#me and this boy were singing our hearts out to eachother and then we realised midnight had already passed

[a-land-of-infinite-wonders]

I have this issue where I get heavily attached to books/movies/songs because I attach memories to them and rn I am crying over the song live forever by oasis for the silliest reason.

[blouisparadise]

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1) That Summer Feeling | Explicit | 2093 words

"It was still a lazy summer evening, the sun was still floating in the sky and the balcony window was letting in a warm breeze. Harry thumbed at Louis’ hipbone, easing his lips off Louis’ skin just to mumble “Turn over, darling.” Louis cracked a small smile, turning over slowly and revealing the back half of his naked body. Harry’s tongue felt too big for his mouth. He swallowed as he took in the sight. He’d never get tired of this."

2) The Sucking Method | Explicit | 2668 words | Sequel #1 | Sequel #2 | Sequel #3

Louis tries to quit smoking, but none of his methods work. Harry comes up with a new idea that involves lots of sucking.

3) Spirit Meets The Bones | Explicit | 3220 words

The action shouldn’t fill his eyes with tears but it does. These small gestures mean the world to him. A steady reminder that Harry does notice all the tiny, seemingly insignificant details that make Louis him.

4) Blue Eyes, Black Jeans, Lighters, Candy | Explicit | 3629 words | Sequel

Harry is in Madrid and Louis had a hard week.

5) This Is Where I Sleep | Explicit | 3678 words

Harry and Louis go camping while on break and make some memories.

6) A Touch of Your Love | Explicit | 3856 words

Harry needs to work out. Louis wants him to pay attention to him. They find a compromise.

7) We’ve Got A Vicious Streak | Explicit | 4073 words

In the aftermath of 1DDay, Harry finds a way to help Louis relax.

8) The Sound Of Silence | Explicit | 4272 words

Note: This fic is locked and can only be read by AO3 users.

Early the next morning, Louis had been scrolling through Twitter when he first saw the wild conspiracy.

“What if the person in the VIP box is actually Xander?”

Louis had almost choked on his coffee. Xander? Of all the people Harry had been connected to over the last few years, this person was speculating Harry was secretly in love with Xander Ritz?

9) Cherries In The Snow | Mature | 5151 words

It’s Valentine’s Day, and Harry is not in the mood. So naturally, Louis lets Harry paint his body with kiss marks to make him feel better.

10) At The End Of My Rope | Mature | 5608 words

The one where they go to Crete and Harry is definitely hiding something.

11) Just Stop Your Crying (It's a Sign of the Times) | Explicit | 5864 words

My own imagining of the inspiration for Sign of the Times.  Featuring boys in love, even after all this time.

12) Maybe My Heart’s Numb | Mature | 6007 words

"Lou."

He breathes in sharply and turns to his right, the source of the voice just having sat down. "Yeah?" he asks softly, trying to get his voice to come out as evenly as possible.

Harry stares at him with an unreadable look on his face, then looks down. Louis' gaze follows.

 Oh.

Harry's holding his right hand, a completely burnt out cigarette lying underneath it.

13) Singing Your Praises | Explicit | 6226 words

Prompt 86: Louis rides Harry while wearing his packer’s jersey/sweater and gets his ass ate.

14) The Window To The Soul | Explicit | 6925 words

Harry comes off stage at iHeart 2017 and really needs a bit of physical affection.

15) PDA: Public Displays of Arousal | Mature | 7281 words

"He soon ventured out on a relaxing stroll along the damp shore, pouting down at the very dainty size of the footprints he made in the wet sand. He could already picture Harry making a large footprint right next to it just to coo at their very distinct size difference, and Louis didn’t know whether to grin or grimace. He looked up from the ground to observe the colorful assortment of tents and umbrellas from the people scattered along the sand, and the people themselves were-

Well, they were all naked."

16) Cease The Day | Explicit | 8195 words

In which 1D Day takes on a whole new meaning.

Instead of a seven hour livestream, the One Direction team deem it more profitable to offer an entire day spent with any one member of the band for the highest bidder. What happens when the same buyer wins both Louis and Harry for a day?

17) Little White Lies | Explicit | 10450 words

Louis makes an off hand comment in an interview then comes home to find Harry has laid his old braces out on their bed.

18) Tomorrow You Won’t Be Mine | Explicit | 13592 words

Louis and Harry were larry, until they broke up and weren’t. Years into the hiatus Louis finds himself in Philadelphia for a music festival, completely unaware that Harry has a show that night there too until fans start to freak out online. Louis has things to get off of his chest about their break up all those years ago and turns up to Harry’s concert without notice, leaving Harry in complete shock. Feelings overwhelm them both, leading to a night where they realise just how much they missed eachother...

19) With the Certainty Of Tides | Mature | 13980 words

“Love you,” Louis whispered in the dark. He didn’t know what time it was or where the light had gone, he knew that he was in Harry’s arms, basking in the afterglow of all their love and he’d be a fool to not tell Harry that. As if Harry didn’t know.

“Love you,” was whispered back, as if Louis didn’t know. They confessed to each other as if it was their first time saying it, raw and painful, and listened to it the very same way, but they knew those words to be the only ones true.

With all the certainty of the tides, with all the light from the sun, with all the steady beats of their hearts, they were deftly in love, in secret and so loudly. They were brave and fearless and strong and hopelessly devoted in every sense of their breaths.

“We made it, baby,” Harry mumbled, bringing their lips into a final kiss, sweet and soft and the color of pink. They already knew that, didn’t fight tooth and nail and argued through every petty year and bleed their hearts into the words they sang and on their skin for them to have not made it home.

They were home.

20) Bang Bang (My Baby Shot Me Down) | Not Rated | 16683 words

The one where Harry wants a little more in the bedroom and has a habit of putting his foot in his mouth.

21) Oblivious | Explicit | 19096 words

Where Louis gets a little crush on Luke and for some reason Harry starts acting weird.

22) Late Night Devil (Put Your Hands On Me) | Explicit | 20086 words

Harry Styles has always put up with him. With every snip of attitude, every idiotic act of stubbornness, every harsh and sour word. Each time Louis thinks he's stepped too far, clung too tight, bitten too hard, Harry is there to forgive him, to protect him, to hold him. Maybe he was naive to think that, no matter how hard he pushed, Harry would never move.

Maybe he should have seen it coming.

23) England Has My Bones | Explicit | 24087 words

The next time Harry thinks about calling, it’s 4.14 in the morning on a Parisian hotel balcony.

24) Pink In The Night | Explicit | 32324 words

His finger was tapping on Louis’ chat before Harry could even think about it, eyes reading over the last text he’d sent Louis. I miss you. Do you miss me?

Harry had felt so pathetic that December night, alone in the dark room of the Japanese apartment he’d been staying at, the strong smell of alcohol clinging to his clothes.

Louis hadn’t replied, but Harry wasn’t surprised; he had texted Louis a few times before while he’d been away, but there had never been a response.

It pained him to admit that this was their new normal.

25) What’s Mine Is Yours To Make Your Own | Mature | 39919 words

Sometimes, the closest Harry ever feels to home is Louis. It’s their shared hotel rooms on tour, their shoes toed off in the doorway next to each other, jackets hung on the same post. It’s everything he doesn’t notice until it’s been taken away from him.

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[moralchampion]

Can you tell me about the stray kids members? :-]

Yes definitley can 😌😌😌

Okay first up we have Aussie Bang Chan. The most amazing leader you'll ever find. He writes and produces most of their songs, together with Changbin and Han as 3Racha but also Vocalist/Dancer/Rapper. Chan is born in 1997 and the oldest of them, trained for about 8 years and has a really cute habit of calling his members "the kids". He is really sweet and always tries to be there for his members, cause he said "they saved him" and does weekly live streams which lead to some people calling him stays therapist. Also he is friends with like the whole kpop industry lol and his rolemodel is Christiano Ronaldo for some reason...

Then we got Lee Know, born in 1998, dad of 3 cats, might be in love with Han, who knows, listed as dancer but also rapper/vocalist. 4th gen fish boy who doesn't know how to swim, but somehow the most normal member, or atleast the one with the most normal past lol apart from the fact that he was once on some National Geographics TV thing where he said that he wants to be a dance and the commentator went "Everyone of these hopefulls could be the next big thing in kpop", which is iconic to this day. He may seem cold and ignorant but his heart is freaking soft, he donates to many organisations to save kids and also animals.

Then we got my boy Changbin. Rapper, Vocalist and Producer. He is the fastest rapper in the industry and everybody who tells you different is straight up lying cause it's literally statistically proven. I'd say he's the best rapper cause he got good flow, his voice is steady and sounds amazing but some people might say otherwise so mhmm... One of his iconic lines "I love dark", and he always tries to seem like the dark rapper but can't sleep without his plushie. He's the smallest member with 167cm. He was also on 'King of masked Singer' (THAT PERFORMANCE!!!)

Then Hyunjin, the one who got called 'Prince' by his classmates, because it's literally true, just look at him, this man is the most talented person ever. Born in 2000, he is their Dancer, Rapper, Vocalist and Visual, he's also really good at writing lyrics and likes to draw, he designed the cover art for their latest single. We like to count him as part of Aussie line because he's english is adorable and he has a big Australian accent. The only tall member with 179cm. At one point he almost joined a religious cult on accident. After over 4 months he finally came back last week with his cover dance of 'Play With Fire' which he choreographed himself.

Now we got Maknae line, starting with Han Jisung, born on September 14th 2000, he likes to use that on Felix, who is a day younger than him, even if they still haven't figured out which one is actually older if you consider time zones. Rapper, Vocalist and Producer, the third part of 3Racha, who likes to doodle, 4th gen ace. He's born in Korea but somehow his members still think his Hometown is Malaysia because he lived and studied there. He was also on 'King of masked Singer' and his Nickname by his members is 'Squirrel' because he likes to stuff his cheeks with food when he eats. Predebut he had an accident with an alligator where he nearly died lol.

Then Felix, aka Sunshine, the other part of original aussie line, born on September 15th, a day younger than Han. Dancer, Rapper, Vocalist, can play the piano, Voice goes from deep af to high pitched, can also make mosquito sounds, that's what I call variety. Felix knows Taekwondo and his face doesn't really fit the super deep voice lol (Funfact, Felix shares his birthday with Day6 Jae.) He also donates to "Save the Children" monthly and since he was young.

The third part of "born in September 2000 line", Seungmin, their Vocalist. He is one of the best English speakers in the group, even tho he only learned it when he lived in LA for 3 months in 4th grade but we consider him part of Aussie line now. He went to the same high school as Chan, but I don't think they knew eachother then. His role models are Day6, he is their biggest fan and they acknowledged him as official president of their Fandom. He really likes photography and is a big fan of animals. When he was younger a helicopter crashed into his apartment building while he was brushing his teeth and he only realised it after he left the bathroom.

And last but not least, Maknae on Top I.N. Vocalist, born in 2001. He can play the piano and his special ability is singing trot. He was a child model when he was 7, his favorite color is hot pink and his role model Bruno Mars. He likes kids so if he wasn't in Stray Kids he'd be a elementary school teacher. His MBTI type results keep changing. He almost joined the religious cult together with Hyunjin.

Stray Kids are a fully self produced group, Chan choose the members himself and made it work, he helped all of them improve and he said it once in an interview, it was fate. They were meant to be. They produce their own songs, write the lyrics, even do some of the choreographies themselves and by now even their cover art. Even if they are under one of the big 3 companies, JYP (fuck jyp), their fandom promotes them better than JYP does, and some of them (especially Chan and Felix) are on social media platforms, constantly stalking their fandom and we still get scared everytime one of them knows about something that happened on like twitter or tiktok. Their fandom is one of the gayest you'll ever find in Kpop and recently we got called furries because Skz's song "Wolfgang" has a part where they fucking bark (but the song is really good!!)

Our fandom name is 'Stay' and the like slogan is "Stray Kids everywhere all around the world, you make Stray Kids Stay"

Anyways, that's Stray Kids from my perspective :D

[allforbtsu]

On eachother we rely- Chapter 2

Ot7 Werewolf x Werewolf Reader (eventually)

Summary: In a world where werewolves are known to exist and are being hunted down for science reasons, y/n has to regain her freedom after being captured. What she didn't know was that a new beginning was looming, new people entering in her life. Will she be able to find a new home in them? Has all she been through help her protect her new family?

Word Count: 3.1k

Warning: Mention of breeding and nothing else I think...

Chapter 1

The night passed in an instant, before she could even realise Hobi was tossing around on the bed waking her up. “I'm sorry, I got a cramp on my arm” She kindly stood up a little and let the werewolf take his arm under her head. “Sorry” She closed her arms and stretched. When y/n turned around she found Hobi already staring at her. “Good morning” He sang. “They are probably gonna bring the food in a little while, we slept quite a lot”. “I can't believe they just feed us once a day, and barely anything.” y/n got out of the bed. “Better than nothing” Answered Hobi. y/n scoffed. “Better than nothing” She mumbled. 

“I need to go to the bathroom” y/n cried. “Me too” Said Hobi getting out of bed as well and tidying it. “I also need a shower, I reek. Do they let us shower here?” “Only once a week. It gets pretty savage in there when the time to shower comes. There's only one place for that and they don't separate male from females, it's a mess. The alphas get super possessive over their mates and almost always an omega gets beat up. Those days are truly something”

“So we can get in contact with other people from here” y/n realised, her heart skipping a beat in excitement. “Yeah! Shower time and playtime are usually the only moments I get to speak to other werewolves and figure a way out. That's how I met up with jungkook actually. He's really nice, another beta. That was before he got taken away from the section I was in though, I think he got a match as well. We will probably meet up with him in the showers or in playtime.” 

Y/N sat on her bed. “Playtime?”.”Oh, yes. They usually want us to change into our wolf forms, so they let us go outside to a little backyard they have.”,  “Has no one tried to attack them and escape?” Hobi grimaced. “The last time that happened they were killed” y/n eyes shot wide open. “The only way to escape is during the night and with a great amount of luck” Hobi answered while he got closer to the glass door, already smelling the food. The same old lady gave them their little ration of food and left. Hobi turned around, the plate in his hand with the same steak from yesterday and two carrots to the sides. “Show me something more appealing than this, I'll wait.” y/n joked, making Hobi let out a little giggle. 

They sat on the floor and started eating. Without her realising Hobi put his hand on her knee and caressed it in affection, a timid smile on his lips. Y/N blushed, but let him pet her anyway. The cage was filled with comfortable silence, the two young people basking in having found each other. As they told one another stories about their childhood and family they couldn't help but share some laughs. Y/N couldn't believe someone could smile as wholeheartedly as Hobi, so while he threw his body forward laughing at one of her antics, she caressed the back of his neck, he did not respond, only sending a smile her way. Hobi's heart filled with warmth and swore to himself to protect her no matter what. They both had lost their families, but he was sure they had found something similar in each other, security, at the very least. 

The afternoon went smoothly, singing funny songs with Hobi and staring at the cage across, both girls already knowing her and sharing smiles. A few hours before nighttime, an alarm sounded once again. She looked over to Hobi in his bed. “It's shower time i guess.” He stood up. “Enjoy it, you will not have another one till next week.” “Do they also use this to study us?” She asked. “You bet. It's a complete mess in there. Keep close to me, ok? Don't stare at anyone.They could be an alpha or their mate and you are fucked” y/n gulped, but nodded either way. She went closer and stood up next to him on the door, waiting for the guards to handcuff them and take them to the bathrooms. “Will we meet that guy...mhm, jeon..?” “Yes, jungkook! He will be there. I want to know if he got a good cage partner, I hope so, he is a good guy.”

The guards came and took them along the corridor. “Don't grab him like that! He didn't do anything, slow down!” Hobi and y/n turned their heads to the left, where the cupid-like nose boy shouted to one of the guards who was holding the dumpling boy a little too roughly. “If he had behaved other times we wouldn't be in this position.” Answered the man holding him down. Hobi got himself closer to y/n as if trying to protect her and kept on going, both being pushed forward by the guards. Other werewolves being taken out of their cages as well. 

The bathroom looked like a long hall, with closed showers on each side, a long bench in the middle of the corridor going to the back of the room. “There's not enough showers for everyone” Said y/n seeing how person after person was entering the place, the room being unable to hold more than forty people. “Nope, that's why we have to be quick and…” “Move over” Said a guy cutting Hobi off and pushing both of them to the side.” Aish, see what did I tell you. Right from the start” Growled Hobi. They went to the back of the room, where less people were gathering around. Right behind them two young boys came in sight. “Hobi?” Said one of them, startling the already two distressed werewolves. “Jungkook-ah!” Shouted Hobi, coming closer and hugging the boy. “How are you? Such a long time. This is Taehyung” Jungkook nodded behind him, where a guy with a shy smile on his face hid. “Tete, this is Hobi. The friend I told you about.” Taehyung wave his way, making Hobi smile. “This is y/n, my cage partner” Both werewolves looked behind him, where y/n hid as well, the two guys blushing at the sight that it was a girl. Jungkook stared at Hobis eyes in disbelief. “Oh no, that means…” Hobi nodded. “We have to leave here as soon as possible then. I'm still healing from the fight, but…” Jungkook was cutted of by another guy pushing him, he reeked of alpha. y/n couldn't believe their luck. Hobi and Taehyung walked backwards, far away from Jungkook and the confronting alpha. Hobi grabbed y/n and led her to an empty shower, all the others being used and people waiting in line for them. 

The beta and alpha stared at each other for a few seconds, till Taehyung reached over and grabbed Jungkook's arm, prompting him to back down. He would not budge.”Ay, why is he so confrontational. Let it be jungkook-ah” Mumbled Hobi. “Hobi, I'm scared” He looked down at her and nodded. “Get in the shower, flower. No one will go in there, I will stay here” y/n watched the scene in front of her, where a very riled up alpha was about to beat jungkook up. “Not if you don't get in with me. You are gonna get in that mess. At least in there I can be sure you are safe” She told him. Hobi blushed, but nodded either way. They started stripping down inside the shower, before turning it on, so no one could watch them bare. “I won't look” Mumbled Hobi softly before she could take off her undergarments. She giggled. “I don't mind” He stared at her eyes and smiled. 

They both discarded the rest of their clothes and turned on the shower. The sound of a very distressed Taehyung scolding Jungkook dissipated as both werewolves took in the sight of each other. Y/N had never seen someone as pretty as Hobi before and neither did him. She blushed and looked down, she couldn't believe her sight, her stare coming right up. Hobi giggled. “It's ok, I don't mind” He joked, copying her, making her laugh and embrace him. They stood there under the hot faucet for a few minutes, holding onto one another. Hobi”s hand caressed her back, as she rubbed the back of his neck.  

After showering and putting on their clothes, they were separated once again, y/n being taken back to the ward and Hobi back to the cage. He caressed her hand in reassurance. Back to the room filled with doctors, y/n sat back down on one of the beds, waiting for her doctors, one guard next to her all the time. Next to her bed another girl rested in one of her own, her eyes puffy, she had been crying. Y/N stared at her, until Minji appeared in her sight. “Well, hello y/n. Give me a moment, I will be here with you shortly with Jaebong.” The woman said, sending her a cold smile that didn't reach her eyes, getting lost once again in the sea of beds and patients. 

“You already know what they want you for, right?” Asked in a hoarse voice the girl who was lying on the bed, causing y/n to turn her gaze on her once again. The guard next to her seem to tense up, ready to listen to the conversation. The girl's eyes seem full of sorrow, y/n had the feeling the girl understood her and wanted to tell her something. The girl looked over to the guard in nervousness, her stare falling back on y/n, who slightly nodded in reassurance. “They will take him away”. “What?” Asked y/n. “Silence!” Shouted the guard. “The baby, once you have it” The guard puffed out and closed a curtain separating both of them. Her voice no longer heard, her message had already reached its receiver. Y/N sighted, legs trembling once again. She hated this place with all her being. Would they truly take the child if she had one? Had they taken the girl's baby out of her grasp? That is surely why she looked so sad and told her this information. Before y/n thoughts traveled farther, Minji came back with Jaebong. “Hello y/n” Said the man. Both doctors were standing next to her. “The check up from yesterday came completely fine, you are a very healthy young lady indeed. Perfect for childbearing. Incredible news for the conditions you use to live out there in the wild.” The words made y/n cringe. “We have been observing your behavior, as you know, and we are completely happy to see you have responded well to your cage partner.”

The stare on the woman's eye made y/n believe she knew more than she should, her gaze falling back to the floor. Wanting to get out of there as fast as possible. The doctors talked with her about other medical stuff and let her go, they mostly wanted to check her menstruation cycles and heats. Information y/n didn't want to share, but was forced to, threatening her by saying they wouldn allow her and Hobi to eat till she decided to speak about it.

Back at the cage she broke down, not wanting to be in this place any longer. Begging Hobi to hold her and stay by her side. Before she knew it they were sleeping again and the day began once more. Hobi woke up excited, exclaiming today was playtime day. Y/N could not share the same excitement, the thoughts about yesterday coming back to her mind. “Hobi, today we have to speak to that jungkook guy. We need to get out of here, please.” He looked at her with a sad smile, hugging her. “Yes, we will speak to him, but we need to be carefull, It's not common for werewolves to exchange long conversations during playtime.” She nodded. Hobi couldn't stand seeing her so sad. “I will see your wolf for the first time! And you will see mine! Aren't you excited?” A smile broke into y/n face. “Yes, Hobi, Im happy for that”

After they had the food portion of the day, the time came when they were escorted to the big backyard the facility owned. You could see the woods through the electric fence, what brought y/n a sense of comfort, freedom. The green space was big, it looked like a little forest, with its own lake and trees, many little spaces to hide and talk. You were able to see the werewolves with their own partners and friends, no group bigger than three or four. You could see some wolves playing on the grass or chasing each other, biting their legs or caressing others. This brought joy to y/n's delicate heart. Bringing some hope for the future. 

“Are you ready to transform?” Asked Hobi with a smile. y/n nodded. Both of them walked behind some trees together and changed in front of each other, away from the praying eyes of the biologists. Hobis wolf was one of the most majestic things y/n had ever seen, with fur that looked more reddish than brownish and his bright eyes that looked at her in wonder. y/n wolf was white as snow, soft eyes staring at Hobi. “Your wolf is beautiful!” Said Hobi from their mind bond. “You can talk to me through the bond already?” Asked y/n in surprise. Hobi jumped up and down. “Of course, you are my pack, my family” y/n couldn't believe what she was hearing. She had never felt before what she felt for Hobi. y/n prayed she could feel like this forever, happy. 

She got closer and caressed her head against his neck, showing her love and appreciation. Hobi nuzzled back. “Come on, let's run and meet up with jungkook-ah” Both of them ran around the park, shoving each other to the side, almost always touching one another. Near the pond, y/n and Hobi could smell the two werewolves they encountered at the showers. Both of them were play fighting against one another, tumbling around on the glass. Hobi started to wag his tail in happiness, coming closer to them both. "I'm gonna talk with Jungkook through the bond, you probably won't be able to listen, don't worry, taehyung won't be able as well. I will tell you what we talked about later." Y/N nodded.

As both males talked, her gaze fell back once again on the forest. Her mind somewhere else. Suddenly she felt someone pushing her to the side, Taehyung, making Hobi growl at him to be carefull. The sweet wolf's ears went flat to his head, but as he realised y/n was wagging her tail, he started jumping, prompting her to play with him. Y/N went and bit softly on one of his ears, causing Taehyung to whimper and throw himself on the grass dramatically as she had bitten it off. This made her internally laugh as she threw herself on top of him, tumbling around on the floor. As y/n and Taehyung played around, Hobi and Jungkook couldn't help but look at them fontly. Even though none of them had mated to one another, they felt an extremely big connection to each other.

Once Hobi and Jungkook finished talking about the plans, they joined both werewolves to play. Jungkook had never been this close to a female before, and as y/n rubbed her head against his neck, he couldn't help but feel a shiver run down his spine. She did the same with Taehyung, leaving him petrified, saying goodbye to the wolves, as she and Hobi followed everyone else from their section back to the cages.

Back in their room, y/n felt exhausted, the day feeling way too long. Hobi and her got on their respective beds, that didn't last long. "Y/N?" "What?" Mumbled y/n half sleep, "Don't you want to know what we talked about?" "Yes" She opened her eyes, "In three weeks is gonna be the full moon, and as you probably guess shit gets crazy in here, so they usually reinforce security during that night. The good thing is, and what we are gonna take advantage of, is that the amount of security the day after is way less than any normal day, as they believe we are way too exhausted after the full moon, and also because they send the guards who made the night shift back home. We are acaping the night after the full moon. No other day of the month is better than that one, we have no other opportunity."

Y/N remained in silence, taking all the information in. "Is it okay with you?" Asked Hobi softly, starting to believe y/n was gonna back down, too scared to escape, but that was way beyond the truth. "Yes, Hobi, it's perfect. How did you all come up with this?", "Me and Jungkook have been in here for a while, we had the need to escape since the very beginning as well. So since we were in other section, that was way more secluded than this one, we began studying how this facility works and to work up a plan to get out of here."

"What was that section about? Why did they have you there?" There was a pause, "I think they had all the wolves best for breeding in there. I believe they collect them in there and then they distribute them along the females that arrive or the one that matches best in genes" y/n shivered, "This is truly a nightmare" Hobi turned around, as he was facing the ceiling, and stared at y/n, who was prompted already looking at him, "I know, but in three weeks, if we are lucky, we will be out of here", "And if we are not lucky, then what? What will happen to us?" Hobi stared at her eyes, "I don't know"

They stayed in silence, staring at each other in the dark. Y/N stood up and went over Hobi's bed, laying down, him scooting over so she could lay comfortably. Both of their faces were centimeters apart, and as Hobi exhaled in nervousness, y/n went closer and pecked his lips softly. A smile broke in the young boy's face, his eyes shining, as she copied him. He went closer once again and kissed her nose, her eyelids and then her mouth, "Don't worry about that now, ok? We have each other and we have hope, let's just hope for the best" 

[ellus986]

Don’t stop me now part 6

August 1982

“You should really stop working!” Shouts Roger, as you pack your bag.

“We spoke about it, I’m only 22 weeks pregnant, I can still work, Mira is in if there is something that is needed to be lifted, and I love my job. I don’t want to sit here all along.” You walk out of the house and he is following you with heavy angry steps. “We were speaking with Mira, both of us think one more months is okay, she had two kids, I believe her, and my feelings too!”

“I just want to make sure you are okay!”

“I’m, you know I would never risk our son’s life!” You yell back as you get on your bike and start to ride. “I will be home at night!”

Roger’s point of view:

He finally got you back at home, but still couldn’t talk you down about working. He hated that you go to work three days a week, while you had his son under your heart. You did it again today, and he tried to relax at the pool, but couldn’t get you out of his head, so he went to see you.

The door was open so he decides to not say anything as he walks in and doesn’t see you in the first second. He walks in one of the rows, to find you at one of refrigerators, packing. Your feet is moving to the beat as you are putting some bottles in.

“Tiger, darling I like this music too, but could you quit being your daddy just for some minutes?” You giggle, not really being mad, making Roger smile. He find the smile on your face adorable as you taped your round belly to the beat playing with your child.

“Sorry, could I pay?” Comes from the front and Roger steps back to stay unseeable for you, as you put the bottles down.

“Ofcourse I’m coming!” You walk there. “Oh my God, Robert, Hi!” Your words makes Roger smile disaper.

“Y/N! Good to see you!” Comes from your ex.

“Good to see you too!” You say with smile on your face as Roger steps closer to see you from his hide.

“You look...” he is looking for the good word.

“Big” you giggle, and Roger Rolls his eyes.

“I wanted to say beautiful and happy!” He admits.

“I’m, I mean happy...” you chuckle, while your hand is in the work.

“You are still with that rockstar?” Roger almost walks to him to hit him, but your answer changes his mind.

“Yes, I am still with Roger Taylor the drummer of Queen!” Your voice is filled with pride.

“Is it his?”

“Oh God Robert, like you never even knew me, ofcourse it is his son!” Roger already knew it hurts your feelings, before he heared your hufish voice.

“I’m sorry, just rockstar’s are always like...”

“Like what?” Roger finally steps behind him, to make both of you realise he is there.

“It will be 3 £!” You say, like there was never a conversation, and he puts down the money and grabs his bags.

“I really do not wanted to hurt your feelings, I’m sorry!”

“It is okay! Have a nice day!” You try to keep your tears back, as you mumble.

“You too!” He walks out, and Roger runs to you.

“Come here!” He hugs you and you cry out. “Shhh! He was a dick head!” He holds you close as you make his shirt wet, but who really cares about that right now?

“Why are you here?”

“I missed you two, came in to see you!” He kisses your temple.

“Not telling me I should go home?” You sniff, still hiding your face in his chest.

“No, love!” He admits. “Just wanted to see your bright smile!”

He just locks his eyes with Mira who walks in the store, while you are still have tears in your eyes, burrying your face in his shirt.

“Honey, your shift is over, I get it from here!” She steps to you and taps your back.

“Are you sure?” You sutter.

“Yes, I’m! Spend some time with your man before your boy arrives!” She pushes the two of you out of the shop and Roger just silently froms thank you as he walks you to the car.

“What do you want to do?” He asks you with a smile on his face, that makes you a little happier. “Some food? Or just walk in the park? Going to the festival?” He continues as you don’t answer.

“The walk sounds nice...” you mumble.

“That’s my girl!” He pinches your cheek.

Your point of view:

“You look so stunning!” Elena screams on otherside of the phone.

“Oh shot up!” You chuckle looking at the latest magazine in your hand.

“No, really, I haven’t seen a prettier pregnant woman alive!” She just can’t let it go. “Oh man who would think things will turn out like this? From the night I listened to you guys fuck three times, to become parents!” You can hear how amazed she is.

“You tell me?” You pause for a bit. “I mean two years not using any protection, it is a suprise we lasted this long!” Your laughter is loud you almost can’t hear the answer.

“You really played with fire!” She is amazed, even you can hear it.

“I think deep down both of us was okay with having kids with one and other.” You wonder.

“Even at the party?”

“Okay, I don’t know we were drunk, to say the least! But I think I trusted him already with my life at that point, beyond I knew!”

“Hey! They will think I have feelings!” Comes Roger kissing your nape.

“You don’t need a soul for me to be so stupid to trust you my life!” You say and hear Elena laugh in the phone.

“But I need a soul to be stupid enough to fall in love with a girl who’s family to me!” He smooths some hair out of your face.

“Ooh man, like we had a choice...” you wonder. “So where were we?”

“You two being totally adorable dorks next to eachother!” Laughs Elena.

“Adorable dorks... hmmm... i doubt the boy next to us in the kitchen would say that...” you laugh.

“Who choke on your words?” Ask Roger.

“Yeah, I’m sure he thinks we are adorable...” he smirks, before kissing your forhead. “I go now, but I will be home for dinner!”

“Have fun!”

Roger’s point of view:

He was the first one to arrive to the pub, so he sits down at the bar. Not long after the whole class starts to arrive. All his high school mates are in his favorite pub in the town, he haven’t seen them in years.

“Rainbow!” Oh God how long ago he did he hear that name.

“Beatrix!” He greats her. Yes this nickname came from a girl obviously.

“How growen up you become, rockstar!” She pokes his side.

“It was time!”

“Sure, soon to be dad!” She countinues.

“Yeah, couldn’t have a better life!”

“Sure, sure, sure... but isn’t she a little too young for you? I mean almost 10 years, isn’t that a little bit much?”

“Ooh if I would fall in love with her because of her age!” He laughs.

“You didn’t?”

“Oh I did not! First time I met her, I remember she already helped John and Veronica in the garden, she was cutting woods while singing along our songs. I was just walking there when she sang “I got a way with the girls on my block

Try my best to be a real individual” and that time I didn’t know she meant it, but man I liked her from that moment, and when she looked at Brian with a smirk singing “Oh give me a good guitar

And you can say that my hair's a disgrace” like she already knew I wrote it to piss him. To be fair I’m sure she knew, she saw deep inside me from the very first moment, if not before, but I needed a year to have the balls to really hit on her.” He smiles at the memory.

“So you fell in love with her because she knew some of your lyrics?” Beatrix looks totally suprised.

“No, I fell in love with her, because she has a free spirit, knows how to make me happy, she makes me think I’m enough, that I’m old and young at the same time, but yeah I liked her, because she liked the songs I wrote.”

“The look on your face tells everything, so I won’t ask you again that are you sure about this!” She laughs sipping on her champagne.

“Yes, I’m sure!” He replies and slicks the box in his pocket.

To be continued...

@spacedustmazzello @simply-sams-things

My sweet perms:

[taliel-strykidz]

Ending!

It’s finally here, I’m sorry for the long ass wait :( It’s not great but here you guys go!

Huannie couldn’t understand why it felt like there was something over her eyes making it difficult to open them, but she fought the urge to succumb back to the darkness and wrench them open, she felt like she hadn’t done that in a while.  Her whole body ached upon trying to move and everything from physically and mentally felt foggy. 

Feeling something wet on her cheek she brought her hand up to wipe it only to feel something tug in her arm, looking down she saw something plastic feeding into her veign, although everything was foggy she was well aware that the distinct shape of the the plastic thing on her arm was an IV. 

She glances upward, her mouth pursed but slightly open and loose. Her eyes are fixed as if she’s looking at something a yard away, but in reality she was staring at the ECG machiene mimicking her distressed state. Finally she launched herself up into a sitting position and observed where she was. She was in the hospital room the managers would usually request when an Idol was needing medical attention, but it looked different. There were piles of letters stacked on the armchair, boxes of plushies scattered on the desk and alot of overnight duffle bags shoved into the corner.

“Hello?” She called out weakly, a few minutes pass and no one had answered. Throwing the dozen blankets off the bed in agitated disorientation she rubbed her eyes furiously. “Mom? Taeyong?” She called again, her voice cracking like she hadn’t used it her whole life. 

There were scrambling footsteps outside of the door in the hall sprinting over to her door, speaking of the door it almost got ripped off its hinges as the nurse came inside to assess who was talking. This person Huannie had never seen before in her life. Although the brown haired nurse in front of her look unfamilliar there was a slight nagging in the back of her brain that she knew this woman. Her chocolate brown hair was in a beautiful messy bun; her doe brown eyes looked absolutely bewildered. 

“Annyeonghaseyo... Um could you please tell me where my family is?” Huannie asked matching the womans terrifyed eyes, the woman still stares at the Idol with wide eyes, her mouth opening and closing, not being able to find the words to properly explain to the woman sitting in the bed what situation she was actually in. 

“They- They should be due to arrive like usual- They’ll be here soon.” She managed to get out, the nurse stood at the door trying to remember what her senior told her about coma patients that just woke up. The nurse bows to take her leave but Huannie tried to get out of the bed to stop her/ 

“Who are you?” Huannie burst out with brimming eyes, the nurse turned to look at her with a tembling lip but only grabs her hand. 

“They’ll be here soon, okay.” 

Huannie couldn’t believe what was going on, she didn’t think she wanted to anyway. The last thing she remembered was telling Heechul to tie the belt around his leg, but it seemed alot longer had passed with such a reaction from the nurse.  She forced her knees up, hugging them to her chest. Her hand working back and forth over what seemed like healed scars on her legs, all while feeling the irregular box like shape in her chest area. If she didn’t get some answers soon she had a feeling she would vomit, already she could feel the bile in her throat. 

She saw the door opening slowly, revealing Park Jinyoung, standing at the door looking like he would vomit himself. Huannie assumed he was the one who was nearby considering he was alone, soon a worn out Na Jaemin entered behind him. 

“Jagi? What’s going on- Why are you crying?” She asked worriedly watching as his knee buckled ever so slightly hearing her voice after four months of only hearing his own breathing. “Oppa?” Her voice cracked under the immense confusion circling around in her head, a scared tear slipping out of her eye. 

“Jaeminnie? Tell me, what’s going on?” She asked the younger boy hoping that he would be of help, the teenager only stared at her with his beautiful eyes watering, but he at least had a relieved smile. 

“You’re scaring me,” She voiced, only she wasn’t sure who it was directed at whether it was at the two standing in the room or at herself who couldn’t come up to an answer to any of her own questions. 

It felt like a lifetime of sorrowful tears before one of them spoke. 

“You’re awake.” Jinyoung says, slowly walking over to the armchair next ti her with Jaemin following quietly. 

“Yeah.. I’m awake?”

“Angel, you’ve been- you were- you were in a coma.” He mumbled quietly, staring down at the hand he’d grabbed instinctively as he sat down. She stared back at him in pure loss for words as he stared back at her with an expressionless face. 

Her heart leaped as she took in the faces of the boys, first trying to figure out if this was some kind of joke, but judging by their shaking hands and non stop tears her own hands seemed to trembled as she tried to remember what happened after the crash. “For how long? Like a week?” She asked desperately trying to get at least one answer out of the million that were drowning in her mind. 

The two looked at eachother as if they didn’t know if they should tell her, for their own sake because they didn’t want have to talk about the events of what’s happened throughout the time she was lay in pain. But Jaemin spoke anyway. 

“It’s been four and a half months Noona.” The teen whispered painfully as he grabbed her hand to steady his racing heart. 

Huannie’s already dry mouth felt as if it had been sucked of any remaining water and threatened her tongue to smash into tiny little pieces. She shook her head in denial as she furiously wiped the tears rolling down her cheeks with her palm. 

“This is a joke.” She snipped and laughed without any ounce of amusement. “It not a funny one, but some twisted joke right?” Anguish could be seen on her face as she desperately pleaded with Jinyoung’s eyes to tell her it was all a joke or a dream, but Jinyoung only shook his head. 

“No, Angel it’s not a joke.” He replied placing his his head in his hand to rub away his tears. 

“No, it’s not possible. It can’t be. I was with Heechul yesterday, singing in the car and then-”

Huannie cried as if her brain was being shredded from the inside out, emotional and physical pain flowed out of her every pore. From her mouth came a cry so raw that even the eyes of the people walking past the hospital room were suddenly wet with tears. She grabbed onto the two boys hands so that her violent shaking wouldn’t make her fall off the bed and from her eyes came a thicker flow of tears than she had cried for her own mother two years ago. We don’t really think about death, but when you find out you were close to it it unerves you. 

Upon seeing her right in front of him, brick by brick, Jinyoung’s walls came tumbling down. As she clutched onto his hand the tears in his eyes turned into a hurricane. He just broke down as the nurse guided a soft smiling Jaemin out of the room. When they cried there was a rawness to it, like the pain of four months ago was still an open wound. They both clasped onto eachothers hands for support, anything that would tell eachother that the other was there, and then their bodies would shake. Jinyoungs sobs were stifled at first as he first panned to comfort the woman, but realising that she was there crying with him the wave of emotions hit and he broke down entirely. 

“Jinyoungie?” She finally spoke. “Who was playing the piano? The one that Jonghyun was singing to?” She asked desperately looking into his eyes. 

“Chenle played the piano last month, but no one was sing-” 

“Jonghyun sang it in the meadow, he sang it to me.” She corrected him. 

“Angel are you sure it wasn’t a dream?” Jinyoung replied. Huannie refused to believe it, she saw he late bestfriend playing the piano in the meadow she was sure of it. 

After a minute of Jinyoung realising eaxactly what she was meaning he sat softly on the bed next to her and brough the crying woman into his embrace. 

“Has it really been four months?” 

He gave her a weak smile and squeezed her closer to his chest. 

“Longest four months of our life Angel.” 

[gouthepro]

Monopoly and Music

heyy so this was my first firstfriendshipping fic i ever wrote so yea hope you like it

Gou's POV.

It was crazy. Me, Ash, Koharu and her cousin's Max and Juliet were all hanging out in the living room at the lab.

Max and Juliet were fighting over who got to pick the next song that we were playing on the TV over YouTube connected to our phones.

Koharu was sitting at the other end of the sofa I was sitting on reading a book while I read through the instructions for the Monopoly game I had just spent ages setting up on a small tables in front of me unused since no one knew how to play it.

Well technically not unused since Ash was sitting crossed legged on the board that was still lying on he table playing some app on his Rotom phone.

I smiled to myself a bit at the scene playing out in front of me wishing it could last forever since even though the TV was playing a meme version of the Thomas the tank engine theme that Max had put on ten minutes ago, it was strangely peaceful.

Ding ding

I looked down at my phone at the sudden dings that were my notifications then giggled a bit when I spotted who was texting me. Ash. For even though he was sitting right in front of me it was apparently much easier to text me.

I unlocked my phone and checked my messages

Ash: is it just me or is this photo the truth?

Ash: 

       Immediately I realized why Ash had been so quiet of course he was making a meme of course he was!

I decided to copy his actions and reply over text.

Gou: yup but where did you get that second photo?

Ash: you sent it to me remember

Oh that's right I did send him that photo ages ago...

Gou: anyway why are we texting your literally right in front of me?

Ash: errr...

"Errr... I don't know?" Ash replied finally speaking I rolled my eyes and laughed "Of course only you would do that Ash!" Ash grinned at me like he'd just won the lottery "Yup I'm one of a kind!" I smirked at him "Probably a good thing." I teased.

That was when Koharu looked over at us and gave us probably the most confused-annoyed look I've ever seen me and Ash locked eyes for a second and burst out laughing.

As we were recovering from our laughing fits Koharu, Max and Juliet's nan opened the door to the room and yelled "Juliet! Max! Koharu! Can I speak to you quickly?" The three shot up and began to leave the room only pausing for long enough for Juliet to pause the music (still Thomas the tank engine by the way) and for long enough for Koharu to give me and Ash another weird look that set us off laughing again the second they left the room.

"OMG I cannot believe-" Ash began before dissolving in to laughter again "I know right! That face though!" I wheezed out through deep breaths, eventually we both regained normal control over our breathing I started to speak again "So what should we do untill the others get back?" I asked.

Ash seemed to deeply think about this for a second before shrugging and saying "I dunno" I rolled eyes and shook my head at him "Ok well let's just talk then."

"Sure what about?"

"Umm I don't know?" Now it was my turn to be on the recieving end of an eye roll suddenly before either of us could say anything the TV started playing a song called Crazy NCS release, Juliet or Koharu must have put it on since I know for a fact if it was Max we'd be hearing a meme like "road work ahead, ah yeah I sure hope it does" or something.

Either way it wasn't long before Ash started singing along to Crazy "When there's no hope hiding, No chance concealing, What deep down i felt for you."

Without realising it I joined in. "I regret for loosing, The one who loved me, For who I can't go back to."

Ash grinned at me and continued. "Walking through all the dust, Memories in flame, A past we simply let fade."

The grin on my face now mirroring the one on Ash's I continued. "But I don't close the door, Waiting the chance, For when we'll be back again."

Ash's face turned excited as he began the chorus. "You make me feel so crazy, Still in love with you."

I also turned excited as I continued the chorus. "You make me feel amazing, When I'm next to you."

Ash's voice grew louder as he sang. "You make me feel so crazy, My heart breaks for you."

Making my voice louder I rounded off the chorus with. "Can't help but knowing, That I'm still in love with you, You make me feel so-"

We were both silent as I finished that last line and the music in between the first chorus and the second verse played and then Ash continued "When there's no hope loving, For you who saw me, Before I knew who I'd be."

I then continued chiming in just as Ash finished singing the last note of be. "What I have around me, Means nothing to me, If I can't share it with you."

Raising his voice a little less than last time Ash sang. "Walking through all the dust, Memories in flame, A past we simply let fade."

Trying to imatate Ash's pitch I continued yet again with "But I don't close the door, Waiting the chance, For when we'll be back again.'

Belting out the words slightly higher than the way he did in the first chorus Ash sung the second chorus. "You make me feel so crazy, Still in love with you."

Once again copying Ash's tone I sung. "You make me feel amazing, When I'm next to you."

A new expression appeared on Ash's face for a brief millisecond before he continued. "You make me feel so crazy, My heart breaks for you."

And as I finished the last words I realized something we might just be singing a song so eachother but what we were singing was true. "Can't help but knowing, That I'm still in love with you, You make me feel so-"

The music played, mine and Ash's eyes were locked my ice blue ones staring in to his hazel brown ones suddenly without even knowing what force was propelling my body I leaned forwards at the same time Ash did no clear goal was visible in my head but somewhere deep down I knew what was happening and I was ecstatic about it the only remaining gap between me and Ash closed and our lips were touching and perfectly fitting together creating that most incredible feeling that you might get when kissing your soulmate or the one you love.

The latter applying to Ash and Gou the two were really feeling the magic in this one tiny gesture of pure true love...

Then the moment as quick as it began was over as the music stopped and the sound of Koharu, Max and Juliet's noisy footsteps and chatter came towards the door, the two boys pulled apart from eachother blushing as they quickly re assumed the positions they had been in before the others had left and in perfect timing too Koharu and her cousins entered the room to see Ash on his phone and Gou reading the Monopoly instructions.

In fact the only sign that anything had ever happened was the huge blushes on their faces and the music being different to before.

"Sorry we took so long." Apologized Juliet "You see our Nan took longer to ask us than we thought she would." Gou looked up "Oh don't worry about it we were fine! Right Ash?" Ash also looked up "Yup we sure were!" Koharu nodded "That's good then I was half worried you'd have gone off trying to jump on another legendary Pokémon!" She laughed before Max spoke up "So guys what should we watch now?"

Ash looked over at him "Just put that meme back on it was funny!" He called leaping off the board "Got it!" Replied Max sitting down next to his sister who had already began to find the meme Koharu sat back down on the opposite end of the sofa to Gou and picked her book back up off the right hand arm of the sofa and continued reading everything was the same as if nothing ever happened except.

Ash walked forwards a few steps and sat down on the left hand arm of the sofa right next to Gou and just as the meme was starting he whispered to his friend and crush "Crazy?"

[joyfulsongbird]

flower anon goes to hadestown and has a TIME

so there is no possible way for me to express my feelings and emotionsTM about Hadestown or my weekend in New York in an ask so I am sending them here. Just for context: I saw four shows in two days (my bank account is extremely pissed at me but it was worth it) and they were all special and phenomenal in their own ways. However, we do not have all the time in the world so I am just going to word vomit about Hadestown. 

So it is Sunday morning, I am on 48th and I am seeing The Lightening Thief at 1 but I made brownies for the cast and crew (as well as a separate batch for Eva because last time someone bought treats to the show she didn’t get one) and I was unsure if security would let me into the theatre with the food. So I “stagedoored” Hadestown as the cast and crew were coming in for the morning. I gave the first batch to Kay and she was incredibly sweet and lovely. I explained that the brownies were in fact not full of drugs (I do not have the money for that!!) which she laughed at and then we went on our merry ways. 

After Lightening Thief I had some time to kill before Hadestown so I went to dinner and when I walked back to the Walter Kerr they were stagedooring for the matinee show. I decided to wait and give Eva the batch that I made for her because I literally had nothing else to do. So Eva comes out and I’m at the very end so I am expecting her to come to me last (which is fine, I was going to see her again at the evening stagedoor!) but she STRUTTED down my way and I explained that these were for her and that I hoped she was surviving the two show day. She said that she had to give me a hug and of course I accepted. Then she complimented my top (which was leopard print) and exposed her neck tattoo and was like “they match!!” Eva was so lovely and then I left to let the people stagedooring enjoy their experience. 

Fast forward a little I am sitting in the Walter Kerr and it is starting to come over me that I am actually here and about to see this show. Then the light dims and Andre came out and opened the show. Saying “aiiiiiiiiiiiiiiight” back in harmony with the audience was indescribable, just as the actors were centring themselves for the show, I was centring myself for an unforgettable experience. 

Now I am just going to transition into some notes about the show (i would do every song but we would be here a while, so I am just doing what impacted me the most/I recall): 

The first trombone note played and INSTANTLY my eyes were misty oops 

when Hermes is introducing everyone Orpheus was kind of fidgeting/extending his fingers in a very specific way and was a very cute and subtle way of expressing his kind of nervousness/anxiety/ticks whatever you want to refer to it as 

The la la las hit so different live like holy shit the way the sound radiates around the theatre is magical and unlike anything else. 

The first interaction of Orpheus and Eurydice had my heart soft and I was not ready in any shape or form for anything to happen to them other than love and happiness 

At the end of Road to Hell when Hermes sings “we’re going to sing it again” Hermes WENT OFF. The lighting is absolutely gorgeous and the whole cast is like jazz handing at him and he holds it for an ungodly length of time and it was a legendary opening. 

HEARING EVA LIVE WAS EVERYTHING i watched her with wide eyes and so much love in my heart like i didn’t realise how intense the sound would be in a live space. I dont know shit about how sound and mics work but man like it is so different live the whole show I had chills.

Come home with me and wedding song are so fucking tender and horny like god i love this couple so much i had a bad seat for watching Eurydice drop her coat shoulder when she tells orpheus if he wants to take her home he better werk but the teasing tone in her voice was iconic and his little breathy hitch got me like isahdfsdhflhdf

During living it up on top when Eurydice dances with the workers chorus she did the Leg KickTM and I felt blessed 

also during his toast Orpheus’ voice broke when he said “To the Patroness” and it was the cutest thing in the world i love my nervous son 

All I’ve ever known was the first song to make me cry cry, it is just so sweet and such a special depiction of love and really hit home for me. it says a lot about me that the tender and horny song is the one that broke me. When the leg thing happened I was unable to breathe for a moment 

the tender horniess continues during way down, and i specifically watched the kiddos because I love to suffer. They start on a stool and orpheus kisses her neck while she taps the beat of the song on his thigh and theyre just so in love my heart could not take it. They move then to the centre of the stage and spoon and you can see Orpheus’ feet tapping along to the music here too. 

Chant is so fucking sexy there is literally no other way to describe it, everything about the design and the way it is performed is so so so good like h o l y s h i t it is so good. However I hate Hades sunglasses and wish they were different because they just make him look like my racist uncle lol 

Wait for me gave me a panic attack because i was very worried about bby orpheus getting bonked on the head but also THE LIGHTING IS SO SEXY the lighting tony was so well deserved i’m glad the american theatre wing did like at least one (1) thing right. Also i was full on crying at this point. 

Why we build the wall…. powerful shit I watched persephone during this and her facial expressions tell such an intense story of love, hate, desperation, and drunkenness. 

flowers rekt me and left me for dead. it was such an emotional performance and i personally resonate with this song a lot (haha thats trauma baby) AND THEN THE TRANSITION TO TENDER LOVING COME HOME WITH ME stomped on my grave. also orpheus ran right by me and i was like GO GET HER YOU LANKY FUCK 

i usually don’t listen past flowers because self care and I was already an emotional mess so when if its true began i was full on weeping. I felt so bad for the people next to me, you physically see orpheus break down and it shattered me and then rebuild with the support of the worker and the hope become restored (but it isnt strong enough in the end (OUCH)) 

epic iii instrumental with the dance was just so full of young love hades and persephone just beam at eachother in this new wonderful way and once again, i was weeping because orpheus did it he la la laed the world back into tune and it is so tender and so full of love 

EVAS BELT IN WAIT FOR ME REPRISE GOT ME FEELING ALL KINDS OF CRAZY i was leaning so aggressively forward in my seat i want to remember that sound FOREVER 

doubt comes in was a really bad time. obviously i know the story but something about the show makes you hold on to all the hope in the world and I was literally sitting in my seat, my nails digging into the flesh of my palm thinking “cmon orpheus you know who you are you can do this hold on please hold on” AND THEYRE SO SNEAKY WITH THE LIGHTS IT GETS HOPEFUL AND THE SET COMES BACK TOGETHER AND THEN IT HAPPENS AND OH LORD i audibly gasped and the tears were STREAMING down my face and the face of the lady next to me who had no idea of the story rip to her man 

i literally cannot recall any of road to hell reprise visually because my eyes were so messed up with tears but hermes voice was almost like a blanket coming to wrap me up and hold me again after all that hurt and hold on to the hope that it might in fact turn out next time we sing it 

also i made an active choice to not listen to we raise our cups before the show and BOY HOWDY that was a choice because the moment it began the tears came once more and it was magical watching the audience (all standing, get that standing ovation) taking in the last little bit of magic that the show offers you and the feeling of hope and light that seeing a sunflower in all of its beauty brings. 

after the show i stagedoored and was lucky enough to meet and talk with Cherie the SM (she called the show too so I felt rlly lucky) and she wished me good luck in law school then i met John, Timothy, Jewelle, Anthony, Kimberly, and of course Reeve and Eva. I might have cried on the train home and yeah it was just this absolutely incredible and life changing moment, I feel so lucky that I was able to go it was worth it in every sense of the word. Hadestown went above and beyond and I will hold on to the memories forever. 

[my-rae]

Love Scenario-CRS

We met and loved each other and it became an unforgettable memory.

Requested by @matesb: Hey, can I request a raesung fluff? Where we both are trainees 😊

I’m sorry this took me so long ugh. I hope you like it!

Words:2k+

Genre: fluff+ lowkey angst?? idk

Warning: English is not my first language, so pls be patient with me hehe. Besides, this story is completely made up, but at some point I tried to include a dash of reality??? Don’t be scared pls.

Since it’s my first au in this account, feedback is very apreciated pls

The first time you saw Raesung was in a monthly evaluation, in fact, in your first one. He was well known among trainees because of his amazing skills in each field (Dancing, rapping, singing), you had heard about him, and even saw him on television once, when he was little. Rumour had it that he was very cold and he barely talked to other people that weren’t his A team friends, and because of that, he made you feel intimidated when he came into the practice room.

Your eyes didn’t leave his silhouette for a second, filled with curiosity. He was standing with the “team A”, looking at the CEO and waiting for his name to be announced. He was one of the first ones.

He performed a song he had written, produced and arranged himself and was so into it that you then understood why he was so popular. But there was something that called even more your attention. All those little things he made, such as sometimes bopping his head to the song that other trainee was singing, or making a supportive gesture towards them during the performance that was, apparently, unnoticeable to the rest. How can you call a person like that be “cold”? It was obvious that he wasn’t payed enough attention, yet everyone talked about their first impression about him.

“You did good.” Some trainees complimented eachother, some others remained quiet. You decided to do the first option and congratulated your peers and talked to them afterwards, hoping you would get to know anyone soon.

You ended up high-fiving Raesung and, somehow, with his Snapchat account.

Back for then you didn’t consider it flirting, even though some people you met there thought it was.

But, going straight to the point, let’s just say that Snapchat made you become friends.

Raesung 👊👊

“Do I look intimidating enough?” He captioned in biggest part of the photos.

“Lmaoo you??? Intimidating??? Where??”

“Shut up I’m cool, I already have a cold facade”

“A fake cold facade*”

Your conversations were basically like that, just joking and making fun of each other, but outside Snapchat, you barely saw him. He was all the time nowhere to be seen, you wouldn’t find him even if you looked for him, overall because you trained in different floors.

Until it finally happened.

“Come to the second floor, I’m bored.” You were about to go to the dorms after a long day of training when that Raesung sent that Snapchat message. Still, you went anyways.

“Why are you still here?” You asked him.

He was inside a little studio, sitting in a chair, looking through his phone. When he heard your voice, he turned to look at you with smile on his face.

“I want to work a little longer.”

“Are you crazy, Rae? It’s getting late.” You looked at your watch. 23:00 pm. “What do you even want to do so late?”

“I’ve been working on my monthly evaluation, I want to perform something different.” He explained. “Do you want to listen to it?”

You are still not sure why Raesung wanted you to listen to it, out of all people that could give him a better review. Still, you agreed.

He was beyond excited, you could tell by how his eyes sparkled. The track he played was slow compared to the song he performed the first time you saw him, still it had a catchy vibe that made you love the song instantly.

“Do you like it?” He asked when it finished.

“Are you kidding? I love it!” You exclaimed excitedly. The corners of his lips raised to form one of the cutest smiles you had ever seen.

And your heart skipped a beat immediately.

“Let me show you this other one! I don’t know which I should develop to the monthly evaluation, I want to show our CEO something different.”

You kept it going, day after day. Once you had finished training you always stayed together for a little longer, even if you were tired. At first it was only to help him for the monthly evaluations, but at some point it became just two friends, talking about anything, complaining about the company and the trainee life, sharing some good and bad experiences there.

Your friends began to think you were dating him and they wouldn’t stop teasing you about it. Deep down inside, you didn’t mind.

“Remember the first track I played?” You pretender to think even though you remembered it perfectly, he named it “desired situation” and it was your favourite one.

He wasn’t good at naming his songs.

“I do, why?" 

"I’ve decided that I won’t use that one.”

“Why?” He was so excited about that one, it didn’t make sense.

“I have a few ideas in mind, and I don’t know why I think that track is more personal.” He looked straight into your eyes and you froze.

You knew you had fallen for him, but taking into consideration your situation it was better to hide it as much as possible.

But those little moments with him made you think that it couldn’t be just one sided. Eventually, you discovered you were right.

“I’m so sick of this company Rae, how am I going to be able to stand this until I debut?”

He held your hand and caressed your hair without realising, just spontaneously.

“Hang in there, okay? We will debut, I know it.” Was his answer.

“I know you’re going to debut, I have no doubt, our CEO loves you, but I don’t really know if I’ll end up doing it or not. He doesn’t care about me, he won’t mind if I leave.“ He froze and gave your hand a squeeze, looking at you with his eyes filled with concern.

“Are you going to leave?”

“I don’t know Rae, I don’t want to keep wasting my life.“

“If you ever do, please warn me beforehand, I don’t think I could stand it if you leave without warning.”

Raesung was like that, spontaneous, you were sure that his words didn’t mean the same for him that what they did to you, but they made your heart beat like crazy every time. 

From there, it only got worse, all your efforts were useless, it wasn’t enough, you weren’t enough for YG Entertainment, so you took your decision after talking to your trainee friends for a long time. 

 “Rae, I’m leaving, I can’t take it.“ You said that day inside those four walls that had seen you grow up with your friend.

He kept quiet. He had a good ability to come up with lyrics and melodies easily, but not to talk about this with someone that meant the world to him, so he gave you an awkward hug and let you cry on his shoulder.

It was unusual in Raesung to let you do that, yet you didn’t question it.

“Before I leave, there’s something else I want to say.” You stated when you stopped crying. “This had been a hard decision to take because I don’t know if I’ll ever see you when I leave. I like you, Rae, I hope you can forgive me.”

He shook his head and pouted.

“There’s nothing to forgive.” He was about to hold your hand, but suddenly he pulled it back. Through his hair you could see his ears getting red.

“In the hypothetical case that you loved me back.” You began cautiously to confirm your recent suspicions. “Would you say it back?”

“You know how I am y/n, this is hard.“

“So, do you love me back?”

“Could be.”

“Hypothetically.”

“And in real life.” He finally admited.

You smiled. If it was going to be your last month there, you had to make it worthy.

It went by fast, you and Resungwere exactly the same, but you didn’t look at each other like you did before. It was like an open secret just between you two, which made everything way much better.

Until it came to an end.

Your contract expired, as well as your journey in YG Entertainment, with all the friend you had made and, of course, Raesung.

You talked to them a lot, but as you auditioned to another company and your timetable couldn’t fit any of your friend’s, you began to lose contact. Overall with Choi Raesung.

You met, and loved each other even if it was to yourselves, and it became an incredible memory. 

The last thing you knew about him was that he was friends with Ikon members and that he became a producer and left the trainee life, as well as snapchat. You only got updates through his fans, that were only a few, so you would have said that he was missing in action if it weren’t because of his appearance in Stray Kid’s reality, but he was in your life. Almost as if you had erased each other.

Until one day you heard it. It was a bit modified and had been added good lyrics, but you were sure that it was that track.

“Desired situation” was being played by some other trainees that had taken a few minutes to rest and watch Ikon’s comeback.

“Sorry, Minhye, are you listening to desired situation by ikon?” You asked your friend.

“Desired situation?” He laughed. “Nice try Y/n, it’s called love scenario. And yes! It’s awesome right? Ikon always have good songs.”

Love scenario… That’s how it was called now. You decided to google the credits and yes, effectively, his name was right next to Kim Hanbin’s and some others.

To find Raesung after that was hard. You had lost his number, then you tried through twitter, but he never answered his DMs, then Instagram, but he didn’t have an account, his fancafe was abandoned too. Hanbin was right that time he said that he was living his best life watching anime. In the end, and by chance, you found him, even sooner than Noa’s reply to the message you had sent the boy that morning asking for Raesung’s number.

It happened at some random café, his hair was a little longer, but it still looked great. His styling was the same, but apparently he had enough money to buy some expensive clothes. That thought made you smile.

“Hello, Choers.” You greeted friendly. 

He looked shocked and a little confused to see you there.

“D-did you just tried to call me by my twitter username?”

“I’m surprised you remember your username taking into consideration that you haven’t used it since 2012.”

“You forgot to add the number one to choers, nice try Y/n.” He joked.

The conversation went by a bit awkwardly, but none of you wanted to stop talking.

“So… Love scenario.” His ears turned red, just like they did every time he was embarrassed. “You did a great job, you know it, right?”

“It was Hanbin hyung who did the biggest part of the job. He and Bobby hyung came up with great lyrics and showed them to me. Then I suggested to use that track.”

“It sounds awesome Rae, it was my favourite out of all those you came up with.” 

“I know, that’s why I suggested it. I trusted your opinion.” He seemed proud, and that made you smile even wider. “What about you? How’s your life going?”

“I’m a trainee that is going to become a rookie idol soon!” You announced happily. “I’m going to debut in five months.”

“That’s great! I’m glad that you finally made your dreams come true after what happened at YG.”

“I’m glad too. And what about you? What made you become a producer?”

“It was my only choice.” You didn’t know what he meant, but you let it be.

“Anyways, Rae, I should get going now. I’m very tired.” You said. “We should meet soon.”

“Yeah, we should.” He knew he had to tell you, but how would you react? He was afraid, it had happened ages ago after all. Then, he remembered all the times Hanbin made him try to contact you, and how excited he was to know about Raesung’s story with you. So he said it. “By the way Y/n, you know the song, love scenario…”

You nodded, encouraging him to continue.

“When Hanbin hyung showed me the lyrics, the reason why I chose desired situation was because it reminded me of you. Love scenario, in the end, is dedicated to you. At least half of it.”

You felt your cheeks burning. You definitely weren’t expecting that.

“I’ve missed you, Rae.” You finally said.

“God I’ve missed you too, a lot.” He answered, becoming relieved.

You didn’t know if it was appropriate to hug him, but you did anyways.

“We have a lot of things to talk to. Hanbinhyung won’t stop telling me I should have asked you out.” He sighed.

“I don’t want to say I agree with him but… I mean.”

“I know, I know. By the moment, let’s meet up here tomorrow, okay? You know, to catch up.” He suggested, looking confident for the first time ever.

“That sounds good Rae. It really does.”

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More than just a friend (a seaycee oneshot)

Writing date: september 2018

Genre: fluff

Warnings: none

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"Would you look at that, the lovebirds finally decided to join us!" Julian's voice brought a color to Kaycee's cheeks. He wasn't entirely wrong. Her and Sean were late for their camping weekend. A few weeks ago, she, Tahani, Tati, Josh, Bailey, Kenneth, Sean and Julian decided they needed something to look forward to, other than their dance classes. So, they agreed upon going camping this weekend. Everything was settled: where they were going, what they were going to eat and who would bring what. She'd looked forward to this weekend so much that she couldn't get it out of her head. But when Sean called her this morning to ask her if she could come over and help him bake cookies before they went to their camping place, she just couldn't say no. After all, every moment they spent together was a moment to cherish. So, she packed her stuff and went to Sean's. They laughed, took funny pictures of each other and ate dough till their stomachs hurt.

When they were together, it was easy so forget the time.

"I'd shut your mouth if I were you, Julian. If you stop embarrassing Kaycee right now, I'll think about giving you one of the cookies we baked today." Sean's deep voice shook her out of her thoughts. She sent him a thankful smile. After Sean's 'threat', no one made fun of them anymore, who would risk not getting Sean's famous cookies anyway?

***

It was one of the best nights of her life. One filled with old stories, laughter, dancing and singing (everyone sang off-key, except Sean of course). Right now, they were sitting around the huge bonfire they'd built. While she watched the flames of the fire reflect in her friends' eyes, it occured to her that this was the happiest that she's ever been. All those emotions made her shiver.

"Hey, are you cold? Here, put on my sweatshirt." Sean said in a worried tone.

"Oh no, it's n-"

"Nonsense. Here, the fire will warm me up, it's no problem for me." And before Kaycee could comprehend what was happening, Sean had pulled his 'Lewser'-sweatshirt over his head, leaving him in his T-shirt, and gave it to her. Smiling, Kaycee took it and put it over her head. Of course this whole thing didn't go unnoticed by their friends, who couldn't help but tease them a bit. Kaycee couldn't care less. Sean's sweatshirt felt nice. It smelled like him.

***

"Don't be surprised if you can't wake me up tomorrow, I'm exhausted!" Bailey's jawnes were contagious, and Kaycee couldn't hold hers back anymore. "Yeah, me too, I'll sleep like a baby tonight!" Suddenly, all the boys except Sean began grinning, while the girls looked a bit guilty. "Oh, I'm sure you'll get a good night sleep, Kayc", Julian smirked. "Yeah, very cosy!", Josh agreed with his friend. Kaycee raised an eyebrow.

"What exactly are you talking about?"

"Oh, nothing Kayc, just saying you look really tired."

" I don't believe a word of what jou guys are saying, you're acting way too mysterious for it just to be 'nothing'. Seriously, what's going on?"

This time, Tati began speaking: "We're really sorry Kaycee, Sean, but, well, we uhm..kind of forgot about you guys while we arrived and immediately began stuffing the tents with our sleeping bag and things like that. Bailey, Tahani and I are sleeping in one and Kenneth, Julian and Josh are sleeping in the second one. That means there is only one tent left for you two to sleep in. Only when we were done unpacking, did we realise our mistake, but then the boys didn't want to rearrange everything that we'd done, saying we put too much work in it already and they wanted to take a nap. And, well, we figured jou guys wouldn't mind, because you've been best friends for ages..."

Tati fell silent, not really knowing what else to say.

'Well, it wouldn't have been awkward', Kaycee thought, 'if I didn't have feeling for my 'best friend' and if we wouldn't have been flirting for at least six months. But there's nothing we can do about it now. Time to quit being a baby and face the facts!'

"I guess that's...okay...of you're okay with it of course, Sean." Julian snorted, but Kaycee decided to ignore it.

"Yeah, that's n- I mean, I don't mind."

"Great! Now that's settled, can we please go to bed?" Bailey asked. Agreeing murmurs filled the air, and soon everyone had gone inside their tents, leaving Sean and Kaycee standing beside eachother awkwardly. "Well...shall we go to our tent then?"

"Oh, yes, of course." She followed Sean to their tent. The awkward tension between them stayed while they arranged their sleeping bags beside eachother. Suddenly, she heard a zipping sound behind her. She turned around to look at Sean, who was zipping open his sleeping bag.

"What're you doing? Aren't you going to get cold?" She knew that of the situation hadn't been so awkward, he probably would've said something along the lines of 'you can keep me warm then', but they both felt way too awkward to flirt right now.

"Nah, I can't sleep in a sleeping bag, I always feel...trapped, I think. Trust me, it's better this way."

"If you say so..."

"Look, Kayc, I don't want things to be awkward between us. Let's just sleep back to back and then wake up tomorrow and forget about this. I don't want it to destroy what we have, Ricebowl."

"What we have, huh?", Kaycee said with a smirk. Sean's little speech had brought back her confidence a bit. Sean just ignored her statement, but Kaycee could've sworn she saw him blush.

"G'night, Kaycee"

"Night, Shamu"

***

When Kaycee woke up, 3 things immediately came to her mind: 1, she wanted to eat something 'cause she was hungry. 2, she didn't want to go get it 'cause it was way too early to get up and 3, she was also way too comfy to ever leave her...where actually was she? She was definitely not in her bed, this was way comfier. But then what was it that she was laying on? Then she remembered: they went camping, she and Sean came too late and that's the reason she had to share a tent with him. It had been awkward 'cause it'd just be the two of them. They'd agreed to lay back to back and she'd snuggled in her sleeping bag, but that was definitely not what she was laying on right now. So that could only mean...startled by her sudden realisation did she open her eyes. What she saw made her eyes go wide in shock. While she slept, she'd somehow gotten out of her sleeping bag. Now she was laying partially on top of Sean, while her head was nuzzled in the crook of his neck. One of her arms hung beside her, while the other one laid on Sean's chest. She could feel his steady heartbeat. Realisation hit her, and it occured to her that while her heart screamed to just keep still and enjoy the moment, it wouldn't be fair towards Sean. He wasn't in control of his actions right now. So with that in mind, she began carefully peeling herself off of her best friend. She didn't get very far, however, 'cause soon a strong arm wrapped itself around her waist and forced her to her original position.

"Where do you think you're going?"

Kaycee thought that this was her dream and she could wake up any moment, in her own cold sleeping bag. She wanted to stay like this forever, pressed against Sean while his raspy morning voice made her insides tingle. She got goosebumpes just thinking about it. Sean apparently felt that, 'cause he said: "Are you cold? Here, get under the sleeping bag" and with that, he opened his eyes and saw Kaycee laying incredibly close to him with a face that was half confused, half super happy. Her face triggered his memories, and he realised that he'd only dreamed that they were dating and he didn't have any right to wrap his arm around her like that. He immediately let go of her, and started to apologize: "I-I'm so so sorry Kaycee, I didn't mean to-" but Kaycee cut him of: " It's alright Sean. Actually, I should apologize. After all, I'm the one who laid on top of you, not the other way around. I wanted to get off of you, I didn't do it on purpose and I'm very sorry for waking you up like that so early."

Sean was shocked by her sudden change of attitude. Normally, his Kaycee (as he secretely called her in his head) was always cheerful and never afraid to speak her mind and be 100 % herself. The girl he was facing right now was so different: She was flustered, had a guilty expression on her face and was apologizing for something he could've only dreamed of happening, someday. She couldn't feel guilty for laying close to him, he decided. In fact, this was the perfect opportunity to tell her the truth. It was a win-win situation, he realized. He could finally get his feelings out of his system and, regardless of her returning those feelings, she'd at least feel not as guilty about what she did.

"Kaycee Caitlin Rice, I sincerely hope you're not going to hate me after what I'm going to say. I didn't mind you laying so close to me at all. In fact, I really, really liked it. I- God Kaycee, you make me feel things I didn't even know I was capable of feeling. When you're next to me, I feel so much happier, so much more alive...you're the only one who can let me feel that way, and I couldn't imagine my life without you in it. That's also the reason I won't ask you what you think of me. I'm not asking you to go out with me or to date me. The last thing I ever want to do is pushing you in a relationship you don't want to be in. You'd feel unhappy and I could never live with myself knowing I made you unhappy. I just want you to know what I feel for you. I'm done beating around the bush. I won't ever ask you anything in return, I just want you to know that you're the most incredibly girl I've ever known, and I'm extremely thankful to be able to call you my friend."

As cheesy as it was, Kaycee couldn't stop the tears from streaming down her face. She knew her parents loved her, and her siblings and her friends, but never in her entire lifetime had someone told her their feelings for her so passionately and sincerely. It made her whole body go warm and her heart swell with adoration for the guy who was so close to her right now, both litteraly and figuratively. He deserved to know how she felt. He deserved to know why she always stopped flirting at some point, like there was some invisible line she never crossed. He deserved to know why she was so distant one minute, and so attached to him the other. He deserved to know how important he was to her.

"Sean, I need to tell you how I feel too, 'cause I don't think you understand how much you mean to me. Isn't it obvious that I have feelings for you too? I'm just so scared Sean. Scared of what the whole world is going to say about us...you know, dating. I mean, they're already shipping us like crazy. And while I don't mind that, there are also a lot of people who think we're way too young to date someone. People who think we should focus on our career. I'm still working on not caring about their opinions. If I were to have a relationship with you, wich, believe me, sounds like heaven, I wouldn't want the relationship to suffer because of my insecurity. I just want jou to know that it's something I know I need to work on, and I'm going to do just that. Because believe me, I love the prospect of showing how we feel about eachother to the whole world, without being afraid of what they're going to say. And I'm incredibly grateful that you want to give me the time I need for that."

Throughout her speech, Sean had gotten a wide smile on his face. He finally understood her now. And she had feelings for him too! He litteraly couldn't be any happier right now.

"I'll gladly wait for you. A million years if I have to. I'm happy that in the meantime, I get to be your friend."

"Oh Sean"

Kaycee snuggled even closer to him, enjoying Sean's hand gently rubbing her back.

"You're already so much more than just my friend."

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Thanks for reading! I wrote this a pretty long time ago and I feel like my writing has gotten better since then, but it still holds a special place in my heart for being the first English story I ever published (this is originally from my wattpad account)

Rune xx

[chelleaslin]

Adrigami Week Day 4- Miraculous (Chapter Four)

@mlshipfleet 

Adrien and Kagami sat across from one another at the restaurant table. Both teenagers in complete and utter shock but for two seperate reasons.

Adrien was panicking as Kagami’s word rang through his head on repeat. “I know you’re Chatnoir.” A million and one questions started to form in his mind. How did she know? How long has she known? Has she told anyone? What would Ladybug think? At the last thought He groaned, slamming his head down onto the table, his salad plate clattering loudly. Ladybug was going to be so disappointed in him.

Kagami, on the other hand was in complete shock over the thought that Adrien thought she was going to kiss him! Not only that but he was more than ready to kiss her back. His face flashed through her mind once again, green eyes cover by his eyelids, long lashes resting delicately against his cheekbones and his soft lips puckered perfectly ready for Kagami to lean forward a tad more and- argh! She was day dreaming again. Why? Why would Adrien do this? They had quite literally just shook hands on their new friendship after he rejected her. She needed answers, she was new to these type of emotions and Adrien had no right to play around with them and confuse her more.

She straighten up and look across the table toward the blonde, ready to be stern and get answer out of him but found herself stunned instead. She had looked up just in time to see the blonde boy smash his face down into the table, his dishes clattering loudly making her jump. She quickly looked around to see if anyone notice, many other customers had started to stare.

“Adrien?” She called out softly, he didn’t even budge. She looked around and noticed more and more people were staring. A light chatter of whispers started to fill the room, Kagami couldn’t make out what they were saying, untill suddenly it seem like everyone was whispering the name Adrien Agreste over and over again.

“Adrien!” She hissed in a panic, not liking the attention they were getting because of the scene he was making. She glanced around again and noticed that people had pulled they’re phones out now and started taking pictures and quite possibly recording the pair. She had to do something.

Standing up sharply, she grabbed Adrien’s wrist and roughly pulled him to his feet.

The blond boy yelped as he stumbled, glaring at her once he regained his balance. He opened his mouth, most likely to complain but Kagami begaim tp ran towards The exist, pulling him along behind her. He stumbled at first before he regain his footing once again and jogged beside her. The pair ran down the road, turning right and running untill they enter a park.

It was late into the evening, the sky starting to get dark. The park was covered in trees that casted dark shadows and the civilians were few, giving them privacy.

“Why did you do that?” Adrien panted out, crossing his arms over his heaving chest.

“You were attracting attention.” Kagami simply explained, out of breath herself. “They started to film us.”

Adrien’s eyes widen briefly before he nodded. “Thanks.”

It was silent between them as they caught their breaths. This was Kagami’s chance to ask him.

“Did you try to kiss me?” She blurted out. The poor boy across from her had only got his breath back but her question made him choke. He stammered a little before avoiding eye contact.

“What?” He yelled, eyes widen in panic. “We have more important things to discuss like the Chatnoir thing.”

“So that’s a yes?”

“No!” He snapped. “Well, yes,but only because I thought you were going to kiss me not go ahead and say something like THAT. Speaking off, can we talk about it?” He repeated.

“But why were you going to kiss me?” She snapped, ignoring his attempts to get information out of her. She refused to even adknowlage her confession about his alter ego until he answered her questions.

He groaned out in frustration, tugging on the ends of his hair a little before violently rubbing his finger through his blonde lock. He threw in arms roughly at his side, finely locking her in the eyes.

“I don’t know why I did that, Okay? I’m sorry but I love someone else!” He yelled a little, the small spark of hope that beatied in her heart suddenly died out. It was her turn to avoid eye contact with the other teenager. “Look, I’m sorry but-“

“I saw you.”She quickly cut him off ”at the ice rink, I saw a light then you were him.” She finally gave him the information he craved, she just wanted the topic to change and quickly.

“Oh.” He numbly said, awkwardly picking at the loose threads. “Ladybug’s going to kill me.” He groaned out, before pooping his bum onto the grass beneath his feet. He looked up at her expectantly before patting the grass next to him as an invitation to sit down. Kagami, blinked in surprise before gracefully sitting down where she stood, a good half a meter away from Adrien. If he noticed the gap between them he was kind enough to to mention it.

“It’s called a transformation.” He started, as he fiddle with his silver sing on his finger. “I transform in to Chatnoir, but I’m still me, Adrien.”

Kagami nodded, all her previous relationship worry gone as she realised Adrien was actually going to explain Chatnoir to her.

“How does it work? The light only lasted a few second, how do you get dressed that fast? And what causes your cataclysm?” She quickly fired question after question.

Adrien’s eyes widen, slightly overwhelmed by her rapid question before a goofy grin over took his facial features. All the previous tension between them seemed to disappear as a lighter mood set in instead.

“It’s Magic!” He laughed, Kagami’s face must have shown her disbelief because he quickly jumped to explain. He held his hand up and pointed to the ring on his finger.

“This is a Miraculous. A Miraculous is a magic piece of jewellery that grants it wielded specific powers. My ring is the black cat Miraculous and it grants me the powers of destruction.” Kagamis eyes widen as she stared at the ring in awe.

“How does it work?”

“Well, I say magic words to transform and Plagg gets kind sucked into my ring and then-“

“Plagg?”

Adrien seemed shocked by her confusion before he slapped himself in the forehead.

“Shit. I didn’t tell you about Plagg.”

Kagami was about to question him when suddenly she noticed something violently crawling under his clothes. She frantically pointed at his jacket as the lump crawled beneath it.

“Adrien!” She yelp as the model smirk, completely unfazed.

Suddenly the lump moved towards the opening of his over shirt untill a black blobbed appear and zoomed straight towards her face. Kagami screamed a little as she fell backwards, landing softly on her back.

“Hi, I’m Plagg!” The blob annouced in a scratchy voice. Kagami went a little cross eyed as she focused in on the blob, right of the bat she noticed the blob was not a blob but rather a creature with a head and body.

“You’re a cat?” She whispered, more to herself than the kitten?

“Kwami actually.” He scoffed crossing his little arms in annoyance. Kagami quickly sat back up and opened her palms for the small feline to sit in.

“What’s a kwami?” She asked curiously.

Plagg sighed over dramatically, rolling his eyes.

“A Kwami is basically a god that grants powers to humans to become superhero’s.” Plagg looked over his shoulder at Adrien.

“So, you give Adrien powers? What about his ring?” She couldn’t wrap her head around this, she hadn’t even known Magic existed until recently.

“Oh, boy.” Plagg whispered under his breath. “Kid, you explain this one. I’m tired.” And with that the tiny cat curled up in Adrien’s front pocket, his tiny purrs soon being heard by the two teenagers.

“Basically, each Magic jewellery come with a small god that grant us powers. We actively our power by saying magic words and our Kwami’s possess the jewllrey and share their powers with us.”

Kagami nodded, finally understanding a little.

“What are the magic words?” Adrien looked uncomfortable as he started to fidget.

“Oh don’t worry, I get it. You can’t reveal too much I understand.” She smiled trying to reassure the boy that she wouldn’t hold a grudge.

“No, it’s not that, I’ve already reveal to much anyway. It’s just that I can’t say the words without physically activation my powers.” He laughed.

“Oh.” She laughed along with him. It went silent for a few minutes, the only sounds heard were Plagg tiny purrs.

“Have you told anyone about me?” Adrien suddenly asks. Kagamis brain went into panic mood untill she realised he meant about being Chatnoir not her feelings.

“Well it’s a secret identity isn’t it?” She jokes but Adrien face was dead serious. “No I haven’t, I won’t.”

He let out a sigh of relief before giving her a small smile that made her stomach flip.

“Does anyone else know?”

“No! Of course not, your the first.”

Kagami smiled at him, “except Ladybug of course.” She smirked as she laid back on the grass, closing he eyes.

“No actually, we don’t know who eachother are.” He sadly said, this shock Kagami to the core. Paris’ superhero due didn’t even know eachother true identities ? “I know shocking right?” He bitterly laughed, a sad smile ghosted his face.

“You love her don’t you?” She whispered in relisation, not intending on him hearing it but it was too late.

The teenage boy started to blush furiously as he laughed nervous and tried to play it off.

“What? No! Ladybug nah uh.”

Kagami just gave him a pointed look, making the young man feel rather sheepish.

“Yeah, I do.” He whispered avoiding eye contact, Kagami couldn’t tell if it was out of embarrassment or guilt.

“So what made you want to become a superhero?” She asked, changed the subject as she looked up at Adrien who was still sitting up.

“I didn’t, I was choosen when Hawkmoths terrorisim started.” He explained as he careful held Plagg sleeping form still as he laid down next to Kagami. The girl squirmed a little at his close approximity.

“Does he have a Miraculous too?”

“Yeah, the Butterfly Miraculous.”

She just hummed as she closed her eyes.

“It’s a big responsibility but at the same time, their is a certain freedom that comes with it that I can’t explain.” He sighed as he stared up at the night sky.

“Freedom?” She frowned. The way he said that, his voice so hallow, it made her stomach wrench.

“I-“ he started, struggle to find a way to explain himself, “I always feel alone, since my Mother Di- left.”

Kagami rolled onto her stomach to look at the boy more clearly.

“She was my best friend and since she left my father hasn’t been the same. I feel alone and miserable all the time. Even when I’m at school surrounded by my friends, I’m just a empty shell of what everyone expects of me...”

Kagamis small hand found his and gave it a tight squeeze, not caring about the feelings it gave her when he squeezed back, but that she was able to be here for him.

“But when I’m Chatnoir, I can leave that all behind! Adrien Agreste? Who’s that, just another civilian. I’m important as Chat, I make a difference and I’m not alone I have Ladybug..” he softly smiled, it was the same kind of fond smile he used when talking about Marinette when they first meet. Kagami had learnt a few new things about Adrien just now.

He was more broken then he’d ever let anyone know

He and Kagami were incredibly alike

He was definitely in love with Ladybug

The last thought was bitter sweet to Kagami, she was relieved that he wasn’t in love with Marinette because Marinette was lovely! She was kindhearted, thoughtful and sweet. Kagami had a bitter scene that constantly haunted her of Marinette being the klutz she is, tripping over only for Adrien to come to her rescue, and them foolishly falling for one another.

Kagami shook her head, this was not the time to think such jealous thoughts. Adrien poor his heart out and he needs a friends right now.

“I think I know how you feel.” She found herself whispering, crossing her legs as Adrien rolled on his side to see her better. “My family, The Tsuguri’s, they are perfect and have been perfect for generations, they do it so effortlessly.” She frowned. Adrien squeezed her hand that she only just realised he was still holding. “I’ve never been up to par for my family, expecially my Mother.” Kagami subconscious rubbed her forearm with her other hand, where she knew cane shaped bruises were.

“Is something wrong with your arm?” Adrien asked, concern written on his face. Kagami gave him a big (fake) smile that didn’t quite reach her eyes.

“You’re lucky.” She honestly confessed. “To be able to say some magic words and become someone else, someone no one knows, free to run over the roof tops of the city whenever you want.” She smiled as she laid back down. “To be a hero and make a difference in Paris, Thank you Adrien for being our hero.” She turned her head toward towards Adrien to see a pink blush on his cheeks, their hands still interwined.

“You could too, you know.” He said, he suddenly got up, pulling Kagami with him.

“How?” She asked nervously.

“I’m not supposed to do this so quickly, while Plaggs still asleep.” Kagami’s eyes widen as he slipped his ring off his finger and placed it on one of her fingers, on hand in he was still holding. The ring was a little big for her but after a few seconds it’s glowed bright green before shrinking to her size. She was lost for words at the intimacy of the situation and the blind trust Adrien had in her.

“Now say, Plagg, Claws out.” He squeezed her hands quickly before he let go and took a couple steps back. Kagami looked around her to make sure no one was looking before talking a deep breath.

“Plagg, Claws out!” Plagg screamed awake as he was violently ripped from Adriens pocket and sucked into the ring on her finger that had now turned black. Time seemed to freeze around her as she watched Adrien stand still in front of her, unblinking. A bright green light engulfed her body as she felt a mask form around her eyes. Her clothes formed into a leather suit, a small bell forming on her neck and a tailed belt from her waist. Her normally tamed hair was wildly sticking up in every direction and atop of them the weight of two, small, leather cat ears.

The light faded, leaving her fully transformed as time resumed.

“Wow.” Adrien whispered, a light blush coving his cheeks. “I didn’t expect you to wear my suit.” His eyes roamed over her body in awe of seeing his suit on another person, Kagami felt super awkward and a tad uncomfortable at his gawking, the suit was very tight and she felt over exposed.

“Well, try it out.” He laughed as he geastured to the once dark park around them. Kagami looked around in pure bewilderment, she could see everything clearly.

“I can see, nothing dark anymore.” She whispered in shock. Adrien started to giggle loudly.

“It’s one of the powers Plagg gives you, cat like night vision.” He explained.

Kagami noticed a partically tall tree about 100 metres ahead of them, see had a overwhelming urge to climb it. Without any warning to the other teen she took of towards the tree. A gasp of shock fell from you lips as if on instinct she dropped to all fours and sprinted like an animal. When she reached the tree she jumped in the air, leaping to a low hanging branch and using it to catapult herself further and further up the tree untill she reached the top.

Her chest tightened as she panted, crouch over on the thickest branched closest to the top. Her now catlike eyes wide as a feral smile sat on her lips, she had never felt so alive, so free, as she did in this moment. If you saw her right now you wouldn’t even recognise her.

“Eat your heart out Mother” she laughed under her breath. She was surprised when her new leather cat ears twitched as she picked up sound she shouldn’t be able to hear normally. She heard the sound of an owl as if flew off into the distance, the sound of a women talking on her cell phone as she walked across the street and finally she heard shuffling underneath the tree. Glancing down, Kagami (Katgami?), saw a head of blonde hair running towards the tree. She smirked to her self before diving off the tree and landing on all fours at the bottom of the tree, scaring Adrien successfully. The teen boy yelled a little as he skidded to a stop, jumping back in surprise. His shock soon disappeared when he realised it was just Kagami.

“This is amazing, Adrien!” She cheered as she through her arms around him, pulling him into a tight hug. “Thank you.” She breathed, her breath warm against his neck. He froze up, his heart beating rapidly as he fought to keep a blush away.

“Why are you Thanking me? You haven’t experienced nothing yet.” He said his arms sliding down her back. She froze up, slightly freaking out about how low his hands would go. He stopped them on her lower back where Chatnoir iconic baton sat, he unclipped it and stood back.

“Trees are fun, but wait till you leap over buildings.” He pressed the cat paw print button, extending the baton as he passed it to her. A wide grin pulled at her lips, the feral catlike smile appearing once again. She snatched the baton from his out stretch hand before she turned away from him and starting to jog towards a block of buildings.

“I’ll be back in a meow-meant” She called out over her shoulder before extending her baton and catapulting herself through the sky.

Adrien covered his heavily blushed face in his hands and his heart and stomach betrayed him.

“Oh no.”

[thefuturewifeofsarahpaulson]

Honestly an honest to god lesbian pop star like hayley kiyoko is so empowering. When it comes to wlw expressing explicitly their experiences loving women in pop culture, we rarely see it. Icons come out and then they never touch the subject again. I'm not judging them because being super gay will interfere with your career but it's clear that it's simpler for gay men to have and keep a large fanbase and talk abt loving boys. Probably bc straight girls are less likely to boycott a dude loving dudes than a lesbian locing women. Not sure why. We've been listening to ur straight music our whole lives and still appreciate it so maybe question why you'll listen to troye sivan be gay but wont listen to halsey do it....

(I'm not saying it's easier bc we all struggle and fuck arguing abt who has it worse, wlw and mlm should just be supporting the fuck out of eachother non stop. )

Hayley kiyoko is doing amazing being a popstar who sings abt loving girls. Remember being like thirteen and pretending you don't like 1D bc you're better than that? But then relating so hard when they just sung abt how cool and perfect girls were and you'd always think of THAT girl you know who's on your mind.

"Story of my life" makes me cry btw

There are girls like us sitting in their rooms at fifteen knowing all the lyrics to "sleepover". Finding the song by accident whilst watching lesbian yt couples and wondering "why do i love this so much? Why am i down this lesbian yt rabbit hole?" Those babies are probs panicking the shit out of their hearts bc they realise why. Now they have a real popstar. Popstar is such like an old word but like they shaoe our youth even if your edgy and hipster (me af).

Anyway...when they have their first break up, they can listen to hayley kiyoko and dance alone in their room and feel empowered and heal. Ofcourse there are wlw icons in all genres of music that deserve recognition. Alison weiss is great for instance, it literally is like a lesbian avril lavigne mixed with like the soundtrack of mean girls. Indie music is great and as a sad lesbian bitch I love the shit out of some introspective feminsit sadcore, mate. I also wanna dance in my room to a bop abt fucking girls in santa monica tho. Thank you hayley kiyoko so much for making life easier for us babies who are just overwhelmed with girls being cool and hot and helping us to knock down our pedestals and pick ourselves up.

Also when troye and her offciially collab im gonna personally hug every mlm i know (even those i dont like) because we gotta stick together. Straight ppl pit us against eachother but like compliment your nearest mlm. Also your nearest queer person in general. Even if theyre an insufferable angsty teen, just make vine references and make friends 😂😂

[buckyspetpsychopath]

If I Get My Way

Words: 3021 Daniel Seavey x reader Why Don’t We A/N: Based on Little Mix’s ‘If I get my way’ go have a listen its amazing. I usually hate lyric imagines and skip them completely but I really love this song. 

I wring my hands out as I wait backstage to go on. This was my first concert ever with my own songs. Up to now, I had just been writing for and with other singers, but I had released my own EP a while ago that was quickly followed by a second. So here I am ready to play my own, first, sold out show in LA. 

There’s a knock on the door and I yell for them to come in. My 5 favourite boys appear. I hug Daniel first, then Jack, Zach, Corbyn and lastly Jonah.  “I can’t believe you’re finally doing this!” Jack laughs.  “I know” I breath out.  “Well we’ll be right there,” Zach says lacing his hand in mine and squeezing it before letting go. “aaand we brought some guests” Corbyn smiles. I raise my eyebrows but shrug. My manager comes in and tells the boys they need to leave so I can get ready to go on. They leave with a group hug and my nerves flow back through my body. I get escorted to the side of the stage, I look out and to the ‘VIP’ area holding my family, friends, the boys and apparently all the boys' families. Before I had properly pursued my career I had been working with the boys since the beginning, despite being the same age as them. It warms my heart that their entire families flew out to see my first show, my face drains of colour when I see Daniel had brought his girlfriend. I had the worlds biggest crush on him, but 4 months ago he walked into the compound showing off his new girlfriend. All the guys soon found out about my crush and tried everything to get my mind off him. Soon after I had gone on a world tour with Little Mix as one of their opening acts. 

I’m shaking when I feel arms wrap around me. I turn around and squeal when I see Perrie with the girls behind her. I hug them all and they laugh.  “What are you doing here?” I gasp.  “well, you’re like our little sister, we couldn’t miss your first show.” Jesy smiles. I take one glance back out at the crowd and they pull me away from the curtain.  “look you're going to do amazing. The place is completely sold out, obviously, you have amazing fans! You’re going to do amazing!” Leigh Ann says. I still look down at the floor.  “What else is on your mind babe?” Jade asks rubbing my arm. I sigh.  “Daniel brought his girlfriend” I mumble and they gasp. They rush to the curtain and scoff.  “Babe you’re so much better than her. Honestly.” Perrie says and I shrug.  “Nothing I can do about it, I should have told him when I had the chance” I huff. “Are you going to sit in the VIP area?” I ask them, they would be protected from fans mobbing them but they could still see the show. They nod and I smile. They finally leave and I’m left with the last 30-second countdown. Of course I had told my girls all about the Why Don’t We boys and so much about Daniel. I had been writing a song and they asked me if they could have it, I immediately agreed because I mean its Little Mix singing my song. Its probably best I didn’t release it on my own, it was obvious I was going through boy trouble, it was called ‘If I get my way’ and the girls sounded so beautiful singing it. 

I’m signaled to go on stage and when I walk out the screams are ear piercing. I see that Reese and Isla had made friends with the little mix girls, Isla was on Perrie’s hip and Reese was on Jades. I wave to them and they both wave back excitedly. 

“Wow there’s a lot of people here” I say into the mic. I start singing my songs and dancing with my two backup dancers. I had spent hours in rehearsals with them and they had become two of my best friends. I kept feeling myself glance at Daniel and his girlfriend as they danced to my music. It made me so angry and sad. When I see them kiss my heart stops. I turn to the back of the stage, I try to continue singing but it proves hard when my throat gets clogged with tears. My two dancers come over to me and each holds one of my arms. 

“are you ok?” they whisper. I shake my head no and run off the stage. The music stops and the crowd starts chanting for me to come back. I peek out and see they were holding signs saying how much they love me. I’m about to walk from the stage when the little mix girls show up in front of me, with microphones. They push past me to the stage and I frown. The crowd goes wild screaming. 

“Hey everybody, some of you may know we’re Little Mix and y/n supported us on our most recent tour, did anyone come?” Jesy asks and the screams grow louder.  “We came here to support her tonight, but she seems to be having some difficulties.” Leigh says.  “We recently re-released our latest album with 3 new tracks.” Jade says.  “Has anyone heard ‘If I get my way’?” Perrie yells and the screams double if thats even possible.  “truth is, this amazing girl here wrote it” Jesy says pulling me onto the stage. The crowd go crazy. I get placed in between them.  “do you guys mind if we perform it?” Leigh shouts and everyone woohs.  “ok you’re going to sing the verses and we’ll all sing the chrous’ ok?” jade says and my eyes widen.  “but daniel?” I mumble.  “will be falling head over heels for you” Perrie finishes and nods rubbing my back. I sigh and nod. Jesy turns to the sound controllers and the beat starts playing. I breathe out deeply before starting the first verse. 

“ This night, no, I don't wanna talk about her Tonight, I really wanna fix your hurt 'Cause I can see it in your face Your heart is breaking, heart is breaking And no, this night, no, I don't wanna hear her name Tonight, no, I don't wanna play her games 'Cause I, I really wanna be the one to take you One to take you home” I sing letting all my emotions out. Perrie sees me struggling and cuts in for her verse holding my hand. 

“ Fed up of being the shoulder you cry on I want to be the shoulder you lie on Everyday, every night I'll be fine, I'll be fine If you're mine Fed up of being the one that you lean on I want to be the one that you dream of Everyday, every night I'll be fine(I'll be fine, I'll be fine)” she sings beautifully then we all lift our mics up to sing the chorus. 

“If I get my way, I'mma take care of you I can take her place, let me get my way, ooh If you let me try, just one night, I can prove I can take her place, let me get my way, ooh (Hey, hey)” we all harmonize and I shake my hips moving around the stage along with the girls. We all get back into a little formation, two girls on either side of me. 

“This time, no, I'mma make you see me too This night, I'm never letting go of you Tonight, I'mma put a end to all the waitin' All the waitin' Fed up of being the shoulder you cry on I want to be the shoulder you lie on Everyday, every night I'll be fine, I'll be fine If you're mine Fed up of being the one that you lean on I want to be the one that you dream of Everyday, every night I'll be fine (I'll be fine, I'll be fine)”I sing, locking eyes with Daniel, he has an unreadable expression on his face.All the boys' jaws are open wide.  “If I get my way, I'mma take care of you I can take her place, let me get my way, ooh If you let me try, just one night, I can prove I can take her place, let me get my way, ooh” Jade and Leigh Anne sing.  “Don't you know I try To forget about you at night? Being more than just friends, oh I, need ya Cause I've been on your side Long before this new girl came by She does nothin' but tell you lies I know”I sing. Daniels jaw is clenched and I smirk.  “If I get my way, I'mma take care of you I can take her place, let me get my way, ooh If you let me try, just one night, I can prove I can take her place, let me get my way Oooh” Leigh Anne and Perrie sing.  “If I get my way, I'mma take care of you I can take her place, let me get my way, ooh If you let me try (me try), just one night, I can prove I can take her place, let me get my way, ooh If I get my way, I'mma take care of you I can take her place, (let me get my way, ooh) If you let me try, just one night, I can prove I can take her place, let me get my way, ooh” We all finish letting out a long breath. The girls all hug me tightly and leave the stage. I hadn’t realised a few tears had fell out until I feel them drip on my hand. 

“Thank you so much for all you fans who came today, as you know this was my first show on my own that I’vesang my own songs and it's truly been special. Thank you to my extended family for all flying here to support me” I smile and look towards the VIP part. They all cheer and blow kisses at me.  “Stay safe, I love you all!” I yell and leave the stage. The girls are waiting and they immediately embrace me. We all squeal.  “You killed it as always” Jesy yells.  “Babe he was so shook” Perrie cackles and I smirk. I stay a while talking to the girls and I get a text from Jack. 

‘Meet us all back at the compound, everyones heading back there to celebrate’ he says and I send him a text back before gathering my things and heading over I had done a meet and greet before the show so I can leave as soon as. 

When I arrive back at the house there is a little note on the front door telling me to go around the back so I do. When I open the gate everyone starts clapping and cheering, Logan comes over and sets me on his shoulder. 

"The queen has arrived" he yells and I blush covering my face. He sets me on the floor and immediately Isla and Reese come running over to me. I bend down to them on my knees. They both wrap their arms around me and I smile. "you were so good" Isla nods. "Thank you" I grin. "And we met little mix!" Reese yells jumping a little bit. "Yeah they're my friends" I smirk when their eyes go wide. "Now youre even cooler!" They both say turning to eachother and running away to their mum's. I watch them go with a smile. My best friends bring me into a hug and we all squeal. When I pull away I hug all the boys, but I avoid Daniel. 

Everyone notices how I swerve away from him and head over to his family. His mum grins and grabs my cheeks. "Y/n you did absolutely amazing! If my idiot can't see what he's missing out on he's not worth it" she chuckles, my eyes widen slightly but I laugh and bring her into a hug. 

Daniels POV* I watch as she dodges me and heads for my family. My heart drops and I frown. I see my mum grab her cheeks and say something to her then they hug. My eyebrows are furrowed when I turn to Katie, my girlfriend. She sighs and grabs my hand disappearing out the gate away from everyone. I stay silent looking at the floor. 

"I need to know right here and now, do you want to be with me or her" she sighs, she doesn't seem angry just a little upset. I bite my lip and look up at her. "If the answer isn't immediately me then you obviously have feelings for her." She smiles sadly. "I'm really sorry" I whisper. "It's ok. It'll take some time but I think we should've realised a long time ago you were in love with someone else, were better friends than lovers, if I'm being completely honest it was weird kissing you. You're a great kisser and all but it felt like I was kissing my cousin or something" she admits and I let out a breath. "no it's fine, I'm glad I'm not the only one who felt that way" I laugh and she does too. "See you later Daniel" she mumbles leaning into to peck my cheek and then heads to her car quickly pulling out of the driveway. I set my hands in my pockets and make my way back inside, I feel eyes burning my skin from every direction as I walk over to y/n. 

Normal POV* I was talking to jack and Logan when they look behind me and stop still. I stop talking and turn around to see Daniel with his hands in his pockets. "We need to talk" he mutters and I nod. I silently follow him into the living room. The blinds are shut so we're sheltered from everyone.  "Did you write that song about me?" He asks flat out. "Yes" I whisper. "So you have feelings for me?" He asks raising his eyebrows. "I think I'm in love with you" I admit seeing no point in sugar coating it. "Why did you never tell me, we've been friends for years!" He groans. I shrug. "It's embarrassing, I knew you'd never feel the same so I just kept it a secret. Until you got a girlfriend and the boys found out" I huff. "But I do! I always have!" He shouts getting frustrated. My eyes widen. "Well why didn't you say anything?" I shout back. "I don't know" he sighs putting his head in his hands. "She's gone" he whispers looking up at me. 

"What?" I ask. "We broke up" my face pales. "I'm so sorry I never meant for that to happen" I panic. "It was a joint decision, neither of us ever really loved each other, she knew you were the one I wanted" he shrugs. 

I bite my lip and we just stand still staring at each other. He huffs and rushes forward pushing his lips to mine. I accidentally lean on something when I stumble back. He sets me on the table in front of the window as our lips move feverishly against each other, he pulls me closer grabbing my butt as my legs wrap around him. There's a knock on the window behind us, we both jump away from each other. I slide back and nearly fall off the table but Daniel has a quick reflex, catching me before I collide with the floor.

When w look at the wind, the blinds are now wide open with everyone staring at us, Zach was the one who knocked on the window. I blush and hop down off the table pushing against Daniels' stomach so he moves, his abs flex under my touch and I bite my lip. He smirks and laces his hand with mine. 

We are both blushing heavily as we make our way outside.  “Here they are, the little love birds” Daniels mum teases as everyone is trying to hold in their laughter. My cheeks get warm again and I hide in Dani’s chest, he smiles wide and wraps his arms around me. Everyone is still staring at us waiting for our reaction. I huff and pull my fac away from Dani.  “Can everyone please stop staring? Like, it's creepy, carry on partying” I groan. I hear a lot of laughs and the music carries on playing. I turn to Dani again and he laughs, biting his lip and pulling my hip dragging me closer to his body. I smirk and lean up to kiss him again. I feel a tug on my hand and look down to see Reese. I bend down to her and she crosses her arms with a pout. 

“Daniel is MY boyfriend” she frowns.  “well cant we share him?” I try to compromise. She thinks for a moment and shakes her head.  “You can have him, I’m gonna go play with Jonah. I’m sooo over boys anyway” she says cutely and flips her hair. I laugh and stand up walking over to Dani, Jack, Corbyn and Zach. Dani wraps his arm around me and I wrap mine around his waist.  “Well you’ve lost two girlfriends today” I joke. The boys look confused so I explain. “Reese has dumped you for Jonah, and she says she’s so over boys anyway” I giggle imitating her little hair flip. They all laugh and look at Zach. He shrugs.  “she’s 6″ he snorts.  “Did I gain one?” Dani asks looking down at me hopefully. I grin and pull him by his cheek down to my height bringing my lips to his.  “So that’s a yes” Jack cheers pulling us apart. “But we don’t want to see you making out” he makes a face and I laugh. 

[areyoureddie]

Prom (Richie/Eddie)

Summary: When the two boys find themselves at Prom, without dates, what will they both do to keep themselves entertained?

Warning(s): Teen!Richie/Eddie, extreme fluff, the slightest bit of angst (it’s barely anything), its hinted that both Richie and Eddie are in love with eachother

A/N: Okay so I totally didn’t inspire this from the dance scene in The Perks of Being a Wallflower at all???? *COUGH* living room routine *couGH* For fluffiness I highly recommend listening to Come on Eileen by Dexys Midnight Runners as this song is featured in the story, as well as I think it fits? I kind of imagine Eddie to be ‘Eileen’. Also, right click on the video and press Loop! 

Eddie was the perfect definition of a wallflower at this years prom, as of course, most of his friends had dates or at least someone to tag along with. Eddie? No one, not a single person offered to take him- nor did he have any confidence to ask anyone.

Eddie leant against the wall in his neatened suit, which his were sleeves and pants were too long for his small 5′4 frame. He held a red cup in his hand, listening to a casual slow song play throughout the stadium, watching those sway side to side with each other. 

He noticed Bev and Bill sway rather awkwardly with eachother, the both were fond for eachother ever since they apparently shared a kiss after the incident a few years ago. Ben watched, dancing with a small frail girl that Eddie didn’t know the name of, possibly someone to keep him company whilst he swooned over Beverly in her purple dress in envy of Bill. Stan was stood with Mike who was actually the ‘DJ’ for the school disco, Stan keeping him company.

Eddie lifted the plastic cup to his lips, taking a sip from the flat soda which wasn’t as cold as it once was when he first got a refill- the warmth from his small hands had heated the drink up and removed the soda bubbles completely.

He kicked away a balloon that hovered near his foot, slightly frustrated from being alone whilst all of his friends were seeming to have a better time than himself. In that moment, he couldn’t help but think ‘why didn’t I skip prom with Richie?’ Eddie began to regret his decision on even bothering to show up, what was the point in coming to Prom without a date or at least a few friends? Well- he did have friends, but they were busy elsewhere.

In all honesty, Eddie was lonely.

It was almost as if everyone was rubbing it in his face that he had no other option but to lean against the wall filled with signs saying ‘Prom - 1992!’ and ‘Don’t forget to vote for your prom king and queen!’.

“You look like you just realised I fucked your Mom, what’s up?” 

Eddie was almost startled, jumping a bit and looking to his right to see no one other than Richie Tozier with a smug grin on his lips. Not to mention his hair messy as ever, with his coke bottle glasses laying on his face as always. His suit was the usual black, except it fitted him perfectly unlike Eddie’s did. His tie was messy and very much so loose, with two of his top buttons undone carelessly. Richie stood at around 5′9, quite lanky for his age as well as thin.

Everything about Richie Tozier’s appearance was the complete opposite to Eddie’s.

“Dude, what are you doing here?” Eddie asked, avoiding Richie’s question and finding himself fixing his bowtie.

Richie’s grin widened as his bony finger pushed up his spectacles, “I decided to come and watch how pathetic people are at dancing, of course.” Richie looked around for a moment before chuckling and using the same finger to point out to Bill, “Look at him, he looks as if he’s just took a massive dump in his pants and he’s trying to dance with it in there.”

Eddie fought back a grin as well as a small giggle of amusement, but instead rolled his eyes.

“At least he has a dance partner, where’s yours?” 

“Where’s yours?” Richie retorted back, his dark eyebrows raised.

Eddie sighed, going to take a sip from his cup but only to find nothing was in fact left for him to consume. “I don’t have one and I don’t want one.”

Richie could read Eddie like a book. especially when he was lying. Whenever Eddie would lie, his eyes would flicker down for a few seconds before looking elsewhere. His fingers would also rub against each other or rub at his outer thigh; this is what he was doing now.

“Oh, really now?”

“Yes, really. I don’t dance.”

“So why did you come here, Eds?”

Eddie frowned, looking up at Richie, “Don’t call me Ed’s - and I came here to...” Eddie trailed off, searching his mind for an excuse, “To drink free soda.” He lifted his cup up, in a ‘cheers’ motion.

The slow music continued to elegantly play out whilst the two had their conversation.

“I’m sure so.” Richie grinned, before looking off and snorting to himself as he mentally insulted people’s dancing skills.

Eddie noted this, watching how Richie’s lip corners twitched into smirks and snickers left past them as his eyes trailed over others in a teasing manner.

“If you’re so judgemental over everyone dancing, why don’t you go up there and dance? You might win Prom King.” Eddie spoke sarcastically, his orbs staring at Richie.

Richie snapped his gaze away, furrowing his eyebrows to Eddie. “I have no one to dance with, especially not to this shitty music playing.” Richie then snickered, “besides, I’m already a fucking King.”

As if on queue, the song switches which causes some to leave; sitting down and some to join dancing to the new song which Eddie recognised straight away. 

‘Come on Eileen’ was playing, which was a fantastic song to dance to at a night such as this one. Eddie’s eyes brightened as he heard the tunes of the melody swing in his ears and around the gym stadium. Richie couldn’t help but notice how Eddie’s big soft eyes brighten at seeing the stadium dance in excitement, which caused a thought to appear in his mind.

“Do you want to dance, Eds?” Richie spoke in a fake British accent, smirking more.

“Dance? Well-”

“Nevermind, you’re too slow at answering. C’mon, midget.”

Richie grasped the much smaller boys hand in his bony one which cut off a protest of his, pulling him along to the middle of the crowd- pushing past many which caused a bit of disturbance but Richie didn’t care in the slightest. Eddie, on the other hand, was confused and flustered at this sudden action.

“Richie, I-I, I dunno if I can-”

Come on Eileen!

“Who cares? Let loose pretty boy.” Richie grinned before pushing people back, “Move! Move! Get out of the way, get out of the way!~” With this being said, Richie grabs both of Eddie’s hands and swings him around- as well as himself, to create a large empty space for the two to dance.

Come on Eileen!

Eddie’s anxiety quickly flares, his cheeks heating even more as he was much weaker than Richie to even bother to stop him from these silly actions. But as soon as the lyrics kicked into the song, so did Richie’s dance moves.

Richie began to move across Eddie over and over, kicking his arms and legs out repeatedly, his fingers spread out into the air and grasping at the oxygen around him. His confidence was wild compared to Eddie’s, which once again, was another difference. Richie kept his smile there, whilst looking completely serious in his silly dance moves- causing a laugh to erupt from Eddie’s lips.

Richie laughed along with his friend, quickly grasping his hands and pulling him close and forcing the boy to break out of his shell and be himself despite others judging their dancing skills. Eddie laughed louder as both of them spun rather quickly, but not too quick incase it would overwhelm the other, with Richie’s hands now on Eddie’s waist and wrapped around him and Eddie’s somehow reaching Richie’s shoulders.

Poor old Johnny Ray

Sounded sad upon the radio

But he moved a million hearts in mono

Our mothers cried, sang along

Who’d blame them?

Both Richie and Eddie were stepping into their humorous sways irregularly and bopping their heads. The two often stepped over each other’s shoes due to this but they didn’t care in the slightest. 

You’ve grown (So grown up!)

So grown (So grown up!)

Now I must say more than ever..

Come on Eileen!

Too ra loo ra too ra loo rye aye~

And we can sing just like our fathers!

“C’mon Eds, give me a twirl!” Richie grasped Eddie’s small hand yet again and held it in the air loose enough for the boy to snatch it away if he wanted.

But he didn’t.

In fact, he found himself twirling over and over again with his hair falling out of its neat place due to the wind of the swirls. Richie’s brown eyes were widened with true happiness for once, actually enjoying his time away from his hell home. Eddie stopped, a little dizzy but giggling nether the less.

“There you go! You’ve got it!” Richie complimented, spinning Eddie into his arms, before twirling him out again with their feet bouncing at the smooth surface beneath them.

(Come on Eileen!)

Oh I swear-

(What he means)

At this moment-

You mean everything!

The lyrics flooded the air, as well as the pants and laughs from the giddy male teenagers.

(With you in that dress)

My thoughts-

(I confess)

Verge on dirty!

Ah, come on Eileen!

Eddie moved along with the lyrics, pushing at Richie’s chest as he danced independently without the guidance of Richie. The two danced in sync still, somehow predicting every move the other dancing partner made. They also weren’t afraid to use the space they had created, their own little dancing stage to blossom their feelings and unique movements.

Come on Eileen!

Richie couldn’t help but feel his heart flutter every time he heard Eddie laugh or see him look at him with such happiness in his eyes. 

“Fucking hell, Richie!” Eddie laughed happily, his head dangling with his moves.

This was, after all, the only reason that he came to the Prom was to actually impress Eddie somehow and his plan had been successful thus far. As his movements began to slow down, he found Eddie gripping at his hands and forcing movement upon his figure just like he had done with Eddie at the start.

The lyrics quickly blurred out of both of their minds and both of them found fondness in nothing else but each other, which included making each other happy and cared for. This wasn’t some cliché dance that you see in movies, it was made to be their own unlike anyone else’s special dance. This didn’t involve sexual movements or casual side to side stepping with hands on the waist and shoulders, but in fact included a variety of movements out of craziness.

Richie kicked his legs higher and moved back a bit, holding his arms out and a nod of his head towards his open arms.

“C’mon, be brave.” Richie teased, his teeth showing between his lips as his smile grew.

Eddie raised an eyebrow before quickly running up, Richie grasping at his tiny waist when close enough and lifting him up off his feet quickly to the beat. Eddie squeals a laugh, wrapping his leg around Richie’s upper hips. Richie then holds him tightly and leans forward, Eddie almost touching the floor in this quick motion, but as he was to be so light- Richie could hold him with confidence without him getting hurt. 

Richie then stands upright, Eddie unraveling his legs from his hips and pushing his own legs out and bouncing back to his feet with Richie’s guidance.

“Holy fuck! That was awesome!” Eddie panted, his unfit form from not exercising much being tired out.

Soon, the song came to a saddened close and changed to a much more casual, yet not a slow song. Both Eddie and Richie frowned at the change of song, the past 4 minutes had felt like a life time for both of them which they enjoyed deeply.

“Now what?” Eddie carried on, tilting his head.

Richie glanced around, seeing others dancing to the new song as he caught his breath, “How about we get out of here?”

Eddie smiled widely and gladly placed his hand in Richie’s bigger one, dragging him past the crowd with a few ‘excuse me’s and ‘sorry, I need to get past’ leaving his lips with Richie dangling behind.

Eddie’s heart was pounding in his throat, his legs throbbing from such movement but he chose to ignore the bearable pain and enjoy the moment with his friend, who was quickly being seen as more than a friend as both Richie and Eddie had more than just a friendship feeling for the other.

Something was about to blossom between the two from here on out, all because neither of them had no one to dance with to the beautiful song that brought them both together in unity.

[elevenhoursinfront-blog]

14th October 2017

Our alarm went off at 0500. We were waking up for sunrise which was painful. Once we were up though, it was fine. We walked the 50 metres to the beach in our pyjamas and sat on the sand in front of the water. It was beautiful. The sky was a strong orange that mixed into purple and then blue. We took some photos and watched as the moon disapeared and the sun arrived.

Steve was on his phone and then I heard him make a weird noise. His face had changed and he looked mortified... I asked what was wrong and he said "it was my instructor". My heart just sank. He had 20,000 jumps to his name. Why now? What went so wrong? Steve was devestated. He just went silent for the whole morning. He's not exactly Mr Vocal at the best of times but this was horrible. He said "I'm not going to be able to watch my video now". The worst thing is, they had great banter together. In the video when the parachute goes up, you can hear Dawson go to Steve "Wahey, we're not dead!"... The news was slightly updated with names of who had passed away and what they thought had happened. It was a tandem dive with one instructor either being Dawson or Toby and a customer called Kerri - a mother of 3 on a jump for a birthday present. Appears that it was a midair collision, the parachutes got tangled and didn't open. They went into the trees inland. The single diver was found in a persons backgarden, 200-300 metres from the others. There were many witnesses on the beach watching it happen. It's just devestating.  

We went back to the tents and most started eating their breakfast. Steve and I weren't hungry. Donald and Lisa were still asleep, they didn't want to watch sunrise. We decided to go to Cape Tribulation today rather than tomorrow so that we could meet up with Tom and Betty on Sunday in Port Douglas as they weren't working.

We got showered and ready, jumped into the van around 0800. The drive there took about 2.5 hours. We had to get a ferry across the Daintree River that is croc infested. Unfortunately, none were spotted. The moment we got onto the land into the forest, you could immediately smell the plants, the trees and the soil. It has a particular smell, it was so refreshing. People looked at me like I was weird but I love the outdoors.

We stopped at Alexandra lookout which was over the rainforest and the beach with islands in the background. It was stunning. We stopped there for 5 minutes, if that, just to look and take some photos. We kept on driving up to the top of the forest. We stopped at a shop to find out where was best to go and the man said "Emmagen Creek". We got back into the car and drove the extra 15 minutes.

We pulled over and it quite big, just in the middle of the forest with the trees surrounding us. The sun was beaming through the tops of the trees. We went for a walk down the creek first, seeing snakes and lizards everywhere. We were climbing over massive boulders and trees that had fallen. I was hoping that we wouldn't get bitten by something that would harm us. We spent half an hour or more just walking aimlessly further into the rainforest. We stopped next to a tree that was across the stream and we all sat on it for a photo. After that, we went back to the creek for a swim.

We all had to get changed in front of eachother. It's much easier when you can wear a bikini but I can't. Steve and I went back to the van and I quickly got changed in there. Luckiy, nobody saw, they would've had a right fright.

The water was nice, not too cold. It was weird knowing that we were swimming in a fresh water creek in the middle of the oldest rainforest in the world. I loved it. We spent another half an hour or so swimming about before we decided to go the next location. The beach!

I got changed in front of the van so that everyone inside wasn't able to see. I was standing practically naked and anyone who drove past would've got a nice view of my rear end! Nobody did though. Everyone was munching on their food as we drove down to the parking area of Cape Tribulation Beach.

The beach was absolutely beautiful. The tide was out so the sand went on for miles. It was so white mixed with silver glitter. It was stunning. The water was so hot, hotter than any bath I have at home. It was definitely the warmest water I've ever felt in my life. Steve and I walked through the shallow part, just dipping our toes in.

We walked up the coast line to see how far we could get. Apparently, according to the information sign, there was another creek right at the end of the beach, around a 4km walk. You can only go when the tide is out or you'll get stuck. We started the walk and got around 2km before realising the tide was coming back in. We turned around, and started walking back.

We were walking in the water and before we knew it, it was knee high. Not an issue, it was stunning. Steve pointed out a sting ray to us! We all tried walking over to him to see but the noise of the water scared him away. After about 5-10 minutes, we realised there were loads of sting rays... I saw about 5. Steve and Maryly then saw a baby shark swim infront of them. I panic a fair bit when fish come near me in the water so I decided to try and get onto the sand. The rocks going in were so sharp so it was painful to walk on. Everyone was going round them but had to spend more time in the water. We were only shallow to start with but now that it was knee high, I didn't want to be in it. It is a home to the crocs, too.

Steve helped me get out and walked along the beach for a bit with me before he decided to see the stingrays again. My feet stayed firmly on the sand, looking from afar. Everyone slowly joined me, once they managed to get out of the water. I guess I don't like the feeling of being 'stuck'.

We decided to chill on the beach for a little while so everyone put their towels down and sat down. Steve and I went for a walk to the lookout point. It was only a 5 minute return walk but I love lookout points. We got there, I took a few photos and we walked back. It was a great viewing point, I got a lovely photo.

We got back and they were playing frisbee. I sat down and read the Daintree map and figured out what to do tomorrow. 20 minutes had passed and we decided to go and set our tents up. We jumped in the van and drove the 20 minutes to our camp ground. We pulled in and there were 16 spots. We weren't told what spot we had, we were just given a reference number that had to be placed on the car and tents. We drove round a few times and picked number 4 as it seemed to be the only one that would fit us and the van in...

We got set up and decided to go somewhere for sunset. Half the group were absolutely starving so we drove to the pub. The pub said they don't start serving food for another 2 hours... The hungry ones managed to get a pie out of them and we drove to the nearest beach to watch sunset.

We ended up at Cow Bay Beach. It was lovely, the sand was thick, white and soft. There were two manmade swings from the palm trees and pretty much only locals around. We played tag rugby for the next hour. We got two teams of 4 – two girls and two boys each. We got the rugby ball out of the van and we were running up and down the beach. It was really funny, we were falling over in the sand, pushed in the water and all sorts. By the end, everyone was sweating. We all quickly jumped in the water to wash ourselves off and cool down. A local came down to us and said “Don't go in the water, it's crocadile infested. Please get out”.

We got out and sat by the sand. Everyone started pushing eachother into the sand whilst we were wet so that they had to go clean themselves off in the water. It was really funny but Steve and I never got pushed luckily.

After sunset, we were desperate for a shower. We were sticky, sandy and sweaty. We drove to the pub and asked if they had showers we could pay for. The pub was a hotel too so it was our best bet, I guess. Our campsite didn't have showers – the majority don't, unless you pay loads more. We only paid $7 each to stay where we're staying.

The hotel said no and to try the petrol station 6km up the road. We jumped in the van and hoped for the best. We found the petrol station and drove up past it. There was another campsite with toilet cubicles. Hugo jumped out and said “There's two showers!”. We got out and started sorting our stuff out. A man came over and said that we had to pay $3 to shower. No bother, it is what it is. We paid him, well, everyone did except me. I was still in the van looking at the map and I had no idea what was going on. Oh well. He was gone by the time I got out.

By the time we were finished, it was pitch black outside. We drove back to the pub for happy hour and food. I weren't hungry so I didn't order anything. I had a half pint of beer as I was designated driver. There was live music which was nice. A man singing and playing the Digerydoo.

We played card games like Rummy until the food came out. We had no signal whatsoever since we got the ferry over. Nowhere had wifi either so our phones were never out. It was nice to not be on our phones definitely, it's just an inconvience too. Australian bank cards have 3 accounts to hold your money in – Savings, Cheque, Credit. They say that you must keep the majority of it in savings as it cannot get stolen from there. You can't withdraw or pay using savings though so before you buy something, you have to transfer it over to credit. Steve and I didn't do that before we lost service so we didn't have money available to us. Lexi leant Steve her card and he was able to order some chips.

We stayed at the pub for an hour or two before deciding to go back to the campsite. We all had drink there so it was better for us to go back. That way we could all drink and save money at the same time...

We got to the camp site and someone had parked in our spot and set up their tents on top of ours. What the hell? Two Australian men came out and said they paid for this particular spot. They said that we could stay if we were going straight to bed as they were sleeping. I said that we should say yes to their offer. It was already 2230 and we were up really early. We drove round to see if there were any spots left and there wasn't. Great. We got back to number 4 and the men came out again. They said that we were pissing them off and we had to leave now. He said that spot number 1 was empty and we should stay there. I drove the van round and everyone walked their tents over. The reason spot number 1 was wempty is because it was taped up! You weren't allowed to stay in there. It said nobody was allowed to stay in this spot, there was rope and all sorts surrounding it. Penalty points and on the spot fines... I said it's all well and good escaping fines but what's the actual reason behind nobody being allowed to stay in this spot? It's most likely dangerous with the trees or something and I'd rather not stay here.

We packed up the van and left. We were 'homeless' in the middle of the rainforest in the middle of the night with no service whatsoever. The annoying thing is that someone in that campground is there when they shouldn't be, taking our spot that we paid for. When the men were talking to the group and we were all panicking about what to do, I started to really panic. I had booked it so I was worried everyone would blame me.

We decided to drive to 30 minutes to the campground we pulled up in when we showered. Our plan was to set up as quitely as possible and leave by 0450 so that we wouldn't have to pay. We pulled up in the middle of the grass and left the van lights on so that we could set up.

We all put our tents up in silence and sat in a circle when we were finished. Steve and I put the headtorch of so that we could at least see eachother. Everyone sat round, drinking their drinks and chatting at a whisper. It was quite nice to be fair. I just hoped that we wouldn't get caught, especially not knowing the price of the campsite.

At 0030, Steve and I said that we were going to go to sleep. Our alarms were going off at 0430 and we had a 4 hour drive home tomorrow, after our next full day out. It's going to be a long day. We got into our tent and we were joined by a massive cockroach inbetween the sheet and the outside of the tent. We couldn't sleep because all we could hear was his footsteps. Steve tried to whack him off a few times. After that, we were out like a light.

[rvb-junior]

Anonymous ask: do you have any pets? What are their names? Why do you keep them? What got you into keeping them? Do you have any future pet plans? 💖💖

Ok anon do u really wanna get into this convo? Itll take a while.

Okay so im at college so rn the only pets with me are my fishb a male halfmoon plakat named Cosmos Florence the second, a nerite snail named Nertb and a black mystery named Onyx. I keep them because god man i just. I just love em so much ya know? Its like. I have this little ball of hate and rage in my dorm who has such a beautiful personality and then to complement that i have these chill snaild who r just trying really hard. Back home we have even more pets and oh man oh man i love them?? They are what love and joy looks like?? We have my dogs, cat, turtle, lizards, birds, hairless guinea pigs, fish, and chickens.

The chickens are named Short Bread and Oreo bevause of how they looked when they were younger. Oreo is a little spunkyer that Short bread while i think short bread is a little…. Confused? Yeah just generally confused by everything.

We have Mr. T, our full grown, healthy red ear slider who lives in a small pond in the back yard with a few feeder fish he never ate. Those fish have grown to be his pals and he just. Hase never eaten them.

Then we have the birds, Able, who likes to tell at you if u look at her to long. Her hobbys are chewing through toys as she is hanging from them and being suprised when she falls. We then have Birbank, named after the airport my dad found him at, who lives very closely with his bf Ruby. Birbank is a grey and white cockatiel and Ruby is a green Indian Ringneck. They had being more than 2 feet apart for longer than 2 seconds and often u will find Ruby yelling when Birbank flys somewhere he cant go (ruby doesnt know how to fly) and birbank screaming when he realises the mistake he made. Ruby likes to give people kisses and is a lover, not a fighter. Birbank likes to hiss at peanuts and ignore everything besides Ruby. Next we have our Canary, Mango whos fav food is blue berrys and kale. He likes to sing when he hears trumpets and my flute. He has a club foot so when we adopted him the bird rescue we got him from was relived because no one else would take him. He is the most graceful flying bird i have ever seen! Finally we have the zebra finch named Shimmy. When we first adopted him he had a super bad plucking problem and was almost completly bald but hes doing much better now, aggressivly peeping when he hears the canary.

Okay now we have 2 lizards, a leopard gecko named Romeo and a crested gecko named Gargoyle. Romeo is a sweet boi with a chubby tail who loves his crickets fast and his meal worms slow. He has one of those reptile hammocks but he prefers climding his cave more. Gargoyle is a sweet girl who will only eat her food when it starts to harden again for some reason. We dont know why but she does and shes kinda a butt. But ya gotta love her!

Our cat’s name is Figaro and she’s currently bald. She had to get shaved, the vet said shes getting up in her years so when she stopped grooming for a month and got matts in her long fur they said she had basicly cat arthritis. Shes doing good and her hobbies are (well atleast when i was home) meowing in my mouth at 3 am to tell me she ate all her food and wanted more.

Wr have 5 dogs so just get ready for that. All our dogs but 1 is a rescue. Coal is a chow/black lab mix. She was adopted as a pup from a local animal rescue and she kniws the mist tricks. Shes a good girl who likes hugs, treats, and when u massage her face. Her favorite toy is a yellow stick that she will bring to you when asked. Shes the second youngest! Lily is the youngest, i sometiems call her satan but only because she is a trickster! You will turn around and shell be on the table eating food, stealing anything from coal, and trying to think up world domination. She and Coal are super close, when we got her Coal went all MaMa dog and now they are inseparable. What makes it better is that Lily is a half Chihuahua/Pomeranian mix so shes tiny next to Coal. Our third youngest is Scarlet, wr think shes the product of a long hair Chihuahua and a deer head Chihuahua. Shes a primadonna who enjoys her alone time and pets. She also like to be held, mainly like a baby so u can hold her and tub her tum. She also REALLY LIKES CAR RIDES like man even going to the vet shes jazzed. Second oldest is Vinnie, a pug my bro ham adopted. Hes super sweet and good he likes face squishes and whrn he naps his tail uncurles. He stands very proper like hes a gentleman and likes to sit on ur feat. He has a grain allergy so he eats special grain free food. Next we have the oldest of our dogs MY SWEET BABY GIRL GIGI. shes my sun and moon. We got gigi when i was 8 and when i was 10 my sister went to college, leaving her for me to takr care of. And well, shes literally the most important thing in the world to me. My sister got her from a breader (which i dont like cus dogs in shelters need homes) but shes a Brussels Griffon so the breader croped her ears and tail. I DO NOT CONDONE THE PRACTICE OF CROPPING AND PART OF A DOG UNLESS SUGGESTED BY A VET, SOME DOGS GET THEIR TAILS CROPPED BECAUS ETHEY BREAK BONES IN THEM AND THAT IS THE ONLY CROPPING I CONDONE. Her ears were cropped lopsidedb and improperly which brought many problems to her later on. She developed many ear infections that have caused her to scratch her ears until they bleed, has had medication for 3 different ear infections, and has almost no ear canal left. Her vet has told us she is almost deef. Also as she got older she got chronic dry eye and takes medicated eye drops for it but shes fine as long as she has those. She needs loud or sharp sounds to get her attention so i trained her to respond to clapping, whistling (which i do very loudly) and snapping fingers. She is a sweet heartb adn a super velcro dog! I cried for three days after i had to go to college and they drive her up to visit me. When im home she goes looking for me if im out of site for 2 minutes, will wait at the bathroom door for me, stare up the stairs when i go to shower, and press her face against closed doors she knows i went through. Whne she does the last thing i have to drum my fingers on the door so she knows to move back before i open it. I miss her horribly and i skype her almost every day, she gets super excited! The first few days i was gone she actually wouldnt stop barking at night. Shes also a cuddle baby and she doesnt sleep unless she is touching me ao it was probably rough for her. I miss her but ill be able to see her in october when i go to my sisters wedding.

The fish! Okay so my mother has a 75 gallon gold fish aquarium and a 30 gallon in the garage with nithing in it yet (shes thinking tetras). The gold fish tank has 2 butter fly tails and some bristle nose plecos. It also has many a snail rn! A friend of ours dismantled a large aquarium of his own ( he is going through a very hard time financially and im hoping everything works out for him) and gave us the plecos and snails. The snails are 3 rabbit snailsb one nerite (he gave us 2 but the other is with my betta) a few black mysteries, and a golden apple who i named Big Mama.

Lemme tell u about big mama real fast. I call her this because, first of all shes a full grown golden appleb second of all because shes a mama. He had a live planted tank thich included a moss ball he has been taking care of for 5 year, its the size of my head and when we put it in the 75 gallon it because the main pice of the tank. What we found out later was that Big Mama had made her family in ut and we have abou 20 BABY GOLDEN APPLES IN THERE ALONE!! He also gave us an anibius fern which i put in my betta’s tank and after getting to college and living hear for a few weeks i found out there were eggs on it because I KNOW HAVE MANY A BABY GOLDEN APPLE. these ones tho r much smaller than the moss ball ones, mine being hatchlings and those being the size of a finger nail. But anyway they have grown large enough where i can tell they r not pest snails and i will be rehoming them to other fish keepers in my dorms once they get a little bigger.

My mom has 3 hairless guinea pigs. Did you know that at petco people tend to walk in and drop off pets they “just dont want any more”? Well it hapoens a lot and my mom fell in love with them instantly. We have Billy, the oldest, Piggy, the middle in age, and sweet baby Bear who is small and young. They are all good boys and are doing very well so far in their new home! My mom had already owned billy and was looking into getting him friends, (guinea pigs live friends! They actually should be kept in atleast pairs but we were not aware at first, now we know better) all three of them are being slowly introduced! Bear and Piggy already live together but we dont want to rush this process and put billy right into the mix, that would probably be the worst think. They are slowly beibg acclimated to eachother.

I guess you could say i love pets because they are sweet and wonderful. I keep most of them because i know i can care for them, that i have the space, and the resources. I have the time and the will to foster a loving home for all my pets, and so does my family. Animals are a big part of my life and i love all of them with all my heart.

My future plans? Well nothing soon! Im in a dorm so Cosmos and his snail friends are all ivr got planed rn. But i hope to, onece in the distante future, get a tank with a school of danionella dracula in it, they are tiny fishb only getting half an inch in side. But id need a good tank for them since they school about 12 and id like to do the whome thing live plants (i also want one of those rimless aquatiums hnnnnnnnngh) i hope to upgrade cosmos to a larger aquarium b currently hes in a 2.5 which is enough for a betta, sure, but id rather he be in a 5 gallon. But really? I just wanna go home n be with GiGi more than anything.

Thank you for the ask!