#maybe im a little broken
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had a human au thought of Barnaby and Wally. idk doing their taxes or going through bills together since they share a house & Barnaby going "hey we could get married for tax benefits and health insurance. wait no what if i want to marry Howdy someday? it's illegal to be married to two people." Wally goes "we could get divorced" and Barnaby gets legitimately sad like:
#wally: uhhhhhh. um. i think i left the oven running#barnaby: YOU DONT BAKE- GET BACK HERE AND ANSWER THE QUESTION#in human au barnaby's ideal world he can marry both his platonic life-partner And the love of his life#but the american government says No smh#my heart goes out to polyams everywhere#fuckkkkk getting unwell about this aus barnaby and wally again everyone#like i have so many different little plot lines and mini aus for the au#like what if there was a covid arc?#in my mind lockdown happens while wally is Elsewhere#so he cant exactly get back home! and obviously no one is happy about that but wally is dealing well enough#but barnaby's like 🥺 my lil buddys out there all on his own and im alone here so im gonna call him every day#(also i like to think that howdy spends lockdown w/ barn or vice-versa but this aint about that)#wally: vibing#barnaby: a bit of a wreck#absolutely unprompted#wh modern human au#but then also Angsty Thoughts of yo when they all get old uhhh who dies first#and In My Mind! they both die within a few days of each other#maybe barnaby goes first and wally just. pines away. broken heart syndrome babey!#also having soft thoughts of them when they first became friends#barnaby taking him to the farm and introducing him to the animals <3#wally trying to help out with morning chores after a sleepover <3#ms. beagle absolutely adoring wally and always having his favorite snacks In Stock for whenever he comes by <3#that one time barnaby broke somebody's jaw for going a little too far w/ insulting wally & almost got expelled <3#mannn they're so! honestly goals#oh and later on when they have their own place wally having his own lil art studio#and barnaby continuing to be his go-to muse <3#wally probably has so much fuckign art of barnaby lmao#OHHHHH AND THE CAR CRASH ARCCCCC DONT EVEN GET ME FUCKIGN STARTED#EMOTIONS CENTRAL THAT IS
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"Tell me - why did you break your oath?"
"I had no choice. To follow it was to act against my conscience."
#im so glad this turned out#it took 9 1/2 (!?) hours but i got it eventually lol#it feels good getting an actual illustration knocked out instead of another sketch#its been a while since ive had the energy & motivation for that#and doing the lighting was very fun#i need to play around with texture brushes more often#anyway i love the oathbreaker knight v much#though im a little disappointed no one commented on dora breaking her oath?#maybe i missed my chance to see it somehow#she's got the broken sword tattoo now instead of the starry face paint and i love that for her#diodore#the star's shield no longer#bg3#bg3 tav#bg3 oathbreaker#oathbreaker paladin#bg3 drow#drow paladin#illustration#digital art#digital artist#commissions open#bg3 art#baldurs gate 3#queer artist#digital illustration#dnd art#my art#my post#blood cw
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Anyone else really love this episode?
#LMAOOOOOOOOO#also thank you gen for the ryanmax image#im having a blast im still a little drunk and a lot tired#bucktommy#ryan guzman#original txt.#edit i didndt even think about using the tag 😔😔😔 so srry to the broken hearted soldiers be less racist and maybe i would care more
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the way coriolanus STOOD UP when lucy gray put the snake down the girl's dress. THE LOOK OF AWE on his face when she sang.
that singlehandedly had me rooting for them with my whole heart, knowing full well how it ends.
#my heart is broken#that got me down bad#i know they would probably never have worked out#their motivations and core beliefs are too different#but that GOT me#they were in love#maybe just for a little#but from the first time he saw her#he was down bad#im crying maybe#it just got to me okay?#coriolanus snow#lucy gray baird#coriolanus x lucy gray#the ballad of songbirds and snakes#ballad of songbirds and snakes#the hunger games#hunger games
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also just for the record. no matter how much utterly stupid shit i say or draw about him, frank actually makes me so deeply sad. this old man should be picking up his grandkids but he cant. i think about him too much and im so sad
#marvel#frank castle#the punisher#this is true for like most of these guys [gestures vaguely to comicbook men] but frank is the one that makes me want to chew on rocks rn. s#like yeah i selfship with him for fun and i like to think about cutesy or funny stuff involving him but the reality is he makes me so sad#ig thats part of why i do it. you make me so sad old man. but youre not real so in some version of not real you can be a little better#not happy but yk better#but like. just. fuck man hes so deeply damaged and hurt it drives me up the wall. my hurt person hurting people#as always i struggle to string words together this isnt news if you know anything about him you know exactly what im getting at#he would have been a wonderful father and husband. the way hes so devoted to them still. always. its killing me#sometimes i see canon moments of him where how just fundamentally deeply broken as a person he is and augh#nothing can help you nothing can make things any better but my god you cannot be left alone in this state#eh maybe thats it. i cant help him i cant make him feel better. but i cant let him be alone like this#i dont think he should have to be alone like this#bleh sorry word vomit. im tired and sleepy. i wrote 4 essays this week. need to write 2 more. going a little bonkers#brain is fried.
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Big Bitch
Fucking Giant
He's so cool tho. Look at him .
His arm is translucent under the light 🥺🥺
He is Serving Cunt, as the kids may say
And he is now in jail with my other Vash
Very satisfied with my purchase 😌
#speculation nation#ykno what sure let's show him off#trigun#look at him. hes so beautiful.#he was the cheapest one available & u can tell a little bit#one of his lil flare things is kinda broken. it sits on his shoulder but it's not stuck there#might take some glue to it at some point. maybe.#im currently waiting on the BLR re-releases for Vash and Wolfwood#(same line as this guy but they arent re-releasing this one. so i bought him used online)#when they get here i'll have 3 vashs and 1 wolfwood. and wont that be fun for him lmaoo#but yeah. vash 🥺🥺🥺🥺 loving this dark version#gonna have to figure out how i want my display case to be once the other figures r here. it'll be fun!
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writhing in agony. oh i don't think my heart can take it if broken is still last place in the new voice poll but i'll still despair if it's anyone else djdjfhsfjshsv
#maybe! maybe if i draw propaganda i can drum up some votes for him#im sorry little broken put on the bnuuy costume again#♡. txt
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it is genuinely crazy how little doctors tell u abt procedures before they do them, it should be explained wtf something is before they do it like ask if the patient actually knows what x procedure entails and what it will be like before subjecting them to it
#fucking nuts#i straight up didnt realize biopsy entailed slicing My Flesh Off until they had uh. done it sent me home n i took my bandaid off a few days#later . and i was like oh. theres like a hole in me#bc i thought itd just be like freezing off a wart! not slicing my whole me up!#and the quote Little Pinch On Your Cervix unquote planned parenthood told me vis a vis getting n iud put in was fucking BULLSHITTTT#THAT SHIT WAS THE WORST PAIN IVE FELT IN MY LIFE#AND IVE WALKED ON A BROKEN FOOT FOR A WEEK AND HAD AN OVARIAN CYST WITHOUT KNOWING IT#WHATEVER HAPPENED TO INFORMED CONSENTTTT#anyway. im like a fairly educated individual so if this is how it is for Me i can only imagine what its like for other ppl!!!!#like im not a doctor or anything but i have interest in medical history and disease and epidemiology and shit#and i listened to a whole 2 hr podcast on skin cancer so its not like idk abt the mechanisms and shit#but. itd be nice to know. if im gonna get cut up yknow .#i straight up didnt even see like the scalpel or razor or whatever they used 😭😭😭#maybe its bc it was on me back so that added a layer of fuckery to this all but. my point stands.#a2t#text
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btw todd’s reluctance to join the dps because he doesn’t want to read (which is then accommodated for) and is scared to put himself out there (which is also worked through) being read as todd not wanting to go AT ALL, and thus neil making the proper accommodations (“todd anderson, who prefers not to read, will keep the minutes of the meetings”) and encouraging him to step out of the box that stifles him being seen as ‘forceful’ or like he can’t take no for an answer makes me insane with rage
#and him trying to stop neil from asking if todd not reading at the meetings is okay isn’t him wanting not to go#its him not wanting neil to ask because (as someone with social anxiety) it’s EMBARRASSING ASF for someone to ask for things on your behalf#literally just think about it as the meme of ‘when i tell my friend im hungry and he tells his mom that *i* want food instead of both of us’#and the whole ‘neil not knowing how to take no for an answer’ thing…… dont get me fucking started#the kid who’s had to take no for an answer his whole life? the kid whose first proper scene IS him taking no for an answer? are you serious?#being encouraging and accommodating and (admittedly) a little pushy when he’s got his mind set on something—#—is NAWT the same as not being able to take no for an answer or bulldozing through conversations with people#he and todd DO listen to each other in those conversations theyre just on opposing sides—#—because their understandings of the world don’t fully align at that point in time/the movie#which is totally fucking normal?????? because later on they DO properly align?????????#i feel so crazy about this every time i see someone say todd didn’t want to go the dead poets meetings because it’s so obvious he DID#he was just scared#and you know what maybe it IS a little forceful#but given how dedicated todd is to shutting off and hating and isolating himself he NEEDS a little forceful to be broken through to#if no one ever pushed me to do things when i was scared (as irritated as it can make me) i’d never do SHIT dude#and obviously todd is the same way because he ALL BUT OUTRIGHT SAYS AS MUCH#‘i appreciate this concern but i’m not like you’ IS about neil’s voice and opinions mattering to people but it’s ALSO about—#—him being outgoing and trying new things and putting himself out there#WHICH TODD WANTS TO BE ABLE TO DO!!!!!!!!#the moral you take away from todds growth is NOT that he has to change to be accepted because he DOESNT#its that he has to gain the confidence and belief in himself to grow and become the version of himself he WANTS to be#he NEVER changes on a fundamental level to make others happy (although his growth does make others happy) he just opens up more#and i dont know WHY some people think his arc is becoming a completely different person#like yall PLEASE#this isnt even an anderperry thing this is an issue even if you read them completely platonic#i blame the FUCKASS novelization…. dps book you will always be hated by ME#dps#dead poets society#neil perry#todd anderson
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Literally pissed off sorry second post of the day me being pissed off but when will people stop commenting on my body and my eating habits ESPECIALLY on the beach where i’m you know half naked i hate it makes me feel like i’m under microscope. My mother talking to her friends how i’m not eating -> them all commenting on my body -> one of them asking me to eat some healthy shit and asking me what i eat in detail -> me snapping at both her and my mom to leave me alone and now three of them are under one umbrella and i am alone under the other one AND i can still hear my stupid mother going at it like oh my god admit u are wrong
#am i crying a little bit…u won’t know i have huge sunglasses on LMFAOOO#But no idgaf i’ve been hearing this for ages with these friends especially and i am always so uncomfortable and i tell her that and she is#always like whatever you are too sensitive like oh shit maybe because you are being cunts#tt#tw weight#but no her being like ma teodora se uvek breca na svaku najmanju sitnicu omfg im not ordering her shit letting her fend with her broken#english get anxiety attack from all i care i am mute from today
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i think it would be sooo interesting to see kusuo and kusukes love meters for each other
cuz they really do love each other but have a complicated hatred for each other at the same time ☠️ in a way more serious way than other siblings who fight
so would the meters just be straight broken, stuck at 0 because the love and hate balances out, REALLY shockingly high, or what ???
#if it were broken or just said error they would both be like 'its cuz he hates me so much sad face' but its not true i promise#or.. kind of#maybe a little bit tiny bit true but it's complicated cmon#every time i make a post like this i feel like someones gonna tell me this was in the manga and im stupid#ummmm hope it wasnt so i dont look like an idiot#saiki k#tdlosk#the disastrous life of saiki k.#saiki kusuo#saiki kusuke#meows post#meownalysis
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honestly at this point i'm just fascinated how terms like 'grimdark' and 'hopepunk' are perceived differently by people because i'll be like. "yeah no i'm not into grimdark stuff, you really do get fatigued if something is too bleak all the time" while reading something a lot of people would consider grimdark. "wait what do you mean this is grimdark, it has that lil shimmer of hope and resilience, surely that's not grimdark???"
something something one man's grimdark is another man's hopepunk
#back when overly sarcastic productions did that video on grimdark and how thers actually very little media that qualifies for True Grimdark#but i think it gets used colloquially a lot#and maybe i can read asoiaf and be like this didn't feel grimdark to me#but i will ABSOLUTELY understand if someone else goes Nope at the sight of it#everyone's got different bleakness levels probably#i remember seeing n k jemisin criticize the term hopepunk on twitter years ago#and i was like huh but the broken earth trilogy feels like the epitome of hopepunk to Me#it's probable that term has a whole host of associations im not very familiar with tbh. who's to say
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My niche Keith Kogane headcanon is that "Thief" by Imagine Dragons from the Smoke + Mirrors (Deluxe) album is HIS song, no if ands or buts, it just screams mullet emo 'delinquent' in the desert bonus with space motifs. If you told me it was written by the angsty fuck himself I'd totally believe you lmao
#i listen to this song and all i can think of is pre-s1 keith with that fuckass bandana running around in the desert looking for#canyon drawings and grieving the old times when he'd go racing and stargazing with pre-Kerb Shiro🥲#or even further his dad#shit i think it could applied to post S2 Keith reminiscing about early and pre-Voltron time in general#mans has gone through so many life-altering events😭 id be an emo bitch too tbh#mine#vld#keith kogane#vld keith#if someone doesn't make an amv for this damn song where the first verse shots are ep 1-3 s1 keith angsting about pre-kerb and second verse#is s2 after BOM trials about early s1 voltron an earth when things were simpler and they didn't have the entire universe on their shoulders#then i fucking will damn it#“back when i was unafraid just like a thief” cuts to him breaking out shiro with that stupid bandana#“from desert heat to cobbled street from broken home to the city beat” are obviously clips going back and forth from him searching the#the desert and his little shack paralleld with tiny keith in the garrison and then later in the castle of lions#“all the heights that i could reach” is OBVIOUSLLLLY either shots in space or his stupid dive trick with the smirk on his hoverbike#“if i could live a thousand times if i could make a thousand tries oh maybe then id get it right” is OBVIOUSLY space whale flashbacks to#losing shiro and his dad and getting in trouble at the garrison or even his half galra angst in s2#“when the stars look down on me what do they see?” come on its VOLTRON theres so much potential there with their fights in space AND#being a pilot at the garrison#okay im done now lmao anyway its a good song and its very keith coded#honestly could apply to multiple paladins but i think the desert and theif lines specifically make sense for him
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big life changes are happening rn and i just went full-time at my job to sustain those big life changes, so not even god knows if i'd have the time anytime soon, but like... kinda wouldnt mind coming back to rosalina's blog. that drabble was fun. got goddess magic on the brain. i'll probably be dead for a couple more months but ough. i think that corpse just moved. bitch might have a pulse.
#(OOC.) ''The kind of tired regular sleep can't fix.''#((buh. i think it was discord that changed something; but discord image links have death dates now and like))#((my theme is broken because of itttttttttttttt i'm gonna have to make a carrd for rosalinaaaaaaaaaaaaa))#((but im lazyyyyyyyyyyy and poooooooooor so i cant pay anyone with actual skill to do it for meeeeeeeeeeeee))#((hmmmm maybe i can forgo being a fancy little idiot and just write with people. who looks at themes anymore anyways am i right))#((SIGHS as i start looking for carrd templates))
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i am playing professor layton and the curious village on my ds. very fun!!!
I don't know if i'm very far in because most of the time spent in that game was me being confused and bad at puzzles. it's fun though.
!!! im glad to hear youre enjoying it!! its one of my fav titles and honestly such an underrated series, id love it if more ppl gave it a try!
the puzzles can be difficult but very rewarding!! i used to dread them as a kid but now i find them nice and challenging. the math ones are still hard, but if u speak to Flick at the cafe he'll give you chess puzzles which i think were my favorite ^_^
#its nice because its story driven but gives u enough room to do the puzzles on your own to make progress.. and the rewards like#the gizmos painting pieces and furniture for the minigames are also a nice bonus because it gives u a little extra incentive to solve as#many puzzles as possible!! ngl i didnt know how the hotel room minigame worked but i had fun completing the painting and robot dog#plus the variety and the fact that u dont know which puzzles youre gonna get makes it interesting. and theres no harm if u cant finish or#end up missing some because you can find them in the riddle shack or just do a different one instead and its fine. very cool#i have dyscalculia so the math ones have always been hard for me and id need my brothers help so we'd work on it together#or i'd just search up the answer as a last resort............#actually im gonna save u the trouble. if u get the camera case puzzle the answer is 95. ITS FUCKED UP I KNOW BUT ITS 95#it took me like 2 hours with my brother just to figure that out and i dont want anyone to get a headache from that one ITS FRUSTRATING#ive only played curious village and pandoras box bc its the only ones i had as a kid. replaying pandoras box rn actually!!!#i have cracked versions of unwound future and azran legacy which come after CV and PB BUT my version of unwound future is broken#it freezes on the opening cutscene every time i try to play it which SUCKS bc i really wanna play the games in order. maybe ill emulate it#professor layton#ask#answered#yapping#doodles
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my lil charm prototype is real :3c . i am going to sell em. on Kofi . for Like 5 Dollar . do you want a little guy in your home for like 5 dollar
#vwoop.noises#I have not put em down I'm like WOW !!! LITTLE GUY !!!!#Cvwoop comes to . The fair . And the dollar store .#i am going to make a smaller sillier one i can clip onto a bracelet because i have a lil techno charm and I could make my kandi setup more -#obnoxious#tbh i want to make a cvp cuff it would go hard but im kinda lazy#actual product listing coming ~soon i want to figure some stuff out first . Maybe have the tiny one also. And some other stuff#Shipping Etc. Buy Bubble Mailers#It would also 100% be a preorder i am getting the exact amnt of these made lol#which takes abt ~two weeks ig#This is so deeply self indulgent. I just want these things . and MAYBE 5 dollar#I also need to kill paypal (Site Broken + Will Not Let Me Sign Up)
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