#maybe i’ll just need to miss it
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Eddie Munson getting a bump/bruise/cut on his head that you put a bandaid on, and he’s bumping it into your mouth every fifteen seconds, like a cat, and being the whiniest baby ever. He needs you to kiss his mark now! Every time, every second! Love him! He’s hurt! Help him!
‘Nooooo’ he whines when you are not kissing it/him. It was his own fault he got it, you told him to be careful when he was acting like his usual self, pre-bandaid. You’ve given him some ibuprofen and water, but he’s all cuddled up to you and not going anywhere.
He will straight up look at you offended if you even mention you are getting up, like he will give you the most offended and sometimes bitchy look, for real. How dare you even think about leaving him in his condition right now?
He’ll nuzzle his bandaided head into your mouth tirelessly, so much that no matter where you move your head, or if you’re trying to talk, you’ve got a plaster and Eddie’s boney head and a tonne of curls following your face everywhere, nuzzling right into your lips so you can’t even talk to Eddie about it. You’re smothered easily once again.
There’s no escape from Eddie and his need. You could breathe if you just gave him his kisses like he wanted! Eventually you get too busy pulling hairs out your mouth, while Eddie’s whimpering into your jaw, how you’re just being so horrible to him, whilst still hiding in your face.
Eddie is your stubborn and soft baby but he will just ram his head into your face harder if you say that. When you ask him if his injury hurts so much why is him acting like a horned goat not making him cry in pain, he just grabs your arms and pulls them over himself instead. Not letting you move your arms out of his tight hold whatsoever.
When you stop babying Eddie, or tease him too much, he’s telling you how mean you are to your injured boyfriend, saying don’t you always tell him boys can show their vulnerable side too, and why won’t you use your mouth for less bullying him and more magical healing kissing? Why don’t you love him anymore huh?
He keeps up with this all the way until nighttime, even if it happened in the morning. He’ll be the saddest/most annoying (whatever works) boy all day long so you stay snuggled up with him, looking after your poor injured helpless baby.
Eddie will only fall asleep with you constantly giving kisses around, not on, his very small no longer even hurting mark, swearing that’s the only way he can be lulled to sleep. Blinking those dark brown eyes up at you if you stop, and pouting about how he can’t sleep the pain away if you do that.
And God, Eddie Munson can sell cute.
And that’s just how Eddie dozes off after a long hard day for him, with your arms and legs wrapped around him, his own limbs clinging around yours, and with constant kisses to his injured head until he’s knocked out peacefully in bed snuggled into you, unrelated to his head trauma
#Eddie Munson#Eddie Munson x reader#eddie munson hcs#Eddie Munson thoughts#Eddie Munson fluff#stranger things#Eddie Munson/reader#eddie munson hurt/comfort#I found this draft and spruced it up a bit more but I rly wanna get back into the swing#it’s the actually starting again that’s so hard and in the past 2 months I’ve nearly finished tonnes of fics I’ve just not quite gotten ther#like I’ve got multiple nearly complete fics but I just keep feeling like they’re all missing smth#I think I need to just get over it and post one and then I’ll have kickstarted my brain again maybe lmao
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Little doodle of Rock and X getting coffee. Considering how much crap the little guy goes through I think he deserves a black coffee
#If dr light was there he’d change his order to a hot chocolate#This isn’t even an au its just me doodling something silly#mega man x#rockman#megaman#megaman x#Also im so sorry for my handwriting lol#Thanks to Warren for pointing out which letters were borderline illegible so I could redo them lol#Also i really need to figure out how I want to draw the reploids and other x series characters#Maybe I’ll go with 5-6 heads idk#update: His name is Rock#HOW DID I MISS THAT LMAO#this is why we get 8 hours of sleep and not 3
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Hey. Sorry about the inactivity, but pretty sure no one cared that much anyways lol. Been a looooong time since I kept that distant from Tumblr…at least now I know I’m able to survive without checking posts every day/being chronically online! I’ve got an intense love-hate relationship with this lifestyle I’ve dug myself into. Think I’m getting a little bit better with the balance even if school isn’t really giving me an option. Got a load of work I need to keep catching up on if I don’t want to disappoint my professors. We’ll survive somehow. Here take a quick batch of Puzzle doodles k bye
#the hell am I so anxious about? maybe it’s just overstimulation stuff#hoping it’ll die down because I can’t keep enjoying myself when I’m like this#seriously is starting to mess with my flight responses over the tiniest things#like yea obviously I needed to stay logged out of Tumblr so I would focus more on schoolwork#but uhhhh gonna be transparent and say a huge part of it is the jolts of anxiety :(#like even the thought of logging back here has caused me to feel like sweating#my brain kept saying ‘no I don’t want to I can’t do that’ even when I felt bad for missing out on others posts#like I want to be here so I can support my mutuals dammit!!!#I’m a mess. I’m such a broken mess oh great lovely spectacular#maybe the culminating stress of final exam deadlines is worsening stuff as well#I can’t tell you why I’m like this I just am 🙃#anyways thinking I’ll start adapting to the distance. Sorry but being a shut-in is more appealing right now#I just need time to be with myself and not be so invested in the lives of others#anyways what’s something mildly positive I can wrap this up with so I don’t seem pathetic….#ah yes the final Puzzle sketch here was drawn today before a class period#one of my fellow classmates noticed and audibly asked me ‘is that Mr. Puzzles?’#IT TOOK EVERTHING IN MY WILLPOWER TO NOT LET OUT A GIDDY SHRIEK#Felt like my eyes bulged and I jolted in enthusiasm jskjsksp spontaneous happiness?? actally experiencing the feeling of fitting in??#anyways I responded with a very normal ‘WAIT YOU KNOW ABOUT HIM???’ while trying to suppress grinning or going ‘teehee’#anyways now it’s my personal mission to keep initiating conversations with her because AUUUUUGH SHE KNOWS WHO HE IS I’M LOSING IT#proceeded to talk about Murder Drones & TADC like holy SHIT I didn’t think I would ever find animation peeps in my psychology class auuu 😭💜#it’s a MIRACLE man this may be a sign that college won’t be isolating anymore yaaaaayyy#PUZZLE IS SINGLE HANDILY HELPING ME TALK TO PEOPLE BOTH ONLINE AND IRL THIS IS WILD#all hail the best comfort character seriously holy shit—like imagine she never noticed me drawing Puzzles!! I’D STILL BE LONELY AS HELL#okay sorry I’ll stop typing like a teenager and go back to pretending to be well-versed in speech & conducting myself ‘normally’ :3#doodles#sketches#hplonesome art#not tagging with Puzzles because hahaaaaa don’t look at me
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looking for a second, hidden message behind official jjk twt posting so much gojo for the past few days, knowing it’s the final week and yes he’s coming back, that must be it
#— ai rambles#most likely just pr tbf but you know#i have to look past it and think he will come back#i need to believe it hard enough and maybe it’ll happen 🤞#also i’m so uneasy about those last few chapters#why’s everything looking so .. calm LOL#is gege going to troll us again . for the last time#holding my breath until the very end t-t#so nervous so so so i can’t wait for leaks in a few THE LAST LEAKS T^T#i’ll miss this sm T^T#hanging out on leaks day and screaming and crying with you all sobs
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Does anyone else suffer from the disbelief that they are their age?
#I either feel 40 or 17. no in between#I can’t believe I’m in my twenties and some do my friends are getting masters#but more power to them!#or perhaps it is the relative freedom from not feeling bound to an arbitrary timeline and having the space to mentally breathe and explore#that I miss#but once you leave the structure of education (either after graduating from whatever is secondary school at your country/dropping out or#post grad education. things get weird#I’m realizing that some people (attempt to) follow these arbitrary timelines because they want to get married and (maybe) have kids#but….i don’t want that. which is quite freeing#I used to be of the ‘dating for marriage’ mindset but not now#idk it seems like a lot to look for someone who ticks all your romantic checkboxes and also ltr checkboxes#and kids are expensive so not having them is very financially freeing#and just…time freeing I guess#I think generally I’m not a very social person. and I don’t really start itching for socializing unless I’m literally isolated (like I was#literally yesterday)#and a lot of things I like to do I tend to do solo#like lifting. for me to get to my physique goals I’ll practically be in the gym almost everyday for ~2 hrs. and yeah I don’t *need* to be#that extra but I have that choice to decide whether to overtrain my body or crank out overtime or be in my routine executive dysfunction#spirals (ok that’s not really a choice but still)#and I need time to decide on which hobby to ditch and bounce from each time haha#basically I don’t think I’m ltr material. and that’s ok. im just out here enjoying my life#once you’re out of an educational structure (idk abt yall in academia) you can choose whether to follow a set path. and maybe that’s what#you want idk. but you should also examine whyyy you want the thing. do you want to get married to a man and have kids because YOU want that#or because everyone else is doing it? and you don’t want to stand out or feel like your failing in life. meanwhile you might not even like#men or hate prenthood.#imma end it here I have things scheduled (yay) and I need to shower#uchiha-gaeshi ramblings#uchiha-gaeshi overshares#life#txt
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did i compulsively make another hl oc? maybe…
ok so her name is ariella carpenter and she’s a fifth-year muggle-born hufflepuff. she is another mc interpretation bc my brain won’t shut up. so chile anyway she, being a total jesus freak, sees her ancient magic as a “gift 🎁 from 👅 the 👹 lord 🛐 himself 👨❤️💋👨”. she constantly pushes her religion onto other students, and heaven forbid ANYONE question her faith. no matter how right the negative’s argument is, she still remains a truly annoying faithful servant of the lord. she genuinely believes what she preaches.
think the stubbornness and narcissism of characters like inspector javert from les miserables or ramses from the prince of egypt or frex from wicked (more specifically the book but whatevr).
so she goes through the main hl plot, yaddah yaddah yaddah, and along the way, she slowly beings to question her faith. as she sees all these people die, as she sees the grey area of the world, she begins to wonder if there really is a god; i mean, why would he allow this genocide and division? but no! he’s real, her mommy said so.
at the end of the story, after the battle under hogwarts, she’s lost all faith. one day, not long after fig’s funeral, she goes missing. no one knows where she is, why she left, or if she’s even alive; all anyone knows is that she stopped preaching.
#istg every time i’m gone for more than three days i make a new hl oc#i’ll post a drawing of her soon#i just need to make some final decisions on the design#also i’m making a side blog for my hl ocs#i am slowly but surely setting it up as we speak#i was going to have ariella kill herself after she lost her faith#bc narcissism#but i thought it too grim#so i just made her go missing and left the rest up to the audience#i’ll also put out some more info on her if i mean when i make her a ref sheet#+ why i wrote her the way i did#or maybe i’ll just make that a separate post idkidkidkidk#tw silly#hogwarts legacy#hl#hl mc#hogwarts legacy oc#hl oc#hogwarts legacy mc#ariella carpenter
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coming soon to theatres near you: my lore multi(s)
#pure vibes. that’s all#will i use them to write? maybe once#other than that? nope#will i make them just to lore drop? yeahhhh …#also bringing back one of my fav originals at some point i miss him bad but he needs a rework#circa 2016 he needs a new name new face aaaaand that’s kinda it. yeah#man. originals <3#tbd.#in the meantime#i’m chipping away at drafts but#it’s like one a week ….#u can find me on dazai <3#i need to redo uh#my uh. thing. pinned#it feels messy with all the arrows pointing to blogs that i made on whims#so i’ll neaten it up :^)
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oldsona/femc fans who make their personality hating newsona/non femc p3 content are just as annoying as newsona fans who make their personality hating oldsona/femc and its weird they try to act like they’re not
#like wait a day before complaining about the answer jfc??#why do you have to go onto threads of people being excited and go ‘there’s no femc dlc this sucks and you should feel bad’#like what if we all just went outside#maybe its just twitter i’ll log off of there for a while#edit from later: theres a conversation to be had about femc being brushed aside like this#i just don’t feel like saying people shouldn’t be excited for TA because they didn’t also make femc dlc is the conversation we need#i do kinda wish we could have femc discussions without it being hostile though it always seems so violent#i miss her. sad she only got a shitty port
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g’mornie pals!! *⸜( * ॑꒳ ॑*)⸝* im wishin you all the best things on this lovely tues!! i’ve been busting my lil bunny butt wrkin so i’m sorry i was gone this wknd :’< BUT im makin you all a lil breakfast treat for bein the sweetest city friends a girl could ask for :3 careful!! they’re hot & fresh out the oven!! ( ͜♡ ・ω・) ͜♡ have a v lovely day!!
#ᕱ⑅ᕱ.* journals!#*pants & wheezes* wait up friends!! im sorry for lagging behind!! 。゚(゚꜆. ̫.꜀)゚。 the holidays are!! WOAH NELLY!!#& i wrk in retail so it’s been nonstop since tgivin :( ;´•ᴗ•): like pls!!! a girl is TRYING!!!#BUT MISS MANON I SEE THAT ME KENYŪ FIC YOU TAGGED ME IN!! I WILL BE INHALING THAT TONIGHTTTTT ໒꒰ྀི˵ˊᯅˋ˵ ꒱ྀི১#maybe thats what i need!! some yukimiya magic (ˆ꜆ᵒ̴̷͈ · ᵒ̴̷͈ )♡ dream boy oh dream boy!! pls share some posi energy + immaculate face card w#theres sm i have to do before wrk today ugh im already so overwhelmed (づ ﻌ ど) thats okay we can just take it one thing at a time!! mhm!!#ooo & i STILL have xmas shopping to do & santa comes in!!! 8 DAYS!!! TOO SOON!!! ໒꒰ྀི𖦹﹏𖦹꒱ྀི১ time is FLYIN!!!#okie im gonna get a start on my chores this mornie but i’ll be peekin later on!! :3 have the v best day!! ILYASM!! <33
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“Wait, so this is why other people always have their priorities straight? Work and fun feel similar to them? The same sort of brain chemical release?”
“Because like, if skateboarding feels the same as doing homework, WHY skateboard? I could just walk for exercise and then do homework.”
“This is why everyone pretty much is expected to grow up and be a boring adult.”
“Well, I refuse to join the ranks. But…I recognize there’s a time and place for fun. I just have to carve out that place myself apparently.”
“I think I know how to manage my time now…tentatively. And how to regulate when I take my meds and when I don’t.”
#alvin seville#alvin and the chipmunks#alvinnn and the chipmunks#alvin 2.0#alternate universe#aatc#adhd meds#adhd problems#tasks#workaholic#i love my crazy brain#but I want to make it work in my favor#and I still want to enjoy fun stuff#I hate that work and fun feel identical on meds.#but it makes homework a lot more tolerable#I miss the rush#so I’ll just…let myself have the rush again#Now that I’m FINALLY caught up and ahead again#maybe….maybe trying to constantly stay all caught up is the problem#maybe I just have to accept that I’m gonna have alphabet soup grades for life#anyway#rambles#trying to decide if I need dopamine today or if I wanna try and make my own through daydreams#I probably need it#but I PROMISE PROMISE MYSELF I’ll have fun this weekend
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sugurucoded in every sense of the word
#i think he will always be the first one to leave… there’s no version of him in my mind (canon adjacent) where he doesn’t leave first#i just think in times of having chosen other people he decides to choose himself#and that will always result in Leaving . whether it be for his sake or his significant other’s sake#and i think at the same time he will ALWAYS deep down be the one w the most regret even if he says he has none#i think he has a tendency to keep people at a polite distance bc he doesn’t want to get hurt (maybe ties into his family history)#and so he’ll leave before he can get hurt + before he can hurt someone (emotionally)#like he’s fine with being hated (he’s not) but… idk to me at the end of the day he’s a very like . Scared person#again this isn’t technically canon suguru but it’s a facet OF suguru that i find fascinating#it’s funny too because when he chooses himself he dooms himself & others around him#something something i leave because i love you but i lost you#i didn’t end up ordering war of the foxes bc i forgot/missed the sale but i’ll get it during black friday methinks#also it’s been YEARS since i read crush… i need reread it again tomorrow#*need to . it’s nighttime i’m sleepy#personal
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'...you know jokes like those actually hurt me, right?'
"who said I was joking?"
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#vent#personal#delete later#so um#i don't talk with my family about stuff often cuz#they don't really listen#it's#they always think I'm putting on airs or acting when I say something#i mean#it's not#i don't really know whether or not i actually have a problem#but sometimes i check over my behavior and#some of it doesn't seem normal?#i mean i don't know i'm not an expert and my opinion doesn't mean much but#it just doesnt seem like something we're supposed to experience#so i'll tell them sometimes#well actually i've told them multiple times that i feel like something isn't right#i mean we told them about our back and leg pain maybe 3 years ago?#that wasn't taken seriously#even when i fell the first time it wasn't taken seriously#it took me actually breaking down and crying to miss a singular day of school#mentally speaking i think i might have something going on#i mean i've told my brother that i might have depression and#he just brushes it off and jokes about it#we get home and tell him we've had a bad day and he'll joke about how the m22's there for me and its#it really hurts but no one takes me seriously and i don't know if we're overreacting or if there's genuinely something wrong#in april the thing with my legs happened again and the next day i was told that i was fine and that i needed to go back to school and#And that's not wrong i've never missed school i don't miss school even when i am sick i take a day off and bounce right back but#It kind of feels like they don’t take me seriously?#this is stupid sorry i’ll take this down later
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Keep thinking about the dream I had of OVAs being announced and everyone went wild including me, but sadly I’m in reality 😔💔
#buddy daddies#kiritalks#I want to hope…. I’m delusional enough to convince myself that MAYBE there’s a chance#I just miss the precious family so much#I’ll always draw them to keep the fandom fed because I also need it
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And suddenly I’m thinking about you again
#I really hope you don’t look through my tumblr 😭#but I think I still miss you#maybe love you still#I wonder if I’ll stop#I think it’s a moment of weakness and this….THING happening#I forget how to be a person sometimes#I think part of it is just wanting to be loved and knowing you did and not comprehending you stopped#did you figure it out? are things normal?#it’s just that first love#it never leaves you I guess#I just remember how happy I was and I hate that I don’t have it anymore#I want to bite my arm off#gnaw like a dog to a bone#I feel like I’m losing it#yk what it’s my period#I’m such a loser oh my god#I need to die#now I’m embarrassed#posting anyway
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Are you ever gonna post the grandekofi fic? For me 🥺🐭
Aaaaaaa I was just thinking about how I need to get back to writing them earlier today 😭 maybe I’ll work on it in between editing rawnsyf. Just for you 🥰
#also which fic did I promise you was it the kidfic 🤭#I just have so many ideas for them yk!!!!#god I miss them#you’re so right I do need to write them already (again)#maybe I’ll try and write a mega quick Drabble tonight. just for you :)#hmmm#okay 😏#let’s see what I can do#ask#asks#berry#sweetestberryofthebunch#grandekofi
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my five surviving braincells when something remotely good happens:
#in other news… wORK IS OVER PARTY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#man. i’m s o tired. i can’t believe i survived almost 2 whole years at this job…#huh. come to think of it… i started tling idol sengen before i even got this job lol. and i’m only 3/5 of the way through it…#can’t believe the idol sengen grind->hiatus->grind(?) outlives my time at [withheld] company…#i did end up spending a cool 20 mins cleaning out my work locker though. i found so many treasures i didn’t even know i had in there#like. there was an unopened 3-pack of wet tissues a n d an unopened box of pens that i don’t recall buying#and ofc the 3 random sponges i ‘liberated’ from the lab. don’t tell my boss lmao#w a i t now that i think about it i should’ve taken at least 1 vial of (allegedly) carcinogenic sand for the memories. dammit.#oh well. what’s done is done i suppose. i did receive way more chocolate than i could ever eat though…#y. yeah. i guess i’ll miss my coworkers (a little). they were fun to annoy every day. except for the new guy bc i don’t like him at all lol#i have never met someone who lacked as much common sense as he. i think he’s gonna get canned before he’s able to resign on his own terms#dude could be spoonfed through every single step of the testing process and *still* mess up somewhere smh#but no. this isn’t about him. even though he is the final straw that led to my decision to resign#hm. looking back on it now. i think i was pretty good at my job for the most part when it came to the things i could do#or maybe i was too good at it. like. to the point where even more experienced analysts were coming to me in search of help#prolly gonna miss being one of the very best (out of like a grand total of 10 people at the lab) at doing ftir-related tests#ehehehehehehe i wonder if that workstation will continue to stay as organised as it is now that i’m gone#a n d i wonder what my coworkers will do now that they can’t ask me for ms excel help for the smallest of things lol#sometimes i just wanna tell them to g o g o o g l e i t ! ! ! when they call me over for it. but alas.#can’t believe these guys know how to use c h a t g p t and not ms excel (despite having it on their resume) smh#omg wow this got long and incoherent sorry guys i think i need some sleep lol. idol sengen next week..#…maybe…? no promises though!!!!!
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