#sorry for the messiness of the sketch but im being an emotional little baby and i needed to vent by drawing gays

[whatevahwhatevah]

“Oh, now Im floating so high

I blossom and die

Send your storm and your lighting to strike

Me between the eyes”

[peachyybunni]

~Note-ik so early i normally do notes at the end, this story contains publicly outing someones sexuality, hans specifically, also to note again what ive written is for entertainment purposes in no way is this me assuming han and minhos and the rest of skz's sexuality this is only meant for plot, how you see this fic is how you see it but it should not effect how you see the artists in real time, again this is for entertainment purposes. Thank you~ •°•

Han walked down the halls of his highschool silently, he was used to it, the low laughter of some kids who had too much time on their hands, and the kids who didnt snicker, Either felt for the poor boy, or just didnt care. What han didnt know was that someone from the football team. Came to him and purposefully bumped his shoulder "OH my GOD jisung im sooooooo sorry, oh so i found something interesting...." this caught many kids attention "you ready" han only stayed quiet but this kid continued, his girlfriend was quick to intervene for poor hans sake, she felt for the boy he was doing nothing wrong. "Baby just stop alrig-" "babe! Didn't you hear me. I said I HAVE SOMETHING TO SAY!!" hans crush minho who was also part of the team and his other friends watched curious innocent eyes on the two males who stood, "well after practice i was walking yaknow down the hall and i happened to see you, but something caught my eye...why do YOU draw so many pictures of minho...right i was curious too. And so i waited a little till you left..and i went in; DUDE you suck by the way you CALL THIS ART" he held up a drawing of minho except it wasnt realistic. It was in manga form since han was still shaky with realism, han stared- shocked, tears in his eyes "oh but...then i decided well...thats weird..then i heard someone talking "do you think han is going to ask minho out yet hes been hyping himself up for sooo long"" he mocked the persons voice this boy, who han only talked to once was now publicly outting him..he wasnt even out to his family, tears streamed down his chubby cheeks. His breathe fogging up his glasses "your fucking disgusting han jisung your lucky i didnt show him the photos you took...and everyone agrees even your precious lee minho" he whispered, turning hans head making him watch as minho angerily looked at him. Before storming off and han wiggled desperate to escape, once free he then sprinted to the art room, where he locked the door, closed the blinds, and destroyed everything. From his sketch books to the messy paint stained easels, his broken sobs echoed he was so embarrassed, frightened, ashamed! He fell over hands bleeding from paper cuts and tearing wooden easels apart he got up yanking his camera out that held pictures of minho and broke it stomping it screaming curses apon curses his voice going weak as he silently cried.

A week passed and his old friends left him after finding out he was gay, his art buddies, who where part of the cause of him being outted he dropped them too. Hans anxiety rose easily every day since then. And now during math. He had to run to the bathroom to release the emotions; tears apon tears, heavy breathing. he sat against the stall, the sudden urge to puke shook his body and the boy found himself hurled over the toilet quiet broken sobs...he felt a hand pat his back "shhh its okay...." han looked tears flowing more as he saw the kid who outted him there. The boy picked han up slamming him too the wall, the force knocking everthing out of han as the football player, punched him hit after hit slur after slur, han simply passed out. tears and blood mixing. He just wanted to die at this point, he really was hating everything.

As he came too he noticed 7 boys surrounding the bed he laid on. He blinked before looking at the faces, it was no other than stray kids the most popular kids in the school. The captain of the football team Christopher or bangchan stood, vice captain minho who was next to him holding hans hand worried, felix and changbin, felix holding binnies arm weeping and jeongin who was sat down eating onigiri. The dance captian hyunjin stood with seungmin who is the vice captain of the dance team against the wall. "a-are you okay does it hurt anywhere?!?!" Minho said frantically han weakly nodded...tears in his eyes "w.....what.....happened" he strangled out.

Chan spoke up "you are very lucky....felix had to use the restroom, as did i. So as we came in, we saw that guy smirking and taking pictures of you we immediately had him taken away. his phone too." Han started weeping dryly laughing some "GOD i hate It here!!" He choked out and felix jumped and hugged his brusied and sore body "no dont! Dont s-say that jisungie we care for you!!-" han looked at him "im gay....i have a crush on your friend...who hates me" minho looked at him shocked, changbin spoke up "what does being gay have to do with this, felix is bisexual..chan is pan...hyunjin and jeongin are gay and in a relationship. And im bi as well" han looked shocked as this blonde boy who looked so scary with a deep voice, cuddled into him, felix reminded han of a baby chick, "get out please." Was all that came from his left and soon everyone left, felix clung onto han "HAN I LOVE YOU BE SAFE WITH MINHO HYUNG!!" changbin struggling to keep the boy at bay dragging him out, 'i-is that really the football team..how fruity-' a pair of warm lips met hans as a hand caressed his bruised cheek "look at me..." han obeyed and his heart fluttered and picked up more speed as minho touched his forehead..."i don't hate you at all...your too tiny and cute to hate..." "you looked at me with so much anger.." "quokka...no i was looking at him..never would i look at you like that" han leaned forward kissing minho again as they held eye contact, finally kissing more "i love you han.." han sobbed for the 1000th time and felix bursted in through the doors "HANNIE BE OUR FRIEND WE'LL PROTECT YOU!!!-" changbin rough voice broke in "YAHHHH-" Hyunjin made a dramatic ass scene as the yelling occurred making his lover laugh at him and kiss his cheek, feeding him some rice, han looked around then down "i-..." seungmin sat down next to han on his right. han knew, he was the smartest "just say yes...because if i see something like this happen again, i might take action as well..." han smiled and nodded.

From then on stray kids gained another member making the group 8 and no one and i mean no one messed with han anymore or else his boyfriend, or felix's wild ass would put the fear of god in them.

Han woke from his dream. sighing turning his alarm off..."what a weird dream...to realistic." he walked out seeing the gang arguing "oh morning" "morning lemme go shower then we can go practice for thunderous!!" Han walked off his boyfriend screaming about being hungry. And changbinnie joining in. "yOUR ALWAYS HUNGRY!!!" Felix screamed back.

~Notes- it was all a dream...a sad and scary one in fact. I wasnt and am not in the best mood so i made a sadish kinda story 👁👁

[survivetashirojima]

Episode #1- “This cast...this cast...this cast.“ -Timmy

who’s ready to get atomic up in this bitch?

okay so, first impressions(Aka First night vibes) Brien- you seem cool JG - KALOKAIRI BUDS Dylan - I have played 2 games with you, what up bud! Stephen - the third of the many Kalokairi Kevin - haven't played with you before, but im excited to Andrew- Heyo, you hosted me, im super excited to your playing style. Jacob- I've been in VL's with you but never played. Timmy- yet another Kalokairi buddy Jay? - you seem really cool. Joanna- I can't wait to play with you Julia- Montenegro gal! please don't vote me out first this time. Madison- i feel like we are going to confused for eachother alot. Pat- I want to get to know you better Tom- I have feelings about you, but I can't tell if they are good or bad yet Veni- BRO you don't know how happy i am to see you Ricky- I have a good feeling about you dude. Kenny- i can't wait to play with you! and to vibe check myself? STRESSED. this twist gave me a panic attack. we are good now. i am already freaking out about keeping my grade up (since i'm already failing a class) and challege is tonight and i have no time to do it. FUCK.

Day 2: still alone lost in the vast wilderness. No civilization in sight... the gods have forsaken me.... someone please send help... wait what is that I see? A camp? PEOPLE???? ITS BEEN SO LONG!!! Jkjk the hosts added the wrong person so I got added in like 2 hours after the actual start which isnt terrible Bc now i can just pretend I’m a pitiful little soul. Also like 1/3of the cast is people I’ve played with before but I haven’t even touched skype in like a year and a half so I have no idea any of them anymore!!! I hope we can all be friends again since from what I can remember, we were all on pretty good terms. My reaction to the “twist” is, it’s amazing. It fits my play style much more. Who needs idols? I rarely ever went to search for one and I was fine? Maybe... oof... also the whole everyone is in one tribe thing is really cool. More the merrier. It’s just really annoying Bc Skype is a pos. Anyways so far so good and I’m loving the people that are in the cast so far. Amazing cast and even more amazing hosts. I love all of them

okay so. first game back since surgery. olivia and lukas, love those bitches, but i was like i'm a working woman now so do you think that my work will interfere too much? and they were like nah, and i was like okay, so naturally, the first (live) challenge starts right in the middle of my shift. and this one tribe thing, wacky. this is gonna be one comeback game (if i get voted out first i am going to get surgery again and then never come back ever) (jk) (...kinda)

I wanna win immunity 😭😭😭

This cast...this cast...this cast. So i know like 90% of these people. I'm currently hosting 4 of them...was hosting 5. It's a very strong cast which is great, but it also means that anyone can go at any time. I'm just gonna talk about them in order of the cast reveal. Brien: I've never spoken to him and have still yet to. He's one of the people in ihos but he's quiet there. Andrew: another ihos person who I haven't spoken to. I've seen him around for years but we've never played a game together. Or at least have never been on the same tribe. Madison: big titty queen. I love her with all my heart and I have no idea what is going to happen with her. She messy but amazing so who knows. She did meet JG and Jacob in person a few weeks ago so they are all close, so i do need to keep an eye out for all of them, even though I am close with them. Ricky: another ihos, and he is friends with Andrew. I doubt he's going to work with me so that is concerning. But it's early so who knows. I'm already getting bored of typing things about everyone. Kevin: no idea, but he seems nice. Madeleine: A true queen and a sweetheart. Julia: no comment. Pat: i've seen him win 2 games that i have played with him. He is quiet but dangerous and I need to watch out for him in time, but for now he will be a good ally. Stephen: king, but does tend to go early. Idk where he will stand this game but we're already in an alliance together. Vi: haven't seen her in over a year, kind person. Dylan: cracked Kenny: no idea Joanna: scary legend who will go hard, but has been very quiet thus far. I wonder who quit right before the start of the game. Jacob: we never talk, but as of now he is who i have been talking to the most and I really do trust him. I am hoping this game is different for us and that we will actually work together. I'm excited to see what happens. Thomas: can't wait for him to strike out JG: King, who also is close with a few people, but i do trust him, but he can be a snake. Jay: It's been a minute since he's played. Not sure how to feel.

I GOT A POINT WOOOHOOOOOOOOO ONLY MISSED THE FIRST HALF OF THIS CHALLENGE

So. Uh. I got -3 points. I’m so talented.  It’s okay though. I pretty sure I’ll be voted out first so it doesn’t matter how low of a score I get. I’m just trying to bribe everyone else with cute animal pictures DX even if people hate me, maybe they’ll keep me just for more cute animals.

Update: I lost another 5 points. Let me die already... at this point I don’t even need to piss off everyone else to lose. I’ll probably get like -500 points and automatically get kicked out of the game for being bad

-22 baby. I petition for the hosts to change the chat name from Tashirojima Challenge chat to Challenge chat. What the fuck. I keep reading it as the main chat Bc tashirojima seems like a tribe name. AT THIS RATE MY JEST OF -50 POINTS IS ACTUALLY GONNA COME TRUE!!!! AHHHHHH WHAT ALLIANCES I CANT EVEN FOLLOWRULES LET ALONE FIGURE OUT HOW TO WIN PEOPLE OVER TO MY SIDE ahhhhhHhhhhHhHHHHHH

Night 2 Vibe Check! (Featuring a quite drunk Maddie!) Andrew- haven’t talked to you much, but I want talk to you more! Ricky- you seem cool, we haven’t Talked yet today Tom- smooth Dylan, damn you and your fast phone Kevin- you are a freaking challenge beast! JG- I missed talking with you, I’m glad we are again Stephen- I hope you feel better soon! Jacob- you are good at challenge (This is where I stopped and started the next morning when I was sober) Jay- you’re cool! I like you Julia- imma take you to the end sister. Love you! You make me feel safe In this game Pat- I can’t quite get a read on you yet Vi- I can’t believe they added the wrong person! You are really cool! Love ya! Brien- you are really nice! Timmy- I am super excited that we are playing together again! Joanna- I’m sorry I keep forgetting your here! Kenny- you seem really cool but I need to get to know you better Madison- I don’t think we’ve talked yet, but I want to. And how I’m feeling, well I just lost immunity, so I don’t feel safe, I’m interested to see how this goes, this season is definitely interesting!

Hey out there! Long time no see! To be honest, I don't really have the first idea at what I'm doing. I kinda missed the first day and a half because I was working and then immediately went out with friends, but I think I'm making up for it! I'm starting to chat one-on-one with people, no strategy talk yet though. Which could be real dangerous since I don't have immunity, but there are people that just...haven't talked at all, as far as I can tell at least. Luckily I have a few prior connections in Madison, Joanna, and Andrew. I know Pat and Ricky too but I'm iffy on how they feel about me. I'm pretty sure I ghosted Pat's game earlier this year, SORRY PAT! I got busy and then I felt too embarrassed to show back up D: and I've just never been too sure about if Ricky likes me or not. But other than that I've talked a bit to Madeleine and Vi and I love them both, messy challenge chat icons. I totally missed some messages from Brien, Jacob, and Kevin though, but I've messaged them all back now so hopefully they don't hold that against me. Tribal isn't until tomorrow, so I assume that's when the real scrambling will begin. I just don't know when to jump into alliance talks, I don't want to play too hard too fast. But then I again, I want the chance to play at all.

Idk why Vi was so hard pressed on me not getting immunity. First it seemed like a joke, then they..... were really into it.

Interesting notes from within the first few days: Me/Jacob/JG recently met irl so that's cute Ricky/Andrew I think met a few months ago or something Brien and Pat are both from Philly hmmmm Everyone and their mother works retail in this game so we all suffer together or not at all Day 2 i got an alliance with Jacob and Timmy so that's cute but I'll probably be out first because let's face it I'm a threatening human and i ain't afraid to pull a machete on these kiddos.

Night 3 tea spill!* *has been cancelled due to emotions

So far I’m loling brien, and Vi. Madeline is kind of annoying if I’m honest. BUT we’re all in an alliance. I have a few familiar faces, Jay, Madison, Joanna, so I’m excited to see what happens this season

https://youtu.be/-_5c-vMFG9E

Quick Cast Assessment Time: Brien: we're in ihos spain together and we talk on and off but apparently ricky was like omg look at this ihos crew and brien was like whos andrew so i think thats where we're at rn. might work with him might not who knows Dylan: biiiig dylan fan personally and i know he can be sketch in games so i wanna be on his good side so he doesnt fuck me over right away Jacob: cool dude but ticking time bomb and idk if i can work with him but maybe i can work with him by proxy of ricky.......if he shows even one sign of being a bad ally he's literally out of this game Jay: furry back back back again and him and i usually work well together so im hoping something can come from that JG: i like him personally but hes just one of those people that exudes almost constant sketchiness which idk if thats necessarily his fault lmao and yeah idk i have to keep an eye on him Joanna: nice girl! wanna get to know her better for sure. i neglected to message her up until today when she actually messaged me first so whoops Julia: absolute crackhead who doesnt like me for funsies bc shes a troll but i think more and more people are hopefully seeing her mentally unhinged troll thing as tired lately and i really dont want her to last very long Kenny: i havent talked to him yet but hes a cool dude that i played literally one game with like two years ago so idk maybe we can reconnect Kevin: so i think he probably literally talks to everyone in the exact same fake nice gay man way so i have to be mindful that its prob just not me that hes overly nice to bc i know he can be intense and i know he can be good at these games so hes one im gonna try to keep close but also be willing to cut at any time Maddie: literal love of my fucking life who i want to work with closely in this game bc i know shes loyal and i know she can have my back if she trusts me enough Madison: nnnnnnn i mean i called her stupid in a diary room from bb gilmore over the summer which i think prompted her to leave our reunion chat so not the best start there. also i think her and jacob are up each others asses ever since they met irl so love that for me Pat: i just know hes mildly attractive Ricky: absolute number one ally who i trust with my entire coochie and the goal is to hopefully subtly run this entire game together Stephen: a nice man! we havent played together in a while and we worked together in that one game so maybe we can reconnect maybe idk Timmy: havent had the best personal experiences with him attacking my friends in vls.........idk i just find him annoying lmao is that mean Tom: hopefully going home tonight! Vi: i literally dont know if this is even a real person like i know she got goated in her first main series game for being the actual worst and then we brought her back for seychelles where she was one of the worst players ive ever seen so maybe she'll just disappear one day so i dont have to deal with her

I’m only voting tom cause that’s the only vote I’ve been told. It’s probably wrong but we’ll see

First off: https://drive.google.com/file/d/10IWN3bqYXYdJ232wG5fUhPmnDee8SP2i/view?usp=drivesdk damn thing finally loaded Second: God Vi gets on my nerves. Intentionally. I need to remember to just not talk to her or she’ll manipulate the view point to make me seem bad. She can’t play survivor to save her life but she’s god can she fuck up someone elses game. I look forward to voting her out.  

CASUALTIES:

EPISODE 1 CAST ASSESSMENT:

PART 1:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jztyauZhcBY&list=PLB-4yJ0EHce-bxHQVmQVdrV6tx36_6Jly&index=5&t=0s

PART 2:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DjoFbmrLSTc&list=PLB-4yJ0EHce-bxHQVmQVdrV6tx36_6Jly&index=5