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There’s a world where I don’t experience this loss, I don’t experience the isolation and fear. There’s a world where I don’t get to find that connection again- where I stay alone and live with it all. but without that world I never would have felt seen, even if just for a little bit. I wouldn’t not have traveled and found that part of myself I truly enjoyed, the awe and exploration of new possibilities. New things to be passionate about. New crafts to admire.
New air to breathe.
If not in this world where my ring breaks- how would I continue to move forward. I can’t hold onto everything I’ve broken - I alone don’t have the skills to mend everything, I can only continue to treasure what I’ve had. Take every experience and appreciate how much it took to reach this point.
The new experiences and memories that wait to be discovered. I thank this world for showing me what it has- I’ll be so mindful to stop and cherish it all more.
#wah#text posting from an in & out#I’m quite overcome with it all#my glass ring broke today#definitely some sort of meaning in that#my most cherished item from Japan that carried meaning I don’t really want to write out#I wasn’t as upset as I thought I would be#I’m thankful for that ring#I’m boiling over because I watched the latest Gihibli movie too#boy and the heron#I thought it was good#may have slotted into#my top 5#beautiful artwork#look forward to the art books#love birds so much#anyways#until next time
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Subject 2 goodnotes portrait :)
Here are some details I’m proud of!
#genshin impact#rubedo#subject two#dorian…?#was going for slotted dragon eyed but may have unintentionally made them khaenriah eyes
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My pokemon ko-fi doodles are open once again! ✨
Price has been updated to $15 since I really do spend a bit of time on each request even tho I call them "doodles" (it's a bit misleading I knooow but I don't feel like changing what they're called now >_<). I'll keep the slots open until I reach my ko-fi goal for the month!
Requests can be made here! → https://ko-fi.com/gotchibam/commissions
You can view the queue / backlog of requests here: → https://trello.com/b/ty1kyZec/gotchibam-pokemon-ko-fi-doodles
Thank you so much!!! 💕
#kofi#ko-fi#kofi doodles#pokemon#hello hello#opened slots again since i've already skipped the last 2 weeks for accepting requests#and my budget's running low so ;_;#I actually still have a couple left of reqs to do from last month + doodle rewards from the patreon art raffle#sooo turn around time may be longer!#also you can view my backlog now so you don't have to worry if I missed your request :)
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Listen, I am an extremely sex positive person and there is little I like more than a good old fashioned "idiots fuck around and fall in love" smut fic, but I feel like there just isn't enough exploration of Astarion falling in love through feeding on Tav. Like, seriously, the man has been subsisting on rats and insects for two hundred years, and the first person he ever feeds on just...lets him do it? Willingly? I mean it's not exactly a surprise that Tav has to practically throw him off to get him to stop - it's not just that their blood is the best meal he's ever had, but he's never bitten anything with the intent to let it live before.
And then it has to go off the rails so fast for him if Tav lets him do it again. This man who has had everything stripped from him for so long now having this person who's willing to actually give him part of themselves to keep him fed and happy. Like, he outright tells you this is a gift you're giving him, one he surely did not expect to ever receive again, but now he's watching them stagger off to the healers in the morning for a lesser restoration before they even bother to stop at the fire for a cup of coffee, and all he can do is marvel at the sheer novelty of the situation, because to examine it closer, to really think about someone being selfless enough to give him what he needs for no other reason than that he needs it might send him into a spiral of paranoia.
And then for that to become habit. Coming to their bedroll as quietly as he can, learning to gentle his bite to something less feral, something more easily controlled. It's slower this way, careful and measured to make sure they don't wake, and he's sinking a little more into that embrace every night.
#i am having a hell of a time putting thoughts into words tonight#so I may have to finish this thought later#but gah!#it's about the INTIMACY#it's about giving him a physical expression of closeness that is new and unexplored and untainted by his trauma!#it's frankly about neck biting and love as consumption but still!#bg3#astarion#astarion ancunin#just juicebox things#anyway get the cleric hireling for free lesser restoration so you don't use your party's spell slots to top up your tav in the morning#astarion needs his sippies
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okay i typed this in a reply but i need to say this more detailed here too, the way totk dealt with horses (and stables) is bad and worse than botw imo (yes i can rant about that too, these weird choices are in every little spot in totk, its almost impressive)
in a game that lets you build cars and stupid flying maschines, towers that shoot you into the stratosphere AND teleporting points all over the place, the chance is already low that you use a horse- though i would be one of them bc i love horses and hate building and didnt find it fun at all-
(also i almost never used any parts i had with me bc you cant put them back and your dumb vehicles despawn as soon as you dont look at them- also a negative thing about that system that reinforces the feeling of actually using it being more punishing than rewarding with the added bonus of the good ol saving your health potions forever problem)
-and something i DID like was that you can have more horses and the ... one.. new color (the lil spots but only AFTER you do that one quest in the spy post)
the stable points seemed like a neat idea, but like so many things, are utterly cheatable, imo the system should have only given you a point when you visit a new stable, so you actually have to go around and visit them all
(also .. add new stables, like mini ones or sth that dont offer beds- you dont need that anyway- so you have more places in which you can get them ... why did they remove some of them anyway, shouldn there be MORE now that the land is supposedly healing/being repaired? especially the one next to the big canyon, its so empty there it would have the perfect place for sth like a new settlement or a big boss arena but no its more empty than it was before, why?? and then putting yet another repeating annoying quest there in that weirld empty place?? i just dont get it)
letting you farm points by sleeping at a stable or bringing in a horse gives you LESS incentive to actually go around the world bc you can just farm it there
(and if that was done so youd 'discover' the malanya talks to you in your sleep 'secret' ... that is literally told to you, and if its bc you dont want to force players to go around and find every stable to get all those rewards ... why do you have 140 or whatver caves then with the majority of them being the literal same thing over and over ... to make people actually use the sleeping thing there? .. why, who uses that anyway, and farming points by sleeping there .. what the hell does that add? AND THEN the stupid sleep over tickets, probably the most nothign reward ever, dont count?? i dont think i ever used one- it just all doesnt make any sense, everything plays against each other)
the upgrading system for your horse is .. once again, a neat idea horribly executed, you have to go find malanya to upgrade them, and similarly stupidly like the fairies, they only tell you what food you need for what upgrade when you are there .. or when you are sleeping in the special tm bed at a stable, randomly, one food, bc the quantity changes too
which is just so ??????????? let me go and do a quest that rewards you with a lil booklet in which you can look up what an upgrade costs, or let the stables have that, either as a list or in the menu when selecting a horse or something?? (also why the hell is malanya in a different spot anyway, like, it feels like a modder just plopped them over there, their og spot is just empty now - except for yet again a stupid filler quest for .. another big horse and a yaaaaaaaaays crystal shrine quest- ... the spot is even still called spring of the horse god .... its so stupid, just like the fairy shuffling around, like you really couldnt think of a better way to reuse that concept other than to ... move it to a different spot in the same map and map level???? and not change anything in their og spot except idk, put a hole in the map ... for one of them like .. its like they moved them around last minute just to have the semblance of things being 'changed' with no regard what makes a change actually feel like one and what just feels like, pick up thing, click on random spot on map, drop thing- its like that for the fairies and shrines too, its so dumb and .. feels disrepectful to botw and how much thought seemed to have went into these spots that were clearly built about those things)
and like it couldnt get WORSE, they cut off the paths that horses follow automatically with one of those miasma buttholes (sorry its just a hole cut into the map, it doesnt even look like miasma burst through, it just .. cut out) a monster camp (that RESPAWNS, i thought those camps you clear with a quest would stay clear, but that would make sense, so of course it respawns and you can do the frame rate killer quest over and over yippieee) or otherwise like, with a big rock or a broken bridge-
and there is NO WAY to create a new path or fix or move anything in a game ABOUT BUILDING supposedly, like you needed more reasons to never use a horse????? i liked jsut hopping on and letting them follow a path and chill looking at the landscape, you cant do this here, and you cant even excuse it with 'its bc of the theme' as in, stuff is destroyed bc calamity 1.5 or whatever bc nothing in the game makes it feel like theres anything actually at stake, but the real crime is to make it not be fixable. WHY??? link moves entire buildings with ease but cant move one freaking rock that fell into a river?????? you swing around logs like a club but cant fix a bridge so your horse can get over it??????????????????????????????
#ganondoodles talks#zelda#ganondoodles rants#totk critical#i know i know its long#and you may wonder how i can find things to rant about yet#and i swaer im not trying to find thigns to hate#but igven how much it reuses from botw#imporvement or at least meaningful change should be the minimum and they just ......dont .... again#like WHY this is so dumb.................#the more i try to get my feelings into coherent thoughts about this game the more i realize just how rushed it feels#even the detail or side mechanics either dont make sense#or have some sort of way to cheat around way too obviously to be something overlooked#or are poorly integrated#or cheapen antoehr function#like these problems are everywhere#and the longer you look at it the cheaper it looks#even if you love the game and dont mind it or whatever there is NO WAY to justify that price tag#and so wish they were honest about what happend#it cant just all be covid can it? theres so much wrong in every part except for sound and music#and so desperately want to know WHY#........ i just wanted more horse colors- more horse slots- and a lil pasture somewhere where i can see them all frolicking around#i feel like thats not too much to ask
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Why do white people base their entire personality on hating dogs (or specific breeds of dogs)?
Genuinely how disinteresting do you have to be to make and join groups dedicated to complaining about animals you don’t even like? What a vapid and bitter existence.
“Karen has joined” yeah I bet she has.
Side note:
The list of reasons to hide groups Facebook recommends is hysterical. Tag yourself.
#There aren’t enough slots to add all of the options#and eating disorder was a bit of a bummer as was involves a child#anyway I’m terrorism#Anyway ANYWAY pits being hated enough people make hate groups constantly is so funny#I feel like if you have to tack ‘and I’m not a horrible human being’ at the end of your statement about hating something#you may be telling on yourself just a bit
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F2 with snucius if u like it? Or B1 with snily? Love ur artstyle!!
I hope you enjoy Sev’s messy apron over his apprentice robes - gave me a small chuckle
#Lucius you flirt#Severus is forever miserable and unimpressed#Severus being accepted into a potion’s mastery#Lucius may or may not have ensured there was an available and sponsored slot for the grubby Snape boy#I place this somewhere soon before the fall of old Voldy circa 1st wizarding war#maybe a little before Harry was born#severus snape#lucius malfoy#the malfoys#marauder era#harry potter#death eaters#art#drawing#sketch#doodle
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did some JLI headshots to try and get a feel for them
#justice league international#jli#ted kord#micheal jon carter#guy gardner#tora olafsdotter#beatriz da costa#dmitri pushkin#nate adams#maxwell lord#j'onn j'onzz#scott free#blue beetle#booster gold#ice dc#fire dc#red rocket#captain atom#max lord#martian manhunter#mister miracle#dcu#dc fanart#dc comics#okay i THINK thats all the housekeeping tags#sorry gavril and jaime i did the first one and then i had to make the second one match so there wasnt enough slots.......one day maybe#i cant stop laughing over how most of these are very clearly influenced by my style. and then theres nate#listen he just doesnt look right if hes not in a 'traditional' comics style idk what you want from me!!#im the guy who always draws headshots 3/4 facing left your art teachers warned you about#also you can ask me jli questions but i may not have answers. they are simply dear blorbos-in-law to me
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Crack AU post Sins where Tarantulas figures nothing would piss off Prowl more than him getting together with Optimus Prime, so he asks Optimus to pretend to be his boyfriend and in exchange Tarantulas will reverse global warming or whatever Optimus needs for the humans to like him. Optimus agrees For The Sake Of Earth, and also he honestly does want to get back at Prowl. Prowl gets so mad he runs the risk of his own energon catching fire. Optimus is now Springer's dad #5
#quetzal rambles tf#arcee has been enjoying this whole being the bigger person thing and would like to tell optimus to not be ridiculous#but she also very much wants to get back at prowl so she won't#rodimus (somehow) finds out and is pissed at the dad thing#because he has spent all these years wanting to slot optimus into the father figure role for himself#i will continue to force op and tara together even tho they have negative compatibility#they try to have sex bc might as well and optimus suggests pet play in order to get into it#tarantulas tells him he can literally make him a dog if that's what he wants#that's not what optimus wants#now that i think about it tara may enjoy bossing someone around after everything so this aspect may work out in the end
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It isn't the magical spindle holder of my dreama but for a toonie, this is a nice pouch
#I can only fit my cheapo spindle inside so I may have to make some modification to the exterior so I can slot in instead#of putting the spindle inside the pouch itself#doubles as a belt which is handy#drop spindle#hand spinning#craftblr#wool#yarn#fibre
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btw i have opened up my adopt shops again 👀 (with a lot of restrictions)
i have my pixel adopts open and my doodle adopts open
[ID: three pixels of a f pose tundra, a m pose tundra and a wildclaw. the tundras are sitting and the wildclaw is standing and looking off to the side. they're all colored in various shades of grey. END ID]
[ID: three simple drawings of a m pose tundra, a snapper and a gaoler. the tundra and snapper are sitting, and the gaoler is laying down. they're all colored in various shades of grey. END ID]
(note: i also have mirror, fae and coatl bases for my doodle adopts)
#fr#flight rising#gremlin blabs#adopt shop#kind of a messy post but eh.#it's fine lol#i do have a limit of taking only two slots at a time rn#but if all goes well i may increase it to three#i just want to be careful. i don't want to overdo it and end up hurting my wrists/making them worse#hence why i don't have my pride adopts open#they're inherently a lot more work and even tho i wouldn't be accepting any sponsors for them if i DID open them#adding and editing the apparel is still a lot of work even if it's already sponsored.#so idk if i will be opening those up any time soon#but both my pixel and doodle adopts have pride options so at least there's that
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Soulmate AU wherein your Soulmate refers to someone who you will encounter in your life when you need it and would become an important part of it.
No romantic connotations. Or sexual.
It doesn't have to be familial, platonic, romantic, or sexual. Just that that person would be important in one way or another.
Maybe they'll be your friend. Or your partner. Or a stranger that'll change your worldview at the right moment.
Just someone you needed at the right time.
Whether it'll be permanent or fleeting depends.
For Vox it was Alastor. And for Valentino it was Vox. Alastor on the other hand? ...he doesn't know... It's hard to say.
Perhaps it's his mother. Or maybe someone else. Maybe even Rosie. If it was Vox well.... it certainly isn't permanent now is it?
#may asher rambles#hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel vox#hazbin hotel alastor#hazbin hotel valentino#radiostatic#staticmoth#For clarification Your Soulmate doesn't have to have You as Their Soulmate#It doesn't need to be reciprocal#there are cases where it is but it doesn't have to be#no soulmate mark in this au#Just this feeling of a *click* of something being slotted in place#but those who aren't in tune with their emotions/soul would sometimes miss that click
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STOP
WHAT DO U MEAN WE CAN INVITE SOME CHARAS AND DO A PHOTOBOARD WITH THEM???
#may the stars guide you <3#BLADE SHOULD HAVE BEEN THERE#AND JINGLIU IF THERE WAS A FIFTH SLOT FOR THE HCQ GAAAAHHH#i got 3 of them tho.... march is a no brainer she has to be there sooo#BUT THIS WAS SO CUTE I DIDNT EXPECT THIS HELLO#in the first one i was debating so hard... bc there was jing yuan + argenti + dr ratio + i think luocha and maybe someone else??#it wasnt blade tho bc i would have picked him 😔#kafka and silver wolf are pickable tho !! as well as black swan and acheron and a bunch of others
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#ts4#sims 4#interior#i may or may not have created my own wood tones palette#and am now updating wooden textures with my swatches...!#i always select the same few wood finishes from ea#so i wanted more that i would actually use!#also figuring out how slots work has been a blessing#updating every little item to make it fit where i want!!!
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Drops my self insert
Health: 150 , Hunger: 100 , "Stress": 200
-Animal person -doesn't like being alone (stress is always increasing if no other people in world) -Starvation doesn't hurt right away -mental health is different (stress/anxiety). -hates touching gross/slimey things
"Favorite" food: fruit medley
Info below: (it may be lengthy, oops)
Feels better around animals. Their stress lowers when near them. Tames beefalo a bit faster. Can tame tallbirds that they raise. Animals that usually run away from the survivors don't run away from them unless they hit them. Critters in their inventory lower their stress. Because they are an animal person, killing animals increases their stress (regardless who kills them.) They just don't like seeing animals die even if it's necessary.
When their hunger runs out, there's a small amount of time before it starts to drain their health. It takes about 15 seconds.
When it comes to "stress."(I know what sanity is in dst, I just wanted something different for them.) They take damage if it's too high. Their stomach is also "full" when it's high. World looks more like scribbles when it's high too. When stress is high, they are not good at attacking or working. They are able to attack and work regularly as long as it doesn't get "high enough." They also won't eat if stress is high.
They get very stressed out when picking up gross/slimey things. Includes manure, any form of rot, slurtle slime, honey(it's sticky,) etc.
They don't mind being wet, so they don't get stressed from wetness. They do hate having to deal with their glasses getting messed up from being wet, so they are completely neutral to wetness.
It takes a while for heat to affect them. They hate the cold, and freeze easily. Low temperature that can seem managable to the others is cold for them. They prefer sitting by the fire pit during the winter. They like to stay put, and refuse to move away from the warmth. Unlessitstheholidaysthentheyllmakeanexception
Voice: Clarinet (Using the high notes. sometimes goes loud to soft because they struggle with their voice volume sometimes.)
A few extra things:
They don't like eggs and will not eat them. Includes eggs, tallbird eggs, tall scotch eggs, bacon and eggs, plain omelette, breakfast skillet, barnacle nigiri. Other than that, they'll eat anything.
They have apiphobia. They are terrified of bees. Being near one(or their hives) always increases stress. (Even the sound of their buzzing stresses them out.)
They do know how to swim and can do so if needed. They don't really want to though, and prefer to do it only when they have to.
They leave their big bag of belongings in their tent. They tend to instead use a backpack since they don't want something happening to their things. The backpack they use is the rabbit rucksack!
They love soft things! It helps with stress. Soft textures are their favorite! So are smooth textures.
They start off very shy and cautious at first, but slowly warm up to the other survivors. Going from feeling really bummed, low, and reserved to... being in a better mood. They smile a lot more, speak their mind more and are less hard on themself.
They picked up on the fact that everyone's names start with w. They decided to go by "Weardrop." It was just for shits and giggles, but then they ended up actually liking it and it just stuck.
They're from our modern times. They got pulled into the Constant three days ago. They were gifted their grandparents' antique radio when their grandparents moved away. They take advantage that they're from the modern times by confusing the survivors with our modern slang.
#dst#Dst oc#Dst self insert#self insert#Holy mother of info dump i got a bit carried away with talking about them#Whoops#This was me holding BACK 😭#Anyway I finally have them up#I would have put their backstory down too but I feel like this is too long lol#I'll have to handle that another time#I had.... ideas#And most of them flew out the windows#I need to remember to take NOTES so I don't forget#Also I may have given them a lot#But I was really trying to lean into their stress and animal person mechanics#Lore reason why they have “stress” instead of sanity?#Their anxiety was too powerful it manifested and took over the sanity slot#Also I'm somewhat iffy on saying “mental health is different”#I dunno i feel like i could have worded it better?#Even if it is what's happening to them#I just... have no idea how else to word it...#I'm open to hearing suggestions#Anyway I'll stop yapping in the tags lol#Istillhaveyettogivethemapropertitleoops
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Requests are CLOSED
Let’s go for one final run! I’ll be writing one-shots and headcanons again, but spots will be limited to 4.
Check out these request guidelines if you’re not sure what to ask for. I’ll also use this as an opportunity to promote my newest historical Denmark fic 🇩🇰 ❤️ Things have been slow so go show him some love!
By the Grace of God (4230 words) on AO3.
#6/4 slots have been filled#depending on how we go I may open up more slots#flood the asks because you might miss out!#ask box is open and ready for business#HUZZAH#I have risen#requests are open#alfredosauce50#requests#update#hetalia fanfiction#hetalia#hetalia x reader#my thoughts#hetalia fanfic#axis powers hetalia#fanfiction#x reader#reader insert
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