#man imagine being zeke

[emrikae]

aot cast modern au jobs in my head:

eren: cybersecurity specialist. i feel like erens one of those kids that suck in subjects like lang-lit or fucking geography but have an impressive talent in anything techi. i think growing up eren was a competitive gamer and i imagine him being pretty rich in the sense where doctor daddy grisha and also big bro zeke are always spoiling his brat ass with the latest technology. he gets so good, he initially goes into uni wanting to become a game designer but after a brief fallout with his dad when he dropped out and eventually had his allowance cut (a period where i think eren dips into underground hacking and also modelling?) he falls upon the sexy salary in cybersecurity (and saw how thrilling- and damn easy !for him! - the job is) he changed course. i think eren eventually builds his own successful company and becomes one of those rich folks who say that school aint shit.

mikasa: president of a major sports team. mikasa takes over pretty young (like early 30s) after old uncle kenny was involved in some ‘reiss scandal’. initially mikasa was labelled ‘princess’ (derogatory) by dumb angry hooligans who thought a woman would curse their current standing, jokes on them cus that same season the club broke their 20 year curse by reaching the championships. i also think old pictures of gothkasa gets leaked on the internet but it only brought her more praise. but i actually dont think mikasa stays in this job for very long, shes always wanted a quiet simple form of income anyway so when her baby brother comes of right age and maturity she passes the baton to him and lays back as just a shareholder before shes even 40. i also believe mikasa in another universe wouldve loved to be an archivist.

armin: celebrity marine biologist/activist that went viral online during lockdown. he gets his own fanbase and is termed ‘biologist bae’ cus of his cute looks. a tv producer who fell into his corner pretty much fell in love with him after seeing armin deliver a spiel about endangered dugongs. invites him to a bunch of talk shows and the viewership goes so high (a large portion of it being teenage fangirls who want to ‘save the ocean’ too!) he manages to score his own show where he eventually meets his future wife.

annie: senior tv writer who got with armin after working with him on his show. she usually works on sporty reality shows and competitions even though shes a big time introvert. known for her sharp dont fuck with me work ethic, annie gags at how easily she fell into ‘biologist baes’ charm, hates how shes just like the 14 year old fangirls who try to sneak into their shoots. but anyways, annies the ace at her job been going hard for about 15 years but ultimately decides to retire early after having her second child and really liking how ‘biologist bae’ was making enough dough for the whole family.

sasha: influencer cus shes so pretty and fun. was a design major so all her vids have a ‘aesthetic’. now she prettily promotes lifestyle hacks for all the girlies. she also has a set of vids called “what my chef husband cooked for me today” . i think also further on she ends up being one of those moms who shoots vlogs and reviews with their kids.

jean: jeans a classy guy with artistic talents so i imagine him being a successful automotive designer for a luxurious car company. a mommas boy, he used his first fat pay-check to buy his mom a sleek ride thats a little too fast for someone her age. dudes insta page is what you’d expect from a posh car enthusiast with flashy posts of either him, his car, his mom or all 3.

connie: real estate party man. he really climbed his way up and becomes a man of many stories, friends with everyone and plenty of connections. the old hustle got him familiar with the best locations in the city, and now with his excellent salesmanship dude manages to sell at least 3 huge properties a week. i also feel like connies one of those dudes to finally settle down in his 40s -50s (with someone half his age).

historia: i believe queenbee was made for wedding planning. she has her own company before her first job ever but damn is she good at it. being brought up filthy rich, historia is familiar with the highest quality of things, knows whats on the market that only the small percentage of rich people know and will get clients their dream wedding to a t. moreover, she also loves to play cupid (canon!) and is always up to planning her friends weddings (and baby showers, and birthdays parties, and…)

ymir: i imagine ymir being on the board of directors for a bunch of ngos. she had a tough upbringing, was probably moved around from one home to another and could see how hard life is for anyone working at minimum wage. she grew up to be a little spitfire in school, hadnt taken it seriously until she reached senior year and bonded with a school staff named Ms Ymir Fritz. With the wisdom and kindness she learnt from her old teacher, ymir wanted to pay it forward and decided to make a living helping those in need.

reiner: idk why, but i feel like reiners a softie at heart and i imagine him having a nice cozy candy shop. probably fighting old childhood demons and the parental neglect he faced, his cute little shop comes as part of his healing journey to compensate what he missed out on in his youth. its sweet (but a little heartbreaking) that reiners favourite part about his job is getting to witness and be a part of the joy that emerges between families when they enter his shop.

bertholdt: a nurse just cus i think bertholdt would know how to be gentle with the patients. hes got a soft way of speaking that makes vulnerable people feel safe and comfortable. hes also wildly knowledgeable in flexibility and keeping your muscles in good shape that he conducts morning stretches and sometimes yoga in one of their recreational halls.

[clare-875]

Until The End (Levi x Reader)- Chapter 30

[Tea or Wine]

_____ A/N: Posted on Wattpad (@CLARE_875) but also decided to post here :)

Summary: "You can push me away, but I will still fight by you, and I will still follow you… until the end."

The ever-so-stoic Levi Ackerman has only ever known the terrors that living in a cruel world could bring. This all changed one fateful day when he encountered [y/n]; a girl renowned for her looks and abnormal speed. As they escape the confines of the Underground together, they soon discover that freedom doesn't come easy in a world full of Titans. As they rise through the ranks, [y/n] becomes known as "Humanity's Angel", a beacon of hope to humanity as she melts the walls Levi had built around his heart. However, she has her secrets too, and a dark past that might just threaten to pull them apart.

The storyline and characters of Attack on Titan do NOT belong to me, but all to Hajime Isayama; however, I do own this story, and all that occurs disparate to that storyline.

[Series Masterlist] [Chapter Twenty-Nine] <--> [Chapter Thirty-One] _____

Warnings: Descriptions of Blood, Death, Injury, Canonical Violence

When you arrived back to Paradis, the crowds welcomed you in shouts of praise and cheer, news spreading of our seemingly victorious raid on Marley. Your squad along with Hange had stayed in town, and Eren was sent straight to a cell. However, you, Levi and a group of Scouts left the same afternoon you came home. You had all ridden on horseback to the Forest of Giant Trees, taking Zeke Jaeger with you. Levi had joked that we had a world-class hotel waiting for the Beast Titan. You sigh grimly at the thought now as you look up to the massive trees above you, it had been years since you returned, and the memories of the last time you were here were anything but fond. You watch as Levi dismounts his horse and the other Scouts get ready for camp. 

They unload their belongings and you tie your horse beside Levi's joining him as he goes to Zeke who sits on a crate, supervised by two Scouts. He looks up as the two of you approach, an unreadable expression on his face. "I just need to stay here, don't I?" He asks as you frown at him alongside Levi. The man next to you speaks, a dark expression on his face, "Try anything funny, you're dead hairball." Zeke freezes at the intent and lets out a deep sigh. "So, you're going to watch him kill me then [y/n]?" He asks as his eyes turn to your unflinching face. "I told you," you say as you reply emotionlessly. "If it comes down to it, I will watch as you die." Zeke has a grim but unsurprised expression on his face. "Then I stand by my words from that day." He says lowly, and you remember, he had told you he would try to kill Levi in return. "And I stand by mine," you say, before turning and walking away, he would die before he even touches Levi. 

The sun is already low on the horizon as the Scouts around you scurry to put up their tents, one coming and telling you that yours and Levi's were complete as you nod thankfully. You help them gather wood and start a fire for the cold night, as those around you blush and stutter in their own thanks, before being cut off by Levi's glare. You help the Scouts with their work, all the while as thoughts are running through your head. Even upon your return, there had been conflict on whether to trust Eren or not. You know some are strongly devoted to Eren's ideals whatever they may be, and you feared an imminent internal conflict. Historia was also now pregnant, and you knew this caused outrage among higher-ranking officers, thinking she was postponing turning into a Titan and consuming the Beast Titan. There was so much uncertainty, and those you used to trust, you no longer could. On top of all that, Sasha had been killed in the most maddening way imaginable; not by a Titan, or by battle against some expert soldier... but in an instant... by a kid. 

You don't realise you have been staring into the fire, gripping your hands tightly causing some blood to almost spill under the weight of your nails until you feel a warm hand encase your own. Levi gently pries your hands away from the other and you feel him sitting next to you in front of the fire, looking at you in concern. "Oi, don't do that with your hands," he frowns as he takes one in his own. Your thoughts are instantly quietened by the man that you love and you lean against his shoulder tiredly. There is a silence as the moon starts to rise in the darkening sky. You look to see Zeke reading a book and there is a sudden absence of Scouts around you. "Where is everyone?" You ask softly looking up to Levi who nods his head to a little distance away. You look to see that the Scouts had bundled around some crates in the distance, faces flushed as they held up cups, strangely in a happy mood. "Is that...?" You start to question watching as they pour a red liquid from bottles, fighting each other over it. 

"Wine," Levi replies sighing. "They nicked some that was imported from Marley, convinced me to let them have it... I'm not so sure that's a good idea now though," he says darkly. You find yourself silently agreeing as you watch the drunken faces of the Scouts a small distance away. You play with Levi's hand in your grasp as he turns to you, a fond expression now on his face as you find each other quite alone except for Zeke who still keeps reading whatever book it is that's in his hand. You smile at his soft gaze and he brings forward a Flask to you. You raise your eyebrow as Levi replies seeing your questioning gaze. "Don't get too excited, you can't have wine, you're a lightweight," he says smirking slightly at your pout. "But we can have tea." He hands a cup to you as he pours you some before pouring himself some as well. You smile at the gesture and lean against him once more, the two of you in front of the fire, sipping your drinks in the warm presence of the other, serene silence around you. 

..... 

[One Month Later]

Another evening is upon you when two Scouts arrive from within town. They approach you and Levi, high up on a branch of a tree with information on what's happening. You can't deny the initial shock at the proclamation made as you speak out, completely blindsided. "Zachary was killed?" You say breathlessly, as the Scout in front of you and Levi nods. The leader of the three regiments... how?  "Yes. The Jaegerists effectively control everything in the walls. We think it's all part of some plan Zeke put together using Yelena and Eren." The Jaegerists, devout followers and supporters of Eren... "And?" Levi prompts the Scout to keep speaking as he continues grimly. "Soon, the Jaegerists may bring Eren to see Zeke like they've been demanding." There is a brief silence as you speak up from next to Levi with a hard gaze. "And Pyxis? Is he letting this happen?" 

Another Scout speaks up. "As you know, the Commander can be quite stubborn." Levi's eyes spark dangerously, as he speaks in realisation. "He's gonna make sure Eren gets eaten... by our own hands." The other Scouts nod silently in confirmation to Levi's words as you watch his face contort to one of outrage. You know why. Levi looks to the two Scouts in front of him, disbelief clouding his mind, and irritation striking the back of his head sharply. He had saved Eren over and over, and every time, more of his comrades had died. All because he believed he was the hope of humanity. You watch as Levi grasps his raven hair tightly, as his dark thoughts swirl in his head. ‘This is where my beliefs got me. It's like some awful joke. What the hell was the hope that we saw? All that struggle for a farce like this’. You can do nothing but look down on your own defeat. You had all lost so much to save and allow Eren to survive all this time, for him to be fed to another anyway... 

"Such bullshit. It's not even funny." Levi's voice is lower than you have ever heard, more tinted with rage than ever before. "There's another shithead we should have eaten." The Scouts in front of you look confused as they turn to the tormented look on the Captain's face. "What do you mean," they ask eyes darting between the two of you. "We'll give the Beast to someone else," Levi says as he removes his hand from where it had been gripping tightly to his hair. "We'll make one of the Jaegerists into a Titan and have them eat Zeke... I can't tell if he's manipulating Eren, but their party's over if they lose Zeke. Go tell that to Pyxis, got it?" The Scouts in front of you stutter in complete surprise. "Y-You're serious, Captain?" They ask as they look to Levi who stares back with grave intent within his sharp eyes. "The old man will come around once I chop Zeke's limbs off," he replies. He then takes off on his ODM gear to the floor and slowly approaches Zeke. 

You let out a deep sigh and turn to the two Scouts still in front of you, dismissing them as they nod and retreat to the floor back to their horses. You sit on the branch of the tree looking down at the sight of Levi having a quiet exchange with the man you know he despises. 

"Enjoying your book?" 

"I am, for one who's read it seven times." 

"You've been eavesdropping more than reading." 

"Can you blame me when I've read it this much? By the way, Is there any wine left?" 

"Not a single drop left. We've been here a month." 

"Good grief. You sure know how to torture someone." 

"Just read your book." 

"Roger that." 

You suppress the roll of your eyes at such a seemingly bland conversation, wondering if the two ever exchanged words that surpassed that of benign small talk. You lean your head against the trunk of the tree, looking past the forest and watching the way the sun begins to slowly fall once more beneath the ground. You then look up and around you. You have thirty fully armed soldiers waiting in the forest among the trees, some resting in hammocks, some training wildly, some simply sitting and waiting. You know that no matter what Pyxis says, Levi will chop up Zeke and disregard the initial plan to feed him to Historia. We have Thunder Spears and ODM gear that works brilliantly with the help of the giant trees. If Zeke were to escape it would have to be by some sort of miracle. We know now for certain that Zeke was indeed our enemy, working with Eren on a plan you could not decipher, Levi wouldn't show mercy. He would finally be able to fulfil the promise he made to Erwin four years ago, finally be able to put worth in his and his comrade's deaths. You lose yourself in your thoughts... until you're brought back to reality.

Suddenly, there is a deathly silence in the air. 

Suddenly, your thoughts are no longer optimistic. 

Suddenly, the roaring voice of a man comes from below you. 

You look down, only for Levi to freeze as he looks to Zeke's form that's running... away? 

Then, glowing lights blind your vision. 

Clouds of dirt and dust reach the air as you watch your comrades fall from the trees around you, only they are no longer human but... Titans. Your heart thrums against your chest as you quickly stand to your feet, stabilising yourself before using your ODM gear to dodge the prying hand of a Titan that reaches towards you. You fly through the air looking desperately for Levi but you have to dodge once more as a Titan reaches out to you. Your eyes are grim, your lungs constricting under your confusion. ‘What... What's happening’ And then, you remember. You remember how the Scouts had drunk the Marleyan wine throughout the past month, you and Levi allowing them to. ‘Did they have Zeke's spinal fluid in them?’  You remember frantically the words Zeke had spoken to you all during the month of your stay; how he can use his spinal fluid to turn humans into Titans and control them... an advantage of being a Titan with royal blood. But he must have lied when he said that you freeze when you consume it... all to distract you from the fact that you watched in front of your very eyes as your Scouts did. 

"[Y/N]!!"

The yell of Levi's voice finally makes its way through the air as you search frantically for him. "LEVI!!" You call out, hoping he's okay, needing to get to Zeke, not wanting to kill your comrades no matter if they were lost to you as Titans. Then, you finally see him in a flash of raven hair. Levi was dodging Titans at a high speed as he tried to escape one's clutches. The Titans had started to climb the trees, their movements fast and controlled, likely Zeke's doing once again. You continue as well, only seeing a quick flicker of relief in your partner's eyes as he sees you still alive. You turn through the air, not knowing what to do. Every face of a Titan holds remnants of the Scouts you had trained and grown to care for. ‘Were they still there?’  You wonder, looking at their Titan forms.

But you know they aren't. 

You watch as a Titan goes to grab Levi as you fly through the air. He had lost so much; you wouldn't allow him to kill his comrades... You let out a yell before turning, and in one second, four Titans, including the one that had been pursuing Levi fell to the ground, steaming and dead. Levi looks up to you complete dread and torment on his face, no doubt blaming himself once again for the predicament. You use a brief lack of pursuing Titans to go to him quickly, grabbing his shoulder and shaking him out of it. "Levi!!" You yell out as he meets your gaze. "You go!! Get Zeke!! I'll hold them off!!" Levi starts to slowly shake his head, the same look of anguish on his face. "No!! I'm not leaving you here!" You turn quickly, slicing through another Titan that has caught up to the both of you.

"We don't have any time," you say softly, "please Levi..." 

He looks to you, seemingly having shaken out of it as he readies his ODM gear reluctantly turning away with a grim expression on his face. "Don't die." With his words, he's gone and you are left with dozens of Titans around you, but you'd have to work fast to keep the majority from pursuing Levi, and so you fight. You slice through so many Titans you are barely even able to recognise their nape from their face. You speed through the air like you are the wind, guilt and grief filling you along with rage. Hot blood falls from the sky at your rampage, it falls onto your face and seeps into the swords that you use. The hands that reach out to you fall limply in a matter of seconds, and the Titan's wild smiles turn lifeless at your pursuit, all the while you try to separate the image of your smiling comrades from them. It's only about a minute, but it feels like a lifetime by the time you reach the ground once more. 

Steam rises in the air almost clouding your vision at the sheer number of Titans that wither with the falling sun. You pant heavily groaning as you sit down amid the destruction. You look to the darkening sky and trying to stop the tears that seem to flow down your face. 

..... 

When Levi finds you once more, he has Zeke's withered form in his grasp, and you have attached [h/n] and Levi's horse to a cart with a few supplies. He drops Zeke carelessly onto the cart before rushing to your side and you embrace him, hiding your face into his chest, glad he was okay. He pulls you into a soft, warm kiss, his relief filling him and your hearts thrumming before he pulls away. He looks behind you to where the Titans you killed fade in the dying sun. The both of you have grim faces as you mount your horse, Levi mounting his. Neither of you has the heart to offer comfort beyond the other's presence as you ride silently away from the giant trees. 

..... 

The following day arrives but the sun is not visible in the overcast day. Heavy rain pours onto you and Levi as your faces hide under the little shelter your capes provide. Zeke had regained consciousness but still cried out periodically in pain, barely noticeable over the continuous blow of the wind. A thunder spear impaled his lower abdomen, a wire around his neck attached to the Thunder Spear Fuse. Wounds littered his form and his burns slowly healed, remnants of Levi's torturous methods on the man. Sick and blood littered on the cart slowly washed away. You felt no sympathy for Zeke's form nor his blatant agony. Not after toying with the lives of your subordinates so amusedly; not after forcing you and Levi to witness and cause further losses once again.  There is silence beyond the horrid weather as you and Levi move forward atop your horses barely minding the man on the cart behind you, not until his muttering reaches the air.

"Our sole salvation... is Eldia's euthanization." 

You freeze as his words reach the air, heart thrumming to life after the many hours spent on the road. Euthanization? Your confusion mingled with your suddenly sharp senses as Levi spoke out dully from next to you. "You say something? Euthanization?" Levi barely turns to look at the man who had been muttering and crying deliriously for the past day. "You're about to find yourself in a Titan's mouth, listening to what it sounds like to be digested." Levi suddenly pulls the reins of his horse forcing him to a stop, and you do the same, gently pulling on [h/n] and mimicking his motion. You turn slightly to see the dark expression hidden under Levi's soaked cape, he then gets off his horse and jumps swiftly onto the cart where the man he despised lies, glaring down to him. "Compared to how you stole the lives of our comrades, it sounds like a pleasant way to die." 

You watch from atop [h/n] as steam rises from Zeke's still-open wounds and his barely visible eyes struggle to remain open. "I didn't steal... I saved lives." The blond-haired man replied slowly and sluggishly. "The lives of the children they would bear... from this cruel world."  Levi's expression doesn't change, if at all it becomes more deadly, as he listens but hardly minds the man's words. He unsheathes his sword as he speaks sharply. "Looks like your legs are growing back." But Zeke's eyes suddenly open widely a look of grim fear and untamed emotion upon his face as he barely listens nor looks to Levi. Your heart suddenly drops in dread as the man shouts out helplessly into the air. "Isn't that right... Mr. Ksaver?! I hope you're watching!" Your heart beats uncontrollably as you witness with wide eyes as Zeke suddenly moves wildly and desperately atop the cart. 

One moment passes. 

Your eyes watch as his movements release the trigger of the Thunder Spear impaled within him. You watch as Levi's suddenly fearful and wide gaze darts from the man to you. You go to move towards Levi, hoping your speed would allow just one miracle... just allow you to save him... the life of the man you love... please... But as you flash forward you feel the usual comforting arms of the man you married harshly and powerfully push you away. 

There is a deafening blast. 

Fire consumes your vision as you lose sight of Levi who is engulfed in the flame. The shock hits you harshly and you feel yourself pound against the ground when you make an impact. 

Your vision goes black. 

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[Chapter Twenty-Nine] <--> [Chapter Thirty-One]

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[aaakikoo]

who i think fits best w aot character except im brutally honest and lowk idc

an -> this is low effort asf but honestly i just wanna yap. some ppl might disagree or be pissed but that’s okay.

another an -> spoilers, probs some typos.

another another an -> this is just my opinions for now, they might change into the future idk.

including: eren, floch, zeke, erwin, hange, ymir, bertholdt, historia, reiner, hitch, mikasa, sasha, niccolo, levi, connie, jean, annie, armin.

eren jeager:

mikasa and mikasa only. i mean to start off he canonically had feelings for her so that’s a plus. in addition to the fact that he saved her which is yk good and regardless if he liked her or not.

them spending their childhood together with erens parents, growing up together, sticking next to each other.

even during the marley arc she still wanted him to come home. him telling her he hated her is kinda his way of trying to make her let go of him, so she wouldn’t be hurt when he leaves.

not to mention him crying like an idiot when armins threatens him with words.

eren giving her the gift of the alternate universe in the paths for 4 years as a “gift”.

besides all of these facts, him always keeping his promise to wrap her scarf around mikasa.

now to look away from the plot, they aesthetically fit each other so well. giving girlboss x househusband in my opinion.

or even a power couple both of them serving.

yeah, eren with ONLY mikasa i wouldn’t back down no matter what.

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bertholdt hoover:

now…. don’t hate me……annie.

now if you had watched attack on titan junior high, you would know they had a little thing.

now if we stick to the main AU. similar to eren and mikasa, they grew out together on the same side, going to war together and facing consequences together.

now obviously in the main AU, annie wasn’t interested in him like he was. but the point i’m trying to make is that i cannot imagine anyone else with bertholdt other than annie, not that i cannot imagine with annie with anyone other than bertholdt, (read the title).

for me, if they were together they’d give off sunshine x grumpy vibes.

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reiner braun:

no one 😭😭.

don’t even try to say historia maybe because hell naw. but i legit cannot see him with anyone from the AOT universe, he’s too much of a self confident man for anyone to approach him, even if he isn’t in reality.

for me reiner is like the friend everyone has, and everyone relies on, but seems like he doesn’t need anyone himself, like similar to his character in attack on titan, he does what he thinks is best and looks out for other people, may seem like he’s chilling by himself, but kinda isn’t. so none does anything about it.

(feel free to give suggestions here though lol)

(not if it’s historia)

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hitch dreyse:

now there are two people here, one of them being marlow. like i COULD see them for together, yk?

both spending title together training and being in the military police etc.

she was even his last thought 😭😭😭. if i had to guess id probably say he would be most likely the one to like her rather than the opposite, but i could still kinda see them together.

secondly annie, now similar to bertholdt, i don’t see as annie being the one for hitch but kinda the opposite, like from hitchs POV i kinda could (again read the title if ur confused)

they had quite some screen time and lore and what not 💀. so why not.

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ymir:

historia only. i don’t think we need to discuss this, only historia. canon that she liked her and even changed her, she also wanted historia to change, protected her and also gave her the best advice she could’ve ever given her.

not to mention the absolutely gut wrenching letter she gave her 💔💔💔💔💔.

don’t think we need to discuss this, very obvious that ymir liked historia.

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erwin smith:

again, no one 😭😭😭.

so if anyone likes erwin here’s your chance.

lowkey similar to reiner i don’t think he’d appear like he needs anyone, yk erwin is a strong independent, influential person who holds a lot of power.

he could easily appear unapproachable. but at the same time i feel like unlike reiner, he doesn’t actually need anyone hed just prefer to have, in a sense that it would be nice, but he doesn’t need.

(no levi x erwin around here, i dislike it heavily)

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hange zoe:

now another two ships right here.

one of them being moblit, so basically what i think is going on here is some sort of office love. throughout the show when moblit was alive he always cared for hange, helping her around her office, reminding her of stuff, pulling her away from the two titans she had captured in season 1 etc.

he stood up for her infront of the military police men and even died protecting her, causing hange to lose on of her eyes.

i’d like to believe that hange had some sort of appreciation and love towards moblit ofc, she talked about it to mikasa that over the years she had lost so many people when they were debating between armin and erwin.

again, moblit and hange is one of the good ships in my opinion it’s just not one of my favourite, in my opinion it makes sense and i could see it but that’s about it.

secondly, levi. now here it gets kinda interesting.

since the beginning of season 1 levi and hange were constantly at it, levi mocking and teasing her etc, ofc hange responding excitedly, again this is because of their interesting character and not much special.

however these two spent so much time together, trained together, and trained over; been through so much.

don’t even get me started when hange took care of levi when he was deeply injured in season 4, then losing eyes as well, they lost the eye the other person had?? (idk how to formulate it u get what i mean)

not to mention the fact that when hange suggested they spend their lives in the forest, levi didn’t deny the idea.

their relation makes me cry, levi and hange is def one of the good ships in my opinion!

(a little side note; this might sound super weird, but throughout the hange x levi rant, i was mostly imagining season 4 hange, season 1-2 at least hange and levi don’t give off couple vibes. b it after that it kinda does, i hope some people can understand what i mean)

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floch foster:

nobody, i’m not a big fan of his character, and i cannot see him with anyone.

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historia reiss:

ymir in my opinion.

now it’s not AS canon as ymir but i’d like to think that both ymir and historia changed each others ideologies and ways of living.

as in they both impacted each other.

historia was definitely mostly effected by ymir, the letter as i’ve mentioned, and her crying her add out reading it.

now we know historia is married with a child, ofc she loves the child so i’m not gonna bring her daughter into it.

but in my opinion she didn’t look particularly happy about marrying the farmer.

i’d like to think ymir and historia make sense, def one of my favourites.

queen x guard vibes lol

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zeke jaeger:

i love zeke, his character, his backstory and his entire overall character, but i cannot imagine him with anyone.

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mikasa ackerman:

now obviously eren, i’ll stand by eremika till the day i die, it’s all common sense that she loves eren to the point she took that crusty scarf with her to the grave. it’s no surprise, she loved him, he loves her, period.

but at the same time i could also see her with jean, not that i like the ship or anything, but i could see it, as in can imagine it.

it would sure be super unhealthy at the start, but i feel like they will grow to accept and love each other.

mikasa will definitely try to put her feelings for eren aside, which yet again, is very unfair to jean because he doesn’t deserve someone who treats him like a second option, but, he kinda already knows he is if im being honest.

i wouldn’t say their relationship/ marriage would be toxic or anything but it would be filled with sorrow, sadness, and overwhelming emotions and pain sometimes.

but to sum it up, i could see them together.

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sasha braus:

as much as people love to ship her with niccolo which isn’t a bad ship in my opinion, i cannot see her with anyone 😭😭😭😭. idk why i rlly tried to, i can def see niccolo with her but not her with him, idk if that makes any sense i hope some people get what i mean.

i feel like she has a platonic friendship with most guys idk.!! as i said im not against niccolo and sasha i just don’t have it on my fav list…..

and i’m not saying this because i think she is unlovable.

i’m saying this because i don’t think she really prioritises stuff like that, i feel like her mentality would be, if it comes then it comes (i guess), but she wouldn’t really go out of her way if that makes sense.

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niccolo:

sasha.

he likes her 😭. very canon.

and also helped him find meaning with life and his food.

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levi ackerman:

mostly no one, because i feel like he would want to improve himself and focus on himself without caring for anyone’s because he still feels like they will leave him if he cares abojt them.

but i can also see him with hange :). i’m not repeating what i wrote basically the same as the hange x levi part.

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connie springer:

he’s the same as sasha, if it comes it comes and he wouldn’t go out of his way.

none of them are unlovable they just don’t bother and are lazy.

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jean kirschtein:

either no one. because he feels like before he can get someone he needs to improve mentally and physically and emotionally. he sometimes feels like he isn’t enough.

or mikasa. and again same as i wrote on the mikasa x jean part.

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annie leonhardt:

kinda bertholdt, same as the bertholdt part.

not rlly with hitch i don’t think she liked hitch like that.

armin most likely. i mean it’s canon soooo….

they didn’t get a lot of screen time since she was crystallised for like 4 seasons but when they did it showed alot of emotion and feelings that armin was constantly visiting and talking to her.

and that she really wants him too. i kinda like armin x annie, but isn’t on my fav list lol….

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armin arlert:

mostly annie, kinda also hard to imagine him with someone. (no mikasa x armin they’re platonic and best friends)

and (no eren x armin, they’re best friends)

but yeah mostly annie, as i said kinda hard because i feel he’s one of those who doesn’t actively seek relationships he’d rather let things unfold by themselves and if it’s his fate than so be it, kinda like sasha and connie but i feel like he would actually want a partner from time to time.

so yeah annie.

[pinktsukki]

i have yeager brainrot *⁠.⁠✧

can't stop thinking about the brothers having a normal family with a (not really) wholesome life in a modern au! thingie so headcanons !

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★ I don't think Dina should be 💀 (too sad can't have that) Grisha divorced her cause it didn't work and later met Carla and they fell in love <3

★ I just want Carla to adopt Zeke and be the mom he deserves!!!

★ Grisha and Carla would often be busy working so Tom Ksaver a really nice neighbor would offer to babysit Zeke, playing baseball with him and all that.

★Then Carla gets pregnant with Eren! just imagine the excitement in Zeke finding out he would have a brother, he would say something like "i'll teach him how to play baseball and I'll take care of him!!" baby 😭

★ I don't think Grisha would be the best of a father though (here comes the angst) ofc it wouldn't be THAT bad as it is in the canon but daddy issues give the yeager's character so I can't that away from them (at least i gave them a mom)

★ Since Eren was now born Grisha was the only one Working and having to bring more money to home so he was away a lot for the most part of his kids childhood and things started to get rocky as soon as Zeke was a teen

★ And maaaaybe it was because Grisha paid more attention to Eren in some ways since he was little.

★ I just imagine Grisha as one of those parents that are there but not emotionally involved with their kid, pays for stuff, although forgets about birthdays and special events (self indulgence moment) It's not that he doesn't love his kids but it feels like it sometimes.

★ Zeke's relationship with Carla wouldn't be bad but he would think that she loves more Eren since he's her biological son, although Carla would make everything what's on her hand to not make Zeke feel like that, she doesn't feel that way towards him either.

★ The brothers grew up close but as Zeke started to get older he distanced a little from his family, and poor baby (now a kid) Eren would knock on Zeke's door just wanting to play with his big bro while he's just in bed being an annoyed teenager tossing a ball towards the ceiling and then catching it with one hand.

★ He grew up playing baseball in a local team then dropped it as a teen.

★ He probably started smoking around this age too (16 or so) to fit more into the rebellious teenager persona.

★ However he wouldn't give that much of hard time, he would do great in school and would try to avoid conflict, inside of him he would just want to make his dad proud just to hear a "good job" from him, even a hug.

★ On the other side i think the real trouble would be Eren.

★ Coming back to Grisha not being the best dad, things would repeat and as Eren grew up he would get less involved with his kid.

★ But Eren wouldn't be like his brother at all, he would fight back, get into arguments with his family regularly, skip classes, fail them even, the overall rebellious teen thingy, i don't think it would be soooo bad, just his parents trying to explain that he is doing things wrong but him not listening and making a scene and complaining about them not letting him be free!!!.

★ Grisha and Carla would give up at some point letting Eren do his thing, that would usually be playing games ,spend time with with friends and smoke 🍃

★ Once in a while he would feel bad about his behavior mostly because of his mom, he knows his father being an asshole sometimes is not her fault, and he would go silently to apologize to her and be a mama's boy.

★ Carla would hug him and tell him that it's fine and that they love him nonetheless.

★ With his conscience clear he would roll one up because he is convinced that he deserves it (this man??)

★ Armin and Mikasa being his childhood friends would try to keep him with his feet on the earth when they feel he's getting too lost.

★ Armin and Zeke would get along really great and the younger would see him as a fraternal figure too.

★ I imagine the relationship between Eren and Zeke like a totally realistic and healthy brother brother relationship, they can't stand each other but are best mates and love each other (i don't really know i don't have siblings)

★ Eren coming home from School just to tell Zeke to play some videogame have an amazing time then not talk for a week.

★ I also think they would smoke 🍃 together sometimes. Eren would be smoking in his room with towel at the bottom of the door, then he almost throws the joint out the window as he hears a knock on the door (he is not allowed to smoke inside ofc) but just as he hears Zeke's "it's just me" he relaxes and let's him in.

★ Zeke would ask for some puffs or something and they would end up on Eren's bed looking at the ceiling and getting sensitive and philosophical talking about ife, the only time they would actually show affection towards each other.

★ If Zeke asks for some puffs once in a while, Eren asks him for cigarettes constantly, and just to mix the 🍃 with.

★ Zeke is definitely more caring towards Eren overall (big bro thingies i guess)

★ They will totally team up against their dad A LOT and have each other's back. Grisha would be scolding Eren for something and Zeke would nonchalantly get into the argument to defend Eren just to piss his dad, and Eren would just be like "look! It's not my fault even Zeke says so!!!" and then Carla would scold all of them and it would actually work.

★ As they became adults they both started to look much more like grisha, especially Eren.

★ At first sight they don't really look like each other, but it's just because Zeke's beard, if he shaved it would actually be much more obvious that they are related.

★ Eren likes to annoy Zeke saying that maybe he would be the pretty sibling if he shaves.

★ Zeke would start working as a bartender or something like that to try and help bringing money at home but probably would try to achieve something bigger like resuming baseball to be a coach or something like that.

★ And i picture Eren taking whatever job his brother previously left or ending up as a dealer (it's funny to me okay?)

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Sorry if this is kinda a mess! I'm not used to writing and putting my thoughts together like this and i feel like i can go on and on and on and forever about this so that's all <3

[richonnesbitch]

I really need them to go back on set and do a scene of Rick finding out Ezekiel kissed Michonne 😭

It being such a non factor to her I can imagine Michonne not saying anything -not because she is hiding it but truly she just aint thinking about it (also Rick is like always on her, she wouldnt even habe time to be thinking about any other man ok lol)- and Ezekiel being the one telling Rick. Like I can imagine him going to Rick to “address the elephant in the room“ and being all apologetic and really emphasizing that it wasnt that type of moment and obviously there was never anything going on bla bla bla And Rick just being there, confused af like, wtf are you talking about??? And Ezekiel being like, well when I kissed Michonne, I didnt mean to and I dont want it to be weird between us bla bla bla but still I just wanted to apologize to you for that bla bla bla And I just imagine Michonne being in the background somewhere and just seeing Rick do the head tilt at Ezekiel and she would just *know* She would have to run at full speed to come save Ezekiel before her husband completeley snaps 😂 I hope Judith and RJ enjoyed all their time with Uncle Zeke until now cause they wont be seeing him anymore 😂

There's just something so funny to me about Michonne forgetting her kiss with Ezekiel immediately after it happened. She has one man on her mind and one man only lmao

[nyny-berry71]

You plus me is not equal us:

Yan/Zeke Jeager x reader

2-

A young woman was standing still in front of the mass grave Eledyan people were granted when dying.

Among the bodies of countless victims of war, sickness or old age rested her parents.

Both of them had not survive the epidemic which had spread through their camp.

"Dad, mom… why did you have to go ?"

She was so young and vulnerable in such a dangerous environment.

And it is when everything went wrong.

Like in a dangerously steep slope.

She had just buried a part of herself with her parents that a stranger had took advantage of her vulnerability to track her down.

At the beginning, it was only an impression of being constantly followed.

Like if he was living in her shadow.

Next, she was pretty much sure she saw the same little children running around her neighbourhood.

As if they were sent out by the mysterious man.

Then came the most disturbing and terrifying new habits of the stranger.

Watching her through the window and letting small notes on her doorstep.

Out of nowhere she could feel his gaze on her naked body when she was about to enter the bath.

But it never lasted for too long.

"It must be my imagination !"

She would always try to reassure herself as to not fall into a real madness.

And one day, in 842, it stopped.

There was no longer this constant pressure of being watched in the cocoon of her house nor outside elsewhere.

She was so relieved, she could turn 18 in peace with herself.

—

Yet, there she was three years later with the exact same fate.

She could never escape him, after all, it's not as if she had the opportunity to escape, she was partitioned to the wall of this cursed camp.

The painful memory of this period of her life pushed her to flee, at least flee this house for an evening.

Clinging to the furniture by her side, she pulled herself up onto her two legs and headed for the entrance cabinet with a grunt of pain.

As she had done to offer the sweets to the little boy earlier, she blindly searched for her exit authorization in the pile of papers arranged.

Once she got her hands on it, she recovered her house keys and made sure she had her real armband on her arm.

The next moment, she was on the almost empty streets of the neighbourhood making her way out this cursed place.

The main street was however still teeming with the evening hubbub and children were screaming an innocent joy.

This simple sight made a slight smile appeared on her lips.

She pursued her way to the gates and met, as always, the guards who used to get an eyeful of her and wandering hands on her intimacy.

"Stop right there!"

She immediately stopped at their summons, as to not get into more trouble.

"I have an authorisation. You can check it."

She waved at him the folded paper.

"You are not the one telling me what to do, dirty demon."

In order to impress his colleague, who seemed new in the field, the older man stood up and dangerously stepped forward her way.

In a rapid manner, he snatched the paper from her still trembling fingers. But he didn't seem to be interested in her paper at all.

"Let’s me see what we have today."

The lust in his voice and the envious look he gave her were so disgusting she wanted to run away right now.

Her only wish was to be quickly freed from this situation.

And as he was about to lay his dirty hands on her body, the young boy behind him cleared his throat.

"Huh… Boss I do think she is the woman with the special pass."

"What are you talking about, this prostitute has a beige armband! I can do whatever I want to her."

She could see over the guard’s shoulder the young man sighing in disbelief.

But what were they talking about, what was all this about a special pass?

"Hand me your papers madam."

"You are too nice with her, haven’t you paid attention on how to do it all day?"

The younger gave him nothing but a silent reply. She too, handed him what he had asked for in a certain quietness.

After a quick check he gave her back her belongings.

"That’s it, you can go out."

"Thank you…"

As she passed him to continue on her way, he held her by her arm.

"Next time, wear the red one."

He pronounced this sentence in a low voice, so low that she had trouble grasping the meaning.

She kept her head low as to not betray her fragile state and continued her way.

Part 3 here

[koulakoukoula2003]

New Cover for my Levi x OC x Erwin (x Zeke)

“Did she have an affair? With Zeke Yeager?” Erwin asked and the silence that followed was all the answer he needed. Still, he insisted. “If she did, then I won’t let her spend a second in the same room with that man,”

Levi’s glare dropped and instead, he looked surprised at the Commander. Nathalie moved away from Erwin as well and she scoffed.

“What the hell’s wrong with you two! I’m not going to fuck him! I’m going to convince him to side with us! Isn’t that what you want?!” Nathalie tried to reason but Erwin took a few steps closer to her. His blue eyes, slightly darkened in jealousy as he gave her the look of a predator. She took a few steps back on instinct.

“Under no circumstances will you talk to that man," it was almost frightening how calmly Erwin spoke. "Do I make myself clear, Lieutenant?”

Erwin took another step closer and another, and she took another step back.

She flinched when her back met Levi’s chest.

Erwin had no idea what had overtaken him. He couldn’t imagine Nathalie being touched by anybody else but himself or even Levi. She was precious. She was precious and fragile and his. Theirs.

Levi’s arms slipped tightly around her waist, and pressed her back against him, trapping her there effectively. Another pair of arms slipped around her and now there were two men pressed against her. Her eyes widened, her breathing grew erratic.

“You’re not his,” Levi whispered in her ear.

Erwin’s hand reached for her cheek. His thumb found those perfect plush lips of hers.

“You’re ours,”

[jeankirsteinsgrlfrnd]

Can you do aot boys reaction to reader cheating

✩ attack on titan boys finding out you cheated ✩

✩ modern au ✩

eren jaeger is heartbroken but he's mostly pissed. he's pissed you'd do something like that, pissed somebody else had their hands on you and pissed he wasted his time. you'd be straight up dead to him and blocked on everything.

armin arlert is a wreck. he shuts down completely and isolates himself from everybody, including his best friends. he lies awake at night, begging for his pain to be alleviated. he vows to never fall in love again but him being the man he is, he does.

jean kirstein acts like he doesn't care and is cold-hearted when he dumps you. jean doesn't cry, he convinces himself that it never mattered and he'd rather be alone anyway. he goes out and sleeps with other people, trying to erase the memory of you. it ultimately doesn't work and all the other girls get tossed to the curb.

connie springer just sobs. he cries for days on end and nobody is able to console him. he starts neglecting himself. connie forgets to eat, to shower. all he does is sleep and think about you, everything else is forgotten.

reiner braun is devastated. he's entirely torn up inside. his eyes are bloodshot for weeks. he hardly eats, only picking here and there. his friends are worried for him but they're also tired of him; he only talks about you and what you've done to him. he'd do anything for you to come home.

bertholdt hoover goes numb. he can't cry, he can't yell. there's nothing that he can do except breathe. he knows he can't live in pity forever so he gathers the courage to better himself. he returns all of your things and tries to remove you from his life.

zeke jaeger goes missing for a few days. when eren decides to check on him, he finds him lying on the couch in a dark room, surrounded by piles of used tissues. his face is dry and stained with salty tears. his phone is still on, it's a picture of you. he won't give up on you.

levi ackerman is deeply offended and mortally wounded. he's the type of isolate for a few days to spend his grief in peace. after he's let everything out, he returns to the real world. he doesn't bring you up in conversation and quickly changes the subject if you're brought up. you're dead to him and he doesn't have the time for you anymore. he's not to be made a fool of.

erwin smith is more stressed than anything. of course, he's sad but the idea of living a life without you is so deeply uncomfortable for him to imagine. he can't believe that its real and that he's going to have to navigate this world without you, because you chose to fuck it all up.

porco galliard doesn't really catch your drift. he understands that you cheated but he insists that you can't leave him. he wants this to work, he needs you. he's willing to overlook it. honestly, he's a little pathetic about it all.

my jean fanfic

my ko-fi

[hornymotionalcookie]

Found, s2e16

I am...underwhelmed and annoyed

Spoilers below the tag

Alright, starting the show off with 3 of my least fav characters. Ok, cool cool. Where's Gabi? Almost 5mins later... and we finally see her in that soft pink with the bomb ass grey leopard trench. Buuuut, we get stuck with the self-inflated importance of Booty Call in her scene. Joy.

The kidnapping is wild in how many people saw and said nothing, and especially in the viral chasing crazies recording said abduction but not sharing the details to help the person snatched. Truly terrifying how it's first nature to start a video but not use that same device to call fer help. Oh, this world is rotten.

I'm sad about Lacey & Zeke, but still hopeful. Besties are important, too, and it's such a strong bond to risk losing if things don't work out. But I still hope they'll try.

Fuck Hugh and this humanizing bullshit we're seeing fer the second time. First, it was him suffering neglect and abuse fom his mom. Awful she was so cruel to her own child and the fucked up insecurities she instilled in him. However, nobody said continue the fucked up cycle of being a piece of shit. He imprinted upon a child whose nurturing and well-being he was entrusted with as her teacher. And him being gifted and sharing his knowledge with a prison guard to help his son does not erase the literal decades under his belt of being a demented fuck. He's a monster hiding behind faux benevolence. He kidnapped Lacey a second time years after tormenting her. He's not a good, admirable man. He's a bastard shaped shit sack and I'm past tired of people wanting to find his value.

Speaking of, even though Trent fucked up majorly in not giving Gabi the message in a ploy to protect her, I agreed that working with Hugh is problematic. I'm glad he hung up on him and fuck his kicked puppy look at being denied the chance to help Gabi.

Booty call has run out of nerves with me. We are in the red when it comes to having nerves fer that fucker to dance upon with me. How long has it been since her and Trent popped off? Where was the declaration of boo status? Why does she think she has claim to anything with him, especially over Gabi? You don't know the severity of their situationship and when push comes to shove, you were a distraction. Hard truth, but even she knew that going in. Which makes me wonder how much of this shit was orchestrated on her part?

Also also, I member I saw a post in the tags saying they thought she was Lena, Hugh's first lil abandonment. Which makes all kindsa sense. And how pissy would she be about not one, but two of the men she's obviously taken a serious shining too, however obsessed it looks, and both would and have chosen Gabi over her without question? I imagine she'll try to come fer Gabi extra hard because of that if she is Lena.

Jamie... the more we learn, the more I do not like him. Sorry bout it. Maybe yall should let Dhan or Zeke tag him with a tracker because lil mf going to see Hugh? What good is there to be drawn from that?

Not enough Gabi, Dhan or Shaker fer me. Too much Booty Call, Trent and Hugh this ep.

Happy to see no Ethan, tho, so thumbs up. Really wish that would mean my girl is looking fer less complicated professional help instead of subjecting herself to be his guinea pig to his professional curiosity.

[pisspope]

anyway I have devoted too much of my brain power to that scene in s4 where zeke finds out that grisha was alive and birthed eren and he has his head in his hands by himself in his room. knowing that eren has the attack titan and the founder, knowing (or thinking he knows) that another child has been doomed to the same fate as him by the same man. thinking he was noble or just when he turned his dad into the police, thinking he had committed the sin of patricide for the greater good only to find out that he lived and did it all over again. not only finding out that his dad lived through his betrayal but that his little brother had to be the one to kill him. zeke having spent years sick with guilt over murdering grisha only to find out he had failed and all those feelings were wasted, wracked with a sort of jealousy that it wasn't him that landed the final blow. what a complex emotion to reckon with, to find out your abuser lived and did it again after everything you had done to prevent it. "I'll be back to save you someday." imagine being so cringefail that every thing you strive for either fails or is ripped from you by someone else. Like there's doomed by the narrative and then there's being just screwed by it at every opportunity. lmao what a sad strange little man

[butterflytint]

OK I JUST FINISHED READING TLAL THIS MORNING AND CAN I JUST SAY I AM IN LOVE

Before i read tlal i read parasite and i was just not ready to read another book because of my high expectations BUT YOUR FIC IS JUST SO 😫😩🥰😍😭💞🩻🧪😞😖

anyway i joined yhe groupchat on insta and followed you everywhere and i also have some question

How do you think it'll be if y/n was in the original universe of aot?

How many chapters does the fic have left (pls say 10+ i dont want it to end🥲)

What do you think it'll be like if eren and y/n met when they were younger?

What do you think eren and y/n social media is like? Do they post alot? How many followers do they have?

What do they smell like? (Ik it might sound weird but i just wanna know what my girl and my man smell like)

I HATE imagining other girls as y/n cuz im just jealous like that, but what do you think she looks like?

Anyway those are all the questions i could think of right now, but i just wanna say I LOVE YOUR FIC AND I CANT WAIT FOR THE NEW CHAPTE, I LUV YOU BYEEEE

well first off THANK YOU FOR READING!!

secondly lemme answer these questions!!

1) if y/n was in the original aot universe, i feel like she’d be a very strategic person alongside armin and would have more of a intellectual role and when she fights she uses a very stealth/clever approach in comparison to her counterpart (eren) who goes in odm gear and titan bites blazing. Romantically, I feel like y/n and eren would meet after training camp and it would be in a life or death situation where she’s being led by a different commander and they bicker about the different set of orders given but ultimately have to like fight their way out of whatever situation and he whips out the “i’m a titan” and bull dozes through enemies and exhausts himself and she has to lug him to safety and then they become friends that end up falling in love 🤚🏼 did i just lowkey plan a eren x reader canon verse fic and enjoy it, yes i did

2) i still don’t know how many chapters exactly 🥲😵‍💫 it’s quite possibly somewhere in the 3-5 range im still not sure! i’ll let yall know though

3) so eren and y/n had many opportunities to meet when they were younger because of zeke and masons little league games. They almost did meet that one time and it would’ve been so amazing. But if they met when they were at that age, there’s a chance he would’ve been protective over her since day one being the young hero complex having boy he is. The thing about y/n is that she’s very kind and will make everyone around her feel it, so because of that, Eren would’ve felt more of an obligation. There’s a chance they could’ve blossomed into a cute relationship but their families and the dynamics would’ve made it difficult and it would’ve been another dean situation. Dean was very gentle and kind but eren was a lot more hot headed so there’s a chance if eren reacted any way towards y/ns family when they were still in high school, y/n would not have fucked with that but seeing as she’s endured much, she admires Eren’s will to stand up for himself and others. But their relationship would only go as far as him having feelings for her and never acting on them or confessing because he was not accustomed to acknowledging his feelings at that age at all. So if they met earlier there’s a chance their relationship would’ve had many many more trials and tribulations

4) eren has like a thousand followers on instagram but follows only two hundred. And he doesn’t even do it to look cool he just doesn’t realize he can follow ppl back cuz he NEVER posts or even uses social media. Tik tok tho he’s on there more than an i pad kid, doesn’t post tho. Y/n is somewhat active on instagram and has a decent number of followers too. She posts every so often when she’s looking cute and all and one of the only reasons eren opens the app is to see her pretty face and comment abt how lucky he is. And on tik tok she only posts little aesthetic day trip stuff, nothing too fancy

5) y/n smells like vanilla and fresh cookies (vanilla is my go to scent and whenever i wear my combo i get these compliments) also someone told me yesterday i smelled like an ice cream shop and i was like oh wow—so she smells like that and i feel like eren loves that because it reminds him of the warmth from his childhood. Eren smells like how a MAN should smell. He has that clean fresh minty smell and his go to cologne smells has a woody note to it, something like pine. Something you would just wanna bury your face into and inhale

6) i think the way i always imagine y/n whenever i read anything is just a yassified version of myself and i think we all do this but if i had to put a face to tlal y/n i feel like a young jessica alba fits or that fan art by frostbite studios of taryn duarte from the cruel prince is what i envision but just somebody with a timeless beauty yk

THANK YOU FOR THESE QUESTKONS ILYYY

[snap-my-kneecaps]

Okay this was originally a post about Mr Snuggles but it has derailed into full William rambling, this is barely coherent and a mess, I’m so sorry

Thinking of the videos in Spiral just of Mr Snuggles moving around and just imagining William spending hours trying to get the frame right

Also the fact that he probably learned puppetry and made Mr Snuggles himself

They discussed in the extra features of the dvd that a lot of consideration went into what William was capable of doing given that he doesn’t have the engineering background that John did. So all of his traps are made with consideration of what pre-existing structures and materials he had access to and could reasonably adapt

So everything he made and did was very much by hand and less complex in a way.

This can be seen in the difference between Billy and Mr Snuggles. Billy is almost an animatronic, he is seen moving on his own and displaying complex mouth, face and other body movements, as well as the ability to make noise. Where as Mr Snuggles is a marionette, with visible strings that control his movements that must be operated by an individual.

The movement of Mr Snuggles also isn’t particularly complex, the only really notable thing being the moment he lifts the gun. But still it requires some understanding of puppetry that William would have had to learn himself.

Also based on the look and design of Mr Snuggles it doesn’t appear that he is a repurposed version of a bought marionette (I may be wrong though), he has notable misshapen features and distinctive weathering that would require more attention to detail.

So it’s likely that William took time to learn and make it all himself, which is just an adorable thought. This deranged killer takes time away from designing death machines and plotting how to do the incredibly difficult task of becoming Zekes partner, to learn at least basic puppetry.

I’d also like to bring attention to the fact that he uses a typewriter. This man writes his little murder notes with a proper typewriter, sure he uses USB sticks with videos and the audio tapes too but in multiple cases there is the presence of a note. With his own fake death and also I believe with Boz (this may have been cut but there is definitely footage of Zeke reading a note).

I just think it’s interesting for him to use firstly such a variety of mediums but also the use of notes several times. John Kramer only used notes in the case of Jeff (I think??) so I just think it’s interesting for a modern jigsaw killer to use what is arguably an older method more than the once.

He’s arguably erratic in his communication methods, switching seemingly at random between them in extremely quick succession. John Kramer stuck to one method at a time for the most part, only showing variation after longer periods of time. But William uses all three seemingly interchangeably in the span of a few weeks, which is even more interesting given that such a large thought process behind his games was that they were done with less skill and by using what was available. So the fact that he takes the time to individually learn and work with these mediums, likely from scratch is odd, he arguably puts more emphasis on the physical messages than the displays of the ‘game’.

It’s further interesting to consider how he views the ‘Jigsaw Ideology’, he refers to the apprentices as disciples, he discusses the symbolism that John assigned to the Spiral and just the title ‘From the Book of Saw’. Everything is almost painted in a religious light, like the Jigsaw killings are a set of texts to be interpreted with John Kramer as the prophet to be followed. William twists the narrative to fit his own goals in a way not too dissimilar to modern religions, but still acknowledges and tries to uphold the original message.

William has a very peculiar approach to the games, with a lot of them being arguably rigged, especially in the cases of Angie and Marcus. Of course everything he does as a whole is extremely personal, but it’s almost that his more rigged games are those involving people closer to Zeke. He kills every person that Zeke still held (some) trust for, he’s trying to cut all positive ties Zeke has until the only thing left for him is William. By removing the ‘competition’ he is reducing the motivation that would give Zeke reason to reject him.

He also completely rigs Zekes game but in the other direction, he’s trying to loophole the Jigsaw idea that no apprentice is left untested because he has no intention of putting Zeke in a potentially life threatening situation with no way of escape. He doesn’t even make a single effort to fight back in the elevator, only occasionally pushing Zeke away. It’s a deranged attempt at displaying love and affection, he presents this idea that despite all damage William has caused no real physical harm will come to Zeke.

He also is just the most unserious killer in the entire franchise, when Zeke finds him he has a whole table of takeout behind him and spends a portion of the reveal with a takeout box in his hand. He speaks with odd inflections, almost with silly voices like he isn’t committing horrific crimes. He behaves nonchalantly, near petulant at times, pushing the gun away with a scoff, sounding genuinely surprised and offended that Marcus tried to shoot him. His behaviour is not fitting the situation and it’s incredible to watch.

His obsession with Zeke also leads to incredibly hypocritical behaviour, he punishes cops that do bad things but is happy to go along with Zeke as he engages is arguably corrupt and bad police behaviour. He’s so blinded by his devotion that he is willing to ignore what his message is for this one individual.

Also a final note because I need to stop talking now, his pig mask is insanely thick, when you see it on the mattress you can see that it’s a least a centimetre of rubber (latex??). Plus the amount of detail, you see in behind the scenes, is also thick chunks of material. Yes he looks cool but there is no way that he isn’t sweating absolute buckets in that, it’s set during a terrible heat wave too. I’m surprised the idiot didn’t pass out while wearing it.

[totalswagisland]

Zeke headcanonsssssss

ahh... Five nights at zekeys....

full name: ezekiel abraham neumann (haha get it. neumann. new man. new guy)

i imagine he's an only child. he kind of just gives me those vibes.

i think he and beth became friends after she got eliminated in island, and remained fairly close (her lindsay and zeke were such an interesting trio) i always wish they did a little more with them both being farm kids... especially with their shared poor social skills

this isn't a headcanon but zekes responses to the world tour interviews are really fucking concerning. the kid doesn't know subways are real, says he doesn't have a favorite childhood memory ("had some goodies, but no besties"), and that hes not allowed to watch movies. total drama stop presenting fucked up implications and not expanding on them challenge

[xotrashratxo]

Nerdy Prudes Must Die Quotebook

Comment any I missed LMAO

⚠️NERDY PRUDES MUST DIE SPOILERS UNDER THE CUT⚠️

“I am only ONE MAN’s girl, and that man is JESUS CHRIST.” Grace Chastity

“SHUT UUUUUUPPPP.” Max Jagerman *Audience cackles* 

“THE ANSWER IS STILL NO….. by the way.” Max Jagerman

“RAAH” Max Jagerman and Grace Chastity

“the fucking BOW TIE KID???” Brenda the Cheerleader

“I know he’s RICH. But money isn’t everything! Looks are. “ Stacy the Cheerleader

“WAIFU MATERIAL” Richie Lipchitz

“SHE’S TOUCHING MEEE!! LUCKYYYY!” Ruth Fleming and Richie Lipchitz

“Woooow…. These toilets aren’t even in stalls! It’s better than I ever imagined!” Ruth Fleming

“Thats some cooool kid privilege right there.” Ruth Fleming OR Richie Lipchitz

“DESTROY HIM.” Grace Chastity

“God you suck, Grace.” Stephanie Lauter

“He’s made ALL OUR LIVES a living HECK.” Grace Chastity

“The most terrifying, HOTTEST bully in Hatchetfield” Grace Chastity

“BE COOL BEANS, KEEP THE BEANS COOL.” Grace Chastity

“We’ll fight sin with sin! Let the games begin!” ‘Nerdy Prudes’

“AM I READING AS GHOST OR LIN MANUEL MIRANDA” Peter Spankofvski

“YOU’RE FUCKING USLESS PETE.” (SO MANY PAUL REFERENCES.) Richie Lipchitz

“Ugh I gotta piss….” Max Jagerman

“Oh SHIT, where’s that creepy music coming from?” Max Jagerman

“Oh shit oh fuck it’s a fucking ghost!!!” Max Jagerman

“He thinks it’s real he’s just really fucking BRAVE.” Richie Lipchitz

“BOO HOO BITCH.” Max Jagerman

“I MAKE THE DEAD RUN IN FEAR! I AM GOD GOOOOO NIGHTHAWKS!” Max Jagerman

“Oh shit oh fuck I didn’t think there’d be a skele’in HERE!” Max Jagerman

“WOW… I uh… I thought you guys hated me. But uh, thanks! This was really great! No no no, this is the nicest thing anyone’s done for me!” Max Jagerman

“That was really special.” *bows* Max Jagerman

“And with MY luck, no one will even BOTHER making me their BITCH.” Ruth Fleming

“It was an act of god!” Grace Chastity

“Oh no she’s snapping again!” Richie Lipchitz

“Oh my asthmas back…” Richie Lipchitz

“I just cut off his nips.” Ruth Fleming FORESHADOWING??? 

“Steph, you can keep it. It would bring down my GPA.” Peter Spankofvski

“I’m tryna feel bad but it’s hard when everything is objectively better.” Peter Spankofvski

“Never thought I could open my locker without the fear running through me.” Richie Lipchitz

“N-IG-HT-AWE AWE- ks!” Everyone

“FUCK clivesdale.” Everyone, repeatedly. 

“FUCK YOU CLIVESDALE WE’LL KILL YOU!” Cheerleaders and Jocks

“Zeke! The fighting nighthawk!” Jason the Football player

“We support and love you, but you fuckin’ stink man!” Jason the Football player

“FUCK CLIVESDALE! FUCK EM STRAIGHT TO HELL!” Richie Lipchitz

“I love being alive!” Richie Lipchitz

“YA BITCH.” Max Jagerman

“Of course not! But you’ve lost everything.” Max Jagerman HIT SO HARD 

“Mama I’m cured!” Grace Chastity

“HWAELL they didn’t say!” Mark Chastity

“Alright ima need the 3 of you to shut the FUDGE up about Max Jagerman.” Grace Chastity

“SHUT. THE FUCK UP. RUTHY.” Stephanie Lauter

“People tell me to die everyday!” Ruth Fleming

“Don’t be ridiculous! Wait-“ Grace Chastity

“DAN!” Angry Adult Mob

“Suddenly the show is real upsetting!” Angry Adult Mob

“Fuckin’ transcendent…..!” Cop Corey

“I wanna remember who I YAAAMmmm…” Trevor, who’s only other credit is Barbecue Monologues Man 2 

“I turned 40 today.” *pours alcohol* Ruth Fleming in Barbecue Monologues

“Oh shit not Clivesdale!” Officer Shapiro

*heavy breathing* “…… thank you.” Peter Spankofvski

“MY DAD sells WOMEN’S SHOES.” Peter Spankofvski

“Dork at the beany’s counter has more balls than you.” Stephanie Lauter

“LEAVE ROOM FOR JESUS” Grace Chastity

“She’s bisexual and dead, where else could she be?” Grace Chastity, also GRACE DONT CALL ME OUT

“I’ve done horrible things! Like touching myself and lying to the police! I called god a son of a b word! Who am iiiiii…..” Grace Chastity

“Don’t comfort her, she’s fucking weird.” Stephanie Lauter

“KYUK KYUK KAH FUCK.” Max Jagerman

“I beg to differ, BITCH.” Max Jagerman

“I’ve got a gun.” Stephanie Lauter

“Are you a woman of god?” “Catholic.” “I’ll take that as a no.” Grace Chastity and Officer Shapiro (as a Catholic this is hilarious.) 

“I have no idea what I’m doing.” Peter Spankofvski (Me too Peter, me too.)

“My phone!” Stephanie Lauter

“WE DONT GIVE A SHIT ABOUT YOUR PHONE.” The Lords in Black

“Or fuck off!” The Lords in Black

“It’s you Steph. I’m into you.” Peter Spankofvski (IM CRYINGGGG)

“I just took a bullet for you bro!” Max Jagerman

“SO YOU DO KNOW THE BIBLE?” Grace Chastity

“But Jesus never threw a football like you Max.” Grace Chastity

“SHUT YOUR MOUTH HOLE SPANKOVSKI. I wanna hear this.” Max Jagerman

“FUCK. YEAH.” Max Jagerman

“GASP. That’s NASTY. I like it.” Max Jagerman

“WHAT. THE FUCK. IS HAPPENING RIGHT NOW.” Stephanie Lauter (That’s so me, Steph.)

“GRACE IS HAVING SEX WITH A FUCKING GHOST!” Peter Spankofvski

“I paid the price. Now fuck off!” *Spins* Grace Chastity

“WHAT ARE YOUUU-“ Max Jagerman

“You’re in my world now. Bitch.” One of the Lords in Black (Pokey I think???) 

“I…. Am gonna get some fucking coffee.” Officer Shapiro

“Did you guys know JASON goes to my CHURCH?” Grace Chastity

Total quotes: 85

[wretchedcnes]

⌜ncuti gatwa. 29. cis man. he/him.⌟ ╱ was that CARTER NOVAK i just saw wandering around lake stillwater ? you know the OUTCAST ? odd … i never imagined they’d be back in town, especially after everything that happened last time. but i guess it makes sense, considering they've always been known for being OBSERVANT and CONSIDERATE. still, they you'd think they'd be more cautious—especially since they’re also quite RECLUSIVE and MISANTHROPIC, but then again that explains, why he changed his major in college from fine art to psychology. last i heard they were working as a GRIEF COUNSELOR in ST PAUL, MINNESOTA … i wonder if that's where they picked up that MP3 PLAYER HE'S HAD SINCE HIGH SCHOOL. I they're always carrying around. nonetheless, with whatever happened on that lake all those years ago, they'd better hope the cabin keeps them safe this time around.

stats.

full name: carter michael novak

nickname(s): his name is two syllables, in his opinion he doesn't need one

date of birth: february 28th 1995

zodiac sign: pisces

hometown: chicago, illinois

current residence: saint paul, minnesota

occupation: grief counselor

gender: cis man

pronouns: he/him

sexuality: bisexual

mbti: infp

alignment: neutral good

enneagram type: 4

reference characters: jane lane (daria), brigitte fitzgerald (ginger snaps), zeke figuero (the get down) and allison reynolds (the breakfast club)

bio.

as a child carter's parents often said the phrase "sorry, he's just shy." as a way to explain his aloof and off-putting behavior. it wasn't true. carter wasn't afraid to introduce himself or try to make friends. he just preferred to spend time by himself, making up stories. it was one of the many ways he was different from jamie. even as a child jamie captured people's attention and was the leader of his group of friends. growing up it was impossible for carter to avoid hearing about all the ways he was different from jamie. every parent-teacher conference his teachers would tell his parents that he was quieter than jamie or more artistic than jamie

carter stopped caring about people's opinion of him early on because everyone based their opinions of him in comparison to jamie. nobody ever thought of him as his own individual person. this disregard of people's opinion of him was one of the reasons he wasn't bullied as a child despite being a loner with a love of all things strange. the other reason was of course jamie and his friends would fight anyone who dared tease him

the comparisons to jamie continued into high school. how carter felt about this depended on his mood. depending on the day carter loathed being in jamie's shadow, loved having the opportunity to surprise people or simply accepted it as a fact of life. the fact carter had complicated feelings about being jamie's brother meant that when they were teens their relationship was strained at times. their relationship improved around carter's senior year of high school. by that point it had been two years since jamie had attented that school and carter was known as one of the loner alt kids who submitted angsty poetry to the school newspaper and drew eyes at the back of class rather than as jamie's little brother

originally carter was reluctant to apply to uom. he had already spent 18 years living in jamie's shadow he didn't want to continue living there. but jamie was persuasive. he convinced carter to look into the courses offered and carter fell in love with the fine arts programme. during the first semester he pointedly ignored jamie but he realised it was exhausting being that petty. for the most part the brothers ran in different social circles but carter did eventually meet some of jamie's friends and intergrated himself slightly into jamie's large social circle.

carter was devastated by jamie's death. his older brother had been a giant presence looming over him his entire life it was difficult to figure out how to continue without him. after jamie's death carter disconected from most of jamie's close friends. some of them found it difficult to interact with him and he found it difficult to manage his own grief and the grief of those around him.

he attempted to isolate himself but harper wouldn't let him. she was too caring and persistent to let him retreat into himself. she became a valuable source of support. eventually carter returned the favor and became a confidant to harper as well. he excelled at being her confidant because one of his skills is knowing when it's appropriate to be judgemental and when situations call for him to listen without passing judgement on other people

in sophomore year carter changed his major to psychology. he wanted to overcome his grief by understanding it. he also had a newly found desire to go into a field that meant he could support others

after graduation carter made the decision to stay in saint paul. he couldn't face returning to chicago. saint paul seemed like the perfect place to start his adult life. he loved the arts scene and how easy it is to be anoymous. for the past three years he's been working full time as a child bereavement counsellor. he feels accomplished knowing he helps kids work through one of the most difficult feelings he's ever had to experience. he unwinds after work by journaling and going to small local gigs.

wanted connections.

friend he kept in contact with after graduation

a close friend in college he didn't have a huge fall out with but did drift apart from

a person he wasn't close with in college (maybe even outright disliked) he was polite to because they were friends with jamie and after jamie died he had no idea how to interact with them

a person he was angry at in the immediate aftermath of jamie's death because they cut contact with. he thought his anger mellowed out but now he's in close contact with them the unresolved anger is back

former roommate

ex something-carter and this person never dated. dating wasn't somsething he prioritised back in college because he had a lot on his plate. this would be somebody he had mutual feelings for but they never quite crossed the line and there was a lot left unsaid

[eye-of-the-phoenix]

I want to like CRY so much

I just finished replaying it and I have so many opinions, as always. This game is unique for me in that I WANT to like it so badly but it just doesn't quite work. However, I stubbornly replay it and ponder what it could have been because I wish I liked it more. I especially feel this way because I live in New Orleans and its just so CLOSE to being good!

More thoughts under the cut.

PROS:

I actually think they did a great job with the setting. It's raining so hard that the power goes out and the streets are too flooded for cabs? There are weird creatures and bugs around every corner, some of which are messing with your belongings? The best food is from some sketchy stand served by some random Shorty person? Accurate, welcome to New Orleans. I can even forgive Bess for eating crawfish with the shells on with a spoon.

The characters are also good. Lamont is completely underutilized to where I'd never believe he was the culprit, but I can imagine running into all of these people throughout my day and it makes sense that they would all also interact with each other off-screen.

The core mystery is really interesting. It's the classic Nancy-gets-sucked-in-to-a-case-on-vacation scenario, but she really does stumble into the situation by accident in this one and has a personal stake because she gets attacked by the skeleton man. The progression is believable as she starts to unravel the skull mystery and discovers that Bruno's death was actually kind of suspicious.

My favorite ND trope, secret room/hideout/study revealed midgame, with a lot of things to look at and click on, is present.

CONS

The music is kind of a miss. It's not bad, but it should have been so much better. It has this boring CLK old-timey feel and they kind of missed the mark in my opinion. I think a more upbeat track with some brass, maybe something bluesy, maybe something modern would have added more variety.

The puzzles. THE PUZZLES ARE SO TEDIOUS. I hate that we find this book Bruno wrote and it's just a walkthrough to getting a bunch of eyeballs through various boring puzzles for the sake of padding the game. I use a walkthrough for like half of this game every time because I don't find the puzzles fun. My least favorites are the sneeze contraption because there is ZERO confirmation as to whether you're on the right track when you do it, and the tombstone pun puzzle because walking back and forth around the cemetery is SO TEDIOUS and it has zero replay value.

Bruno's house doesn't make sense because it's fairly spacious and kept up on the bottom story and the top floor that we can access is just two horrible moldy rooms. Bruno, you dropped dead from breathing in black mold in your own house, not a heart attack. Trust me when I say I know it's humid and wet here, but there's just no reason for the upstairs to be that uninhabitable indoors.

On a related note, I wish there was more to explore, and no, the cemetery doesn't count. There should be more rooms for Nancy to snoop through (where is Henry sleeping?) and like one more place for Bess to go. Or more things to do and click on in Zeke's aside from just looking at that one box a million times. Or the option to poke around Renee's table when she's away. NOT nearly enough snooping for me.

It's so dark. It's too dark. It could have been like 10% lighter or had a partial daytime element so that I could actually see what I was doing even a tiny bit.