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Trying out Patio
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So just mucking about with it a bit this morning and it actually seems pretty interesting, pretty cool; a quick glance and I can see what's up with everything/everyone I actually interact with here on the Hellsite (affectionate).
Thing is, I'm not seeing anywhere to actually compose a post. There's no little bar above the feeds to choose from or anything. It's just feeds, so I had to come back to regular Tumblr to write this.
Am I just missing it? Overlooking it?
Because honestly, I can see myself using this if I have the ability to compose posts as well. I'm not sure how it would work on mobile, as I usually compose things on desktop and just reblog w/maybe some commentary and tags on mobile.
I don't know if you'll even see this, guys, but I had to try.
Thanks,
Marbles
P.S. Please fix the search function. It's like pulling teeth to find my own original writing in my own archive. Thanks.
P.P.S. @thebibliosphere you started messing with this last night -- do you see a compose button anywhere on the Patio feeds? Am I just missing it somehow?
#Patio#Tumblr#the Hellsite (affectionate)#Tumblr staff#tumblr changes#I think I like it?#Need to play with it some more#Also please can we have a search function that works#Hellsite#Tumblr beta
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Quick summary of Apple Arcade games I've played thus far
All games were played on the Apple TV 4K 128GB model, most with Dualsense, while games that support Siri Remote used the remote instead.
Sonic Dream Team: The maingame (except the contrived red-coin system) is a masterpiece, and the first Sonic platformer I've ever completed. The postgame(s) got weary on me, however.
Hello Kitty Island Adventure: The game is much more like Zelda and other breathlikes (The term I use for games that resemble BotW) than Animal Crossing. I'm mighty impressed by this game and then some.
Easy Come Easy Golf: Plays pretty good for a non-motion-controlled golf game. Could need to have far more courses far earlier in the game, as meaningful variation is practically none even at rank 8.
Way of the Turtle: Very good from the 25ă90% marks of the game, where it's a better Crash Bandicoot game than a lot of actual Crash Bandicoot games. But the endgame levels are brutal to the point of feeling like they weren't worth it.
Alto's Adventure: Honestly a fairly good game. I recommend it to people who've just bought an Apple TV and who are learning how the remote control works.
Amazing Bomberman: Complete rubbish. I could count the framerate on one hand, and that's on the newest Apple TV model.
Gear.Club Stradale: Kept crashing to desktop all the time. And I mean all the time. I was only able to complete 1 race on 5 attempts at starting the game.
Rayman Mini: Severely outdated. No one wants autorunners anymore, and certainly not autorunners that mangle the Rayman Legends timed missions.
Taiko no Tatsujin Pop Tap Beat: Safe to assume that Apple told the devs to make the game less weeb than most other TnT games, which is a good thing. The Power of Love is a nice touch, and the evergreen Cruel Angel's Thesis, the Touhou Song (Night of Knights), and Funiculi Funicula (a.k.a. the Spider-Man 2 pizza song).
Tetris Beat: Weeb stuff. Gave up after 10min because I hadn't heard of any of the songs.
Samba de Amigo Party-to-Go: On the entirely opposite end of the scale, and in fact has too many dance-pop songs. I do give positive shoutout to that its version of Macarena use the actual lyrics, and not the ones with the teenage girls chatting.
Riptide GP Renegade: Practically unplayable with Siri Remote, so I never tested it with Dualsense out of spite. Never got past the tutorial.
Pocket Card Jockey: Tested to see how far I could bruteforce my way through the intro with a Siri Remote, far past the alleged "Connect a controller" prompts. I miraculously managed to get to the first main level, at which point I felt that I had done my duty and never played it afterwards.
Frogger and the Rumbling Ruins: Managed to be less controllable than Pocket Card Jockey even with a Dualsense. Couldn't get past the very first section.
My Little Pony Mane Merge: The "Merge" genre is by itself the worst new game genre in several decades, but Gameloft clearly can't possibly have played even one puzzle console game in their lives, judging by how they mangled the controls beyond recognition.
Kimono Cats: Hardly has any activities in it that count as a game, and the few small remnances that are there are either weeb or Daily Challenges.
Disney SpellStruck: A good concept and is fun to play early on, but dear lords does it get repetitive. Not to mention the word validation system rejecting a lot of common words while accepting nonsense. The cameo of Tinker Bell's house from her titular movies is a nice touch, but a very short touch.
Warped Kart Racers: "We already have Sonic Racing Transformed at home" vibes. Additionally, the battle mode system is the worst in the history of car games. Yes, worse than that of FlatOut 3.
Squiggle Drop: Incomprehensible career progression, not helped by puzzles that start to make no sense after the circa 25th one.
JellyCar Worlds: If you've played 10 levels or so, you've essentially played them all.
Marble It Up Mayhem: Roughly half of the point-to-point levels were reasonably good. The "Collect spheres in a zone" levels were pretty boring.
Beyond Blue: I refuse to believe that any professional livestreamer scuba diver would willingly want to use a suit she described as itchy.
Ballistic Baseball: Seemingly impossible to hit the ball, and the English commentator has the least enthusiastic voice I've ever heard in my life.
#apple arcade#games#sonic dream team#hello kitty island adventure#easy come easy golf#way of the turtle#alto's adventure#rayman mini#taiko no tatsujin#mane merge#mlp g5#beyond blue#hardcore analysis and stuff
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Medusa Ex Makina
Chapter 1: Welcome to Mordhaus
Rated: M for Mature
Warnings: Peeping toms, a bit of canon typical misogyny, slapstick violence
Authorâs note: Finally, new content for Makina! Are the boys a bit ooc, possibly? Iâm really going for a mix of canon and my interpretations for the boys. Any feedback in the replies would be appreciated. -w-;;
The klokateers began unloading Makinaâs belongings and escorting the young fletchling metal artist around the haus. Nathan and the band agreed to let Makina stay with them, but of course there was a bit of hesitancy from his bandmates. âI mean does she really have to stay in her own room, couldnât she share one with you?â Murderface complained, crossing his arms and leaning against the entrance of the newly cleaned out room. âFuck no! I donât want her in my personal space.â The others mumbled in agreement. âI am just hopes she put in good furnintures. And its not too girlys and pinks.â Skwisgaar said as he fidgeted with his guitar. âI donât think youâd need to worry, sheâs kind of goth looking. I bet you sheâs got a few band posters.â Pickles blurted out. âExcuse me sires, her furniture has arrived.â A klokateer stated, the band moved a bit out of the way to see what kind of objects would arrive. First came a black mahogany cabinet, then came a large black and red dresser that had intricate rose vines on the sides, a slick black computer desk with a black and red leather gaming chair, a red heart shaped vanity mirror, and a Victorian style bed frame with black sheer princess curtains fastened by small silver demon skulls. âTold ya so.â Pickles said in a smarmy manner. But thatâs where the normal furniture ended and the weirder things came in. Next was a stone statue of cerberus, a marble black replica of Adonis with demon-like features, and a life sized coffin shelf with a lid. It wasnât too bad, after all they have demonic statues all over Mordland. However, what really caught their eyes were a few picture frames with their posters inside. âOh shit, we better not have another âTrindleâ situation on our hands.â Murderface cautioned. That name alone made Nathanâs toes curl, especially when their last encounter resulted in her exploded face landing on his lips. He silently prayed that Makina wasnât going to be as obsessive. More Klokateers arrived and placed some unopened boxes in her room as Makina walked towards them with one klokateer presenting her with her new living quarters. âAny further questions, my liege?â
âNot really but, wow you guys got a lot of facilities!â
âThen Iâll leave you to unpack your things, if you need any assistance just call for us.â Makina was awkwardly silent, she looked directly at Nathan and shyly waved. He tilted his head in confusion and slightly waved back. She then went straight into her new room and closed the door behind her. âMaybes we shoulds gives her space?â Toki suggested, but the others ignored him and slowly peaked behind the doorway. Makina took out her phone, tapped a few buttons, and placed it on the dresser. It began playing âKill Youâ by Snakes and Barrels. âWhoa, deep cut!â Nathan whispered. Pickles was more baffled than anything, meanwhile Murderface was trying to push past Skwisgaar to see what was happening. Makina then pulled out a swiss army knife hidden from her boot and cut open one of the boxes. She began placing the items around the room. From very cool anime statues, to a plastic black skull with pink gems in its eyes, she had quite the eclectic collection. Another box opened and she began setting up a fancy looking desktop computer. She kept opening boxes and setting up her room till she was finally down to the posters. Makina took a good look at them and sighed. âIt would be embarrassing as hell if I put these up. I live with them now, god theyâd think Iâm one of those fans. Hmm⊠Iâll put them in the closet.â She opened her cabinet and placed it in the very back. The band still watching with judgemental eyes whispered a collective sigh of relief. Makina stretched and grabbed her phone off of the dresser, pausing the music, and took off her boots. She layed on her new bed, cuddling a little demonic kitten plush and began scrolling on her phone while the others kept watching on. Murderface couldnât take it anymore and walked back a few steps before ramming his body straight into Skwisgaar. Like a domino, the tall swede hit his face on Makinaâs door with a loud thump. It opened wide and Makina turned to face the men sheepishly staring at her, Skwisgaar was entirely face planted into the floor. Makina hid the kitty plush and sat up straight as if she was caught in some trouble. She looked down at Skwisgaar and hid her smile with her hand, not wanting to laugh at the egotistical guitarist. âUh⊠Are you guys good there?â The band silently nodded, the air became unnecessarily tense. âWell, off to jack off. Nice room bud.â Murderface blurted out, walking away from the awkward situation he caused. âYeah and I needs to find⊠somethings for my⊠watch? Oh looks I founds it Ok bye!â Toki swiftly escaped behind Murderface. Pickles and Nathan helped Skwisgaar get off the floor, âUm⊠snacks are in the kitchen if you want any.â Pickles added as he helped his band mates out of Makinaâs room. Makina nods and watches the men fumble about as they exit into the hallway, closing her door. âWell thats ams embarassings. Way to go Murderface.â Skwisgaar yelled as Murderface rolled his eyes. âI thought for sure she would have taken her shirt off.â
âThat was not why we were spying on her.â Nathan stated, âRight guys?â The room was dead silent with a pregnant pause, âWow, youâre all so mature.â They all ended up waltzing into the living room and plopped down on the scattered couches. âLooks on the brights sides, sheâs ams not crazys or too girlies! I thinks shes cools.â
âYeah, but then again you never know Toki. Weâll just have to wait and see.â Pickles stated as he leaned back into the couch.
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Makinaâs mind began to circle, âWere they testing me to see how metal I am? Oh god did they see the posters?! Well at least they didnât see these little guys.â Makina sat up and hopped off the bed and tiptoed over to the other side of the room, she ripped up the tape from one little box she had yet to open. Inside were a whole slew of Dethklok memorabilia; CDs, photo cards, and magazines. But the largest items in the box were a set of 12 inch plushies of Dethklok; each one had little colorful printed dot eyes, yarn like hair and a soft plush fabric texture. Makina lovingly petted each doll on the head and lifted the Skwisgaar one. She cuddled the plush close to her face, rubbing it like a cat would. âTheyâll never know about you babies.â Makina cooed as she carefully placed all 5 of the dolls in her wardrobe along with the rest of the merchandise, planting a little kiss on each plushâs forehead. She silently hoped that none of Dethklok, let alone her mentor, would ever find out about her fanaticism for them. Makina would rather be buried alive than for that to happen. Finally her room was complete. But now a new problem arose, what to do next. Pickles did say there was food in the kitchen, maybe a light snack would ease her mind. As she opened her door, Makina realized how large her newfound home was. Not like the small apartment she had been living in before. Even after the tour, she still felt as if she could get lost. The kitchen shouldnât be too far from where she was, right? Just so she wouldnât get more lost, Makina dug into her hoodie pockets and found an old receipt. Closing the door, she placed the receipt in between the door frame, making sure it stuck out like a tiny flag. âThat âoughta do it.â Makina thought to herself triumphantly. âNow to find the kitchen!â With determination, Makina began wandering down the brick and mortar halls of the death metal castle.
One door led to a public bathroom with a large ornate fountain in the center and a slew of urinals that spanned every inch of the walls. Another door led to a small workout room that only ever seemed to be touched by klokateers. And another door led to one of the largest libraries Makina had ever seen, but every door she opened seemed to be the wrong one and at this rate she could be wandering the halls forever. Then she spotted a familiar sight, the receipt hanging from her door frame. âShit, I went around in a complete circle! How did I do that?!â Makina was easily ready to call it quits, there was no way she was ever going to find something as simple as the kitchen at this rate. When in a flash, she remembered something. Opening up the door to her room, placing the receipt back in her pocket, she swung open her wardrobe, and dug through her Dethklok memorabilia. âHell yeah, itâs still intact!â Makina exclaimed, lifting an old brochure in the air as if it was a hidden treasure in a video game. Opening up the brochure it read;
âFan Day: 2006. Welcome to Mordland. Home of world famous death metal band, Dethklok. This map will help you navigate the areas of Mordhaus we will allow you to see.â
Makina quickly took a picture of the map on her phone and gingerly put it back amongst her other memorabilia. âHopefully this map will be accurate enough.â she quietly hoped. Replacing the receipt in the door frame, she opened her phoneâs gallery to the map as she began to follow it. Left, right, left again, straight, turn left again. She looked up from her phone and finally made it to an unfamiliar door. It was much larger than the other doors she had seen so far, like the entrance of a throne room. Excitingly she opened it, only to be met with slight disappointment. Inside was a room full of marine life, and to the side was a humongous black and red bed with large razor blades in the back. There were gentle hues of blue and green lights mixed with the golden glows of the octopus fixtures above each window, and a few fish swam in circles amongst the massive tanks. But the most beautiful thing Makina saw was the peach glow of the sunset that shimmered through a red stained glass window, twinkling like a thousand fairy lights. As fantastical as the room was, it still wasnât the kitchen. Makina closed the door to the room and tried following the directions again. Left, right, left again, straight, this time going right instead of left. Another door, âPlease let this not be a bedroom.â As if fate itself had jinxed her, poor Makina was once again fooled. This was instead a stereotypical office, styled as if it was from 1983. The time capsule of an office had a large desk with a window looking out towards the golf course field down below. There were frumpy orange leather couches that look like they havenât been sat in for ages, a few miscellaneous wooden award plaques, and a large steel shelf with an assortment of ikea lamps. âDefinitely, not the kitchen. This must have been where that famous manager of theirs used to work. I wonder where he is now?â Makina took one more look around, examining one of the plaques that read, â1st place, Charles Foster Offdensen, 1985 National fencing tournamentâ. Makina exited the room disappointed. âIf this keeps up Iâm going to lose my head. Letâs try one more time.â Right, left, right again, straight, then turn right. The sounds of a eurobeat song can faintly be heard, following the melody of a remixed Fur Elise, Makina sighed in relief to find her way to the recreational living room.
The music came from Toki playing a DanceDance Revolution arcade machine, she was stunned to see him practically break dancing on the console. âOh hey, glad to see you came out of your room.â Makina turned around to face Pickles, relaxed on the couch with his arms spread open, leaning into the vampiric sofa with a bottle of beer in his right hand. Pickles beckoned Makina to come and sit next to him. âYeah, I just got⊠really super lost. This place is like a palace maze and I still couldnât find the kitchen.â
âReally now, itâs not that hard!â
âThatâs âcause you lived here longer than me, I just got here.â Makina pouted, Pickles tried to hold in his laughter. âGeez kiddo, do we have to give you a GPS or something?â Makina whipped out her phone with the picture of the map she was using, Pickles bursted out with a guffaw and a small set of tears began to form from his eyes. âOh god, youâre killing me! You- HAHAHAHAHAHA!â Makinaâs face turned bright red, âIâm sorry, this was the only thing I had to go off of!â
âNo no, itâs- cough, holy shit. That thing was from over a decade ago. Weâve done a few renovations since then.â
âHow was I supposed to know that!?â Makina yelled with frustration and embarrassment. Pickles patted her on the back, âRelax Makina, we should have been more upfront is all.â The music from Tokiâs game had died down as the brunette wiped his brow. He walked toward the pair and sat next to Makina gleefully. âHi Makis!â Toki beamed as the conversation shifted towards him. Makinaâs eyes widened, âOh hi Toki, I didnât think you would be so casual.â
âCasuals, I thoughts we coulds bes more friendlies withs each others since you ams new in da house. We ams roomies nows!â Makina placed a hand over her mouth, her face flushed again, âOh god, the fanbooks were true. Toki can be a real sweetheart!â she thought to herself. âThatâs really kind of you, it was just unexpected is all. No one has called me Maki before.â Pickles took a swig from his beer, âI thought for sure that your friends wouldâve done that.â Makina looked away from the two musicians and down at her own hands. âNot really. I mean, the nickname they gave me eventually became my stage name, Medusa. But I donât mind being called Maki, I actually find it refreshing.â Pickles couldnât comprehend the tinge of sadness in her voice, but he knew they must have hit a nerve of some kind. âAnyway, uh⊠where did everyone else go?â Makina said inquisitively as she attempted to change the subject. âSkwisgaar wents to his rooms, Moidaface and Nathans are in da kitchens.â Makinaâs ears perked up, her eyes twitched a little bit, âToki, could you do me a favor and lead me to the kitchen. Iâve been trying to find it all day.â Pickles gave a small hand gesture to Toki behind Makinaâs back and he nodded, âSure Makis, it ams easys to finds!â the Norseman said with glee. He grabbed Makinaâs hand and began leading her towards the kitchen.
âSees it ams just over heres!â Toki exclaimed, he pointed towards a large double door, much like the ones Makina had seen before. They opened to find a silvery chrome tiled floor, a big saw blade table and chair set, and to either side of the walls were large cupboards and kitchen appliances. To Makinaâs right, there was another beautiful red stained glass window shining down. It seemed that the twilight was slowly seeping in as its shine was much duller than earlier that day. Makina turned around to see how far away she was from the living room, to her left she could see her room door just in the distance with the small receipt flag still sticking out of her door frame. Instinctively Makina bapped her head with a small smack. âIt was only a few doors down?!â Makina gritted her teeth, holding back her anger. âYeps, tolds ya it was easys.â Toki said with a chipper tone. Nathan and Murderface turned to see Makina and Toki looming around the doorway. âHey, good of you to finally come out of your room Makina.â Murderface called out. Makina sighed and waved back, âWeâve been trying to get this open and itâs really fucking stuck.â Murderface pointed at the brown jug on the table, it was a fancy growler of craft beer with a Brazilian label. âYeah, shitâs really stuck.â Nathan chimed in, âOh, thatâs whys yous guys been takings so longs.â Makina examined the jug more carefully and saw that there was a silver ring connected by 2 small metal hinges on either side, the cork had a red ring around the bottom near the mouth of the jug as it connected to the metal bits. âI wanted to use my knife to smash it open, but somebody didnât want me to.â Murderface sneered at Nathan, âItâs the only fucking one of itâs kind, they donât make this type anymore!â Suddenly, POP! The men turned to see Makina and the growler wide opened, itâs fizzy contents were sprayed all over her fingers. She wiped her soppy beer hands on her jacket. âHowâd you do that?â Nathan questioned in surprise. âItâs a swing handle, you squeeze it really hard and it pops like champagne.â
âHoly shit, howâd you figure that out so fast?!â Murderface interjected, âMy dad and I lived above a rock and roll bar, it was owned by his friend and he taught me beer stuff.â
âWowee, was theres evers anys live shows at thems bars?â Makina nodded, âThatâs how I got into metal.â She turned back to the jug, and gestured to Murderface and Nathan. âYou might wanna wipe that down, the neck is a bit sticky.â She stepped aside so that the two men could pour a few glasses of beer. âUh⊠you want any?â Murderface offered Makina a glass, âMurderface, no! Sheâs just a kid!â
âAm not, Iâm an adult thank you very much! And yes, Iâll take one!â Nathanâs eyes widened, âHang on, no fucking way. When were you born?â Murderface handed Makina a glass of beer and she chugged half it down. âOctober 31st, 1985, during the witching hour!â
âOoh, watch out. We got a spooky bitch in Mordhaus.â Murderface teased playfully as he wiped the beer from his mustache. Makina rolled her eyes, âLike I havenât heard that one before.â
âHangs on a minutes, you ams a year older than Tokis? Thatâs imposkables!â Makina turned back to Toki with a look of shock in her eyes. Before she could retort, a klokateer walked in, âSires, dinner is ready in the main hall.â
âFuck yeah finally!â Murderface cheered as Toki followed suit. Makina watched on wistfully, thinking to herself that sheâd probably get a separate dinner time from the band. Nathan patted her on the shoulder, âYou too kid.â Makina shyly nodded and walked behind Nathan as they made their way to the dining room.
The amps and guitars that surrounded the walls were a major juxtaposition to the more medieval decor around the room. There was a long steel dining room table with red and black accents and 5 embellished blade chairs surrounding it. Skwisgaar was fiddling away at his guitar and across from him Pickles greeted the 4 of them. Toki excitedly sat next to the blonde, much to his chagrin. Murderface ran as fast as he could to sit next to Pickles and Nathan sat at the head of the table. Makina began to back away slowly, she didnât want to cause the band any more trouble in accommodating her. One more step back and she bumped into the chest of a very tall, intimidating klokateer. Their meer stature sent shivers up her spine, as well as the large burn scar on his left forearm. âSires, where do you want the girl placed?â The klokateer asked, âOh right, umm⊠put a chair at the end of the table.â Nathan suggested as he pointed to the other head of the table. The klokateer bowed their head and left to find another chair. Makina moved to the side of the door as more klokateers came with cloches of food on little bellhop carts. Behind them was a man that shook Makina to her core, a zombie looking figure wearing a gray head chefâs uniform. Makina was used to seeing the undead in movies and haunted houses, she knew those actors used makeup and practical special effects, not this guy. His horrifying visage and slow movements almost made her want to scream in fear, but she pursed her lips so as to not cause a scene. The walking corpseâs head snapped looking directly at Makina and started to walk closer, he smelled of smoke and fire as if he was grilled alive. Makina walked back further into the corner of the dining hall until she was completely trapped by the ghoulish man closing in on her. She tried to put on a brave face so that Dethklok wouldnât call her a coward, and out of pure instinctive adrenaline⊠BAM! Makina had uppercutted the cadaver in the face, sending him flying 2 feet away from her. All eyes were on Makina as the chef fell to the floor. âMedusa, what was that for?!â Murderface shouted angrily, âThat guy is our personal chef, Jean-Pierre!â
âYeah, thatâs our chef!â Pickles added. âI-Iâm so sorry! I thought he was going to bite me!â
âI would never do such a barbaric thing mademoiselle, I simply wanted to properly introduce myself to you.â Jean-Pierre said while dribbling saliva from his lower jaw. âMy deepest apologies chef, I didnât expect you to um⊠wellâŠâ
âLook the way I do? ComprĂ©hensible, I was never the same after the dethcopter accident. But I am very thankful to be alive, even though I was shoddily sewn back together.â Makina knelt down to help Jean-Pierre from the ground and properly shook his hand. The Frenchman lifted her hand to his lips and kissed it politely. The klokateer from earlier came back with another chair and had set it down. Makina followed Jean-Pierre as he pulled out her chair for her, she sat down and a servant poured a glass of red wine in a shiny silver goblet. The cloches opened and revealed a gourmet 5 star meal of; 2 lamb chops with a juniper berry garlic sauce, sliced and roasted yukon potatoes in duck fat, caprese salad with the freshest mozzarella cheese drizzled with a homeblend vinaigrette, and a cup of cheesy penny bun mushroom risotto. Nathan lifted his glass, âI donât usually do shit like this, so uh⊠To Makina. Welcome to Mordhaus.â Makina lifted her glass to air the toast going around. She then looked directly at Skwisgaar, eyeing how silent he was throughout the whole time she had been near him. Even at Doom-opolis, he had been utterly silent. But why? The lingering thought was pressed into the back of her mind as she began to feast along with the band, that was a worry for a different day. For now, Makinaâs only worry was to enjoy the newfound company of Dethklok.
#makina âmedusaâ gorgon#medusa ex makina#metalocalypse#mtl oc#fanfic#arc 1#chapter 1#peeping toms#slapstick violence#canon typical misogyny
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supernatural s7e2 hello, cruel world (w. ben edlund)
HALLUCIFER Right. You think this fruit-bat fever dream is reality? You come back, I'm sorry, with no soul like some peppy American Psycho, till Saint Dean glues you back together again by buying you some magic amnesia. Youâre real. Iâm very real. Everything between is what we call set dressing.
heart is breaking for sam already
HALLUCIFER Youâre still in my cell. Youâre my bunkmate, buddy. Youâre my little bitch, in every sense of the term.
in general i am overly literal and what i see is what i get when it comes to show canon but i'm trying so hard to hold tight to the illusion in my mind that hell-torture for sam and dean didn't involve rape but they're making it really fucking hard. there's been other references, i think one in the last ep no less. just keep thinking to myself "gloss over it, they're just being edgy, they don't actually mean it". i start to get real upset if i think about it so yeah.
i know i'm wearing the wincest goggles but again i feel like i am capable of picking up what a show is putting down regardless of a ship i might be invested in, but i feel like i'm losing it with cas and dean's relationship level. i feel like we have seen so little of cas in general, that they keep TALKING about how they're all close but we've seen so little of it?? i'd think with 22 episodes a season they'd have room to establish this onscreen đ„Ž but here's dean crying over presumed-dead cas. i guess i'm just gonna have to go with it and stop complaining about sHoW doN't TeLL
god what is this weird music transition into the doobie brothers black water - just because the lyrics work does not mean the music does :P hard left turn after mushy dead cas scene. i fear i have slipped into overly critical mode
short and gruff version of hannibal tending will graham's wounded hands post-tier
i get that dean's freaked out and scared but he's being such an asshole to sam
what an exceptionally cruel hallucination they're giving sam. i might need to look up how long he deals with this before it gets fixed because.....
DEAN Yeah, well. Iâm not Sam, okay? I keep my marbles in a lead friggin' box. Iâm fine. Really.
big fat fuck you, dean. you can't out tough psychosis.
BOBBY Of course. Yeah. You just lost one of the best friends you ever had, your brotherâs in the bell jar, and Purgatoryâs most wanted are surfing the sewer lines, but yeah, yeah, I get it. Youâre â you're fine.
one of the best friends you ever had. ok. O K. (nevermind how depressingly in-the-basement-low the bar is being the number of people he could call friends he's had)
looks like bobby's computer got an upgrade! seems untitled 1 and 2 desktop has made it to the actual desktop đ
s6e4 weekend at bobby's his 3.1 desktop LOL
okay so hell politics, heaven politics, the clear next step is purgatory politics. who is the boss of the leviathans *pulls out the org chart* (god i just don't care)
sam's hallucinating dean now, great. do not like
DEAN This is real. Not a year ago, not in Hell, now. I was with you when you cut it, I sewed it up! Look!
little gift to wincest kink writers everywhere, dean helping sam by inflicting pain
DEAN Hey. I am your flesh-and-blood brother, okay? Iâm the only one who can legitimately kick your ass in real time. You got away. We got you out, Sammy. DEAN Believe in that! Believe me, okay? You gotta believe me. You gotta make it stone number one and build on it. You understand? SAM Yeah. Yeah, okay.
dean looks like he might fall over he's so relieved.
DEAN (on phone) You cannot be in that crater back there. I canât⊠If youâre gone, I swear, I am going to strap my Beautiful Mind brother into the car and Iâm gonna drive us off the pier. You asked me how I was doing? Well, not good! Now you said youâd be here. Where are you?
well this is awful. first hallucifer encouraging sam to kill himself repeatedly and now dean saying this. also do not like.
(also very serious things happening and then that cheesy ass special effects on the leviathan's face -_-)
the winchesters getting an ambulance and going to the hospital for an injury, wonders never cease.
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uh. fuck idk what to put here. howdy! you can call me v, or literally any name that starts with the letter v idc, and this is my blog! currently, all of the content here will be related to creepypasta, marble hornets, slashers, and dead by daylight but maybe one day in the future i will branch out and write for other fandoms. iâm 20 and iâm fine with any pronouns.Â
i could honestly talk about myself for hours uh. iâm a big fan of video games and horror related stuff! i also really like music (as seen through the fact that the desktop site of my blog has a music player) and have a habit of assigning songs to random creepypastas for no real reason. iâm always open to song recs, and i might recommend a few songs myself!
uhhhh idk if it's obvious or not but i'm a big fan of dbd!! so if u ever wanna play together just ask, i love playing w people <3 (solo qs r so. so bad im sorry)
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AAAAA OMG I JUST HAD A THOUGHT AFTER WATCH A VIDEO RECENTLY !! but imagine in streamer au! the boys receive a special package from mihoyo (yk the 'mimo's gift' package??) where it's just a custom bundle of things like merchandises from jenshin, along with other merch from their other games. BUT THERES A TWIST!! like a customary postcard where you, their fave character, thanks them for travelling alongside you or smth AAA JUST A CUTE THOUGHT ABT OUR CUTE BOYS đ„°đ„°đ„°đ„°
NONNIE THIS IS SO CUTE WAITGHKDSGSL
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before we start, the mimo gift package, for those who donât know, is a box with a thank you letter signed by da wei, 2 bits of merch from each of mihoyoâs games (genshin impact, honkai impact 3rd, tears of themis) and a separate drawer underneath w/ an acrylic standee, photocards of lumi from nova desktop and some merch from houkai gakuen 2/gun girls z. it was given to content creators of all kinds to show their appreciation and gratitude for producing content !!
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he wasnât expecting to receive such a thing from mhy, but heâs incredibly grateful regardless !!
so when he started his stream and told his viewers it would be starting a little differently this time around, they were curious of course but ready to accept whatever he would put out
so just imagine their shock and excitement when he showed them the mimo gift he would be unboxing live on stream :âD
albedo didnât know what he was expecting, but a thank you letter signed by the ceo was most definitely not it
felt quite touched by that, ngl
puts the letter neatly back in the envelope and begins the unboxing !!
now, heâs heard of the companyâs other games and has basic knowledge on each of them, but not a lot to the point he can name each character so his chat help him out with the names !!
for the honkai 3rd merch he got :
kiana kaslana acrylic keychain
raiden mei badge
omg he got kiamei captains in chat are screaming
for the tot merch he got :
artem wing acrylic keychain & badge
honestly? not that much of a reaction to them since he doesnât know the games and characters well enough to give one (he assumes from the onslaught of keyboard smashes and screaming in caps that theyâre fan favourites of some sort) !!
now itâs time for the genshin merch !!
in the first box he opens, he gets a hu tao mini acrylic stand/keychain !!
has a lil smile on his face bc itâs so cute and heâs just appreciating the chibi art :((
setting that up next to him so his viewers can see it, he moves onto the next box, where he finds a...
oh.
itâs a kaeya badge.
. . .
well, moving onâ
nO BUT REALLY HE TOOK ONE DEAD GLANCE AT IT AND PUT IT BACK IN THE BOX ăâœă
kaeya truly is a menace to albedo and he wonât tolerate it <//3
his chat is just âKEKWâ-ing and some are âD:â at him for this criminal act
he ignores them and moves onto the the mini drawer HJKJDS
but his peace doesnât last for long bc as soon as he opens it, well,,,
he gets a kaeya acrylic standee
. . .
immediately turns it face-down and puts it back in the mini drawer while chat are losing their marbles once again at this (unfortunate) turn of events <//3
whereâs his merch of u :((
also somewhat brushes over the gun girls z + lumi merch since he isnât well-versed in this area too !!
but then he notices another ??? letter ???
âisnât there only supposed to be one letter?â
him and chat are confusion
so he opens it to see what it is, only to nearly drop it in sheer shock
dear traveler,
itâs been a while since we last talked face-to-face, huh? i hope youâre not running into trouble somewhere out there in the other nations like you seem to do all the time. i was working on some experiments and suddenly thought of you, so i guess iâm writing to you now!
iâm getting off topic, but i just wanted to say thank you for all the memories weâve created thus far, and i look forward to many more in the upcoming future!
yours truly, (y/n).
currently has a very proud and wobbly grin on his face as he puts ur letter in a frame to keep beside his monitor <33
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LITERALLY SO HYPED TO HAVE RECEIVED THIS BC ???? FREE OFFICIAL MERCH ?????
HECK YEA
before he even started his stream for the live unboxing he tweeted out an image of the package with a caption of :
guess whoâs mihoyoâs favourite child?
me :)
so when he starts his stream heâs all excited and hyping the unboxing session up, so much so he doesnât even bother doing an intro for his viewers or for his youtube video and starts opening the box
chat are âKEKWaitâ-ing like crazy bc no, he wonât wait when u could be waiting in there for him <//3
starts commentating without further notice so his viewers just have to sit there and listen with no introduction whatsoever KJHFLG
so he starts his unboxing by reading through the thank you letter and is just so smug about getting it
fully believes heâs carrying mhy as a streamer for them <//3
props it up somewhere against one of his monitors and immediately goes back to the mimo gift to start the official unboxing !!
for the honkai 3rd merch he got :
durandal acrylic keychain
kiana kaslana badge
for the tot merch he got :
vyn richter acrylic keychain & badge
literally cheered and fist pumped in the air when he got a durandal keychain â one of his honkai mains
ignored vyn and just thought he looked like a doctor of sorts <//3
and now he finally unboxes the genshin merch (crossing his fingers and begging he gets u in one of them)
opens the first box: barbara mini acrylic keychain/stand
blinks at it once while chat are spamming âPOGCRAZYâ before assembling it and putting it next to the rest of the merch
opens the second box: qiqi badge !!
chat once again âPOGCRAZYâ while he just resigns and nods in defeat at the fact he lost an irl 50/50 to qiqi and didnât get u <//3
still thought it was cute tho HKHDL
heâs aware of the mini drawer underneath and the stuff that will be inside it already, so he just goes through the motions with a pout on his lips :((
has a smol smile at the sight of the xinyan acrylic standee tho (sheâs one of his favourite charas !!) but still has remnants of a pout at not getting anything of u
well, until he sees a letter thatâs most definitely not supposed to be there
hey there, traveler!
itâs been a while since we last saw one another, let alone had a spar with each other, so have me sending you this letter as compensation since i know youâre missing me right now!â âyes. yes i do.â
wait, thatâs besides the point. anyway, my reason for writing this letter is pretty simple; itâs to say thank you for creating exciting memories on our travels. i donât want this to get sappy so iâll stop hereâ âno, no, please continue...â but remember that, if you ever need anything, iâm more than happy to help!
your bestest sparring buddy, (y/n).
literally clutches his heart and keels over while chat is losing their mind
u called yourself his bestest sparring buddy :((( actually squealing and banging his head on his desk btw <33
(he put ur letter in the arms of ur plushie so it looks like ur holding it on display for him)
(retweets his og tweet with a picture of plushie!u holding ur letter just to further prove heâs the favourite child)
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straight away nearly drops the box when trying to hold it up for his chat to see <//3
thought the box design was super cute though !!
no really
he spent a good 10 minutes just straight up appreciating and praising the box before his chat started yelling (though words, ofc) at him to open the box
cried when he read the thank you letter mihoyo included inside
like
full on ugly sobbing (is currently unaware that heâll be bawling later on)
before even looking at the other packages he gets up from his spinny gamer chair and goes out of shot
chatâs wondering what heâs up to this time, only to see him return about a minute later with a picture frame in hand and two tissues stuffed up his nose
heâs just really touched ok :((Â
starts going on an emotional rant about how heâs grateful to mhy and that heâs happy to be part of the genshin community like heâs won an oscar
now he has the letter framed and hanging up somewhere on the wall behind him !!
anywhoodles
he starts to make his way through the lil gift boxes and, even though he doesnât know their other games like honkai impact 3rd, tears of themis & gun girls z, his reactions to them and their designs are still really wholesome !!
for the honkai 3rd merch he got :Â
yae sakura acrylic keychain (thought it was that one âreally cool fox ladyâ and got really confused on why she was in the honkai merch until chat told him it was yae sakura not yae miko)
kallen kaslana badge
for the tot merch he got :
luke pearce acrylic keychain & badge
thought luke was a very cool and good looking guy
now itâs time for the genshin merch !!
in the first box he opens, he finds a ganyu badge !! (has a massive grin on his face bc he thinks the design is really really cute ><)
the second box he opens contains aâ
oh my god
oh mY GOD ?!?â?!?
it was a smol xiao acrylic stand/keychain !!!
was infinitely happy with that bc :
âlook! itâs ma boy, xiao!! :Dâ
also thought the lil chibi xiao was positively adorable and set it up next to his main monitor screen
shakes the box around for a bit trying to see if thereâs anything else he missed and the drawer part nearly flies off at how hard heâs shaking it <//3
when he opens it up with chat watching he nearly flings the poor box at the wall and literally leaps into the air with sparkling eyes and grin so wide that someone watching could even feel it
chat didnât get to see what made him so hyper, but they could probably guess
so when he holds up the standee of zhongli, they all get really confused bc they were sure it was u he got one of ???
âhuh? well, yeah, it would be poggers to get one of (y/n), but i never won my 50/50 on zhongli so this means i won his real-life 50/50!â
chat are now too soft to make fun of the fact he used poggers in real-life language
after setting up his zhongli standee beside his mini xiao one, he sifts through the lumi photocards and gun girls z merch and set them aside too !!
chat thought that was all (given some other content creators only got those things so they thought it was finished), but the confused sounds coming from itto make them spam â?????â in chat
as it stands, there was another letter
itto asked chat if there was supposed to be another one, but they said no, so now he thinks he just got special treatment from mhyÂ
and, well, he was right HJKJHLDS
to traveler,
i would just like to say itâs been a lot of fun going out on adventures with you! i donât think iâve had this much fun in a long while, and thereâs never a dull day with youâ âheck yeah there isnât!!â so i guess i just want to convey my thanks for everything youâve done, and if you ever find yourself in a tricky situation, know you can always count on me and iâll be there to save ya!
although iâm not like xiao who will appear at the call of my name, iâm certain i can come just as quick.
your one and only, (y/n).
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itâs pretty silent for a few seconds, and chat begin to worry through their tears bc of that message until an ugly sob from their strimmer breaks the silence
starts wailing and repeating âI LOVE YOUâs at ur letter in hopes that u can hear his love for u <333
takes out mhyâs thank you letter from the frame and replaces it with yours instead
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man took one look at the brown packaging and already knew what was inside it straight away (spoiler: itâs the mimo gift !!)
went into the Just Chatting category for a chill stream w/ the title âMimo Gift Unboxing Todayâ and almost instantaneously his community just came flooding in and were so hyped that he received the mimo gift package :((
starts spamming his (Y/N)Nation emote to wish him luck in the irl RNG for u <33
takes 10 minutes to ramble and appreciate the design and aesthetics of the box and his chat areât even mad about it bc it just means they get to hear him speak more
eventually though, he does open the box and is pleasantly surprised at the official letter thanking him for contributing to the community !!
has a small smile and gently props it up against the lid of the box ;w;
he knows quite a bit about the other games (namely key lore points and the basic premise of them) so heâs not too unfamiliar with the characters in them !!
for the honkai 3rd merch he got :
fu hua acrylic keychain
bronya zaychik badge
for the tot merch he got :
marius von hagen acrylic keychain & badge
like albedo, he doesnât have that much thought about them but still appreciates the merchandise and effort put into it !!
(is glad he got fu hua tho bc out of all the honkai characters, he likes her the most !!)
but now he goes into the genshin unboxing !!
truth be told, he doesnât mind the characters he gets since he believes they all have their own unique charms and he appreciates them all (but he would rather get u, and his chat know this very well)
so he opens the first box and !!! he gets a mini acrylic keychain/stand of you !!
his smile and the way his eyes soften melt the hearts of his community and so many ppl clipped it KJHDSJL
attaches ur mini acrylic keychain to his wallet so he can always proudly show u off to ppl when heâs making his irl purchases in irl shops <33
and the next box he opens shows a badge with yanfei !! props them both up beside the letter and honkai + tot merch on the box !!
now taht heâs finished the main part, he opens the drawer to see whatâs inside andâ
he got ur standee ?!?!!?
*cue zhongli happi smile*
LITERALLY COULD NOT HAVE BEEN BETTER THAN THIS ????
but it soon does when he sees the extra letter, and chat are positively losing their marbles for their beloved strimmer <333
dearest traveler,
how have you been faring? i do hope all is well with you, and that you are taking care of yourself on your travels. itâs been some time since we first met and i can say with absolute confidence that i have no regrets in meeting you. though i may have walked through this world for many millennia, your company is the first i have enjoyed this much in a long while.
thank you for your company and tales of different worlds, and do pay a visit to liyue when you have the chance to.
until then, (y/n).
has such a soft little smile painting his lips as he rereads ur letter :((
zhongli has never been more grateful to have become a streamer than he currently is right now
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his package actually arrived during a stream of him soloing bosses with only u in the party (at his chatâs constant request, even though he wouldâve done it anyway), where ayaka came in to tell him there was a delivery for himÂ
(donât mind chat spamming hearts for ayakaâs appearance)
he kept streaming ur solo tho even after she put it beside him <//3
but after he finished the run + yt video, he got to opening the package !! and turns out it was the mimo gift ?!?!
shockerâ
was actually quite touched tho !! his chat were very happy, and it was shown in the âwidepeepoHappyâ + âwidekamiHappyâ emotes filling his chat box !!
so he opens the box and finds mhyâs thank you letter on top !! he may not explicitly look it, but he was incredibly touched by the message (and the fact he can now flaunt he has a letter signed by da wei himself)
tucks it back into the envelope and sets it to the side while chat are increasingly becoming more and more hyped up
when he sees the boxes however, he gets a little slumped since he doesnât know all that much about the other games aside from genshin
the only things he knows is : one has women, the other has men.
thatâs it.
anywhoâ
for the honkai 3rd merch he got :
rita rossweisse acrylic keychain
seele vollerei badge
for the tot merch he got :
artem wing acrylic keychain & badge
once again, he doesnât know much about the characters to give much of a reaction, but his chat seem happy so he supposes he got good ones ???
well either way as long as his chat are happy then itâs fine
now as for the genshin merch boxes, the first one he opens contains a mini acrylic keychain/stand of venti !!Â
heâs actually quite happy with that and finds it rather adorable
the next one he opens has a badge of kfc diluc !!
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ngl, he was not expecting that, but heâs pleased regardless (proceeds to ignore his chat going ballistic at kfc diluc badge HKJHF)
heâs quite happy with them and, although he wouldâve preferred getting u instead, he still has hope for the mini drawer !!
and lo and behold !!!!
itâs a standee of u !!!!!
doesnât even bother concealing the grin slipping onto his face and chat arenât even surprised considering their strimmer won all ur 50/50s <//3
he sets it up with the most caring touch anyone has laid eyes upon and places it beside his keyboard so ur always there :((
he then sees ??? another ??? letter ?????
when his chat see it they get confused as well bc thereâs only supposed to be one (the letter from mhy)
greetings traveler,
has inazuma been treating you well? i know many are grateful for your hand in putting an end to the vision hunt decree, so if you ever find yourself overwhelmed in the throes of people wanting to express their gratitude, know you are always welcome to hide out in my estate; i have already let thoma know in advance, should you ever decide it is too much.
think of this as. . . repayment for all the fond memories we have shared on our journey so far. i hope we can create many more in the coming times, as well.
until we meet again, (y/n).
is currently staring blankly at the letter while slowly reclining back into his spinny gamer chair, while chat are freaking out over the contents of what u wrote
although he may not look like it, heâs actually sobbing inside !!
#omg a convo !?#nonnies !!#streaming dreams#no bc this took sm longer than i thought bc i was trying to personalise each message ;w;#genshin impact x reader#genshin x reader#albedo x reader#childe x reader#itto x reader#arataki itto x reader#zhongli x reader#ayato x reader#kamisato ayato x reader
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Miss Ana Iâm channeling a TON of anxious energy into making my bathroom a luxurious space for myself (I deserve it) and I just painted it black and Iâm looking for something to redo the floor and honestly just painting it has elevated the feeling of luxury and relaxation and Iâm SO happy! Thereâs a ton to be done to make it a truly gorgeous space but Iâm so excited! Do you have any tips for making a space feel like a nice little get away?
I think itâs awesome that youâre finding a way to channel your traditionally negative emotion of anxiety into something thatâs a physical representation of your peace. I want to commend you on the work youâre doing for yourself and the way youâve discovered something that works for you. On to your question-- a spaceâs luxury depends entirely on the personâs taste. My tastes for bathroom opulence are also dark colored--mine is a deep plum, with vivid gold accents and some marble features. So an opulent mirror for example this one, brings out the grandeur of the purple. Soap and towel plates; I do something like this desktop organizer with rolled up face towels in a pyramid. personally I really like traditional elements of glamour, understated but undeniable. I would really encourage you to go on YouTube and search for DIY bathroom redecoration ideas and see what sticks! I have my own Ultimate Dream Bathroom lol but thatâs going to take some time to bring to fruition.Â
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Fireheart - Chapter 8
Okay, letâs quickly give you all the links to the previous chapter while I *cof cof* work on a *cof* masterlist :D
Chapter 1 / Chapter 2 / Chapter 3 / Chapter 4 / Chapter 5 / Chapter 6 / Chapter 7
If youâre new to this story, Fireheart is a HS AU from the TOG saga. (I love and hate abbreviations so much, lol) Itâs centered around Celaena joining High School when sheâs 17, to try and find clues on who killed her parents.Â
Sam (my baby, my love, my little beam) has a lot of protagonism in this story, and youâll see his POV quiet often (like on this chapter, yayyy)
WARING: Almost every chapter will have physical violence and blood. I will do my best to remember and add other pertinent warnings on each chapter (sorry if I donât, Iâm still pretty new to publishing my work and sometimes forget about this things. Donât hesitate to let me know if I forget, so I can make sure to add them up and save any readers a bad time, which is the last thing I want <3 I want my writing to entertain you, sometimes to break your heart a little, but only to fill it back up with mushy feelings afterwards n_n)
On the last chapter.... We left Celaena in the office, the door knob slowly twisting....
CHAPTER 8
A thanks would do
The dance floor was still packed, the same as it had been since the start of the night. People came and went, but the crowd never diminished. Sam had been dancing to the side of the room for a while, trying to talk with as many people as possible while keeping an eye on Celaena. He hadnât been surprised when he saw her walking up the marble stairs, and had made sure to start a counter on his wristwatch.Â
It was sitting on eleven minutes when Sam started to get fidgety and walked closer to the stairsâ landing while dancing with a girl called Ansel. She was so incredibly full of energy; Sam was almost struggling to keep up.Â
âThis party is lit!â The girl said as she raised her arms in the air and started spinning around in circles.
Sam used the distraction to leave the girl behind and move closer to the stair, casually lingering around the landing while fake sipping from an empty plastic cup. By the twelfth minute Chaol Westfall, the one he had learned to be Dorianâs best friend, headed up the stairs. He waited until the guy was almost to the top before he rushed up on silent feet. The staircase ended up in a long hallway stretching to the right, and a dead-end to the left. Sam peeked through the corner, watching Chaol walk halfway across the hallway and stop in front of a door. His hand sat on the knob for a moment before he looked to the side, towards the end of the hall, and kept walking.
âFor fucks sake,â Sam murmured under his breath.
He tiptoed the first half of the hallway and once he was there, Chaolâs hand on the knob of the last door, he purposely tripped with the carpet and cursed out loud. Chaol almost jumped up as he turned around, his brows tightly knit together.
âWhat are you doing here?â The student president asked in a stern voice.
âSo- So sorry, mate,â Sam half slurred. âThey-Someone⊠told me there was a- agh- toilet up here,â he finished as he scratched the back of his neck, holding himself against the wall with one hand.
âYou shouldnât be up here,â Chaol said as he walked towards him. âThereâs a bathroom downstairs you can use.â
âThere was a - agh - really long - que⊠queue,â he finished as he stretched an arm and rested it on Chaolâs shoulder for extra support. âIâm really... busting.â
âCome here, Iâll show you the way to the secret bathroom out back, Dorian will kill you if you puke up here,â he continued. âHe will get the place professionally cleaned up before his father is back in town, but still, he hates when people sneak up.â Chaol kept talking almost to himself as he walked Sam down the hall and towards the stairs.Â
Sam looked back just in time to see Celaena peeking through the door before they turned the corner.
âYou owe me,â he said under his breath, low enough for his voice to be lost under the music that was already reaching them from below.
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All everybody was talking about on Monday morning was how amazing Dorianâs party had been. But all Sam could think about, was how close of a call it had been. He was sure Celaena had a plan B and could have gotten out of it, but any kind of suspicion could have ruined her plan. They were lucky no one had found anything out, and Celaena had shown back in the middle of the dance floor minutes later, dancing around as if she had never left.
He hadn't told Arobynn about the incident, he was too scared he would have scolded Celaena for being careless and almost getting caught. He was risking his neck by keeping that information to himself, but it was worth the risk. And obviously, Celaena hadnât thanked him for the help. She hadnât even spoken a word to him since the party.
Once lunchtime came over, Sam was feeling restless after thinking for so long. He needed something to do, he was probably just not used to the quietness. He had had a really busy weekend training for the fights to come, and sitting still wasnât resonating with him. The tournament was set to start in a month, but he had a fight on the weekend to win his place in the competition, which meant he had trained hard, his muscles still aching from the strain he had caused his body.
He looked up at Celaena, who was eating her lunch with the exchange student again before he decided to go for a walk. He hung his bag from his shoulder and started circulating the hallways, pretending to be mindlessly walking while he tried to catch on anything unusual. He hadnât studied the building as much as Celaena had, and he was always glad for any spare time to get to know the place better.
The halls were almost deserted and fairly quiet, which was probably why he heard the soft sobs coming from one of the classrooms. He headed straight towards the sound, opening the door slowly and finding a girl with her head hidden between her arms. All he could see was a mass of dark brown hair spilled onto the desktop.Â
âAre you okay?â He asked as he approached the crying girl, carefully placing a hand on her forearm.
As the girl looked up, her emerald eyes made Samâs gut twist at the sadness behind them. Her eyes were red-rimmed, with tears pooling in the corners. She looked puzzled for a moment, as if unsure of what to say.
âIâll be alright,â she said in a small voice. âJust⊠leave me alone, I didnât think anybody would find me here.â She turned around, hiding her face between her arms again.
Unsure of how to proceed, Sam sat on the floor next to her, his legs crossed.
âI think Iâll stick around in case you want to talk to someone, I promise I wonât bother you, but you shouldnât be alone while youâre in pain,â he said. âIâll be quiet,â he added.
She looked down at him with fresh tears running down her cheeks. âWhy would you do this? You donât even know me,â she said between quiet sobs.
âI donât need to know you in order to care, Lysandra,â he said. She didnât seem surprised that he knew her name, but why would she? Everybody in school knew who she was.
âSorry, I donât even know your name,â she said as she wiped her tears and tried to smile a little.
âIâm Sam, Sam Cortland.â He extended his hand, and Lysandra shook it with a chuckle.
âWhy are you being so nice to me?â
âYouâre distressed, I know I would like someone to be by my side if I was in your position, so here I am. I can listen to whatâs troubling you, or I can just sit here in silence. If you like it better, we can chat about the weather or any other non-important matters to keep your mind off whatever is troubling you,â he offered.
Lysandra wiped the remaining tears with the palm of her hand, seeming calmer after Samâs little monologue. She took out a small mirror from her bag and opened it up.Â
âDonât think Iâm superficial, but I rather people not notice Iâve been crying,â she explained as she fixed her makeup, adding some mascara and then concealer under her eyes.
âHere, look at me,â Sam said as he pushed her chin lightly to make her look his way. âHmmm, I canât even tell, your eyes look brighter if thatâs even possible, but you look as good as you do every day,â he concluded with a smile as he let go of her chin and stood up, offering her a hand. âWould you like to head back to the cafeteria?â
Lysandra accepted his hand to get to her feet but shook her head in denial. She smiled warmly at him for a moment, and then looked down to her feet.
âThat would only lead to trouble, and the bell is probably about to ring. Iâll head straight to my next class, but thank you, Sam Cortland,â she looked up as she said his name, and started to walk towards the door.
âIâm always here to help,â Sam said as he followed her towards the door.
Lysandra walked through the threshold and turned left almost at the same time that Sam went out the door barely a step behind her, and turned the other direction. He was watching the girl walk away, and didnât notice the small group of people coming back from the cafeteria already, making him bump straight into someoneâs chest.
âSorry,â he muttered as he took a step back and looked up.
âLook where youâre going, you fucking newby!â The guy he had bumped into said. Sam took an extra step back, feeling the angry energy that was emanating from the guy. He knew his kind, and he could tell anything he said would be used as an excuse to start a fight.Â
There were already a few curious eyes looking their way, making him confirm his suspicions that the guy meant trouble.
âSorry mate, my bad,â Sam said with his palms raised, trying to look smaller than he was as he rounded his shoulders inwards.
The guy standing in front of him took a step forward. He wasnât taller than Sam, maybe even an inch shorter, but as the guy cracked his knuckles, Sam realized he wasnât alone. Two taller guys were towering behind the first one, keeping watch.
âWhat were you doing, getting out of a room with a taken girl?â The bully said loud enough for the whole hall to hear as he pointed at Lysandra as if looking for an excuse to get mad at him. Sam looked over his shoulder and found the girl frozen in place only a few steps behind him.
âLeave her out of this,â Sam said, taking a protective step forward. âSheâs got nothing to do with whatever is going on here.â He pointed to the narrow gap in between them.Â
The guy closed that gap, grabbing a fist full of Samâs shirt by its collar. He ran his other hand through his short black hair as a chuckle escaped his lips and his equally dark eyes bored into Samâs golden ones.Â
âWhat is going on here, is that you're about to get a black eye for being a smart ass,â he spat on his face.
âLook, mate,â Sam said with his hands still lifted in front of him, showing his palms. âI donât even know you, sorry I bumped into you. Now, letâs just be mature about this and move on.â He smiled then, and he knew straight away that was the wrong thing to do. He knew the type all too well, the guy in front of him was going to have his head just for existing, just because he could feel a different vibe coming out of him; just because he felt threatened.Â
He wished he could explain he was no competition to him.
âIâm Rourke,â the guy said with a grin. âAnd now that we know each other, junior, letâs teach you a lesson.â
Before Sam could even blink, Rourkeâs fist collided against his jaw.
Iâm so sorry my baby bean Sam T_T I love you! <3
Isnât he the most adorable thing?? <3
#throne of glass fanfic#tog fanfic#tog fandom#throne of glass#sam cortland#celaena#chapter eight#fireheart
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Hi! Could I please for a scenario (or hc, whatever you feel comfortable with) for Phillip from Sirius the Jaeger who finally manages to return to England and meets his s/o who's a Jaeger but from an other agency? Like they haven't seen each other for 2/3 years -but keeping remaining in contact with letters and phone calls- and he surprises her knocking at her appartment door? Sorry if its too long ;w; there's no content about Phillip anywhere and I think he needs more love đ thanks in advance!
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Philip x Reader
Yooo I totally agree that thereâs not enough Philip content out there! Iâm tweaking the request just the slightest bit! I hope thatâs okay!
Like my relationship headcanons with our lovely blond boy, he is aged up! I refuse to write for underaged characters. The both of you are around 20 in this. And youâll be something along the lines of a scientist for the main Jaeger headquarters!
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Your hands burned as you scrubbed them with near boiling water and soap. Your assistants bustled behind you, cleaning the space after the most recent set of experiments. Fluids were cleaned, soiled scrubs were exchanged for dress shirts and slacks, and chemicals were stored safely away. It had been a long and tedious day of testing and retesting new Jaeger technology. Your division in particular, England division, was testing and creating new serums that in theory, would protect fellow Jaegers from the deadly claws and fangs of vampires.
If you got this just right, someone could be impervious to vampire venom that turned their prey into a vampire. In theory of course. But so far, it had been a bust. The acidity in your antivenom; meant to destroy the vampire venom in the human bloodstream, had been evaporating the bloodstream along with the rest of your fake dummy body. Eventually, after your seventh destroyed dummy, you had called it a day just to send your assistants home. No reason for them to stay and witness failure after failure when they had lives and families.
Meanwhile, you had no close family and your lover was overseas. Had been for nearly three years. All you had was your research. So bury yourself in your work you did.
You; Y/N L/N, the Jaeger Headquarters best and youngest scientist at their disposal. You had pioneered the study of vampire biology at the young age of seventeen, developing theories and serums that helped slow the process of becoming a vampire in case a Jaeger was caught in the field. Now; at age twenty, you were developing a way to stop it or reverse it completely. Or at least attempting to anyway.
Switching off the lights to your lab, you walked the now empty corridors of Headquarters to your office. Your dress shoes clacked on the marble floor and your lab coat swished around your calves as you hefted your research notes in one hand and pushed your office door open with the other. The lights flickered on as your elbow flicked the switch and you were met with your messy desk.
With a sigh, you dropped the files onto the desktop and slumped down into your seat, kicking your shoes off and burying your face in your arms. You were tired, but alas, there was work to be done. With a groan, you pushed yourself into a proper sitting position, turned on your desk light, and flipped open the folder in front of you.
Several hours later and deep into the night, you were reaching your end. The chalkboard in the corner of your office was filled and erased and filled again with equations and formulas. You were standing before it, tapping your lips with your pen as you leaned over and scribbled something on a nearby notepad and then writing another line on the chalkboard.
âAre visiting hours over?â Your chalk clattered to the ground at the unexpected yet familiar voice, and you whipped around to see Philip leaning in the doorway. He had his familiar smirk on his face, slight bags under his eyes, and a tenseness in his shoulders that could only be described as exhaustion. But he was here, in front of you, after three years of being gone.
Sure you had stayed in touch with letters; you kept all of them in a box on your desk, and the occasional phone call, but it was hard with him moving around all the time. You took a hesitant step, not sure if you were hallucinating.
â... Philip?â You whispered and his smirk widened into that smile you loved so much.
âThatâs me, Iâm home Y/N.â
Your feet moved and he met you halfway, catching you in a hug and tumbling to the floor. Your heart and your rear end throbbed, but then Philip pressed his lips to yours and you tasted the salt of tears that were either yours or his or both and you didn't care how much it hurt to have landed on the hardwood floor as long as he kept holding you like this, kissing you like this, how you missed him.
âI missed you.â You whispered against his lips, all ideas of research forgotten, it can wait.
âMissed you too my love.â He says back and brings you in for another sweet kiss.
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Bucky & the Beast
Hi all! So this ficlet is for my darling friend Erinâs (Â @theassetseyeliner ) AU Writing Challenge! I submitted a request for this prompt on her original post! Please go support her and all the participating authors who worked hard on their submissions :) Now onto the story xxx
Prompt #22: âYou were an asshole back in high school but now youâre my boss.â
Overall Tags: a teeny weeny bit of angst, although mostly stifling fluff, some potty mouth language, spicy humor, s l o w b u r n but in ficlet form tho?Â
Part 1 of 2
Itâs not that you werenât a nice person...on the inside, very very very deep inside. You just didnât allow any form of slacking amongst your employees.Â
And seeing as you not only own this multi-billion dollar company but also actively run it, youâre pretty sure you have the right to dictate everything that goes on under your nose when it comes to this business. You drove yourself into the grave to get this company where it is now, and you continue to work yourself down to hell every damn day to keep it as successful as it is.Â
Of course you know most of your staff views you as a complete tyrant. Of course you know your nickname on all sixty-eight levels of your high rise company building is âBitchâ. Of course you know youâre often compared to Miranda Priestly, the star of Devil Wears Prada. Of course you know youâve been harsh enough to earn some of that resentment. Â
But you also know you have the undying respect of every major corporation in the world (which wasnât easy to get since most of them are fat privileged older men who have too many cultural and moral deficiencies to count). The likes of which was solely earned by unignorable success, brutal consistency, and fear. You wished you didnât have to be feared in order to be respected by some (most) people, but the ways of the world werenât going to change that fast unfortunately.Â
It surprised you at first how many people tried to take advantage of you, of your company, of your money, of your weaknesses, of practically everything they could manage to find. You were always pretty blunt and a bit maniacal about perfection even back in high school, but having been beaten by an ocean of manipulative greedy people for years now, wave after wave after wave, youâre pretty jagged and dulled to it. Youâve found the only way to survive in this business world is to always expect the worst of people. It keeps you prepared for every situation even if it is an exhausting way to live.Â
Sometimes you worry if it is all worth it, but you then remember how much money your company is making and how all of it goes to support people, companies, philanthropies, arts institutions, and schools who need it. If the cost of good being put into this world is your warped personality, then so be it.Â
âBarnes I need those write ups on the work Ms. Romanoffâs team did this quarter. I asked for final copies yesterday, why are they late?â You question your head personal assistant in clipped efficient sentences as you strut down the long stretch of a modern elegant hallway, the sleek double doors of your main office looming at the end of it.Â
With your Prada high heels clicking sharply (if not a bit ironically) against the marble floor as you make your way to your gilded office, you scroll through an email on your phone sent from one of your board members while you wait for Barnes to put together an answer. The email consists of a polite reminder that you have a Skype call with Stark Industries this afternoon.Â
As if youâd forget.Â
With a punctuated scoff you burst into your glass office, not having to slow down your stride at all as Barnes moved with practiced haste to hold one of the doors open for you. You donât bother with a thank you (even if you feel the manners your mother ingrained in you cringe and shriek in horror) but instead head nose up to your simple but stately desk. As you situate yourself behind it, booting up your desktop and quickly scanning some sticky-note reminders Barnes left for you the previous night before crumpling them in one ball and dropping them in the waste bin by your feet, you feel the very short leash you have on your patience strain.Â
Without glancing up at him you bark out, âWell?âÂ
You hear the man clear his throat and know automatically that heâs preparing to take the fall for Romanoffâs team. Barnes always has had this habit to take the heat meant for someone elseâs mistake himself, and allow whoever the guilty party is an extra second to fix whatever the problem was. Itâs never effected the success of your company, so youâve always let it slide. If you were being completely honest with yourself you know deep down that thatâs why youâve kept him around so long. James Barnes is the one person (okay maybe besides Natasha Romanoff) who holds the all time record of longest employment in your company. Heâs also never been promoted from his place as Head Personal Assistant when you hired him into it a good few years back. Â
Heâs only craftily brought up the issue of never moving up a few times, not wanting to push his luck with you, but other than that thereâs never been a word of complaint like other employees youâve had. One day when youâve finally been run down enough, when the world has finally sucked all the life from you, youâve decided that itâs James who youâll give the company to. Of course no one knows this, but you made the decision quite some time ago.Â
âMs. Romanoff had an issue with getting a closure on the deal,â Barnes starts up in his trademark baritone tenor of compassion, âShe had all the finished documents written up by yesterday, it was me who failed to pass them to you.âÂ
Still you donât look at him, but you do silently translate what heâs saying as you open up your email account and start sorting through your inbox for the most important emails. Basically, Barnes is saying:
âMs. Romanoff had no trouble badgering the client for the final papers, it was the client who failed to turn in everything on time. And since you never blame the client, its professionally Natashaâs fault. So therefore she did not have all the documents written up yesterday but pulled an all-nighter to finish everything and send said polished summary of the transaction to me first thing this morning. Iâm lying for her (and probably without her knowledge) because Iâm an annoyingly considerate man with pretty eyes and a wicked sharp jaw who is used to your unforgiving nature and shall take the fall for everyone because I am this companyâs sparkling hero.âÂ
Resolutely put-off with the very unprofessional way your mental translation ended up going, your mood sours sufficiently from its already foul natural state. You feel your face pinch deeper into its usual dissatisfied scowl.Â
âIt is very unlike Ms. Romanoff to have any delays in her work. Give her one of my warnings.â You say in a mildly bitter tone as you reach a hand blindly over your desk towards Barnes in silent demand, while clicking on an email with the other hand and scanning it halfheartedly at the same time.
A packet of paper is slid gently into your expecting fingers and as you place them on the desk space beside your angled keyboard, you hear Barnes tap his thumbs across his phone as he sends you an e-copy of the papers you were just handed. When the email arrives in your inbox with a ding, it serves as the only acknowledgment that you received the email. It also is simultaneously Barnesâ dismissal.Â
Only when you hear your assistant sit down at his own smaller desk across the room from yours and start shuffling papers and things around, do you realize that you had automatically begun reading through the transaction summary he sent you. After you triple proof it (even if Natasha has never once made a mistake on her write ups), you forward everything to the cooperation partnering with you on this deal. Your trademark punctuality and promised results the only things that matter to you much these days.Â
You cut a quick side glance across the room at Barnes hunched over his own pile of work and wonder if you said thank you the next time he held the door open for you, if heâd make a big deal out of it. With an internal scoff you brush your gushy feelings swiftly away and replace them with your self-made workaholic robot.Â
Buckyâs patience with you is growing shorter and shorter each year, month, week, day, and second he works under you. Outwardly heâs mastered himself, but inwardly heâs been stewing and is quite near his boiling point. As he halfheartedly unclips a review packet from one of the companyâs specialty divisions to go over before he hands it to you -- Miss Wicked Bitch of Best -- he wonders if it would kill you to say thank you when he opened the door, or maybe look at him when he talks. Bucky doesnât even know what color your eyes are because he doesnât think youâve ever actually looked him in the eyes before.Â
And sure you take him to all the fancy business galas and parties and soirees and events and fundraisers, but you always maintain this formal professional wall. Even late nights at the office when itâs literally you, him, and a couple janitors (hell, youâve both even slept at the office before) you still remain aloof and unapproachable. Itâs not like he wants to get to know you, because honestly you seem like a pretty lonely sad bitter person anyway, but itâs downright unnatural how little anyone seems to know about you. Even when he wades through his high school memories, all he can remember about you is vaguely labeling you an asshole. Which really doesnât help your case.Â
But if Bucky knows anything, itâs that no one is an unfeeling robot.Â
Even if they pretend to be, even if they believe themselves to be, there is always something down there. At the bottom of a soul there is always a nugget of brilliance. Bucky knows youâre not oblivious to what people say about you, but he wonders whether you just donât care or youâve crafted it that way to wield as a tool. Heâs not sure which one is worse. Either way he thinks that you could handle things a bit more considerately and still have the respect you deserve. Because if there is one thing Bucky has to admire, itâs your resilience and unyielding desire to see things through. Your dedication to the company and all the good it brings is your one redeeming quality. You also have never done under the table deals or slipped into black market territory, its one of the reasons Bucky hasnât quit. This company is clean and good and successful. Which is saying a lot in this economy. You also never under pay or over pay your employees, and youâre brutal but youâre fair.Â
And as Buckyâs thoughts circle back to stifling aggravation as he watches you type away unfussed and unpleasant as ever at your elevated desk, he goes to curl his hair behind his ear, per habit, to shake himself free of his thoughts, but realizes quite abruptly that he canât. You had asked (well more like threatened and demanded) him to cut his long hair, claiming it âruined the aesthetic and feel that this company representsâ and finds his aggravation churning into poorly bottled fury. Other people in your employment had long hair, I mean you didnât really uphold any restrictions on hair, hats, head-dresses, or any type of clothing as long as you were put together. So it literally made no sense that Bucky was singled out.Â
Little did he know you asked him to cut it because those dark luscious locks were distracting as hell and made him too handsome for you to be able to rationally handle. I mean you were around him practically 24 hours a day, bless your soul. You know it was a horrible play on power, and probably earned you a one-way ticket to hell, but youâd rather come off posturing and domineering than love sick or undisciplined. I mean he was just as good looking with it cut short, but you told yourself the short hair made it easier to ignore him as a man and see him only as your assistant.Â
But much to your chagrin it really, really didnât help.
âBarnes close out the rest of this meeting. Summarize it to me in detail on the way to the fundraiser.â You bark after you politely dismissed yourself from the Skype call with Tony Stark, the call on mute as you stand from your chair and crisply motion for Barnes to replace you.
Bucky grits his teeth and nods when you brush past him, trying not to let the fact that you assumed (as you always did) heâd be attending the fundraiser with you tonight and left him to clean up after you with the meeting pleasantries, anger him to the point of hysteria. He wasnât your maid for Christ's sake, and just because he wouldnât miss the fundraiser because of the opportunity to meet clients and business partners, why the hell did you always hitch him to your wagon for the evening? Â
You exit the conference room with a blooming confidence and a rare small smile the second youâre in a private enough area to let the expression soften your face. The itch to go back in there and make sure everything finished okay spreads under your skin like a rash but you breathe and stay rigid with yourself, knowing that in order to properly groom Barnes for your job one day, you had to learn to delegate to him more than you used to. And closing out a deal, especially with one as important as Stark Industries, was major. Barnes is more than capable though, and a small part of you is...proud of him.Â
Youâre not sure when this nugget of utter blind faith in him started to become something much more complicated than trust in an employee, and developed into something dangerous. Dangerous like awe and adoration dangerous. Dangerous like fond dangerous. Dangerous like love dangerous.
The long clean leather seat of the limo separates you two.Â
You give Barnes your (mostly) undivided attention as he dutifully regales the deal closure with Stark this afternoon. Youâre scrolling through your email, then your calendar, then your messages trying to avoid looking up at Barnes. The second you spotted him in one of his gala tuxes, itâs your favorite one of his actually since he rotates through them (I mean you donât expect him to buy a new one for every event, youâre not that unreasonable), you knew it would be a long goddamn night. The subtle navy shine of the tux catches in the corner of your eye under the dimmed lights of the luxury car no matter how hard you stare at your phone screen.Â
When he finishes his report you nod your approval knowing thatâs all heâs used to getting from you in terms of praise. With a knot of anxiety growing by the second in the back of your throat, making it almost impossible to breathe, you glance up at him from under your lashes. Heâs mirroring you across the car, phone out, focus down, and body held with the formality you insisted be constantly upheld between you.Â
The first thing your eyes land on is his exposed clavicle where his collarbone frames the base of his neck. In this rare indulged moment of weakness you allow yourself to wonder what the hollow of his neck would taste like, what would it feel like against the texture of your lips. With great effort you drag your eyes away from the tempting oasis of his skin to sprawl along the sleek dark navy of his outer coat. The button up underneath is a stark crisp white, accenting the tan of his skin and drawing your gaze back inevitably to his revealed skin. The first few buttons of the dress shirt are undone and the stiff folded collar is laid open in a roguish carefree type fashion.Â
Since the fundraiser is more lowkey and relaxed, you donât have the excuse to reprimand him for no tie, to demand he cover up that tease of skin and hint of peck muscles. No, you were doomed to suffer because the tailored pants did little to help either. The clean line of the material hugs his thighs, two long strong twin muscles that bunch a bit when he stands or sits down. You cross your legs as something heavy and hot settles in your core, startling you a bit out of the spell Bucky unknowingly put you under.Â
A bit desperately you try to find a fault, something to pick apart, some straggling imperfection to prove to yourself that you are uneffected by this man. And you quickly realize you canât because when you look past his attire, the naked allure of his features takes you by storm. His hair is as rich as ever, styled lightly to allow the slight wave in the coffee locks the freedom to curl away from his forehead and settle in a small wave atop his head. Strong brows stand guard over the softness of his eyes, the glacial blue of the irises protected further by a swath of sooty lashes.The straight nose and full generous mouth sit atop a sturdy chin, a gentle cleft runs down the middle of it adding to his seemingly endless good looks. His jaw as youâve observed many a time is as sharp and wicked as ever.Â
âYou didnât shave.âÂ
The observation escapes your lips before you could wrangle it back behind the bars of your clenched teeth. Buckyâs eyes jump up at you like you had yelled at him instead of spoken in a normal tone. But its then you realize that it wasnât a normal tone at all, it was, you...you spoke to him softly --
âUm no.â Bucky answers a bit uncertainly, not sure where youâre taking this. You never comment on his appearance or attire unless itâs to criticize it. He waits inevitably for the verbal lashing.
When the lashing doesnât come and you both just continue to stare at each other in throbbing silence, Bucky feels awkwardness lay like a heavy blanket over you two. Itâs almost startles him when he sees that youâre looking at him. And not just looking at him, but looking him in the eyes.Â
âIt, Itâs just a bit of stubble,â Bucky struggles out, trying to make any kind of sense of the current situation, âI thought since itâs going to be a more, um, relaxed atmosphere I could get away with it. I can go buy a razor and shave it off before we get there if you...want...âÂ
Bucky mentally kicks himself for offering, I mean how pathetic. But the stumbling words were better than the silence because for some reason the silence felt different then usual, it felt dangerous.Â
âNo, no,â You eventually say as your brain continues to churn itself into fluffy goo when Bucky shifts his phone and his bicep pushes up protestingly against the smooth sleeve of his tux. âItâs fine.âÂ
Without another word you lock down the vulnerability you feel leaking onto the canvas of your face and shove your gaze back down to your phone.You will yourself not to blush.Â
The rest of the car ride passes in tense silence. Itâs the most exposed youâve felt in a while, to say the least.
The fundraiser has been going like all of them do: clinically well. Bucky expects no less when youâre in attendance though. The dinner wasnât the best heâs ever had but he made sure not to leave anything on his plate weary of wasting food. You sat perched and cool as ever beside him, engaging in the usual articulate oratory games with the clients and business partners seated at your large table.Â
Why Bucky kept expecting you to act different confuses him. He keeps waiting for something to change, for a small tiny hint that something has shifted in you, or maybe between you and him, he doesnât know. Just something. And when you make him feel like a fool for assuming such a thing by acting the exact same way you always have, Bucky kicks himself. One weird conversation in the limo and heâs hoping for...hoping for what?Â
With an internal scoff he tunes back into the conversation, and just in time because you hand the topic reigns to him in that moment and suddenly Bucky is leading everybody into his own oratory arena.Â
You take a measured sip from your water glass as Bucky effortlessly accepts the responsibility of the conversation and takes it away. Being able to hold a conversation in a small meeting is one thing, but being able to lead an entire table of sponsors, clients, partners, and whoever else into complex discussion is quite another. You try not to let your pride produce too many butterflies in your stomach as you continue to sip your water and listen to the man beside you prove to you how very deserving he is of what you plan to give to him one day.Â
âMs. Y/l/n,â Bucky says as everyone starts getting up to dance when the live band plays something easy and fun for the guests. You turn towards him slightly in your seat and bring your glass down from your lips as an indication to speak. âMay I go say hello to Ms. Romanoff and Mr. Rogers?âÂ
Your eyes zip over Buckyâs shoulder and land across the reception hall on the table where all your best employees are sitting laughing and enjoying themselves, some of them getting up to dance. For a quick beat you consider keeping Barnes all to yourself but know how selfish and petty that would be. You know Barnes is nearly sick of you.Â
âPlease,â You relent as kindly and professionally as you can manage, motioning with your glass towards his friends, âGo enjoy.âÂ
With a quick (if a little bitter) thank you, Barnes blasts away from you to join the merriment across the room. You heard the hint of potent distaste Barnes had having to ask your permission to leave your side and wonder if youâve let yourself become to much of the monster you thought you had to be in order to be successful.Â
And maybe itâs not just to be successful, maybe you donned a monsterâs skin to protect yourself.Â
You know that if you took away the pretty cool collected skin of that monster, a jagged scared furious soul would be revealed. A sigh and another sip of water is the only outward sign you give that broadcasts your constant inner turmoil.Â
âDamn! Wicked Bitch of the Best let you go? Impossible,â Nat croons as Bucky plops into the seat Sam offers him as he hurries out onto the dance floor with a chick from accounting.Â
âHa ha very funny,â Bucky bites back as he relaxes down into the chair while pouring himself a brimming glass of champagne, chugging it all back in one go.Â
Steve, sitting on his other side, raises his eyebrow at his friendâs large shot, âI take it business is done for the night.âÂ
Bucky places the glass flute down carefully on the tablecloth and rolls his lips in as he swallows.Â
âYep,â Bucky breathes, catching his breath a little, âI believe âPlease, go enjoyâ were her exact words.â He states in heavy sarcasm as he runs a hand through his hair, pouring himself another glass.Â
âHow generous of her,â Nat allows before standing up and offering her hand down to Bucky, âAnd now something generous from me.âÂ
Bucky eyes Natâs hand suspiciously over the lip of his glass. Natasha was pretty nice (if she felt like it), but she never gave out freebies. He follows the line of her arm up to her severe beautiful face. He squints at the look in her eye.Â
âDance with me,â She says with a roll of her eyes at his well placed suspicion, âItâs a thank you for covering my ass the other day even though I specifically told you not.â Natasha informs in jesting but fond reprimand.Â
Bucky smirks at her, appeased, and takes her hand.
âNo complaints here then doll.âÂ
Steve laughs as they zip off to the dance floor.
Watching Bucky with his friends, then dance with Ms. Romano -- with Natasha, that familiar haunting feeling that you know is loneliness begins to seep into your bones and saturate your soul. Itâs loneliness that is so thick, so inexorable, you have trouble breathing. Trying not to make your movements too jerky as to call alarm you stand and make your way out of the hall. Youâre intercepted a few times, making your final formal goodbyes and thanks, before heading out to the street.Â
You call your driver and have him take you back to the company.Â
It takes all your self control and dignity to keep from out right running to your floor. When you make it there about a century later, you burst into your moonlit office and shut off all the security cameras in it. Thatâs when you lose it.Â
With harsh tears running down your cheeks and ruining your make up you violently through yourself into your desk chair and start going through files of successful projects. You slowly but surely remind yourself why your doing this, why life has to be so hard. All the good youâre giving to the world is worth something, its worth this loneliness...it is.Â
Itâs worth it, its worth it, its worth it, its worth it, its worth it...
You repeat this in your head as you continue to review years old projects and partnerships and lives that you have bettered. Though the tears and throat-wracking sobs never stop, you eventually convince yourself itâs enough.Â
Bucky was informed first thing this morning by the front desk that the security cameras in Ms. Y/l/nâs office were turned off at about 11:30pm last night and have not been turned back on. Seeing as itâs only you and Bucky who have the codes to do that, Bucky wasnât too concerned because the other cameras proved it was you who had entered the office last night. Bucky wasnât quite sure why you felt the need for that much privacy but he shook himself free of the disturbingly instinctual urge to care.Â
When he gets to the fogged-glass double doors and pulls on the sleek handles only to realize theyâre locked, he hesitates in opening them with his copy of the key. Instead he finds himself knocking.Â
âMs. Y/l/n?â He calls politely, professionally.Â
You jerk awake at your desk. Your head pounds with dehydration and the entire right side of your face is stiff and indented with red lines that make up about half of your keyboard. The desktop in front of you is asleep, the large black screen serves as a mirror to reflect to you your less than put together appearance.Â
Your make up is a crusting mess, your hair is sticking out every which way, and your eyes are about as puffy and red as Rudolph's nose.Â
âMs. Y/l/n? Are you, are you alright?âÂ
At the sound of Barnesâ voice on the otherside of the office doors, a horrible twisting flare of panic lights up in your gut. Trying to remain calm, you stand up only to collapse back down into the chair because one of your legs fell asleep.Â
âIâm fine Jam -- Barnes, just go do the morning rounds, please.â You stutter as you limp like Gollum (sans your heels from last night) across your pristine office to the private bathroom with a closet you keep extra clothes and things in.Â
Bucky is near speechless and knows something is wrong now. You almost called him James for one, and even more disturbing...you said please. Heâs unsure if he should leave you in such an obviously confused state of mind, but figures heâd only earn himself a punishment if he intruded or was somehow wrong that you were indeed having a, a moment.Â
âIâll be back in twenty to discuss the profits made last night.â Bucky found himself informing, not sure why he felt the need to give her a time to be ready by.Â
What an odd feeling to know that for once, you werenât thirty steps ahead of him. Itâs the first sign of humanity heâs seen you display and itâs tripping him out.Â
You listen carefully as his footsteps fade away down the hallway and you throw yourself into getting ready. Twenty minutes later Bucky knocks and you call him in. You can feel him analyzing you, looking around for something out of place, but you made sure to hide any evidence of a disturbance or weakness.Â
Bucky finds you pristine and cool and severe as ever, and he realizes that the sinking in his gut is disappointment. Not that he wants to see you struggling, but for a sign you are more than a robot. That you trust him enough to reveal at least that. But you carry on normal and cold and Bucky reminds himself again to stop searching for something that isnât there.Â
âOh god!â You shriek, you shriek, in surprise as you burst into a storage closet intent on finding an ink cartage (since you had Bucky in a minor meeting with the board, you know power delegation and all, and were more than capable of finding ink on your own dammit), and instead find Steve Rogers and Peggy Carter engaging in some...heavy petting.Â
The two of them share your immense shock and separate like oil in water, cheeks, ears, and necks red as roses. They both wait for you to do something, but you continue to stand there like it was you who was walked in on. Slowly you walk across the small room, thanking every god you could think of that the ink cartridges were on the opposite side of the space than Steve and Peggy were standing in, and retrieve your ink with their eyes guiltily following your every move.Â
Before you leave you heft a neutral glance over your shoulder and say,Â
âRogers those charts better be in four, and Carter if I donât have those reports in my inbox by the end of the day Iâll be very displeased.â And with your face safely turned back towards the hallway you say with a little smirk on your face, âExcuse the interruption.â Â
You hear the two collapse into hushed horrified laughter muffled behind the door as you strut back to your office with a poorly concealed smile on your face and the urge to giggle bottled up tight in your throat.Â
Barnes returns from the meeting with a muted breezy expression on his face which youâve learned to interpret that meant things went well. You listen to him summarize the meeting for you while pretending to read one of the charts Rogers just sent you on your computer. The memory of finding them in the closet this afternoon hits you hard and you have to cough in order to stop the laugh bubbling along your throat and tickling your tongue.Â
Bucky pauses thinking your cough was a sign to stop talking, but when you glance side ways at him and raise an eyebrow he hurriedly continues on. Itâs not until you both have settled at your respective desks across the room and Bucky gets up and heads to the printer stationed on a desk against the wall, that things start to head down hill.Â
Itâs not until you notice him fiddling with the printer making grumbling sounds of obvious annoyance (which you donât find adorable, you donât) that you realize belatedly that you still hadnât put in the new cartridge. Wordlessly you stand, grabbing the ink cartridge off your desk, and head over to the printer. Bucky moves over and watches you take out the empty cartridge and drop it in the waste bin by your feet. And when you take the new one out of its thin box and plastic wrapping, you feel your resistance to the hilarity you went through to get it quickly dissolve.Â
You stand frozen staring down at the ink for long enough that Bucky thinks you might not know how to put it in, even if you did just take out the old cartridge.Â
âWould you like me to do it?â He offers as neutrally as he can, getting all sorts of weird vibes from the expression that keeps flickering across your down turned face.Â
And you break.
It might have been Buckyâs words, or just the ink cartridge sitting oh so innocently in your palm, but it was most likely the vivid memory of walking in on Steve and Peggy. You start laughing. At first itâs under your breath, but the more you try to contain the sound the more out of your grasp it gets. You look up as your laughter gets more confident, brighter, and you find Bucky staring at you like youâve finally lost it. Maybe you have because you burst into even louder laughter, the noise colorful and easy, falling into snickers when you need to breathe before returning with a cackling vengeance as you push the air back out.Â
Bucky doesnât know whether to be disturbed or entranced. It hits him hard then that heâs never actually seen you laugh, or smile for that matter. And not a business smile but a real one, the one youâre giving him right now. He finds himself smiling to, grinning ear to ear as he watches you collapse into infectious gorgeous laughter.Â
âOh god,â You wheeze as you try to mop up some of the tears from the corners of your eyes, but the words only remind you how you had shrieked them earlier and another peel of giggles wrings themselves out of you.Â
Bucky is utterly speechless. Heâs in complete awe. The woman standing before him is alive and vibrant and laughing. So this is what heâs been hunting for inside that cruel robot all these years. This is who heâs unconsciously been holding out for. Sheâs real. Sheâs here with him finally.Â
âWhat,â Bucky stutters and loses his train of thought as you face him again and heâs left stupefied by the happiness in your face, how beautiful it makes you. I mean you were always beautiful, but in a cruel removed wave. Like you would eat him alive instead of grace him with a smile.Â
âItâs nothing,â You attempt to recover through another giggle, âI just intruded on some, some frivolity earlier.âÂ
Bucky nods not satisfied in the least with just that, not wanting this moment to end. Not wanting this woman to disappear behind a maze of masks to a place he canât reach. But the inevitable happens and he watches, silently mournful, as the walls come back up and the monsterâs skin is pulled back on. With a sniff you efficiently change the cartridge and turn away without another word, your scowl returned to the throne of your lips once more.Â
Part 2
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