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erstwhles Ā· 4 months ago
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ugh i'm doing this now so i don't have to think about it thursday but hey. this next week is officially the end of my summer break, so! thanks for writing with me
starting thursday (really more next week because students don't report until then) it's back to 12 hour days mon-fri, and not to be that guy but h.ockey starts at the end of september and that's where my extra focus will go. and then there's the grad school thing which i don't want to talk about but! as always, i'm going to do my best to keep up with things to the best of my ability. the way this works, as usual, is that the people i talk to/plot with regularly ooc tend to be the threads that i have the most muse for
it's always been plot-oriented here, but this summer really hammered that home. it's the most fun i've had here in a while, and since i can't always write, it's often easier for me to talk back and forth on discord since i can do that during the day. i know i have a couple of friends who i can, and do, bother (affectionate) every day with thoughts, but if you're interested, feel free to add me on discord (bridge.tm) and let me know
as far as current replies go, if i don't respond to something this weekend, i'd prefer to drop it just for the sake of limiting my draft count to active threads. i'm going to assume the same for threads that i haven't gotten back recently for the same reason
with that novel out of the way, heyā€”have a good weekend
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skiiyoomin Ā· 7 months ago
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Hey I just saw that your requests are open and the haikyuu brainrot is hitting me once more. Could I request some content energetic bbs Noya, Bokuto, and Hinata (separate) and the reader taking care of them when all that energy finally runs out and they crash? I'm in desperate need of fluff lmao
įƒ¦Taking care of them when they run out of energy
ŹšContent: gn! reader, fluff
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a/n yes maĀ“am šŸ«” some fluffy energetic bbys brainrot coming right up. am i procrastinating my exams to do this? yes, yes i am
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Nishinoya Yuu
Noya is like a literal babyyy. He loves loves lovesss when you pamper him and baby him. Especially during those moments where all he needs is a little silence and your comfort cause he doesnĀ“t have one single ounce of energy left. He loves crashing down on the sofa, his head on your lap and your fingers through his ginger hair.
"Long day?"
Your soft honey like voice drifts to his ears, and all he can manage to respond is a small low hum.
He feels like he absolutely won in life when you not only move away to prepare a warm bath for him, but you also slip inside the tub behind him and wrap your arms around his torso. He melts like puddy when your soft hands begin to massage his scalp while you make sure the shampoo reaches his roots, and in his mind, he questions if that was what heaven felt like.
You had to coax him into getting out of the tub after a long while passed, your skin pruned and the bath no longer as warm. Though honestly, Noya couldĀ“ve stayed like that forever, however, the image of you cuddled up under the safety and warmth of the bedsheets sounded far more tempting. So, with groggy movements, he stepped out and wrapped a towel around his waist.
He may be small, but he was not light, and in his dazed like state, he didnĀ“t seem to remember as he all but plops down right on top of you. Were it any other day, you wouldĀ“ve shoved him off, but the way his eyelids fluttered close and his lips seemed to be in a permanent pout were too cute. So, adjusting your position so you could at least breathe, you run your hand up and down his back, your other playing with his soft locks. And just like that, he was out like a light.
Bokuto Koutarou
You knew the second you started dating Bokuto, that youĀ“d be in for a rollercoaster of emotions. You had become accostumed to his wide range of emtions that seemed to appear at the most sudden times. Nevertheless, there were days where his energy seemed to be on a constant low. He moved in slow sluggish motions and not a single thought seemed to pass through his mind.
You found out that one of his favorite things that you do at times like this is giving him a looong massage. His body would be flopped face down on the comfort of your bed while you oiled up his bare back. HeĀ“d expressed to you many times that he was convinced your hands were made by the very gods, because when they slowly massaged the tense muscled of his back, he felt like he was on cloud 9.
YouĀ“d make your way up until you reached his broad shoulders and neck. Small muffled groans would be heard from him every once in a while, but heĀ“d mostly remain uncharacteristically quiet.
If he didnĀ“t pass out from your massage, because trust me, he has passed out many times before, then youĀ“d watch a random movie while he nuzzled into your warm body. His soft breaths tickled the sensitive skin of your neck and his buff arms wrapped around your body, like a bear engulfing you in a hug.
Every once in a while youĀ“d press your soft lips to his forehead, or youĀ“d run your fingers through his bicolored strands. And I can assure you that with a couple more sweet kisses, heĀ“d be out like a light, his soft snores filling the silence of the room.
"I love you"
You whisper, pressing one last kiss to the crown of his head before you too, fall into deep slumber with your big baby in your arms.
Hinata Shoyo
If thereĀ“s one thing Shoyo loves more than anything in this world, itĀ“s your cooking. And thereĀ“s nothing like your homemade food on a day where he canĀ“t give his fullest.
He had spent the entire day jumping around, his energy at itĀ“s peak. But the more it had dragged on the more he wished he could speed off back home and rest in your loving arms.
He was sprawled across the couch, his tired half lidded eyes boring into whatever was playing on the TV, he couldnĀ“t even process anything. He feels the couch dip beside him, and when he turns his head, he finds you with a bowl of your homemade ramen in your hands. The steam wafted into the air and to his nostrils. He could already taste it in his toungue, making his stomach rumble.
However, heĀ“s slightly surprised when you move the bowl away when he tries to reach out for it.
"Let me take care of you"
Is all you mutter. ThatĀ“s how he finds himself curled up on the couch while you feed him the ramen, making sure to blow on the food each time you picked up a portion of it.
His heart fluttered when you pampered him this way. Or when you put away the bowl after he eats it all up and when you pepper slow kisses around his entire face. They werent rushed or overwhelming like they normally were. No, these were precise, like you were deliberately making sure to kiss every inch of his skin.
During these times, he absolutely needs to be the little spoon. He likes the feeling of being taken care of. The way your arms would wrap around his torso, your warm breath tickling the nape of his neck and making his spine shudder ever so slightly.
ItĀ“s in these moments where, as heĀ“s drifting off to sleep with, he really feels an overwhelming sense of love and adoration for you
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pedrithink Ā· 1 year ago
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you and i āœ© jude bellingham
request: maybe you could do Jude and his girlfriend through different stages of their relationship
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ynusername congratulations, jude!! you deserve every bit of this šŸ˜šŸ‘šŸ»
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judebellingham thank you!!! šŸ˜šŸ˜
user1 i love to see the early stages of their relationship šŸ˜­
user2 y/n was always by his side :(
user3 were they dating at this time?
user4 @user3 yes!!! this was in his debut for birmingham
user5 i remembered the interview jude gave last year and said that by this time he was already completely in love with her
user6 why was she congratulating him?
user7 @user6 because he had made his debut in the first team
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ynusername i expected nothing less from you. congratulations on your victory, more moments like this will come :) always proud of you, golden boy.
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judebellingham couldnā€™t have done without your immeasurable support. canā€™t wait to see you againā€¦
ynusername @judebellingham i will always be cheering for you, miss you a lot.
user7 this was back when they had broken up because of distance and yet she was still supporting him :(
user8 i love the way they showed that they still love each other even with the distance
user9 for y/n the most important thing was that jude was happy even if he was far away from her šŸ˜­šŸ˜­
user10 @user9 i just remember jude saying that at this time he always cried when he came home because everything he did referred to her šŸ˜­
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ynusername it was a great night with you, captain šŸ«”šŸ«¶šŸ»
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judebellingham i missed you a lot.
ynusername @judebellingham always with you, you know that :)
gioareyna it was amazing to meet you, y/n. jude talks a lot about you šŸ«£šŸ™„
ynusername @gioareyna donā€™t get jealoussss!!! he loves you more than he loves me šŸ«Ø
user11 the way he looks at her, GODDDD!!!
user12 i dont know if i want to date someone who looks at me the way jude looks at y/n or the way gio looks at jude
user13 imagine loving someone so much (me talking to y/n and jude)
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ynusername i can't and don't want to imagine a life without you. i have loved you since we were 14 and i hope we can stay together until the end of eternity. happy birthday, golden boy. ā­ļøšŸ«¶šŸ»
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judebellingham i am so happy by your side. thank you for everything, my love. thank you for not giving up on me and our love. i love you!
ynusername @judebellingham our thing is a forever thing, jude victor william bellingham!!!!!!!! we cannot ever give up.
user14 y/n calling jude ā€˜golden boyā€™ to this day, i will cry!!!
user15 their love is so pure :(
user16 i love to see how their love has only been growing
user17 may they be very happy together
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ynusername visiting home šŸ«ØšŸ’— always love to be here.
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judebellingham my pretty partner in crime šŸ«”šŸ’—
jobebellingham i missed you!!!
ynusername @jobebellingham missed you a lot!! šŸ’—šŸ’—šŸ„²
trentarnold66 you need to come visit me RN!!!!!!!! you donā€™t have excuses.
ynusername @trentarnold66 I WILL TRY
judebellingham @trentarnold66 what about me????? šŸ˜¢
trentarnold66 @judebellingham yeah, you can come too if you want šŸ¤·šŸ»ā€ā™€ļø
user18 PRETTY COUPLE DOING PRETTY THINGS THAT PRETTY PEOPLE DO šŸ˜­
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ynusername hi madrid šŸ¤šŸ«¶šŸ»
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judebellingham madrid is more beautiful with you
ynusername @judebellingham simp
user19 y/n is moving with jude to madrid????? finally!!!!
user20 @user19 for sure, they are almost married already LOL
gioareyna i will miss you guys šŸ„¹
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orphicdreamers-wp Ā· 11 months ago
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Girl Of My Dreams ā€” Mat Barzal
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Summary: In which Mat Barzal inadvertently falls for the oldest Hughes sibling and her brothers arenā€™t happy.
Content Warning; Taylor swift 1989 isnā€™t by Tay(its by reader) Mentions of University of Alabama (reader went there) Trevor Zegras being hopelessly in love with reader. Readers social media face claim is Addison Rae bc idc sheā€™d clear as a WAG for a athlete.
Pairing: Mat Barzal x Hughes! Reader.
Mat would be lying if he said he didnā€™t sneak glances at the announcers box after meeting you. You had been carrying a plate of food and two margaritas to your booth where your friends sat. Tito had made a joke about you seeming familiar then the pair heard your voice and knew, ā€œAlright now, eat up because yā€™all are bumming me out.ā€ Matā€™s jaw slacked, ā€œHeā€™d known that the Islanders had gotten a new game announcer who was a girl but he wouldnā€™t have known it was you. You were effortlessly stunning, you had captivated the attention of every straight man in the bar. Mat had approached you as you sat at the bar, ā€œIā€™m Mat, can I buy you a drink?ā€
You grinned and spoke, southern accent slipping out, ā€œIā€™m Y/N, I mean Barzy after the way you played last game? You better buy me a drink. ā€˜Yknow how many hate comments my broadcast got?ā€ Mat grinned as the bartender approached you, ā€œAnother Corona Light and whatever sheā€™s having on me.ā€ You grinned sheepishly, ā€œIā€™m fucking with you. Iā€™ve heard worse.ā€ Mat grinned, ā€œSo now would probably be a shitty time to ask you out?ā€ You smiled at him, ā€œMaybe not.ā€ Mat smiled, ā€œIf I may, your not from New York are you? Where are you from?ā€ You grinned, ā€œI grew up in Toronto with my 3 younger brothers and moved to Alabama for college and been in New York for a few months now.ā€ Mat grinned, ā€œWell welcome to New York beautiful.ā€ That was a year and a half ago. You still hadnā€™t told your brothers who your boyfriend was, just that his name was Mathew. Until your album release came creeping in and you wanted to go public with Mat.
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ynhughes; my album ā€˜1997ā€™ is now streaming! thank you for all your support(especially the bf, ā€˜slutā€™ and ā€˜suburban legendsā€™ are 4 us)
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barzal97: celebrating you is my favorite pastime. i have never met someone who people gravitate towards more than you. you are by far the most wonderfully amazing woman i know. it is a privilege to say i love youšŸ¤Ž this past year or so has changed my life. you make living easy and so so much better. i canā€™t wait to see what the future has in store for you.
trevorzegras: alexa play that should be mešŸ’”šŸ’”
ynhughes: forever in awe of you mathew barzal. amazed a gal like me is lucky enough to be adored by youšŸ¤Ž
oliviarodrigo; THEY HIT THE PENTAGON!! @conangray
>conangray; told you it was them i saw at radio music hall!
ny_islanders; our roman empire is all the sweet posts for to y/n todayšŸ„¹šŸ„¹
sydneyemartin: brb crying. the purest people in the world. so grateful my girls get to grow up seeing a love this pure that isnā€™t their parents.
>ynhughes: we adore your girls more than words can express.
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_quinnhughes: my biggest inspiration is out here killing it. in awe of you everyday sissyšŸ„¹ thank you for being my best friend from day 1
ynhughes: in a puddle of tears quinny. thank you for always being on my side, even when im wrong.
sabrinacarpenter; hockey players making me ugly sob wasnā€™t on my 2023 bingo card
elhughes; my first babiesšŸ„¹ extremely emotional over you all today
>_quinnhughes: we love you mommašŸ’•
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jackhughes: 1997 reasons to love my meanie head sister, i guess her bfā€™s alright
ynhughes: i love you little brat, come visit me and mat!!
>jackhughes: will do, sissyšŸ«”
trevorzegras: i canā€™t believe she wonā€™t date me šŸ˜žšŸ˜ž
>ynhughes: buck up z, your way too young for me. perfect age for @sabrinacarpenter tho!
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lukehughes: the worlds best big sister came out with the best album to date
ynhughes; really feeling the hughes love train today, i need to plan for all of us to be together soon! so yā€™all can meet Mat!
etnow; this just in; the Hughes brothers have brought tears to my eyes supporting their sister
barzal97: the third picture is actually the most accurate representation of your sister now
>lukehughes; always messing with those darn cats! even if they are on the side of the street.
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doki-doki-imagines Ā· 11 months ago
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It's Okay if you can handle yandere things, can you do the lin kuei trio, syzoth and raiden if they were a yander, i wanna know what's on your mind :D
tw: yandere, toxic relationships (obvs), gaslight, baby trapping, abuse (physically and mentally), death (not reader or characters), if I forgot a trigger tell me so I can add itšŸ«”.
Raiden: -King of gaslight. -"Don't you remember I told you I was going to train? Why do you always trust her, she keeps tricking you! Don't you remember that one time?" -He didn't go out to train, no friends have ever tricked you. -It's impossible for your humble and kind boyfriend to lie to you. He only wants what is best for you. -That's why on your own accord (it's what Raiden keeps telling you) you have no friends, and don't go out. Your boyfriend already gives everything you need and want. -So when you cry alone in a corner of your room, it's just because you are the stupid one because anybody would be happy with what you have (or at least, that's what Raiden tells you).
Syzoth: -What more do you want? You already bear his children. That should be the apex of your life. -That's his strategy, always having kids, so you won't be able to go out. Syzoth taking care of food and every other basic care. -Your life will be forever centred on him and your kids, nothing else, no other important value, not even yourself. -"Act well, if you lose me, you lose yourself." -You can only nod like the mindless pawn you became.
Kuai Liang: -He is always angry, more often than not taking his anger on your body. -"Sorry fireball, I'll never do it again, I swear, stay with me. Forever." -It's never the last time he hurts you, but you believe him every time, cheeks hurting, throat purple, tears never stop flowing from your eyes. -Liang will try to keep you locked in his mansion as much as possible. No Shirai Ryu trainees should be able to see you, and you mustn't even look at other men other than him. -Or women. -The time you talked with Harumi, you couldn't even open your eyes the next day, face beaten up, and you had to take care of the wounds alone. -But every time, Liang promises that he loves you and you can't do anything other than believing him.
Tomas Vrbada: -He is the classical yandere, lovebombing you, saying that he can't live without you. -Killing every person that gets close to you; they should learn to stay in their space, those cockroaches. -Tomas can just think of you, and he'll make sure you will return the obsession. Not physically obliging you, but by eliminating every distraction that you have. -May the distractions be your friends, your parents, your petsā€¦ they all have the same value to him. -Zero.
Bi-Han: -Sadly, I think that even normal Bi-Han has toxic tendencies, mostly because he doesn't know how a normal relationship works. -You mustn't interact with other men. You mustn't have hobbies. -Your entire life should be dedicated to Bi-Han and Bi-Han only. -You won't even have the whole mansion for yourself. He'll imprison you in a small room, and he only has access to it. -Bi-Han will personally deliver anything you need, no contact with any other human being is allowed. -The cell doesn't have any window, so you can't even understand for how long you've been there. -Don't try to think too much, or you'll become crazy, just accept your fate.
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winterchimez Ā· 1 month ago
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No Longer Human | Ju Haknyeon
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SUMMARY: what happens when you find yourself in a life-and-death situation, only to have Lucifer himself approach you, seeking your help to change his fate and avoid succumbing to evil? is that even possible? and when you discover that you are the long-forgotten Lake Deity, possessing the ability to purify all forms of evil, will you accept his request in exchange for regaining your powers?
PAIRING: lucifer!Haknyeon x f!reader
GENRE: fantasy/devil au, strangers to lovers, angst (like very heavy ngl), horror, some fluff, slight suggestive
WARNINGS: nc-17, slow-burn, it's a devil's au so expect it to be dark & angsty af (but fear not there's some comedy & fluff in between), mystical creatures (sacred deities, demonic creatures, devils, fairies), cursing, violence, blood, mentions / descriptions of weaponry (katana, kunais, spears), alcohol consumption, petnames (princess), betrayal, minor characters deaths, reader goes through a lot of traumatic experiences (so yknow bear with her pls šŸ„ŗ), multiple nightmares, suspense, gore, kissing, a couple of life-and-death situations throughout the fic, Haknyeon & reader bickers A LOT, proofread once (lmk if i missed anything!)
WORD COUNT: 26,972 (haha.)
A/N: my writing comeback folks šŸ«” and this is also my submission for deoboyznet's bite back halloween event!! happy belated birthday to my other 妹 on this platform @ethereal-engene im so sorry i couldn't get this out in time on your birthday but it's finally here & i hope it's worth the wait (and ily so so much forever!!) šŸ„¹šŸ’— also shoutout to @sungbeam @momhwa-agenda for pitching in ideas for me from the start & really helping me through with this ā¤ļø (also yall say thank you beam for deciding the banner for me šŸ˜¤)
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You have lost count of the number of times you have been on the run.Ā 
As much as the fear and adrenaline overwhelmed you, you tried to not look behind and kept running forward while doing your very best to not trip on the pebbles and sticks scattered throughout the forest.Ā 
The sound of you stepping on the branches didnā€™t help in the slightest bit, as it only alerted and made the enemies quicken their pace faster than they already were. The forest wasnā€™t a great place to hide in after allā€”you could only last for a good minute, even behind the thickest possible tree if you were lucky enough.Ā 
After running for what seemed like forever, you finally set your eyes upon the glistening light beyond you, and a smile was finally plastered across your face, replacing the horror you had prior to this.Ā 
But it seemed as if your happiness wouldnā€™t last for long.Ā 
You find yourself at the top of a cliff, and sweat begins dripping down profusely from your forehead as you look at the crashing wave beneath. It definitely didnā€™t help that the weather was horrible, causing the waters to flow at an aggressive pace that would ignite fear within oneself upon whoever laid their eyes upon them.Ā 
Turning your head from the left to the right, you desperately tried to make out a different escape route. Perhaps climbing down the cliff instead? However, you knew it was out of the question, given that the rocks were slippery from the rain, and you would immediately lose your grip and fall straight into the waters.
There may be vines you could tie up to help you swing from the cliff to the other side of the forest. But given the situation, there was absolutely no way you were going to make it in time.Ā 
So you were left with only one option: below.Ā 
Immediately, a low growl was growing increasingly louder behind you, and you slowly turned to look at the source of the sound. The demonic creatures appeared right where you were, leaving only a few metres apart before they slowly crept your way.Ā 
Taking a few steps back before you felt that you were on the edge of the cliff, you jerk your head back to take one last look at the crashing waves below, knowing that it would be your only way of escape from your persuadersā€”that is if you would eventually make it out alive or not.
With a deep breath, you turned and leapt into the water, paddling frantically to stay afloat. The experience felt straight out of a horror movie: the freezing cold water, the strong currents relentlessly slamming into your face, making it hard to catch a breath. At times, you were completely submerged, cut off from sunlight as the waves dragged you under.
And you absolutely feared and hated the dark deep waters underneath.Ā 
Before you could even figure out on what to do next, the water slowly washed you up ahead, and the next thing you knew was that you were at the edge of a streaming waterfall.Ā 
This was it. It was the end.Ā 
For the last time, you looked straight up into the gloomy grey skies, taking in everything you could see before shutting your eyes tight and submerging yourself into the deep waters.Ā 
Goodbye, forever.
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"Y/N, do you believe in the demonic creatures?ā€Ā 
ā€œHuh? What makes you say that?ā€Ā 
The man chuckled. ā€œNo, nothing much. I just never hear you talk about them as much as your peers did.ā€
It wasnā€™t unusual for your mentor to ask you random questions out of the blue, as he was knowledgeable in every field and quite a superstitious man himself. Besides, there has been an increase in sightings of demonic creatures across the nation, and you assumed that he could be worried about your safety.Ā 
ā€œWith all due respect, sir, I assure you that you donā€™t have to worry about me in the slightest-ā€
ā€œBut the other young lads are working together to devise a plan to drive the spirits away for the safety of the townsfolk. So tell me, why are you still here then? All alone and staring into the waters?ā€Ā 
You knew that you couldnā€™t keep up the facade any longer, and you werenā€™t too sure if your mentor would accept the excuse you were about to give. But you have always stood firm with your beliefs, and you werenā€™t going to let somebody else convince you otherwise.Ā 
ā€œI honestly donā€™t see why the public would pose them as a threat to our community. I humbly believe that everyone, even spirits roaming on earth, has reasons to do whatever they were tasked to fulfill. Sure, the creatures may seem scary looking, but what harm is there if they have not laid a single finger on us?ā€Ā 
There was a silence.Ā 
Your mentor was just staring straight at you, not saying a word.Ā 
You figured that he was probably stunned at your answer, given the fact that you were the only one who felt neutralā€”even siding with the creatures, if you will, compared to your peers.
That was why you decided to keep your mouth shut, fearing that you might cause an uproar among the community.Ā 
Suddenly, your mentorā€™s eyes darkened, and there was this ringing sound in your ear, being unable to pick up whatever he was trying to tell you before your subconscious slowly drifted apart.
What was going on?Ā 
You tried your best to shout and scream for all you could before your eyelids began to droop.Ā 
And for the very last time, you were able to make out the words that your mentor was trying to mouth at you.
ā€œYouā€™re going to regret this, Y/N.ā€Ā 
Instantly, your eyes darted open, and you jerked up from that nightmare you had just had, trying your utmost best to catch your breath before focusing your vision on looking at your surroundings.Ā 
You were alive.Ā 
It seemed as if you had ended up at a creek, and there was no sign of the demonic creatures that had been chasing you from before. Given that you had a great sense of a presence nearby, you heaved a sigh of relief, knowing you were safe from danger.
At least, that was what you thought.Ā 
You definitely failed to recognise a presence crouching down on your right who has been staring straight at you for god knows how long.
ā€œSo you have finally woken up.ā€Ā 
Immediately, you screamed and backed away from the sudden jumpscare, trying your best to calm your fast-paced breathing down once again. ā€œDonā€™t do that! I donā€™t need more jumpscares than Iā€™ve already had for the day,ā€ you retorted.Ā 
That was when you finally stopped to look carefully at the man in front of you. He had strikingly blonde hair, beautiful eyes with some hints of red at the corners, and a white tank top paired with a black leather jacket over it.Ā 
He was very attractive looking at that too.Ā 
ā€œYou were having a nightmare, and you just wouldnā€™t stop squirming around when I tried to revive you,ā€ the male replied.Ā 
ā€œRevive me? You saved me from the waters?ā€
ā€œHell yes I did. Shouldnā€™t I be getting a simple ā€œthank youā€ for that?ā€Ā 
Immediately, you sat up and tucked your legs underneath with your knees touching the ground. Then, you bowed your head, signalling that you were grateful for the manā€™s kind act.Ā 
Instead of saying anything, the male continued staring at you from top to bottom, making you feel slightly uneasy. You werenā€™t sure if you were supposed to speak up, so you decided to fiddle with your fingers, hoping that he would notice that it was time to break the ice.Ā 
Thankfully, the silence between you both didnā€™t last that long, and a little scoff escaped his mouth, making you feel confused and somewhat a little terrified.Ā 
ā€œUmmā€¦is something the matter?ā€Ā 
This time, the male rests his chin upon one of his hands as he tilts his head to the side a little. ā€œYou seemed so much different from what I have been told.ā€
ā€œY-You know me?ā€Ā 
ā€œEveryone knows you, Miss Deity Of The Sacred Lake.ā€Ā 
Huh? What deity, what lake now?Ā 
You stared at the male for a good ten seconds before tilting your head to the side and giving him this most innocent look he had ever seen on a supposed deity that he had been trying his best to locate for a while now.
ā€œSo the rumours are true,ā€ he sighed before finally getting up to dust his clothes from pebbles or sand.
Before the male could turn his head back, you quickly jumped onto him, causing him to fall straight back onto the groundā€”crawling him up and gripping onto his collar for dear life.
ā€œPlease! Please help me! I need to know who I am and why these mysterious demon-like creatures have been chasing me!ā€ You cried out loud, and your voice was shaking.Ā 
You could tell the male was astounded by your reaction because, according to his sources, you werenā€™t supposed to be in this state. Well, ratherā€”when you were who you were actually known for before the chaos that happened.Ā 
All he could do was let out a deep sigh before leaning back slightly and narrowing his eyes before speaking up again. ā€œWhat makes you think I can trust you with this little act youā€™re putting up? Who knows, you might be making a fool out of time.ā€
You scoffed. ā€œDo I look like Iā€™m playing around right now, mister? I literally almost lost my life back there. If you canā€™t help me, Iā€™ll just keep wandering around wherever this is until I get the help I need.ā€Ā 
You snarled at the man himself before you stood back up and turned your heels in the opposite direction, stomping away furiously as you listened to your hot breath as second.Ā 
ā€œWhat the fuck was his problem? What an actual scumbag-ā€
Before you realized it, you were suddenly lifted off the ground, and the next thing you knew, you were being piggybacked by the same guy as before. You kicked your feet and tried to cause a ruckus, desperately wanting to break free, but he only tightened his grip on your thighs.
ā€œLet go of me! Youā€™re not helping at all!ā€Ā 
ā€œNice try, Miss Deity. You clearly failed to notice how thereā€™s a branch stuck right in your left ankle, and the bleeding is becoming much heavier each minute.ā€
What? Are you hurt?Ā 
The moment you heard those words, you quickly looked down to see that your ankle was now covered in bloodā€”yet you felt zero to no pain this whole time that it happened. Were these some kind of superpowers you had? Perhaps what he was saying about you being a deity is true?
For the past week, you've had many more questions than answers, and you finally concluded that he is your best source of help right nowā€”whether you like it or not.Ā 
With that, you sighed before slumping onto his back, which was surprisingly warm (contrary to his somewhat cold behaviour). Then, you wrapped your arms around him as he walked off into the distance.Ā 
The entire walk was silent, and neither of you spoke a word. You werenā€™t too sure if you should break off the awkward tension between you both, so it was probably best to just leave it as it was until the male finally spoke, easing the atmosphere just a little.
ā€œWhatā€™s your name?ā€
ā€œH-Huh?ā€
ā€œYou donā€™t expect me to keep calling you Miss Deity throughout the journey, donā€™t you? Iā€™d much prefer calling you something thatā€™s much easier and comfortable for the both of us.ā€
You paused. It has been a while since youā€™ve last heard your actual name, and you couldnā€™t remember why that was. Your memory was still all foggy and blank, and you almost forgot what you were called besides this so-called ā€œdeityā€ that the man kept addressing you as.Ā 
It was at the tip of your tongue, but it took a while to put the words together and finally answer the maleā€™s question.
ā€œI-Itā€™s Y/Nā€¦I thinkā€¦ā€ You mumbled as you hid your face in his jacket to hide yourself from embarrassment, waiting for him to make another comment about your odd behaviour.Ā 
But neither of his teasing remarks came, and he replied with something you had least expected to hear from him. ā€œHaknyeon. Weā€™ll be stuck together for a while anyways; I figured it would be best to get to know each other better from now on.ā€
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You both eventually found a secluded area within the woods. There was a little cave right where you had both stopped, where you would take shelter for the night. Given your history of being afraid and alert most of the time, Haknyeon had reassured you that nobody was to come here and that he had scoured the cave, making sure it would be ideal to rest here for the night.Ā 
Haknyeon seemed a lot quieter than before as he placed you on one of the rocks to take a seat. He set up the whole area for you twoā€”making a bonfire, going around to hunt for food, and even putting his jacket over you to keep you from the cold.Ā 
You were still trying to process everything as you kept looking at the male walking through the woods, trying to piece together everything he had said to see if it made any sense.Ā 
He did mention you were the Lake Deity, and you kept replaying that nightmare you had right before you woke up at the creak. Who exactly was that? Why did your mentor warn you about the regrets that you would have coming your way?Ā 
Most importantly, who exactly are you?Ā 
As Haknyeon finally took a seat and began roasting some of the freshly caught fish on a branch, you slowly approached him and sat right next to the male himself. Haknyeon wasted no time handing you one of the fish, but you stared at it blankly before he was the one to break a small piece and shove it straight into your mouth.
ā€œI donā€™t want to be responsible for your starvation, so I highly suggest you eat something for the night,ā€ he replied bluntly.Ā 
You shot him a little snarl before biting into the meat, but you had to give him creditā€”it tasted much better than you expected. You couldnā€™t even remember if you were used to food like this in the wild before losing your memories, but this certainly passed as a good meal.
Now that you'd gotten a proper taste of your meal for the night, you grabbed an entire fish and began chewing. However, the glum look on your face was too obvious to ignore, prompting Haknyeon to speak up once again on your behalf.
ā€œIf you have any questions, just ask away. I will gladly answer them now that we have settled down for the night.ā€Ā 
Once again, you hated how he could read you like a book, and you unknowingly gave him the biggest pout. ā€œLook, Iā€™m trying to be nice. You should be grateful because I donā€™t treat everyone like this.ā€Ā 
You scoffed. ā€œSo what? Youā€™re a mean and cold guy throughout your entire life?ā€
It took Haknyeon a few seconds to process what you said, and you could see the hesitation in his eyes. You figured that everyone has their secrets, and you decided not to pry any further than that.Ā 
Shockingly, Haknyeon answered your question when you quickly tried to brush it off and change it to another topic. But it was an answer that you werenā€™t sure if it could be a dream or reality.
ā€œThey donā€™t call me the devil for nothing, Y/N.ā€
Devil? What was he talking about?Ā 
ā€œYou what?ā€
Haknyeon sighed. ā€œI meant what I said; thatā€™s why Iā€™ve been trying desperately to look for you, Y/N. The so-called Lake Deity.ā€Ā 
You immediately tossed your fish to the ground (not on purpose) before grabbing onto his wrist, your eyes pleading for more answers. ā€œHaknyeon, please. Tell me everything you know, even about you. I need to figure out this messed up situation that Iā€™m in.ā€
ā€œNo shit, Sherlock,ā€ Haknyeon replied before clearing his throat, indicating that itā€™s going to take a while to keep you in the loop with everything fully. ā€œI am indeed the devil himself, the supposed ruler of the underworld, Lucifer. But it all happened against my own will.ā€Ā 
ā€œHuh? How can a devil not accept his own faith?ā€ You were puzzled.Ā 
ā€œBecause I wasnā€™t supposed to become the devil himself, Y/N. Itā€™s all because of my messed up ancestors that placed me in line for the throne in hell. To put it simply, the blood of Lucifer resonates within me, and I want to get rid of it before itā€™s too late.ā€
ā€œAnd finding me is the solution to your problem?ā€
ā€œFrom what Iā€™ve been told, yes. Apparently, the lake deity was one of the strongest amongst the five sacred deities of the nation as she had the power to cleanse all spirits and evilsā€”even the king of the underworld himself.ā€ Haknyeon finally turned his eyes to look straight at you as he made that last remark.Ā 
ā€œShe is also known to be immortalā€”free from all sorts of pain and danger that would come her way,ā€ he continued, pointing to the injury you had on your ankle, which now clearly explains why you felt zero pain and were in tip-top condition even falling from that high of a height from the waterfalls.Ā 
ā€œBut with the current state youā€™re in,ā€ he paused as he looked at you from top to bottom. ā€œI highly doubt youā€™ll be able to do anything for me.ā€Ā 
Now that stung like hell. However, you couldnā€™t refute it because what he said was trueā€”you had zero recollection of how you ended up this way, and youā€™re just learning the fact that you were some sort of sacred deity of a lake.Ā 
But Haknyeon wasnā€™t done. ā€œIā€™m not giving up, though. Iā€™m going to help you regain your memories and power.ā€
ā€œNow, why on earth are you helping me so much-ā€
You were immediately cut off by Haknyeon moving forward to pinch your mouth together, causing you to form an ā€˜oā€™ shape as you narrowed your eyes at him.Ā 
ā€œItā€™s all for me; donā€™t get so full of yourself.ā€Ā 
When he finally let go and turned his back to you again to grill the remaining fish by the fire, you gave him a nasty snarl as you chomped down on your food. ā€œYou truly are the worst.ā€Ā 
ā€œYou know that I can hear you, right?ā€
ā€œS-Shut up!!ā€
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A little time has passed since you both decided to retire for the night. Haknyeon insisted that you should sleep within the cave while he kept watch near the entrance. As much as you tried your best to fall asleep, you were just tossing and turning around for god knows how many hours by now.Ā 
You figured it wouldnā€™t hurt to go for a little walk, and you slowly tip-toed your way out of the cave, trying your best not to wake the devil, who was sleeping soundly as he leaned back on the cave walls.Ā 
Figuring that it would be nice to tell him you wouldnā€™t be gone for too long, you decided to pick up a few branches and leave on a trail for where you were goingā€”so that he could find you if needed.
Eventually, you walked deeper into the forest and stopped when you came across what seemed like a contaminated lake. It wasnā€™t the usual clean waters that would reflect the moon and stars above the surface; instead, it was pitched black and had somewhat of a foul odour.Ā 
You stared at the lake briefly before bending down and moving closer to the edge to further examine the water's contents.
Just then, a sudden thought popped up, and you figured that it would be a good time to prove whatever Haknyeon had said was true.Ā 
Youā€™re a lake deity who has the ability to cleanse all spirits and evil.Ā 
Clearly, the water before you wasnā€™t so-called possessed or evil. But maybe, if you were able to purify all sorts of evil spirits during the time when you had your powers, then perhaps a contaminated lake shouldnā€™t be too hard for a deity like you.Ā 
So here you were, sticking out one of your fingers, and you slowly submerged it into the waters. After a few seconds, you slumped in disappointment as you saw that nothing had happened before deciding that it was much better to give up.Ā 
ā€œWho am I kidding? This has all gotta be some sort of lie-ā€
As you tried to get up, you realised your finger was somehow stuck in the water. Slowly, a glow emitted around the surface of your finger before it took over the lake in one swift motion.Ā 
The once black, cloudy, muddy water was slowly turning back to its original state as you slowly watched the reflection of the moon on the waters and eventually the entire night sky. It was real, after all: your abilities to purify all sorts of evil.Ā 
Just then, a voice echoed through the forest, calling for your attention as it chanted your name. You stood up frantically, turning around to see where the source was coming from before you finally landed your eyes upon the lake againā€”a fragment of your actual self slowly coming up from the waters.Ā 
Your eyes widened as you saw yourself staring back at you (in a water form, that is), slowly calling out for you to come closer. With that, your feet decided to move on their own, and before you knew it, you were walking on the watersā€”making your way to touch yourself standing in front of you.Ā 
ā€œY-Youā€™reā€¦me?ā€
ā€œIndeed I am. Iā€™m your other half. Itā€™s my pleasure to serve you once again, Y/N.ā€
ā€œS-Serve me? What are you talking about?ā€
ā€œYour powers have been sealed away for a period of time now, that is until you broke the seal and awakened your powers just now.ā€
This might be the moment to finally get the answers youā€™ve been desperately seeking. Quickly, you grabbed their shoulders and began shaking them furiously. ā€œPlease! Tell me! What happened to me? Why did I lose all my powers? And most importantly, why canā€™t I remember anything before this?ā€
The figure in front of you hesitated momentarily and eventually spoke up in a rather soft voice, lowering her head ever so slightly at the same time. ā€œI wish I could tell you, but I canā€™t, at least not right now.ā€
ā€œW-Why? Please! Donā€™t leave me hanging anymore!ā€ You screamed but were silenced as the figure leaned in to give you a big hug.Ā 
ā€œIā€™ll be within you to guide you through your journey, Y/N. Just know you wonā€™t be alone anymore, and Iā€™ll always be by your side and slowly bring your powers back to life just as they once stood firm and powerful in the past.ā€
Just like that, the figure burst and dispersed back into the waters, leaving you staring straight through the depths of the forest before a voice brought you back to reality.Ā 
ā€œWho told you that you could leave my sight just like that?ā€Ā 
You turned behind to see that it was Haknyeonā€”crossing his arms as he leaned against one of the trees. You really wished you could read his emotions, but his face was expressionlessā€”you couldnā€™t tell if he was amused or annoyed with whatever had just unfolded before his eyes.Ā Ā 
ā€œHow long have you been here?ā€ you asked, though you were pretty sure you already had a good guess that heā€™d been here long enough to see everything from the start.Ā 
ā€œLong enough to see that you had regained your powers,ā€ he commented before walking to the edge of the lake, putting his hands into his jacket pockets.Ā 
You sighed before slowly making your way towards him. ā€œLook, I left a trail behind for you to come find me. At least I was respectful in that part.ā€
ā€œI donā€™t need some branches to tell me where you are. All I need to do is to focus, and I can tell which direction you went.ā€
ā€œRight, because youā€™re the devil.ā€Ā 
He scoffed. ā€œHell yes, I am. So promise me you wonā€™t do this again without my knowledge.ā€
ā€œWhat are you? My babysitter?ā€Ā 
ā€œGuess you donā€™t want my protection after all.ā€ He smirked before turning his heel to face the opposite direction before you grabbed his wrists to hold him back. He was stunned by that sudden action you made but more so by the look on your face right now.Ā 
You are desperate, and you have just gotten a glimpse of potentially finding out who you truly are as you awakened the powers you had in the lake. There is absolutely no way you were about to give up now, and you will be needing Haknyeonā€™s help in your journey ahead.Ā 
ā€œHaknyeon, Iā€¦I canā€™t do all of this alone, not with the current state Iā€™m in. I promise you, if you help me regain my powers and memory, I will do my best to break whatever this curse youā€™re dealing with,ā€ you begged as you looked straight into his eyes that somehow just turned bright crimson red for a second before it was gone.Ā 
He was truly Lucifer himself.Ā 
Just when you had expected him to agree with everything you said, he suddenly took over by pulling both your wrists forcefully towards him before he picked you up and slung you on one side of his shoulder, walking back towards the cave where you came from.Ā 
ā€œOn a second thought! I still hate you! I hate you! I hate you!ā€ You yelled as you balled up your fist and kept hitting him on his back.Ā 
Even though Haknyeon said nothing in return, he had plastered a smile across his face for the first time since you both had been together. As you both descended into the darkness, Haknyeon mumbled something under his breath that was loud enough for himself to hear.Ā 
ā€œYouā€™re damn right going to help me break this stupid curse, Y/N.ā€
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You both almost set off immediately the following day to your next destination. Since you barely knew where exactly you were, Haknyeon decided to be the guide as you began your trek down the woods.
Along the way, he felt it necessary to tell you a little bit about the destination you both were heading to and a little bit more about yourself.Ā 
It turns out that there were originally five deities, and each deity has its very own tribe. Given that you were the Lake Deity, you were known to be the leader for the people of the waters. It was definitely the best lead and place to go for now if you needed answers.
Thankfully, the distance from where you both rested the night before wasnā€™t too far from the tribe, and it took about two days to arrive, with you both taking breaks in between and resting up for the day. The moment you arrived at the entrance of the tribe, sure enough, the people fell down on their knees in awe, seeing that their deity had personally come to them instead.
You had no idea why the crowd cheered; some even shed tears when they looked at you, and they wasted no time welcoming you both into their safe haven. The moment you both walked towards the end, that was when you were formerly greeted by an elder which you assumed that he was the head of the tribe.
Without wasting a minute, he brought you both up to his chambers before stopping Haknyeon in his tracks. ā€œMy apologies, dear young man. But Iā€™m afraid that this conversation is strictly between the people of the waters.ā€Ā 
Both you and Haknyeonā€™s eyes widened upon hearing those words, and you were just about to step in to defend himā€”knowing that he was the devil himself, it would probably be best not to anger the male.Ā 
However, he beat you to it by responding to the elder rather calmly, contradicting to his usual demeanour.Ā 
ā€œWell then, I guess you wouldnā€™t mind if I waited right outside the room. I promise I wonā€™t be eavesdropping.ā€
ā€œThatā€™s fine by me. Thank you for understanding,ā€ the elder smiled, leading Haknyeon to turn his heels and walk straight out of the room before closing it shut.Ā 
With Haknyeon finally absent, the elder immediately bent his knees and intertwined his fingers together before ultimately bowing his head to the ground, causing you to do the same and wanting to support the man back up.
ā€œWeā€™ve waited so long for your return, my lady,ā€ he sobbed.Ā 
Not knowing what else you could do, you decided to gently hug the elder for a few seconds before encouraging him to lift his head back up and telling him everything that had happened up until this point (omitting the fact that Haknyeon is a Lucifer himself, for obvious reasons).Ā 
The elder was shocked, to say the least, to hear about everything you have been through. You had zero recollection of who you were until you met Haknyeon and heard what happened back at the purified lake.Ā 
Knowing that it would be a long day, he reassured you by guiding you to take a seat as he prepared a warm cup of tea before offering it to you. Taking in a deep breath, he slowly began to recall what exactly happened to the tribe, including their very own deity.Ā 
ā€œMy Ladyā€¦I fear that you have been in a slumber for a couple of decades now,ā€ the elder replied, still puffy from the tears that flowed beforehand.Ā 
ā€œD-Decades? What do you mean by that?ā€ You questioned hastily, wanting to piece the information together as quickly as possible.
ā€œFifty years agoā€¦when the demonic creatures slowly took over the nation and defeated each of the deitiesā€¦but it seemed as if you were the last one standing back then.ā€Ā 
ā€œDeities? Tribes? Do you mean a war broke out?ā€
ā€œYes, my lady. It was like the end of the world, if I may put it simply. All five deities stood up against the evil spirits and fought against them. We were close to achieving victory until another wave of enemies struck again, strong enough even to defeat each one of them.
You were taken aback by all of that information. You couldnā€™t accept that an actual war broke out in this very nation, given that everything looked unharmed and well-kept in the tribe and even in the woods as you journey here.
The most shocking fact was that you fought in the war alongside your fellow deities, whom you barely remember now knew what their names were.Ā 
Wanting more answers, you decided to press on, trying your best to find out any relevant information you needed. ā€œT-Thenā€¦are those deities dead?ā€
ā€œDead would be a way to describe them, yes.ā€
ā€œWhat do you mean by that?ā€
The elder sighed before he stood up to walk towards the window as he peered down at his tribe. ā€œAccording to records, all of them were sealed away and long-forgottenā€”their locations unknown, and their lifespan wouldā€™ve probably slowly faded away given the intensity of the spell from the devils.ā€
Just then, he turns back towards you. ā€œHowever, you somehow manage to stay alive and look the same as you did back then.ā€Ā 
Puzzled, you tried piecing the information together to come up with a proper response. ā€œYou mean I wasnā€™t sealed away?ā€
ā€œMaybe you were, or maybe you didnā€™t. Neither of us knew the exact details, my lady. If only Father were still alive, he would probably have given you a much better answer than I could have since he was present. He was the one who saw with his own eyes of the enemies sealing off the deities,ā€ his voice softened, and his shoulders slumped in defeat, upset that he couldnā€™t give you the answers you wanted to hear.Ā 
ā€œIā€™m so sorry, my lady. I really wished I couldā€™ve been much more helpful to you.ā€
ā€œOh my gosh, please! Donā€™t apologise; you have given me so much that I needed to know,ā€ you forced a smile, reassuring him that you would be okay. ā€œBut I need to know something, elder. About my powers.ā€Ā 
With that, the elder lifted his head again as a smile plastered across his face. ā€œPerhaps staying here for a while could help, my lady. You are our deity, and Iā€™m sure you could use the endless streams and lakes we have here to recover your abilities. Iā€™m sure my people would be more than willing to help.ā€Ā 
Suddenly, you definitely felt a lot at ease, and the underwhelming feeling youā€™ve been suffering for the past weeks was gone the moment you stepped into the tribe. Perhaps it was truly the power and barrier that the people of the waters have put up seemingly resonates with your element, making you worry-free about everything that has been troubling you for a while.
Taking in your first sip of tea, you slowly swallowed down the warm liquid before closing your eyes to rest for a bit.Ā 
ā€œMaybe this is what it feels like to call home.ā€
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Hours had passed before you realised that you had been chatting away with the elder and resting up in his room. So when you opened the door to find that Haknyeon was nowhere to be seen, the panic started rising again within you, making you dash down and out to the open fields of the tribe to search for him.
When you tried asking for help, many of them directed you towards the waterfall behind their tribe. Sure enough, you found Haknyeon sitting on a branch, leaning against the tallest tree as if he were taking a nap.
Unfortunately for you, you werenā€™t the best tree climber, so you made a couple of sounds as you made your way up to where he was, making him grunt in his sleep.Ā 
ā€œI thought you could just fly up here using your powers,ā€ he growled, feeling a little annoyed that his peaceful nap was ruined.
ā€œWell, sorry to disappoint you, mister devil, that my powers are long gone, and Iā€™ll need some time to break the seal off within me to gain my abilities back slowly- wait. How did you know I could fly?ā€Ā 
Haknyeon didnā€™t say anything but turned his head to the other side, making you narrow your eyes at him once again.Ā 
ā€œYou eavesdropped my conversation, didnā€™t you?ā€
ā€œNot by my own will. Itā€™s part of the devilā€™s powers to be able to do that, whether I like it or not,ā€ he replied calmly. ā€œThough I was already off the moment I closed that door, and Iā€™ve been here since taking a well-deserved rest after three long days of being your bodyguard.ā€
You smacked his arm lightly. ā€œYou made an agreement with me, so deal with it.ā€Ā 
ā€œSo, whatā€™s your plan for now?ā€ He asked.
You contemplated for a little while as you remembered everything the elder had just told you a while back. It was a major decision to make after all, given the fact that you were on a journey to figure out why you ended up the way you did. And without fail, you also agreed to cleanse the devilā€™s blood within him before itā€™s too late.Ā 
Staying here would certainly grant you the protection and ability to recover fully, but you also couldnā€™t ignore Haknyeonā€™s needsā€”you promised that you both were in this together from the start.Ā 
Most importantly, you knew that there were more answers to be found outside of the tribe.Ā 
ā€œHereā€™s my plan,ā€ you announced as you scooched closely to Haknyeon. ā€œIā€™m thinking we could rest here for a couple of days. Iā€™ll hopefully be able to recover some of my abilities, and you could rest up, and then weā€™ll make a move.ā€
ā€œTo where?ā€
ā€œAnywhere. Maybe the other tribes, now that Iā€™ve known that there were people like me in the past and that they were sealed off somewhere within the nation. If I find out where they were buried, I may be able to regain my memories fully at some point,ā€ you stated firmly before noticing that Haknyeon now had his eyes opened and was staring at you for a while.
You sighed. ā€œNo, I did not forget about our promise.ā€Ā 
ā€œYou better not because I could dispose of you at any time whenever I wanted to.ā€
You scoffed. ā€œYou wouldnā€™t. You need me after all, if you want to truly change your fate.ā€Ā 
For the first time, Haknyeon lets out a little chuckle and a genuine smile before resting one of his hands on your head, ruffling your hair slightly before moving down to caress your warm, soft cheeks.Ā 
ā€œYeah, Iā€™ll be needing you so bad. So donā€™t you leave nor die on me anytime soon.ā€
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In the blink of an eye, it was already your last night here at the tribe. After announcing to the elder that you have decided to embark on your journey ahead, he insisted that the people would love to throw you a little farewell party before you both left.Ā 
The atmosphere was lively, to say the least. There were a couple of dancers performing on the stage that was set up at the centre of the open fields and dozens of mats were laid across the field for everyone to sit and relax.Ā 
Haknyeon decided to pick a seat furthest from everyone while drinking the sake that was prepared for him. He wasnā€™t much of a social person, and he decided that it was more of your thing since you were basically the sole reason everyone was celebrating for the night.
Even as the devil himself, he couldnā€™t help but plastered a smile across his face when he saw you having fun with the tribeā€”stuffing yourself with a bunch of sweets to being invited up on stage to dance with everyone else. It has been a while since he saw you being genuinely happy, ever since he found you at the lake during your first encounter.Ā 
You have been through a lot, and you definitely deserve times like this.Ā 
Slowly, as the night passed, the atmosphere began to slow down, as some people began packing away to rest up in their cabins. Only a few people remained who decided to drink the night away like Haknyeon did.Ā 
As he poured his last bottle of sake into his cup, he peered his head up and heard the rustling sounds of the grass getting louder and coming in his direction. The moment he witnessed what was before him, he immediately put down his cup frantically before grabbing both of your shoulders to support you.
ā€œAh~ Itā€™s Haknyeon~ You kinda look funny~ā€ You slurred, being obvious that you were too drunk even to hold a proper conversation.Ā 
ā€œGod, you reek of alcohol. Do you not know how to control your tolerance?ā€Ā 
ā€œWho are you to tell me how much I should drink! *hiccups* I can do whatever I want tonight!ā€ Your voice getting louder with each sentence and Haknyeon had to pull you down before you fall into his embrace.
If only you were sober enough to have a proper look at your so-called devil friend, you wouldā€™ve noticed how his face was now flushed red and he was too stunned to think of a way to retaliate back.
Before he could even come up with a proper response, he suddenly heard soft snores and looked down to see your arms wrapped around his waistā€”hugging him as if he were a pillow, not wanting to let go.
With a last hiccup from you, your soft voice didnā€™t go unnoticed before you eventually drifted off completely to sleep.Ā 
ā€œStay with meā€¦donā€™t leave me againā€¦ā€Ā 
With a deep sigh, Haknyeon carefully unwrapped your arms before positioning you correctly to lay down on his lapā€”stroking your soft, silky hair as you squirm your body to turn towards the side with one of your hands clutching onto Haknyeonā€™s jacket.Ā 
Slowly, he leans down to gently place a soft peck on your forehead as he tucks a strand of hair behind your ear before rubbing your soft and sensitive earlobes to seemingly help you sleep better.
ā€œA devil never goes back on his words.ā€
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It has been about a couple of hours since you both had hit the road, leaving behind the tribe with your tears slowly dripping down your face. It took you a while to fully stop but Haknyeon said nothing but passes a clean napkin for you to wipe your tears while you were on the road.
Not knowing where else to head next, the elder of the tribe suggested visiting the sacred shrine that used to house all the deities when you were all younger to train your abilities before your predecessors passed them down to you.Ā 
However, the location of the shrine was long wiped out from the map ever since the war broke out, so nobody knew where it was except for the sealed-off deities themselves.Ā 
Panicking when you heard the news, the elder reassured you that the waters shall guide your wayā€”highly suggesting that the priest from the shrine will certainly be able to help you out on your journey.Ā 
Trusting your instincts, you followed the dew drops on the leaves, guiding your path deeper into the forest, away from where you first came. It wasnā€™t long before Haknyeon noticed how shallow your breathing had become, prompting him to halt the journey by tapping your shoulder.
ā€œItā€™s time for a rest. Weā€™ll continue on after lunch.ā€
ā€œY-Yeahā€¦sounds like a planā€¦ā€ You huffed, before sitting down on the opposite tree from Haknyeon.Ā 
For the first few minutes, you tried your best not to glance at the male as he got both of your supplies ready and organised them out to prepare for lunch. Something has been going on in your mind for the past couple of days, but you couldnā€™t seem to bring yourself to tell him straight to his face.Ā 
Instead, you quietly watched as he touched one of the trees within reach, using his powers to make the entire tree fall apart and break it into firewoods. All he had to do was arrange the pieces on the ground, and with a snap of his fingers, a fire immediately ignitedā€”causing the wood to burn in no time.
It was the first time you had seen any of his powers, and you figured that the devils themselves probably had the ability to control literally anything that was within their reachā€”which was why the nation feared them for centuries.Ā 
The more you began to be in awe about what he was capable of, you certainly failed to notice how he was aware of every single motion you madeā€”including staring at him for minutes now.
ā€œDonā€™t be a creep and spill out whatever thatā€™s on your mind.ā€Ā 
Dang it.Ā 
ā€œI shouldā€™ve known that you were able to read mindsā€¦ā€ you mumbled before hiding your face with your hands from embarrassment.Ā 
The male simply sighed before walking towards you and gently pulled your hands apart, revealing your flustered face.
ā€œI-I was just daydreaming! Yeah! Nothingā€™s wrong in the slightest,ā€ you chuckled, wanting to be over and done with this entire conversation.Ā 
ā€œDaydreaming about dirty thoughts that made your face completely flushed red as a tomato?ā€Ā 
God, you hated this side of him.
ā€œI promise itā€™s nothing. Now go back to make the fire,ā€ you spat, turning your head towards the side to avoid looking straight at him.
But Haknyeon doesnā€™t budge, and he continues to stare straight at you for seconds until you know that he isnā€™t going to give up whatever this matter is.Ā 
And you shouldā€™ve known how devils are persistent as hell.Ā 
You sighed. ā€œOkay, fine. I want you to teach me how to fight.ā€Ā 
There was a minute of silence before Haknyeon suddenly scoffed right at your face. ā€œYou? Fight? That must be the funniest joke Iā€™ve heard all day.ā€
ā€œHey! Donā€™t laugh! I was part of the war decades ago, fighting for my people! T-Though I have no recollection of how I foughtā€¦ā€ you began to lower your voice at that last part, feeling embarrassed enough to talk about this.Ā 
ā€œAnd what makes you think you will be needing such fighting skills, Miss Y/N?ā€Ā 
ā€œLook. Weā€™re up for a long journey ahead. I highly doubt we will be getting peaceful days like this as we continue. I canā€™t just be this pathetic deity who barely knows how to defend oneself forever,ā€ you responded back.Ā 
ā€œWhat happened to you saying that I should be the one protecting you throughout this whole journey, hmm?ā€ Haknyeon asked in a cocky tone. ā€œI thought you were going to be a good princess and just sit back-ā€Ā 
You didnā€™t give him time to finish his last sentence before you cut him off. ā€œWell, not anymore. Now that Iā€™ve gotten a slight glimpse of my past, Iā€™m more than determined to get back on both feet to fight back.ā€Ā 
That was more than enough to keep Haknyeonā€™s mouth shut. It was probably the first time you had seen him being so taken aback, and you couldnā€™t help but keep chanting the words ā€œI wonā€ in your head.Ā 
Damn, it feels good to overtake the devil.Ā 
After some moments of contemplating, Haknyeon finally picks himself back up and poses another question. ā€œSo, what weapons are you interested in learning, Miss Deity?ā€
Your lights lit up. ā€œOh my gosh, I get to choose weapons?!ā€
ā€œThis is not play club, kid. They are dangerous, and you can even hurt yourself if you donā€™t know how to use them properly.ā€
ā€œOh, I know. Spare those details; Iā€™m ready to learn whenever!ā€Ā 
ā€œNot until you acknowledge me as your teacher.ā€
You paused. ā€œEw. No. Iā€™m not calling you that.ā€Ā 
ā€œSuit yourself, then. Iā€™ll be heading back to cook a fine damn meal, and I will be the only one who gets to eat lunch today,ā€ Haknyeon smirked before he stood up and turned his heel back towards the firewood.
ā€œYou disgraceful piece of shit!ā€ You shouted back at the male.
ā€œNow, thatā€™s not very deity-like of you to say those words, hmm?ā€
ā€œM-Mind your own business!ā€
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ā€œOw! My arms hurt so badā€¦ā€ you whined as you used your left hand to gently massage your right arm while holding onto your wooden katana.Ā 
You both went straight into training right when lunch was over, and just when you thought Haknyeon was done pulling up tricks, it seemed as he was able to manipulate space and draws out two wooden katanas from his waist before throwing one across towards you.Ā 
He taught you the basic stuffā€”like how to grip onto the sword and swing it properly. It has been close to an hour of practice when you finally felt your arms were sore enough for you to signal him to stop.
ā€œLike I told you, darling. Itā€™s not all fun and games when it comes to picking up a weapon. If this were a real battle, you wouldā€™ve been long-harmed by then.ā€
God, heā€™s strict as fuck. ā€œW-Well! I know that! I just properly learned how to grip a katana like an hour ago. Cut me some slack,ā€ you pouted.Ā 
While you were busy trying to wipe off the sweat on your palms, Haknyeon takes a few steps towards you and took your katana away without saying anything. ā€œHey! What was that for!ā€
ā€œLook at your own hands, Y/N." He peers down, and you do the same, with an immediate look of horror plastered across your face.
Your hands were bleeding, and all cut up.Ā 
Suddenly, he grabs your wrist and pulls you back towards the fireplaceā€”searching through the supplies before he grabs a bottle of liquid and opens up the cap with his teeth before pouring it down straight onto the palms.
ā€œWhat are you- Ow!ā€Ā 
ā€œHold it in, Y/N. Itā€™s just honey; itā€™ll help to heal the scars in no time.ā€
As Haknyeon was busy trying to tend to your injuries, you noticed the look of concern he actually had on his face. Usually, he would put on this cold and emotionless look towards you, and he couldnā€™t care less if you wanted to pick up a fight against him (well, because of his ego, and he knows that he will always win nonetheless).Ā 
But this time, it felt different. It was like seeing the devil being all soft and loving for a second.Ā 
ā€œYou couldā€™ve just left it as it is, you know, being nice doesnā€™t suit your devil persona in the slightest,ā€ you teased as you put on this smug look.Ā 
But Haknyeon didnā€™t respond to that. Instead, he just kept pouring the liquid until it has fully covered your handsā€”leaving the liquid on as it is to let it completely soak your injuries.Ā 
Oh god, have I stepped out of the line? He probably doesnā€™t like it-
ā€œY/N. If you had the choice to be the good guy or bad guy, which one would you go for?ā€ Haknyeon asked while his eyes were still transfixed on your palms.
What kind of question was that?
ā€œObviously, the good guy. What are you talking about?ā€
ā€œExactly. I didnā€™t choose to become the devil. I was destined to take over the throne because of my ancestors,ā€ his shoulders slumped when he said those words out loud, giving you some hope as if he was trying his best to open up to you about his past for the first time.
With your ears perked up, you slowly moved closer towards the male, careful not to drop the honey on your palms if you did not want to hear another scolding from him.Ā 
ā€œGo on, Iā€™m listening,ā€ you softly replied as you read the tension in the air has dramatically shifted from before.
ā€œWould it be insane if I told you I couldā€™ve lived a normal life? And not waiting for the days to come before the devilā€™s blood fully consumes my well-being? Itā€™s all stupid, isnā€™t it? He laughs, even though the thought about it is absurd to him.Ā 
ā€œWell. What happened?ā€
ā€œCenturies ago when my grandfather met the love of his life, and he wanted to do anything to be with herā€”even if it meant selling his soul to the devil. Without her, it was as if his life was falling apart, and he couldnā€™t bear to see her with anyone else. So one day, he made the trip done to hell to make a pact with Lucifer himself.ā€
ā€œYour predecessor, you mean?ā€
ā€œThe original Lucifer, yes. Devils donā€™t last forever, Y/N. Just like you deities, it was important to continue the bloodline to keep the balance in hell,ā€ he huffed.Ā 
ā€œSo that was were your grandfather became the vessel,ā€ you slowly pieces the puzzles together.
ā€œCrazy, isnā€™t it? He gave up his human life to become one with the devil, and with that he was able to return to his lover. But he shouldā€™ve known that nobody would want to be near the actual Lord of the Underworld himself.ā€
ā€œD-Donā€™t tell meā€¦ā€ your eyes suddenly tearing up, as if you had just remembered a scene from your past.Ā 
ā€œGiven that look on your face, I presume you know exactly what Iā€™m talking about,ā€ he chuckles. ā€œThat incident where a broken-hearted devil who tore apart his village and even killed his lover because she rejected him. Ever since then, he completely turned his life around and went down into the depths of hell to reside there foreverā€”building up his army of demonic creatures and taking revenge in the human world.ā€Ā 
You were stunned. You couldnā€™t have known that the devil themselves had a past like this. From young, you were only taught that no humans should ever interact with the devils themselvesā€”that was why the deities were born to keep the balance between earth and hell.
ā€œS-Soā€¦you were cursed, too?ā€ You questioned.
ā€œUndoubtedly, yes. But not completely as of now since the throne already has their very own Lucifer. However, his lifespan is slowly fading away each day, and they desperately need an heir, so thatā€™s where I come in.ā€
ā€œBut how can you run away from it? I mean, wonā€™t the devils or even the current Lucifer would come looking for you?ā€
ā€œThatā€™s why I needed your help, Y/N. I have been dedicating my whole life to turning this prophecy aroundā€”proving that I will not become the devil of the underworld and possibly go back to living as a normal human being. Though, I definitely did not expect to find you in the current state youā€™re in,ā€ he pauses as he looks at you from top to bottom.Ā 
With that, Haknyeon slowly got up from the ground and walked a bit further to look up in the sky, which was now filled with hundreds of stars. ā€œI have put a spell in hell to avoid them tracing my movements, but Iā€™m afraid it would not last forever.ā€Ā 
So that was why he was so desperate when you both first met.Ā 
After giving it a second thought, you slowly stood up while still holding onto the honey liquid in your palms before you reassured him with your words. ā€œThank you for telling me all of these, Haknyeon. Now, Iā€™m more than determined to save you from your fate.ā€
As you said those words out loud, Haknyeon turned back to you, and you finally saw for the first time how beautiful his smile was under the moonlight. There was this sparkle in his eyes, and you could tell that your words had somehow comforted him.Ā 
ā€œItā€™s going to be okay, youā€™re going to be okay,ā€ you emphasised on those last few words as you slowly walked up to him. Haknyeon then responded by slowly pulling your cupped hands apart and letting the honey drip down onto the ground before gently rubbing your palms with his own handsā€”as if he was trying to push the liquid further into your injuries to make it heal a lot faster.
ā€œThatā€™s why Iā€™m going to keep you safe no matter what, Y/N. Youā€™re my one and only last hope.ā€Ā 
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Under The Depths Of Hell
ā€œUghā€¦that has got to be the worst headache Iā€™ve had in a whileā€¦ā€ one of the men grunts as he slowly wakes up to find that he has been lying on the ground for who knows how long. He scanned his perimeter to find that his fellow comrades had experience the same thing, and he quickly went around to wake all of them up.
ā€œW-What happened?ā€ One of his fellow comrades asked. ā€œWhy is everyone passed out?ā€
ā€œThatā€™s what I would like to ask you instead, Doyle. What on earth happened that knocked us out cold,ā€ he growled as he slowly scanned his surroundings.Ā 
Before the man could possibly come up with a proper answer, loud and strong footsteps were heard and was approaching them each second. Itā€™s wasnā€™t for long until one of the gates was being swung open with a loud bang, and out walks a tall, built man.
ā€œY-Your Highness!ā€ The man bowed and ushered everyone to do the same. ā€œOur humble apologies, we have no idea what happened-ā€
ā€œHaknyeon.ā€ The tall male replied.
ā€œI beg your pardon?ā€
ā€œIt was Haknyeon. He placed a spell on all of us that caused us to fall into a deep slumber, and he has escaped the depths of hell,ā€ the tall male cursed under his breathe before slamming his trident on the ground, causing it to form a crack that sent chills towards the other members.
Without hesitation, he swiftly grabs hold onto the male that was bending down in front of him on his neck before slowly dragging him up. ā€œSay, arenā€™t you the best military commander in hell? Donovan?ā€
Dovovan was trying his best to speak as the tall male began putting in pressure on his hand around his neck. ā€œY-Yes! Your Highness! I-Itā€™s all to keep you and hell safe at all times-ā€ he choked.Ā 
ā€œWell then? Tell me how can Haknyeon slip through the guards and go missing unnoticed for a year now.ā€
A year? Does that mean that everyone has been in a deep slumber for a year now?
Not giving the chance for Donovan to speak, the tall male slams the commanderā€™s body straight down onto the ground once more, stepping on his back before giving everyone else the death stare.Ā 
ā€œIt seems to me that you are all no match for my successor just yet,ā€ he chuckled. ā€œI shouldā€™ve expected nothing less for the next King of the Underworld.ā€
None of the guards dared to speak another word, nor were they brave enough to turn away from the one and only Lucifer himself. They knew that when their master had gotten all worked up like this, one single mistake could easily cost them their own lives, and they would be thrown straight into the burning flames, where their bodies would turn into ash within seconds.Ā 
ā€œA little bit too silent, arenā€™t we? Well then, how about this?ā€ Lucifer taunted the rest of the members by tossing Donovanā€™s body straight into the fireā€”only his loud screams echoed throughout the chamber before completely vanishing into silence once more.
ā€œLet me give all of you a piece of advice,ā€ Lucifer continued as if nothing had happened seconds ago as he continued to walk straight ahead, making each of the guards move aside to let the devil himself pass through. ā€œMy lifespan is decreasing each day, and Iā€™m afraid that I will no longer be able to stay on the throne for long. That is where Haknyeon comes into the picture, and he needs to stay put in here as soon as possible to keep hellā€™s balance going.ā€
Finally, Lucifer stops in front of a dark-haired individual at the corners of the room with his arms crossed, yawning as he sees the king himself approached. ā€œWhich is why I will now appoint Balor as your new commander.ā€Ā 
The male sighed. ā€œYou really do be putting me through so much trouble. I told you Iā€™ve retired a long time ago,ā€ Balor spoke to the devil himself in a relatively unbothered way, making the other guards slowly begin to whisper among themselves about their odd relationship with one another.
ā€œYou have been my strongest soldier since the day I ascended to the throne, and itā€™s only fitting for you to go retrieve my successor if itā€™s the last thing youā€™ll do,ā€ Lucifer commanded, giving no room for negotiation as he lifted up his sharp claws to dig into Balorā€™s skinā€”leaving behind a scratch mark on his right cheek.
ā€œFine. But Iā€™m retiring for good after this mission. And I will not be leaving my room from then on,ā€ he swatted Luciferā€™s hand away as he approached the guards.Ā 
Lucifer began laughing menacingly while Balor was doing his job to regroup the team before walking straight back to the door to enter his chambers.Ā 
ā€œI shall give you all one last chance to bring Haknyeon back here to hell. If not, you all can rot with the dead in the burning flames for the rest of your lives.ā€
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Y/N's POV
ā€œSay, Y/N. What do you think about snow?ā€Ā 
You were puzzled by that question. ā€œWhatā€™s this about snow? Itā€™s not like you have not seen them before.ā€Ā 
The female simply chuckled. ā€œTrue. But apparently, my tribe loves them the most. It is said that during winter, it forms a glacier in the mountains. Itā€™s just a beautiful sight to see and they do this activity called ā€œskiingā€ in the human language.ā€
ā€œBut isnā€™t your tribe known to care for nature? Shouldnā€™t spring be their most favourite season among the four?ā€Ā 
ā€œWhatā€™s wrong with being different than the norm! Itā€™s always fun to explore different things that are available out there! Like this one right here!ā€ The female didnā€™t give you room for coming up with a response before she threw a ball made of snow right at your face.
You yelped and was surprised that the hit wasnā€™t as hard as you thought it was. The ball simply melted down and returned back to the rest of the snow that was on the ground.
ā€œWhat was that for!ā€ You yelled back.
ā€œThat, Miss Deity of the Lake, itā€™s called a snowball fight. Again, my tribe thought me this fun activity,ā€ the female stuck her tongue out at you before slowly forming another one in her hands.
Not going down without a fight, you grabbed a fistful of snow into your hands before making one yourself. ā€œNow, you have done it. Prepare for battle!ā€ You jokingly teased before you both eventually broke out into a whole snowball fight.
Both of your activities didnā€™t go unnoticed when a couple of spectators came along after a few minutes.Ā 
ā€œOh ho! What do we have here!ā€ Another female replied as she forms both hands into a binoculars trying to look at what you two were doing.Ā 
ā€œHey! A snowball fight! Let me join them!ā€ One of the male shouted enthusiastically before leaping over the fence to run towards your direction. In no time, the snowball fight was getting much more heated than ever before, making some of the snowballs being thrown into one of the spectatorā€™s outfits.
ā€œThese kidsā€¦what will I do about them?ā€ The other male replied as he dusted the snow off his clothing, but to no avail because more kept coming each second. ā€œDonā€™t you plan on joining them?ā€ The male asked the female, who was still standing with her handmade ā€œbinocularsā€, looking out at the three in the snow.
ā€œLooking at them from here is fun enough! Iā€™m just so happy that everyone is having a good time with one another since itā€™s been a while since we have gathered together like this,ā€ she simply smiled.
With that response, the male, the eldest among the five, could only reply with a simple sigh before a smile formed on his lips. ā€œYouā€™re right. It has been a while.ā€Ā 
Now that you have an extra party, you are having so much more fun than before where you were eventually completely covered in snow. However, that was when you noticed a strange stench as you continued with the activity.
Not knowing where it was coming from, you tried your best to sniff around with your nose, trying to locate where the weird scent was coming from.Ā 
That was when you looked down to see that the white snow was slowly oozing out a red liquid, and curiosity got the best of you when you decided to pick the snow up to examine it.
And you really wished you hadnā€™t done so.
Blood was now dripping out from the snow and following down to your arms before everything around you was slowly turning crimson red. You tried to call out to your friends, but they could no longer hear you and were slowly fading away.
Your surroundings began to darken, and all you could see was the bright red colour taking over your vision.
What exactly was happening?
Pleaseā€¦guysā€¦where are youā€¦
Donā€™t leave me.
ā€œDonā€™t leave me!!!!ā€
ā€œIn what godā€™s mind were you dreaming about?ā€
Huh?
You tried to blink your eyes as you slowly adjusted your eyesight to finally realise that you were on Haknyeonā€™s backā€”his arms carrying your thighs from behind.
ā€œWait wait, whatā€™s going on? Why are you carrying me?ā€ You asked.
ā€œThatā€™s my question to you instead, Y/N. One second, you were smiling and the next you were sweating profusely and mumbling incoherent words. Until you finally screamed and woke up seconds ago,ā€ Haknyeon spat before he turned his head towards the front of the road again.
Godā€¦another nightmare.Ā 
ā€œN-Nothingā€¦donā€™t worry about itā€¦but hey, answer my question, mister devil. Why were you carrying me?ā€Ā 
ā€œWell. I finally figured out the route to the shrine when you were in deep sleep for a whole day. I tried everything I could to wake you up, but you wouldnā€™t budge, so I decided that it was best for me to lift you and give you a piggyback ride to the shrine.ā€
Now, this was embarrassing. ā€œH-How long have you been carrying me for?ā€
ā€œHalf a day.ā€
Oh, hell no. ā€œOkay okay! Put me down! Iā€™m awake now; you donā€™t have to carry me no more,ā€ you chuckled as you tried to free yourself from his back. But with his strength, you werenā€™t able to move an inch as his grip around your thighs tightened once more.
ā€œSave me the trouble and be a good girl while we head to the shrine. Weā€™re almost there anyways,ā€ Haknyeon replied bluntly before picking up his pace and climbing the steps up to the stairway, which seems to be the entrance of the shrine.Ā 
All you could do at this point was to hide your face of embarrassment by lowering your head down behind his back with your forehead resting on his shoulders.
ā€œWhy does this always happen to meā€¦ā€ you sulked, but you quickly realised that you shouldnā€™t have said that because the annoying Lucifer was back to taunt you again.
ā€œYouā€™re an amusing lady, I must say.ā€
ā€œQ-Quiet you! I never asked for your opinion!ā€Ā 
As you both began your usual bickering, it was when you were brought back to your senses when a soft, calming voice calls out to you both. The moment you both focused your attention up ahead, a slender female wearing a red hakama paired with a white kosode immediately bowed before slowly approaching your direction.
ā€œTo whom may I offer the assistance today?ā€
Judging by her clothing and demeanour, you knew she was a shrine maiden, and you had probably arrived at the place you had been searching for days. Quickly jumping off Haknyeonā€™s back, you dusted your clothing and gathered up your composure before greeting the maiden herself.
ā€œO-Our apologies for the sudden visit, but is this where-ā€
She giggled. ā€œIf youā€™re looking for the priest, you have come to the right location.ā€Ā 
Just then, she guided you into the shrine as she touched the invisible barrier protecting the place to make way for the guests. It was then you figured that it was why the shrine wasnā€™t as easy to locate because of that, and you couldnā€™t blame them after what had happened during the war decades ago.Ā 
The place was grand, especially for a shrine in the middle of nowhere. Everything was preserved just as it was hundreds of years agoā€”adorned with traditional art and furniture throughout. As you both explored, one piece of art caught your eye in the main hall, prompting you to break away from the maiden and Haknyeon to take a closer look.
The moment you stood in front of the picture, you were left standing still and slowly reaching out your hand to touch the piece of art. It depicted the five sacred deities protecting the people of the nationā€”each five of them standing tall and strong on the top of the cliffs.
Immediately, you noticed a faint blue hue emanating from one of the female deities, and you gently brushed your thumb over the art. Instantly, a water drop emerges from the picture as it dissolves into your skin, giving you a glimpse of your past from the art itself.Ā 
ā€œI see that you have come to notice the picture firsthand, Miss Deity.ā€Ā 
Taken aback with the sudden voice, you quickly turned to your back to notice a maiden standing right there with a paper fan covering half of her face. Gently, she closed up the fan to give you a slight bow before inching a little bit closer.
ā€œIt has been a long time, Y/N. Welcome back,ā€ she simply smiles.
It was then you immediately realised who this was. Noticing a kagura suzu in her other free hands as well as glamorous kimono, it could only mean one thing.
She was the priest that you have been looking for.
ā€œYou must beā€¦ā€
ā€œPriest of Kiyoshi Shrine, at your service, my dear.ā€
ā€œPleaseā€¦ā€ you begged pitifully as you walked closer to her and slowly bent your knees to sit on the tatami mat. ā€œYouā€™re the only one who can tell me everything now. Please, tell me what to do.ā€Ā 
ā€œI suppose the elder from your very own tribe sent you here? He certainly did the right thing for remembering me after all these years,ā€ she chuckled before going down to your level and placing one of her hands on your shoulders.
ā€œLetā€™s get you all cleaned up and have a hearty meal before we proceed.ā€
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You have sworn that one day, when you finally regained your full powers back, youā€™re going to bury Haknyeon and seal him in the depths of the ocean for what he did you to in front of the priest.Ā 
As if what happened earlier when you both arrived wasnā€™t embarrassing enough, the devil himself had the audacity to give you a good scolding when you suddenly left his side to have a good close-up look on the art in the main hall while the priest was busy prepping the dining hall with her maidens for you two.Ā 
Turns out that the priest was seemingly witnessing the whole ordeal for a good minute before she spoke up that dinner was ready as that was where you three ended up now.
Gulping down the warm miso soup that was perfectly well-seasoned down your throat, you made sure to give Haknyeon one last death stare to make sure that he was going to pay for what he did one day.Ā 
ā€œYou two seem really close,ā€ the priest giggled as she continued looking back and forth between the both of you.Ā 
ā€œNot that I have a choice; heā€™s supposed to protect me while I sort out the mess with my past,ā€ you mumbled before shoving a piece of the freshly grilled fish down your mouth.Ā 
ā€œYouā€™re a priest, right? Perhaps it would be great to give Y/N a good cleanse for all of the dirty and rude remarks that she has to say about me,ā€ Haknyeon gestured with his chopsticks to you, letting the priest know that it was fitting for her to do a cleansing ritual on you.
ā€œF-Forgive me! Miss dearest, I mean- your Excellency. Please ignore him; heā€™s just a vulgar guy,ā€ you laughed nervously before turning your head to stare at him once more.Ā 
ā€œWell,ā€ the priest paused as she put her food on the table. ā€œIā€™m glad to see two people from different backgrounds interact like this. It is certainly a sight to see as compared to the past.ā€Ā 
Just then, you remembered that the priest had mentioned telling you about everything she knew, and you seized that opportunity to ask her now. But it seems she was a step ahead of you as she stood up and walked to the centre of the hall before taking out her kagura suzu and pointing it straight towards Haknyeon.Ā 
ā€œLet me ask you this one question, young male. And I would highly suggest that you reply honestly, for no lies can ever pass through my eyes. Are you sure that you will keep Miss Y/N safe at all costs?ā€
You were stunned by that question as you looked back and forth between Haknyeon and the priest. Why exactly was she posing such a question? How was this related to whatever that she was going to tell you about the past?Ā 
But Haknyeon simply closed his eyes and placed his utensils on this table before crossing his arms. ā€œSince you mentioned that you can see through all sorts of lies, maybe you should be able to tell how sincere Iā€™ve been with Y/N and my words through my heart.ā€Ā 
Immediately, a dark red aura began to emanate from Haknyeonā€™s back, while a white aura radiated from the priest. In an instant, their eyes changed color, and the tension in the air intensified. It was becoming increasingly difficult to breathe between the two, leaving you to contemplate what to do next.
Should you diffuse the fight? Maybe with your so-called powers that were able to cleanse through anything?Ā 
Suddenly, the priest spoke up first. ā€œI certainly hope you will not repeat the same behaviour you did decades ago during the war.ā€Ā 
Wait. Repeating the same behaviour during the war?
All you knew from what the elder said was that the demonic creatures were the ones responsible for destroying the nation and sealing away the five sacred deities. You didnā€™t hear anything about Lucifer being involved in any of these.
Unlessā€¦
You turned to look at Haknyeon, now staring at the priest with his deadly, bloodshot red, glowing eyes.
It canā€™t be.
ā€œY-You are the one responsible for sealing me away?ā€ Your voice began to tremble, trying hard to think of different excuses to prove that point was false.
There was no way. After all, you have felt his sincerity (despite his awful mouth) throughout your journey. If anything, he couldnā€™t have put up this facade long enough to deceive you all along.
You wanted to believe that the soft, heartbroken look on his face when he told you about his past was true. You wanted to hold onto the fact that your promise to help change his fate would definitely come true.Ā 
Because you will not be able to tolerate any more betrayals anymore.Ā 
When you finally mustered up the courage to pose another question to Haknyeon, both the devil and the priest immediately stopped exerting their powers and returned to their usual selves. With that, the priest simply shook her suzu once as the bells rang across the hallā€”a light spark emitting throughout to cleanse the place.
ā€œThank you, young man. Forgive me, as I was merely trying to test your sincerity. Iā€™m so glad that you have a good heart, especially towards the lake deity right here.ā€Ā 
ā€œW-Whatā€™s going on?ā€ You questioned, feeling more lost than ever with everything that had just unfolded in front of your eyes.Ā 
ā€œLet me recite a story from a long time ago, Y/N. Perhaps you will be able to remember piece by piece as you listen to my words.ā€Ā 
In one slow, graceful motion, the priest simply spread her legs and arms apart as she began the kagura dance, shaking her bells according to the beat and rhythm at her own pace. Twirling around with the instrument in hand, she starts reciting the story from the very beginning.
Long ago, when the nation had no leaders, the God of Eternity descended from heaven to witness the chaos that unfolded before his eyes. He decided they needed a leader to help keep the balance while trying to minimise the bloodshed that had unfolded over the years. With that, he used his powers to break them into five pieces, each representing one element: fire, water, earth, air, and space.
The five sacred deities were born, and each was given the role of gathering and creating their own tribe on land. Each of them had its purpose, and they kept the peace between the different tribes.
The first generation of deities kept a well-balanced society for a century before deciding that it was time to reunite with the God of Eternity as he slowly began to age. Before ascending to heaven, each performed a ritual to extract their remaining lifespan on earth to give life to their successors.Ā 
The first lake of the deity was known as Asherah. She decided upon the lake not far from where her tribe resided, where she slowly placed her powers into the waters, creating the next generation of the Lake Deity, Y/N.
The other deities did the same as they gave birth to their successors: Mahuika (fire), Ilana (earth), Zephyr (wind), and Astrophel (space).Ā 
The second generation was known to be far stronger than their predecessors, as they helped defend the nation against countless wars and misfortunes. The new water deity possessed a new power that her predecessor did not: the ability to cleanse and purify all matters on earth.Ā 
Finally, it came to a point where his people informed the space deity that the gates of hell broke loose, and the demonic creatures had slowly made their way to earth. At the beginning, they posed no threat or harm to the people, and they were able to live peacefully for a while.Ā 
Not until the second known Lucifer, who sacrificed his human life to sell his soul to the devil, rose in powerā€”deciding that it was best to wipe out the entire nation to claim this land as his own. The once peaceful nation that had stayed this way for a century broke into war once again, with the deities all leading their own tribes to fight against the evil spirits.Ā 
But he couldnā€™t see the battle till the end when his lifespan completely went out, and that was when the new Lucifer emerged from the depths of hell onto earthā€”going face-to-face in battle with the five deities.Ā 
Nobody knew how he could gain so much power within a short time, but he undoubtedly surpassed the previous one and wiped out the nation in one swift motion. Many people lost their lives, and the five deities were severely wounded. As if that wasnā€™t enough, he decided to seal the deities awayā€”turning them into rocks, which eventually merged with nature and became a massive statue with no hopes of returning to life.Ā 
Claiming his victory, he returned to hell to regroup and sat on the throne with pride, occasionally sending some demonic creatures to taunt the human world as the people were helpless to fight back.
However, if his ego hadn't got the best out of him, he probably wouldā€™ve succeeded in sealing off all five deities back then, not noticing that there was one sole survivor among them.Ā 
With that, the kagura performance stopped, and the priest pointed her suzu at you. ā€œAnd this is where you shall continue the story, Y/N.ā€Ā 
You simply blinked at her with your mouth ajar, not knowing how to react or what you should say back to her. Instead, you decided that it was best to keep your mouth shut and try your best not to let your emotions get the best out of you.Ā 
The priest knew that it mustā€™ve been hard to recall everything at once, but she knew that if she held back even further, severe casualties would surely fall upon the nations sooner or later.Ā 
Shaking the bells once more to gain your attention, the priest slowly comes down to your level to gently whisper to both of you. ā€œAs you go on your journey to finish the story, I highly suggest that your next location will be the people of the forest, the tribe once protected and guided by the earth deity. They have been suffering from contamination on their land for years, and only with the power as strong as yours will be able to help them rewrite history, Y/N.ā€
You did not know what to say. Sure, you would love to help anyone in need, but the fact that you were suddenly tossed into the role of saving an entire tribe and potentially substituting as their leader? It was too much for you to take in.Ā 
Your silence was enough to give the priest and Haknyeon a proper answer, so she decided it was best for you to think it through and sort out your thoughts as time passed.
As a result, the rest of the evening went by quietly, with everyone finishing their meals before retiring to their room. Perhaps Haknyeon could read the look on your face, and he said nothing but a simple ā€œdonā€™t be out too longā€ before he went ahead to shower before bed.
All you wanted to do was be alone after learning about everything that had happened, and you walked to the waterfall behind the shrine before dipping yourself into the waters.
The moment the waters came in contact with your skin, you felt the surge of powers slowly moving up your body as you tried manipulating the waters again, just like you did at the lake back then. As expected, hundreds of water droplets rose from the waterfall as they slowly ascended to the skies, creating this beautiful sight as the moonlight illuminated each one of them.Ā 
You smiled, not because you were happy because your powers were slowly returning as usual and you had finally found the answers from your past, but rather because it had all left you feeling more conflicted than ever before.
You were the sole survivor of the war, and your fellow deities were long gone. And now, you were in charge of saving the people of the forest.Ā 
Can you even do it? Being the old, wrecked, helpless deity who lost all her powers and memories to potentially save a tribe?
Thinking that youā€™ve had enough thoughts for the day, you slowly submerged yourself under the waterfall, hoping the waters will help wash away all negativity.Ā 
Back at the shrine, Haknyeon had just gotten out of the shower as he dried his wet hair with a small towel draped around his neck. He couldnā€™t even retire into his room in peace when the priest stood before his door with her arms crossed as she closed her eyes to ask him a question.
ā€œAre you planning to tell Y/N?ā€
Haknyeon paused for a bit before bluntly giving the priest a reply. ā€œI havenā€™t decided that yet.ā€Ā 
ā€œI suggest you wonā€™t wait too long, for the spell has already been broken. I have a feeling that your fellow comrades are already on their way, searching for their new leader. With that, you potentially place Y/N in danger once again.ā€
The priestā€™s words felt like dozens of sharp, piercing knives straight through Haknyeonā€™s heart, but he knew he couldnā€™t deny everything she had just mentioned. He already had more than enough time in the shower, blaming himself for why his powers werenā€™t strong enough to hold on for a little longer and what a weakling he was.Ā 
As much as he knew that being close to you now would potentially cause more harm than before, he knew that he couldnā€™t leave you be either. He was in a dilemma about which option would be better, but he didnā€™t have much choice.Ā 
Just then, the priest passed Haknyeon through the corridor, and she turned around to look back at the lucifer-to-be once more, her voice much more stern than before.
ā€œIf you donā€™t wish to repeat history and potentially lose the very sole surviving deity for the sake of the nation, then you shall part ways with her as soon as you can.ā€
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For the next couple of days, you decided you needed some time off from everyone since you were still emotionally in bad shape. You didnā€™t want to interact with anyone, not even Haknyeon.Ā 
Thankfully, each of them respected your space and allowed you to seemingly walk around the shrine and up to the waterfalls back and forth whenever you needed to. Though, the priest would send a maiden to check up on you occasionally, which was completely fine with you.Ā 
With the peace and alone time youā€™ve had recently, you slowly began to recall when you were with your fellow deities. The nightmares didnā€™t stop either, and it only made you reminisce about them a lot more than often now that you have remembered everything that had happened.
You have never felt so lonely beforeā€”being far away from your tribe and left alone as the sole survivor. You really wished your fellow deities were still here with you, laughing the days away to protecting the nation together. You wanted to be reunited with them as soon as you possibly can.Ā 
Doing the only thing you knew was fitting for the situation, you went back up to the waterfall and submerged half of your body into the waters before you concentrated your whole energy to call upon your other half. Sure enough, your powers were much more stable than before, and you could give the water figure a face that looked exactly like yours.
ā€œHey, other me. Itā€™s been a while,ā€ you replied as you tried your best to choke back your tears.
ā€œItā€™s so nice to see you again, Y/N. How have you been?ā€
ā€œHorrible,ā€ you sniffled. ā€œI really wished that this was just a terrible nightmare that Iā€™m living in right now.ā€Ā 
ā€œI know. But Y/N, youā€™ve held on for long enough to get to where you are now, and here you are, finally getting all of the questions that youā€™ve once had answered.ā€Ā 
Not entirely convinced, you sighed deeply before letting a single tear fall from your eyes. ā€œIs this all really worth it, though? Having such a tragic past where everything was taken away from you, and now potentially going to help save a tribe that I have no recollection of? What would Ilana think of me saving her people?ā€Ā 
At this point, you couldnā€™t care less if people were beginning to hear muffled cries from the shrine. You just wanted someone to talk to and wished your former friends were here to share your burdens. You began sobbing profuselyā€”using your hands to wipe the tears that were pouring uncontrollably from your eyes.
Your other half simply smiled with this empathetic look before she closed the distance between you two and gently cupped your face with her handsā€”helping wipe your tears away before pulling you in for a hug.Ā 
ā€œY/N. Youā€™ve done well. Iā€™m sure the others wouldā€™ve said the same thing if they had seen how you have lived for them and the nation. I, for one, am proud of you for surviving through that.ā€
ā€œB-Butā€¦I canā€™t do thisā€¦not aloneā€¦ā€
ā€œWho says youā€™re all alone? You have me, and you have that devil boy that youā€™ve met on your journey together. You will never be alone through all of these. But right now, know that these tribes your fellow friends have left behind need help. Deep down in your heart, I'm sure you want to make Ilana and the rest of the deities proud. Havenā€™t you promised Haknyeon the same thing too?ā€
Thatā€™s right. Youā€™re sworn that you will definitely help Haknyeon change the prophecy and his fate. You promised that he would not end up like his uncle or the current ruler in hell and that he could return to being human again.Ā 
You hadnā€™t just been coming to the waterfall for peace. You have also been secretly trying to hone your skills once moreā€”living up to the name of the Lake Deity you once knew.Ā 
As you hugged your other half tighter, you tried to come up with something lighthearted to break the solemn mood. ā€œYou know you couldā€™ve just told me what you couldnā€™t say before back at the lake.ā€
ā€œWell, I knew you would eventually learn the truth about Haknyeon one day. He seems like a pretty good guy, good enough for you to continue your journey after all this chaos ends.ā€Ā 
You immediately shot back up. ā€œHuh? Whatā€™s that supposed to mean?ā€
ā€œThatā€™s for you to find out sooner or later,ā€ she simply winked before earning a snarl from you.Ā 
ā€œParty pooper,ā€ you retorted back.Ā 
ā€œGood things always come in the form of surprises. I donā€™t make the rules.ā€Ā 
You slump your shoulders in defeat. ā€œFine then, just promise me you will see this through till the end with me.ā€
Your other half simply smiles, and she extends her pinky towards you.Ā 
ā€œPinky promise, Y/N.ā€
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Sweat began to drop profusely as you continued swinging your katana to cut down as much bamboo as possible. It turns out that there was an old training ground behind the shrine where the former deities would hone their skills whenever they came to visit, and the priest wouldā€™ve been the mentor as she spoke directly from the God of Eternity.Ā 
The space was ample enough for a duel or even to act as a mini horse-riding battle in the past, according to the priest. It was a location where the deities would come whenever they needed advice from the priest or if they needed to connect to God for advice if there be any.
Over the course of the past couple of weeks, you have been secretly training your combat skills in private whenever you have gotten the chance to. It wasnā€™t something you wanted to bother Haknyeon with, especially at night when it was time for everyone to head to bed.Ā 
The devil training you tirelessly throughout the day whenever you had a break from your travels was more than enough that you could ask for, and you have noticed how there was this unsettling look plastered all across his face.Ā 
He wouldnā€™t tell you anything, and you decided it was best not to pry further; that would eventually end up as something uncomfortable between you two. You figured it was important to give one another some space in certain scenarios, and everything has played out perfectly for now.Ā 
Just as you continue swinging your katana, a few raindrops suddenly fall onto your clothing before eventually turning into a downpour. The moment the water came in contact with your skin, you couldnā€™t help but feel a little bit sentimentalā€”as if the skies were crying for the Lake Deity.Ā 
Your tears were pretty much dried up from crying nonstop for the past couple of days, and the loneliness hasnā€™t left you in the slightest. However, you try your best not to let it get to you anymoreā€”for you were about to head to the Earth Deityā€™s tribe in less than twenty-four hours.Ā 
Letting the rain soak up your entire clothing, you continued cutting down the remaining bamboo around you before your movements suddenly came to a halt when a sharp blade came out from nowhere to clash with your katanaā€”putting a stop to your training as you narrowed your eyes to see whoever it was in the dark.
And there was no way you could ever forget those bright, crimson eyes.Ā 
Except that he looks a little different from when you were actively talking to him when you first arrived. You have avoided him like a plague, and he seemed somewhat dejected.
Did something happen?
ā€œYouā€™re going to catch a cold if you keep this up,ā€ Haknyeon warned.Ā 
ā€œThen what are you doing out here in the rain? I fear that you might get sick before I do since water doesnā€™t have much effect on me. " You tried to keep the atmosphere a little lively by making a joke, but it looked like he wasnā€™t in much of the mood to retaliate.Ā 
Haknyeon simply sighed before grabbing your wrist to walk you towards the abandoned dojo right next door as the rain was getting much heavier. He decided it would be best to wait until the skies cleared up slightly before heading back down to the shrine.Ā 
It wasnā€™t unusual for Haknyeon to stay all quiet and not say anything, but given everything that had happened for the past couple of days, you couldnā€™t really decipher what was going through his mind.
Especially with that look on his face that you felt foreign about.Ā 
However, you managed to squeak a little voice out from your throat, trying not to show the fear or uncertainty in your voice. ā€œA-Are you mad at me?ā€Ā 
As much as Haknyeon was surprised what came out of your mouth, he tried his best not to show his emotions but simply took off his jacket to drape it over your head as he bent down to your level.Ā 
ā€œIā€™m not mad. Just a little scared.ā€
ā€œScared? The devil actually gets scared?ā€
ā€œY/N, as much as we devils are deemed as evil incarnated, we do have emotions just like your humans and deities do.ā€Ā 
Well, that was surprising.Ā 
Since he has finally spoken up, you tried to clear off the awkwardness in the air by trying your best to keep up the conversation with him. ā€œListen, I- Iā€™m just not myself for the past few days, and I needed some time alone to think-ā€
ā€œMe neither,ā€ Haknyeon softly mumbled before sitting next to you. ā€œIā€™m sorry, Y/N.ā€
You scoffed. ā€œW-What are you apologising for? I should be the one to say that instead-ā€
ā€œY/N- Can youā€¦just answer me truthfully on this one question I have for you?ā€ Haknyeon shut his eyes when he said those words as he balled up his fists on his lap. You have never seen him feeling so conflicted and uncertain before, given that he was the one who was always dominating you.Ā 
This new side of him feltā€¦sad? As if he had been hiding something for so long, and it was slowly eating him away. Not having the energy to put up with another fight, you just cut to the chase and simply nodded your head.Ā 
What he brings up next only makes you feel puzzled.Ā 
ā€œDo you trust me?ā€
Really? Heā€™s asking all of these now after everything you both have been through? You clearly have told him before that you could no longer take in anymore betrayals if it were ever on his mind. But who were you to judge, especially when the likes of his people defeated your fellow deities in the past.Ā 
But you wanted to believe that whatever he had said until now was true, and he was genuinely sincere from the start. He just so happened to be caught up in this unlucky fate passed down from his grandparents when he much deserved to live a normal life with the humans on earth instead.Ā 
Without hesitation, you blurted out what you felt deep down about him. ā€œOf course I do.ā€Ā 
But it seemed that he wasnā€™t satisfied with that answer, and he simply shook his head before running one of his hands through his strikingly blonde hair. ā€œItā€™sā€¦not that simple, Y/N.ā€
ā€œThen tell me. Make me understand whatever thatā€™s going through in your mind. We promised that weā€™re in this together,ā€ you begged as you grabbed both of his hands while putting slight pressure on them.
ā€œY/N,ā€ he sighs. ā€œCan you not go to where the people of the forest are?ā€Ā 
What in the fucking hell is that question?
ā€œYou know I canā€™t do that. Iā€™m the only person who possesses the power to help purify their land-ā€
ā€œYes, I know. But- is there a chance you can stay put here, and Iā€™ll help them out in your place instead?ā€
ā€œHaknyeon. Stop playing games with me, and tell me what exactly youā€™re actually thinking.ā€Ā 
ā€œItā€™s justā€¦Y/N. Iā€™m afraid to lose you.ā€
Lose you? What was he talking about?
It could be that he was looking out for you since you had learnt about the horrors of the war, and you havenā€™t fully regained your strength and powers yet. Perhaps going there unprepared could do more harm than actually saving the people.
But still, you made a promise to yourself. You werenā€™t going to let innocent people lose their lives again because of what the devils had done in the past. Instead, you will change history and give the nation a purpose to live againā€”just like your fellow deities wouldā€™ve wished for if they were still alive today.Ā 
Squeezing his hands tightly once more, you commanded the male to look straight into your eyes and not look away.Ā 
ā€œListen to me, Ju Haknyeon. If you think you can keep looking down on me forever, I will prove you wrong. Staying here for the past few days has helped me regain my strength and will to fight, and I will step up on the battlefield if I have to. This nation is my beloved people. As much as I want to help you change your fate, Iā€™m going to change theirs, too. And I donā€™t need no justification for my purposes.ā€
Making sure he had registered everything you had just said, you let go of your hands before cupping his warm cheeks to bring his face much closer to yours.
ā€œUnderstood?ā€Ā 
You both stayed like that for a few seconds, though it seemed like a couple of minutes had passed instead. You expected him to swat away your hands and retort back with another teasing remark. Instead, he simply tilts his head slightly to the side to completely savour your soft hands on his cheeks as he smiles for the first time in days.Ā 
ā€œYour win, Y/N.ā€Ā 
ā€œHah! The day has finally come when I beat the king of the underworld!ā€ You childishly replied before standing up to do a couple of jumps on the wooden floorboards and then sitting down again to give him this smug look on your face. Haknyeon just smiled as you began yapping about your training and how you discovered a new skill each day.
Before you knew it, you both had been sitting here for a few hours, and the sun was slowly rising. The rain was beginning to stop, and the birds were chirping away from the trees nearby.Ā 
ā€œY/N. Itā€™s time for us to head back-ā€ Haknyeon was about to get up from his seat when he felt some weight on his shoulders. The moment he turns around to see that you fell asleep at some point, his eyes immediately soften before he leans back on one of the pillars at the dojoā€”pulling you in and cuddling you before he rests his lips on your forehead.Ā 
ā€œLet us be okay.ā€
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At The Gates Of The Entrance To Earth From Hell
ā€œThis is why I hated coming up to the surface; the air stinks as fuck,ā€ Balor exaggerated as he stepped foot into the forest with an army behind him.Ā 
The other members were astonished by the new environment around them, given that it had been decades since so many demonic creatures had ascended to Earth since the war. They didnā€™t need to launch a full-scale battle, as they had already tasted victory with all the deities sealed away.
Until Haknyeon escaped from the depths of hell.Ā 
Who wouldā€™ve thought that the peace that the underworld had experienced for the past couple of decades would abruptly come to an end all because the next successor refuses to accept his own fate and take over the throne? It was definitely a first in hellā€™s books.
The moment all the soldiers arrived at the surface, their aura immediately caused the nearby fields to wither away slowlyā€”turning each corps from green to ash grey. The moment any animals decided to come close, Balor would simply snap his own fingers, and they would all perish in a split second.Ā 
ā€œListen lads, I refuse to stay up here for long, and I suggest you all do the same before his highness loses his patience and tosses all of you into the scorching flames in hell. Doyle,ā€ Balor points his spear at the young lad. ā€œLocate Haknyeonā€™s whereabouts by smelling his scent.ā€
Doyle did exactly that by taking a whiff of the air before he pointed his comrades to the north. ā€œHe is headed up north, sir. Butā€¦ā€
ā€œBut?ā€ Balor asked.
ā€œHis scent smellsā€¦different. Itā€™s like he has someone with him, and it doesnā€™t smell like a devil to me.ā€
Surprised, Balorā€™s eyes widened, but the look was quickly replaced by a smug expression. He let out a sinister laugh that sent a chill down the spines of the other devils. There was a reason they were terrified of Balor becoming their commander, and they would do anything to ensure he didnā€™t replace their former leader, Donovan.
There were rumours that sparked around for centuries that he was a lot more dangerous than Lucifer himself, and he was the former right-hand man of Haknyeonā€™s grandfather. If he had the chance, he wouldā€™ve seized the throne and overthrown Lucifer if he wanted to. But nobody knows why he refused and has kept a pretty low profile for a long time now.
However, they have always been on the lookout for whenever Balor may slowly creep into oneā€™s chamber at night, and the next thing that happens, they will perish or be killed by his own hands. Since Lucifer trusted him with everything, his Royal Highness would simply turn a blind eye and not care if there was one less demon in the underworld each day.Ā 
It had been decades since the devils themselves had heard that specific laughter, and they knew that it could only mean bad news.Ā 
Balor threw his head back and laughed menacingly, savoring each moment as his voice echoed through the forest. He couldnā€™t care less if someone heard him; in fact, he wanted someone to notice and be terrified of whatever tricks he was planning to pull.
All of a sudden, he snaps his head back and showcases this awfully frightening grin towards his underdogs, letting them know that the showā€™s just about to begin.Ā 
ā€œJust you wait, Ju Haknyeon. Iā€™m going to rip you into shreds.ā€
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Y/N's POV
ā€œOh my godā€¦ā€
You could only mumble those three words in horror as you focused on the sight before you. Thankfully, the people of the forest did not live too far from the shrine, and it only took a couple of hours with the horses that the priest had provided both you and Haknyeon with.Ā 
But nothing couldā€™ve prepared you for what you had to see with your very own eyes.Ā 
All the crops were wilted, and nearly everyone was malnourished, lying on the ground in a struggle between life and death. As you slowly marched into the tribe, the overwhelming stench in the air hit you immediately. How could these people have lived like this for years? No wonder they had suffered and taken the worst damage after what happened to their deity.
As you walked past each of the people, they didnā€™t even have the strength to look at you or give any reaction. You took your time to slowly examine each and every one of them: some were having trouble breathing while the rest were either coughing up blood or they had fallen into eternal slumber.Ā 
Your grip against the reins on your horse tightened as you felt that you were on the verge of tears, and your actions didnā€™t go unnoticed by Haknyeon. He was catching up from behind, but he moved right up next to you and placed his hands on yoursā€”squeezing them tight to give you some comfort.
ā€œThis was why I didnā€™t want you to come, Y/N. Itā€™s just too much for you to handle and even for me.ā€
As much as there was some truth to what he said, you promised that you wouldnā€™t turn away from reality anymore and ignore your people anymore. You simply closed your eyes and took a deep breath before turning to Haknyeon to give him a weak smile.
ā€œItā€™s for my people. Iā€™ll be okay, promise.ā€Ā 
Haknyeon knew from the back of his mind that you were the worst liar that he had ever come across. To be fair, he also had the ability to read other peopleā€™s minds, so it wouldnā€™t have taken any effort for him to decipher whatever youā€™re hiding behind those fake emotions after all. But because you insisted on coming even though you knew what the consequences would be, he simply hoped that you both could resolve the matters at hand as quickly as possible, and he would return you to the shrine in one piece.
It felt as if you were marching through the village endlessly, with the situation worsening the deeper you went. The people living farther inside the village suffered even more than those near the outskirts. But that wasnā€™t the only thing that caught your attention. At the very center of the town stood a massive hibiscus flowerā€”at least thirty meters tall, long wilted for who knows how long.
You tried to focus hard, and just as expected, you noticed some red hues flowing into the flower. You followed the trail until you realised it was being exerted by the people of the tribe. It looked like they were exchanging their lifespan to keep the flower up.
Before you can even walk close to the flower itself, a voice emerges from behind you that causes both you and Haknyeon to turn around. There stood an elderly lady holding onto a scepter to support her as she walked towards you, struggling to breathe or have a proper conversation with you.Ā 
You quickly leapt down from your horse to give her support before she ushered you both to the back of the village. Confused, both of you simply followed her for a while, as something told you that she had something important to show you both.Ā 
Sure enough, you were led to what seemed to be a garden once filled with a variety of flora, now reduced to nothing but dry soil. In the center lay a tombstone, and the lady leaned down to brush off the dust that had settled on the marble over time.
It simply read: here lies our unforgotten deity, Ilana, who sacrificed herself in exchange for keeping the tribe alive.Ā 
No. It canā€™t be.
ā€œT-Thisā€¦Is Ilanaā€™s final resting ground?ā€ You stammered, trying your best to hold back your tears as you rested your eyes upon your former comradeā€™s tombstone.
ā€œWe found her, or her statue, not long after the war ended. Our ancestors were the ones who created this resting place for her. It used to be a well-kept, beautiful gardenā€”filled with vibrant flowers and creatures such as butterflies and fairies that made the place feel so alive. It seemed that our deity left a portion of her powers with her before she passed on, and it has kept us going for decades until the power slowly began to fade away, which caused us to suffer that fate that we have now.ā€
ā€œIs that why your peopleā€¦ā€
ā€œYes. The hibiscus flower that stands strong and tall at the center of the village is what keeps us people alive. It was our source of light, guidance, and even nutrition. However, when our deityā€™s power diminished, so did the sacred flower. Refusing to let it die, we people of the land decided to exchange our lifespan to keep it alive.ā€
ā€œBut why? Why would you sacrifice yourselves for that? You're all dying!" Tears welled up as your voice grew louder, prompting Haknyeon to gently squeeze your shoulders in an attempt to calm you down.
The lady simply chuckled weakly. ā€œPerhaps, it may seem absurd to outsiders. But just like how everyone has something that they cherish deeply, itā€™s the flower of life that guides us through our everyday lives.ā€Ā 
The moment you saw the look she had on her face, you knew that there was nothing that you could say that could convince her to do anything that she and her people have been doing otherwise. Instead, you composed yourself before telling her who you were and your purpose for visiting.Ā 
ā€œWell then, tell me what I can do to help. Iā€™m the last living deity, overseeing the lakes and purifying all evil. I will not let you people suffer anymore, and Iā€™m sure your deity would want the same.ā€
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It was hard for either of you to tell when the sun had gone down, given that the entire village had been surrounded in darkness due to the heavy contamination in the air. The first thing you did right after speaking with the lady was to head back towards the sacred flower and try placing your hands onto the hibiscus to see if anything had happened.
Sure enough, your palms began to glow as you touched the flower, and it slowly shifted from black to a faint, vibrant red. Unfortunately, you could only sustain it for a few minutes before collapsing to the ground, causing Haknyeon to rush to your side to check on you.
You knew exactly what it meant. The flower was far too contaminated, and it would take a great deal of strength and time to completely purify the entire thirty-metre-tall flower. However, you wouldnā€™t take failure as an option, so you decided to turn your attention to other pressing matters.
You enlisted the help of the elder and Haknyeon to gather the people in groups, then gently placed your hands on their heads. As you expected, your powers were more than enough to cleanse their contamination, restoring them to full strength and health. As soon as each person recovered, they wasted no time running around the village to help others in need.
By nighttime, you have successfully healed one-third of the population before you realise that your body can no longer keep up with the excessive power you use today. It took Haknyeon a lot of convincing to pull you away from your responsibilities as he forced you to rest in the cabin the lady had prepared for you.Ā 
As much as you tried to fall asleep, you kept tossing and turning throughout the nightā€”barely getting a wink of sleep. With that, you finally decided that you werenā€™t getting any sleep for the night before you stood up and opened the doors to breathe in the somewhat less contaminated air.Ā 
The fact that you were slowly able to see the bright stars shown in the skies somewhat gave you hope that these people would soon be freed from their nightmares. With that, you decided to share the good news with someone.
More specifically, with her.
You made your little trek up the hills until you reached the same garden the elderly lady had brought you earlier this evening. The moment you passed through the last patch of long branches covering your path, you suddenly laid your eyes upon the tombstone, where the moonlight was shining directly upon it.
Slowly taking a few steps towards it, you couldnā€™t help but smile as you saw the lights that reflected the marble. You made a little spot to sit down and rest your hands on the material.
ā€œHey, Ilanaā€¦itā€™s me,ā€ you spoke while tears began streaming down your face. ā€œYouā€™re a warrior, and youā€™re a hundred years way up ahead of me. The way how youā€™ve kept your tribe alive after all these years, and the amount of devotion they have for you and the village? Itā€™s something that I could never have done, even for my people.ā€Ā 
Adjusting your seat as you scooched closer to the tombstone, you resumed whatever you needed to tell your friend. ā€œIā€™m so sorry that you had to suffer the same fate as the other three, but Iā€™m here nowā€¦and I will do my best to save your people if itā€™s the last thing Iā€™ll do.ā€Ā 
And that was it. You could no longer hold back your emotions and everything that youā€™ve held up to this point as you began sobbing uncontrollably. If someone were passing by, they would for sure hear your loud cries and probably report to the village.Ā 
ā€œI-It shouldā€™ve been meā€¦why was I the only survivor? Why did you and the others have to go like that?ā€Ā 
You kept on chanting those exact words, and till this day, you could never forgive yourself for how much the others have suffered for decades. You wished that you could trade places with themā€”that way only one tribe had to suffer for a little bit while the other four remained strong.
That doesnā€™t mean you donā€™t love your people, but you knew that things would somehow work out with the four deities being around. Hell, you havenā€™t even visited the other tribes yet to see how grave their situation wasā€”you just knew and were told that Ilanaā€™s tribe suffered the worst and were in grave danger.Ā 
Your cries then turned into screams, and you could no longer hold back the overwhelming emotions that youā€™d been trying to contain for a while now. Immediately, a pair of warm arms wrap around your torso, and you know exactly who it is without needing to open up your eyes.
You hugged him tighter in response, and your tears flowed excessively to the point that it would ruin his leather jacket anytime now. But Haknyeon chose to remain silent as he cradled you in his arms. He caressed your head and rubbed your back, trying his best to give you as much comfort as possible.Ā 
You were in so much debt to this man. He has been with you since the day you tried escaping and was on the brink of death. Although your first impressions of one another werenā€™t the best, you knew now that he had always been a good guy deep in his heartā€”even though he was a devil himself.Ā 
About ten minutes had passed when you finally calmed down; you looked up at the man for the first time since he had arrived before asking him weakly.
ā€œH-Haknyeonā€¦do you think I can do it?ā€
This time, it was his turn to wipe your tears away before gently rubbing your puffy cheeks with his thumbā€”giving them a little squeeze to tease you just a little.Ā 
ā€œAffirmative, Miss Y/N.ā€Ā 
Just then, his thumb that was pinching your cheeks suddenly moves down to your lips, swiping them once before he closes the gap between you two.Ā 
ā€œTell me to stop if you donā€™t like it.ā€
Before you could even retaliate, he pulled you in and crashed his lips on yours. Deep down, you already knew in your gut that you had never wanted to reject his touch, which has become much more prominent, especially in the past couple of weeks.Ā 
You needed him just as much as he needed you, and you wanted to savour his warmth and how sweet he tasted as long as you could. You were surprised at how his lips felt on yours because if you had told someone that the devil was a pretty good kisser, they wouldā€™ve thought that you had lost your mind.
But not Ju Haknyeon. He was different, and you were glad that you had given the devil himself a chance.
As you pulled apart to catch your breath, your tongues slowly untangled with a soft pop. You opened your eyes to take in the sight of himā€”his eyes glowing red, making him look even more irresistibly attractive than before.
ā€œYou didnā€™t reject itā€¦ā€ he panted.Ā 
ā€œJust like how you didnā€™t reject my lips, mister devil,ā€ you challenged back.
ā€œHah,ā€ he scoffed, rubbing his lips with his thumb. ā€œYouā€™re a needy woman.ā€
ā€œRight back at you, Ju.ā€Ā 
ā€œWell then, one more?ā€Ā 
ā€œYouā€™re damn right weā€™re going for another,ā€ you smirked before pulling him down as you both fell back on the ground, reconnecting your lips with one another and savour it for as long as you possibly could before it was time to head back into reality in a couple of hours.
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ā€œHow many people are completely healed?ā€ The elderly shouted at one of the passersby.
ā€œTwo-thirds at this point, maā€™am! Weā€™re close to regaining our powers back!ā€Ā 
ā€œWell then, what are you guys waiting for? Itā€™s about time we go help out the lake deity whoā€™s exerting all her powers towards the sacred flower!ā€
Just as the elder had commanded, the people split into two groups: one headed towards the sacred flower to help purify the contamination, while the others stayed back to help the ones who were still too weak to stand up.Ā 
With the unity of the entire tribe, you received far more help and support than you expected. The people of the land were able to channel enough power to sustain the flowerā€™s life while you focused on purifying it. This saved you a great deal of energy, and the flower was already halfway restored, turning back into a bright, vibrant red.
ā€œOnly a little bit more! We can do this!ā€ One of them shouted.
ā€œThatā€™s right! Iā€™m sure our deity has sent the help we have needed for the past decade at this right time! Letā€™s push through, lads!ā€Ā 
As you witnessed how the entire tribe came together as one to help save their homeland, you couldnā€™t help but hold back the happy tears as you was what you wished Ilana couldā€™ve been here to witness it herself.
With that, you summoned your last ounce of strength and poured it into the hibiscus. Within seconds, the glow from your hands radiated outward, enveloping the entire flower. To your astonishment, the last remaining contaminated spot vanished into thin air, and the dark clouds in the sky dissipated as the bright sun shone down upon the tribe.
Immediately, the entire village erupted in cheers, with everyone hugging one another and letting their happy tears stream down their faces. The moment your eyes saw the outcome of your efforts, you finally let go of yourself before falling onto your knees, only to be caught by those warm pair of arms you love.
ā€œIā€¦I did itā€¦I actually did itā€¦ā€ you said softly, looking up at Haknyeon, who returned this proud and touching look right back at you.Ā 
ā€œYouā€™ve done so well, Y/N. You saved your people,ā€ he praised before tightening his grip on you.Ā 
You both took a moment to gaze lovingly at the people around you as you rested your head against the crook of Haknyeonā€™s neck. Your hands intertwined, you spoke softly, ā€œThis is such a proud moment for me. I feel like a proud mother watching these people finally reclaim their freedom after so long.ā€
ā€œAnd they finally did because of you, Y/N. You deserve the credit.ā€
ā€œNo, Haknyeon. These people should deserve it after everything that theyā€™ve been through. Iā€™m just the lake deity passing through to provide some assistance.ā€Ā 
Haknyeon simply smiled as he planted a soft kiss on your forehead. ā€œAlrighty, Miss Y/N. Letā€™s go report back to the elder and check up on the rest of the people at the borders.ā€
ā€œYouā€™re right,ā€ you stood up as you dusted your clothing. ā€œLetā€™s go-ā€
ā€œMaybe you should hold your horses right there, young lady.ā€
Both of you immediately shot up and prepared yourselves in defensive mode, scanning around to see where the source of that deep, taunting voice was coming from. However, it all seemed odd when the people were still cheering for their victory, and nothing seemed out of the ordinary.
Until you felt a sharp pain in your neck, and it immediately turned into a cut as blood began oozing out profusely. You let out a scream as you fell to your kneesā€”your vision began to blur from whatever had caused the injury.
What was going on?
Just then, grey clouds began emerging in the skies, and dozens of black swords fell from the skies straight to the groundsā€”the swords themselves turning into demonic creatures as they began holding all of the people captive.Ā 
Then, a loud thunder began to rumble as a large sword fell straight upon both of youā€”and out emerged a tall, built devil. Judging by the look on Haknyeonā€™s face as he came into contact with whoever it was, you knew that it probably meant bad news.Ā 
ā€œAh, Haknyeon. Itā€™s been a while, hasnā€™t it? We definitely missed your company back in hell.ā€
ā€œBalor. You shouldnā€™t have come,ā€ Haknyeon gritted his teeth as he locked eyes with the man, both exerting their devilā€™s aura at once, taunting one another.
ā€œNow, thatā€™s not very nice to say to your senior, young lad. After all, Iā€™m in charge of mentoring you the moment you ascend to the throne-ā€
ā€œThere will be no ascensions, and your mission ends here. I suggest you quietly bring your troop of men and leave before you try anything funny,ā€ Haknyeon warns as he pulls out a katana and points it directly at his rival, getting ready for battle even if he had to harm his kin.
ā€œP-Please!ā€ Your voice squeaked, and both men turned their heads to you. ā€œL-Leave these people aloneā€¦they do not deserve to get caught up in all of theseā€¦ā€ you begged while trying to keep your balance and vision clear.
ā€œMy my, what do we have here!ā€ Balor chuckled as he began swinging his spear playfully from left to right. ā€œWho wouldā€™ve thought the Ju Haknyeon or soon-to-be Lucifer actually went to elicit help from the lake deity to change his fate? Hah! How pathetic!ā€Ā 
Balorā€™s laughter erupted almost immediately, and you hated how much his voice stung and kept ringing in your ears. But thankfully, it didnā€™t last long till Haknyeon immediately charged in with his sword, and a full fight between the two devils eventually broke out.
Both of them were skilled enough that you couldnā€™t even see when their blades clashed against one another, and they were moving around at the speed of light.Ā 
So this is what the devils are capable of.Ā 
As much as you wanted to stop them, the injury you had sustained was far more gruesome than you thought, and your consciousness was slowly fading away until you felt another strong presence that had just appeared behind you.Ā 
Instantly, the strong aura made your hair stand, and you froze in place as whoever it was leaned close to your ear and whispered just enough for you to hear.
ā€œWho wouldā€™ve thought that you would actually escape my seal?ā€
The presence didnā€™t go unnoticed by Haknyeon as he stood utterly stillā€”his eyes widened, and he saw who it was that had just come up to the surface.
ā€œLuciferā€¦ā€ he mumbled.Ā 
"I suppose the rumors were true after all," Lucifer said, yanking a handful of your hair and lifting you like a rag doll. "The lake deity truly is the strongest among the five. My apologies for doubting your abilities."
ā€œLeave her alone!ā€ Haknyeon yelled at the top of his lungs, but he was soon stopped by Balor, who was now holding him down in one swift motion with his spear merely an inch away from his neck.
ā€œOh, my dear Haknyeon. We missed you dearly; you know that itā€™s bad manners to run off like that,ā€ Lucifer growled, and your cries and pain only grew louder and more prominent the higher he lifted you up.
ā€œName your price, Lucifer. What are you planning to do? Leave Y/N and these people alone. This is a matter among us devils,ā€ Haknyeon tried his best not to provoke the current Lucifer any further as all of your lives were at stake. Deep down, he was praying that whatever Lucifer had up his sleeves, it better not be the worst-case scenario that he had always feared from the back of his mind.
Sealing you away for good this time.
Time was ticking, and he was trying to come up with another negotiation if needed be. But it seems that Lucifer already had something up his mind, and he knew it could not be good.
ā€œYou know, Haknyeon. Maybe you shouldā€™ve thought twice before you ascended here on earth actually to find this stupid deity to change the prophecy.ā€
As Lucifer spoke his last words, he tossed you straight to the side before charging into Haknyeonā€”his claws piercing right through his chest, making him scream in agony. Lucifer then asserts an incredible amount of power into his successorā€”the power that Haknyeon had desperately tried to keep to himself broke free and finally consumed him as a whole.
His blonde hair gradually shifted to jet black, and his eyes glowed a permanent, blood-red crimson as the powers consumed him. The moment Lucifer set him down, he was no longer the person you once knew. He let out one final scream before the skies darkened completely, and heavy rain began to pour.
He was no longer human.Ā 
Lucifer could only break into laughter at the sight of his successorā€™s transformation. He brought his hands together and applauded. ā€œBehold, everyone! This is the new Lucifer, destined to be the lord of the underworld and rule here on Earth! But if youā€™ll excuse us, we have a ceremony to attend back in Hell.ā€
Lucifer then turns his head to look at you one last time before he slowly approaches you. ā€œOh, and I almost forgot. Itā€™s only the right manners for me to dispose of trash like you.ā€
With a snap of his fingers, a black portal opened directly above you. He picked you up one last time and hurled you into the darkness.
You swirled through the void as if thrown into a rushing stream, screaming at the top of your lungs for anyoneā€”or anythingā€”to help stop this. But you were far from the village and the perpetrators, and the source of light was slowly fading away from you.
This was it. It was the end. You had failed the nation and Haknyeon.Ā 
It was time to say goodbye to everyone and everything.
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You had no idea how long you had been lying lifelessly on the shore. After being thrown out of the portal by the former Lucifer, you somehow found yourself near the sea, with waves crashing against you every few minutes.
In the beginning, you kept screaming your heart out as tears streamed down your face. You kept blaming yourself for everything that had happened. You were so close yet far from victory, and you shouldnā€™t have let your guard down when the creatures from the underworld infiltrated the people of the forestā€™s tribe.
You kept digging your hands into the sand, repeatedly dragging the material until your palms bled from the shards of broken glass and sharp shells that had accumulated over time.
You didnā€™t even want to think about what happened at the tribe. Those innocent people who had just escaped their worst nightmare were now back in the hands of the devil, and god knows what else they would have to suffer this time.Ā 
Ilanaā€™s tombstone. You really wished nothing had happened to your former comradeā€™s final resting place as you hope that she will no longer be in pain but be able to rest in peace.Ā 
Andā€¦Haknyeon.
Youā€™ll never forget the look of agony on his face when Lucifer pierced his heart and shattered the seal he had fought so hard to maintain. The way he transformed as the devil consumed himā€”his hair shifting from blonde to jet black, and his eyes turning a permanent blood-redā€”will be etched in your memory forever.
Every single time you thought about what happened to your fellow travel companion, the more you hated yourself. You both started off this journey with one sole purpose: you regaining back your strength and identity, and Haknyeon with his wish to change the prophecy.Ā 
Yet, only one of you was able to achieve your dreams at the very end, while the other was now sent into the seven layers of hell to suffer his cursed fate.Ā 
Suddenly, a massive wave crashed down on you as thunder rumbled in the sky, threatening to unleash a tsunami that could wipe out the entire shore. You floated aimlessly, struggling to keep your head above water to breathe, but eventually, the waves became too overwhelming and engulfed you completely.
As you sank deeper into the ocean, the light from above began to fade. Large sea creatures swam overhead, casting shadows that made your surroundings feel even darker and more desolate than before.
With that, you closed your eyes as you let yourself fall deeper into the depths of the ocean, not caring about anything in the world right now.
Maybe, you were just not fit to be called the Sacred Deity of the Lake anymore.
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ā€œY/N? Y/N wake up, you sleepy head!ā€
Whoā€™s voice was that?
Slowly, you began to open your eyes until the bright light was blaring right onto your face, causing you to rub your eyes for a bit before you could adjust your eyesight to look at where the source of whoever it was was coming from.
You looked around and your gaze finally landed on a woman standing just a few feet away. She had long blonde hair with hints of green highlights, and she wore a green dress that resembled leaves, adorned with blooming flowers at the hem. She offered you a warm smile with her hands tucked behind her back.
That could only mean one thing.
You immediately rushed and hugged her tightā€”resting your head at the crook of her neck. Tears began streaming down your face again until she returned the hug to you as she drew circles behind your back to help soothe you seemingly.
ā€œIlanaā€¦I miss you so badā€¦ā€
ā€œItā€™s been a while, hasnā€™t it? We have so much to catch up on.ā€Ā 
For the next few minutes, you just savoured the moment of being able to reconcile with your best friend and take in the scent youā€™ve missed so badly for the past several decades. The moment you both broke apart from the hug, you couldnā€™t help but reminisce back on the good old days and the teasing started almost instantly between one another.
You both talked about how you had a snowball fight once where you ended up destroying one of the rooms back at the shrine and challenged one another to draw the funniest faces possible on your fellow deities when they were asleep.Ā 
It was great to take a step back in time for a bit, and you really needed that distraction from what was happening in the real world.
ā€œI saw what you did for my people back there, Y/N. I can never thank you enough for that,ā€ Ilana looked at you with regret in her green eyes, feeling awful that she couldnā€™t be there for her people when they needed her most.Ā 
ā€œDonā€™t be. Itā€™s our responsibility, after all, to keep the nation at peace.ā€
Right after you said those words out loud, your friend seemingly stared at the ground for a couple of seconds before you had to ask if everything was alright. The moment she held her head high up again, the look that she once had with you when you both first reconnected was now replaced with a much more determined and serious look as she placed her hands on your shoulders.
ā€œThat also means that I have seen the aftermath of what happened right after my people were freed from the fate they have suffered for the past several decades, and Iā€™m here to tell you something very important.ā€Ā 
ā€œI-Ilana? Is something wrong?ā€
ā€œY/N, the reason why Iā€™m able to appear here in front of you is because I was able to transmit the last remaining powers Iā€™ve had for this moment. Iā€™ve elicited the help from Astrophel for this-ā€Ā 
Ilana suddenly stops midsentence and turns behind to see the three figures slowly approaching you. Sure enough, it was the other three deities that also suffered the same fate, just as Ilana did.
ā€œIndeed, Y/N,ā€ Astrophel continues. ā€œThis is a subconscious space that I created right before we passed on, for we knew it would come in handy, especially in times like this.ā€
ā€œY-You all knew I would break free from Luciferā€™s curse?ā€Ā 
ā€œOf course we did. You are the strongest amongst all five of us, after all,ā€ Mahuika smiled as she gave you a thumbs up.Ā 
ā€œWe have always left a small portion of our powers within you right before each of us was sealed away. Itā€™s just a matter of us returning to you like this at the right time. And you did the right thing when you touched Ilanaā€™s tombstone back at her tribe,ā€ Zephyr commented.Ā 
ā€œThatā€™s right, Y/N. We have seen the damage the underworld has caused our beloved people for the past several decades. But now that you have awakened your powers, itā€™s time to overthrow them and change history again.ā€ Ilana concluded.
You couldnā€™t help but smile as you took in all of your former friends' words as youā€™d missed hearing their voices. However, you slumped your shoulders in defeat the moment they were done talking, and each of them looked at you with a puzzled look.
ā€œSorry to burst your bubble, but I fear that Iā€™m no longer the lake deity that people once looked up to back in the day. Iā€™m just a crippled, good-for-nothing deity who barely knows how to fight or control her powers no more. I failed to save the people of the forest and I- I also failed to keep a promise,ā€ you choked back on your tears.
The other four deities simply turned their heads towards one another and gave each other looks before Ilana stepped forward to tilt your chin back up.
ā€œItā€™s about Haknyeon, isnā€™t it?ā€
You gasped at the moment his name escaped from your friendā€™s mouth. Given that they mentioned how theyā€™ve been watching everything that has unfolded until now, thereā€™s no doubt they would probably have figured out the relationship between you two.Ā 
ā€œYou know, I once had a dream about the God of Eternity warning me about the consequences of befriending someone from the underworld. If I had taken his advice back then, I mightā€™ve been able to escape whatever has happened between us-ā€
ā€œI wouldnā€™t be so sure about that, Y/N.ā€
ā€œHuh? What are you talking about, Ilana?ā€
Mahuika chuckled. ā€œWho says we canā€™t change history and the norm? You befriend and help whoever you want!ā€
ā€œGiven that he hasnā€™t done anything but protect you up till this point, heā€™s definitely cleared in my books,ā€ Zephyr replied confidently.Ā 
ā€œTheyā€™re right, Y/N. You need, or rather, will definitely be needing his help if you want to save the nation this time.ā€ Ilana grip on your shoulders tightened.Ā 
ā€œBut how? Heā€™s no longer human and has completely turned into Lucifer himself. Thereā€™s nothing much he could do anymoreā€¦ā€Ā 
ā€œI would take those words back if I were you,ā€ Astrophel points up as a piercing light shines down from above.
Suddenly, the consciousness of all four of your former deities began to fade, and you could no longer feel their hands on you. Panic set in as you frantically rushed from one to another, pleading with them not to leave you behind after all the years you had desperately tried to reconnect with them.
ā€œFear not, Y/N. We will be with you in your final battle. All we ask is that you trust yourself and in Haknyeon,ā€ the four voices echoed before they eventually faded away.
With that, a large, dark hand descended from above and pulled you out of your space. You must have blacked out for a moment because when you came to, you found yourself back on the shore, watching the waves gradually calm after the storm.
It was then that you noticed you were lying on something much softer than sand. You felt a pair of arms resting behind your back and on your thigh.
And that scent. You will never forget it, especially how youā€™ve been travelling together for weeks.Ā 
The moment you locked your eyes with him, you jumped up and hugged him as tightly as you possibly could as you rubbed your cheeks with his. He responded in the same way and planted a soft peck on your cheeks but never fails to make a teasing comment just like he always did.
ā€œI do not recall that either of us would give up before we achieved what we wanted to.ā€
ā€œI-Itā€™s not thatā€¦ā€ you sniffled. ā€œIā€™m just taking a dip in the ocean.ā€
ā€œMore like you were drowning to me,ā€ Haknyeon spat.Ā 
ā€œWhat matters is that youā€™re here now, and youā€™re alive and well,ā€ you quickly kissed him once on the lips before you had to pull apart and bow your head down at him. ā€œI-Iā€™m sorryā€¦I wasnā€™t able to help you change your fateā€¦because now youā€™re-ā€
ā€œThatā€™s not my main concern right now, Y/N.ā€
You titled your head back up. ā€œItā€™s not?ā€
ā€œWell, for one-ā€ Haknyeon grunts as he tries to stand back up. ā€œ-we need to go clean up the mess in the underworld before anything else. Those creatures would definitely catch up soon now that their king is dead.ā€
King is dead?
Wait. Does that mean?
ā€œL-Lucifer is gone?ā€
Haknyeon turned his head down to look at you as he shuts his eyes. ā€œHe died in my hands, yes. Honestly speaking, he was a lot weaker than I thought. He was the one who awakened my powers, and yet he died because of it. How ironic, isnā€™t it?ā€Ā 
You couldnā€™t believe your ears. You realised that the person right before you was now the current Lucifer, who had just overtaken the throne. He definitely gives off this darker and more sinister aura than before, but you knew that deep down, he was still the same person you have come to trust and love.
ā€œThough I wouldnā€™t be so sure about Balor,ā€ Haknyeon commented.Ā 
ā€œYou mean the commander?ā€
ā€œHeā€™ll be our last enemy, Y/N. And weā€™ll be fighting him till the very end.ā€
ā€œWoah woah woah, hold up. What do you mean ā€˜weā€™?ā€ You stopped him in his tracks, hoping that what youā€™d heard was just a hallucination.
But it wasnā€™t. Haknyeon simply smirked before he opened up a portal, grabbed your wrist, and led you to it. ā€œYou donā€™t expect me to die alone in battle, do you? Iā€™m going to need a partner-in-crime for this. Also, someone to heal my wounds after the battle is over.ā€
ā€œLook at you being all confident saying youā€™ll win this,ā€ you teased.Ā 
ā€œSo, are you coming with me, my princess?ā€Ā 
Oh, hell no. He did not just use that word against you.
ā€œName your price first.ā€
ā€œWell, you can either join me or you can go have another dip in the tsunami. Your choice.ā€
You sulked. ā€œYouā€™re no fun. You just want me to suffer either way.ā€Ā 
ā€œItā€™s the only two options available now, Y/N. But I promise, weā€™ll be in this together till the end.ā€
Thatā€™s right. You were finally going to make things right, and your former deities promised to be with you in your final battleā€”each of their remaining spark of flame and powers nestled within you.
Taking a deep breath, you intertwined your fingers with Haknyeon and closed the gap between you two.
ā€œLead the way then, king of the underworld.ā€
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ā€œW-What is thisā€¦ā€ Doyle stammered as he walked closer to inspect the huge pile of ash that lay on the throne. The moment he touched those ashes, it only left a permanent burn that felt so hot as if he had just tasted what it feels like to fall straight into the burning fires below.
ā€œThat, my fellow soldier, was what used to be the king or at least his remains,ā€ Balor answered while polishing his spear as he placed it straight into the fire to let it burn for a couple of seconds before taking it back out.
ā€œI-I donā€™t understandā€¦how and when did all of these happen?ā€Ā 
ā€œLetā€™s just say that you can ask the gentleman whoā€™s standing right behind you right now,ā€ Balor threw one of his kunais straight towards Doyleā€™s direction before it was intercepted by a katana knocked it straight to the ground.
ā€œSacrificing your own soldiers just to kill me? You really are worse than Lucifer himself,ā€ Haknyeon gritted his teeth as his devil aura began exerting excessively, giving Balor a death stare.Ā 
You figured that since Haknyeon was in his own territory, he was definitely able to exert twice as much power as he did back on earth, and whoever wasnā€™t careful would undoubtedly lose their head to the current lord of the underworld himself.
ā€œThese foolish demons are nothing but pawns, just like Lucifer, who fell at your hands. He was far worse and more useless than his predecessors.ā€ Balor stepped forward, pacing in circles at the center of the chamber. He taunted Haknyeon, beckoning him with a gesture to approach the stage for a duel.
ā€œSomething tells me that youā€™ve waited all these years for this very moment, for Lucifer to die that is.ā€
ā€œOf course, young lad. I wasnā€™t about to get my hands dirty from killing him. Sure, he was an easy job, and I couldā€™ve done it during the war. But what better for him to die under the hands of his successor; now thatā€™s a scoop thatā€™ll go down in history.ā€Ā 
Haknyeon was slowly getting ticked off by his demeanour, and he immediately unleashed a large amount of power onto his sword, engulfing the katana in flames.Ā 
Balor did the same, but his flames burned a dark purple instead. When both men reached a standstill, they charged at each other without hesitation. Their blades clashed in a relentless frenzy, and you struggled to keep up with the action as it unfolded before you.
You knew that you werenā€™t just going to stand there watching, so you armed yourself with your very own katana as you turned behind to face the hoard of army that was ready to skin you alive.
However, you have come prepared this time, and youā€™ve gotten help from your fellow deities within you. Focusing all of your energy at once, you glistened with a blue light surrounding you as you pointed your katana straight at the devils themselves.
ā€œIā€™m not here for a fight, though if you insist, then youā€™ll have to suffer the consequences of my blade.ā€
As soon as you announced your intention, the entire army charged at you. You quickly got to your feet, striking them down one by one. Thanks to your purifying abilities, the demons evaporated into thin air upon contact with your blade.
Before long, you began to hear the voices of your fellow deities within you, each infusing their powers into your blade. With Zephyr's energy, you created a swirling vortex, while Astrophelā€™s power transported some demons to another dimension.
Mahuikaā€™s flames were far hotter and more powerful than those surrounding the chamber, reducing the demons to ash with your blade's touch.
With Ilanaā€™s power, you infused poison into their bloodstreams with every cut, causing them to collapse to their knees, suffering the effects of a toxin that could never be cure
Then it came down to your own powers. Channeling all your strength, you summoned a water dragon that coiled around your enemies, purifying them in an instant.
After clearing the path, you were left with a sole survivor with his back glued to one of the pillars at the very end. You recognised who it was as he was the one tagging along with Balor when you first encountered the male back at the tribe.
However, he seemed terrified, and he was in no shape to fight back. Instead, he quickly got on his knees and lowered his head, begging for mercy.
ā€œP-Please! Please spare me! I have nothing to do with this!ā€Ā 
ā€œWhat makes you think that I should listen to you? Youā€™re a demon from the underworld,ā€ you posed the question as you rested your katana against his neck. Doyle begins sweating profusely, and you can tell by the sweatdrops that fell right onto your blade.
ā€œBalor was never our leader! Donovan was! And we never wanted to have anything associated with him!ā€Ā 
You narrowed your eyes. ā€œWhat do you mean by that?ā€Ā 
ā€œH-Heā€™s far more notorious than Lucifer ever wasā€¦and he has done far worse than what we know in the books. He must be eliminated if we want to prevent another war from happening,ā€ Doyle cries out in desperation as he says those last words.
It definitely took a little bit of time for some convincing, but you decided to test out what he said was true. Grabbing hold of his arms as you pulled him up in one swift motion, you pushed him right in front of you with your blade situated right behind him.
ā€œLead the way to the chambers, then. And donā€™t try anything funny.ā€Ā 
Doyle did precisely what you had proposed with his hands up as you both made your way into where Haknyeon and Balor were still going hard with one another. Instead of catching them still in battle with one another, both were now kneeling on the groundā€”breaking out in a cold sweat and trying to stabilise their breathing. Evidently, they had used up much of their strength, and it would be now or ever to end this duel.
ā€œI must say- dear Haknyeon- youā€™re a lot stronger than I thought you were-ā€ Balor panted as he used his spear to get back up on his feet.Ā 
ā€œI commend you for holding out for this long- nobody has ever lasted more than a minute when sparing with me-ā€ Haknyeon challenged as he too slowly got back up and positioned himself carefully, trying hard not to lose his balance.Ā 
However, both you and Doyleā€™s presence didnā€™t go unnoticed, and Balor wasted no time making use of his telekinesis power to move Doyle right in front of him with his blade piercing right into the side of his neck.
Both you and Haknyeon were shocked by what had happened and were about to make a move until you stopped what Balor had said next. ā€œIf you want to kill me, then youā€™ll have to kill this pathetic demon first.ā€Ā 
You didnā€™t even need to hear Doyleā€™s cries as you could read the message from his mouth.
Please, save me.
Something in your gut just tells you that he would be a worthy comrade to save and potentially be of great help in the near future. You also wanted to trust the look in his eyes when you first confronted him before coming into the chambers. It looked sincere, and you knew he was here at the wrong time.Ā 
Especially with everything you had been through with Haknyeon, not all devils and demons are just as bad as youā€™ve heard from the books.Ā 
With that, you swiftly turned to look at Haknyeon before giving him a nodā€”signalling him to help distract Balor while you prepare for the final blow. Given that you still had the power of the four deities within you, you were going to focus all your energy at once and unleash them all with one final shot.
Thankfully, Haknyeon got the message and redirected his attention towards his enemyā€”charging straight into him while being careful not to harm Doyle in any way.
You only had one final shot and needed to be careful as you aimed at the demon from above. Balor notices your efforts and simply mocks you right there and then.Ā 
ā€œWhat can a useless, crippled deity like you do anything? You barely have any powers left within you after the battle back at the tribe!ā€Ā 
You ignored his comments while he struggled with Haknyeon to focus and aimed at his weak spot. You desperately scanned through for an opening until you noticed a little reveal of his skin right at the top of the left ribcage, and it also had a scar that was about a century old.Ā 
This was your only chance. Standing tall and firm with your sword at the ready, you took a deep breath and infused the entire blade with the combined powers of the five deities. Then, you leaped onto the platform, aiming directly for Balorā€™s weak spot.
However, you shouldā€™ve known this wouldnā€™t be as easy as you thought. What you thought was a scar was a sealā€”it kept him alive for so long as no contamination or abilities could ever harm him.
ā€œRemember what I told you, young lady. Youā€™ll never defeat me like this.ā€
Just then, Haknyeon scoffs as he forcefully pulls down Balorā€™s collar and positions his now sharp claws right onto the seal. ā€œAnd this is when your overconfidence will kill you, just like Lucifer did.ā€Ā 
The moment Haknyeon slashed the wound wide open, the seal immediately broke and the contamination from the air went straight into Balorā€™s bodyā€”causing him to scream as he pushed Doyle to the side before falling straight down to the ground.Ā 
It was evident that the air was too much for his centuries-old body, absorbing far too much power than it could ever handle. Balorā€™s body immediately darkened and created a cracked appearance throughout, giving him little to no hope of recovering back to normal.
As you were distracted by everything, Haknyeon grabbed your hand, holding the katana while his other hand rested on your shoulders. You immediately divert your attention towards him as he reassures you with the look he has in his eyes.
ā€œItā€™s our chance, Y/N. Letā€™s end this.ā€Ā 
The second you nodded, you both dived straight towards the enemy and plunged the sword into the seal. The powers of the deities were far too strong for anyone to fight back against, and you both immediately backed off as far as you possibly could before he eventually exploded into ashes.Ā 
With that, Haknyeon finally falls onto his knees as he lets go of the aura and powers he has been exerting throughout the battle, and you hold him in your arms. You both simply took the time to regulate your breathing before resting your forehead against his.
ā€œItā€™s overā€¦itā€™s all over nowā€¦you can restā€¦ Haknyeon,ā€ you sobbed as you ran your fingers through his jet-black hair, still glad it felt the same and just as soft as before.Ā 
At that moment, Doyle approached you both and bowed his head in admission of defeat. Gently, you lifted his chin with one hand and rested the other on his head, channeling some of your remaining healing abilities into him. Instantly, his wounds began to heal, restoring him to his former self.
But that action only left him speechless. ā€œWhy are you helping me, Lake Deity? Iā€™m clearly your enemyā€¦ā€
Instead of you responding to the male, Haknyeon does it for you as he grabs onto his collar to pull him close and whisper into his ears.
ā€œDonā€™t die on me now, lad. Because Iā€™m going to be needing your help from now on.ā€Ā 
The three of you then broke out into chuckles, and you stared at these two males before you before you looked straight up and closed your eyes shut.
ā€œThank you my fellow deities, you may all rest in peace now.ā€
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ā€œOh my gosh! Did that really happened?ā€ One of the boys shouted.
ā€œOf course not! Who says the devils and humans can actually get along! It must all be a fairytale,ā€ another child retorts back at the question with his arms crossed, shutting down any possibility of that ever happening.Ā 
However, the children were simply cut off with a chuckle from the priest as she stood up with her kagura suzu in hand. ā€œNow, I wouldnā€™t be so sure about that, my dear. After all, I am able to see anything that happens in this world and even below with my very own eyes. A priest never lies, doesnā€™t she?ā€
ā€œWell then!ā€ Another boy stands up as he walks closer to the priest. ā€œHow can we know that whatever you told us was true?ā€
Just then, a dove seemingly appeared from the skies, flying straight down to rest on the priestā€™s extended arms. The bird simply exchanged a few chirps as if it were talking to her before she let it go.Ā 
ā€œPerhaps you should head to the people of the waters to ask the Lake Deity herself, then.ā€
As the dove flies high in the skies, it spreads its wings wide and swiftly makes its way to where the tribe stands proud in the presence of their Lake Deity. This time, it seems that all four tribes are also gathered together as the crowd cheers with the few selected individuals on stage.
The moment you came up on stage dressed in a sky-blue kimono, the other four individuals already waiting for your arrival immediately bowed down to welcome your presence. As you cleared your throat to indicate that the crowd could lower their voices, you began your speech immediately.Ā 
ā€œTo the people of the nation that I truly love, I am here today to bestow upon you your new deities! It will take a while for us to truly restore the peace in this nation, but fear not as your new deities will surely be here to guide you along the way.ā€Ā 
As you finished your opening speech, you simply walked in front of each of the selected ones from each tribe, holding your hand out and resting it on their headsā€”transferring the last remnants of your fellow deities' powers into them to create a whole new generation of successors.Ā 
Anala, the one who becomes one with the fire.
Cielo, the one who dances with the wind.
Orpheus, the one who controls space.Ā 
And finally, Evanthe, the one who resonates with earth.
The moment you successfully transmitted all of the powers to everyone, the four individuals stood up as they bowed towards you, and you returned the same favour. ā€œI look forward to working with all of you in this new generation.ā€Ā 
The crowd immediately erupts in cheers as they finally get their deity after decades of pain and suffering. You could tell that everyone was eager to start rebuilding their tribe and make things right again. As you looked at these four new deities, you couldnā€™t help but smile as a single teardrop fell from one of your eyes.Ā 
Mahuiaka, Zephyr, Astrophel, and Ilana. May your legacy continue on with these new young ones.
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Once the ceremony has ended, your very own people from your tribe wasted no time to get the party rolling as a carnival was up and ready for each of the tribes to reconcile and get to know each other better, just like it used to many years ago.Ā 
The elder was in charge of overlooking the entire event as he was busy trying to get all the servants to go around, ensuring nothing was amiss. Thankfully, your tribe were pretty much the outgoing ones, and you have managed to catch your eye on how many of them seemingly grabbed hold of different people from the other tribes to eat to their heart's content or even dragged them up on stage to dance.Ā 
You simply sat on one of the rooftops as you savoured the moment, smiling as if they were your children who were playing and getting along well with everyone, as if you were a proud mom.
Your peace was short-lived as you were interrupted by a thump from your side, and you didnā€™t even have to turn around to look at who it was.Ā 
ā€œYouā€™re late,ā€ you commented.
ā€œNot my fault that Iā€™m now in charge of the underworld. A kingā€™s got matters to deal with, just like you being a full-fledged deity now.ā€Ā 
ā€œSo, what brings you here today? Since you said you were so busy dealing with your matters.ā€
Haknyeon simply scoffs. ā€œWhat? Now I canā€™t even make time to come up and visit my own lover?ā€Ā 
You scooched closer as you intertwined your fingers with him. You hated how your heart always melted upon those sweet, cheesy words he would say about you occasionally. ā€œYou couldā€™ve come watch me at the ceremony, too.ā€
ā€œGod, youā€™re a demanding one.ā€
ā€œAnd what if I am? I just want some love and attention after working so hard on my own,ā€ you sulked before Haknyeon pulled you in for an embrace. ā€œOkay fine, I gotta commend you on that. You truly have changed so much, Y/N. The nation will be saved once again all thanks to you.ā€
ā€œYeah, but not everything,ā€ you sighed as you pushed Haknyeon away briefly. ā€œI didnā€™t manage to help change your fate, after all.ā€
ā€œLook,ā€ Haknyeon pauses mid-sentence as he cups your face. ā€œWeā€™ve talked about this before. Thereā€™s no need for you to apologise for that. We defeated Balor; thatā€™s what matters. Besides, the underworld is looking so much more different under my rule than it was centuries ago.ā€
ā€œWell, I guess both humans and the devils being actual comrades is something that we have changed history about. And you know what, Haknyeon?ā€ You looked at him with this smug look on your face. ā€œI guess you do look so much hotter with jet-black hair. It pairs well with your leather jacket, too.ā€
ā€œWhat? Are you just going to sweet-talk me and embarrass the shit out of me? If thatā€™s the case, Iā€™m leaving-ā€
ā€œNo~ā€ you purred while clutching his arms tightly. ā€œDonā€™t leave me just like that~ā€
ā€œYouā€™re being extremely clingy tonight, and I donā€™t know if I should be afraid of that or not.ā€
You simply smacked his arms to teach him a lesson. ā€œItā€™s your fault that we canā€™t see each other often.Just let me enjoy this tonight, okay?ā€ You rolled your eyes back at the male before leaning down to rest on his shoulders.Ā 
Both of you stayed like this for a while until the fireworks started going off, filling the night sky with vibrant colours. It was also part of the saying where people tend to get sentimental when they see things like that, and that was exactly what Haknyeon decided to say to you as he tilts your chin to face him.
ā€œThank you, Y/N. For trusting in me since the day weā€™ve met and for showing me how being the devil himself isnā€™t all so bad, after all.ā€Ā 
As much as you wanted to retaliate with another teasing comment, you decided not to break the wholesome moment you both had by going a different route instead.Ā 
ā€œRight back at you, Haknyeon. Thank you for giving me a purpose to live again.ā€Ā 
The moment you finished your sentence, Haknyeon pulled you in for a kiss, and you pushed yourself forward to make sure you savored up the taste of his lips once again. It definitely felt different from where you both shared your first one back at Ilanaā€™s tombstone, and you were glad that the kiss has much more of a deeper meaning this time.Ā 
His fingers gently glide through your long, silky dark hair while his other thumb pushes your lips down so that he can gain more entry for the kissā€”both of your tongues intertwine with one another until it becomes a battle of whoā€™s able to hold on for long.Ā 
When you two broke apart from the kiss, you simply rested your forehead against one another and stayed like this for a few secondsā€“enjoying the peace while the fireworks went off in the background.
ā€œPlease tell me youā€™re staying for the night,ā€ you panted.
ā€œOnly if you want to,ā€ Haknyeon responded.Ā 
ā€œAnd then weā€™ll go on a picnic date tomorrow morning?ā€
ā€œThat is if Doyle promises to bake the macarons in time. He says itā€™s some sort of ancient recipe his grandparents had passed down to him and youā€™re the lucky one whoā€™s going to be taste tasting it for the first time in centuries.ā€Ā 
You simply chuckled at that cute comment about Doyle. You loved how he has also become part of both of your lives now that he has been promoted to being Haknyeonā€™s right-hand man.Ā 
ā€œBut what if I get a bad reaction from his macarons?ā€ You teased.
ā€œThen Iā€™m tossing him into the flames, and he can perish for all I care.ā€Ā 
You simply shook your head at your lover whenever he made sarcastic remarks like this whenever Doyle was mentioned. He knew you fancy him, and sometimes it gets a little too overboard (according to Haknyeon himself). Knowing that jealousy doesn't look good on Lucifer, you decided to devise something reassuring to keep him on track.
ā€œIā€™ll also make you your favourite tangerine jello cake tomorrow if that counts.ā€
ā€œDoes Doyle get a piece or not?ā€
ā€œNope, just for you. But heā€™s getting a fresh batch of chocolate chip cookies if thatā€™s okay.ā€
Haknyeon simply smiled at your cute comment, and he was just so happy to be the luckiest man alive and have someone like you by his side. No matter the differences between you two, you are now part of one another, and you will change history by making both humans and devils be part of each otherā€™s daily lives from now on.
Just like that, Haknyeon plants one more kiss on your lips before cuddling you in his arms as you two watch the last batch of fireworks together for the night.
ā€œI look forward to our date tomorrow, then. I love you more than you could ever imagine, Y/N. And I will never let you go any more, and I hope youā€™re prepared for that.ā€
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A/N: yall my laptop crashed so many times while writing this i really hope yall will love this work as much as i do šŸ„¹šŸ’—
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stopaskinf Ā· 7 months ago
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ā€œI think we can last forever.ā€
Things Ateez boys remind me of:
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Summary: This is the part.2 of my series of ā€œthings kpop idols reminds me ofā€
Genre: Fluff, Ateez hyung line
Word count: 1K
CW: Honestly, there are a few suggestive lines in this, but other than that nothing much. (MDNI on my page in general)
A/N: This one is more casual than my BTS reminders. Honestly donā€™t know how I feel about this, but hope yall enjoy.šŸ«”
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Hongjoong:
šŸŖ²Scorpions: It might have to do with the fact that he is canonically a Scorpio, but also the contrasting idea that something so small can be so prickly and deadly when it wants to be.Ā 
šŸŖ²To add to that thought: Hongjoong reminds me of bug lollipops. Specifically ones with scorpions, spiders, and beetles. Combining the sweet, childlike flavors and colors of lollipops with the primal fear and disgust people have of bugs screams Hongjoong to me. Maybe it's the deadliness transparent beneath the sugary outside.
šŸŖ²Smoke, specifically cigarette smoke. Iā€™m not sure if he smokes in real life or not, but he always gives me the vibe that he smells of nicotine and Jean Paul Gaultier cologne. Imagine he takes a break during an interview and he just has a Marlboro between his fingers that he steps out as the staff calls him back to continue his captain duties.Ā 
šŸŖ²Additionally, this is very specific but I feel like he has a tad minty smell to him. Even if he does or doesnā€™t smoke, I feel like heā€™s the type to always have gum on him. Type of guy who needs to be prepared for any situation and to calm his nerves. Ā He also may have an oral fixation
šŸŖ² Chipped nail polish. I feel like heā€™s been seen with chipped nails before. However, I cannot remember. Itā€™s pretty self-explanatory; his love of queer and androgynous figures combined with being an idol on top of his bad sense of self-care leads to chipped nails.Ā 
Seonghwa:Ā 
šŸ‡Lofi beats: The aesthetic of his Lego building lives is this. Additionally, whenever I see him, I feel like heā€™s the type who needs something lowkey in a lot of moments. He needs something almost comforting after he finishes his work.Ā 
šŸ‡ Anime endings: The same reasoning applied to Lofi beats applies to this. A constant need for something more soft and sweet. Almost melancholy and quiet when compared to the bright energy of their openings. Itā€™s something to signal that thereā€™s no need to put in more energy because youā€™ve already completed what you needed to.Ā 
šŸ‡ Polaroids: Another thing that Iā€™m pretty sure has been attached to either him or Ateez. I feel like Seonghwa if given the time, would be good at photography. Polaroid cameras would be his favorite because of their easy portability and the intimacy of it. He can just pull it out any moment and take a beautiful candid shot that he can keep hung up in his room. Something that he took himself and gets to keep.Ā 
šŸ‡ Valentino perfumes- this one is pretty simple. Valentino prides itself on their gender-neutral scents so it makes sense that Seong Hwa gets associated with it. Specifically, the Uomo born in Roma perfume reminds me of him. Genderless, sleek, and subtly powerful.Ā 
šŸ‡ Cute keychains - Seonghwa looks to love cute things. Heā€™s also constantly on the move, so cute keychains seem up his alley. Something small from a lover that he can carry around as a sign of devotion and affection.Ā Something superficially cute but to him holds a silent love story.
Yunho:
šŸŒ¼ High school crushes - The type of guy you see in class once and you instantly get attracted. Heā€™s tall, sweet, friendly. Everything you could want in a high school boyfriend. Heā€™s a little awkward and uncoordinated, but the small things like walking you to and from your classes and sitting with you at lunch? Makes every flaw unnoticeable.Ā 
šŸŒ¼ Headphones - He seems like the type who likes to enclose himself. Specifically, with music. The ability to focus and lose himself within the melodies and lyrics refreshes him. Especially when heā€™s listening to a song that reminds him of his lover.
šŸŒ¼Anime love interest - He feels like a shoujo ML. The guy who is desired by all, but had by only one. The tall, beautiful man who calmly introspects and throws himself into vulnerability. He is the type of guy who looks at you and says, ā€œI like you way more than you thinkā€¦ā€ He has the type of love that feels pure, almost everlasting.Ā 
šŸŒ¼ That one ML manhwa sweater - Yā€™all know exactly what sweater Iā€™m talking about. This connects to the anime love interest in that he feels too good to be true. The guy who youā€™ve always dreamed about, but thought was unrealistic. Additionally, whenever I see comfy sweaters, it always reminds me of him. He needs to wear something comfortable to keep himself cozy and soft. Oh, and to make sure you have something to borrow from him.Ā 
šŸŒ¼Old white sneakers - Yunho feels nostalgic. The type of person who gladly accepts change and challenges because he sees them as a sign of love. To be loved is to be changed. Heā€™ll wear his scars and rough edges with pride, for you shaped him.
Yeosang:
šŸ„Green - This is mostly due to his crazy form hair and that one SCRUMPTIOUS bouncy shirt. However, itā€™s also because he reminds me of nature. He has an almost fairy/nymph-like quality. The beautiful face lures you deeper and deeper into the woods, only to trap you within its beautiful prison. Youā€™re both moths to each otherā€™s flame.Ā 
šŸ„London blue - This color feels elegant, almost regal. It gives the feeling of something encased within time but also out of it. Something that feels freighting and mysterious when it encompasses a house, though that quality makes it even more alluring.Ā 
šŸ„ Music boxes - Yeosang reminds me of very material but immaterial things. A small dancer frozen in time that only shows their beauty when called upon. Something delicate but sturdy. Beautiful, but skittish.Ā 
šŸ„ Precious little moments - Another thing that is immaterial and a little silly. Something about those little porcelain figures with their big eyes and warm but stagnant smiles. Itā€™s familiar, friendly, but immovable.Ā 
šŸ„Faded scraps/scabs - This is different when compared to the rest. Theyā€™re little blemishes that tell long-ago stories. You fell on concrete when you were a child, you accidentally cut yourself with a knife, or you fell out of a tree. Moments that brought so much pain that itā€™s engraved onto you. Something that seemed so harrowing, but now you hardly notice. Unless someone else points it out, of course.
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Oh my god you're gonna regret giving me permission to share more fuckboy!Eddie thoughts šŸ˜« That man is gonna be the death of my coochie!
But anyways here you go! I hope this inspires you to write more about him because MISS MAAM U R SO INSANELY TALENTED LIKE??? HOW R U EVEN REAL OMG THIS APP SO BLESSED TO HAVE YOU IN IT
ā€¢ when you compliment fuckboy!Eddie he's a fucking GONER. It could be something as simple as "oh that shirt looks good on you" and his cheeks will just FLARE UP but of course he has to maintain that grouchy image so he'll be like "shut up >:(" but his flushed face and soft bambi eyes will beg for you to compliment him more <3
ā€¢ one time when he's jerking off, he's trying so hard to really focus on the dirty magazines or the actual porn in front of him but he just won't GET THERE. Like he'll try different positions and even consider calling up one of his girls that he can get a quickie with BUT THEN he thinks of you and he comes HARD AND FAST LOL <3
ā€¢ he's so fucking smooth with all the other people, like he can easily flirt and throw somebody a wink but when it comes to you he's a helpless stuttering mess!!! Which frustrates him to no end because he's like "what the fuck is going on with me" but then again he's also an idiot who won't admit that he's catching feelings <3
ā€¢ he starts to associate things with you even without him trying or noticing. Like let's say he's out having lunch with his friends and somebody orders the same thing that you'd usually order, he'll be like "oh I know someone who also always goes for that" or when he hears your favorite song or favorite artist on the radio he'll smile and chuckle and HE'LL EVEN TURN IT UP EVEN IF HE HATES THE SOUND OF IT BECAUSE IT REMINDS HIM OF YOU <3
ā€¢ i guess his last straw is when your ex comes back and somehow tries to win you back. JEALOUS FUCKBOY!EDDIE HERE WE GO <3 i think that's when he'll realize it's time to actually take shit seriously or else he'll lose you forever.
ANYWAY THAT IS ALL šŸ«” IM GLAD TO HAVE BEEN OF SERVICE
OH MY GOD!!!! GORL PUH LEASE!!!!!!!
listenā€” i have always hc that fuckboy eddie is in hella denial about his feelings. i may, at some point, write a little blurb about his backstory and how he met reader.
(also, you are too sweet to me. šŸ„ŗšŸ‘‰šŸ»šŸ‘ˆšŸ» ily) BUT!!
i love the idea that he canā€™t cum while reading his dirty mags or watching porn. i think at some point, he also starts to do this while with other girls.
he starts comparing them to you. they donā€™t touch him the same way, kiss him the same way, suck his cock the way you do, moan the way you do, pull on his hair the same way, or whisper the nastiest filth while heā€™s balls deep inside of them.
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duplicitywrites Ā· 2 months ago
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Kind of insane howā€¦long Iā€™ve been lingering around tom riddle fanfiction. Itā€™s worrying. Itā€™s amazing. My dad gave me his old iPhone in sixth grade and it basically ruined my life /lh. I remember sitting in some store in the mall, waiting for my parents to pick out a watch or shirt or whatever, while I read tom riddle x oc fanfiction on fanfiction.net. I remember evenings where all I did was read tom riddle/hermione granger ( whichā€¦yeah ). I remember slacking off studying for my sixth grade mid terms by reading Tom Riddle x OC fics on quotev. Mind you, I was also reading Draco x hermione/OC and the odd Fremione or George x oc fics as well, but tom riddle dominated my fanfiction consumption. I think the only period of time where I just- stopped reading anything tom-related was a couple of months in seventh grade where I by accident started reading drarry and became very quickly obsessed with it ( and as my internet history will show, I may still have an on and off obsession with drarry lmao ). I abandoned pretty much every single ship I used to read pre-drarry and became a full-time mlm fanfic consumer. Then I finally decided to brave ao3 and there was even MORE drarry to read, and it was miles better than anything Iā€™d read yet. I really donā€™t remember how I started reading tomarry. I think it was because I was slacking off studying for my eighth grade mid terms lmao and I saw the tag and thought ā€˜why not?ā€™ And here I am. More years of my life, gone to you Tom. You never could be satisfied by an obsession with a half life. You want it all. I want it all.
canā€™t wait to be reading taco fics in hospice care
thank you anon for your life story, i salute every step of your journey whole heartedly šŸ«”
as a kid we didn't have wifi at home for the longest time because my dad refused to get it, so when i was at school i saved dozens of chapters on my phone so later when i was in bed supposed to be sleeping i could read fanfic instead LOL
another funny thing is while i had slash ships in other fandoms, i never had a slash ship in hp until tomarry! i've always liked harry-centric fics, but i suppose i never found the perfect match for him until tom | vee šŸ„°
also that last sentence took me out LMAO you and me in hospice care together buddy šŸ¤šŸ¼ taco forever
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real-mr-grizz Ā· 2 months ago
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I finally saved up for the iridescent slopsuit after months of grinding, boss. May Grizzco last forever into the future, as we power the cities!
Great job solider šŸ«”
Now get back to work, salmonids ain't gonna harvest themselves
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rosella-writes Ā· 1 year ago
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after LOTS of procrastination, I finally finished Dragon Age: Inquisition and Trespasser. I FEEL EMPTY. what do I even do now? SOLAS WHY WOULD YOU DO THIS TO ME?! I would join him, I don't care if we destroy the world, I'll help him. hell, I would do it FOR HIM! And he won't let me?! I am madā€¦. also madly in loveā€¦ UGH, I now truly understand the solavellan hell TT_TT. Don't get me wrong I think it's great and it breaks my heart in the best way. ALSO, I can't imagine having to wait for da:d since Trespasser was released šŸ«”. I'll have to wait about a year and even that is too long. šŸ’œ
Welcome welcome >:D that's a common feeling after Trespasser for sure, and then you'll move through the remaining stages of grief and settle someplace before acceptance I think.
I do like that Lavellan, even Lavellan who had low approval, is able to offer to help him. And I love (LOVE) that he turns them down. He's made Lavellan complicit this far and he doesn't want to drag them through more mud and blood and pain but most importantly? He doesn't want them to change. Not like he has.
There's something to be said (and others have said it better than I) for the mirroring between Anders and Solas especially in their respective endings. Both needed the protag to help them enact change, but only one was able to endorse their actions afterwards and run away with them. Solas is too old, and too proud, and too independent. He's told us from the beginning ā€” it's been so long since I could trust someone, and even then he only promised to work on it. He's shown us all along, in explicit banters that say so, that he does not need anyone. How miserable for a man most afraid of dying alone.
Anyway, once again, welcome! Your feelings may change between now and da4 and that's more than fine ā€” my own have since I first played in 2020! I hope you enjoy the rich meta and fic and art and thought-pieces that have been produced in the last 10-ish years, and that it tides you over until we get fresh meat. I know I'll probably still be here in my little corner, spinning my little ideas and fantasies until they're shattered forever by new canon.
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deanmarywinchester Ā· 9 months ago
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so.. any tips on brands that will sell you menswear in womenā€™s sizes? itā€™s hard out here for a dyke pls share your wisdom
my wisdom is limited ā€” my main problem with menā€™s sizes is finding tops/jackets with small enough shoulders and shoes that are small enough to fit me. this is obviously a different problem than people have if they have larger chests or need plus sized clothes so I have less info on that. but stuff thatā€™s worked for me:
my best menā€™s dress shoes and boots are Clarkā€™s (they make menswear styles in the womenā€™s section) and Thursday boots (they run their menā€™s styles relatively small and have a womenā€™s section that iirc also makes relatively androgynous styles). these are not cheap but I treat the leather a couple times a year and they still look great with years of intensive wear. the most compliments I get on anything I wear are for Clarkā€™s desert boots, which is hilarious because theyā€™re such basic nice ish menswear that theyā€™re the icon for r/malefashionadvice. my last pair lasted me six years of wearing them almost literally every day nine months of the year.
uniqlo tends to run their menā€™s tops and jackets down into xxs sizes which fit my shoulders
leviā€™s have a wide enough variety of sized pants that I found a size that fits wider hips and shorter legs (and they last forever)
suits are pretty difficult. my one nice one is a j crew womenā€™s suit that looks essentially like a menā€™s suit just with the button on the wrong side. also not cheap but significantly discounted several times a year and you only need one for special occasions unless you have a Suits Job. i bit the bullet and bought one two years ago and now I look hot at weddings.
in general, niche high end brands will sometimes offer deep discounts on unsold stock which is usually their smallest sizes. I usually donā€™t have the patience to keep checking this but if you check r/malefashionadvice and see stuff that looks cool and expensive, keep in mind that what fits you best you may actually be able to afford. not always because people on reddit are snobs with crazy amounts of money to spend on clothes. but Ive found stuff for 90% off before
I also just have good thrifting privilege living in nyc šŸ«” but vintage womenā€™s pants with pleats fit my menswear aesthetic and my best ones are vintage j crew and vintage ll bean if you want to try to punch that into depop or something
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bananasomg Ā· 18 days ago
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fic writer interview
tagged by @randomwordsonpaper šŸ«¶šŸ¼ tysm! :)
How many works do you have on AO3?
11 works on AO3 currently.
What's your total AO3 word count?
51,277. my fics are short and sweet (FOR NOW... šŸ˜‰)
What are your top 5 fics by kudos?
tell her it's over
not very subtle
the boy is mine
bedroom angel
this can't last forever
these one-shots are all from my series Scenes from 2024, which follows the current F1 season. i've really enjoyed taking inspo from the current race happenings and giving some IRL interactions a lestappenā„¢ļø spin. šŸ˜ thank you everyone for the love you've showed.
Do you respond to comments? Why or why not?
absolutely always respond! i'm honored when fellow writers and readers in the fandom leave a comment, and i really appreciate everyone who's taken the time to share their feelings about lestappen. šŸ’•
What's the fic you've written with the angstiest ending?
currently no fics i've published have an angsty ending; however, the most angsty fic in general is a brief respite, in which Charles is struggling in Japan.
What's the fic you've written with the happiest ending?
all my fics have fairly happy endings, but maybe after hours, which is a cute, fluffy slice of life after Imola in which Charles surprises Max by taking him on a mini vacation and Max realizes Charles may be the one for him. šŸ˜Š
Do you write crossovers?
no, i do not, but i applaud any authors that do! it takes so much time and energy to balance multiple fandoms and niche elements of each, so it's amazing to see work being created through crossovers!
Have you ever received hate on a fic?
nah. my advice? if you dislike a work, just DNF and move on. no need to spread unprompted hate in strangers' inboxes. šŸ’œ
Do you write smut? If so, what kind?
i... uh. šŸ™ˆ why yes. yes, i do. my ao3 is all M/M, but i have written M/F for some other fandoms. it's fairly vanilla and not very kinky... FOR NOW. šŸ˜ *cough Luminous Fall*
Have you ever had a fic stolen?
i don't think so, and for anyone that HAS stolen someone else's work and claimed it as your own, disrespectfully fuck you. leave other peoples' intellectual property alone TY.
Have you ever had a fic translated?
no, but when i first started scenes, someone did ask if they could translate it!
Have you ever co-written a fic before?
welllllllllllLLLLLLLLLLLL actually i'm working on a co-authored fic rn with @mvlionheart. Pornstar!Max AU. šŸ”„ it's a slower WIP, but it's our baby, and we wanna take our time to make it right. i'm very VERY excited about it. posting schedule TBD. āœØ
What's your all-time favourite ship?
LOL. dramione. plz don't analyze me. šŸ¤
What's a WIP that you want to finish but don't think you ever will?
the main one i'm thinking of right now is a dark!AU ft. lestappen which entails a seedy contractual obligation which gives certain FIA-approved individuals free-use of drivers who finish P20. i'm fucked up, ok? šŸ«” so yeah. that may not see the light of day, but... never say never.
What are your writing strengths?
i guess... dialogue and characterization...? maybe?
What are your writing weaknesses?
external conflict and conflict-resolution for sure. i feel like i'm good at the feeling part of things, the internal turmoil, but making things happen TO and AROUND characters that affect the story is one thing i've always been consistently called out to do more of.
What are your thoughts on writing dialogue in other languages in a fic?
if you like it, do it. and HOT TAKE šŸ”„: it's ok if i don't know what they're saying. i get there maybe be issues with grammar, tense, word choice, etc. that's not why i read fic. because the point isn't that i need to know the exact translation. the point is that i need to believe that character when they switch to their native tongue. i need to feel that they're so fucked out, in love, overwhelmed, embarrassed, scared, excited, sad, WHAT HAVE YOU... that the only thing they can possibly say is something in their own language. so yeah i said what i said. šŸŽ¤
What was the first fandom you wrote for?
tokio hotel. iykyk.
What's a fandom/ship you haven't written for yet but want to?
maybe heartstopper. :) but i don't usually write underage characters.
What's your favourite fic you've written?
possibly this bottom!max fic: it's alright, babe. so much lestappen features top!max, and i wanted to give bottom!max some love. šŸ’•
no pressure tags šŸ·ļø: @fabbyf1 @chock-and-bates @saviour-of-lord
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gu6chan Ā· 1 month ago
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tell us about barnabas šŸ‘€
YIPPPEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!
Okay so first right off the bat i owe you an apology, you were so kind to reach out and this ask is like a month old and i actually finished it 2 weeks ago but thought "Barnabas' birthday is on the 27th, isn't it?" so i actually scheduled it for there šŸ˜­ im so sorry if it felt like i forgot about you!!!! i never forget about my asks, i swear skgdhbjhfd especially not as kind as this!!! i just take an extremely long time answering them, i promise aaaaa....
OKAY, SO (I may want to warn ahead of time for warnings of murder, CSA and general violence/mistreatment of kids)
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There's a WHOLE bunch that i could go into in how his story DEVELOPS but i'll try my best just to give a basic rundown otherwise this could last forever!! There's going to be a few details left unsaid for the sake of brevity and simplicity since it's a lot but! I will do my best to explain this coherently šŸ«” THANK YOUUUUU SO MUCH FOR ASKING ABOUT HIM IVE BEEN WORKING ON THE DOODLE HERE FOR THE PAST COUPLE DAYS SO I COULD DO THIS ASK JUSTICE LMAO
So!!! Generally speaking, Barnabas (His full name being Barnabas Johannes Mandalay) is a very important character in the little story I have!! It's divided up into four main parts which make up the primary story, with a couple side stories here and there :3<
Barnabas isn't really seen in most of the story till about the last moment, but he's certainly there!! He also gets to be a "protagonist" of his own story, Garden of Genesis, which is sort of like a de-facto "prequel" to the four main bits? That said, that will probably be the section of his story I cover here as it's.... literally HIS story lol Honestly, whether I'll ever do anything with this story at all or just keep it in my head I'm not even sure, so I'm thrilled whenever I get to yap about it!!!
But to explain who Barnabas actually is, he was born on October 27th, 1697, the son of the duke Johannes Mandalay and his wife, Rosemary, and the twin of a stillbirth, Edmund. Barnabas was deemed unlikely to survive due to an extremely weak heart that made even the act of walking difficult, and given the high infant mortality rate of the time, he was sadly cast aside with expectations he would die. His parents didn't want him dying miserably, so they placed him in the nursery they had prepared for them with plans to pick him up by next morning.
However, two servants, Empathy (11) and Henry (10), would eventually be led to the nursery holding the young baby Barnabas that night by a certain crow, which I'll talk about later. (Technically it was Empathy who was led to it and Henry who later stumbled across them both after hearing a ruckus and deciding to investigate, but...) The two decide to try their best and take care of Barnabas in secret, a task that they end up being pretty good at for two pre-teens! lmao
So time flies, and Barnabas is introduced back to his family! Of course, he's alive, but still very weak, not being able to leave past the premises of the manor and also needing to be pushed around in a wheelchair to get anywhere at all. His mother loves him and pays him attention enough, though,,, she's also kinda not getting her hopes up for him to STAY but his father is the exact opposite, even if he IS kinda skeptical that Barnabas is going to live, he still showers him with attention and praise and essentially spoils the poor boy rotten to the point everyone was kinda "???? what are you doing" šŸ˜­
Most IMPORTANTLY though, Barnabas' father was his main foray into religion, which Barnabas was absolutely TAKEN with. One of Barnabas' most cherished items is the small red bible his father left him, which he continued to carry around to the end of his life like a pacifier lmao
So skip ahead 2 years, his father DOES passes away in a freak accident and his mother is left to take the title due to Barnabas' VERY young age at that point, additionally not really able to find it in her to come back to her "Maternal" senses in her nihilism that came with the realisation of how fragile things really were. Barnabas is then raised by his servants (Now grown ofc), who he's come to regard as parents in their own right, though he sorely misses his mother, and considers his engagement to his cousin Maria a type of "gift" or sign from her. Barnabas falls into obsession with religion, setting on a dream to start a family on earth and become an angel when he dies so he can answer the prayers of people all over the world <3 he's a little baby lol
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Here's a little thing I doodled for this ask (The colouring is a bit off, my apologies!!), Henry and Empathy at 24 and 25, respectively. Barnabas would be around 12, where most his story takes place! And I feel so bad for doing it but seeing how much I've yapped just getting his character established i might have to REALLY summarize... (This kid is REALLY important so there are just so many threads and characters to introduce to make the story make sense and aaaaaaa!!!) So in the most basic terms, his story goes like this: Barnabas, entirely dependent on religion as means to fill up his lack of any real parental figure in his life (Henry and Empathy are LESS than suitable parents and I dunno if I'll get to that in this post, but hopefully!!), is caught in the middle of a series of sadistic murders of servants in his own estate while trying - and failing - to move on by relying on unfortunately cold and/or misled people, such as his fiancƩe, "friends", and caretakers. this is really long so lemme just....
So the first character who he really meets on his story is Edwin: fast forward to when Barnabas is 12, while visiting the forest on his birthday he comes across a trapped crow. He frees the crow, only to find a boy greeting him later that night who came to thank him. Barnabas is very enamoured with this boy (unknowingly), initially only psychically at first, but coming to grow a,,,, romantic? emotional??? attraction later on (I'll opt for the best description being unhealthy emotional dependence, i think lol)? Edwin has a VERY important role with Barnabas but also another character! Mentioned rn Maria: Barnabas' cousin/fiancƩe, NOT a friendly person!!!! NOT a friendly person, she's the main,,, antagonist? of the work? So long story short she had a more or less normal upbringing for the times, though just had completely detached herself from typical human morality as a result. She ends up making a sort of faustian pact with Edwin after stumbling across him (All according to keikaku on his end) and in line with seeing humans more as objects and ofc as previously mentioned, having detached herself from any emotional permanence, expresses interest in watching them die and seeing the fallout from it. She has Edwin do the dirty work to avoid getting any suspicion or dirt on her hands, and initially plans to kill Barnabas as a "final end" before allowing Edwin to take her soul, though through the story ends up... Not falling in love, persay, but growing a sort of emotional permanence to him that results her forcing him into a suicide pact of sorts towards the end of the story. She only ever kills 2 people.... technically?
Finally there's Samuel, who I forget exists half the time and is the NEWEST addition to the story, as the initial draft I wrote back in like 2011/2012 was in DESPERATE need for a B Plot i kid you not the original story was so fucking bad.... šŸ˜­ So I still don't have him PERFECTLY established and honestly he's a bit of a woob so I PERSONALLY don't care about him as much, but long story short he's hired as a servant in the MIDST of the murders (to everyone's surprise!!) after being plucked off the streets by Henry. He's slowly rotting away from like several STDs which,,, people aren't GREATLY aware of himself included (As was the bit of the times) but is kinda no one's favourite kid, there's rumours flying around that he's whoring himself out for his position and Empathy doesn't care for him because of how just his existence "threatens" the image of a family she had made for herself (More on that in a bit!!). And its like the kid didn't even do anything tf......... However, Barnabas, free from all the anti-Samuel slander and the such, sees this weird sickly kid staggering around and takes to him very quickly!!! This kind of sparks a certain infatuation on Samuel's end, who begins to fall in love with Barnabas off the simple fact he was one of the first people to him with human eyes. Samuel takes it upon himself to "Protect" Barnabas' purity, which comes to a point when he starts growing suspicious of Maria's role in all the murders. Unfortunately the feeling of "I need to get RID of this tramp" is returned as she figures Samuel is a prime target to frame for the murders should things ever go south. She crafts this brilliant scheme after Henry's sudden death, one death she did not have calculated, and linking it back to Samuel herself. Unfortunately, this ends in complete failure on both ends after Samuel attempts doing away with her in a blind fit of rage after Barnabas grows deathly ill and he overhears Maria confess to Barnabas her role behind the murders and form their aforementioned suicide pact. Maria manages to wrestle the knife out of his hands and stabs him multiple times, leaving him to bleed out before she seeks to inform Empathy of his suicide. Interestingly enough, Empathy does dare to state her suspicion on it, however! Maria, more than aware of Empathy's feelings towards Samuel, is just like "Well it doesn't matter bc its easier for you now isnt it lol" and so the whole thing gets passed off as a suicide. Barnabas does NOT take the news well, however, and even despite Edwin's VERY panicked efforts to keep him alive, he ends up passing away from his sudden onset "illness" later on (Illness was really a pretense, what actually happened was Empathy deciding to let him by smothering him in his sleep because at that point, his declining psychical and mental state as a result of Samuel's death was enough to "ruin" her familial perception of her, Barnabas, and Henry to the point she couldn't bear it. She justifies it to herself by simply claiming it to be a necessary mercy kill, unable to fully face up to what she did or the thought it was based in.)
The general truth behind Empathy and Henry is that Empathy was raised by the church, and through the circumstances of her birth that led her to being raised by the church, she was forbidden from having a family or any children of her own. This led to her drive to become a nanny to begin with, eventually meeting Henry through their stumbling across Barnabas together and over time, either as a result of developing a sort of crush on him or developing a crush on him because of the "Father" mold she began to ascribe to him, crafting a sort of "mold" for her hypothetical perfect family and reacting,,, poorly? to anything that didn't fit within it. She ignored how Henry grew up to become a predator and his rampant sexual abuse of several younger members of the staff, and outright despised Samuel while not outright showing it despite her "Motherly" role to the rest of the Mandalay household. This is entirely because Samuel wasn't as quiet and couldn't "Hide" the effects of his abuse as clearly as the others, thus "interfering" in the perfect family image she had constructed for Henry, Barnabas and herself.
Of course, there's a few smaller bits I left out for the sake of brevity (as you can see i am a master of it) and the fact SOME bits of the story might be better fitted for another post (There's one important bit about Barnabas and Edwin's relationship because funny enough, it fits the story of two other characters better, being Zinnia and Alaundra!) , but!!! this is in reality like 0.001% of barnabas' story, after his death he ends up having his wish granted, somewhat, and becomes not just an angel, but a part of God himself. Barnabas' ensuing regret over this and the true purpose of his existence and becoming one with God is where things really kick off. Still though, despite starting off as one of my crappiest, In the Garden of Genesis and its characters have been developed into a story that has a really special place to me, I think! I don't talk about my OC's often since,,, I don't know how to explain it, for as often as I DO think about them, it never crosses my mind to talk about them? That said! Characters like Maria I roll around in my head constantly, and Edwin and Barnabas are just too cute lol <3 I really do apologise for how long it took me to get this out, but this being the first ask about any of my OC's, I REALLY wanted to do this justice!! It's a bit messy and I hope it's not too painful or awful to read, but this ask made my whole day when I got it.... and all the months it took me to answer it since then QwQ Thank you so much!!!!!!!
P.S: Because I couldn't find a place to put it, Edwin's name is actually Edward! "Edwin" is just a nickname Barnabas gave him after learning his name from Maria and it stuck (Much to his distaste).
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drivestraight Ā· 1 month ago
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This is my fav fic everrrā¤ļøā¤ļøā¤ļø I felt the same about all to play for. Then winning mentality. And now holy shit this was justšŸ«”šŸ«”šŸ¤ÆšŸ¤ÆšŸ¤Æ and I understand now what you meant when you said this is more like winning mentality than all to play for.
First off. I just want to say. I adore Red Bull Racing in this fic. This is the team I fell in love with and am missing it so much šŸ„²šŸ„²
And Max was just a menace and sweetheart in this ficšŸ¦šŸ„¹šŸ„¹ When I got to Zandvoort 2025 I couldn't stop grinningšŸ˜šŸ˜ His last home race and he did thatšŸ„¹šŸ„¹ maxoscar were too adorable
May I just say. I adore Max, and was intrigued by Oscar (now I'm obsessed) and was really looking forward to your maxoscar however brief it was going to be. But man. You knocked it out the park.
And your landoscar, while I don't usually go there... This was brilliant actually. That feeling when you think that this person is exactly what you wanted but then you have a fallout or whatever and look at it from a distance and realise that you never really knew each other but just saw what you wanted hit deep.
And also. Qatar 2026. When Oscar let it all out and showed everyone how much he actually cares >>>>>> Red bull's reaction when he apologised was literally "??? Why tf is he apologising"šŸ˜‚šŸ˜‚ I now want Oscar to be RBR's next WDC after Max retiresšŸ™
And Lando really is going through it huhšŸ˜µ the hint of Daniel was also really nice.
I want to say so much more but I feel like it's too longšŸ˜…
This fic was amazing not only for its characters but also the storyline. It was hit after hit and I enjoyed it very muchā¤ļøā¤ļø
Thank you soooooo much for this masterpiece ā¤ļøā¤ļøā¤ļø I apologise if Im not coherent or come off as rude in some places šŸ™šŸ™
sorry for answering this so late !!
thank you so much ā¤ļøā¤ļøā¤ļø and yeah like. when i first got the idea of a red bull oscar x retired max fic, like last october, obviously winning mentality was more recent, and i saw it as its spiritual successor. and while the original maxcar fic was like. in my docs in theory for like, 10 months, i completely revamped it at the start of this september, and it became eat them alive !
obviously on the surface ETA is very similar to all to play for, but i think that the themes/heart/structure of the fic is much more similar to winning mentality - almost like a fully fleshed out version, just with different people and a different season - but still max there as that stable constant haha.
and yeah... red bull i love you... red bull i miss you... please get your shit together... this fic really was just like 57k of copium...
max <3 my guyyyyyy. no like. sorry. but what he did in zandvoort was so funny like. bro just completely fucked up. send absolute shockwaves through the paddock and ruined landoscar's relationship forever. #oops. the way he was like. omg teehee oopsies and then he realized that lando didn't know...
and yes !! maxcar !! thank you so much - i was kind of hesitant/scared about writing their dynamic for the first time in depth, but i'm glad it worked out, and that people ended up liking it so much :)
and yeah... the landoscar of it all. wanting someone and loving someone so much and even caring for them so much but you're just so fundamentally incompatible. you never really knew them, and you never really. oscar saw what he wanted to see and so did lando..
qatar !! the entire fic, in all honestly, was building up to qatar. the breaking point, the blow up. the whole throughline of oscar struggling to let his emotions be seen - and it isn't until he's pushed to the very brink, that he finally lets it all out.
and yeah red bull in qatar/abu dhabi. it's like. of course oscar raging wasn't a good thing but. the guy was literally so. Placid and the opposite of fired up (on the outside) to them that - it was honestly just so nice to see him crack. to see just how much he wanted it, and learn how much he's wanted it all along.
"I now want Oscar to be RBR's next WDC after Max retires" i think there's some people in the paddock IRL who want that too...
and yeah ! daniel being a small catalyst i think was a fun touch :)
and don't worry! this wasn't long at all and you weren't rude at all !! thank you again so much for the sweet message, and i'm happy you enjoyed all the characterizations and the plot :)) ty again for reading!!
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doki-doki-imagines Ā· 11 months ago
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Hiii so sorry to bother you again.. Can you make part 2 of the winged reader one?.. Like how the reader will forgive hanzo and kuai after reader wings is broken (never get heal forever) and things they do to have the reader forgiveness?.. If you do! I really appreciate all the things you do! I hope you have a nice day! Sorry to intrub you.. (My grammar is kinda bad I'm sorry šŸ˜…)
author note: anons you are all really nice and shouldn't worryšŸ«”. Also don't worry about your grammar (that is fine now that I notice it) for sure I won't mind if you spell something wrongšŸ’«.
Kuai Liang: -You have forgiven him long ago, his eyes full of sorrow every time he looks at your broken wing. -He doesn't trust your words, always brushing them off, so you decide to go big, showing him not only forgiveness but also gratitude for how he has been treating you. -It's during a lantern festival that you decide to bring him to the side, away from his men's eyes, to give him a package. -"It's your favourite tea, I personally picked the herbs to make it." Liang can't mutter out a word. In his face, it's clear the whirlwind of emotions. "You may have cut my wings, but you gave everything back to me. A place to live, a support, a family. This is a gift to thank you for everything you've done for me." -And it comes natural to hug him, warm arms against his cold body, soon his hands caress your back. -"Thank you." Liang says, deep brown eyes looking straight into yours, relief finally on his face.
Hanzo Hasashi:
-Your wings are burnt, skin irreversibly damaged, not a single feather on them. -Every time Hanzo's eyes lay on your figure, he gets angry, a fire that he knows too well. -It doesn't matter how many times you tell Hanzo he treats you like royalty, that you feel better than home; he just won't listen. -It's during his birthday that you finally make a move to put an end to his misery. -"Do you like it?" Your smile is as bright as the sun, reminding him of Harumi's one. Hanzo nods, looking at the mask in front of him. "I know yours got damaged in the last battle and that you cared about it. So, ta daan! I made one with my own hands! And look-" -Your damaged wings spread andā€¦are those feathers? -They aren't real ones, but they are made of the same material of Hanzo's mask. -"Aren't these cute? And now we also match! I'm a real Shirai Ryu." You say winking at him. -Hanzo is stuck for a few second, before a breath of relief exits his nose, a shy smile on his face. -"You really are one of us." "Thank you for welcoming in your family Hanzo. Thank you for giving me a second chance of life."
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