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Guys GUYS no no you don’t understand patroclus is amazing at cooking and achilles MISSES it!!!!! Fuck FUCK fuck just a day before he was sharing a meal patroclus prepared with the others as they tried to appeal to him and he doesn’t KNOW!!!! ACHILLES DIDN’T KNOW THAT WOULD BE THE LAST TIME HE WOULD TASTE FOOD FROM HIS BELOVED!!!!! I’m actually about to fucking crash out you don’t understand this is devastating to me
#there’s a special kind of grief when you realize you’ll never share a meal with that person again#or never taste their cooking again#you can try and try to recreate it but it will never taste as good as you remembered#I’m actually gonna be fucking sick#like yeah achilles is in mourning and he’s fasting and this and that#but also#nothing will taste the same without patroclus will it?#whether he made the food or not it was his presence that sweetened everything#fuck#FUCK!!!!#ough I could write about this#maybe I will maybe I won’t who knows#the iliad#achilles#patroclus#patrochilles#tagamemnon
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can we start placing bets about the live action voltron movie. everyone download draftkings right now
#shitpost#voltron#I’m pretty sure they’re adapting the original anime so like who knows what’s going to happen#I feel like they’re not going to make Allura a Paladin and they’ll like tease it in the lead up to the movie but they won’t actually do it#they’ll probably save making Allura a Paladin in the sequel that will never happen because this movie is going to die at the box office#I think they’re going to make all the paladins white or white passing with maybe the exception of hunk#I do think they’ll make Allura a woman of color but the vibes are going to be soooo weird I am already praying for her future actress#also I guarantee there will be romantic tension between Allura and keith and then conservatives are going to post rage bait articles#about them being a mixed race couple
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Hello ISATblr, love to see you thriving
My friend introduced me to this game and I haven't been the same ever since, so of course I had to celebrate it's birthday
Have a doodle dump of all ISAT art I've made so far, including some Im not really satisfied with, and some ISATsonas, because it's my art and it's ISAT and we have fun here
HAPPY 1ST ISAT BIRTHDAY!!!!!
also my posts include a lot of rambling in my tags, so please do check those out, and click on the images for better quality and non cropped versions
#in stars and time#isat#art#AvLoki_pal posts#avloki pal posts#my art#ISAT birthday#isat loop#isat siffrin#isat isabeau#isat mirabelle#Sorry Odile and Bonnie it wasn’t your time to shine yet#isat fanart#isafrin#isat oc#isatsona#isat spoilers#just in case#Man I love the first two drawings so much#the first is based off my favorite Loop portrait#The second and third off two of the songs I added to a ISAT playlist I made#see if you can guess them#Some of my friends’ ISAT sonas featured in the fourth image#Maybe I’ll give some of these their own posts#maybe I won’t#who knows! Not me apparently#fanart#If anyone asks I WILL ramble about the drawings#i tend to put so many thoughts and symbolism and easter eggs in my art#I both like letting people guess and rambling about it
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Spent all day reading this fic and it has consumed me, so I needed to do something to let my feeling out
#I want to color them#and finish them#but soon it will be 1 am and if I start I won’t go to sleep until I finish#so maybe hopefully I will continue these tomorrow#who knows#but#damn#what a journey reading that fic was#a masterpiece#emmeart#Gale#gale dekarios#gale of waterdeep#gale x tav#bg3#baldur's gate 3#tara the tressym#Gale and Tara
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People who can’t/won’t stifle. There’s a special place in heaven waiting for u istg <3
#It is SO sexy it is watching someone who can’t / won’t stifle in a scenario they ought to be quiet in…#I LOVE watching them do a (terribly!) muffled blast#Or maybe they frantically clamp their hands around their nose (bonus points if that makes the sneeze louder)#Ooooohh or what about them ducking/walking away to let their huge snz out?!#All I know is they cannot do a thing about the power / intensity of their sneeze#And at this point they don’t / won’t even try#Loud snz#sneeze kink#snz fet#snz fucker#snz audio#snz#snzblr#snzfucker#snz kink#snz thoughts
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I think maybe I just won’t look in the kotlc tag until I have unraveled myself. fandom on hold <3
#kotlc#im so on guard against potentially I tagged spoilers#*untagged#that I just skimmed a post saying sophie was unmatchable and flinched#before I went wait I minute we’ve known that for years#so. I probably won’t be IN the tag for a minute#I’ll still be here though#maybe I’ll other fandom post for a few weeks#who knows
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Also hi take these
#I post a lot more wip stuff on twitter…. trying to change that#trying to find earring backings that won’t make peoples ears turn green :) awful search :)#postings#I also don’t have my ears priced and cannot get them repierced due to old piercing scarring#so I can’t even test them out myself smh#maybe I can shove one in my nose piercing who knows#salmon
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why are college era fiddauthor fics in such short supply
#like ao3 only has like 3 pages of college fiddauthor fics#?!!#come on guys.#this is peak fiddauthor potential#they were canonly roommates !!!!!!#come on !!!!!!!!!!#i’d say i’d have to write something myself since y’all won’t but i know the chances of me actually doing it are too low#but hey#who knows#maybe#be the change i want to see#❤️❤️❤️❤️#gravity falls#fiddauthor#ford²#fiddlesix#stanford pines#fiddleford mcgucket#aghhhhhh#hey
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something that came up during my costuming research (and me actually finally watching the show) so do we think the dead get to choose what to wear as ghosts ? like Charles is wearing peak rude boy attire, Edwin is in full Edwardian getup, neither of which is what they died in (aka what I assumed/how we see some of the other ghosts in the show)
#apologies if I this is established in the show once again I’m only watching it now#and idc about spoilers so please discussion#I want to write this into a fic#which I probably won’t be writing until after I finish this#but actually who knows#maybe I’ll write a fluff piece abt this#dead boy detectives#dbda#dbda fanfic#dbda fic#dbda meta
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Why must the medication give me other mental health issues. I trade the Big Sad for the No Sleep and it gives me more Big Sad
#mayhaps it might be best to switch medication who knows#bones rants#anti depressants u have failed me#I can’t take melatonin bc I tried a bunch of shooters with twin to try to find out what types of hard liquor we like and I don’t wanna#absolutely destroy my liver that’s a big no no#I shall simply wait till the eepy and yet my hands are so so so much so in pain bc I’ve yet to sleep and they need a solid 8 hours of rest#before they won’t hurt for the entire next day (maybe. solid 25/75 chance it’ll help)#Augh owchy#fuck it I have some edibles and those normally make me sleepy so ig that’s what I can take. gn
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I feel like Crystal is going to have so much going on in season 2, and she is probably not going to handle it super well at first… just a guess
She’s trying to piece together her old life, coming to terms with who she was (not a very nice person) and who she is now that she has her memories again, her parents didn’t even notice that she went missing, Niko “died” saving her and I suspect she’ll have no small amount of grief over that, and David is buried in her mind and we already know he’s going to cause problems with the tree if he stays there too long. That’s. That’s a lot. Poor Crystal :/
#if Niko does somehow make contact with the group I bet you it’ll be through Crystal too.#you know because she won’t have enough going on with everything else fjdjxkcm#it’s also why I don’t see any kind of relationship with Charles progressing in s2 beyond like. maybe a few more kisses.#she just won’t be in the right headspace for that. also I suspect Charles will have some discoveries of his own to think about#*cough* ‘do I have feelings for my best friend’ *cough*#I do hope we see Crystal getting to talk with Emma. her ancestors more. Jenny.#I think it’s really good how Crystal healing from her amnesia and discovering herself involves not just support from the boys#but from a good array of other women who care about her#dead boy detectives#storyrambles#crystal palace#random thoughts
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Tbh this was the only thing I could think of when 15 and Rogue first met
#doctor who spoilers#he technically didn’t die so he could theoretically come back at some point#maybe 15 can use his ring to find him#it’s been like an hour since I finished the episode and I’m in such deep denial and delusion#I’m tempted to write a quick fix it fic but it’s 12:15am and I need sleep#even though I know I won’t get much bc I’ll be spiraling over this for at least 3 days#I’ll probably write the fic tomorrow who am I kidding 😂#rogue doctor who#doctor who#fifteenth doctor#ncuti gatwa#johnathan groff
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Crimson and Clover
10x14
Hand-cut, mixed media collage
2024
#collage#dark art#collage art#paper collage#artists on tumblr#illustration#paper art#gothic art#dark aesthetic#surrealism#pop surreal art#pop surrealism#This is a message in a bottle for a girl who broke my heart in the city of angels#i waited for you#isn’t that silly?#I don’t know what’s worse: that you came and didn’t say hi or that you didn’t come at all because I’m a delusional mess.#Both scenarios are heartbreaking even if one was unintentional.#So I removed myself — a little bit for your sake but mostly for my own.#But there’s this nagging feeling that won’t go away.#A whisper of maybe maybe maybe.#You haunt me and I can’t help but wonder if I haunt you too.#If I do haunt you can we throw away the Ouija board?#Can we send the medium home?#I hear email is punk AF#All the cool ghosts say it’s the next big haunt.#anyways#I miss you
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the thing that’s wild about getting a disability, and you won’t believe this, it’s actually kind of disabling
#and maybe i won’t be disabled forever who the fuck knows#certainly not me#but it’s hard to believe after over a year that i was ever able to do anything with my right hand without having to think much about it#like i just lived my life#crazy#bork bork!
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I fucked around, I found out, and I came out with an AU that wouldn't make the slightest of sense in the actual universe of where the series take place
But do indulge me, cringe AUs are addictively fun to make.
Thanks to @weltthejellyfish , @lightdragon789 , and @astralbulldragon13 for writing like, 98% of everything, would be clueless about my own AU without you 🙏
Anywho chat. Casino AU.
The casino is kind of like?? A haunted house?? Or at least the concept of it. Yeah human owned places are scattered publicly, but halfblood owned ones are in more secluded and secretive places—no human was allowed into said places, only those who are like, an altruist for halfbloods, and even they have very limited access.
Bug getting into the casino would be very difficult, they'd have to first find out where the casino even is, find it and pretend to be an ally and after that slowly work their way up and face some pretty hard challenges
The casino is a family business that was bustling at first but Cercie caught wind of it and started hunting down every family member until it was only bodie left. With only Bodie running the business, he finds a college graduate, Marco, and decides to hire him as a dealer. A few years later and he finds a kid abandoned by his step parents, Timmy, and the rest is history.
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The descriptions of the three in the drawings:
-Swamp of Fortune was a family business run by the Willowroots, but after Cercei caught wind of it she started hunting down every family member until it was only Bodie left. Stressed and paranoid about his safety, he closed the casino down and resulted to alcohol for a few years before meeting Marco, a shady college graduate who's determined to help he guy out of his slump. One thing lead to another and now the casino is both getting popular again and is under watch by the government for alleged suspicious practices.
-Marco Palustris Cydarki dropped out of college after his involvement with dangerous people led to concerns for his safety. While he majored in computer science, his real talent lies in the arts. After dropping out, he found refuge with Bodie, an older man who just happens to own a casino, one that has a history of questionable purchases and suspicious rumors. Marco has been assisting him in various capacities since being taken in. Whether Bodie's influence is protective or manipulative remains to be seen, but Marco has stuck around, likely owing something to his benefactor.
-Timmy’s life has been a mix of captivity and survival. Born under Cercie Fain’s control, his parents faked his death, cutting off his dragon wings to pass him off as a regular gator half-blood. After being auctioned off, he was raised by Elizabeth Wheat on a half-blood farm until Cercie’s men took him. He later escaped, and found himself stranded and injured in the city, where Bodie found him and became a father figure for the guy. Since then, he's grown into a mini-manager at the casino, following in Bodie’s footsteps as a floor supervisor. Despite being the smallest his presence is larger than life.
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These little guys personalities are a mix of OG and BM. So more sadistically playful, hence the neutral/hate relationship Marco and Timmy have with bug in this AU. Timmy and Marco probably see Bug as just a new pet, but with them getting more popular around the casino and climbing up— they could turn from a pet to a threat to the two. When it’s revealed that they’re a cop, they probably do some very… thorough interrogation to make sure they are actually on the casino’s side. Then maybe Bug offers to be a Triple Agent. They're lucky Bodie likes them around, I fear they would NOT survive if he didn't enjoy their company, they'd be torn apart if it wasnt for him...he may have used that to his advantage..but Bodie’s just so sweet, they’d never suspect anything..
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Crimes👍
Money laundering
Bootlegging
Illegal gambling
Probably murder ngl
Loan sharking
Labor racketeering
stock manipulation
Tax fraud
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Stupid stuff:
They'd only start calling bug, well, bug, because they were caught in their trap, and they have a habit of playing with their food. After they start using Bug as a double agent they start throwing in other nicknames—First it was just bug but then it'd turn into more playful variations of it (IE: Waterbug, Sugarbug, Bedbug, etc) The day Bodie calls them Sugar Bug, they are caught so off guard
Bodie gifted Bug a pair of butterfly earrings as a welcome gift, only for the earrings to turn out to be a tracking device/listening ddevice.
Timmy would drink like five cocktails and get black out drunk because they don’t taste like alcohol. Mudslide would be his favorite though. I can picture Marco drinking red wine, he'd would like mulled wine or wassail during winter. Bodie is either whiskey, or bourbon, but during business meetings, they all drink Willowroot family recipe Moonshine
Bodie still drinks but has cut back. He only drinks half a bottle compared to the two a day he used to drink.
Bug's aim is so fucking bad bro, it's storm trooper level bad
More stupid stuff but timeline version, kinda, idk actually:
-Bug was tasked to locate the casino, gets chased and almost mauled by a halfblood before Bodie intervenes and helps Bug from dying.
- I'd imagine when Bug is recovering and is eager to work to repay Bodie back. He asks Timmy to keep watch of Bug and kind of assesses Bug to see if they could work at the casino and the two talk from there
-Then Bodie and Timmy along with Bug, go out on a walk, talking about taxe evasion, casinos, and mafias, all that fun jazz. But they stumble upon Tony and Sparkie trying to track down any rogue halfbloods. prompt them to relay it to Cercie that Bug found the casino and she sends the hunters to bug, just to tell them to get every secret they can find and report back to them. Which Bug is very hesitant on doing. Not only because they’ve helped them and shown they aren’t the monsters their people painted them as... also because these gator folk could kill them very easily.
Like the end of episode 3 or maybe when Marco comes in with info on Bug (that maybe Bodie asked Marco to do a background check or interrogate Bug idk man) and that’s when they ask Bug to be a double agent
-It’s been a few months (maybe) and Bug is stressing but pulling through being a double agent in relaying info to both sides. But also getting closer to the bois as they treated them slightly better then Cercie and her people did. Which results in Bug confiding in Bodie and being accepted into their lives.
Idk what to do with the rest bro you figure it out.
Last stupid stuff I promise
Okay I'm done now
Yippee @capitalmaudios @magebunkshelf @dayspriteofficial
#my art#will i go back to this AU?#who knows.#maybe i will#maybe i won’t#I've gotten over the drawings#i hate them now /lh /hj#sigh anyway#gator boys#the bug army#obsidian lantern#capital m audios#daysprite#yeah Marco and Timmy do kinda definitely hate bug ngl#i just really like drama okay#this AU is so cringe i cannot#but i love drawing the accessories on the boys#Swamp of Fortune
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Hey. Sorry about the inactivity, but pretty sure no one cared that much anyways lol. Been a looooong time since I kept that distant from Tumblr…at least now I know I’m able to survive without checking posts every day/being chronically online! I’ve got an intense love-hate relationship with this lifestyle I’ve dug myself into. Think I’m getting a little bit better with the balance even if school isn’t really giving me an option. Got a load of work I need to keep catching up on if I don’t want to disappoint my professors. We’ll survive somehow. Here take a quick batch of Puzzle doodles k bye
#the hell am I so anxious about? maybe it’s just overstimulation stuff#hoping it’ll die down because I can’t keep enjoying myself when I’m like this#seriously is starting to mess with my flight responses over the tiniest things#like yea obviously I needed to stay logged out of Tumblr so I would focus more on schoolwork#but uhhhh gonna be transparent and say a huge part of it is the jolts of anxiety :(#like even the thought of logging back here has caused me to feel like sweating#my brain kept saying ‘no I don’t want to I can’t do that’ even when I felt bad for missing out on others posts#like I want to be here so I can support my mutuals dammit!!!#I’m a mess. I’m such a broken mess oh great lovely spectacular#maybe the culminating stress of final exam deadlines is worsening stuff as well#I can’t tell you why I’m like this I just am 🙃#anyways thinking I’ll start adapting to the distance. Sorry but being a shut-in is more appealing right now#I just need time to be with myself and not be so invested in the lives of others#anyways what’s something mildly positive I can wrap this up with so I don’t seem pathetic….#ah yes the final Puzzle sketch here was drawn today before a class period#one of my fellow classmates noticed and audibly asked me ‘is that Mr. Puzzles?’#IT TOOK EVERTHING IN MY WILLPOWER TO NOT LET OUT A GIDDY SHRIEK#Felt like my eyes bulged and I jolted in enthusiasm jskjsksp spontaneous happiness?? actally experiencing the feeling of fitting in??#anyways I responded with a very normal ‘WAIT YOU KNOW ABOUT HIM???’ while trying to suppress grinning or going ‘teehee’#anyways now it’s my personal mission to keep initiating conversations with her because AUUUUUGH SHE KNOWS WHO HE IS I’M LOSING IT#proceeded to talk about Murder Drones & TADC like holy SHIT I didn’t think I would ever find animation peeps in my psychology class auuu 😭💜#it’s a MIRACLE man this may be a sign that college won’t be isolating anymore yaaaaayyy#PUZZLE IS SINGLE HANDILY HELPING ME TALK TO PEOPLE BOTH ONLINE AND IRL THIS IS WILD#all hail the best comfort character seriously holy shit—like imagine she never noticed me drawing Puzzles!! I’D STILL BE LONELY AS HELL#okay sorry I’ll stop typing like a teenager and go back to pretending to be well-versed in speech & conducting myself ‘normally’ :3#doodles#sketches#hplonesome art#not tagging with Puzzles because hahaaaaa don’t look at me
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