#mandarin kim
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Text
Yandere Toxic Ex x Sadistic Reader Blurb
Brain heavy with the dynamic of a toxic ex (NO CHEATING) you broke up with. They realized they love you and start stalking you 24/7, completely convinced that you're gonna get back together with them eventually (desperate for it).
So you monopolize it and decide to make them suffer the most you can, enjoying making them cry and break down with jealousy, regret, anger, entitlement, possessiveness, desperation, despair, until finally, finally, they're on the floor clasping at your feet, looking at you pleadingly and admiting that they fucked up, that they know they fucked up that they're so fucking sorry- please, please fuck fuckfuck it hurts so much please take them back they cant keep doing this- fucking take them back, have mercy.
They love you so much, they'll never hurt you again.
They can't live without you, they'll let you do anything to them as long as you'll have them.
Just. Please. Take them back.
#yandere#male yandere#yandere male#yandere boy#female yandere#yandere girl#fear me#sadistic y/n#sadistic thoughts#sadistic reader#yandere ex#as you may have guessed by my prev post#i WAS thinking about#societyboy#while writing this lmao#but tbh it can also fit#mandarin kim#and ian from swwsdj if he didnt fucking cheat#blegh#blooming panic#yandere blooming panic#cherry boy that girl#fear blurbs
188 notes
·
View notes
Text
thinking about how kim dokja thinks he's alone in the world and there is no one in the world who understands him or can possibly understand him.
but. there yoo sangah is. yoo sangah who discusses literature with him. yoo sangah who understands kim dokja bc she is very perceptive about people and very empathetic and also bc they have the kind of friendship where words aren't needed. yoo sangah who read every book in the library about kim dokja bc she was genuinely interested in her friend's life and bc she wanted to understand him. yoo sangah who figured out it was 49 and not real kdj and figured out what he did but didn't say a word bc she understood and respected his decision even though she wanted her friend back more than anything.
yoo sangah who witnessed his mundanity and monstrosity both, and loved him either way. loves him despite every irredeemable quality he thinks he has. yoo sangah who wants to be his best friend in every lifetime and live together right next to each other. yoo sangah, his best friend who understands him without words.
#orv#orv spoilers#yoo sangah#kim dokja#idk i just feel like she gets him in a way that few people do and wordlessly#like ofc she's never been through the things he has and cant relate in that sense#but she doesnt need to bc she just gets him. bc shes really good at reading people and very empathetic#but also their conversations are like.. they have this silent understanding. tacit understanding we have a phrase for it in mandarin#LIKE SHE JUST GETS HIM#THEYRE PLATONIC SOULMATES#THEYRE BEST FRIENDS IN EVERY LIFETIME#PLATONIC DOKSANG ENDS ME. THEYRE MY EVERYTHING#PLATONIC SOULMATES ARE REAL AND THEYRE IT#IS2G!!!#i wrote the post in calm language but im actually screaming and clutching my head in agony#mp: orv
1K notes
·
View notes
Text
One of the things I very much hate about modern AUs in MDZS is how the fic writers Americanise everything about the characters until the only thing Asian about them is their name.
#mdzs#I think the no of fics that properly research their cultural background and history and I've actually loved#I can count on one hand#no because really why is WWX is speaking in American slang and why is everyone forgetting that#They. Are. Chinese!#they will be most of the time be speaking mandarin thank you very much#I do hate the Straight boy Wei Ying fic writers make him out to be#come to think of it#this happens in most fandoms#I took a peek in the first few fics in omniscient reader's viewpoint fandom ao3#and what do you know almost all of them have Kim Dojka as an oblivious dumb idiot#like people will really erase all the complex aspects of a character in order to idiotify them for the 'dumb oblivious idiot' trope#and have all of their friends and family be there for the sole purpose to be exasperated with the main characters being oblivious about each#others' feelings#because obviously they know better about these two people feel and their relationship than the characters themselves#not that these can't be done well and asking for relationship advice is nothing out of the ordinary#but when it's like the characters have to be hammered over the head with “he likes you!” like they can't figure that out themselves is..#very annoying#wei wuxian#lan wangji#mxtx
38 notes
·
View notes
Text
24 notes
·
View notes
Text
#drippin minseo#kim minseo#drippin#kpop idols#mandarin oranges#clementine#fruit#selca#cute boys#minseo#kpop boys
4 notes
·
View notes
Text
Hongjoong Unique Nicknames
In writing an earlier post, I came to the conclusion that, out of all the members of ATEEZ, Hongjoong would be the most likely to look up/find nicknames in other languages to call his s/o because he would want the nickname to be unique. This mans doesn't want to call his partner something common or generic (or simple)!
I can see him falling reeeeeally hard when he finds 'the one' and to him they are ethereal, stunning, unique, one-of-a-kind (no1likethem😤) and he would want to address them as such.
Sooooo, struck with inspiration, I wanted to make a post of some pet names in other languages (masc. and fem.) that I could see him calling his s/o 💖
(My personal favorites/the names I can most see him using will be starred ✨ sparkled? )
~ If my translations or pronunciations are wrong/weird/wonky I apologize, I'm using a number of different sources here including google translate 😅 nicknames below the cut ♥️ ~
~One more side note: it's easier to find nicknames in some languages as opposed to others and I'm also more familiar/proficient in certain languages so I'm sorry if there are fewer nicknames for certain languages! I'm trying to get a wide range of languages on here and I love learning new things, so if you know of additional nicknames in other/your languages leave a comment! I know it can also be a cultural thing: finding cute nicknames in Romance languages (ex. French, Italian, Spanish, Portuguese) is much easier than finding nicknames in Germanic languages (ex. German, Swiss, Dutch) simply because of the cultures ~
First of all...treasure. Treasure is a common pet name all over the world so there's no shortage of variations to choose from. And like...COME ON! It just fits so well! A Captain needs his treasure 😍.
Treasure
Arabic - كنز (Kinz) : pronounced kahn.zohn
Danish - Skat : pronounced sk.eht
Dutch - Schatje : pronounced sch.hight.chee.en
[one source said this ⬆️ translated to 'little treasure' while another translated it as 'baby' ]
Esperanto - ✨ Mia Trezoreto : not sure on the pronunciation here, I couldn't find it anywhere...best guess would be mee.ah treh.zoh.reh.toh
{ If you're like me ten minutes ago and don't know what Esperanto is, it's a "constructed international auxiliary language" ; which means it was created to be a means of communication between people of different cultures who do not share a common first language. Created in 1887 by LL.Zamenhof, Esperanto was intended to be an international second language. (This concept is absolutely fascinating to me and if you or someone you know speaks Esperanto lmk cuz I'm curious how widely it's used, if at all). }
French - ✨ Mon Trésor : pronounced treh.zohr
Polish - Moja Scarbie : pronounced moh.yeh skar.b.ee.yeh
Greek - θησανρός (Thisavrós) : pronounced fay.sah.vrohs
Hindi - ✨ खज़ाना (Khazaana) : pronounced kah.zah.nah
Indonesian - Hartaku : pronounced har.tah.koo
Italian - Mio Tesoro : pronounced teh.zoro
Portuguese - Meu Tesouro : pronounced may.oh chez.ouro
Russian - мое сокровище (Moye Sokrovishche) : pronounced mahy.oh sah.kro.vih.che
Spanish - Mi Tesoro : pronounced tehs.oro
Turkish - Hazinem : pronounced hah.zee.nehm
Ukranian - мій скарб (miy skarb) : pronounced mee skar.b
Vietnamese - kho báu của tôi : pronounced koh bow kwah toy
Okay, totally went overboard with this nickname...😅 but I just love this idea so much abfursffkj
Anyhow...moving on
Arabic (Side note...y'all...I'm so sorry for probably butchering these...Arabic is hard as fuck, how do y'all do this!?) -
حبيب/حبيبة قلب (habib albi) pronounced hah.beeb ah.til.hah.lee.ah.tah : Love of my heart
يا حياتي (ya hayati) pronounced eey hie.ah.ti : My Life
حلو/حلوة (ya helo) : pronounced eey hooh.loon/hah.la.whe.toon : Sweet
✨ يا قلبي : pronounced eeyah kahl.bee : My heart
✨يا قمر (ya [g]amar) : pronounced eeyah koh.mah.roo : Moon
https://natakallam.com/blog/terms-of-endearment-in-arabic/
Mandarin
宝 (bǎo) : pronounced bahw : Precious ~or~ 宝宝 (bǎobǎo) : Baby
(I think bǎo also means dumpling?)
亲亲 (qīn qīn) : pronounced sheen sheen: Dear/dear one/kiss
太太 (tài tài) : pronounced tie.tie ~or~ 老婆 (lǎo pó): pronounced lahw poh: both mean Wife
~or~
老公 (lǎo gōng): pronounced lahw gohn : Husband
小公举 (xiǎo gōng jǔ): pronounced shahw gohng chu: Little princess
(Couldn't find a masc. equivalent)
✨ 心 肝 (xīngān): pronounced shin gahn: Darling, or, in a more literal sense - heart [心]and liver [肝]
(In Western cultures this would likely be a little weird and creepy, but in Chinese culture it's rather poetic in the sense that those are the two organs you can't live without. Therefore, it's like saying you can't live without them)
https://www.mandarinblueprint.com/blog/chinese-nicknames/
Spanish
Mi amor : pronounced mee ah.mor : My love
Amorcito : pronounced ah.mor.see.toh : My little love
✨ Mi sol : pronounced mee sol : My sun
✨ Pastelito : pronounced pahs.tel.ee.toh : Little cake
Linda/o : pronounced leen.dah/doh : Cutie
Princesa : pronounced preen.seh.sah : Princess
-or-
Príncipe: pronounced preen.seh.pay : Prince
✨ Mi sirenita : pronounced mee see.rehn.ee.tah : My (little) mermaid
-or-
Mi Tríton : pronounced mee tree.tohn : My merman
Hermosa/o : pronounced air.moh.sah/soh : Beautiful
✨ Mi Chispita : pronounced mee chees.pee.tah : My spark
Conejita/o : pronounced koh.neh.hee.tah/toh : (little?) Bunny
✨Osita/o : pronounced oh.see.tah/toh : Little bear
https://www.berlitz.com/blog/cute-funny-nicknames-spanish
Dutch
✨Mijn lied : pronounced mine leet : My song
Lieve : pronounced lee.fuh : Dear
https://blogs.transparent.com/dutch/pet-names-and-loving-nicknames/
Gaelic
M'eudail : pronounced may.tahl : Sweetheart/darling
Mo ghraidh : pronounced moh ghreye : My love
Mo luiadh : pronounced moh lohy : My love/darling/sweetheart
Mo leannan : pronounced moh leh.non : Sweetheart
✨ Brèagha : pronounced bree.yah : Pretty
Mo ghaol : pronounced moh hill : My love
https://www.oursocalledlife.co.uk/lifestyle/learn-scottish-gaelic/scottish-gaelic-terms-of-endearment-with-phonetics/
Greek
✨αγάπɳ (agápi) : pronounced ah.gah.pi : love
μωρό μou (mόro mu) : pronounced moh.row moo: my baby
✨ αστερáκi (asteráki mu) : pronounced ahs.teh.ra.ki moo : my little star
✨ καρδɩá μou (kardiá mu) : pronounced kahr.dee.ah moo : my heart
https://www.greekpod101.com/blog/2021/08/26/greek-love-phrases/
Hawaiian
Ku`u Lei : pronounced k.oo lay : my beloved
E ku'u aloha : pronounced Ay k.oo ah.low.hah : my love
✨ Na'u : pronounced nah.oo : Mine
✨ Ipo : pronounced ee.poh : Sweetheart
https://www.hawaiian-words.com/hawaiian-words-for/love/
French
✨ Mon (petit) chou : pronounced moh.n (peh.tee) sh.oo : My (little) cabbage
Mon amour : pronounced moh.n ah.mooh : My love
Ma beauté : pronounced mah boo.thee : My beautiful
Ma chérie : pronounced mah sh.eh.ree : My dear/darling/sweetheart (fem.)
-or-
Mon chéri : pronounced moh.n sh.eh.ree : My dear/darling/sweetheart (masc.)
✨Mon bijou :pronounced moh.n bee.zhu : My jewel
Mon cœur : pronounced moh.n kh.ur : My heart
Ma moitié : pronounced mah moh.tee : My other/better half
✨Ma colombe : pronounced mah koh.loh.mb : My dove
✨Ma souris : pronounced mah soo.rhee : My mouse
Ma chatte : pronounced mah sh.ah.t : My cat (fem.)
-or-
Mon chat : pronounced moh.n sh.ah : My cat (masc.)
✨Mon nounours : pronounced moh.n noo.noor : My teddy bear
Mon ange : pronounced moh.n ohn.zh : My angel
https://langster.org/en/blog/48-words-of-endearment-in-french
Thought I'd finish up with some classic French nicknames there cuz...France...anyhow! LMK if you want more of this types of post (nicknames in other languages)!
Like I said above, message or comment if any pronounciations or spellings or anything are weird or wonky! I love learning cute little things in other languages 🥰
#ateez#ateez hongjoong#kim hongjoong#nicknames#terms of endearment#soft hours#arabic#mandarin#spanish#dutch#gaelic#greek#hawaiian#french
3 notes
·
View notes
Text
.
#truly no faster way to make me so so ill than the seol and the seolite diaspora DE tag on ao3. not in a bad way not in a good way either#also last week i hung out w a friend i hadn't seen in a while and we joked about diaspora lit bingo a lot#but yeah idk. the way my sister is reconnecting w her asianness through like. kdramas/cdramas and kpop etc#the way i only have about 4 chinese language songs liked on spotify and they're like#one from the CRA soundtrack two bc i looked up an artist whose photos were on tumblr and who i found hot#and one from my white roommate who's learning mandarin#and i wonder if my parents are like. so bummed that we ignored them and made fun of their shows and music and accents as elementary schoole#and now they see her doing this and me. idk. claiming POCness via something i never engaged with in a way i find satisfactory#or idk. the whole immigrant parents being your passports to your language/culture and once they die it's game over#ESP bc you only ever took enough chinese classes to graduate hs or college no more#and kim kitsuragi is suchhhhhhh an interesting look at that bc like. he is an orphan and he does have zero cultural or language ties to seo#like. he would absolutely dannyamericanbornchinese himself if he could#and i want him to reconnect like i imagine him reconnecting w being asian and it causes feelings of comfort and such in me#but like. he shouldn't have to obviously and#one of the notes of a fic in that tag is from a biracial person who says#I flip between wish fulfillment and scrutinizing the degree Kim 'needs' to reclaim his heritage#and like yeah. yeah. that thing#and idk i don't think there's a distinct chinese-american culture the way that chinese-american cuisine is like. A Thing you know#maybe i'd feel better if there was that#and if there was just one other seolite person in disco elysium but i think kim's racial isolation is purposeful#what is there for me but to idk. reread the joy luck club and have another crisis about it#personal
13 notes
·
View notes
Text
#my demon#ao3 fanfic#kdrama#song kang#kim yoo jung#korean wedding#hahm#cute mandarin ducks#wedding gifts#bridal gifts
0 notes
Text
I don’t know if this is anything but I wanna talk a bit about Kim’s name in Chinese - 金
金 means gold, a precious metal associated with generosity and compassion, as well as being synonymous with divinity and power in many religious settings.
And what is associated with Kim?
A white circle in his portrait, that of a heavenly saint in paintings.
Authority, his firmness and his infamous eyebrow.
His compassion towards Harry even at his absolute lowest.
His generosity towards Harry when he can’t afford a night at the Whirling in Rags.
I know this is all probably coincidence, as Kim in Chinese is just 金 cause it sounds similar (I guess? I don’t know, it does in Cantonese but doesn’t in Mandarin. Language is weird like that man)
But I want to interpret it as: Kim is precious to you, someone so invaluable and you’re so very lucky and grateful to have him.
#disco elysium#kim kitsuragi#金曷城#before you get weirded out I am from HK#but ya know#doesn’t mean no one else can’t point this out and marvel at it#i didn’t know what gold symbolised until I looked it up#and just omg it’s Kim!
104 notes
·
View notes
Text
⠀ ⠀ ♰ ㅤ⠀ ⠀( 줄리엣⠀ ) ...
★ — &. ABOUT ›
⁽ ୨୧ ⁾ birth name: Lee Jae-Hwa ( 이재화 )
⁽ ୨୧ ⁾ english name: Juliette Lee ( 이줄리엣 )
name meaning: The name Juliette is a girl's name of French origin meaning "little Julia". The name Juliette is derived from the classic name Juliet. The name Juliet is thought to be a form of the name Julius, which was a Roman family name.
⁽ ୨୧ ⁾ nicknames: juliet ( everyone ), julie + jae ( close friends + nct ), hwa ( family + dreamies ), irl angel + sm’s angel + girlfriend ( fans ), korea’s little sister ( fans + korean public )
⁽ ୨୧ ⁾ date of birth: October 31st, 2001 ( aged 23 )
zodiac sign: Scorpio
⁽ ୨୧ ⁾ place of birth: Seoul, South Korea
hometown: Beverly Hills, California, U.S.A
⁽ ୨୧ ⁾ nationality: Korean-American
ethnicity: Korean
⁽ ୨୧ ⁾ physical details:
height: 5'7" (170cm )
weight: 97lbs (44kg )
blood type: A
hair color: brown - black - blonde
eye color: brown
⁽ ୨୧ ⁾ gender & sexuality:
cisgender female - she/her
sexual orientation: not labeled
relationship status: not disclosed
⁽ ୨୧ ⁾ languages: Korean ( 100% - Seoul Dialect ), English ( 95% - American ), Japanese ( 90% ), Mandarin ( 90% )
⁽ ୨୧ ⁾ claims:
facial claim: lee chaein ( purple kiss ), shin yuna ( itzy ), other female idols/celebrities
speaking claim: park jiwon ( fromis_9 - Korean & English ), minatozaki sana ( twice - Japanese ), ning yizhuo ( æspa - Mandarin )
vocal claim: park jiwon ( fromis_9 ), ning yizhuo ( æspa )
rapping claim: park sooyoung ( red velvet )
dance claim: kang seulgi ( red velvet ), kim chungha
acting claim: kim hyeyoon, roh jeongeui
★ — &. CAREER ›
⁽ ୨୧ ⁾ stage name: Juliette ( Jule-ee-ett )
backstory: she chose Juliette as her stage name since it is her English name. though many people pointed out it was also a SHINee song and eventually called her the Juliette.
⁽ ୨୧ ⁾ agency: SM Entertainment ( 2012 - Present )
training period: 4 years~
idol debut date: August 25th, 2016
idol debut age: 15
acting debut age: 18
⁽ ୨୧ ⁾ representative color: licorice ( #1B1212 )
⁽ ୨୧ ⁾ representative emoji: 🐈⬛ / 🕷️
⁽ ୨୧ ⁾ fandom name: capulets — in Shakespeare’s Romeo and Juliet, Juliet was born into the House of Capulet. Given that her fandom would be her “home”, Capulets was eventually brought up to lean in the Shakespearian concept.
⁽ ୨୧ ⁾ known for: being sm’s angel, korea’s little sister, shinee’s juliette, being an all-rounder idol, having too many friends 🥲, her halloween birthday and sm’s halloween party, wildin’ after turning 18/21, always with the dreamies or aespa, high-pitched laugh, an idol-butterfly or social butterfly, always yapping 24/7, granddaughter of the ▇▇▇▇ company, being a supposed chaebol, being a flirtatious person in general, love octagon between the dreamies
⁽ ୨୧ ⁾ signature:
★ — &. PERSONAL ›
⁽ ୨୧ ⁾ mbti: ENTJ ( Commander ) — a personality type with the Extraverted, Intuitive, Thinking, and Judging traits. they are decisive people who love momentum and accomplishment. they gather information to construct their creative visions but rarely hesitate for long before acting on them.
strengths: efficient, energetic, self-confident, strong-willed, strategic thinkers, charismatic and inspiring
weaknesses: stubborn, dominant, intolerant, impatient, arrogant, poor handling of emotions, cold and ruthless
⁽ ୨୧ ⁾ likes: white noise, rain falling on the window, choreographing, non-scheduled days, classical music, indie games, the persona franchise, affection, handholding, her bf(s), karaoke, anime— kimi ni todoke, nana, a slient voice—, true crime . . .
⁽ ୨୧ ⁾ dislikes: loud noises, super crowded environments, affection, feeling weak/overworked, mentions of her family, thunderstorms, horror games, anything creepypasta, racism & xenophobia, the dark . . .
⁽ ୨୧ ⁾ phobias: atychiphobia ( fear of failure ), nosocomephobia ( fear of hospitals ), nyctophobia ( fear of the dark ), tonitrophobia ( fear of thunder ), lockiophobia ( fear of childbirth )
⁽ ୨୧ ⁾ favorites:
colors: white, light pink & black
season: winter
animals: penguins, arctic foxes
number: 0
⁽ ୨୧ ⁾ immediate family: born into a rich and busy household, juliette had barely any time to spend with her parents and was sent to the united states early on with her aunt. although she did develop a resentment towards her parents, they support her from the sidelines. though she has a sibling, she doesn’t speak to him most of the time or rarely sees him due to her work and his position in the family business. barely any family photos are shown by the idol, which is the most secretive part about her.
father: kang sanghoon — born 1970 ( aged 54 ) in busan, south korea. works under the ▇▇▇▇ branch.
mother: lee naeun — born 1972 ( aged 52 ) in gwangju, south korea. works as the ▇▇▇▇ vice president.
brother: lee joo-won — born 1999 ( aged 25 ) in busan, south korea.
kang grandparents: kang hae-▇ ( 85 ) & kang ▇▇-hyeon ( 90 ). raised sanghoon.
lee grandparents: ▇▇ ra-hee ( 79 ) & ▇▇ kun-hee ( deceased ). raised naeun
chaebol lore drop 😔
#anqelified#fictional idol community#fictional idol oc#kpop added member#kpop addition#kpop female addition#kpop female member#kpop female oc#kpop oc#kpop x oc#kpop original character#kpop soloist#kpop#fake kpop group#fictional idol soloist#fictional soloist#female!oc#fictional idol addition#oc#idol oc#original character#nct dream added member#nct added member#nct dream addition#nct dream 8th member#nct addition
48 notes
·
View notes
Text
rewriting miraculous- Marinette Dupain-cheng
[Note] Hey, hey! I wanted to start rewriting and designing miraculous for the fun of it. Please note that this is just for fun and giggles! I will try to keep the rewrite as close to the show as possible, at the same time I want to put as much of my ideas into it as I can. Also this is probably an angst au, because of my 3 am brainrot.
(Warning, if you are a fan of Chloe redemption arcs you might not like my rewrite as I plan on making Chloe the villain she has always deserved to be. And I mean that totally positive.)
Marinette Dupain-cheng
Of course I have to start with the problematic main character of the show. Marinette is far from perfect and her actions lack mind and consequences, but despite all of that Marinette is a great character that fell into the hands of a bad writer.
Like most characters in the show being kinda butchered for Marinette (they did Chat noir soo dirty), she was also butchered for the sake for being a main character. Marinette has a character that doesn't fit into a "kids show", maybe that's the reason they never properly executed it. But enough of me yapping! Lets start drawiting!
Backstory:
Marinette is half french, half chinese. I want to keep if that way, even her design mustn't change that much (more to that later). Something that bothered a lot of people is how little Marinette knows about/ is in touch with her chinese heritage, despite Sabine clearly still being chinese. But what a lot of people forget is that it's been hinted at that Sabine might not be as in touch with her past as she acts like she does. (For example changing her first name, I am not sure if that is something that happens commonly, but I don't think is.)
So one thing I will add is that while Sabine doesn't completely reject her culture, she has a strained relationship with it, not raising Marinette to be a part of it, without telling her why. No speaking mandarin, no chinese new years or other festivals, nothing.
So we already know that Tom and his dad don't have the best relationship and as far as I remember only one of Marinette grandma's visits, rarely. So in my version Marinette grew up only knowing about her parents, completely unaware of other relatives. Her grandma starts visiting when she is uhh 10? Which let her to be slightly an outcast.
You know how when children tell you all about the holidays, their aunts and uncles or grandparents? Or how even the teachers just tend to assume everyone has grandparents that you get to visit? Well Marinette had none of that. That means she was often confused or left out of conversations starting in pre-school.
Another aspect I want to include is the whole Kim/Chloe thing. It was often mentioned that Chloe used to bully Marinette to the point where she was sick of school and even starting her villain arc in a different universe. Problem is in the show this is a massive: "Tell don't show." I want to stop that, I want to have it actually seen and mentioned multiple times in flash backs, etc. Because with what we have at the moment I don't understand why all of Marinettes classmates hate Chloe so much.
With the worsening of the bullying I want to make another parallel between Shadybug and my Marinette. It is briefly mentioned that Shadybug doesn't have any friends in her universe and is constantly put down by Chloe, so what if because of chloe people avoided talking to Marinette in order not to become another bullying subject? This all changes when Alya (who actually in the start of the series was mentioned to be a new student?) decides to not give two fucks about Chloes status and defends Marinette, becoming her first ever friend.
About the Chloe Kim situation, I will use that as the reason (and Marinettes blatant distrust) why she became a stalker. Despite being bullied and all, Marinette develops a crush on Kim, because he was actually nice to her, like once. Her love quickly becomes an obsession because she doesn't know how to act around her crush, not having any female friends to tell her that the way she likes him isn't healthy and having a dad that cries wolf just as soon as she mentions a boy's name.
Marinette is during that time not as bad as she is with Adrien, her crush is unhealthy, yes, but he is sadly the last straw of hope she can cling too. Chloe notices this and decides to take advantage of Marinettes obsession by asking Kim to go out with Marinette. Blinded by his crush on the blonde Kim decides that would be a small sacrifice, ready to become Marinettes dream boy to please Chloe. He feigns intrest in design, art, baking and more simply because Chloe wants him too.
Marinette starts to act more normal around Kim, her obsession calming and her healthily starting to love him, until the scene in the swimming hall. Marinette is quite littarly shattered, her heart in pieces all over the floor, realising she had been bamboozled for 3 MONTHS. Her last straw has sunken and she swears to herself that she won't ever date someone again unless she knows that every little thing he has said was true.
A year later she finally meets Alya.
Her Personality
(start of season 1 to season 3)
Marinette is still kind, but in a way that makes her naive. After Alya fights with Chloe for her sake and the other girls in class also start to befriend her, she is willing to forgive and forget. Her friendship is build on trust and acts of service (Fixing clothes, building charms, doing homework) with Marinette giving and the others receiving. Sadly the others unbeknownst to even themselves take advantage of her kindness until Alya bursts in and calls out what their doing is wrong.
Clumsy. Insecurities can make you anxious and being anxious has an affect on the body. During the time she was bullied she would cower in fear only making small steps looking around as if something was going to jump at her. So scared of her surroundings she occasionally lost footing or dropped everything she was holding. It looks comedic but stomps from her damaged mindset.
Stubborn. What she says she will do, no matter if that is climbing the Eiffel tower or travelling to china in a day by foot, she will do it. Her stubbornness comes from the fact that she refuses to believe that what she is planning is impossible, stemming from the fact her parents kinda spoiled her and refused to tell her that what she was doing is impossible.
Crush is followed by distrust and obsession. This is something that plays a big part in my au. Marinette has trouble trusting people she is crushing on, it even happens with Luka, but the blue haired boy is a lot more obvious to this when Adrien. Marinette isn't really fine and probably needs therapy. Even Marinette doesn't understand why she feels so anxious about every time her crush says something, she blames it on her promise to herself.
Clingy and easily scared of rejection. Because of her being formally bullied Marinette clings to people she trusts, Alya doesn't mind, but that doesn't go for a few other people. Marinette doesn't like rejection (not taking stuff she made, not wanting her help etc) , occasionally she can either become pushy or completely reduce herself out of your life.
Easily jealous and occasionally selfish. This personality trait will be important for my kwami redesign. Marinette can't help it but be wary of people that also show interest in her crush or intrests, she grows jealous easily though she tries to hide it. Because she never had anyone to talk to about her jealousy before she met Alya, so she thinks that that emotion is just another feeling, that eats away at her until it explodes. Her jealousy blinds her causing her to act irrational even willing to humiliate people.
Optimistic but toxic . Well, she is a good liar and that includes lying to herself.
(As Ladybug)
Oho, Marinette as Ladybug is a surprising change, I kinda wanted add the fact to her that her personality changes when she becomes Ladybug.
Ladybug is the part of Marinette that was looked away for waaaay too long. After she gets used to being Ladybug she grows confident, she feels like she has a purpose in life. Ladybug is everything she wanted to be. Ladybug has no fear and no insecurities that is the reason why no one believes Marinette is Ladybug.
In my au Marinette gets so lost in the perfect version of herself she occasionally transforms just to escape her life. She has friends now, yes, but that doesn't get rid of her insecurities and Ladybug has no insecurities.
As a hero Marinette is a quick thinker and has a great memory (I mean, she was able to remember and find out adriens schedule for the next 50 years). She also knows where to get information and how.
She uses everything she learned as Marinette in her superhero job and as Ladybug she moves with more contraction and grace. No one would dare to laugh at Ladybug and that makes her stand up straight, make bigger movements and never loose her footing.
She is incredibly caring as Ladybug at the same time she isn't. She only is nice to people she as Marinette likes or has never met. Chloe is the person she even occasionally refuses to help, until chat noir mentions just how much of an asshole she would be for this.
(During season 3-5)
Because of the many hardships she faces Marinette grows as a person, her personality towns down and she deals with the consequences of her actions in a good manner. Even as Ladybug she became less of a selfish prick and someone to be idolized.
Smart. Marinette becomes smarter in many ways, one of them is people smart. She is able to start telling if someone is on the verge of getting akumatised, or if they are lying to her. She does better in school mainly because she stopped getting bullied.
Confident. Her straightened back is more than enough proof that Marinette has changed. She has found a balance between Ladybug and Marinette. She starts standing up to Chloe on her own and everyone else who bothers her. This confidence makes her cocky, but luckily her friends are there to help her turn it down a bit.
Mature. Marinette acts older than she is, especially after getting the miraculous box. She finally realizes that she won't be able to act as childish as she does forever. Her maturing also becomes part of her healing arc. She still has a crush on Adrien, but she grows less obsessive and is even able to see him have Kagami as a girlfriend without feeling like dying.
Drawing:
Don't mind this, I am still learning how to draw, so this will probably look akward. Soo I kinda wanted normal Marinette to look like she was styled by Disney, but not too bad. Her styling her clothes like she does is her way of showing she likes fashion, without showing she likes fashion. Her hair is supposed to be so black it seems blue under light, which is honestly a hair colour that surprises me.
Ladybug follows the concept of the more power you have, the more you look like the animal your kwami is based on. (More to this when I rewrite the kwami's)
I like the poncho I gave her and the wings! Also the Uhh... bug exo skin? She probably doesn't stand out as much as she should, but her costume is that one connection to herself as Marinette.
Soo here is what I tried to "animate", Marinette looks a lot more stressed and less "happy" and as Ladybug she has some slight arrogance and anger to her expression, though I might be reading into my designs too much. Please tell me which you like better!
So next is well, Adrien! Yay! Please tell me what you think so far and what else I should include during those rewriting sessions?
#miraculous ladybug#miraculous fanart#miraculous au#marinette dupain cheng#marinette redesign#mlb rewrite#mlb redesign#ladybug and chat noir#ladybug redesign#lol#just a thought#mlb au: the superior hero
66 notes
·
View notes
Note
Do you have mlb headcanons? If yes, can you give all to us? And do you mind using in fanfic?
I have a few! You can use them however you want (they also apply to MD btw)
Luka is a shit cook
Marinette cannot have wireless earbuds because she will lose them
Luka paints his nails black so he can stop biting them but it never works
Chloe has done a lot of sports but the most prominent are track running, gymnastics, and ballet
she doesn't do them that much anymore because of her grades, which is also why Sabrina is her tutor
Kagami knows Japanese, Mandarin, French, English, and Spanish (so does Adrien when she exists)
Chloe is learning Japanese
Alya wants to dye her hair sooo bad
Marinette is not that good at English
she also knows a bit of Mandarin (a few swears) and Italian (a lot of swears)(thanks, Gina)
Chloe spends Christmas in New York (whether or not with Audrey is another thing. yikes)
Alya loves to come up with unhinged theories
she knows they're bizarre but they're so much fun
Aurore does ballet (her parents also own a ballet studio)
Sabrina and Lila were horse girls
Nathaniel is scared of horses
Marc mostly writes fanfiction but wants to be a professional writer (like they have a 10 book series planned but don't have the confidence)
Alya only writes and reads fanfiction
Chloe is scared of thunder
Kim wants to mainly focus on swimming but has won more competitions in track running
Rose likes bird-watching
Ondine's last name is Rosseau
#ask#miraculous ladybug#miraculous disaster au#how am i supposed to tag this#reference#marinette dupain cheng#alya cesaire#kagami tsuguri#luka couffaine#marc anciel#lila rossi#chloe bourgeois#ivan bruel#sabrina raincomprix#aurore beaureal#rose lavillant#ondine#i actually have all the kids' parents figured out lol
80 notes
·
View notes
Text
STAR CUP ! . . . . ( 레예스 PROFILE )
TRACK 1 . SUNSHINE AIRPORT !! ( BASICS )
BIRTH NAME SON JAEHO ( 손재호 ) CHINESE NAME SUN JINHAI ( 孙金海 ) ENGLISH NAME REYES SON NICKNAMES REY & JJ ( everyone ) + LITTLE STAR ( his family ) + JIN / JINNIE ( kun & ten )
DATE OF BIRTH 13 OCTOBER 2001 AGE 22 ZODIAC SIGN LIBRA CHINESE ZODIAC SIGN SNAKE
NATIONALITY SPANISH ETHNICITY SOUTH KOREAN PLACE OF BIRTH OVIEDO, SPAIN RESIDENCY OVIEDO, SPAIN ( 2001 - 2008 ) + NANJING, CHINA ( 2008 - 2014 ) + SEOUL, SOUTH KOREA ( 2014 - present )
HEIGHT 177 CM ( 5'10'' ) WEIGHT N/A BLOOD TYPE AB PIERCINGS LOBE + HELIX + TRAGUS + UPPER LOBE + ROOK ( left ) + LOBE + HELIX + INDUSTRIAL + ROOK ( right ) TATTOOS N/A
FACE CLAIM KIM SUNWOO ( THE BOYZ ) VOCAL CLAIM LEE MINHO ( STRAY KIDS ) RAP CLAIM HANSOL VERNON CHWE ( SEVENTEEN ) DANCE CLAIM SUNG HANBIN ( ZEROBASEONE ) SPEAKING CLAIM SEOK MATTHEW ( ZEROBASEONE ) KNOWN LANGUAGES ENGLISH & SPANISH ( fluent ) + KOREAN & MANDARIN ( proficient ) + JAPANESE ( conversational )
GENDER CIS MALE SEXUAL ORIENTATION HOMOSEXUAL RELATIONSHIP STATUS IN A RELATIONSHIP ( est. 2024 )
TRACK 2 . DOLPHIN SHOALS !! ( CAREER )
STAGE NAME REYES
OCCUPATION IDOL + ACTOR YEARS ACTIVE 5 YEARS ( 2019 - present ) YEARS TRAINED 5 YEARS ( 2014 - 2019 ) LABEL YG ENTERTAINMENT ( trainee, former ) + SM ENTERTAINMENT ( current ) GROUP NCT UNIT WAYV + NCT U POSITION MAIN RAPPER LEAD DANCER MAKNAE DEBUT DATE 27 JANUARY 2019 ( group ) + 8 JULY 2024 ( solo )
REPRESENTATIVE EMOJIS 🦊 + ⭐ INDIVIDUAL FANDOM NAME ROYOSHI (s) royals + yoshi ( his favorite mario character )
TRACK 3 . ELECTRODOME !! ( PERSONAL )
MBTI INTP-T
POSITIVE TRAITS friendly, dedicated, open-minded, hardworking NEGATIVE TRAITS naive, overthinking, perfectionist, anxious
HABITS using up his entire social battery quickly during his schedules, bouncing around + being unable to sit still for long, picking at the skin of his palm when he’s nervous, holding hands with the other members at the airport, going on long rants where he speaks too fast, switching up his languages so much to the point he confuses himself, cursing in every language he speaks HOBBIES watching k-dramas, playing games, sitting in the recording studio for hours, laying around when he has free time, trying to learn how to play different instruments
LIKES romantic dramas, thriller and horror movies, playing games, animal crossing, mario kart, marvel movies & comic books, collecting stuffed animals, playing with his cat, making too many playlists DISLIKES strong scents, airports, large or deep bodies of water, loud noises, long schedules
PHOBIAS thalassophobia ( fear of deep water ) + claustrophobia ( fear of small places )
find out more about reyes here ! layout credit : @kiiyunz <3 thank you to machi for helping me come up with a fandom name!
# . . . 𝗮𝗰𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻 𝗳𝗶𝗴𝘂𝗿𝗲 ── profile.#fictional idol oc#fictional idol community#kpop oc#kpop added member#kpop addition#kpop male addition#nct addition#nct added member#wayv added member#wayv addition
39 notes
·
View notes
Note
HarryKim AU fic recs? I gotcha. Heed each fic tags and double check for smut if you'd rather avoid that.
1) "in the car outside" by paisleycowboys, gym teacher Harry/rcm Kim au fic. They're neighbors, Kim's new in town, and Harry can't help but observe Kim observe him who's observing Kim. They don't get along at first but when feelings catch!!! Oh boy. Oh brother. They're so good for each other.
2) "at this point it was years before..." by RaccoonScientist, originally written in Mandarin translated into English, BEAUTIFULLY WRITTEN AND SO MUCH FUN!! Harry and Kim met as children, grow up together as best friends, alternate universe where they do not become cops. I read and reread this fic bc I couldn't get it outta my head.
3) "Static over voice" by sosioban, SO SO SO SO FUCKING GOOD I REREAD THIS RECENTLY (March '24) OOOOOO FUCK!! Harry and Kim meet by chance online playing video game. It is silly. There is pining. They do figure it out.
4) "Du bois coffee" by harvestar, modern au where they work at Harry's coffee shop. Of course they fall in love. Of course they inevitably kiss. Cute fluff. Cuno is mentioned, wish there was more of him in this one.
5) "My Dear Elf with the Clipboard" by Sosioban, more fluff!! Set modern day during Christmas. Kim is a pining mess. He wants Hot Santa so badly it's stupid. Hot Santa is ofc Harry.
6) "Your Turn with the Frog" by sosioban, OH GOD ANOYHER ONE BY SOSIOBAN??? YES!!! love this, read it in one day instead of doing schoolwork. Rushed all that work. Don't regret it. So silly and filled to the brim with smut. Alice, Soona, and Ruby are Kim's friends, Kim is gay, Harry is trans, they're fuck buddies who are both teachers, what can wrong? Kim definitely won't catch feelings. Definitely... WILL BE REREADING THIS ONE
7) "All In Due Time" fic series by Oxycontin. Love love love- so sad sad sad. Kim ages in reverse. His days are numbered. He slowly relearns how to live and how to love and what comes next for everyone else has already happened for him. As time goes on he forgets things. He grows younger. Aging in reverse like Merlin. Some good ol Pale fuckery ya know? I love this series. Extremely well written. Tears my heart up. Read it. I promise it does not disappoint with the angst.
8) "Pale Moon" by greatdistractions, is a werewolf Harry fic set post game. Harry doesn't remember being a werewolf, Kim goes to find him when he doesn't go to work and doesn't answer any calls, and finds a wolf in his apartment instead. They go back to Martinaise. Some cute shit happens. Quick, simple, cute read.
And these last two are set post-game and serve more as continuations than AUs but they're still So Fuckin Good:
9) "birds of a feather flock together" fic series by Thegrimreaperisanerd. OH OH OHOHOHIHHHHHH!!!! I love this series, the second fic is currently in progress and is getting so so so so good!! Taking place post canon, the first fic (Imprinting) is a casefic with Harry and Jean and Harry is so desperate for his new bestie (Kim) he buys a pink phone second hand and does some very illegal very questionable things. DUCKLINGS THAT DROWN is the sequel exploring more of their (Harry and Kim) relationship and their relationships with the 41st. The author is incredibly sweet, highly recommend yall to read and leave em a kudos/comment trust me they'll notice.
10) "Birdcage-verse" fic series by Sarielle, phenomenal writing, excellent execution of a case fic- ADOPTED CUNO ALERT!!! SEAMLESS ORIGINAL CHARACTERS!!! There is so much world building that has gone into this series. I cannot recommend this series in particular enough. Really it has it all.
Wow, genuinely thank you anon, I wasn't expecting such a detailed response! I've read some of these already (incredible tho so i should reread) but I will absolutely check out the others!
38 notes
·
View notes
Text
( 🍂 ) . . . — ALTHEA ISABELLA EVANS, better known as THEA, is a former korean-american artist under JYP ENTERTAINMENT. she's the only female member of STRAYKIDS.
( 🍊 ) . . . — BASICS !!
BIRTH NAME : Althea Isabella Evans
KOREAN NAME : Kim Yejin ( hangul: 김예진 )
NICKNAMES : Thea, Isa, Bella, the tall one, nation's visual, etc
BIRTHDAY : 23 march, 2000
BIRTH PLACE : Rochester, USA
ZODIAC SIGN : aeries
NATIONALITY : american
ETHNICITY : korean
FAMILY : twin sister ( 2000 ), one older brother ( 1999 ), one younger brother ( 2004 ) , two older half siblings ( 1996 , 1998 )
LANGUAGES : Korean, English (fluent) ; Japanese, mandarin (conversational)
( 🏮 ) . . . — BODY !!
HEIGHT : 174 cm (5’7″)
BLOOD TYPE : B+
BODY MODIFICATION : six piercings and three tattoos
FACE CLAIM : Kim Doyeon ( weki meki )
BACK UP FC : Kim Chaewon ( le sserafim )
VOICE CLAIM : Ahn Yujin ( IVE )
DANCE CLAIM : Lee Chaeryoung ( itzy )
( 🪸 ) . . . — PERSONALITY !
STRENGTHS : empathetic, positive personality, approachable, supportive, adaptable
FLAWS : self critical, over commiting, avoiding conflict, difficulty expressing personal needs, taking critical personality.
( 🎃 ) . . . — MEMBER'S INFO. !
STAGE NAME : THEA
AGENCIES : JYP Entertainment ( 2014 - 2022 ) ; ENCA Labels ( 2022 - now )
TRAINING PERIOD : 4 years and 3 months
OCCUPATION(S) : singer, dancer, model, actress, composer, lyricist, producer
INDIVIDUAL FANDOM : luce(s)
REPRESENTATIVE EMOJI : 🐯
( 🍁 ) . . . — MISC. INFO !
dramas : hotel del'luna, welcome to waikiki 2, 18 again, true beauty, hometown cha cha cha, jirisan, my roommate is a guniho, one the woman, heesu in class 2, business proposal, sh**ting star, dr romantic 2&3, king the land.
twitter : Stray_Kids / altheaubade
private twitter : altheaubade
instagram : realstraykids / altheaubade
youtube : StrayKids / altheaubade
( 🏀 ) . . . — MISC. TRIVIA !
she was originally not close with her siblings and lived with her grandparents but when her mother passed away she got close to her siblings.
her life has now been revolving around her siblings. Her older brother has stayed out of the spotlight but is quite famous among stays! Her younger brother has now debuted as a kpop idol. her sister has also debuted in a kpop group. now the siblings are called "the idol siblings"
Thea had to sit out for two comebacks when her grandmother passed away. Mainly since she's the one who practically raised thea, her death hit her hard and she spent her hiatus spending time with her grandfather who sadly too passed away in 2022. She did sit out of a few weeks but when she returned, her usual cheerfulness was noticeably absent.
her favorite pass time is annoying the living shit out of her friends. She's great friends with soloist ivy and the two are seen hanging out almost every weekend! She's also really close to oceana's blaire, soloist serein, and many others!
almost nobody would believe that she's an introvert as she has many friends. She's talked about by any and every artist out there.
Out of everybody from skz, she would say she's the closest to minho... she often tags along with him on his journey home just to see sooni doongi dori.. his mother has claimed thea as her own daughter now.
# ⋆⠀⠀ʬ.ʬ.⠀⠀٬⠀⠀(⠀⠀&.⠀⠀)⠀...⠀profile.#skz 9th member#straykids 9th member#skz oc#stray kids oc#fictional kpop community#fictional idol community#fictional characters#fictional idol oc#fictional idol group#fictional idol addition#fictional idol company#kpop icons#kpop gg#kpop incorrect quotes#kpop moodboard#kim doyeon#doyeon wekimeki#doyeon#stray kids fluff#stray kids imagines#stray kids incorrect quotes#stray kids x reader#stray kids#skz x reader#skz imagines#skz fluff#skz female addition#skz female member#skz female oc
79 notes
·
View notes
Note
Hi love 😋 Can I please request ZB1's reactions to their jealous s/o. I love your way of writing so much /actually. Have a good day and always rest bby 🤟🏻
how would zb1 react to their jealous s/o?
hi luv! thank you for the request and the kind comment! it really made my day :) i hope this fulfills your request! i was actually really excited to write this since i had lots of ideas in my mind that i could use for each member hehe
these scenarios are a bit longer than my usual ones so enjoy <3
warnings: mentions of food, lmk if there's any more!
kim jiwoong
jiwoong decided to bring over one of his friend's who you weren't a huge fan of, they were often rude to you and didn't bother to speak to you whenever they visited. but today you got even more pissed when they kept clinging onto jiwoong as if he was their boyfriend, worst was that jiwoong did absolutely nothing to stop them!
you could only sigh as you watched on. seeing how close they were really made you feel jealous when you were aware that jiwoong only loved you.
your heart couldn't handle the hurt inside, especially since jiwoong barely paid attention to you despite asking you to come over that day. in the end, your inside feelings won you over and you decided to leave early than you were planning on.
"babe? i'm leaving." you abruptly announced, rushing to the front door to put your shoes on
jiwoong quickly ran over, "why? did something happen?" he asked in a concerned tone. you tried to play it off like you weren't jealous a minute ago.
"oh nothing happened, i have something to do." it seemed to work and jiwoong kissed you goodbye. just as you shut his apartment door, you suddenly felt your heart ache
fast forward a few hours later, you were in your bedroom when you suddenly got a call from your boyfriend. you were hesitant to answer but nonetheless swiped to accept the call
"hello?" you heard shuffling on the other end
"babe be honest with me, you left because of my friend right?"
"how did you expect me to feel when they were all over you? the worst was that you didn't even stop them and let them touch you like that.." your voice cracked at the end
he sighed, "you know i don't love them like that. you are always the person that i love and want to be with. i'm sorry for not paying attention to you and your feelings. please forgive me (name). i love you."
rest of the members are under the cut!
zhang hao
you were able to find a day that accommodated the both of you despite hao's schedule as a member of zb1 and took that day to go shopping together and just spend time together as a couple
well that was what you were expecting to happen until one of hao's friend was also at the mall. his friend spoke mandarin so you had no idea what they were talking about
"hao? it's been so long!" they exclaimed. hao seemed surprised and greeted them
"it really has! how come your in seoul?" and before you knew it they began conversing in mandarin leaving you confused on what else that they were saying
hao then turned to face you, "babe, is it ok if i hang out with them? it's been a while since i've seen them and i want to catch up."
it would be a lie to say that you were happy with this, but even still you allowed him and they left together
all your planning went to waste as it was thrown away that quickly. you were so thrilled to meet up with your boyfriend and find a date that both of you were free on. you knew it would be even more harder to find another day since he had a comeback and a tour approaching
you shut off your phone for the day and headed home on the bus with mixed emotions, mostly jealousy
at around night time you were sitting in your living room when the doorbell suddenly rang, you were surprised that someone was here this late but when you opened it, it was hao!
"uh, hi?" he showed you his recent calls that you missed
"i called you four times today, how come you didn't pick up?" his voice sounding very firm
"oh i thought that you were busy with your friend.." you didn't even mean to say that but it slipped out, hao raised his brow at this
"what?" you shrugged replying, "i don't know. i was excited to hang out with you today knowing it'll be hard to do this again only for you to leave me stranded to hang out with someone else."
hao's frown slowly disappeared as he cupped your cheeks, kissing you gently. "i'm sorry baby. i didn't know you were this hurt over the situation. i promise we can find another day to meet up, i'll make it up to you."
sung hanbin
you decided to stop by the wakeone building to deliver the food you brought for the members after a long day of practice that burnt out the boys
hanbin had also personally asked for you to visit since he missed you, and of course you listened and did exactly that!
you were holding two bags of food in your hand and headed up to the practice room
just as you opened the door, everyone gasped at the food and ran towards you, hanbin being especially excited to see you more than the food
"you guys must've been hungry..." you said, watching as everyone stuffed their faces with the food you bought. gyuvin nodded, "yeah we barely had anything today!"
you then felt a hand touch your shoulder, as you turned to your side, hanbin was right there
"thank you love." he said, pecking your temple.
"of course! you all deserve it after working so hard!"
as they finished eating, they returned to practicing again. you were about to leave when hanbin stopped you at the door
"don't go yet!" he pouted, "at least watch our new choreography!"
you couldn't resist your hamcat boyfriend and decided to stay for a little longer than planned
but what you weren't expecting was a backup dancer that arrived. the music played and one of hanbin's part involved a solo dance with them. his hands were all over them and you could only watch in shock
it was as if you paused in real life, did you actually witness that? you couldn't help but feel jealousy seeping through you
as the music finished, everyone gave hanbin and the dancer compliments and cheers. hanbin then approached you where you were feeling less cheerful than before
"hey what's wrong?" he asked. you shook your head, "nothing. it's just...i wasn't expecting your solo dance to be with someone else."
he then chuckled, showing off his cat whiskers, "don't worry babe. it's just a dance. i don't have any actual feelings for them when i have you."
seok matthew
you've been noticing that matthew has been in the wakeone building more often than usual. he would usually be able to hang out with you but it had been nearly three weeks since you last saw each other
you didn't think you did anything wrong so you were puzzled as to why matthew hadn't proposed a date to go on. you've also been noticing that matthew was sending you lots of voice chats of him singing, sharing how well he was doing
so one day you decided to reach out to one of his members and see what was going on
the contact you called the most was taerae, matthew's 02 friend. you pressed the call button and waited
about 5 seconds later, taerae picked up and gave you a cheerful hello
"hey taerae! i was just wondering, what has matthew been up to recently?"
"matthew? i thought you would know since you two are dating."
"yeah but the past few weeks he's barely texted me and when he does their just voice chats sharing some songs he sang." you heard taerae chuckling on the other end
"oh he must've done that after meeting with that new vocal trainer." new vocal trainer?!
"huh?" taerae once again laughed, "he didn't tell you? he hired his own vocal trainer, they've apparently worked with huge artists."
you understood that it was his job to sing but he wasn't meeting up because of this? you didn't know why but your heart starting beating quickly, worried over matthew losing interest in you
"oh...okay. thanks for telling me taerae." you hung up.
the next hour you got a call from matthew, you were thrilled but still side eyeing him
"hey matt." you said, he noticed your lack of enthusiasm right away. "what's wrong?"
you sighed, "i heard you were getting trained by a new vocal trainer, is that why you've haven't asked to go on any dates?"
"i know and i'm sorry we haven't honey. i'll cancel my training tomorrow to make time for you. your always my first priority and i'm sorry for neglecting you."
kim taerae
you and taerae were walking in the park together, promotions had just wrapped up and the first he thing was call you to ask if you wanted to meet up, of course you agreed!
he was telling you about all the new friends he recently made while at the music shows, it made you proud to see taerae living out his long time dream of becoming a singer
but just as you were about to speak, someone else called out taerae's name from afar
you noticed that taerae smiled at his name being called. his cute dimples popping out right away
"taerae! it's such a coincidence that were both at the park!" the person exclaimed, taerae giggled, "right?"
as they continued talking, you felt as if you were absent since he didn't even say anything to you, it wasn't until you introduced yourself as taerae's partner that the person acknowledged your existence
"oh. hi." was all they said to you before returning to their conversation with taerae
and after that it became a date with those two with you as the third wheel, just trailing behind them as if this wasn't your date with taerae
taerae seemed really happy to talk with them so you didn't want to barge into their conversation, but it still hurt you how taerae was ignoring you
you couldn't take it anymore and tapped your boyfriend's shoulder. he turned and faced you
"i'm heading home, something urgent happened to my sister." you lied, taerae tried to stop you but you were already far gone
you began walking to the nearby station to head home. just as you were about to enter the train, you heard someone shouting at you from behind
"(name)! (name)!" you could immediately recognize the voice to be taerae's. you were hesitant to speak to him
"please don't go, i know nothing happened to your sister. i'm sorry for ignoring you, i admit it's my fault." he said
"i understand that taerae but you barely spoke to me after your friend noticed you. i was really looking forward to spend some time together."
"i know, please tell me whatever i can do make up for this. i love you so much, i can't imagine a life without you."
shen ricky
you were hanging out at the dorms with the members, ricky had invited you since he wanted you to be there as they were going to watch that reality show you've been telling him all about
the lights dimmed and the show played on the screen, everyone was coddled up in blankets with you cuddled up next to ricky
but you noticed that ricky's phone would continuously brighten as he received a notification on wechat. you didn't think too much of it at first but it got to the point where every second it would occur
even gyuvin began to yell at ricky to get his phone or leave it in his shared bedroom
eventually ricky checked it, a smile tugged at his lips reading the notification
curiousity got the best of you as you couldn't even focus on the show playing, your mind filled with thoughts of the worst. you knew ricky would never do anything like cheating but your naturally an overthinker
just then, ricky got up to pick up a call. making the members sigh in relief that they wouldn't have to deal with the notifications during the show
instead of staying in your spot you went to investigate and caught ricky speaking to someone in mandarin. you heard him chuckling and pacing around his dorm room
but before you could return to your spot, the door swung open and you were met with a confused ricky
"what are you doing here?" he asked
"who were you speaking to?" you replied, completely ignoring his question
"oh it was just a friend! they arrived back to shanghai and wanted me to know."
you were still unsure, "but they were texting you a lot when we were watching the show."
"they were telling me every detail of their trip but then decided to call me instead." the way ricky calmly explained the situation made you feel much more at ease. he even showed you their conversation and translated everything
"oh..i was just overthinking the situation." you shyly responded. he ruffled your hair and chuckled
"we tell each other everything right? i don't want you to think that something has come between us."
kim gyuvin
you've noticed that gyuvin was posting on his story a lot, most of them including someone you've never seen before. most of their stories consisted of their hangouts and selfies of them together
at first you didn't mind it but gyuvin gradually began replying slower to your texts or taking hours to even read them, sometimes he'd even read them but not reply. but whenever he did read them, you'd see that he posted on his story with that same person
jealousy got the best of you, how come he couldn't make time to message you but hang out with this person nearly everyday?
not to mention that gyuvin has never acted like this before. he always replies to your messages quickly and didn't just leave you on seen for hours on end
in response to this behaviour, you just stopped messaging him or even contacting him. it was totally out of character for you to do this but this was what you thought was the best decision
and before you knew it, you were getting bombarded with texts from your boyfriend, continuously asking why you haven't texted him and what you were up to, it made you smile
but you weren't responding to them like he did. you thought that was the end and shut your phone off, not even an hour later he called you. you couldn't decline it and picked it up
"hey, why haven't you responding to my text messages? i miss youuuu."
"why haven't YOU been messaging me as often?" you replied
"what do you mean?" is he trying to act like this past week hasn't been him ignoring you for something else?
"don't act coy, i saw the stories you posted with someone else when we've haven't seen each other in so long. have you been purposely not replying to my texts?"
"of course not! they were studying abroad in australia and recently returned to korea so i've been wanting to catch up with them. i'm sorry if you got the wrong idea though babe. if you want, i can cancel all my plans next week to dedicate it for you, and only you."
"i would love that."
park gunwook
at lunch time you were planning on heading to gunwook's homeroom to see if he was available, but he unexpectedly wasn't there
you approached one of his friends and asked but they informed you that gunwook had actually left early
you did a whole circle around the school but still couldn't find your boyfriend. this was odd since gunwook was always waiting for you in his homeroom so you two could eat lunch together and just spend time together
you thought he was busy playing soccer in the field so you went outside, but to your surprise, gunwook was with someone else
as you got a bit closer you saw that they were sitting on a bench, giggling with one another. you noticed how the other person nudged gunwook's shoulder as they were laughing at something
it made your heart sting for no reason, gunwook always dedicated his lunch time to you, he would've told you beforehand if he was going to be with someone else
the only thing you could do was watch from afar, you weren't being replaced, right?
but just as you were going to head back inside, you heard gunwook call your name
"oh great.." you whispered. he began running after you and catched up to you in a few seconds, soccer really does help with his fast pace
"what are you doing here?" his adorable grinned showed
"uh, nothing really, i was just looking for you."
"ah, i see! i was showing around my friend who recently transferred to our school. we went to middle school together and haven't seen each other in a while."
suddenly all the jealousy you had evaporated as you worried over nothing
"oh okay! i'm glad you two met again!"
"me too! but i promise tomorrow we can spend lunch time together. i'm sorry for not telling you beforehand." gunwook could never fail to make you smile
"deal!"
han yujin
you and yujin were in the same homeroom class which meant you could see your boyfriend more often in school, so you thought that when you had a project to do in class, yujin would choose you as his partner. but that wasn't the case at all
he ended up working with someone who you had a bad past with, that person was never nice to you and had a crush on yujin for a while before you two began dating. they got even more angry when they found out about your relationship
after that day, each time you would ask to walk home together or head out to get food at lunch, he would decline to be with them and work on the project
before you knew it, jealousy began brewing inside of you. you understood that there was a project they had to complete but even after the project was completed, they continued to hang out.
it got to the point where yujin would stop walking home with you and instead with them. they were enjoying it too, giving you smirks whenever they left together. you felt neglected by your own boyfriend
after that you gave up on trying to get your boyfriend's attention. you stopped messaging, calling or speaking to him in school.
yujin noticed this and tried multiple times to talk to you but you would leave class early and head to the academy instead of straight home
one day yujin couldn't handle it and approached you before you could leave.
"can we talk?" he asked. his tone sounded serious so you agreed, he took you out to the hallway where it became a ghost town
"why have you stopped speaking to me? do you know how much i missed seeing you?"
you sighed, "i don't know, it seemed that you were pretty happy speaking with them instead and going home with them."
yujin then realized what you were talking about. you were jealous, he giggled and held your hand
"i'm sorry for ignoring you. they kept asking if we could go places together but i didn't know how you felt."
"so will you walk home with me today instead?" you crossed your arms playfully. he looked down and smiled, then nodding
"yes. from now on."
184 notes
·
View notes