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this-doesnt-endd · 8 days ago

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Me the second i feel myself get dizzy and have to stay super still so that way i dont feel horrible and nearly puke cause while i may be still the world had decided to roatate around me like one of those funhouse spinning tunnels

#im in bed cant i have a break #feeling like the dice in the yahtzee cup #truly no other feeling then like just exsisting and then suddently the world has been turned upside down and also at a 45 degree angel #and you personally have bern titled to the left its wild #but what i find more intriguing is that personally whenever that happens to me my first instict isnt like to just sit down or hold somethin #its to like get down as low to the grounf as possible and lie flat like thats what my brain thinks to do #and ive trained myself to just like stand as still as possible or hold onto something or like if im in a store lean or grab on a pillar #something solid yaknow #but whrn i first would get this and it would freak me out more i has been having more time at home and is fully just be likr fuck!!!#what do i do!!! and lay down on the kitchen floor mid microwaving something #or like i was at the mall the bigger one on the other side of town from where i lived #and i dont drive and i was alone and like it was fine but it happened and i literally #laid out on the tile floor of the jcpennys dressing room which was prolly so gross but all i could do at the time and i just laid there #thinking like damn i cant bail out like i usually could since the mall i usually go to is a 15min walk home #and once i can get up from this floor i need to go get a beverage and i think i got a lemonade from cinnabun or something and sat #in the weird footcourt hallway thinking abt how i shouldve been prepared #only to do that again not prepared a few weeks later and when i had to bail the second time i bearly made it to my uber #and the ride home always makes me car sick? i think its the specific road either way i thought i was gonna have heat stroke and puke #in the uber longest like 20 min ever oh my god #but i find it odd my body is like get down low to the ground like girl this isnt a tornado or soemthing

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