#maybe this time it'll be different
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the last 5 years or so have really developed me into a bit of a bitch. idk how to feel abt it bc at my core i have always been pathetically soft but people really are so disappointing in so many ways and it's taken almost 3 whole decades to realise it
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I have to stop building myself up only to be hurt again. I dont know how much more heartache i can take..
#it my own fault for thinking im at all valuble or interesting enough#i should just expect being forgotten at this point#but over an over i think#maybe this time it'll be different#they promised they wouldnt forget me#that i was more important than that#but it isnt true and im not#im always gonna be left cryi v abd alone
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anyone else bingeing succession and speedrunning family trauma ptsd or am I the only one hyperventilating on the couch and mashing the next episode button
#succession posting#family trauma#i cant stop watching bc like#maybe they'll fix it? maybe there will be catharsis?#standing here watching the play like oh maybe this time cordy lives and all of lear's kids get a drink at the bar#and hold hands and send each other birthday cards#maybe this time it'll be different
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after a brief intermission, we're back to our regularly scheduled show
#genuinely happy that orym got the hdywtdt though!#NOT happy that we have to entertain the “maybe we should finish his mission ourselves because it'll be different this time we SWEAR” thing#critical role#critical role spoilers#cr spoilers#cr shitpost#cr memes#critical role memes#bells hells#ludinus da'leth#predathos
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have you put the pieces together yet, detective
#goro akechi#akechi goro#persona 5#persona 5 royal#p5 akechi#p5 spoilers#persona 5 fanart#jesst some art#i may have worked on this for... just under two weeks? i had like. so many fckgin thoughts i might make a process/concept breakdown post#it's honestly just for my own peace (haha piece) of mind because i overthought about. SosoooOoOo many motifs and symbols and i just wanna#idk PUT EM ALL somewhere........ maybe it'll become its own jessay of mine. god. who can say.#also DUDE tumblr rly does crunch up quality wow ouch#unironically a core thematic inspiration for this piece is a quote from the folding ideas' video 'the nostalgia critic and the wall'#'it doesn't all make sense or resolve or coalesce because we don't all make sense'#'everyone is the illusion of order constructed brick by brick out of chaos'#i've watched that video essay through at least. a dozen times at this point. everything about it. yeah. it's good.#this piece initially went many different directions and i have realized ah yes to fully explore just THESE themes that i'm interested in as#they relate to goro akechi i will need to draw. at least two more pieces. sdlfhsdlkfjsd
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Law novel sequel's title will be "Novel Law: The Hour of Kikoku" (Kikoku no Toki).
... or 'The Time of Kikoku', 'Hour' just sounded catchier.
It's going to be a multichaptered spinoff, the upcoming magazine doesn't conclude the story. Here's an update from the official website.
Seems it's the story behind Law acquiring his sword? Sakagami Shusei (Novel Law author) has shared some initial thoughts (the first tweet was before the title revelation).
Felt the last one 🤝
Once again, Oda's involvement is expected to be minimum. It's almost entirely written by Sakagami Shusei, like its prequel.
Let's hope we finally get to know the names of the other members of the Heart pirates!
Nishimura Kinu's sketch seems to hint at Law's interaction with Hakugan, maybe we'll get to know how he got recruited.
#one piece#one piece novel Law#trafalgar law#trafalgar d. water law#heart pirates#mine#if there's another spinoff - maybe sakagami san will be able to cover law's journey all the way to rocky port incident#but I want to it to be saved for a different form of adaptation with more of oda's involvement - like a film or anime exclusive#or a manga side story#anyway I'm really looking forward to read this - mainly bc this is the first novel content I can directly read from japanese#I want to translate even though it'll probably take months to complete - but this time I want to do it myself
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the brainworms got me unfortunately
in my head they're like vaguely rivals and lovers where asura is trying really hard to be serious and not let nika get to him and nika is devoting every fiber of focused energy he contains to getting to asura. they're married
#had sooo much fun designing them#i wanted nika in particular to be visually distinct from luffy#bc i wanted to play into the difference betw zoro as an incarnation of asura in some way#vs luffy's connection to nika being through the devil fruit (and the tide of fate or wtv)#they're like luzo but 1000x worse#will maybe design the rest of the crew as deities sometime..... bc this was a blast#these doodles alone took 2 days worth of my free time though so it'll be a while#sacrificed my autism time for college credits smh#luzo#zolu#king of hell asura#sun god nika#luffy#monkey d luffy#roronoa zoro#zoro#asura#nika#one piece#one piece fanart#my art
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"And suppose I can't protect history?" "We will have no choice but to cut you down."
Touken Ranbu Kai: Kyoden Moyuru Honnouji, coming April 2024!
#touken ranbu#yamanbagiri kunihiro#fudou yukimitsu#souza samonji#heshikiri hasebe#yagen toushirou#mikazuki munechika#tkrb#i was so happy that for a moment i lived in a world where sute cast were their VAs lmfao#souza's dialogue is actually a removed voiceline from online!!#also when mkzk is saying 'kotabi no honnouji no hen' it has a dual meaning; one being 'how will /this/ mission unfold?' and#'how will /this loop's/ mission unfold?#maybe he hopes at the beginning of every loop....since kyoden's events r presumably what kick it off in the first place.....#maybe this one time it'll be different. someone will come to save him.#*kai#gif tag🌌
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banging my head against the wall i shouldn't compare my art to others i shouldn't compare my art to others i shouldn't compare my art to others i shouldn't
#i'm in a weird place right now where i can make art occasionally that i'm like YES this FUCKS#and then the next minute i'm like ouh. kill me now#(bags under my eyes) this too shall pass#unrelated i just ate more disappointing chicken noodles#i keep telling myself “maybe it'll be different this time” but it always disappoints me. shameful. they should be ashamed
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new headdress I'm working on for my shop. Lambkin, the pet name varré gives us in elden ring, is such a cute word. The pink yarn is very light against the cream, it's hard to capture but it "blushes" in light, almost disappearing under certain angles and light! Accented with antique lace, and it'll have a gorgeous matching ribbon and bows.
I haven't posted any personal work in a while so here's something I'm taking time on for myself ^-^
#Making egl garments has been a long time dream of mine... imagine I had cute little sleepgarden brand tags#Maybe someday..#I'm going to be more realistic with my pricing going forward too. I have two other pieces planned#But im going to release things one by one as I make then instead of saving them to post multiple at a time I think.#Esp since I have less time lately. Anyways#I have another needlepoint that says pluto because I've been loving that word. It's so fun to say#It's in a delft blue colour in a different font. It'll probably be a belt cover#Idk who would want something that says pluto on it but I'll throw it out there for any planet and roman mythos fans lol#Okay enough rambling. I've been going through it. As always. My work has been falling behind though. It's nice to have something to share!#Goodnight ♡
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Subtitles below the keep reading:
Hey you, shut your mouth and look at my paw! DON'T FORGET!! [Incomprehensible sped up gibberish] This... Journey... Money... Loads of coins. [Incomprehensible sped up gibberish] What-about-her? What-about-her? ... What-about-her? 'She still like me? [Quiet but mostly incomprehensible gibberish about subtitles] O P S O P N O-1 1. Here's the spell: Love the mermaid, for sure! The mermaid is HAPPY! Okay! It's pretty normal for a fish, right? Guuuyyyssss, beeeee caaarefuuulll wiiiiith theeee GIIIIIRRRRLSSS!!! [Incomprehensible] Oh! Silly! Oh yes! Lamb chop boy! [Incomprehensible] [Very quietly, while white noise is playing over it] Goood eevening, aand weeelcome too the shoooowww... [In the background] Ohhh, mooney!
#video#elevenlabs#i generated three versions of this video and basically spliced together the best parts from each one into one thing#and also toned down the flashing of the red and white pound signs to be a lot slower#i'm honestly surprised how well everything spliced together. i was expecting it to be even a little bit noticeable but. nope apparently not#i did a few generations of meet the spy's intro and tried to splice together the best bits but theres just so much happening with the audio#there's a lot of funny portions of that audio. maybe i'll try again at it and see if i cant get the parts i like in one thing#truthfully i also don't know how much folks'll like these. as in compared to around the time the infomaniac stuff was made#so i'm not sure how much of these i'll be putting together and uploading. mostly just been fucking around and showing my friends#i'm mostly just intrigued to hear what the ai tries to say with some of these generations#since it's just trying to translate from one language to another#in this case. providing videos in english. and setting the translation from russian to english.#which seems to be the best thing so far (that i've tried) that causes more of the words being said to be off-script#like it'll usually most be like whats originally being said mostly but other times it's completely different from the source#i think this dub shows it best. between ''hey you. shut your mouth and look at my paw!'' and ''love the mermaid. the mermaid is happy!!''#i am also officially out of characters to generate more so i won't really be doing more than what i've already done for a while#i wanted to try and give it a video that plays backwards. flip that. then let it dub over it forwards.#but i'd have to wait until i get the character limit reset
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Hey everybody, sorry to have been so quiet lately! Nothing too horrible going on, I assure you but between cleaning an entire house from top to bottom, starting overnight shifts early, setting up a biiiig snake vivarium and getting a new baby to love and care for, it didn't leave much time for writing but now things are settling down! Officially starting overnights tonight and not... you know, Tuesday, but things are as good as they are busy! Hoping to start somewhere tomorrow inbox-wise after a GOOD sleep now that the nerve-wracking part of installing a gigantic vivarium is done for now!
#;; mun bullshit#Here again in between vanishing acts but HOPEFULLY that's the last bunch of busywork I have for a while!#Folks are back home safe and sound from their holiday and house was cleaned from top to bottom#Ordered Ror's new tank last week and finally got it all assembled heating and all!#Good temperatures on both sides and temp measurements!#It's all filled up ready for Ror to go in tomorrow#All dolled up with fake leaves and cork bark and tree stump <3#I really wanted bioactive but quickly realized that would be out of my experience levels#Maybe with the new baby it'll be a different story#As for the new baby? B.ALL P.YTHON#He is soo cute and just ate for the first time asddfghh#Was terrified he would not eat and starve himself slowly but he was so good about it the little sweetheart#ANYWAYS SORRY FOR THE SNAKE RAMBLINGA SGSFF#Anxious snek mom with too much going on and adjusting to working overnights#10pm-6am here we goooo <3
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I'd been thinking i wanted to rewatch jessica jones for like maybe years at this point so i finally did on a whim and got through season 1. and like let alone the fact that it's extremely good tv, at a level of earnestness of which i miss, and amazingly of its own identity away from the greater mcu, i had totally forgotten how great david tennant's performance as kilgrave was. like he's one of the most evil and terrifying villains I've ever seen, they do not trivialize the crimes he's committed, don't excuse any of his behaviors, and are very blatant about making sure you know he is very evil... he is still an enjoyable character to watch. yes, plenty of that is the writing, but genuinely, knowing how David Tennant acts and being able to tell what is acting choices vs the writing/directing (both of which are amazing), i do not think there are many actors that could've put the level of charisma he was able to inject into the character. not only was kilgrave written perfectly, and directed very very well, his performance was just top notch. perfect for the part, no notes
#jessica jones#kilgrave#david tennant#i also forgot how complicated and sweet her and luke were........#jessica jones is up there in terms of best main characters like for real#also. krysten ritter <33333#talk about playing the part perfectly. my god#anyway im not super looking forward to watching season 2 lmao i remember not thinking it was very good the first time#but I don't remember anything about season 3 except for thinkint 'oh thank god this is better than 2' so#idk i haven't seen it since it first dropped so maybe it'll be different. i guess I'll tryyyy#mine
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Potential January Reads
A Brilliant Night of Ice and Stars by Rebecca Connolly
Rhododendron Pie by Margery Sharp
So Big by Edna Ferber
Jane Eyre by Charlotte Bronte
Vibrant Paradoxes by Bishop Robert Barron
The Diary of a Country Priest by George Bernanos
Doctor Thorne by Anthony Trollope
Katherine Wentworth by D.E. Stevenson
#monthly reading lists#books#i have so many specific books that i've been lining up#(especially since at the end of the month i was saving new books for the new year)#that i don't need the wider categories#the january categories are still represented#we have lots of vintage fiction (including an american one)#the first book is the story of the carpathia's rescue of the titanic#soon as i saw that premise i was like 'yes please'#it will cover january's category of a book with a cold setting#i read the first couple of chapters and a novel from the perspective of real people is very weird but i like the story so i'll keep going#i also started 'rhododendron pie' and it seems delightful#it's about someone straddling the worlds of normal grounded people and artsy people#and as someone from the world of normal grounded people who likes artsy stuff but still has the perspective that a lot of it is quite silly#i think it will be nice and relatable#i think i'm going to succumb to jane-eyre-ry#every time i consider a different classic reread my brain's just like 'what about jane eyre though?'#'vibrant paradoxes' is a book of essays that i got for free along with my book of church fathers#it's a very thick book to give away for free and looks good#i love essays and these are nice and short#it'll be good to dip into through the month#(i also want to read the church fathers book but that's not something to put on a monthly reading list)#(just something to read through thoughtfully like the bible)#'diary of a country priest' caught my attention months ago#and now that the library hold came in i have zero interest#but maybe putting it on a list will convince me to try#i'd kind of like to keep this one-barchester-a-month thing going and 'doctor thorne' is next#'katherine wentworth' is exactly the kind of vintage fiction that january is made for and i'd like to try and get it off my unread shelf#oh and i forgot to mention someone recommended ferber's first book#but when i downloaded that one i also figured maybe i should read the famous pulitzer-prize-winning one
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We've entered a weird part of the night ._.
#dru speaks#no one's doing anything anymore#everyone's gone to bed#except i'm not really ready to go to bed yet#so i'm just filling time until i am#and even then i can never get to sleep on christmas eve. so maybe it won't make a difference#but yeah idk what to do with myself rn#i'm kind of lonely :/#</33#it'll be okay though guys i prommy :)
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do you think after isles tom adn jordan wound back up in s1 and wag, sonja, and tucker were nowhere to be found. do you think he looked up at the stars and told them that he won. team dianite was the last team standing. do you think it was more a quiet, desperate challenge than an exclamation of victory. because surely if the others heard it they'd come home to prove them wrong.
how long do you think he waited. staring at the sky as if it'd answer all his unasked questions. as if itd crack into a broken jagged grin and shimmer and spit out the people he wanted to see most in the world. or as if it'd eat him whole for daring to try and declare such a victory.
do you think he was hostile toward Alyssa and Jeriah. do you think he held some small vain hope that if they went back to ruxomar that then his friends would return home.
do you think he took to wearing something to remember his friends by. maybe little things he intended to give them but never got the chance to, maybe just something that reminded him of them. or maybe he started stealing what few of their belongings remained untouched after the alternates were there for so long. so if they did show up then they'd come looking for their shit and he'd see them again.
do you think he knows it's all in vain and its to cope but he does it anyway because he has to. if theyre gone then he doesnt know what hell do.
#daretoyap#none of this is coherent im just thinking about grief. setting a place at the table for someone who'll never come home#thats Their seat. it'll always be Their seat#im also a big fan of doomed yaoi if you couldnt tell#and whats more doomed than two best friends who're at each others throats all the time but dont know what to do without each other#thats your best friend. thats the other half of your soul. you fight with him on a daily basis. you can't imagine a world without him#and now here you are. without him.#what do you do now? what is there to do? bring him back. you have to bring him back. you have to try.#because youve never lived without him and you dont intend on starting now#there isnt a body to bury. if there were a body it'd be different. but hes just gone. and you cant accept that. you refuse to.#they make me ill your honor#or maybe thats the lack of sleep talking who knows ✨
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