#mclll episode 17 rayan

[otomelavenderhaze]

Cave dialogue a) Rayan talking about Chloe, his ex wife ~

"Oh... You too can't sleep? Come here, sit with me. Let's enjoy the show."

Candy: (He didn't have to ask me twice. I snuggled in and we watched the celestial night sky).

(I watched his stare get lost on the ocean of stars. He seemed to be in another place.)

"When we see this, without any light pollution, how the first humans must have seen it…"

"I can understand why they thought the stars as the soul of their dead. It was a bautiful tribute."

Candy: (I get it... So that's what going through his head that time. It doesn't surprises me why he looked a little sad) You... I know we never talk about this, but... Do you still think a lot about Chloe?

"Of course. Our story (his and Chloe's) always gonna be part of me. And I can even not believe in anything..."

"If our ancestors are right then, I know she's shining for me up there."

Candy: And... you get sad when you think about her? You need...

"No, not even one bit. If today I am crying, it's out of joy."

"Y'know, I honestly didn't think I would get over losing her."

"And then after you got in my classroom and into my life. So, yes, I should have a star up there shining for me."

"Because, with you, I understood the meaning of true love."

"And it wasn't the same of what I had with Chloé."

"Sometimes, I think, if the story/timeline was another, if I had met you first before I met her..."

"She and I would've been simply friends, without anything else between us."

"If fate hadn't been so cruel with her, it would've ended like that anyway, actually." (I think he means, they wouldn't have ended together anyway if she didn't die).

"I think she would have been happy to see me so happy these days."

"Just like I would have been in seeing her meeting someone else just as important as you're for me."

"And when I think of her today, is in this way: as a friend that left too soon."

"And that, of course, I still get a little with my heart tight. She was someone wonderful/beautiful."

Candy: I don't doubt you... I... it may seem like an inconvenience but I would have liked to have met her.

"There's still some of her in me. But, when I met you, I was like a ghost."

"Thanks to you and our feelings, she just became a beautiful star, just like my father..."

"And all the anothers that make me understand, day after day, the lucky I had for being alive and have you by my side."

(He smiled to me. All that sadness seemed to have melted away from his features when he kissed me).

[magic-belodie]

Summary of MCLLL Episode 17 of the dialogue from the choices that I didn't put in the illustration summaries

This summary only contains the dialogue that changes. I also put behind each choice the route of the Love interest that you can get this dialogue on.

Seems like a perfect introduction to me! (Hyun) Hyun and you are discussing what to do first at the hotel. Hyun suggests getting dinner in the restaurant. It seems like a perfect place to go. Hyun and you go to the restaurant. The view of the landscape there is perfect. You look at Hyun, he was already watching you. He still loves you and is so lucky that you crossed his path. Hyun could spend hours in your company. That is very sweet, but he should start eating. Otherwise, you are going to eat his food. Hyun is happy to share. You two have an amazing meal at the restaurant. And to think that it is only the first day. What a great idea! Let's hurry, if we want to take advantage of this sumptuous light. (Priya) Priya and you are discussing what to do first at the hotel. Priya suggests going to swim. You find it a great idea. Priya and you dive into the water. She swims towards you and takes you in her arms. Priya is so happy right now. And to think that it is only the first day. You two kiss while the sun starts to set. To be honest, I had a different kind of sport in mind. You shouldn't have provoked me with your little striptease... (Nathaniel) Nathaniel and you are discussing what to do first at the hotel. Nathaniel just jumped into the pool. You saw him undo his clothes and are in for something wild. Nathaniel comes with lightning speed out of the pool. He takes you in his arms and cares you into the bed. You both quickly take out all your clothes. Nathaniel lays next to you. You start kissing each other while your hands go over his body. Nathaniel takes the lead. You have to let out a few moans before he finally enters you. You let your hands wander in the sheet and close your eyes. It doesn't take long before you both come undone. You lay in Nathaniel's arms. Everything is perfect. Oh, don't worry! I'll enjoy you even better by being totally relaxed. (Rayan) Rayan and you are discussing what to do first at the hotel. You suggest getting a massage, while Rayan wants a wild moment. You tell him you would enjoy that even more after a massage. Rayan tells you that he never had a real massage. He means by a professional. He thinks that a massage from you isn't very conventional. You call them, they come up to your room. You lay next to each other while they are busy. Rayan asks himself why he waited so long. This is amazing. After the treatment, Rayan feels 10 years younger. But age doesn't matter to you, you will always love Rayan. You both go lay down on the bed and kiss. You fall to sleep in Rayan's arms. Okay, Mick. Let's go! We're here to enjoy ourselves, right? I'm going to heat up the jacuzzi. (Castiel) Castiel and you are discussing what to do first at the hotel. Castiel want to go into the jacuzzi. And you agree with him and go hit it up. 3 minutes later, Castiel joins you, and he has champagne and two glazes with him. He asks if you want a glass. You can choose your answer. This moment together in the jacuzzi is perfect. You are sitting on his lap, his eyes look emotional. Castiel never thought he would be this happy. He is so lucky you two met. You are his only destination. You feel the same. Castiel and you kiss. Well, for the occasion, a glass! (Castiel) Castiel asks you if you want a glass of champagne. For this occasion, you want to. He hands you a drink. Gladly. And the waiter too, please, young man. (Castiel) Castiel asks you if you want a glass of champagne. You want one gladly and also one for the waiter. Castiel gives you a glass and takes one himself. Actually, I'll have a glass of mango juice. I want to keep my mind clear... (Castiel) Castiel asks you if you want a glass of champagne. You want to have a mango juice instead. Castiel gives you a glass of mango juice. I totally feel up to it, but to tell you the truth, I had other… activities in mind, rather than a walk! (Eric) Eric and you are discussing what to do first at the hotel. Eric suggests going for a walk. But you want to do another activity. Eric doesn't understand what activity you mean. So you look at him and drop your towel. You go stand in front of him and start to unbutton his shirt and take off his pants. He grabs your butt, and pulls you against him. You put him on a chair and go sit on him. He held your hips while you had your arms around his neck. You start kissing each other while you find the right rhythm. Then he suddenly stops you. Eric wants to change position. You go sit on the chair with your hands on the railing. Eric goes to stand behind you. Eric puts his hands on your hips. You let out a moan while he enters you again. You close your eyes to surrender to your feelings. Eric finds soon the right rhythm and you both come undone. You kiss passionately, to think it was only the first day. If we want a refuge, shouldn't we... try to build one? (Priya) We should build a hut, or any shelter, don't you think? (Castiel and Nathaniel) How about using the time we have left to build a shelter? (Eric, Rayan and Hyun) Your lover and you are lost in the jungle. You two have come to the same place for the fourth time. Maybe you two should build a refuge or some shelter. Your lover will tell that it is kind of impossible to build a shelter. What you really need is an overview of the place. So you two can find a place where you can stay for the night. We have to make a weapon to defend ourselves in the event of a bad encounter. (Eric, Nathaniel, Castiel, Hyun and Rayan) If we have to defend ourselves... Shouldn't our priority be to make a weapon? (Priya) Your lover and you are lost in the jungle. You two have come to the same place for the fourth time. You two need a plan for the night. Maybe you should make a weapon. It is better to find a hiding spot. You two should go to the breathtaking overlook.   We should make marks on our way to avoid retracing our steps inadvertently. (Priya, Hyun, Nathaniel, Rayan, Castiel and Eric) Your lover and you have found the breathtaking overlook. You two decide that it is better to go to the volcano than to stay in the jungle. You suggest making marks on your way. It won't bring you forward. But it will prevent you from going the wrong way. Eric will suggest using a phone as a compass. You will agree with him. We have to try to find a stream. (Eric, Castiel, Rayan, Hyun, Nathaniel and Priya) Your lover and you have found the breathtaking overlook. You suggest finding a stream. Your lover agrees and you two start to listen to the water and try to find. Except Eric, he suggests using his phone as a compass and you agree. Yeah… You're probably right. Oh well, we'll make up for it later, when we get back to the hotel. (Hyun) Hyun and you are walking through the jungle. You think that it is wise to get some food. Hyun doesn't want to try out his luck. You agree with him and don't get any food. When you find the waterfall, you will fall and hurt your angle. Hyun will help you walk to the volcano. Since you two didn't get any food, you two are hungry after making the fire. At the moment, you have nothing to eat. You two just wait until you try to fall a sleep.   Yeah, but we don't know when, or even if, we'll be rescued tomorrow. (Hyun) Hyun and you are walking through the jungle. You think that it is wise to get some food. Hyun doesn't want to try out his luck. You tell him that you have no idea when you will be rescued. You two will get hungry and die from it. Hyun tells you that the human body can go several days without food. The guide told that there are some dangerous fruits, it is better not to try. You give into to Hyun. Hyun and you walk further. When you find the waterfall, you will fall and hurt your angle. Hyun will help you walk to the volcano. Since you two didn't get any food, you two are hungry after making the fire. At the moment, you have nothing to eat. You two just wait until you try to fall a sleep.   True, but... we can't take risks. (Priya) Priya is suggesting getting some fruit. You are afraid that it is too dangerous. You have convinced Priya and won't get any food. Since you two didn't get any food, you two are hungry after making the fire. At the moment, you have nothing to eat. You two just wait until you try to fall a sleep.   I don't know if it will make enough noise, but it's worth trying, I guess... (Castiel) Castiel and you find some coconut shells. Then suddenly a monkey tries to take your camera. You scream, but now there are monkeys all around you. Castiel suggests making some noise with the shells. You are not sure, but it can't hurt to try. But he didn't just make noise, he tried to make a song with it. The monkeys like it and start dancing. No one is watching you. You secretly find their fruit stake and take enough from it for the night. Castiel will tell you that you have done well. He keeps playing some music, so you can get away, and then he joins you. Together you walk further. No... I don't think that's a good idea. They look super pissed off. I'm going to give them my camera... (Castiel) Castiel and you find some coconut shells. Then suddenly a monkey tries to take your camera. You scream, but now there are monkeys all around you. Castiel suggests making some noise with the shells, or throwing them at the monkeys. But you think it's better to give the monkeys your camera. Better to loos pictures then to lose your self. Castiel agrees with you. You put down the camera gently. Castiel and you run away, while the monkey gets the camera. Castiel and you run until you find the river. Because you ran away and didn't take any fruit with you. Castiel and you have nothing to eat after making fire. You two just wait until you try to sleep.

Is there really a debate to be had? Already an ordinary bee sting hurts like crazy… (Priya) Priya and you try to get some fruit. But there are large bees looking creatures on the fruit bush. Priya asks you what you two should do. You think it is better to go. You don't want to test out their stings. Priya and you were so close to the goal. But you are probably right. Priya and you walk further to the volcano. Since you two didn't get any food, you two are hungry after making the fire. At the moment, you have nothing to eat. You two just wait until you try to fall a sleep.   Eww, those stink! Do they smell like… gas? But maybe that doesn't mean anything... (Nathaniel and Rayan) Your lover and you are trying to get some fruit. But you don't know which ones you should take. You suggest the fruit with the smell. We don't know if it is good, but we will find out tonight. You and your lover take the fruit with you. You still eat the fruit after making the fire, that dialogue goes the same. Those, maybe… They kind of look like little coconuts. But can we be sure..? (Nathaniel, Priya and Rayan) Your lover and you are trying to get some fruit. But you don't know which ones you should take. You suggest getting the coconut looking fruit. You two will find out tonight if the fruit is eatable. Your lover and you take the fruit with you. You still eat the fruit after making the fire, that dialogue goes the same. Do you think... that they are hungry? What should we do? Do we share our harvest? (Nathaniel) Nathaniel and you have come across an animal. It doesn't look that friendly. You ask your self if it is hungry. Nathaniel takes out one of his fruits and gives it to the animal. The animals start to eat it, and looks really cute. You stay watching for a few minutes before you continue your trip. Throw the fruit at them, Nath! They might be interested in it! We… we should run! (Nathaniel) Nathaniel and you have come across an animal. It doesn't look that friendly. You think you should throw fruit at them. Maybe then you and Nath can run away. You already started running. Nath goes after you and asks what you are doing. To Nath it didn't look like you two were in danger. Instinct came over you. You both have lost the path. It will take you half an hour to find it back. Nath leaves the food behind when you start running away, and he goes after you. You two have no food after making the fire. At that moment, you both stay hungry. And just wait until you try to fall a sleep. No, that's ridiculous! It's just going to upset it and it'll eat us alive. (Rayan) Rayan and you have come across a small tiger. Rayan tries to be dominant and make noise at the same time. You think that it is not going to work. Rayan is really surprised by your answer and turns his back to the tiger. You feel like that tiger could jump any minute on Rayan. But then suddenly a monkey jumps between Rayan and Tiger. The tiger goes after the monkey. It saved Rayan's life. You hope the monkey survives it. Rayan collapsed, you go over to him. He is okay, just a bit shocked. You two walk further together.  WAIT! I have an idea. HEY! OVER HERE! (Rayan) Rayan and you have come across a small tiger. Rayan tries to be dominant and make noise at the same time. But you start to make some noise on your own. The tiger turns towards you. It worked, it is not looking at Rayan anymore. The tiger comes closer to you. But you don't give it time and climb into a tree. You tell Rayan to do like you and also climb into a tree. The tiger comes closer but can't climb into the trees. The tiger looks very angry. You two stay in the trees for a while. Then a monkey climbs down from a tree. The tiger goes after it. You two have a clear path and get out of the tree and run away. After you two are safe, Rayan is happy and angry at the same time. Because the tiger came after you, it could have killed you, but you also saved Rayan's life. A real heroine. Together you continue your walk. Wait! Above all, don't move! It's still far away... Maybe it didn't see you. (Eric) Eric is trying to get coconuts from a tree. In the same tree, a snake has climbed and is blocking Eric's way down. You tell Eric not to move, maybe the snake hasn't seen him yet. Eric froze, but it turns out the snake has seen him. You tell Eric to jump. Eric fell backwards, he landed with a crash. You go over to him and ask if he is okay. Eric is, the flowers broke his fall. You were both scared. Eric tries to take you in his arms, but the flowers he fell in smell. You both start laughing. The snake has gone further up in the tree, it has already forgotten about you. When you have found the volcano, Eric will go for a swim to get the smell away. You need to find at that moment the wood and rocks for the fire. No choice! Jump! (Eric) Eric is trying to get coconuts from a tree. In the same tree, a snake has climbed and is blocking Eric's way down. You tell Eric to jump. He jumps down and land in some flowers. You go over to him and ask if he is okay.  You were both scared. Eric tries to take you in his arms, but the flowers he fell in smell. You both start laughing. The snake has gone further up in the tree, it has already forgotten about you. When you have found the volcano, Eric will go for a swim to get the smell away. You need to find at that moment the wood and rocks for the fire. I've racked my brain... but I really don't see anything we can do. Well… (Castiel, Nathaniel, Rayan, Eric, Priya and Hyun) Your lover and you have found a save place. You two need to drink. But you don't really have an idea how to filter it. Your lover and you will use a piece of clothing as a filter and drink from it. Do you mind bringing branches? There's a grove of trees over there. (Priya, Nathaniel, Castiel, Eric, Hyun and Rayan) Your lover and you need to make a fire. You ask your lover to get some branches for you. You will get some stones for the fire. Your lover goes into the jungle to find some wood. You stay in the gave and put some stones in a circle and keep one as a souvenir. Your lover comes back with wood under his/her arm. (There must be dead wood on the ground, I just have to look under the leaves.) (Castiel, Nathaniel, Rayan, Eric, Hyun and Priya) Your lover and you try to make some fire. You are in the forest to get some wood and try to take some dead wood from the ground. You get beaten by a plant on the ground. Your lover wants to save you, but you tell him/her to stay where he/she is. You free yourself and go back with some wood to your lover. We could use two branches and rub them together. (Priya, Eric, Nathaniel, Castiel, Hyun and Rayan) You and your lover try to make fire. You start to rub two branches together. It takes a very long time before something happens. But in the end you get the fire working. If you choose to take the sunscreen with you. You have taken your whole toilet bag with you. You find there in a nail clipper to make the branches shaper. It will make the fire go on faster. At least this trip will give us great memories for when we're old. (Hyun) Hyun and you try to sleep, but you both can't. You go sit back up again. At least this trip will give you some great memories. Hyun doesn't look so happy after you said this. It's something his parents used to say against each other. We know what happened to them. But you want to stay at Hyun's side while you grow old. The divorce was really hard for Hyun. It is better now, but still weird. They all see each other a lot. But when the moment is over, they both go to their separate houses. And Hyun sometimes forgets that. On one side he wishes that his parents get back together and on the other side he wishes for them to be clearer about their break-up. You find it very good that they are still friends. Hyun just has a more radical conception of love. You like that about him. They were more friends than a couple in their relationship. The restaurant kept them together for a long time. But it makes Hyun appreciate more what you two have. And you survived this jungle. Next year, you two can climb the Mount Everest without a guide. You were just kidding. You two kiss in the light of the fire.

Somehow, this story allows you to put things into perspective. We are lucky to be alive... (Hyun) Hyun and you try to sleep, but you both can't. You go sit back up again. This story will put things in perspective. That is true. This morning, Hyun couldn't think how things would change. You two should make a wish. You look at the sky and there are no shooting stars. Don't you need that to make the wish work? That is not the kind of wish Hyun was talking about. Hyun was more thinking like a good resolution. If you two come back a life, you will swear to do. But if you come back, you have been through the hardest part. Tomorrow, help will come. Hyun knows, it's better to choose a credible resolution. But also something special like the day we just had. You choose to say that you want to go to Amsterdam and see the van Gogh museum. In your studies, you worked a lot with his work. He is one of your favorite painters. And one day you would see his art in real life. But it is too far away, and it costs a lot of money. And in the end it will always be pushed back. But Hyun promises you that the next vacation trip will be to the museum. But Hyun has one condition; no tourist expeditions. You are okay with that and are curious about Hyun's wish. Hyun wants to get back into dancing for good. You know, he has some really great moves. The dance he did in your room, you found it funny and sexy at the same time. And not to forget the wet t-shirt contest. He loved to dance when he was a teenager. Hyun hasn't talked about that much, and that is because he didn't like that he stopped. He loved it, but he wasn't very good. So he couldn't do it seriously. And then real life came in the way. But now he has some time left since his sisters are also in the business. He still has to decide which style he wants to do, when he is back. You tell him to just go with the flow. Hyun stands up and goes dancing and asks you to be his only dance partner and join him in lessons if he needs a partner. You agree. You two kiss in the light of the fire. What a day, right... It makes you reconsider quite a few things, don't you think? (Priya) Priya and you try to sleep, but you both can't. You go sit back up again. This was an interesting day. It makes you think about things Priya was thinking about last year. She kind of misses social law a little. Crowstorm took all her time. And defending artists against who wants to exploit them fits Priya well. Priya wants to go back to it. The whole thing with Rayan shook it up. Priya regrets the most that she got corrupted by Renate. It was her idol, you understand it. But it is also the motivation why Priya wants to go back. Priya will probably meet Renate in court and then Priya could beat her. Priya wants to bring people real justice, instead of what Renate did. That is why when Priya goes back, she will always have one pro bono case. You remind Priya that you first have to finish your honeymoon. Priya has lots of energy for both. You two kiss in the light of the fire. We must still be a bit on edge. I've never been as stressed as I was today. (Priya) Priya and you try to sleep, but you both can't. You go sit back up again. You have never been as stressed as you were today. For Priya, there has been a moment where she was more stressed. When she visits the Louvre for the first time. Priya never told you about this moment before. Because it was not very glorious. Priya was 16 Years old and lived in Belgium. She went there with school, and had all kinds of things in her head to do that weren't on the program. Tara, one of her classmates, had an aunt in Paris. They were both invited for dinner. At that dinner, Tara went to the bathroom and called with her aunts phone the teacher. She pretended to be the aunt and arranged that Priya and her could stay at her aunts house for the night. Tara and Priya said goodbye to Tara's aunt and got into a taxi. They were thinking about going to clubs the whole night. They were outside and saw that the Louvre was having a late night opening. Tara and Priya went into the museum. But it was already late, and they couldn't see much. So they came up with the idea to get locked in at night in the museum. Tara and Priya went to the bathroom and waited for the museum to close. After the museum closed, there wasn't much light to see. They used their phones as light. But they saw security right away. Priya and Tara realized that what they did was wrong. Maybe they would have been seen as art thieves and be moved from the country. So they tried not to get caught, and they succeeded. But when Priya thinks back now, she thinks that the guards were very easy on them and probably knew what was going on. The next morning, the light was turned on for cleaning. They manged to get out of the museum that morning. Priya and Tara never went again to the Louvre. Too afraid to be recognized. You realize that you are married to a burglar. Now there are no more secrets between you two. You two kiss in the light of the fire. What a day... I was constantly on edge because of the potential dangers... (Nathaniel) Nathaniel and you try to sleep, but you both can't. You go sit back up again. It was quite the day. You don't know how Nath does it. Going undercover, thinking that everything could go wrong at any moment. Nath doesn't think about that, the only thing he thinks about is not getting caught. Plus, he always had Eric as back-up. He trusted him. You don't know what to say. You haven't talked much about Eric lately. It doesn't hurt Nath anymore. He can still see the beautiful moments. Eric was a friend and mentor to him. He does miss what Eric and him had. You think it is excellent that Nath looks at it in that way. Nath smiles and asks if he told you how they met. Nath was arrested by his coworker. They didn't have much against him. Nath was at the wrong place at the wrong time. The cell was overfull, and they hand caught Nath next to Eric's desk. Eric was playing chess on his computer. He didn't know much about chess. His wife suggested playing it. Nath gave him some tips that day. A week later, Eric saw Nath and Nath couldn't hide the stuff he had with him. But luckily, that is not what Eric was here for. Eric saw potential in him and offered him help. The rest of the story you know. You are happy with how this changed Nath's life. Nath and you give each other a hug. You two kiss in the light of the fire. Still... look how far we've come since Sweet Amoris! (Nathaniel) Nathaniel and you try to sleep, but you both can't. You go sit back up again. You two have come far since sweet Amoris. Who would have fought that you end up here in this situation. Nath thinks about that a lot. What would have happened if you didn't come back into his life. Nath would have become a heartbreaker. Living on the street and in the gym. You are probably right. But without you, his world is empty. But Nath didn't seem lonely when you found him. How many women did he had at that time. Nath doesn't understand that you want to talk about that. He doesn't want to talk about it. But you are curious and start to count. But Nath doesn't really know the number. He was not in a good place at that time. Nath is ashamed of it. The only thing he tried was to forget you with those women. But he couldn't and from some of those women he didn't even know the names. He felt empty until he saw you again. When Nath is with you, he can be himself. You wish things had gone differently. But now you are with him until the end of time. Nath already knew back in high school that you were the one for him. He had to be who his parents forced him to be. But you were so happy, so free. He wanted to feel like that. Since then, he tried. You two kiss in the light of the fire. So, my darling, were you trying to run away from me? (Rayan) Rayan and you try to sleep, but you both can't. You go sit back up again and ask Rayan if tried to run away. You know very well that Rayan hasn't succeeded in that. And it is not like he didn't try. You were just joking, but now you are curious what he means. When you two met, it wasn't like there was a possibility for a relationship. It was even a little shocking. You don't know, You don't ask your self many questions. That is because Rayan pleased you very quickly. You start to like him from his first lesson. It was the same moment for Rayan. You remember the whole lesson and the encouragement after it. The same evening, Rayan was thinking about you, more than he should. Of course, back then he tried to lie to him self. Say like there was nothing going on. But after some time, Rayan had to admit. Your charm stimulated the relationship as your intellectually. Rayan felt like he was 15 again. But he wasn't and he was your teacher. He also had some strict principles in this area. But you both felt it and both couldn't run away from it. And now you two are here together in front of a fire on your honeymoon. You two kiss each other in the light of the fire.

Makes you feel very small, huh? The universe is so mysterious... (Rayan) Rayan and you try to sleep, but you both can't. You go sit back up again. The universe is so mysterious. These times make Rayan miss his dad the most. Rayan doesn't talk about his dad very often. Rayan's dad often said that he was just smart enough to realize his ignorance. Rayan drew inspiration from his dad's humanity. Rayan is smart himself. And he knows that and shouldn't be ashamed of it. Rayan is smart in culture. His dad was an astrophysical researcher. Because of his dad, Rayan wanted to do something in the university area. You ask Rayan if he was interested in the science, Rayan was. But the rebel in him made him choose art history. You ask how his dad took it. His dad supported him in what ever Rayan wanted to do. His dad had a great way of reading paintings. Rayan learned a lot from his dad. You would have loved to meet him. Rayan is sure that his dad would have liked you. You ask Rayan if he misses his dad a lot. But his mother misses his dad more. And if things are true, his dad is now in the sky as a star. You hug Rayan, and then he kisses you in the light of the fire.         Still, what a day. Can you imagine if... Well, if... We hadn't made it? (Castiel) Castiel and you try to sleep, but you both can't. You go sit back up again. It was quite a day. What if you didn't make it. Castiel says that you shouldn't think about that. He would collapse on the spot. The only positive thing about it, is that he would have ended up by your side. But to think about how his parents would feel makes Castiel really sad. He is their only child. You tell Castiel not to think about it. Castiel and you two are safe here at the fire. You ask Castiel if he ever wanted brothers or sisters. Not really, it forced to build himself outside. With his parents not being home often. You ask Castiel if he missed them a lot. For most of the time it was fine, but he does wish they to be there on certain occasions. But Castiel did have a happy childhood. And they enjoyed great vacations together. And trusted Castiel to be alone so much. It gave him a lot of self coincidence. And this way, he had a lot of time for his music, and his first step to get a band. If Castiel could do it again, he wouldn't change much. The only thing Castiel did regret was leaving you after high school. It goes the same for you. But you found each other again. You two kiss each other in the light of the fire. So... You don't regret giving up your life as a single rock star to end up stuck here with me? (Castiel) Castiel and you try to sleep, but you both can't. You go sit back up again. You ask Castiel if he regrets being here with you instead of being a rock star. He doesn't regret it. He would have done it all the same, except to find you sooner. You are curious what happened in those years that you two weren't together. But Castiel doesn't feel like telling. He also doesn't want to know what happened with your love life at that time. It is in the past. You tell Castiel to relax. Then he tells you, that there weren't many girls at that time. The only one that matters is you. Then you ask him when he fell in love with you. He didn't like you at first, you were on a mission for Nath. But he got to know you. You always had so much energy. Didn't let you comment around and still try to help others. You also didn't like him at first. You thought he was too sure of him self. But you got to know him, high school was just a step for him. One day he will grow up. But he already had responsibilities. Castiel took care of Demon. You were teasing Castiel a bit. Pancake and you are very lucky with Castiel. He has become the best version of himself. You two kiss each other in the light of the fire. 

You and your coffee... I'm going to end up believing that you only got close to me for that. (Eric) Eric and you try to sleep, but you both can't. You go sit back up again. Eric thinks he could sleep if he could have a drink of coffee. You think that maybe that is the reason that Eric got close to you. Of course, who would otherwise help you close the café. He first did because he liked helping you. You ask him when his reason changed. Eric doesn't know exactly. It took a while before he gave into it. But there was one night he kept repeating the conversations you two had. He was trying to see that night if you felt something for him. It would make it easier for him to admit. Those little evening moments were also the moment that you started to feel something. After the dinner in the restaurant, Eric knew his life was going to change. But you were in a complicated situation at that moment in relationship with someone else. It was time for Eric to change, so he did something he thought he would never do. You both would regret it, if Eric didn't set that step. You two kiss each other in the light of the fire. When we met, did you imagine that we'd end up here, in this situation? (Eric) Eric and you try to sleep, but you both can't. You go sit back up again. You ask Eric if he thinks you two had ended up here, in this situation. It would have been this or a traveling circus act. Eric didn't imagine this, really. His sentimental horizon was darker back then. You ask if he still thinks about his last relationship. Eric doesn't and isn't sure what that says about him. You understand him. They were married for years. The only thing that tied them together was their home. They could never make each other happy and didn't spend much time together. Eric still hopes that his ex has found happiness. But now that he is with you, he knows what happiness really is and very happy that the last relationship ended. You ask if it really was that bad. Eric has to think a bit and then says that happiness is something to be experienced. It can't be planned. You know you two can drift apart, but to hear Eric's story. Eric and Melissa build their story on a misunderstanding. They met to mutual friends and shared some interests. Melissa thought it was great that he was an inspector and loved his field stories. And Eric liked to tell them to Melissa. So they got married. The problem is that having a detective boyfriend is exciting and original. But detective husband isn't. She wanted children, and he didn't because it wouldn't work with his job. Eric stayed on the same line as before the marriage, but Melissa changed after it. Eric tried to change two, but he couldn't. Arguments became their daily life. He needed you, it is that simple. You two kiss each other in the light of the fire.

Perfect! That means we're on the right path! And don't worry, I still have enough energy left... (Hyun) Hyun and you are trying to find your way back after sleeping a night in the jungle. You two have found the waterfall from yesterday. You are on the right track and Hyun asks you if you need a break. Yesterday you felt and hurt your angle. But since you are going on the right track, you have enough energy to keep walking. So Hyun and you walk further. Good... Because my ankle still hurts. (Hyun) Hyun and you are trying to find your way back after sleeping a night in the jungle. You two have found the waterfall from yesterday. You are on the right track and Hyun asks you if you need a break. Yesterday you felt and hurt your angle. You rest a bit, but then you hear the sound from the jeep. Hyun and you run towards it. I'm exhausted, I only want one thing: to sleep! (Priya) I think we deserve a good night's sleep! (Nathaniel) I'm exhausted... I think I'm going to enjoy the best night of my life. (Hyun) Your lover and you are back from the jungle. Your lover suggests having a wild night, but you feel more like sleeping. He/she totally understands. You two go lay in the bed with your arms around each other and the episode ends. You can take my spot, if you want. (Eric) Eric and you have come back from the jungle. You are siting in the bad tube. Eric wants to join you. You tell him he can take your place, you want to sleep. Eric understands and goes with you to the bed. You two lay in each other's arms and the episode ends. 

Aren't you tempted by a good nap instead? (Rayan) Rayan and you are back from the jungle. Rayan is swimming in the pool. While you are laying on a pool seat. You ask Rayan if he wants to take a nap. Rayan would enjoy that. But maybe you first want to get in the pool. You join him in the pool for a while. After getting out, you go sit on a chair together. Let the sun dry you up. You both feel totally happy here in each other's arms. The episode ends.     I'm sorry, but I only want one thing: shower and then sleep! (Castiel) Castiel and you are back from the jungle. You went into the shower. Then Castiel joins you, but he is not here for the shower. You are sorry, but you just want to shower and then sleep. Castiel understands and waits his turn. After both your showers, you lie in each other's arms on the bed. The episode ends.

[otomelavenderhaze]

Second sex scene, did you know Rayan tried to fight a tiger? 🐯 No? 🐯

"This dive was exactly what I needed!"

Candy: A. (I took advantage of the distance between us to take off my bikini under her gaze)

B. Don't you want to take a nice nap?

((He didn't take his eyes off me… until he dove.)

(He swimmed gracefully under the water until he appeared between my legs in a powerful movement.)

(With an unambiguous smile, he climbed out of the water, leaning on the edge of the pool.)

(We kissed passionately, a lingering kiss…)

(It was like a release after all the stress accumulated during our tour of the park.)

It seems that staying twenty-four hours in the middle of nature awakens the animal instinct…

(He didn't answer. And that meant he was really excited… I knew him too well.)

(And I knew what to expect… I shuddered with pleasure in anticipation.)

(I spread my legs, shacking with excitement.)

(His face disappeared between my thighs, my fingers got lost in his hair…)

(I let out a sigh of pleasure as he touched me lightly with his lips.)

(It was simultaneously smooth and torrid… it felt beastly and caring at the same time, which shook me to my very core.)

(He knew me by heart. And he knew exactly how to pleasure me…)

(His body was above mine; across his naked body, with his back to the sun, glistening droplets of water trickled.)

(He was so handsome; I was dying for him.)

(He also devoured me with his gaze.)

(He lay down on top of me; his skin burning.)

(His hands gripped my hips, I hugged him.)

(I muffled a moan of pleasure against his neck as I received him inside me.)

(Paying attention to me brought his arousal to the limit: I felt the full heat of his desire in his every movement.)

(He covered me with kisses, I closed my eyes to abandon myself completely to the intense pleasure that overflowed from me.)

(I felt his breath quicken; I thought I heard his heart nearly explode.)

(I pressed his body to mine with tense hands; I felt that he reached the peak of pleasure at the same time as I did.)

(I held onto him for a few seconds before letting him go.)

(He lay down next to me on the warm floor and hugged me.)

"What could be better than the dissolved shadow of Thanatos to summon Eros?

Candy: (That was the Rayan I knew! He wasn't wrong. If it was so intense, it was because we left a very difficult race. That said…)

Shhh! I just need you to hold me tight…

I will never let go of you ever again!

[otomelavenderhaze]

Cave dialogue b) when we met and fell in love from Rayan's point of view (a retelling?) ~

In this one she asks if he was running away from her side when they tried to fall sleep in the cave.

"Well... when we met back then..."

"I wouldn't say that the possibility of us becoming a couple was apparent."

"It was even a little bit shocking. And I am not just talking about another poeple's outside view."

Candy: I don't know... I guess I wasn't very worried about that.

Maybe for having like you so quickly.

Actually, I think since the first class. I know, it's cliche, but...

"Exactly, it was the same with me. Do you remember our first conversation…?"

Candy: I remember it very well. In fact, I remember that whole class that happened right after and all the signs that came after...

"That same night, I caught myself thinking about you a little bit more than I should've..."

"So, of course, in the beginning, I could lie to myself, focus in the intellectual aspects of our conversations..."

"But, after a while, I had to recognize it wasn't only that."

"Beyond your charms, our relationship was exciting. And not only in an intellectual plane.

"I felt like I was fifteen again, wondering if I was reading all your reactions wrong..."

"But I wasn't fifteen anymore. I was twice that age and your teacher on top of that."

"Contrary to what people might have said or thought back then, I had strict rules/principles against it."

"And I had no desire to become such disgusting cliche."

"But, every time I closed my eyes, I would see you. I would see your smile..."

"I replayed our conversation in my head and all I wanted was to carry them on. Just you and I, away from all the watchful eyes."

"And that's how I stopped trying to run away... What brought us here, in front of this bonfire."

Candy: the moral of the story is to keep your distance from the students if you don't want to end up lost in the woods?

"It's truth that you, sir, was totally immoral, professor Zaidi... But I celebrate it every single day."

"(He got lightly flustered before giving me one of his smiles that made me melt every since day one.)

(And he kissed me softly under the light of fluttering flames).

[otomelavenderhaze]

First sex scene of our honeymoon, when we soon get in the hotel ~ Rayan's route

She asked if getttin' a massage from him wouldn't be better...

"That's true, very tempting... But I think we interrupted something back in the airplane..."

"And I hoped we could get back to where we left off..."

Candy: A. That's true, you're right... leave a moment like that one unfinished is something that nobody should do.

B. Oh, don't worry about it! I will enjoy you even more after I got totally relaxed.

Candy: If I remember it well, your hand was around here... (I got one of his hands and guided it to my cheek. After, I pulled his face softly towards my neck.) And your mouth was around here...

"And, if I remember it well, you were wearing this, and I thought the whole situation very... rousing."

Candy: (That's when I noticed what he was holding... my eye mask for sleeping!).

(So that's what you got in my bag before. I raised one eyebrow to him). Oh... I see that you already got everything planned out. And I won't even complain. We were talking about surrender, weren't we?

(I closed my eyes, and he put the eye mask over my eyes.)

(I was in total darkness...)

(And it heightened my senses. I felt him approach me. He made his hands slide from my neck to the knot of my towel...)

(Totally I gave it to him, I took his hand and he led me to the bed.)

(I barely had time to appreciate the softness of the rose petal-covered sheets before he joined me.)

(His scent made me intoxicated as his hands glided gently over my body, he whispered in my ear….)

"You wanted a massage, didn't you? I'm afraid my style is not very conventional."

Candy: (He kisses the base of my neck.)

(After another, just downer...)

(I felt his warm breath on my skin. His hands got lost on my chest)

(... and went down to my hips. They pressed me with more and more intensity, more passion…)

(His lips tenderly kissed my thighs, which he gently spread with his hands…)

(... Alternating soft kisses and caresses with his tongue, which betrayed his desire.)

(I opened up under his hot breath, seething with anticipation… a wave of pleasure washed over me, and my fingers twitched in his hair. I couldn't say how much time he devoted to me in this way, with tenderness and zeal… I lost track of time, in the dark, and with my soul totally given over to pleasure.)

(His hands went up to one of my breasts to caress it better.)

(It was delicious, and the fact that I was blinded only amplified my excitement.)

(I felt totally free to indulge in the feeling of happiness that his experienced caresses evoked in me.)

(And when his skillful fingers finally joined his tongue, I thought I was going to melt.)

(He left me panting, out of breath…but still hungry for him. I couldn't take it anymore and took off the mask…)

(Like I was possessed, I threw him against the mattress and positioned myself on top of him.)

(He knew that any kind of resistance would be futile, and anyway, it was just what he hoped…)

(He moaned softly, as his head fell back.)

(I felt his fingers tighten on my back, saw his mouth open slightly, his eyes close…)

(I reached ecstasy at the same time as him, kissing his mouth passionately.)

(I landed beside him. His gaze, which seemed lost in a horizon of happiness, focused on me.)

"I love you, Candy. I would've never had dared to picture a happiness like this one!"

[otomelavenderhaze]

Quick mini guide for Rayan's ilus

honeymoon, episode 17

1 - Water bottle 2 - Keep on the direction we took 3 - Get organized and find a safe place 4 - Panorama/view of the Volcano 5 - Do you have any battery left on your phone? 6 - The hairy fuits... are they edible? At least they're easy to pick up. 7 - (When he gave the signal, I clapped until I couldn't anymore. Rayan too). 8 - Go pick up the branches and tell Rayan to go pick the rocks 9 - (I will break the lowest branches) 10 - Of course, I knew I was right to take you, water bottle... 11 - It's beautiful, all these stars. A real painting. 12 - (I took advantage of the distance between us to take off my shirt under his gaze).

My friend prefeer if I don't source it, so there it is. I tested and it worked.

[otomelavenderhaze]

Cave dialogue c) Rayan talking about his father... and describing myself ~

Candy commented something about how the vast starry sky can make us feel small.

"Yes, for me too. It was in moments like these that I most miss my father."

Candy: Why? Did he unravel the mysteries of the universe?

"No, he didn't. He would always say that he was only enough smart to know his own ignorance."

"That left a deep impression in me. I always tried to inspire on his humility, with some relative success, I must admit."

Candy: Hey, I didn't said anything... And you wanna know something...? You're pretty smart and you know it. There's nothing wrong with it.

"I am mostly cultured. He... He was truly wise. He was an atrophysics researcher."

"My passion for knowledge/research in the university world comes from him, without a doubt. I didn't see myself doing something else."

Candy: and you never took interest in the scientific world?

"I would be lying if I told you that I never thought about it. I guess choosing History of Art..."

"Was my way of rebelling against my father, although there are more radical ways to rebel, I admit it."

Candy: And how did he reacted to that? He didn't want you to succeed him?

"I think, in his eyes, I actually did took after him. It little mattered which area was. He would've supported me in any path that I had choose."

"Moreover, he wasn't the type to create conflict between academic disciplines. For him, everything was the same/equal."

"It was he who gave me most of the philosophers to read. And he was obsessed with mysthical geometry."

"He had a way fascinanting way of see the classic paintings or gothic cathedral facades..."

"It was also talking to him that I understand how everything is inside everything, and reciprocally."

"He had a prodigious ability to build mental bridges between totally different things..."

"Anyway, it was only in appearance, until he observed with those eyes that saw the invisible..."

Candy: He sounds extraordinary. I wish I could've known him.

"I would also for you to have known him. I bet you would've liked him."

Candy: Do you miss him a lot?

"Not as much as my mom missed him. And... if our our ancestors are right..."

"Today, he's with all the stars that he used to like so much. And then the whole of the infinite to myself to keep creating his theories."

"And I keep applying his way of thinking in another field."

"That's why I teach art and that cultural opening/shift is so important to me."

Candy: And you do that very well. I will always remember your classes... and of everything that came later.

(He got so handsome blushing. Deep down, he always got kinda embarassed by compliments.)

(So I left the talking to my gestures and I kissed him softly, under the light of the flames.)

[magic-belodie]

MCLLL Episode 17 Rayan

I finished Rayan’s route of MCLLL episode 17. It cost me 844 AP. I got Rayan’s illustration. Here is the link to his illustration because of NSFW: https://magicbelodie.com/wp-content/uploads/2023/07/1427-4446b332e9ceb50e1688630333.jpg Here is the summary:

You start this episode on a plane. You are just waking up. Rayan is sitting next to you on the plane. Rayan kisses you and you two look out the window. You two could see a group of lush islands. Rayan and you are going to spend here 15 days. The flight lands, you pick up your luggage, and a limo brings you two to the hotel. The hotel you two are staying is the same from episode 5 alternate life Kentin. Darma welcomes you two and brings you both to the honeymoon suit. At the last minute, Rayan and you changed plans to go here instead of the Mediterranean region. Your Aunt told you about her trip and stay here. It just sounded like the place to go. Rayan and you are very happy with the room. You two deserved this after the year you have been through. You two kiss tenderly. After that long flight, you could use a shower. After you get out, Rayan goes in. You are both now only in your underwear. You suggest to Rayan to get a little massage. But when Rayan sees you like that, he wants to do something else. You think Rayan's right. He wants you to close your eyes. You close your eyes and Rayan puts your eye mask over your head. You are left in the darkness. It heights your other senses. You feel his hands move over your body, undoing your clothes. Rayan guides you towards the bed. There, his hands go over your body while he whispers in your ear; that you wanted a massage. He starts kissing your neck well, massaging your breast. The kisses go lower on your body. You open up your self to him. You don't know how long he keeps desiring you, you are totally lost in the dark. Rayan goes up again. His hand move back to your breast. Then he starts to kiss your breast. You can't take it anymore. You take off your eye mask. And pin him on the bed and go sit on top of him. You find the right rhythm and you both come undone. You both collapse on the bed and tell that you love each other. The night starts to fall. You two order room service and go to sleep. The next day starts after a perfect night of sleeping. You two go downstairs for breakfast. While you are eating, you see Darma. He asks if you two are enjoying your stay. You two are, everything is perfect. He also reminds you two that the hike to the Volcano leaves in an hour. You both finish your breakfast and go back upstairs to get ready. There you get to choose your outfit. There is only one outfit to pick. Then, you decide also to bring the water bottle with you. Rayan and you go downstairs. There you notice that you forgot your phone. But you have no time to go back upstairs. Rayan and you go on the bus. It takes you both to the start of the hike. There, a guide welcomes you with instructions. Then you two start the walk. While you two are walking, the guide talks about the surroundings. You get to take a break when you can see the volcano. It is beautiful. Rayan and you are holding hands. You two wish to be alone. Rayan sees a path and you two start walking it. You both find your own little paradise. Rayan and you are hugging under some trees. You enjoy this moment a lot, but it is better to get back to the group. You two try to find your way back. But when you are back, the group has already left. You don't hear their voices anymore. Rayan takes out his phone. He has no network. But you have to find the group and start walking. You two have to continue the direction you took. Then you suddenly hear a voice. You both think it is the guide. Turns out it were parrots. You think you need to find a safe place. But it is too early for that, maybe you can still find the group. Rayan and you walk further. You have come to this place for the fourth time. Conclusion, you two are lost. It is already four o'clock. Three hours left until the sun starts to go down. Rayan sees it more likes a game. You make him clear how serious the situation is. Rayan and you need an overview of the place. You two decide to go back to the place with the beautiful view. There you see the volcano again. It is better to go there than to stay in the jungle. You are going to use the phone as a compass. Rayan and you find a waterfall, there you see some fruit. You take the big hairy fruit. Rayan and you walk further. Then suddenly a small tiger moves a cross your path. Rayan stays calm and establishes our dominance by looking at it. You two start to count and clap at the same time. Rayan takes a step towards the tiger, and it goes away. You are really proud of Rayan. You both walk fast away and find some water. There you take a little break. Then you find your way to the volcano. At volcano, you find a cave you two can stay in. You two use Rayan's shirt as a filter for the water. So you two can drink. Then you two need to make a fire. You are going to collect some wood. You walk to some trees and take the lowest branches. It took you awhile to get some, but you found enough for a fire. Now you need to get the fire on. It was a good idea to take your bottle with you. With a stone, you cut off the end of your bottle and use it as a magnifying glass to get the fire started. It keeps on burning and you have fire. You are proud of yourself. The night starts to fall. Rayan stand up to watch the sunset. You go stand next to him. He wraps his arms around you. You two stay like this until sunset. Then you need to eat something. You look at the fruit you took with you. A monkey comes towards you, and you share the fruit with it. The monkey leaves. And Rayan and you go sit in each other's arms. You could have fallen asleep like this, but something keeps you awake. You go sit back, up again. The stars look beautiful. Just like a real painting. People used to think that those stars were souls from people who died. You ask if Rayan still thinks about his wife. He does, the story he has with you is beautiful. But Rayan believes that she shines a light from above up on him. You ask Rayan if he is still sad about losing her. No Rayan has recovered from that. And after that, you came into his life. Because of you, he knows what love really means. Rayan thinks that if his story has been different. That he met you before he met his wife. His wife and he would have been good friends instead of love. If fate wasn't so cruel, this would have happened either way. Rayan thinks that his wife is happy to see Rayan this happy right now. Rayan thinks now of her like a friend that has gone too soon. You wish you could have met her. But she is now a star up in the sky. You two hug each other in the light of the fire. Rayan and you must have fallen a sleep. The light of the sun wakes you up. The view of the sunrise is incredible. You were probably the first ones to seen it for a while. You stay hugging each other for a few minutes while enjoying the view. What should you do now. Rayan still has some battery left on his phone. He walks up to the volcano to get some signal and opens up a map to make a path back. You could lose signal again. But it is better than nothing. You start following the path. You two found the waterfall from yesterday. These means you are on the right track. Then you hear a sound. It is the sound of a motor from a car. You two run towards it and find a jeep with the guide in it. They were looking for you. You were not the only ones who were worried yesterday. The guide brings you back to the hotel. Darma is there waiting for you. He is so happy that you two are back. Because of what you went through, you don't have to pay for your stay and the extras you want to take. That was the least he could do. Darma brings you two back to the room. Rayan takes the first shower, and then you go in it. When you get out, you put on your bathing suit. Rayan is already in the swimming pool. You go sit on the side of the pool and take off your bathing suit in front of his eyes. Rayan swims towards you and stands between your legs. You two share a kiss and you get the illustration. His kisses go down your body. You open up your legs. Your fingers are lost in his hair. He keeps filling your desire while you lean backwards. He knows you by heart and knows how to please you. You let out a moan of pleasure. Rayan gets out of the swimming pool and goes to lie upon on you. Rayan looks so beautiful with the sun behind him. You kiss each other while he enters you. You both keep on kissing. With each movement, you feel his desire. You both come undone. He goes to lie next to you and keeps you in his arms. He will never let you go, the episode ends.

[otomelavenderhaze]

oie, tudo bem? foi você que postou alguns screenshots da lua de mel do rayan de ad? queria ver, mas nao to achando 🥺

Olá, fui eu sim, existem muitos jeitos de achar esses screenshots.

Ou você vai pela tag da minha docete #May ou na #screenshot ou na tag do episodio em si #MCLLL episode 17.

Qual a diferença entre todas essas tags, talvez vc me pergunte, as screenshots vão haver mais screenshots de outros episodios, a tag da minha docete é mais para postos pessoais, teorias, informações especificas sobre episodios especificos e claro uma fanfic ou outra, a do episódio em si tem screenshots mas tb tem a minha reação enquanto jogava o episodio, normalmente minhas tags pros epis eram MCLLL episode (numero do episodio) se eu tiver mudado isso em algum ponto era episode (numero do episodio) MCLLL com certeza.

Pense em reblogar e talvez deixar um like anon! E se for usar fora do meu blog, tipo em tik toks, pode usar! Só link de volta pra mim, muito obrigada!

[otomelavenderhaze]

All my thoughts on the honeymoon episode (17) of mclll with Rayan.

Get 👏 yourself 👏 a 👏 fictional 👏 man 👏 who 👏 would 👏 face 👏 a 👏 tiger 👏 for 👏 you 👏 then 👏 ruin 👏 his 👏 plans 👏 and 👏 save 👏 his 👏 ass 👏 instead 👏

That's it. That's the review. Y'all welcome. I know I know very insightful, you don't need to thank me for it.

But no, while the episode was fun, chaotic, full of replayability, some cute and hot moments, I have good and bad things to talk about it and I have a lot of thoughts about certain scenes that I cannot simply move on with my life without talking about them at least once.

So let's do this, maybe my last review ever about any mcl related episode.

I will always welcome an episode that makes me remember why I fell in love for the set up, for the story and for the character (Li) in the first place and that honeymoon episode was that. It was the most fun I ever had since, buff, I don't know, I think University Life? Because I wouldn't have called Love Life a funny haha ride all the way through and I cannot remember the last time was giddy with the game like I was today.

The episode was short, very much what I was expecting... and very much gave me a misplaced vibe, it didn't feel like the last episode the big farewell that the wedding episode felt like. It actually felt like a spin-off half cooked, it very much felt like just a travel, not really a honeymoon (not that I had much of those in real life but well) and it felt goofy which y'know, mcl is known for.

And I am talking about the cave conversation.

I would say that the episode would be fun for replayability if you have NO ISSUE in spending around 4.000 aps for it, if not then you go ahead and have a good ride like I did, but I will not pretend it's very rewarding or even mandatory. It's not.

You gonna take some giggles and get ONE moment in the episode that's really worth it.

For Rayan depending in which alternative you picked you could've: learnt more about Chloé's and Rayan's relationship and how he feels about her death now that he married Candy, about Rayan's father that he never EVER talked about before or a very cute moment when he talks about how he felt when he first met Candy and how he struggled with his feelings.

I am a sucker for any piece of new information I get about him, so I had a blast with it.

It was a JOY finding out that every alternative would give me a new whole dialogue to explore and read, it felt like a bonus and it was the best thing about the episode, besides the tiger moment.

Which was wild, see Rayan telling Candy in a firm voice that "she never heard before him using" to not move and help with all yelling at the tiger to scare it off was WILD, my nerd bookworm man went alpha mode on that tiger and it was HOT. Hot damn. It was hotter than any sex scene. Yes, Daddy, protect us, you go off king, you can punch a tiger for sure, BIG DICK ENERGY IF EVER SAW ONE.

But I will tell you, make Candy actually take away the tiger's attention towards Rayan and try to attract it alone was hella cool too, Candy was BRAVE, even though when he got mad at her after she cried of stress and fear and then he comforts her and calls her his hero, IT WAS A SUCH NICE MOMENT. One of the beauties of having a lot of aps, free time and grief towards a route that is gonna be replaced in the next months.

So good.

Let's talk about what I didn't like then.

I don't like how the ilus can only be obtain if you get all the right answers but the game gives you too little of information about which answers are right and which are wrongs, it was very punishing, I don't get it.

I don't like how the ilus was locked away behind a sex scene at the end of the episode, there was no special moment of their first night as a married couple, it was no different from any other generic sex scene - I will admit, it's a pretty ilus, but at this point, feels like the same of all the ones I already got, there was no sexy lighting, no extra gloss over it no care for what it would be THE LAST ILUS OF THE GAME.

Felt lazy, there I said it. The episode being so out of place from the whole trio of Proposal Episode, Getting married Episode and then the Honeymoon Episode is ODD and off putting, it feels wrong, it feels like they didn't plan that shit properly and if that's the case it doesn't surprise me cuz I have been getting this for MONTHS now.

THEY GAVE UP. The new game is more important now. Screw us I guess.

And screw them too honestly. I hope the new game gets a better treatment from the bottom of my heart, but I doubt it strongly after so many years and GAMES of this and of this lazy shit they do, so probably it won't be any better...... I wouldn't know, cuz I am not gonna play it.

Nice episode, despite it faults and everything else, I liked it.

[otomelavenderhaze]

There’s a moment on the episode where Rayan tells Candy that she’s crazy, then she reply with “I’m crazy for you” and I’m pretty sure, like 90% sure, that’s a call back from one of Candy’s and Rayan’s scenes from mclul.

I remember this because I found it just so silly, sappy and cute kkkkkk and in that time, Candy was the one calling Rayan that he’s crazy in which Rayan replys “I’m crazy for you”.

Okay I found it! I’m not the crazy one!! Episode 17 from mclul:

“You’re completely crazy.”

“Crazy for you.”

Episode 13 mclll:

“You’re crazy!”

“Crazy for you!”

[otomelavenderhaze]

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There’s a moment on the episode where Rayan tells Candy that she’s crazy, then she reply with “I’m crazy for you” and I’m pretty sure, like 90% sure, that’s a call back from one of Candy’s and Rayan’s scenes from mclul.

I remember this because I found it just so silly, sappy and cute kkkkkk and in that time, Candy was the one calling Rayan that he’s crazy in which Rayan replys “I’m crazy for you”.

Okay I found it! I’m not the crazy one!! Episode 17 from mclul:

“You’re completely crazy.”

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It’s been a while. 🦊🎮

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For a headcanon that every Valentine’s day, since their first, Rayan gift blue roses to Candy. Based on the first Valentine’s day event of mclul. 

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