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[etherealdemon]

🖤 — camden & emma

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my muse’s initial impression of yours

emma was immediately smitten when she first met camden at decode. she literally just went there to join their dance class, she really didn't expect anyone like him to be working there. emma thought that he was really attractive and couldn't help but stare at him the entire time, subconsciously holding her breath every time he'd walk past her or look at her. she was basically a giggling mess when camden came over after their lesson to talk to her.

my muse’s favorite physical attribute of yours

emma is obsessed with camden's hands. she loves how big they are compared to hers and will take any opportunity to hold his hand whenever she can. emma almost had a little panic attack when camden first gripped her hips during their dance class. girlie literally froze on the spot and thought she was going to die help.

my muse’s favorite personality attribute of yours

emma loves camden's flirty behaviour. she actually genuinely enjoys it when he's flirting with her and 100% enables him to continue doing it. she really loves camden's playful and flirty side even though she usually ends up a giggling mess because of it.

a moment that made my muse realize how much they care about yours

emma realised she cared about camden when she woke up next to him one day. he had stayed the night over at her place and was sleeping softly in her bed. she got up to cook him breakfast, even if she doesn't usually like cooking or isn't any good at it, just because she didn't want him to be hungry when he woke up. she soon realised how much she cared for him as she noticed her actions. she usually doesn't go out of her way just to please someone.

something my muse never found the words to say to yours

it took emma a very long time to verbally admit her feelings towards camden. even though she was clearly into him, she still found it a little hard to tell him that she liked him. emma was a little bit scared at first that camden wouldn't reciprocate her feelings. she knew that he was naturally flirty and often wondered if he didn't actually like her in that way at all. camden eventually beat her to it and was the one that confessed first.

something my muse wishes they had never said to yours

there are a lot of things that emma wishes she never said to camden. when they were still getting to know each other, emma would often respond to his flirtations with things that she'd immediately regret saying. it would just naturally come out of her until she'd realise a few seconds later how absolutely cringe she had sounded. she wishes that she would've just shut her mouth at times because she just ended up feeling embarrassed. camden still teases her about it to this day.

something your muse does that makes mine feel safe

the way that camden always holds emma close always makes her feel a little bit safer. she loves being in his arms, especially when they're out in public. it always makes her blush whenever camden wraps his strong arms around her, or when he drags her closer to him. emma's favourite thing to do is hold camden's hand. she always feels safe whenever he has a tight grip around hers.

something your muse does that makes mine smile

again, camden's flirty behaviour will never fail to make emma smile. she really loves it when he gets all flirty with her and starts to tease her. she loves to engage in flirty banter with camden and it's something that will always help brighten her mood. emma is so whipped from camden that it doesn't really take much effort from him to see her smile.

something my muse wants to protect yours from

emma really doesn't like it when she hears people talk shit about camden behind his back. she often hears people say that he's a player and that he's a major red flag and she really doesn't like it since she feels as if these people don't really know who camden is. sure, he might have a very flirty personality but he's also so much more than that. people don't know how sweet he actually is and how caring he can be. emma always feels very protective over camden whenever she hears shit like this. she will not hesitate to argue with whoever said it.

ways my muse says ‘i love you’ without saying those words

emma mostly shows her love and affection towards camden through words. she loves to shower him with compliments, often telling him how good he looks or how she's really impressed whenever she goes and watches him practice at the dance studio. emma just likes to constantly remind camden how much he means to her.

[chwedout]

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[tinewithdanarrative]

🌿🌸Almighty God says,

🌱🌱*“Kapag nagkakaroon ka ng problema, kailangan mong kumalma at harapin ito nang tama, at kailangan mong magpasiya. Dapat mong matutuhang gamitin ang katotohanan para lutasin ang problema. Sa normal na mga panahon, ano ang silbi ng pag-unawa sa ilang katotohanan? Hindi iyon para busugin ka, at hindi lamang para mayroon kang masabi, ni hindi para lutasin ang mga problema ng iba. Ang mas mahalaga, ang silbi niyon ay para lutasin ang sarili mong mga problema, sarili mong mga paghihirap—pagkatapos mong lutasin ang sarili mong mga paghihirap, saka mo lamang malulutas ang mga paghihirap ng iba. Bakit sinasabing si Pedro ay isang bunga? Sapagka’t may mahahalagang bagay na nasa kanya, mga bagay na sulit gawing perpekto; desidido siyang hanapin ang katotohanan at matatag ang kalooban; siya ay may katinuan, nakahandang dumanas ng paghihirap, at minahal ang katotohanan sa kanyang puso, at hindi niya binitawan ang mga pangyayari. Magagandang katangian ang lahat ng ito. Kung wala ka ng magagandang katangian na ito, isa itong malaking problema. Ikaw ay walang kakayahang makaranas at walang karanasan, at hindi mo kayang lutasin ang mga paghihirap ng iba. Ito ay dahil hindi mo alam kung papaano pumasok. Ikaw ay nalilito tuwing mayroong nangyayari sa iyo; ikaw ay nababalisa, umiiyak, nagiging negatibo, tumatakas, at, anuman ang gawin mo, wala kang kakayahang mapangasiwahan sila nang tama.”*

--Hango sa “Ang Mga Taong Lito ay Hindi Naliligtas” sa Mga Talaan ng mga Pananalita ni Cristo ng mga Huling Araw.

[allwaswell16]

{Recently Read 1D Fics}

April 2021

These are all the One Direction fics I read and enjoyed in April. There are 15 recs here in all and are in order by word count and organized by pairing. You can also listen to my podcast to hear me talk about each of these fics as well as an overview of what was posted on ao3 in April including the fics on this month’s fic roundup which you can find here! Please let the writers know if you liked the fics by leaving kudos and comments! Happy reading!

Fanfictional Podcast #24 | ko-fi | fic recs

Larry

🌿 You Make Lovin' Fun, @homosociallyyours​ (E, 109k, girl direction, cruise ship, silver fox Louis, age difference, strangers to lovers, polyamory Harry/OC, butch/femme, based on a true story, journalist Harry, vacation, Lesbian cruise, NYC, long distance relationship, light angst, masturbation, smut, such amazing character development with a great story!)

🌿 A Vibrant Golden Fire, @greenfeelings​ / green_feelings (E, 89k, part three of series, a/b/o, alpha Louis, omega Harry, side Ziam, law student Harry, music mogul Louis, music industry, enemies to lovers, jealous Harry, songwriting, scenting, omega drop, angst with a happy ending, smut, this series is my new fav fic by this writer!)

🌿 A Distant Hazy Light, @greenfeelings​ / green_feelings (M, 76k, part one of series, a/b/o, alpha Louis, omega Harry, side Ziam, music industry, music mogul Louis, uni student Harry, miscommunication, sexual tension, mutual pining, soul bond, slow burn, angst, Harry gets paid to help alphas through ruts, dual pov, I had to stop multiple times because I was so overwhelmed, I just absolutely loved this)

🌿 Little by Little, @absoloutenonsense​ / nonsensedarling (E, 65k, a/b/o au, omega/omega, omega Louis, omega Harry, non traditional a/b/o, mpreg, mpreg Louis, strangers to friends to lovers, neighbors, gender identity, sexuality crisis kind of, mutual pining, nesting, metaphors, slow burn, smut, Harry is such an oblivious walnut and I loved how much they cared for one another)

🌿 Too Young To Know, @2tiedships2​ (M, 35k, a/b/o, omega Louis, alpha Harry, Louis/omc, exes to lovers, scenting, touch deprivation, misunderstandings, bed sharing, late presenter Harry, happy ending, no smut, oof that hurt that they’re both going through just hurts so good)

🌿 A Small Matter (A Matter of Trust), @kingsofeverything​ (E, 18k, secret relationship au, Grindr, strangers to lovers, teacher Louis, teacher Harry, pov Harry, hook up, tiny penis fic, jock straps, kissing, rimming, smut, I’m obsessed with this series and especially this fic)

🌿 no good unless it's real, @fackinglouis​ (E, 17k, farm au, farmer Louis, veterinarian Harry, small town, farmer’s market, farm animals, fluff, smut, bl, acts of service as a love language, the mortifying ordeal of being known, ha what great tags, as an additional tag can I suggest Harry aggressively pursuing Louis and Louis is an oblivious walnut, loved this!)

🌿 There's a Piece of You in How Dress, @vintageumbroshirt​ / 28sunflowers (G, 5k, uni au, friends to lovers, sharing clothes, 5 times fic, oblivious Harry, pining, loved oblivious walnut Harry!)

🌿 Changing Weather (For Worse or For Better), @haztobegood​ (M, 3k, established relationship au, 5 times fic, vignettes, light angst, domestic fluff, rain, happy ending, so lovely and warm)

🌿 Gucci Down To My Drawers, @beanno28​ (E, 2k, strangers to lovers au, photographer Louis, model Harry, humor, awkward situations, 5 times fic, smut)

🌿 Snowballs and Hot Chocolate, @bluecolouredlou​ (G, 2k, strangers to lovers au, winter, snowball fight, park, hot chocolate, cafe, meet cute, fluff, this was adorable and fun!)

Louke

🌿 It’s About a Boy, @missrefridgefreetorator​ / mynameispiaivy (E, 14k, Louis/Luke Malak, famous/not famous au, strangers to lovers, famous Louis, singer Louis, Las Vegas, sexual tension, dancing, first date, romance, smut, now with a chapter two and possibly more of this great fic!)

Ziam

🌿 A Dim And Airy Spark, @greenfeelings​ / green_feelings (E, 49k, Zayn/Liam, part two of series, a/b/o, alpha Liam, omega Zayn, side Larry, dual pov, music industry, popstar Liam, music mogul Zayn, accidental bond, soul bond, angst with a happy ending, getting back together, knotting, heat, smut, I loved these fools! and Liam was indeed perfection)

Zouis

🌿 Stuck In An Eternal Spring, @chrysopon​ / flamboyo (T, 4k, Zayn/Louis, lockdown au, neighbors, strangers to lovers, smoking, loneliness, nostalgia, netflix and chill, happy ending, implied smut, the atmosphere of loneliness was so palpable wow, loved this one)

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image of me when i first joined the choinces fandom🤩

[etherealdemon]

🖤 — isla & elijah

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my muse’s initial impression of yours

elijah first met isla through an open night at carat. he was fairly new to the neighbourhood at the time and jacob took him to the event so he could get to know the people who lived around the area. when they both walked in, isla was already in the middle of performing a song. elijah immediately thought that she had a really pretty voice and that she was really pretty herself too. throughout the night, he would often see isla staring at him before looking away when he'd make eye contact. she finally introduced herself to him after he did an impromptu performance of sunday morning (after being forced by jacob the entire night).

my muse’s favorite physical attribute of yours

elijah adores isla's voice. he loves to hear her sing and finds it so comforting when she does so. isla's voice is also the first thing that really drew him towards her when he first heard her at that open mic. he definitely likes to compliment isla's voice on regular basis.

my muse’s favorite personality attribute of yours

elijah loves how straightforward isla is. she's very open about her feelings and elijah appreciates it because it means that he doesn't have to keep guessing with her. he's a bit dense and the last thing he'd want is to misinterpret whatever isla has to say, her direct manner makes it easy for him to really know how she's feeling.

a moment that made my muse realize how much they care about yours

elijah realised he really cared about isla when she randomly called him one night. he was already in his pyjamas, ready to go to sleep when he heard his phone ring. he instantly picked it up when he realised it was isla calling. she basically called him to ask if he could pick her up and bring her home. elijah didn't even have to think twice. he immediately went to grab his keys and went to find isla. when she opened the door to his car the first thing she said to him was 'why are you wearing your pyjamas'.

something my muse never found the words to say to yours

elijah never found the words to confess to isla how he really felt about her, she simply beat him to it. when he started to develop feelings for her, he really did want to tell her, except he wasn't quite sure how to admit his feelings. he asked jacob for advice a couple of times but obviously he was no help. he didn't get to tell isla how he really felt until she confessed first.

something my muse wishes they had never said to yours

elijah wishes he noticed isla's advances a lot earlier and didn't brush them off just because he didn't understand she was flirting with her. he did have feelings for isla early on but he never really acted on them because he believed that isla just saw him as a friend. he once heard in passing that isla was quite bold and that's why he thought that she was just flirty with everyone around her. elijah wishes that he never responded to any of her flirting with something that indicated he wasn't romantically interested in her.

something your muse does that makes mine feel safe

isla's overprotectiveness is something that makes elijah feel safe. a lot of people might find her a little bit too overbearing when she's like this, but elijah actually likes it a lot. it just shows him how much isla cares for him and how she'll go out of her way to protect him.

something your muse does that makes mine smile

isla singingly loudly in the car will always make elijah smile. he loves how whenever they get into his car, isla will just automatically turn the radio on, pick song off their playlist, and immediately start singing as loudly as she can. although he's never going to admit it, elijah also secretly loves it whenever isla forces him to learn a uni:verse dance with him. it always makes him happy to see her smile whenever he agrees to learn some choreo.

something my muse wants to protect yours from

elijah is very chill going and there isn't really anything that he feels like he needs to protect isla from. he knows that she's more than capable of taking care of herself and that she doesn't really need any protection from him. if i'm being honest, i kind of think that it's elijah who needs protection from isla.

ways my muse says ‘i love you’ without saying those words

the way that elijah would literally drop whatever he was doing to help isla just shows how much he loves her. elijah will literally say yes to anything that isla asks. from driving her to places or picking her up, buying her the concert tickets to see her favourite artists, or even just buying her her favourite drink before they meet up because he knows she'll like it. elijah also likes to show his love for isla through compliments. he'll always compliment her outfits, her hair, and her voice whenever he can.

[etherealdemon]

🖤 — minsi & yejun

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my muse’s initial impression of yours

yejun and minsi had previously crossed paths before at multiple music shows and awards shows but they didn't properly get to know each other until they both met on the set of strong girl bongsoon. yejun's initial impression of minsi was that she was someone that he easily clicked with. he thought that she was really funny and was glad that their sense of humour matched.

my muse’s favorite physical attribute of yours

yejun adores minsi's eyes. he has always thought that minsi's eyes were gorgeous and loves how expressive they are. there were times when they were filming bongsoon that yejun would just get lost in minsi's eyes, often forgetting his lines and mentally kicking himself for letting her have that effect on him.

my muse’s favorite personality attribute of yours

yejun loves how fun and free-spirited minsi is. he never has a dull time whenever he's around her and she always seems to put him in a better mood. he also loves how minsi is able to match his own chaoticness and he never really has to dial his personality down when he's with her.

a moment that made my muse realize how much they care about yours

yejun first realised he truly cared for minsi when they were filming bongsoon. there were a couple of scenes that they had to film that included stunts and even though yejun knew they were in a safe environment, he couldn't help but worry for minsi's safety. even if he wasn't part of the scene, he'd always find himself watching her from behind the camera, wishing that everything would go smoothly.

something my muse never found the words to say to yours

there really isn't anything that yejun hasn't told minsi. they're both very open with each other and minsi is the first person he goes to if he has something to share. yejun has always been open about his feelings towards minsi and there isn't really anything that he never found the words for.

something my muse wishes they had never said to yours

yejun wishes he would've just shut his mouth when he first met minsi on set. at this point in time, they only just met and were still getting to know each other. to try and break the ice, yejun would often try to be funny around minsi. looking back at it, yejun has realised that he was probably trying too hard and that he probably wasn't funny at all. he cringes back at this thought and wishes that he had acted just a little bit normal around minsi for those first few days.

something your muse does that makes mine feel safe

minsi's unwavering support for yejun and everything he does always makes him feel loved and safe. he is aware that he can be a bit much sometimes but it's always a relief when he sees minsi either supporting him or even joining in his chaos. yejun never feels judged when he's around minsi.

something your muse does that makes mine smile

minsi's humour and overall cuteness is something that will never fail to make yejun smile. he adores how comfortable she is in her own skin and how she doesn't really care about what others think. minsi is the one person who will always be able to make yejun happy.

something my muse wants to protect yours from

yejun absolutely hates toxic fans who hate on minsi just because they're dating. he thinks they're all idiots and he isn't afraid to call them out. he once mentioned minsi when he was live and saw a comment saying something nasty about her. he paused the game he was playing, called out that person during the live, and full on gave them a lecture about how they shouldn't say things like that about other people.

ways my muse says ‘i love you’ without saying those words

yejun is very physically affectionate and he usually shows his love towards minsi through his actions. he's the type of person who will always put minsi above himself. he will give minsi his jacket if she feels cold, give her the rest of his food if she's feeling hungry, or even give her something he owns just because she said she liked it.

[etherealdemon]

pre-relationship: 3 / general: 7, 8 / love: 3, 7 / domestic life: 8, 9 for camden and emma

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3 — did any of their friends or family want them to get together?

everyone at decode dance studio basically wanted emma and camden to get together already. they could all see how into each other they both were and were just waiting for them to finally admit their feelings for one another. they all probably had a bet on how long it would take for emma and camden to finally start dating.

GENERAL

7 — who takes the lead in social situations?

camden is definitely the one who takes the lead in most social situations. he’s easily the more confident and social one out of the two, and it helps that he knows the people in the neighbourhood better.

8 — who gets jealous easier?

emma gets jealous very easily and it doesn’t take a lot to make her jealous. when she started taking classes at decode, she couldn’t help but feel jealous whenever camden was dancing with someone else. she absolutely hated that she would feel this way, because at this point she wasn’t even close friends with him or anything, but she just couldn’t help it. emma’s gotten a lot better at handling her jealousy when she officially started dating camden, but she still tends to feel this way occasionally.

LOVE

3 — who uses cheesy pick-up lines?

camden likes to use cheesy pick up lines on emma because he knows that they will work on her. she giggles and blushes so hard whenever camden uses one and always peppers him with kisses after to show her affection towards him.

7 — what are their favorite things to do together?

emma loves it when camden teaches her how to dance. she’s not exactly the best dancer out there but she loves how patient he is with her. she loves being able to spend time with him while also doing something he loves, not to mention the added intimacy that comes along with it.

DOMESTIC LIFE

8 — how do they celebrate holidays?

since emma’s family don’t live in the neighbourhood, she mostly spends the holidays with camden and his family. she likes to treat them out for dinner since she doesn’t want to burden them with her mid-tier cooking. emma also loves to spend time with camden’s siblings and always goes out of her way to buy them presents.

9 — who’s more likely to convince the other to come back to sleep in the morning?

camden is the one who always convinces emma to stay in bed longer. emma is a girlboss who likes to stay on top of her schedule and she’s definitely the type who wakes up early in the morning because she knows she has a very long beauty routine to follow. camden is basically irresistible to emma so it only takes a little bit of begging and tightening his grip around her waist for him to convince her to stay in bed.

[etherealdemon]

pre-relationship: 5 / general: 1, 6 / love: 7, 11 / domestic life: 4, 11 for elijah and isla

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5 — did either of them try to resist their feelings?

absolutely not. isla made it pretty clear from the beginning that she was romantically interested in elijah and although it might have taken him a little while to understand, he was happy to admit his feelings for her when he finally realised.

GENERAL

1 — who initiated the relationship, and how did it go?

isla was the one who initiated the relationship. she was the one who probably had to spell out to elijah that she likes him. like like likes him. elijah was probably a little shocked since all of isla’s previous attempts at flirting had gone past his head before. it took him a couple of seconds to fully understand what she was saying until it finally clicked and he kissed her while she was in the middle of a heated explanation about how she’s had a crush on him for forever.

6 — what’s their relationship with each other’s families? do they share a friend group?

both are very close with each other’s family and often act as if they’re one big family. isla and maisie are very close and love to hang out together and elijah already sees jude as his younger brother. elijah’s parents also adore isla and always like to tease elijah about when they’re getting married. they both also share a friend group which unfortunately means that isla has to constantly deal with elijah’s platonic soulmate, jacob lee.

LOVE

7 — what are their favorite things to do together?

one of isla and elijah’s favourite things to do is take spontaneous road trips together with no clear destination. they don’t really care about where they’ll end up, they care more about spending time with each other in the car. they love blasting music from the radio and singing as loudly as they can together.

11 — what are some songs that apply to their relationship, in-universe or otherwise?

isla and elijah’s song is sunday morning. that song basically defines their relationship. it’s the song that they always play first when in the car, the song they first sung together at open mic night, and eventually the song they have their first dance to at their wedding.

DOMESTIC LIFE

4 — do they have any pets?

currently, isla and elijah don’t have any pets, but i’d like to think that they’d adopt a dog when they eventually move in together and have the space. i can totally see them taking the dog out for morning walks while they grab coffee together

11 — who likes to dance?

isla is the one loves to dance. elijah doesn’t really dance often but will always indulge isla whenever she asks him to dance with her. elijah does know a couple of uni:verse dances though since isla, maisie, and jacob once forced him to learn it with them.

[etherealdemon]

pre-relationship: 6 / general: 2, 6 / love: 8, 9 / domestic life: 6, 9 for minsi and yejun

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PRE-RELATIONSHIP

6 — if you had told one of them that the other would be their soulmate, what would they think?

if you told yejun that minsi was his soulmate he would literally say ‘that’s so cool.’ even before they really got to know each other, yejun has always thought that minsi was cool. he loved her energy and thought that she was just a really fun person to be around. the thought of her being his soulmate probably wouldv’e shocked him in the best possible way at first until he realised how compatible they were. he wouldn’t want anyone else as his soulmate.

GENERAL

2 — did they have an official first date? if so, what was it like?

minsi and yejun’s first date wasn’t technically an ‘official’ date. neither of them really looked at it as a date at the time but the more they looked back on it, the more they realise it was a date. it was after a long day of shooting on their kdrama. both decided to get dinner together and they eventually ended up at an arcade. they played games together and minsi won yejun a plushie. it was during that time that yejun realised he had romantic feelings for minsi. the photobooth strip they took is still on yejun’s bedside table at his dorm.

6 — what’s their relationship with each other’s families? do they share a friend group?

minsi and yejun have met each other’s families a couple of times. yejun’s mum absolutely adores minsi and always loves it when yejun brings her along to family events. both are also pretty close to their respective groups. uni:verse love minsi and always tease yejun that she’s too good for him. yejun also occasionally gets lovingly bullied by posy.

LOVE

8 — who’s better at comforting the other?

yejun is the absolute best when comforting minsi. you wouldn’t really expect it since he does tend to joke around most of the time, but his experience of being in a large group like uni:verse where he’s one of the hyungs means that he’s had a lot of experience when it comes to comforting others. he will always drop everything to be with minsi whenever she’s upset and will always do his best to make sure she feels better. his one goal during these situations is to make her smile and laugh.

9 — who’s more protective?

both are very protective over each other. yejun is usually a very chill person and doesn’t really care about what others have to say, but he will stand up for minsi whenever someone has something shitty to say about her.

DOMESTIC LIFE

6 — who worries the most?

minsi is definitely the one who worries the most. yejun is a very carefree person and he knows minsi well enough to know that she’s probably okay. minsi on the other hand probably has to worry about yejun a lot more since she knows how often he puts himself in stupid situations.

9 — who’s more likely to convince the other to come back to sleep in the morning?

no one is convincing anyone simply because they have mutually agreed to stay in bed together. yejun has gotten in trouble multiple times because he’s shown up to rehearsal late. both just love to stay in bed and cuddle for hours in the morning.

[etherealdemon]

🖤 — kieran & bianca

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my muse’s initial impression of yours

bianca's initially found kieran annoying. she hated how he followed her everywhere, never leaving her alone or giving her any sense of privacy. she hated how he was sent to 'protect' her because in her eyes, she didn't need any protecting, she knew that she could handle herself.

my muse’s favorite physical attribute of yours

she's never going to admit it out loud but she likes how kieran towers over her. bianca is small and to be honest, she's lowkey obsessed with their height difference, especially how kieran is exactly 1ft taller than her. bianca also likes how strong kieran is. she likes to pretend that she hates it whenever he teasingly carries her but in reality she likes it.

my muse’s favorite personality attribute of yours

bianca has grown to love kieran's charisma. at first she found his personality to be annoying, but it's something that she quite likes as they became closer. bianca likes how incredibly charming he is, even when they're both facing danger. she likes how cool and unbothered even when their lives are on the line.

a moment that made my muse realize how much they care about yours

bianca realised she cared about kieran when she saw him get injured. it wasn't a life threatening injury or anything but she still became so worried when she saw him lying on the floor helpless. seeing kieran in that state was very hard for her and her emotions were a mess. she was worried, angry, upset, but most of all, she was just confused. she didn't realise she felt all these strong emotions because she actually cared for kieran a lot more than she thought.

something my muse never found the words to say to yours

bianca never found the words to say sorry to kieran. she's sorry for the way she acted when they first met, sorry for how much of a dick she was to him, and especially how she was quick to judge him. she truly does regret her actions but her stubborn nature makes it hard for her to fully admit that she was in the wrong.

something my muse wishes they had never said to yours

bianca wishes that she never told kieran that she didn't want him around. when she told him this, she was angry with the situation and overreacted. the more she spent time with kieran, the more she realised that she didn't mind being in his company. she actually enjoyed having him around.

something your muse does that makes mine feel safe

kieran's constant hovering usedd to annoy bianca, but now it's almost a sense of comfort for her. she's become so used to having kieran around that she always feels safe whenever he's with her. bianca knows that she can't be harmed whenever he's around. he'll always be there to protect her even when she says she doesn't need protecting.

something your muse does that makes mine smile

bianca always smiles whenever she hears stories about kieran as a kid. she still can't believe that someone as charming as him once used to run away from girls. she finds it absolutely hilarious, and at the same time confusing, that someone as good looking and charismatic as kieran used to be scared of girls who confessed their love to him.

something my muse wants to protect yours from

bianca wants to protect kieran from the people who framed him. she really hates that kieran was punished for something that he didn't do, even if it brought them together. if bianca ever comes across the people who framed kieran it's literally on sight.

ways my muse says ‘i love you’ without saying those words

bianca isn't one to show a lot of affection but when she does it's mostly physical. she mostly shows her love subtly, from holding kieran's hand to giving him quick kisses. she's not very into pda either so she shows most of her love towards kieran whenever they're alone.

[etherealdemon]

🖤 — zadie & felix

SEND ‘🖤 + PAIRING’ FOR ME TO ANSWER THE FOLLOWING

my muse’s initial impression of yours

felix first met zadie during one of their classes. it was the first day of the semester and he sat down next to her at one of their university's computer labs. felix instantly noticed how pretty zadie was and being the extrovert that he is, he had to talk to her. it was a little awkward at first, zadie wasn't really paying attention much to him and he was trying too hard to strike up a conversation, but eventually zadie started opening up to him more. felix found her to be extremely cute. it wasn't until zadie mentioned what classes she was taking that he realised he was in the wrong class. he quickly had to run to his actual class before he could get zadie's number. thankfully, his class was only down the hall. during that entire semester, he would pop into zadie's class before he went to his just to say hi.

my muse’s favorite physical attribute of yours

felix is obsessed with zadie's hair. he loves to mindlessly play with it whenever he can. whenever zadie lies down on his lap, he always finds himself playing with her hair, running his hands through it as they watch a movie together. sometimes, he even likes to braid zadie's hair for her, which he's surprisingly really good at since he's had a lot of practice with his younger sisters.

my muse’s favorite personality attribute of yours

felix really finds it adorable how oblivious and clueless zadie can be sometimes. he still occasionally teases her about how she never picked up on his very obvious flirting to the point where he thought that she just wasn't into him. felix also loves how zadie is always there for her friends. he really admires how she always puts others before herself.

a moment that made my muse realize how much they care about yours

felix truly realised how much he cared about zadie when she sprained her ankle. he was waiting for her to finish up dance practice one day when zadie had suddenly sprained her ankle. felix instantly felt a sense of panic come over him as he saw zadie on the floor, clutching onto her ankle. he immediately put her on his back and carried her all the way to their university's clinic, which was on the other side of campus. felix really hated seeing zadie like this, especially when she was told that she couldn't dance until her ankle fully healed. he knew that dancing made her really happy and it sucked that there wasn't really anything he could do about it. while zadie's ankle was healing, felix made sure to stay with her whenever he could, keeping her company and making sure that she was happy.

something my muse never found the words to say to yours

felix has never found the words to tell zadie to give him his hoodies back. every time he opens his wardrobe, he always notices how one of his hoodies has gone missing. the next thing he knows, he sees zadie wearing it when he sees her on campus. even though he's lowkey running out of clothes to wear, he's never told zadie to give them back simply because he likes seeing her wear his clothes. he usually just steals them back when she doesn't notice.

something my muse wishes they had never said to yours

felix wishes that he never told zadie that he had given the cookies that she made to the baesball team because he lied. he never gave them to his teammates. he took them straight to his bedroom and kept them for himself. this ultimately came back to bite him on the ass when zadie herself asked the baesball team if they liked the cookies that she baked. they were obviously confused because they never got any cookies, only to realise that felix never handed them over. felix never got to taste the next batch of cookies that zadie made since she hand delivered them to ryan bae and the baesball team made sure that he didn't get any.

something your muse does that makes mine feel safe

felix always feels safe around zadie because he knows that she will always have his back. he knows how supportive zadie is of him and how she'll always be on his side no matter what. he wasn't really aware of how protective zadie could get until he experienced it first hand at a baseball game. zadie kind of lost it when she realised that the other team was talking shit about about felix. he had to wrap her up in a warm hug and tell her that it was okay just to calm her down.

something your muse does that makes mine smile

zadie and everything that she bakes for felix will always make him smile. it never fails to make him happy whenever he sees zadie waiting for him after practice with a box of freshly made cookies in her hands. he also loves it when he becomes her taste tester. he knows he's no help in the kitchen but he always has fun with zadie whenever she makes him taste a new recipe, even if it turns out a little undercooked or a little burnt. he also loves how zadie always brings sweets not only for him, but for the baesball team as well. he really appreciates how she also thinks about and cares for his friends.

something my muse wants to protect yours from

overall, felix is pretty chill going and isn't really the type to be super protective over someone. however, he does find himself to become a little protective of zadie whenever he finds himself in the kitchen with her. the only kitchen appliance that felix knows how to use is the microwave so he always gets a little cautious whenever zadie decides to use the oven. he always tells her to be careful because she might accidentally burn herself. he's obviously just talking from past experiences.

ways my muse says ‘i love you’ without saying those words

felix mostly shows his love through physical affection. he's always clinging onto zadie whenever he can and loves to hug her. he especially loves it whenever zadie runs up to him after baseball games and he catches her in his arms and spins her around. felix also loves to give her little gifts, but since he's not really that well off, most of his gifts are handmade. he once brought back a homemade bracelet for zadie that his sister helped him make when he went home to visit his family over winter break.

[chwedout]

7, 20, and 56 🫡

7 | Chicken Noodle Soup — j-hope + Becky G

20 | CROWN — TOMORROW X TOGETHER

56 | DRUM GO DUM — K/DA

✨ send me a number between 1-101 and i'll tell you the song it corresponds to on my spotify wrapped!

[etherealdemon]

📸 <3

minsi x yejun

isla x elijah

emma x camden

send a 📸 to see 3-5 pictures that my oc has/has taken of yours

[chwedout]

bestie i love how u are always here to witness my unhinged behavior over heeseung ... true friendship

me every time i see u post abt heeseung

[etherealdemon]

❤️ + isla & elijah

BOLD YOUR CHOICES

Affectionate;

Holding hands | Cheek kisses | Hugs from behind | Cuddling | Hand kiss | PDA | Spooning | Shared baths | Whispers | Affectionate texts | Caressing | Stroke hair | No displays of affection

Sex;

Shower sex | Wall sex | Neck bites | Oral | Morning sex | Drunk sex | Public sex | Backseat of car | BDSM | No sex

Dates;

Picnic | Cinema | Restaurant | Sports game Uni:verse concert | Hike | Coffee | Museum | Club | Bar | Beach | No dates

Would my character…

Marry them? Yes | No

Have sex on the first date? Yes | No

Confess their attraction first? Yes | No

Have children/adopt? Yes | No

Die for your character? Yes | No

Cheat on your character? Yes | No

Lie to them? Yes | No

Cuddle after sex? Yes | No

send me “❤ + ship” and i’ll fill in the form of what my character would do with yours.