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dandelionjack · 2 years ago
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session with the psychiatrist today and he finalised getting me a s*roquel prescription… upon a google i discovered that one of the most common side effects is supposedly weight gain so now i am actually considering the preferred alternative option of recovery which is k*lling m*self
#he is 1. russian 2. the sessions are being paid for and monitored by my father#i tried calmly and reasonably explaining to him that i do not suffer from bipolar disorder and that#the prevalent part of the symptoms which cause me direct discomfort or suffering in my day to day#life most closely correspond to adult ‘female’ adhd and autism; and that the#only psychiatric pharmaceuticals which would cause a legitimate positive impact on my life would be those prescribed to ADHD patients;#which means that what he really should be doing is writing me a reference form to speed up the diagnosis process. his response?#‘you have labelled your issues with these developmental disorders to absolve yourself of a responsibility to heal from them; since; unlike#mental illnesses; they are not temporary and cannot be cured; only alleviated’#ok mental illness isn’t temporary either; total recovery is nigh impossible. plus; i don’t want meds for a cure. i want meds to be able to#manage and live like a functioning adult human being. as in; be able to concentrate on what i am invested in; to ameliorate skills and put#in an ounce of effort instead of floating mindlessly without concrete goals or desires#okay maybe i need depression meds. MAYBE. but i have a sneaking suspicion that the moment i start taking adhd medication and become#far more productive and accomplished by my own standards; my depressive state will begin to dissipate without psychiatric intervention#jamie.txt#tw ed implied#antipsych
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rpbetter · 4 years ago
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PTSD or C-PTSD?
Hopefully, you’re not one of the muns out there who has slapped a “PTSD” label on your muse(s) for drama only. You are, instead, treating this topic with respect and the realism that comes with that, not only having it accurately impact your muse when it’s convenient and “fun” for you. Well, that respect and realism includes actually knowing and applying the correct diagnosis and symptoms as well.
In your defense, if you have misdiagnosed your muse, common terminology in media and even among trauma sufferers is often just the blanket-statement of PTSD. Also, as the abbreviations imply, they do have things in common. 
To help, I’m going to break down their differences and similarities, then provide some research links including personal accounts to help you get started.
PTSD
Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder most often comes from a single traumatic event.
What can be a traumatic event can differ widely, and reasonably so; we’re not all the same person, processing events and emotions the same way, or with the same formative life experiences. What might cause PTSD to develop in one person might be processed by another as a frightening or painful incident, but not one that has left them with PTSD. The symptoms, individual, and incident have to all be taken into account.
That being said, some examples would include:
having a severe accident
being mugged or in a store that is robbed
physical or sexual assault
being involved in a shooting, in any way
death of a loved one
an unexpected explosion or sudden, natural event like a mudslide or tornado
a severe natural or man-made disaster (building collapse, mass flooding)
events outside of oneself like witnessing a violent assault, murder, deadly car accidents, terminal illness or injury
Again, it is important to remember that individuals react in individual ways, and as such, their symptoms can express with some variation. Don’t just mimic the same presentations you’ve seen in media, research a variety of real experiences.
However they manifest, key symptoms of PTSD include:
Re experiencing the event by way of nightmares, flashbacks, and repetitive, intrusive, and intensely upsetting images, thoughts, and sensations. This is the most common symptom of PTSD, in which the person involuntarily and vividly relives the trauma.
Avoidance and emotional numbing, going to extremes to avoid not just potential triggers, but also finding any way possible to push memories of the event out of their minds. When the latter occurs and is extreme, the person is trying to feel nothing at all, seeking a path to emotional numbness. That can include substance use and abuse, self-harming, and other harmful behaviors.
Feeling on edge (”Hyperarousal”) is the ultimate inability to relax, constantly looking for threats, perceiving threats that are not to be found, and being easily startled. Some of the common issues with being locked into this state include difficulty sleeping or even insomnia, severe irritability and irrational seeming aggression, angry or aggressive outbursts, and finding concentration difficult to impossible.
Some other things that might develop with PTSD are:
Other mental health concerns like anxiety, depression, and/or phobias
as said above, harmful behaviors like self-harming and substance abuse
physical symptoms like headaches, stomach and digestive upsets, dizziness, and generalized pain
Like all disorders, PTSD is complex. I, again, implore you to research not only information put out by psychiatric professionals but also the experiences of real people.
C-PTSD
Complex Post Traumatic Stress Disorder occurs when a person experiences repeated, consistent trauma, especially at an early age.
That doesn’t mean that adults cannot and do not develop C-PTSD, they do, and for a variety of reasons; adult sufferers have the same points of origin in the diagnosis as children do. Additionally, it may take years for someone to seek help, feel their symptoms are severe enough to need to, or be able to extricate themselves from the situation in order to receive help of any kind. They may be an adult by the time this happens.
The important thing to remember about C-PTSD is that it isn’t a single traumatic incident, and you are more likely to have this form of PTSD if the trauma occurred early in life, it was inflicted by someone close to you, and/or was inflicted by someone you still see on a regular basis.
Some good examples to give you the idea include:
ongoing domestic violence
child abuse and/or neglect
being raised by a parent with a severe disorder like Narcissistic Personality Disorder
repeatedly witnessing violence or abuse
torture
kidnapping
being a part of a cult
being a victim of human trafficking or slavery
It isn’t “complex” because it is always across the board “more severe.” This isn’t simply “even worse PTSD,” and shouldn’t be treated like that. Its source is more complex, the development and embedded varieties of its impact are, and the ongoing treatment is.
Particularly when C-PTSD occurs in childhood, there are lasting effects on a person’s development. They have developed in an environment that constantly has them highly stressed both physically and psychologically, and in which they learn many ways of coping, lessening or negating harm, and so on, that leave them less than optimally functional and integrated in life outside the situation.
While the person has the symptoms of PTSD, they will additionally exhibit:
difficulty developing and/or maintaining relationships of any sort
intense, consistent feelings of worthlessness, shame, and guilt
problems managing and even understanding their own emotions
suicidal thoughts
dissociation
increased risk-taking behaviors
Those who have had their actual development rerouted to deal with the situations that generate C-PTSD have a higher incidence of physical symptoms, suicide, self-harm, substance abuse, and are at higher risk of repeat victimization.
They might go for some time without realizing that their daily experiences are neither the norm nor something sustainable, or how atypical their traumatic experiences were compared to those around them. It can sometimes take a serious life-event (suicide attempt, drug rehab, losing too many jobs, homelessness, or finding themselves in a genuine, loving relationship) for them to fully recognize something is wrong, and even then, their feelings of worthlessness, ingrained lack of self-confidence, and belief that they don’t deserve any better can prevent them from seeking help outside of themselves.
They may also believe that something is just “wrong” with them, that they are innately messed up, or that they have a different mental illness. And the unwillingness to open up to people, relieve events, etc. can additionally leave them unwilling to seek or continue care when they believe they have a different, underlying problem. Again, choosing to deal with this themselves through self-isolating, self-medicating, and seeking only relationships and jobs that will work within the framework of the disorder as it effects them.
Additionally, many sufferers of both C-PTSD and PTSD experience the same sense of societal shaming surrounding mental illness. They may struggle with denial, and refuse to seek assistance due to the stigma and all it entails.
Shared aspects of PTSD and C-PTSD
They’re both, obviously, severe, life-altering trauma experiences and resultant disorders. They both easily make the sufferer feel like the trauma and disorder is impossible or undesirable for others to deal with, that they are not worthy of being in close relationships, among many other similarities in experience living with either disorder regardless of widely varying traumas.
They share psychological and physical impacts, and there is a lot of overlap.
The core symptoms of PTSD are shared with C-PTSD:
relieving the trauma(s)
avoiding and emotional numbing
hyperarousal
The shared physical symptoms can include:
headaches
nausea, stomach ache, and digestive upsets
difficulty sleeping and insomnia
sweating, clamminess
chest pain and difficulty breathing
manifestations of low-grade to severe pain
dizziness
Shared behaviors can include:
difficulty concentrating to outright dissociating
self-harm
substance abuse
being hyper-vigilant, easily startled
may seem to be over-reactive to/in situations that others are perceiving as normal or not that big of a deal due to lower perception of personal emotions and lower emotional regulation
including explosive anger or defensiveness
development of anxiety and depression disorders, the symptoms thereof
Again, both PTSD and C-PTSD are serious disorders caused by trauma, and they both need to be treated with respect and accuracy when written into a character - be that an OC or a canon character. It is unfortunate, but these symptoms and the realities of life with either disorder are often portrayed badly in wider media, and the RPC often imitates what it sees.
PTSD and C-PTSD, like the incidents of trauma that created them (rape, child abuse, domestic violence, miscarriage, etc.), are not a plot-point, other point of interest, or a character trait, let alone a “character flaw.” They’re not something you only bring up for attention, to get your muse out of a bad spot, or to add dramatics when you’re bored in a thread. Neither are they something you need to attach to your muse simply to give them A Label. These are, I cannot stress this enough, serious topics, and they deserve to be treated that way.
You can do that by defining which variety of PTSD your muse may actually have, then adding research of both the disorder and how it impacts a variety of real people. Making your muse more realistic and being dedicated to sticking with it.
Below are some links to get you started on research! Please note, the real stories, as well as some information, may be graphic or triggering. Read responsibly.
C-PTSD
Out of the Storm - Personal Stories of C-PTSD 
-Contains real stories from those with Complex Post Traumatic Stress Disorder. Their experiences have a huge range; bullying, childhood neglect and abuse, and sexual abuse and assault.
 I Have Post-Traumatic Stress and Didn’t Know It - and You Might, Too
-Personal story of living, unknowingly, with C-PTSD. An especially great read for writers who have muses who hold a lot of responsibility in their daily lives, who may not realize their experiences are C-PTSD related, etc. Contains discussion of parental emotional abuse, mental illness and childhood trauma, and rape.
What is C-PTSD?
-Excellent resource for detailed breakdowns of C-PTSD giving without a clinical, impersonal tone. The definitions of the disorder itself, symptoms and how it manifests and impacts daily life, and much more. A highly recommended source, and one with further resources on-site.
 11 “Habits” of People Living with C-PTSD
-Short breakdown of C-PTSD, followed by snippets of specific experiences in the words of those living with the disorder, a relatively short article.
PTSD
Rebecca’s Story: Living with Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder
-Personal story of a woman living with PTSD from, in short, being stalked by a co-worker. It’s an excellent article, particularly for how mental illnesses sufferers are treated and portrayed, and how that adds another layer of difficulty to their lives. Obviously, this may be triggering to those who have been stalked, and includes mentions of graphic threats.
My experience of PTSD
-A personal story of medical trauma resulting in PTSD. Many of the PTSD stories you’ll find are from women and involve sexual trauma or harassment, in trying to find a variety of stories, I’ve found this one. By this point, you should be noticing many similarities in these stories, regardless of specific trauma.
Leaving the Battlefield: Soldier Shares Story of PTSD
-So many muses experience PTSD through battle-related incidents, and those depictions are not always accurate in media. This is a personal story about one soldier’s experiences. His perception of PTSD, denial, and shame at having the disorder is something that echoes throughout the previous accounts. So do the similarities of daily struggles to maintain to regular life. Before anyone wants to get Tumblr Nasty about it: there isn’t any “war propaganda” present in this story, the location of it is irrelevant to what you’re supposed to be learning here. It’s literally this man’s experience, don’t.
Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder 
-Breakdown of symptoms and causes from Mayo Clinic, so obviously, this is more clinical-minded. Particularly useful for its lists of things like “symptoms of negative changes in thinking and mood” and increased risk-factor for other disorders.
I hope this helps you to assess and write more accurately your muses with C-PTSD or PTSD, and to consider these things more fully when having your muse experience a traumatic event in your plots.
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Please, remember when you are reading these accounts, and anywhere you might encounter PTSD sufferers; these are REAL PEOPLE. Treat them and their stories with respect. You’ll note that, unlike other posts on this blog, I didn’t advise you to approach the source. Many trauma sufferers won’t be comfortable sharing their experiences for the sake of your creative hobby. You may, at your respectful discretion, discuss this with close friends you know to be impacted by PTSD, just keep in mind that respect, discretion, and only bringing the topic up when they are comfortable with it, with specific questions, is necessary here. These are not fictional characters! Do not write someone’s real experiences into your character, thread, etc. verbatim, that’s...fucked up. Thanks in advance for being responsible, respectful adults, from a real life PTSD sufferer. -Vespertine
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xmalereader · 5 years ago
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Kylo Ren X Modern! Male Reader
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Summary: Reader lives on earth and is force senstive. Kylo Ren lives far away from earth and doesn’t know how to get there, the two communicate through a force bond and get to know each other.
Warning: Fluff, singing, light sabers, Pets, history learning.
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“What’s it like?”
“What’s what like?
“The galaxy?”
“It’s a large place to rule.”
The other snorts and rolls his eyes. He was laying on the grass with his back to it, staring up at the clouds with a small smile while Kylo Ren sat next to him. Now he wasn’t exactly there In person, he was mainly in his head but he could see him. Ever since he was a child he had this strange ability that he had kept hidden from his parents he didn’t want them to freak out and send him away to some strange place, so as he grew and matured he find out ways to keep it in control on his own.
During those years he started hearing a voice, suddenly calling out to him. It didn’t take him long to notice Kylo the first few couple of times that he visited, the two grew fond of each other and spoke everyday whenever y/n was Available. He would sometimes go outside, far away from home and lay on a grassy field as he spoke to Kylo, he didn’t want his parents to think that he was talking to hismelf in a weird manner if he were to do it at home. So instead he did it far away in an open field where he could see someone coming to him.
The two learned about each other’s history and how Kylo Ren wasn’t anywhere located on earth, instead he lived far away into space. Galaxies and galaxies away from earth where no other human being could reach. Kylo also learned about y/n’s world and how cruel it was but also how beautiful it was at the right moments.
“Come on, give me details!” Y/n sat up and sits cross legged in front of Kylo, smiling widely. Kylo would stare at his expression and sigh, adjusting his own sitting position as he began to explain the galaxy to y/n.
“Like I said it’s big, bigger than anyone can imagine.” He began to say as y/n bites his lip and listens. “How far have earthlings gone into space?” He suddenly asks as y/n sighs. “The farthest that we’ve gotten would be up to mars but nothing else from there.” He shrugs.
Kylo hums. “The galaxy is bigger than what your people know, I’ve been to several plants and there are many life forms too. Different kinds of species live in different planets and they each have their own purpose. There are some plants that are just peaceful and others dangerous; some are full of rich and snotty people while other contain the poor.”
Y/n at frowns at that, it all sounded unfair to him. How each planet was titled that way but it also brought him curiosity of wanting to learn more. “Is there one full of green trees and grass?” He mumbled shyly as he curls his legs up to his chest and smiled as Kylo chuckled and nods. “There is, but the most beautiful one would have to be Naboo.”
“Naboo?” Y/n tilts his head to the side and laughs. “Screw that I want to go see that planet full of green life form!!” He says and laughs out loudly. Kylo shakes his head as he watched the others excitement, “Maybe one day we can go. That’s if I’ll ever be able to locate your planet.” His smile slowly falls. “Wherever you are, I’ll find you and take you away from this place.”
Y/n grins at him. “You make it sound like your my knight in shinning armor.” He teases and reached up to poke at kylos cheek with his index finger. A childish manner that he still contained. Even though Kylo wasn’t there physically they still had the ability to touch for short periods of time which he sometimes enjoyed.
“Y/n!”
The two turn around to see y/n’s mother approaching him, a glare on her face as the other male groans and stands up. “What is it this time?” He asks as he dusts off the dead dry grass that stuck to his pants, Kylo stood next to him as he examined his bonds mother.
“Titus won’t stop screaming and your father and I are leaving, we don’t want him to be alone and cause havoc.” She says.
Titus was y/n’s Fox, he rescued him from a fire and took care of him until he healed up. He tried to relase him back into the wild but Titus refused and stayed next to y/n’s side causing him to move out into the country side where Titus could roam freely. He wasn’t exactly a pet but a roommate.
“Thanks mom, hope you and dad drive back home safe.” Y/n had given his mother a kiss on the head as he escorts her towards the car. His father waiting for his wife and son.
Y/n got along well with his mother but him and his father had some issues. When he first came out to his parents he had his mother’s full support but of course his father loathed him, he’s forced him into dating women before but y/n always refused the dates causing a huge fight to break off between the two. Their was shouting and hitting which caused y/n to move out in an early age, he lived with his friends parents for a short period of time until he finally found a place of his own and moved away from the city.
He was happy now, and having this new ability that Kylo called “the force” only brought him closer to happiness. With Kylo around he laughs able to learn so many new things that not many people knew.
“Dad.” Y/n says softly as he gets a small nod and huff in return before his father gets inside the car. Slamming the door shut as his mother frowns at her own husband. Y/n was used to this treatment so it didn’t affect him at all.
“Nice family.” He hears Kylo say.
“Not really.” The other responds back and makes his way inside the house to see Titus sitting on the couch, licking his muzzle as he looks out the window. “Hello little one.” He cooed out and gently pats his head and turns to the kitchen to see a huge mess. “I’m guessing that you caused this mess to drive my parents away, huh?” He questions.
The Adult fox lets out a small squeak, answering his question as y/n laughs and began to clean up the mess. He noticed that Kylo had disappeared which meant that he had cut off their force timing together which gave y/n some alone time to clean his own mess and blast some music. Mouthing the words to the songs he sweeps up the kitchen and counters, making sure that everything was inside a trash bag and thrown out immediately before Titus would dig through it and cause another mess.
Washing his hands he grabs a dry rag to dry them off. He sighs deeply and checks the time, Y/n usually worked during during the mornings but since his parents were visiting he had to change his timing and come in at a later time. “Okay Titus, I’m going out so don’t cause any trouble and please stay out of the kitchen.” He tells the fox and bends down to scratch it under its chin. It purrs softly and nuzzled his hand which amused him a little since Titus usually avoided afffection.
“Tell me more about earth.”
He suddenly hears kylo say as he stands behind him, y/n was working a late night shift at work. He was working at a bar and usually worked as a bartender but since it was the last night shift he was in charge of counting up the bottles of alcohol and making sure that they have enough for the next day.
“You really like scaring me don’t you?” He raised a brow and laughs.
Kylo leans agaisnt the wall as he watched y/n wpork, “Maybe.”
He held a clipboard and wrote down the different bottles that they had left. “What do you want know about earth? There isnt much about it.” He answers back and sighs, glancing over to kylo as he thinks of a topic or a question about y/n’s kind. “Your people, what are they like?”
“That depends really.” Y/n bends down to move some things around. “Everyone is different here, some are mean other are happy while some wish the world would just burn and get it over with.”
“I can do that—“
“You aren’t blowing it up.” Y/n glares at him while kylo smirked at him evilly which only caused y/n to chuckle a little. He’s learned a thing or two about the first order and what they do. He didnt like the idea of Kylo blowing up planets full of innocent people and proving a point that he was powerful than others. He remembers telling kylo that what he was doing wasn’t right but yet again, it wasn’t his problem. This is how Kylo’s world worked and he had his own to worry about.
“Earth has done nothing do you and your people Kylo so if I notice you try and blow up this planet then I wont hesitate to kill you myself.” He half joked out before standing up from his postion.
“anything else you want to know?”
“No, I think I’m fine for now.” Said kylo, he reached out to gently brush his fingers against y/n’s cheek. Smiling a little as he speaks, “I can’t destroy it if you’re still on it.” He whispered out as y/n blushed deeply and looks away. “Cheesy.” He mumbled out and chuckled, once kylo removed his hand from his cheek and lowered it back down.
“You and I have a bond y/n, the force brought me to you...I still don’t know why.” He finally says. Y/n’s lips press together into a thin line as he looks down a little, “I wish I knew too.”
“You can’t do that!!”
“Why not?”
The two force users were dueling, kylo had given y/n his own light saber awhile back during their first few times together. Y/n has practice to use it on his own, learning a few tricks here and there. Every time they practice it felt like kylo was actually here, he could feel their sabers clash against each other, feeling the force vibrate between the two as they fought. Right now y/n was winning the duel, smirking at kylo.
When the two were fighting he managed to brush his hand against Kylo’s whiched caused him to lose concentration and get pinned down by y/n. Kylo didn’t hate y/n’s touch he just couldn’t function well whenever they other made physical contact, which caused him to get angry. Y/n wasnt afraid of Kylo’s anger anymore since he’s gotten used to it, he actually found it adorable each time he got anger.
“you make me lose focus!!”
“okay?”
Kylo growls and charged towards y/n, swinging his saber as y/n used his own to block it. Grunting as he steps forward to back him up, he could feel kylo adding more strength into his hold which causes y/n to panic, darting his eyes around he looks down at Kylo’s legs and reacts quickly. He gave a harsh shove and crouched down to swing his leg on Kylo’s, causing him to fall back and grunt in pain.
“Oh god.” Y/n mumbled out and turns off his saber as he approached Kylo. “Kylo? Are you okay? I’m sorry I didnt mean to do that, you just suddenly acted and I just did what my instincts were suddenly telling me and I—“
Kylo sits up and rubs the back of his head, he landed pretty hard on his back but his head had also made contact with the ground. But it wasnt bad enough to knock him out. He was impressed by the others tactics, usually he would fight with his saber since it made him stronger but of course y/n was different. He was stilll learning on how to use his own saber and the only way to defend himself is by using the rest of hsi body parts, just like he did with kylo. He had swung his leg hard enough to knock down kylo, maybe bruising him a little.
“Its fine.” Kylo suddenly blurts out as y/n stares at him in shock. The last time he was this nice was around the first few days they met but after that he went back to his cold self which y/n was okay with. “You sure?” He asks again and tries to help him up. Kylo reached up to take y/n’s hand but gasps as it suddenly went through, heh looks up to see y/n with wide eyes. Usually they are able to touch but somehow it wasn’t allowing them now.
“Y/n?”
Y/n looks at kylo and bites his lip. “What’s happening?” He suddenly asks.
Kylo reaches out again to try and grab him again bit fails too, his eyes widen as he noticed y/n slowly fading away from him. “Y/n!” He shouts, “Kylo!” He hears y/n and watches him disappear. Kylo pants heavily as he tries to connect back to him but doesn’t feel anything, he can’t feel y/n’s force not anymore.
Rage suddenly fills kylo as he throws his saber agaisnt the training room wall, storming out he passes by several stormtroopers and generals until he reaches the bridge. “I need a course to earth, now!” He shouts at the others and sees Hux approaching him. “Ren, earth is not in our system. Its not found anywhere.”
Kylo stands in front of Hux and hissed out. “Find us a way to get there.” His once was full of venom as he storms out of the bridge. “I want a report back on earth.” He adds once he leaves.
Y/n couldn’t feel kylo anymore, he was panicking and was trying hard not to break down. He clips his saber back onto his belt and begins to head back home, maybe he can try and mediate like Kylo taught him, try and relax. He nods to hismelf at the reminder, entering his home he sets the saber on the couch and sits in the middle of the living room, sitting Indian style as he tries to concentrate. He closes his eyes and lets out a deep breath that he was suddenly holding in. He’s trying to reach Kylo but nothing seems to appear which causes panic to rise in y/n.
His eyes snap open as he pants and slowly stands up. “Why can’t I reach you?” He whispered out and turns to Titus who was able to sense his emotions, walking over to him as he cuddled up his side. Y/n wraps his arms around the fox and gently ran its fingers through his fur as he tries to keep himself calm. “It’ll be okay, he’s gonna come back right?” He questions hismelf and pulls away from the animal in front of him.
He stares at the animal for a few seconds, hoping to get a response but of course he got nothing in return. Biting his lip nervously he leans his head against Titus forehead and breaths softly. “Kylo...” he whispered out in hopes of him hearing.
“Y/n—“
A familiar faint voice was heard as y/n gasps and looks up. “Kylo?” He says again and looks around his room. Not spotting Kylo anywhere. “Kylo?” He Said again and began to circle around the room in panic, he couldn’t hear him anymore and he was scared.
“KYLO!!”
He feels a sudden like feather touch against his hand, gasping he pulls his hand away from whatever was touching him and looks around. He grips his hand close and feels the earth moving, was their an earthquake?!
Y/n stands back on his feet and looks out the window, expecting to see the trees shaking and the sky becoming cloudy but he doesn’t see any of that, instead he sees a large ship landing close to his house. He steps away from the window and quickly grabs his own lightsaber, he makes sure that Titus was inside before he steps out into his balcony. “Stay inside.” He instructs the creature as he hears it growl behind him. Titus was growling at the stranger that was approaching them, Y/n glanced over to Titus before turning his gaze back to the ship to see a dark figure approaching them.
Without thinking y/n turns on his light saber, glaring at the man that was approaching them. He felt something dark in the stranger but also light at the same time. As he moves closer towards the field he squints his eyes to try and get a better look.
Y/n grips the light saber closer, his eyes widen as he sees Kylo approaching him. He didnt know how to react or what to do so instead he stared at him, gaped that he was seeing him in the flesh. He didnt know if he was dreaming or not. “Kylo, is this real? Are you really here?” He whispers and turns off his saber.
Kylo was standing in front of Y/n, he looked a little taller everytime they used the force to connect but now that he was here in person he noticed that he was actually a bit shorter than he expected. Hearing y/n ask that question he frowns, “Of course I’m here.” He reached out to take his hand into his letting him feel his hand as y/n takes it all in. Y/n holds Kylo’s hand and shakes his head, “I thought you couldn’t locate earth?”
“I forced my people to search for you—once our connection broke I panicked.” he admits and looks away from y/n. “I did too.” He hears Y/n say with a small sad smile. Kylo couldn’t help but chuckle as he pulls y/n into a hug who quickly wraps his arms around him. The two remained hugging for a while, taking in everything.
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moonmint58 · 4 years ago
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Somerset Activity & Sports Partnership
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Troon Hockey Club Junior Club Trains: Shona, Tracey, Catherine, Karen, Connie And Claire.
It Can Enhance Your Life.
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Interview: AURORA for Dagbladet Magazine (June 25th, 2019). Translated by fromthespaceamundo.
Anyone who loves Aurora Aksnes (23) will always come in second place.
THE FREEDOM OF FREEDOM: As a child, the record-breaking Aurora Aksnes (23) felt differently from other children. As an adult, she experiences the differentness as her greatest strength.
«It's art that keeps me up. And hunger. It's an eternal hunger.» says Aurora Aksnes.
From a red velvet sofa in a secluded corner of the Hotel Bristol, the pop artist has an overview of the buzzing room. Her third album A Different Kind of Human (Step 2) came on June 7, which got a 5 stars rating on Dagbladet and by Aftenposten was characterized as Aurora's most complete release so far. After the tour in South America, she is ready for festival summer and Norwegian tour. On June 28, she played at the Glastonbury Festival for her warriors & weirdos, the nickname she has given to her fans.
Since her artistic debut in 2014 and international breakthrough with a cover version of the Oasis song «Half the World Away», the 23-year-old has marked herself with self-written pop and distinctive talent for creating her own universe. She is acclaimed by artists like Katy Perry and has 570,000 followers on Instagram. The music press often portrays her as a kind of eccentric child, which is supported by the fact that Aurora appears barefoot in TV interviews, and privately has a fascination for moths and algae balls.
But she does not drink more than one beer, the concentration and strength of her blue gaze in combination with a low-pitched, clear voice, is more striking than her narrow sense of interest. Ever since she, as a 9-year-old, discovered the magic sounds that could be created with an old electronic keyboard she found on her parents' attic, Aurora has known the meaning of life:
«I could sacrifice all contact with others if I had to. I could sacrifice everything. I don't need anything else but to make music. Then I understand why I'm here.»
Aurora's lyrical universe is a lot about exclusion, but even though she writes about everything, from loneliness to suicide, outsiders are made into insiders in her songs, while the insiders appear as outsiders. On the title song, «A Different Kind of Human», she sings:
«We have come here for you, and we're coming in peace Mothership will take you higher, higher»
Is your own mothership hungry?
«In a way. Because hunger takes me where I am going to be.»
A different kind of human, what is that?
«Many people think that it is me because I have often felt different, but the lyrics have nothing to do with that. I ask people to make a choice and remind them that they can choose to be a different kind of human. If everybody had chosen it, the world would be a good place to live in.»
Have you chosen it yourself?
«Long ago.» Aurora responds calmly.
When did you choose it?
«When I realized I had a choice. I was a smart kid, so I noticed quickly that I am in place with people similar to me, but different. I had other dreams, interests and questions compared to the other kids. I remember thinking, ‘I don't belong here.’ At that time it felt negative, but I made a choice not to suppress it. I quickly removed the need to be understood and found the peace of mind that being alone is okay.»
At home, in the small town of Drange in the municipality of Os, the parents gave the youngest daughter room to be herself. Older sisters Miranda (32) and Viktoria Aksnes (29) were for some time afraid that the individualistic little sister, who used cut socks as arm warmers and make her own outfits, would be bullied. The problem was rather that the friends wanted more time with Aurora than she managed to give. After school, she was often out in the woods until her parents called her home for dinner with a bell.
«Mom and dad helped me be free. I was introverted as a kid, I was not so interested in people. I could sit alone for hours and thought it was great. I often chose to be alone rather than being with friends.»
When the family was to adopt a kitten from the Animal Protection Agency, Aurora had to choose. High up on a refrigerator, meowing alone, lay an old, a big and gray cat.
«I remember the first day of school. The kittens were like the other kids in the schoolyard with a lot of noise and nonsense. I recognized myself in Tulla.»
For the rest of her cat life, Tulla went to school bus stop daily to wait for Aurora and follow her through the forest towards home. It seemed that cats knew when she would show up, even though the schedule varied. Tulla never missed the moment.
«She didn't really like to be a tamed cat, but we had a strong connection.»
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WAR OF WOMEN: Aurora Aksnes will give her fans, all the «warriors & weirdos», strength and acceptance to be themselves. Photo: Agnete Brun.
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•  Known under the artist name AURORA.  •  Newcomer of the year during the Spellemann Prize of 2015. Won the Spellemann Prize of 2016 in the best pop soloist category and also took the prize for best music video. •  Currently with the album «A Different Kind of Human (Step 2)». Sings on the Frozen 2 trailer. The film will premiere this fall.
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One morning the Easter Bunny glowed from the couch in the living room, the next day it had found its way to the top of the roof. But when the rabbit joined Aurora Aksnes to the school and she entertained her classmates with colorful stories, a sudden sense of concern emerged in the classroom.
«The teachers thought I didn't understand the difference between reality and imagination,» recalls Aurora.
«They were worried about me. Then mom said, ’No, that's how she should be. And it's going to be her strength.’» The sense of alienation was lifted by her.
«It was very defining. It was the first time anyone was really up to me. I stood up for myself a lot, I never asked for help either. But at that time my mother stood up for me, and I have never forgotten that.»
To date, her mother's words work like a compass. Aurora stretches her flimsy arms out in front of her and slightly twists her wrists. Her glance glides at a beautiful, solid chandelier before returning.
«I knew there was a reason why I should cultivate a friendship with myself. I was going to need it. It is important that anyone who feels out of place gets a chance to see what understanding is for them in the world.»
She is most frightened to find that people do not understand what she means. She often meets a lack of understanding in depth. For Aurora, whose name means «the goddess of dawn», sunset and sunrise are not only a «a nice thing.» They are nature's short-lived works of art. Beautiful, but perishable, they give her both intense joy and sorrow.
«I think it is scary to perhaps never be fully understood. But maybe there is no real insider. Everyone experiences being an outsider, some just more than others. Acceptance is important in my world. And music... music is a healing instrument.»
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CHILD PICTURE: A young Aurora Aksnes. Photo: Private.
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NEWBORN: Dad Jan Øystein Aksnes with baby Aurora. Photo: Private.
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REMEMBER THE TIME: Mom May Britt Aksnes works as a midwife and has encouraged her daughters to choose what feels right for themselves, rather than listening to others. Aurora herself feels like an alternative health worker: «Music is a healing instrument.» Photo: Private.
Ideally, she would have started rolling over the vacant floor space of the Bristol Library Bar, or asked someone to lift her up to be able to touch the crystals of the huge chandelier, but such impulses Aurora has learned to suppress. Guests are not allowed to put their feet on the tables.
«I have learned that the impulses can be unpleasant for people, but I have also learned when to give in to them. They can escalate if I feel insecure, but if it happens I consciously use them when there is something I do not want to talk about, or when I want to divert.»
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FESTIVAL: A graduation-dressed mom May Britt, sisters Miranda, Aurora and Viktoria, as well as dad Jan Øystein Aksnes. Photo: Private.
This is how the 23-year-old makes twice as old music professionals listen. However, the leap from a natural western upbringing to the demands of an international artist was the toughest part. The NRK documentary Once Aurora (2018) reveals how Aurora has previously felt pressured to release music she does not care for and struggles to find the balance between closeness and distance to fans. She was discovered by chance when a friend posted a school video of a singing Aurora on Facebook.
«I never really wanted to become an artist. It just happened. There was a lot of pressure, a lot of sounds, a lot of work and a too much people for someone like me, who really likes the opposite. Then it helps if I have a meaning greater than myself, to see that I can help others. Making good music gives me a very special feeling. I get a sense of security in myself. I know why I'm here, what to fill the time with, and I have something to run after all the time. Something to look for that is inside me.»
Aurora puts a narrow hand on her chest and pauses a little before she continues with diligence:
«It is absolutely magical to have such a meaning in life. I never get completely unhappy when I have it. Suddenly I have people who listen, and I have a meaning in my lyrics, in who I am on stage, in that I suddenly want to write political stuff, not only emotional stuff.»
Aurora's message is: Help yourself before helping others. Stand on your own power. Be yourself.
«I learned this the hard way in a period when I was having a hard time. I struggled with panic anxiety when I was like 18-19 years old and saw how little functional I was, how little I was able to create, how little I could help others.»
The fact that she comes from a family where mental illness appears in several parts of the father's family, while artistic talent exists on both sides of the family, Aurora regards it as a strength. Her sister, Viktoria Aksnes, was diagnosed with bipolarity type 2 in the summer of 2016, and describes Aurora as one of the strongest people she knows and a great supporter.
«I learned early to be strong for others. And then I've learned a lot from my own journey in the world. I have traveled alone since I was 16. I have known grief and need, and the importance of being true to yourself,» says Aurora.
How did you get on your feet when you had panic anxiety?
«By giving myself time, not putting pressure on myself. Being kind to myself, I made sure I got what I needed to work on. You can't do anything for others until you are your perfect self. And this is not when you have many shadows.»
What were your shadows?
«They have been different things. But the biggest shadow was probably the shadow of my own success in 2016, which I didn't understand and didn't quite accept. I felt trapped in the reality that this is now a job. You're not your own secret anymore, you have to share yourself with the world, and that's the way it is.»
She stretches her arms, which are slightly clad in a cropped top under a mesh top that matches the tulle skirt over green harem pants. Aurora has mastered the art of looking simple and intricate at the same time. All her styling is done in collaboration with her older sisters: Miranda Aksnes — who she lives with in Bergen and who is often on tour with her — takes care of her makeup, while designer-educated Viktoria sews the stage attire.
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«I'm stubborn and always making my own things. Magazines will often try to style me, but then I just say that I want what I like. I don't like people touching my face, only Miranda is allowed to. I do my hair myself, I do not like when people touch my hair either.»
What happens then?
«I can get really hot and then I get angry. I don't like being caught on that much. Hugging is hard. I need freedom and space. But I love people holding my hands, or taking my arm.»
Was that why you studied sign language as an elective?
Aurora, who dreamed of being a researcher in molecular biology, but dropped out from high school to spend full time on making music after the second grade, bursts into a vibrant laugh.
«Yes. I also liked the sign language because I stuttered a little. When I'm excited and girded, I still stutter, but the worst was when I had German, which is a choppy language.»
The stuttering started when Joop, a Dutch family friend and Aurora's confidant, died on Christmas Eve. During the Christmas service, the Aksnes family found out that he had died, and the funeral was held in the Christmas room. 11-year-old Aurora felt both her own sadness and the sadness of everyone around. It became so overwhelming and intense that she threw up afterwards.
«It was when I learned that funerals are not for me. It was absolutely awful Singing is easier than sitting on the benches and feeling your own and everyone else's pain. No, I do not like funerals, I get nothing out of them. Especially if the dead are young.»
They are many. When Aurora went to junior high school, her sister Viktoria lost a close friend. He was a 18 years old and died in bed by an undetected heart defect. At high school, Aurora's friend from the sign language class died in a traffic accident.
«I sang at my friend's funeral. She was kind, it was heavy.»
There was someone who committed suicide too?
«Yes, a friend of ours from Os. He was good, very good. And then I had one tho whom I was very close who died in Utøya. A boy I was in love with. He was lovely.»
Was he your boyfriend?
«We probably were, even though I was very young back then. I was 15 when he passed away. He was 17.»
The buzz in the room is increasing, but in Aurora's corner it is quiet. Suddenly she says:
«Eight days after someone I had been fond of passed away, I felt a presence. On every eight day it is if they were still here, and then no more. That's why track eight is always the title track on my albums. There is something magical about the number eight.»
You said you'd like to release eight albums?
«Yes. Even numbers are special to me: Eight is sad, eleven gives me more hope. My first album came out on the 11th. I can only have eleven songs on the album. And then track number eight is the most important one, always. I can't explain why, it's just like that and must be that way. You can find out a lot about me if you know that I love even numbers.»
She is also a warrior of love. Songs like «Queendom» have caused the LGBT community to embrace her music. The love society, Aurora calls it, who is open about her relationship with both men and women. The freedom to not define sexuality she feels is greater in her generation than among the elderly.
«I am very proud of that, because we put a label on everything. I think it is so lovely that we let love be love. Sometimes you need labels because you belong to a place, but I don't need it myself. I just feel that I am one of the many endorsers of love.»
Have you always known that you could fall for women?
«No, but I noticed that I could be captivated by them. Falling for a woman is different than falling in love with a man. A kind of mutual admiration. Something more intellectual.»
A sort of recognition?
«Yes, some kind of strength and admiration. I want to learn something from the women I fall for. With men it is perhaps a little more sexual. It is interesting to note that there is a difference.»
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AURORA AKSNES
•  Born: June 15, 1996. •  Family: Mother, father and two sisters. I don't want to say I'm single, but I don't have a boyfriend. I'm in love. •  Best feature: Independence. •  Worst feature: I can be stubborn. But the best and the worst is that I am very emotional. •  Reads: Only fantasy. •  Listens to: Enya and heavy metal. I often fall asleep to heavy metal. It's heavy and delicious to listen to. •  Watching: Ghibli films, from Japan. Spirited Away. If I need to cry, I watch The Grave of the Fireflies. It's sad. •  Being provoked by: Injustice. •  Admires: People's ability to cope with the invisible obstacles. •  Afraid of: Dying before I have made eight albums. I'm very afraid of that, because I have to do that. •  Dream destination: Moon. •  To do in ten years: Maybe album number eight.
«I sang at my friend's funeral. It was heavy.»
- Aurora Aksnes (23), artist.
How are those you fall for? Do they also have algae in the fridge?
Aurora laughs at the hint of the algae ball Igor Septimus, who recently passed away in a glass of water because she had forgotten to place him in the cool and the apartment became too hot and dry for five weeks of absence.
«No, but there are often people who are free too. I like strong, stubborn ladies. I love the world to have such ladies, and I treat myself to have such a lady in my life. It is an extra spiritual thing with women that creates curiosity.
That you are hungry and can do without anything other than art? How are you at loving others?
«I think I'm hard to love. It must be difficult learning to be loved a little less than to be hungry. You always come in second place.»
Are you honest about this with those you have been with?
«I have been.»
How have they taken it?
«I haven't had so many lovers in my life so far. I love a lot and can fall fast. But then it fades over quickly because nothing can match what I feel when I make music.»
Aurora is looking for the words that can describe the indescribable.
«It is the closest thing I have to anything divine, I think. I can only find a lover who understands it. One who has passion. One who also knows what it means to create something. One with the same hunger. That can be the weird art of appreciating oneself. And they must know that music is under number one. Everything else comes afterwards. Even if I had children.»
Then the children would be...
«...number two. I know that. I have a lot of love in me, and I think I could be a good mother. I want a child who can inherit the house at Drange, which my father has built, and we, the daughters, will surely take over. That's what I'm thinking of. I don't know if that is good enough reason», she comments.
«But I had probably struggled with the conscience because I haven't managed to take a break from the studio during the whole day. It's a nice feeling that I want to give my mom and dad a grandchild, but for the time being I have no room for anything but music.»
To keep control, Aurora has learned to play various instruments and started producing her own music. The toughest thing she has had to realize is that she can not totally reproduce her own visions.
«I hear sounds that do not exist yet. So it is not entirely possible to reproduce what I have inside me, and I have accepted that. But I'm going to work a whole life to make it happen.»
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FUTURE DREAM: «I dream of buying and living on my own island in Hordaland. There I will have cats, chickens and wild sheep and make music.» says Aurora. Photo: Agnete Bun.
«Falling for a woman is different than falling in love with a man.» «I'm hard to love. You always come in second place»
- Aurora Aksnes
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Translator's Note: special credits for agenahadar from the Warriors and Weirdos forum for sharing the original article in Norwegian language.
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Youre stories are realy good! If it's not to much to ask could I get one with 51"i cant breath"? Somthing with scout and whoever you think would be could with it please. Maybe also somthing to do with panic attacks if I'm not asking to much. Please and thank!
welcome to Dad!Spy hours featuring spy being a good dad just this one time. (warnings for what’s included in the prompt, and claustrophobia. tag this as ship and i’ll straight up end you.)
51.) “I can’t breathe.”
The team had a whole host of jokes about the cave systems. They’d all been joking around for years that there’d be a cave-in one day. “Better hope we get stuck with Soldier and his shovel,” Demo often joked. In return, Soldier would say the same thing about Demo and his explosives.
Ironically, it was the enemy Soldier and Demo that got them into this situation there at the end of the humiliation round, right near the end of the day, a few pre-emptive rockets fizzing their way into the opening of the cavern, a grenade bouncing itself exactly wrong, two support beams being cracked and practically shattering, bringing the tunnel down on their heads.
Spy caught sight of the horrified stares of his surviving teammates up towards the ceiling, and then he himself looked up, and everything went black.
Not with him being knocked unconscious. The lights had been knocked out, and while Spy was feeling rather battered and bruised by the various rocks and beam chunks that fell down, he was fairly certain he’d remained awake the whole time.
The sound of collapse faded away, and the ringing in his ears followed. He slowly stood from his place in a defensive crouch on the ground, blinking rapidly, trying to let his eyes adjust to the darkness.
It was no good. He couldn’t see even the smallest pinprick of light. No access to the sun, then. Hopefully that didn’t mean there was no airflow.
He fished through his pocket for his matches, lighting one, looking around his immediate area.
That gave him some slight bearing on his location, seeing one of the medical lockers in what little light he had available. He was roughly the same place he’d been in when the lights went out, and was therefore trapped in the section of the tunnel between the Respawn room and the exit. It was possible that other members of the team had dove to safety in the Respawn room, which he’d been rather far from regardless, and if not they were likely simply crushed beneath rubble. Regardless, he imagined that he’d be able to handle being alone for however long it took to—
His eyes landed on a particularly red rock and a flash of white near the bottom of the medical locker, and he realized, no, wait, he wasn’t alone at all.
He bristled, lighting the next match in his case as the first reached the end of its lifespan, stepping over the rocks scattered on the ground, and went to inspect Scout.
He was limp, unmoving, unresisting to being rolled over onto his back. Spy picked up his arm, thumb over the inside of his wrist. He was bleeding sluggishly from a wound just above his eyebrow, and was clearly knocked out cold, but he wasn’t dead. The sight of Scout so battered, to Spy’s dismay, had yet to stop causing him to feel discomfort. Inconvenient.
Spy began to do some mental math. He was aware (through means he was not at liberty to discuss) that the average human could survive roughly an hour when struggling to escape from an airtight space roughly the size of a coffin before falling unconscious. The space they were in was significantly larger than a coffin—a good three meters in diameter, a good two and a half meters tall, uneven. But it was also considerably dusty, and Spy’s lungs were quite frankly terrible, and that idea didn’t factor in for conversation or a fire-based light source. He guessed they could both perhaps live for two hours.
He went about pulling pieces of beam from off the ground, getting rubbing alcohol and some of the excessive amounts of gauze from the cabinet and quickly improvising a small, contained fire. With a light source solidified, he spotted Scout’s headset on the ground a few feet away from him, and picked it up, holding it up to his ear and fiddling with the little radio attachment. No noise, not even static, came through, and he deemed it broken, tossing t aside, deciding that avenue to get help was a lost cause. He managed to locate some ammonia tablets in the cabinet, snapping one open and holding it beneath Scout’s nose.
The young man shook awake, disoriented, visibly freaked out. The moment he had what he clearly assumed was reasonable control over his motor functions, he jolted backwards, scrambling away, and slammed his head against the cabinet behind him.
An inhale, then Scout started swearing a blue streak that Spy knew he only could’ve inherited from his mother’s side of the family.
Spy slapped him on the arm, stopping him from reaching up to touch the various bumps on his head. “Don’t do that,” he snapped. “Sit up.”
Scout blinked up at him with reflexively watering eyes, still wincing. “Spy, what the fuck?” he asked, confused.
“Sit up. I need to bandage your wound,” Spy commanded.
Scout was still disoriented enough to actually listen to him for once (possibly a concussion), and Spy began to set to work wrapping up his head before he could get any further grime into his bloodstream. “What the fuck?” he repeated after a second, blinking rapidly, looking out the corner of his eye at the scene around them. “Tunnel collapsed.”
“Would you like to use an article in that sentence, or are you strictly set on nouns, verbs, and phrases that involve swearing?” Spy snarked, unimpressed. “Yes, the tunnel collapsed. And I am currently unsure if the Respawn room is more or less horrible than here, so I would prefer you sit still while I try and do this.”
Scout obliged, even if he was gradually beginning to fidget in a way that Spy knew meant the disorientation was fading fast. “We can’t get to Respawn? And where are the guys?”
“No, and presumably that is where the rest of the team is.”
Scout took a second to process that. “But… how much of the tunnels collapsed?” Scout asked slowly. “How do we know that Respawn didn’t collapse too?”
Spy, tying off the gauze, stopped for a moment, considering.
“Or… the lights went out, right?” Scout asked, eyes locking on one of the shattered lightbulbs, sat dormant not far away. “How do we know the electricity isn’t down? How do we know that… that any of the guys even lived?”
It took Spy a second to think of a good response to that. “Well, I do not see any gore in our vicinity,” he replied flatly. “If Respawn was down, it would not have picked up their corpses. They are all most likely alive.”
He finished dressing Scout’s wound and sat back. Scout felt at it with his fingertips. Spy batted his hand away again. “Uh, so what’s the plan?” Scout asked. “We gonna just… start digging, or…?”
Spy gave him a deadpan look.
Scout rubbed at his arms, brushing away what dirt was still sticking to him. “Okay, sheesh. Well, what, then we’re just gonna be stuck here?”
“I can assume the rest of the team will try to excavate out shortly. Assuming their attempts to do so do not bring the tunnel down on top of us, we may be able to use one of the Laborer’s teleporters to get out,” Spy reasoned aloud. God, he wished he could smoke a cigarette, but already the place was starting to feel a bit stuffy from the smell of the little fire.
Scout shifted slightly, sitting up a bit more. He seemed unsettled. ��So the plan is just to hang tight, then?” he asked.
“Yes. And while I understand that remaining in one place and not bouncing off the walls tends to be an issue for you, understand that I have absolutely no qualms sending you to go bicker and argue with the rest of the team in the Respawn room,” Spy said bitterly.
Scout didn’t need to know that that wasn’t true.
So Scout promptly went, as Spy liked to think of it, on his “best behavior”. That is to say he curled up to sit cross-legged and shut his mouth, starting to fiddle with and pull something apart—this time it was a small chunk of wood that was sitting nearby, leaving a small pile of splinters just in front of him.
And to Spy’s mild confusion, Scout then bent his head forward, closing his eyes tightly as if in concentration.
Usually, Scout being on his “best behavior” lasted roughly as long as it took for him to take apart whatever he was fiddling with, an average of three to four minutes, less if he snagged a pocket knife off of someone in the vicinity.
But at some point, Scout stopped fiddling altogether, just frowning harder. Five minutes had passed of silence from Scout, and admittedly, Spy was starting to get… not antsy, absolutely not, he was an adult, a professional agent of espionage, he didn’t get antsy. Suspicious might be the better word.
“What are you doing?” Spy asked, putting in the minimum effort to keep from sounding too immediately accusatory.
Scout puffed out an annoyed breath, apparently having been holding it for a few moments. “Nothin’,” he said. “Fiddlin’,” he amended, returning to messing with the block of wood between tightly-taped hands.
Spy bit back a positively pedestrian joke about not realizing Scout could play music, and further not realizing that he had access to a string instrument just then, to instead glare in preparation for Scout perhaps looking at him. “You’re being quiet.”
“You literally just told me to,” Scout groused, brow furrowing further, the look of such features far too familiar, too much like looking in a mirror.
“What are you planning?” Spy pressed.
“I’m not planning anything,” Scout argued. “I’m just… thinkin’.”
That was dangerous for the both of them. “What about?”
“If I tell you, will you shut up?” Scout asked, sighing heavily.
“Of course.”
Scout’s fiddling stalled for only a second. “I’m just, tryin’ to remember songs and stuff. Run through the lyrics in my head. Keepin’ distracted.”
A short pause. “That’s ridiculous.”
“You said you’d shut up!” Scout groaned, opening his eyes briefly to glare up at the ceiling, then promptly returning to his hunched position.
Spy bit back a patronizing comment about how sitting like that would ruin Scout’s back. “Why do you need to distract yourself, exactly? Is it that difficult to keep your mouth shut for longer than ten minutes?”
Scout dropped the piece of wood into his lap, scrubbing at his eyes with the heels of his hands. “Look, I don’t wanna talk about it,” Scout snapped.
“You realize I will continue asking regardless.”
Another heavy sigh, scrubbing harder. When he dropped his hands, there was a bit of grime smeared across Scout’s cheeks from the dirt. They were closed tightly. “I’ve just got a thing about bein’ stuck in small spaces, okay?” he snapped, less confidently. “And maybe it’s…” He sighed again. “Maybe I’m just a little freaked out.”
Spy understood immediately. Unfortunately, his hard-won instinct to keep Scout at a safe emotional distance with harshness and bite leapt up before he could say anything comforting. “Don’t be ridiculous. Why are you getting so worked up?” he asked.
Another sharp huff. “You already said this place’ll probably come down on our heads any minute, here,” Scout pointed out, squeezing his eyes shut harder. “And I’m tryin’ not to think about it. So I’m just runnin’ through song lyrics and stuff. Baseball stats. Whatever doesn’t involve,” another huff of air, “thinkin’ about just fuckin’, suffocating and dying under a metric shit-ton of rocks and dirt.”
“What are you doing?” Spy asked, brows furrowed.
“Fuckin’ what?” Scout snapped.
“Your breathing. Why are you doing that?” Spy asked, noting the way that Scout’s chest rose and fell in sharp bursts, all wrong.
Scout paused, considered himself, then his eyes snapped open and he swore another blue streak, leaping up and moving to the medical locker.
“Mother fucker,” he enunciated, practically throwing things out onto the ground. “Really?! This is gonna happen now?!”
Spy dodged a roll of medical tape. “What are you talking about?!” he snapped.
“Fuckin’—oh, sorry, I thought you’re the—“ A huff of air. “—I thought you’re the guy who knows everything, huh? Didn’t know?”
Spy, who was admittedly flicking through what information he had about Scout, glared. “If you tell me what’s wrong, have you considered that I might be able to help?” he said, a bit huffy himself now.
“Like you’d even help me,” Scout scoffed, then coughed, narrowly avoiding knocking out a whole box of gauze. “Fuckin’—damn it!”
“Just tell me!” Spy insisted.
“When I was—a kid,” Scout managed, breathing labored, using one of the bottom shelves as a foothold so he could look up towards the top shelves, “I was—my Ma had all these kids, and, fuck, I dunno, I just—I guess somethin’ was, was wrong, and—and I got born too early or somethin’, and was all sick and, fucked up for a long time—“
Spy’s heart caught in his throat. He knew this part well. It was the part he’d been present for. He set his jaw, fighting back whatever expression was trying to surface.
“—and then I, I started to get better, when I was, startin’ to learn to talk an’ stuff, and movin’ around, and we thought I was just better,” Scout managed to gasp. “But my lungs were still all fucked up until I, I was maybe fifteen, and the Doc said when I got here that, that I’d probably had asthma, that if I’d just gone to a doctor over it, maybe somethin’ could’ve, been—“
Scout swayed, only barely catching himself, stepping down, gripping the shelves hard, other hand dragging up through his hair.
“—he said I wouldn’t get these no more, that my lungs were, all better now, but, showed me what to do any, ways, just in case, and I think all the dust and the, the fire smell and, the—“ Scout swayed again, resting his forehead against the cool metal of the door of the shelving unit. “I, fuck. I can’t breathe. Fuck.”
Spy was already on his feet. He took hold of Scout’s shoulder, turning him around, guiding him to sit down. “Stop talking, focus,” he instructed, not as sharp as he would’ve wanted. He fished through his own jacket pockets, and finally handed Scout a small plastic device. “Here.”
Scout took it in shaking hands, and managed to look it over. His eyes widened, and he glanced up at Spy. “You’ve—why do you—have—“ he tried.
Spy tugged on Scout’s arm, and finally Scout shut up, moving to take a controlled puff off of the inhaler, eyes falling closed.
A few beats of pause, Scout visibly trying to control his breathing, hand shaking severely. No visible change. “Sit up straight. Head back a bit. Try again,” Spy instructed, guiding him to do so as he spoke. “Breathe in slowly. It should take a few moments to begin to set in.”
Scout followed his instructions despite the tremors wracking him. Twenty seconds passed, still no change. “Why do you have—an inhaler?” Scout asked, breath a wheeze.
“Try again.” A series of conflicting emotions passed through Spy. “The Doctor gave one to me to deal with my weakened lungs. I’ve been smoking heavily for decades, and it has revealed previous problems with my lungs.”
Scout nodded absently, head tipping forward. He started to curl up in towards himself. “I don’t think—it’s working,” Scout managed, panic rising in his voice.
A lightbulb went off in Spy’s head, followed by a stab of pain in his chest as realization sunk in.
He went to try and take the inhaler from Scout, but it was held tight in his grip, only the firmness of the plastic casing making sure he didn’t crush the device and it’s contents. He gave up on that, instead sitting down next to Scout, shoulder-to-shoulder.
“Scout, you are not having an asthma attack,” he said, unable to help the patience in his tone. “You are having a panic attack.”
Scout’s brow furrowed further, knees curling up closer to himself. “No I’m—not,” he protested.
Spy went through the internal argument on his next move, his survival instinct telling him to just move to the other side of the room and pretend he didn’t care at all, to let Scout hyperventilate himself unconscious, his paternal instinct telling him to pull Scout close to his chest and rock him until the fear went away, the same way he did when Scout was just a sickly infant struggling for his next breath between helpless sobbing. He split the difference, putting a hand on Scout’s shoulder. “Yes you are. You’re scared because we are trapped in a small space, and you are deeply claustrophobic, and the situation is dangerous, and we do not know if the team is safe,” he said, voice calm, patient.
Scout shook his head in denial, a hand moving to pick at the gauze on his head. Spy pulled it away again carefully with his free hand before he could open the wound again, squeezing Scout’s wrist.
“Those are all completely reasonable things to be scared of,” Spy said softly. “I’m also quite nervous. But I need for you to calm down.”
“Easy for—you to—“ Scout tried to gasp, but gave up, voice falling to a whine, nearly a sob, hand moving to grip at Spy’s tightly enough to almost hurt.
“I know. I’m not saying it’s easy. I’m not saying you’ll be able to do this quickly. But this will pass, and you can help speed it along.” Scout didn’t reply. “I’m going to start counting aloud. If you cannot start making your breathing slow down, you can at least begin to even it out and make it regular. Understand?”
Scout managed a motion that might’ve been a nod.
Spy counted calmly—not too quickly, not too slowly—from one to ten. Then he did so again. And again. To help himself keep time, he tried to think of a song in his mind to count along to. He remembered some tune he’d picked up when he first attempted to learn to play piano.
By the time he’d gone through the song once, counting along steadily, Scout was at least following a steady rhythm in his breathing. Inhaling for one-two, pausing, exhaling for four-five-six. Spy started counting on an eight rhythm, and soon Scout had shifted to follow it, inhaling one-two-three, pause, exhaling five-six-seven-eight. Spy carefully slowed his tempo, a bit too slowly for Scout to likely notice in his state.
He stopped counting, and Scout’s breathing, while still shaky, was at least fairly regular and normal. “Do you feel better?” Spy asked after giving Scout a moment to just exist.
Scout squeezed his hand again, making the leather of Spy’s glove creak. “A little,” he answered, voice weak in a way that made Spy’s heart creak. A pause, Scout trying to figure out his words. “Just the. Breathing part,” he elaborated, unsteady.
Spy looked at him, then towards the fire as it sputtered suddenly. “Would talking help?” he asked. “I know that tends to be a crutch for you.”
Scout looked over at him, visibly confused, presumably by the lack of insult in Spy’s tone when he said that. He looked away again after a second. “No,” he finally said. “I just wanna… keep breathing.”
“Would me talking help?” Spy asked next.
Scout considered the question. He shrugged, aimless. “I-I dunno,” he managed.
Spy hummed. He thought for a moment, then began telling the first story that came to mind—another time he’d been trapped in a cave, albeit for different reasons. He spoke in French only, aware that this story contained details that were a bit embarrassing, and conflicted with a more self-aggrandizing version of it that he’d already told to the team at some meal in the past. Admittedly, outright lying to Scout just then felt excessively cruel, even by Spy’s standards, but he didn’t feel quite right telling the full, honest truth. Speaking honestly in a language Scout didn’t understand felt like a safe middle ground.
By the end of that story, then another one, then another one, Scout had relaxed again, sagging, visibly exhausted from his ordeal. Spy couldn’t see his watch, but he estimated that perhaps an hour had passed. The air felt thick, but not chokingly so, and warm from the heat of the fire having nowhere to go. There was still fear in the back of Spy’s mind, but it had turned to a non-present sort of fear, waiting to be called back rather than lingering in the center of his attention.
“Hey,” Scout said suddenly. “How did you know how to do that?”
“How to do what?” Spy asked.
“Calm someone down.”
Spy considered the array of answers he could give to that, and went, both despite himself and through great effort, with the honest one. “I don’t, not really,” Spy shrugged. “I simply did what I thought would help.”
“Why?” Scout asked, voice either very tired or simply sad. “You don’t even like me. You barely put up with me.”
Spy’s chest constricted. “I’m not cruel, Scout,” he chided.
Scout sagged. A pause. “What happened to my hat?”
“What?”
“My hat. My hat’s gone,” Scout said. “What happened to it?”
Spy hummed, then disconnected all points of contact with Scout—first releasing his hand, then taking his hand from his shoulder, then leaning away so there was no contact between their torsos. He then stood, moving across the room to the area he’d thrown Scout’s headset to pick it back up, pulling his hat from beneath the rock he’d found the headset beside. He handed both to Scout.
Scout’s eyes lit up. “Wait, holy shit, we still have my radio?” he asked, taking it and starting to fiddle with it.
Spy pulled the hat onto Scout’s head, snorting at how strangely it sat on him with the bulk of the gauze there as well. “Yes, but it’s broken,” Spy said.
Scout reached inside the earpiece, flicking some switch. The radio buzzed to life, humming the sound of static and white noise faintly from it. “Uh, no it’s not,” Scout said, raising an eyebrow at him briefly. “It was just turned off to save the battery between rounds.”
Spy blinked, watching as Scout flicked the dial in practiced, precise motions. “…Oh,” he said, feeling extremely stupid.
“Yeah. Hold on, I’ve got this,” Scout said simply, pulling the headset on and flicking the mic down, still fiddling with the dial even as he pressed the talk button. “This is Scout, rotating through all radio channels, does anyone copy? We’re still alive down here, we need some help. Anyone there? Repeat, this is Scout, rotating broadcast, anyone listening?”
Scout repeated himself a few times, flicking the dial every few rounds of sentences. He stopped suddenly on one, perking up. Spy perked up as well, eyebrows raised.
“Yeah, yeah, copy that!” he chirped, excited. “Only just now found comms. Where’s everyone else? Over.”
Silence for a few moments, and Scout ticked off on his fingers as he listened, coming up at seven.
“Yeah, I’ve got Spy with me right here. We’re fine, just, uh, some bruising. Over.”
“I believe Scout has a concussion,” Spy added, leaning forward and raising his voice to speak through Scout’s mic.
Scout rolled his eyes, still holding the talk button. “You gotta say ‘over’, man. C’mon. Uh, anyways. Nothing real bad. Our only issue might be air pretty soon, we’ve got a fire to see but it doesn’t look like we’ve got any way out. Is Respawn up? Over.”
Silence. Scout went pale as he listened for a few moments. Spy could only faintly make out what sounded like the Engineer’s drawling cadence, muffled.
“Oh god. Okay. Uh, so should we start digging to find surface? Over?”
Silence again for a long few moments. Spy resisted the urge to tap his foot. Scout frowned suddenly, shifting.
“You’re crackling, you cut out for a second. Repeat last?”
Silence for a few beats.
“Copy that. We’ll just hang tight. I’ll keep comms on. Tell us if we get power back up. Over.”
Silence. A short burst of speech.
“Copy. Over and out.”
Scout pulled his hand down, looking over at Spy. “So, uh, power’s down. They’ve got light, and radios up, but the machines are down. No Respawn.”
Spy’s blood went cold. “Ah. I see.”
Scout shifted on his feet. “Uh. Yeah. Everyone’s fine, it managed to spit out what people got picked up before the tunnel collapsed, and Soldier and Heavy got knocked out, but Medic’s got everyone on their feet. They’re workin’ to dig us out, and they’ve made headway. Shouldn’t be long, they said. Apparently the Doc and Engie are on some James Bond improv shit tryin’ to get power back, and Soldier woke up and just started goin’ apeshit with the shovel.”
“Hm. Hopefully our Demoman doesn’t allow him to bring down more rubble,” Spy said dryly.
“Heh. Yeah. He was in the background yelling.”
Quiet for a moment.
“Anyways.” Scout handed over the inhaler that Spy had outright forgotten about. “Got anything else hidden in that Jacket of Holding?”
Spy hummed, tucking the inhaler back away and fishing for a moment. “Currently? I have three knives and two guns, my disguise kit, matches, a sapper, a pocket watch, a flask—ah, my apologies, four knives including the Swiss Army knife—and two things which I will not be telling you about.”
Scout fished in his own pockets. “I’ve got like, gum and pocket change and some string.”
“Why string?”
“For tyin’.”
…Fair.
Spy fished once more, suddenly remembering one pocket he didn’t check. “Ah. I do have—“ He pulled the item forth. “A deck of cards. No jokers, however.”
“Why no jokers?”
Spy shrugged. “They were gone when I stole them.”
Scout took the box, drawing the deck and starting to shuffle it. “Well, at least we’ve got somethin’ to do besides freakin’ out,” he said. Spy noticed that Scout still wasn’t prepared to look at the ceiling or walls around them, but he decided that was fair.
“Indeed.”
Scout finished shuffling, looking up at Spy with his characteristic grin right back in place as he took a seat on the ground. “You know how to play crazy eights?”
Spy raised an eyebrow. “Is that not the game you got in a fistfight over with Soldier because you cheated?”
“Damn right.”
Spy hummed, sitting across from him. “Very well. Let us play.”
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dawnrider · 6 years ago
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New Story Snippet
So I have been working on this story for at least 5 years, but hadn’t felt it was “right” yet.  It’s still not where I want it to be before I start posting it on FF.net or Ao3, BUT I wanted to post a snippet here and see if anyone is actually interested in the concept.
This story was inspired by an artist friend’s post about this site: http://www.enchanteddoll.com/  Her work is AMAZING and so lifelike.
Let me know what you think!
Everything felt wrong.  Her body stiff and uncoordinated, not moving to her commands.  She couldn't even open her eyes.  Kagome tried to take a deep breath and felt as though her chest was compressed to the point of pain.  But there was no pain.  She felt almost nothing, as though she were sensing everything through a thick membrane.  When she finally got her eyes to respond to her request to open, Kagome realized that not only did everything feel wrong, it looked wrong too.  Strange machines surrounded her, large wheels and turning cogs she couldn't even fathom the use of, and great belches of steam pouring around the room.  It was dimly lit, faint electric bulbs fluttering in and out of sight behind the fog left by the steam.
There was a figure in the darkness near some sort of control panel, muttering to itself.  Kagome tried to open her mouth to speak but found her lips firmly closed against her wishes.  The figure turned and she was glad she hadn't been able to speak.  “Hello Lovely,” the voice rasped at her.  Her eyes widened in fear, the first thing she'd been able to do without concentrated effort.  “Oh, the lord will be very pleased with you.  Your soul is so much stronger than the others.”
My soul?  The lord? What is he talking about?  Kagome had the sudden fear that the people who believed in heaven had it all wrong.  The figure, tall and lanky, loomed over her on the table on which she lay.  This couldn't be St. Peter.  There was nothing remotely saintly about him.  Finally fighting through the fuzziness her nerves seemed to be experiencing, Kagome realized in panic that she was naked and that her body seemed all wrong.  Joints practically exposed, but she didn't seem to have been harmed, skin too smooth to look real.  Oh my god, this isn't right!  I look like a mannequin... a doll!  Trying again to move something, anything, Kagome made a soft sound of distress.  The man - she finally realized he was, in fact, a man - grinned horribly at her.
“Hush now, Lovely.  You'll regain your motor functions in time.  As your soul becomes used to your new body, it will begin to respond accordingly.”  His eyes traced over her, lazily pleased, and Kagome felt like screaming from the terror and embarrassment building in her.  Why couldn't she remember anything after the car...  The accident.  She must have...  “Yes, there.  I always recognize that look.  You died.  I can't say for sure when, the machine's not that precise.  I can only guess it was about two hundred and fifty years ago.  Yes, that's the closest I can guess given the readings.  But your spirit was so much stronger than we expected.”  He nodded almost to himself, clearly proud of what seemed to be some sort of accomplishment for him.  “Hmm, yes, we thought you were only a few days dead when we got a handle on you.  To think!  Over two and a half centuries ago you were alive.  How amazing your soul must have been then.  That you have not been reincarnated before now is odd.”  His wispy light hair practically quivered atop his head in his excitement.
Kagome struggled with the fact that despite wanting to cry, she couldn't.  “Where...” she finally managed to croak out.
“Oh!  How delightful!  Speaking already.  You are quite amazing.”  His long pale fingers traced over the perfectly sculpted skin of her breast and Kagome blinked at the lack of the shudder that wanted to course through her body.  “This is Girasol.  I think it would have been...  Hmm yes, it would have been Madrid in your time.”  Spain?  Why was the world so different?  “Now, let's get you moving and check all your joints.  Can't have you clumsy when the lord decides to have you, can we?”  Kagome didn't even want to think about what that meant.  The sooner she was mobile on her own, the sooner she could try to get away from this foul man.  Keeping her face neutral was easy at this point.  Without concentration she could barely wiggle her toes, so not displaying emotion as the man helped her sit up and swing her legs over the edge of the table was a breeze.
Now able to take account of her situation, Kagome was better equipped to take note of herself.  She could already tell she was somewhat taller than she ever recalled being.  Adult sized in all the appropriate places.  She was only nineteen in her own memory, but the doll body she now inhabited was built for a very perfectly proportioned young woman, maybe twenty-five if she were any judge.  What looked like a tattoo was painted into the pristine flesh of her hip.  She was unable to read the language written there but it seemed familiar somehow, as if she had read it a long time ago and just couldn't remember.
“Hm, yes, very good.  I am Liam,” he said by way of introduction.  “I believe the lord had hoped to call you Kikyo, but you seem strong.  Do you remember your name?”
“Kagome,” she whispered.
“Ah, very good indeed!  Kagome.  I like that much better.”  He bit his lip a moment.  “Don't tell the lord I said so.  He likes naming all his Dolls himself.  More control over them that way.”  Kagome stored the piece of information away for later use but nodded jerkily to give Liam a false sense of calm.  “Now then, left toes.  Good, now the right.”  This process went on with all her joints until he was sure she could move them all on her own.  Kagome felt empty at her inability to cry.  This disgusting man was touching her all over, even checking the opening they had made in her body for the lord to “enjoy himself” in, and she couldn't defend herself.  She could barely feel it, which was a small consolation, but that didn't mean she didn't know it was happening.
“Clothes?” she asked hopefully when he was done with his inspection.
“Yes, yes of course.  The seamstress brought down a few things for when you awoke and the rest will be in your room.”  Kagome nodded, greedily clutching the simple chemise to her when he finally handed her something.  A room?  As in a room of my own?  Why would the lord give her a space that belonged just to her when he clearly intended to use her like a sex toy and a servant?  Kagome was still foggy on the details, but she wasn't stupid.  She wasn't a person here, in this place, this time.  She was a thing, like a robot but with a real soul inside and made of clay.  A golem, like the old stories, she thought painfully.  She'd been studying ancient cultures in school just before the accident.  She remembered reading a passage from old scripture about figures made of clay mud and animated to help humans.  While similar in basic structure, her situation was much different in practice.  She had been a person, a live human being and had been trapped in this body against her will.
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bearingwater · 6 years ago
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Aquarius Sun, Taurus Moon: A Contradictory Personality
Proud and domineering, the Aquarius Sun Taurus Moon personality can be very soft on the inside and prefers to keep their life as private as possible.
People born with the Sun in Aquarius and the Moon in Taurus are a good combination of emotionality and intellectuality. They can’t function without a purpose and they are usually highly efficient at what they set their minds to.
Rational and flexible, these natives make great executives. All they need to do is to wish to be the managers. More interested in personal satisfaction rather than oriented to attract the attention of the public, they are never too domineering or the ones to try to impose their will on others. They are more the type that goes with the flow.
Aquarius Sun Taurus Moon combination in a nutshell:
Positives: Light-headed, composed, and determined.
Negatives: Stubborn, conflictual, and obsessive.
Perfect partner: Someone who can offer them the stability they need.
Advice: Be mindful of how they come across to other people.
Some people may think of them as snobs because they are so detached. But they aren’t. When they’re observing others, they don’t care about the financial aspect or the position in society. They are looking for what interests one may have and if an individual won’t make them curious, they will simply not bother to get to know him or her better.
Personality traits
Aquarius Sun Taurus Moon people want to live in peace and to have security. They will be tactful and gracious all the time, in order to avoid conflicts.
Usually quiet and private about their personal life, these natives are also determined and good enough to obtain what they want from life without struggling too much.
This determination may make them stubborn while they will be young, but it will definitely become concentration towards good purposes with age.
These Aquarians are known for their patience. They will always be aware that forcing things to happen can’t bring anything good. When it comes to their sociability, they are sympathetic and nice. But it’s essential they learn not to give up on themselves if they want to make others happy.
Their friends will always want them around for a piece of advice. Interested themselves in the arts, they will have many friends who already are artists. Or perhaps they will get together with art directors and managers of museums.
They have executive skills too, so talking about how to organize a sculpture display can be their favorite subject of conversation.
Individualistic and ambitious, Aquarius Sun Taurus Moon natives will set high goals for themselves. As natural born leaders, they will be followed by many. And they won’t mind being the ones who rule over others. As a matter of fact, it makes them feel like they are doing their part in making the world a better place.
Some of the plans these natives come up with can be either very daring or just funny as some have no chance at succeeding. Confident, they will defeat anyone in a debate because they have the intelligence and the observation skills to identify their opponent’s weaknesses.
Not to mention they would be more knowledgeable. The compassionate, revolutionary and unusual Aquarius is helped by the sensitive, stable and down-to-earth Taurus to be more practical and more of this world rather than a wanderer in the realm of abstract notions.
Many will think these Aquarians are too charming to be true. But they are only noble romantics with a more practical and composed attitude.
The Aquarius Sun Taurus Moon people like to study, and their ideas are perfectly suitable for the big picture. They know how much they’re worth and they would never compromise their principles and ideals just to seem different or smarter.
It’s true their beliefs can change from time to time, but in their own time, not because someone wants them to think differently. Less hasty than other Aquarians, these ones prefer to make plans and to think of all the pros and cons of a situation.
It’s possible they will talk to fortunetellers and psychics because they really believe in the occult. They think highly of themselves and can be so stubborn to the point of arrogance and self-obsession.
Being more easygoing and taking others’ opinions into consideration are advisable if they are to be happier. Never believing in what people are saying and doing only what they want can impede them from making their dreams come true. Not that they aren’t sociable and amiable.
On the contrary, they usually think of friends more as of family. But they simply want to do things their own way. Superstitious, they will take chances but not before they have performed a few personal rituals meant to bring them good luck.
Many will like them for being in control of their own actions all the time, not to mention how attracted others can be to their style. It wouldn’t matter the fact that they are eccentric and unusual, people will still find them reliable and worthy of all the attention.
If Aquarius Sun Taurus Moon people won’t allow themselves to think only of their negative traits, they will be able to accomplish anything they want in life. The fact that they are rigid and stubborn can influence them in a very negative way.
As young adults they will experiment with all kind of styles, political parties and philosophical theories. But they will stick to only a few as soon as they’ll decide what suits them best. And they usually don’t change their mind about something after they have made their choice.
A lover with a mind of their own
Romantic, dependable and devoted, the Aquarius Sun Taurus Moon lover will continue to be loyal even if the situation would be the best in the relationship.
They will be devoted more than they will respect the rules for they are known for not having tolerance for conventions and norms.
Their position in life is usually center-left and it wouldn’t matter what they are doing for a living, you can be sure their influence will be left in their work. They don’t necessarily want to fit in and to be a part of something, so their partner should expect them to rebel and never conform.
They need a lot of space to express their individuality and a lot of freedom to do what they want. When they’re someone’s lovers, they are playing every role: from companions to best friends and siblings.
Moon Taurus people know what they want from a relationship and that is serenity, security and longevity. They are strong people who enjoy living the simple life with the one they love the most.
These natives will never try to over-complicate a situation or to read between the lines. But they can’t be moved from their own beliefs and opinions. They are so stubborn, it’s possible they’ll become irrational supporting what they believe in.
And it won’t be refusal that makes them like this. It’s more like a survival instinct for them: to not accept what others want and suggest. For them, change is something dangerous. When advancing, these natives need to do it step by step.
The Aquarius Sun Taurus Moon man
Under the influence of both Uranus and Venus, the Aquarius Sun Taurus Moon man is calm, but his nervous system is very fragile. It’s true it can be contradictory to have sensitive nerves and calmness at the same time, but that’s how he’s built.
The unconventional and the out-of-the ordinary are his main objects of activity. But he needs as much tranquility as possible if he’s to be efficient.
Aquarius doesn’t mind chaos that much, but Taurus simply can’t stand it when someone or something messes with their routine. Water Bearers are born revolutionaries, Bulls need a quiet home and to set up roots somewhere.
For these opposing qualities, the man with this Sun Moon combination will be considered hasty and chaotic. However, the more successful and older he gets, the more he manages to sync his contradictory personality.
He doesn’t want fame, but he may obtain it. Not that he’ll be very enthusiastic about it. He will use it, just like he is using his money: for different humanitarian causes.
His dreams are going to space and teaching people how to make money or have more confidence in themselves. He is interested in both business and the human psychology.
His Moon won’t allow him to give up the famous stubbornness of the Bull. Women will like him because he’s romantic and seems mature and reliable. But he will want all the advantages of a relationship without committing.
This guy doesn’t mind curvy girls who are flighty and have grace, like Marylin Monroe. He will do the chase because he likes it and has doubtful morals.
It’s good he’s not a liar no matter how much he wants to get a girl into his bed. Anyway, women will fall for him easily.
The Aquarius Sun Taurus Moon woman
Sweet and always good to people, this lady doesn’t have strong opinions. But she’s stubborn over who knows what. She doesn’t mind when people are doing things their way because she’s looking to please and to be liked.
But she can change this about her in a moment. If you see her crossing her arms and being furious, you should know you’ve done things the way she didn’t want you to.
As one of the most sensual Moons in the zodiac, she’s also a romantic. Even as a senior, she will still turn heads. When it comes to her partner, he needs to be playful and at the same time hard working because she’s the perfect wife.
As a mother, she will provide and be sympathetic with her children. Some specific characteristics of her personality make her very lovable. For example, she doesn’t try to change anyone. People are who they are, and she loves them.
This is one important rule in her life and it says a lot about how wise and soulful she can be. This lady will dress up to show her eccentric side. And she’ll surprise with strange hats or a colorful tie.
When it comes to love, she prefers the unusual and for her relationship to develop at her pace. She may get a husband younger than her or live with a boyfriend without ever getting married.
The Aquarius Sun Taurus Moon woman lives by her own rules. There’s no one and no institution to change that about her. It’s possible her childhood hasn’t been that happy and her life a complete mess until her 30’s.
After this age, she will bring some security in her life, managing to have a home and to pay her bills on time. Because she loves good food and high-quality things, she will probably have some good furniture and some expensive wine or French cheese in the fridge.
She’s aware life’s more than possessions, but she still wants them badly. She usually believes we get rewarded after we die, so she’ll give her best to keep her integrity and be honest in this life.
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The Fact About hair vitamins That No One Is Suggesting
"I thought I am going to hardly ever have wholesome and thick hair. I did not undergo with my hair graft.. I obtained exactly the same final results, for less than a cup of coffee! I look and feel good!" And, don't forget, your hair loss may have numerous fundamental brings about, as well as your shampoo is just one part of your respective hair loss treatment. Life style and nutritional alterations may also be part of the solution. Which one is best? That’s a tricky contact and, without having wanting to dodge the question, our perspective is you could’t go Completely wrong with either 1. The Big three can be a vintage version of an excellent all-about item and you ought to see the identical, or at the least very comparable, results from the Significant 3 and large 5. Hair grows at unique speeds and different lengths. Its composition will cause diverse shades and textures, which influence how much time the hair strands grow. The berries from a observed palmetto plant is often taken in tablet kind or from community or on the internet wellbeing food items suppliers. What’s in a reputation? Effectively, that is determined by what or who https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hair_conditioner ’re talking about, nevertheless the title is meaningful when discussing Lipogaine’s Massive five All-Natural Shampoo (which is different from its Big three option). How long soon after starting to use an anti-thinning shampoo/conditioner have men and women viewed it acquire to start to see significantly less fall out, and new growth? https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vZc1mq7eayQ , to become brutally straightforward, is no. Incorporate that with the fact that several shampoo suppliers are hungry for a quick buck and make false statements about ingredients that haven’t been demonstrated to work, and you have a current market which can be treacherous to navigate. There are even pretend critiques – that is an entire more layer of deceit when you concentrate on it. Investigate Mayo Clinic scientific tests testing new treatments, interventions and tests as a method to avoid, detect, address or handle this sickness. Getting ready in your appointment Use one shampoo that works and keep on with it. You may also choose to use a conditioner, if possible one that’s manufactured for guys that are dealing with hair loss. This disorder interferes With all the hair growth cycle by causing a follicle to prematurely depart the anagen, or Lively growth, period and enter the resting, or telogen stage. The hair growth while in the afflicted follicles is lessened or stopped absolutely. I Definitely like hair rinses. They are so nourishing to hair follicles which they promote new hair growth. So In case you are desperately looking to grow your hair, It's important to start utilizing hair rinses. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Wjdq0EKA1Ck is, Nizoral is great at managing the flaking, scaling, and itching linked to dandruff, and presents a secure and healthier dose with the Lively component for most hair loss solutions. In my absolute layman’s impression it seems far better to go along with Massive 5 and use Nizoral twice weekly to Get the ketoconazole fix. Probably Domen can weigh in in this article at the same time.
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At the conclusion of this segment I’ll provide you with why exercise routines and massages assist to promote blood movement drastically and thereby will help reverse (cure) hair loss. Although it's important to have sufficient vitamin A, a lot of could possibly be hazardous. Scientific tests clearly show that an overdose of vitamin A may contribute to hair loss (four). When virtually all the above mentioned improvements aren’t life threatening (except heart rhythm adjustments, which can go unnoticed), they are often bothersome and should lead you to definitely sense the Unwanted effects aren’t well worth the outcome. This is able to advise that, far from currently being fully based on your genes, your ecosystem plays a crucial function in regardless of whether lose your hair. Dismiss advertising and marketing ploys and buzz. With countless hair growth products and solutions available on the market, it’s easy to get overwhelmed. Don’t go with a shampoo simply because it's got a couple of excellent opinions on Amazon – look for a brand that’s been established to grow hair and it has pretty much hundreds of constructive assessments from consumers. As we know hair is especially made up of proteins, and not enough protein will sluggish the hair growth, and can even bring about brittle hair. Iron is an additional significant nutrient for healthier hair growth. As you can see within the diagram beneath, the hair follicle is provided by blood which allow the strand of hair to grow. Light adequate for even essentially the most delicate pores and skin and hair kinds, Pure Biology is made up of natural extracts, oils, biotin and keratin, which perform to stimulate hair growth and repair damage. The 3HC Hair Stimulating Advanced contained in Pure Biology’s formulation is completely revolutionary, because it stimulates cells that take care of hair follicle improvement. Though not numerous experiments happen to be on the plant’s use – especially in clients with male-pattern hair loss – there have been a few which give a glimpse at its effectiveness. I've straight hair, but I constantly wished that my hair was curly. Probably, it’s a human psychic to want what we don’t have. I viewed as perming again and again, but hardly ever really did it. I think that most of us have shed touch with what our bodies are telling us with regard to the foods we’re consuming, and for a consequence we regularly take in foods that cause major damage to our health and fitness. It transports oxygen to our cells, together with hair cells. And as well very little oxygen influences the hair growth. So Make certain that you’re feeding on plenty of protein and iron in the diet. Vitamin A also assists skin glands make an oily substance known as sebum. Sebum moisturizes the scalp and helps maintain hair healthful (two). Remember that these are typically the main signals that the system doesn’t do the job nicely with these foods, hair loss is commonly a symptom that occurs more down the line, due to extended-time period autoimmune responses and inflammation.
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Stress can cause a great deal of hair loss. Consider likely out for mild walks, meditate and unwind. Pampering oneself and staying happy. This is tough any time you see clumps of hair falling out, however don't fret and explain to by yourself your hair will grow out. Becoming joyful will do miracles in your hair. Buying the most beneficial hair loss shampoo for men and women might be tough. With lots of advertising and marketing ploys and Untrue statements, it may be tough to tell which solutions are genuinely successful and which of them are only a scam. Not all hair loss is due to genetics. Owning an iron deficiency inhibits your production of hemoglobin, which is important for hair growth. Investigators at Stanford and Yale are conducting three trials of oral and topical tofacitnib and Locks of Love Foundation is fuding A different ruxolitinib review. At this time, you can find about 15 publications thinking about JAK inhibitors as well as their partnership to alopecia and its variants. PURA D’OR is step to remedies that prides alone on getting a solution to any sort of hair loss. The business’s Initial Gold Label Shampoo includes a lot of healthy components that assistance to spice up hair growth by repairing existing strands and guarding new types from upcoming breakage. This hair regrowth shampoo offers a clinically-verified formulation with lots of Gains. Whisk an egg. Blend in four tablespoons of grapeseed oil and a few drops of lavender oil. Apply it to your hair and scalp and depart it on for fifty percent one hour. At last, rinse it out and shampoo your hair as usual. In this particular shampoo, we incorporate two a lot more points: pure honey and castile soap. Honey is a wonderful moisturiser and provides luster to dull hair. Even though castile soap is actually a natural soap constructed from plant oils which is free of nasty preservatives, colours and perfumes. Use how to grow hair faster when carrying wigs and hairpieces. Although it may very well be tempting to wear a wig or hairpiece when your hair is thinning, they can actually make hair loss even worse by harmful your scalp and interfering with circulation. The worth of Nizoral is that it is a triple risk – it stop hair loss and dandruff while thoroughly cleaning your hair and scalp together with blocking androgen receptors that can lead to thinning. The egg is additionally naturally pH well balanced. This excellent is so crucial in order to keep the scalp balanced and free from fungus together with other microbes. The vampire hair loss treatment requires after the vampire facelift, which can be finished to the facial area to lessen lines, acne scarring, and wrinkles. Even though not a whole new method, it is just turning out to be well known in its capacity to handle the cosmetic problem of hair loss. In One more study a number of subjects were able to regrow complete heads of hair. Sad to say, sustained utilization of this kind of medicines could have serious Unwanted effects. Several of those considerations will be side stepped if a topical components might be designed. Scientists within the Department of Dermatology and Genetics and Advancement at Columbia University Health-related Heart are now studying other JAK inhibitors in placebo controlled scientific studies. There are couple of Unwanted effects with Rogaine. The leading problem with this treatment is the need to continue to keep making use of it a few times daily, and many Adult men get Weary of it following a while. Furthermore, minoxidil has a tendency to perform less very well about the front of The top, which can be in which baldness bothers most Guys. Inadvertent software on the facial area or neck pores and skin could potentially cause unwanted hair growth in Individuals places. Nonetheless, consumers should be careful due to the fact Nizoral can cause irritation on the pores and skin about the scalp if left on for as well very long. Gentlemen and women with sensitive skin should really definitely be cautious when using this potent merchandise, ensuring that to generally carefully rinse just after every use.
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Readers Reviews 3 Share Your Story An excellent daily multivitamin containing zinc, vitamin B, folate, iron, and calcium is an inexpensive alternative, Despite the fact that there is absolutely no fantastic evidence that vitamins have any meaningful gain in alopecia. Sulfate made up of shampoos can dehydrate your scalp, generating hair loss even even worse. What would make Art Naturals Organic Argan Oil shampoo basically a magical potion for hair loss is The shortage of sulfates combined with the presence of argan oil. Add much more drinking water if necessary. Change off the heat, cover the pot and go away it to ‘steep’ until it cools. Strain out the herbs. Accomplished. ( check here can pour the liquid right into a squeeze bottle for straightforward use.) Obtained a query and will’t find the appropriate answer on-line? Fret not as Answeropedia welcomes you to boost a query and you'll see a big range of real answers right away. The phrase "ringworm" or "ringworms" refers to fungal bacterial infections which might be over the surface area from the skin. A physical evaluation from the influenced skin, evaluation of skin scrapings underneath the microscope, and lifestyle assessments may also help Physicians make the suitable distinctions. Also, with utilization of selfmade shampoo your hair can get much more shiny, manageable, and voluminous. And For those who have been suffering from dandruff and scalp irritation/itchiness it will go. This I'm able to say from my very own practical experience. And In case you are expending 1000's on shortcuts rather than finding effects then there’s no issue in accomplishing that. You would possibly also wish to test The straightforward, homemade solutions. This shampoo is totally free of severe mineral oil, detergents, and petroleum. It cleans the scalp with no stripping off natural oils that maintain hair follicles hydrated. Therefore, your scalp remains moisturized during the day. A standard pores and skin situation, alopecia areata usually commences as a single quarter-sized circle of perfectly clean bald pores and skin. These patches ordinarily regrow in three to 6 months without having treatment. In some cases, white hair temporarily regrows after which you can gets to be dim. Bottom Line: The mineral zinc can boost hair growth in people who are deficient in it. Excellent sources incorporate oysters, beef and pumpkin seeds. Hair loss is a serious difficulty that impacts Adult males and women alike. When you are suffering from hair loss, it’s imperative that you cease employing normal shampoos and start using Exclusive hair loss shampoos. Health professionals confer with prevalent baldness as "androgenetic alopecia" or "androgenic alopecia," which means that a combination of hormones and heredity (genetics) is essential to produce the problem. Inexperienced tea is productive in halting hair loss and serving to in hair growth because it blocks out Dihydrotestosterone (DHT), the hormone that triggers hair loss. Why we like it: Scientifically confirmed anti-hair loss formulation suitable for the two Gentlemen and women. It can lessen hair loss by just as much as 60 %!
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Questions abound regarding the effectiveness of hair growth vitamins and dietary supplements, such as An important a single: Do they work? And If the hair dry hair, frizzy with flyaways there’s a natural strategy to quiet them down — use a depart-in conditioner. You don’t require any extravagant makes. Stay away from nutritional deficiencies mainly because they are likely to have an effect on your hair adversely. By way of example, vitamin E and zinc deficiencies cause hair thinning and loss. Alopecia is a hair loss ailment that will manifest in any individual at any phase of lifestyle. Particularly Alopecia areata is undoubtedly an autoimmune sickness that triggers hair to spontaneously fall out. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_bchY5r2a-s is principally characterised by bald patches over the scalp or other portions of the body, and may eventually result in baldness across the complete entire body. Stress is among An important aspects that add to hair loss. It is believed that pressure can disrupt the traditional hair cycle and trigger hairs to enter the telogen or fall-out phase. As a result, when striving for faster hair growth, decrease the anxiety in your lifetime. How to proceed: Experts don't suggest that this situation be taken care of, claims Dr. Hammonds. That leaves women with cosmetic techniques such as scarves, wigs and hair styled so as to deal with up slim spots. Hair affirmation is a strong Device that can help you worry significantly less and treatment much better for your hair. It is possible to make your very own affirmation and visualize on your own acquiring it. Western herbs like rosemary, chamomile and nettle are valuable for hair growth. You can either buy the infused oils from the market or make your personal, in this article and here are some methods to do it. It’s not unheard of to view hair loss or thinning of your hair in women because they enter their 50s and 60s, states Dr. Glashofer. Specialists aren’t positive why this occurs. For the Sanford-Burnham Health-related Investigation Institute, they confirmed that stem cells derived from human pores and skin to grow hair when grafted onto the pores and skin of mice. A paper describing this exploration, which was published on January 21st 2015 are available here during the PLOS Just one healthcare journal. Dr. Alexey, a member on the research team designed the subsequent published statement: “Our stem cell technique offers an unlimited source of cells within the affected person for transplantation and isn’t minimal by the availability of present hair follicles. https://www.facebook.com/steptoremedies/ am 95% vegetarian and sometimes consume some meat. So https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hair_Is_Falling get my quota of protein and iron from Tremendous nutritious and super yummy lentil (dals) and beans, which I generally sprout. Properly There's two forms of 5 alpha reductase. Form I and Type II. While Propecia has only been demonstrated to block style II, Avodart blocks equally types. This result Over-all lowers DHT concentrations much more, further more minimizing the chance of broken hair follicles. Having said that, it faces precisely the same restrictions as Propecia. It need to be taken everyday and should get rid of its efficiency additional time. Should you have been employing fine/sharp tooth plastic combs can be it’s time and energy to reconsider a wood alternative. And properly-performed For those who have by now accomplished it The good news is the fact that worry-relevant hair loss is generally short term, provided that the strain occasion is non permanent
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When doubtful, read through the usage recommendations observed on your hair loss shampoo’s container. People recommendations are there to ensure that you can get the most effective results from the shampoo without having triggering harm to your scalp or hair. It does not include ketoconazole, in contrast to the massive 3 Edition, not less than Based on its listing of substances. The American Hair Loss Association mentioned it’s critical that women who've a record of hair loss of their loved ones being produced aware about the prospective effects of beginning Handle products on ordinary hair growth. Thick, https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC-SiXXn3EKKI2t7btdwEplw is looked at with awe. steptoremedies expend a lot of money to maintain their hair and they are willing to undertake treatments just to be certain their hair is voluminous and shiny. Dropping […] Will the above-pointed out hair loss solutions nonetheless get the job done In case the ailment is now intense? Also, https://twitter.com/steptoremedies/ to notice that caffeine is nice but drinking plenty of espresso won’t aid. Besides these guidelines, try out some dwelling treatments like Indian gooseberry or amla oil, fenugreek paste, a mayonnaise hair pack, along with other wholesome hair Thoughts. If appropriate beard care is crucial for you, Then you really're most likely getting beard oil. But Imagine if I advised ... When washing your hair It is a smart idea to skip extremely scorching drinking water mainly because it weakens the hair, making it dry and brittle. Try lukewarm water as a substitute and try to remember, the last rinse need to be with cold water, to close hair follicles and keep them nutritious. All Having said that, our primary consideration for choosing hair loss shampoos for our listing was whether it generated genuine effects. We also acknowledge that what might get the job done for somebody might not work for another, but we’re keen on the overall photograph. Minoxidil, commonly known as brand title Rogaine, functions Substantially in different ways than Propecia. It doesn't inhibit DHT, nonetheless it improves blood stream and as a consequence nourishment to your scalp and hair follicles. https://www.pinterest.com/healthhomeremedies/steptoremedies/ has actually been shown to revive dormant follicles to some healthy state of growth in a few users. Reports have revealed this medication works properly in certain forms of hair loss, and sufferers need to utilize it for around 6 to twelve months ahead of whole consequences are determined. This medication doesn't "function" in times to months, and its onset of noticeable improvement has a tendency to be gradual. It might be very best for guys who however have sufficient hair to retain but additionally might help some regrow hair. Attainable but quite unlikely Uncomfortable side effects involve impotence or possibly a diminished sexual intercourse travel (libido). Reports show that these Unintended effects have been probably a bit extra prevalent than found in the overall population and they are reversible when individuals quit having the drug. The cost is about $70-$100/thirty day period, and many overall health insurers do not reimburse for the cost. Pregnancy could trigger a lot of variations inside the scalp hair. As the hormones fluctuate for the duration of pregnancy, a lot of women really feel their hair thickens and will become fuller. The conditioner is your decision, even though Ultrax they are doing give you a conditioner that complements the shampoo likewise. But it really definitely not for every price range. The answer, to generally be brutally honest, isn't any. Blend that with The truth that several shampoo makers are hungry for a quick buck and make false promises about substances that haven’t been verified to operate, and you've got a industry that can be treacherous to navigate. There are actually even phony reviews – which happens to be a complete additional layer of deceit when you think about it.
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Fortunately, deficiency and deficiency related signs are fixed simply by both taking it orally or by obtaining it through the subsequent foods: Pumpkin seed oil is one of the more practical DHT blockers, as it works most effective when taken internally. Consequently it targets 5AR on the supply, and prevents DHT buildup from even developing on the scalp. We endorse the do-it-yourself Model throughout the Equilibrium System. The Scalp Elixir could cause discomfort straight away pursuing a dermarolling session, so it is best to wait around at the very least eight hours just before applying towards the scalp. Our delectable all-in-a single vitamin supplements are filled with the nutrients you might want to Reside The nice everyday living. Getting Uncooked dairy goods could be challenging, but can considerably minimize the chances of a delayed allergic reaction, whilst the nutrients, minerals and enzymes are considerably more bioavailable to Your whole body. The best way to inform For anyone who is using a delayed allergic response to those foodstuff groups should be to systematically reduce, for 2 weeks, after which reintroduce Every meals subsequently. Diphencyprone. That is a topical sensitizing agent utilised occasionally to stimulate hair regrowth in alopecia areata. Resource. The good news is, it’s really straightforward to include this effective herb into your hair treatment schedule. For Many others although reducing a bunch will make a right away big difference. Everyone is different so there is no a single dimension suits all tactic regrettably. In the end, my philosophy is always that hair loss is unnatural (indigenous men and women don’t put up with male pattern baldness) Hence the ‘cure’ should be some thing natural. At some point, the follicle will start to grow once more, softening the anchor issue from the shaft initially. The hair foundation will break away with the root along with the hair are going to be shed. Around the class of 24 weeks, Evaluation on the hair was executed. This included a take a look at hair rely, in addition to hair shaft thickness. These checks were being created firstly (to determine baseline), at 12 months, and at 24 weeks. Listed below are the seen benefits: Whether or not blocking DHT with effective (and horrible) chemical substances or with derivatives from plants there can be Unintended effects (plus the system not getting especially efficient.) It’s essential to note that utilizing the term ‘cure’ is probably not an accurate description of how hair loss works.
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Dr. Rakesh Srivastava’s Research on SATB2
Dr. Rakesh Srivastava is an accomplished entrepreneur and is the CEO and President of GLAX Health LLC.
WILMINGTON, DELAWARE, UNITED STATES, August 24, 2022
— Dr. Rakesh Srivastava – Dr Rakesh Srivastava’s Research on SATB2
Millions of people worldwide have had to live with ailments such as neurodegenerative disorders, cancer, and diabetes that reduce the quality of their life. A significant percentage of them ultimately succumb, leaving a huge void their families cannot fill. Even if they survive, there is no known cure for these diseases, and medication can only help reduce pain or manage their symptoms. A particular biotechnology company known as GLAX LCC ventured into research with guidance from the able Dr. Rakesh Srivastava to develop targeted therapies for this unique group of people. Without further ado, let's dive into Dr. Srivastava's research on SATB2.
What is SATB2?
The cells of living organisms contain genomes, which hold the necessary genetic information the organism needs to function and thrive. In human beings, one genome can have up to 21,000 genes. The cells in our body use a process known as gene expression to read genetic code within our DNA and produce the necessary molecules. One of the factors that control gene expression is SATB2, which is a special DNA-binding protein. SABT2 acts as a transcriptional co-factor in the cell and regulates the chromatin architecture, leading to a significant change in gene expression.
How SABT2 works
The SABT2 gene works by attaching itself to matric attachment regions in the DNA, effectively determining the structure of chromatin. On the other hand, the SABT2 protein regulates gene expression necessary for the cell cycle, pluripotency, self-renewal of stem cells, cell proliferation, DNA replication, and cell division.
SATB2 and Cancer
Research reveals that the SATB2 protein plays a significant role in cancer's initiation, progression, and metastasis. While normal adult tissues display little to no presence of the SATB2 protein, cancer patients showed a high protein concentration in their tissues. In addition, SABT2 promotes tumors by facilitating the expression of various transcription factors like Sox2, Nanog, and Oct4. Dr. Rakesh also discovered that this protein has links to the regulation of stemness, epithelial-mesenchymal transition, immune suppression, and malignant transformation.
In the past, scientists successfully used SATB2 as a biomarker for cancer in conjunction with other factors in the body. Dr. Srivastava and his team firmly believe that targeted inhibition of this protein could go a long way in preventing and treating various cancers. Using nanotechnology, they could deliver a drug containing small molecules of SABT2 inhibitors to targeted tumor tissues and effectively reduce cancer growth. These SABT2 inhibitors could also improve the overall effects of chemotherapy and increase the patient’s radio-sensitivity. For now, Dr. Rakesh is working with several foreigners and patients from the US to test whether this theory is correct.
Dr. Rakesh Srivastava is a renowned scholar and scientist with over 30 years of experience in nutrition, cancer, obesity, immunology, diabetes, and therapeutics. He is currently the CEO and President of GLAX LLC, a biotechnology company dedicated to drug development, medical research, sales, and production. In addition to his scientific prowess, Dr. Srivastava specializes in investment, management, human resource, and finance. We do not doubt that his discoveries will bear fruits and take a considerable leap from the lab to the patient's bedsides.
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The Bullshit Industry That Is Women’s Clothing
We’re gonna have a little talk, friends.  We’re gonna have a talk about the state of women’s clothing and how much it sucks.
I’m talking off-the-rack clothing aimed at adult, working women.  Your Ann Taylors.  Your J.Crews.  Your Banana Fucking Republics. The Nordstroms of the world. You know, the companies that are trying to get us to buy their most recent monstrosity of polyblended horror and the subject of plenty of thinkpieces, this one included.  “Are millennials killing the clothing industry?”  Yes, because you deserve to die, but also now we’re naked so can we please strike a plea bargain?
Before any of you get your panties in a twist, I’m counting stay at home moms as working women, because domestic labor is work, childcare is work, and juggling logistics is work.  If you can outsource it and the person who is doing it would reasonably expect to get paid, it’s work -- so don’t tell me being a SAHM isn’t work just because nobody’s paying her to do the job of a nanny, line cook, housekeeper, administrative assistant, executive director, coach, motivational speaker, teacher, or community organizer.  And also, no SAHM should have to resort to the MLM hell that is LueLaRoe in order to clothe her body.  Put the valentine heart printed butter leggings down, Karen.
So, working women, clothing ourselves is hard.  It has gotten worse over the past two decades.  Let us break this shit down:
Declining quality.  Don’t gaslight women over 30 and tell us that the decline in quality is all in our heads and that our expectations have increased as we’ve gotten older and more critical or educated.  A lot of us still have our blazers from J.Crew that we bought in 2007 -- at least I do.  I saved them because they’re gorgeous and sentimental, and now I save them as a physical reminder that clothing currently available to me as a retail consumer has sharply decreased in quality.  
Fit issues.  Between the unreasonably sloppy, inconsistent sizing (sometimes between two of the exact same garments), bizarre proportions, limitations on size ranges, and a seemingly universal refusal to cut garments for women larger than a B cup, women’s clothing fits horribly.  The solution to this problem seems to be to sew everything in stretchy, cheap materials that are clingy, unflattering, and translucent, which translates to...
...Awful styles.  Since the solution to lazy fit is stretch, the industry makes a lot of clothing styles that are not suitable for most women’s daily lives because they’re too cheap to use decent fabric in making clothing to account for the fact that they’re too cheap to invest in fit and quality construction.  Oh, you can’t wear a cold-shoulder top and a pair of stretchy black leggings to your corporate job?  Too fucking bad, that’s what’s in stock right now.  If we call it “Athleisure,” it’s all good!  And if you look shitty in it, it’s because you’re not athletic enough to be wearing it.
It’s funny how when women abandoned the corset, it was liberating -- until style started demanding that women become their own corsets.  No lumps or bumps or bulges allowed, but unless you want to wear Spanx (read: a girdle), you better diet yourself down to a flawlessly smooth size 2 if you don’t want to look horrible in a simple tshirt.
Sure, good style is available to those who have enough social or economic capital to access it -- and by social capital, I am including people who are thin.
The state of plus-sized fashion has always been appalling, but as the country tumbles into greater income inequality, the concentration of jobs paying a living wage into traffic-jammed cities with a lack of reasonably affordable or accessibly housing, the masses are not going to be getting thinner.  The workday has been getting longer, either by extending hours or by making it very clear that people who leave before 6 are slackers, or by tethering us to email in the spirit of “leaning in.”  Sorry, when you spend 1-3 hours/day commuting to your soul-sucking job that doesn’t pay enough to afford help to outsource all of the shit you have to do on weekends in order to function as an adult, the “obesity epidemic” is not going to end.  How about we call a spade a spade: the “obesity epidemic” is a side-effect of the confluence of income inequality and late-stage capitalism.  “Calories in, calories out, it’s so simple!” say people who are able to prioritize and afford to be thin, and are rewarded in kind with clothing that at least isn’t punishingly ugly or uncomfortable.
Let’s talk about uncomfortable clothing: there’s a lot of it when you get out of the stretchy-spandex land masking the laziness of corporate clothing behemoths behind 2% spandex in an already forgiving knit.  Wovens, friends, let’s snark on wovens.  Wovens are the fabrics that are stiffer -- think jeans without spandex, chinos without spandex, button down shirts without spandex, your wool coat without spandex, etc.  
Believe it or not, young people, most of these items didn’t stretch 10-15 years ago, or if they did it was a tiny amount -- enough so that you could comfortably drive a car while still wearing a garment that was purposefully cut and constructed so that it would lay close to the body.  Instead of spandex, clothing was constructed with more ease -- more space, looser in areas where a normal human body needs space to move.  And nobody looked shitty, because the clothing was made so that the structure of the garment kept it from looking like a sack of potatoes; that structure comes from quality fit, construction, and materials.  
And of course, companies will retort that if they did anything the way they did 10-15 years ago, costs would skyrocket!  Materials are expensive and skilled labor isn’t cheap, especially if paid a living wage in a country with labor regulations to protect workers!  To which I say: bullshit.  Costs won’t skyrocket unless you expect customers to pad the pockets of your shareholders and executives to make up for increased production costs that narrow the profit margin.  Essentially, you want the same profit margin that was established and became the norm when you switched to shitty quality while raising prices.
The problem is really of your own doing, Mr. Mall Fashion Executive Dude; you trained your customers to expect good quality clothing for decades, rested on your laurels while increasing your profit margins by cutting production costs, got everyone on the corporate end used to booming profits based on this giant margin, and then got confused when shit went south.  You went for short-term profits, banking on the reputation of your brand to carry the company through a quality control nosedive.  And now we’re rubbing your face in it.
So here’s some advice to the corporate powers that be: 
Make some fucking decent clothing.
Make the entire line in a wide range of sizes, 00-24+ with no differentiation between “plus” and “misses.”  
Give women’s clothing the attention, quality, consistency, and detail of men’s items.
Stop putting random shit on your clothing.  I want a goddamn tshirt without a sequin, weird design, picture of a bird, a saying, etc.
Don’t “bring back a classic” and mark it up 200%.  Take a hint: we all still have that item from 2003, don’t think we won’t compare them and put the videos taking you down for both an outrageous markup and a comparatively mediocre product.  Looking at you, Lululemon’s “full on Luon” (i.e. regular luon from a few years prior with a new name and higher price).  Looking at you, J.Crew icon trench from 2003 (i.e. the old trench marked up higher than it was before but with a shittier fit and cheaper materials).  
If your wovens look like shit on the average American woman, that means you need to hire people who know how to design a decent garment, use better materials, and learn about ease, drape, and tailoring.  
If your pants don’t fit women with hourglass figures, the problem is your pants.
And finally:  Listen to the women screaming at you on Instagram every time you roll out a crappy collaboration.  What do they want?  Natural fibers, better fit, a size range that is inclusive and reflects the general public without arbitrary cutoffs, good design, cohesive collections, solid basics, durability, functional pockets that can hold a fucking iphone, classic lines, and comfort.  
If that is too much of an order, maybe get the fuck out of the industry that makes clothing for women, because there are actually companies that have demonstrated that it is possible to do it right:  MM LaFleur (pricey, but excellent), Boden, Land’s End, etc. are all examples of companies that manage not to completely screw the pooch on selling clothing to women.  Hell, I’ll even give you Eileen Fisher.  Give me some linen and a functional pocket, Ms. Fisher, I’ll gladly look like a sexless therapist who moonlights at an art gallery.
But seriously, fuck right off with this cold-shoulder, poly-blend, lazy bullshit.
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Skills Sets That Can Be Acquired from Robotics - Adroitzz
Robotics Skill Sets - Children are more likely to work together when they are able to accomplish what they wish or require. They are also less likely to be annoyed or behave in disruptive manners. Therefore, helping children in acquiring new skills can be an essential element of managing behaviour.
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Robotics is a subject which allows students to gain knowledge about the complexities of subjects like engineering and programming in a fun and enjoyable manner.
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Technology is an important source of development, and educators are still struggling to get students to pay attention to this area. Can we fix this problem by teaching robotics? The teaching of robots could be linked to the latest digital technologies, which should receive significant funding from both academia and industry over the next few years.
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Students who need a particular context may be able to participate directly in their education by learning robotics. Instead of just doing the task of reflecting in an abstract environment that requires them to find a solution through considering the possibilities without being able to modify or prove their theories the way they want to, they must try it in a practical setting. Robotics' integration allows to present in a concrete way issues like computing and programming.
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