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Welcome to my blog

Welcome to my blog

This is mainly just art, original characters, hellsing and asks

DNI proshippers, maps, racists, homophobes and things along that line

Asks are open for:

Hellsing AU Michael, werebat transformation

Hellsing Au Michael:

(The girl is not my oc but Laura from Cry-ptidd, i do nt have another good drawing rn)

Canon young Mike:

Canon Michael:

Fantasy Au Michael:

Art trades are open

Or no trades, i love to have Michael drawn and love to draw your oc's

This is my character and who the blog surrounds:

fixed

No hes not trans just born like that

THIS IS ALL CANON MIKE EXCEPT THE TWO PICTURES AND THE SPECIES THING: DEPWNDING ON THE AU WHTHER HELLSING OR FANTASY IR WHATNOT IT CHANGES

Ill be making making him on janitor ai and character ai soon

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Quotev: @cerealkillerfr

My profile art is by @lokii-i

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A little explanation of what the split attraction model is like, at least for me because I can't talk on anyone else's experiences

So I am strictly asexual. I've never felt sexually attracted to anyone or found certain bodies or body parts sexually attractive, and always found the idea of that being attractive in that way rather confusing. It's simply not an experience I have.

However I am very much not aromatic. I am in a romantic polyamorous relationship and love my partners to bits. I regularly fantasize about spending time together, finding myself thinking about how much I love traits they have, dreaming about getting married together and spending my life with them. I love them so much.

But I still don't experience sexual attraction. I've been with all of them for over half a year, and one I've known since we where both young teens. I've never found any of them sexually attractive or thought 'hm I really want to do sexual things with this person!' About them or anything like that.

That is an example of why the split attraction model is useful. It's not to confuse people. It is so people like me have words to describe what our experiences and orientation are because we didn't have anything that fit before.

except that thats not really something that needs to exlained and it really isnt important. i am also "asexual" never felt sexual attraction to anyone, but im sure as hell romantically into men. i am gay. thts all. if theres some other deeper issue between why we dnt feel sexual attraction doesn't matter, what matters is that there is absolutely no point to the label for someone who is romantically attracted to people. like!! no one except ur partner cares or gives a shit or needs to know n even then "allosexual" ppl can also abstain from sex.

the idea that you separate your sexuality based on desire to have sex is so fucking weird! no one cares or needs to know + for all of history any "/sexual" like bisexual, heterosexual, homosexual, has never been a strictly about sexual attraction word. homosexuals have pure love for their partners and to say that homosexual is abour sexual attraction is no different from any homophobic who thinks homosexual love is dirty. asexuals started the "-sexual" being strictly sexual asexuals started the!"-romantic" its so reductive and ignores that love is more complex and private than people try to make it. it just hurts lgbt people and takes away from our words and experiences. romantic and sexual love are often so tightly intertwined that i dont even know if you can truly separate them in the first place.

anyways anything that supports "homosexual biromantic" or whatever isn't useful and is made to confuse people. it doesn't change because its abt asexual vs bisexual like it is still harmful to say someone is less bisexual because they dont wanna fuck women. ur not asexual if ur romantically attracted to ppl, asexual has never been about strictly sexual attraction.

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Unpopular opinon . This how some of supporters of male abusers sound at times (super long post too)

"we should look at female or woman identifying abusers too "

Me; I agree lets talk about how the patriarchy has created a veil of fragileness that women and femme (I apologize if this is the miss used ofword) used to rape And hurt men And other And break down how soceity lets them get away with notorious sexual and emotional invasive actions we should teach every One

"NONONO TELL WOMAN TO KEEP THIER FUCKING HANDS TO THEMSELVES AND STOP RAPING '

Me: if all women were told to do such . You still have entitled woman just like men-

"UM excuse me were talking about females !"

Me:. You still have a culture that produce emotional manipulative women who wreck people lives especially men lives in other ways that will be supported by sexist and outdated rhetoric and other men who in this soceity are at the very top of the respect spectrum . When men start supporting men who at abuse survivors they could achieve what woman have work for over night and finally begin the healing process every make or men odetof

In order to make sure rape is a foreign concept that no longer strings along victims who as falsely accused or victim shames and ostracized taking apart toxic masculinity and a patri-

"YOU WOMEN WANT EQUALITY BUT ALL YOUVE TALK ABOUT IS YOURSELF . What about toxic femenity and -

No one was talking about toxic femininity in a decade where men literally got a woman to trust them for sex and left her broken and confuse and brag about it . No one was talking about toxic femininity when a generation of woman raised sons by thierselves and were mock as bitter dumb woman while men were allowed to restart this lives however they choose and had a whole soceity pity themwhen they were Ask to tosupport what they bought into the world while tell woman who they have absolutely no help to that it was this job to bring children into the world.

THERE IS NO SUCH THING AS TOXIC FENINITY. A woman thinking it ok to hurt a man , a woman using violence to mold her son, a woman thinking she can do no wrong to.anyone especially a man root from the idea that woman are weaker and that roots froooooOooommmmm;

Toxic Masculinity and Patricharial Soceity that hurts men alot .

" Y'all just dont care when anything happens to men do y'all. And this is why feminism is a cancer. Y'all never care when this happens to men"

VERSUS VERSUS VERSUS VERSUS this;

" when the "metoo" movement came out I was told as a man I was taking up woman space. When I was younger I was told i would like when I got older. When I was older I was constantly on edge enrage and fucking broken. I didnt have anyone to talk too, I never felt safe around women, all these safe groups are for women and I'm constantly treated like a fucking predator, everyone who should of defenses laugh mock and treated my experience like a bad comedy central act . It's not thats i dont care about woman being assaulted or maybe i fucking dont. I might "prievellge " but I just feel.stifled and mock and this hellsite and youre probably gonna tell me im a selfish pig for not thinking about woman tho "

No

"SEE ....WAIT WHAT? "

I think you don't realize that your can fight for the destruction of all rapists and molesters and I don't think it's fair to make you view things in such manner because...no one has ever view your point.

I think when you feel your voice is valued and you experience are deem trauma and not comedy will your bitterness reside and you'll be able to appreciate women talkimg about thier experience without undermining it and

More Importantly

You'll be able to break from the bonds from how the world thinks you should deal with trauma from how YOU NEED to deal with it. People will mock hurt you attempt to destroy the new personality the new quirks the new security you are building but they're probably stereotyping hetreonormative assholes and youre are an awesome and you too didnt deserve what happen and dont let this site make you think the only support you deserve is " you won't reblog this because it's abour make abuse survivors " because you deserve so much more support than that.........

Then again what do I know. I'm just idiot on Tumblr.