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purifiedclitoris69 · 10 months ago
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Spiders Dance
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Pairings: Natasha Romanoff x Supersoldier!Reader
HIII!! super rough and unedited but I wanted to get it out. I am new to writing smut so bare with me lol. I've had this in my drafts for a min so figured I get it out! Hope you enjoy ;)
Warnings: Smut, Bottom!Nat, Top!Reader, Violence, IDK JUST PLEASE MDI
Summary: Natasha was a flirt, it was easy and entertaining, but she took a keen interest in flirting with you; Toying with you on a mission however, may not have been the best idea, or was it?
"Morning soldier," Nat greeted, causing you to blush immediately as you finished rinsing your fruits.
"Hey, Nat, want any fruit," you offered. The girl made you extremely flustered when it came to her comments, but besides that you had real friendship with the her
"No, thank you, but you could hand me a bowl," doing as she said you opened the cabinet above you handing Nat her request, "Thanks," she said taking the bowl letting your fingers touch and running her other hand across your broad shoulders as she passed you.
You flushed quickly, turning around clumsily your elbow hit the cabinet you had left open and your bowl of fruit drop straight to the floor.
Those in the kitchen laughed at the regular interaction as Wilson mumbled out a teasing, "nice one, y/l/n," as you rubbed the back of your neck and stared at the spilled fruit and empty Tupperware on the floor.
"yeah, yeah whatever," you grumbled out picking up your fruit as Wanda helped you giving you a pity smile and Nat smirked amused in the corner.
"You ever gonna give the girl a break," Clint asked walking up beside Nat as the two watched you wash your fruit again and get another bowl leaving the kitchen.
"Absolutely not," Nat said making her bowl of oatmeal, "the day's just begun, and we have training soon."
You had headed back to your room to save yourself any more embarrassment. You didn't mind the flirting by Nat, it boosted your ego and you were head over heals for the woman. She was perfect in your eyes, which was terrifying. She was brave, very skilled in her job, very stubborn, a little pridefull, but she was genuinely kind, understanding, and absolutely stunning. That's why she had so much power over you. You did everything she asked of you and practically dropped to your knees whenever she batted her eyelashes; everyone knew it.
You have yet to figure out her true intentions with her comments, but you knew they were too detailed and persistent for it not to mean anything. Whether it was just lust or whether she became the love of your life, it didn't matter to you yet, you just wanted her… and maybe a little payback for all the times she's embarrassed you. You spent a little time in your room finishing up mission reports but inevitably headed down to the main gym early. It was team training today which means more rosy cheeks and school girl butterflies are coming your way. You decided it’d be safe to work up a little sweat so you could at least attempt to excuse the blush on your face.
“Hey,” Steve greeted as he approached the treadmill you were stretching next to, “you beat me, here."
“don’t be shocked rogers, I am suppose to be the better model,” you teased
“i think people prefer the original,” he returned, as he began his stretches as well.
The two of you ended up running for about 45 minutes; you reaching 33 miles, Steve 31.
“people can prefer you more, but numbers don’t lie,” you spoke as the two of you walked over to the waters with a light sweat.
Steve was ready to reply when the gym doors opened with Wilson, Bucky, and the Maximoff’s entering and greeting you.
You announced to all of them how you beat Steve and began a discussion about who’s the best super soldier as Nat and Clint entered.
Natasha’s eyes landed on you immediately and that glowing sheen of sweat. Nat practically went feral whenever she caught you training or even in the field, basically anytime your muscles were pumped and you were showing off your strength, which is why she loveddd training with you.
As the team did their separate warm-ups, they eventually made it to the big mat to run scenarios on Vision, who made a reasonable subject as he was made of the strongest metal on Earth. Each of them took their turns and contributing pointers.
“Hey soldier,” Nat greeted joining your side and looking up at you.
“Tasha,” you smiled warmly, “no distractions this session please,” you breathed jokingly
“what me? you do your own share of distracting,” she spoke alluringly.
You raised you eyebrows in question
she smirked touching your bicep lightly as you looked down at your tight black compression tee, “your training shirts don’t leave much to imagine.” Your jaw clenched hard enough to shatter your teeth as your face lit up once more leaving you unable to respond besides a small laugh, “don’t worry soldier,” she stood on her tippy toes as you leaned your ear towards her and she whispered, “I really don’t mind.”
“y/l/n,” Sam shouted, “why don’t you and Steve spar so we can decide who’s really the better model."
You forced a smile still caught up in what Nat said, “winner goes against Buck,” you proposed as Steve and Bucky immediately engaged in banter. You looked back to Nat who was already walking away with that dumb sway in her hips.
“Ahem,” Steve cleared his throat waiting in the middle.
“Let the soldier gawk for a min,” Bucky laughed as everyone was already giggling.
Walking to the middle of the mat your jaw clenched with the tension Nat at fueled, “Ready, kid,” Steve smiled extending his hand, you shook off your thoughts and accepted his hand.
You began with light jabs and blocks, both of them moving with an easy grace. Steve feinted to the left, then quickly punched you right in the face falling away from the punch as you gave a small laugh.
You responded with a quick, kick aimed at Steve's shin, eyes sparkling as you got back up quickly and made brief eye contact with Nat going straight back in for another punch; Steve dodged it impressively giving your hair a playful ruffle, receiving a feigned glare. You then get caught off guard once more by the red head over Steve’s shoulder this time getting tooo lost in her and allowing Steve to attempt a mock take down, you struggled briefly but slipped out of it twisting and landing an instinctual sharp kick to his ribs.
Steve dropped to his knees immediately and held a hand up clutching his rib as he gasped for air, his own being completely knocked out of him. he declared a dramatic surrender, “I concede,” he choked, “tad too hard for training kid.”
“shit, sorry,” you breathed sliding down to help him stand.
“all good just was not prepared for all that air to get knocked out,” he breathed out a laugh.
You and Sam let out a laugh as you both went to help him up.
"Yeah, if we're gonna spar can we get Romanoff to leave the room," Bucky joked receiving a smack from Wanda beside him.
"Shut it, Barnes," you said rolling your eyes, "you can just say you're scared." The team laughed at this but deep down you were a little sick of it. You could've genuinely hurt Steve.
The rest of training went pretty smoothly, you stayed as far away as you could from Nat and decided on sparring with Vision for safety.
On the way back to your room your mind was only on her. You spent the rest of the night thinking about her. You craved her in so many ways and you've never experienced the attention of such a beautiful woman, whether it was genuine or not it made you weak; weak in many ways that could lead to dangerous outcomes.
A knock pulled you out of your thoughts, you were sat on your bed freshly out the shower, in only a sports bra and shorts.
"Yeah, just a minute!"
"Hey, y/n, it's Steve," he announced from the other side of the door, "I've got a mission for you, I need you in conference room 6 for a breifing."
"Got it!" you answered opening the door dressed to see him heading in that direction," What's the job," you asked at the door only to see Nat and Maria inside.
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The mission was simple get in get out. HYDRA's latest threat: a hidden base in Siberia working on a new generation of enhanced using stolen S.H.I.E.L.D. technology. The mission involved only gathering intelligence, sabotaging the facility's operations, and ensuring the destruction of any cruel new serum, simple enough, hopefully.
Your mind wasn't completely in it, it was still caught up in your mission partner, and the lack of control you experienced around her. You knew this mission could be dangerous as well, HYDRA's experiments usually are, you, Bucky, and the twins are proof of that.
"Hey you alright," Nat pulled you out of your thoughts as she stood in front of you.
"Yeah," you gave a soft smile getting up and walking past her towards your locker.
"you sure, y/n," she walked towards you again, "it's okay if you're not, I know a mission like this can bring up things," she said trying to comfort you. You looked at her catching the genuineness in her eyes, stirring up those school girl butterflies.
"Yeah, I'm all good," you answered grabbing your usual knives and gadgets, "just a little nervous."
"I get it," she said going to her own locker beside you, "I wouldn't worry, we're in this together." You smiled at her cheesiness but deep down it did help lift you a little. This was the kindness you were talking about, she could be so understanding, and sweet; the great black widow, all sweet to you in private. Maybe it wasn't weakness she brought out of you.
"Destination, in ten minutes," FRIDAY announced.
"I'll land us," you said walking past Nat and into the cockpit.
The perimeter had already been infiltrated by another SHIELD unit, and a map of the facilities layout was processed with key points of interest highlighted. Natasha and you made your way up to the roof so she could access the security measures.
"Watch it," you pulled Nat back by the arm nodding down to a pressure alarm, "don't be so distracted," you commented off handedly.
"excuse me," she scoffed, "let's not talk about what happened in training today," she teased.
Ouch. You dropped her arm,rolled your eyes and looked away shameful…stubborn and prideful, "just cut the alarms already," you whispered. Natasha smirked going to the panel and connecting a small screen (another SHIELD you don't really know about), she's able to disable the security systems and time your guys entry perfectly.
"Okay check comms," Nat said quietly, checking the comms this is where the two of you split up. Natasha is to the control room to download and wipe the data, while you make it down to the labs to destroy the serum and plant the bombs.
"How's it going," you check in less than 2 minutes later. You've always gotten anxious on missions with the team, fearing any mistakes, fearing losing control; Hydra taking you again. With Nat it was ten times worse.
"Don't worry bout me, soldier," she laughed softly with a teasing tone, "focus on your mission, we'll be out soon."
"Yes, ma'am," you anxiously laughed, Nat on the other end flushing at the title.
In the control room Natasha watched the data download with only thoughts of you, it was getting bad. The flirting had started because of a physical attraction to you, your frame, your style, then it was your humor, your kindness, your awkward laugh, your belly laugh, that stupid smile, everything. Nat's daydreaming was cut off by rushed footsteps in the hall. Looking at the camera she had set up at the door she saw a squad of Hydra agents marching towards the room.
"Shit," she mumbled," Y/n, we have a -."
"Are you okay," you cut her off.
"Just get done fast, I have a squad advancing on me" she stated.
"I'm all done here, I'm--," you were cut off by the door to the labs being kicked down and flying across the room.
"What was that, are you okay," Nat asked as she finished up her task and deleting the files.
"Made contact with the enhanced," you said getting into a fighting position, as alarms began to sound.
"It'll be okay," Nat said, "we'll meet at the emergency randevu."
The enhanced made eye contact with you moving mechanically towards you like a brute, "Let's see which model's better now," you mumbled walking towards the danger.
The Prototype charged first, moving with surprising speed for its size. You dodged to the side, narrowly avoiding a crushing blow that dented the metal floor. You countered with a swift punch to the Prototype's ribs, but it barely flinched, retaliating with a backhand that sent you sprawling. The two super-soldiers exchanged a flurry of blows, each strike resonating with power, but the Prototype’s resilience and raw power were relentless. It landed a solid punch to your side, sending you crashing into a lab table. Shattered glass and spilled chemicals hissed around you as you struggled to your feet.
Why the fuck was the model so strong. The Prototype loomed over you, ready to deliver a finishing blow. Summoning all your strength, You caught the descending fist in your own, muscles straining against the force. With a roar, you twisted the Prototype's arm, using its momentum to flip it over your shoulder and into a bank of computers. The impact shattered the screens and sent sparks flying as you pulled out a knife and stabbed the prototype only feeling it cut into metal. This thing wasn't a person anymore.
The Prototype snarled, grabbing your arm and pulling you into a headbutt. Stars exploded in your vision, but you fought through the pain, kicking the Prototype’s knee again, this time hearing a satisfying crunch. Breathing heavily, you didn’t let up. You charged at the downed Prototype, delivering a series of rapid punches to its torso and face.
The Prototype faltered, its movements becoming more erratic. You saw your opening, grabbed a heavy metal rod from the debris and swung it with all you might, connecting with the side of the Prototype's head. The force of the blow sent it crashing to the ground, where it laid, unconscious.
Standing admist the wreckage trying to catch your breath, you heard an "Ahem," making you jump.
"Shit," You breathed looking at Nat in the door way, "you said meet at the randevu point" you stated.
"sorry," she smiled walking over to you and cupping your face scanning you for any damage, only to see a cut lip and you clutching your rib "looking good soldier," she teased as she scanned back up to your face catching you staring, straight back at her and glancing down to her lips, you immediately flushed, backing away.
The roof further collapsed behind you, “we have to go, I've already planted the bombs” you said grabbing her arm and pulling her towards the exit. Making it towards the facilities garage waves of Hydra operatives began to emerge.
"Shit," Nat mumbled pulling you guys back behind a wall and coming face to face, smiling at the proximity.
"Stop it," you said stepping back, "you can't keep distracting me like this."
"I don't know what your talking about," Nat smirked teasing as Hydra agents were frantically looking all around for you.
"I'm not doing this here," you stated firmly, "what do you even get out of it,” you question furthered almost exhausted. Nat pitied you in this moment, she hadn’t realized how mad she was driving you, her face softened.
"They're over here," your head's both shot to down the halls were the Hydra operatives began rushing in.
"let’s go," Natasha said grabbing your hand and booked it the other way.
Making it to the garage and pushing a crate in front of the door, Natasha had time to hijack a Hydra truck right before the doors flew open, "GO!" you shouted slamming the driver side shut and kicking a hydra agent across the room.
"Wait!" Nat shouted trying to open the door again as you pushed it shut once more.
"Just go! I'll meet you at the jet," you yelled taking out another knife.
Natasha forced herself to slam on the gas leaving you to hold off the agents. With them being unenhanced hydra cockroaches it wasn't too bad they’re was just so many of them, it’d been awhile since you’ve seen this many agents in one place. As you were throwing them and slamming them to the floor, the bombs you had planted went off in the lab went off, the building shook and flames set. The explosion allowed three agents the time to make off on motorcycles straight in Nat’s directions.
“No,” you muttered under your breath, hurling one last agent to the ground, as more of the building began to collapse, you launched into a full sprint across the Siberian snow. Your breath crystallized in the frigid air as you dodged through the trees, eyes locked on motorcycles speeding ahead. Spotting a fallen log, you seized the opportunity, using it as a makeshift ramp to propel yourself through the air. You crashed into one of the riders, sending him tumbling into the snow and commandeering his bike in one fluid motion.
Accelerating hard, you leaned low over the handlebars, feeling the icy wind whip against your face. The roar of the engine drowned out the chaos behind you as you closed in on the next target. With a quick flick of your wrist, you deployed a zip-line hook from your gauntlet, the steel cable slicing through the air and embedding itself in the frame of the bike ahead.
You toggled the slack, your muscles coiling with anticipation. At just the right moment, you yanked hard, the sudden tension in the line allowed you to throw the motorcycle and its rider careening off course. They collided with the other bike in a spectacular crash, the two vehicles intertwining and skidding across the snow in a shower of sparks and shrapnel.
Glancing over your shoulder, you saw the base in the distance, its structure collapsing floor by floor in a series of detonations. The ground trembled beneath you, the sound of destruction echoing in the frozen wilderness. You didn't slow down. There was no time to celebrate. You didn’t know if they were going to follow or not and you had to get Nat out of there.
Unbeknownst to you Natasha had witnessed the whole thing and was absolutely craving you at this point. She knew she needed you. She arrived at the Quinn jet shortly before you, jumping out the car, and immediately going to check on you.
“Are you okay,” she asked urgently grabbing your shoulders and trying to scan for any injuries before you gently pushed her hands off of you
“Let’s just get in the air,” you spoke grabbing her wrist and pulling her into the jet. You walked straight to the pilot seat and got you guys in the air. Setting it on auto pilot, Nat could sense the frustration radiating off of you. You walked right past her and into the medical area.
“Do you need any help?” She asked, as you turned your back to her and took of your mission gear leaving you in a white beater.
“No, I’m just bruised,” you said flatly as blood bled through your shirt revealing a long gash as well, “shit,” you mumbled.
“that’s not just a bruise,” she joked trying to lighten your mood
“i can see that can you just give me some space,” you snapped at her.
“okay, what’s the problem,” Nat asked walking up to you with a purpose and pulling your shoulder to make you face her
“just back off,” you said shrugging her hand off you and walking past her. You took your beater off completely and walked towards the bandages.
“it’s gonna need sti..”
“it’s not,” you cut her off, “i heal fast remember,” you opened up the sterile wipes cleaning the wound and flushing it with one of the sterile saline solutions. You gritted your teeth with pain from the wound and felt her eyes bore into your every move; it made you nervous. You reached for sterile pads to quickly knocking over a trey and hissing in pain.
“Sit down,” she said sternly. Rolling your eyes you did what was told, sitting down you raised your arm up allowing her access to pat dry the wound with sterile pads and get fresh bandages. She watched your abs flex and adjust with every move, every breath. You watched closely what her hands were doing avoiding looking at her face, “there,” she smoothed the bandage over letting out a breath.
“thanks,” you mumbled walking toward your locker for a loose jacket.
“y/n,” she called out softly walking up to you as you ignored her, "can you stop being so childish."
"Me? Childish?" you scoffed at her and rolled your eyes, "you're the one who makes all these slutty comments and feels me up at every opportunity."
"Are you serious," her volume go louder, "your upset over me flirting with you."
"Natasha, we were on a mission, a dangerous one," you shouted, "and you still, took every chance you got. I mean seriously are you in heat or something!?"
Her face flushed, "wow I didn't know your ego could get this big, I'll give you credit," she scoffed
“this isn’t an ego thing, it’s obvious you want me to fuck you, you don’t have to deny it, dont even try to,” you seethed stepping forward with practically every word, “i don’t give a fuck about you constantly flirting with me like the slut you are, no matter how much I embarrass myself, I really don’t fucking care, because I know you..you really just can’t help it” your voice dropped back to a civil level still carried with a stern sense of frustration, “I am upset because your distractions today could’ve genuinely cost us,” you stood up straight, “cost me.”
You were staring down right at her, your breaths brushed one another’s face, “what,” she whispered, “cost you what,” Nat pushed wanting to hear you say it.
“you know what,” you whispered back looking to her lips and wetting your own.
“say it, y/n” she stared at your own lips.
“cost me you Nat,” you confirmed, your gaze going back to her eyes.
"I'm sorry," Nat whispered looking up at you. You broke the gaze dropping your head and closing your eyes taking a deep breath in.
"Do you even like me," you asked barely audible.
"What?" Nat laughed shocked.
"can you just answer the question, Natasha," you said looking back into her eyes, “do you even like me, or I just something you desire.”
She could tell she was hurting you at this point, that you were genuinely upset. "Yeah," she mumbled dropping her gaze to her, hands she looked small, "I do."
You cupped her face, bring her gaze back to you, your eyes scanning over every little feature, "but you just want me to fuck you too," you whispered staring at her lips, "don't you."
"I do," she answered as your lips inched closer and closer.
"say it," you said over her lips, "tell me what you want, Natasha."
Her hands went to yours," I want.." she whispered getting closer to your lips, "I want you to fuck me, y/n" She looked up into your eyes, "please," A shit-eating grin came upon your face as one hand moved to loosely wrap around her neck and your lips finally slammed together. You roughly pushed Natasha against the other lockers causing her to let out the most wanton pornographic moan ever, fueling the pit in your stomach. Breaking apart, your hands dropped to her hips keeping her in her place as she chased after your lips for more," please, y/n, don't tease."
You laughed looking down at her already swollen lips and licking your own, "Please, Nat," you said getting closer to her lips again, "I'm going to do whatever I want after all this shit you've pulled." Your lips went to the column of her neck, resulting in more of her pretty sounds and her hands in your hair. Your hands dropped lower towards the back of her thighs giving a light pull, she immediately jumped to wrap them around you. Your lips moved back to hers, kissing passionately, you swiped your tongue across her bottom lip, her own tongue pushing into your mouth as her hips moved in search of friction. You pulled the two of you away from the wall and carried her with ease to the medical bed not once breaking the kiss.
You placed her gently on her back, crawling over her, and moving your lips back to her neck. You bit marks into what was finally yours, as your hand moved to pull down the zipper on the front of her suit, "is this okay," you asked.
Nat smiled as her hips lifted towards you and her hands went further into your hair, "more than okay," she breathed, "I'm yours," she whispered across your lips, "and I want you to do whatever you want to me," she looked into your eyes pupils completely blown. Your lips locked in another passionate kiss, this time brief. Each touch caused shivers through Nat, her breath hitching in anticipation as you pulled the zipper down further and pulled the suit from her body, exposing her skin inch by inch.
"You're so beautiful," you murmured, sitting up and taking in her disheveled look as she lay in her bra and underwear.
"Take this off," she unzipped your jacket and pushed it off your shoulders. Hands scratching over your abs and back to your hair as she pulled you back into another kiss. Both breathing heavy and desperate your lips moved back to trail down Natasha's neck, leaving a path of more marks. When you finally reached Natasha's chest, your hand wrapped around to unclip her bra, your mouth immediately latching onto her nipple earning a gasp from Nat, "Y/n please," she whimpered, hands tugging in your hair to pull you closer. With a growl of need, you continued your descent, your mouth leaving a burning trail down Natasha's stomach. Kissing lightly above her underwear, you locked eye for further permission at which Nat nodded eagerly too, hooking your fingers in her underwear, Natasha's eyes fluttered shut, her hips lifting urging you to move faster.
Pulling her underwear off, Nat's core glistened with need. You couldn't help but smirk and kiss around the place she needed you most. You spread her legs wider, hands gripping her thighs firmly, as you littered love bits all over them, "Please, Y/n, I'm begging you," she moaned as you ghosted over her clit again.
The great Black Widow begging. You didn't waste another second, your mouth latched on to her core, tongue flicking out to taste what was finally yours. Natasha cried out, her back arching off the bed, causing you to moan into her core, and her to thrash more. You forced her hips down with more strength bound to leave bruises after. Your tongue moved expertly, alternating between teasing flicks and deep rough strokes. Natasha's moans gre louder, her hands pulling desperately at your hair. "Oh god, Y/n," she gasped, her body trembling.
Your grip tightened on Natasha's thighs, holding her in place further as you increased your pace. Tongue delving deeper, your mouth worked Natasha closer and closer to the edge. Natasha's moans turned into invoherent cries from the stimulation, her body writhing beneath you.
"Go ahead," you mumbled, " come for me, pretty girl," the vibrations sent Natasha over the edge as she screamed your name, her body convulsing as waves of pleasure crashed over her.
You didn't stop, your mouth continuing to work Natasha through her orgasm until she was a trembling, breathless mess. Only then did you pull back, lips glistening with Natasha's arousal. You crawled back up her body, capturing her lips in a searing kiss.
"your mine," you whispered against her lips, "as I am yours."
Natasha nodded weakly, giving a blissful smile, her eyes glazed with satisfaction. "Always," she answered, hand still tangled in your hair.
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sergeantbarnessdoll · 3 months ago
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Hi! Can I please request a Bucky x fem!reader where she is a mutant (from present day) with the ability to time travel, but she does not know how to control/use her powers, so she accidentally sends herself all the way back to the 40s and she doesn’t know how to send herself back. She meets Bucky and Steve and they quickly become her best friends and also take her in because she has no where to live (due to her time traveling there, but they don’t know that) and her and Bucky fall in love and get married. After losing both her husband, Bucky, and her best friend, Steve (she, like the rest of the world, has no clue either of them survived) her grief starts up her powers again and she finds herself back to present day, right smack dab in the middle of the Avengers HQ while they’re having a meeting about Bucky (this is after he has been captured, when Zemo is about to talk to him). The Avengers are 100% ready to fight this perceived threat that just came out of nowhere, but Steve, after taking a second to process (he is BAFFLED), realizes that this is one of his best friends, his other best friend’s wife, from the 40s, and Y/n just starts crying and throws herself into his arms because her best friend is alive 🥺 He’d be so shook to hear that she was never actually from the 40s, but from present day. Anyway, when Zemo triggers the Winter Soldier to come out, when Steve and Sam bring him to that warehouse and have his arm trapped so he can’t move, Y/n comes along with them and sees her husband (who she thought was dead) for the first time since the 40s (for her it hasn’t been that long though because she time traveled back to present day right after losing him and Steve, so the grief is fresh) and Bucky immediately starts crying because his wife is there 🥺 (Steve 100% knows right then and there that he’s speaking to Bucky, not Winter Soldier)
Together Again » Bucky Barnes/Winter Soldier
Pairings: 40s Bucky Barnes x Mutant/Enhanced!Female Reader with Pre Serum Steve Rogers, Husband!Bucky Barnes x Wife/Mutant/Enhanced!Reader with Steve Rogers/Captain America and the Avengers
Summary: Your somehow loose control with your time travel abilities and it sends you all the way to the 1940s and you end up meeting Bucky and Steve. After hearing the devastating news about your husband’s death and disappearance of your best friend, or so you thought, your abilities send you back to the time period you’re supposed to be in and find out your husband and best friend have been alive the whole time and you two are finally together again.
Warnings: Fluff, language, crying, kissing, pet names
A/N: Thank you for the beautifully detailed request @kpopgirlbtssvt 🩵
Written on my phone. My apologies for any mistakes.
GIFS ARE NOT MINE! Gif credits go to the creators.
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You’re still trying to get used to having the ability to time travel. You don’t know how to control them yet and you ended up time traveling to a time period you’ve never been to. You looked around frantically. You were in an alleyway, but you don’t know where. You ran out of the alleyway to find something to tell you where you are and what time period you’re in. You looked around, seeing old cars and not as many businesses as the time period you’re supposed to be in.
“Ma’am?” You heard a voice from behind you.
You yelped and turned around, seeing two guys. One is a tall brunette and the other one is a blonde who’s about the same height as you. Both of them have blue eyes.
“Are you lost?” The brunette asks.
“Very. I’ve never been here before.” You say. “Can you guys tell me where I am?” You asked politely, trying to stay calm.
“Brooklyn, New York.” The blonde tells you.
“What year is it?” You asked curiously.
“You don’t know what year it is?” The brunette asks.
You shook your head no.
“It’s February 1941.” The brunette tells you.
Your eyes widened and your heart started to thud in your chest. You looked around, trying to gather your surroundings. That’s when you realized you were getting judgmental stares from anyone who walked past you.
“Why- Why’s everyone staring at me?” You asked.
“I think it’s because of what you’re wearing.” The blonde says.
You frowned and looked down at your outfit. You’re wearing a sweatshirt, black leggings, and your favorite sneakers. What’s wrong with that? Your mind was all over the place that you completely forgot that women in the 1940s don’t wear clothes like what you’re currently wearing.
“How about you come home with us so you’ll be warm and I’ll get you something to where?” The brunette suggests.
You stared at the two men for a few seconds before nodding your head. You walked with them, both of them on either side of you.
“What are your names?” You asked.
“I’m James, but everyone I know calls me Bucky.” Bucky introduces himself.
“And I’m Steve.” Steve introduces himself. “What’s your name?” He asks.
“Y/N.” You tell them.
When you got to their apartment, you looked around and sat down on the couch, nervously played with your fingers.
“Bucky will be back in a little bit. He went to his parents house to see what his sister has for you to wear.” Steve says, handing you a glass of water.
You smiled and accepted the glass of water.
“You don’t talk much, do you?” He says.
You nodded.
“It’s ok. I understand. I used to be like that before Bucky and I became friends.” He says.
You smiled at how understanding Steve is. You and Steve maintained a great conversation till Bucky got home.
“My sister gave me a few options for you to choose from.” Bucky handed you a few hangers of outfits. “You can change in my bedroom. It’s at the end of the hall.” He says.
You smiled and went to Bucky’s bedroom. You laid the outfits on his bed and looked at them, trying to decide which one you should wear. You settled with a floral skirt with a matching short sleeved blouse. You put it on and looked down at it, smoothing it out with your hands. You went back to the living room.
“What do you guys think?” You asked.
“You look beautiful, Y/N.” Steve compliments with a smile.
Bucky’s jaw dropped. He was stunned by your beauty. He’s never seen a woman as beautiful as you.
“What do you think, Bucky?” You asked.
Bucky is still stunned. Steve poked his cheek to get his attention. He swatted his hand away, making you giggle.
“You’re drop dead gorgeous, doll.” Bucky finally compliments.
“Thank you.” You blushed.
A smile formed on Bucky’s face the more he looked at you. He knew he that you, him, and Steve are going to be great friends. Actually, Bucky wants more with you. He can see a future with you.
Shortly after that day, Bucky and Steve let you move in with them. You still haven’t told them that you have the ability to time travel and you’re not actually from that time period. You have a feeling that they won’t believe you. You might as well be honest with them and tell them.
“Bucky? Steve? I need to tell you guys something.” You say nervously.
“What is it, doll?” Bucky asks.
“I haven’t told you guys everything about me.” You say.
“What do you mean?” Steve asks.
“Promise you guys will believe me?” You asked.
They nodded.
“I’m not actually supposed to be in this time period.” You tell them.
“Of course you do, doll.” Bucky put a comforting hand on your knee. “You belong here.” He says softly.
“That’s sweet of you to say, Bucky, but I’m serious. I’m not actually supposed to be in the 1940’s.” You say.
“If you think you’re not supposed to be in our time period, what time period do you think you’re supposed to be in?” Steve asks.
“In between the 2010s and 2020s.” You say.
Bucky’s and Steve’s eyes went wide when they heard those years.
“You’re supposed to be almost 100 years in the future?” Steve asks.
You nodded.
“The only way you’d get from the future all the way back here is time travel.” Bucky says.
You stared at them, waiting for them to realize it, in which they did. Both of them had shocked looks on their faces.
“Did you use a Time Machine to get here?” Steve asks.
“Not exactly.” You answered. “The time period where I’m supposed to be in has superpowers and abilities. Those who have superpowers or abilities are enhanced or mutants.” You explained.
“Which one are you?” He asks.
“I’m a mutant.” You tell them.
“You don’t look like a mutant.” Bucky says.
“You look like a normal human like us.” Steve says.
“Thank you, guys.” You smiled.
“Which do you have? Superpowers or abilities?” Bucky asks.
“Abilities.” You answered.
“What are your abilities?” He asks.
“I have the ability to time travel, but I don’t know how to control them.” You explained. “So now, I guess I’m stuck here.” You say.
Bucky’s and Steve’s minds are completely blown right now. They always thought that superpowers and abilities were fictional in the books they’ve read. They would’ve never guessed that they’re real.
“Do you guys believe me?” You asked nervously.
“Of course we do, doll.” Bucky smiles.
You smiled and hugged them.
A few weeks go by and you’re still getting used to life in the 1940s. Bucky and Steve are making it easier for you to adjust to this time period. Also, you’ve started to develop a crush on Bucky. Bucky has the same crush on you as well.
“Hey, Bucky. What’re you reading?” You asked, walking in his bedroom and sat down on his bed next to him.
“Reading The Hobbit.” Bucky says.
You couldn’t help but giggle.
“What’re you laughing about, doll face?” He asks in a playful voice.
“You reading The Hobbit.” You giggled again. “That makes you a nerd.” You joked playfully.
“There’s no need for name calling, doll.” He says, still sounding playful.
“What’re you going to do about it, James?” You playfully taunted.
Bucky grabbed you, pulling you onto his lap and started tickling you. You giggled and squirmed on his lap.
“Bucky, st-stop!” You giggled.
“Nope! This is what you get for calling me a nerd.” He says.
“You- You didn’t let me fin-finish.” You laughed. “I-I think you’re a cute nerd.” You say.
Bucky stopped tickling you. You laid across his lap, trying to catch your breath.
“You’re cute too, babydoll.” Bucky says softly, gently cupping your cheek.
“Really? Even if I’m a mutant?” You asked.
“Yes.” He whispers.
Silence filled the bedroom. You and Bucky gazed in each other’s eyes. You sat upright and sat next to him. You leaned in at the same time as Bucky. You two kissed passionately. His lips felt so soft against yours. You and Bucky were breathless when he pulled away.
“Woah…” You say, completely speechless.
Bucky chuckles lightly. He then cups your cheek.
“Do you want to be my girlfriend?” Bucky asks softly.
“Yes.” You smiled.
Bucky smiles and pecks your lips a few times.
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“I can’t believe we’re married.” You say, staring at the ring on your finger.
“You better believe it, doll. This is our life now.” Bucky smiles. “Mrs. Barnes.” He says softly.
“Mr. Barnes.” You say with a smile.
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“Do you have to go?” You asked.
“You know I have to, doll.” Bucky whispers, gently caressing your cheek.
“I’m going to miss you.” You whispered, tears rolling down your cheeks.
Bucky kissed you softly and sweetly.
“I’ll be home before you know it, babydoll.” He whispers.
“I love you, James.” You whispered.
“I love you too, doll.” He whispers back.
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“Stevie!” You smiled happily when you opened the door.
“Hi, Y/N.” Steve says.
You hugged him tightly. You looked outside, expecting Bucky to be with Steve, but he wasn’t which confused you.
“Where’s Bucky?” You asked, looking at Steve.
Steve looks down and sighs, dreading that he has to tell you what he’s about to tell you.
“Y/N…” He begins softly.
“No.” You said. “I know what you’re about to say. Bucky is not dead.” You say, your voice cracking.
“I’m so sorry, but he is.” He says.
“He said he’d come home to me!” You cried.
Steve wrapped his arms around you, holding you tightly.
“Tell me how he died.” You say.
“He- he fell off a train. I tried to get him, but he fell before I could get to him.” Steve tells you, his voice cracking. “I’m so sorry.” He whispers.
Steve couldn’t stay after that. He had to go back to the Army. You laid in bed, trying to process your husband’s death. You gazed at the picture of you and him on yours and his wedding day. Your bottom lip quivered and a loud cry left your lips. That’s when a bright light lit up the bedroom…
PRESENT DAY
The Avengers were having a meeting about the Sokovia Accords when you appeared in the room. You were on the floor, crying in the fetal position. The Avengers were alarmed when they seen you and they stood up from their seats.
“Ma’am?” Steve slowly approached you. “Are you ok? Are you injured?” He asks.
You quickly recognized that voice. You know that voice. Your crying stopped and your eyes shot open. You sat up, seeing your best friend.
“Steve?” You asked.
“Y/N?” Steve asks.
You stood up from the floor and ran over to him, hugging him tightly.
“You’re alive.” You whispered.
You and Steve stood there hugging while the Avengers stared at you two in confusion. They cleared their throats to get yours and his attention.
“Who is she, Steve?” Natasha asks.
“This is Y/N. She’s Bucky’s wife. She has the ability to time travel. She’s actually from this time period.” Steve tells them.
Tears rolled down your cheeks and your bottom lip quivered when you heard your husband’s name. Steve excused himself and took you to a different room to talk.
“I have something to tell you and it may come to you as a shock, but I’m telling the truth when I say this.” Steve begins.
You sniffled, waiting for him to continue.
“Bucky is alive.” He tells you.
Your eyes went wide.
“But- but told me he was dead.” You say.
“I thought he was, but I seen him.” He says.
“When?” You asked.
“Not too long ago.” He says.
“Take me to him.” You say.
“I will once I figure out where he is. I promise.” He says.
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“Why did you bring me to an abandoned building in a different country?” You asked Steve.
“Bucky is in here. I brought him here.” Steve says.
You looked in the room Bucky is in, gasping when you seen Bucky. You went to run to him, but Steve grabbed your arm before you could get to your husband.
“Steve, he’s waking up.” Sam informs him.
Steve walks toward Bucky with you and Sam following behind him. You stayed hidden behind Steve. Bucky frowns when he noticed that his metal arm was wedged in some kind of machine.
“Which Bucky am I talking to?” Steve asks him.
“Your mom’s name is Sarah and you used to wear newspapers in your shoes.” Bucky says.
You smiled to yourself when you finally heard your husband’s voice for the first time in a while. You stepped out from behind Steve.
“James?” You asked.
“Doll?” Bucky whispers. “Is that really you?” He asks.
Bucky thought he was hallucinating for a second.
“Yes.” You confirmed softly.
Bucky somehow managed to get his metal arm out of the machine. He stood up and walked over to you. Steve stands in between you and him, just to be sure he was in Winter Soldier mode.
“Steve, please.” Bucky’s voice cracks and his eyes tear up. “Let me hug my wife.” He pleads softly.
Steve looked in Bucky’s eyes, seeing his best friend and not the Winter Soldier. He stepped aside, allowing Bucky to approach you. Bucky hugged you tightly. He broke down in tears and so did you.
“We’ll give you guys a moment.” Steve says.
Steve and Sam left the room, leaving you and Bucky alone. Bucky cupped your cheeks and kissed you passionately. Your hands clutched the fabric of his henley, melting into his touch.
“I missed you more than anything, babydoll.” Bucky whispers against your lips.
“I missed you more.” You whispered back.
Bucky wrapped his arms around you, holding you against him.
“I love you so much, James.” You whispered.
“I love you more, babydoll.” He murmurs softly. “I’m never leaving you again. I promise.” He whispers, kissing the top of your head.
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-Bucky’s Doll
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tldrthor · 9 months ago
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The Princess (and the chaos she brings with her) - steve rogers x fem!reader (1/?)
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Summary: when Thor asked the avengers to guard a dear friend of his, they didn't think twice before saying yes. What they didn't know was that said friend is the princess of one of the nine realms, and a lost love of one Captain Rogers.
Part 1 // I thought you were dead // word count: 3.5k
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"(y/n), you have to eject, right now!" Steve screamed over the torrents of wind whistling through the ship. Schmidt was dead, gone. So was the tesseract. But it wasn't over yet. "I have to put her in the water!"
The girl behind him widened her eyes, battling against the elements to reach him. "There's no world in which I let you do that, Captain!"
"I'm not asking for permission!"
"Well then, I guess we go down together!" She painstakingly made her way to him, every step a feat of strength. Her previously neatly pinned curls no longer even resembled what they once were as her hair whipped around her face.
As Steve turned to face her, she somehow still looked angelic. He felt that right now, she was more heavenly than ever. He couldn't let her die with him.
"Buckle in." He commanded, as they began their quick descent. He looked at her, the first woman who had ever made him feel seen, the only person he had ever met who was as crazy as he was.
As the ice flew closer, he turned and placed a hand tenderly on her face. Tears welled in his eyes as his mind wandered to the future they could've had. God, they could have been amazing.
"I'm sorry, (y/n)." He whispered. She could only just hear it, even though they were right next to each other.
He pulled the yellow ejection lever on the seat she had just buckled herself into, watching as her eyes widened. "No! Steve, no!" She lifted her hands to stop him, to jam the lever, anything to stay with him. She wasn't quick enough.
Steve closed his eyes as her seat was ejected, hearing her scream his name. There was no world where he allowed her to go down with him, and he trusted that wherever she ended up, Stark and Peggy would find her. He hoped they would be able to find him, too.
He hadn't prayed in a long time, but as he went down, he bargained with God for her safety.
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"It is my honour to introduce the new and improved Captain America and the Howling Commandos exhibit, in honour of the 100th birthday of Captain Steven Grant Rogers." The crowd clapped as the senator stepped off the podium, motioning for Steve to take the mic. Bucky and Sam laughed at how uncomfortable the Captain was as he stood thanking everyone for an exhibit he never wanted. All part of the job, he supposed.
After the handshakes, and the photo ops, and the autographs and the meet and greets, the boys finally got relative peace to wander around the new exhibition.
"I can't believe you used to wear these stupid suits." Sam laughed, standing in front of the main exhibit. Bucky sighed, budging Sam's shoulder. "Says the asshole who wears a bird suit to fight." He retorts.
Steve laughed at his friends antics, but walked away when he noticed an addition to the exhibit he hadn't seen before. He stared, wide eyed at the name in front of him.
(Y/N): THE MISSING HERO?
Steve found himself drinking in every inch of the gorgeous photo underneath the text, her bright smile and barely visible freckles. The lighting highlighted the different hues in her immaculately pinned hair. She looked just like an angel, as she always did in real life.
Steve looked down, forlorn eyes investigating very few artefacts in the glass exhibit. Her folded uniform, found in her room after the plane went down. The blush lipstick you wore every day. Finally, an object that Steve didn't recognise. A golden ring, encrusted in unidentified jewels and a family crest no one knew. He frowned.
He had known her only a short few months, but he regretted never asking about her family. And now, it would haunt him that he never did until his last breath.
"They never found her, huh?" Bucky placed his covered hand on Steve's shoulder, a sadness tinged in his voice. He had only met (y/n) briefly, but he knew even then that Steve's heart rested in the palm of that woman's hand.
He had asked about her, once, but the look on Steve's face when her name was mentioned told him everything he needed to know.
"No. Howard searched for years, found nothing. Turned out that she had lied on her intake forms for the SSR, too. We don't even know if (y/n) was really her name." He took a beat. "We have no idea if she survived or not."
Steve didn't have to make the subtext clear, Bucky knew he worried that he had killed her by ejecting her from that plane. Bucky also knew there was no sense in trying to tell him she would have died either way, that the ice would've killed her.
"You okay?" Bucky asked, after another few moments of silence.
Steve nodded, looking at the photo. "I'm glad she's remembered. I just wish I didn't have so many unanswered questions."
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"So," Tony started. "Thor is arriving with the guest of honour later today, who we have agreed to protect here for the meantime. We don't have a lot of background for this one. The dark elves are the ones we're protecting her against, but Thor said threat could come from many areas. Do we have any questions?"
The team looked nothing short of bored. Well, most of them. Cap always had the good grace to sit up and look interested. Scott was straight up asleep.
"Is she important? How long will she be staying with us?" Steve asked.
"No idea, and uh, no idea. Anything else?"
"Is she single?" Sam asked, earning a laugh from some of the others. Steve shook his head disapprovingly, but smiled at his friend's levity.
As Steve stood up to go back to training, FRIDAY sounded around the room. "Excuse me everyone, my satellites have detected a bifrost signal heading for the compound imminently."
"Speak of the devil!" Tony clapped his hands as everyone headed out to the bifrost landing site (something that had been instituted after Tony's lawn got scorched one too many times).
Bucky smacked Scott upside the head to wake him up with a jolt. "Oh, where are you guys going?" He called behind them, jogging to catch up. Steve waited behind from him, laughing at his groggy friend.
A bright light connected with the grass just beside the landing site. Tony's hands covered his eyes as he mouthed are you fucking kidding me. When the light cleared, Thor stood tall in his usual armour.
"My friends!" His voice boomed, "I present to you, my fellow avengers, the honourable princess of Alfheim, jewel of the Alfar and ambassador to Asgard." Thor's voice boomed through the halls of the compound. "This is my friend, (y/n)."
Beside Thor stood a girl. She was breathtakingly beautiful, with a heavenly stature. She looked like she could have been carved from marble by the hands of God himself.
A light Asgardian pink dress was covered by a golden chest-plate which fit her body like it had been moulded just for her. It was covered in intricate etchings of suns and stars, which caught the light and shone brilliantly. She wore golden jewellery, which was nothing like the avengers had ever seen. Golden ear cuffs covered her pointed ears, with her long hair pulled into an up-do, emphasising the golden, bejewelled tiara on her head.
"Princess?" Sam squeaked. Wanda smacked him, with a look that screamed don't embarrass us.
Tony tilted his head in confusion at the guest, who he could almost swear he recognised from somewhere. "Thor, you did not inform us that we were looking after the ruler of a planet. We would have been more prepared."
"I am not ruler yet, Mr. Stark." The girl cast her eyes up at Tony, as she smiled sweetly. Her voice was honey smooth, and anyone who heard it felt themselves being charmed by it. "I have heard much about you all from Thor."
"Should we bow?" Bruce whispered to Tony, who shrugged his shoulders. Thankfully, (y/n) took the lead and shook each of their hands.
She looked around at each of the gathered avengers. Thor made his introductions to the rest of the group. "Where are the others?" Thor enquired.
"Here!" Steve smiled at the site of his old friend, his view of the princess obscured by the large man. Bucky and Scott tagged behind him, also happily greeting Thor.
"Captain, it is very good to see you. Please, let me introduce you to the Princess (y/n)." Thor stepped aside to introduce them, but his eyebrows knitted together in confusion when neither of them moved, almost frozen in place.
"Uh... hi." Scott side-stepped the Captain and caught the eye of their guest. "My name's Scott Lang."
The girl tore her eyes away from the captain, unsure really on what to do. But her training kicked in, knowing that being rude was one of the worst sins a princess could commit. "Hello, Mr. Lang. I am (y/n)."
"Holy shit." Bucky breathed out.
The rest of the avengers watched the rather silent exchange with confusion. It was very unlike Steve to get so tongue-tied, and he would never be so rude as to not introduce himself.
"Captain Rogers..." The girl spoke first, confusing them further. "I believed you dead." Tears had welled in her eyes, intriguing the observing crowd even more.
"I thought you were dead." He breathed. "What... what is going on?"
Bucky interjected. "Um, hi. I'm Bucky, we met briefly in '45."
She smiled softly at him, but her eyes betrayed her confusion. "Sergeant Barnes, of course! Didn't you... also die?"
"Yeah, we've all got a lot of explaining to do." Bucky laughed as the absurdity of the situation caught up to him.
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Thor's eyes darted between his friend and the captain. When Thor asked the avengers to guard her from the war on Alfheim, he knew some hijinks would ensue. This is not what he expected. He knew you had spent some time on Midgard before and when you returned you were emotionally distraught. He had simply figured the war you had fought with the Midgardians had taken it's toll.
He eyed both the Captain and you, suspiciously. You were his dear friend, but you had never talked to him about any mortal love.
"So, Princess. You've been here before." Tony enquired.
The Princess licked her lips nervously, glancing at Steve, who had barely moved a muscle, his eyebrows furrowed. "Yes, Mr. Stark. I spent some time here during the second world war. I left Midgard when Johann Schmidt was defeated, and haven't returned since."
"Tell us about your world, Princess. I've never heard of it before." Natasha, the red-head in the corner, asked the guest.
"You have heard of it before." The princess smiled, explaining. "I believe we are now known as a fantasy character here - you call us elves." She pointed to her pointed ears as each avenger clung to her words.
Thor smiled at his Midgardian friends' curiosity.
"The Alfar still live amongst you, they are simply unseen. I believe you may know Tolkien?" At the mention of the author's name, everyone's ears pricked. "He was one of my father's greatest friends and many of his book settings were inspired by Alfheim."
"What!" Scott exclaimed. "That's insane."
"Really, Ant Man?" Bucky responded, pointing out that they were all ridiculous, when you thought about it. The world was crazy now.
The princess chuckled, and rose from her seat at the conference table. "Thank you very much for your hospitality, Avengers. I would quite like to rest in my chambers, if you would be so gracious to allow me."
"Um, yeah... consider yourself allowed." Tony stumbled over his words. Very unusual for him, and it did not go unnoticed by the others. "Dinner is at seven."
"Thank you, Mr. Stark. Captain Rogers," She addressed the Captain, who looked up quickly. His face was pale, and he nervously twiddled his thumbs. "Would you be so kind as to show me my rooms?"
He popped up, almost comedically fast. "Yes. Yeah, sure. Um, this way." He walked out quickly, darting his eyes back to make sure the princess was following him.
She followed, gracefully. Her skirts fanned out behind her as she walked. The avengers in the room could scarcely take their eyes off her as she faded from sight.
As soon as the door closed behind them, the room devolved into chaos. People shouting theories and questions left, right and centre. Mostly, everyone was just bewildered. Bucky and Thor discussed how they had both known the couple separately, and whether each had talked about the other.
Natasha watched as Tony sat quietly on his tablet for a few seconds, searching for something she could only assume was relevant to the discussion at hand.
"Bucky, what's the deal there?" Clint asked.
He was interrupted by Tony. "Aha!" Stark called, silencing the room. "I knew I recognised her from somewhere."
He projected a photograph to the wall, and the avengers gasped.
The photograph consisted of Steve and Bucky front and centre. Bucky had his left arm wrapped lazily around Tony's dad, Howard. And Steve was looking directly at the girl next to him, holding her to him by the waist. It was the princess. The gaze he looked at her with... it was like nothing they had ever seen from him.
"They didn't just know each other, they were in love." Bucky replied to Clint's question, a hint of sadness underneath his words.
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(Y/n) followed Steve along the large corridors of the compound, her smaller legs working double time to match his long strides. They walked in silence, for the most part. It wasn't the comfortable kind.
"Captain." She spoke first, again. As she called for him, he stopped walking abruptly, turning slowly. He met her gaze and then cast his eye down.
"(y/n)... I mean, um, Princess." He responded.
"(y/n) is sufficient." She whispered, almost guiltily. "I can't believe you're alive..."
"I can't believe you're alive," He retorted. "I searched for you, when I woke up. They couldn't find any records of you other than your enlistment form, and they found you had lied. People think you're just a ghost story..."
He took a breath. "I can't believe you're here and... an alien princess?"
"I know it's hard to believe, I hope you understand why I couldn't tell you back then." She laughed. "When I found that you and Sergeant Barnes were dead, I couldn't face being here anymore... I returned to Alfheim."
As she thought back on it, a tear sprung to her eye. On seeing her reaction, Steve couldn't help himself but place a friendly hand on her back, rubbing soothing circles. She briefly froze at the contact, but quickly, she moved her own hand down his arm until she was holding onto his hand with both of hers.
So much went unsaid, but the contact confirmed what they had both most desperately wanted to know. Would it be the same?
"If I had known that you and Sergeant Barnes were alive, Captain..." She admitted. "I would have returned in an instant, I give you my word."
He smiled, rubbing a thumb over the back of her hand. A red blush hugged her cheeks as he did so.
It was typical of him that he couldn't concentrate on the moment, "Why are you here?" He asked. "What are we protecting you from?"
She sighed. "The Svartalfar, or the dark elves. You may know them - they attacked Thor in the Midgardian city of London some years ago now." He nodded in recognition.
"They are determined to conquer Alfheim, and have set their sights on my family. They have already managed to get close to killing me."
She pushed the collar of her dress down, showing a large, angry, red scar just above her collarbone. His hands flew up to trace the scar. She gulped at the close contact, her eyes meeting his.
His expression gave away his concern, knowing that Thor had suggested she was in a lot of danger. "Don't worry, Princess. You're safe here." He smiled, softly. "We'll protect you with everything we've got."
"Thank you, Captain."
"It's just Steve." He unhooked their hands, and gave her his arm. She linked her arm in his, and he resumed wandering down the halls to her rooms. "Do you have any bags?"
"No, I fled to Asgard with nothing when I needed healing. The Asgardians were kind enough to offer many gorgeous clothes for me to bring, but I figured they were a bit conspicuous."
Steve laughed, "Yeah, they might be."
They walked for a little while longer, before Steve entered a room to the side. It was rather basic compared to what she was used to, but it would more than suffice for the meantime.
"This is your room." He stood by the door as she entered. "I'm just down the hall if you need anything. I'll get Tony to send you some less conspicuous clothes. See you at dinner."
"Thank you, Steven." He laughed at her inability to be too informal with him. He nodded at her, and turned to walk down the hall to his room.
As he entered, the photograph of her from the Smithsonian caught his eye from the nightstand. He picked it up, tracing her features with his finger - unable to stop the smile spreading across his face. Who would've thought? Not only was his girl alive, she was also alien royalty. Sometimes, just sometimes, he adored his strange, strange world.
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"Sir," The agent walked into the dark room with purpose in her every step. "The Princess has been spotted."
The man in the chair looked up at the mention of his target. "Show me" he ordered. He watched as agent transferred the images on her tablet to the big screen, showing grainy, far away surveillance of the avengers compound.
As low quality as the image was, the woman arriving with Thor in the distinctive Alfar dress and armour was certainly the princess.
"Oh, my dear..." The man's deep voice dragged out. "You have walked right into our sights."
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a/n: let me know what you think! if you can't tell, this is basically the set up for a longer series... i'm really excited to explore this character and get deeper into the relationships!
i've never really written in the third person POV before, so let me know if it's something you like or not, and i can switch for the next part.
please like/reblog if you enjoy! let me know if you would like to be tagged in the next part <3
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arcadia-smith · 2 months ago
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One touch
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Part 1 // Part 2
Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Enhanced!Reader
Summary: You’ve lived your whole life carrying pieces of others—memories, emotions, pain. A single touch is all it takes. You never meant to fall for Bucky Barnes. Not when one touch showed you the full weight of his past—every wound, every scream, every drop of blood spilled. But the problem with avoiding someone is that it only makes you want them more. And Bucky is just as drawn to you as you are to him.
Word count: 2k
Warnings: Bucky's memories, kinda slow burn.
Note: Might be inspired by that one POV I saw ages ago. Finally, wrote smth on it.
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You’re careful, always. Gloves in the winter, long sleeves in the summer, avoiding unnecessary contact. But you weren’t expecting to meet him that day. You weren’t expecting his steel-blue eyes, the hesitant way he reached for you, the calloused warmth of his palm.
James Buchanan Barnes. You thought maybe it would be something vague, like the usual flickering memories you caught from strangers—forgotten birthdays, the feeling of laughter in their ribs, the taste of their last sip of coffee.
But the moment your hand slipped into his, you knew you had made a mistake.
Pain.
It surged through you in an instant, stealing the air from your lungs, making your knees nearly buckle under the weight of it. The sharp bite of a knife slicing through flesh. The suffocating grip of restraints against metal wrists. The echo of voices shouting commands in Russian, the chilling sensation of being stripped down to nothing but a weapon. The screams. The red star. Blood, so much blood—on his hands, on his soul, dripping onto snow-covered ground. The sensation of metal replacing flesh. Terror. Rage. Regret. The unbearable weight of loss.
You ripped your hand away, eyes wide, heart hammering. Bucky was staring at you, brow furrowed in confusion.
"You okay?" His voice was rough, but his concern was genuine.
You force a smile. A lie. “Yeah. Just—just got a little dizzy.”
It’s the first of many lies.
You avoided touching him after that. It was difficult. Bucky's a tactile person, more than he realized. A hand on your back when guiding you through a crowded space. Sitting beside him on mission briefings, careful not to let your knees brush. You handed him files with your sleeves pulled over your fingers. You trained in the same room but always kept your distance. It was exhausting, this careful, deliberate avoidance, but you had no choice.
He was kind, in a quiet, unassuming way. He made you coffee in the mornings when you were both in the compound kitchen too early for anyone else to be awake. He told you about the books he had been reading when sleep didn't come. He listened when you talked, really listened, like what you were saying was the most important thing in the world.
He made you want things you shouldn’t.
But you knew what was inside him. You felt it. You felt him break, over and over again, and you didn't know how to hold that without breaking too.
Bucky wasn't just the things Hydra made him do. He wasn't just the broken memories and the pain. The way he always waited for you to enter a room first. The way he softened when he talked to Sam’s nephews. The way he looked at you sometimes, like he wanted to say something but didn't know how.
He remembered things about you, little things you barely noticed about yourself. And it terrified you because you were falling for him.
And worse? He was falling for you, too.
“You don’t like touching me.”
You froze, coffee cup halfway to your lips. You were both sitting in the compound’s common area, the glow of the city outside casting long shadows across the floor.
“I don’t like touching anyone,” you corrected.
Bucky didn’t look convinced.
"Steve told me you have some kind of.. gift or whatever he called it." He huffed.
"A gift," you shook your head. It was all but a gift. "i can see.. and feel... memories of a person, whenever I touch them."
“What did you see, when you shook my hand that first time?” Bucky questioned, not knowing if he really wanted to hear the answer.
You hesitated. He deserved an explanation, an answer, but how could you explain something like this? How could you tell him that touching him had nearly broken you? That you’d spent weeks trying to separate your own thoughts from the pain you’d absorbed? That even now, sometimes, you woke up gasping, ice spreading through your veins, memories that weren’t yours pressing against your skull? He didn't deserve that. After all he'd been through.
"You were quite a skirt-chaser back in the day." You shrugged, hoping he'd let go of the topic.
Bucky let out a short laugh, but it didn’t quite reach his eyes. “That’s what you saw?”
You forced a smile, lifting your cup to your lips. “That’s what I’m telling you I saw.”
You weren’t sure if he was buying it, but either way, he didn’t push. Instead, he leaned back against the couch, stretching his metal arm along the back of it, close but not touching.
“You know,” he said after a beat, “I might’ve been a flirt, but I was always a gentleman.”
You raised a brow. “That so?”
“Absolutely.” He smirked. “Always asked for a dance first.”
You huffed, shaking your head. “How chivalrous.”
Bucky chuckled, but you could feel the shift in the air. He hadn’t forgotten your deflection. The momentary ease between you wasn’t enough to erase the unspoken weight of his question.
What did you see?
What did you feel?
You didn’t have the heart to tell him the truth.
The ice-cold metal of an operating table. The burn of a shock collar. The sting of a fresh wound being ignored, a voice barking orders in Russian. The absolute, gut-wrenching terror of realizing—over and over—that you weren’t in control of your own body.
And beneath it all, buried so deep it nearly went unnoticed—loneliness. A yearning for something, someone, anyone to remind him he wasn’t just a weapon.
You couldn’t tell him that.
So instead, you clung to the lighter pieces, the moments before the pain, before the war. The golden haze of 1940s Brooklyn, the warmth of laughter, the way the air used to hum with the promise of something better.
“Steve always said I was a pain in the ass back then,” Bucky mused, snapping you back to the present.
You glanced at him, offering a small smile. “Some things never change.”
That made him laugh, real and genuine this time, and for a moment, the weight in your chest lightened.
The next few days were a blur of subtle moments, quiet exchanges, and the uncomfortable tension that lingered between you and Bucky. You tried to keep your distance, pretending that everything was fine, but the truth was far harder to swallow.
Every time Bucky walked into the room, the pull was undeniable. You’d find your gaze drawn to him, and when he caught your eye, you’d quickly look away, as if your body was betraying you, desperate for something you couldn’t have.
And then there were the little things—the way his presence seemed to fill the space around him, the way his voice softened when he spoke to you, like he was trying to break through some invisible barrier that you’d put up.
You didn’t want to feel that pull. You couldn’t afford to. Because no matter how much your heart ached to close the distance between you and him, you knew the consequences.
That afternoon, when you were leaving the training room, you almost collided with Bucky in the hallway. He stepped back just in time, his eyes flashing with surprise as you tried to regain your balance.
“Easy there,” he said, his voice low but steady, his hand brushing your arm to steady you.
You froze. The moment his fingers made contact with your skin, everything came rushing back. The sharp pain of a bullet slicing through muscle, the flash of a bomb exploding too close, the heartache of losing everything that had ever mattered. The memories of the wars he’d fought, of the things he’d been forced to do, filled your mind so quickly you barely had time to breathe.
You pulled away instinctively, your body trembling, your chest tightening as you fought to keep it together.
“I—I’m sorry,” you gasped, avoiding his eyes, your heart hammering in your chest. You didn’t want to look at him. You couldn’t. Because if you did, you might just break, and you couldn’t do that. Not with him. Not when you already knew the kind of pain he carried inside him.
Bucky took a step forward, his expression softening as he reached out, his hand hovering just shy of yours. “You’re not okay,” he said quietly, his voice full of concern. “What’s going on?”
You shook your head, willing the storm inside you to settle. “I’m fine,” you lied, forcing a smile. “Just… tired. Long day.”
Before either of you could say anything more Steve appeared at the end of the hallway, calling out to Bucky.
“You coming, Barnes?”
Bucky hesitated, his gaze lingering on you for just a moment longer, as if he was torn between walking away and staying.
Finally, he exhaled, running a hand through his hair. “I’ll catch up with you later,” he said to Steve, before turning back to you. “We’ll talk soon, yeah?”
You noded and you couldn’t breathe until he was gone.
The next day, Bucky found you in the courtyard, sitting by yourself, your eyes distant as you stared at the horizon. He walked up slowly, as though unsure of how to approach you.
“Mind if I join you?” he asked quietly.
You didn’t look up. “It’s a free country.”
Bucky settled next to you anyway, the quiet between you comfortable for a moment, but not for long. He was too aware of everything. Too aware of you.
“Did I do something wrong?” he asked, his voice low.
You shifted uncomfortably. “No, it’s not that.”
“Then what?” His tone softened, and you finally turned to meet his eyes.
“I told you, I don’t like touch. And it’s not something I can just turn off. And it's hard to be around you... when all I want to do is touch you, for you to touch me, kiss me..”
You got up on your feet but before you could turn, you felt the weight of his hand on your arm, gentle, but firm. Your breath caught, heart pounding in your chest. His touch was warm, steady, nothing like the icy remnants of war that had scarred him, but you still felt the sharpness of his past pressing against you like a shadow.
You looked down at his hand, at the way his fingers barely brushed your sleeve. It was a simple gesture, but to you, it was more than that. It was the invitation. The risk. The question you both had been dancing around.
You swallowed hard, fighting the sudden wave of emotion threatening to overwhelm you. But when you met his eyes, the vulnerability there, the honest want for connection, it nearly broke you.
You wanted to pull away. You wanted to stop, to keep him at arm’s length, but something inside you shifted, and you found yourself taking a step closer, just enough for your fingers to brush against his.
The world tilted.
The memories flooded you—faster, sharper this time. The face of a man who wasn’t quite Bucky anymore, wasn’t quite the soldier he’d been. The ache of betrayal, the desperate longing for redemption. The faces of people he’d loved and lost, the quiet rage of a man who had been turned into a weapon and was still trying to find his humanity.
Your chest tightened as the memories crashed over you, and you gasped, pulling your hand away, stumbling back like you’d been burned.
“I’m sorry,” you whispered, your voice ragged. “I—I can’t…”
Bucky’s face twisted, a flash of pain crossing his features “I’m sorry if I—”
“No,” you interrupted, shaking your head. “It’s not you. It’s me. I just… I can’t keep doing this.”
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a-spes · 3 months ago
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Before the Storm. (N. R. x W. M. x R). — Part Zero, 'Of Ashes and Dust'. (338 words).
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" From the ashes of a fallen kingdom, a threat that everyone thought was defeated shall rise once more, sentencing a second realm to the same fate. The prophecy foretells that the apparition of a young woman where she never belonged will herald the end of everything. Can the impending doom be forestalled, or will the destruction of Earth become inevitable? "
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You are wandering through the streets of the Kingdom that you used to call your home — But was the word still appropriate to use? 
The now empty streets of the city are far from the one you remember, those that once were full of life, and the buildings that used to proudly stand, symbols of the realm’s wealth and strength, were now crumbling.
There was nothing familiar anymore about this place.
The city you are travelling through is no more than the ruins of the one that once stood there — Who would have guessed that this was one of the most powerful capitals?
But it was too late to save it, the evil corrupting these lands being too strong, and while many people tried to fight for their homes, none of them could beat the prophecy. Eventually, everyone left, leaving you as the only soul on these lands. 
You refused to leave because you couldn’t imagine your future anywhere else. You are tied to this realm in a way that can’t be described, and despite the feeling of dying at the same time as the city, you have never felt so.. alive in your life.
The ground was trembling beneath your feet, and the warmth of the flames was caressing your face. The ashes have penetrated your lungs, making it difficult to breathe and yet, there was something oddly comforting in your situation, in watching the city gradually being destroyed, and witnessing the castle on the hill disappearing.
You consider yourself lucky for having the chance to walk these streets one last time, to be able to look at the stars before they eventually vanish, along with everything else — Including yourself. The place you cherished soon becoming your grave.
One by one, each of the things that had made this city great was disappearing and soon, it’ll be the turn of memories of the people who inhabited these lands to be taken.
And then, it will be as if this realm never even existed in the first place.
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falloutwitch2004 · 1 month ago
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Thunderbolts* Era Bucky Barnes × Enhanced! Wife! Reader Headcanons
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TW: mild cursing, mentions of fighting, (not really triggers): domestic Bucky, children
○ you and Bucky get married almost as soon as he comes back from the blip. Neither of you want to chance missing the opportunity again in some tragedy. To his surprise, he also returns to a set of twins: Grant and Rebecca, who are nearing five years old at the time.
○ post marriage pre congressional candidacy, you and Bucky welcome a son: George.
○ Bucky then later would take a step away from the fight and run for a position in congress. You found it a bit of a strange choice at first, but continually supported him. "Mom, Dad's campaign ad is on!" One of the twins would call from their seats in the living room of the house, now tweens.
○ handling two tweens and a toddler was no easy feat. The twins could get a bit rowdy, and George was in constant need of some sort of attentious care. "Give it back!" was how any argument started over any material item. "Rebecca James, Grant Samuel!" You'd scold. They knew they were in trouble when they heard you use their middle names. However, that wouldn't keep them from continuing. Most times, you had to physically pull them away from each other with your powers, since their natually enhanced strength kept you from just stepping between them.
○Bucky knew how hard it was for you to balance mom life and mission life, even if you had managed to do so in his absence. Once he is elected as a congress official, he had more time at home with the kids when he wasn't in a meeting or doing press. That's when Sam was a trusted sitter.
○ you'd walk into the house to find Bucky cooking, a sauce stain sticking out like a sore thumb on his white button down and George giggling in his high chair with a fistful of spaghetti-o's. He was so focused on following the recipe perfectly. "And this, my dear husband, is why i take care of dinner." You say half-jokingly as you walk in after having a long mission debrief. "Just look at your shirt. And I just finished laundry. Hand it over. I'll have to pretreat it so that doesn't stain it forever." Bucky gives you his shirt. "You're on ref duty while I take care of this."
○ yeah, the twins are absolute menaces even for Bucky. And it doesn't get any easier when it's found out that Grant inherited your powers. "Hey, no powers in the house!" Bucky would tell them.
○ you had not an ounce of trust when you saw Valentina stop by with the files. "You're doing this again?" You ask.
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○ "yeah doll, you won't believe these kids. And you'll never guess who's here. Fucking Walker." Bucky would tell you over the phone. "Say hi to the kids for me."
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ktrivia · 2 months ago
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Dream a Little Dream of Me
Summary: A dreamwalker who has been in the heads of everyone from the most famous to world-leaders finds herself in Steve Roger’s dreams more than once. The Avengers don’t take kindly to people walking through their minds un-guarded, so what happens when Steve discovers her antics and takes her back to Avenger’s Compound for information?
Chapter Notes: Welcome to the rewrite of a fic I started writing years ago called “All Men Dream” This story will be a Bucky/Reader story, but we need some world building first before he can come in. Stay tuned for him starting in the next chapter! Hope you enjoy!
Next Chapter ->
Chapter 1:
“Move Meatball!” I yelled as I tried to forcibly remove the petulant fluff ball from the sink he occupied.
“I’m trying to brush my teeth dammit,” I muttered as the cat finally moved, white face scrunched in indignation.
“It’s bedtime! You know he goes to sleep early.” I rationalized, hoping the feline understood my plight. He meowed indignantly before hopping onto the toilet lid and staring at me. I wet the toothbrush, coated it in toothpaste, and began brushing as I looked over at Meatball.
“Stop judging me,” I demanded weakly as I brushed. “I have fun with him. It’s not hurting anyone, and besides he has no idea I’m there anyway.” The cat’s head tilted to the side.
“It’s not like I planned to stick with him for long,” I stated after another moment. I couldn’t help but feel like he was judging me. After spitting in the sink and rinsing my mouth, I picked up the judgy fluffball and carried him with me to the bedroom. As I walked, I kept rationalizing my decision to him, as I had done now every night for the past month.
“Captain America just has the best dreams. Classic 1930s fun. He goes off to the dance hall and I get ice cream. It’s a win-win,” The cat laid down on the foot of the bed, ignoring my rambling. After moving to turn off the light, I crawled under the covers. As I shut my eyes, I thought of the face of Steve Rogers.
When I opened my eyes again, I was standing in the middle of a hustling New York City street, but rather than the modern cars rushing by me, Hudson’s and Packard’s scooted past. A grin pulled at my lips as I took in the bustling sidewalk full of people in outfits that seemed like they were from a different world. As one woman passed, I flicked my fingers, changing what I wore to match her. Instead of the pajamas I fell asleep in, I now donned a loose frilly day dress.
I took a cursory glance around, searching for Steve Rogers himself, and saw him stalking towards a darkened alley. What the exhibit in the Smithsonian said was true, Steve Rogers always stood up for the little guy and that included in his dreams. Every so often he’d disappear down a Brooklyn alleyway to recreate a fight from when he was a kid. He could go pummel every bully in Brooklyn for all I cared, because I was off the dance hall. His distraction was simply my gain.
I did my best to stay out of Steve’s way while I was in his head. Science says we only dream of faces we’ve seen before, and while that counts the people we’ve seen in passing, I didn’t want to risk Steve one day realizing that a certain face was appearing every time he slept.
Moving with the crowd, I worked my way down the street towards the Dana eh all glancing down the alley Steve had disappeared into as I passed it. I may not interact with him directly, but I also wasn’t going to let the guy have a nightmare. The last time I’d crashed one of those had been a doozy and I didn’t want a redo. I squinted into the darkness, lingering for just a moment, but didn’t see Steve. Dammit. He must have already fought the bully, which meant he’d be off to dance with some dames.
With a disappointed sigh, I pivoted on my chunky heel determined to head to the soda shop instead. A root beer float would cheer me up.
I felt a prickle on the back of my neck, like someone’s eyes were on me. No, no, no, no…
Turning slowly, I saw Steve Rogers standing across the street, stare drilling into me.
Fuck.
Hiding my panic, I gave him a soft smile, hoping to convince him I was just some woman happy to be acknowledged. I swiftly turned down the alley, bending the surrounding shadows to cover me. My mind was racing, trying to think of every possibility and option.
I could jump out of the dream, but then I’d never be able to come back and this little place had become my happy place. Sure, I could recreate it in someone else’s head but it wouldn’t be the same. Besides, planting false dreams into others mind’s wasn’t really my style. Steve could have thought I was just a pretty damn who he wanted to speak to. A snort left me as that thought came and went. No one glared at someone they thought was hot with that much anger.
That left the final and worst option: Lucid Dreaming. It didn’t happen often, but when it did, the dreamer could alter their own dream and had awareness of their actions. If Steve was lucid dreaming then all bets were off to what he could do. How did I miss the damn trigger though? Normally lucid dreams had some kind of barrier for the dreamer to cross, some kind of force they had to beat before they gained control. After a lifetime of doing this, I was quick to catch when a lucid dream was coming and bail before shit hit the fan.
Any planning was in vain, as a large hand harshly grabbed my shoulder, turning me quickly towards them. That would leave a fucking bruise.
“Who the hell are you?” The Captain demanded as he glared down at me.
“Oh, hello sir. I was just trying to get home, but I think I made a wrong turn,” I said sweetly, playing dumb.
“Who. Are. You?” He asked again, eyes burning. Looking around, I tried to find something I could use to distract him but the alley was empty. Blood dripping from his knuckles caught my eye. Damn. The bully or whoever he fought in this alley must have been the trigger for his lucidity.
“You have about ten seconds to tell me why you’re in my dream before this gets nasty,” he warned at my lack of an answer.
“A dream? Darling are you saying you dream of me?” I asked, batting my eyelashes in one last ditch effort. I really didn’t want to give up this slice of paradise.
“You’re coming with me…” Was all I heard before I cut connection.
“Fuck!” I yelled as I shot upright in bed, gasping for air. Movement at the end of my bed had me panicked before I realized it was Meatball attacking my feet under the covers.
“Well Meatball, you were right. Shouldn’t have hopped into the Captain’s dream tonight.”
After a night of fading in and out of a dreamless sleep, I got up to get ready for work. Losing my new happy place made for a depressing morning, especially as I was about to go into my unhappy place aka my job. Greg was a dick and could go fuck himself with a cactus if he tried to het me to make his marketing plan for him again.
I went through the motions of eating breakfast, getting dressed and saying goodbye to Meatball. I locked the door of the walk-up with a sigh, heading down the stairs into the streets of modern day Brooklyn. Glancing around, I couldn’t help but note how boring this was compared to Steve’s dream world, but it was what it was. The stifling heat of the city blasted into me and I could feel myself already starting to sweat through my work blouse. At least the office was only a couple blocks down the road, or else I really might have quit by now. Pulling my phone from my pocket, I checked the screen, noting no notifications.
“Shit!” I yelled as I stumbled backwards after running into what felt like a brick wall. A hand shot out to catch my forearm, keeping me steady. After a deep breath to steady myself, I looked up to thank the person for catching me and then chew them out for not watching where they were going. Looking down at me was a familiar pair of rage filled blue eyes.
“Shit,” I muttered again, this time for a totally different reason. Falling on my ass would have been much better than this.
“It’s you.”
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skyfallslayer · 2 years ago
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The Darkness In Me - Masterlist
-Kingpin!Matt Murdock x Vigilante!Reader-
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🖤 Summary: You were shocked to find out your childhood friend turned out to be the Kingpin of the underworld, but you had to put those thoughts aside to bring him down. You were Hell’s Kitchen vigilante, its protector. There's no valid reason not to stop him. However, when your hidden feelings for him start to surface once more, how will you be able to even think about bringing him down?
🖤 Pairings: Kingpin!Matt Murdock x Vigilante!Fem.Reader
🖤 Rating: Mature - Explicit
🖤 Warnings: At the beginning of each chapter (This series will contain 18+ themes)
🖤 Word Count: 25,966
🖤 Start Date: 8/8/23
🖤 End Date: N/A
🖤A/N: For those who aren't the biggest Marvel fans, I'm going to give you a little backstory behind this fic. This story is based on the "Spider-Gwen" comics where in this universe, Earth-65, Matt's origin story is very similar to the one where we already know, except Stick was killed by the Hand and takes Matt under their wing. He's turned into an assassin, but still goes to law school and eventually becomes Wilson Fisk's defense lawyer. Somewhere along the line, Matt cuts ties with Fisk and becomes Kingpin himself. This story was kind of a 'A-ha!' moment, and I decided it would be interesting to see this take on Matt with a reader insert. Don't know how many stories I'll do, but if you readers seemed to like it I'll keep going :) Enjoy!
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🖤 Story 1: The (Wo)Man Without Fear
Summary: After all these years away, you’re finally relocated back to Hell’s Kitchen, the place where you were born, a place filled with happy memories. However, the city is not what you remembered, and when your job as a detective is not enough to save it, you might have to become something more.
🖤 Story 2: Auld Acquaintances
Summary: Deciding you have no choice anymore, especially how your new partner scares you half to death, and the police in this city seemed not to care, your hundred percent committed to becoming a vigilante. But before you could do this, you run into an old childhood friend and his business partner. But unknowingly to you, he’s not the same little boy you remembered hanging out with. He’s… something else entirely.
🖤 Story 3: Kingpin & Daredevil
Summary: Your night trying to save a kid takes a dangerous turn. Now fighting to stay alive after a possible life threatening injury, you soon find yourself face-to-face with the man that runs this city’s underworld: The Kingpin. Aka… your childhood friend.
🖤 Story 4: Snapdragon (Coming Soon)
Summary: Your world is officially upside down. Your small taste of nostalgia has been ruined by what you discovered. Now, you’re out on investigations with Frank, and decide to dig deeper on other cases to take your mind off things. But of course, you always had the worst luck, and nothing can make your heart stop when you find the King of Darkness in your living room.
🖤 Story 5: A Euphoric Misery (Coming Soon)
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papipopsicle · 2 years ago
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MERCENARY PART THREE
Pairing: Bucky Barnes X Enhanced!Reader
Genre: angst, fluff
Summary: In which Hydra never seems to give Earth's Mightiest Heroes a break, and while dismantling every known base, they find a weapon. In which this weapon is a young woman whose known nothing but the life Hydra gave her, and a certain super soldier becomes protective of her from the first time they lock eyes. AU AWAY FROM IW&Endgame, ALSO THERE ARE X-MEN
Warnings: swearing, reference to scars
Song: Punching Bag by Palaye Royale
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"Stark Industries and and the Wakanda Outreach programme has helped thousands of mutants and inhumans, why don't we just hand her over to them and be done with it?" Kitty Pryde mulled over the idea, rolling her eyes as the clock ticked over into the third hour of bickering.
Y/N's sedation would wear off within the next half hour and the team were still yet to come to an unanimous decision on what to do with her. She was currently fast asleep on a comfy bed inside a room which restricted the use of her powers- but she didn't know that yet.
Bucky had tried his best to remain objective, but as he watched the large monitor streaming footage from her room, he couldn't help but be reminded of the girl he watched grow up into a woman and how he'd already missed four years of her life.
"I'll monster watch tonight, James." Y/N hummed, playing with a small flame at her fingertips. She looked over her shoulder and found him watching her with worried eyes, yet she just smiled, "You haven't slept for three nights in a row now. Trust me, they'd hurt you a lot more if you fail your mission tomorrow than they will if I'm a bit grouchy. Sleep, moya lyubov."
"She'd still be a great addition to the team," Tony sighed, standing up to stretch his legs, "and by team I mean the Avengers, I don't even know why you're here quite honestly."
Kitty flipped him off before storming out, probably going to find Charles or Raven to vent to them about how much Stark pissed her off.
Natasha leant over the table, eyes not moving from the tablet in front of her, "Is she like you were, Barnes?"
Bucky tensed and looked at the redhead, "In what way?" He asked slowly.
Nat glanced over at Tony before finding the super soldier waiting for her response, "Did they manipulate her mind and create triggers that'd turn her into a murder machine? Is she at all loyal to Hydra?"
"Come on, you saw her earlier, Nat, Y/N had tried to escape that many times they had to chain her up." Steve tried to reason as he saw Bucky's flesh hand clench up.
"We should consider every possible angle though, right?" Bruce spoke up from his seat towards the back of the room, propping his glasses on his nose and taking a better look at the security footage, "She seems harmless, but-"
"She is harmless." Bucky stressed, "Sure, when you look at her file you see a genetically engineered super-assassin with elemental powers, but not one day passed without trying to escape or planning our next escape. And okay, fine, she enjoys violence, but Hydra conditioned her to be that way and she's never had anyone to tell her otherwise. At the end of the day, she's scared- and I don't want her waking up alone."
The soldier felt Steve's hand squeezing his shoulder in comfort, but it felt cold and the sentiment felt short. Bucky watched each pair of eyes fall away from his sight and their voices stayed silent. He shook off Steve's hand and left the room, making his way down to the supervisory level. He looked down at the small piece of technology in his hand, matching the number to the cell like room and entering a six digit code into the keypad from memory. A single second later it pinged and the lights turned green.
The one armed man stood in the doorway for a moment, watching Y/N's healing figure peacefully sleeping. It was a sight to behold, even in tattered clothes and a thick layer of grime and dust covering her, she was anything but a weapon. She was soft and even delicate to the eye, resting as if her mind wasn't plagued with the tortured souls from her past.
Bucky sat down on the cool wooden floor, crossing his legs like he used to at the age of eight, playing tic tac toe with a small Steven Grant Rogers. Those memories didn't feel much like his own, more at peace with the ones of war he shared with Y/N.
"Stop pulling your punches, their hands are worse than yours." Nineteen year old Y/N warned James with a sharp whisper. His flesh knuckles were scorched from her most recent attack, goaded to use her powers by the watchful handlers. Metal collided with bone and he knew on impact two ribs had fractured, a further one would bloom with bruises soon enough. Training was often more taxing than the missions themselves, bored Hydra agents pulling on puppeteer strings to ensure they put on a good show.
Y/N estimated another ninety minutes had past before her handler pulled her away for healing observations, for research rather than well-being purposes. It wasn't long until she found herself flung back into the dingy cell with a kick to the back of her knees and an expired first aid kit thrown to the ground beside her.
Once the door cranked shut, James knelt beside the stoic woman he knew was hurting so deeply within. He collected any supplies for sterilisation and allowed Y/N to collapse under his touch. She curled into his chest as he cleaned the wounds he caused, burnt knuckles stung from the movements but that was numb compared to the torment of seeing her in pain.
James was past the point of blaming himself for any injuries Y/N incurred from training and vice versa, too much of their precious time had already been taken away in arguments of how much the other was not at fault. Hydra allowed them one hour a day together, usually after training, to decompress and recover and mostly hold each other. Y/N had a knack for sneaking out of her cell to be with the super soldier, it took more time stopping her, punishing her and hauling her back than their current routine. Teamwork on missions became more efficient, so they were allowed their hour of peace unless it became a weakness.
That was when Y/N was most aware of time passing by, fingers habitually running over the rigid scars between metal and soft flesh as a reminder James was entirely real. He watched between the fire dancing in her free hand and the peace within tired features, her own eyes burning bright at his constant touch. The hour would soon be up, and there was no fight to leave each other other than the lingering fingertips as they were pulled apart.
"You cut your hair-" Y/N's gravelly voice was cut off with a harsh array of coughs, spluttering dust from her cell's destruction stuck in her lungs. She squinted at the bright sterile lighting, everything in the room intensely white with the exception of Bucky and his all black clothing sat at the bottom of her vision.
He dialled the lights down noticing Y/N's discomfort and handed her an unopened bottle of mineral water. Her eyes carefully surveyed his movements, not considering him a threat as she chugged the liquid gratefully.
"Do you like it?" He asked after a few seconds of silence had filled the air, taking a seat at the side of the mattress apprehensively. Four years had passed and although he trusted the woman he thought was dead with his life, she was indeed alive and Hydra could do a lot of damage in much less time apart. He had so many questions, so many missed touches longed for and so little worry that she was no longer his Phoenix.
Even with grime covering her from head to toe, Bucky couldn't take his eyes away from her as she scrunched her nose playfully and answered, "I'll miss your long hair, but this suits you- you look like a person."
Unlike Bucky, whose memories were fuzzy around the edges, for better or worse Y/N held all of hers. She remembered cutting his hair short for a mission the once and wishing Hydra wouldn’t let it grow out again. But seeing him this time was immaculate- he was his own human, and she looked to the dirt and disheveled clothing on her person and knew she wasn’t. Purely what she was engineered to be and not a thing more, a biological weapon owned only by Hydra.
Bucky sensed the mental downward spiral as she scanned herself, brows knitting together and tears welling threatening to fall.
He corralled her away from those cataclysmic thoughts with a cool touch to her hot fingertips, metal thumb running across the back of her hand soothingly. “It took a bit more than a hair cut, but the days I feel like a person outweigh the days I don’t. And we’ll get you there too.”
“Can I start that tomorrow?” Y/N pouted and lay against the plush pillows behind her head, content with the sounds of metal whirring against her skin that only super soldier hearing could pick up on.
The team, fewer members left in the conference room, watched the interaction from the projection. A few more words were shared before Bucky lay down beside Y/N, both infinitely still but continuing the motions on their joint hands. Steve’s chair rolled back a few inches as he eyed Tony, “Listen, I can already see Bucky following if we send her off somewhere, we’ve got to at least try re-humanising her.”
“Great, we adopted another murder machine- when the first one gets lonely, at least now he’ll have company!” Tony held his hands up in defence when Steve didn’t appreciate his humour, “Alright, Cap. We’ll observe, give it a few days and get to work on project no murder and less machine.”
part four?
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purifiedclitoris69 · 3 months ago
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blushes nd giggles
Natasha Romanoff x Reader
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The night had settled into a calm hum, the party now a quiet gathering with only the Avengers and a few close friends left lingering in the tower. Natasha, a good four and a half bottles in, was blissfully tipsy—relaxed in a way few ever saw her. She’d spent most of the night with Yelena, laughing over old stories and basking in the rare chance to truly appreciate one another. But more than that, Natasha found herself quietly appreciating you.
Nat and Yelena were still perched at the bar, sipping on martinis and cracking jokes that had you both giggling like mischievous kids. Across the room, Natasha had her eyes locked on you, though her expression betrayed just how soft her gaze had become. She hadn’t been able to stop watching you all night—you looked so perfect and even more perfect in your now perfectly disheveled party attire, your shirt untucked, tie loosened, and hair tousled in a way that felt criminally charming. Just so perfect she thought. You were sprawled across the love sack in the common room, looking too comfortable for your own good, beer bottle in hand, your entire posture radiating a relaxed, effortless confidence.
Natasha’s fingers absently toyed with her glass as she stared. For all her experience as a spy, the warmth of her cheeks was a dead giveaway to her sister.
“Hellooo,” Yelena waved a hand in front of Natasha’s face, amused. “Did you hear Stark, or have you gone deaf staring at y/l/n”
“Shut up,” Natasha muttered, swatting Yelena’s hand away, though her lips curled into a bashful smile. The redness in her cheeks deepened as she stood, her balance ever so slightly wobbly as she made her way across the room.
Your eyes caught her the moment she started moving, and a slow, boyish grin spread across your face. It wasn’t just her presence that made your expression light up; it was her—tipsy, loose, and smiling in a way that was so rare you felt almost protective of it.
“hello my love,” you greeted lowly, though the playful charm in your voice softened into something fond as you gazed up at her. “Can I help you?”
Natasha didn’t answer right away. She plopped herself into your lap without so much as a warning, but instead of her usual confidence, a quiet giggle escaped her lips as her arms slipped around your neck. The sound was soft, unguarded, and entirely uncharacteristic, which only made you chuckle under your breath.
“baby, this isn’t really discreet,” you teased, your voice low enough that only she could hear. You had only been seeing each other casually not really labeled but exclusive. She only giggled in response burying her face in your neck as she wrapped her arms around you, playing with your hair at the back of your neck “your drunk,” you let out a laugh.
“Shut up,” she mumbled, though her nose scrunched slightly as her giggles continued. “Don’t ruin the moment.”
You raised an eyebrow, unable to resist the grin tugging at your lips. “You’re in my lap, Natasha Romanoff, and you’re giggling. I think the moment’s already ruined.”
She swatted your chest lightly, her face flushing as she buried it against your shoulder. “I hate you,” she muttered, though the content sigh that followed told you otherwise.
Across the room, the rest of the team looked on in various states of shock. Tony had frozen mid-sentence, his glass of whiskey halfway to his mouth as he stared.
“Wait a second,” Sam finally broke the silence, his brow furrowed in disbelief. “That’s happening? Since when?”
Bucky let out a low whistle, shaking his head in amazement. “I don’t know whether to be impressed or terrified.”
“They’re…blushing,” Steve said, his tone as bewildered as it was amused.
“my sister doesn’t blush,” Yelena deadpanned, though her smirk suggested otherwise.
As if to prove them all wrong, Natasha lifted her head from your shoulder just long enough to look at you, her green eyes glassy with affection and her cheeks still flushed pink. “You’re too pretty,” she murmured, her voice soft enough that it was meant only for you, though the proximity meant Yelena caught every word and promptly burst into laughter, preparing to never let nat live this down.
You chuckled again, “And you’re terrible at keeping a secret.”
Natasha’s cheeks burned even redder as she ducked her head again, her laughter muffled against your neck. For two people with such intimidating reputations—her as the legendary Black Widow and you as the former Hydra super soldier turned sharp-tongued Avenger—your mutual giggling and whispered words felt entirely out of character. But maybe that’s why it worked.
The team couldn’t stop staring. It wasn’t just the shock of seeing Natasha so vulnerable, or you so utterly captivated by her. It was the way you both looked at each other—like the rest of the room didn’t exist.
“Okay, I’m calling it,” Tony announced, raising his glass in mock defeat. “This is officially the strangest thing I’ve seen all year.”
“And the most wholesome,” Steve added, though his smile betrayed that he wasn’t as surprised as the others.
“Don’t get used to it,” Natasha called over her shoulder, though the warmth in her tone was impossible to ignore. She turned her attention back to you, her lips brushing against your ear as she whispered, “They’re staring.”
“Let them,” you replied simply, your hands resting on her waist. “You’re mine, anyway.”
The flush that bloomed across Natasha’s face in response was enough to leave the entire room in stunned silence.
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sergeantbarnessdoll · 4 months ago
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Hi can you do a fic where y/n buckys fiancé who is also a winter soldier but has telepathic powers and teleportation abilities gets kidnapped and reprogrammed again and they have to fight her to snap her out of it and it ends with smut and y/n finding out she is pregnant with twins a boy and girl?
Forever After » Bucky Barnes/Winter Soldier
Pairings: Fiancée/Avenger!Bucky Barnes x Fiancée/Enhanced!Female Reader
Summary: You and Bucky are supposed to be planning a wedding, but you get kidnapped and reprogrammed again. Not too long after Bucky gets you back, you two find out you’re pregnant with twins.
Warning: Fluff, little bit of Angst, Smut (18+), language, Winter Soldier!reader, pregnant!reader, enhanced!reader, HYDRA, kidnapping, sweet/dirty talk, kissing, hickeys, unprotected sex, praise kink, pet names
A/N: Thank you for the request, nonnie🩵
Written on my phone. My apologies for any mistakes.
Header made by @buck-star
GIF IS NOT MINE! Gif credit goes to the creator.
MINORS DO NOT INTERACT!!🔞
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“Hey. Have any of you seen Y/N?” Bucky asks as he walks in the lounge room.
“Not since this morning. Why?” Steve says.
“Her and I are supposed to go over more details of our wedding, but she’s not answering any of my calls or texts.” He says.
“Her phone probably died or something.” Natasha says.
“Probably. I hope that’s all it is.” He says.
Meanwhile, you regained consciousness in the lab where you first developed your telepathic powers and teleportation abilities. You already know this couldn’t be good. HYDRA is the ones who tested those powers and abilities on you. Since you can’t call or text Bucky with your phone, you decided to try to send a signal to him by using your telepathic powers. You took a deep breath and gave it a try.
“Bucky, I’m in trouble. HYDRA found me and kidnapped me. Please hurry.” You said.
Bucky stopped in his tracks when he felt something. It was the signal from you, telling him that HYDRA kidnapped you and you need help. Bucky’s heart dropped and his eyes widened. He quickly changed into his mission suit and got his gun and knife.
“I’m on my way, doll.” Bucky says to himself.
You were tugging at the restrains to get free, but it was no use. They were too tight and there was no way you were getting out of them any time soon.
“You’re awake!” A familiar voice said.
You looked up to see the HYDRA scientist who tested on you. Your eyes widened.
“What do you want from me?” You asked.
“To reprogram you.” He answers. “I see you haven’t been using your powers and abilities to how I programed you.” He says.
“I’m not using my powers and abilities to do your dirty work anymore.” You say, narrowing your eyes at him.
“Not yet, but you will.” He replies. “Starting with your fiancée, Sergeant James Barnes who’s also known as the Winter Soldier.” He says.
“No. Please don’t make me do that!” You begged.
“Too bad. You don’t have a choice.” He says.
He sat down at the table across from you, opening up your file. Your eyes widened. You tugged at the restrains again.
“There’s no use in tugging at the restrains. You’re strapped down good.” He says.
You groaned and huffed in frustration, tilting your head back. The only thing on your mind is if Bucky is on his way to you.
Your head shot back up when the HYDRA scientist started reading the trigger words that turns you into the person you aren’t anymore… the Winter Soldier. You’re not the same Winter Soldier as Bucky was. You’re a Winter Soldier with powers and abilities.
“No!” You shouted as he continued reading the trigger words. “Please!” You begged.
You squeezed your eyes shut and clenched your hands into fists. No matter what you tried to do, you couldn’t get out of this. After he read all of the trigger words, your eyes glowed blue. The scientist smiles in satisfaction.
“It’s nice to know that those words still work on you.” He grins.
The scientist pushed your file aside and stood up, grabbing a piece of paper and the key to the restrains. He unlocked the restrains and took them off of your arms and legs. You slowly stood up in front of him.
“Ready to comply.” You said obediently.
“This man is your mission.” The scientist says, showing you a picture of Bucky.
“Yes, sir.” You replied.
“I’m sure he’ll be here any minute. I’m assuming you contacted him with your telepathic powers earlier.” He says.
You nodded your head.
“You know what to do when he gets here.” He says.
As if it were on cue, Bucky busted down the door. He felt relieved to see you. He immediately walked to you, stopping in his tracks when he saw your eyes glow blue and your signature grin form on your face. His eyes widened. He hasn’t seen that grin in a while and you haven’t used your powers and abilities in a while either. Bucky grabbed the scientist by his white lab coat and slammed him up against the wall.
“What the hell did you do to my fiancée?!” Bucky growls.
“Reprogrammed her for what she’s meant to do.” The scientist says, grinning evilly.
Bucky growls again and knocked him out with a punch to his face. He dropped him on the floor and turned his attention to you.
“Doll…” Bucky’s voice sounded calm and cautious. “You don’t need to do this.” He says softly.
“Don’t do what?” You asked, tilting your head a bit.
Bucky already knew this wasn’t going to end good.
“Doll, please.” He pleads softly.
“Doll isn’t here anymore. The Winter Soldier is though and she’ll like to have a little talk.” You say.
Bucky’s breathing got shaky for a moment before clearing his throat.
“Please don’t make me fight you.” He pleads.
“Too bad you don’t get a choice, Soldat.” You say, walking towards him.
Bucky cringes when you called him Soldat. He hasn’t been called that in a long time.
“You look scared, Soldat.” You say, playfully pouting at him.
“I’m not scared.” Bucky says.
“So if I read your mind, you won’t be lying?” You asked.
“No. I have nothing to hide from you.” He says honestly.
“Oh yea?” You raised your eyebrows. “What about a certain mission you did in 1991?” You asked.
Bucky gulped and his jaw clenched when you said that. You rose your hand up to his head so you could read his mind, but he grabbed your arm before you could.
“Stop it.” Bucky almost whispers. “I don’t want to fight you.” He says.
“Why? Are you scared you’re gonna lose?” You tauntingly asked.
“I don’t lose.” He says confidently.
“Then fight me.” You say.
“No.” He says.
You chuckled lowly before throwing a punch at him, hitting his jaw and catching him off guard.
“C’mon, Soldat. It’ll be fun.” You say.
“I’m not fighting you.” He says again.
“Ok then.” You say, shrugging your shoulders.
You opened a teleportation portal and stepped in it, turning around and waving at Bucky. The portal took you to a different room in the base. Bucky jumped in the portal before it closed, tackling you to the groan. You groaned when you hit the ground. He pinned your arms to the floor above your head so you didn’t try anything.
Bucky knows if he keeps denying you, you’ll keep provoking him into fighting you. He doesn’t want to fight you, but he has no choice. He thinks if he fights you, he might be able to break through the programming and get your normal self back. He might as well give it his all.
“You wanna fight, doll? Let’s fight.” Bucky finally says.
“That’s more like it.” You say with a grin.
You kneed him in his stomach to get him off of you. You stood you as Bucky groaned in pain. He stood up a few seconds after you did. You approached Bucky, tilting your head slightly.
“I know what you fear.” You whispered.
“I don’t fear anything.” Bucky says.
“Oh really?” You asked, putting your hand against his forehead to read his mind. “You fear that if you don’t get me to break through the programming, you’ll lose your fiancée forever and you won’t get you forever after with her.” You say, reading his mind.
Bucky growls and smacked your hand away.
“Stop it.” Bucky growls, gritting his teeth.
“Loosing your fiancée is your worst nightmare and you’ll slip back into your old ways as the Winter Soldier.” You say.
Bucky’s jaw clenched when you said that. He grabbed you, slammed you against the wall. You yelped in surprise.
“Shut up!” He shouts. “Never fucking say that again.” He says.
Loosing you is his worst nightmare, but he wouldn’t slip back into his old ways as the Winter Soldier.
“Did I touch a nerve?” You asked, tilting your head slightly.
Bucky put his vibranium hand around your throat, but didn’t squeeze. He just stared in your eyes, searching for any sign of your normal self. His hand let go of your throat. What he did next surprised himself. He kicked your feet out from under you to the ground, his eyes widening when you hit your head on the wall. You didn’t go unconscious so that’s a good sign, but you did have a confused look on your face. He didn’t want to do that to you. He just wanted the taunting to stop and for you to break through the programming.
“Doll, I-I-I didn’t mean to do that.” Bucky stutters, crouching down next to you.
“I-I’m fine.” You said softly, followed by a small whimper. “Can you take me home please?” You asked.
“Of course.” He murmurs, picking you up bridal style.
Later that day after you and Bucky got back to the Avengers compound, you two took a shower and put comfortable clothes on.
“I’m sorry.” You apologized in a whisper.
“You don’t need to apologize, doll.” Bucky says softly.
“Yes I do. I tried to use your worst nightmare against you and I brought up that one mission.” You say.
“It’s completely fine, doll. I understand. You weren’t your normal self.” He says.
Your eyes flickered down to Bucky’s lips. You leaned toward him, kissing him softly and passionately. Bucky’s right hand caressed your cheek gently. Your hands grasped onto his shoulders. He gently laid you back on the bed and hovered over you. His vibranium hand went underneath your -his- shirt. You shivered, feeling the cool vibranium against your skin.
“Bucky…” You say breathlessly.
“Yes, doll?” Bucky asks, moving his lips down to your neck.
“I want you.” You tell him.
Bucky pulled away from your neck to take off your -his- shirt, revealing your braless breast to him. He dipped his head back down, kissing your neck again. His teeth nipped at your skin, marking you up. He repeated those same actions as he moved his lips down your body.
Bucky’s hands gently caressed your curves. His lips pressed soft kisses down your body, stopping just above the waistband of your sleep shorts. Bucky hooked his fingers in the waistband of your shorts. You lifted your hips so he could pull them down, pulling down your panties and shorts down in one go.
“My doll is so gorgeous.” Bucky murmurs softly, making you blush.
Bucky stood up, taking off his clothes. His cock is hard and leaking with precum. You voluntarily spread your legs. He got in between them, his hands gently rubbing the top of your thighs. Bucky leaned down, kissing you passionately.
Bucky reached a hand down in between the two of you, wrapping his hand around his cock. He stroked it a few times before lining it at your wet entrance. He slowly slid his cock in your pussy. Soft and satisfied moans left yours and his lips.
Bucky put his forearms against the bed on either side of your head, caging you in between his strong arms. You reached your hands up to hold his. You intertwined your fingers with his.
His thrusts were soft and loving. Your head rolled back against the pillows, enjoying the feeling of your fiancée’s cock inside of you. Soft moans of his name left your lips.
Bucky dipped his head down and kissed along the column of your throat, not leaving any part of your skin not kissed. A soft satisfied hum left your lips when his stubble scratched your skin. That’s one of your favorite feelings from Bucky.
“Bucky…” You say more in a whine.
“I got you, doll.” Bucky whispers softly.
“More please.” You begged softly.
Bucky increased the pace of his thrusts. His thrusts are still loving. You wrapped your legs around his waist, locking your ankles together against his back. Your eyes fluttered shut, enjoying the pleasure you were receiving from your fiancée.
“I love you so much, Bucky.” You said breathlessly.
“I love you so much to, babydoll.” Bucky whispers.
You managed to get your hands out from Bucky’s hands and gently grabbed his face, pulling him down for a passionate and hungry kiss. You two moaned against each other��s lips. Your hands found their way to his head, carding your fingers through his soft dark brown hair. Bucky moans against your lips. He loves it when you play with his hair in any way. Your fingers tugging on his hair urged him on. Bucky thrusted faster, his cock immediately finding that one spot inside of you.
“Fuck, Bucky!” You moaned.
Your moans are like music to Bucky’s ears. You tucked your face against the crook of Bucky’s neck. You kissed his neck and nipped at his skin, marking him up.
Bucky wrapped his right arm around your waist while his vibranium hand held the sheets tightly. He increased the speed of his thrusts once more. That made you want him even more. Your hands grasped onto his biceps, digging your nails in his skin and the vibranium.
“Fuck, doll…” Bucky moans. “Such a good girl.” He praises softly.
You moaned at his praise. You love it when he praises you.
Bucky’s right arm left your waist and went in between the two of you. Your hips jolted against his hips and his hand when you felt his fingers on your clit. His fingers rubbed your clit in circles.
“Oh god, yes, Bucky!” You moaned, throwing your head back against the pillows.
Your orgasm began to build up faster than you liked. So did Bucky’s. His thrusts became sloppy, but he regained rhythm.
“I can feel you getting close, doll.” Bucky said breathlessly. “You gonna cum for me?” He asks.
“You hummed and nodded your head in response.
“Cum for me, babydoll. I’m close too.” He pants, rubbing your clit a bit faster.
The coil inside of you snapped. You moaned Bucky’s name loudly as you came. Bucky gave your clit one last rub before focusing on his own orgasm.
“That’s a good girl.” Bucky pants. “Fuck, fuck, fuck…” He moans.
Bucky came inside of you after a few more thrusts. His thrusts came to a stop and he pulled out of you, laying down next to you. You moved closer to him, laying your head on his chest and putting your thigh on top of his. Bucky’s vibranium hand held onto your knee, rubbing his vibranium thumb against your skin.
“I can’t wait to marry you.” You murmured softly, caressing his stubbly cheek.
“I can’t wait to marry you too, doll.” Bucky says softly, kissing your hand.
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You’re standing in the bathroom, staring at a pregnancy test that has two pink lines on it. You and Bucky have been married for a few months and you’re finding out you’re pregnant with yours and his first child.
“Holy shit…” You mumbled in shock, staring at a positive pregnancy test. “Bucky, babe! Come here!” You shouted.
Bucky ran to the bathroom as fast as he could, almost tripping over his own feet.
“What’s wrong? Are you ok?” Bucky asks frantically.
You didn’t say anything. You smiled widely and showed him the positive pregnancy test.
“Holy shit…” He mumbles in shock. “You’re pregnant? We’re having a baby? We’re going to be parents?” He asks.
“Yes!” You confirmed.
Bucky picked you up, hugging you tightly.
“We’re going to be parents!” He said happily. “Let’s go tell everyone!” He says.
Bucky held your hand as you two walked to the lounge room where all of the Avengers are.
“We have amazing news.” Bucky says with a huge smile on his face.
Everyone stopped what they were doing and turned their attention to you and Bucky, waiting for you guys to tell them what the amazing news is.
“I’m pregnant!” You tell them, holding up the positive pregnancy test.
Everyone cheered and congratulated you two, giving you two hugs.
———
“Would you two like to know the genders of your babies?” The doctor asks, looking from you to Bucky.
“Babies?” You and Bucky say in union and surprise.
“You’re having twins!” She smiles.
Yours and Bucky’s eyes teared up. Bucky leaned down, kissing your lips softly. Bucky looks in your eyes and nods at you, wanting to know the genders of yours and his twin babies.
“Yes, we would like to know the genders of our babies.” You tell her.
“Twin A is a boy and twin B is a girl.” She tells you two. “Congratulations!” She smiles, giving you and Bucky the ultrasound pictures.
You and Bucky had smiles on your faces the whole car ride to the compound. You two were so excited and happy that you guys had to tell everyone.
“Hey! How was the doctor’s appointment?” Steve asks.
“We’re having twins!” Bucky tells everyone, holding up the ultrasound pictures. “Twin A is a boy and twin B is a girl!” He says excitedly.
Everyone stared at you and Bucky in surprise and gave you two hugs, congratulating you two.
“Can I tell Steve the other amazing news?” You asked, whispering to Bucky.
“Go ahead, doll.” Bucky smiles.
Steve looks from Bucky to you, waiting for the other amazing news.
“Me and Bucky have been talking about it and we want you to be the godfather to our twins.” You tell him.
“Wh-What?” Steve asks, making sure he heard you right.
“You’re the godfather of our babies, punk.” Bucky tells him, patting his shoulder.
“I’m honored to your babies’ godfather.” Steve says, hugging both of you.
Later that day, you and Bucky went home and spent the rest of the night trying to come up with baby names for yours and his twins.
“I feel like the names we’re coming up with are too basic.” Bucky says.
“Yea.” You agree. “What about we name our son after you and our daughter after your sister?” You suggested, tapping your fingers against your pregnant belly.
“You want to name our babies after me and my sister?” He asks, tearing up.
You smiled and nodded your head yes.
“I would love nothing more than to name our babies James Jr and Rebecca.” He says, smiling widely.
“It’s settled! James Jr and Rebecca will be our babies names!” You say happily.
Bucky kisses you passionately. You two smiled against each other’s lips.
“I love you, doll.” Bucky whispers against your lips.
“I love you too, sweetie.” You whispered back.
Bucky leaned his forehead against yours, looking in your eyes with the look of adoration in his eyes. You two finally have your forever after.
🩵🩵🩵🩵🩵🩵🩵🩵🩵🩵🩵🩵🩵🩵🩵🩵🩵
-Bucky’s Doll
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tldrthor · 8 months ago
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Part II: The Princess (and the chaos she brings with her) - steve rogers x princess!reader
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summary: the princess gets to grips with life in the avengers tower, the captain does his best to not allow his feelings to get in the way of acting normal. everything is nice... but for how long?
part 2 // it was an honour and a privilege, for his words to reach only her ear // word count 2k
you can find part one here and here's my masterlist <3
a/n: nothing much happens in this one but i needed to set the scene! hope you enjoy this short and fluffy fic x
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Steve felt a kind of giddiness he had never felt before. It was almost nauseating; somewhere between the greatest euphoria and the deepest of depressions. He felt himself unable to bring words to his lips, when Bucky knocked on his room door to ask him how he was holding up.
“This is fucking crazy, man.” Bucky had breathed out. It seemed the same cat had got his tongue.
Steve had breathed out a half-laugh. “Yeah, it’s definitely crazy.”
He felt delirious. Dizzy with every emotion he had ever, and will ever feel. He found himself staring at the clock as time ticked by, agonisingly slowly. He fought against every instinct he had to run to her, make sure she never left his sight again.
It had been nearly 80 years since they had last seen each other. What if she had moved on? What if he was too different for her now? What if she was different?
As they had talked, it felt the same. But the talk they had had wasn't quite enough for the captain. He fought against every instinct he had to charge into her room and demand answers to the thousand questions running through his head.
His best bet would be going for a run, clear his head, work off some energy. It was a nice day outside, and a weekend so most of the agents and personnel were off-base. He shrugged on some gym clothes and headed out. He found himself lingering, as he walked past her door, trying to fend off thoughts of charging in and blurting his deepest thoughts to her.
The sound of... struggling? He could hear her, with ragged breath and the sound of what he thought was someone bumping into furniture. His eyebrows furrowed as he went into avenger mode.
"Princess?" He knocked quickly on the door, listening as he did for further sounds. As he knocked, the noises stopped. It was only through his supersoldier hearing that he could still hear her ragged breaths.
A small, breathless voice came from behind the door. "I'm okay, I'm alright!"
The captain wasn't entirely sure what to do. "Do you need help with anything?"
There was silence for a moment. And then, the lock on the door turned and she stood, once more, in front of him. Now, she was more flushed, and her hair had fallen ever so slightly out of place. The captain still thought she was the most radiant being he had ever seen.
"I... I am sorry to ask, captain. I am so used to having handmaidens that I can't get my armour off by myself." She looked away as she said it, and Steve cursed himself as a blush spread it's way over his cheeks.
"I'll help!" He said, perhaps a little too much enthusiasm behind his words. He immediately pulled it back, "or I could get Natasha, if you want."
The princess smiled at him. "It's okay, I wouldn't want to bother Miss Romanoff, if you don't mind helping?" She held the door for him and he entered her chambers. If she had been on Alfheim, or Asgard for that matter, this would have caused great scandal. For a brief moment, regardless of the circumstances, she was grateful to be back on Midgard.
She lifted her arms to show him how the chestplate connected around her torso, and he began to undo the intricate mechanism stitching it together. They were both hyper-aware of their closeness in that moment, each fighting not to think about it too much.
"It's beautiful." Steve tried to cut the silence, but his voice came out as more of a whisper. "Your armour, I mean. The carvings." He cleared his throat.
She made eye contact with him, and he nearly audibly gulped. "Thank you." As the mechanisms finally gave way, she pulled the piece over her head, holding it in front of her. "It belonged to my grandmother, the last Queen of Alfheim. They say even the stars themselves bowed to her."
Steve didn't miss the sadness layered in her voice.
"I never knew anything about your family before. It's crazy that they're kings and queens." Steve confessed.
She placed a hand, lightly on his arm. She couldn't think of what to say in response to that, but the gesture was enough. She hung the armour in the wardrobe, then began to take off her jewelry starting with her jeweled tiara. As she pulled it from her hair, he audibly gasped.
With the way her tresses fell, and covered her ears, it was like the princess disappeared and was replaced with (y/n). His (y/n). The one he ejected from the plane to save, all those years ago. The one he had mourned since he came out of the ice.
She turned to him, smiling. "You look the same, you know." She continued, "As when we last saw each other."
Steve caught a glimpse of himself in her mirror. He didn't feel the same as back then. He had been so full of hope, so naïve. The modern world made it hard to be optimistic.
"I'm older, now. You haven't aged a day." He responded.
She chuckled. "Steven, you are the same boy who jumped on the grenade at Camp Lehigh, it doesn't matter how you've aged." The kindness of her words as she said his name moved him in a way that no one had in a long time. "My people age far slower than Midgardians, so physically aging is an honour. I hope that one day, I experience the blessings of the years."
"What... what age are you?"
"Are you quite certain you want to know?" She asked, a hint of a smirk on her lips. When he nodded after a moment's hesitation, she continued; "I am 578 years old."
His jaw nearly hit the floor in shock. He looked at her features intently, his mind clawing desperately for anything to say. She didn't look a day over 25, and hadn't since the 40's.
"That's... um, pretty old." He stuttered out. Well, that was not what he had meant to say.
Her melodic laugh reached his ears and he had to admit, he breathed out a sigh of relief. "Captain, that is not a very becoming thing to say to a lady," She giggled. "I am barely a quarter of the way through my life span."
"God, sorry I didn't mean it like that, just... It's all so strange."
"I know, Captain. It is a long time in comparisons to a Midgardians life. I hope that it does not disturb you too much."
In the silence of the room, Steve suddenly became aware of the distance between them, or rather, the lack thereof. She was so close he could almost feel her breath on her face, as her eyelashes fluttered, looking up at him.
Her irresistible eyes.
He could reach out and grab her, right now. It would be easy, romantic, passionate, wonderful. He wanted to do it, badly. To feel his hands on her waist, to wrap her in his arms. He wondered, briefly, if she would tangle her hands in his hair.
In the real world, he couldn't do it. They had been apart for nearly a century, and even when they knew each other, they hadn't gotten that far. He didn't know if she still... felt that way.
His head was spinning, everything seemed to be moving too quickly and too slowly at the same time. Mayday, mayday, mayday.
He cleared his throat and moved away. Well, it was more of a jump. So much for looking normal, he thought to himself.
"We should go for dinner, uh... people will be waiting." He examined her features. She smiled politely, but her eyes betrayed something else. Was that... disappointment he detected? He was probably wishful thinking.
"Of course, Captain. I will get changed into the clothes Natasha brought for me, and then we shall go." She elegantly picked up some clothes, and wandered to the bathroom.
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Dinner was lively as ever. At Thor's request, everyone had joined the team in the dining room for some pizza. Steve and the Princess wandered in later than everybody else, but were welcomed with cheers and laughter. It was nice.
"Princess (y/n)!" Thor boomed, motioning his friends over to two empty seats beside him. "I believe you have met everyone bar the young master Parker, over here." He pointed towards a young brunet boy, sitting rather awkwardly at the corner of the large table.
He waved, whispering a barely audible "Hi."
"Hello, Master Parker. I am (y/n) of Alfheim."
"Yeah, I heard, um. It's Peter, not Master Parker. My name I mean. If you want to- if it's your tradition or whatever you can call me that too I just... um, most of the uh avengers call me Peter, I mean." He placed a hand over his face in what even the princess understood was teen angst.
"Peter, then." She smiled politely at the young, flailing boy.
"I call him bugboy, if that's any more appeasing to you." A familiar voice parted through the din of the many, many conversations being had around the table. The princess looked to see Bucky sitting across from them, next to the man called Sam.
She laughed politely, at his joke, understanding immediately that the young avenger certainly experienced a lot of jokes at his expense.
Her attention was diverted, once again, by Mr. Stark. "Have you ever had the Midgardian delicacy of pizza, your highness?" There was a hint of sarcasm to his deference, that was not unnoticed by (y/n).
"Tony, she lived in Brooklyn in the 40s. Of course she's had pizza." Steve spoke up for her, also noticing the way Tony laced disquiet with her titles. He was being overprotective over pizza, and even though he was aware of the fact, he couldn't stop himself.
"Actually, Captain, I never got around to trying it during my time here."
A silence befell the dining room.
"What?" The harsh words came from Bucky, but it was a sentiment echoed quickly by Cap, and then young Peter.
"How could you have lived in New York for several years, and not had pizza?" Steve laughed at the Princess, who sheepishly smiled.
"I honestly did not realise it was a food, and I lived mostly on army rations anyway..." She explained.
"Oh my god, she's never lived." Sam spoke, dead-pan.
Tony finally interrupted the cacophony. "Well then, ma'am, consider this evening an education."
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The evening was lovely. The conversation (and wine) flowed, never a dull moment. Thor and the Princess dazzled with tales of their worlds and the many battles they had faced. Steve and Bucky reminisced with the Princess about the times they had shared together.
As the evening grew quieter, the Princess found herself feeling safe, for the first time in a while. She was all too aware of Cap's arm slung over the back of her chair, dangerously close to being around her shoulders. Her heart skipped a beat every time he leant down to her ear, to share something only with her. It was an honour and a privilege, for his words to reach only her ear.
For the last 80 years, she had felt like she was spinning out of control. With the war, and especially the last attack, things had been worse than ever. But now, she could get used to this.
She dared, as she laughed at one of Tony's jokes, to put her head on the Captain's shoulder. As she did, she happened to catch Bucky's eye - he smiled and winked.
Yeah, she could definitely get used to this.
Unfortunately, she wouldn't get the chance to.
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arcadia-smith · 2 months ago
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One touch Pt 2
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Part 1
Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Enhanced!Reader
Summary: You’ve lived your whole life carrying pieces of others—memories, emotions, pain. A single touch is all it takes. You never meant to fall for Bucky Barnes. Not when one touch showed you the full weight of his past—every wound, every scream, every drop of blood spilled. But the problem with avoiding someone is that it only makes you want them more. And Bucky is just as drawn to you as you are to him.
Word count: 2.4k
Warnings: Bucky's memories, slowburn, brief mention of sex.
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The dim glow of chandeliers reflected off the polished floors of the ballroom, casting shadows on the faces of the guests. The event was a high society gala, a masquerade of sorts, where the powerful gathered in the hopes of hiding their true intentions behind polished smiles and sparkling gowns. You and Bucky were here, undercover, with roles to play—his as a charming businessman, yours as his spouse.
You hated the fake pretense. The political chatter, the deals and transactions veiled in honeyed words. But what you hated more was the way your heart beat a little faster each time your eyes met Bucky’s. The way yoy wanted to forget the truth behind the touch of his hand, the memories that would always haunt you, that you could never escape.
It was after you’d both moved through the crowd, gathering intelligence, that Bucky’s gaze found you across the room. His lips quirked upward.
Before you could look away, he was at your side, his presence sweeping over you like a tidal wave, suffocating and comforting at once.
“Wanna dance?” His voice was low, calm, like he was making a casual suggestion.
Your stomach twisted. Dancing meant touching, and touching meant memories. The last time you'd brushed your fingers against his skin, you'd been thrust into a whirlwind of horrors that almost shattered you—wars, pain, isolation.
“Bucky, I—” You hesitated, your voice faltering. Your heart was already in your throat. "We need to stay focused. The mission—"
“I’m aware,” he interrupted, the steel in his tone only half-veiled by his casual smile. “But if we're going to make this look convincing, we’ll have to get close. And you are wearing gloves... thought they'd stop you from seeing or feeling things.”
Your breath caught in your throat as he reached for your hand. For a moment, you debated pulling away, but you knew it would raise suspicion. Reluctantly, you placed your hand in his. The warmth of his touch sent an immediate ripple of tension through your body, but the second his fingers closed around yours, you froze. Gloves helped, memories weren't as vivid as they were the first time, yet the feeling of them still lingered somewhere in the back of your mind.
"Focus on me," his voice broke through the haze in your mind. His thumb brushed against your knuckles, a gentle motion that grounded you, kept you tethered to the present. “Focus on this moment. Just the two of us.”
Yoy looked up into his eyes, finding them softer now, the playful edge replaced with something deeper, something that made your chest tighten.
The music swelled around you, a slow, steady rhythm that seemed to match the beat of your own heart. Reluctantly, you let yourself be swept along.
As he led you across the floor, his hand never leaving the small of your back, you couldn’t ignore the warmth of his touch, the way your body reacted to him, the way he made you feel more alive than anything else.
But as you danced, one thing became clear. The line between you and him was starting to blur.
And in that moment, you realized you were falling in love with the man who was both a stranger and someone you knew better than anyone.
"How are you holding up?" Bucky asked, his breath warm on your skin.
You stiffened at the question, the warmth of his hand on your back sending a shiver down your spine. “I’m fine,” you lied, but the tremble in your voice gave you away.
He pulled you in a little tighter, his hand settling at the small of your back, his chest brushing yours with every step.
"I don’t want to hurt you," he said, so quietly you could barely hear him over the music.
You swallowed thickly, fighting the overwhelming urge to cry, to scream, to pull away. But instead, you nodded, your fingers clinging to him, your chest aching with the weight of everything that had come before you, and everything that might come between you.
"I know," you whispered, "But I can’t keep doing this, Bucky. Not when it feels like I’m drowning in your past."
"I can’t stay away from you."
The music swelled around you both, but it felt distant, like the world had narrowed to just the two of you in that moment. The weight of Bucky’s words hung heavy in the air, and despite every rational thought screaming at you to walk away, you couldn’t bring yourself to move.
You let your gaze slip up to meet his.
You shook your head, trying to focus on the present, to anchor yourself in the here and now. The memories of his past swirled just beneath the surface, and the longer you stayed close to him, the harder it became to keep them at bay. His pain was still there, in every line of his face, in the tension in his shoulders, in the way his hand rested on your back like he was afraid you’d slip away.
"Every time I touch you, I feel it all—the weight of everything you’ve done, everything you’ve been through. I can’t bear it, Bucky.”
His expression faltered, and you saw the flash of regret, of guilt, cross his features. “I didn’t want this for you. I didn’t want to drag you into this.” His voice trembled. Bucky leaned in, his lips grazing against your forehead in a gentle, almost hesitant kiss, like he was testing the waters—afraid of the flood of emotions that might follow.
You felt a new layer, something you hadn’t expected. A tenderness, something fragile and human. You could feel his fear, yes, but you also felt the love he was capable of. The longing. The need to protect, to be seen, to not be alone.
You blinked, trying to pull yourself together, but the pull of his presence was undeniable.
His forehead rested against yours, and for a moment, you let everything else fade away—the mission, the pain, the history that weighed you both down.
“I can’t stay away from you, either,” you whispered.
“I don’t know what we’re doing here,” he admitted quietly. “But I can’t stop wanting to be close to you.”
The music faded entirely, but you were no longer aware of the room, the people, the mission. All that mattered in that moment was the way he held you, the way you felt safe despite everything.
The night had stretched on, its quiet hum now almost deafening. The mission was over, and the city outside the hotel room window was nothing more than a blur of lights, its life continuing on without a care for the world you both were trying to keep hidden from it.
You were alone in the room with Bucky, and the weight of the silence between you felt heavier than any mission brief you’d ever read. The door was locked. The lights were dimmed. You could hear the hum of the refrigerator in the corner, the faint sound of his breathing, the sound of your own heart racing.
Bucky was standing by the bed, his arms crossed loosely in front of him, his eyes flickered over you, and you could feel the weight of his gaze on your skin. He was trying to read you—trying to figure out if you were ready, if you wanted this. His fingers flexed before he stepped closer, kneeling in front of you as he reached for your hand.
Slowly, so slowly, he took off your gloves. His fingers brushing against yours, as soft as he could manage.
"I can’t keep pretending like nothing’s there.” he whispered, his fingers twingling with yours.
You swallowed thickly, your heart pounding in your chest.
A battlefield, smoke curling from the ruins of what was once a city. Gunfire, screams, the bite of metal and blood staining the air.
Then another scene—this time in a dark room, the sound of chains scraping against cold stone. Bucky, no longer the man he was, was shackled and helpless, his body broken, mind twisted by memories of wars and men who had forgotten what it meant to be human.
The memories, the feelings—the weight of everything he had suffered—crashed into you. Every moment of pain, of fear, of loss, was yours now too. You felt it all, as if it had happened to you.
But then... something else crept in.
It was fleeting, like a whisper through a storm. It was him. The real Bucky. The man who had loved and been loved, who had fought for redemption, who had learned to smile again even though the world had taken so much from him. And somehow, amid all the pain, he had found a way to be more than just the Winter Soldier.
“I’m not sure I can be what you need,” you whispered, unsure if you were speaking to him or to yourself.
Bucky gently cupped your cheek, his touch tender, but there was something beneath it—something urgent. He was fighting something, too. You could see it in the way his jaw tightened, the way his breath hitched.
“You’re everything I need,” he murmured. His thumb brushed over your skin, a gesture that was almost too soft, too gentle for the man who had seen everything.
Your heart ached at his words. There was so much more to him than the man who knelt in front of you—more than the haunted eyes and the burden he carried. And there was so much more to you than the fear of getting close, of letting someone in. The world outside seemed to disappear, leaving only the two of you in that small, dimly lit room.
You couldn’t fight it anymore.
You closed the gap between you, your hands finding their way to his chest. His heart was beating beneath your palm, and you could feel the rawness in it, the way it raced in anticipation. Bucky’s breath caught as you slowly leaned to kiss him, your lips brushing against his, the moment your lips met, everything else faded away. His hand slid to the back of your neck, pulling you closer, deepening the kiss as if he’d been waiting for this moment, too.
His lips were firm against yours, but his touch was careful, as though he was afraid you might break beneath his hands. It was a slow burn—gradual, tender, like both of you were hesitant to take that final step, but neither of you were able to hold back any longer.
Bucky’s hands roamed to your waist, pulling you flush against him. You gasped, feeling the heat of him through the fabric of your clothes. He groaned softly at the feeling, his mouth trailing down to your neck, kissing you gently, as though savoring every inch of you.
"Are you sure?" he asked, his voice rough and low, lips brushing your skin.
You nodded, unable to find the words. You reached for the buttons of your shirt, your fingers trembling slightly as you undid them one by one. His eyes followed your movements, his gaze darkening with each step, but he didn’t move. He was waiting for you.
When your shirt finally slipped off, he inhaled sharply, his hands immediately finding your shoulders, gently tracing the curve of your collarbone. His touch was reverent, like you were something fragile, something precious. Maybe you were both fragile in this moment, standing at the edge of something neither of you could control.
You reached for him, unbuttoning his shirt with the same hesitant urgency. The moment your hands brushed against his chest, you felt the faintest flicker of memories from him—his pain, his darkness—but you didn’t let it overwhelm you. Instead, you focused on the man in front of you, the one who was here, now. You pushed his shirt off, your hands exploring the muscles beneath, feeling the way his body tensed under your touch.
When he kissed you again, it was deeper, more desperate. His hands cupped your face as if he needed to hold on to you, afraid of letting go, afraid of this connection slipping away. You leaned into him, your hands sliding to the waistband of his pants. You hesitated, but he helped you, his movements slow and deliberate as he undressed you, taking his time as if savoring the moment.
Bucky’s gaze softened as he looked at you, and in his eyes, you saw everything—the weight of his past, the fear of not being enough, the longing for something real.
“I won’t hurt you,” he whispered.
You could feel the heat between you, a connection so strong it almost overwhelmed you.
You reached for him, pulling him into a kiss that was slow, deliberate, and filled with everything neither of you had said yet.
His hands slid down your back, tracing every curve, and when he pulled you closer, you felt him—felt everything he was. The kiss deepened, and he gently guided you, both of you sinking into the softness of the sheets. It was like the world had stopped, like nothing existed outside of the two of you in that moment.
Bucky kissed you again, his touch almost worshipful as he took his time, never rushing, never forcing anything. He was careful, patient. And you, too, were patient, letting go of the doubts, the fears, the weight of the memories, allowing yourself to feel him, to be with him.
When he finally entered you, it was slow, almost tentative, as if testing the waters once more. You gasped, your breath catching as your bodies finally aligned, finally fitting together in a way you never thought possible. The world outside ceased to exist, and all that remained was the overwhelming closeness between you both, the physical and emotional connection that bound you together in that moment.
And when it was over, when the world slowly came back into focus, you lay there in his arms, your bodies tangled together.
And for the first time ever, you could control what memories and feelings you absorbed.
Peace.
Happiness.
Love.
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Note: This is the end for this storyline. For now. I might make a twist on things sometime in the future.
Thank you for reading.
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a-spes · 3 months ago
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Before the Storm. (N. R. x W. M. x R). — Part One, 'Invisible Torments'. (2,293 words).
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" From the ashes of a fallen kingdom, a threat that everyone thought was defeated shall rise once more, sentencing a second realm to the same fate. The prophecy foretells that the apparition of a young woman where she never belonged will herald the end of everything. Can the impending doom be forestalled, or will the destruction of Earth become inevitable? "
| Tags & Warnings — Natasha Romanoff x Wanda Maximoff x Enhanced!Reader. Mention of Suicidal and Depressive Thoughts (Natasha), Canonical Violence, Brief Mention of a Car Accident.
| SERIES MASTERLIST - MAIN MASTERLIST - REQUEST GUIDELINES. previous part. - next part.
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Despite the whole team being gathered in the room, it was silent.
An unusual, heavy silence, caused by the gravity of the situation, and that left no room for the jokes and teasing that would usually be exchanged between the heroes.
None of them knew what was going on, but the minutes seemed like an eternity while they were waiting for the director to eventually arrive. None of them needed to know the details to feel the urgency of this meeting. Fury was a wise man, despite what some may say, and he knew better than to pull the ringer for nothing. Crisis meetings were rarely held, and it had never been for anything less than a threat to the very existence of humanity.
If no one was talking, it is because they were busy remembering the events that had followed the last meeting of this kind — A catastrophe. Something that had happened many years ago, but the memories were still imprinted in the minds of those that were already a part of the team at that time. It was impossible to forget the chaos and destruction that had ensued. They may have won, but at what price? The lives they lost, and those that were destroyed, still weighed on their minds, and they had spent the following years hoping that they would never find themselves around this table again.
But here they are, several years later, with the same fear that knotted their insides.
If no one spoke, it is because they were all trying to guess what lay ahead. Yet, the possibilities were endless, often surprising, and none of them could have guessed the words spoken by Fury when he entered the meeting room.
The job was exhausting, and the heroes could never rest. Their victories were never more than temporary, each threat being quickly replaced by a far more dangerous one. The Avengers, despite their title of saviors of the earth, were playing a game they couldn’t win. As the years went by, and the battles followed on another, it became harder for the heroes to convince themselves that it was all worth it. The dead were numbered in the thousands, and it seemed that they were only delaying the inevitable destruction of humanity.
This possibility was even more difficult for the former spy to accept.
This job was supposed to be her redemption, a way of eventually wiping the red off her ledger, but if the woman wanted to use her skills to do some good, it seemed that only destruction followed her every step. Every threat was immediately replaced by another, and every victory inevitably stained by deaths and destroyed lives, a cost she no longer wanted to pay. 
And then, somewhere in that infinite loop, the redhead eventually lost her hopes.
If she hadn’t yet resigned herself to leave the team, it is because her fears were holding her back. After all, the woman knew nothing else in the world except this job which, despite its difficulties, offered her the comfort of familiarity. But recently it has become harder to accept that being a heroine, and saving the world, was nothing more than a pipe dream.
The world can’t be saved, and neither could she.
The redhead had eventually learned that it was pointless to hope, because it is nothing more than a way of putting off the inevitable, and so, as she watches the man entering the room, she prepares herself for the worst — The destruction, pain, and deaths. 
Maybe hers this time, if she is lucky enough.
She hasn’t told anyone about the thoughts that sometimes arise in her mind, and she won’t even admit it to herself, because it is definitely easier to pretend that everything is fine. She doesn’t want to think about how the job that saved her life, by giving her a second chance, is the one that is now tearing her away from that same life.
When Fury, the man that they were all waiting for, eventually enters the room, Natasha tries to read his next words in his features, but it gives her no clue. He looks serious, and tense — He looks the exact same as he always does.
“So, are you finally going to tell us what this is all about?” Steve asked. It is rare to see the man lose his patience, but the situation was beginning to weigh on the minds of even the wisest members of the team.
“I am going to do better than that,” the man said, pausing for a moment before continuing, “I am going to show you,” and as he says these words, the lights go out. 
And there, projected large on the wall they were facing, the Avengers could all contemplate the reasons for their presence here, the great danger that was threatening humanity, captured by one of the city’s video surveillance cameras.
The former spy’s sharp eyes immediately searched the poor-quality image they were shown for any clues. At first sight, it was nothing more than an ordinary moment of a day that was like any other, just a view of a street of New-York that looked exactly like any other street would. Despite the early hour, a never-ending parade of cars and pedestrians was already taking place, bringing the street to life — The city that never goes out. It was not a myth, and the city was just like its heroes; it knew no rest.
The woman observed the people that were walking in a hurry, and she had no trouble imagining the car horns that must have sounded as soon as someone took a bit too long to start up at the green light — Where did these people go, to be so impatient?
And, as the scene drags on for several seconds without anything happening, she allows her thoughts to wander a little from the reason for her presence here, joining the ballet of these strangers for the span of a few minutes. No one noticed that, behind her sharp gaze, her attention was absent. Instead of watching the video, Natasha was thinking about where she would go if she got a chance to walk alongside these strangers. 
It is a question she had asked herself many times before, one that had kept her awake at night, enveloping her soul in an oppressive feeling as she was thinking about all the possible answers. She could have been so many things if she had been nothing more than just a name, a face among so many others, one that people wouldn’t even be able to recognize in the streets. She would have settled for little. She would have accepted even the most mundane life, the most boring to those who had it, if it meant that her life would have the normality she craved. She would not be a heroine that they would admire, nor a spy that they would hate, but nothing more than a little girl that could have followed her dreams. Yet, life can be cruel, and it had taken away all choice from her before she had even taken her first steps in this world — Who would she have been? That is a question she will never find the answer to.
A sudden change in the monotonous scene they were being shown drew her attention back to the screen. It was a sudden agitation that, by breaking the routine, had managed to capture her attention once again, chasing away the thoughts that had preoccupied her a few moments earlier. No one had noticed her absence, and it was almost as if she had never wandered off, the woman now observing the scene with rapt attention.
Events unfolded with such rapidity that she would have missed them if she had blinked at the wrong moment. A young woman had entered the camera’s frame, and she would easily have blended in with the rest of the crowd if she hadn’t been acting weirdly. Although she seemed to be in a hurry, her quick steps were nothing like the ones of someone hurrying to work, and they were far from the calm pace of a sportswoman. Her run was frantic, and erratic.
Natasha could not see her facial features, but she didn’t need it to guess the fear that this young woman was feeling. All she had to do was to observe her body language, and the way she was constantly looking at her surroundings was enough of a clue. It was as if she was scared of someone, or something, but she was the only one to see the threat. Indeed, the crowd remained relatively calm, and new-yorkers only stopped their relentless march when she jostled them.
Everyone expected the reason for her panic to appear on the screen at any moment, but it never did, and the ‘monster’ never showed up, the threat to humanity remaining faceless and formless for time being, much to their disappointment. Yet, in concentrating on that, the heroes almost missed the really important events.
A few seconds later, the young woman’s run came to an abrupt, and tragic, halt. As she tried to cross the road, without looking left or right, without using a crosswalk, the inevitable happened. She was lucky enough that the first two cars in her path managed to avoid her, but it had its limits, and the truck that came after didn’t have time to brake, or divert, that it had already hit her head-on. The impact had been so violent that the girl had been propelled several meters. 
The shock is so swift that it left everyone blissfully surprised, even the spy. The video may have no sound, but she can easily make out the screams of the passers-by. They finally stopped for a moment — Perhaps they were in a hurry, but their business could wait if it meant meddling with others’. The video stops as some people start moving towards the truck, which had ended up in a storefront, and all the heroes’ eyes are now on Fury.
They were hoping for answers, but they only found more questions.
“So, you bothered us for… a crazy woman?” Tony spoke, and he is the first one to do so — Probably because he is the only one who is never at a loss for words, the others being too surprised to say anything. “Damn it, Fury! We are the Avengers, not a hospice,” he added in response to the other man’s silence.  
However, the director remains calm and impassive in the face of the billionaire’s impatience. Yet, Natasha is certain that there was a lot more to this video than just a ‘crazy woman’, why would he have shown it to them otherwise? She knew Fury, and he is not the kind that does things at random, let alone waste resources — S.H.I.E.L.D.’s time and money are too precious to him. There must have been something else, some detail they had missed and that would explain everything they couldn’t understand until now.
The man proves her right when he plays the video again. However, while they could all recognize the scene of the accident, the angle of view was a bit different, being zoomed in on a silhouette that was in the background, one they could barely see in the original video. Despite the poor quality, they can distinguish the young woman who is lying on the ground. For several seconds, nothing happens, and everything seems to stand still — Until she stands up, resuming her run as if nothing had happened, as if she hadn’t been hit by the truck less than a minute before. As the scene unfolds in front of their eyes, the heroes realize that the threat has been there all along, hiding under the guise of a ‘crazy’ looking woman.
“And what do we know about her?” Natasha immediately asked. She was slumped back in her seat, arms crossed as she glared at the director. Yet, despite appearances, she was taking the mission very seriously; if the man had a hunch about this girl, the woman knew it was best to trust him and act accordingly.
“That’s for you to find out, Romanoff,” he replied with a wry smile. As he talked, he waved a folder at her, the one he would hand over to her later, when the meeting was over and the questions had been answered — Or at least some of them, because the heroes soon realized that the information available was meager.
And indeed, when she opened the file several hours later, she realized just how complicated this mission would be. The night had fallen on the city, and she had settled into one of the common areas. A fire crackled in the fireplace, and she made herself comfortable with a blanket and some hot drink. Some people liked to read to relax, but what she really enjoyed was immersing herself in a new mission, reading files and trying to make connections between the different pieces of evidence. It was a familiar and easy activity. 
However, she didn’t have much to read in this one. There were only a few wills collected from passers-by who happened to be near the scene of the accident, but nothing they said was interesting, and most of them hadn’t even laid eyes on the victim long enough to be able to describe her. There were also screenshots of the surveillance video that they watched, but also of others that attest to her presence in different parts of the city. 
But that was all. There was no name, no story, just a pixelated face that seemed to belong to no one — Almost as if the woman appeared from nowhere.
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bookishtheaterlover7 · 1 year ago
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Hello, Fandom!
Recently I've been making steps to write what is probably the longest one-shot of my life. But I'm not complaining, because I actually enjoy writing it, even if that baby is taking three months and counting 😅
But as a writer, without knowing much, except that it involves Steve and Y/N, and tells the story of how she got her enhanced super soldier abilities (no spoilers, because it was part of an ask), would you like to read it as one GINORMOUS fic, or in two parts?
Or will you leave it up to my very indecisive ass to decide alone?😅
I'd honestly love to hear from you, guys...🥹
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justkending · 2 years ago
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Finding Memories. Chapter 28.
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Series Summary: Waking up with little to no memory of her past, and being saved by a group of individuals who call themselves heroes, sends a long time captive for a whirlwind trying to find some form of grounding in this world she quickly learns runs on chaos. But she’s not the only one trying to figure out her forgotten backstory. Bucky Barnes, along with the other Avengers, can’t help but sense that there is a lot more to the whole situation than a diagnosis of amnesia. Her background slowly starts to come forward in pieces of her past and hidden information discovered. Who is she? And why was she in the room they were meant to destroy?
Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Enhanced Reader 
Word Count: 2900+
TW: Torture, cussing, gore, PTSD, triggers.  
A/N (PLEASE READ!!!) : This is the last chapter friends... I truly was not expecting to take this story the way I did, but I think it’ll all be worth it with my surprise that will be coming soon. I also would like to acknowledge my best friends who let me read this to them and get ideas flowing and spark new journeys for these characters. They have helped me keep this story on track for both me and for those who read it. I will be making an announcement hopefully soon for the next series I’m going to start working on that will be in coordination with this storyline, but I can’t say more than that ;) I love you all and thank you for sticking with me for this story. As always, I love seeing what all you got from this and any perspectives you would like to share. Here’s to more stories to come! XOXOXO 
Chapter 28:
She knew Bucky had understood what her plan was, but his looked showed his clear objection to it. She made the shield in front of him soundproof after that because if she heard any more of his screams, she knew she wouldn't be able to do what she needed. She would fold if she even looked in Bucky's direction.
Harrow was looking around him in the few seconds he had been unprotected now. He was looking for anything to make him feel safer, but he knew it wouldn't be in the cards.
"I get it now," Y/N said to him and he looked at her slowly. He was defeated, but he was too cocky of a man to show it. "Why you're so desperate." She spits the last words like the insult it was.
He didn't give her any reaction besides a tight jaw and a tense stance.
"You tried to recreate me, but you couldn't work out the flaws..."
She said through her teeth, fighting back the anger that was pushing to break out of her and take control. But she wanted to drag this out as much as she could.
She motioned her hand to where the teenager continued to lay unconscious but never looked away from him.
"It's pathetic really," she collected herself some and brought her other hand out to pull Harrow closer to him, and in a snap, he was a mere 2 feet in front of her and his fear was no longer hidden. "You had me on a platter for years, and you still couldn't put a formula together. Can you really call yourself a scientist after that?"
Her nose twitched as the anger built up at what she had come to all because of a selfish low-life that was now powerless in front of her. And she didn't even have the time to enjoy the pain she was capable of returning to him.
He had yet to say a word. He was completely motionless in the hold she had on him and she could feel the fear that was coursing through him.
"Just imagine. Everything you're feeling is nothing compared to what you've done to others," she squeezed her hand that was keeping her hold on him and he grunted in pain as his chest tightened.
A part of her wanted to continue the pain, but what would separate herself from him if she did that?
A breeze came through and it was like a small part of the real world was trying to ground her again and it worked. She cleared her mind of the rage that was taking over and threw him to the ground with a force that would keep him there.
"But unfortunately we live in a world where there are worse monsters out there than you... And all the powerless will never stop coming for the powerful, no matter how idiotic of a plan that may be." She turned slowly to him and stood over him. "But no one else will get the chance to finish what you started. Your work was pointless and all for nothing, and you're going to live a long and imprisoned life knowing that."
Though the fear in him still burned strong, she saw how her comment changed the script.
She was going to let him live, but someone else would have to be sacrificed for her words to be true.
"No," he mumbled, knowing where she was going. "You can't. You wouldn't." He stammered and his eyes grew.
"No one will ever have access to the power you did. Not in this lifetime at least," she said softly, yet definitely.
"You do it and you lose everything," he said attempting to scramble to his feet, but she pushed him back down with her powers.
"As long as I live... As long as I am who I am, having everything will never be an option for me." She turned her head sideways as a tear slipped down her cheek. "And it's monsters like you that will always make sure that's the case."
She turned to look behind her.
In the bubble she had created, Tony and Nat were tending to an unconscious Wanda. Tony scanned her body with his suit and she could see the breath of relief on their faces knowing she was just unconscious for the time being. Steve was in the comms calling for backup, while in between them and Bucky.
Bucky was at the border watching every part of their interaction even if he couldn't hear it.
She gave him a sad smile and mouthed an "I'm sorry" to him before turning back to Harrow.
"You'll get what you deserve. They'll make sure of it," she nodded slightly behind her. "As for me? You'll never have the chance."
She heard him blood-curdling shout in protest, but nothing would come out of it as she had already made the choice.
Her hands connected and she every ounce of power she could create in her hands was thrust into her chest.
She wasn't immortal. She never was. No matter the attempts she had taken when scared and alone, she never was able to complete the job. But now she knew. The only person who could truly kill her before her healing powers saved her, was herself.
The amount of power that had been directed into her heart wouldn't take long to finish the job.
She knew what she was doing and she knew why she was doing it. And she was also at peace with her choice.
The next shout she heard wasn't from Harrow in front of her. The hit she took rendered the shield she had put to keep Bucky and the rest of the team from going back on her choice had collapsed and he was in a full sprint to her.
She lay on the ground in slight pain, but her peace outweighed it all.
"No, no, no," Bucky skidded to her side and pulled her up trying to get her to a normal position. "You're ok. You'll be ok," he mumbled to himself, and she could see the tears losing the fight to hold back. "Steve! Nat! Help!"
The others were already running that way, Tony staying behind to keep an eye on Wanda as she began snapping out of Y/N's spell little by little.
They had all seen what happened. It was hard not to look when Bucky was screaming on the other side begging her to not do what she would inevitably do.
Steve was the first by their side, but once Nat showed up, she nodded for him to take care of Harrow.
The older gentleman was in shock sitting halfway up on the ground at his artwork being destroyed in a way there was no coming back for it. Steve quickly pulled him up harshly and held his hands behind his back as he spoke into his earpiece for backup and in talk of a reinforced cell for the man.
Bucky was still talking to himself going through every form of first-aid he knew out loud for what step to take next.
Y/N grabbed his hand in the hysteria and placed it softly on her heart and smiled up at him weakly as she lay in his lap.
"Please," she said softly, not having a lot of energy for more. "It's ok."
"It's not ok. You're not ok," he said frantically in a cry as he looked over her and examined for any kind of physical injury he could fix. "This wasn't supposed to happen."
"Hey," she turned her head back to her. "Don't let these last few moments be sad ones."
"Don't say that," he was angered at where her mind was going even if he knew she was already there. Even if he knew deep down there was no alternate version of this moment.
"Bucky, in another life, I got to savor the love I've experienced here. In this life, I at least know I got to make this choice. That's something I never thought I would be given the chance to do again."
Each sentence was said with a grimace as the pain got stronger, but she wanted to make sure that some part of her decision was understood.
Bucky had taken in her words and he knew in the end, he would have to accept that this was her choice. But damn her for not letting him in on it until it was too late! He could have come up with another solution. They could have come up with another solution!
His lip trembled as he lost the fight of keeping his tears at bay.
She brought her hand up to his face and placed it delicately on his cheek and he brought his own hand up to keep it there. Gently, she wiped his tear with the pad of her thumb and looked up at him with a frail breath.
"I'm sorry," she said with her own tears marking her cheeks. She turned to Nat who was standing on the side crying too. "I'm sorry that this is the way it had to be," she looked between them.
Bucky wanted to argue. He wanted to yell and scream at her for being selfish, but he knew it was the exact opposite scenario.
He took her hand from his cheek and clasped his own around it before bringing it to his chest and holding it there as she looked up at him losing more and more of the light inside.
"It's ok," he eventually said even if he didn't believe it himself. "We could never be mad at you, Y/N."
She smiled knowing he wasn't ok, but he didn't want their last few moments to be filled with anger and regret.
"You're a hero, Y/N," Nat nodded, squatting down beside her and brushing her hair out of her face some. "You can rest now."
The faint ghost of a smile was on her lips, but she was fading and fading fast. She looked back at Bucky one more time and used every last drop of energy she had left to send him her peace.
Her hand connected to his heart sent a pulse of the last feeling she felt and it broke him.
She was gone and the last thing she had done on this earth was tell Bucky everything she never got the chance to in that last touch.
From her reasoning, to her love for those around her, and the gratitude she felt for the team that protected her through and through.
It was overwhelming and with her lying limp in his arms, he instantly pulled her body into his and began letting out all the sadness he held in sobs in the spot between her neck and shoulder.
Nat came around and placed a hand on his shoulder while she mourned quietly herself.
Steve looked where he was holding Harrow and Nat shared a soft shake of her head showing the deed was done. She was not coming back this time.
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The funeral was beautiful. In the two weeks and four days they had known her, they had created a simple sending-off in a way they felt would do her justice.
Tony had ordered bouquets of flowers that she had declared her favorite after so many walks around the compound; tulips, peonies, and forget-me-nots all accompanied by many other flowers that accented them well.
They did a send-off away from the compound in a quiet and quaint lake house Stark owned. It was simple and a moment of silence was shared as they took in the loss together and shared some memories they each had of her short time with them.
They had got back in the last hour, and Bucky was currently standing in her old room leaning with his hands clasped over the balcony ledge as he watched the gardeners create a new plot of the garden Tony was putting in honor of her.
He was still wearing the same clothes he had to the funeral, a black dress shirt under a black sports coat and black slacks.
He was so far in his own thoughts he didn't hear Wanda come behind him and place herself next to him on the balcony.
He turned to her for a second before looking back at the gardeners in front of them. A few minutes of peaceful silence passed before she spoke up.
"I, uh," she took in a deep breath before waving her hand and pulling something out of thin air practically and handing it to him. "I have something for you that I think will help."
He stood up straighter and turned to her.
"In her journey to learn more about herself, I helped her start a playlist of songs she liked." She passed him a vinyl in a green blank sleeve. "I have it on my phone too, but I know you prefer records if you can have them that way, so I made one up for you."
He took it like it was gold itself and looked at her with big eyes.
"We all kinda had a helping hand in the kind of songs she ended up choosing, and I think it makes it all the more special," Wanda smiled sadly as he took it out gently and spun it from one side to the other in his hands. "It helps me feel like she's right there when I listen to them and I figured that would be something you need as well."
Bucky carefully put it back in the sleeve and looked at it one more time before delicately putting it on the patio table and then engulfing Wanda in a tight and needy hug.
Wanda returned the urgency of the hug and they tightly held each other in comfort until they felt they got what they needed from it.
"I know we didn't know her long, but..." he stopped not really knowing what to follow that with.
"It hurts just the same as if we had known her for 10 years," Wanda finished for him. "And somehow that still doesn't do the memory of her justice."
Bucky nodded and his mind went to all the places of the things she deserved and should have been given the time to experience, but was ultimately asked to sacrifice.
"I know," Wanda mumbled, seeing where his mind went and knowing that place all too well. "I sometimes think about what her life would have been like too if she was given the chance at normalcy. But sometimes the bravest are chosen to make the hardest choices. Either way..."
"It was her choice," Bucky said, looking in the room where she once resided.
Wanda nodded and looked at him as shifted back to his thoughts.
"I'll be in my room if you need me," she nodded patting his shoulder after a bit and walking to the door. "Oh, and the first song on the B side. Something tells me you may know it," she smiled before really leaving.
Bucky watched as she shut the door behind her and he looked back at the patio table where the record sat.
He walked over and picked it back up and stared at it not knowing what to expect, but not sure when he would be ready to learn what it held.
He looked back at the garden and watched as the workers pointed and instructed each other on the layout they were asked to do. He realized he wouldn't be able to hold off. He missed her a lot and he needed something to remind him of happier times.
As soon as he was in his room, he walked over and placed the vinyl on the record player, and sat in the chair next to it as it scratched the divots until it approached the first song.
And on the first note, he couldn't help the smirk that pulled at his lip. He leaned back in the chair and leaned on one side as he brought his hand over his mouth and he listened to the beginnings of one of his favorites.
It was a song that he had told her he learned from Sam. One he put on a face and said it was, "Ok" towards Sam just to keep his ego in check, when in reality he truly loved every part of it.
It came out in the 60s around the civil rights movement, but something in it struck Bucky's old 40s heart. He couldn't lie in saying Sam Cooke knew what he was doing. It was a song of freedom to come and hope even when things looked rough and it feels like the world is constantly pushing you to your knees no matter how hard you push on. A symbol that a needed change was going to come at some point.
He showed Y/N the song pretty soon after they bonded and she sat taking in every word as he watched her lightly tap her foot to the slow beat.
He hadn't even realized a tear has slipped until he felt it on his hand and he closed his eyes and leaned back in the chair as he took in the song in a new way.
A way that made the peace she had passed onto him in her last moments all the more significant and meaningful.
Please don’t hate me for this twist as everything will work out, I promise! (This version of Bucky will return in the next series ;) 
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