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jaskieriswitchersexual · 3 months ago

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With Hob having lived for approximately six and a half centuries, he's done a lot more sleeping than most living creatures (except maybe cats) and with that, he's probably met a significant number of the dreams and nightmares in The Dreaming at some point.

Hob is the quintessential dreamer, the dreams adore him, but his life has also not been easy and he's well-acquainted with the nightmares as well.

What I'm saying is, when Dream finally brings Hob to the Dreaming to introduce him to the family give him a tour of the realm, the dreams and nightmares come out to meet Hob like he's their old friend. Hob is strangely touched and also having the time of his life, while Dream is pouting that his creations have stolen Hob's attention away.

*edit* if you'd like to make a fic of this idea, please go ahead, just send me a link when you're done because I'd love to see it!

#dreamling #dream of the endless #the sandman #hob gadling #dreams #nightmares #the dreaming #Hob is a Disney princess but instead of animated woodland creatures he attracts eldritch beings beyond human comprehension #Dream peeks in while he's sleeping sometimes and finds hs beloved in a cuddle pile with some nightmares that need a little tlc #Hob was not always a good or kind man and I feel like he would be good at listening to the nightmares vent #They can tell him the things they've done for the sake of dreamers that maybe weigh on them and he validates them #Gives them a hug

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kreeeeeez · 10 months ago

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romatito · 5 months ago

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coloring experiments with some displeased españas 🍅 i always love digging beneath his optimism to find the negativity underneath thats Just as passionate -- its one of the most fascinating things about him to me

closeups under the cut

#hetalia world stars #hws spain #aph spain #i simultaneously Am him and need him carnally. and im not sure which ones more embarrassing #his anger and my anger are.... upsettingly similar and ive been very Angry with my job recently. so. ofc ive been thinking about him #country of passion in all emotions. and the sun isnt just warm and bright. it Burns.#anyway this is Kind of a little bit of a vent piece maybe idk #my art #'i need to rest my hand' i say and then i get so furious at work these all come out of my brain #i have never been so close to starting a physical fight with my coworkers lmaoooo.

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srapsodia · 1 year ago

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Do you guys see my vision. Do you see it.

#persona 5 #p5 #p5 fanart #kawakami x takemi #sadayo kawakami #tae takemi #this scenario has plagued my brain for a YEAR #i think they both are very thankful of what akira has done for them. but they need to hang out with someone their own age #and go chat and talk about life and vent together and have fun and maybe make out a little too yes #akira is being subtle but inside he's watching them interact and going 👁👁#anyway these are quiiiick sketches cause i had some free time at work today and if i didnt draw it now then i never would jfjdj #kawakemi

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dykedvonte · 3 months ago

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I think everyone but Jimmy would believe in Aliens to an extent and have a weird story about something that happened while in space that they link back or like a UFO or alien.

Curly talks about blips on the radar that move to fast or irrationally to be regular space debris. Too uniform or too fluidly, they disappear too fast too. Anya talks about weird flickering and medbay or like odd flashes on the day screen that are too direct and specific to be simple glitches. Swansea talks about random mechanics on the ship giving out in odd ways, he’s been working for years and things don’t work like that, maybe even a gear or sprocket found after landing he swears is to foreign to be manmade but P.E always confiscates it. Daisuke always wanted to believe and takes the experiences of his very serious superiors, especially Swansea, as proof and wonders if the Tulpar is like a magnet for extraterrestrial happenings.

Jimmy thinks it’s stupid because why would aliens waste time doing all those little things and not just like abduct them? His ass obviously sees one and no one believes him cause they think they just being a jerk and messing with them, even Curly.

#Don’t know if this is just thoughts or something would come of this but uhhh #world where Aliens board the Tulpar because the mouthwash is like idk good fuel and they try to kill the crew to cover it up cause #even pe can like blame them and have to look to the stars if the shipment vanishes like mid haul out of no where #and I guess it is just like aliens au but the aliens love fucking listerine cool mint #they want to do a little probing to but they are mostly there for fresh breath and murder #they could just destroy the ship but where the fun maybe they aren’t that advanced or it’s not that groups job #curly is convinced everytime he has a crazy insomnia dream it was a sign of abduction and everyone has to tell him it’s not #but then Swansea says something’s def in the vents and he’s just there like see my sleeping habits are fine it’s the fucking xenomorphs #doing it to me and like even if that’s also true he needs like melantonin #mouthwashing #mouthwashing game #jimmy mouthwashing #anya mouthwashing #curly mouthwashing #daisuke mouthwashing #swansea mouthwashing

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whatevahwhatevah · 2 years ago

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“Oh, now Im floating so high

I blossom and die

Send your storm and your lighting to strike

Me between the eyes”

#kyman #sp kyman #my art #am i cringe for giving Kyman a Coldplay song? maybe #i accepted my cringe side a long time ago #also can someone call them the f slur?#please #sorry for the messiness of the sketch but im being an emotional little baby and i needed to vent by drawing gays #my favorite #alright #byeeeeee

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pixlokita · 10 months ago

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Me: wow im feeling so much better today

-leaves the house-

-gets so overwhelmed by everything suddenly I have to run out of the car and hide behind a fountain-

Me:

Me: I am doing so great rn

#pix habla #auagajsysuhs #too noisy my head was going to explode #and I didn’t want to be mad at people in the car either 💀#maybe I just need to start using the noise cancelling headphones outside the house actually #Eugh that was not #a good feeling #I don’t have Myla either so that made it worse #anyway the fountain spot was really nice I just sat in front of it and it was raining a little #vent #I think #my brain feels weird

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sieglinde-freud · 3 months ago

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oh im obsessed with this actually… who ever wrote this one i am kissing u on the forehead and hugging you real tight… inigo is such a loverboy im kkkhhhhhhijnsdnfng

#ann plays awakening #EDITING TO SAY I STARTED TAG VENTING HIT READMORE AT YOUR OWN RISK #anyways #LAST LINE IS A KILLERRRR WOW #‘ann werent you just pairing olivia with thar—‘ OLIVIA IS A BUSY WOMAN OKAY #but also i just had this old save file from when i wanted to see pink inigo and decided to get some more supports #im obsessed actually like #ok tag venting time maybe this should be its own post but u guys know who i am #not only does this support in my very educated opinion do a good job at emulating inigo’s way of speaking #but i think theres also a very underrated characteristic he has that not a lot of people talk about and its that hes honestly quite morbid #him spending hours talking to and dancing with his mother’s grave is very beautiful and moving but it is also not a normal way to grieve #which makes sense because duh nothing about his life is normal but its j like. you know #if robin is his father (and maybe j the normal convo i dont remember) in the hot springs scramble he’ll insist upon bringing—#severed risen limbs home as a way to remember the peacefulness (lol) of the springs #and he thinks absolutely nothing of it!!#i think he gets attached to things just a little too intensely and because his life is surrounded by death how he expresses that can be #very interesting. and he talks about death all time more than the other kids #bc while a lot of their coping mechanisms are based in fear and the need to instill confidence in themselves (think cyn or gerome or owain #or sev or yarne or noire)#and how their SCARED of death and of loss and adapt different behaviors to act like theyre not (to varying degrees of success)#i think inigo is much more accepting of the fact that death follows him and has made it a normal presence in his life #which is not a good thing it means that he hasnt let himself grieve. he lets death hang over him and follow him instead of pushing back #also guess which one of the awakening trio in fates has the canonical story death. just by the way lmao #anyways bc im writing this in the tags on my phone i cant actually see what the hell ive been saying im j stream of consciousnessing this #but my point is that inigo has a weird fixation on death and dying that stems from his inability to make peace with death and grieve #and i think him idolizing death in this support (this BRILLIANT fan support that made me ill) is so in character and so lovely #i miss him so bad (hes literally in the photos im posting) grghhhrgah #i wuv him :(

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gothsuguru · 2 months ago

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doing the heavy lifting in a convo can be so tiring omfg

#THIS IS NOT ABT ANYONE HERE BTW I’M JUST RANTING #we talk abt the non-yappers but what about the Yappers…….#like are you interested in talking 2 me or not my friend lmk bc if not it’s always so much easier not to speak 😭#and i try to match people’s energies in how they text my friend said i’m a weird little chameleon like that #don’t know why they put the weird and little there but i’ll let it slide bc that’s oomf4life 🤨 but anyways #sighhhhhh sometimes i’m like oooooh am i too much ^_^ and then i back off #ONCE AGAIN THIS IS NOT ABT ANY MOOTS OR ANYTHING i love you all i would die for you #you can see me as the gum on your shoes and i’d be like :3 YIPPEE!!!!!!!!#but it’s like sometimes i talk and they don’t respond and i think they do to others and then i’m like :O LIKE DID I DO SMTHN WRONG #and like w IRL’s/close moots it’s totally fine like we’ve gone weeks w/o talking and then just get in the groove immediately #but then w a very small handful of people it’s like damn . baby i’m pulling teeth and i do Not feel like pulling anymore #BUT ALSO!!!!! i need to think from their perspective and maybe some people don’t like my texting energy which is fine and valid (die)#((kidding))#and also maybe some people feel that way abt me! like it’s pulling teeth or it’s just awkward (which is genuinely valid)#anyways . inch of resting #i will say i do worry sometimes that i end up centering the convo about what EYE think but i never mean it in a narcissistic way!#i just want them to know that i relate/they’re not alone! but i wonder if they may think that i’m making it abt me WHICH I PROMMY I’M NOT…#but there’s no point thinking that way but also . i don’t care NFNDNDNDN respectfully like i have my group and i can just stick w them :3 #i rarely vent on here like this but SIGHHHHHH where else can i <3 i love tumblr tags #i would be nothing without tumblr tags i can talk here like it’s no one’s business #ANYWAYS TIME 2 EAT A BURRITO AND THEN WRITE #personal

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zebratimw · 2 years ago

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Spirit animal SQH

#svsss #shang qinghua #but mainly I'm just here to vague post LMAO I don't like to vague post its not very effective in terms of venting but #but basically I guess I'm becoming hyperaware of my like... cognitive dissonance codependency and derealization ee #also my general laziness ig and where it overlaps into executive dysfunction or whatever like I may genuinely have some issues but #I am also a lazy son of a bitch jfjfkgkg and i need to figure out how to figure it out so I can work on both in more effective ways hhggg #oh yeah but basically the thing to remember for later is the silence in the call and the immediate unmute and chat activity once I left #I should remember this and stop interacting I think? I should try to give em space I think I'm being too clingy or something #or maybe my own silence is too awkward and dampens the call? I was kinda just spacing out and not doing anything so I get its kinda weird #LMAO so I should just like try not to be in call for those times mm #I just like being in call with my friends jdhfkg but I suppose its not very good either #I overindulge I suppose another friend pointed it out to me before too haha but fjfjjt its just easier than facing bouts of dread by myself #eehh and that's why I gotta do something about my Metnal Ailneses hfjfj but ngl I don't really know how to go about it...#I get embarrassed looking stuff up djfnfkg and half the time I don't even know what to look up I just draw ?s and I give up #I suppose I also have commitment issues too but that ones not new which is an issue of itself aaaaaaaa #man idk idk I just don't really get it I guess djdjfjf and I've got existential dreads and think maybe it doesn't really matter whats wrong #cause there's no point to fixing them because ultimately I'm gonna die alone and a failure anyways? so like ehfjgkg idk #its depressing and I know its like sabotage cause my brain is being a little silly a little goofy and its not a shared sentiment #with the better half of me and the entirety of my friends but yknow its just ee harder sometimes to believe in the optimism ig #and i can talk about it somewhat normally and without like having a ✨��break down #but yknow djfjgkg I'm very emotional a person ya? I think sqh is relatable for gods sake 💀#irrationality sentimentality nihilism and existential dreads... wanting to die because living is too hard despite all my hopes for living...#just the ol regulars yknow?#and another thing... do I talk to my friends about these things? I vent them out here a lot but what do I really want?#I'm not strong enough to keep it to myself clearly but I'm also too proud to share these thoughts? I dump them out in the open and for what?#whenever someone reaches out with concern and care I don't respond in kind and refuse to elaborate?#so like what do I want with this? I guess I want someone to know I'm going insane half the time I'm awake? but not do anything about it?#that's pretty unfair I guess... and stupid I think I do want to share my thoughts with someone but I'm too scared of the ramifications #and that my pride can't stand the fact I might be looked differently by my friends even tho the image they have of me is already quite silly #man.... idk.... I'll come to conclusions myself and do nothing about them so I guess that'll happen again aah idk idk idk

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rileys-battlecats · 10 months ago

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i really gotta get better about listening to my own brain and needs when i'm making things. i've been working on a video and i'm almost finished (yippee!!), but drawing this One Specific Frame was giving me trouble. i could have just brute-forced my way through it and finalized the initial sketch, since it was relatively good enough. but instead i left it and took a day off from working on the project, let myself recharge, and came back to the sketch with fresh eyes today. and what do you know, my redrawn sketch today is WAY better! now, i can finalize that frame and be genuinely proud of it, instead of just powering through on something i was less than happy with.

i hadn't done any other art stuff that day when i couldn't get my sketches to look right, so letting myself stop and have a break from the project felt sort of "unearned" i guess. but it's just. what i needed! and the break did what i needed it to do; i was able to come back later and make something i could be proud of.

anyway i guess this is me saying that, if you're like me and have this weird morality-complex about letting yourself rest, it's ok to take breaks, even if you feel like you haven't "earned" one yet :)

#rye.txt #growing up i got very accustomed to ignoring my own needs and just 'powering through' when i wanted/needed to get something done #which worked out relatively ok for me in school (banging my head against a wall until my brain absorbed information leading to exhaustion)#but now that im doing work that is ostensibly for my own enjoyment #i have a hard time divorcing myself from that mindset #i feel guilty if im not constantly working #which is. not great! so im trying to unlearn that #trying to let myself think 'ok my brain isn't brain-ing right now. so i should stop and rest/do something else'#my actual job is Very Emotionally Draining so sometimes i just. can't find the energy to work on my art #which sucks!! cause i love making art!! and then i think to myself 'maybe making art will make you feel better'#but then when i try it's like scraping the bottom of a dry well. trying to find water #when what i need to do is rest and let the water well up from the ground itself #but resting is HARD when you tie your self-worth to how much you can work #ough ok this got a little vent-y sorry guys #I don't want to let myself fall into the 'content creation' mindset. cause I don't think i make 'content' i make ART #and art isn't something you can just pump out mindlessly #good art. art that i can be PROUD of. that takes time and intent and energy. and I can't make that if im just scraping the bottom of a well #vent in tags #this whole post is just 'riley vs the concept that taking breaks is a moral failing'

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zuzu-romeave · 1 month ago

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man if we get canon alloromantic brad im gona. lose my mind

#i am constantly fighting the urge to say im gona kms cuz ik its not healthy to say #but good god if we get alloromantic brad im gona cry #maybe not Actually but like i feel like its pretty rare to see a character show literally Zero interest in romance #and brad and jo both show literally zero interest in romance and so its so easy for me to be like!!!!!! see!!!! they r aro!!!!!#but like. AGHH i wish i had better words but i really dont like when romance is just kinda shoehorned in because like. it ‘has’ to be #ITS JUST!!!!!#LIKE YA KNOW??? they show bo interest in it and i just have a sinking feeling that one or both r gona be confirmed alloro n its like ughhhh #i just feel very strongly about them being aromantic (specifically apothiromantic)#IM RLLY STRUGGLING to not repeat myself a dozen times but its just nice to see characters who dont show romantic interest like at all idk #n i am just a Little worried that they are just gona throw romance into their characters when it rlly doesnt need to be there #and like idk maybe my reading of them is really off base but like i just feel like romance Doesnt fit with them #like i genuinely cant see them caring about it at all #mythic quest #brad bakshi #vent #? yeah i think this is venty enough to warrant that #jo mythic quest #< this is less abt jo cuz there hasnt been any like talk of jo being in a romantic relationship but this still applies to her #morty talks woah #aromantic #i have a lot of energy rn and i just want to Talk and ive been thinking abt this for like the last few days so #its really not That Big a deal but it is to me even if its silly

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sage-is-in-fact-very-tired · 2 months ago

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✨️jazz hands✨️ wow I wish I could just I don't know, fucking finish my milk in piece without it all being linked back to me wanting to play on the computer. like yeah guys good association its definitely true for sure guys you're so fucking smart huh, not like I maybe, I dunno know, just wanted to finish my milk and also get things done on the queue. not like thats a thing I could do. nope not at all for sure you're so smart thinking you know everything going on in my brain

#sorry #your periodic vent post cause i cant fucking be bothered #i love my parents but fuck can they just stop for a second and consider #i dont know . that maybe their oldest in the house rn is a little neurodivergent #and that maybe im not tryong to agrue im just trying to explain #and #i dunno #okay im just a little annoyed and a lot upset cause my dad keeps ✨️jumping to conclusions✨️ about how the people i play minecraft #with are like . bad people #like sorry dad ive talked to these people for a year or more in most cases also I'm almost an adult fuck off man #like yeah dad hate to break it to you ive been doing this new internet thing for a while now i know when people are creepy #ive had a creepy person talk to me. i know what it looks like #im not fucking stupid dad. sorry #anyway #sorry chat #needed to rant a little before i went insane #vent post #rant post #a tag to help find my own posts

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artificer-real · 2 months ago

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and here come the negative emotions. right on cue...

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oathkeeper-of-tarth · 1 year ago

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Also I quit my job of what would in about a month or two have been 10 years, and perhaps now I will get to actually be a human being again.

#honestly? honestly?#last week i told the two (2) godawful egomaniac lab head Man In Academia bosses i quit and that we need to formalise it asap and i just #felt like a little feather about to float away on a breeze #maybe now i can do normal people things like eat and sleep and have a routine of some sort idk #i have been slowly losing it for at least 3-4 years now #i took a screenshot and last year i had no fewer than 14 fucking travel orders fulfilled #most of which consisted of like 12+ hour days on ships and docks #i'm just so tired man #not for reblogging obviously #i don't really wanna vent anymore or ponder them and the entire godforsaken institution but like #good riddance tbh #which is really really sad when you think about it! but here we are #it was just... no trace of future anywhere to be seen! entirely a Void!!#gonna post a beefy lesbian paladin real quick to push this post down lmao #but i felt like sharing because i know there's good and concerned people who follow me here and i both appreciate and miss you all #and lord knows some of you have been listening to me vent and whine for ages #am i going to miss some great people and the research community of my field? of course but also it was all just completely unsustainable

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davepepsisprite · 2 months ago

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did you know👆

#:3....#sorry for leaving forever btw i feel like. idk. being online is very hard for me lately sorry.#i know no one gives a shit because i never had a personality but its fine. i just feel like venting that. because i feel a little sick.#(not for serious reasons i think its just been a long week and DID YOU SEE THEY RELEASED THE TF2 COMIC...?? WTF)#im a little tired but eeh. i still love HS and UT a lot i wish i could go back to the hype.#ive been thinking of rereading yet again (actually i never finished my last reread but. its fine. i just want to read acts 1-5 again)#(not that i dont want to read act 6...i dooo i do i do but im lazy)#im rambling and tired :3 i need to finish my gift for the secret santa for this year...#im very excited always but ive been so tired lately i feel a little guilty. but i WILL. FINISH. IT. AAAHHH.#if you read this for some reason hi. how are you? i hope its fine. been a shit year but maybe it can be fine.#sorry for talking

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