#make it undo itself

[hungersauce]

creating physical and digital media scratch WAY different itches its so unfair

[lovesickeros]

popping in randomly after almost an entire month just to talk non stop about the tsaritsa again everyone sit down.

specifically just thinking about the implications of tsaritsa's ideals originally being about love + the abandonment of those ideals to complete her goal of, presumably, destroying Celestia or whatever she's cooking up. to the point even her people don't love her and I probably don't even remember a time her ideals were of love. now it's all just ice and snow and cold.

which makes romantic fics w her even funnier because she's purposely removed this part of herself and suddenly reader walks into teyvat like they own the place (they do) and I can only imagine her reaction. angry, probably. because why you? what are you doing to her that's caused her hundreds of years of strict adherence to rejecting "love" both from others and to others to just. collapse. absolute shattering of her world and you probably don't even know it bc if nothing else she's good at hiding it. a lot of denial. tries to pick you apart and see what's makes you so different.

and oh she just hates it. she loathes it.

basically one sided enemies to lover trope because she can't stand you for a while but if you stick around she starts warming up to you and it makes it WORSE. so much worse. tries to distance herself but your just everywhere and it gets on her nerves because why does she love you? she isn't capable of love, not anymore. she thought she was.

g-d forbid one of the harbingers or PIERRO notices she'd never live it down. might even consider the implications of just killing you (she doesnt). worse if you know about it and act like a brat she will lose her damn mind

just the tsaritsa being an absolutely horrible mess internally.

[anormaladn]

HEY- UHM----

[smokestarrules]

guess what I finished watching

[ivy-and-ivory]

timeloop stories always stress me out so much because whenever the character that's stuck starts saying fuck it and stops caring about consequences because they 'know' nothing is permanent I'm always like - you /don't/ know though!!! You don't know why any of this is happening and you can't possibly assume you know what the rules are!! And of course I get that they've usually lived through an insanity-inducing number of loops at that point and in their mind they've given up on it ever ending, and maybe they think they wouldn't care about the consequences if they just got to see a new morning. And I also get that the way the trope usually plays out means you can assume going into it that they won't actually ever have to live with the consequences of the montage loops. But it still stresses me out so much! And honestly I'd kind of love to see a time loop story that plays with that a little more. Like, you've been stuck reliving the same day over and over and over again, and you don't care anymore, you do what you want when you want and you go to sleep knowing none of it will matter. And maybe you run over your sister-in-law's dog and you punch your boss in the face and I don't know you rob a bank and worse, because who the fuck cares, none of it matters and none of it's real. And then suddenly you wake up, and it's tomorrow. And at first of course you're relieved, because you're finally, finally free - but then it starts to sink in. Yesterday happened, and you aren't going to get another chance at it. And whatever you did when you thought nothing mattered suddenly does matter, a lot. And it can't be undone.

[moe-broey]

It's not a direct one-to-one since Moe is firmly on the side of The Power of Friendship, but I do think it has the exact energy as The Devil from The Bible (Shadow fandub) when pressed a little too much and a mask slips

[watery-melon-baller]

average adobe experience

[swordmaid]

having shri’iia thoughts as one does bc GUESS who’s save file completely died when the new patch came out nooo we have to replay her again 🤭 alas. just stewing on the thought of how she never got to fuck her Mistress even though she wanted to…!!!! like she was out there getting psychologically tortured and mind broken but she was just like WHY won’t you fuck me im literally doing everything for you. which is so bad for her, woman who already has an excruciatingly low self worth because she missed the mark on the standard for lolth’s children (and that’s worse than not fitting in the standard at all) by something out of her own control btw (not being born in a noble house) but she’s been recognised and blessed by her goddess, and she’s been invited to join a drow house so everything should be good right?? she should be desirable right?? finally everything is correct and well and good and the way it should be right????? but no..!! it’s not..!! and so she’s doing everything for this woman, no dignity left, literally doing anything to get her approval, to be told that she’s finally enough, and she’s finally fitting in - and she gets it sometimes, she gets ignored most times tbh and it’s just this painful excruciating stew of self loathing and insecurity that she’s in, and she’s in there for a century but the thing is she can’t even give up. it’s not in her nature to. and she’s done too much to just give up , and she’s been doing this for a long time that she can’t give up and lolth didn’t raise no quitters so she sticks by it, trying to achieve that hopeless praise. but then one day she gets dropped like nothing, everything she’s done and suffered and worked towards and sacrificed gets thrown out bc her goddess isn’t pleased with her and good luck going home btw you’re not welcome here anymore bc ur pathetic. the rug gets pulled under her feet and she’s left in this strange world that she can barely navigate in let alone speak the language and u expect her to b fine with that…?

[semothekat]

The smappies.

the wiggler website thing: https://internet-janitor.itch.io/wigglypaint

[phagodyke]

sometimes I wish I was a more interesting + charismatic person just so I could keep conversations going bc I like sharing space with other ppl but they routinely lose all interest and leave once I run out of things to say/start talking abt things that don't concern them :-(

[time-slink]

i really really love procreate dreams and what its capable of but i gotta say that so far i have some major gripes with the UI </3

[nowshesdoingitallthetime]

Mean girls

[lunar-fey]

TRANS GENDER CAT

[desolationcleo]

so we're all in agreement that if jimmy doesn't die first, we'll make art and fics of the bad boys finding out grian's a watcher and jimmy asking if he can remove his death curse and grian managing to do it

[boyheros]

Clip studio has been acting suspiciously shitty recently. more so than usual. Don't do this to me

[eorzeashan]

fail moment when i spent a huge time away from my wip just to realize after endless deliberation that eight and theron still aren't exactly friends it's just a weird coworker/roomie relationship with benefits and now i have to replace every time he mentions it with like, my associate or something

I think they'll become friends eventually. But a lot of elbow grease is needed and they keep messing up