#mb this is kinda a vent

[congratsashiny]

sorry everyone i got nerfed by the adhd hyperfocus 😭

[needlesandnilbogs]

lowkey I'm realizing while I love and appreciate the presaux femmes for their individual contributions to the team and I genuinely think the five of them are my favorite characters in all of the murderbot books with zero hesitation, I'm also kind of in love with arada and overse and to a lesser extent bharadwaj and pin-lee and mensah (all of whom get more screen time in fics but feels like really not as much as art, ratthi, or gurathin) because the fandom as a whole seems to focus more on other relationships and characters

[kito-kat]

Thinking about things my ex friends did and the concept of 'supporting mentally ill people until they're actually mentally ill'

Huh.

[mawenskiblue]

👁️ 👁️ what is this “nmg au”? Tell me more?

🧍‍♂️🧍‍♂️🧍‍♂️💦💦💦 hides snippet under the cut (rambles in tags)

... It’s hard to tell what they’re feeling at times. Still, they shook his hand and introduced their name.

N.

A simple, one-lettered nickname. Unlike his, clearly inspired by his appearance; but he’s not complaining. Nightmare gave him a better nickname than what the multiverse did. ...

[wouldvecouldveshouldve]

i wake up to phone calls, text messages.

i cry out to the wolves that howl in my mind.

i sit at my desk and stare at the pages and paper that i’d prepared last night.

in this moment, i wish i died.

[knownsystem]

you ever forget that you're fronting and also forget your role

like hm I wonder why we've had weird brain stuff the past few days... we rarely have that stuff unless m is fronting...

i have been fronting in some format (co-con, heavy passive influence, etc.) for the past 2-3 days and just now realized

[luffyvace]

Izuku x male reader

This is fluff so it’s gonna be sweet but don’t expect only “cute baby Izuku 🥺” bc I’m writing accurate to canon him/manga him 😜

(Your a UA student in class 1A for these<3)

Izuku’s Love languages are acts of service and quality time

even though quality time sometimes get scarce because class A is hectic

its called quality time not quantity time

Its about how you spend your time together, not always how much

although I will say you make as much time for each other as possible

you guys train, eat, nap, jog, watch tv/videos together

And of course make lots and lots of jokes

you two have so many inside jokes class A doesn’t understand 😂

It fine you don’t explain it, it’s funnier that way

he does you lots of favors for acts of service

you really don’t even have to tell him!

its the little stuff like, cleaning up a mess for you, getting your jacket when he knows your going out, reminding you about tests and to study!

which on that topic you two study together when you can

but izuku is really busy and spends a lot of energy in the day

As we saw in some episodes he goes to sleep as soon as he makes it in his room

but he does his best!

your likely busy too! Like I said UA is pretty hectic

Even though he has a lot on his plate, he makes time for you

he does lots of little things for your relationship

weekly mental check ins where you sit down and talk/vent or chatter if the week has gone good

video game marathons/competitions

going out to events together likes pop up festivals

buying each other clothes spontaneously

(oops this is coming off really gn let’s switch it up<3)

when izuku realized he was in love with a male..

it made no difference

No fr mha is modern enough to have the clock app why wouldn’t this kinda thing be normal

he might not have realized he was bi before you though

originally he thought he was straight bc he always got flustered around girls

but when you came around and made him feel way more nervous than any girl ever had??

yeah you know that bi panic meme?

he got a slap of that

💥💥

Homophobes is not the worst he’s run into tbh so now that he stands up for himself, he will stand up for you and your relationship as well!

he doesn’t really have the best roasts or whatever but he certainly doesn’t let them get away with it!

forget them tbh let’s move on to a more wholesome topic 💗

Meeting inko!!

when she found out you were a guy she raised her eyebrows then slowly smiled

she was 100% supportive!!

izuku wasn’t really hesitant about telling her or anything because he knew his mother isnt judgemental

when she meets you she’s ecstatic!

she makes a savory dinner and probably shares way too many adorable stories about izuku’s past

Which he gets really embarrassed and you guys end up in his room after so she can’t keep rambling

random but I also feel you and izuku also read manga together

If you like it :)

training with him is..harsh to say the least 😀

like fr no holding back for either of you

If you don’t have a combat compatible quirk this is basically a one-sided beating

only playing!

but seriously he’s letting loose

”what if this was a real battle and you were in danger?!”

”ok but..your punching me like IM the villain”

you’ll be aight 🙂

He told you about his quirk depending on how soon you two met

If you met in middle school or before he likely told you like straight away

mb all might he couldn’t keep it in

if you met in UA, However, he probably either waited a few months after you became friends or started dating

he tells you when your friends if your instant best friends but if your just the occasional “hi m/n!” Then it’s likely after you two get together

pranks.

Yes they happen.

him to you, you to him

you still teenagers after all why not?

if your feeling a silly goofy mood what better to do than surprise your partner? 😋

oddly enough, once you get close enough in the relationship, I feel he’s the one that initiated them!

you guys only do innocent little things that don’t hurt anybody, of course

annoying each other also happens

not in the actual annoyed sense

just the type where your like “BRO STOP!!” But your still smiling 😂

like idk putting one putting their feet next to the others face typa thing

again still harmless

your never really mad at each other and you always make jokes and laugh it off in the end

heroes.

how could I not talk about this?

they’re his favs!!

not to mention I hope your fav hero all might..

bc one, his room.

and two, his rants.

like you’d have to explicitly state you either have a diff fav or are just tired of the rants bc…..bro will go ON.

If I’m gonna talk about heroes gotta talk about villains too right?

so izuku tells you that he wants to save the villains

and that he sees children in them

unhealed, scarred, children.

he rants to you about this on mental check in days

and you listen, he appreciates that.

he gets the feeling no one gets him in that sense, and even if you don’t at least you hear him out!

izuku so so so loves you!

it’s super sweet that you so so so love him too 💝

Writing for izuku is so easy! I love writing for my favs bc thoughts pop out like poop :)

(LOL). No seriously I wrote this faster than expected. Hopefully I clear drafts soon so I can open requests :^

[ihaveasparagus29]

I’m gonna be real I kinda don’t like the November 4th/purgatory event but I love it at the same time??? Like I love the story behind it SO much but seeing the server being torn apart like this hurts me on a straight up physical level (or I’m just really ill I have no idea). Also it does feel kinda imbalanced on the part of the red team. Bros grouped all the inactive players into one team and said “yea this is fine. They’re all main characters they’ll figure it out.”. Not the admins fault ofc not their fault nobody is active but it just kinda hurts watching them struggle for scraps while blue team continuously beats them down.

In other news I am in love with the story being told. Regarding fitmc retweeting himself I kind of have a theory… I think everyone in the island were criminals before they were there. And the island is their form of punishment. Like how in the old days of the British empire people were sent to Australia and they built their own civilisation away from society, I feel like the island could mirror that. Purgatory (as I’m calling the dude cuz I’m a slimecicle watcher and we don’t get main story lore) described the group as “criminals who didn’t deserve a break from the island” or something along those lines I forgot. Anyway that could be some sort of lead that I’d like to leave to the cellbit and Philza and whatever watchers who can delve more in depth with this kind of stuff with their plethora of main story knowledge. Also please can we have purgatory man fanart please and Ty.

Furthermore i would like to express what the fuck that list of six people was. I think people who are on the federation’s radar?? ElQuackity and Jaiden both work with the feds I think?? Cellbit is investigating the federation, Charlie and etoiles are both corrupted by the code and something something I have literally never seen maxxo around but I can only assume he is important. These are all people who are either close to the federation or pose a threat to them. The people most likely to betray them or hurt them. Again, I’d like to leave this idea to the people who watch the main story streamers to further delve into these ideas cuz I’m a slimecicle PoV watcher who has no idea what is happening at all times and only understands silly little egg dying 15 times in a row.

Anyway mb for the long post. Sorta like a half vent half headcanon dump I just had to get the autism out <3

[vilecrocodile]

ok ive spammed u with rbs so heres my quick and dirty thoughts on mouthwashing:

indie horror is back babyyyyy

the crew was really well developed. you know i love a Workplace scenario. the relationships felt understated but also very real. especially the sort of boys-club jimmy and curly and their shit about having each others backs even while jimmys resentment festers unchecked. how their special relationship is to the detriment of everyone else, especially poor anya. jimmy forcing daisuke to go through the vent - not for anya's sake, id imagine, but because he was scared she'd do something to curly. its only about curly for him and everyone else is just collateral damage and dead weight

even just his pathological obsession with keeping curly alive no matter what - even though "we agreed" and of course the others would agree - but then getting mad at others like anya for their "sentimentality" and letting out his resentment out at curly for even needing to be taken care of. god jimmy sucks so much. i hate him so bad.

ALWAYS ACTING LIKE EVERYONE ELSE IS CRAZY AND UNREASONABLE FOR DOING PERFECTLY UNDERSTANDABLE THINGS UNDER DURESS LOL

curly face reveal hes so ugly lmfao

some of the smaller scenes like with anya's "dead pixel" one were so so good. i think the game was strongest when it was doing these "quieter" scenes interspaced with the more hardcore horror

that said my biggest issue with mouthwashing is that some parts really overstayed their welcome. i thought the game was going to end at the birthday party Eating Him scene and frankly maybe it should have. jimmys personal silent hill sequence, while it had some good visuals, was just not worth how tedious it was to play. it shouldve been half as long and with fewer monster stuff. i get the sense they put some of that in just to not be accused of being a "walking simulator"... theres nothing wrong w a walking simulator. mb im just cranky bc it took me so long to do the stupid graveyard

really though i think the best parts of the game are the relationships between the crew members and when it got too much distance from that and was just jimmy running around like ahhh ahhh the childbirthed so scary my centipiede son. i get it he sucks. i dont need to look deeper into his psyche bc its all just a guy who sucks all the way down. it was rly just like. damn i kinda dont care. sawing through the cake and then through curlys leg was literally all the gameplay i needed. stop making me do timed shit

aside from that though. excellently designed game. they did a lot with the visuals and used every asset very cleverly. lot of great detail. beautiful colors and design. would play again. well most of it. maybe just up to the Eating Him scene

[baeddelations]

I think this part of my loathing of seeing this article passed around "i am tw, iam staying in the closet" bc it is a diary entry that was explicitly not supposed to be advice or a rubric. She origanilly aays its just 1 narrative to take in then when it gets past around she says hey this was me venting i didnt intend for anyone to read this.

I think this is the major interest in this piece. A view into the interiority of a tw whos been closeted for 20 yrs and her personal xp growin up then being a closeted tw in a University WGS dept. Some ppl might call this a fetishistic interest in the interiority of this tw, oh how they love poking around in the frankenstein monsters guts, poking his brain to see what horrid mismatched limb will jump.

I think the main reason @autolenaphilia interacted with this is bc this article was passed around by a bunch of transmisogynist who are adpting and pulling together the transmisogyny of jeniffer and her recounting of cismanhating that exists in primarily cisfeminist spaces and by extension radical and queer spaces. Jennifer does not bring up cafab transness or transmasculinity once in this article yet it is cited as inspiration for truther framework.

I do think the way that jennifer talks about not wanting to acquiesce is kinda built on a faulty conjecture which is that if she transitioned she would be able to talk about femininity in these spaces... at one point she says this probably wouldnt be true(mb just for her) but then goes back to the original argumentation on many occasions. This argumentation taken to conlusion posits that it is easier to discourse or even exist in those spaces as a tw than as a cis man that u will be more include and less ridiculed. At the time of this article she had never actually tried out this proposition, so she never got to see how this prop is at least in all the copius amounts of personal and anecdotal xp i have false. But this prop is useful for ppl who want push tw have it easier and that men are reviled for being men. Enter prager xcuse me truthers.

I also hate internalized oppression framework, imo it is an idpol tool used to shift blame from the brainwashed oppressed to som aspirational that oppressive ideology comes naturally to. Is she promoting transmisogynistic ideas? Yah, shes not bad for this but it is why its useful to truthers, and part of why it hurts to read as a tw.

@autogyne-redacted i do think its hard to see point 1, 2, and 5 of y shes not trnsn nd say these arent related to passibility. Repercussion are often contingent with passablity. Movin towards phys transn being dysphoria inducing is connected with what expectations of feminity u hav and how u line up with them(i also xp this). And the gap thing is imo her wishing she could be passable w ease and recognizing she cant so settling and saying its not worth it to try.

I think lena is apply a broader scope of trans xp to jennifers xp i dnt think this is even necessarily harmful and i dnt think shes even saying jen is wrong for it shes saying her words are easy to coopt that they are capering to these tmras which they are however unitentionally. U could also take things ive said in the past and warp them into tmra shit. I fortunately didnt write these things in a medium article. She is handling in other ways and this is wut conv therapy wants... thats what it seems they go for a lot again doesnt mean jen is bad nd lena doest say shes wrong for this. The only thing lena says is she doesnt want this for herself thats not restricting jens autonomy. And that the article and responses made her sick. They made me feel bad too. This isnt necessarily a moral judgement. It could be but idk.

All this is a dissection. I hate it. I wish her vent diary post wasnt being aired, analyzed, and discoursed. Im doing it right now ffs! It makes me want to leave the internet. I hope ppl stop talkn bout it...but they wont bc the corpse of this diary can be a useful weapon against tw so itll keep gettn used.

[boomzbox]

kinda a vent mb

[tojisun]

trying to be a normal fan and understand where irl is coming from re: davo but she says things that make my eye twitch and i feel horrible for being so invested in someone to the point i almost did a “actually☝🏼🤓” in response to her venting like mb g, im kinda in love w the silly man youre calling annoying 😭

[insufferable-talkstuck]

(HELPP sorry bro gonna ask this blog instead mb 💀😭)

helloo can u classpect me pls (idk heo to do this 🔥) including a little bit of vent for the sake of classpects

basically i am reclusive, secretive, spacey, knowledgeable but not in an arrogant way, creative, pretty absent minded, and very awkward :]

my main interests include TMNT, MBTI, experimental music, psychology, and marine life. (probably says nothing)

i also like drawing but sometimes i get mad jealous over other ppls art

i also have a strong interest in leftism, anti-racism and anti-capitalism. idk what that says tho

i can get RLY obsessive about my interests and i will NOT shut up about whatever im hyperfixating on

i find it extremely difficult to grasp social cues, in other words i am socially inept

i can have a lot of trouble with empathy usually, not saying i have no empathy tho

no social life. 0. not even one (1) friend. offline or online.

if i had a social group tho i think id be the weird one who is very awkward and does not get jokes 😭

i like to consider both logic and emotions when making a decision, but i tend to value logic and rationality more sometimes

i have a tendency to stay up really late, like really late (it is 5 am as i am writing this

(idk of the text below counts as a vent or not but read idk)

ive always been really bad at explaining, wording, or identifying my own emotions, idk why but its just really hard to come up with words that can accurately describe how i feel, which is why im shit at venting

nvm i think im just bad at wording my own thoughts in general, it makes me feel kind of dumb, im just as bad at that on text too 😭😭 communicating is hell

(vent-ish thing is over)

supernatural stuff is pretty cool too idk

ive been told im dry and very monotonous in person 💀 like a robot n shit

i also dont like being wrong but not in an arrogant know-it-all asshole kinda way ❤

idk what else to put here.

Seer of Void

I'm not picking up any sign that you would *want* to be assigned a void player but I don't tell people what they want to hear.

- dissection -

‘ basically — :] ’ in this paragraph you list off some traits that could easily be associated with void

‘ i can RLY — tho ’ classpects aren't political stances and tho some classes and aspects are described as more devoted or revolutionary it doesn't specifically tilt it towards any view on these things. go girl give us nothing

‘ i find it — jokes ’ you're listing traits of autism, not something that could help me classpect you. However in all technicality "lacking" so many things can be written off as void

‘ i like to consider — on text too ’ okay, Dirk strider moment I guess, if you had only left this paragraph i would have given you prince of heart and left it at that

- dissection over -

why I think you're a seer of void

seers struggle to grasp their aspect at first, how it works and how they could relate to it escapes them, but once they learn it they're comfortable in it. you talk like youre rampaging to find fragments of a personality, sloppily putting paragraphs about yourself together, but if you were to take a step back and relax I think you'd be relieved and find comfort in the nothingness, and along with it the unlimited potential you'll master but.. baby steps

bonus round

i think there would be a destructive heart player and/or a mind player in your session, you seem torn between the two, I don't see this talked about amongst the classpecting population but I do think the aspects of the players in your session would affect you. with all my evidence of that coming from the kids and trolls sessions I mean the bond is just so clear

[mintmatcha]

hey mint <3 um. ik your askbox is flooded and you probably have better stuff to do. but do you have any advice for a sad gal who didn’t get into any of the unis i applied to? 🥹 i applied last year too when i was straight out of high school and then it didn’t really matter yk cause if i didn’t get in i’d take a sabbatical. which i did. but now it’s like. i feel like i’ve run out of chances yk. it’s silly ik cause i’ve only just turned 20 but still. i applied to four different music schools (none of which are like. SUPER prestigious so i thought i had a chance) and three for musical theatre (same thing) cause i just can’t envision a future where i work a 9 to 5 in an office, start going out with a coworker and start pop his kids out and get married and live a shitty ass life i don’t want. but time’s sorta up you know? either i gotta start working or i gotta switch lanes and find something else to study. but i want to do music or musical theatre. and i feel so lost lmao and mb you don’t have it all figured out (i don’t think anyone has rly) but you feel safe to vent to lol it’s silly but. i just like your blog and you seem like you’re a really nice person and if i had a nice older sibling i’d vent to them but i don’t. and all my friends are away or getting into schools and i’d just feel like a failure if i told them and i don’t want to tell my parents cause they don’t want me to do music. so i’m kinda stumped lol and now i’m venting to a stranger online. heh. anyways i hope you have a nice day and i know this got really long and you’re free to ignore it but if you’ve got any advice or words of encouragement i really need it. keep up your good work on this planet ❤️

- a lil lost soul

(i didn’t think i was THAT upset but i started crying while writing this and now i feel pathetic lol)

Music is a difficult field to break into, but you can definitely work some gigs in the mean time to bump out your resume if you decide to apply again.

I was actually a music performance major in college at first and changed because I hated music theory so much. paths change all of the time and it's always scary, but that's the way to go forward.

I'm sorry you're going through this. feel your feels and then keep on keeping on

[chiyeko-kurea]

//stupid vent//

it’s so embarrassing to not be liked as a ‘cool classmate’. Like, i have social interactions with people, it’s nice (when I don’t mess it up) but i’m not a fun person. They won’t ever see me as the fun, and cool and carefree girl. I guess I’m known to be very serious about work and grades. Every single seat mate I had this year (we have designated places that change every couple months) tell me after a while ‘i didn’t know you were actually like this, you’re fun’ etc. And it’s so nice to hear, right? But it’s when i get to actually spend time with people, it’s not the first impression I give off at all, which sucks.

My friend is the opposite of that. In the spend of one single conversation, she’s got everyone laughing, smiling, she’s helping them and offering a favor like it’s nothing, she just knows how to keep a conversation going and the right questions to ask to get to know people. And people open up to her that easily.

AS FOR MEEE, well i’m just like ´hey, how are you’ ‘good and you’ ‘good!🙂…🧍‍♀️errrrmmmm…… [blank]…. [more silence]…. [FUCK JUST SAY SOMETHING]… i heard the spanish teacher is not here!’ ‘oh yea that’s so cool’ ‘haha i know right’ ‘yea’ ‘yea.’

💀💀

LIKE GIRL JUST ASK QUESTIONS ABOUT THEM BUT IDK WHAT JUST COMPLIMENT BUT THEN THEY JUST SAY THANK THEN WHAT??💀 THEY LOOK AT ME TO SEARCH SMTH TO COMPLIMENT BACK AND THEY DON’T FIND ANYTHING, IT’S AWKWARD, IT’S AWKWARD AS FUCK.

//

like, the other day, i was talking to this classmate about a movie i saw and tried to get him to see it, he smiled like yea mb i’ll see it, and like just rn this afternoon i saw him typing i was like -why the heck?-, oh wait mb he saw that movie and wanted to tell me😊 Guess what, no he didn’t, he asked me if we had to finish a physics work we started together and if it was graded (because the pairs are random, we didn’t chose to be together) 😐 BRUH ISTG I WENT ‘oh.’

And like, on monday, a girl started talking to me about a final project, and i was kind of honored at first like ‘she’s asking to me hehe’ because yea, i know it’s because i’m the best one in that subject but still? :D kinda cool

and like the same evening (the project was due for the next day) she was asking me questions and i was like bffr you don’t ever usually speak to me, not even a hello, and rn you’re sending my vocals like we’re best friends, asking me what to do and what i wrote, like girl pls. I answered anyway but was kinda saddened.

Like, why always for work man.

(And btw this girl is like, breathtakingly beautiful with the softest, most perfect features (the Pinterest sub nose, ice blue eyes, round soft face with perfect skin and brown curly hair) and every nice guy’s in love w/ her. And she’s honestly quite nice! But like, not the kind of girl who talks to me. Basically, she’s myself but the prettier version, more sociable, charismatic and clever -i just work hard but dumb asf)

//

Anyways, woke up like shit cause i had a dream abt me trying to find my brother (drug addict who left us but i never knew how to stop loving him and expecting from him) in a strange-ass universe including at some point a marathon - whatever lmaoo

ASIDE FROM THAT A GOOD DAY???

[pepsiv4l]

-Bullied-c.s

Summary-You and Chris have been dating for a while ,people at school always bullied you,but you never let it get to u. One day they all start making fun of your biggest insecurity and calling you names…and Chris kinda did too…

You-pink Chris-orange-Warning:bullying,slight venting mb,(based on some true events)

“You crush my heart and say it's nothing”

Almost your entire life you’ve been bullied. You entered school one day and walk over to your locker. Chris sees you and walks to you “hey beautiful,you have a good morning?” You look up to see your bf,Chris. You give him a smile “hey prince,Yeah I had a good morning.” ,as the day continued you got your usual bullying…it wasn’t until the next day shit got worse…when you entered school,everyone’s eyes were on you ,Chris was standing by his locker ..You were so confused onto why you were the center of attention today..you just knew it wasn’t good.

-Once u go over to ur locker-

When you finally got to your locker,There was a paper tapped on the door..you take it off and look at it reading what it had said-“pepperoni face!” In big bold letters…You suddenly feel tears form in the corner of your eyes,holding back sobs that are ,Your biggest insecurity,that no one has ever mentioned before..Is now what ur known for.. you look behind you to see Chris ,Laughing with his friends…You suddenly run out of school bursting out into tears and sobs…Days pass and everyone at school was now making fun of you for your biggest insecurity,Your forehead/face . One day you entered school and everyone yelled out “pepperoni face!” “Pfffft look at her forehead!” “No wonder she covers it with her hair!” You try your hardest to not cry..you put your head down once you got into class and sat down.Chris suddenly walks in,sitting next to you ..”hey baby..You okay? I’m sorry for laughing at you,You know your perfect right?” You don’t even believe Chris in the slightest .You lift your head up “yep.” Chris frowns pulling you close into a hug “your not seriously letting all this get to you right? You never do.” U feel your eyes water … “mhm” Chris smiles actually believing your obvious lie “good”

-days pass…Tuesday-

That morning you decide not to go to school ,you lie in bed just wanting to disappear…you suddenly get a message from a Chris ,You pick up your phone reading his message and texting him back.

You sigh as you put ur phone down…you get out of bed walking over to your mirror as you take in the sight of the way you look …bursting into sobs and tears…”why do I have to be so damn ugly!” You mumble between sobs ,feeling like the most worthless and ugliest thing to ever exist…When the next day rolled in,you entered school,Chris runs up to you “baby you okay? You look so tired ,did you get any sleep?” ,you respond with a nod as he immediately hugs you “listen ..I know how much this bullying has been getting to you but Your literally perfect and it hurts to see other people don’t see that..that you don’t see that.” You then get a text Chris picks your phone up to see who it was from…

You read the message and feel a tear crawl down your cheeks…Chris pulls you into a big hug not wanting to let go..as u started sobbing your breathe becoming more heavy as you cry.”shhh it’s okay it’s okay…” you suddenly feel your breathing become more heavy and helpless..It’s a panic attack. Chris pulls back a bit and realizes you hyperventilating, “hey,baby just breathe okay..in and out…in and out” he says as you follow through his words to get your breathing steady

-next few days-

You scroll on social media only to see pictures of you with a big bold caption “looks like pepperoni face had enough boo hoo!” You put your phone in your pocket letting out a shaky breathe, You honestly didn’t wanna live anymore…After school you walked over to a nearby bridge and sat at the edge…meanwhile Chris was on small walk until he sees you sitting at the edge…His eyes widen knowing exactly what your planning ,He sees you sigh and get ready to jump ,Fuck…He started running towards trying his hardest to do whatever to stop you,He can’t lose you …Not like this. “y/n get down from there! Please don’t do it! I need you p-please!” Chris starts crying as he runs to you,once he finally gets to you he pulls you down as soon as he can “what the fuck were you thinking?!” He says pulling you into a tight hug as he cries ,afraid if he let go you’d attempt again…”I-I’m sorry baby…I-i just can’t do it anymore…I’m too ugly for this world ..too ugly to be alive…” Chris sighs ,his breath shaky…”baby ..you are not ugly and I do not care if you believe me but you are ,just because people say it,doesn’t mean it’s true,your the prettiest girl I’ve ever laid eyes on!” Chris hugs you tightly as you sob against his shoulder…He’s relieved you got to you in time..He doesn’t know what he would do with out you…

-“anyone who calls you pepperoni face again,I’ll beat the living shit out of them…okay? I love you..my perfect little princess..” he says tucking your hair behind your ear as he pulls you into a kiss

-“I love you too my prince..”

A/N:hey sorry for any spelling errors and uh bro I can’t believe I acc wrote this cuz writing about something I’ve lived was crazy but just know anyone can come and talk to me when ever I love you all and you guys are all perfect and beautiful/handsome in every way possible ,But yeah this is basically like a little story about 4th and 5th grade if you’d ask me