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#me#mine#photography#I need to get back into working out#I lost 20 pounds the last time.#maybe I can find some motivation#I want the fit dad bod lol#anyways I’m tired today#tattoo day on Saturday#I’m so stoked
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Little bright colored outfit with a fun vest ~
(shoes from ebay like 10 years ago. everything else is thrifted)
#ootd#jfashion#fashion#fantasy fashion#mori kei#....like... adjacent... lol#no idea what style this would be lol.. makes me think of like whimsical vaguely fantasy themed childrens book character#finally posting one of my aforementioned seven million drafts of actual outfits and costumes i have finished and edited#the photos for but just never feel like posting lol..#I need to find one of those people whos like 'omg i am ADDICTED to social media ugh i wish i could get off of it#im just browsing and posting like 60 times a daaaaay!!!' and take a little magical bottle and suck some of the social media#enthusiasim out of them. for moi. In exchange they can have some of my 'literally just never in the mood to post or interact with the#outside world ever' energy. We can balance each other. huzzah and so on#Though I think maybe it's part of the general thing I've heard of like.. I can't remember if it was in reference to adhd or just some sort#of general execcutive functioning issue type of thing - but the idea that things have to be ''just right'' before you do something. like#'oh i need to do this task. but i have to wait until XYZ first' or 'oh i can do this but only if X specific condition is met' or etc#The fact that I even have to be in a Specific Mindset to post. or sometimes will delay posting on social media because like 'oh well#I'm going somewhere tomorrow. somehow this matters. i cannot spend 5 minuts posting TONIGHT. clearly it will interfere#somehow schedule wise with the doctor appointment i have 15 hours from now. yes. yes. i must wait until my appointment is over#tomorrow afternoon. THEN i shall post' or etc. etc. lol. NOT even taking into account the many days#I just genuinely and physically sick and it's not even a mental thing. I just physically dont feel like sitting at the computer lol..#ANYWAY.. trying to get back into it. trying to get a business bank account.. make a proper paypal so i can start selling sculptures again.#selling clothes and sculptures.. posting about such things then of course as one must. etc... chanting to hype up and motivate myself lol#But yes. this is my favorite outfit out of the bunch so I am posting it first I guess.. maybe others later..#Also the purple dress says its from shein. which I've heard is bad fast fashion stuff. but maybe okay since its second hand? I havent#been to the bins since like 2020 or late 2019 even. and I think stuff like shein and temu has only become poular in the past few years#but I bet if I went to the bins now I might would find a good handfull of that stuff. Probably now not much different than what you#find in a walmart or a forever 21 or actual physical stores you can go to though. I hear quality of clothing is down everywhere no matter#where you get it or whatnot. What bountiful joys unfettered capitalism and exploitation bestows upon us (<being sarcastic).#Wearing one of my favorite little vests though. I love the texture of it and the clasps on it
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tumblr user magowolor posts magolor art (CHEERING AND CLAPPIN) yup yuup mhm thats right
#once he claws his way ouy of hell after definantly learning his lesson(not true) He and i will have a summer wedding#lol idk. maybe he did learn smthn but not necessarily the lesson he should have#like to him it was probably just ok MAYBE he shouldnt try n bite off more than he can chew n get carried away#and then he finds some other way to garner attention and make his impression on othars#esp w kirby hes reeely trying to overcompensate for his past misdeeds like hehe yah im suuuuuperr nice now trust ^-^#but maybe just MAYBE theres a slight shift were hes like ok well what if i didnt want to be good just to be convincing#only Bc his past motivation and actions were all built off one lie after another. he cant even tell if these thoughts are genuine#sooo maybe his curiosity gets th better of him and he figures the only way to find out and also maybe possibly b able to form actual bonds#this time around is by commiting to actually intentionally being good and stuff#like hes not suddenly gonna try an be a complete goody two shoes and be perfect bc hes still a mischevious guy yknow but uhm. yeah. yknow#^^^oh BROTHER we got a real yapper over here -_-#kirby#magolor#krtdldx#myart
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Good afternoon gamers!!! I miss F.inal F.antasy. I miss it a lot-
#pan rambles#I haven't played some in a hot minute and I'm crumbling-afibsfjsndi#I miss it a lot...#So much I've been struggling to get the motivation to continue Y.akuza 0-afisbkfsn#Not that I even have the time to play bc of assignments#But still#I miss it!!!#Maybe I'll try to play some Octopath in ky free time#I just missed my turned based battles#It's also why I think I'll prefer I.chiban's games over Kiryu (Minus the crush)#I love hitting things by pressing random buttons!! It Can be real satisfying! But Gameplay Wise. Kiryu isn't my favorite to play as-#It's not as fun for me compared to other games-ajfnsjdsn#Which is a shame bc story wise? I'm enjoying it!#It's just gameplay that kinda isn't my favorite sometimes#Anyways back to assignments! I'll work real hard so I can find the time to play Octopath!#I'll always prefer anime men over realistic looking men (The aro kicks in harder sometimes when they look realistic)
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my desire to create vs my motivation for the whole show going down the drain cos wtf was that
fight
#i was like#at least i can make some nice looking gifs#maybe something else#i'm sitting on a largely finished zaundads gifset but can't motivate myself to finish it#what's the point#i apparently hallucinated what i liked about them in the first place anyway#arcane#arcane critical#my:arcane#i'm actually sitting on a bunch of already finished gifsets that i made a while back#but feel stupid about posting them now#all of the dynamics i liked in s1 and wanted to create stuff about got ruined#and s2 didn't introduce anything new i find interesting
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dear future me, Please remember to write the metamorphosis fic and title it ~✨the yassification of howdy pillar✨~
#sparkle emojis and everything thank you#ill jot down some scene ideas for your Ease of Use#and hope that you rediscover this post at some point#i cant trust our absolutely shit memory to Remember this concept later on#who knows what other shenanigans will unfold#absolutely unprompted#but i can trust that you will want to take a trip down memory lane and look at the fuckery past you has posted#so hi. hope you're well. i hope you're Somewhere Else and maybe even Happy <3#please write this. please. im not guilt tripping you we hate that#but please. for me. & for the niche group of people who would read it and Enjoy#look into letti's eyes and find motivation. also look through your docs theres probably an idea file#i'll also leave you a lil present just click on the section labeled A Present For Future Me <3
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I’ve asked this a million times and I’ll ask again, why has nobody written Deep Night fic about Ken Seji and Pan? I’m so sad that I can’t find any.
Almost sad enough to write my own…. Maybe.
#deep night the series#kensejipan#please can someone write all the fluff for them#and maybe some not so fluffy spice too#am I going to have to find my fic writing motivation and write my own?
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The more I work on my long fic the more work I’m realizing it needs…
Maybe I should just take it down for now and repost it when it’s actually ready
#don't mind me having a moment#the main issue I’m realizing is Hualian#XL is a pov character but there’s no real stake for him in this adventure#so there’s no real conflict or growth for him to be had#but on the other side some of the planned scenes with sqx just won’t work if he’s the pov character#because he’s unconscious for them#and there’s no other character who can really fit the role XL plays#because he’s the one sqx trusts the most#things to think about#maybe I should shift gears to my 3T fic instead because the goals for all 3 are defined there#it’s not something I think about as much when writing oneshots#but character drive and motivation is important#the pov character needs to have a reason for acting#that goes a little further than ‘he’s my friend and I’m concerned’#the fic has some good themes with sqx & the peis#I need to find a parallel for hualian that xl can work on#another theme is disappointment (and that it’s ok) so…..#(hualian being one of those couples who support each other 200% makes them kinda boring to write in this sense)#(I think I might need to embrace the ooc a little >.>
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Wait wait wait wait wait wait-
So I have this idea, right? That I’ve mentioned in comments/tags somewhere possibly maybe? About Dapper and Pomme escaping the island with the French because I’m Big Sad and I know Bad’s probably planning some angst about them being gone and I’m not about that right now (my name is Root Beer Dr. Pepper and I’m happy endings until I die).
So like, basically, everyone gets off the island and it’s slice of life and Bad stays behind to take down the Federation and along the way he and Cucurucho get together become roommates and like, Bad’s like “I can fix him!!! (I can make him worse!) and then Cucurucho like, goes along with it because he’s bored and anyway the point of this word vomit is that when Bad eventually escapes and finds everyone Cucurucho is with him like your strange aunt who no one likes but is too afraid not to invite to dinner or possibly like a particularly persistent strain of herpes.
The Islanders: what’s that?
Bad: a smoothie!
(It’s Cucurucho. He’s wearing Bad’s bathrobe)
And everyone hates him but he can’t really do anything by himself and he’s honestly too busy fucking bothering Bad to do much to anyone.
I think this was going somewhere but I forgot. I’m very tired.
#qsmp#qsmp badboyhalo#qsmp cucurucho#qadmin situation#<— just in case but like not really but also kind of??#wait-writing? was that what my point was?#I may write this maybe#I can do some angsty shit with this but make it happy YesYes#I will make everyone on this island alive and gay and happy god damn it#WAIT!!!!#Madagio is there too with Fit oh my god#same reasoning as Cucurucho#well-maybe not (unless…)#no actually I have no idea but M’s there and she and Cucurucho sit around and bitch about everyone#and are generally insufferable in a reformed villain way#do you see my vision?#this is perfect#now if only I could find the motivation and time to actually fucking write it
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the boys sleeping over this week and I'm going shopping with my manager this weekend...
i love them.
#OBJECTIVE: FEEL LIKE A HUMAN (10% Complete)#ms ma'am (me) is trying so hard to crawl out the bottom of a rut rn#several ruts. but (': v happy about this. it will be me n my managers first time hanging out outside of work esp since i moved here#waaa she's so pretty... she was showing me some of her earlier Halloween costumes and the makeup she had done#ʕ ꈍᴥꈍʔ but she's also just v pretty period#i. don't know if lil cheek kisses r appropriate..? i always find myself wanting to do this. part of it is body language#like hello r u leaning in for this??¿ mayhaps i can ask this weekend idk 🤷🏾♀️#(it is v normal for latine folk to kiss each other on the cheeks as part of a greeting/goodbye)#anyways. it'll be nice to spend time together ♡ and im also looking forward to getting new clothes n maybe jewelry finally!!#she says she Loves shopping so maybe i have a shopping buddy 🥺💕 im not as motivated to go by myself but if we can make it a hangout#then oh absolutely.#♪ヽ(･ˇ∀ˇ･ゞ) she's so cute (*ﾉ・ω・)ﾉ♫ she's so sweet ヽ(*ﾟｰﾟ*)ﾉ she's so cool (っ˘з(ꈍᴗꈍ ) ♡ waow#mm
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/ What gets me about D.iavolo's ending is just;; how decisive it is- stories where the end is a silent capital dot drive me insane, like there's a melancholy to it that I can't put into words, it feels like a real scary dot you know? scary because it is so definitive- there's no sentence forward, no pages forward, it's also why (and this will sound insane) humpty dumpty's story makes me feel some kind of poetical and melancholic way, the way it ends as
Humpty Dumpty sat on a wall. Humpty Dumpty had a great fall. All the king's horses and all the king's men Couldn't put Humpty together again.
theres no 'coulds' nor 'might' , there is no hope at the end, he just can't get put together again. and that's it, IT DRIVES ME INSANE!!! it's the way humpty or d.iavolo cant fix this themselves, and no one can fix it for them either, its once again, a final dot, there's no future to it
#DO YOU UNDERSTAND- THIS DRIVES ME INSANEEEEEEEEEE#;d.iavolo#;ooc#ooc#i dont know where to put my thoughts i have to vomit them all#because i think about how the only possible release from d.iavolo's never ending fate would only happen if g.iorno dies#but with his upgraded stand ability; what if g.iorno finds a way to loop himself the way he's done to d.iavolo but in a more controled way#to fit his goals/motives? so he essentially can never die by putting himself through a loop with his stand?#then g.iorno will live for eternity and d.iavolo will die for eternity#what happens after eons of deaths follow; would d.iavolo still recognize why the cycle even started?#a strange existence;;#if s.teel b.all run happened later; then maybe a version of f.unny v.alentine could have found one of the million timelines of death that#d.iavolo is in; and found a way that by teaming up they can k.ill g.iorno#but thats not possible; so unless some external cause disrupts the loop; he is just doomed to forever die#what if in the end; we are all going through a g.old experience stand moment-/j#what if death was a j.ojo reference/j
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fascinating to see posts where it's like. someone taking a phrase with a specific meaning and insisting that it can actually mean Anything At All Whatsoever. i get what you're trying to do here but words have meanings for a reason
#I'm thinking of that post thats like#'your character should want to fuck something so bad it makes them look stupid. it could be anything like finding their parents or -'#'so long as its something they would make themselves look stupid to do'#and its like. okay. look i get what you're trying to say here#but 'wanting to fuck something so bad it makes you look stupid' is like. very specific as a phrase#thats specifically a character thats horny!!! or with a crush on another person!!!!#like jeez they can just have Motivation or Desire or A Goal thats what those words MEAN#or like#'being at the club is a metaphor it represents being young and free stop saying you wouldn't be at the club'#okay maybe it doesn't represent that for everyone. maybe that is not what youth or freedom means#argh i know its nitpicking#but a phrase can just be. A Specific Phrase you dont need to generalise it out to every scenario ever formulated u know#*not what youth or freedom is to some people#is what that tag should say
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I'm way too excited to read mermaid Suguru. Just from the snippet in already kicking my legs with how sassy this man is, needing his specific saltwater like a princess.
And it'll be a perfect read for the park by the sea near mee
SOBS …. thank you sm anon :’3 i’m so happy you’re excited!!!!! he’s our most beloved sassy princess….. the more i write the more i realize reader is basically his butler LMAO but i …. kinda like that dynamic 😭
and wahhhh, i’m so jealous!!!! :’) that’s the perfect place to read it…… maybe i should go to the beach while writing it too actually……….
#i’m with some relatives rn and the sea is very close by here…!!!#but … im going back home like tmrw ……#and there’s no sea there …….#:’3#maybe i can find a cute little pond….#tysm for sending this in anon <333 it motivates me sm to know people are excited for it!! :’)#sending you lots of kisses mwah#ask tag ✩
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Really really don't get why so many people seem to have this burning hatred for Ukraine where they'll just... bring them up randomly purely to drag them through the mud and it's like... ok... but... do you actually know a single thing about Ukraine or what's been happening there?
Do you for instance remember when a major dam was destroyed by russia causing massive ecological damage?
Like I'm dead serious here, can you tell me a single thing that's happened in Ukraine in the last 2 years? Can you in any way demonstrate any basic understanding of the situation?
Cause if not... why do you think you should have an opinion on it, especially if your opinion is gonna be how awful people getting bombed are?
Just legit bothers me and... even more so bothers me the number of smart and caring people I see doing this. Basically I'm not even trying to be rude here, I'm trying to remind you to pay attention and remember that not everything you read on the internet is true, a tumblr post isn't a source unless they're giving you a reputable source
Cause like me? I can go track you down articles about the Nova Kakhovka dam being destroyed, and I can talk about all the reason why it's pretty clear that russia destroyed it
Can you do the same for me? Can you back up your claim about Ukraine with something concrete?
In many ways I'm not even asking you to support Ukraine, I get we have a limit to how much we can focus on, it's ok if you focus on your cause and I focus on mine and... both of us giving our undivided attention, maybe we both make some small impact on the world
What I'm asking is you don't be an asshole for no reason. You don't need to throw Ukraine under the bus. Don't you think your cause stands up on it's own two feet?
And again I'm not Ukrainian, I don't know as well as someone there, though... I spare you a lot of the stuff that crosses my dash because I don't want to burn people out with horrible stuff, but please understand it's worse than you probably think
So no, not Ukrainian, but I'll tell you why I'm still worth listening to: I've followed this every day since the invasion began. I keep my ear to the ground. I do know a fair bit and again can back what I have to say up
Anyway, my plea is to just not be a dick to people for no reason. The correct number of bombed civilians is zero, that's my stance
#still fucking haunts me the video of this zoo keeper just crying as she films the flooded zoo#and you can just hear all the animals screaming in terror as they slowly drown#and... there... there just wasn't anything anyone could do#the water was coming up too fast... they didn't have time... they didn't have the equipment to move them#it was really only the birds that survived cause they at least could fly away when their enclosures were opened#I really do mean haunt; like... the second I think about it... just kind of gnaws at my insides#and that's just one video of one thing from one event#anyway; to pivot slightly; not that I want to call everything I disagree with russian propaganda#but there's various stuff I can point to and draw a pretty solid line between it and russian propaganda I think#as in; if I popped open sputnik right now I think there's a fair chance I'd find an article on it#...like the biolabs thing; that one I literally did that with and guess who was spreading it? the literal propaganda site#like man... you're smart; you're so brilliant... why on earth are you falling so hook line and sinker for this stuff?#Ukraine ain't your enemy man#where as russia; again I can draw a direct line between them and say... the suffering of the Iranian people#between russia and the election results in Venezuela; to my understanding russia literally has ships off the coast right now#and it's a fact putin congratulated maduro despite there being a number of issues#such as... the total percentages released by the government totaling 109%#listen man; I'm not stupid; I'm susceptible to propaganda too; you think I don't know that?#but I can at least show my work and I can at least explain my motivation and I can at least lay it all bare#maybe I'm wrong... maybe#hard for me to think I am when I see hospitals being bombed... kinda tend to think the people who do that are bad#(and why... why do people keep making it a pissing match instead of saying 'it's bad no matter where it happens'?)#but maybe I'm wrong... at least I can walk you through why I'm coming to the conclusion I am#and just fuck me... all I want is a world where no one's getting blown to bits for the crime of being alive#do you actually have any grasp of geopolitics?#not as in like... this or that theory or some bullshit about why america good; america bad; whatever#I mean can you actually draw a line between things happening around the world and tell me how they relate?#like... can you talk about India in relation to other countries; can you talk about Modi's politics?#(I can't stand Modi and I think I have some pretty good reasons such as his treatment of the Muslim minority; he's a nationalist)#can you talk at all about Turkey; or Armenia and Azerbaijan?
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I'm probably far from the first person to say this, but you can't tell me that this song doesn't just scream Aventurine, c'mon.
#like. i don't even need to explain it do i. the lyrics are Right There they speak for themselves#aventurine#hsr aventurine#honkai star rail#hsr#Seven.txt#music stuff#panic! at the disco#p!atd#another song + character commentary post wow mayhaps i'll start making more of these but i fear people and their Opinions#but whatever. if i don't distract myself with a silly little tumblr post im gonna have a meltdown so. here. character commentary be upon ye#anyways listening to this and thinking of Aven gives me chills every single time i can't help it#as usual if u disagree feel free to keep that shit to yourself this is just my opinion let me have it in peace#Spotify#'oh but it's too Positive! he's actually miserable inside! he wouldn't embody this song that's just the mask he puts up!!!'#yeah ur right. and who said i wasn't talking about the mask#i'm not saying that this song embodies his truest self necessarily. but i think it does suit Some aspect of him#maybe the side that's trying to keep going. the side that picks him up off the floor and pushes himself out into the world day after day#forcing himself to find whatever scraps of hope he can hold onto. the song doesn't say '*Had* to have high hopes' for no reason#i dunno i'm just spitballin here. there's plenty of ways you can see Aven in this song. if u Want to#if you've never peeled urself off the bathroom floor and washed tears off your face while playing the most upbeat song you can find-#-to try and summon the motivation to keep going in spite of how u just spent 20mins wishing for it all to be over. well#well then u just can't understand my vision here
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Ugh right fine I'm doing a food log until I can fix whatever funk I'm in and it's uhh...not great lmao
#i was sick overnight but pretty much just liquid#so hopefully i got everything out of what i managed yesterday#have had an ice pole this morning (at least i know liquids arent a problem) and a biscuit but got too nauseus for more#thinking of trying to make like. a half assed peanutbutter milkshake at some point today just to sip gradually#bc 1. that sounds bangin and 2. calories fat protein if i can keep it down would be very very welcome atm#this is just. genuinely so bizare to me?#like. i do have aome issues with eating regularly but theyre generally to do with timing and prep and planning steps#not the actual physical act#if i cant be motivated by a cool snack then whats even left for me on this bitch of an earth asfhfkskdfj#payday on thursday tho. im hoping i can just take a walk and find something that looks tasty#maybe reset myself a bit#listen im not even thinking about my health im thinking about how its alfies birthday on saturday and i wanna take them for a nice dinner#this is time sensitive lmao
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