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I cannot believe yall are fighting over fucking dbf!joel miller fan fics.
People
Let’s be real
Yes it’s an over used rope, and it’s annoying because it’s most of what these new people are writing about that are coming into the fan fic community and it’s unintentional drowning out other tropes that are also just as intriguing if not more because of how much is being written tbh.
I can agree with the fact that yes it is a niche subject that people get to enjoy at their free will and if they don’t they can scroll, but it’s been about 20 mins of scrolling and I’ve only found 3-6 new fics that aren’t the dbf trope.
No one is saying you can’t write it, but just don’t write it all the time. Try to expand yourself and your writing more and not rewrite the same fanfic over and over with different sex scenes. PLOT PEOPLE NOT JUST PORN 24/7 👏 I want a story that is ripping my heart out, stomping it on the floor, picking it up, putting it into a meat grinder and then spitting it out. The dbf rope wouldn’t be complained about as much if it had GENUINE plot behind most of it.
Like yall we can expand our ways of writing, I sure as hell don’t write the same way I did 10 years and I’m thankful that I made myself write different tropes from different perspectives because it has gotten me so far with other writers. All we are asking is to just think outside of the box and try new things, don’t get yourself stuck in the same cycle with a niche trope, or it will be the only thing you feel comfortable writing, and you might not feel confident enough to reach outside of it.
In a short summary: yes we love a good dbf!Joel miller fic, just not every night. Open up your field more and look at things with a different perspective.
Y’all can say what you want about this post but I’ve been reading Joel Miller fanfics way before Covid and there weren’t many back then, over the last few years and especially with the TV show adaptation a lot of of tropes are becoming heavily overused, not just dbf but I don’t think a lot of people are ready for that convo 👋🏻
#Seeing bitches argue over DBF Joel Miller fics ruined my 3AM scroll#like can we be fr#joel miller smut#joel miller#joel miller x reader#joel miller fanfiction#joel miller x you#joel miller x y/n#joel miller x oc#joel miller x original character#joel miller x plus size reader#joel miller x f!reader#joel miller x female reader#joel miller x f!oc#joel miller x female oc
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Y'all ever think of how cybertronians could fit comfortably into a Jaeger's conn-pod or is that just a me thing?
I watched pacific rim and pacific rim the black a while back and yk couldn't stop thinking about how TINY cybertronians are compared to those beasts (esp when there's vehicles for size comparison haha) so ofc I, in my mecha au induced brainrot, couldn't do anything else but think of how the mecha au would work if the mechas were jaeger sized
the mecha au and hot rod's + his mecha's designs belong to @keferon
#transformers#maccadam#mecha pilot jazz au#tf rodimus#tf hot rod#rodimus#hot rod#ray's doodles#oh and roddy would ofc need a copilot if he's piloting a jaeger sized mecha- i was thinking arcee cuz g1 and no one else really came to min#OMG HUMANS ARE EVEN TINIER COMPARED TO JAEGERS AAAAAAAA#like- rodimus here is the same size as hot rod compared to his mech with it being normal sized-#i went by the assumption that rodimus is 20 ft tall and made hot rod's mecha 250 ft tall#istg- NEARLY A KILOMETER TALL- that's insane to me and so cool- jaegers are the coolest thing ever thought#have y'all seen jaeger connpods? i swear those things are SPACIOUS especially the later marks like atlas destroyer#yes this is what i used the furai rodimus reference for 😭😭
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The Silt Verses is a Comedy










#tsv 44#the silly verses. even. (is in shambles)#my sibling listened to it on the plane made it 100x funnier i wish i were her fr#WHAT DO YOU MEAN JUST REMEMBERED THE CLS EXISTED#i yell#edit: added transcripts screenshots#i did not expect half of it to be Carson's#the silt verses#and for the other half to be cross#like. it's only the first 20 mins#ok the tags are getting super long but i just wanna say i put cross fumbling in there is becuase he geniuinely fuckin tried and thats#commendable but him being a flop is so funny to the sane time it’s charming#carson’s ‘’just you wait’’ comment is also. girl the next episode is the finale
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if i had a podcast successful enough to get famous actors on as guests it'd be a rewatch podcast of all my favourite shows except unlike all the current rewatch podcasts that exist where they waste time heaping unnecessary praise on a random guest actor or telling some never-ending, irrelevant behind the scenes story and skipping vital parts of the episode we'd be going through that episode Minute By Minute. tell me what the script said and did it change as you were acting out the scene, what directions were you given, what do you make of the song choice in the scene and would you have picked a different one, tell me about how this parallels this earlier scene from another episode, what does it mean for the overall character arc if you cannot discuss this show with the level of depth of a dedicated fan writing in the tags of a gifset of their favourite blorbo on tumblr dot com then get the fuck out of my recording studio
#mine#every time i listen to rewatch podcasts i get so annoyed bc i just want to scream yOU'RE NOT TALKING ABOUT IT PROPERLY#akjdfh like they'll start off with the opening scene get sidetracked about some stupid irrelevant shit#then skip 20 mins of the episode#and somehow the podcast is still over an hour long#i've yet to find a rewatch podcast that actually gives me what i want#(also lowkey in general i just think i can't stand american podcasters they're so annoying asdkjfhsjkah)#(it always just feels so manufactured and not like an actual conversation!!!!!!!!!)#(the only podcasts i can ever stick with long term are made by irish people i can't lie lmao)
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Nahhh exactly 6 months that’s wildddd
Redraw because my “”””””art””””””” has gotten worse 👍
#my old one took about 1 hour 30 min#this one took like 20#what#nahhhh tell me these 2 were made by the same person#my art style is so inconsistent#aghhhh#noticed my colors got a tad bit warmer#+ new brush#think I liked the old design better#dang it 😔#smg4#smg4 au#??#is it??#ah whatever#redraw
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Make a terrible comic day apparently!!!!!! I did this on company time!!!!!
#makeaterriblecomicday2024#make a terrible comic 2024#comics#i had zero plan for this i just like#made the panels at the start of my shift. worked too long on the long gradient#then did everything else in like the last 20 mins of my shift#customers really respected me and didnt approach me as i started so intently at my computer screen#if only they saw what i was actually doing
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New therapist: I like to do internal family systems :)
Me, internally: I do not know how to say "I don't think adding yet another mental health disorder on top of my other ones is going to help" politely
Also her: this author thinks we're all systems in a way!
Me, internally: that's completely incorrect in every way, much like not all people are autistic
Me, externally: hm! That's interesting, but I kind of like being one singular person!
Her: oh, thank you for telling me!
Self advocacy is important <- I say through gritted teeth
#personal#this isn't even being anti system but the idea I don't have complete control over my whole body makes me want to start biting things#my mental brain soup is antithetical to ifs#'i'm not having fun at the conference' is an understatement#i feel like if I made selves to fight there would be war because i can be really mean#mental illness#of course i feel bad because i was 20 min late because i was unconscious#but still. I have insomnia. my excuse letter is documented and triple initialed#she has major quack vibes alas but I'm trying to not be super judgemental#it might be my predisposition against the therapy-for-me that's setting that off#update: i have researched ifs and come to the conclusion that she is A Major Quack#alas. no sure what I'm going to do about it#thankfully whenever something stressful like this it sort of hits my brain like a bell and i stop having flashbacks#so i guess thanks for that random therapist
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if ur wondering why i havent made a tenshi plushie yet despite her being the ultimate fave character right now she IS the end goal unfortunately 1) im a perfectionist about her if shes not perfect im going to lament forever about it 2) i fear i who i'll become once i have her
#i already dont behave about her having her physically is going to make me infinitely more annoying about her#i would oshikatsu so hard for that girl given the chance#but theres no official merch#but even just having a handmade plushie PLUS the acukey i already made.#i would have so many stupid pictures of her in front of wherever i am.#i already do this with the isotopes but it would be so much worse with her#but if i made a tiny one of her around maria's size i dont think id be so perfectionist about it#maybe i should. & make it so i can put her on my bag. she's literally Just White i think i have what i need to make her#if not the craft store's like 20 min away if im slow about it#i should finish what i started first tho
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I hate when migraine days hit out of nowhere, because I always feel so drained and exhausted the following day despite having been in bed for over 12 hours straight.
#random stuff#vent#i already wasn't feeling the greatest yesterday#but oldest made plans to take everyone out to dinner#so ofc i went#but then migraine hit hard on the way home#was in bed by 6pm#didn't get up until 7:30 this morning#which was like...20 min ago#now i just want to be an unproductive lump#which is exactly what i am going to be today#since thankfully i'm not working
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#oh for fucks sake#if i have to listen to my shithead of a mother bitch and whine and moan about me being disabled one more fuckinG time i s2g#she's been going on for 20 mins abt how annoying it is that i had to go lie down for a bit bc i had a migraine and a pain flare up#which meant i guess that she didnt get to make dinner when she wanted to (i told her she could just eat w/o me like who cares)#so now she's on a rampage abt how inconvenient it is to her and how i ruin her schedule and her life all the time etc etc#and when i responded calmly w 'well what would u like me to do- snap my fingers and not be disabled anymore? u TOLD me to go lie down.'#she exploded and is like 'oh noOoo ofc not nothing is ever ur fault u just accidentally do these things'#bitch WHAT THINGS ?????#exist as disabled ??? be in so much pain i spend most of my life these days in bed ??? be unable to function to ur standards ????#do u Hear urself ??#now she's sitting on the couch pouting and fuming like a toddler bc i was in bed for 2 hours instead of 30 mins (bc too much pain to get up)#and throwing a tantrum like that is in any way normal or acceptable behaviour#'u always do this! but nooo u can do w/e u want cant u ?? u dont have to consider others!!'#ma'am...#a) no i dont have to consider others when it comes to taking care of myself and my debilitating illnesses. that's an insane thing to suggest#b) nobody told u u could not do w/e the fuck u wanted while i was out of commission. u just did this to have more to complain abt#c) ah yes bc i 'want' to be bedbound in excruciating pain. that was a choice i made. for funsies. for the bit.#whaT ?????#god someone save me im gonna lose my mind w this shit#not to mention she's also belligerently drunk so like. there's that also. cant have any proper convo bc of it (not that i wanna talk to her)#jesus fUcking chrisT#i gotta get out of here#this woman is so immensely hateful#ya sorry i ruined ur life by being born this way and now ur stuck 'putting up' w me and 'my shit' (<- actual things she has said many times)#fuuuuuck me.#anyway.#negative#ableism#verbal abuse#ask to tag
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Someone tell me why you get an appointment with the doctor at a apecific time and still have to wait 4 hourse to get in (2 hours wait, then they tell you to go home for an hour cause they need to go on their lunch break) and another hour of waiting. Why do you tempt me with a clear set time and then let people without appointments and no horrible ailments walk in first before everyone else?
#anna says things sometimes#i don't even mean to complain because i know how things go#it just so happened that i'm an idiot and made an appointment for another thing later#and if i don't attend that i'm out 40 Euros#20 mins left before i need to just ask to head out and come back at a later time#it's not their fault i misscheduled#i just don't get calling in people who came in after me with no appointment#not to mention there were people before me idewk how long they've been stewing in this heat#like what are they doing in that time#for some reason there's a 30 min waiting period between patients#i forgot to bring a book#this has become an essay
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im such a dispassionate person. like im incapable of pursuing anything to completion or maintaining hobbies or delving deep into anything
#like yes i get brainrot for anime and shows n shit. i have a few interests. i do a bit of art a bit of writing#theres so much i wanna learn (like 3 languages linguistics old technology stuff eg dif methods of photography recording web stuff kickboxing#digital art video games birdwatching weightlifting woodwork medieval history coding metalwork poetry. to name a few things)#but i just lose interest and motivation so quickly im so lazy#i never do finished art pieces i have a billion unfinished animatics and plans and ideas i have like 20 unfinished fanfics#like ik i should be happy ive made anything at all but i just wanna be able to rly love something!#but its like. i hate watching ads i despise ads w every fibre of my being. but i cba to figure out how to make adblock work again on yt#so ive just been putting up w it. if i cant even do a simple task thst woudl take me 2 mins how am i going to do anything w my life ever.#not to mention even the easy stuff im bad at. the amount of half finished series unread books unwatched films...#its like what do i even do w my time. what do i have to share w the world what do i have to talk abt what do i have to contribute. nothing
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scruffy little sun girl
#ok worked hard today#but got everything on my list done and then some#except for course planning which I did a tiny bit of and then decided I needed to gather more info before proceeding#so I moved it to later#I also made a RACI matrix map of what I’m working on#to prep for that meeting tomorrow#I now declare myself DONE with work for the day#I am going to take a walk and call liz#then cook this roasted broccoli ricotta pasta recipe that I adore (it’s like grownup mac and cheese with veggies lol)#then finish this letter and start a new book (I only have to read for 20 min)#then maybe actually write fic lol who can say
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I put a story in the tags but wanted to add this afterwards. It's kind of a summary/breakdown.
19: "Dated" (mostly made out with) a coworker for a couple of weeks, realized I felt nothing special about it. (Story in tags).
20: Realized I definitely did not feel the same way as most people did about the idea of sex. Realized people *weren't* exaggerating when they talked about it.
20-22: At some point in here I learned about asexuality and realized I was ace.
22, maybe 23: A coworker (different job) and I told each other we were ace. She expressed frustration at the difficulty finding someone to date that wasn't put off by it, then asked me if I felt the same way. I suddenly realized I hadn't tried to be in or even actively sought out a relationship since I had a crush on a kid when I was 15. I realized all my thoughts about being ace and being in a relationship were only ever hypothetical relationships and I couldn't actually picture my real life actual self wanting romance. I responded with a half-thought "oh, I guess I just don't really care" but it was on my mind for months.
24: Got myself my first ace ring!
I don't know exactly when I started really learning about aromanticism. It was probably when I was about 25-27? (I think that's what I said in the tags too).
I went through the many stages, like
"I can't be aro, I've had crushes on people"
"I don't know if the things I called 'crushes' were even romantic attraction"
"what IS romantic attraction anyway?"
"I don't think I'm actually aro, I can easily picture myself in a romantic relationship"
"I cannot picture my actual self in a romantic relationship, the 'me' I picture is a fictional construct"
"I think I might have a crush on my friend, that's unexpected"
"oh never mind they did one minor thing that changed my view of them slightly and I've lost interest"
"ok I'm definitely grey-aro, that's what fits best, I'm definitely not 'full' aromantic"
"did I ever actually have a crush (romantic attraction) to anyone or did I just want interesting/pretty people to notice me?"
And eventually "I don't know if what I experience occasionally is romantic attraction or not, I think 'grey-aro' is probably the closest descriptor, but I really identify most with the general 'aromantic' and 'aroace' labels, so that's what I'm going with."
*note: i know not all aro people are ace and vice versa, but the experiences tend to be similar so ive lumped em together (and im aroace)
pls throw your awkward ace experiences in the tags i love them
#i chose “it suddenly just came to u”#but that's just for the asexual part really#when i was about 20 i started to realize i really wasn't experiencing things the same way as other people#it wasn't long until i discovered asexuality and what it meant#it took longer to figure out i was aromantic#heard about it probably from ace blogs on tumblr#and it took me a while to work out exactly what applied to me#i'm grey-aro (though now i just identify as aromantic) so i had to figure out what the past crushes i'd had meant#if they actually were romantic attraction or not#and what even IS romantic attraction#i was probably 26 or 27 when i came to a conclusion#oh awkward experience: when i was working at mcd's and around 19 there was a coworker who i apparently had chemistry with#i liked him (as a person) and made an effort to use my high school level spanish (he spoke mostly spanish)#i guess he and everyone else we worked with took that as flirting#i was clueless that he had any interest in me that way until one day he kissed me ?!#(not in a creepy or assaulty way) there was like 30 mins of talking and hand holding etc before it#so we “dated” for a couple weeks but we only actually saw each other at work or on the way home from work ...#we both worked late nights/overnights and had no energy or time outside of work#he was really into the romantic stuff and the kissing and such but i realized i felt nothing special from any of it#i ended up ending it bc he started to get more “physical” while at work and i was like “i am not okay with snogging a coworker on the clock
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Me the second i feel myself get dizzy and have to stay super still so that way i dont feel horrible and nearly puke cause while i may be still the world had decided to roatate around me like one of those funhouse spinning tunnels

#im in bed cant i have a break#feeling like the dice in the yahtzee cup#truly no other feeling then like just exsisting and then suddently the world has been turned upside down and also at a 45 degree angel#and you personally have bern titled to the left its wild#but what i find more intriguing is that personally whenever that happens to me my first instict isnt like to just sit down or hold somethin#its to like get down as low to the grounf as possible and lie flat like thats what my brain thinks to do#and ive trained myself to just like stand as still as possible or hold onto something or like if im in a store lean or grab on a pillar#something solid yaknow#but whrn i first would get this and it would freak me out more i has been having more time at home and is fully just be likr fuck!!!#what do i do!!! and lay down on the kitchen floor mid microwaving something#or like i was at the mall the bigger one on the other side of town from where i lived#and i dont drive and i was alone and like it was fine but it happened and i literally#laid out on the tile floor of the jcpennys dressing room which was prolly so gross but all i could do at the time and i just laid there#thinking like damn i cant bail out like i usually could since the mall i usually go to is a 15min walk home#and once i can get up from this floor i need to go get a beverage and i think i got a lemonade from cinnabun or something and sat#in the weird footcourt hallway thinking abt how i shouldve been prepared#only to do that again not prepared a few weeks later and when i had to bail the second time i bearly made it to my uber#and the ride home always makes me car sick? i think its the specific road either way i thought i was gonna have heat stroke and puke#in the uber longest like 20 min ever oh my god#but i find it odd my body is like get down low to the ground like girl this isnt a tornado or soemthing
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