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ISATober day 12: Spiralling
(the second variant of the drawing is under the cut! because i couldn't choose)
#in stars and time#isat#in stars and time siffrin#isat siffrin#my art#digital art#isatober#isatober2024#yes i skipped like. 4 prompts.#maybe i'll do them later tho#deadlines are scary but the urge to draw siffrin is stronger#anyway!! it's based on that one face of the change god
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I read "The Disabled Tyrant's Beloved Pet Fish" and I had to get these out of my system
#the disabled tyrant's beloved pet fish#disabled tyrant's pet palm fish#mu tianchi#li yu#xiaoyu#doodle#my art#I still need to read the rest of the series but maybe I'll read the fantranslation while waiting for the rest of the books#for now u get this shitpost tho#also is there a short name for this series??? like the tgcf and mdzs and erha etc for this series???#is it just beloved pet fish???#dtbpf is that what u want from me????#anyway I look forward to seeing these idiots fall in love#maybe I'll do more serious art of them later
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I'm gonna be honest with you guys, the urge to do the same thing I did with the oitd silhouettes, aka slap text posts onto the art with no knowledge of their canon personality other than what they did in the trailer and pulling from the fandom's perceived personality for them, for the new oxventure characters revealed in that trailer is so real
#and there was only reactions in the trailer#willowfine seems sweet and nice#robin kinda gives off pathetic boyfail to me (in a similar way to dob's pathetic boyfail energy) while also hiding something#lug's character art makes me think he's kinda cautious fsr#but Mike just smiling in the trailer makes me think he's pretty happy-go-lucky like Egbert#tho that could just be him talking with the team about a silly thing he's doing or during his character introduction in the actual episode#I have a similar situation with cressida#cressida's character art seems kinda annoyed and thinks she's above people like Prudence did#however Ellen seems scared or at least shocked or worried so cressida might actually be caring and kind like Ellen's other characters#then we have our new resident goth: happen#I kinda get the vibe that he's a more silent character that gets the job done quickly#like ice bear#but also maybe struggles with emotional connections#even if I'm wrong in my vibe guessing I'm sure I'll like them#I'm already slapping aroace headcanons on some of them#them being happen lug and willowfine#maybe cressida too#actually if I think too much about it I'm just gonna slap aroace headcanons on all of them#so they're all aroace unless I'm proven otherwise aka if I think another headcanon fits better#not a text post#this was gonna be a delete later but a lot of my thoughts are in the tags now#oxventure
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i thought their voices made for a pretty interesting combination, so i made a little test thing to show it off
ust by Zoë (@/half-a-head)
#my video lol#my audio lol#i guess it counts as both?? can i really call it cover tho if its so short#oliver vocaloid#根音ネネ#nene nene#machigerita#vocaloid#utau#yeah whatever i guess i'll put tags for organization. asjdngkjfnkjfjdmg i can fix/edit them better later if i decide eeeee#this mix might still have its issues but pls 😭 it was my first time using cakewalk so dont b mean to me#and it wasnt meant to be something super final and polished anyways again this was just a little fun test so ye. idk if ill make a full ver#i also wanted to make a better little video but since it wasnt a full thing and i was running out of time i just made this instead#which i still think is good for these purposes anyways? i do need to practice/experiment more with aviutl#maybe a bit of a morbid song choice for their bdays lmaoo... but HEY IT COULD BE WORSE#(looking at how i drew piko getting his fucking heart ripped out by bestie miki for his bday last year lmao)#and also if youre a vsynth in my computer unfortunately you are doomed to my morbid ass song taste lol i dont make the rules#well. i do. its my computer. and per the rules actually yes sing little fucked up songs for me vsynths... hahahahah...
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#it's been literally 7 years since my last post#so an old meme is only fitting#my life has again spiraled to the point of me rediscovering this torturous game#i'm sure there will only be like 2 people who will ever see this#1 of them being me#not only do few people still use tumblr#but even fewer are still active fans of mm#i can't imagine i have any active followers...#but i figured i should say something before i start up again#to commemorate my fall from grace back into the rabbithole#it's also seemingly impossible to find the content i want with tumblr's new search system#maybe it's old by now but it's new to me#looks like i have tons of old posts in my drafts tho so maybe i'll post some of those later#i should probably change my theme and icon but i'm too lazy for that rn#if this post does happen to grace another's eyes#feel free to unfollow#i understand not wanting unhinged nostalgia cluttering your dashboard#personal#ALSO#i was absolutely delighted to find out they not only created a v route#but one for saeran too#i am now too old for the latter#but i'm pretending he's at least 25 so i can play his route and not feel like the biggest creep on the planet#wild to think the eldest characters would now be 35...
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i started writing thoughts about elituli down in like May but it's happening at snail speed so i wanna post this part separately it's the most essential to them i think.......it's short but most coherent. this screenshot from it is the core:
elenwen has some special type of allure to her that does well with his "walls up" personality. i think she'd be able to soften him pretty well. like absent-minded softness, but not towards her. she will always weird him out. one day he'll truly snap (he'll just be mad as always) because of his inability to read her. elenwen is seriously the most modest lady ever despite being luxury fan number 1 which would make it difficult for her to be charmed in a way. i think it's possible that tullius would try to gift her things but she'd just give everything back to him. or generally she is very much not into being shown any type of generosity, especially in relation to such a specific.. Bond. which makes him feel like he's Stuck and can't even move forward with their situationship. tbh they're both very inexperienced in ' love ' i'd say… tullius is literally still figuring out what he wants in life (broad term, more like he doesn't see any big Grand point in living) and elenwen doesn't want anything. she doesn't want Anything. (ulfric is an exception tho). they both have extremely awkward middle aged people dating scene hubris. my biggest fantasy that would never be real is them being able to go on walks one on one. elenwen's lackey harem would be on their tail tho ALWAYS so they have no privacy ever. the type of walks that last hours until the very evening when it gets dark and scary and at some point they stop yapping && all u can hear is deafening silence and grass crunching . Sniffle . Each walk has tullius getting back to his chambers in shambles (internally) cus he's aching to see his weirdo nazi boo again so that she reshapes his brain over and over. he will grow obsessed with the feeling of emptiness that comes over him after they part ways. there's also the overarching fear that their whole… Thing…situation .. will b revealed at some point, and it keeps him on edge all the time. makes him feel very alive 😁
maybe that's because he has no prior experience of a relationship this 'exciting' (or just scandalous?) and he likes piling a lot of hardships on himself at once to keep life thrilling. that's actually so cute of him imo because being in charge of a war isn't enough for him he has to have all the pressure possible. his soul can never be satisfied. his old ass can't keep still and always has to throw himself into trouble deliberately. or more like he calmly walks into it. we should get him a fidget toy to keep his mind busy or maybe some crosswords or sudoku . this is very cutesy when paired with elenwen's calm way of living (or more like she wants to live calmly, is trying to) and going with the flow of the..status quo? she is tied down living by a set of rules, a schedule … isn't up to making her life more interesting per se. not that the disturbance of her peace weighs down on her greatly tho. ideally she'd just be living lavishly and quietly. her presence is a big add-on to tullius' already busy && stressful life while she sees him as yet another task she needs to attend to. That's so cute tho wait. hanging out with her civil war side piece so much that he becomes one with her regular activities iykwim.. while seeing her all the time does not ease anything for him at all. Lord grant us all the feeling of constant distress he experiences whenever next to her PLEASWWWWWWW
back to the 1on1 thing; they were created to be put in one room together to talk about anything and surprisingly make it out alive out of there each time; they have such similar ways of thinking that tullius would try to make their views clash on purpose sometimes…(well aside from the obvious political differences LMFAO) i think he'd just be mad that he has so much in common with her, like he can't believe that an abomination of a woman like dat is actually… not that bad……and she looks good too.. hold your horses brain…she looks Okay! not THAT good.. they're generally very reserved and aren't eager (to ruin their livelihoods) so obviously their relationship of sorts Blossoms very carefully. i wanna say their brains wud be eating away at each other, but actually it's not an issue that bothers elenwen all that much as i said before. she's just well aware that it's there. tullius is the stereotypical 19th century novel husband that is very tired of his wife's incessant gossip parties that happen every week, and have his tear ducts not been fossilized, he'd actually cry from how irritated he is. elenwen isn't That wife tho. she is that type but with a twist... i rly like how tullius even while at her stupid party says she's pretty formidable. so he knowssss wat she's made of she just has her weird hobbies. Elenwen you are literally my forever goatatron
#log#i literally talk to myself with emojis in my notes app when it's not needed so this truly is the most important bulk of information .#if i form anything more about them that is this coherent (best i can do) i'll add on later ..... IDK LMFAO#i do have more to say tho . maybe. gotta chew it out
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wow i already knew the linked universe community was really nice but i posted that lil doodle of four earlier and it blew up like crazy :O especially with how many skilled artists are in this fandom it feels like such high praise! thank you!
#linked universe#bud says stuff#the legend of zelda#and to think i was a little nervous about posting that drawing#its doing pretty well on instagram as well#also i love reading the comments in the tags so muchhh#i compile and save some of my favorites to look back at later :)#that goes for all of my art tho#anyway shameless plug my art blog is brooklet-hill#i have a few lu doodles in my sketchbook too. maybe i'll post them
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I watched an mdzs animatic with a song from wicked, and something in my mind finally clicked and now I want to scream about how similar my current and my past hyperfixations are.
"Good news, the witch is dead!" like
"No good deeds" is such a "character pushed to their limits" song. Imagine it before the nightless city. The first scream, as Wen Ning and Wen Qing walk away. The chanting as he lies there, unable to move, praying for them to be well. Memories of people he loves: Jiang Cheng and Jiang Yanli, Lan Zhan, the Wen siblings.
"Was I really seeking good, or just seeking attention?" -- as he looks at the burial mounds and leaves.
"If I cannot succeed, Fiero, saving you, I promise no good deed will I attempt to do again." -- as he learns about Wen Qing and Wen Ning's death.
Ending with him arriving at Nightless city and pulling out the flute.
I want to see it animated so much!
My skills are so annoyingly not up to the task. Maybe if my hyperfixation survives long enough that I learn drawing and animating things well? It'll be the third mdzs animatic I really wish to do one day. Maybe one day.
#mdzs#wicked#my tastes do never change. all my favourite stories seem to have “dark evil” characters that are actually good#I am obsessed with this okay#mdzs did what I love about such stories the best tho. it's perfection. i love it so much oh my god#wicked has the advantage of being a musical. tho I have 60+ mdzs animatics saved so by now I arguably consume it as a musical.#maybe one day I'll write a comprehensive list of all animatics I've ever came across#wicked also has a slight advantage of the word “witch” being used. it is a fun word that makes me feel thing#it was what I was called in school#because I was weird and autistic#and wasn't afraid of blood and drew weird runes and made weird rituals I called “magic” that were rumored to actually work#because one day a boy annoyed me. I made weird hand gestures. and he immediately got hit by snow falling from the roof#i swear like five people from my class confessed they were scared of me#and later my uni teacher. she confessed there were rumors going around among teachers about how scary and terrible a student I was#I still can't get over this it's so funny. imagine being this annoying and weird. it's hilarious.#so yep. my love to stories about characters the are deemed “evil” by the world runs very deep#I love them so so so much ahah#now I just need to learn drawing and do my love some justice
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first ref of the speedrun DONE FINALLY JESUS.
Patch wahooo, will put the old ref under the cut to compare
#not super proud of the new one#kinda rushed near the end#but eh#i do like it better the old one sooo WIN!#also old one didnt include well. the horrors.#but yeah this funny guy. well. gave them the horrors#i'll probably ramble about their lore at some point#anywaysss#i should probs make a oc tag hmmm#maybe later tho#for now tho#oc art#voltrixz art dump#ok back to the grind till the site stablizes so i can upload this one
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Do u ever just write an essay for school that has you thinking about an experience u had a whole 9 and a half years ago & it recontextualizes everything so ur accepting smth that u have been avoiding for Years
Or is that just me lol
#speculation nation#im. hm.#i need to do some more thinking about this. and reading about things maybe.#... this is a BAD time for me to have these kinds of realizations. i am not enjoying writing this essay question.#i just have a page left tho. i just have to say some shit and them i can move on and unpack this shit at a more convenient time.#just. ya kno. sometimes you experience something that has long made you uncomfortable but For Reasons you havent put a label to it#but then youre smacked in the face with the reality that it Is applicable. that it Does fit that label.#and... it probably Has been affecting me all this time. even though i hadnt realized it.#still dont know if id call it a trauma exactly. not an individual trauma at least. though it does belong to an overarching one.#just. a different flavor to it than what id accepted prior. something i had Never wanted to talk about before.#talked about it with a friend tho just a bit ago. and she affirmed the recontextualization. so. hm.#i dont know what to think about all of this. i'll do more thinking on it later.
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nooo early spring sunlight, don't get dark i'm still depressed haha
#7pm isnt bad but nooooo#its so cold out i didn't spend as much time outside as i wanted to now its too late#like ik i wasng getting warmer as it was getting later but still#anyway#alas#i will try to wake up early tomorrow tho perhaps#it will be raining but also warm so i can do stuff outside 😌#spring!!!#my depression is almost cured just give it like another week or two and i'll be fine <3#tho my scary doctor's appointment is coming up and i have no money :(#my parents will hopefully be able to cover the treatment for me but i have no idea yet what it will cost and i hate to be a burden on them#ugh#trying to enjoy the beauty of slring without thinking abt maybe never seeing it again 🥲
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took me six labels to print before i realized i could print these directly on sticker paper and skip like two steps in this process of getting them to be ready for shipping
im so smart rn
#prepped some stuff to ship tomorrow. i'll ping people when they've been dropped off and then we cross the fingers i did this right again#as i still dont fully trust myself to not fuck it up. but yeah#but yeah. progresssss#after these i only have four more of gifts and one big one and then its just. whatever gets bought/ordered i guess#which pspspsps hi buy/order bracelets pls#since i cant give them out at events cause i dont go anywhere cause im broke lmao#as much as i'd love to do that#but yeah. things. shipping stuff. woo#now im gonna make dinner and then write a little something#maybe one day i'll have another fic to post for the public. that aint today tho#(i do however have more zack/chris brainworms so... maybe sooner than later? if anyone wants more of that that is)#night is an absolute mess on main
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I have an idea for a new fursona. I need to draw it later. Luly dog sona finally will be real.
#luly talks#i've been thinking of selling the idog too actually#bc i think its a great design but i literally dont vibe w it at all#like that aint me nor something i feel like drawing again ya feel me#btw some ideas of how i imagine the new dog looking: i want it to be a plushie bc i have been really vibing w non standard furries lately#i want it to have NO mouth like L.L. and also have little dot eyes (shiny plastic same as nose)#big belly bottom heavy#maybe different patterns across patches but nothing too difficult#all brown like caramel brown#there's viscera below the fur.#if you tear it open where the mouth should be you'll find teeth.#opposite of nemfrog which looks fleshy but probably has fuck all inside this guy looks fuck all but has flesh inside#also unlike l.l. no mouth means cant talk#more submissive. they're jsut a toy you can do fuck all with them!!#which includes some sid toy story shit if that's what you wanna do.#there'd be consequences. not sure.#god now im thinking of making them more fucked up and im getting excited#i need to make this dog later#NO IDEA WHAT I'LL NAME THEM THO GRABS THE PISTOL AND FUCKIGN
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Welp, Here are my blorbos!
Leaping with faith (actually the first one I designed!):
Rocky Clouds In The Nights (the short king who stream snipes lmao) + a design for one type of lizard he owns (the humber indicates how many):
Ghost of lasting death (memory issues guy!):
Aaand Wings Of Galactic Origin:
The blorbos!
THE SILLIES!!!! ^^
I would have went haha lmao tricked you into sending your ocs so I could draw them but never got to it. Also I'm gonna be out almost all day and didn't want this to sit in my inbox for too long 🥲
#absolute blorbos tho#kissing them all on the forehead#maybe I'll do it later and reblog this with them idk
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g*lmar rly has to be the best skajrim character on the real like even if you don't like him he just is . literally The best one i think......... on dat note i also imagine that he and ulfr*c despite being fairydust BFFs for lyfe genuinely have the worst communication skills ever seen
#text#but i already talked about how g*lmar is weird about ulfr*c anyways#literally jubilant and feeling special cus he's the only person ulfr*c actually trusts and speaks to outside of formal conversations#he's a very manly man too (like N*loth) for wanting to just control everything... well actually having ulfr*c under 'control' is enough 4 -#- him. unlike n*loth who wants to be above everything that moves. literally not about him tho#i hope that other st*rmcloaks develop a habit of going to hide downstairs in the palace whenever they can tell the vibe between -#- g*lmar and ulfr*c is off because they're gonna be yelling at each other and throwing shit around for 40 minutes in a few seconds#i don't believe they'd fight insanely often but being at an active war probably gets them heated more. Often than usual; and their -#- conflicts are never resolved. i feel like they just don't talk to each other for a good 2 days and act like nothing happened#they're way too manly and prideful to actually let the other one 'win' so they just don't say anything ever post-arguing#Tbhs g*lmar actually really likes that ulfr*c is so unstable and harrowed because it makes himself feel very good and reliable -#- but he has his limits 😂LMFAOO i bet sometimes he gets really tired of him being so traumatized. very rarely but he does think about it#i'll have to desribe that a bit better later tho... don't know how to word it atm#but maybe he wants to punch him or something BYE. no...... 💔savage as hell#he likes it in a very general sense of ulfr*c's personality especially between them but doesn't like it when it causes them to clash#this might just be mostly ulfr*c's doing cus i doubt he's actually talkative about his past issues and Troubles (torture mayhem) and -#- can't communicate anything about it or set boundaries when needed. he just gets mad or very avoidant. No fixing that tho#well it's just shameful to him so he'd rather do nothing than even admit anything to anyone Everrrrr#why does his life suck so bad LMFAOOOOOOOOO#their nasty musty mutualism .. leeching off your traumatized Bff so that he can make you feel good by saying he needs you in particular#while U pay him back with some support.......SOME#Oh well#that zero communication between some sk*rim characters looks yammy as fuck to me. A;lways. ALWAYS#nelvas is power dynamic induced...... g*lmar&&ulfr*c trauma-caused... elituli Um😂 t*llius doesn't even know any hobbies she has#bye this is why they're serving so hard
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looking back at old doodles is so weird bc every single time it's like "ahh i remember that one, that doodle i made only for me and ark and that one mutual to enjoy... wait what do you mean it has 200 notes-"
#i always forget that i actually have a decent chunk of followers jfhdgk#does suck when you look back at one and it makes you wanna delete your entire internet presence bc it sucks so much KFJDHG#it made someone happy it's okay it made someone happy it's okay (<- said through gritted teeth)#i dont like deleting old posts even when i hate them bc i liked it at the time. why would i be so mean to my past self :(#aaaaaugh i wanna draw but i have absolutely ZERO motivation. the resistance drawing was made in a sudden burst of ''I Have To Do This''#i just wanna make silly doodles aaaaaa... maybe i'll think of something later#chat#was looking back through my simon tag if you were curious. i wanna draw him again it's been a bit#i suck at drawing him as a human tho. idk why he's just REALLY hard to draw#i like the sloth better >:(
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