saviour.”
this was the first long Scarry fic I’ve read and it completely blew my mind. it checks so many of my boxes when it comes to exploring the so called “problematic” underage romance: an emotional rollercoaster with brilliant nuanced characterization, angsty slow burn, sexy and unapologetic smut. Scorpius’ POV in his teen and early adult years - bright, yearning and so very real - is a triumph, truly a masterpiece for those who enjoy coming of age stories
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writing-for-life · 9 months ago
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Fic authors self rec! When you get this, reply with your favorite five fics that you've written, then pass on to at least five other writers. Let’s spread the self-love 💗 (i don't know if you do these sorts of chain-letter things, or if you'd prefer not to, but for my part i do like to know which of their works a given author is especially hype on, so consider this an opportunity to gush!)
I was sweating for a moment there because I thought, “I’ve written all my life and even published, but I don’t have 5 fanfics, shit!”
And then I noticed… well, with a little bit of goodwill, I do. So thanks so much for asking, @stellerssong , and here comes the gushing:
The no. 1 has to be “The Light of Stars”.
I completed most of it during NaNoWriMo 2022 for a bit of fun and respite from other projects—and then did nothing with it. Until I thought, “Fuck it,” and started publishing it chapter by chapter, editing and tidying it up along the way.
It is a long fic, and I know that’s not everyone’s cup of tea, but I’m honestly proud of it. I put a lot of thought into characterisation and plot, keeping everyone in character (as much as aimed-for character development allowed, so certain OOC moments had to happen) and crafting an OC that works for what I was setting out to do. So much so that many people asked for a sequel, which I’m still in the process of writing (I completed the concept again last NaNoWriMo and wrote over 40,000 words back then, but progress has been slow since because… life).
I don’t want to give too much away here, but while it’s romance and there *is* more than enough sex (I write steamy romance professionally, albeit in my other language), this is really not what this one is mainly about. So it’s not one for people who look for thinly-disguised chapter-porn and super-explicit descriptions. It’s a novel with a fully developed arc, and it deals with topics like friendship, loss and grief. Someone told me though that it felt hopeful and they didn’t struggle with the broaching of those topics like in some other works, and that was probably the most wonderful thing anyone could ever have said to me.
I’ll choose “Snow Globes and Whisky” as my second, but only because it is a Christmas gift-type one-shot with the same characters.
You can, in theory, read it without knowing TLoS, but it just wouldn’t make sense. It’s just Christmas fluff, not incredibly deep (despite picking up on the friendship and loss-theme again), it was fun to write and to get Dream a little bit drunk (just because he was intrigued and allowed it of course 🤣).
Then there are Rachel and Johanna.
They have such a special place in my heart. I always wanted to tell their story because we never got it in the show—so I did. And as a bisexual woman, I am also Jo’s biggest stan. I desperately want her to be the Sandman-character who does away with bi-erasure once and for all (because if the onscreen love interest is female, everyone cheers, but bi m/f relationships never count in fandom because they’re “heteronormative”. Newsflash: We’re not “50% straight, 50% gay”. We have nuance and deep inner lives and different preferences that make up very personal identities, and we’re not some token queer representation that stops to exist once we’re in straight-passing relationships). We’ve seen her date a woman and she has tons of chemistry with Dream too—I want them to have the messiest affair ever and somehow have her take Thessaly’s place. But better. Because she’d protect Lyta for all the RIGHT reasons. There, I said it, and I’m not sorry. Anyway, that’s not what “As it Was Before the Otherness Came” is about. It’s sad and heartbreaking and canon-compliant. It just fills in the gaps. And again, I’m super-proud that someone in the comments said to tell Gaiman about it (we all know that’s not a thing for fanfic) because they thought it was so in character and well-written. Yes, I’m shamelessly blowing my own trumpet because you asked me to 🤣
Then there are my Inktober Haikus.
I still intend to turn them into a bound book with accompanying art one day (the latter is where it all falls down really because although I could, it would take me 1,000 years to create all the art myself). 31 poems, some more inspired than others, but they were a great creativity exercise, and I honestly love them for what they are.
And last but not least, from the serious to the totally unhinged: Muhulhu. Murphy and his Cool Hat. The crack ship of all crack ships, aka:
I set out to write a trilogy, the first part “By The Sea, I Mean In The Dreaming: A Comedy Prelude” is published, the second and third are currently in a vegetative state because I just can’t find the time to write and/or edit. And if I do, I prefer writing the TLoS sequel. Or metas. Or running silly fandom events 🤣 I’d love to write more fanfic, but between a full time job (or rather: three jobs that make up one) and a family, I just stare in awe at the people on here who produce constant output, because I honestly can’t. But I will get back to it eventually because that one is just sheer unhinged fun.
Thank you again for giving me the opportunity to flog my goods!
@stellerssong ask answered
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theinstagrahame · 2 years ago
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One of the things I like to do on Twitter is periodically post all of the stuff I've gotten from various crowdfunding and other Indie RPG sources. I am (apparently) a Kickstarter Superbacker, not in the sense of "Person who's constantly in the comments asking where something is", but in the sense of "Now that I've got some disposable income, I put a lot of it into the Indie and Small Press TTRPG scene."
This represents about 2-3 months of Crowdfunders coming to fruition and a couple of purchases from a couple of stores. Here's what's in the list (and a bit about why I'm hype for it!):
Top row
Arcon: The City of Neon Daylight - This year, I've getting into system agnostic setting guides. I recall hearing a lot about this one, because it set out to make a Cyberpunk setting that avoided some of the problematic tropes that tend to fall in with that aesthetic.
Public Guest 5 - It's an RPG on a poster! I was intrigued to see how it would play out, and really like the aesthetic. I have it framed and sitting behind my desk. Been thinking of working it into a (stalled) Ironsworn campaign to create an in-world artifact.
Die RPG - I'm admittedly a big Rowan, Rook and Deckard fanboy. I also read and enjoyed some of Kireon Gillen's work, and was intrigued by the team-up. Having since read the first 5 issues of the comic, I'm super into this whole thing. It seems like a really powerful skewering of some tropes in fantasy gaming, combined with an emotional intelligence that I'm really curious to dig into.
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Anyone can Wear the Mask - I'm admittedly a big Jeff Stormer fanboy... (I was doing a bit, but honestly, he makes rad stuff. Check out Party of One asap). I loved Dee Pennyway's work on the system this is based on, and having heard a couple of playthroughs of this game, it's a must-have. Jumped on it as soon as it was available.
Scraps - Cesar Capacle's work in the scene is one-of-a-kind. I have yet to read it, but it bills itself as a crafting RPG with a hopeful streak, which I'm super intrigued by. I think I can learn a lot of design stuff from it, and I think it's going to just be a great game.
Derelict Delvers - Another Capacle banger idea. Again, got it in part because of the creator, but the concept is one I'm also intrigued by. Scrapping in space is something I've been more and more intrigued by. So, I'll have to make some time to get into this one.
The Vaults of Vaarn - I'm admittedly susceptible to peer pressure... I mean. Wait. No. I've heard really good, intriguing things about this, and Games Omnivorous has made a ton of really amazing, high-quality volumes that I guess I'm starting to collect? Lately, I've been getting a lot of Weird Sci-fi stuff, and I understand this is part of that world.
Lower-middle row
Broken Cities - I picked up another of Come Martin's works, Meanwhile, in the Subway, a little bit ago. It's an RPG printed on a subway map, that takes place in a weird public transit. This game takes place in the city that the transit serves. It's standalone, but I can't wait to see how they connect.
The Fall of Home - Zinequest is a rough month for me, because so many people make such rad stuff that I struggle to control my purchases (see, Superbacker, above). Fall of Home hit a lot of intriguing touchstones, and... well, I'm fascinated by a lot of things, but exploring ruins with a very personal touch just grabs me.
Rad-Hack - I've got a couple of other Skullfungus titles, and I keep hearing about the Black Hack. This was an impulse purchase on Lulu, where Cesar Capacle's books are printed, but I'm curious to see how close this skews to the Fallout series, and whether it's a better fit for my tastes than the Fallout RPG...
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Spindlewheel - Honestly, when I backed this, I expected to get a beautiful, tarot-like set of cards to use as an oracle or for games of its own. I underestimated how beautiful this set was going to be. Gold-edged, they're shiny and printed on fantastic card stock. I've mostly stared at these things, I almost worry that if I play them too much I'll damage them.
Down we Go + Beneath the Necropolis - Backed this initially because I've been getting more embedded into the Plus One EXP community of late, and I think this is their flagship title. Having heard a couple of APs, and played around with the system a little, I'm super hyped to really dig into the system.
No Way to Make a Living - Early on in my time in the indie RPG scene, I recall hearing Sandy Pug Games talk about this book. A series of interviews with creators in the space, from huge names down to the more esoteric folks. When I heard this was being printed by Metal Weave Games, it became a Must-have. (Arcon was an impulse purchase to go along with it).
The Million Islands of Doom - I really love Snow's work in general, and again, setting guides are my go-to. It feels a lot like Zelda (a series that means so much to me, my therapist has told me to play more of it as therapy homework...), specifically Wind Waker, but with a more RPG-flavored world. I've skimmed it, but really want to dig in. I'm constantly trying to figure out how I'll pair this up with either Games Omnivorous' Bottled Sea, or Skullfungus' Isle of Ixx.
Dinocar - Dinoberry Press makes the raddest stuff. I nearly passed on this, but I do spend some time with some family friends whose kids are into dinosaurs, the parents are into RPGs, and I figure if we should start them early. Plus, the thought of building a city and sending dinos in cars through it? Yet another of my many jams.
On Twitter, because I kinda hate typing stuff on my phone, I don't really get this deep into why I'm hype for the stuff I get. This was kinda fun, though! Maybe I'll do it again in a couple of months.
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Bonus, some other gaming and game-design stuff I've gotten
Thunder Road Vendetta - When I was a kid, a friend's family owned the original version of this game. I never played it, but always wanted to. I very loosely understood some of the components, and wanted to see how they fit together (why it took me to my mid-30s to get into game design, I'll never know). So, when Restoration Games announced a revamp, I was in. I've picked up a couple of their other titles, and they make good games.
Self Made Man - Several years ago, I went to visit a friend in Portland, ME. They had gotten really into the community for a local comic shop up there. Periodically, the owner (and some other folks in that community) make comics, like this one. I like to support them both because they're friends, and because their stuff is always fun.
The Affinity Designer Workbook - I didn't pick up the Affinity Publisher workbook when I first got Publisher, and kinda kicked myself when it fell out of print. When Affinity put out their 2.0 suite, I grabbed it, and Designer is the next on I want to learn, so when I saw it on Thriftbooks, I snagged a copy.
My hope is that these posts don't come off as anything other than me being hyped about all the really rad stuff that the Indie RPG and small press gaming scenes are coming up with. I try to give each of them a similar amount of hype, because there are some really cool designers toiling away in near obscurity, and they very much deserve to be mentioned in the same breaths as some of the bigger names.
So, if any of my hype rubs off on you, go check 'em out!
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thedivinetarot-2 · 1 year ago
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Hi M!
So I first: I went through your blog and it was a very nice discovery! In love with what I've seen so far! Especially found of the mood boards and Zodiac analysis you did for Arthur and Isaac (that is such an original concept and am whipped).
I hope you're not crumbling under requests for this event, and I'd like to request a matchup too if that's fine by you :)
Looks: brown medium length wavy/curly hair, hazel eyes, pale olive skin, rather short, lean and toned
Personality: Creative, Sarcastic, Honest/outspoken (sometimes clumsily so), Compassionate, imaginative and independent. As for flaws, I am anxious, especially socially (usually I try to hide it best I can but it can get overwhelming), am also indecisive and a huge overthinker, clumsy socially and I tend to bottle up negative emotions (especially anger and sadness), my boyfriend has also told me that I lack diplomacy (if that's a flaw), short attention span (I need to be entertained by something otherwise I lose interest pretty quick if am bored, doesn't apply to people though)
Hobbies: Ballet and just dance in general, writing/reading, making jewelleries, learning about niche subjects like Greek Mythology or X-country's folklore/ philosophy/psychology... Anything that sparks my interest at a given moment, but am especially fond of philosophy.
Likes: The sea and nature, animals (cats, dogs, bunnies, horses...anything), a good debate, listening to someone's point of view and mine being listened to as well, music, FLOWERS, fashion (I am lowkey a fashion girlie, no shame), a good sense of humour
Dislikes: Any place where there's a lot of people (this tends to make me very uneasy and anxious), narrow minded people, am very open minded so it always baffles me when some people can't see farther than their own nose.
MBIT: intj
Zodiac: Gemini Sun, Virgo Moon and Cancer Rising
Love language: Acts of service, quality time and words of affection, I'm not huge on giving personal touch but for some special persons I cross this line.
Aesthetic: A bundle of cottagecore, balletcore, european summer
Suitors I dislike: Dazai, Sebastian, Vlad and his 2 children
Hope these all helped! Thank you so much for reading this and hosting this event, and have fun!
Thank you for the compliments btw❤ you're for sure a very unique person @maries-gallery
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I matched you with....
Arthur
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Pre-relationship (SFW)
Now before you attack me let me show you my point of view.
At first you and Arthur had a casual encounter and both of you never really felt like there's something can pull both of you together.
Arthur knew from the beginning that he is dealing with more than a pretty bird yet he thought that you might be someone who is naive but to his bad luck you're not.
At the first week of your meeting with him he thought to himself "why don't I hit on her and see if I will succeed getting her attention" but poor man, this never worked.
You talked to him casually showing no signs of interest and instead you found joy with chatting with Leonardo.
Because you know Leonardo know almost everything. So, Arthur never had the chance to ever getting to know you better.
While you were enchanted by Leonardo; Arthur for a moment felt like it is his priority to entertain you instead.
The mystery writer loved to get to know you on a personal level. So, he tried to fake a scenario where he can be in a position for you to trust.
Not in a bad way he was intrigued.
One evening, Le Comte were hosting an event in another place so you got ready and you wore this dress.
Ex.
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Confession: (SFW)
It was September 1898. And the weather was cold. No one expected it to rain that night because the sun shined all day long.
That night you arrived there and all the residents were there too. So, you spend your time dancing and talking to them. And Arthur finally had the chance to just talk to you. He asked for your hand for a dance and you agreed. "You look pretty today" he said while one hand on your waist and the other in your hand. "Thank you" you said smiling gently at him. "So, I heard that you're taking interest upon Leonardo" he said teasingly. "Hmm.. I see you're interested in me" You tried not to show your embarrassment. "I wonder why won't you give me any chance" he said while his eyes was looking directly into your soul.
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And for no apparent reason you tried so hard to focus but for a brief moment you felt like everything was around both of you was vanishing away. Like tears in the rain. You heard the noises around you rising and you looked around to see that the guests started to leave due to the rain the was heavily falling. Everyone got in a carriage. At the moment you remembered that you forgot your bag there and the only one that followed you inside was Arthur. After going inside and taking it. No carriage to be seen because no one stayed there but Arthur. "I got my bag! Let's go" you said. You walked out of the building while Arthur was trying to shelter you with his coat from the rain. "I think we can not find a carriage dear" He said almost yelling. "What are we going to do?" You asked. "I say let's find any public building to spend some time in until the rain stops" he suggested. That moment you felt tired and sleepy. The cold almost broke your bones. "Okay, let's go quickly" you said. Upon going to church because the building was open. You took a deep breath of relief. "Are you okay?" Arthur asked. "Yes I'm okay, what about you?" You said. Arthur smiled "please Mary I'm a vampire" he said. You felt dizzy so you set down on a bench and after that everything became dark around you and you lost all your senses. Waking up the day after you were at the mansion in your bed. You looked left and right but no one to be seen in your room. So, you get dressed and went to the dining room to search for Arthur. But he wasn't there. You found Vincent instead. "Hey Marry how are you now?" He asked with a big smiley face. "I'm good, where is Arthur?" You asked. "He is in his room" he said. And you stormed out to go to his room. You knocked the door and you heard his voice from the inside "come in" he said. You opened the door, "why are you shy come in luv" he smiled. You intered the room. Then you threw yourself on his lap. "Thank you for helping me Arthur" you said. It was like the whole birds in Paris gathered in Arthur's chest and you heard the most light-hearted giggle from him. "I know I love you" he said while giving you the cutest smile ever. " I think I love you too" you returned it with the same smile. Closing your eyes feeling his lips on yours pressing so softly.
Relationship headcanons (SFW)
Arthur is a romantic lover even though he doesn't show it often. He will notice every shift of your mood and react accordingly. Also he is a sweet gift giver. Every gift he gave you had a meaning like this one.
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But no one can deny how powerful and amazing he is when it comes to writing poems and drawn your every detail in them.
He would literally write the most romantic poems about you and sending it to you.
He is really into writing letters especially if you both didn't have enough time to spend with each other or both of you were busy doing your errands.
Arthur is a touchy-feely man and he is really into cuddling and kissing. Because the feeling of you give him reassurance and love.
He would take you to your favorite places and he would totally respect the fact that you have social anxiety.
He would probably help you with that too (your social anxiety).
He is so into taking you out into nature and planning cute picnics for just the two of you.
Both of you would adopt animals like cats,dogs and rabbits. It won't be a lot but why not?.
He is into soothing his partner and he know well how to win a woman once he put her into his mind.
You're the challenge he wished to have his whole life.
He really loves making you smile because that smile is something he lives for.
You have so much power over him more than you think omg.
Relationship headcanons(NSFW)
He is a fuckboy and everyone knows that.
He dated nearly every whore in Paris and had sexual intercourse with almost all of them.
And you think he won't satisfy you?
I can see that he is into doing multiple positions in one round. He will literally change positions like A LOT.
Also he is hypersexual and he would really appreciate a woman with a strong appetite for sex.
Whenever he see you around or feel that you're close to his room he would pull you inside for a quickie.
If you both didn't have an intercourse in that quickie it would be something like pleasuring each other with your hands.
Also he love to receive oral sex. He don't mind giving pleasure to you at all. But he prefer to receive more because he can see how much you can take and it is a turn on for him.
This man is so into role-playing. He loovesss it and he lives for it.
Especially when you're his boss or secretary and this goes along with anything.
He would also loves it when he plays the vampire and you're the hunter, he loves how he can seduce you into doing it.
Also he is an addict to your moans. Like they're the only prayer you can say during the rush hour.
I can see him loving your facial expressions while doing it. The redness on your cheeks after that is so mesmerizing.
He is into bathing together too it is just so intimate for him to try with a whore. So he waited patiently to get his love which is you to do intimate stuff with.
Possible Conflicts
Well the only problem and the main one is that he know a lot of women and they like him and can't stop liking him too. Because of how he made them feel. So whenever you two will go out you will find strange women coming to say hi to him and he would try with his whole being to just focus on you.
Sometimes he might give them attention but not out of I'll cheat on you with her. It is just that he loves making you jealous. So, don't let him make you feel that way okay?.
Other possible match
Le Comte De Saint Germain and Napoleon Bonaparte.
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Thank you for reading my match up.
The ask box will remain open until 20th/Jul/2023.
Have a good day/evening🤍.
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dark-roleplay-finder · 1 year ago
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🕊️[20+, m/m or nb/m] hey y'all! i've been itching to do this concept for a bit--or at least something with very similar dynamic. i rp mostly on email but i can do discord; i write 3rd person in present tense, semi-lit/novella; and i love me some angst and complicated relationships hehe. (while nsfw or smut is encouraged, i don't have much rp experience specifically if that's something important to you!) i'd like a character-focused plot and love worldbuilding + i'm experienced in writing a recurring side cast.
SOLE SURVIVOR OF A FAILED REVOLUTION (A) X HEIR TO THE TYRANT THEY TRIED TO OVERTHROW (B)
aka Tired x Chaotic; Uses Head x Follows Heart
slow-burn, possibly sci-fi, psychological, drama, power imbalance. very fucked world overall. potential for co-dependency, obsessive/possessive behavior, power play, and manipulation. slight age difference with B being a little younger than A for timeline purposes. dubious consent for the power imbalance, especially if both are privy to each other's exact identities from the start, and each having something to gain from the other.
set in a dystopian society in a nation suffering from ecological disaster that caused most of the population to bear the brunt of it
i'd love an assertive but goofy muse who's also a bit naive while being capable of casual murder/violence, to go against someone incredibly world-weary and reluctantly living on autopilot, resigned to his circumstances yet still harboring a lot of rage. in spite of bedroom roles, hit me with some trope subversion and characterization beyond those please.
the vibesTM: asking about your favorite candy and your relationship with your family over takeout after an unceremonious bathroom hookup; a bloody kiss after one protects the other; hysterical, broken laughter right before a breakdown during sex (or anything that's supposed to be an intimate and tender moment); tracing scars in fascination with a sense of pride that you're the first/only one to see them; looking at the lights and motions of a city from above and feeling a sense of longing/alienation; whatever emotions you experienced while watching Netflix's Beef.
A + B somehow meet and get attached to each other, forming a genuine connection and feeling something for the first time in years in spite of how it draws scorn from their respective communities. give me flawed people who aren't necessarily out to fix each other that get their own sort of happy ending (happy being subjective here LOL).
B is intrigued by someone as "real" as A, being delighted that A treats them something close to human and is blunt about how they abhor B's standing and what they represent (looks at A with a hint of romanticization of poverty too) while A can't help but find it fascinating that someone who's so removed from regular people and is capable of destruction manages to have such childlike wonder at life. plus, B pays for food.
to some extent, they're both spectators gawking at each other as if the other is some animal in a zoo. they're both also very lonely people aching to feel seen and wanted.
important: my activity levels vary significantly since I kinda work 2 jobs and my main one takes a lot of my energy. if long gaps between replies make you anxious/irritate you or if you prefer fast-paced plots and rapid-fire responses, this probably ain't gonna work tbh--ofc i will try my best to communicate with you when things come up. busy people with loaded schedules that still like writing in their downtime to the front pls🥲
hope to build something neat that we can both yell about during weird hours! interact with the post and i'll reach out :]
Like this post and the asker will reach out!
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artglitch66 · 3 months ago
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Surrealism at Kosygin State University
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On October 11, a lecture by artist Antonio Lebedef took place, leaving a profound impression. Antonio spoke about the history of surrealism and shared his experience through projects like "Animal Instinct" and "Still Lifes of Our Reality." From the very beginning, it was clear that we were about to experience something more than just a talk about art.
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Honestly, I often attend lectures, and I dislike when speakers turn their presentations into self-promotion. When instead of discussing art or their experiences, they start excessively showcasing their success, my interest fades. However, Antonio found the perfect balance: he talked just enough about himself to intrigue us, to make us want to Google his work later or ask questions during the lecture. This approach immediately drew me in and made the talk feel engaging and lively.
After a brief introduction, Antonio seamlessly transitioned into the main topic—the history of surrealism. Even while discussing this artistic movement, it felt like we were still getting to know the unique personality of Antonio. His charisma and the vivid presence he brought to the stage only reinforced this feeling.
One of the highlights was his "Animal Instinct" project. Its scale—1,200 m²—and the fact that it’s painted on a rooftop in the heart of Moscow were simply astonishing. Learning that over 600 liters of paint were used, and that the project can be seen on Yandex.Maps, was a revelation. To me, this symbolized how an artist can bring their ideas to life in the real world.
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I also appreciated how Antonio bridged the gap between classical surrealist artists and modern concepts like glitch art. It was particularly fascinating how he smoothly transitioned from discussing Salvador Dalí’s paintings to the idea of glitch, drawing unexpected parallels between these movements.
It’s hard to put into words all the emotions and aesthetic pleasure I experienced at the "Discover Your Superreality" lecture. It wasn’t just a lecture—it was an immersive journey into the world of art and deeper meanings. By the end, I truly felt that I had, in a way, discovered my own "superreality," realizing the boundless potential of my mind, my imagination, and my own surrealism.
And finally, I want to end with Antonio Lebedef’s own words: "In the chaos of colors, the harmony of meanings is born." And that’s exactly what glitch surrealism is all about.
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babygirlaffirmations · 11 months ago
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How I got "accidentally" collared by my Master
I've been looking forward to making time for this writing. The concept of being accidentally collared. I've been interested in bdsm since I was a teenager. But I can't say I've accidentally ever been collared.
So let's start from the beginning. So I posted a fetlife AD looking for a Master. It was very bold. I wasn't sure it would end in anything at all. I must have gotten over 150 messages. Most were thirsty. Most didn't read my profile. Some were super amazing and thoughtful but there wasn't a physical attraction. I'm not shallow at all. But if I'm going to be owned by someone. Be in a free use contract with them. Worshipping their body and ordered to kiss and lick every orifice then it is a requirement that I find that person sexy. Being a slave isn't something I take lightly. Nor is the role of Master that my amazing boyfriend and Daddy and best friend has stepped into.
Back on track. I had went on one date that didn't pan out. Messaged and virtually met a few amazing people. Had some missed marks. I had dwindled it down to two people. One I was considering as a Master. One I thought would be my Daddy, who i'll call J as to protect his personal first name. I had a weird gut feeling with the M type person I was considering so I decided to call it off. That wasn't easy.
So J and I were messaging. We both flowed so well. We both moved super fast. He called me babygirl early on. I called him Daddy early on. I had him help push me to call him Daddy for the first time in voice. Because I needed help. I felt blushy and flustered. He finally literally put me in a corner and acted like he was physically above me. And I slipped into calling him Daddy. That was the first time I went into deep little space in years. Which caused our first.. idk if we can call it tiff or hurt. Idk what to call it. But he got busy with personal life. I was super scared being little alone for the first time in a long time. And I got anxious.
But that became a great learning experience for us. And he was super sweet, apologetic and remorseful. I gave him a second chance. And I'm so glad I did. He came up with an amazing solution for how to reach him in emergencies since our situation is complicated.
So anyways. We moved really fast emotionally before we met. I asked him officially a couple days later if we wanted to be my boyfriend and officially be my Daddy and he enthusiastically said yes.
I was ecstatic. I haven't cared what anyone else has thought about our speed since him and I started talking. I'm a firm believer that when there is chemistry sometimes you just know really early and I jump in fast and all in. And I haven't regretted it at all since Master and I first met or started talking. His reply was in depth. It was very thoughtful. He talked about having experience with partners with mental illness. He was sweet and sexy and handsome and articulate and I was immediately intrigued.
We started messaging. Immediately hit it off. He made my little side feel safe for the first time fully in like 3+ years. So fast forward. We started the Obedience app before we met. It felt right. One of the rewards he made was an hour session basically as a tasting of M/s and heavy degradation. He really put thought into it. And it targeted a lot of my needs. I immediately knew I needed to save up all my points as fast as possible. And go above and beyond and get big ticket point opportunities. And I did. He said he was thinking about adding other rewards that day. After I had just hit 500 points. And in my brain was like nope. Done deal. I need to try this out.
And I'm so happy I did. Flash forward into like a day or so after meeting we made time for this scene. Prior we had went to a sex toy shop. Merely looking for a play collar. We looked around. Went into a dark room in the back and I saw it. I knew it was the one. I pointed to it and said "That's it. That's the one." He said okay. We looked around a little more.
Daddy pulled me off to the side when we were looking at toys. We had talked about me previously easily learning voice controlled orgasms. He caught me off guard and huskily in a deep voice said "Cum for me"... it was the first time in our dynamic. And I did. I was holding a toy. A butt plug maybe? I don't remember. My brain went into a fog. And I came really hard. Full body orgasm. My face went plush. I dropped the toy. And I did my best to remain quite. We were near the register but I think other than that we were alone in the store. Immediately I was wet. That was so. fucking. hot. Oh my god.
So we proceeded to walk up to check out and buy the collar. Daddy acting like nothing had happened. We left. My legs felt like jello. That's when I started to see one of the peaks into my future Master's dark sadistic pleasure dom brain.
We bought the collar. I don't remember in conjunction with time how soon after we bought the collar we did this scene after buying the collar. But we specifically plotted and made time so we could have extra if we needed. I think we both knew it could and would be longer than an hour.
We get to the hotel for the scene. J orders me to strip. I do. He has me kneel. He dominates me thoroughly. Makes me avert eye contact. Doesn't allow me to walk. Apprehends me by using a toy on me to hit me when I misstep. Makes me crawl around. Thoroughly degrades me. Ties me up. Makes me cum hard and a lot. Makes me super sensitive and continues to use me and all my holes. And ever since then I've been hooked. We did that scene and I haven't really left slave space since. Somehow I accidentally got collared. The play collar that was supposed to be has basically not left my neck since. We ordered a day collar this week. We both thoroughly enjoyed my submission to him. And we still make time for me to be little and him to be Daddy. Just now it's normally me in slave space while little at the end of a long day. A play collar turned into something I knew I couldn't live without. Calling him Master a couple times in play in text and on video. And then in scene turned into me realizing holy fuck I want this man to actually own me. I went into point debt which I still haven't recovered from on obedience. For what I'm assuming was 3 hours of M/s play before we made it a part of our dynamic. We no longer require points for it. But I asked him to leave that reward up on obedience as a cheeky reminder of where we started. I'm not sure we even officially asked each other hey will you be my slave or hey will you be my Master?
It's all been one sexy blur. But fear not. He's been heavy on consent. Stresses lemon law enthusiastically. And we made that part fetlife official. And since then I've fallen deeply amazingly into the slave role. Finding this part of myself that I had thought I'd never access. Two really. My little side was and still is scared and traumatized. As is my slave side.
I had an unfortunate circumstance that awakened the M/s side of me wanting to come out. But it led me to this amazing man that I now call my Master. We moved fast. We're both going to fall deeply that I know. And I regret absolutely nothing.
This man is amazing and impeccable. He's gone above and beyond in his all his roles but especially as Daddy and Master. Makes time for nightly video check ins and normally extra ones. Handles all my mental health issues beyond amazingly. And I feel so lucky.
Like all that time I was sad looking at my naked neck. All the pain. The hurt. Is and was all worth it. Because it led me to this path of being with this amazing man. And i'm so incredibly blessed.
My mental illness is difficult. It's a beast. Our situation is complicated. Most of our dynamic is at distance. About 5/6 of it or so. But I wouldn't change any of it because of the beautiful being of what our dynamic and love has become. And what it is blossoming into being. Anyways. That's all. Now i'm just being a sappy bitch again. J has changed my life so much. And I love him so much. And I fall for him a bit more and more every day.
Our communication and vulnerability on both sides is beautiful. And we continue to thrive each day. And adapt and learn and grow together. And get to know different sides of each other more.
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mondaymelon · 1 year ago
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— 𝐀𝐁𝐎𝐔𝐓: 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄𝐑 | lyney, freminet, wriothesley, neuvillette x gn!reader
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⤷ [ their voicelines of you, their lover. ₊˚ෆ]
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LYNEY
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About: A Partner
“Now, now, Traveller, what's got you poking into my relationship affairs? Well, if you’re that curious, sparing a hint or two can��t hurt, surely? Alright, take a guess, and here’s your clue - who’s the most beautiful person in all of Fontaine?”
About: Romance
“Oh my, you’ve grown quite bold in your blatant curiosity, haven’t you? Why, I find myself rather romantic indeed~ After all, it most undoubtedly puts a smile on their lips when I present them with a fresh bouquet of roses, does it not?”
About: First Kiss
“Ah, now that was a moment to forever remember… shall I recount the tale? Haha, Traveller, you look quite intrigued, is it really so interesting? Hmm… although, now that I think about it… perhaps it wasn’t so much a “first kiss” and more of a stolen one? Now now, you can’t blame me, they simply looked so enrapturing in the sun-kissed light after one of my opening shows that I couldn’t help but sweep them into my arms and kiss them!”
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FREMINET
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About: A Partner
“A lover…?? Ah, Traveller… h-how did you find out….? N-No, I certainly don’t mind you knowing! It’s uhm… just… well, private affairs? Ahaha… O-oh, is my face red? S-Sorry!”
About: Romance
“Oh no… I don’t think I’m all that romantic, honestly…! It’s obvious that I’m not exactly a very straightforward or… confident person, it’s just my nature? It took a long time to muster up the courage to confess, and it’ll take a lot out of me to- E-Eh?? H-Have we kissed?? T-Traveller, m-maybe let’s save those kinds of questions for later?
About: First Kiss
“I-I figured this inquiry would arise eventually… hah, it’s alright, probably. L-Let me think back- no, of course I wouldn’t forget! I-It’d be more of a challenge to erase it from my memory… it was after I taught them how to dive, a-and while they were looking at the sealife I had secretly picked a Romaritime flower for them… Once we got out of the water, I gifted the flower to them and they were so excited they k-kissed me, right here… o-on the cheek… N- What do you mean that doesn’t count??”
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WRIOTHESLEY
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About: A Partner
“...What, do I look like someone incapable of having one? I’m joking, okay, so don’t look so apologetic all of a sudden… I’m sorry, the question took me by surprise. You see, no one ever questions you about your relationship status, do they? Either way, I do have one… though I trust you won’t trouble them about it?”
About: Romance
“Haha… ah… if you’re asking for romantic activities… does… sharing a word over tea count? It’s the modest, every day occurrences that really make the difference, aren’t they? It can be quiet, it can be lively, but either way, as long as I can find myself sitting on a chair positioned next to theirs, with our hands intertwined under the shade of the table, words won’t even have to be shared. Their warmth alone is enough.”
About: First Kiss
“I think the day when it happened might’ve been my happiest. That morning before I left for the Fortress I had told them I wanted to see them at work, and how taxing it was, being apart from their presence… But I seriously didn’t believe it when they showed up, knocking on my office door with that sly grin. And then the nerve to kiss me as I was trying to focus on paperwork, just how arrogant is that? Hah, as if could ever see them in that light... although the true chore was hiding from Siegewinne when she burst in not even a second later, jumping about…”
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About: A Partner
“What is it? You’re free to speak any concer- ah? A… lover, you say? Yes, it’s true I have one… But don’t tell the Melusines this, alright? They have a bad habit of sharing misinformation… and I’d certainly hate it if any inconvenience were to come upon my lover.”
About: Romance
“Ahem… I don’t exactly… understand the concept of this “romance” you speak of, Traveller. I’ve found myself often questioning the actions of mortals, but nonetheless they are beautiful in their own rights. Ultimately, shouldn’t it be sufficient enough just to see them happy in my presence? That is all I dearly wish for.
About: First Kiss
“Do you truly feel no shame in asking such private questions? …I’ll be lenient, just this once, since I’d like to speak about them as well. And if I were to answer the question obvious in your gaze… well, it was them who kissed me first, not the other way around. Ah, is that disappointment I sense? It’s not that I’d hope our story is unique, it’s simple and sweet, and I am perfectly content with it. An afternoon relieved of my ludex duties to roam about the city, drinking tea while watching the sun set, the words shared that day, and the light that danced in their eyes as they kissed me… Yes, I simply would not have it any other way.”
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(a/n) hey hey writer's tip!!! didnt feel like gatekeeping today... when writing ff during class or in a public space where people could easily look over your shoulder and witness the sins you are committing, simply turn the text color to a really light gray so that (unless they concentrate really hard, but with our goldfish-built minds likely won't) they won't witness at thing ! i mean of course you won't be able to either, but you should know what you're writing right ?!
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acmenvs3000w23 · 2 years ago
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Unit 04: Nature Interpretation through Art and Planning for “All” Scenarios
Hey Everyone,
Interpreting nature through art is a difficult task to do. Beck et al. (2018) talks about interpretive theater and how many parks offer this way of representing nature. By engaging with the public in a different way that speaks to them. Theater can better explain the wonders within their park. By using bright colour, good actors, relating it back to topics of interest or scientific topics such as climate change people become intrigued by the show. An example was provided by Beck in which he explains that a New York company received a three-year grant to focus on the complexity of climate change (Beck et al., 2018). Other ways include music and dance. This is a way to touch people emotions by seeing the beauty from within. As well visual arts are used in art museums to manage tensions and confusions (Beck et al., 2018).  
I personally lack these skills in art as I never really focused much on it throughout my education however my sister is an artist currently working in visuals art and she has explained some of the techniques she uses and there is so much more to it then I ever knew. Its complexity and ways of representing certain aspects and focussing on certain areas of her paintings is interesting when someone can explain it to you. Furthermore, Beck et al. (2018) talked about Maslow’s concept of basic needs and growth needs. I already have my basic needs taken care of and would like to focus on my growth needs specifically self-actualization. Maslow says that self-actualization is “moments of highest happiness”. To achieve this, I believe I need to focus my on the art of interpretation and how to represent it in a way that speaks to as many people as possible.  
I would interpret “the gift of beauty” through my senses. As we talked about in last week’s blog post I have the privilege to have all five of my senses all of which work very well. As well in my week two blog post I learnt that I am a tactile and visual learner. I interpret beauty through experiences and by seeing nature take place. When I go on nature walks or to protected areas walking around and asking questions helps me understand what it is I am experiencing. Everyone interprets “the gift of beauty” differently and as talked about in Beck et al. (2018) if you have a better understanding of unique features such as knowing where to see rare birds or knowing about geological features you will interpret its beauty differently than from someone who lacks these skills. I believe I still have much to learn but seeing how landscapes form, how crops grow, the progression of life intrigues me. Using my senses to experience these wonders and ask questions and to look for answers allows myself to interpret the beauty of nature around me. Beck et al. (2018) mentions the Lakota phrase, mitakuye oyasin meaning “all things connected". This phrase shows us that beauty is all around and connected it’s just a matter of deciphering what that beauty means to you and how you interpret it.
Aaron
Beck, L., Cable, T. T., & Knudson, D. M. (2018). Interpreting cultural and natural heritage: For A Better World. SAGAMORE Publishing.
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nishibishi · 3 years ago
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JEON JUNGKOOK FIC-RECS:- Series List (1)
Hello, wonderful people. So I'm finally here after a pretty long time, what more can I say, I've been so busy with my academics and all. It sucks to be a high schooler. So basically after seeing BTS updating their MBTI types, I thought maybe I should take the test again and IT TURNS OUT TO ISFP-T!!! AND AM I NOT SURPRISED TO SEE THE SIMILARITIES? I would suggest y'all to take the MBTI TEST on truity.com as well. You can message me about your personality types as well, as I would definitely love to get to know y'all better.
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NOW getting to the point. I bring you all a fic-recs list featuring none other our golden mak-nae, and my bias wrecker, Jeon Jungkook.
Again, I would like to inform you that none of these wonderful masterpieces involve my underwhelming talent of writing and imagination, they solely belong to their respective owners, who've put their everything into these work of fiction to make them so beautiful and memorable. I'm merely an admirer, a fan, a dreamer who loves to indulge in the world of fantasy for an escape from reality. I would highly recommend you all, to go through their master-lists and give them your love and support. Happy reading!!!
WARNING:-
MOST OF THESE ONE-SHOTS WILL BE 18+ (mentions of any mental unrest, mentions of any death, blasphemy, infidelity, mentions of blood, and explicit smut)- MINORS SHOULD STRICTLY NOT INTERACT.
LEGENDS:-
a - angst ; f - fluff ; m - mature ; s - supernatural ; d - drama ; h - humor
From Home (m) by @gyukult (a, f, s, h) [rich-kid, fake dating]
Jeon Jung-kook knows that he's rich as fuck. and oh god, he knows EVERYTHING about his typical spoilt ways of showing it off. But when his loving mother decides to kick him out of their estate, to make him more responsible and self-dependent, he is determined. To earn his position back. Thanks to you, child prodigy, who might make his plans easier.
I have had my pleasure of that very old concept o rich-falling-for-poor-and-family-backlashes. But the concept of THIS VERY FIC, oh lord, has astounded me to the core. The comic timing, the intriguing differences between the characters' family background, the phantom expectations and the bitter realities. A must read!!!!
After Midnight (m) by @gyukult (a, f, h, d) [casual relationship]
After the announcement of your little sister tying knot with the love of her life, you realize that it's high time for you to break ties with your fuckbuddy Jungkook, and finally get settled down with someone more of a husband material guy. But it's unfair for Jungkook for two reasons: one, you're a doctor, and two, will he ever find a pussy that bomb?
Dude, no review will ever be able to describe how PERFECT this fic is. I've never ever seen such a perfect fuckboy characterization written for Jungkook. He's perfectly sweet, stupid, sexy and dude, his comic timing just when the OC's practicality begins to empower him, oh lord. My favorite. Period.
Animal (m) by @cutaepatootie (a, f, d) [boxer, hate-to-love]
Lying on a hospital bed in his 60s, Jungkook recounts his past life. The one where his ruthlessness, his recklessness, his rudeness, every negative aspect of his life, was brightened with the solitary feeling of love. The love, which he had for you.
If I ever try to write a single word about this fic in its appreciation, I just end up crying a flood of tears. Be ready to have a box of tissue beside you before reading this masterpiece. A touching tale of love, hate and grief. A must read.
Let Me Stay Close To You by @9uk (a, d) [bullying, college-life]
When your high-school bully Jungkook re-enters your life as your college mate AND your partner for project, you cannot help but fear his intentions. But for Jungkook, it's all different. A drastic difference that makes his heart pace faster than the light's speed.
This fic is the far-most gut wrenching story portraying Jungkook in a not-so-typical setting and shade. Even though the ending of the fic somewhat falls out and becomes exhausting, it is still virtuous in its glory. A good take with a new perspective.
Knife's Edge (m) by @readyplayerhobi (a, f, d) [mafia, infidelity] ft. Jimin
Ever since your scarred childhood, you have known about your marriage with Jungkook in future, with you leading a life in a hellhole forever. And you're alright since you've got Jungkook beside you. But one night, everything changes when you end up laying your eyes upon Jimin, who promises comfort and love upon his arrival.
I know. Jimin is my bias, I should be rooting for him but oh lord, the mafia!jungkook takes it all for me to fuck the shit outta OC for going astray, dude. I'm speechless, so no words. Just dive right in!!
Falling Skies (m) by @fortunexkookie (a, f, d) [childhood friends]
The art of permanence isn't your cup of tea; despite that, your best friend, Ji-yeon and her twin brother, Jungkook, are irreplaceable to you. Ji-yeon, garnering all your love and Jungkook, garnering all your annoyance. You cannot endure Jungkook, that's for sure. But one unexpected catastrophe it takes, for you to realize what Jungkook is to you in a true sense.
The twin thing concept was very new to me, and reading this fic reminded of Norwegian Wood by Haruki Murakami, both focusing on loss, emptiness, love, coping and the following hardships. One of the best fics I've read. A must read.
I hate you, I love you (m) by @jungblue (a, f, d) [best friends]
You have been through every phase and feeling of your life with Jungkook: enemies, friends and best friend forever. Too bad, and too late, you ended up catching feelings for him when he had already committed himself to someone who's not you.
Cute, Sexy, Lovely. GO AND READ THIS ASAP!!!
Innocence (m) by @monoguk (a, h, f) [one sided love, fuckboy]
For you, the concept of sex is flabbergasting but for Jungkook, that is the only thing his world revolves about. But once he falls for you innocence, nothing even as impeccable as sex can enamor him anymore.
It's not completed yet but dude, have not fallen in love with the simple and cute dynamics of it? A must read!!!!
True Care (m) by @joonsgalaxy (a, h, d, f) [bodyguard, family issues]
Your new bodyguard, Jungkook is no way similar to your father's bodyguard. He's young, cute (did I say hot?) and shy. Two of you together navigate through the hardships of each other's life and create a bond, safeguarding each other from one inevitable thing: love.
Oh lord, this one fic stays in my heart forever. The accurate representation of the very Jungkook we know. How delightful! Moreover, I just loved the way the OC was written: bold, practical and sensitive. Just dive right in!!
The Brothel (m) by @plumblackjeon (a, d) [unrequited love, rich kid]
In the eyes of society, Jeon Jungkook is a typical rich brat, spending his nights in brothels, getting wasted. But when you find him intoxicated in the corridor of your apartment, you can't help but find his true self, even if that means wandering into the brothel.
I don't know if this fic was supposed to be a one shot, but it snapped something in me. I've never felt so gut-wrenched after reading a fic. It made me rethink a lot about my opinions and ideas about the nightlife. It also gave me glimpses of After Dark by Haruki Murakami and reminded me of a song named lovememore. by dosii.
Astonishing and dark, a must read.
So that is it guys. Do let me know about your own opinions about these fics or any other fics that you want to recommend me. Happy Reading!!!
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