#maybe next tiem then !! :o)

[pi-kin-ic]

Trey Clover

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[spongythedollyteapartyfan-blog]

you know i  never  really planned my   65   years internet  life it   happened ed  accidently,  65  years, plan,  15  years left now,  tee hee

for a person like  me who  says they  do mainly  333  days online and  go, i    take  a long time to leave, so o by the  time i  have  my  

30 day holiday, its, time to  come back and do the next 8K hours online non  stop, 

i try to  have  4 hours sleep, in the  30  days,  but my rythimic clock of being online for  40  years, , increasing my tiime chating by 25% each  year, lets see, after  1983  when  star wars  ended, the  1984 as hthe epoc fo  internet, only   2% of  hmes  had internet,  but  it   increased slowely ewok movies,  bakc to the   future  1985 was epic  tiem ot  sit in front of a chat room , to witness the  effect of a  genre over a long time, 

compared to  1995 chats, 22% of students liek me  were online,  10 years later,

45% by 2005, 

60% by 2015

and well the online  world nowin 2023 is  still not all students online  maybe, 80 %  but  yes  chats  form  1994 tto  2003 were LIT  til  Myspace took over, and the  thing about  facebook was  we  could only  have  5K  freinds, so , well you  know  why i  had  1000  facebooks and  1000 myspaces

[fel-mi-er]

From the character asks: Describe their dream vacation. would they take anyone or go alone?

honestly he's been feeling really homesick since coming to NRU , he kinda just wants to visit home right now . but a DREAM vacation ,,

he'd wanna do something that pertains to his interests , liek maybe traveling to some apple expo , or a blastcycle tour . i can also see him going to see some kind of natural wonder , liek if Twisted Wonderland had some version of the Northern Lights . he appreciates nature

he'd wanna do a lot of walking around and taking in sights , and he'd take a lot of pictures for his family back home . segwaying into wether or not he'd bring anyone : i dont think so , no . there's not a lot of people his age in his hometown , and the adults he's closest to are his grandparents , who would be too old to travel comfortably . he doesn't wanna cause them any problems !! apart from that , he kind of likes being alone . as much as he loves his family ( and his small town was like one big family ) , he's always appreciated the quiet momentes he got to himself . honestly he doesn't have many friends ? he's kind of used to being alone , he's comfortable with it , and this way is easier to coordinate anyways :o) no group of people arguing over what to see next or where to eat for dinner fjkvkHWJKDJEKGLLVA , he can just be himself and do what he wants !! freedom !!

as far as shopping for souvenirs goes , he'd definitely bring things back for everyone !! and he'd pick up a quirky object or two for himself , as well . he may spend a day or two relaxing wen he needs a recharge , if this is a long vacation , but he's not tha " sit at tha beach all day " kind of vacationer , he wants to be active !! he wants to do things !! he wants to go places !!

i think he'd definitely get in with tha locals . he'd skip tha real touristy spots for souvenirs ( okay , maybe ONE . he needs SOMETHING really obvious and cheesy ) and go to tha farmers markets and flea markets instead . he'd chat people up and get invited to neighborhood parties and such :') and that guy playing an instrument outside a restaurant / on tha street ? epel is dancing with him and laughing and a few other people get up to dance as well . epel is big on a sense of community , he loves to be a part of things and talk to people and get people involved . though he actually gets along better with ppl older than him than his peers , due to not being socialized normally ^^;; catch him playing dominoes w tha old guys at a table in tha park djkcHWMKFLVLLVLA . and he'd be helping the old ladies cook and do laundry and stuff around tha house , too . with a huge smile tha whole tiem , as they all pinch his cheeks and say what a nice young man he is , and give him extra rice and beans !!

thats it honestly . he just wants to walk around and talk to people and indulge in his interests . his dream vacation would be staying in a place for a while and being a part of tha community there and not worrying about his lief back home , just laughing and chatting and coming home with a buncha new penpals :o)

[sonnetthebard]

You know that headcanon about Crispin getting into fights by accident? And his worst one being with Vern at a wedding? Could you maybe please write a fic about that? And maybe throw some Crispin x Odie in there if possible? Thank you!

Oh lord, here we go-

Genre: Fluff/ Angst/ Comedy/ Romance Words: 2283 TL;DR: Crispin really, REALLY should start talking when people want to fight him. TW: Fighting, swearing, drunkeness

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Crispin bit his lip, sitting silently during the wedding reception. He didn't like weddings. He actually didn't like big events at all. Too many people. It made him anxious. But... this was Vern's sister and Mary Jo's brother's wedding. Not that he was friends of either of those people (he didn't even know their names, and that should say a lot considering the size of the town they were in). But he was Ellis' cousin and Vern was his friend, so he had to be there. Plus Odie loved weddings, and he would walk to the ends of the earth for that man. so... here he was. At a wedding reception. The last place in the world he'd want to be on a Wednesday evening. Vern had even done him a 'favour'. He'd made a little 'boys' table with all the people he knew Crispin considered to be friends. It was him, Vern, Ellis, Donny, Odie, Desmond, Aubrey and Sybilus. Apparently Ellis had insisted Vern talk to his sister about it because he 'didn't want his little cousin getting lonely'. Little did Ellis know that Crispin would really rather be alone right now.

It was a good party. And the food was good- especially since he didn't have to pay for it. Vern had made sure they had the best cuts of meat for the dinner, and god was it delicious. Like, the beef option was this melt-in-your-mouth prime rib and it was perfectly cooked. It was almost enough to make Crispin not regret that he'd come to the wedding. But on the downside... everything was so, so loud. Everyone was talking, which meant that naturally everyone was talking over each other. And everything just got louder and louder. It gave Crispin a headache. There was a reason Crispin didn't speak, and it was because he liked the quiet. He liked to be able to hear the voices in his head and think clearly. And words... they complicated things. Especially love. Crispin had seen love go wrong so many times because of words that hadn't been thought out properly. At least with signing you really had to think out what you were going to say. Odie and Crispin did just fine without verbal communication, thank you very much. He wished the rest of the world give it a try.

Crispin had sort of zoned out of the conversation. After all, with so many voices coming at him from every direction... it was hard to follow one set. He just looked around the room, taking everything in. he had to admit, the little tent they'd set up for the reception was lovely. It was pristine white. And inside, Ellis and Mary Jo had decorated it with some gorgeous flower arrangements. Nothing too overwhelming in scent though. And the music... their DJ was good. The whole ambience of the wedding was lovely, save for the voices. Now, if you could just funnel all that noise out and get Crispin a book... things would be great. Yeah. He could go for a book. And another one of those prime ribs. That was good. He hoped the cake was that good. So many wedding cakes just tasted like soap. He was abruptly snapped out of his thoughts by a rather sharp nudge from someone. Crispin blinked, snapping his head to see who it was. It was Odie.

"What're you giving me that look for?" Vern glared at Crispin. Crispin blinked in shock again. Was his face doing that thing again?

"I'm sure he didn't mean to give you any look, Vern... Right, Crispin?" Odie prompted. Crispin nodded, genuinely confused and a little scared. What had he missed?

"No, he did this sassy little eye-roll thing!" Vern insisted. Oh shit, had he? He knew he did that when he was thinking sometimes. "You didn't think my little sister looked good, did you?"

"N-n-n-now Vern... let's not be r-rash..." Sybilus tried to soothe him.

"What was wrong with how my sister looked on her wedding day, Crispin?" Vern asked. He took a look at Vern's place. Ah. He'd gotten some beer. How much had Vern had to drink already? Because depending on how drunnk he was... this could be very bad for Crispin. He frantically signed at Odie, Donny and Ellis.

'I wasn't even listening! I zoned out thinking about how nice this place would be to read in!' Crispin signed.

"You should really stop doing that." Odie advised him. "It never ends well."

'I know...' Crispin signed. 'Just... the whole ambience is great in here except for the voices. I can't help it that I just want to curl up with a book.'

"Well thank god." Ellis sighed in relief, relishing in the drama of it all. "Vern, he-"

"No. No, I want to hear him fucking say it." Vern almost growled. Crispin went pale. No, he didn't want to speak.

"Language!" Desmond chided.

"Vern, you know he doesn't do that!" Donny rolled his eyes.

"I want to fucking hear it from him!" Vern demanded, standing up. He grabbed Crispin by the collar of his shirt. Crispin gulped nervously. God, Vern was so much bigger than him. "What the fuck was wrong with my sister, you little shit?"

"Vern... I think it would be best if you set him down..." Aubrey attempted to soothe. Crispin gave a pleading look to Ellis, knowing that as a relative of the groom maybe he'd be able to talk Vern down.

"Vern, Crispin doesn't speak. And I know he didn't mean to insult your little sister." Ellis stated. "He was lost in his thoughts."

"Fucking creep... were you thinking about the bride on her fucking wedding day?" Vern spat, his words just a little slurred. Shit. Oh, he was drunk. Crispin was fucked.

"Vern... Vern, what's going on?" The bride asked, scared.

"This little shit wants to get in your pants!" Vern glared at Crispin.

"No... no, Vern, he wasn't thinking of her!" Ellis cut in. He liked drama, but he wasn't going to ruin any marriages. "He was thinking about how nice it would be to read in here."

"You fucking expect me to believe that?" Vern rolled his eyes.

"Vern, it's true." Odie insisted.

"Maybe it's what he's saying to you, but that doesn't make it the truth!" Vern growled. No, no one was going to talk Vern down at this poin.

"Vern, think about who we're talking about for a minute. This is Crispin. He doesn't have it in him to insult anyone." Odie pointed out.

"Well..." Donny countered. Odie mouthed a 'not helping' to him.

"Not to their face." Vern grumbled, eyes trained on Crispin. Crispin hated this. But... he couldn't find his voice. At this point, if he could he would.

"Listen, Vern, there's like... literally nothing to insult." Donny shrugged. "I mean, sure, the whole look was a little... old."

"Is that what you called my little sister with your fancy little hand dancing? Did you call her old?" Vern glared at Crispin. Crispin shook his head.

"Old can be beautiful." Aubrey tried. "That's why we study history. There's a lot of beauty in the past."

"Vernie, I was going for a historic wedding." The bride told him. "That was a compliment!"

"Stop trying to fucking vouch for him!" Vern snapped at everyone.

"Vern, enough!" Desmond demanded. "Put Crispin down!"

"No!" Vern shook his head. He focused on Crispin again. "You little shit... no one gets to insult my little sister."

And with that, Vern threw the first punch. It his square in the jaw. Crispin yelped, and everyone gasped. Ellis looked absolutely scandalized- which was a fact Crispin wasn't entirely sure why he'd noticed but he was a bit out of it. His brain was focusing on a lot of weird things. Like how weird Dr. Edwards' laugh was. He was snapped back again when Vern threw another punch. Crispin tried to block it... to no avail. He dodged a third punch. Then Crispin was slammed onto the table... and that was all that Crispin could really remember clearly. He remembered he'd started fighting back in self defense. he hated to, and it hadn't done much good, but... he had to do something. He remembered everyone- including the bride- begging Vern to stop. But... Vern was pissed. Like, drunk and very angry. He was an angry drunk to begin with. It was just Crispin who had gotten his anger that night. He should've known better than to drink at his sister's wedding.

Anyways, they fought until he literally knocked Crispin out. Crispin remembered waking up very briefly in Dr. Edwards' office, but it was late and he was tired so he just went back to sleep. The next day when he woke (still in Dr. Edwards' office) Odie was sitting on the bed beside him and dabbing at something on his face. Or maybe he was cleaning it. God, his face was so tender. Were those stitches? Shit, how bad had things gotten? Crispin groaned quietly. He didn't like this. He had a massive headache- and he hadn't even had a drop of alcohol. It seemed Vern had had enough for the both of them. He'd kind of hoped that the night before had been a nightmare. But here he was. His jaw was killing him... which meant Dr. Edwards probably hadn't given him any pain meds. Odie smiled softly, being a bit gentler.

"Hey, Cris." Odie sighed. "Sorry about last night... we tried. But... I guess the groom got Vern's favourite beer in for the wedding. We didn't really think anything of it until... well, you know what happened."

'Did I win?' Crispin tried to sign. But his right arm was really sore.

"No... no you did not." Odie chuckled softly. "Hey, don't sign if you don't need to. You bent your wrist back trying to punch Vern last night."

'O-H G-O-D (Oh God)' Crispin fingerspelled, before starting to laugh. 'I A-M S-U-C-H A W-I-M-P (I am such a wimp)'

"No, Crispy... you're just a bit smaller than Vern." Odie chuckled along with him. He cupped Crispin's face gently, dabbing a few final tiems above Crispin's eyebrow. "You just lay back and relax. I'm going to take care of you."

"Is he in here?" A voice called in. Crispin tried to sit up and found that he was very sore. That made sense. Vern had kicked the shit out of him. He laid back down. Now he understood what Odie had meant when he said he should lay back and relax. Odie turned his head, sighing before letting go of Crispin and standing up.

"Yeah, he's here." Odie sighed. "Cris, it's Vern."

"Hey..." Vern bit his lip. he came and sat on the bed. Crispin immediately tensed, still a bit scared. "Hey... I am so sorry for this."

'It's okay.' Crispin tried to sign.

"He says it's okay." Odie translated.

"I took it way too far... man, I was so drunk... and my hangover is terrible." Vern sighed. "But like... I'm guessing it's nothing compared to what you're going through. God, I am so sorry..."

"It's fine." Crispin sighed. "Really."

"Hey, you don't have to do that." Vern told him. "I was so out of line, asking you to talk... and assuming that you thought my sister was ugly... man, I was a total idiot."

"Well, that's what too much alcohol will do." Odie chided.

"Yeah..." Vern agreed. "Listen, I just wanted to be sure you're okay... I know I can get really intense when I'm fighting."

"It'll take him time to recover, but... he'll be fine." Dr. Edwards slurred from where he was slumped over in the corner.

"Good." Vern sighed in relief, looking over Crispin again. "When you're feeling better, you come by the butcher shop. I'll give you anything you want."

'You don't need to.' Crispin signed.

"He says you don't need to." Odie translated.

"Yeah I do." Vern chuckled. "Just take it, okay bud?"

'Fine.' Crispin signed.

"He gave in." Odie told Vern.

"Hey, I've been meaning to ask... last night got me thinking... would one of you mind teaching me how to talk with the hand thing?" Vern asked.

"I can show you how to sign." Odie nodded. "Ellis, Donny, Rita and Sybilus also sign if you ever need help."

‘S-Y-B-I-L-U-S signs?’ Crispin blinked. 

“Yeah! He went nonverbal for a while when he was younger, remember?” Odie smirked. He looked back at Vern. “Anyways... any of us would be happy to teach you. Just ask, any time.”

"Thanks." Vern smiled softly. He got up, heading for the door. "Well, I'll leave you two to it. Feel better soon, Crispin. I am so sorry."

'It's okay.' Crispin chuckled.

"He says it's okay." Odie smiled.

"Okay, bud, you're coming with me." Vern sighed, scooping up a somehow already drunk Dr. Edwards.

"But I'm gonna miss the good part!" Dr. Edwards whined. "Wanna stay until they kiss!"

"Not happening." Vern rolled his eyes, smirking. he called back to Odie and Crispin as he left. "Bye guys!"

Crispin waved.

"Well that was nice of him." Odie smirked. climbing to lay next to . "I like Vern."

'M-E T-O-O W-H-E-N H-E-S S-O-B-E-R (Me too when he's sober).' Crispin teased, fingerspelling so he could rest his arm.

"Which is most of the time." Odie chided teasingly.

'Y-E-A-H. (Yeah)' Crispin chuckled. He sighed. "Thanks for doing this."

"Well... you're a lot of trouble, but you're cute... which kind of makes up for it." Odie teased. "So I guess I don't mind so much."

'Y-O-U K-N-O-W Y-O-U L-O-V-E M-E (You know you love me)' Crispin rolled his eyes, grinning like an idiot.

"Yeah. I do." Odie shrugged, equally as teasing. He leaned in and gently kissed Crispin, who blushed. "Maybe it's a good thing that we're teaching him how to sign so that this doesn't happen again."

Crispin couldn't have said it better himself.

[gridoc]

gridoc hcs,,,, 2!!!

these are set in a77 arc cause it gives best opportunity for them

grian was heading back to his base during the evening, he needed like somethings from his base and KNOWING it will take 87 years to find them he decided to just spend the night back at his base anyway.

he been mostly sleeping in a smelly camper van that was filled itself w the brim beside two even smeller camper vans   

[even smellier, all of them are smell the same amount of no showering but grian likes to tell himself that he smells just a lil less]

so going back to his base to resupply and also shower w/o shame is a great move 

so, flying back to his base he passes over a77 as a shortcut and sees doc working on something

he wanted to go annoy him a bit but also a77 so he kinda decided that maybe the possibility of getting shot down was not grat fun

but he did just drop some flowers as he was flying past and the sound of ‘you damn hippie from across town

a d honestly im realising that i might end up writing a fic w 2 much pre context so cut to the chase to the fluffy bits 

BOI COMES BACK, morning tiem. and he is resupplied and as he flies across he realises that the project that doc been working last night

was nearly done.

which, unless he worked overnight that wouldnt be possible seeing the scale of that thing

but grian knew that doc will just shout him away, so. he decided not to be a hippie

and ever so prepared he left the job to the man in the chicken costume

he did ressuply on eggs last night too

so, Doc groggily continued, stubbornly as usual

an egg hit the back of his head

and then another

and another

poultry man was here to save the day!!

doc next thing he knew was covered in eggs, and honestly thats not a good luck for an a77 employee 

this honestly let him go change and shower and relax. it was a convenience hidden in an inconvenience

so he does, fresh new suit on and a bit of a cleaning break. and when he comes to the build a mysterious hippie has shown up with a basket 

doc obvsiously puts 2 and 2 togethere and decides for once to ‘forget’ to warning of no hippies 

especially seeing the happy smile of one as he saw him approaching

grian got some vegetables and fruits from the hippie garden and under the ruse of ‘we have too much’ the two spent a nice morning togethere eating the fruit&veg and talking

and grian spent consciously each conversation away from any projects so doc isnt reminded to go back to them. 

they sit around on the airplane runway by the end and softly talking

grian does most of the talking as doc listens w a soft smile

a loud yawn interrupts grian and before he knows it doc leans his head against him and falls asleep

he did spent all night working after all. 

grian decides to stay there until he wakes up, and as hes waiting also falls asleep leaning too on doc

a bit later he wakes up back in his camper van and when asking the other hippies what happened there was just knowing smiles and a 

‘oh nothing, doc brung you back. something about trespassing’

was all needed to make grian blush

grian wasnt really used to the idea of sleeping alone. Alone in a bed its fine he can endure but alone in a big base ??? why did he do this to himself, huge base in the middle of the ocean cut away from people. big brain moment fo sure

[back in yhs he had 2 other people in the same house/room as him] [evo taurtis was close by even if he had to endure his solemn alone for the first few months]

so first it was mumbo, which w their already history friendship was more than fine w it.

then iskall who was first concerned and mumbo was unavailable so grian decided he was the next best option

and honestly who doesnt like cuddling ?? 

so, mostly he would break into the architects bases and sometimes they would just wake up w him there and after the umpteeth time it was to be expected

and then it was hippie time and grian really didnt have a quick way to get to either of the bases

and as much as he likes ren and impulse. they smell.

then he remembered someone else in the area

area77 to be exact

quickly flying over he found doc inside one of the hangers, laying down looking over some blueprints on a makeshift bed and dude

he looked cuddly

tall and strong = muscles = basically pillows

its free real estate

his foxes were sleeping near him, and one of them immediately yapped seeing him

there was a bit of shouting as Doc was obvs back to his ‘no fun [hippies] ‘ attidude before at the end blurting out a ‘what do you want?’

grian when telling other hermits he wanted to snuggle never felt embarrassed

but now he was

‘uh’

‘i’

‘i just wanted to ask if u wanted to cuddle’

akward laugh

doc blinked like 20 times hearing this w a soft ‘oh’ and a bit of blush on his organic side

‘well ok’ he layed back down and raised the blanket a bit to like say ‘come on’ 

this time it was grians turn to blink 50 times a second

and he was much less composed and his mind was screaming to leave but he walked over anyway

layed down beside down and doc let the blanket go covering them both

grian leaned his head on docs chest and doc put his arm around him

[AND HE WAS RIGHT DOC IS CUDDLY]

And god the two were so red both of them, akward messes but after a few seconds they moved closer and moved about so its comfortable for both and fell asleep

then from that point every once in a while grian would pop in for evenings and for the first few times he had to seek doc out 

then slowly it became once a week to, twice a week, every second day and eventually grian muscle memory would just fly him out in the evening to a77 

where doc would make sure to be in one place- and actually sarted putting more pillows and blankets in one place to sleep there each night.

grian would find doc staying awake waiting for him. and when grian slid into his arms immiedietly crashing

grian also made sure to be on time, although w the architechs he would show up sometimes when they were already asleep he liked talking to doc before or seeing his smile when he showed up

and each time they would lay down and just sink into eachother as both of their shoulders relaxed and breaths slowed down- grian had butterflies in his stomach

[entoman-created-by-the-tallgreys]

fuck it ..... LET’s DO THE TIME WARp AGAIN !!! ⏱

aka rocky Horror ... the Movie ! 

N o w  u  See, if all of thsi Shit the G Ray’s Told me n i Told All. 

Doesn’t Happen. Maybe i’ll Get Lucky and find a Time Machine and Warp into the FAR FAR future .... just to say fuck it and see what Happen’s Next LIGHT !!! YEAR’S BEYOND Mu Life Span .....  

i don’t give a fuck if i don’t Belong there AND ! OR if i’m fucking up the field’s of Energy in the universe MY TIME ZONE ... SUCKED !!! 

If the Grays fucked it all Up, i Don’t Dear, life a Life of Horror, rot and decay. FUCK THAT .... i’ll do what i can see if i can fine any one on the earth look for test Subject to Try out time Device on .... and Maybe ... just maybe i’ll get lucky and get to Warp far, far ! into Earth’s future .... 

[ i Only, hope thay either Can or Speak English, of the 21 Century Version ] 

[ Other Wise, i’m fuck and i’ll be a Babbling Fool, A Unintelligible idiot Spewing Out a Dead Language ... So it would = Word Salad  ] 

[ Oh ! the fucking Horror ] 

Any, Way ... i f  t h e G r a y ’ s  A g e n d a .... fail’s .... I GOT !!!! to find, Some Way to Get either out of Earth or GET THE FUCK OFF OF THE TIEM ZONE !!! FUK THIS PLACE !!! 

no Age of fire, never going to find, My Kin and the agenda is dead and most people Won’t Notice a thing. .... Also Horror ... 

My Point is .... i to a Point See the Gray’s as royally fucked ... thay May Got Giant ship’s but thay also got 99% dead gene’s and most of There body is Robotic  and Undead, Cloned flesh. it Tis Insectoid .... but it’s Undead and that is One reason thay Stink ..... there flesh is not really “Alive” to a Point i Wonder if it is Synthetic ... 

And if Some one Want’s to Argue there not Undead .. ok them .... there Extremely, extremely ... just Very Extremely Unhealthy ! ... not Undead just Leading a World record for alive and wile being the most Unhealthy .... 

Any Way ..... i Hear C.E.R.N Has got a time Machine and so do the C.I.A at Area 51. Maybe i’ll be able to get there. 

it’s Either Cide ..... Sui 

or time Machine ... and i Rather go with the fucking time Machine .... oh FUCK YA ... 

... trust me, if there is a Will ... there is a Way. and i Swear to fucking god, i Don’t Just Want to throw my Life Away .... 

becuz the world in my time HAS !!! Nothing 4 me ... it is a Alien Shit hole full of fucking Idiot’s .... 

that Get Pissed at you alot no matter what u do ... so that = Bad temper .... 

Yah ! i Need to find Some one with a fucking, Way out of thsi world and i don’t Mean drug’s .... and if it dose happen i Wonder wtf the Year Earth 5000 would be like or 20′000 Year’s into the Future !!! 

OR HELL !!! FUCK 100′000′000  Year’s in the future !!! 

I’ll Go here .... i Wanna Kno wtf Happen’s ... 

No 1 Back in My Time will believe me what i see but fuck it ... if i Can get there and the agenda is a flop, i’ll just Stay in the future take my shit and Leave. 

[sharpieismywarpaint]

RULEZ! answer 21 questions, then tag 21 ppl!

YAY BEST DAY EVAR WUT ANSWERING USELASS KWESTIUNS IS MY FAVORITE HOBBY XOXOXO 4 TAGGING ME @xxadam-antidotexx​

nickname: “ummm... Y r u eating all teh eggo wafflez at teh afterskewl committee PLZLEAVETHX X0″ i lubs this 1 cuz its what errybody is always saying 2 me. If u donut want 2 call me my official name (Mike Krotch B-]) then U can also call meh shaggy 2 dope

zodiac: capricorn.. according 2 all youze tumblr astrology posts im supposed 2 B the serious 1?? BOO bitch moan whine wut.

height: 5'3 but i stand next 2 short pepuls all the time so that i l00k taller i’m sumthing of a genious B]

last movie i saw: beverly hills chihuahuas It’s on FXX rn & the mexican chihuahua just said oh my tacos to the beverly chihuahua omg. I kno its just cuz they legits couldnt figure out how else to make it obvious itza poc-puppy but i am seriousleh considurring incorperating OH MY TACOS! into meh everyday vocab. GET CABLE BEYOTCHEZ!

last thing i googled: spitfire 99a 52mm. (Thos R my skateboard wheel measurements cuz i broke mah old 1s. o well at least it sounds badass on teh internets, gaiz?)

favourite musician: mindless self indulgence. JIMMY PEE MAN IZ dOpE.

song stuck in my head: rich girl gwen stafanafani cuz its in the beverly hills chihuahua soundtrack & iZ playing rn. also coco jambo becuz some1 had that as her autoplay on her blog..

other blogz: i have my main & my art blog i-dee-kay if i alreddy linked teh art blog on here or sumthing butt its @tonyhawkofficial 

followerz: 727 oh gawd i barely evan look at my follower count cuz numburrs stress me out but dat iz a LOT i mean i culd organize a rave or sumthing IRL <3

following: 179 & even then most of it iz inactive blogs Ono

amount of sleep: ~7h butt dubble that on the weekends. ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

lucky number: 13 perHAPS. it iz just 2 spookay.

dream job: ceo of a powerful companey and i ware cat eye glasses all the time and throw money at people who want it while driving around in mah honda civic and I also have a feather boa but when midnite strikes my secret identitty is a really good glostick raver and i come to yur party and rave teh nite away with ppl on ecstacy or sumthing & then I go olone into teh desert and turn into mathematical equations. Plz & thankyouse. 

what im wearing: shirt I got when I went 2 florida a century ago i wuz like 9 years it has a gator on it & these orange parachute pants they look EXACTLY like the 1s christina wears in the genie in a bottle video let me show yu gaiz these bootaykicking pants later 2day okai!

favourite food: OMG TUMBLR RESET TEH NUMBERS!! F U TUMBLR!!!! O ya and while I’m at it WHY DIDN’T I GET TEH MEMO DAT I WUZ TAGGED IN SUMTHING UNTIL I CHACKED MEH ACTIVITY GRAPH MEHSELVES, HMMMMMM?? Listen Tumblrs U  R really addiction central sumtimes but U SUCKS! n. e. way have yu gaiz ever had a white castle slider... I luuubs the jalepeno ones. O yesh. Also reeses (which iz also meh favorite malcolm in the middle character which i watched the entirety of dis week 4 sum gawrshdang reason, YAY!)

language: english (JK, ive actaully been faking it this whole tiems :D), korean, rellay crappy fijian evan though I spent meh whole childhood thare WUT? a little french hon hon hon & spanish 

can i play an instrument: i can plink a mean piano... but mostleh the guitar. Trying 2 learn sum lemon demon songs on there cuz knowledge is power!? I can serenade U with a sublime song or sum nirvana songs if U liek.

favourite song: the chaccaron maccaron song XDDD. Um forreal I dont wanna say sum msi song becuz i am feeling UNPREDICTABUL 2nite how about ravers fantasy by tune up its like teh classic? Or maybe teh entirety of the first happy 2B hardcore CD idk i alwaez just listen to teh whole album in 1 go & pretend its just 1 song anywai. Happy 2b hardcore roolz guys liek anabolic frolics entire discography i mean relly hamana hamana.

random fact: in 2012 I met 1 of teh kids who yelled aye aye captain in teh spongebob theme song OMG cray-zee i wuz liek OH U KID, TIGER!! but his dad worked on spengebeb so yea he relly did do it frickin ruled

describe yourself using aesthetic things!: a-aesthetic thing... dafuq is an aestheitc thing? Kittehs. Boobies. Winamp mp3s. Randumz pandumbs. Kandi. Glostix. KANDI KANDI KANDEEEHH. Wheeee. IDK WHAT 2 DU HERE I AM SHAMEFACED D:

i tag: @tyleroakley @trishapaytas @bob (not a real gai I just luvs teh name bob. Beb.) @amelia-lb <--- porn bot that just followed meh that i have 2 applaud for persistence & ANYBODEH READING THIS RN OKIE i freaking lubs haveing an xCuse 2 do these things.

SORRZ IF I RUINED UR DASH 4EVER! KLOVECHUBAI KISSIES & GLOMPZ ^^^ <---(kawaii triclops)

[swayinghummingbirds]

i feel like i need to blog more stuff out of me to research my own thoughts ignore me or help me either is welcomed. 

so like i was diagnosed with mdd , panic/anxiety disorder so i know how it goes and how it feels and all that jazz. used to be on medication and not for almost two years. i can usually cope well since while i was on medication ifound many ways to do so. but now ive come across season affective disorder and i gotta say i am not a fucking fan. i cant bring myself to do the coping mechanisms because im fucking cold and there is no sun ever.  

this time last year i felt the exact same way and almost moved back to fl but didnt want to give up on tn yet. but im wondering is it maybe time to give up on it? i have no family here. and my family is expanding and growing without me. which makes it worse. 

ive been where i am for almost a year now and its been good. but there are no sidewalks like anywhere? im so tired of sharing walls. sure, its a townhouse and its pretty big and two floors and fire place but my neighbors are so annoying and for some reason in tennessee so many people think its absolutely okay to let their dogs out with leashes? 

knoxville is a really cool city and ive loved living here but idk if i can stand the winter. and its just a mild winter, idk how yall in the north handle it. i see now why when i moved abck to pa for 8 months my mom had it by the time march came around and we moved back to fl. 

a part of me feels like i might even just get bored with where i am after a certain amount of time considering how i was brought up. i have moved 17 times, which is wild for a child. probably why i have a hard time making friends too. 

tried leaving work yesterday after i got my list done (usually isnt a problem for my manager but the ass. manager always fights me with it). i told him three times i already had 2 1/2 hours of overtime and ill be leaving when im finished but bitch never listens to me and acts like he didnt hear me say it to his damn face.Usually i ask just to be polite and make sure but this time im telling him. kind of snapped on him because the day before i just cried all fucking day and had that feeling in my stomach and felt the same way when i woke up. old me would have called out, one because the position i was in was easily fillable but now im actually needed so i go to do my job and if i get done early that means im working my ass off and sweating like a pig to get done three hours early. (and the girl who does the work on the two days im off never gets the shit down or sets the room or anything up in order to have a good morning because the whole thing is very time sensitive and its very frustrating. also she called out like three times this week and made my week shittier than it needed to be.) like bitch no that doesnt mean i want to stay and help with other things after exerting so much energy that i dont even have in myself to begin with. so anyways i cried and then the manager came and talked to me and was understanding because he is aware of my mental health issues and i forgot steve- the ass manager (assistant manager , but also ass because he can be an ass) was not aware. so all in all i talked to my manager and told him and he was very supportive and then i went to apologize to steve and he reassured me i was valued and adored here which was nice. and i had to basically tell him if im trying to leave early it usually means because im feeling like a crazy bitch whos on the break of a mental breakdown so. quit fighting me. 

so anyways. 

even if i did move back fl ive finally gotten myself where i wanted to be in my job but i guess if it was meant to be the universe will take care of it just like it did when we moved here. 

a week before almost moving back to fl my grandparents came to visit and we were in crossville, which is the half way point from here to where we were living at the time and i was like hey lets try knoxville and the next day we went to look at apartments and as we were looking this place went up for rent almost as if the universe here, ask and you shall receive. because i was only looking at places that was in between the three stores that we could have possibly transferred to because i had no idea which one it was going to be i just new it was going to happen. and then when trying to transfer we my fiancees assistant manager knew the manager at this store here and said that he would take both of us and needed help in the area i wanted to be in and i was like wow amazing its all working out. and it did and it was great and then it got cold. and then holidays came. and birthdays came. and i ive learned so much about myself and i feel like yes i needed this part of my life. and now im not sure if istill need it. 

we have a vision of owning a little home a nice big plot of land near the mountains with a spring and creek on site with woods around. if we kept it up and really searched when the time came yeah im feel like we could find it. but what if i still feel this way when were there? then weve bought a home and it would be harder to get rid of. i have a vision of my own business with yoga. i find myself in capable of moving between the months of decemeber and march. then what. even when i get on to the mat i cant get into the flow. 

and what if we move back to fl. would he resent me for giving up on our dreams? will i be tired of people demanding my time and energy? will i bitch about the heat all the time and the fact that neighbros are every where? probably, yes, yes, and yes. 

but will i resent him for not moving back to spend our lives with our families? will i resent myself for not listening to the feeling in my stomach? or would i resent myself if i did listen to that feeling and gave up on the mountainous dreams. 

i know we would welcomed back with opened arms and i know not many would miss us here. 

the mountains are beautiful and so mystical when there. i wonder how it would be to live there. i always end up feeling so creeped out at some point of hikes because i feel like something is watching us, and i know there is, there is always is whether its and animal or a spirit. but sometimes those spirits, or beings, are just so strong of a force. what if we bought a property with one of those that wouldnt be able to make peace with us? i always imagined if we ended up with a property with strong entities then we would make peace and ring singing bowls and plant luscious plants for them. but what if they hate it all. and what if our neighbors down the street end up being cannabilistic cult people? what if some animal tried to maul my dog (which already happens frequently, shes a chihuahua everything is out to get her). what if something happens at oak ridge? i had no idea i was living next to a giant nuclear power plant thing. 

but then its like okay what if theres a giant hurricane that tears my house down (i had a tree fall on my house during matthew which is one reason why we left) or the storm sturge sweeps my house away. trey is scared of tsunamis, not that one has happened there probably ever, idk but it is a weird fear of his. surprisingly tornados do happen in tn too. 

and a day like today, where trey is working all day and i have the day off. there isnt much to do. its cold out so i cant sit on my patio for a few hours like i would in the summer. i dont like to go shopping. i dont have a friend to hang out with, which is my own fault people im really not a big people person. i have hung out with a couple a few tiems, and idk ij ust would rather not. but if i were in fl i could go hang out with my brother, or treys sister, or the few friends i have there. or go to the beach and sit on my own, because its not fucking weird to sit alone there and usually you dont have to worry about getting mugged. i cant go to the parks here on my own. i cant take my dog for walks around here because there are no side walks and people just look shady af everywhere. 

when i went to visit for my brothers wedding in october i realized how i did not appriciate the plant life naturally around all year round when i lived there for 11 years. i guess mostly because it wasnt until two years ago that i really got in to plants but omg i cant stop imagining what our yard would look like if we were in aplace where things could just be outside all year round. i would take cuttings of my plants andjust put them every where have my own little tropical paradise in my front and back yard. 

i know this all is really sounding one sided atm but this time last year i was having the exact same visions and the exact same thoughts. and i thought about how what if my brother has kids and im up here well hello here we are now and thats happening. i feel like i need to be there. theres even a house for sale on the same street as him and all i could was fantasize what i would do to the house and how i would baby sit for them and be able to see my dog that i left with him because ultimately she was is but we co owned her together and just to be there. and be with my mom. shes living in orland with her boyfriend and i feel like the fact shes goingt o be a grandmother might sway him into moving closer, she hates the city and i imagine shes just as depressed as i am to be away and to be in a city where you dont feel safe to go outside alone. we are creatures of nature and both pisces and very sensitive to everything. 

and what if trey and i have a baby at some point? we have no one here to help us. i was thinkg about how our wedding date is a year and like two months away and i have no one here to help me plan. and for a long itme i always imagined myself getting married at this place called sugar mill gardens, a botanical garden that i had always loved in my home town there. when trey and i got together we would pokemon go there and take clippings, and i still have those plants today. but then this new vision came where we would get married on our future property. i feel like we are still a long way away from buying a house here though. idk if we would be there in time. and since we went back in october all i can think about is getting married in sugar mill. he reproposed to me when we were there and that was so sweet and just made me want to be there instead for it. 

this is very long but these are my constant thoughts that all happen at once and it feels nice to get them out to piece them together and not feel so overwhelmed with all them at one time in layers upon layers of thoughts. sometimes my vision even goes out and i dissociate and just work blurred vision cross eyed for ten minutes, who knows maybe its an hour. im back there by myself for eight hours a day idk. 

[riddleriddle3-blog]

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[ask-the-giant-clown]

How would Pennywise react to his s/o having a thick european accent? Like a German or Russian accent. And maybe even slips back into their mother tongue without realising. Also, I LOVE your art! The way to draw Penny-boi makes me wanna hug him :3

Oh my! Thank you so much

How would Pennywise react to an s/o who is having a thick european accent? 

oH MY GOD HE WOULD LOVE IT

but at first Pennywise would be like “WHAT?“ 

He will shut up when you speak 24/7

hE THINKS YOU ARE ADORABLE AF

Probably wants you to tell him jokes (he definitely wants you to tell him jokes) 

rip to anyone who mocks your accent

wiLL MIMIC YOUR ACCENT TO SEE WHAT IT’S LIKE

You sometimes accidentally slip back into your motherlanguage while speaking anD IT MAKES HIM GO NUTS BECAUSE HELL HE LOVES IT

Wants you to teach him your language 

Messes up speaking your language

“Y/N, what does that mean?“ 

Wants you to tell him about your Homeland

cAN’T HANDLE YOUR ADORABLENESS AND WILL HUG YOU EVERY TIEM

Clingy af

Plus lil oneshot because hECK I FELT LIKE IT                                                                    

“Y/N? What is this Book about?” The clown asked, holding up a red book with golden colored edges. “That’s an old story tale book back from my old home.“  As soon as you started to explain, Pennywise couldn’t hold back a smile.      "Can you read it to me?” Pennywise was skipping through the book eagerly , looking at the old fashioned arts and drawings that were to be seen on some of it’s pages. “I could,” you laughed “But I bet you wouldn’t understand a thing.” When turning to look at him your eyes met the blue, puppy eyed ones of the tall bean. You froze in place but soon gave in anyway. “Okay okay I’ll read it to you.” Once you have had finished your previous activities you sat next to him and started reading out loud. Pennywise paying as much attention as he could to you, loving to hear your voice and accent. After you’ve read two stories to him you closed the book, huffing out of exhaustion for reading so much out loud, not being used to it. You leaned back a bit and closed your eyes, the happenings of the stories you’ve just read still playing in your head like a movie. “Y/N..?” You heard him calmly ask, you hummed in response. “I didn’t understand a single word.”

You both laughed.

[the-energon-hole]

Hey there! I need some cheering up-had a horrid day..Figured I'd request some cute fluff head canons. If you don't mind, could I maybe get some TFP Smokes with an S/O fluff? Honestly if you don't get around to this its fine too. I love your blog :)

Smokescreen

-The thing with Smokescreen was that he was a little bit more reserved with his emotional attachment with you- not that he was outright afraid of his emotions, but they were new to hi and he was afraid of saying or doing something stupid to mess up all the stuff you two have done together. He loves all the time you get to spend together, but he loves all the mundane stuff the most- and that sounds so cheesy there is no way he can say it out loud. He loves driving you to the grocery store to let you pick up the food and junk to sustain you for the week- he thought it was interesting to see what your likes and dislikes was in foods, despite the fact he would never really understand what taste was to humans. He loves to pick you up and drop you off at work, to bid you farewell before you started a hard day of work nd to see your tired face when you come back to make sure he can place a smile back upon it no matter how hard your job was that day. He loved taking you on long car rides where you complain about how much you hate certain things, or how much you love certain things- he just loved your conversations and he just enjoyed your company. He found that in the times you two don’t do anything significant, were the times you learned more and more about each other- it was nice, it was why he always volunteered to be your personal chauffeur all the time. No, he can’t say that outloud, that sounds so stupid! He will just keep it to himself and just enjoy you when you are at your most stressed- which is going somewhere to get something done.

-You sometimes hated how you had such a tight schedule, between work and chores, there was rarely any time for yourself or your Smokescreen- it felt unfair and unbalanced. It always seemed like he doesn’t mind so much the little tiem you got to spend together, but it made you a little miffed thinking about it. This was why you decided to take a bit of a break from your job, you were lucky enough to work for a company that your job would be there when you came back- it was one of the perks of working for a small company that relies on the hard work you put into it every day. You wouldn’t tell dear Smokey about it yet, not until you got him to drive you far away- maybe to the next town over for some relaxing camping or something you two can do together in the desert. It would be a fun surprise to hear him ask the constant question”ok, but why are we going here” and you will say “don’t worry about it, just drive”. Once you arrive where you need to go, you would say “Surprise, nerd!” or something like that, and laugh because Smokescreen wouldn’t see it coming- he was bad at predicting surprises after all. It would be a nice weekend between just the two of you, no war and no work to get in the way of each others time.

-During this weekend away, it would appear once it was revealed, Smokescreen had some plans of his own. He was planning to try and kiss you for the first time- but the time never felt right when you two were on such a tight schedule every day, this break could be his chance! He would take it, and he wouldn’t be an overgrown youngling about it! He was an accomplished soldier and was close to being a prime once! A little kiss shouldn’t be that hard- he hoped, anyway. Back to the timing, the timing has to be right, it has to be perfect and romantic and memorable… but that doesn’t look like it could happen, as everything that could have gone wrong with this camping trip has- there was no warm and cozy fire and there was no tent for you to sleep in. The fire logs won’t light no matter how hard you tried, and the tent you tried to pitch ended up ripping in more place than could be salvaged. So much for this perfect getaway- and as you sat in the middle of a cold forest, you felt something warm touch your lower back. It was Smokescreen placing his servo on your back, and when you turned to ask what he was doing, you felt him plant his lips quickly on your mouth. It came and went- and he pulled away so quickly and began apologizing before you could even utter a simple word to him. You laughed at his nervous apologies and shaky demeanor- you loved it, and it was the best part of your night.

[darkness-writes-stuff]

Random NatZa....

~*It had been days since Natsu last visited the guild, having left for reasons unknown to the Titania*~

Erza: .... *Stares at her strawberry cheesecake*

Jellal: What's the matter? You haven't touched a bit of it since you got it.

Erza: No... it's fine... just... *picks up a fork, takes a bit of the cake and eats a piece* \\It just... doesn't taste the same... like somethings missing\\

Jellal: I forgot to mention, The Council is 'willing' to give another chance, considering that my previous years of service weren't for naught.

Erza: Oh... so that means...?

Jellal: Not officially, but... Considering my past services they're iwllling to reinstate me. Of course I'll be under watchful eyes until then but...

Erza: ...

Jellal: Erza? Is something the matter....?

Erza: N-no! That's great... thing's are... looking up... \\this is great right?... I mean, things are finally.... \\

~*After putting up a front, she continued to eat her cake as best she could, not wanting to arose suspicion. While she managed to finish it, there was a sense of empty satisfaction, something foreign. After Jellal had left, involving councilwork, the Titania was left alone trying to figure the strange empitness that formed around*~

Mira: Oh?~ You're still here? n___n I thought you'd be long gone by now~ *cleaning up the bar*

Erza: What makes you say that? <_____< Is it wrong that a person like me is still here in their own Guild?

Mira: Of course not~ It's just with the 'love of your life' safely around, I figured you'd be spending more tiem catching up~

Erza: N-no... Jellal.... he's busy with councilwork... and I... well. It's just...

Mira: Someone doesn't seem to be happy~ *leans over the counter, propping herself up by her elbows, cupping her face in her hands*

Erza: Of course I am!.... It's just.... *sighing* It's been too quiet lately... and I don't know why but my cake hasn't been tasting so great...

Mira: It's quiet? :o I haven't noticed~. Hmm... *thinks, pondering* Well~ Natsu hasn't been popping around, so maybe that's why it's been so quiet?

Erza: I know!... Usually he's make some mess... or noise... or cause 'something'!... and... I dunno... it's been far too quiet...

Mira: Well, it's probably for the best~ *stretches out* Poor little guy,

Erza: Wait! So you know where he is?! Tell me!

Mira: Nuh-uh~ *waves her finger* Natsu made me promise not to say a word~ \\Though... I may have said a little too much already ^_______^;;;\\

Erza: Mira.... Tell me. *Glares*

Mira: Nope~ *smiles innocently* <3

Erza: Why?! I'm his teammate... and his friend... and----

Mira: You can't boss him around anymore, Erza~ You can't keep treating him like your piece of cake, only wanting him around when its convenient or when 'you' want it around, then just drop it away when you're done with it.

Erza: ...It's not like that...

Mira: We--.... *caught off, as she sees him waltz into the Guild* Oh dear....

Erza: ...?... *turns to see Natsu walking in* Natsu!... *rushes*

Natsu: ...Fuck, I thought you'd be gone by now.... Listen... I'd uh... I'd love to stand by and chat (Not really...) but I think.... *tries to run off, but is pulled back by the end of his scarf* Aackk! What the hell!?

Erza: Why are you trying to run off? *keeping a firm hold of his scarf* You tell MIRA of all people what's going on, but not me? I thought--....

Natsu: For the love of... It's because I can't! Erza... *taking the moment to rip the scarf away, tumbling onto the ground* Ack...

Erza: What... do you mean...?

Natsu: I can't... I can't be around you anymore.... *tenses just thinking about* At first... I thought it'd be fine... but before I knew it.... It just got painful... watching your back turn... making your way back over... I left because if I stayed, I'd only try to find a point to ruin what makes you 'happy'... I don't know why... watching you be with him... after everything... it just...

Erza: ...Natsu... what are you... *eyes widen* are you...

Natsu: *shakes his head, fixes the scarf around his neck* Goodbye... Erza...  I really do wish the best for you... *turns around walks away*

Erza: ...Natsu...?

~*Lost in disbelief, she fell back into one of the seats trying to process everything that had happened. In a single moment, she felt her world come to a screeching halt. slowly, before starting to crack. Days would pass by, Weeks. Until...*~

~Sitting in the Guild, everything seemed like a normal day... until~...

Cana: Mira! What do you mean I can't bring them along?!

Mira: Just because you'll be gone, doesn't meant you won't be popping in now and then!

Erza: What's... going on?...

Cana: I'm leaving on a Century Quest... and Mira over here won't let me take a couple barrels with me for on the road!

Mira: The last thing Fiore needs is a drunken trio...ESPECIALLY from those two! <____<

Erza: Who's going?

Cana: Eehh? Gildarts is dragging both me and Natsu off.... *feeling worn out* Saying that 'with the war over, we can bond all over again' or somethin'...

Erza: ...Natsu's going?

Cana: Of course. You know he wouldn't pass up a chance! He's been dying to go on it since he first joined! xD

Erza: ...

Cana: Uh.... Erza? You're quiet.... all of a sudden.... o-o

Mira: You said the 'n' word! *Elbows the Card Mage*

Cana: A-Ah! I mean... \\...Shit...\\

*Without warning, she takes off, trying to ignore everything*

Erza: \\A Century Quest...!....He just decides to run off... ignore me... then....\\ *stops for a moment, feels her eyes to find tears dripping* ... \\No... he left because he's hurt... and because I'm hurting him... and because if he stays...\\ ... *tightens her grip* ... \\It's not fair, Natsu... you're still thinking of me... after it all, you're still doing what you can to make things work between Jellal and I...\\ Was I really that important to you,... Natsu? Then... why haven't you said anything...

*stumbles her way back, having given up*

Erza: I don't know why I keep trying.... *mumbles to herself... dragging herself to the Cake Shop* It---- *bumps into someone* S-orry! I---

Natsu: No, It's my...---- *makes eye connection* ....

*The two just stare at another, as she notices his normal 'traveling' pack, and he's simply holding a bag of sweets*

Natsu: Erza.... I....

Erza: ... *a little distraught* I heard from Cana... you're going on a Century Quest?

Natsu: Y-Yeah... *smiles a bit nervous* Thought it be nice for both of us... I'm just... no good for you right now...

Erza: ...And you're taking treats along the way? I didn't think 'big bad' Dragon King enjoyed sweets... though... I guess they're for Cana...

Natsu: Well err.... they're actually for you. *smiles a bit more nervous* I'm not sure when I'll see ya again... so... and with how things ended.... *scratches his cheek a little awkwardly, handing her the bag* Maybe you'll like them? ...I dunno...

Erza: *hesitantly takes the bag* ....This is just strawberry cheesecake *dulls her eyes at him*

Natsu: Cut me some slack! I know you like them so... ye---

Erza: *pulls him into a firm embrace* No... it means a lot...

Natsu: *averts his gaze, trying to ignore how 'happy' he felt, despite the bitterness of it* So ermm.... yeah... *notices something, feeling her shake* ...Erza? *sees that she's crying* !!! Erza! What's wrong?

Erza: Nothing... *stifles her cries...* I've been acting weird all day... You probably should head off... Cana's probably waiting...

Natsu: ... \\Just this once...\\ *Pulls her into a warm embrace* I feel bad as it is.... Leaving you when you're like this is only going to make it worse on me...

Erza: ...

Natsu: Come on....~ Smile. Be the proud strong Knight I've known to admire... That way you can protect Magnolia when I'm gone *smiles brightly at her*

Erza: ...You've admired me...?

Natsu: Of course! You're strong... kind... pretty... *rests his head against hers* Your hearts always in the right place... even if it's for dumb blueberries... You're the definition of 'strong'... a proud shining knight.

Erza: ...*bites down on her lip* ...Natsu?

Natsu: Yeah? o-o What's u----

Erza: *drops the cake to the ground, pulling him into a firm, hard kiss, tasting her tears* ... *breaks it with him softly* ....You should leave.

Natsu: *stunned...* Y-Yeah... I'll... see you...

Erza: *watches him leave.... brings her fingers to her lips* \\Sweet... delicious....\\ *watches the back of his grow smaller until he slowly began to fade* \\For the first time... I could taste my cake...\\ ....!! *tightens her fists, rushes back off*

~The Next Day~

Natsu: uuugghhh.... Do we really have to take another Train?...*wobbles around*

Cana: It's the fastest way....

Natsu: Do you even know where we're going? <______________<

Cana: Don't ask me! I'm following clumsy dad over there! *Points to Gildarts accidentally 'crashing' into trees* So... Things go well with Erza?

Natsu: Eehhh... I don't really know... *filled with exhaustion* She was crying the last time I saw her...

Cana: Boy... Look's like blueberry's gonna get a lucky rebound~ *Snickers*

Natsu: The point of this was NOT to remind me.... *dulls his gaze at her*

Cana: Oh it'll be fine! *pats his back into the ground* Besides... if you 'really' wanna forget, what say you and I ditch big guy over there and go find a bar? Who knows... maybe you'll lucky as w--- *is struck upside the head* OWww! What the he--- Erza?! *Sees the Knight standing there, exhausted with her entire luggage behind her*

Natsu: E-Erza?! What are yoou doing here? !! *alerted... looks around* 'he' isn't here is he? *grumbles*

Erza: ....No....*solemnly looks down* Jellal and I... well... things haven't been working... So I thought about joining the 'runaway' club.

Natsu: !!! Did he do something?! *hits fist against his palm* I swear... when I see that gu---

Erza: He didn't.... I did.... I realized... well... *shakes her head* We should get going *puts up a firm resolve*

Natsu: Yeah! ^_______^ Century Quest! Here we go!

Cana: Boo... *upset*

Gildarts: The more the merrier! gahahahah!

~Strolling alongside him, she watched the ray of light that beamed from behind him as the four continued on their Century Quest. She wasn't ready to tell him the other reason. But perhaps This time together, she felt they could start anew~

[daeva-agas]

AYYYYEEEEEE (ง ˙o˙)ว (ง ˙o˙)ว (ง ˙o˙)ว

I edited one of the April Fool oyaji scenes~~

Done for a Twitter poll, but it coincided with @quincette posting that special lottery story, kekekekeke

Maybe next time I will upgrade it into a CG version later

BUT YEY, OYAJI PARTY TIEM

@cottonballwithmustache 

[regalclaw]

i practice drew a Sel and her tattoo-sealed best friend, mister Water Elemental ;O 

so um, more Sel lore, but mostly its about the elemental as well so um here:

tbh the elemental would’ve tried to kill her had the village not take Sel Siyus from her parents (and said village killing Sel's parents) to use her as a vessel. the elemental wanted to end the cycle of it constantly being sealed after so many years. But when it learned wat the villagers did in order to take Sel and force her as the next vessel, it felt even more furious at them, and felt very sorry for Sel, bcuz the villagers have never done such a thing till then (to add, they r a bunch of fanatics, and Sel’s parents r not native to that village). So during the transfer process, it was able to break out and it killed several of them, along with their lead (note: leader was not a matria, and said matria was the previous vessel). This only served to anger them, and when they were finally able to seal it, they decided that they’d have to imprison Sel, so they took her to a cavern by a mountainside waterfall and kept her restrained and a decently far distance from the village ;O

Sel was just... so broken from that point on, being tortured on a weekly basis just to make sure she's too weak to break out, but at the same time keeping her alive so that the water elemental doesn't get its own way. And so it did wat it thought was best, not only for it but also for Sel; It knew that one day it will be free bcuz its pretty much an immortal being and time will tell no matter how long it will take, but Sel isn't immortal like the elemental (no shit) and she might not ever get that chance. So, it kept her company, for all those years (Sel being 13 yrs old when she was forced to be the vessel, till 24 when The Ravaging happened) in captivity, telling her some Arborian tales and recreating her fantasy-like imaginations, the ones her parents used to tell her about, via water illusions. It would comfort her after evry torture, telling her that things will be alright and that she’ll be free one day. And even after the Ravaging, its still with Sel till this time at Nexus, bcuz other than the fact that the water elemental is sealed on her (altho said seal is already weak by now), it knows she’ll be lonely again one day, and that they both only have each other for company ;O

despite her being quite a psycho and a crazy aurin who’s nearly paranoid of other aurins bcuz of her past, if anything, this Water Elemental seems to be the only one that’s keeping Sel happy and properly stable in her new life on Nexus. its pretty much the friend and family she’d ever ask for

huhu, its quite the gentlemental

( i may or may not elaborate wat is the importance of teh matria’s role as the previous vessel even tho she’s ded now and no the matria is not evil, and the significance of Sel’s prison, but atm no. maybe soontm, along with moar Sel lore ;O but then again, i need sum Faren lore too, i cri evrt tiem )

[dangit-lin-blog]

Hey there internet stranger-friendo! I hope this doesn't make you uncomfortable (and I'm really sorry if it does), and you don't have to respond to this if you don't want to, but I've been reading the tags in your posts and I just wanted to know if you're doing ok... I enjoy seeing your dank memes on my dash and it baffles me that people would be such poop-mongering butt-holes to you. I guess what I'm trying to say is that this anon supports you and thinks that you have a pretty neat blog

t h a n k y o u a n o n

it rlly means a lot to me that u take tiem out of ur busy day of being an anon to stop and share your concerns

im not really sure why im feelin dis way at all but i hope i can get over it soon. i guess im just worried that all my relationships with everyone will become like old ones if i bother them too much i guess. some of them lowkey act like her and that is v e r y c o n c e r n i n g but i also dont think they are interested in me in a romantic way (she had boyfriends but paid more attention to me than them which im sure made them as uncomfortable as me and also completely ignored me for 3 days when i said i didnt like her like that), if they are interested in me at all (which is also a mighty concern that not even my old therapist wanted to help me address). i have high hopes for my friends and hope they achieve the best in life, even if now im trying my hardest to convince them not to hurt or kill themselves every day, but i also feel like im a burden to them too, because im the one starting all the conversations and im not really involved with them as much as they are involved with eachother, probably because they think my mom is very overprotective, which she is, and dont even try to invite me to many places. i may also be extremely jealous of their ability to hold a complete conversation with eachother. every time i try it feel me and everyone else maybe feels uncomfortable and i get embarrassed every time. also i really really make an effort to cheer people up even when im not the best at using words, but they just blow it off like nothing the next day??? like i could be saying that we are all here for eachother and tomorrow they’ll say that they have no friends. i think i do that too, but since their problems are legit problems that cant all be solved with casual conversation, i dont share mine fully because i feel like im bragging half the time. i think that’s another reason why ive been trying to ignore the group chat.

this year has started out as a mess soimma hope and pray that it gets its shit together soon. dont need another 2016 now do we.

also thanks for the meem mention. i cannot always farm my memes because i never have ideas to make any. thats just a drawback from lack of involvement in the group chat i guess. t h a n k s