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sillygoofynerd · 2 months ago

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Regarding the US election

This was an election I had the highest stakes in but ultimately no say once however. I am a nonbinary teenager. These next four years are supposed to be about growing up, figuring out who I am and where I stand in the world. If this election goes the way it looks like it will, I will instead have to figure out who I can safely be without endangering myself or my family.

Myself and every other teenager were forced to entrust our futures in the hands of the adults.

This message is to everyone who said "they're the same, " decided not to vote out of a misguided ego or even thought they were helping by abstaining from their fundamental privileges, to everyone who claims that economic policy outweighs human rights.

I hope you're happy with how you've used our trust.

#us elections #us politics #little bit of a rant ig #but god i hate how things are looking #pro tip: if at least half of the country are terrified by the election results #maybe its not a functioning system!!!#my heart goes out to everyone else who will be at risk if he wins #stay strong my friends #your identity #your morals #your love #those can never be taken from you #do not give them up voluntarily out of fear #we will survive whatever outcome happens #and we will do it together

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tempo-takoyaki · 7 days ago

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"Are you satisfied yet?"

#luo bingge #luo binghe #svsss #scum villian self saving system #ren zha fanpai zijiu xitong #pidw #proud immortal demon way #myart #well that was a big piece but I'm super proud of it #sadly you know how tumblr is don't hesitate to click for a better quality #I've drawn every single thing in this yes even the dragon in the background #I think I should draw backgrounds more often whenever I can #btw if you want some infos on the details here:#each guanyin represents one of lbg's wife as they are a replacement for what the dragon is holding in its pearl #can you guess which one is which ? :D #it's kind of like “after everything you've done do you realize what you truly wanted now? ah it's out of your grasp now isn't it?”#xin mo has a red eye but that's just for the aesthetic it's not functional #anyway I loved working on this maybe I should have waited a day before posting it but I'm too excited about it to

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icewindandboringhorror · 7 months ago

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finally finished all of one character's entire quests/optional dialogue/questions/etc.... 100,000 words... .... aughhh

#Given some of it IS lines of code and stuff but like.. minus all that it's still probably at least 85 - 95k words hhhhhh #AND I have to do this for another 3 characters. Then a few partial quests for 3 others. THEN the other random misc stuff in the game #(like there are public areas in the city like a park and a forest that you can go and do a few things at. and chat with a few random #townsfolk that aren't actually full characters or anything. And there's a community board where you can #browse some of the random job advertisments or silly things that happen to be posted around #and also pick up a few odd jobs of your own to help earn coin to buy gifts for the npcs. etc. etc.)#Originally I was thinking like 'ah I'll make a short little game just to try it out! :3 It'll take maybe a few months!''#haha........................hee hee........................................hoho #Also evil that it would have been done already if I didn't totally drop itand stop working on it for like 5 years randomly #i could have made 5 years of steady slow progress gradually. instead of like 'one initial idea dump + about a month of art and writing'#...... 5 year break..... 'sudden mad dash to try to get probably 400.000 words written in a year or less' lol #I just really want to be done and have something out there already so it can lead to doing other things in my world..!!!!!! T o T #Like this can be an introduction and then maybe from that I can make other games. or short story anthologies. or other such things #But there needs to be some initially not very complex easy to interact with starting point first I guess... if that makes sense #That's part of why I stopped posting worldbuilding lore dump stuff as often because its' like.. massive walls of novella length #text are much more inacessible to engage with than like.. ooh a game! and there's characters! so its more approachable! and theres #visuals! oo! and the text is broken up in small bits line by line with other things in betwen! oo! etc. etc. lol #Not that THIS is even very accessible. I think dialogue heavy interactive fiction/visual novel type stuff is pretty niche and considered #boring or tedious compared to something with more ''gamplay'' like where you can actually move around in a world #and shoot things or whatever lol. But its an inbetween point. something SLIGHTLY #more accesible for now. Since i just dont have the budget or means or ability to make some skyrim type thing obviously LOL #Though maybe if theres any interest in the visual novel that could lead to making other things too. or at least I hope. I have a VERY cool #idea for a more ''gamey'' type of game that is a super fun concept and etc. but I would need to hire at least 2 people to make it.. ough..#I could do all the writing and probably half of the art. But I think I'd inevitably need a 3d artist and someone who can Code For Real hbjh #the system for ren'py (the thing I'm making a visual novel in) is not that complicated if you stick to just simple dialogue and stuff.#Making a whole moderately sized 3d game with minigames in it and a bunch of quest features and etc. would be out of my simplistic scope #''just learn it yourself!!' ... i barely manage to eat and sleep reliably every day lol... i do not function well enough to spend months #learning that many new skills. I already have a lot of of things I'm good at (not in a braggy way but just factually like.. i already have #a wide variety of different things under my belt).. at some point I have to just be happy with what i CAN already do and focus on that #and admit I need to get outside help sometimes ghjbh... NO more new skills/hobbies!!! ... ANYWAY

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periipheral · 3 months ago

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hi gay people

#i havent been on here in a while #moved and started college yippee #i like my roommates theyre super cool #the quarter system is also wild #like its week 2 i got midterms #we havent even learned anything yet #i also think im gonna have to take 20-22 units for the next 2 years so thats fun #i really want to get back into sim but i am so exhausted #i miss my sims and my fake online friends #i hope everyone is doing ok #i also got prescribed vyvanse so lets go gamers #40 mg to da dome every day #but it also makes me not want to eat anything which isnt good bc i keep doing all day without eating and then i get a headache at like 5 pm #and am like oooohh #which i hate #but i try to take the med in the morning when i wake up or else i cant get out of bed #i hate the way my brain functions #maybe i can figure out how to fix it #anywhoooo #sorry for the rant i am so very irritable and twitchy i feel like a crack addict #maybe i should stop drinking caffeine #ok bye guys i just wanted to say hi

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gamebunny-advance · 1 year ago

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Testing New Programs Pt. 2

So, basically right after I thought that PNGTuber Plus would be perfect if the dev added the ability to use GIFs, they added that feature... kinda.

You still can't actually use animated GIFs, but you can use a sprite sheet and animate parts with that. It works well for some things, but not for others.

I used a sprite sheet for the open mouth, so now there's a faux lip sync on her. I think it looks pretty nice~

I tried to do something similar for the eye, but the closed eye doesn't actually stay closed long enough for the entire animation to play, so I still can't get a smooth blink.

The ear flicker technically works, but since it plays constantly, it's more distracting than endearing, so I'm probably just gonna leave it out. The slight sway they currently have is a good enough effect for now.

All in all, even though I only got 1 out of the 3 things to work how I wanted, this new feature is only gonna make things more interesting. If Kun3h0 had more moving parts, then I could probably get a lot more out of it, but I think it would still be really cool for emotes and effects and people with more complicated designs will probably get a ton from the sprite sheet feature.

#gbunny draws #OCs #kun3h0 #kuneho sa kahon #pngtuber plus #i'm not gonna post every time i do a small update like this #but I wanted to update y'all in case the no-gifs thing was a turn off #it may not work for all my needs but it works for most #and maybe it'll work for y'all #this is probs meant more for things like tails. wings. and effects rather than replacing its current systems like i'm trying to do XP #for example instead of animating different mouth forms like i did #you could just add a 'chatter' effect around the character when the mouth function is open #or as in the dev log example: you can make a character that uses the 'boiling lines' technique #gif #this is a random thought but... the way the ears move make me think of a beetle's mandibles #she's gonna pinch'ya!

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dokjaism · 6 months ago

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the more i think abt the reasons i was given to be rejected, the more convinced i get that they did not have a good excuse to do it

#“uhm. you can't get it bcs u have a degree in university” and i live in the country where if u don't get a degree u're close to nothing lol #im genuinely so mad like truly i wish i could send them like oh so you're stupid.#“didn't sign up to get a psychiatrist in the public system” and the public system is dogshit. like.#and then they want people to be good with the system 😂 you're a joke #okay last post i prommy but its honestly so frustrating bcs if i was told that idk . maybe im more functional than other #ppl i would've understood but those reasons? it's honestly to say ohhhhh so like you're stupid #igual una pena no poder reflejar en inglés lo q les diría pq lo más simpático sería “oye las razones pa weonas”#seguidos de “ahhh entonces son aweonaos” etc etc #jo.txt

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opens-up-4-nobody · 2 years ago

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#truly i have too modes. so fucking busy i cant breathe. cant think without a muddled lag. feeling motion sick as i walk #a path ive walked a thousand times over. or not busy enough. without thr pressure i revert to a liquid state and spill across the floor #i cant seem to do anything. at least when im busy i cant feel how miserable i am. at least for a little while bc i have to focus #idk how to find a balance. it always seems to be all or nothing. outside my control but directed by my control #ugh. after the month ive had the misery's caught up with me. also i havent been sleeping enough #i felt horrible all day in the lab ans i was like. i mean maybe its low bloodsugar? but then when i went home i felt 1000 times better #which is. ya kno understandable but not great #idk i can just feel the anger leaking out from under my skin. ive made the system unlivable. now im suffocating on the echo of pain #and i feel bad bc it must b all over my face. bitterness simmering in my words #i met with my boss today for a delayed meeting of a delayed meeting and showed her some preliminary data. she was excited and asked what i #felt abt it. and i dont feel anything abt it. nothing. i dont care i dont care i dont care i dont fucking care #set my datasheets on fire. burn them to ash. i wouldnt feel anything #and im sure some of that sentiment came thru bc she later texted me to reiterate how cool the data is bc no ones done a study this #extensive ans i dont kno how to reply bc again i dont care. theres no breathing enthusiasm back. that dim light has been extinguished. i #look forward to never having to think abt it again.#whatever the more pressing issue is that i cant get my brain to function enough to save me from the other problems i have boiling over #just me sabotaging potential future happiness from where i sit unhappily in the present #annoying. ugh i need to sleep.#unrelated

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minophus · 1 year ago

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gabriels wings being made of light but what if they also radiated heat and made a faint buzzing noise? something something scorning the machine you slowly and reluctantly fell in love with but the buzz of your wings matching the hum of their inner machinery and there's not actually all that much separating you that wouldn't also separate the average person if you look past the metal or flesh. hey and what if i detonated.

OUGHHHHGHGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

#ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh hes convinced himself theyre different but finds theyre so similar as they get closer and closer #they totally should radiate heat. oghhhhhhh #v2 stroking his wings and they seem to have an equivalent temperature to whats ideal in her inner systems #he has a heart and brain she has a cpu he has veins she has circuits and wires theyve the same functions its just What performs those fun #ctions that might be slightly different.#i was going someplace with that. I dont remember where. maybe when it sinks inhow similar the two are he allows himself to love her.#Embraces what differences there may be.#asks #forgive how scrambled my thoughts are im mega unhappy

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nightfallsystem-moved · 2 years ago

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i think i may be mentally unwell

#helpppppppp sobbing emoji. trauma fucks u up sooo bad when ur like 12-14 tbh #tee hee!!!!! <- has been dissociated vaguely for like . a while. since bad thing.#system is less well its less 'functional' i geuss.#i forget who i am a lot #i just idk man #maybe its something like a trauma disorder #or im probably just not have other disorder im just #my brain!!!!!!#my brain is awful and mean #i am going insane #@_@ i cant socialize with other people my age which u kind of need at this age to not be yknow fucked up #like its not 'i cant' as in i could but im being stopped by myself #no i just cant go to school bcuz im autistic #also that would kill me with chronic pain #idk man #i am questioning my reality #idk its probably normal but #gahhhhh #i hate when ppl ask 'what are u like'#i cannot remember!!!!!#oh but i draw at least #i wish i was deadddddddddd #i need to stop fucking dissociating BUT IT HAS NOT STOPPED FOR LIKE . HOWEVER LONG SINCE THE MOST RECENT TRAUMATIC EVENT #how do u un-dissociate #tw vent #vent in tags

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suboptimal-xenobiologist · 2 years ago

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Guys I'm so incredibly sorry. My brain is currently full of gen 1 my little pony thoughts only suitable for the fictbio blog

#i have created so much fake science as to how magic works #after hundreds/thousands of years ponies evolved symbioticly with magic (which isnt technically alive but functions kinda like an organism)#and now most of them have generate amount of magic via their heads. which is why the hair is magic + all the magic is done with ears/noses #ponies with excessive amounts of magic usually have growths on their foreheads (unicorns) or eyes (the twinkle eye bitches)#there are ways to artificially enhance your control over magic (most notably tatoos which only heighten control over what the tatoo is of)#(which is why cutie marks are practically a cultural necessity. you usually choose one as a teenage coming of age thing)#(the ones babies have are temorary and pretty weak and just exist to fuck around and find out/let the kids explore their options)#((i might change my headcanons on this so cutie marks are actually natural but im proud of the hypothetical idea)#most babies we see are genetic clones but ponies can reproduce sexually #sea ponies are a relatively newly evolved species (if you can even say that about a species. theyre been here thousands of years)#and they're only semi-aquatic as babies. kind of. they have a separate air breathing respiratory system and water breathing one #and as bebs theyre still learning to use each one selectively so they need to gradually ease into the water over years so they dont drown #or maybe im wrong ive been reading the box descriptions for hours but its been forever since i watched the series #all i remember about the series is that not having a shadow makes you all kinds of sick #and that you call upon the seaponies when youre in destr-

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marijkeoo · 2 years ago

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i luv montreal so so so much like its the dream city for me

#and i cant even speak french that well #i luv the metro #acc maybe thats why i luv montreal sm... like its the first place ive been that has a functioning public transport system...#montreal and amsterdam have my heart <3

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last-answer · 2 years ago

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nah ‘cuz discord actually asked me to update my user too…they took away one of the things that made their website unique 😭

LITERALLY !!! its so rage inducing

#☆ msgs !#☆ amy !#wjy wld they get rid of such a functional system #but tbf idk comp logistics so #maybe its easier maybe its not i cant say fir sure #but i CAN say i hatr it w a burning passion lol

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echidnana · 2 years ago

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so funny when we convince ourselves we aren't "actually" disabled. if we don't take our meds we are literally Unable to shit

#ok tmi maybe but like. we have Problems #and we get so weird abt being disabled bc we r like. well that doesnt really count #WHAT DO U MEAN????? U HAVE TO TAKE THIS STUPID ASS POWDER EVERY DAY #IN ORDER FOR UR DIGESTIBE SYSTEM TO FUNCTION #not even counting the chronic fatigue. which we convince ourselves we dont experience when we Literally Do #or all our mental stuff #its just. an experiemce ig #logan.txt

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laudofthedeep · 2 years ago

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man, i don’t get why so many people love cars so much. they’re noisy, expensive, dangerous, and as this post states the amount of space they’ve taken up in infrastructure is insane. their benefits? they’re slightly more convenient than trains and you don’t have to share with other people. of course, they have a load of other benefits for people who aren’t just your average joe, people who specifically benefit from the infrastructure designed to make cars necessary. and it’s true that in many places in america, cars are strictly a necessity. but it didn’t have to be this way

Images that make you enter a fugue state

#i hate cars man #let’s walk or bike or take the train #maybe America could get its shit together and clean up the buses #i was never going to get a car but moving to a country with a functional public transport system was life-changing

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nexus-nebulae · 3 months ago

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us: why do we get so pissy when talking abt "two brothers, alone in the world, at odds" stories

the Echoes and the Remnants: 😶

#us: *half of our system only canonically exists as the result of two god brothers alone in their universe at odds with each other*#like it's not just the Echoes and Remnants (the thousands of fragmented shards of the two gods shattered across the multiverse)#but anyone with their type of magic AND literally anyone from Althesia or Mara #bc those two god brothers travelled the multiverse and affected multiple other worlds #like destroying the moon of a world to create a soul battery that also functions as a new moon and also an afterlife #which then radiated its energy to the entire world so now everyone on that planet has evolved magic in their physical bodies which is. new #(also technically the inhabitants of Althesia came from the brothers' original world they all had to escape bc the world died)#so like without them Althesia would still be a nigh uninhabitable desert planet #and then Mara is a world born from many gateways (that MIGHT have been torn open by the brothers)#so that world is just a combination of multiple worlds that all migrated there. including a LOT of Althesians #so without Althesia half of Mara wouldn't have magic and half of those guys would not exist #and like. i think Mara is the one source we have the absolute most guys from #mc doesn't count bc they're all from separate smps which are usually disconnected #but like we have three separate batches of Marans bc we have three large plotlines that happen there #(and also that's our superhero au zone. if we want to make a superhero au it just goes there. so we have a lot of au introjects)#ok but we're trying to watch a lore timeline video abt a game and the whole early story im just like #the story: and the first brother got angry bc the other brother wasn't following the rules and was doing his own thing #us: well maybe the first brother shouldn't be so stuck up and fussy abt his brother's interests. maybe stop being a little bitch.#im on the unnamed brother's side on this one. be nice to him and his worm special interest. shut up #all the echoes and remnants have collectively decided their fathers were little bitches actually #and they aren't going to find all their fragments and reform like their fathers planned #they have their own lives now. fuck you dad #so these plotlines always hit close to home for. SO MANY OF US

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coloursofaparadox · 4 months ago

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my dumb ass, so overtired i havent properly slept in days and having not had my beta-blockers for over a week: you know what would fix me? A Run

#have not gone for a jog in months and cant even stand up without nearly falling over but hey #maybe nows the time (its not) (im dumb)#this is an outdated coping strategy intended for someone with a fully functional autonomic nervous system

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