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Ok you all asked for it:
(Well one person did so far)
For all porpouses, im naming mine The Last Testament or TLT, and it's something if a reincarnation AU.
anyway, here's the ideas/HCs or whatever:
Jésus 🇵🇸 🇲🇽:[Still woking on Him]
-One of his parents is a refugee from Palestine into Mexico (Im respecting that fact abt him on account of the aprox. 13,000 refugees living in Mexico) (Haven't decided who tho, probably Miriam)
-Lives in Mexico City...kinda. Isn't really from there. (will elaborate later).
-Has a Pitbull he rescued named Angel
-Likes cumbias, bolero and regional. Is neutral abt banda. Hates corridos. (Music genres)
-Trans FTM and AceAro.
-Works at his parents artisan shop making traditional crafts based on both cultures.
-Went to college for psychology, then dropped out almost two semesters before graduating.
-Autistic and has ADHD. -Artisan / Gaphic Designer. Went to college for political studies and psychology, but dopped out. -Does Gaffiti with Tadeo and Juan often. -Meeting the guy who's supposd to be the antichrist is like a doppelganger sitation for him. -Meets his heavenly parent during a weed trip.
Tadeo (Thaddeus) 🇲🇽: [Woking on him]
-Also lives in Mexico City.
-Has worked both as a taxi driver and as a microbus driver.
-Is a Chivas fan (football soccer team).
-Obv believes quesadillas don't have to contain cheese in them. [Wrong, but he's from the capital so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯].
- Definitely has gotten into heated arguments with Jesús abt it.
- Loves cumbias and rap. Doesn't like banda too much. Hates corridos of all types.
- Definitely a cholo. -Owns a volkswagen beetle. -Has a torta and taco food stand.
Simon P 🇰🇷🇬🇷 (lives in 🇺🇸):
-Works as a butcher or has a fish shop (haven't decided)
-Didn't go to college because he had a child at 19 (almost after highschool graduation. He did love his wife very much despite marrying so young and both still inmature then.
-Becomes a widower after she dies in a fire.
-They had 3 kids that he is left alone to raise.
-Currently 28 y/o and third eldest of the group.
-Very conservative until his eldest child tried to come out to him as trans. Didn't go well at first, with him believing someone put ideas in their head.
-Meets Jesús in a forum online asking fo help about his kid. J' is the one who knocks some sense into him.
Andrew 🇬🇷🇰🇷 (Lives in 🇺🇸):[Still woking on Him]
-23 y/o studying to become an obstetrician, since their mother died giving birth to him, due to a doctor's malpractice.
-Learned about reproductive rights after meeting Juan and Jesús in a forum.
-Closeted gay because of Simon.
Felipe (Philip) 🇪🇸:[Woking on him]
-Runs a bakery with his family in Barcelona. -Besties with Nathaniel
Nathaniel Bartholomew 🇵🇭:[Woking on him]
-Neurologist -Meets Felipe in Spain after going to study abroad there
Thomas 🇮🇳 (Lives in 🇺🇸) : [Woking on him]
- Architect. -Is studying abroad in LA -Has a drug addiction problem - Meeting Jay makes it slightly worse. -His best friend is Lil' James.
Mateo (Matthew) 🇨🇱 (Lives in 🇺🇸): [Woking on him]
-Autistic
-Used to work in border patrol.
'Zi' (Simon Zee) 🇧🇷: [Woking on him]
- They all call him that on account of his name being Simon and the zi in Brazil. -Has Vitiligo
Mary (Magdalene) 🇦🇫🇺🇲: [working on her]
- Drag queen or Trans Woman (Haven't decided, fuck it, why not both)
- Parents disowned her after coming out and kicked her out at 16 y/o.
-Became friends with Jay after meeting him at a shelter. Worked odd jobs with him until they could afford an apartment together.
-Works in the same bar as him.
Jay (Judas)🇪🇬🇺🇸: [Woking on him]
-Went to college for political studies, dropped one semester before graduation and switched to psychology. Dropped two semesters in and switched to Art.
-Has a black cat named Baphy. (Yep, edgy motherfucker.)
-Works at a local gay bar near his neighborhood.
-His parents disowned him after he came out as Gay. Later he discovered he's Pansexual.
-Used to be a sex worker. Sometimes still does it even though he doesn't need to anymore.
- Listens to 80's and 90's music the most. Likes MJ, Bowie, Twisted Sister, Queen, ABBA and Elton John... -Doesn't know what to do with his life -Puts others peoples needs before his own. Cant say no to others. -Great at math, good at administrating money. Actually ends up buying the bar he worked at (with illicit money).
L. James 🇺🇸: [Woking on him]
-Is a Oncologist.
Sean (John) 🇮🇪 : [Woking on him] -Immature -Doesn't know what to do with his life. -younger brother. -Does mostly wheatpaste and sticker art
B. James🇮🇪: [Woking on him] -Punk -Friends call him Jay. Closest friends call him shaggy. -Always starting ending fights with the police -Has moderate alcoholism. -Does gaffiti and wheatpaste.
Juan (John TB) 🇵🇷 🇲🇽: [Still woking on him]
-Obv. Jesús' cousin.
- Left home to backpack travel around Latin America [refuses to go to Europe or the United States, but would love to visit Asia and Africa. Terrified of Australia.]
-Has dreadlocks and they're incredibly well taken care of despite traveling without much rest.
-Meets Andrew and Felipe during a spring break vacation in Colombia. (Already knew Andrew through the forum but didn't know it was him until they met there).
-Vegan probably. -Get's kidnapped by a cartel after messing someone's bussiness. He get's brutaly murdered afterwards by them to get rid of him. Eleazar (Lazarus) 🇺🇸/?? : ryu -Has and incurable illness. -Is always hospitalized, if he's dispached for a while, he's in a wheelchair.
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I think the aspect of the 2.7 story that felt most impactful to me was something that was previously addressed in the Penacony main story, but was reemphasized and expanded upon with Sunday being the narrative focus of this update:
Sunday is scared.
His motivation to protect the people and things important to him -- Robin is an excellent example -- manifests as a desire for control, to eliminate potential dangers. This motivation is based in fear; he's afraid to lose what he has to factors beyond his control, like the bullet that nearly took his sister's life.
And part of the "true paradise" he longs for involves preventing the sense of powerlessness that accompanies that fear. He believes that humanity sleeps because "we are afraid to awaken from our dreams." Indeed, the appeal of the "sweet dream" of Penacony is freedom from the uncontrollable and inevitable tragedies of the waking world.
It's part of what made him such an effective villain in the Penacony arc; even though you may disagree vehemently with his actions, you can understand with and sympathize the rationale behind them. In his mind, absolute control over the Dreamscape -- the elimination of frightening unknowns -- is the most effective way to keep everyone safe and happy. However, this undermines the real freedom and autonomy of the affected populace, many of whom are unaware of the Dreamscape's true nature.
In the 2.7 update, Sunday is "nerfed after turning into a good guy," to use March's words. Previously, he enjoyed immense social status as the head of the Oak Family -- and as the imposing, invulnerable, "final boss"-style antagonist. Now, his role is effectively reversed; he's a fugitive who has to disguise himself to evade the potential consequences of simply being seen.
He's an incredibly vulnerable position.
Not just physically -- as the audience, we also get intimate insights into his feelings and thought processes. Now he recognizes the scope of the harm he was previously willing to cause in the name of absolute control, and shoulders the responsibility of dealing with the repercussions.
His newly evident guilt and shame is emotionally moving on its own...
...and becomes even more poignant when you realize that guilt and shame and vulnerability has been a crucial aspect of his character from the very beginning. After all, so much of his deep-seated fear of the unknown stemmed from him blaming himself -- his lack of control over the situation -- for Robin's unforeseen injury.
I found the scene at the Dream's Edge the most touching in this update. Sunday's conversation with Robin is a bit of a paradox: he is deeply sincere and vulnerable in speaking to his own sister, yet guarded because he must avoid revealing his true identity. And Robin, in turn, directly provides an alternate outlook on Sunday's character, describing him as though to someone who's never met him, as though he isn't there.
And Robin's perspective reaffirms that Sunday's apparent invulnerability was essentially a facade. He may have been the head of the Oak Family, and the imposing final boss, but at the same time, on the inside, he was continually paralyzed by fear.
Sunday has always been vulnerable. He has always been scared.
And I think what makes the conclusion to the 2.7 story so satisfying and triumphant is that Sunday begins to properly address his fear, his persistent guilt and shame. He moves beyond simply acknowledging it, and recognizes not just how indulging his fear can bring further harm, but also what good things (that otherwise wouldn't occur) can happen when he overcomes it -- as it were, when he doesn't let his fear control him.
I'm going to be real, I probably had an intelligent-sounding conclusion for this, but... it took me several weeks to write this and I've forgotten any idea i might have had previously, so let's just say he definitely hit me right in the feels. 🤣
#sunday#hsr sunday#honkai star rail#hsr#star rail#hsr spoilers#sunday hsr#idk man just. AAAGH#idk if I'll ever be over how sunday played with my feelings#i started the penacony main story back in like march or smth and this update came out in december#so that's a solid 9 months i spent legitimately terrified of sunday#like that one scene in his office with aventurine gave me probably some of the worst nightmares i had all year#so like. idk if i realized it consciously at the time going through this part of the story but#i think it hit me particularly hard learning that he was never as invulnerable as he seemed#like not that him being a big scary villain was fake per se#but in that his invulnerable persona was a fundamental misconception of his character#that is perhaps deliberately cultivated (he talks about how he never wants to share too many of his worries with robin)#i feel like that could be its own separate post because AAAH#there's so many feelings and so much dramatic irony in sunday and robin's relationship#demonstrated very well by this conversation at the dream's edge#anyway. so i just.#like i definitely didn't doubt that this part of the story would do his character justice#but given my previous feelings on him i just never expected to fall for him like i did#well played hoyo. well played
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my WIPs are so unorganized but rice is forever, in doodles and Even when coding >:]
#kagoodles#trainer riley#champion lance#stat trainer riley#lance pokemon#fluffyriceshipping#🐉🍚🌊#hi. if you're wondering how its been. college! lots of preparation for graduation this sem so i'm slow to a lot of updates on things#i'm also learning coding in my spare time;; my code is the messiest thang in the world. but its MY mess#i may or may not post some more original stuff bc i've been needing to work on some for portfolio reasons#but yeah :Tc many thoughts lately;; i have a long list of things to do project wise (personal And professional)#current list of my hashtag funstuff is: gen 4 interpretations (sinnoh trio and kantrio timeskips ohhh man)#remaking my johto quartet aswell to keep em up to date. also to get said timeskips written out + work on a general page for em on neocities#idk craziest thing i have on the list is make a fluffyrice comic. if i'm feeling dastardly and want to go thru short comic hurdles#but that's if i have time. a lot of work I gotta do atm is to build up my professional side but i'll complete that grocery list. hopefully
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a quick cute green doodle for the lack of magical girl au'ing happening rn
#four swords manga#green link#force gem of four au#my art#i started thumbnailing chapter 1 but i'm probably going to have the whole thing thumb'd out before i decide to move on with sketching#still not sure how i'll be posting it ?#like idk if i should post in batches once a batch is done or if i should go until the whole chapter is done#and in which case do i release the entire chapter or do i release it a few pages at a time on a queue ... man i dunno !#i don't follow update schedules on stuff bc i don't want to burn out
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ok well. unfortunate news: sometimes ur niche is so niche u've already niched the niche. this is exactly the same as the feeling of hitting the end of ur ship tag in ao3 🥲
*edit: sorry i accidentally named like every character ever in the tags so ppl are Seeing this post who dont have the benefit of so much as a single crumb of context. if i accidentally namedropped ur blorbo its bc of this post:

anyway. i was excited for recs bc i also enjoy this genre of fictional character. unfortunately as above the niche is niched, it turns out. at least for me, content enjoyer georg, who has apparently already seen or read everything anyone else has already seen or read except for a small handful of specific media properties that i do not wish to see or read for various personal reasons and also not literally everything ever... just the same things as everyone else has already seen and read... u get the idea. ok thnks 👍🏻
#*slowly morosely untucks the bib and folds it up again#smh#idk if that post breached containment in the wrong direction or what but there were like 3ppl apiece talking about good actual examples#and those were like 99% media i already reaaaadddd im tearjngn my hair out#but far and away most ppl flat out missed the brief#like i think out of almost four thousand tags about four tagged ghost. four tagged geralt. three andrew minyard. etc#sobbung im sad for me AND for yall like this is ur jam and the best u can put up for example is dean winchester????#listen i know im on the supernatural site. voluntarily. but ur really gonna tell me thats the best u can do 😭😭#like a solid handful said bucky barnes. good solid classic example i'll give it to u but its 2024 😭😭😭😭😭😭#all respect to the ppl tagging ocs tho y'all are real 🫡 bc its looking like if we want it we do gotta get in the trenches and write it ���✊#anywya i came away with approximately one and a half recs and then 3-4 repeated vouchers for media i know i am just never gonna consume rip#and the rest of yall.. have some kinda different media literacy situation going on we went thru v different english programs i fear#😔😔#angie.txt#like i believe the boba fett girlies are right and on to something but i am simply not going down the mouse route on my own dime#so those recs are. moot#not a single trigun mention i dont think.. not vash or nick or i wouldve even given a pass to a shoutout for knives#some of u said kaz and i havent read the books but even just based on the tv series p sure i can respect that.#one i have to look into asap is whoever evan kelmp(?) is- whatever hes from im not familiar and seems promising.#izzy hands im so sorry. im fundamentally incapable of watching ofmd unfortunately i watched black sails first#wasnt aware it was going to ruin other pirate related media for me when i made that decision 😭😭#i respect the arcane shoutouts but i do think it's hilarious that no two of u called out the same character.#murderbot obviously#i just think some of yall are so close yet so far and i want better for us all so goddamn badlyyy#update: i checked and op seems to have been generalizing off of boba fett/wolverine/magneto etc and yeah that tracks#smbdy said john wick - more than one actually- and while i hear u i also invite u to consider:#that man's singular desire is literally to go back into retirement in peace all he wanted was a quiet night in a rocking chair w that dog..#i dont think id go so far as to say he wouldnt know what to do with a warm bed if he got it. or attach himself to sbdy attack dog style atp#ykwim#somebody said patrick bateman.. yall are just listing names atp. darth vader? kylo? all right pack it up folks
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What if I like. Disappeared from the earth.
#I don't think anyone would care anyways#Maybe#I don't know I'm sleep deprived#Idk how it's spelt man I'm tired#i hate my parents#I hate my life 🥳#If I stop posting it's prolly cuz I killed myself#I'll update yall in a bit if I go thru with it#i lov my mutuals!!#Ig#💀🩷
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guys i need to be dancing at a house party tipsy with someone im attracted to so bad btw. ive never been to a house party in real life (though id quite like to at least once) but i really have been desperately needing that specific (probably awful for me) sensory and social environment so bad lately
#just me rambling again#i keep looking through ao3 to try to find smth with the exact vibe im looking for but cant :(( might have to grab hold of some old or some#half made ocs and write it myself idk. or just like. find a way to experience it irl#oh btw ! tmrw night slumber party w one of my friends who ive been wanting to hang out with more + also happens to be the one i recently go#to smooch on the mouth :3333#the stated purpose is ive been trying to get her to yap at me abt her biggest fandom / interest for ages and just explain all of the lore#and story and characters to me bc ive been wantign to hear abt it from her but we just havent had a good time#and also i cannot lie i hope that i can smooch them on the mouth again! theyre such a lovely person and so very pretty#ive been meaning to tumblr tag ramble abt that for a bit and forgot anyways i have straight up told them and also one of our other friends#that if they get invited to a party ever they should please please lpeaseeeeeee see if they can invite me along#my brain has a half assed hope at maybe getting the teen party experience (most likely not oging to happen for me but it is a real life#possibly grounding for little daydream of wants) bc a somewhat popular guy the year below me (guy i fancied when i was in the play fun fact#for any loyal frog lore enjoyers) put smth on his instagram story like if i throw a bday party is anyone interested ?? with like a story#poll and obviously i picked the affirmative bc i dont know him super well but he knows a lot of ppl i know and i did a cool photoshoot with#him once idk im hoping if its a big event i have a shot at going (as aforementioned--not going to happen in real life but a man can dream)#sigh i recently made a new playlist of the weird yearning ive got going on rn and the flavor of my minds niche longings#its a good playlist#idk ive been so nothing recently im just excited that i get to see my friends this weekend i get to hang out w some of my besties tmrw#through the day too im very excited#OH ALSO omg im just throwing every single diary update i have into one post now ig but erm#ive realized recently (last week or two) that i think im finally 'over' my most recent relationship?#like im still sad abt the fact that my high school best friend.. doesnt talk to me anymore#and im still coping with all of the nightmare insecurities i have deep in my mind being proven correct within the past however many months#but like i only just registered oh hell yeah at the very least i dont have like. romantic feelings of any sort still towards her? i do#love my wonderful ex gf shes such a lovely person and for a long time was an amazing friend to me#but it feels like a weight is off of my chest i straight up was sitting in the feeling of well i'll be missing her forever and i just have#to live like this forever oh well but like. no im chilling in that regard actually we're clear.#idk ive had like nothing going on lately i work and school and i think about my feelings SOMETIMES#i try not to generally but they always get in somehow you know how it is.
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so Apparently a game i was running on my computer (without a cooler thing for a good minute there, because i guess i thought i was invulnerable to heat) may or may not have burnt out some parts of my machine. and it's been a couple months since i've played it bc it just stopped working one day and i just had to accept that lmao- but anyway i'm booting the game up again today, Surely this will go differently :3
#just me hi#so Apparently my 'computer has a specific problem with overheating and burning out the processor parts. and it's getting updated in the#middle of august'#well dude that would have been fantastic to know 5 months ago when i was running a game i don't even have enough vram to play !! ljfvsfj#rip boopbedoop i had no idea you were suffering so hard fghsfh <//3#but also. i have been pining. open my app. lfjshfv#//also man it's Cold in here#well. okay maybe not Cold but i'm chilly ! ! i'm chilly man lol#but what if i get too hot in a little bit...#the considerations we must deal with hfsh#//oh yea anyway if the game (de2tiny 2. idk why i just keep calling it 'the game' like i'm trapped in a simulation Lmao) doesn't work i'm#prolly gonna catch up on omn1scient.r.v :3#yee !!#and then maybe doodle some more bl.s chapter stuff.. who knows !! :>#//oh i definitely want to make rootbeer floats today for Sure#last tuesday was national rootbeer flat day.. we've missed a momentous occasion guys#there is next year !! maybe i'll catch it then :D#yyeeea.. i should put down a reminder.. hfsh#/i left for 5 minutes rn Uh#why can i not use my calendar without linking to microsoft and then feeling lightly threatened when they ask to link w/ my gmail and say#'we'll be allowed to wipe your Email and your Drive and your Notes and we're Downloading Your Birthday'#girl help they want to steal my birthday#anyway i'm not doing that. no rootbeet float remidners for me then#wait.. i frogot about scheduled posts#i'm gonna go do that !! next year... >:3#//alright so going to go about my things.. toobles ~+~
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uh oh i think my laptop's officially dead
#i really hope not. but. the keyboard stopped working suddenly 😭#idk maybe i turned smth off accidentally?? idk if that's even possible#I'm trying to restart it now but it's going. very slowly. which is also worrying#even holding the off button isn't doing anything. shit#it was so sudden too??? it was actually still working like i could use the mouse and it was playing music#this is so weird I'm so scared 😭😭😭😭😭😭#it's like 5 years old man don't do this to me 😐😐😐😐😐😐😐#update: well it's not turning off so i took the charger out and hope it dies from a lack of battery power soon#and then I'll plug it back in and see if it helps 😔#i THINK it happened before?? like that it didn't turn off and i had to wait for the battery to drain first#I'm so worried i really hope it doesn't die 😔 it'll break me mentally i fear.#(yes it's an object but like. i need it man. and it has a lot of my stuff there. and a lot of distractions from the fact I'm alive)#bro why is this taking so long#usually when i use my laptop and it's not actively being charged it dies within 5 minutes#it's been over 10 now and it's still going?? now?? when i actually WANT it to die??#:/ think I'm gonna leave it alone for now hhhhh whatever. I'm very anxious but there's not much i can do besides waiting anyway
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HELLO EVERYONE since there’s a new fun little feature in splatoon 3 i thought to do something silly aka make a pool code so that p3 likers can play together :) i just want more people to play this game with 🤪
the pool code is literally just. ���ryomina” because i’m Very Predictable™ and UH. yeah! if u see me online in turf war feel free to crash my room or w/e. i’m not always online but i thought this could be fun :3c
and if u do not care about splatoon? that is also cool. enjoy my silly little doodle that i drew to advertise this. i promise i still draw i am just consumed by squids 👍
#lizzy speaks#I DONT KNOW IF THIS IS A GOOD IDEA OR NOT BUT I THOUGHT ITD BE FUN OK.#the new fresh season update has me barking in excitement!! it appeals!! to my splatoon 1 nostalgia!!#i play this game a lot. i have 350 hours and its only going to increase with new content and things to try out...!#taking a break from ranked for the first few weeks (at least series) bc oh man. s+0 was a mistake LOL at least ill be demoted tmrw =3=#so i'll be playing a bunch of turf wars!!!!#idk how long this pool offer of mine will go. i might leave it if i get overwhelmed. idk. but i like playing this game a lot LOL
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life is too short I wanna replay SO many video games
#can you believe ntwewy is two years old?? i wanna replay it#hell we're coming up on the game's announcement trailer's third anniversary. i remember that day vividly#meanwhile i recently replayed pokemon oras and enjoyed it. been a long time since i enjoyed a pokemon game#i wanna go back and finish my now about five year old file on heartgold. idk why i stopped on the eighth gym#so maybe I'll do that next#i also wanna play xenoblade 3 before much longer but first i wanna replay the first game#sometimes i work on the last achievement i have yet to achieve in rdr2 and that always makes me wanna replay it#i beat it once and got to 100% completion and restarted it twice since then but kept stopping when i got to the latter half lol#anyway i gotta finish totk at some point. got distracted bc genshin updated and then my friend started playing it#so we're playing together all the time lately whenever I'm not at work or drawing or reading#OH MAN and I've been listening to kh osts lately. and i keep thinking. what if i replayed literally any of those games lol#augh I'm just over here chewing on video games like a beaver at 5x speed
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also lit rally i told my dad i was gonna go to uni might be late coming back. and it's 11.30pm and this man has not contacted me in any way. are you not concerned
#girlieposting#i'm still here man. i'm still here.#update from later it's midnight and i Just got on the train#i'll get 'home' 40 minutes sooner if i just go to my mums but i don't have the keys for there & she'll be upset im out so late#waugh#if anyone cares i missed the train by 5 seconds and now ill be home at fully 2am#took the other train as long as i could go#i can get a bus now but i'd have to walk 10 mins#and it's not well lit at all#but i'd make it#OR wait for my train and have to like run for the chance to make the other bus#and no walking at all#if i miss that bus it's 20 minutes walk#slightly better lit but it is through an industrial park and not a canal#idk if that's better#if anyone cares i left the station & am waiting for the bus#if this bus doesn't come i'll 100% have missed the last train home#please god don't make me uber#oh hey good news is that i'll 100% hit the daily cap for zones 1-3#instead of my usual 1-4 bc this morning i took the bus longer and got in a zone later#so that's something#i saved like a pound
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If I had a nickle for every time I got into a severely niche canon ships that has the trope gentle girl x brooding boys with spiky hair all while being the most lonely diehard shipper ever for both of these ships, I'd have two nickels
Which isn't alot but it's weird that it happened twice
#samewada#蓮メイ#Born to be a weeb fangirl with a strong talent for drawing#Cursed and doomed forever to suffer being a lonely monoshipper of shipping niche pairings#and having no one else to share the same brainrot fangirlings with 💔#part of me wishes both ships had more shippers who has the same levels of brainrot like me#and more monoshippers too. but then i remember the horrors of#what happens when something small blows up and it attracts all toxic people and more puritans. its a win and lose situation#im feeling the worst of the blues tonight honestly#going into the renmei tag on ao3 only to realize theres hardly any good fics except for like 5. the rest is just filled with all of my notp#and landmines and like i know if i could i can learn how to write and make my own stuff. but at the same time i dont know if i want to#commit to doing that. learning new things is too hard for me#im glad ao3 has the mute button though so i can mute anyone that writes my notp. but man i just wish their filtering system didnt#refresh everytime i visit my otp tags. its so annoying#my day immediately gets soured when i see my notp in my otp tags. i dont force myself to read things i dont like either but man#its annoying#again i wished ao3 updated their filtering system. i want to filter and make it permanent forever instead of refreshing everytime i visit#but anyway yeah im just upset tonight lol. upset at twitters situation to the point my drawing spirit left. idk if i'll get it back to draw#i had so much plans looking forward to drawing renmei until elon ruined shit for everyone. sigh#i hate getting into niche stuff. i hate being a diehard fan and being lonely.#shipper woes#text post
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sometimes tagging is so exhausting bc i havent used one in a bit then i gotta look it up to make sure its the right one
#this is rly bc i use kotone/lyra hikari/dawn interchangeably#also i can never remember tag differentiators for same char diff verse#ik for animeverse i jus use the name w/o any title#but then like for gameverse!red theres no title bc pksp!red takes priority#and then sometimes i'll randomly have a game char jus have their name for the tag even if i /could/ use a title (touko for ex)#and then just...keeping tabs on which game chars dont have titles or other than 'trnr' title (lillie or e4/gl)#i have a system that i can reference easily its jus Work to have to look at it after second-guessing myself#looking at my tag page man i rly should update this huh...#forgot why i even made it a static page so idk if its even necessary now#would hate to change it and then regret but ughhhhh its So Much work to edit rn#OH YEA it was for the html dropdown menus!!!!! yea i cant go w/o those sadly#maybe if i cut down sections but idk thats a decision for future more awake me#blog things
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I'm avoiding my responsibilities as a student I've got sum free time so imma update this acc n post art I've been too lazy to post here mfmfm I'll just compile and queue stuff so I won't clutter the tags wud hate to be obnoxious and be a nuisance </3 xoxo
#I swear I'm not doing useless tasks just so I can not study for muh midterms I'm a good student w good study habits and a good work ethic#I have to do this shit too in IG mfmfm man#Idk how 2021 me handled having like diff accs in diff sites what did she eat bc me rn I cud barely even keep up w what's#Going on in the TL of my main twittuh acc MDMDM younger me built diff ig#Teen me cud easily do this shit she wouldn't even complain she's terminally online#Younger Meijis built diff fr fr giv me ur energy girls I need it rn to work on my animations sobs#Im still young but I've got the energy and social battery of a dying 75 year old cryign sjsjsj#Anyw thank u for reading my mmk life story. @ person who actually reads the tags HAHAHAAH#Also I'll just post colored art and my YT videos I think that's what I've alw been doing before I lost complete interest in#Updating both my tumblr n IG account sjsjsjjssjsj
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game wants my email to play, i give it my email. i don't play game, because it was kind of eh anyway. they send me emails, because i gave them my email. i ignore them. they send me more emails. i ignore them. they send me email with a subject title that is essentially 'hey free stuff !!!!'. i boot up game. game wants to update. i know this takes forever so i do other stuff in the meantime. it doesn't finish updating for 3 hours. my computer is lagging. my music is bugging. my stylus is trying to fake another death. it's finally done updating !! i hit 'play'. loading screen for 30+ minutes and i can't listen to my music now because i don't have the option to turn off game's music on the loading screen. my everything is so slow. so so slow. but also.. despite all this................. free stuff.........
#just me hi#not only is this game overwhelming + confusing + boring but it doesn't even run well on my computer lol#can you guess what game it is. can you guess hfvsh#i'll tell you#if you guessed g3nsh1n 1mpact you were Right hfbvhsf#i wanted to try it cuz i love poking my nose into everything in open world games but ohouahgggauhgh#it's not my vibe lol#and i could leave it at that really... but also there's this sunk cost fallacy i've got going on where it's like Okay man. but we've spent#SO much time just Updating it. andalsothefreestuff#and because i don't really even play this game i don't even know what stuff i'm collecting lmao !! i just like having it :3#they gave me gambling tokens last time i think. very cool#i spent them all immediately and got a neat bow out of it ! aand then i almost immediately logged out fhsdvb#i dunno i don't really get shoving everything at you as soon as you start. like do i really have to have these little journal things Now ?#idk and i don't really care to know so! i will keep collecting my stuffs lol :>#//anyway in other gamey news i think i'm pretty okay at othello lol !!#this is not a very recent revelation but i had never played before + made my mother question what was even happening so i'm kind of proud o#that hfhvsfvh :3#+ also i am Going to try and hurry along with my minecraft lighthouse ! this is going to take a while#the plan is to make a rather small one first cuz i want to build one with my brother#but i want ot be sure i know what we're doing so !! :>>#//anyway happy advent or whatever is going down or up and toodles until...... .o.
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