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got tagged by @guardians-of-exo! thank youuuu <3
tagging @littlesunshinedae / @xiuminscatgirl @alachii @sehunlyone @wifesuguru and @xiu-bee
#how is el dorado not on there#i swear i listened to that one more than abba and gashina this month i'm 100% sure#but i like this#this feels like a very accurate representation of my current music taste#maybe some muse is missing#and slipknot lol#tagged
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DPxDC Masterpost
Almost all of my DPDC posts have the #Danny Fenton is Not the Ghost King tags, barring perhaps my earliest aus like my Thomas Wayne Au (which will be included in the post). This tag includes art i've made, asks i've answered, and non-fic au posts I've created. This is my main tag!
DPxDC posts under the main tag that don't have their own tag: Danny's Life-Changing Cross-Dimensional Roadtrip with A De-Aged Batman Danny is also Bruce Wayne (Starry goes back to their middle school roots) Danny being the first batkid (if i can get the creative juices flowing I will expand on this. mark my words) There is a Damian clone LOOSE in Amity Park. Oh wait, Danny's got him.
My Biggest DPxDC Aus #Danny Fenton is a Clone: all my posts talking about clone!Danny.
Clone Danny Masterpost: previously my pinned post. A no-powers au where Danny is also a clone of Bruce Wayne, also includes some clone^2
#Clone^2: Clone Damian + Clone Danny au combined, explores themes like identity, found family, and growing into your own as a person. Starting post Here.
#Childhood Friends Au or #Cfau: A childhood friends dead on main au that explores grief, how it may change a person, and how growing up in Crime Alley changed Danny. Contains heavier themes like smoking and mild violence.
#Danyal Al Ghul Au: Mostly contains my au where Danny is not Damian's twin, but his older brother! An excuse for me to delve into the psychological effects that growing up in the League would have on Danny that I don't really see in other DAG aus. Putting the 'assassin' in 'raised by assassins'.
My Minor DPxDC Aus Danny Fenton is Thomas Wayne: an oldie but a goodie! An reveal gone wrong au where Danny decides to go by his middle name 'Thomas' shortly after the events of TUE, and leaves Amity Park two years later. He finds out that Vlad cloned him again and finds an infant in the lab. Danny takes the baby, names him Bruce, and ends up adopted by the Waynes.
#Danny Fenton is Jason Todd au: An au where Danny is Jason Todd! He was adopted by the Fentons shortly after the events of the carjacking.
#Older Brother Danny: contains all of my aus where Danny is an Older Brother. This currently includes only my DAG posts but it's not limited to Danyal Al Ghul.
#Changeling Danny: a half-ghost? oh, wait, no. that's a changeling. even worse! Danny's got latent fey blood from a Fenton getting freaky with a faerie some dozen generations ago, and it reactivated with a fervor when he had his accident! Instead of a halfa, he became one of the Fair Folk.
#Blood blossom au: currently the name for the time being. A Nightingale/First Batkid au where Vlad poisons Danny with blood blossom extract, and it results in Danny running to Batman! Currently only one post, but it has a lot of branching pathways in the reblogs. Batdad centered! Now comes with its own fanfic!
#tales of the passerine: the official au name for my "Danny being the first batkid" post! This au is what inspired changeling Danny. It's the idea that Danny was the first to be adopted by Bruce, and features me favoring batdad over "lmfao Danny goes fuck you bruce and adopts the other kids" au. Because I want batdad.
(Nightingale is, so far, the official vigilante name for the Eldest Batkid Danny concept on my blog.)
#mother of monsters danny: specifically its mother of monsters dan but i digress. I was messing around with my fem!Danyal au and boom! Her evil timeline self is Layal, the terrifying Mother of Monsters who raises any manner of monstrous beasts. I love her <3
#martha knight au same song, different dance! This is a fem danny version of my aforementioned "Danny is Thomas Wayne" au. Except this time around, Danny is Martha! Arguably my favorite between the two, I feel like I'm able to do more with her than Thomas. Her au's vibe is After All by Christine Ebersole
Bonus Excerpt: a ficlet I made in response to a DPxDC Dead on Main prompt! It's not under the main tag as I didn't make the post, however it can be found if you search #fem danny fenton on my blog. I actually really love this idea so I may make it its own tag in the future.
#dpxdc#dpxdc crossover#danny fenton is not the ghost king#dpxdc masterpost#starry's au masterposts#maybe i should make individual masterposts for the bigger aus? Like for CFAU. Danyal Al Ghul. and Clone^2. those are my Big Three rn <3#danyal al ghul is my main muse for my drawings because this fucker is weirdly the easiest one to draw out of all the danny's. which i dont#get. the hardest danny to draw is fucking CFAU DANNY. It's the undercut its the damn undercut. also i can't get his face shape right??#for some reason?? clone danny is a hit or miss.
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i think the 4 or so years of posting art online (to barely that much avail) is finally getting to me. like its saturated. more in tags
#talk#i think its starting to show in just how little ive been interacting with any fandoms in general#dont get me wrong i still love when im able to get reception on my art but its just#idk i feel like my work isnt sufficiently good and right now especially my motivation is at an all time low#like i just havent been able to find the will to draw anything That Good. ive been getting into new medias and stuff that friends recommend#to me but all in all nothing is quite clicking like it used to. nothing is sticking. maybe im just depressed and yearning and missing shit#but idk it feels like i used to feel something more for artistic work. now it feels like a chore and some days i only draw because of#the daily karkat account. anyways sorry for the ramble please enjoy a karkat drawing or whatever else i#decide to put in this post#problem: lost my muse. solution: probably a w4rd
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woah i actually remembered my login for this account...
#is anyone still around? 👀#i know it's been ages but some of my muse for beni came back last night and i finally finished fire force today#what an ending to a prequel. i looooooooove it#and now i miss this guy. i'm pretty busy irl but maybe i can return here and do some rping here & there?#i wonder if my old rp partners are still around and writing#hi to any mutuals that might be reading this heh
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In no way is this me trying to rush you I’m just curious to know when your next hook fic is coming out? 😁💕
hi there!
I know I've been dead for a while on here, I'm super sorry 😭 I've honestly been so tied down with responsibilities lately that I haven't found the time to have a solid writing session and get words down on the page. this makes me really sad, as I truly do love writing, but even though I ache to write I just can't seem to get in the flow recently (seriously why do I have to do stuff and be responsible, why can't I just spend all my time in my room writing my silly little fanfics I swear)
I really am trying my very best to get back into writing more regularly, so I'm super sorry if it takes me a while to post new content 😭 to answer your question, I don't think I really have an exact time frame as of right now. I definitely have loads of ideas for my next fics, especially for hook, but my problem is actually getting those ideas written instead of just having them all in my head
I know this whole thing seemed like one big apology, but truly, I am sorry for my lack of activity recently. I'm trying to write again, but it's been difficult to manage everything lately, so please bear with me. I will let you guys know when I plan to post something, once the time comes! 🫶
love you all so so soo much,
lilac <33
#lilac’s rants#update!!#I’m still alive guys dw#you’re not getting rid of me that easily hehe /silly#honestly I’ve barely had enough time to sleep at night#wish I could stop functioning as a human and just become a jellyfish or something frfr#maybe in the next life /j#tryna collect some motivation like people do with seashells on the beach#and trying to find my muse again like I always scramble and tear through my room to find my missing airpod#in other words#it’s a struggle#but I’m trying!!#hopefully you guys aren’t mad at me 😅😭
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Every now and then, I think about The Simpsons RPC and how there's an occasionally a spike of Simpsons muses that inevitably crumbles away and leaves me waiting for the next short lived Simpsons RPC Renaissance
#ooc tag#《 maybe there's still active Simpsons RPers out there and I'm not looking hard enough 》#《 but I'm surprised there's not more of a consistent/active community 》#《 even if the newer seasons are contentious‚ I'd at least expect people to have enough nostalgia for the old seasons to go off of that 》#《 part of me has always wanted to see if i could find an rp partner who could make Homer endearing to me again 》#《 I've been soured on him as a character for so long that finding someone who could make him tolerable is like finding a unicorn 》#《 especially when it seems like no one is interested in writing as him to begin with 》#《 The Simpsons is a big Special Interest of mine 》#《 i had an entire Simpsons RP blog before I gave up and migrated the muses back onto here 》#《 i miss writing my Simpsons muses 》#《 if there's any canon muses that come most naturally to me‚ it'd probably be the Simpsons ones 》#《 that and my Stardew Valley muses 》#《 it's easier to get me to play video games bc that's actively engaging me 》#《 and SDV is a big comfort game for me 》#《 i swear I'll get around to answering some drafts that are in purgatory rn 》#《 some of the replies are mostly done but I've stalled on them for whatever reason 》#《 there's less pressure with my Simpsons muses bc the characters have changed so much that it doesn't feel like i could be ooc 》#《 unless i deliberately tried to make them unlike anything they've ever been like in canon 》#《 and even then‚ there's probably an episode where they acted like that 》
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shout-out to all my girlies (gender non-specific) who have stories in their heads that won't. get. on. paper. I love you and you are doing great sweetie✌️
#i haven't written in forever#i miss it#maybe i need to go watch some movies#my favs always bring out the muses#duck quacks
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BACK BY UNPOPULAR DEMAND :
Raven Branwen has been added to the secret menu.
#❪ ⠀ ✦ ⠀ ─── ⠀ missallanea / ooc ⠀﹕ probably hyperfixating on something. ⠀ ❫#/ she's gonna be like. a *hyper selective* muse.#/ im not interested in getting back into the fandom BUT i have some good friends here and there that i miss writing with#/ so either we'll need to have been writing on varnaedhar (or eiiskonigin/vanilleneo) OR be close on here.#/ maybe one day i'll be ready to bring back neo or winter#/ but today isn't the day.#/ anyway i waffled on this for a long time and if anyone comes and starts weird shit#/ she'll be gone just as quickly.
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~Make New Friends but Keep the Old, because one is silver and the other's gold~
Kisara with many of the important people in her life <3
Kaze - @kazeofthemagun
Kumo - @shiroi---kumo
Kain - @forgotten-teammates / Sielu - @aquaticsoul
Isabel and Carmon - @mpuzzlegirl / @compassionatedestiny (The ones that started it all ^.^)
Dark Magician Girl / Mana - @mahoushojoumonster
Kaiba - @kaibagirl007
Tamaki - @drinkitfrommymouthsuou
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Reblogs allowed
#I guess also consider it also a very late blogiversary drawing celebrating the many wonderful muses (and muns) interacted with#dragon draws#muse appreciation#my art#Anyone on the list / muse I drew is welcome to reblog and share ^.^#Over course there are so many more wonderful muns and muses I could have drawn and narrowing it down was tough#maybe I'll do another with some other muses another time#also Kisa with mini braids- her hair is more then long enough and just a good way to keep it from getting heavily tangled n stuff#Hope kaiba mun is doing well I miss em#also I guess a mini group promo to all my wonderful friendo rp buddies heh
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3 good things -
(1) people who have known you for a while being kind, people who have known you for a day being kind
(2) interviewers who are patient and help you with an answer in front of the Director™️
(3) people who care about you, are gentle with you despite the day long cribbing
#personal#im missing so many!! vans was v nice today!! ab was v nice today and tried to make me laugh so many times!! s has been vv patient!!#i need frens!! maybe I'll start going to the book club again and it'll help w public speaking hm hm#but w no jobs...oof#also strangers who are funny and kind and you have a good time but won't seem them again!!#found some other muses i give them all my best
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ok maybe i will just add my princes here ... making a whole new blog is so. much and i'm tired!!! look forward to various fairy tale inspired princes for all ur fantasy fun ! later!
#* from inside the ruins : ooc .#like snow white sleeping beauty prince charming etc#i only have fcs for One maybe Two and i have like#9 of them .........#it might take me. a bit to slap em up there#also. need to do some world building. tired tho ... later#need to do a lot#i have all these muses and then im like wait. im still missing this vibe
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This is gonna sound weird, and like. It's not meant to be.
But a while ago I said something along the lines of not caring about engagement with my fics. And at the time, that was predominantly true!
But I'm. definitely feeling the sting from lack of comments this time.
Which! People are engaging with the writing process here! And I'm getting kudos! And people are still going back and reading new chapters; I can see the hits going up every time a new chapter drops!
And I never want to put any pressure on. leaving a comment, because it's not like I always leave comments. They take time and figuring out words is hard and sometimes you honestly don't have anything to say other than that you liked the thing.
But this time, the lack is. rough, for some reason.
#musings#bandit#honestly i feel like i pissed off some of the people who DID leave good comments#because like...they basically dried up when i said i liked dr3 and planned to implement some of it in the fic#i can PINPOINT that#and also it feels like when i engage with comments people...stop leaving them#and maybe that's just a cultural difference in this particular fandom? idk#i love the engagement that is there!#please don't assume that i don't!#i just#they talk in other posts about how comments happen less and less and i honestly am feeling that right now#and it feels like i did something wrong#idk#i know better!#but it still FEELS like that#anyway#not trying to make any of you feel bad#at all!#i just...idk#i miss that i guess#-shrugs-
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(( It's been such a hot minute since it's happened, that I forget that most people who follow this blog don't know what happens when Miranda sincerely catches a crush and knows it, for once!
In short: if Miranda ever does manage to genuinely fall for someone and wants them, then, firstly, she's going to panic. Miranda is someone who, yes, is very confident in herself and believes that she has a right to every good thing in life, but that definition of "good thing" has been severely biased by the Merkingdom. The only things she really indulges in actively wanting and pursuing are things that the Merkingdom tells her she is supposed to want and pursue in the first place, things that are acceptable for a royal to want and things which are "normal" for them to want. This is why she doesn't actually mind dating, so long as she gets to treat the other party as a disposable toy for her to do what she pleases with — because it is common for royals to seek relationships like this, and because it helps to reinforce their place as royals.
Sincerely, very sincerely, wanting and caring for someone and actually feeling something for them, does not help reinforce this system. It leaves her vulnerable, either by other royals catching onto this, or through the other party not being well-equipped to handle the entire situation (in all the ways that it can go wrong). It is treating someone as an equal who the Merkingdom does not agree is an equal, and, even worse, it is giving Miranda a priority above the Merkingdom itself which she might hold greater loyalty to. That in particular is especially bad, given how much of Merkingdom politics is a reflection of their social dynamics to begin with.
This is why it takes so long for Miranda to admit it to herself. To do so is to admit she's not doing what she's supposed to do, that she's being bad, that she's failed in some fundamental level to be what the Throne demands her to be, and that's a lot of heavy stakes working against ever realizing when she likes someone. It has to get so bad and so intense that Miranda effectively has to admit to herself that she has done something that, in her mind, is severely wrong, and there's no way to avoid it or forget about it.
Thus, she tends to panic fairly bad. She is scared, she wants something and she was not supposed to do that, and every last moment of her life as Crown Princess is telling her that she very well might die because of this and that she will very much deserve it if it happens. It's very hard for her to connect this as anything other than a bad thing, and this is even harder to deny because Miranda liking someone also endangers them as well.
The Merkingdom will not tolerate such risks and threats, especially not to their Crown Princess, and other royals will innately view anyone who has Miranda's attention as a threat to themselves and their livelihoods. And if Miranda sincerely cares about someone, then she doesn't want them to get hurt because of her, which is made even worse by how convinced she is that she might be the one to hurt them too. Miranda's as much a royal as any of the others too, and all of Miranda's prior history of dating begins to work against her, reminding her of how easy it would be to dispose of them or harm them.
Secondly, this does present in a heightened and extreme want to bite her person of interest.
Contrary to what's above, this isn't actually a royal thing. It's a merfolk thing. They have many different ways to bite each other with many different connotations, and one way that they bite each other is both notoriously intimate, and tends to leave a recognizable bite mark on the other party, thus physically indicating that the two of them are close.
It's just a quirk of how merfolk attraction works then, that they focus so much on wanting to bite someone else when they're especially into them. It goes back to their social bonds, reinforcing them and helping to establish a new and closely tied bond, and helps secure it by gesturing to all other merfolk as a part of the social landscape that they all have to navigate. A merfolk who is especially down bad for another merfolk translates this idea as a need to bite them and be bitten back in return, to claim them as "theirs" and to be considered "mine" in turn. It's not really possessiveness nor territorial behavior, not in the way we'd understand it, but a deep and intense need to belong to someone, and a desire for that belonging. It's as much a physical thing as having a house that they live inside of, and is one of the fundamental desires behind merfolk building their miivt'ia and other relationship hierarchies.
This is intense for merfolk to begin with, being hypersocial and needing near-constant contact and interaction with each other. It is especially intense for Miranda, who is deeply repressed and cannot easily confront these desires and emotions in herself, and who perceives this sensation as being nearly painful in its intensity.
#Most secret royal advisor || OOC#Given by Divine Right || Headcanons#(( some day ill get to talk again about how having a crush nearly drives miranda insane#(( she wants it SO BAD and struggles to make sense of the severity#(( and she is SO terrified and stressed and worried#(( because what if SHE gets hurt. what if SHE hurts THEM. WHAT IF WHAT IF WHAT IF.#(( there are suddenly STAKES to relationships and miranda HATES that#(( she just wants to toy around with everyones hearts make them fight for her eat them alive afterwards etc etc#(( but suddenly she WANTS this and. hnnghh. scary. it was too scary for her by far.#(( the issue is also miranda is such a slowburn muse#(( that to get to where she even HAS crush at all it takes SO long#(( and it takes even longer for her to ever want to ADMIT that she has a crush#(( and by then very few people will leave her in the insanity phase for very long#(( theres not enough time for miranda to try eating herself alive to cope with the YEARNING#(( shes gotten so far and its taken so long and she finally KNOWS shes in love. lets get together NOW.#(( many chances for miranda freaking out that have been missed. sad.#(( she will not be compelled to set herself on fire to maybe Make The Yearning Stop
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also i really miss my old muses. i miss writing them. i miss talking about them. i miss writing crossovers. i miss feeling that very specific creative energy and getting to stretch my writing muscles in a way that just doesn't fit my current cast
#i've been on this hellsite for far too long#but yeah the way i wrote some older muses#just does not match the personalities i'm writing rn for the most part#maybe raiden but that's still stretching it a little#i miss that lmao#✦ mornings are for coffee and contemplation. || ooc
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tonight on "grey doesn't realize they've shoved certain parts of themself into their ocs until they sit down and analyze really specific aspects of them and subsequently have a '...wait a second' moment"...
yep. lmao
#continuing the trend of unconsciously basing certain pieces of my muses on personal experiences ig hahahahahaha fuck#anyway. still really down in the dumps tonight (':#counselling tomorrow tho so fingers crossed i feel a bit lighter after that#and can maybe find it in myself to try some writing out again#bc i miss it and it's so frustrating to have thoughts for replies yet an inability to sit down & write them out asjfkds#♡ ⁄ 𝙾𝙾𝙲
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it's missing her hours <33 (just look at the way that cat is cuddling with her 🥺 now, THIS is the kind of content i need in my life...)
#SOMETHING FEELS AMISS: musings.#ooc post.#AHH maybe... just maybe i will resume drafting things on here even though my muse is like. Very Finicky for some reason#because i really do miss her not only BC she's one of the two neutral-ish characters that i have on my roster but since she's special to me#bunny mask was the second ever character i made on here after all && i just ADORE her ahhh
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