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Hey! I just wanted to like. personally thank you for your tags on that post about being 13-15. Iâm 20 and Iâm just. I donât know. Itâs really nice to know that thereâs no rush to get my shit together. You donât have to post this if you donât want, but from one stranger to another, thank you. I hope the future is kind to us both.
You are /more/ than welcome Anon.
I know when I was around 17-20, I wish someone would have told me that. I wish someone would have reassured me
"You're not an '''adult''' by 30. In fact, the idea of 'becoming an adult' is a lie. Everyone is a child, slowly figuring things out.
You'll be 25 and be 10 in maturity in some places, and 45 in others. You'll be 19 and be as mature as a 28 year old. 60 with the maturity of a 12 year old.
Age is a lie, maturity is a slow process, and everyone should always be growing. The idea that you become 'a mature adult' at a 'certain age' is a paradox, and is not helpful to you when you're young and scared and figuring yourself out before you can figure your LIFE out.
Your art will get better. Your friend group will get bigger. You'll laugh more, write more, reach out to your role models and realize they're all just people like you. Figuring things out. Fucking up. Being scared. We're all a little bit scared. But we all figure things out despite the fear.
So long as you take things at a healthy pace, you'll be okay. You'll feel like 'it's the end of the world' so many times, and you'll get through them. And it's worth it to stick around."
There's never a rush to get your shit together. Most people don't have their life together, or figured out. We're all just kids with back pain and bills. But, y'know. We get to watch the movies we want and eat the food we like, so. It's not so bad. <3
#vt text#long post#I'm 30 and still figuring things out every few years.#You're a new person every now and then#and that's okay#you'll never have 'everything' figured out#the beauty comes from being content in the present and just. finding joy where you can#and if you cannot find the joy. make it.#and if you cannot make the joy? Survive until you can.#Survive. And work for a better future for yourself.#Even if that means doing something silly like saving up for a bath bomb or that t-shirt you've always wanted.#anyways sorry this went on really long#I'm just. really passionate about letting people younger than me know that it's okay#you won't just. transform into an 'adult' one day#it's a slow and completely indiscernible process#it's a skill.#and you gotta hone it over time#be a kid#And don't buy into the lies of life 'milestones' and 'checklists' like going to college or getting married#make your own checklist.#figure out what makes you happy. It's hard. but so worth it.#anyways this novel has gone on long enough <3
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ok yk what. now that iâve had some time to process nghy canon, considering the current pacing of gen retcon, i think their next step is as â¨clear as dayâ¨
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i really like seeing them happy together, but i truly do think that they should divorce and either live the rest of their lives as single besties; partners in hero/heroine-isms, but better off as just friends, or go their separate ways for a bit and get back together when theyâre a little older and wiser, staying together for good this time around, as each otherâs first and last boyfriend/girlfriend
#âhavenât you had quite enough of pushing your divorce agendas??? like with lxl????â no. never.#idk i think part of their charm was nagisaâs patience and genuine earnest love for hiyori#and hiyoriâs determination to achieve her goals of becoming a true heroine in every sense of the wordâŚ#but the current pacing is kinda⌠um. i really love how nghy is now truly canon ofc. but⌠it feels too rushed?#like theyâre just checking off a box on a ârelationships to goâ checklist?#and nagisaâs sudden second confession? in a throwaway line? what was that all about man⌠when did that even happen? excuse?#i think itâd have been more meaningful if hiyori was the one to confess without any prompting (to lead to their relationship)âŚ#and. uh. donât take this the wrong way but⌠noontea seemed a little peer pressure-y to me.#it kinda felt like juri and chizu were pressuring hiyori into getting a bf⌠itâs been eating away at me ever since i tried to tl it. but.#âŚidk. point is. i think a relationship built on those foundations (peer pressure/fomo and a suddenly persistent guy(???)) is doomed to fail#and so i think nghy should divorce. maybe theyâll reconnect romantically in a few years#(fulfilling nagisaâs agreement to be hiyoriâs âlast bfâ as well as having been her âfirst bfâ during their first try at a relationship)#or they could just be besties till the end of time; having been each otherâs hero and heroine once upon a time#ik hw doesnât do breakups of their main couples (not since nakimushi kareshi eons ago i thinkâŚ)#but i think they should give it another go for nghy. maybe itâd make their love story a little more compelling#and maybe we could all unite under the cheers of hoping that ng and hy get back together in the future as more mature adultsâŚ?#idk i just. think the âright person; wrong timeâ trope could work for nghy#like how it went in sukiuso/heroika with nagisaâs failed confession#even then they were the right person for each other; it just wasnât the right time for them to date (personal goals/long distance/etc)#so maybe. this time âround even though theyâve started dating circumstances could still pop up here and there and maybeâŚ?#âŚbut idk~~~~~~~~ maybe itâs just the 5am thoughts or something thatâs finally putting my incoherent trains of thoughts into wordsâŚ#point is!!!!!! the current pacing is awkward!!!!!!!!! nghy deserve better!!!!!!! and their love story needs to be treated with more care!!!!#idk are hw trying to speedrun nghy for h10w bc nghyâs. like. a mix of different features of their previous couples#which would make âem the perfect couple to bring h10w together(???) or something???#but idk. im still really really happy the nghy is canon but. there are some mixed feelings here and there tooâŚ#idk dudes this has gotten way too long for its own good so ig iâll stop hereâŚ#live laugh love nghy canon but⌠i still think they should break up for *at least* a year or so to reasses their relationship#sorry nghy⌠itâs for your own good i swear⌠i truly want you to be happy together!!!! i really do!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Any men out there wanna pretend to be my bf to get my parents off my case about marriage? I am so so serious right now.
#my mom gave me a really really lonf lecture and upset me because her and my dad want me to start thinking about settling down ans getting#married. again. cos this comes up all the time. ans I reiterated that i do wanna marry and have kids. i know im 26 years old why do they'#think im also not aware of this??? like i suddenly forgot my own age and have my head in the clouds all the time. and i got so heated cos i#said they only believe in that in theory. in reality neither of them have accepted the idea od my leaving home or the idea of mw being with#a man. and they start freaking out if they even find out i talk to them so to say they want me to get married is so fucking naive#ans when i mentioned this and that they're more than ok w mt brothers talking tp women she said that if i wanted to settle down she could#talk to dad and they could âgo about finding someone for meâ and I've never been so pissed#i got so upset. why does everyone keep saying this to me. as if anyone my dad knows could ever be a half decent man#and the truth is they don't care if im in a happy marriage they've accepted that i won't be they only care that im gone and saving face in#front of family. that's all. it's always reputation it's always âwhat will people say?â#not once did love come up. not once did shw even imply that i should marryfor love#or that they hope i love someone and marry them. because they're more happy with the idea of me marrying for the sake of it than#they are at the idea of me finding genuine lovw#im not a fucking broodmare im not here to push out babies for the sake od reputation.#and then i said nor being married isn't the end of the world and she said âit's important that you settle downâ#and i said im unwavering in my principles. she can call mw high maintenance like she loves doing but I'm not wavering on the#kind of man i want to be with and when i do marry him i want it to bw genuine. because be loves me and vice versa not because im ticking off#somethin from a damn checklist to appease them. and if being unwavering on my principles means staying unmarried then so be it.#my obligations are to god and myself and that's it#and y'know what??? i am in love with a boy already#and yet they don't care that i wanna be in love at all. no im just a puppet to follow a certain narrative in life live according to evergone#else has and that's it.#im done.#and then she tried to apologise by getting me a slice of cake and that somehow made me feel worse.#i dont want an apology. i want to be heard and actually listened to for once. i want someone to ask what i want. to actually give a shit#and love me cos it's me. not cos im some thing to further an agenda. or some toy or puppet that does your bidding.#is it so much??? to just want to be loved in return? to marry and live according to how i want to?? ans not want anyone to make these#decision's for me?#ruined my whole day.
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HEYYY uh unrelated thought I just had but uh
Would anyone be interested in like. Me making drawing tip esq. things? That wording isnât exactly getting my point across but basically I want to help explain what can make a drawing look. Off. Yknow?
Like yknow when youâre drawing a character and you look at them and they just seem. Off? And no matter what you canât pinpoint exactly what it is?
I pretty much just wanna put out a few examples from my own experience that can maybe help anyone else to go âohh I see it now!â and can maybe help for anytime you draw in the future
#random post#I donât wanna do like a âhow to draw! :> (aka how *I* draw)#and I donât wanna make some overly detailed anatomy or color theory or stylization thing#just simple things to think about when looking at a drawing. kind of a checklist of sorts#something to have in the back of your mind when drawing or sculpting or painting or whatever to help you not sit there going#âWHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG HERE. I CANT *SEE* IT BUT I *KNOW* ITS WRONG!!!â#cus. yknow. I have moments like that LMAO#then I see I pic of my own character and go âohhhh. I fucked up the hairâ
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#i'm trying to look up self help for anxious attachments styles#and fucking everything is like 'go to therapy! try mindfulness!'#like BITCH#i cannot afFORD therapy right now#what coping mechanisms would a therapist try to give me is all i want#just a list#they gave me a list of things to try when i went for dissociation#and i had already found very comparable lists online#i do not want to meditate and don't think it'd be very helpful#i can't meditate in the middle of a conversation#i *CAN* tell myself that i should take people at face value on principle#if they say we're fine then we're fine. even if they're upset it's not my fault if they say it isn't.#it's not my problem or fault if people fail to give an honest answer when asked things directly so I shouldn't fixate on it#but that's not the only symptom.#just give me a list dammit!!!#and so many of these articles are CLEARLY ai written fucking garbage#headers with paragraphs underneath that don't deliver on the header's promise. multiple paragraphs that either rephrase each other#or word for word copy each other#there's no way around the swill#like i'm aware there's a problem. i'm pretty sure of what the problem is. i don't need to spend months paying someone to tell me what it is.#my partner has been laid off and i work part time. i don't have MONEY to pay someone for months to tell me what the problem is#what i NEED is a quick just. checklist. of things to look out for and think about that i can refer to in daily life.#and i will work on this shit myself#too many websites are also using tags centering around attachment styles for 'i'm so quirky and neurospicy teehee' posts#no i don't want to see you romanticizing your bpd#i want to see a list of coping techniques#gonna make my own list of mantras i guess#since nothing else seemingly comes close
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#The Ultimate Guide to Successful Rental Property Investing: A Bloggers Perspective#I recently finished reading The Book on Rental Property Investing by Brandon Turner#and I must say it's a fantastic resource for anyone looking to delve into the world of real estate investing. Turner#an experienced investor and co-host of the BiggerPockets podcast#shares practical advice#strategies#and insights that can help both novice and experienced investors build wealth through rental properties. The book is divided into several#each focusing on a specific aspect of rental property investing. Turner covers a wide range of topics#from the fundamentals of real estate investing to more advanced strategies for growing and managing a rental property portfolio. One of the#you'll find valuable information and actionable tips in this book. One of the key takeaways from The Book on Rental Property Investing is#understand the local rental market#and calculate the potential returns on a property before making a purchase. He also provides practical guidance on negotiating deals#managing properties effectively#and dealing with common challenges that landlords may face. Throughout the book#Turner shares personal anecdotes and real-world examples to illustrate his points#making the content engaging and easy to digest. He also includes helpful visuals#case studies#and checklists that readers can refer to as they navigate their own rental property investments. Whether you're interested in buy-and-hold#house hacking#or Airbnb rentals#there's something in this book for everyone. One of the aspects of The Book on Rental Property Investing that I found particularly valuabl#establishing a budget#and managing personal finances in a responsible manner. By laying the groundwork for financial stability and understanding the basics of in#readers can set themselves up for success in the world of rental property investing. Overall#I highly recommend The Book on Rental Property Investing to anyone who is interested in building wealth through real estate. Brandon Turner#real-world experience#and accessible writing style make this book a must-read for both aspiring and seasoned real estate investors. Whether you're looking to sup#build a retirement nest egg#or achieve financial freedom through rental properties#this book provides the tools and knowledge you need to get started on your investment journey. So
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anyway watch urban rescue ranch and actually listen to what ben christie is saying when he rants about people keeping wild animals as pets
#im so genuine when i say this but bens attitude is right at home with the sanctuary i volunteered at/am still close with#in that caring for wild animals can only be done by certain people#people that can put a suffering animal out of its misery or who can work day and night to make sure every animals needs are met#understanding whats dangerous and whats beneficial and always keeping that checklist in your brain#like for example#our sanctuary houses big cats and madagascar lemurs#those lemurs having evolved on an island separate from big cats and their waste#they are extremely susceptible to toxoplasmosis#so we as staff have to make sure that any shoes we wear in a cats enclosure to clean it#either 1) gets thoroughly bleached before entering the lemur enclosure or 2) are replaced by shoes that never entered a cat enclosure#that and so many other little things regarding health and safety of the animals are burned in my brain#because of how important it is#and yes that sanctuary also received so many big cats that were once pets#so theyre so reliant on humans they can not ever return to the wild#they dont know how to hunt or are disabled to due less than substantial diet/exercise/etc#because normal people. dont know. how to take care of. a wild fucking animal.#and thankfully we specialize with aging and disabled cats#and the cats that arrive there almost always die there naturally#were not a midway point every animal is a resident and is cared for equally until the natural end of their life#anyway tldr#if you own a pet monkey i will eat you.
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*TURN SOUND ON & UP :)
JJK MEN (GOJO, TOJI, CHOSO, GETO, SUKUNA, NANAMI) X READER
case files: doppelgänger curses have been running rampant and causing chaos around tokyo impersonating everyday civilians including sorcerers. jujutsu society has set up veils and your boyfriend has given you strict orders not to lower them to let anyone in the house but himâbut how do you know if itâs really even him?
report notes: I love this game! If you haven't played go play a few rounds @ thatsnot-myneighbor[DOT]io (itâs free and all online). âlast up: Sukuna!
kinktober 2023-2024 m.list | original teaser
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visitor log: its midday and your clingy-ass boyfriendâgojo satoruâshould be hard at work right getting rid of these doppels not knocking at your doorâgotta be a fake... right?!
classifications: bimbo!reader (canonverse of otaku!gojo's bunny!reader), yandere-esque Gojo, nipple play, recorded sex, lots of sex toys, dirty talk, panty theft, extreme overstim + slight omorashi.
đď¸âđ˛đ°đđ´ đśđśđ¸........... THE SORCERER KILLER
alias: đđđđđđđđđ, đ.
visitor log: an extra toji fushiguro should be double the trouble and double the fun but neither likes to share, you know for sure which ones your tojiâbut do you really even care?
classifications: bratty!reader, brat taming, breeding, baby trapping, hair pulling, spit play + creampies, jealousy, grump!toji, daddy kink
đď¸âđ˛đ°đđ´ đśđśđš........... THE CULT LEADER
alias: đđđđ, đ.
visitor log: you shouldn't have even been watching the gate bunny, that's much too hard for you! so when you inevitably fuck up, your cult leader boyfriendâgeto suguruâhas the perfect punishment planned for you and your pretty pussy wait..in front of his entire congregation tho!?
classifications: dumb bimbo!reader, canonverse of nerd!geto's bunny!reader, cult rhetoric, dark themes, sensory deprivation/amaurophilia, punishment, humiliation, shibari, edging, overstim, exhibitionism, toxic jealousy, possessiveness, yandere Suguru, drugged sex, cnc/free-use reader, mentions of orgies/group sex and a bit of forced breeding.
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visitor log: your sweet boyfriend, nanami kento, promised he'd come visit you tonight bunny. awe baby, don't cry, you're sure that's actually him at the door but you'll run through your checklist just to make sure, won't you?
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visitor log: crazed with quarantine boredom, you can't help but to tease your naive lil' roommateâchoso kamoâbut you'll know when to stop before it goes too farâor have you already let the real Choso in?
classifications: mommy kink, affectionate cruelty/cuteness aggression, begging, teasing, virgin!choso, creampies, masturbation, panty theft, mentions of menophilia.
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visitor log: thinking no curse would be stupid enough to enter his palace, when the king of curses comes home to find you fucking his doppel it's not going to end well for either of youâR.I.P. your pussy sis, any last words?
classifications: error 404âcase report not found (finalizing)
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report notes: yo so this was meant to be about 4k total and instead it turned out to be 4k per story so i'm breaking it up (fully completed 3 and making last minute edits on the others, so staggering them out). Consider this a kinktober all on its own lol (still doing stuff left over from last years though). btwâeveryone who asked on my official taglist, kinktober or the teaser will still be tagged on each individual story but you can comment below if you haven't asked to be tagged already.
Šblkkizzat 2024. do not steal works or gfx, do not translate.
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I came up with this GREAT idea to make completion checklists to keep track of my own ESO characters, and then decided to make checklists for my sibling and parent as well, and I just updated my sibling's characters' checklists after a month of grinding their toons for levels and skyshards and stuff. Because I wasnt able to bring the checklist BINDER with me across the country while visiting my sibling.
So my wrist hurts now, but I also do enjoy the checklists so no pain no gain
#if anyone wants a copy of the checklists for their own purposes then i can literally email you the documents#i know i know email is very strange#but i also have them separated into base game zones and alliance zones#and then basically all the map values you see when opening the map in-game#or maybe i can just export them as PDFs and then upload them as pictures to a post here?#until i figure that out email will have to be the thing so send me a message if you want a copy of the lists#i also have a document of all of the crafting ststions that is designed to be turned into notecards#i can also MAKE you the notecard pile if you want but that would require your physical mailing address which is more awkward
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JAILBREAK. â SUGURU GETO. â
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synopsis. you hate your job as a part time correctional officer. things change once you have to âbabysitâ one of the dangerous criminals of the a-block floor, suguru geto. but girl, maybe sleeping with an egotistical cocky ass inmate might have been your biggest mistake yet.
wc. 5.5k
warnings. modern au, fem!reader, pwp, inmate geto, corruption kink, degradation, cunnilingus, unprotected sex, geto has a tongue piercing, hair pulling, praise, overstim, readerâs kinda delulu
an. thank uuu @osaemu for beta readin someee!! inmate geto is my new hyperfixation omge
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it was as if each shift became longer and longer, your daily occupation, nothing special, nothing fancy, just a correctional officer at some high maintenance prison near the city.
the stench of musk and sweat wafted around you, such a reoccurrence that it was practically normal. it was around midnight, as how most of your shifts were, and as you trod towards the secluded darkened space for only the inmates dangerous to themselves and others, you intake a breath before swiping your key near your hip, preparing to unlock the glass-like metal steel door.
âoh,â you close the door behind you, and that familiar deep voice does something to you.
what�
you donât know, but it had such bass in it, you turned to face the inmate, no one other than suguru geto. ââŚyo,â he mocks, giving you a sly head nod, his eyes scan up and down your body, your uniform and then your own meets his pursed lips. somehow, he managed to find a cigarette. again. âhmpf. they got the newbie watchin' me again? you do know that gun on your hip isnât a toy, right?â
your eyebrows twitch, and your facial expressions formed into a deadpan as you walked towards him with his daily meal in hand. âyeah and iâm not afraid to use it on you if necessary.â
âooh. rookieâs got jokes, thatâs cute.â he grins.
you murmured, and he only smiles, he knows you didnât mean that, he pissed you off, even if he wasnât saying anything exactly. pulling out your staff notepad checklist of where you usually kept track of all the inmates attendance and meals, you uttered, âbut anywaysâŚâ you blowed, âno one fed you today, suguru. you must be starving.â
âyeah, 'm starvinâ ân more ways than you can imagine, princess,â geto hums, and you suddenly freeze once the inmate stands up firm and tall. heâs just so damn bigâbroad wide shoulders, long slight shaggy dark toned hair, and with a split-second gaze, you look near getoâs orange jumpsuit. the bulge, yeah you spotted that immediately, but his tattoosâŚ
his fucking tattoos.
âcan you at least try to behave for a few minutes.â you sighed, and he's already getting on your last nerve. he could tell tooâŚand damn was he was just getting nothing but pure amusement from your sheer irritation.
âeh, depends,â he speaks in a low gruff, his attention was on you and only you, raising his darkened thin arched brows before his lips converge into a witty smirk. âya gonna feed me my food, babe? oh, you should know. poor inmate like me canât feed myself when iâm all,â and he pauses while speaking, placing his hands in his lap â giving his wrists a slight shimmy and you hear the metal dance against his skin. ââŚhandcuffed.â
it took everything within you to not smack this arrogant suave bastard, geto flirted with you whatever chance he got, with no shame either. youâre a pretty girl, well mannered, yet never took anyoneâs shit, he liked that about you.
your job wasnât to be taken lightly, it could be considered scary at times with the various inmates you have to deal on a day to day basis, but simply, you were just a girl with an attitude. but he wasnât fond of brats, especially brats like you.
ââŚfine,â you mumbled, making your way towards him. he sat on the steel uncomfortable bed that was as usual, never made. geto practically lived in solitary confinement, they donât call him the suguru geto for a reason. his name was known amongst many, he was feared worldwide. geto wasnât exactly a good guy, far from it actually.
heâs a criminal and his record was⌠definitely spine chilling to say the least. âdonât try anything, just open your mouth.â
âhm, alright then.â he happily complies, his demeanor changes just a bit, and heâs more playful. geto opens his mouth just slightly and you spot tiny dimples form near the corners of his lips, and you gradually stick the spoon into his mouth, feeding him whatever food was made for the inmates of the night.
baked mash potatoes, geto stated it was one of his favorites and you just so happened to remember. a smile forms on his lips as you feed him. your eyes darted towards him, and now heâs just staring intimately at you.
that smirk that forever rested against his pink thinly parted lips.
âm-mhm.â he grunts, and your eyes widen just a bit, he was messing with you, and you donât even realize getoâs got his hand gripped on your waist. stroking a thumb against your belt, you felt the feeling of him rubbing all against the firearm that was strapped tightly on you.
before you could smack his hand, geto swiftly brings you on top of his lap, stealing out a gasp from you at how quick he was with his movements. the silver spoon sticks out his mouth before you take it out, only to return him with an irritated glare.
âwhat do you think youâre doing?â you uttered, growing quite embarrassed yet trying to maintain a level-head.
âtold ya,â he grumbles, swiping a tongue against the excess mash potatoes that remained near his lips. âiâm hungry, babe. that was good, but iâm not satisfied. i need more.â
âinmates in solitary confinement arenât allowed to have secoââ
âpretty girl, you know what iâm talkinâ about,â geto chuckles, and you shiver a bit from feeling the soft pads of his thumb brush against the belt of your waist again. you were in uniform but this entire position was so dirty. not to mention, itâs not like this place of the prison was exactly secluded. it was, but there was bound to be people were walking by. âiâve been seeinâ the way you stare at me.â
he was just infuriating, but you didnât know how to reply soâŚyou didnât. you just sat there on the inmateâs lap, with a quite dumb expression and heâs just eating it up. âgetoââ
âitâs just you ân me, girl,â he slyly whispers, and his voice drops just a bit as he stops you from speaking. his touch against your waist just gave you more and more goosebumps. all the way up until you felt it. geto infamous boner that hid beneath his jumpsuit. heâs been incarcerated for at least three years now, in and out. he was for sure horny. you could just tell from his seductive gaze. âdonât gotta be shy. was waiting for you to show up if âm being honest. youâre not like the rest, yâknow?â
thatâs when you gasp, realizing his handcuffs were off â he must have took the key from your pocket, because he was just feeling you up now. you let off a surprised noise once you felt geto starting to make you grind against his lap, feeling his hefty bulge.
âsugu-â you mumbled, and heâs just staring at you with a sly grin pressing onto his lips, only before he leans directly up close to your neck, giving a part near your collarbone a soft deep suck.
you whine from feeling the near sharp edges of his teeth lightly dig into your skin, playfully.
âmhm, pretty thing like you isnât fit to be workinâ here. cutesy little prison guard,â he sung, his warm breath wafts against your skin, âcrushinâ on your inmates is real unprofessional, ya know. you could get fired.â
he was right, you could get fired. and perhaps he wasnât lying about the second part tooâyouâd be a liar if you said you didnât find suguru geto the slightest bit of attractive. because he was, he and you both knew it.
âdonât be stupid. iâm not crushing on you,â you denied, yet embarrassingly enough, your eyes widen at feeling geto air your words â his thick stubby fingers, two of them specifically runs down between your legs and you gasp again. âare youâŚcrazy? there could be cameras in here.â
âso.â
âso? youâre trying to get me fired?â you raised your eyebrows, sitting up from his lap, and heâs playing with you entirely. stroking a rough scarred hand down your back. if it was any other inmate, youâd barely give them a second glance.
geto gives you direct eye contact, and he looks so handsome and lean back, but his messy long black strands of bangs nearly covers his eyes, making him appear to be ten times more feared.
âmaybe,â then he chuckles. âitâs okay, if it makes ya feel any better. i fantasized about you at least once or twice while being secluded from the other inmates in this hellhole. i prefer you over the other annoying officers whoâre always givinâ me shit.â
you were about to speak but suddenly you couldnâtâyou realized how close you were to geto, propped up on his lap, propped up on his bulge. were you really throbbing right now? oh you definitely were.
pulsing, itching, aching.
âsoooo, when was the last time you got laid?â
this guy.
âexcuse me?â you stammer, entirely being taken aback. such smug fell off his tone, he cocked his head a certain way to let you know he was being genuine. in his own way, of course.
getoâs always been one to flirt with you whenever it was your shift to supervise him. his comments were always so bold. heâd purposely pitch his tone a bit low whenever he spoke to you, no one else. perhaps it was the incarcerated felon crushing on you.
âyou heard me,â he mutters, giving you a sly glance. he ghosts a few fingers against your waist. you still donât know why youâre happily sitting on his lap, but you were comfortable to say the least. âwith your long hours i pretty much figure you donât even have time to finger yourself, let alone get laid. poor baby.â
ââŚjust shut up.â you chastised, his soothing warm words, the way he delivered those last two words as a form of mockery. it made you throb, you pinched yourself, feeling yourself grow out to be hot.Â
âmake me, girl.â he faked a pout on his lips, almost as if his speech was purposely dumbing you down, solely from the tone. geto teasingly cocks his head towards the right and a teeny smile stretched against his lips.Â
and you did.Â
he was just poking fun at youâyou loathed it, the tension between you and geto, his expressions were relaxed and smug like you wonât do anything.Â
so, what did you do?Â
you silenced himâŚwith a kiss.Â
heâs taken aback, youâre taken aback, you donât know what came over you but you just couldnât stand him talking.Â
his sly grin, you desperately wanted to wipe it off his face. geto leans back against his bunk. his breath gets caught in his throat with the way you initiated the lustful kiss, parting your mouth open just a bit.Â
you can feel geto reaching for the firearm near your hip but with quick reflexes you smack his hand, and he chuckles, pulling you closer towards him.Â
he tasted sweet, with a tang of spice. leaning his head forward, he felt your warm breath shudder against him which makes him let off a low grunt once he feels you start to rock against his lap.
geto didnât expect for you to trail a finger down his jumpsuit. the soft nearly wrinkled fabric, unbuttoning it and he shudders at how youâre all frisky and bold.Â
âeasy now officer,â he whispers before pulling away, lips pink and glistening with a bit of spit. his voice was a mere rasp and it made you throb. âwhen i said make me, thatâs not what i meant,â and then he smiles, tugging on your work pants. âbut youâre something else. take off those pants, iâve been meaning to show you something.â
geto wanted to show you his tongue, specifically his tongue piercing. not necessarily show you but make you feel it.Â
when you kissed him, you felt it tickle against you. the tasteless titanium rubbing against your tongue. it left you all hot and bothered.Â
he had you currently laid flat on your back, an entire needy mess, despite it only being a few minutes. how embarrassingâŚ
it was just the way he curled his tongue, flicking it against your pussy, heâs sloppy. two big hands squeeze and grip against your inner thighs, long strands prickling against your legs as he swirled his tongue against your slit.Â
âf-fuck,â youâd gasp out, tilting your neck down to stare at geto. heâs already returning your eyes with a coltish glance, puckering his lips briefly to create kissed everywhere between your legs. your hands rummaged through his long silk hair. giving it a firm tug, that earns a low grunt from geto that makes you pulse even more. âtickles, suguru.â
âdoes it?â he purrs in a cheeky tone, slowly flicking his tongue against your clitâyou jounce, a gasp gets caught in your throat at the way the piercing shifts against your folds. the slight coldness of it makes your thighs ache for more âmhm. canât get enough.â
you pant, tugging and gripping roughly on his hair, getoâs nose deep, his tongue was so greedy. it was just the way he grazed and moved his tongue against your labia. your two sweet flaps, you grew more whiny by the second.Â
âs-suguru,â youâd squeak, biting down on your lip. you knew how wrong this was, so why did it turn you on even more? âthinkâŚthink âm getting close.â
âyeah yeah, keep your legs open.â he cuts you off, and you stare down at him. heâs so nasty with his tongue, taking a brief second to spit right on your cunt, dragging a thumb between your slit. âdo you get wet like this for all your other inmates?â
you stared down at him, feeling yourself grow more and more aroused by the secondâyour response was just giving him a subtle head shake. âno, just you.â
âjust me?â he repeats, lowering his voice and itâs so attractive. âmaybe you really are crushinâ on me.â
âshut up..â you hissed. your breathing started to become more and more erratic, your ears rang and you pulsed from how close you were starting to approach towards your orgasm.Â
getoâs entire chin was polished with your sweet slickâcovered in nothing but all of it. such a messy eater, each time you tug on his long strands of hair. his husky pitched groans continued to make you pulse.
his piercing slowly lapped against your cunt, and you gasped at the feeling of him inserting a finger inside slowly.Â
âooh, âs close isnât it?â he teases, peppering kisses near your thighs now, nibbling on it playfully with his teeth. âyou gonna make a mess for me? slutty prison guard?âÂ
ây-yes.â you squirmed, your hands idly dragging him closer against your pussy. he chuckles, his technique snatching your breath away quite literally. âsuguru⌠gonna come. wanna cum.â
he lays his tongue flat, lapping and lapping against your clit, giving it a long sweet suck to where his mouth starts watering from the taste and you moan. âask nicer. whereâs your manners huh?â
âp-please,â you whined, growing frustrated, so pent upâyour walls clenched around the two fingers he now had buried deep into your cunt. you whimper from the mere stimulation, the way he toys with your g-spot with his lengthy slender fingers had you throbbing pathetically. âlet me cum please, s-suguru.â
âoh but i donât know,â the inmate teases, using his free hand to pry open your thighs a bit more. the cute pout that spread across your lips at his words was so adorable, âaw poor baby,â he hums, playfully blowing against your pussy to watch you writhe in pleasure and utter desperation. âyouâre so cute when youâre desperate.â
âsuguru, please, please..â you whimpered, not even caring how you sounded. your sweet voice reverberated against the walls of the secluded kept room, own words coiling at your throat.Â
he smiles. âhow about this,â and for a terse momentâŚhe stares right at you. with his tongue going over his lips, savoring your taste. âi let you cum, you promise to get me out of here.â
âŚ.
help him break out?Â
all this so you could orgasmâŚ.
you swallowed, chest heaving and your legs felt nearly nonexistent. geto looked serious though, brushing a thumb against your sloppy clit. he awaited your answer and you were deep in pondering thought.
youâd for sure get fired, then again you did hate your job.Â
the fact that you were even contemplating letting an inmate break out just to cum. you just wanted a release so bad, the way his tongue lapped against your pussy, the smooth texture of it flicking back and forth to where your toes curl. you wanted more, and maybe it was a bit concerning that you started to not even care about your profession anymore.Â
âpromise..â
âoh..?â he slyly remarks, for sure you were gonna at least deny or call him crazy, but a straight answer. he was amusedâand the needy look on his face was all he needed to see. âhm, itâs a deal then. go ahead ân cum, pretty girl.â
your back arched in ecstasy, heâs holding onto your hips departing his fingers from inside you, and just his tongueâs doing the main finish. you shuddered as you felt yourself vibrate and twitch. the build up had you clenching around nothing but air. âf-fuckâŚâÂ
scorching, your body radiated and carried so much heat around it, your eyes started to roll and roll towards the very depths of your head. once you came, you slump back against the rickety mattress, one hand still firmly maintaining its grip on getoâs hair.Â
âthere there, âs okay,â he slyly purrs, making sure to clean you with his tongue. for a split second his eyes close, and geto brings a few kisses against your folds before sitting up to stare down at you. âcâmere.â
you sit up, giving geto a cute needful glance, you craved more and he knew that. you leaned in to kiss him, and he returns it with such filthy passion. getoâs handsy, his slick-smeared lips ghost against yours before he deepens it. a groan gets caught in his throat, and you whine once you feel him lay you down on your back.
he leans up against you and eagerly, you give the orange fabric pants of his jumpsuit a cute tug, a sign for him to take it off.Â
âsuch an impatient little thing,â he murmurs right into your mouth. you whined, wanting him to keep kissing you but he keeps breaking away purposely, watching your lips quiver in desire. âhow bad do you want me?â
âs-suguru.â you pouted, your hand finding its way towards his bulge. the strain in his pants, all because of you.Â
âdonât âsuguruâ me,â he rasps in a mocking tone, his body pressed against yours. and only then did you realize the size difference, how buff and well toned geto was. he was an inmate after all, he always had a consistent workout schedule. getoâs dark eyes stare into yours before he brushes a thumb against your glossed lips. âtalk to me nice in that pretty voice of yours. you want me? say it then.â
the disappointed pout you had displayed on your lips remained there as you spoke, only to hear how whiney and desperate you were.Â
âi want you suguru, please.â you sigh.Â
âgirlâŚyouâre so unprofessional,â he snickers, a swift snicker leaves from his lips before you hear him shuffle in his suit. pulling down his matched set pants, he tugs near the edge and it goes down. âfeel how hard you make me, officer.â
and you let out a soft gasp.Â
geto lightly grabs you by the neck, and you let off a needy moan once he starts to rub your face against his boxers. the very imprint of his bulge. âall your fault. got me throbbinâ for you...â
âsuguru,â you whined, a small pout spreading on your lips each second he continued to tease you. âsuguru, s-stop teasing me.â
âjust jokinâ,â you plop down on your chest, the moment he lightly shoves you forward against the plush-cushioned bed frame. it creaked from the movements, quite rickety. âoh wow,â he utters in a low voice â quickly averting his eyes towards your work pants, briefly pulling them down to come full-view of your ass. âdo correctional officers justâŚnot wear panties orâŚ?â
you let off a moan, feeling him skim a few fingers against your ass, holding back a noise once he presses the leaky fat tip of his cock against your throbbing entrance.Â
âiâŚi forgot.â you whined, mouth watering â you wanted more than anything for him to be inside already. âi was rushing.â
âuh huh,â geto rolls his eyes, and you stared directly at him. the plump fat head of his swiped against your wet folds, a few taps and you were about to go crazy. âooh. look at you trying to rush me.âÂ
he was such a tease, you could hear the playfulness in his tone. as geto hovered over you, he took a few moments before slowly easing his way inside you.Â
his jaw clenches, and itâs sexyâŚ
the way his muscles would tense all because of you. you were panting, legs just dumbly sprawled out. maybe it was unprofessional, participating in sexual activities with an inmateâyet, you just couldnât help yourself. all the built up tension surrounding between the two of you. perhaps it was bound to happen.Â
âfuck, âs warm..â he grunts, and heâs just barely halfway in. you chewed near the inside of your lip, nails clawing down his buff arms and he starts to pant himself. geto was huge. emphasis on huge.Â
his happy trail was mesmerizing to look at, the way he had slightly black curly hair coating near the lower half of himself. it was well trimmed, yet much visible to see. the more he gently makes his way inside your cunt, you felt every mean inch. the curve geto hadâit was hefty, you felt yourself starting to drool.Â
a single vein throbbed, and you felt it. geto bites his tongue marginally. and once heâs fully in, he gives you a coy expression.Â
âmay i move, officer?â he snickers.Â
âp-please.â you whimpered.Â
âokay.â he hums, and the bass to his voice was just enough to get you wet. far wetter than you already were. such smoothness dripped from it, it was a deep pitch that always made your heart flutter and sink.Â
once he starts up just a single thrust, your body jolts back and you gaspâfinding your arms to suddenly grab onto him.Â
geto chuckles. âdramatic thing, arenât you.â you moaned, nails continuing to drag down how skin as youâre laid flat against your back. the angle was so deep and thorough, each hit against your pussy had your kind spasming. in an entire frenzy of you will.Â
he leans in to pepper kisses all over your face, strands of his hair that was out tickled against your skin. by this point, heâs buried deep. your head goes back a bit andâŚoh, that same curve that he had, it continuously made an appearance.Â
geto was buried between your legs, hefty sack just thwacking against you. your legs were perfectly bent, shoulder width apart. âf-fuck,â youâd stammer, suddenly clamping all around him. it took a few deep vigorous thrusts, but at this point heâs got your pussy memorizing his lengths size. geto spreads his knees for a more thorough base, his movements were so sloppy you could barely think straight. let alone process anything. âsuguru, âs right there.â
âright there what?â he teases, leaning in to nibble near the bottom of your lip. the thin fabric of his jumpsuit brushes against your skinâyou were just a mess. pulse after pulse, you wouldnât be surprised if your brain was short circuiting. âi canât hear ya when you mumble, baby.â
âfucking-â you spat, and he chuckles once youâre cut off with a deep kiss. geto varyâs his stance against you, and slides his tongue all throughout your mouth. itâs a rough and passionate kissâso much so to where, he has you catching his breath. once you pull away, you moan, being brought back to reality from his ruthless smacks heâs making with his dick. âkeepâŚkeep hitting me there.â
he hums, giving your bottom lip a slow playful bite again, still ramming his hips against you at such a filthy pace. âis that an order?â
he was so annoying, that two second glance heâd give youâa smirk pressing against his lips, he definitely knew how to get under your skin. âplease,â you corrected yourself, nails still running down his back. it pierced against his skin, earning a low husky grunt from him. âkeep hitting me in that s-spot, suguru.â
âsince ya asked so nicely,â he purrs, sneaking another kiss. this time near the very corner of your mouth. the taste was just glacĂŠ, sweet and all. simply divine.
you moaned into his mouth, and as his body weight pressed against yours â you shivered. heâs such a tease, geto starts to lightly ghost your cell keys against your bare tummy. your back arched immediately, the coldness of it just grazing against your skin. âyouâre so sensitive.â
his soft, teasing words rang throughout your ears, and as you clung onto himâyou felt yourself coming closer and closer. he gripped onto your legs, slightly raising them upward and you moan from the deep deep angled. âo-oh my god.âÂ
getoâs shallow mean strokes had your eyes rolling all the way backâŚ.way back to the very depths of your skull. if you werenât drooling then, you certainly were now.
the moment he sees you pouting from how he cockily starts to slow downâgeto pushes a bit more deeper, grinning from your legs now locking around his waist.Â
moments later though, you both freeze at hearing the sound of footsteps approaching near the solitary steel door.Â
right when you about to orgasm, you both stare at each other â and itâs another officer. you could tell by the loud echo of the keys dangling against their hips.Â
âofficer, you alright? been in there a while. weâre finishing up roll call then itâs time for the inmates to sleep.â
shit.Â
you couldnât stay quiet, thatâd be suspicious, and you knew you had to say something. geto chuckles, still buried balls deep inside of you, leaning in to give your neck a long suck. your hands ran through his hair and you bit your lip, trying to muster up what to say.Â
âyour subordinateâs talking to you,â geto teases, and you gasp from how he suddenly pistons his hips, such sloppy ruthless thrusts your breath was merely taken away. âdonât be a rude girl.â
âs-shut up,â you whined, putting a hand in his face and he playfully kisses it. you stop a moan from escaping your lips before you project your voice lightly. âuh, yeah. everythingâs good. inmate suguru getoâs asleep. iâm justâjust finishing up then iâll take care of his dishes.â
âalright,â the lower rank replies, and your legs start to shake and jostle against geto. heâs staring at you, just wanting for you to slip up. a few awkward seconds pass before the officer continues to speak. âare we still on for tonight?â
you gulped, and geto raises his brows before whispering into your neck. ââŚoh, tonight, yeah?â
by all means, you felt so embarrassed, heat rises up to your cheeks as if your entire body wasnât already burning up from his weight pressing down against you.
you ended up cumming mid-convo, and had to cover your mouth to not be so noisy. you clenched all around geto, just a twitching and spasming mess.Â
ây-yeah, we are.â
âgood, good,â he speaks through the other end of the closed steel door. poor officer, he sounds so ecstatic, a bit of confidence running through his tone. âiâll see you then, pumpkin.â
geto blurted out laughing and you had to slap a hand against his mouth. the moment the coast is clear and he walks away, you glare and he simpers.Â
âpumpkin,â he repeats, mimicking your co-workers accent. âi didnât know you had plans. have me looking like a fool, hmpf.â
âmy private life isnât your businââ and you get cut off once geto abruptly sits you upright, to where youâre just straddling him. you moan, your cunt still being stuffed full of his thick inches â and for a moment, you felt his vein prod against you.Â
geto groans, seeing how your pupils were all dilated from your recent release. âyeahhh, it isnât,â he says, grabbing ahold of your waist. youâre rocking back and forth and heâs so thick that youâre just completely cockdrunk and dizzy. âbut âm having too much fun with you.â
you gasp once you feel the back of getoâs hand roughly smack your ass again, and again, and again. he loves the recoil â you hiss from the sting as your hips roll and maneuver against his lap. âyouâre such a dirty girl. i donât want you to go on that date. stay with me.â
ây-you canât be serious.â you muttered, arms thrown over his neck. and for a brief moment, it was almost as if you heard a faint of jealously lingering on his tone. it made you throb, this high and mighty notorious inmate feeling this wayâŚfor a nobody like you.Â
âdead serious, baby,â he utters, and you can sense getoâs close too from the way his jaw tightens. his head tilts back and he bites down on his lip. âthat way i wonât be less lonely. talking to the wall ân everything.â
oh right, he was in solitary confinement. purposely secluded from the other guards and inmates. geto was considered a danger, yet here you were â stupidly bouncing on his dick.Â
âbut âm not so lonely now that youâre here,â he coos against your ear, and you whimper once he drags a hand down between your legs. he gives your pussy a few mean spanks and you whimpered. âfuck, keep moaning in my ear like that ân iâm gonna give you so much of my cum.â
âi need it.â you pleaded, tears swelling up in your eyes, you genuinely didnât know what got over you â your body was so achy, each time he traced his fingers down your body, you whined. you didnât care anymore, you just wanted to be filled.Â
geto groans, and his hefty base kept smacking back against you, your hips jerked as you tightly held onto him, marking up the very inner part of his neck with soft bite marks.Â
âf-fine,â he grumbles, and his voice gets a bit high, heâs growing out to be sensitive from the pressure building up. he even gets a tad bit whiney himself. the constant skin smacking makes him kiss his teeth, and his head throws back yet againâlong pretty hair flowing against his shoulders. âgod, youâre so fuckinâ nasty. riding me this g-good.â
you even start to tug on his hair, and that makes him moan even more. not like he minded. it turned him on, needless to say.Â
once geto came, it was thick, so much that it instantly spilled out of your cunt. you paused your hips, and he silenced his groans by grunting against your neck. heâs shaking just as much as you were â and it came out in velvety ropes, spurting and spurting.Â
âtake it all,â he hisses, gripping onto your waist tightly. you whimper, grinding against him just for a few seconds and heâs for once speechless. âdamn, those hips of yours is so deadly, fuck.â
you whined, sitting up and he pulls out of you, watching his own cum spill and drip out. geto brings a thumb towards your clit to smear it all over your pussy, an image that was a something heâd never erase from his mind.Â
you panted, hitting your back against his bunk while geto leans in to kiss you deeply. you kissed back, dragging your tongue against his, feeling his warm breath fan against yours before he pulls away with a weary expression.Â
âgood girl,â he murmurs, peppering a soft kiss near the side of your mouth. âremember my promise?âÂ
âyeah.â you exhale, trying to catch your breath. your legs felt like jello â head clouded and entirely empty, not a single thought in your mind.Â
he smiles. âgood. because i forgot to tell ya something else,â and you stare at him, a soft confused head tilt, watching him re-adjust his jumpsuit, pulling his boxers and pants part up. âhave fun being in solitary by yourself.â
âwait w-what?â you stammer, and reaches the door, your own keys in hand â and you couldnât have felt anymore stupid. geto chuckles, with a sly shrug. âprincess, you were so gullible. letting me take your keys,â and he unlocks the huge latch before grinning. âbut hey, donât feel too bad. you have a date tonight.â
you glare, overwhelmed with emotions before spitting out a, âfuck you.â
âyou literally just did,â he wriggles his eyebrows. âdonât worry. iâll come back for you,â and then he opens the steel door.
yet before slamming it, he gives you a wink and that same sly grin. ânah iâm just kidding, no i wonât. sorry.â
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nana tour seungcheol x reader
a/n: this was a request asking for seungcheol during nana tour - it deviates slightly but i hope it'll still satisfy the itch! we love ourselves a loyal man who knows what's up.
(1)
You supposed Seungcheol not being able to follow his group mates to Italy was a blessing in disguise. Of course, you knew how disappointed he was, watching as he bid farewell to them as they boarded the bus, waving goodbye with a melancholic look on his face.Â
âIâm sorry you canât go.â You mumbled against his shoulder as you leaned against him, looping your arms around his waist, careful not to knock against the crutches on either side of him. âItaly sounds fun.â
Seungcheol had always been the sacrificing type. âItâs okay.â He assured you, pressing his lips against the top of your head as he spoke. âIt means I get to spend two weeks concentrated solely on you.âÂ
(2)
You could tell Seungcheol was taking full advantage of his two week break, trying to do anything and everything he couldnât with his busy schedule. Lounging on the bed as you watched him game, you couldnât help but snap a few photos to commemorate the moment. It was rare to see Seungcheol this relaxed, with nowhere to be and nothing pressing to do. He was purely just Seungcheol, your gentle giant of a lover and protector of your heart.Â
(3)
Seungcheol makes it his own personal mission to complete your checklist of places youâve never been with your boyfriend. It doesnât matter if the two of you will be recognized in public, heâll rent the damn museum if he has to. The two of you spend the two weeks doing every cringey couple activity Seoul has to offer, as he tries to make up for all the times heâs had to choose work over you.
(4)
You find it hilarious when Na PD calls you instead of Seungcheol for one of his quiz games, quietly shushing the boys on the other line as you flip the camera, Seungcheol asleep with his arms draped over your stomach. Heâs snoring away without a care in the world as his members laugh through the screen. You answer whatever silly question they had been given to guess, thanking Na PD for bringing the boys on their first real vacation since debut.Â
(5)
Youâve always said that your boyfriend also had a boyfriend. Since you had ever known him, Seungcheol and Jeonghan had always come as a pair. One could not exist or function without the other, this being evident as you would often walk into Seungcheol facetiming his other other half. Jeonghan had also cheekily given you the job of sending him what he deemed as a âCheol selfieâ per day, claiming that it wasnât fair you get him all to yourself and that he deserves compensation.Â
(6)
The night before his members were due to return to Korea, Seungcheol had pulled you aside, distracting you from your book as the two of you laid in bed, the sky outside already a dark shade of blue.Â
âYou know I love you, right?â He whispered, snaking his arms around your waist like second nature.Â
Of course you knew. He never once gave you even a moment to forget.Â
âYou know I love you more than anything, right?â Seungcheol nosed against your stomach, his face pressed against the bare skin of your waist. âAnd that Iâd quit this job in a heartbeat if you ever asked.â
He knew youâd never ask that of him though. âI started loving you knowing that your job and its odd hours came with you.â You reminded him. âI know what I signed up for.â
âThese past two weeks made me realize I want more.â He mumbled. âI donât want to never be home when we start a family.âÂ
Your lips curled into a smile, looping your fingers through his hair. âYouâve thought of that?â
Seungcheol nodded against you, tugging you closer. The vows you had made each other, even silently, echoed soundlessly around the two of you.Â
Seungcheol would choose you over anything in the world.Â
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note: happy december i hope ur all doing well <3 a little something to hold u over until next friday when i start 12 days of reidrumas ok love u
summary: in which you and JJ are the ones held hostage in truth or dare
cw: spoilers for 14x15 truth or dare, hurt/comfort, angst, fem!reader, a heated makeout, reader wears a dress and heels, take a shot everytime reader tears up
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Youâre not really sure where it went wrong.
When you joined JJ to pursue Casey, it was out of convenience. You both were simply closer to his last location. No one couldâve predicted heâd take you both hostage or make you play a twisted game of truth or dare at gunpoint.
No one could have predicted that Casey would force you and JJ to reveal details that hadnât seen the light of day. He didnât even care for those secrets, egging you both on to reveal something that would satisfy his masochistic itch. When he realizes that neither of you would break, he ups the ante by angling the gun to the middle of your head. JJ panics and speaks before she can even process what she said.
Because as youâre staring down the barrel of the gun clocked at your forehead, you realize the bullet isnât inside the cylinder, itâs in JJâs next words.
Iâve always loved Spencer.
You look at her mouth agape, blood draining from your face and tears springing to your eyes. She returns your gaze with one full of remorse and pity. To any onlooker, it would seem like a harmless confession. But they didnât know the times you confided in JJ about your feelings for Spencer, the late nights at the office sheâd stay with you giving advice and words of wisdom, when all JJ wanted was for her friend to be happy.
But now, how much of that can you believe to be true?
Casey seems to be satisfied with your reaction as he lowers his gun, with you reacting quickly grabbing your hidden second pistol and gunning him down. The only audible noise left is the heavy breathing of you both, the adrenaline rush starting to fade. JJ says your name remorsefully, but sheâs interrupted by the rest of the team and police arriving to the scene.
The next thing you remember is sitting outside on the back of an ambulance rig, blankly staring out at your new reality. JJ loves Spencer.
You couldnât compete, how could you? She was JJ. and you were, you. You had lost before you even began, you might as well toss the towel now.
It makes hugging Spence for what could be the last timeânot to be dramaticâbittersweet. To know that this is an insignificantly normal moment he wonât remember, but one that youâll play on repeat for the rest of your life.
Spencer holds you close into his chest with his arm smoothing out your back, âThank god youâre okay, are you hurt?â
You scoff internally. Yes, but not in a way that can be fixed. In a way that you are not privy to yet, but once you are it will rip us to shreds.
âIâm fine, just a few scratches.â
He nods while examining you with his own mental checklist, âOkay, if your head starts hurting or your vision gets blurry you need to tell the EMT.â you nod as he adds on, âIâm gonna go check on JJ, youâll be okay?â
No, no I wonât. There is no reality that exists where I can be okay anymore.
âIâm good. Go.â
He squeezes your shoulders and with another nod he walks over to where JJ rests on another ambulance rig, her arms instantly opening to welcome Spencerâs warm embrace. His back is facing you and JJâs face rests over his shoulder, her eyes meeting yours in a look of sadness, grief. You look away before you can read more into it.
Wrapping the foil blanket around you tighter you let your head fall back and stare at the night sky, hoping there was a message out in the stars that would tell you what to do.
Your relationship with Spencer was, on the surface, nothing more than a friendship. He had joined the BAU only a year prior to you and when you came along it was clear from the first second that you two would be inseparable. Small talks in the bullpen quickly turned into mornings spent at the coffee shop, into weekly movie nights debating the superior science fiction franchise, to holding his hand when he needed a friend.
To Spencer, you were his anchor. Through all the trials and tribulations his life had dealt him, he knew he didnât need to worry so much as long as you were around.
To you, Spencer was all consuming. He was threaded through every neuron and vessel in your body, intricately and impossibly tethered to you that it would take the work of the divine to painfully separate him from you.
Or, one Jennifer Jaraeu.
You donât even realize tears are falling down your face until the EMT taps your shoulder and asks if anything has started to hurt again. Quickly shaking your head, you unravel yourself from the foil blanket and hand it back to her. You spare one last glance back at Spencer and JJ, eyes immediately zeroing on their joined hands, his thumb gently brushing the top of hers.
Your feet trudge you back to where the team is set up, one look to Emily and sheâs already excusing herself from her conversation. She walks over to you phone up to her ear, saying something about you. Youâre not really sure, itâs all water noise.
âAnderson will be here in about five minutes to take you home,â
You nod silently, not willing to make eye contact. Emily could sense your turmoil from a mile away, chalk it up to the Pisces moon in her but behind the hard exterior she put up there lay Emily, your empathetic friend who just wanted to hug your shattered pieces back together.
âYouâll be okay?â The second time youâve been asked, your answer is still unchanged.
No. âYeah.â
She sighs knowingly. The reason the two of you were such close friends was because of your similar ability to remain emotionally bottled up until it was too late, resulting in an outburst enough to take out armies and yourselves.
Anderson honks the car as he pulls up, alerting you of his arrival. Emily looks from the car back to you, âI should go check on JJ.â
âWoman of the hour, it seems.â you chuckle under your breath.
Emily gives you that look, the conflicted âIâm sorry our friend made you feel this way, I still have to check on her.â look.
You brush her off, your casualness hopefully sending the message that the situation isnât that deep. For her, you think.
The sound of the car unlocking rings through your ear as you hop in the passenger seat. Anderson tries to make small talk with you to no success, settling for the late night 00s radio station as he pulls up to your house, driving off as you bid him goodnight with a wave.
The breeze of your empty apartment greets you as you open the door, the air chillier than youâd expect for the season. You tug your shoes off harshly, placing your keys on the mail table next to the door. Your heart drops as you catch sight of a floral embossed card lying on top of your mail on the table.
Rossiâs wedding.
The one you were told to absolutely prioritize, the one in which JJ had helped you find a dress for, the one where you hoped youâd feel brave enough to tell Spencer how you truly felt.
You sigh deeply knowing you still had to show up and look presentable tomorrow despite being held hostage only 24 hours prior. But, maybe this is how you make a clean break. All this time youâve been in love with Spencer and nothing has happened, despite all the signs you think youâre giving him. Maybe this is the opportunity to save Spencer from further tension, albeit unknown to him at this point, and let him finally be happy.
You knew about the Redskins game, how excited he was to go with JJ and yet it turned into something he hadnât anticipated. You were new to the BAU at the time but your heart still ached for him, unable to understand how anyone would pass up on someone so special like Spencer Reid. It seems sheâs finally come to her senses.
You take your dead phone out of your pocket to place it on the charger and you head into the bathroom to take a quick shower. The hot water loosens your tense muscles enough to prick tears in the back of your eyes, and you turn off the water before you can get too worked up. Once youâve dried off you check on your phone on the bedside table seeing itâs turned back on, a flurry of missed texts and calls showing up.
11:14PM - Emily: Get home safe?
You heart the message and reply with a simple âYes.â, scrolling to the next messages.
10:09PM - JJ:Â Did you get home? 10:10PM - Missed Call from JJ 10:15PM - (2) Missed Calls from JJ 10:24PM - JJ:Â Iâm sorry, please let me explain. 10:25PM - Missed Call from JJ
You consider leaving her on read, not willing to entertain a conversation at this point, but you settle for an âItâs fine.â for the sake of having communicated your safety.
10:13PM - Spence: Hey, where are you? 10:20PM - Spence: The EMT said you took off? Did you leave? 11:34PM - Spence: Emily just told me Anderson drove you back. You couldâve told me, I would have taken you home.
Your chuckle sadly at the text, Spencer hated driving but he would do it for you. It almost makes you think that your relationship could withstand the harsh weathering itâs been subjected to.
12:07AM - You: Sorry, phone died. Iâm home now.
A response dings through a minute later.
12:08AM - Spence: Iâll go to the store tomorrow and get you a portable charger to keep in your bag. You should get some rest, Iâll see you tomorrow for the wedding right? Well, the wedding thatâs today seeing as itâs past midnight. You know what I mean.
A single tear falls down your face at his rambling words. Oh, how youâd miss this once he learns whatâs really happened.
12:10AM - You: Iâll be there. See you tomorrow, or today? You know what I mean. Good night.
12:11AM - Spence: Good night :)
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You smooth out your dress before going up the steps, making eyes with Penelope at the top. Youâre wearing a silk chiffon dress in purple, deliberately picked for Spencerâs favorite color, some strappy heels and some dainty jewelry painting you in as the picture of elegance.
âHey hot stuff, look at you!â Penelope exclaims squeezing you tightly, âYou look sooo pretty, doesnât she look so pretty?â she gestures to the two men behind her you now acknowledge to be Luke and Spencer.
âLike a dream.â Luke agrees.
âYeah,â Spencer clears his throat, âYou lookâŚbeautiful.â
Penelope the Oracle of All Time quickly senses theÂ
atmosphere created and grabs Lukeâs forearm, âCome on, you owe me that dance now!â She looks back and slyly gives you a thumbs up before dragging Luke further onto the dance floor.
Spencer slips into the vacated space to be right next to you, âHow are you feeling?â
You know heâs asking about how you were held hostage at gunpoint, and not about how heâs about to become the loss of your life.
â âM fine,â you swirl your champagne glass, âYou?â
âBetter now.â
A ghost of a smile creeps up on you, but you donât let it travel further than that. Heâs just being nice.
âWell, Iâm just going to find the bathroom really quick.â
He holds a hand out for your glass, âHere, Iâll hold it.â
Your smile returns with bearings this time as you wander off in search of the bathroom. Youâd feel embarrassed by how long it took you to find it but this place was massive, the Rossi money ran deep. Retracing your steps back to the main room you find Spencer and your glass not in the same place he was when you left. You scan the room looking for him and finally find him deep in conversation withâoh.
Theyâre too far for you to be able to hear them, but you can imagine that itâs the conversation. You watch JJ squeeze his forearm with affection and suddenly you canât take it anymore. You couldnât stand there and watch yourself become collateral in real time. Spencer turns at the sound of rustling up the spiral staircase followed by a door closing, catching the last glimpse of purple before it vanishes.
Spencer feels sick. Heâs overwhelmed and overstimulated at the new information heâs learned about what really happened in the gas station. Then he comes to the realization of how walking in on him and JJ talking must have made you feel. His feet are carrying him up the stairs before he even realizes heâs made the choice.Â
He finds you at the end of the hallway and calls out your name with a firmness youâd never heard from him. But youâve cut all the strings of sanity by now, and you whip around and snap, âWhat?â
He doesnât like that tone. âJJ told me what happened.â
You snort and donât meet his eyes, âOh, did she?â
His brows furrow, âYes, she did.â
âAnd?â
âAnd what?â
And what? Is he serious? Did you have to spell it out for him? It borderlines sadist the way heâs putting you through the ringer.
âWhat happens now, Spencer?â you exasperate, âIs this the part where you tell me we canât be friends anymore because she finally confessed?â
Confusion colors his face more, âWhy wouldnât we be friends?â
A halfway screamâgroan leaves your throat in frustration. âSpencer, come on.â
âHoney, I donât understandââ
âThat! See, you canât just say things like that knowing what has to happen, and expect me to react like a normal person.â you exclaim with hands flailing.
âIâm really confusedââ
âBecause Iâm in love with you!â you cry, âNow do you see why?â
Time all but stills in the hallway youâve found yourselves in. You donât know how long youâve been up here. Itâs a little farther down from the stairways so thereâs no threat of evesdroppers, but with how worked up youâre getting the proximity renders itself useless. The faint muffle of animated conversations and lively jazz music fills the silence between you and Spencer, who looks likeâŚwell, actually for once you canât decipher what heâs feeling.Â
He looks like heâs about to open his mouth when you both turn your head to the ascending footstepsâJJ looking for you, or Spencer probably, to come cut the cake. Spencer darts his eyes between the walls, a nervous tic youâd caught on to, before you realize heâs looking for a door and pulling you inside one. You yelp at the unexpected force and quickly quiet down again. The light switches on and based on the furniture you conclude that itâs a powder room, because of course Rossiâs venue has a powder room.
Itâs a tiny room, big enough for a vanity table and a chaise lounge. Small enough to not have any room to leave without going past him. You stand an armâs length away from him, the faint muffles of talk and music replaced by your sniffling. You shouldnât have come, you start to realize. Having to say goodbye to him in person might actually rip you apart. Your chest weighs heavy with that familiar sad irony of mourning someone who hasnât even told you theyâre leaving yet. Preemptive measures that turned into routine practice.Â
You sniffle, âLook, it doesnât matter anymore, not that it ever did. Iâm sorry I just sprung it on you like that, that was unfair. JJâŚI thought JJ was my friend, I guess she is still but Iâm not too sure now. ButâŚsheâs JJ and Iâm just me and I know both of your pasts with each other so obviously it would be her. Iâm making this too big a deal, I think. I just want you to be happy, in whatever capacity that looks like and I know itâs not with me soââ
Spencer stops your rambling by silently reaching out for your arm to pull you right in front of him, his hands reach to cup your face up to his, thumbs naturally swiping away the tears. He says your name like a coo, with a softness and delicacy you donât feel you deserve right now. It hurts your heart entirely.
âPlease donât make this harder than it is.â you whisper through soft sobs.
You donât know when it happens. Maybe in between scrunching your eyes or staring at your feetâbut it happens. A cold pressure, then warmth, his lips are warm when he kisses you. A little surprising that he still tastes like Penelopeâs sugary mocktail from earlier. A welcome pressure on your face as he holds you in place, as if youâd slip away further if he let go.
He stills in place, thinking heâs overstepped, until you finally remember that his lips are on your lips. You return the force back with as much as he gave you and let your arms loop around his neck, his own sliding from your face to take purchase on your hips.
Thatâs when Spencer starts kissing you. His hands grip your hips and tug you even closer as he deepens the kiss, plunging deeper back into the plush of your thighs to sit you on top of the vanity table. He slots himself between your legs, your hands wandering up to tug at the hairs on the nape of his neck. A soft groan leaves his throat and he detaches from your lips to amble down your neck, leaving a trail of lovebites in its wake.
This is wrong, like so wrong. Youâre practically opening a salt box and pouring its entire contents on your wounds. But dammit, if this is the only time youâll ever get to kiss Spencer, youâre sure as hell going to make the most out of the fleeting moment.
He mumbles something in between kisses to your neck, you instinctively ask him to say it again not expecting a response, and you immediately regret it as you feel his presence get lighter as he pulls away.
One more kiss to the spot behind your ear, he feels you preening below him and makes note of thisâamongst everything elseâfor later, he pulls back to meet your eyes again.
âI love you.â
Your face drops, âThatâs not funny.â
âIâm not being funny.â
Yes he is, he has to be. Because the universe in which Spencer Reid allows a piece ofâthe whole of it according to him, unbeknownst to youâhis heart to be fully yours is not this one. Youâve never had luck like that.
âThen youâre lying to me, and thatâs worse.â your voice cracks, Spencer feels the same crack imprinted on his heart.
âSweetheart, Iâm not lying. I love you.â He says it again to your surprise, the tenderness of his touch returning as he deliberates how to disarm you. The defensiveness you have isnât surprising to him, itâs the note of insecurity in your tone he isnât ready for, like you are unable to even believe it could be you.Â
Youâre a dandelion, he thinks, the puffballs teetering attachment to their base with one wrong move sending them astray into the wind. Heâs wading treacherous weather but he finds that for you heâd do anything and everything eyes closed if he had to.
ââŚReally?â you ask meekly. He nods slowly, never breaking his gaze on you. âButâŚJJ.â
His eyes soften and he nods in understanding, âThere was a point in my life where, yes that was all I was waiting to hear,â he starts, âBut, I am no longer at that point in my life anymore. Iâm here now. She knows that.â
Youâre unconvinced, Spencer can see it clear as day. Maybe itâs more apprehensive than unconvinced, but no one could blame you. How are you to believe anything when you went through what you did in the last 24 hours? You look defeated if anything, like youâd accepted your fate of always coming second place.
Spencer racks his brain hard trying to think of a way to show you that the podium doesnât even exist, itâs only ever been you.
He pulls out his wallet and rifles through the many things inside, finding what heâs looking for before handing it to you. You look up at him in confusion when you make it out to be a movie ticket stub from the Korean film festival youâd both attended a little after you started at the BAU, the first time the two of you ever spent time together. The edges are soft and smoothed out as a result of time, like itâs been held and comforted for many days.
âThereâs more in my apartment.â
âMovie ticket stubs?â you ask bemused.
âCommemorations of you,â his fingers brush the span of your arm up and down soothingly, âI probably have something for every time weâve ever hung out. If it reminds me of you, I have it.â
Tears well up in your eyes for the umpteenth time, a few spilling over rapidly.
âHey no, youâre not supposed to cry at that.â he whispers softly between you, his thumb taking the rightful and familiar place under your eye to catch the tears.
You shake your head, âI donât think Iâve ever been loved like this.â
His heart tightens, âNo? Well, I think you have to get used to it now.â
âNo choice?â you pout.
He catches the timbre of humor in your voice and smiles widely. He hugs you tightly, pressing your head into his chest, âI guess you donât have to. Just because youâre not used to it doesnât mean Iâll stop. If youâre like this now, wait till you see the box I have of our things.â
You sniffle again, your head reeling as your tears stain his shirt and the scent of him invades your being. Itâs overwhelming and all consuming, just how you know Spencer to be. He doesnât expect you to believe him right away, youâve been through so much that it would be unfair to ask that of you. You donât know what tomorrow holds, or even the rest of this night, but one thing you have learned is that to Spencer you are known, and therefore you are loved.
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before the bell rings (a loving family, an unpalatable desire spin-off)
ft. romatic yandere bruce wayne x gn reader x platonic yandere batfam.
tw: slight nsfw. bruce watches and kisses you while you sleep. in no way, shape or form do i condone this behavior irl.
ihave a raging headache but i don't care because i love making spin-offs of my original series'. and now i've been thinking of something related to a loving family, an unpalatable desire where just like again &. again being the opposite of like him, in this current universe i'm writing about;
you're much too loved by your husband, bruce wayne.
there are eyes everywhere when you two have been into the first stages of your marriage. he may have proposed to you for the sake and promises of protection both your families agreed upon from when martha and thomas and aliveâ your relationship must've been purely transactional during your childhood; but in the process of knowing you better during the planning for your wedding, in the process of grief and accepting his parents' deaths, a broken childhood and cold glancesâ
bruce came to love the comfort and warmth you offered him.
the entire time he was convinced that your marriage will be all but a distant relationship all throughout planning for possible venues, cake designs, guests and attires; a task he chose to uphold for the sake of your preference of a picture perfect wedding and his reputation to keep in public.
it was all that, mere promises to maintain cordiality.
there would be no affectionate touches, or the need for intimacy during both your honeymoon stages. he respects your boundaries, and you do with his privacy. after the entire wedding, everything will return to normal; with the added fact that you'd simply be living in his mansion with no qualms to bother him whatsoever.
those were unsaid agreements that you yourself knew to abide by. you were never close with the man you'd be married with during childhood, after all. for him, you must've been a checklist for him to fulfill his parents' will; there was no love before or after his grief, not even when you'd attend the funeral and expressed your apologies for the lossâ his eyebrows furrowing at your shorter form, but never quite looking at you.
younger you knew it was the protection that will be granted, and never the love you wanted, but you still held on to that flicker of hope that somehow, someday you'll eventually form an amicable bond with your soon-to-be husband.
yet to you, he was the only ticket way out of your abusive home life, one filled with not only coldness, but sharp glares from a mother who never wanted you and painful beatings from a father who criticizes his own child's every mistake, each hit more painful than the last.
as much as you desire something more homely from your soon to be husband, you've long since accepted that your life will never be filled with visceral love that eats you up, love whose hands tangle upon your hair not out of sheer hatred but desire, love whose strong arms raise you up in the air rather than raises itself up to hit you.
and as you both prepare for your wedding, an air of awkwardness and discomfort was expected. backs turned, never facing each other, your eyes never quite looking at his, and unwanted brushes of each other's bodies bumping into each other translates itself to tension and mere desire to get over the plans just as quickly.
bruce tells himself, it will all be over soon. this is necessary to keep up facades and earn more connections. he hasn't been as close with childhood friends after his parents' death, hence why he was too ruffled to properly communicate with his partner after years of isolation from peers. he knows you know to understand that fact.
you tell yourself that as much as your heart aches at the impending doom that you wouldn't be able to spend time with your husband as much after the entire fiasco of dealing with wedding arrangements, with wayne enterprises and hundreds of other duties to fulfillâ you've nothing to do but embrace that mere fact.
so it was all that.
bruce will never love you as much as you force yourself to love each and every flawed part of him. the first steps of planning your marriage already reflected what would soon be the damning years of a loveless courtship.
love is painful, loving bruce will be painful. your heart will never flutter at the meaningless bouquet of flowers he'd gift you, or jewelry that was never your preference, all because you both knew it was a necessary farce to make things prettier on the outside. bruce can never learn to love again after the heartbreak of losing two of his loved ones.
all that.
yet the longer you two spend time in the same room in stuffy outfit fittings and bakeries whose warmth both your loves you thought would never quite reachâ the more bruce notices the slight quirk of your lips every time he guessed your favorite color or design, the gleam in your eyes glowing brighter at him choosing what he thought would be the perfect confectionaries for reception, and the tiny claps and soft tugs at the cuffs of his sleeve the more he chooses to accommodate each and every preference of yours.
he starts to fall, not out of hindsight. he was never an obvious man, no.
but he fell in love, either way.
with your habits, the way your hands gesture your excitement, and the shy grin you show his way whenever he pursues physical affection to you in both private and public; with you melting into his once stiff chest and ridged shoulders, hands wrapped around your waist, head slowly nuzzling into the crown of your hair. sometimes he'd be brave enough to caress your hips and run his fingers through the flesh between your neck and shoulders.
every damn time he takes a newer risk, every time, you'd be left shocked, yet never pushing away at his ministration.
a surprise that rewires your perception of him in your mindâ not less pleasant nonetheless.
he falls in love whenever his heart beats fasterâ a feeling he thought he'd never come across after years of hardened trainingâ at the way you buzz every time he proposes you two go out on dates, at your unheard gasps whenever he actually gives you bouquets of your favorite flowers as gifts, at your incoherent mumbles as you two walk through the farmer's market with his body shielding you from stalking paparazzi's and countless of admires; your mouth forming words, brows furrowed, oblivious at bruce's unwavering gaze and arms ready to rest upon your shoulders as if he never once hesitated to touch you.
and he soon realizes that he begins to yearn sleeping in the same room as you. you still stay at your home at the time being, only to be housed at his right after your marriageâ but bruce loses sleep all the same. at thoughts of what you would feel like all pressed up against him, the warmth that emanates off your body every time your arms would explore his chest, and how he'd wake up to your wide, intoxicating smile, calling him, bruce wayne, your husband as you caress him and tell him breakfast is ready.
he could picture you sitting beside him, your arms unknowingly on his thighs because you crave physical affection, your attention on both your children, chattering with them as if you were always their parent. he sees you scolding damian for sneaking food under the table for his, telling jason and tim off for arguing yet again, whilst dick laughs at his brother's clumsy way of eating with barbara rebuking his statements. you'll always be the first person cass would talk to about her ballet recitals, the one duke chides for advice about which club to choose, and steph's first choice every time she stumbles upon drama.
the entire atmosphere would be spontaneous. there could be small fights, little debates and sometimes even tension, yet they listen to you nevertheless. at your pretty voice giving them an earful altogether whilst bruce would worship you with his hungry eyes, forgetting the breakfast on his plate just to hold himself back from the urge to pepper kisses on you in front of the family.
the perfect dream, like a gomez to his morticia who admires every side of them. their beauty, their sadness, anger and flaws. you complete him, he only realizes at such a late time.
just as quick as he imagines those fantasies, bruce would find himself stalking through the confines of your family home as batman; confirming to himself your breathing patterns, the flutter of your eyes, soft mumbles, and your tight hold on one of your pillows, wishing it was him instead. there, he takes in the state of your room: the decor, your wallpapers, each and every trinkets and hobbies you've collected all over the years; and most importantly, just how small and confined your room is, yet cozy at the same time.
the manor would be your castle soon enough, and he promises that it would feel as homely as your previous room. he promises that you wouldn't be sleeping alone eventually. you'll be so loved... so cared for. he'll learn to properly love you, how to touch you in all the ways he could imagine, to kiss parts left neglected, to satiate the hunger watching you every damn time.
every night, he gains newer information about you as you sleep oblivious to the presence looming above you. every night, he notes the texture of your bedsheet, the blankets that hug at your body tightly, the pillows you drool on and the softness of your mattress.
he'd ruffle your hair, and begin to trudge closer and closer to you, to the point his confidence would be at an all time high and he'd be breathing the same pattern as you, body nearly pressed atop yours as his hands tangle itself upon your messy hair. bruce watches your skin bathe in the moonlight's glow, he admires the slow rise and fall of your chest and the delicious peaks of skin from the fabric that threatens to fall.
his desire only grows stronger, his willpower grows weaker all the same.
and at a time of momentary weakness, at the passion that drips off his body merely watching you, at the unsated hunger and moments of restricting himself from touching you too much during your times togetherâ he kisses you while still sleeping, deeply and unregretful at his choice. devouring your lips, wishing he could instead feel his tongue pressing against yours, and licking at the drool that escapes from his relentless kisses. his hands would be on either side of your head, but his thighs pin your waist, heavy and unrelenting on moving from its position.
when he lets go, he laps at his lips for any remaining taste of you, hardwiring the memory into the deepest, most sinful parts of his brain, and admires your beauty from up close. bruce watches just how angelic you look sprawled atop a bed that soon would be big enough to fit two, he sees the smile slowly forming on your face, and the giggles that erupt all while you still remain asleep.
you must've been dreaming something pleasant. he hopes that it is him, he hopes that it would be him lavishing you in his love.
and he'll be coming back home right after pecking your lips and cheeks one last time, before leaving your room, to sleep in his bed all alone after a night of a passionate endeavor. he'll be dreaming of a night with you, every night with you in fact. of your pleasured closed-eyed smile in bed and arms that reach to wrap around his body like you do your pillows. he'll cover you like a blanket with his warmth, too.
and you'll always be in his mind, even as he wakes up every morning after another day of sleepless patrol, without you by his side, without your body pressed tightly against his, without the feeling of your plush skin on his scarred one, or the melody of your snores and flutter of your eyes at the light that hits it; bruce would never be satisfied.
in fact, he begins to crave for more as he touches his lips, remembers how easily pinned you are, how fitting your body is wrapped around his. he realizes that mere fantasies would only serve as distractions, he realizes that he needs the real thing.
soon, he'll invite you to the manor, all in his own accord, without hesitation or implications that it was all for mere planning.
there you would be, shy and modestly greeting his children. bruce notices the way your finger shivers, and the barely concealed smile that makes it way to your face when you finally meet your soon-to-be family, your soon-to-be children.
unaware, oblivious to the night he took your first-kiss. he knows it is your first kiss, you've written it in a journal of yours that you're saving it for whoever is your future husbandâ it's only right that he prides himself in the fact that he is your fiance.
he notices how well you fit in the manor, how you're such a perfect match to the neverending energy of adrenaline to fight and to patrol, acting as a mediator, a peacemaker to the hustle and bustle of spontaneous fights and arguments that alfred used to deal with alone. and his childrenâ?
god, his children love you.
after first impressions, after you spend time coddling beside your fiance, talking to each and every one of them with a fond smile; acting as if they're all already your children without any second thoughts, never forcing yourself into their lives or invading private topics or inside jokes like the other suitors interested in bruce who visited; after you leave the manor despite their insistence that you stayâ
all of them took it in their hands to help you both prepare for the wedding arrangements; damian made a comment to push for the wedding date to be way earlier. dick says he'd be in charge of the music, steph butts in saying she knows how to play the piano, cass opens up about performing a ballet piece during the wedding, duke suggests alfred should be handling the food, barbara says she has connections with entertainment factions, tim states matterof fact that he will be organizing the entire schedule, even jason insists on attending, just simply disguised amongst the background.
it would've been a marriage where it's only your side of the family who attend, an agreement you both settled for in the earlier stages of planning, but...
if the family loves you so much at just a first impression then...
bruce wayne loves his spouse even more.
and you, being the hopeless romantic you ever are, craving intimacy at such a young age from the lack of it, took the bait and fell into his controlling hold when you've still had the chance to back out.
after all, what is love without sacrifices?
soon enough, what once were lingering, unsure touches would be bruce holding you tightly against his chest like you two were puzzle pieces fit perfectly together. he was never the type to compliment through words, but every time you wear your favorite shade or those that matches his suit colors every time you both go out for outings, his bright blue, yet dull eyes would glimmer in the sunlight, taking in your entire form. he'll kiss you for what feels longer than half a minute, and sometimes even pin you down against the mahogany door of the office if it meant he was that pleased.
you love the attention, you bask at just how easy it is to love his children. even if their personalities contrast, even through the fights they sometimes have in front of you; none ever lash out at you for breaking it up, even the youngest, damian, who would always be the most violent amongst the siblings.
hell, he'd always be the most possessive, the most demanding of your attention for whenever you stray too close to his other siblings. always glaring, always picking up fights and insulting everyone, but never directing anything at you, even threatening to bite those who dare touch any gifts you give him.
yet you love them, either way, and you've come to love bruce, too. at the most unexpected of times, even. you love it when his touches linger a bit longer, you buzz with joy every time he'd hide your face from paparazzi and hold you tighter, never once letting a hand stray far away from your body, always having you in his arms just like how your perfect fantasies would always play in your head.
and even if you're still unaware of bruce's identity of being batman, the same hero you used to fear, you still insist on kissing bruce's scars that he always comes home with every night after patrol. you let yourself become a treasure he worships, you allow him to kiss you, defile you, and never once let you out alone anymoreâ your occasional manor visits before your marriage turned into countless of nights spent under a roof with people you thought you'd never be... that closely intimate with.
it is only before the wedding bell rings that bruce falls in love with you, and it would soon be after that you realize just how trapped you truly are.
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a/n: after this, i will return to hibernation. and if anybody asks, yes, superman wanting to smash you in this au is still canon. and yes, he will find a way to persuade you in smashing him.
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ekko đ fem!reader â viktor đ fem!reader (platonic)
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ŕ¨ŕ§ English is not my first language, so I regret in advance if something reads weird or is misspelled
ŕ¨ŕ§ I don't know, I just thought it would be a fun dynamic, enjoy!
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đ¤ Ekko crashing into you on his hoverboard was how it all began. It happened during one of your hurried trips back to Zaun after a grueling week in Piltoverâs laboratories. You were distracted, engrossed in your mental checklist of materials Viktor had asked you to bring. You didn't even notice the faint whir of Ekkoâs hoverboard until it was too late.
âHey, watchââ Ekko started, his voice sharp with alarm before cutting off mid-sentence as the two of you collided.
You landed flat on your back with a groan, Viktor's precious schematics flying out of your bag. Ekko was quick to get up and extend a hand to help you up.
âOh crap, I didnât mean toâuh, are you okay?â Ekko asked with a sheepish grin.
âYou should really watch where youâre going!â you snapped, brushing yourself off. Then your eyes locked. It was hard to stay mad at someone who looks like they actually cared.
From then on, every return trip to Zaun seemed incomplete without bumping into him, either by accident or by his deliberate attempts to "run into" you.
đ¤ Ekko had mixed feelings about your constant back-and-forth trips. He understood why you had to be in Piltover so muchâyour apprenticeship under Viktor was importantâbut that didnât mean he liked it.
âYou know, itâs kinda unfair,â he said one evening, as the two of you sat on the rooftop of a crumbling Zaun building. The view of the Undercity's twinkling lights stretched around you, and the new prototype of his hoverboard leaned against the nearby wall. âPiltover gets you all day, and Zaun just gets you at night.â
đ¤ Ekko loved your sharp mind. In fact, he found your involvement with Hextech fascinating, even if he teased you endlessly about being a âPiltover nerd.â
âLook at you, little Miss Zaunite Hextech Genius,â heâd say with a smirk as he watched you tinker with a device. âAll fancy with your gears and crystals. Can you make something that doesnât explode?â
You rolled your eyes.
âThis is for science. Not for impressing you.â
âOh, but you already impress me.â Heâd wink, leaning over your shoulder to inspect your work. His genuine curiosity often led to him offering ideas that somehow worked, despite his lack of formal training. You suspected his innate knack for mechanics rivaled even Viktorâs.
đ¤ Ekko would often stop by you house in Undercity unannounced, bringing little giftsâscrap metal he thought you could use or metal flowers that he made with his own hands for you
đ¤ You, in turn, would surprise him with modifications for his hoverboard or gadgets to help the Firelights. His reaction to your gifts was always the same: pure delight.
đ¤ Leaving aside the jokes, he loved watching you work, claiming it was âlike seeing genius in action.â Youâd laugh and tell him to stop distracting you, but his presence always made the hours fly by.
đ¤ The two of you shared countless late-night conversations on rooftops, swapping dreams and fears.
đ¤ It started subtly. Ekkoâs laugh lingered in your mind longer than it should have. His voice, the way he said your name, echoed in your thoughts while you worked. You found yourself doodling in the margins of your notes, spiraling into daydreams that left you blushing.
đ¤ Viktor initially didnât think much of Ekkoâat least not directly. He only knew of him through your constant chatter.
âEkko said this really clever thing aboutââ âEkko helped me figure out how toââ âEkko...â
Eventually, Viktor sighed and set down his pen.
âI canât believe youâre getting so worked up about some guy,â he said, exasperation lacing his words.
âThis one is different!â you protested, fidgeting with a loose thread on your sleeve. âHeâs honest, heâs sweetââ
âPleaseâŚâ
âHe would never do anything to hurt me!â
Viktor raised an eyebrow.
âHeâs a guy.â
âHeâs also... brilliant. And kind... and handsome... andââ
âOh shit, here we go againâŚâ He exhaled, completely tired.
đ¤ The meeting happened in Piltover, under less-than-ideal circumstances. Youâd convinced the Academy to grant you temporary access to the lab for a personal project, ostensibly Hextech-related. In truth, you were helping Ekko repair an broken stabilizer for the Firelights
You thought you were being sneaky. You were wrong.
Viktor appeared in the doorway, cane tapping against the marble floor. His eyes immediately landed on the device in Ekkoâs hands and then flicked to you.
âAnd what,â he asked dryly, âis going on here?â
Ekko froze, looking like a child caught stealing candy. You scrambled to explain, words tumbling out in a panicked mess.
To your surprise, Viktor didnât explode. Instead, he regarded Ekko with quiet intensity. After a long pause, he nodded.
âYou have talent,â he said to Ekko. âPerhaps more than you deserve.â
Ekko grinned, clearly amused. âThanks? I think?â
From then on, Viktor tolerated Ekkoâs presence, though he would often sigh dramatically whenever you brought him up in conversation.
đ¤ The news of Viktorâs declining health hit you like a blow. For all his brilliance, your mentor was mortal, and the idea of losing him felt unbearable. You confided in Ekko, who held you as you cried, his quiet strength grounding you.
âHeâs proud of you, you know,â Ekko said softly, stroking your back. âHe might not say it, but he is.â
Those words stayed with you, offering comfort during the hardest days.
đ¤ As Viktorâs condition worsened, he grew more reflective. One day, he called you into his office. You found him gazing out the window, his frail frame silhouetted against the light.
âYouâve been a good apprentice,â he said without turning around. âBetter than I deserved.â
âDonât say that,â you whispered, your throat tight.
He turned to face you, his expression soft despite the lines of pain etched into his face.
âIâm sorry I wonât be there for your wedding day.â
Your eyes widened.
âWhatâ?â
âIâm not blind,â he said with a faint smile. âOr deaf. That boy... he makes you happy.â
Tears welled in your eyes.
âHe does.â
âThen go to him,â Viktor said gently. âAnd live. Live, my dear. Work, yes, but also live. With him.â
âË â§ âżď¸ľâżŕ¨ŕ§âżď¸ľâż ⧠âË
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the sisyphus delusion. . . drop the boulder and shift realities.
sisyphus had one job. one brutal, mindless, soul-crunching job. roll the rock up the hill, watch it roll back down, repeat. camus, bless his french-algerian heart, tells us sisyphus is happy because he chooses to be. because he winks at the abyss and says, fine, letâs dance. because the struggle itself is a kind of victory.
alas, sisyphus is not free. he is a hamster in a particularly wheel, finding comfort in his own entrapment. and that is where he and the modern shifter shake hands. the great cosmic irony is that shifters, these darlings of self-willed escape, have turned themselves into their own myth. they are sisyphus reborn, but instead of a rock, they roll their mindset uphill, over and over again. every affirmation, every subliminal, every night spent whispering to the void. an endless exertion, a labour of self-convincing.
itâs not shifting. itâs straining. the difference between them and sisyphus is that at least he had the decency to stop pretending the rock wasnât real.
shifting should be the rejection of struggle, not its rebranding. but somewhere along the way, it became another mountain, another test, another something-to-be-earned. people talk about shifting like itâs a boss battle, like they have to do enough reality checks, clear enough mental debris, align their subconscious like the planets in some great celestial waiting room. they believe in the rock. they believe in the climb. they are hypnotised by the effort.
but effort is resistance, and resistance is friction, and friction keeps things exactly where they are. loa already taught us this, what you fight, you feed. what you chase, you place ahead of you, always out of reach. shifting is not a process, itâs a decision. it is not a matter of if, it is a matter of when. and 'when' is only ever waiting on you.
so step aside. let the rock roll where it may. stop thinking of shifting as a mountain to scale and start thinking of it as a room you already own. there is no application form. no cosmic bureaucracy keeping you from your desires. no checklist, no gods, no gatekeepers. only you, making your own mythology out of something as simple as stepping through a door.
so, dear sisyphus-in-disguise, put down your affirmations, your desperate notes to the universe, your battle against the self. donât just push the rock. drop it. and walk into the world that was already waiting for you.
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