#maybe its The Autism
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i was just rewatching nimona (2023) — and i really suggest you do too because it's a devastatingly beautiful movie — and tell me why it took me one year to realize how much ballister boldheart/blackheart (in the movie redesign) reminds me of carlos???
#i know he most probably was modeled after riz ahmed STILL BEAUTIFUL MAN#its just crazy to me how much it looks like carlos down to the freckles on his face????#EVEN THE NOSE???#and if i were to stylize carlos that's exactly how i'd do it#like imagine if he wore a more shaggy look with his beard#that's quite literally ballister#and i mean this even character wise#carlos sainz jr#carlitos#ballister blackheart#ballister boldheart#nimona#MAYBE ITS THE COW EYES NGL#IM NOT IMMUNE#maybe its the autism#<OKAY TUMBLR WHY ARE YOU SUGGESTING THIS NOW... wheres the lie tho#MAYBE ITS ABSOLUTE GENIUS AND A LITTLE DUMB ATTITUDE#maybe its the gay#we'll never know#formula 1#carlos!ballister
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just posted on ao3 sister daniel x phillipa. your influence on my life. (fic called 'where she is' by buskingalbatross :3)
I couldnt find it unfortunately but i did read your story 'Taking the veil' which i thought had a very intresting setting which inspired some fanart from me !! (sorry for the yapping lolz)
Uhm i love the yuri !!! (just realised i forgot dans veil.. Whoops)
#dan and phil#dapg#dnp#dan and phil fanart#dan and phil art#sister daniel#phillippa#amazing phil#danielhowell#phil lester#dan howell#daniel howell#nunicorn#Sister daniel x Phillippa#i <3 yuri#sapphic#wlw#this is what being a lesbian does to u#maybe its the autism#Instead ..#phanart#phan au#dnp au#fic art#asks#dip and pip
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being obsessed with crime and punishment is so embarrassing like why couldn't i have normal teenage interests why does it have to be a Russian novel from 1866
#maybe its the autism#i kinda get rodya I cant lie#hes just like me fr (insane)#crime and punishment#dostoevksy#fyodor dostoevsky#russian literature#ruslit#dostoyevsky
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i think not enough sigkin and bachikin gijinkas really focus on the fact that those two are living in a tent and only bachikin has a bag in there. and even then its a relatively tiny bag. and you also start the game out with 0 gela. i love love love all the pretty gijinkas i see but like those two are basically homeless. i doubt they got time to be dressing like that w all the community service theyre doing
#ekurambles#i think people should have fun and play toys with gijinka designs!! i love to look at them with big eyes#but i also like to think about the situations theyre in when im personally designing gijinkas#maybe its the autism#i just really like to think about like. would they realistically wear this in the living situation they have. would this be comfortable for#-everyday wear. would they even be willing to dress up that much every day. would they be too warm in the environment they live in.#would they be too cold in the environment they live in. would they even actually wear it or would the canon character think it's tacky#AKA i overthink everything oops >.<
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is anyone else always desperately attempting to understand absolutely everything they possibly can about the human condition and experience in the futile hopes that they might understand themselves a bit better (if at all) by doing so.
or to at least find some sense of comfort. or relief.
#what is being a human even supposed to feel like#spilled thoughts#introspective#maybe its the autism#questions#life is strange#lifestyle#life quote#quoteoftheday#humans are weird#hey alexa google what to do when you feel more like a gelatinous blob than a human being#human behaviour#mental problems#mental health#mentally tired#mental illness#autistic feels#feelings#all the feels
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Me rewatching the DuckTales reboot and being reminded on why I love Della Duck.
#your honour i would DIE for her#maybe its the autism#but i love a women who knows what she wants and im a simple soldier following orders#also she's trying to be a good Mom she's trying so hard#ducktales#della duck#coal speaks#nah more like Coal simps
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listening to the minecraft beta and alpha music just feels like home to me, as a person who would play minecraft by themselves nearly everyday. this game will always be comforting, even when people are not.
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I might have been the only kid who was on the conductor guy's side in the polar express. Like, yeah kid why DO you keep stopping the train, like, maybe fucking don't? We have a SCHEDULE dicknips.
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Is anyone else alterhuman in a "was once a human" type way?
#alterhuman#copinglink#otherhearted#otherkin#idk how to explain it it's just the vibes in my soul#maybe its the autism#maybe it's maybelline
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How does tumblr work. I've been here so long and cannot comprehend it's mysteries. *WHAT MAKES YOU TICK BITCH EXPLAIN YOURSELF*
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anyone else have this problem where its so hard to get attached to people and you feel like everyone is actually lying about liking you or just doesnt care . like,. i dont know how to explain it without sounding like a dick but i just. cant make myself like people
#augh its so hard to explain#i desperately need validation but i always feel like its insincere#and i can move on from things so quickly cause. i never got attached in the first place#im just really good at making myself forget#?#does that make sense#do i sound mean#sorry#i dont understand how people can feel like. love and stuff#i sound edgy as fuck when i say that and. not in a good way#i cant explain without making me seem mean and im sorry#its just so hard to care#and see things from other peoples eyes#i just feel so. different?#weird?#i dunno#sorry again#maybe its the autism#maybe its the trauma#who fucking knows#maybe im just insane#sorry.#whole ass essay here damn#still sorry
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i redid my lockscreen and now its good omens/space themed and i am very happy about it (i cant use discord anymore so get ready for more random posts abt my special interest)
#good omens#lockscreens#special interest#autism#gomens#outer space#space#SPACE!!!!#sorry i rlly like space#and good omens#maybe its the autism#no cuz i actually just got a book about 2 gays trapped in space#its called the darkness outside us if anybody was wonderinng#i havent started it yet but i heard it was good#also im so upset my mom blocked discord off my phone#ppl should b my friends on here
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Welcome to:
JustDuckLord's
First and Most Likely only...
2024 Mutuals Award show!!
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[Audience please shut up now]
We have a good few awards to give out, to all of my mutuals! If I could give y'all a badge to wear I would but, alas. In the place of badges, there will be digital medals made in Microsoft PowerPoint by yours truly! Don't worry my good friends! All of you will get an award of some kind! Of many different categories!
Up first We have:
The Winner of the Best URL Award!
Now there were many contenders in this award, but one of you stood above the rest, one who I thought of many a time, because it was a silly URL that stood out from the crowd of porn bots in my follower list. Please Clap for the Winner of the Best URL Award: @jellyfish-soliloquy!!!
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Up Next is:
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The My Boyfriend Award!
Compared to the last award, there is much less of a competition here because of the category, but it is an award nonetheless. You know that I love you dearly, and this award shows that as such as well! The winner of the My Boyfriend award: @pixelriin!!
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Up Next is:
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The My Sibling Award!
Now, this award has two winners, because just giving one would be picking favorites and I would not be able to do such a thing. The winners of this award have been around me for my whole life, which is a pretty long time, not sure how y'all put up with me. But anywho! The winners of the My Sibling(s) Award are: @lonely-planetboy and @phrankquey!!!!!
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Up Next is:
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The Reblogs all my stuff award!
Now, This one did have multiple contenders, and I could have done the math to figure out who is the true true winner, but eh. Take it up with the HR department if you think you should have won. Just about every time I reblog something on this site, or post something on this site, this person always shows up sooner or later. I'll open this site and check my notifications to see that this person Reblogged another post of mine. So wilthout further ado, the winner of the Reblogs all of my Stuff Award: @random-shit-writing!!!
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And last, but certainly not least:
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The Haha! You follow me and I follow you Award!
And for the rest of you, I do apologize that I do not have a more interesting award for you, but this is an award nonetheless. Some of you are getting this award because I do not see much of you on my dash, some of you are getting this because y'all are cool and I didn't want you to be left out. So up finally in the 2024 JustDuckLord's Mutuals Award show, the winners of the Haha! You follow me and I follow you Award: @automaton-owl, @limbowzo, @alice-short-for-alexandria, and @thecranberry!!!!
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And one final message to all of you:
[Audience please shut up now]
I did this awards show for two main reasons, being stupid and silly on tumblr, but also to shout out all of y'all bc y'all are fuckin' awesome! Thank you so much for being forced upon my strange and weird posts on this godforsaken site, and I hope y'all enjoy y'alls awards!
#funny#maybe its the autism#duckposting#awards ceremony#awards show#awards#i love my mutuals#mutuals
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Ascending to a whole new plane of insanity right now <- watched ofmd S2 and then ghosts S5 consecutively and will never ever ever get over it
#nothing in my brain now but those monkey cymbal crashing things (BAP BAP BAP BAP BAP CRASH SHSHSHHSHSHHHHH BAP BAP) you get my gist#also i started staged which is just unhinged. im loving it#i need to bite things#im becoming feral im becoming wild#i am no longer fit for society#never okay again. never normal again#i need to BITE something seriously actually#maybe its the autism#bbc ghosts#ofmd#our flag means death#ghosts#ofmd s2#bbc ghosts s5#bbc ghosts spoilers#ofmd spoilers#? i guess
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I fear I will never be understood because I do not understand.
but oh how I yearn to.
#People are confusing and messy and I long to be confusing and messy with them#spilled thoughts#introspective#maybe its the autism#questions#life is strange#lifestyle#life quote#quoteoftheday#humans are weird#human behaviour#mental problems#mental health#mentally tired#mental illness#autistic feels#why does it feel like there’s a barrier between me and normality#feelings#all the feels#understanding#yearning#struggle#people are weird
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i wanna put them all in a blender. except peter. i wanna put him in an enclosure and give him enrichment time. and sometimes take him out to give him a lil kiss
#monkeeposting#the monkees#peter tork#torkposting#i love peter so much he’s like a girl to me#maybe its the autism
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