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Regarding the US election
This was an election I had the highest stakes in but ultimately no say once however. I am a nonbinary teenager. These next four years are supposed to be about growing up, figuring out who I am and where I stand in the world. If this election goes the way it looks like it will, I will instead have to figure out who I can safely be without endangering myself or my family.
Myself and every other teenager were forced to entrust our futures in the hands of the adults.
This message is to everyone who said "they're the same, " decided not to vote out of a misguided ego or even thought they were helping by abstaining from their fundamental privileges, to everyone who claims that economic policy outweighs human rights.
I hope you're happy with how you've used our trust.
#us elections#us politics#little bit of a rant ig#but god i hate how things are looking#pro tip: if at least half of the country are terrified by the election results#maybe its not a functioning system!!!#my heart goes out to everyone else who will be at risk if he wins#stay strong my friends#your identity#your morals#your love#those can never be taken from you#do not give them up voluntarily out of fear#we will survive whatever outcome happens#and we will do it together
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vg being like 'this isn't the south we don't have circles' you can't fool me game i remember. the circles started in nevarra.
#ooc ( bird noises )#was it occupied territory at the time? probably but so is most of orlais#its so much more complicated than 'some nations are Pure Andrastian and Bad and the others have other faiths and are good#the circles should function a little differently and i think there is#a lot of potential for interesting conflict or interactions between nevarran circles and the mortalitasi who are outside of that system#and maybe the circle mages and seers in rivain#and likewise the relationship between templars and mages in tevinter has potential#to be very interesting#veilguard critical ///#but we can also stomp on the places we can't Pretend weren't ever problematic and say the rest were perfect
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Surely Layton and co must've realised Aurora wasn't human when she didn't go to the bathroom at all during their adventure.
#i mean its possible the azran built her a functioning digestive system#but why?#maybe whenever Layton or Sycamore asked if she needed to use the facilities she said yes and just washed her hands#thinking thats just what you do when you go into the bathroom#professor layton#azran legacy#azran legacy spoilers#aurora
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... did u kno that for the first time ever, in a way that is so cutting edge u would not believe, we r starting to also consider the MATERNAL effects of ceasing regular medications taken before pregnancy, not just fetal impacts...........
#the way medicine is so evil to women#like. if i had to stop taking my dexies to have a baby i just would kms like theres no ifs ands or buts#i would crawl under a bed and die like an old cat ok i just cant function like that#and its only like. in the last 2 yrs that they have started asking questions abt that#instead of 'well its untested so cease EVERYTHING'#same w beta blockers its associated w fetal growth restriction#but maybe im predisposed to fetal growth restriction bc of my shitty health conditions?#like maybe i should b able to function as a person instead of a science experiment? maybe ?#maybe we treat the growth restriction and ALSO my fucked up nervous system? and not just? the fetus?#its so insane#i keep getting like 2 sentences into this paper n then losing my mind .. groundbreaking .l...
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hi gay people

#i havent been on here in a while#moved and started college yippee#i like my roommates theyre super cool#the quarter system is also wild#like its week 2 i got midterms#we havent even learned anything yet#i also think im gonna have to take 20-22 units for the next 2 years so thats fun#i really want to get back into sim but i am so exhausted#i miss my sims and my fake online friends#i hope everyone is doing ok#i also got prescribed vyvanse so lets go gamers#40 mg to da dome every day#but it also makes me not want to eat anything which isnt good bc i keep doing all day without eating and then i get a headache at like 5 pm#and am like oooohh#which i hate#but i try to take the med in the morning when i wake up or else i cant get out of bed#i hate the way my brain functions#maybe i can figure out how to fix it#anywhoooo#sorry for the rant i am so very irritable and twitchy i feel like a crack addict#maybe i should stop drinking caffeine#ok bye guys i just wanted to say hi
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Testing New Programs Pt. 2
So, basically right after I thought that PNGTuber Plus would be perfect if the dev added the ability to use GIFs, they added that feature... kinda.
You still can't actually use animated GIFs, but you can use a sprite sheet and animate parts with that. It works well for some things, but not for others.
I used a sprite sheet for the open mouth, so now there's a faux lip sync on her. I think it looks pretty nice~
I tried to do something similar for the eye, but the closed eye doesn't actually stay closed long enough for the entire animation to play, so I still can't get a smooth blink.
The ear flicker technically works, but since it plays constantly, it's more distracting than endearing, so I'm probably just gonna leave it out. The slight sway they currently have is a good enough effect for now.
All in all, even though I only got 1 out of the 3 things to work how I wanted, this new feature is only gonna make things more interesting. If Kun3h0 had more moving parts, then I could probably get a lot more out of it, but I think it would still be really cool for emotes and effects and people with more complicated designs will probably get a ton from the sprite sheet feature.
#gbunny draws#OCs#kun3h0#kuneho sa kahon#pngtuber plus#i'm not gonna post every time i do a small update like this#but I wanted to update y'all in case the no-gifs thing was a turn off#it may not work for all my needs but it works for most#and maybe it'll work for y'all#this is probs meant more for things like tails. wings. and effects rather than replacing its current systems like i'm trying to do XP#for example instead of animating different mouth forms like i did#you could just add a 'chatter' effect around the character when the mouth function is open#or as in the dev log example: you can make a character that uses the 'boiling lines' technique#gif#this is a random thought but... the way the ears move make me think of a beetle's mandibles#she's gonna pinch'ya!
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the more i think abt the reasons i was given to be rejected, the more convinced i get that they did not have a good excuse to do it
#“uhm. you can't get it bcs u have a degree in university” and i live in the country where if u don't get a degree u're close to nothing lol#im genuinely so mad like truly i wish i could send them like oh so you're stupid.#“didn't sign up to get a psychiatrist in the public system” and the public system is dogshit. like.#and then they want people to be good with the system 😂 you're a joke#okay last post i prommy but its honestly so frustrating bcs if i was told that idk . maybe im more functional than other#ppl i would've understood but those reasons? it's honestly to say ohhhhh so like you're stupid#igual una pena no poder reflejar en inglés lo q les diría pq lo más simpático sería “oye las razones pa weonas”#seguidos de “ahhh entonces son aweonaos” etc etc#jo.txt
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#truly i have too modes. so fucking busy i cant breathe. cant think without a muddled lag. feeling motion sick as i walk#a path ive walked a thousand times over. or not busy enough. without thr pressure i revert to a liquid state and spill across the floor#i cant seem to do anything. at least when im busy i cant feel how miserable i am. at least for a little while bc i have to focus#idk how to find a balance. it always seems to be all or nothing. outside my control but directed by my control#ugh. after the month ive had the misery's caught up with me. also i havent been sleeping enough#i felt horrible all day in the lab ans i was like. i mean maybe its low bloodsugar? but then when i went home i felt 1000 times better#which is. ya kno understandable but not great#idk i can just feel the anger leaking out from under my skin. ive made the system unlivable. now im suffocating on the echo of pain#and i feel bad bc it must b all over my face. bitterness simmering in my words#i met with my boss today for a delayed meeting of a delayed meeting and showed her some preliminary data. she was excited and asked what i#felt abt it. and i dont feel anything abt it. nothing. i dont care i dont care i dont care i dont fucking care#set my datasheets on fire. burn them to ash. i wouldnt feel anything#and im sure some of that sentiment came thru bc she later texted me to reiterate how cool the data is bc no ones done a study this#extensive ans i dont kno how to reply bc again i dont care. theres no breathing enthusiasm back. that dim light has been extinguished. i#look forward to never having to think abt it again.#whatever the more pressing issue is that i cant get my brain to function enough to save me from the other problems i have boiling over#just me sabotaging potential future happiness from where i sit unhappily in the present#annoying. ugh i need to sleep.#unrelated
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gabriels wings being made of light but what if they also radiated heat and made a faint buzzing noise? something something scorning the machine you slowly and reluctantly fell in love with but the buzz of your wings matching the hum of their inner machinery and there's not actually all that much separating you that wouldn't also separate the average person if you look past the metal or flesh. hey and what if i detonated.
OUGHHHHGHGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
#ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh hes convinced himself theyre different but finds theyre so similar as they get closer and closer#they totally should radiate heat. oghhhhhhh#v2 stroking his wings and they seem to have an equivalent temperature to whats ideal in her inner systems#he has a heart and brain she has a cpu he has veins she has circuits and wires theyve the same functions its just What performs those fun#ctions that might be slightly different.#i was going someplace with that. I dont remember where. maybe when it sinks inhow similar the two are he allows himself to love her.#Embraces what differences there may be.#asks#forgive how scrambled my thoughts are im mega unhappy
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i luv montreal so so so much like its the dream city for me
#and i cant even speak french that well#i luv the metro#acc maybe thats why i luv montreal sm... like its the first place ive been that has a functioning public transport system...#montreal and amsterdam have my heart <3
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nah ‘cuz discord actually asked me to update my user too…they took away one of the things that made their website unique 😭
LITERALLY !!! its so rage inducing
#☆ msgs !#☆ amy !#wjy wld they get rid of such a functional system#but tbf idk comp logistics so#maybe its easier maybe its not i cant say fir sure#but i CAN say i hatr it w a burning passion lol
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so funny when we convince ourselves we aren't "actually" disabled. if we don't take our meds we are literally Unable to shit
#ok tmi maybe but like. we have Problems#and we get so weird abt being disabled bc we r like. well that doesnt really count#WHAT DO U MEAN????? U HAVE TO TAKE THIS STUPID ASS POWDER EVERY DAY#IN ORDER FOR UR DIGESTIBE SYSTEM TO FUNCTION#not even counting the chronic fatigue. which we convince ourselves we dont experience when we Literally Do#or all our mental stuff#its just. an experiemce ig#logan.txt
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man, i don’t get why so many people love cars so much. they’re noisy, expensive, dangerous, and as this post states the amount of space they’ve taken up in infrastructure is insane. their benefits? they’re slightly more convenient than trains and you don’t have to share with other people. of course, they have a load of other benefits for people who aren’t just your average joe, people who specifically benefit from the infrastructure designed to make cars necessary. and it’s true that in many places in america, cars are strictly a necessity. but it didn’t have to be this way

Images that make you enter a fugue state
#i hate cars man#let’s walk or bike or take the train#maybe America could get its shit together and clean up the buses#i was never going to get a car but moving to a country with a functional public transport system was life-changing
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I love having roleplayed my way into putting a stupid fucked up love triangle into a game that didn't have one
#Ash and I are playing DOS2#and we have generated#a situation#me not knowing what's going to happen: I don't really connect with any of these guys maybe I try to romance the other PC#Ash: hell yeah what if I made this situation interminably messy and refused to clean it up?#anyway the Fane/Lohse Lohse/Sebille drama is mounting and we're kind of wishing there was a way for the NPC in this situation to react to it#anyway DOS2 good game#love Ifan#also love watching how it plots out its bespoke character interactions#we're doing a big party run so we get to see everyone but it's neat how it's set up important encounters to hook multiple guys#so if in a normal run you don't have one of them another of them will get you invested#also interesting how much DOS2 seems to want and expect you to play an origin character#compared to BG3 where custom was default#Ash is playing Lohse and I'm playing Fane and Ive been very impressed with my bespoke interactions#it is kinda weird that only the character you are inhabiting at the moment gets banter#like banter between multiple characters EXISTS but you only see it when both characters are actively being played by the player#weird system#wonder if there's a mod for that#if it exists I recommend using it.#we're#if I had to guess halfway through the final act?#so both the actual plot and our player generated subplot are going to have to come to a head pretty imminently#and I would comment more but the things that I'm thinking about in relation to the game are giant spoilers right now#I guess my unrelated comment is that it's interesting thinking Kaijja was mostly monogamous and then feeling what a character#ACTUALLY being monogamous feels like. Kaijja isn't monogamous she's just more than I am. Fane as experienced by me is actually there. It is.#Very different feeling as a set of emotions.#And I finally kinda feel like I get it. As a function of something other than fear. Couldn't be me but I get it.#So that's been interesting.#Anyway this has been my comments on. A video game? A roleplaying experience? One of thems.#divinity original sin 2
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didnt feel like adding it to the other post but be aware that mg deficiency can be spotted in blood exams (as it can be spotted for virtually every chemical anomaly in the body), im pretty sure thats how its diagnosed since all ive read about it focuses on low mg in the blood
besides diet and consumption of depressor (i think thats the english name? I mean drugs that like slow your systems down lile alcohol and weed) drugs, certain medications can decrease magnesium in the body (read the side effects of the meds you take im begging you, most of the time you wont get a 10% of what theyre warning for but if you start getting nasty health issues left and right its great to know if its at least caused by one of your meds), and certain gastrointestinal disorders can influence in the absorption of it when digesting food, so even if you have a diet thats rich in unprocessed vegetables and dont consume alcohol or drugs, theres still a risk for it, its a reduced risk of course but its still there
also note that mg deficiency, in more serious states, can be a lot worse that fatigue, other symptoms im aware it can cause include:
-muscle cramps and spasms
-muscle stiffness
-abnormal heart rate
-numbness in limbs, you know that feeling when you sit in a weird position and then feel tv static on your leg? that thing
-migraines
-i THINK long term mg deficiency can affect our capacity to process/internalize new information, leading to slower learning, but dont quote me on that (primarily assuming this one based of mg's importance for the nervous system, all the heart and muscle issues mentioned here are caused due to the nervous system breaking down, badly)
-if you are resistant to insulin or diabetic (type 2), mg deficiency can make the condition worse (i am, however, not sure if it can cause insulin resistance if your blood treats insulin normally, i imagine it probably can as mg is important for how our metabolism treats carbs and sugars)
-not a symptom on itself, but mg deficiency is often linked to potassium deficiency, potassium is very widely used in out nervous system so i imagine lacking potassium has several other complications im not aware of
Tldr go take a blood exam if you can
#personal#maybe im too used to taking Very Complete blood exams bc hormonal disorders can honest to god fuck up everything else#so if i have Disease That Makes Metabolism Act Weird its also useful to know How Weird it can be#anyway source someone i know irl is mg deficient and diabetic and his diabetes meds make the mg deficiency worse#but his mg suplements make the diabetes worse#absolutely terrible situation to be in if you ask me#the thing about magnesiun is that we use it in our nervous system#which of course means that lacking the amounts to function is Bad
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my dumb ass, so overtired i havent properly slept in days and having not had my beta-blockers for over a week: you know what would fix me? A Run
#have not gone for a jog in months and cant even stand up without nearly falling over but hey#maybe nows the time (its not) (im dumb)#this is an outdated coping strategy intended for someone with a fully functional autonomic nervous system
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