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I'm sick of being SO full of hatred and love at the same time. I don't know what the fuck to do with all this grief. Nothing is enough of an outlet.
#maddy makes the mumblies#comes to tumblr to bitch instead#bc other social media bad and journaling is just#the same shit over and over and over and it's endless
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i think the fundamental thing that annoys me about booktok is that they never truly read anything that is not like. "pop" culture books. every reader wants to discover the next big thing and every author wants to be the next big thing and there is no concern for writing for the sake of writing. theres no writing to play with the craft, to push boundaries, to do something weird and fucky with form even if it doesnt work. like ive read three books this week all very different in form and tone and like. it just makes me so tired that so many people never step beyond the romance section of barnes and noble
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disgusting(ly in love) || matt sturniolo
an; hiiii my loves how are y'all?? someone please give me some ideas for this i wanna make one for chris too:( this was originally supposed to be for 10 mins but i ran out of ideas and ended up making it 8 mins THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR 400 FOLLOWERS I LOVE YOU ALL<33
summary; a youtube compilation of matt and yn being in love for 8 mins.
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matt was bored. and on youtube. having stumbled upon a video titled "MATT AND YN BEING DISGUSTING(LY IN LOVE)!!!??? tw happy couple (ew)" he decided he had nothing better to do than watch this.
clip one; sleeping beauties
the clip started with nick going down the stairs and screaming for matt. what he didn't know was yn, matt's girlfriend had stayed over.
expecting matt to be awake, he pushed the door open with his vlog camera on.
there laid matt and yn, all cuddled up on the bed. the blanket covered their tangled legs yet the way matt held his girl against his chest was enough to make everyone jealous of the couple. near them mr wrinkleton, matt's pug plushie and ms bubbles, yn's rabbit plushie cuddled too, almost making it look just like the couple in plushie forms.
a small laugh left nick, as he zoomed the camera into their faces.
clip two; twitch stream
matt was streaming on twitch with his brothers while his girlfriend went out on lunch with her friends.
coming back home, yn did not expect to hear shouts from each brother's room. assuming they were only playing video games with each other, she yelled "honeyyyyyy i'm homeeeeee" right as she entered in matt's room. not giving him any time to answer the girl skipped her way to her boyfriend and sat on his lap; all excited to tell him about the latest gossip session she had with her girls.
but that could wait for a while.
he looked so beautiful that she couldn't help but wrap her arms around his neck, giving a sweet kiss on his lips. pulling away she kissed his cheeks and mumbled "god you're so cute".
giggling softly, the boy pulled her face up and said "thank you baby" she was about to say something when chris screamed "OH MY VIRGIN EYES". laughing at the way her eyes got wide, matt explained "we're streaming baby"
clip three; birthday gift
sometimes yn vloged. since the triplets' birthday was coming soon, she decided to vlog the entire process of shopping for the brothers.
twelve minutes into the video, she was all set and ready with meaningful gifts for each brother. once she put all the gifts in separate bags for each brother, she smiled at the camera. "finally. it was such a tiring day. now only one thing is left to do. y'all remember the paints i brought? well we're doing a fun little craft." taking out the red and pink paints, she went to grab a plain black tshirt.
cutting a heart stencil out of a paper, she stuck the paper to the tshirt's back. applying the fabric paint on her lips she started kissing the cloth between the cutout paper heart. applying different shades of pink and red, she filled kisses in the shape of a heart. laughing at her now smudged 'lipstick' she showed the camera her now ready gift.
"gonna let it dry now. i think i will maybe do something in the front also. not sure. will keep you guys updated!!"
safe to say, matt loved his gift so much that he demanded another kiss tshirt so that he could wear her kisses every day.
clip four; beach
this was a short clip from the hawaii vlog. the triplets, yn, maddie and nate where walking to the beach near hotel. well not all of them were walking through.
yn decided she was too tired to walk today and matt being the absolute angel he is, let her to hop on his back as he carried the girl to the beach.
maddie had vlogged matt carrying his girl on his back, humming to whatever she had to say. the camera captured matt listening carefully to his girlfriend as she spoke animatedly about penguins. the last thing the camera captured was yn repeatedly kissing the boy's cheek as he smiled before chris pushed the couple claiming "it was sick to watch people in love"
clip five; beach again
this was a clip from the same vlog as the last. matt and yn were seen enjoying in the water. splashing water against eachother their joyous laughs could be heard.
suddenly matt lifted the girl up, enjoying her screams of fear. dropping her a little, matt laughed harder as his girl tightened her hold on his neck. "matt i swear to god if you throw me in the water" laughing at her empty threats, matt dropped her down a little.
"MATTEW STURNIOLO"
"but baby i love you" he said as he completely dropped her down.
clip six; deaf, mute and blind challenge
yn sometimes participated in the triplets' videos. right now she was a part of the deaf mute and blind challenge. nick and chris were deaf, matt was mute and she was blind.
it was tough to be blind when she was only one who could actually cook something but nothing goes according to her wish, right?
which brings us to this moment. yn, desperately trying to find the bowl which contained the pancake mixture. looking at his struggling girlfriend, matt came behind her and pulled the bowl towards them. putting the whisk in her hand, he grabbed her from behind and helped her whisk the ingredients together. mumbling a small thank you the girl was finally relieved as the process was almost over.
all while nick and chris danced and screamed to doja cat.
clip seven; grwm
yn was filming a get ready with me to go to a date. while she was putting the make up on, her boyfriend entered the room. saying a quick hi to him she turned back to explain her makeup process to her followers.
"âoh y'all need to try this mascara. it's sooooo good. i literally criedâ" hugging the girl matt cut off her rant. he squeezed the girl in his arms as she turned around to place a kiss on his cheek. laughing at the bright red stain her lipstick left on his cheeks she tried to grab a tissue to wipe it off. protesting against it, the boy pulled her closer to him.
clip eight; dancing in the snow
the clip was from a random vlog yn posted. it started off with yn putting her vlog camera on the car's bonet and running towards matt. the two, fully covered in wools from head to toe danced in the snow without any music.
matt twirled his girl, a small laugh leaving him as the girl lost balance and collided with him, pushing the two to the ground.
it may seem silly to others, dancing without any music or laughing like madmen in the snow but to them this was the best moment of their life.
as the video ended, matt pouted at the screen. he now missed his girlfriend. he decided to facetime his girl not knowing chris was right behind him and he recorded matt smiling and blushing at moments with his girlfriend. probably this would end up in another compilation of matt and yn being in love.
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Protect You, Always
summary: you meet your boyfriend and the rest of the 118 at a bar after work. everything is going well until buck has to pry some creep off of you.
word count: 2.9k
request: anon- i wanna see sum protective buck kind of stuff, maybe the same as the twelfth chapter whereâs buck is defending her, maybe with different plots
a/n: i am SO sorry this took so long anon!! i love protective buck, he makes me feral, so thank you for requesting!! enjoy!!<33
warnings: creepy man gets grabby, no use of y/n, fem!reader, plus size!reader, race inclusive!reader
You walk into the bar with a smile, eyes darting around the dimly lit building to try to spot your boyfriend in the crowd. He and his coworkers agreed to meet here after their shift, and he invited you along, knowing that his friends would love to see you, and vice versa. You begin to pull your phone out of the back pocket of your jeans, eyes still scanning the crowd as you get ready to text Buck. You finally spot him, though, and his face lights up when he makes eye contact with you.Â
You weave your way through the crowd, slipping your phone back into your pocket as you go. You mumble quick apologies as you squeeze your way past people, silently wondering why the hell thereâs so many people here tonight. Usually, this place is pretty lowkey, but tonight, you can feel something in the air that is making the people of LA even crazier than usual. Must be the full moon, which Buck has told you everything about.Â
âHi, baby.â Buck whispers in your ear as he wraps his arms around your shoulders, pulling you into him. You wrap your arms around his torso as you nuzzle into his chest. No matter how many times heâs gone to work since youâve started dating, you still feel an overwhelming sense of calm when you finally see him again; knowing that heâs made it home in one piece.
âHi, my love.â you reply, angling your head up just slightly so he can hear you over the chatter and music of the bar.
âYou want a drink?â Buck asks once he pulls away, moving his hand from your shoulder down to your hand. You nod, smiling as he gives your hand one firm squeeze. âThe usual?â You nod again, and he gives you a wink, leaning down to give you a gentle kiss on the forehead before he journeys across the bar to get you your drink of choice.Â
You say hello to Hen, Bobby, and Eddie as Buck gets your drink, easily falling into conversation with them as they watch and laugh at Chim and Maddie playing pool very competitively. You laugh when you see Maddie sink yet another ball, and Chimney begins to complain very loudly that Maddieâs cheating as she does a little celebratory dance along to the music blaring from the speakers above.
Buck slows his pace as he walks back with your drink and a refill for himself, a smile growing on his face as he takes in the scene. You fit in so well with his family, and his heart swells at the sight of you, head tilted back as you laugh along with everyone else.Â
He hands you your drink, and you mumble a quick thank you as you keep your eyes on what Chimney calls his âcomeback shot.â Heâs completely focused as he bends forward slightly, eyes trained on the planned path of the cue ball, and you all go quiet, you and Hen grabbing each otherâs hands and holding them up near your chest as you watch. When he finally hits the ball, it goes a little crooked, making him miss the shot, and he groans loudly, throwing his hands up in the air as he turns away. You and Hen let out disappointed sounds as your hands fall back down to your sides, and you lean back into Buck, looking up at him with a lovestruck expression.
âIâm glad youâre here.â Buck whispers into your ear. His arm instinctively moves to wrap around your plush middle as he pulls you further back into him, and you hum softly in agreement, leaning your head back against his chest.
âHow was your shift?â you ask, turning your head and tilting your chin up to face him. He shrugs, a smile forming on his face. âIt was better than how the next shift is probably gonna go. Chimâs a sore loser, and heâs never gonna let me hear the end of âmy sister cheating.ââ he teases, his smile widening as he feels the vibrations of your laugh against his broad chest.
âLike you havenât held anything against him like that.â you reply in the same tone, raising a brow. He scoffs, rolling his eyes as he looks away.
âThatâs not the point.â he murmurs just loud enough for you to hear before taking a sip of his beer. The smile he was fighting erupts on his face when he hears you laugh again, looking at you over the bottle and giving you a wink.
âSo, what is the point?â you ask as you turn in his grip, wrapping your arms around his neck. He shrugs, his hands moving to your hips, one squeezing your soft flesh while the other rests the side of his bottle on the fabric of your jeans.
âThat you look gorgeous tonight.â he says in a suggestive tone, although it comes out as more of a question. You smile, averting your gaze as your cheeks heat up from the compliment. No matter how many times he compliments you, you canât help but feel giddy.
âNice deflection.â you tease, tilting your head to the side as you look back up into his eyes. You begin to gently sway side to side along to the music floating through the air around you, almost as if acting as a blanket to shield your moment from those around you.
He shrugs, a smirk forming on his face before he leans down to give you a sweet kiss, melting into your arms as he feels the tension from his shift slowly releasing from his body. Heâs not sure how you do it, but he always feels like youâre able to lift the problems off his shoulders when heâs in your arms.
Youâre ripped away from your moment when you hear Chimney calling your name desperately. You break apart from Buckâs embrace and turn to face Chimney with a smile, raising a brow.
âCome play with me. Youâre the only other one that knows how it is to put up with a Buckley like I do.â You laugh, giving Maddie a knowing look as she hands you the cue stick with a roll of her eyes. She goes over and stands with Buck, and both of them look at you and Chimney beginning a new game with fond looks.Â
Your game is far less competitive than the one before, as neither you nor Chimney feel the need to beat each other. Even so, you can hear Buck and Maddie arguing with each other after each turn, telling the other person that a good hit didnât count, and a bad hit deserves a redo. You all know that their argument isnât serious; they both have small smiles on their faces, but itâs still entertaining to watch.Â
The game is at a standstill as Buck argues that you deserve a redo for missing the ball when you tried to shoot. You were laughing so hard at their antics that your hand slipped and made you just barely graze the cue ball, and while you were willing to give up your turn, as you were already losing by a long shot, Buck clearly has other plans.
âIâm gonna go get a refill. You want anything?â you ask Chimney, and he shakes his head.Â
âI wouldnât come back if I were you. Weâll be here all night.â he teases, and you laugh as you shrug at his words.
âThey could be arguing about who gives a better performance during karaoke. Could be worse.â you tell him. He hums in agreement, shaking his head as he laughs at the memory of their very long argument about it. While Maddie is a far better singer than Buck, he argues that he makes up for it with his âmoves and face.â
You make your way to the bar; the voices of your friends being drowned out as you get further away from them. By the time youâre at the bar, youâre listening to a woman begging her friend for her phone back so she can call her ex, which makes you laugh. You wait at the bar for the bartender to make his way to you, and as you stand there, you feel a presence appear beside you.
You turn your head slightly; just enough to see the man from the corner of your eye, but he takes this clear sign that you donât want to talk as an invitation.
âCome here often?â he purrs, leaning against the bar on his elbow. You scoff, shaking your head as you let out a quiet laugh. You turn your head to face him, raising a brow.
âDid you really just try to use that line?â you ask in disbelief. Heâs cute, you guess, but heâs nowhere as attractive as Buck. And either way, nothing he could say would make you actually want to leave with him.
Although your eyes show clear signs of disinterest, he sees the way you turn to face him, and he smirks. Clearly to him, you want him to keep talking. He had been watching you all night, and although he saw you with Buck, he still decides to take a chance now that youâre alone.
âWhy, is it gonna work?â he asks suggestively, sliding impossibly closer to you. You can feel his cologne burning your nose, and it takes everything in you to scrunch your face up and tell him to fuck off. You donât though, instead giving him the benefit of the doubt; that he hadnât seen you with your boyfriend earlier.
âAbsolutely not. Sorry.â you tell him with an apologetic, yet vaguely fake smile. He smirks, running his tongue along the inside of his cheek as he leans down to whisper in your ear.
âYou wanna get out of here?â This man clearly doesnât know when to stop, you think. Did he seriously think you saying âabsolutely notâ was you begging him to take you back to his place?
âIâm good, actually.â you tell him, turning to try to get the bartenderâs attention. You can feel unease creeping into your belly, and you can see the way his eyes travel down to your tits when your eyes move away from his frame. His smirk drops at your words, and he leans down so his face is right beside yours, the alcohol on his breath filling your nose and making your stomach churn.
âI think youâre lying. You just want me to keep trying.â he purrs, raising two fingers to the side of your jaw and tilting your head back to face him. You move your face out of his grasp, leaning back and off of the bar as you see that his nose is practically touching yours. You feel bile crawling up your throat as your eyes dart around the bar, trying desperately to meet one of your friendsâ eyes, if not Buckâs.Â
âCome on, sweetheart. I know youâre desperate for it.â he says in a slightly condescending tone. Your brows furrow at his words. What the hell is he talking about? He grabs your wide hips roughly when you donât respond right away, his words shocking you to silence. He pulls you against him, pushing himself against you at the same time, and your hands immediately go to his chest to push him away. Heâs not exactly a big guy, but he must clearly have muscles under his shirt, as he barely budges at your desperate attempt to create some space between you two.
âI have a boyfriend.â you tell him, your voice just loud enough for him to hear over the loud voices around you. Your eyes keep searching around the bar to anyone that will look at you. Surely, someone will help you. But no one looks. Everyone is in their own little world as they continue to talk and sway to the music with the people they came with.
âWell, he shouldnât have left you alone.â he whispers into your ear, leaning down to place a hot kiss against your neck. You flinch as his lips make contact with your skin, trying desperately to wiggle out of his grip as his lips burn your skin. You want to find Buck, you want to launch yourself into his arms and never let go, but first, you need to get away from this creep.Â
âHey! Get your hands off of her!â you suddenly hear over the music, and you sigh, head turning to see Buck stomping toward you. You barely even notice Bobby and Eddie a few steps behind him, immediately following him when they saw his body get tense and his fists clench at his sides.
You let out a sigh of relief as you feel the man ripped away from you, watching with wide eyes as Buck stares the man down and pushes his chest a few times.
âYou confused about the word âno?â Meanâs she doesnât fucking want you.â he seethes. You gasp as Buck raises a fist, ready to punch the man, but Eddie and Bobby are rushing to him immediately and pulling him back. You almost laugh when you see the man use this chance as a time to scurry away, weaving himself through the crowd and toward the exit.Â
You take a few steps toward Buck, then wrap your arms around his torso, sniffling softly as a few tears fall from your eyes. Now that the threat is gone, you canât help the tears from falling. You canât imagine what mightâve happened if Buck hadnât seen you.
âShh. I got you, baby.â he whispers into your ear, his body relaxing slightly as he wraps his arms around you. He rubs your back slowly, chin resting on the top of your head as you try to catch your breath through your tears.Â
âCan we go home?â you ask him softly, looking up at him through your lashes. He nods immediately, one hand moving to your cheek to wipe your tears. âOf course, baby.â he replies in a similar tone. He leans down to kiss your forehead, then looks up at Bobby and Eddie, who nod before he has a chance to speak. He gives them a tight-lipped smile, then turns you both towards the exit.Â
Once youâre out of the loud bar, he stops you, putting his hands on your arms and turning you to face him. He looks down at your sad, scared expression and your shaky hands and his heart breaks. He shouldâve been there, he thinks.
âAre you okay?â he asks in a gentle tone. You nod slowly, letting in a shaky breath as you try to slow your racing heart. âIâm sorry, sweet girl. I shouldâve-â You cut him off before he can say anything else, shaking your head.
âItâs not your fault. You were talking to Maddie, and I wanted to get another drink.â you tell him, sniffling softly between sentences. He sighs, bringing you in for another tight hug. You melt into his arms again, your body relaxing completely now that the sounds from the bar are no longer pounding against your skull and youâre back in the safety of Buckâs arms.
âBut I couldâve-â he whispers, but you shake your head again, speaking before he can.
âNo. Baby, itâs fine. You got there before anything could really happen. And youâre here now, so you can take me home.â you tell him, your last sentence almost coming out as a question. You tilt your head up to look at him, resting your chin on his chest, and he gives you a troubled smile as he nods.Â
âOkay. Letâs get you home.âÂ
He leads you to his jeep with a hand firmly around your shoulders, almost as if shielding you from the world. If it were up to him, he would keep you within armâs reach, or at least within eyesight from now on, but he knows thatâs unrealistic.Â
Once youâre in the jeep and safely buckled, he moves around to the driver's side and gets in. Once his seatbelt is buckled and the jeep is in drive he puts a hand on your thigh, his grip tight as he thinks about that manâs hands on you. While he knows Bobby and Eddie had good reason to pull him away before he could get a punch in, he wishes he couldâve fucking killed him for even thinking about doing that to a woman, let alone you.Â
He helps you out of the car and up to his apartment when heâs parked in his parking spot, and then you both change into comfy clothes before you cuddle up on the couch. He puts on a movie, but his focus is on you, how your head is resting on his shoulder and your hand is tightly gripping the front of his hoodie. He kisses your temple, trying to read the expression on your face to make sure youâre really alright before he hesitantly moves his gaze to the tv.Â
âThank you.â you mumble, not even bothering to tear your gaze from the tv as you speak. He squeezes your shoulder, shaking his head.
âYou donât need to thank me, baby. Iâll protect my girl. Always.â he tells you earnestly, and he means it. If you were to be in any kind of danger, he knows heâd do just about anything to make sure heâs in between you and the thing threatening to cause you harm.
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You Know How There Are Those AU? Where SUPER Injured Ghosts Need To Retreat To Their Core?
No one seems to be USING that to its fullest potential! For SHENANIGANS! Because! Who?? Could POSSIBLY carry a Halfa's Core safely... but another Halfa?! A FULL ghost would KILL them. A human would be killed! What terribly precarious peril we find ourselves in! Oh nooooooo!
Well, no worry!
As much as Dani fuckin HATES this. That there is her brother. Her Template. Her Clone Daddy and Bestest of Bros. Like HECK she's gonna let him suffer for centuries and possibly DIE. She can take it, Doc! Pop him in! We'll go road tripping and-
What do you MEAN "No"?
Unstable??! Of course she's unstable! But the-.... Oh.
Turns OUT? Dani? Can hitch a ride in DANNY for Emergency Medical Aid... but NOT the other way around. Her body is too loosely held together. He would parasiticly consume her from within. Instead of feeding off her Ecto System like injured ghosts are supposed too, because she's a CLONE? AND an unstable one at that? His Core would just... see her body as free ectoplasm. All of it.
He'd eat her.
Which mean Frostbite can not and WILL NOT allow that.
But he's HURT! That big, off screen, cataclysmic Fight To Save Everybody From *cough cough mumbles* and settle us all in the DC universe, REALLY messed him up! What are we supposed to DO!? He can't STAY like this!!!
Enter-> My FAVORITE DCxDP Trash Ship! Vlad&Lex!!! *horrified screaming from the crowds, someone shouts "oh god, no! Please!"* Ha! There are no gods here, silly billys! Only two terrible, terrible HIGHLY Dramatic, self serving, incredibly damaged, gay peacocks. In Business Suits that cost more then your house is worth.
They're AWFUL~âĄ
And! Vlad was sent ahead to lay the ground work. Insure there would be no GIWs. Also because no one could stand him and his EXTENSIVE criminal record. But that's besides the point.
But!
You know what he found? A Business Nemesis. Who he routinely dates and/or Dramatically Hate Fu-*coughs* I mean, attempts a Corporate Take Over(tm) off. You know how it is. Business. He ALSO gets to make it no secret he's a "Meta", thanks to the INCOMPETENCE of one Jack Fenton, because that- *seething rant*
Yet? Dispite his STILL burning hatred for Jack? And his finally letting go of Maddie? You know what he STILL wants?
For Danny to be his Son.
*Gets a call from Frostbite*
...............soooooo........ what you're SAYING is..... I can be pregnant with Daniel.
You, Frostbite, need ME, Vladimir Masters, THE ONLY OTHER HALFA, to carry Daniel around inside my body, in what to all appearances resembles a pregnancy, in order to heal him. Because I am an Older And Stronger Halfa Upon Which He Relies.
:)
*instantly begins plotting*
Just? Imagine. Vlad is a FUCKIN LIAR. No one but him would even KNOW what was going on! He just? Rocks up one day, like? *falsely demure* "oh I couldn't POSSIBLY has any scotch, Lex! >:) I'm eating for Two~â" and just? Deals the MAXIMUM amount of psychic damage he can.
Probably says it at their weekly, public, Veiled Threats Brunch.
It makes front page news. Luthor choked on his eggs. The paparazzi lost their SHIT. Vlad is doing the FULL Celebrity Mom Thing. The classes. The photo shoots. The Gucci sunglasses as he peruses high end strollers. All while HEAVILY suggesting that not only is "The Baby" Lex's.... but that he's going to withhold the child and deny Lex any access.
Danny isn't even aware. He's in a lovely lil medical coma. Dani is trying to find a good spot to plop down Amity. She just know Vlad is being... Vlad. Meh. He can handle it. Dan? He's not even IN the human realm and is not sure he wants to be.
But over in the LEAGUE? Everything's on fuckin FIRE.
Kon is losing his SHIT and Clark is thousand yard staring into the void. Kon's half brother is in the hands of a... Less Then Ideal... Meta that Batman is PRETTY sure is highly suspect. Might be a deliberate weapons experiment. Certainly is a hostage. And the DRAMA.
Lex has never been worse.
He might actually stab his...partner? Vlad. At the hospital. The SECOND the child is born. There are already long term kidnapping plans in the making. He's hiring lawyers. Getting VICIOUS. There have been talks with DEATHSTROKE. By BOTH OF THEM.
Clark wants to cry.
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you were in my dream
request: random playlist shuffle request from @maplesyrupsainz!! maddie - i already told you this but i wrote this because i love you hahaha and maybe i will add carlos back into the list of drivers i write for. tbd. we will see what the people think. i hope you like it, love you lotsđđ song: you were in my dream by laur elle summary: you have a not-so-friendly dream about your best friend. enough said. pairing: carlos sainz x f!reader wc: 1.5k warnings: cursing, descriptions of steamy makeout, 17+
Carlos was, to put it mildly, very confused.
He had passed you a total of 17 times today while running around for media duties, (yes, he was counting) and each time you turned away from him as if he was a complete and total stranger.
You werenât in a mood â he could see you chatting with Charles, briefly hugging Oscar, laughing with Lando and Max, all of which, admittedly, left a piercing pain in his chest and a disgusting jealous feeling swirling in his stomach.
After another hour without a word from you, Carlos made his way round to every person heâd seen you speak to that day â hoping that they might have some insight into what was going on.
Lando, of course, smiled as he saw his friend approaching, but soon noticed the frown on his face as he walked closer.
âIs she angry with me?â Carlos exhaled, not even a hello or how are you for his close friend.
âIs who angry with you?â
âY/N! She has been ignoring me all day â I saw her with you, with Charles, with Oscar, with every person around. But me? Itâs like I donât exist.â
âShe didnât say anything specifically but now that you mention it, she did seem a bit flustered when I asked if she knew where you were.â
âAy dios, what did I do? I walked her to her room last night after dinner and everything was perfectly fine!â
Meanwhile, you were hiding in the back of the Ferrari garage, a fairly secluded spot that youâd discovered earlier in the day. Successfully? Not at all â it only took Alexandra three minutes to find you sitting in a corner with a Ferrari jacket haphazardly thrown over your frame. Sheâd tried to coax you out, but only when Leo wiggled his way into your lap did you show any signs of life and break your silence to coo at the perfect little dog.
âThere she is,â Alex smiled. âNow, tell me and Leo what you are doing hiding over here all by yourself?â
You groaned and handed Leo over to his Mama, using your now free hands to hide your heating face. âOh god, I shouldâve just stayed at the hotel. I thought I would be fine, this is so embarrassing.â
âQue s'est-il passĂ©? You didnât seem unwell at dinner last night, did you get sick in your room?â
Alexâs frantic mix of French and English and her worried expression made you feel even more guilty â this was dramatic, so beyond dramatic, but you were in a downward spiral and maybe she was just what you needed to yank yourself out of it.
âNo, IâŠI had a dream,â you muttered. âItâs so stupid, but I donât know what to do! How to act! Iâm genuinely freaking the fuck out, Alex.â
âA nightmare? Are you afraid? Oh, Y/N, thatâs not stupid but youâre safe here. Do you want me to go get Carlos? Heâll want to know whatâs going on â â
âNO,â you shouted too forcefully. âNo, please donât go get him, I canât even look at him right now. You have one dream about your best friend and suddenly you canât function.â
âYou dreamt about Carlos? I donât understand, what did you â â Alexâs voice trailed off, a look of realization crossing her face.
âOh, oh,â she smirked. âY/N, you naughty girl!â
âIt wasnât even like that, we were just making out on his couch, ok heavily making out on his couch, and I canât look at him without my stomach flipping or fearing Iâm going to start drooling. Heâs one of my closest friends, Iâve never thought about him likeâŠthat.â
âOh come on,â she rolled her eyes. âNever? Not once? In three years of friendship?â
âMaybe once or twice,â you mumbled guiltily. âGod, whatâs wrong with me? I canât stop thinking about it â his arms, his mouth, everything, it felt so real.â
âIs now a good time to tell you that I think you have feelings for him and youâve been pushing them down? Because you think he doesnât feel the same? And this dream is just everything spilling over?â
Your mouth fell open and you scrambled for a retort â anything to say back to her to refute her claims, but all you could do was sigh and shake your head.
âIâm so pathetic,â you grumbled, crossing your arms over your chest.
âMi sol, donât say such things,â a familiar voice chimed from behind you. Before you could get to your feet to make an excuse and bolt, Carlos plopped down next to you. âNow, no more running away from me, Âżbueno?â
âIâll find you later,â Alex called out sweetly as she hurried away, Leoâs ears flopping comically as he barked back at you.
The heat of Carlosâs body next to yours made your stomach turn, his arms so close to you, almost as close as they were when they were wrapped around your body, holding you tightly against his chest, heavy breathing in your ear and â
âY/N? Are you listening?â He nudged his shoulder against yours lightly, ripping the mental image away from you.
âYes, Iâm sorry, what were you saying?â
âI want to know why youâve been avoiding me. Why are you so angry with me?â
Your face fell instantly â guilt creeping in and taking over from the other feelings. âOh, Carlos, Iâm not angry with you. I had a dream and you were in it but itâs unimportant, I was beingâŠridiculous. Iâm sorry, mi querido.â
Carlos brightened at the use of the term of endearment â not uncommon at all between the two of you and a sure sign that everything was fine.
âYou donât have to apologize. If I made you uncomfortable in your dream and you needed space, that is perfectly fine. I just wish I would have known before I panicked.â
âNo, no, you didnât make me uncomfortable, you never could.â
âWell, then what was I doing?â
You swore the garage grew ten degrees hotter â a bead of sweat forming on your neck where hickeys would have been if your dream had been as real as it felt. A heavy swallow and a deep exhale, you looked everywhere but at him, suddenly intensely interested in the spare tires to your right.
âY/N,â he whispered, his breath hot on your neck, his hand cupping your chin to turn your head gently towards him. âDime.â
All it took was one quick flicker of your eyes down to his lips for a smirk to spread across his face. Before you could even breathe, his nose was bumping against yours and the closeness of him made your head spin.Â
He kissed you so softly, gently, his hand cupping your face and his thumb gently rubbing back and forth. So different from what youâd shared in the depths of your mind the night before but surpassing it exponentially in every conceivable way â dreams would never come close to this, never compare to the reality in front of you.
A shout from somewhere in the garage caused the two of you to jolt apart, the sudden realization of where you were sinking in quickly.Â
âHow did I compare?â He asked cheekily, rising to his feet and offering a hand to pull you up after him.Â
Your head was still spinning - your chest heaving from a fairly innocent kiss, god, you were wrecked. Carlos, however, took your silence as the exact opposite - doubt crept into his mind, worried that heâd read everything wrong and let his own feelings guide his actions.Â
His sweet, doe brown eyes searched yours for something, anything, to ease his panic. And then, you smiled - wide, bright, blinding, and lovesick.Â
âYou were perfect,â you finally answered, a sigh of relief leaving Carlos at the sound of your voice. âBut, I wouldâve preferred the dream setting. Comfortable couch, no prying eyes, no Ferrari polo, among other things.â
âOther things?â Carlos pressed, a wicked grin on his face.
âYeah, you told me you loved me,â you whispered.
His lips morphed into a soft smile - gone was the playfulness and tension, replaced by tenderness, adoration, and something saccharine. You felt his fingers brushing against yours and reached out to let him grasp your hand in his, the warmth of his palm grounding you in this moment.
âI can do that,â he admitted bashfully. âBut, not here. You deserve more than that. When Iâm done we can go back to the hotel, grab dinner, andâŠtalk.â
You smirked, mimicking his tone from before. âTalk?âÂ
âAmong other things.â
The sound of your laughter followed Carlos as he walked towards his team, urging them respectfully to get him through the rest of his day as quickly as possible.
#carlos sainz x reader#carlos sainz fluff#carlos sainz#f1 x reader#formula 1 fic#f1 fic#f1#cs55#cs55 x reader#carlos sainz jr#Spotify
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There was an eerie silence in the hospital room. Nothing was beeping, all the other visitors were long gone, there didn't even seem to be anyone moving around in the halls.
He wasn't very comfortable. They'd brought him in a bed hours ago, but he couldn't seem to move away from the chair. He could keep their hands tangled together this way. Could press a finger against Tommy's wrist and make sure he continued to feel a pulse.
Yeah, the monitors could tell him that Tommy was still there, alive and alright and likely to be discharged in a day or two. But it made Buck feel better to feel that steady thump, thump, thump under the pad of his finger.
He closed his eyes. Tried to steady his own breathing: in, hold, out, hold, in, hold, out. Over and over until his heart calmed down again.
It'd been a problem for him since he got the call. Tommy had been hurt. Fallen off a ladder and lost consciousness. Honestly, they didn't know in the beginning if he'd broken his back or even his neck. They did know that his arm was definitely broken, bending in a way that arms were never meant to bend.
Buck had gotten to the hospital before they had finished all of Tommy's tests. Had sat and paced in the waiting room while Bobby tried to help keep him calm.
Over time, Maddie had come with Chimney. Then Hen and Karen, and Eddie with Christopher. Athena, even while working, had spared some time to stop by and bring food.
Buck didn't eat.
Couldn't eat, really.
He did manage a few sips of a milkshake, mostly for Maddie's sake, but it made him feel more nauseous than anything.
When the doctor finally came out and told him that, besides the arm, there were no other broken bones, Buck took what felt like his first breath since the phone call.
He still had to wait until after Tommy's surgery to see him. His arm needed a rod and pins so it would heal properly.
People filtered in and out. Maddie and Chim had to pick up Jee. Hen and Karen had to get Mara and Denny, and Christopher went with them. Athena had to leave for a robbery call.
Bobby and Eddie stayed. They stayed until Tommy was wheeled into recovery. Stayed until Tommy briefly woke up and managed to mumble a slightly high, âEv'n? Wha' happened?â Stayed until Buck ate some real food. Stayed until Buck had won the fight with the nurses that he was going to stay the night and they might as well give up on trying to get him to leave because it wasn't going to work.
Eddie left first, letting Buck know he'd be back in the morning.
Everyone would be back in the morning. They'd help out and do whatever they needed to do so that Tommy was as comfortable as possible during his hospital stay.
Bobby stayed a while longer, until the sun had fully set and the little clock above the door showed the short hand on the nine and the long hand on the seven.
They hadn't talked much. Buck, always ready for a conversation, couldn't seem to get many words out.
But before Bobby left, Buck did manage to get up briefly and allow himself to be wrapped in his captain's arms. A tear fell down his face then, as Bobby reassured him that Tommy was okay. He'd recover. He'd be okay.
He pulled himself back together before Bobby had walked out the door. Sat back down beside Tommy, held onto the hand that wasn't connected to a severely broken arm, and made sure to keep a finger over that pulse point.
The room was still dimly lit at two-thirty in the morning. Just enough light for Buck to watch Tommy's face. Make sure there were no signs of discomfort.
In the silence, in his time to do nothing but think, Buck was pretty sure he finally understood. He understood the fear he put his family (Maddie, mostly) through every time he got injured. He understood how quickly someone can be taken from you. He understood just how much a person can mean to you.
People had tried to tell him before.
He never fully got it until now.
Buck scooted his chair closer to Tommy, so he could press his lips to Tommy's calloused knuckles.
He rested his cheek against their intertwined hands after that, closed his eyes and breathed Tommy in. He smelled like Hibiclens, mostly. But he still had that warmth to him, even in the chilly hospital room.
Buck thought of their previous night together. He'd fallen asleep with Tommy's arm tight around his waist, hand sprawled over his stomach. He'd been safely nestled with his back against Tommy's chest. That's how they slept most nights. Sometimes they'd end up the other way around, or facing each other with arms and legs tangled, but mostly Tommy held onto Buck like he was precious cargo.
Ironic.
The adrenaline of the day began to dissipate, so Buck let himself drift off.
It may not be the most comfortable sleeping position, and he'd definitely regret it whenever he woke up, but there was nowhere else he'd rather be.
Soon Tommy would wake. The pain medication would wear off and he'd be uncomfortable. They'd have to schedule doctor's appointments, physical therapy sessions, and possibly more surgeries. Tommy would get grumpy about how much help he needed, and he'd try to overdo it until Buck would be forced to give him an ultimatum. There would be good days and bad ones. Leaps forward and countless setbacks.
And Buck would be grateful for every second of it, because it meant Tommy was alive and safe. As long as those two things were true, Buck could handle anything.
#bucktommy#911#tommy kinard#evan buckley#idk what this is im just tired and it happened#i did not check for errors lord help me
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Toxic ~ Nate Jacobs x Male Reader
We all love a little toxic relationship with some dick who bullies you due to his own insecurity Top!Nate x Bottom!Reader word count: 1.6k Nsfw / MDNI ~ amab m!reader / FDNI
He bullied the shit out of you for being gay
Not regular bullying, but like psychological shit
Nate would make small comments about you to a crowd of people, making you uncomfortable for the rest of the night
Or when the two of you were left alone in a room he would call you a f@g when you try to make conversation
However late at night, your phone would be buzzing with notifications from him snapping you
But you were popular, so he couldn't harass you too much - especially once you became friends with Maddy
You were a regular at parties, so he'd see you there
Every time Nate got drunk, he'd catch his eyes on you more than he'd like
On your body, warm from the heat of everyone dancing and the alcohol in your system
It didn't help that like everyone else, you dressed like a model every time you left the house - but at parties that was tenfold
You wore virtually no clothes, pretty much forcing Nate's eyes to glue to your thighs, your waist, your ass as it peaked out from your shorts
He also liked how you kept your body hairless, just like Maddy
He would be repulsed if you didn't, so when you raise your arms as you dance, he notices your freshly shaved arms and armpits
After Maddy and Nate were finally broken up, more parties happened
And even though girls tried and succeed to get with Nate, he didn't care for them
They were hookups to him, he noticed them once they put themselves out in front of him
But you
Nate noticed you the second you walked into any party
Maybe it was because when you walked in, people rushed to you to say hi and kiss and hug
But he couldn't deny that when he arrived at any party, part of him was scanning the room for you
Nate fucking hated it
He couldn't even admit it to himself that he piqued an interest in you
He reminded himself that he wasn't gay, he wasn't a f@g he would say to himself
Nate was tipsy and couldn't take his eyes off of you
He would try to find things he hated about you, but he just thought of how hot you looked as you danced with your friends, guys all up on you after they've had a couple of drinks
He noticed you were heading to the bathroom, so after taking a quick shot of whatever he could find, he followed you
Once you got into the bathroom of whoever was hosting that night, Nate forced his way in and locked the door behind him
"What the fuck Nate!?" You shout, scared by the current situation
"Shut up.." Nate mumbles as he gets closer to you
His rough hand cups tour cheek
You look up at the muscular Jock, his eyes hazy looking into yours
Nate focused on your lips, then your eyes, then you lips again
His hand was warm on your cheek
He gave in finally and kissed you
It felt warm, definitely wet and definitely very passionate
Like Nate had been waiting a while to do this
A moan slipped out of your mouth into his as the two of you made out
Nate's other hand snaking around your waist
You can feel his muscles against your body as Nate moans into your mouth, his hand on your cheek feeling hot
Nate's tongue toyed with yours as you closed your eyes, his fingers tracing circles on your skin
You felt his hard-on poke you, Nate groaning into your mouth as he pushes his dick against yours
He picks you up, Nate's strong, huge arms holding you up from under your thighs, your arms around his neck as the two of you keep making-out
The sound of lips crashing against one another and muffled moans echo inside the bathroom
Nate grinds his hard dick up against your ass
You feel lightheaded and hot, breaking the kiss and gasping for air, resting your forehead on Nate's built shoulder
"Hey... Help me out here, (y/n)" Nate whispers breathlessly into your ear, making a point of grinding up against you
"Oh yeah? And how should I do that?" You reply, just as breathlessly
More kissing takes place as Nate let's you down from his arms
His hot tongue dancing around yours, Nate's rough, big hands rubbing all over your body
You get on your knees and Nate leans against the sink counter, his body looking godly as you look up at Nate with hooded eyes
He was big, you could feel it through his loose shorts
You remember little from that night, but you definitely remember the sounds that Nate made, he was convinced that was the best head of his life
The two of you became a regular thing, he would bully u less in exchange for late night hookups in his car
He would pull up to your house, text you to come outside and wouldn't say a word to you until he pulled up to your hookup spot
The drive over was always interesting, you'd always wear something Nate liked, you could see his dick hard in his pants and Nate would look over at every chance he got but he would stay silent
He would put your seat down and start kissing you, the windows steaming up as the two of you dry hump each other as you make out
He would start gently with you, but soon Nate would get too horny and fuck you senseless
It was never more than that, you didn't allow yourself to fall for Nate cause he bullied u and was a closeted cunt
He was a dick after the two of you fucked, he would let you both calm down and then tell you to dress back up
He'd drive you home and say "night" and that's all
But Nate was surely falling for you though, after sex he could pretend to fall asleep just to hold you
His big body on top of yours, your cum and his drying on yours and his stomach, sweat making you stick to his seat but tiredness allowing you to fall asleep with him
He liked how big he was compared to you, Nate would get up after you fall asleep and admire you
He hated himself for it, but in the moment he couldn't care less
You looked hot, covered in his spit and sweat and cum, looking peaceful and moonlit as you sleep
Nate eventually invested in baby wipes that he would keep in his car, wiping you down gently as you slept, dressing you up and driving you home, but once you wake up, Nate would continue with his silence and drop you home with a short "night"
But you'd notice... you were wearing his sweatshirt
His massive sweatshirt which smelt like him and felt warm against your skin...
Fuck. You like the cunt that bullied you relentlessly and that is very much closeted
But after that, the two of u became somewhat exclusive (only secretly) Nate really showed how toxic he gets
Cause nobody knew the two of you were a thing, girls would jump on him and he would do nothing about it
Maddy didn't dare talk to him, she was better than that, but other girls definitely tried to get with Nate
He never actually did anything with them, but Nate didn't care that you saw how they all flirted with him, and he really didn't care how that made you feel
Most nights would end in arguments over text on Nate's harem of girls that would flirt with him
He would always play innocent and call you crazy, but you'd never let him gaslight you, so most nights the two of you wouldn't be on talking terms
That is until he goes through the effort of posting an "I'm sorry" card through your letterbox
He won your little game every time he apologised, because you're always sure he means it, that is until he fucks up again the next day
One day you had enough, binned his letter and stopped talking to him
Nate was fuming, he spend 6 hours in the gym that day
You had 23 un-opened snaps and messages from him
It stressed him out you wouldn't talk to him - he did like you, he was also frustrated that you were withholding sex, but most of all he was terrified you would out him
He heard that you had a free house that day and turned up at your house, forcing hid way in when you opened the door - reminiscing of that first night
A lot of shouting ensued
But after that... a LOT of making out followed
You were sat on your bed, grinding against each other, you sat on Nate's lap as you made out for ages
Once Nate started begging to let him fuck you, you stripped down for him
At some point during the night, you though you had broken your bed, from the amount of creaking you two were causing
But the night ended well nonetheless
Nate made you watch as he blocked everyone of the girls that liked him
The two of you made out until you were too tired to keep going
Nate slept over for the first time, he felt comfortable
You body against his, sleeping on his huge chest
For the first time ever, Nate wasn't arguing with himself over his very homo actions
He just let himself feel you and enjoy you as he fell asleep
#male reader#gay#x male reader#fanfic#light smut#gay smut#nate jacobs#nate jacobs x male reader#nate jacobs x reader#euphoria#euphoria x reader#euphoria x male reader#light angst#toxic relationship#male reader angst#x male reader smut#male reader smut#x bottom male reader#bottom male reader#bottom reader
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I sleep too much every few days from not sleeping at all, then wake up too late to take my meds and my brain is like "you should really just rot and die tbh" like slow down there cowboy it's been one day without meds. you'll be okay. just sleep on it some more or something ha HAAA... :(
#my life is spent reinforcing the locks on the door that is my depression#what claws behind those doors is the most unfathomable soul-crushing despair#and for what?? idk#but everytime an arm squeezes through and claws desperately at the walls#I feel a terrifying sense of dread#if I don't keep finding ways to keep the door locked#I will surely die if whatever is behind it breaks out#anyway i'm babbling instead of writing in a journal again oops#maddy makes the mumblies
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spending my friday night the way all college kids do: drinking a homemade margarita and annotating the oppenheimer screenplay like the booktok girlies annotate their romance books
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Josh sees Buck and Maddie in the break room and decides, heck it, he can inject himself into their sibling bonding time.
"Hello Buck, it's good to see you," Josh says, grabbing a chair and planting himself down before either of them can say anything. He opens his bento box - he's trying this whole thing, it's going okay so far but he's running out of ideas for foods - and says, "How is life treating you?"
"Pretty well, actually," Buck says with a coy smile.
Maddie snorts. She focuses on her sandwich and dino nuggets. "That's not what he was saying just now," she tells Josh, her pretty eyes twinkling.
Josh gasps theatrically. "Evan Buckley, am I not your friend? Am I unworthy of the truth?"
"Maddie!" Buck nudges his sister's hand with his own, a cute pout on his lips. Finally, he rolls his eyes and says, "Alright, fine. It's... kinda, uh, not great."
He looks a little dejected, even, but Maddie doesn't seem too concerned, so Josh aims for the middle with his response. "What's the matter?"
"I kinda wanna...sndsmnstotommy." The last words are so mumbled that the only thing Josh makes out is "Tommy".
Josh is a great listener. He is literally a professional at listening to people. "What was that?"
Buck rolls his eyes and plops his chin on his hands on the table. "I wanna send some pictures to my boyfriend."
"Hot pilot boyfriend," Maddie says, fanning herself.
"I'll take your word for it," Josh says, having only seen photos of him in dirty turnouts and mussed hair.
Buck frowns at them. "He is hot. Look." Unlocking his phone, he swipes through some pictures. "See?"
"Oh, he is very hot." Josh is happy to be proven wrong by a picture of a buff older man in a tight navy blue tank top and jeans, with smears of engine grease on his very muscular arms and a smudge over his cheek. That profile alone... There has to be some sort of deity smiling down on the Buckleys, giving them incredibly handsome partners after their shitty childhoods.
Buck sighs dreamily as he gazes at the picture. "Yeah. I haven't seen him for more than twenty minutes at a stretch for nearly three weeks." His pout returns at full force. "Dumb wildfires. I am declaring them homophobic and biphobic."
Josh pets Buck on the head in sympathy. "So you wanna send him pictures? I bet you have lots of nice ones with Maddie and Jee and your friends."
"Not that sort," Buck says, his cheeks flushing.
Then Josh gets it. "Ah, nudes. Good and reliable communication methods for long distance relationships."
Buck buries his face in his hands, but the tips of his ears are still bright red.
Laughing now, Maddie ruffles the curls on top of his head. "I can't give you much advice since I don't get sent nudes," she says, giggling, "and I wouldn't know what a gay man would like to see, so why don't you pick Josh's brains here?"
Josh beams at Maddie. "I like this assignment."
"He's taken, remember that," Maddie warns, wagging a finger at her friend as she heads to the sink to wash her hands.
Josh puts on a wounded air. "I don't poach. And I give great advice." He returns his attention to Buck and says gleefully, "Alright, first things first: is your Tommy a legs guy, an ass guy or a chest guy?"
Buck lifts his head enough to glare at him. "I'm not gonna gossip about him with you."
"Fine. Spoilsport. Anyway, post workout selfies sans shirt, always a winner. Low angle shots up your torso, especially since you are built like a fridge, that should work too. Oh, post-shower photos when your skin is all scrubbed and pink? Highly recommend." Josh lowers his voice and says, "Dick pics are really good if you don't show all of it, keep him wanting more, but make sure to encrypt them if you can, and warn him to go somewhere private so he doesn't open them in company."
Buck hides his face again, but then he takes a deep breath and sits straight up once more. He seems determined not to look directly at Josh, however. "Thank you."
Grinning, Josh digs into his bento. "You're welcome. Now, tell me what you're willing to share about your boyfriend. Oh, and welcome to this side of the rainbow by the way. I'm very proud of you."
Buck does look at him now and ducks his head shyly. "Thanks." He licks his lips (Josh doesn't think too much about those lips) and starts saying, "Well, Tommy's a pilot at the 217..."
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for @jackmichaela â„ also on ao3
Buck stirs awake just as Eddie is wrapping up the phone call, speaking in a hushed tone for the duration of it. âOh, heâs awake,â he says into his phone.
âOkay, good, Iâm like two streets away but still stuck in traffic. Tell him Iâll be there in like 5 mins.â
âWill do. See you, Tommy.â Eddie says before hanging up and walking towards the chair heâd been occupying before he got up to answer the call. The room is small enough that he might have woken up Buck no matter how quiet heâd tried to be, but he thought it was best to stay with Buck. Eddie knows how disorienting it can be waking up in a hospital room after being knocked out cold.Â
âHey, Buck. Howâre you feeling?â
Buck smacks his lips together and tries to clear his throat. Eddie moves to give him a cup of water before he takes his seat at the armchair next to his bed.Â
âYou were talking to my Tommy?â Buck asks, voice still a little hoarse, but doesnât wait for an answer before he speaks again. âCan I tell you a secret? But you have to keep it a secret.â
Eddie tries to keep his expression neutral, but thereâs a hint of a smile tugging at the corners of his mouth. âCross my heart.â He says, making the sign over his chest.Â
Buckâs head lolls to the side, his eyes fluttering shut for a moment as a big, dopey grin grows on his face; the effects of the sedative drugs still clearly lingering. âI have a huge crush on Tommy.â Buck says.Â
Eddie snorts a laugh, then tries to disguise it as a cough.Â
Heâs well fucking aware how Buck feels about Tommy. In fact, heâs sure there hasnât been a single day since Maddie and Chimneyâs wedding that Buck hasnât mentioned Tommyâs name in conversation at least once.Â
Buck frowns at him. âDonât laugh. Itâs not funny.â He looks so offended.Â
âNo, youâre right, Iâm sorry.â Eddie decides to play along. âSo, you like Tommy, huh?â
Thereâs that dopey smile again. âI like him so much. Heâs so cool. And strong. And sexy.â Buck pauses for a second, staring at the ceiling seemingly lost in thought. âI like him so much.â Then he turns to look at Eddie again. âDo you know Tommy?â
âYeah, Iâve actually met him. A couple of times.âÂ
âOh. So, do you like him?â
Eddie presses his lips together. âYeah, bud, I like him â just not in the same way as you do, obviously.â
âGood.â Buck closes his eyes as his smile softens. âYouâre not allowed to like him that way.â He mumbles.
Eddie has to clamp his hand over his mouth to stop himself from bursting out laughing. He almost wants to tell Buck that heâs learned his lesson, but he thinks Buck is so lost in the haze of the painkillers he was given, heâs probably forgotten all about the time he went ballistic on the basketball court. He seems to have forgotten about the fact that he and Tommy have been dating for a while now.Â
Buck falls asleep, his breathing slowly evening out, and Eddie shakes his head and returns his attention to the magazine heâd picked up from the waiting room. Moments later, Tommy appears at the door, poking his head in and exhaling with relief when he confirms heâs at the right place.Â
âHey,â Tommy says, addressing Eddie. âThought you said he woke up.â
Eddie opens his mouth to reply but promptly shuts it when he notices Buck has woken up again.Â
âHey, you,â Tommy approaches the bed, putting a hand on Buckâs knee. âHowâs the shoulder?â
Buck is frowning again. It almost looks like heâs glaring at Tommy. âMy husband will be here soon.âÂ
Eddie snickers, and thankfully Buck is too preoccupied pointedly staring at Tommyâs hand where itâs resting on his knee to take notice of him. Heâs never going to let Buck live this down.Â
Tommy tilts his head. âYour husband, huh?â
âYes, heâs on his way over, and I donât think he will appreciate you touching my knee like that.â Buck somehow manages to sound bitchy even when speaking in that gruff voice. He must have a knack for it.Â
Tommy holds his arms up in surrender. âMy apologies, handsome, I didnât realise you were married.â
âOh,â Buck is smiling now, a light dusting of pink on his cheeks. âYouâre very good looking, too.â
âOh, thank you.â Tommy grins. âMore than your husband?âÂ
Buck shakes his head and closes his eyes, leaning back on his pillow. âNo way. Heâs the most gorgeous man in LA. And heâs a firefighter pilot.â His words are slurring together as he starts dozing off again. âNo offence, but you donât stand a chance.â
Eddie looks up from his magazine to confirm that Buck has indeed fallen asleep again, and catches Tommy looking at him with the fondest smile on his face, a terribly soft look in his eyes. He quickly looks down at his magazine, feeling like heâs seen something he wasnât supposed to.Â
âI promised him I would keep it a secret, but I think you should know, the first time he woke up, he was telling me about this guy Tommy he has a crush on.â
Tommyâs grin widens. He shakes his head and pulls up a chair to sit next to Buck, and Eddie takes that as his cue to leave; heâs not sure heâll want to hear what Buck has to say next time he wakes up. He gets up and gathers his things, moving as quietly as he can manage.Â
âThanks for staying with him.â
âHeâs your problem now.â Eddie shoots him a cheeky grin. âSee you at basketball tomorrow?â
âYeah, probably.â Tommy jerks his head towards Buck. âDepends if itâs safe to leave him alone.â
Eddie waves a hand. âJust hide the scissors, heâll be fine.âÂ
Tommy laughs silently and Eddie pats him on the shoulder before he walks out, leaving him to stand guard by Buckâs bedside as he sleeps. As heâs making his way out of the hospital, he idly wonders how long itâll be before Tommy calls him up to go ring shopping.Â
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summary: after buck saves reader when her apartment building goes up in flames, they run into each other at a bar. buck's on an awful first date, and reader decides to help him get out of it.
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request: I was wondering if i could request a story about Evan Buckley saving a plus size reader for like a fire or some dangerous situation and they're both attracted to each other but neither of them acts on. A few weeks later or so Buck is actually saved by reader while he's on a bad date he's trying to get out of and (like she makes up an excuse for him or plays along with something he says) and he ends up asking her out.
A/N: i'm sorry this took so long but it's finally out and i may have gotten carried away! this was my first buck request, and it was really fun! and i'm so used to writing good luck charm now that i had to search "evan" and change them all to "buck" at the end LOL also i threw in some abby shade, can you find it?? hehe. anyway, enjoy <3
warnings: reader is caught in a fire, no use of y/n, plus size!reader, fem!reader, race inclusive!reader
You wake up in the middle of the night to the fire alarm in your building echoing off the walls of your apartment. Youâre immediately disoriented, as the booming sound makes your ears ring and your head spin. You jump out of bed and make your way out to your living room, and your breath catches in your throat when you see the smoke quickly filling the room. You make your way to your front door, but jump back in pain as the flat surface burns the back of your hand.
Dread fills your belly as you look around the room frantically. You see your cat cowering under your kitchen table, and you quickly run to grab her before she hides under anything where you wonât be able to reach her. You grab her and she lets out a loud meow, but you keep her squirmy body in your arms as you make your way to your window.
Youâre four storeys up, and your landlord has still not fixed your fire escape, although youâve been asking for months. Either way, you throw open your window, hoping to get some fresh air as smoke fills your lungs and burns your throat.Â
You run to your room and grab your phone, quickly dialing 9-1-1 as tears form in your eyes.
â9-1-1, whatâs your emergency?â the operator asks.
â3246 Weston St. My apartment buildingâs on fire.â you tell her frantically, phone pressed between your ear and shoulder as you struggle to get onto the fire escape with your cat still in your arms.
âYes, we know about that. I see fire escapes on the outside of the building. Can you get down?â she asks you calmly, and you feel an odd sense of calm fill your body as her voice fills your ears.
âItâs broken, thereâs no ladder. My landlord wonât fix it.â you tell her softly, squeezing your cat to your chest as more tears start to fall.
âWhatâs your name?â You answer her, sniffling softly.
âHi, Iâm Maddie. Weâre gonna get through this together, okay? Thereâs already firefighterâs on the scene. Can you tell me what side of the building youâre on?â You shake your head, but then reply quickly, knowing she canât see you.
âI donât see any. Iâm on the back side of the building, on the fire escape. On the fourth floor.â She mumbles an âokayâ as she types on her computer.Â
âAlright, Iâm sending a team over to you, theyâll be right there. Is it just you in your apartment?â
âJust me and my cat.â you mumble, feeling a little silly at your response. The smoke is starting to waft out onto the fire escape, and it makes you cough loudly.
âIâm gonna stay right here with you, okay? Weâre gonna get you down. The firefighters should be there now. Do you see them?â You wait for a moment as you look down at the ground, and your heart drops once you see the bright lights turn the corner.
âI see them.â you whisper, holding your cat tighter as the sirens spook her. You barely even hear Maddieâs response as your heart hammers in your chest. You make your way to the railing of the fire escape, watching as the aerial ladder is extended up to you.
You let out a sigh of relief once two very attractive firefighters are almost up to you on the ladder. You canât help the embarrassment filling your body as you look down at your oversized shirt, with no bra, just long enough to cover your short spandex shorts, but youâre too happy to finally get off of your fire escape that you donât care.Â
âEddie, you get the cat, Iâll get her.â one of them speaks, and the other one, Eddie, nods as he holds out his arms towards you.
You let out a soft sigh before you hand your cat to him, watching nervously as he starts making his way down the ladder with your cat twisting around in his arms. Buck takes this moment to trail his eyes down your figure, taking in your thick thighs and soft tummy. Youâre absolutely gorgeous, but thereâs no time for that.
âAlright, letâs get you down.â Buck tells you, his eyes flicking back up to meet yours. You cross your arms instinctively as your eyes trail down the ladder. He senses your fear, and holds his hands out.
âIâm Buck. Whatâs your name?â he asks when you donât make a move to the ladder. He sees the gears turning in your head as you mumble your name, and he smiles softly, rolling it around on his tongue, committing it to memory.
âItâs okay, Iâll be right behind you the whole time.â he says softly, trying to coax you out onto the ladder. Your eyes move to his hands before going back up to his face, and you nod slowly. You put your hands on the railing, ready to hoist yourself over the railing and onto the ladder.
âAlright, Iâm gonna hold onto you to keep you steady. Is that okay?â he asks, and you nod as nerves fill your belly. He grabs onto your plush hips firmly as you swing one leg over the railing, and he helps guide your other leg over the ladder until your bare feet are on the ladder.Â
âThere you go, I got you.â he whispers once youâre pressed against him. He moves one hand off your hip and grips the railing of the ladder, then urges you to start making your way down backwards, with him going down first behind you.Â
You close your eyes for a moment and let out a shaky breath, then start to move once you open your eyes again. He keeps one hand on your hip the whole way down, keeping his body tense in case you slip. He tries to keep his eyes respectfully on the back of your head, but he canât help it when his eyes trail down to your ass, just barely covered by your shorts as your shirt rides up.
âYouâre doing so good. Just a few more steps.â he speaks once youâre almost to the bottom of the ladder. You smile softly at his words, despite the way your heart is pounding out of your chest. His presence calms you.
Once youâre finally down on the ground, you turn to him with a shy smile.Â
âThank you.â you say softly, looking up at him.
âOf course. You should get checked out. Make sure you didnât inhale too much smoke.â he tells you, returning your smile. Now that he has the chance, he studies your face. If he was still the old Buck, he would ask you out, loving your sweet voice, pretty face, and gorgeous body. But he doesnât date people he meets on the job anymore, and heâs cursing himself for that rule right about now.
You let him take you over to the ambulance, and youâre surprised when he stays there with you. The fire is for the most part out, as a few other stations were also called, so he doesnât feel bad staying with you. He stands in front of you as Hen checks you out, taking your cat from Eddie while he waits.
He canât help but strike up a conversation as he pets your cat, desperate to know more about you. He asks where youâre from, and what you do, and even manages to ask if youâre single. He doesnât flat out ask that question, but after asking about your apartment, he learns that you donât often have people spending the night, and heâs relieved.
You learn more about him too. You learn that his sister is the operator that you spoke to on the phone, and that heâs from Pennsylvania. He tells you a little about his travels before he landed in LA, but thereâs not much time to go into detail, as Hen finishes looking you over quickly.
He hands you back your cat, and your hands brush each otherâs as you take her back. You both freeze at the small contact, lingering for a moment too long.
âWell it was nice to meet you. Thanks again.â you trail off as you look up at him. You want to see him again, but youâre sure heâs just this nice with everyone while on the job.
âYeah, it was nice meeting you too. Do you have somewhere to go tonight?â His voice has a hint of concern, thinking about you having nowhere to go. He lets out a relieved sigh as he sees you nod.
âMy friend lives a few blocks away. I can get an Uber over there.â you reply.
âWeâll wait with you. Donât want you alone out here.â Your smile widens at his kindness, and you can feel your cheeks heating up at his insistence, although youâre sure itâs probably just protocol. You feel butterflies in your tummy at the idea of him wanting to stay, regardless of the reason.Â
In reality, he just wants to spend more time with you. Heâs on the verge of asking you out, but as your Uber pulls up, he decides he shouldnât. Maybe itâs better this way, he thinks.
You thank him once again before you get into the Uber, also thanking Eddie and Hen quickly, who are standing back and watching you and Buck with raised brows.
Once youâre in the car and itâs finally out of sight, Hen and Eddie canât help but laugh. Buck turns to them with furrowed brows, his cheeks heating up in embarrassment.
âWhat?â he asks as he fights back a smile, still thinking about you.
âFor a second I thought you were gonna invite her to go home with you.â Hen teases him, bumping her shoulder with his as they walk back towards the front of the ambulance, which is right behind the fire truck.
âI donât date people I meet on the job anymore; you know that.â he says with a soft laugh, shaking his head.
âThatâs a shame. You two were really hitting it off.â Eddie adds onto Henâs teasing, smirking as they all walk side by side.
âYeah, I know.â Buck murmurs, getting slightly upset. Heâs starting to regret not asking for your number; heâs already desperate to see you again.Â
Heâs forced to push it aside quickly, however, as he hears Bobbyâs voice over the radio calling the three of them to the front of the building for triage.
A few weeks later, youâre still staying with your friend, Jordan. Youâre lucky, the fire had only gotten to a small part of your apartment, and most of your things were left untouched, but you still arenât allowed back in your apartment. You immediately told her all about the cute firefighter, of course, and she was almost as upset as you were that you didnât try to ask him out.Â
You canât help but think about him still; heâs the most attractive guy you think youâve ever seen, and heâs kind, and funny. Either way, you were way too nervous at the time, and he was on the job. Even if you didnât meet while he was working, you donât think you wouldâve said anything anyway. And he hadnât said anything either, so you try your best to forget about him.
Buck spends the next few weeks thinking about you too. He even tried a dating app or two, hoping your photo would pop up on his screen, but to no avail. He thinks about your pretty face often, but his mind also seems to wander to your soft curves, and how your thick thighs were on full display for him to take in in your shorts.
He finally agreed to go out with another girl he met on an app, deciding he should just move on rather than driving himself crazy. He knows he could ask Maddie to pull up the call log and he could get your number, but he knows that would be weird. And a little bit creepy.
Heâs sitting in a small bar close to his apartment, a small, absent-minded smile on his face as he stares across the table at his date. This is the longest date he thinks heâs ever had. It was very clear as soon as his date started talking that she has no interest in actually getting to know him, the first give away being that she chose the dimly lit dive bar. While he wouldnât necessarily say no to it, thatâs not really what heâs looking for anymore.Â
Heâs listening to a story of when she went on vacation to Colombia when he hears a soft laugh coming from the bar. His eyes trail over and see you standing there, talking to what he assumes is two of your friends.
His throat goes dry as he takes in your figure, studying your soft curves and slightly revealing outfit. He can hardly hear the woman across from him now, studying your every move and expression.
He tears his eyes away from you after a moment and refocuses on his date, not wanting to seem rude. He keeps his eye on you out of the corner of his eye, however, ready to run after you if you leave before his date ends.
He keeps listening to his date, who has barely let him get a word in, but he looks very clearly bored. He canât help it; he tries to reply every time she pauses, but his heart is pounding. He finally found you, and it was a complete coincidence. Like fate.
You donât notice Buck right away; youâre so wrapped up in your little girls night out to even look around the bar. Itâs not until your friend Jordan points to him, saying how hot he is, that your eyes finally land on him.
You canât help the smile that breaks onto your face, and your eyes are trained on him for a few seconds until Jordanâs voice finally breaks through your haze.
âWhat?â she asks with a small laugh, and her smile fades when she sees the way you look over at her with a dazed expression
âItâs him. The firefighter.â you tell her, biting your lip as you look back over at him.
âYou have to go talk to him. Before you lose him again.â Jordan tells you with a gasp as your other friend, Alyssa, asks what the hell you two are talking about.
Jordan explains to Alyssa while you think her words over. You donât think you have it in you to go over. Maybe if you were much more drunk than you are right now, but currently, you wouldnât be able to will your feet to move.Â
âHeâs on a date. I canât just interrupt them. And what would I even say?â you argue softly once sheâs finished explaining, looking over at Jordan. You chew the inside of your cheek nervously. The girl heâs with is gorgeous, and you begin to think that he was definitely just being so nice to you because he was working.
âLook at him. He looks so bored. He definitely doesnât want to be there. Go save him.â Alyssa chimes in after sheâs caught up, eyes glancing between you and him.
âOh, no. I couldnât.â you mumble, turning back to the bar and ordering a cocktail once you flag down the bartender.Â
âActually, weâll just get 4 shots.â Alyssa says, smirking as she looks at you sideways. âYou just need a shot or two in you, then youâve gotta get over there. Before itâs too late. Youâre gonna regret it if you donât.â she tells you once the bartender walks away to get the bottle.Â
You sigh, shaking your head. But before you can speak, the bartender puts the shots down on the table in front of you. Jordan immediately puts a shot in your hand and lifts it to your lips. You begrudgingly swallow it, letting in a sharp inhale as you feel it burning your throat.Â
Your friends then each grab a shot and throw them back, then Alyssa grabs the last shot and holds it out to you.
âCome on, you just need some courage.â she teases, and you roll your eyes again before you take the shot. You were planning on drinking tonight anyway, and whether or not youâre going to go up to him, you figure you might as well take the shots.Â
A little while later, you can feel the alcohol coursing through your veins. Youâve been swaying softly to the music as you talk to your friends, but your eyes never stray far from Buck. You always end up looking at each other at different times, so neither of you know that the other person knows of each other's presence.Â
âI think now is your chance. He looks ready to kill himself.â Jordan tells you over the music, and all three of you look over at Buckâs table. He has a smile on his face, but his eyes lack any real emotion.Â
You take a deep breath, and before you can even think, you let out a soft âokay.â Your friends smile widely, both taking turns to fix various parts of your appearance to make sure you look perfect. Jordan smooths down your top while Alyssa fixes your necklace, and then they both look up into your eyes.
âGo get him. Your ass looks great in those jeans, heâs gonna love it.â You feel your cheeks heating up at Alyssaâs words and you laugh softly. You can feel your hands shaking, but you quickly push your nerves aside and finally make your way over to him. He saved you once, and now itâs time for you to return the favour, although this situation is much lower stakes.Â
âOh my God, Buck! Hey!â you say once you reach his table, a large smile on your face. His eyes are on you in an instant, and he smiles widely, unable to stop his eyes trailing down to your cleavage peeking out of your top.
You open your arms, and he stands up quickly, wrapping his arms around your waist while you loop yours around his neck.Â
âDo you want help getting out of this date?â you whisper in his ear, and you smirk as you feel his slight nod against your skin. âFollow my lead.â
You pull back, barely even looking at his date as you continue to speak. Youâre glad he said yes, or else this would be really awkward.
âI havenât seen you in forever! How have you been?â You donât even give him the chance to reply before you turn to the girl.
âHow do you know my ex-boyfriend? Heâs a handful, Iâll tell you that. Good luck.â you tell her with a smirk. You turn back to Buck and look at him with as much desire in your eyes as you can muster, not that itâs hard, and he matches your expression immediately.Â
You know this will work; most girls donât want to have to deal with a guy thatâs still so close with their ex. You see the girlâs face fall slightly from the corner of your eye, and you look back to her, waiting for her answer.
âOh, um, we donât really know each other that well.â she replies with a small smile, and you can see the way she tenses slightly, starting to feel a little awkward.
âLucky you.â you tell her with a soft laugh, looking back up at Buck, whose arm has found its way around your waist. Even still, he keeps his hand hovering over your skin, just close enough for no one else to notice, not wanting to make you uncomfortable just in case you came over just to be nice.Â
âIâm sorry. I should let you get back to your date.â you tell her, an apologetic look on your face, although your eyes have no hint of remorse. âOh, and Buck, are you still coming over tomorrow night? My roommateâs going out of town.â you tell him, licking your lips. He nods, in a daze. He knows youâre not being serious, but he canât fight the images that his mind is creating.Â
âActually, itâs getting pretty late. I should probably go.â she mutters, standing up from the table and putting her purse over her shoulder. âIt was nice to meet you. Iâll text you.â she tells Buck softly, but all three of you know she doesnât really mean it.Â
Once sheâs out of sight, you turn to Buck, suddenly feeling your brain catching up to your actions. He senses your quick flip, and removes his arm from your waist, mumbling a quick âsorry.âÂ
âNo, youâre good. I just donât normally do stuff like this, and Iâm just now realizing that. Iâm sorry, maybe I had too much to drink.â you admit sheepishly, your face growing hot once again as you feel yourself rambling.
âNo, I appreciate it. Honestly, Iâve been thinking about you since we met. I was gonna ask you out, but I sort of have this rule that I donât date people I meet on the job.â he tells you, smiling down at you. He licks his lips as his eyes trace your face, studying it, memorizing it. Your eyes widen slightly in surprise. He wanted to ask you out? The thought makes your stomach flip in excitement, and it causes a new wave of confidence to flow through you.Â
âWell, youâre not working right now, right?â you tease him softly, a hopeful look on your face.Â
âYeah, I guess not. How about I buy you a drink?â he replies, his smile morphing to a smirk. You nod slowly, so focused on him that you donât even think about your friends watching you from across the bar.Â
You decide on something without alcohol instead once you get to the bar, not wanting to risk a hangover the next day. Your friends realize quickly that you arenât coming back to hang out with them, and theyâre happy for you. They keep an eye on you for an hour or so, but when they realize how into each other you are, they decide to leave.
You talk for hours, talking about anything and everything, until the bartender does final call, and you both realize how long youâve been talking.Â
âI guess I should get home.â you say with a sigh. Your cheeks hurt from laughing and smiling so much, and youâve drifted so close together over the last few hours that you donât even notice his leg has settled between yours as you sit on the bar stools. You wouldnât have to lean very far to connect your lips, you think to yourself.
âOr, you could come back to mine?â he asks with hope in his eyes. He knows he shouldnât be asking you this; he wants to take you on a proper date first, but with the way youâre looking at him, he canât stop the words that slip from his mouth. You bite your lip as you fight back a smile, but nod after a moment.
âOkay.â you murmur, and thatâs all it takes for him to grab your hand and drag you to his jeep, but not before slamming some cash on the bar counter. You laugh as he drags you outside, amused by his eagerness. Once he gets to his jeep he pushes you against it, meeting your lips in a passionate kiss.Â
A soft noise escapes the back of your throat as your back hits the door, but you happily kiss him back. Your arms make their way around his neck again and one hand lands in his hair, your fingers weaving through it. He keeps his hands on your hips, but heâs itching to touch you everywhere.Â
He pulls back after a moment and opens the door, his pupils blown and his jeans getting tighter. You smile up at him and then get into the jeep, watching him dreamily as he makes his way to the driverâs side.Â
He keeps his hand on your thigh the whole way home, rubbing your inner thigh with his thumb. He squeezes your flesh every now and then, smiling over at you each time, and once he pulls into his building parking lot, heâs quick to jump out of the car and jog over to your side.Â
He keeps his hands on you the entire way up to his apartment, trailing up your sides, and once you walk into his apartment, he pushes you against the wall and meets your lips again in a dizzying kiss.Â
He slides his tongue into your mouth, and both of your hands are clawing at each other, eager for more. His hands travel down to the back of your thighs, and he whispers âjumpâ against your lips. You hesitate for a moment, nervous about him lifting you up. He picks up on your hesitancy and pulls back for a moment with a smirk. He grabs the back of your thighs hard and lifts you up, pinning your back to the wall once again.
His lips are immediately back on you, kissing and nipping down your neck to your collarbone. Youâre so focused on his lips on you that you barely have time to react to his strength. Youâre not used to being lifted like this, and it makes desire pool between your legs.Â
He pulls back from your neck and pulls you off the wall, keeping his hands under your thighs as he moves to the stairs. You look over your shoulder at where heâs heading, and your arms tighten around his neck as you laugh softly. Your head is spinning as he walks up the stairs; he lifts you up so effortlessly, and you canât wait to see how else he puts his strength to use.Â
He throws you onto his bed, staring down at you as you sit up on your elbows, chest rising and falling rapidly as lust overtakes every sense. He smirks as he takes in your body sprawled out on his bed. He looks down your body, taking in your chest, and your plush belly, and your thick thighs, and he thinks heâs died and gone to heaven.
âGod, youâre gorgeous.â he mumbles before he grabs your ankles and pulls you towards the end of the bed, making you squeal softly.
The next morning, you wake up naked in a room you donât recognize, as you were too focused on Buck last night to notice anything around you. The events from last night flood your mind as you feel an arm firmly draped across your waist, and you canât help the smile that breaks onto your face.Â
You can hear his steady breathing from behind you, and you know heâs still asleep. Itâs probably early, you think, as the hint of light coming in from the bedroom window looks like the sun hasnât quite broken over the horizon.
You try to move his arm slowly, seeing his bathroom door connected to his bedroom. As you do, you feel his grip tighten, and he pulls you tighter against him.
âWhere do you think youâre going? I just found you again, Iâm not letting you go this soon.â he teases in a raspy voice, just barely above a whisper. You laugh softly and turn in his grip to face him, smiling as you take in his sleepy eyes and soft smile.
âIâm just going to the bathroom.â you whisper back, as if trying not to ruin the calmness surrounding you both. He groans, and finally releases you after a moment, but not before he leans in for a soft kiss. He turns to lay on his back, folding his arms behind his head to watch you walk to the bathroom. He smirks as his eyes observe your bare figure, licking his lips.
Once youâre done in the bathroom, you go back to bed, laying on your side beside him and resting your cheek on his chest. He grabs your thigh as you drape your leg across his hips, humming softly as he feels your soft skin.Â
âYou want some breakfast?â he asks after a little while, giving you both some time to wake up. You raise your head and rest your chin on his chest as you look up at him, nodding. He smiles as his eyes glance across your face, admiring the way the sun is hitting your face, having finally breached the horizon.Â
He then leans down to give you a soft kiss, his hand moving from your thigh to your cheek. Once he pulls away, you keep your eyes closed for a moment, reveling in his touch and warm gaze.
âWhat kind of breakfast?â you whisper once you open your eyes. He shrugs before he speaks, still trying not to disrupt the comfortable quiet surrounding you.
âAnything you want. Eggs, waffles. Iâm pretty skilled in the kitchen.â he teases, winking. You raise your eyebrows in surprise. How is he still single? Cute, kind, smart, and a good cook? You canât believe it.
âDo you have strawberries and blueberries?â you ask softly, smiling once he nods. âLetâs make waffles.âÂ
He nods at your words, sighing loudly and stretching before he sits up slowly. You move off of him and watch as he gets up and puts on some grey sweatpants, and your eyes wander down his body quickly, making him chuckle.Â
You get up and find your bra and panties on his floor, putting them on quickly. You debate on putting back on your jeans and top from last night, afraid Buckâs shirt wouldnât fit you in a cute oversized way, but you decide against it. Itâs too early for jeans, and with the way he was worshiping your body last night, you donât think heâd turn down the opportunity of watching you walking around his kitchen so exposed.
He pulls you into another kiss once youâre semi-dressed, his hands making their way to your cheeks. You smile against his lips, and bite your lip gently once you pull back, and he keeps his eyes closed for a moment.Â
âJump.â he whispers after a moment, and you oblige this time, letting him lift you in his arms. You wrap your legs around his waist as he makes his way to the stairs.
âYou really donât have to carry me everywhere, you know.â you say with a soft laugh. You turn your head to watch where heâs going, arms tightening around his neck instinctively as he reaches the stairs.
âNuh uh, come on. I saw your face last night. Donât lie, you love it.â he teases you, squeezing your thighs. You shake your head and your cheeks heat up in embarrassment as you realize that he noticed.Â
Once you get to the kitchen he sets you down on the counter, his hands lingering on your hips as he tries to memorize the sight of you, almost naked on his kitchen counter, your soft belly on full display for him. He backs away slowly as he takes one final look, then turns and starts grabbing ingredients from the pantry and fridge.Â
You notice heâs making waffles from scratch, and your heart swells at the thought of him putting in so much effort. You try to tell him you can help, but he cuts you off, insisting that all he wants you to do is to âsit there and look pretty,â which makes you giggle. You canât help feeling giddy around him; you feel like a lovesick teenager.
Once heâs finished with breakfast, you slide off the counter and make your way to the kitchen table. He brings the berries, the maple syrup, and some whipped cream over, and you both dig in.
He waits to see your reaction, and grins widely when he sees you moan softly in contentment, closing your eyes. You look over at him as he admires you, and you look down, smiling softly, not used to this kind of attention.Â
âCan I take you out?â he asks you halfway through breakfast. He chuckles softly as you look up at him with a raised brow, and he reaches up to wipe a bit of whipped cream off your upper lip.Â
âYou already took me out.â you reply softly, licking your lips after his thumb brushes over them.
âThat doesnât count, we just happened to be there at the same time. I want to take you out for real. A nice dinner, maybe a walk or something after, get some ice cream. What do you say?â he corrects you, giving you a wink. You smile, nodding as you mumble a soft âokay.âÂ
Once youâre finished with breakfast, he leads you to the couch and wraps a blanket around both of you. Youâre leaning against his chest and his arm is draped on the back of the couch behind you, which makes your stomach flip.
He turns on a movie, but youâre too busy talking and laughing with each other to really pay attention. As he looks down at your pretty face, his smile stays plastered to his face. Heâs so glad he agreed to that God awful date, and that you were willing to help him out of it, because now that he has you, he never wants to let you go.
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Buck wakes with a strangled gasp, visions of the scenes heâd just seen in his fitful sleep still vivid and chilling as they flash behind his tear-filled eyes.Â
His breath comes in ragged, uneven gasps as he blinks his way into consciousness and tries to shake off the nightmare that still has its claws sunk deep into his racing heart.
âShh.â Thereâs a warm, familiar voice in his ear, thick and heavy with sleep. Everything settles. Buckâs breath comes a little easier, the rapid rise and fall of his chest evening out as he registers the warm, grounding weight of Tommyâs arms around him. Â
When he was a kid, his nightmares looked a little different. Instead of 100-foot waves and snipers in broad daylight, he used to see monsters and ghosts. When he was older, he had a recurring nightmare of a man who looked a lot like Doug dragging his sister away kicking and screaming. He used to slip out of his bed and shuffle down the carpeted hallway to Maddieâs room, where sheâd wake up to the creak of the door and the triangle of light bleeding into the dark room and say, âEvan? What is it?âÂ
Heâd sit on the side of her bed and sheâd take his hand in hers and ask him what he wanted to dream of instead. Heâd say riding our bikes or the ice cream truck or building sand castles at the beach and Maddie would fold his still-shaky fingers down to lock the good dream in and sheâd ruffle his hair and send him back to bed feeling lighter and safer and loved.Â
Itâs different now, but somehow still the same.Â
He still drifts back to sleep feeling calm and safe and grounded. Only instead of Maddie tucking good dreams into the palm of his clammy hand, he has Tommy pressing kisses into his hair and whispering promises against the shell of his ear. Itâs different, but itâs good.Â
Itâs so fucking good.
Itâs good even now, as Buckâs breath catches on a shaky inhale, a tiny whimper slipping past his lips.
Even if he tried, he couldnât find the words to explain the sick and twisted things he just saw in his dreams, nor could he get them out past the lump in his throat. But he doesnât try and Tommy doesn't expect him to, doesnât ask him to relive the worst moments of his life for the second time in one night. Buckâs already made the introductions between Tommy and the ghosts still so intent on haunting him.
Tommy knows that on the nights they come back around, Buck would rather be held. He would rather be reminded that heâs here and heâs alive and that it all didnât end on the pier that day, beneath the ladder truck that night. That his heart started to beat again in the eighteenth second of the third minute, that he came back. And that heâs not alone.Â
Tommy shushes him again, warm and reassuring. âSâokay, baby.âÂ
His arms tighten around Buckâs waist, pulling him back against his chest with a sleepy, contented hum. He mumbles something into the side of Buckâs neck that Buck canât quite make out, yet understands perfectly when followed by the gentle, almost reverent press of Tommyâs lips to the side of his jaw.Â
Hot tears prick at the backs of Buckâs eyes, and heâs not sure if theyâre a product of the nightmare or the fact that, even in his sleep, Tommy shows up for him.Â
Tommy always shows up for him. Physically, sureâ Buck will never forget the sight of him all but tearing through the hospital doors, sooty and sweaty and smiling, despite the bone-deep ache that comes from sixteen hours on the scene of a fire. But emotionally, too.Â
Heâs levity when Buck needs it and sincerity when he doesnât. Heâs generous with his affection and even more so with his praise. Heâs a steady, grounding force, an anchor in the sand when Buck starts to feel unmoored, when the waves get too high and it all gets to be just a bit too much. Heâs patient and charming and kind and heâs such a nerd. And heâs aware and attentive in ways that still make Buckâs heart swell and his chest ache.Â
Itâs like he has a sixth sense, how heâs so tuned into Buck, how he always seems to know what it is Buck wants, what it is Buck needs. He knows just what to say, just what to do. Even now, half asleep. Tommy shows up for him. Always. In all ways. And Buck could cry about it.Â
No, scratch that.Â
Buck will cry about it. He tries blinking the tears back, but itâs no use. Theyâre heavy and hot as they roll down his cheeks. Tommyâs voice is still deep and gravelly, thick with sleep as he holds Buck close and murmurs, âI got you.â
He hasnât said it yet, but Buck knows. He knows. He feels it deep in the marrow of his bones and in the warmest corners of his soul. He hasnât said it yet, but he will.Â
Buck can hear it in the silence that settles over them just before they drift off to sleep, tangled up in each otherâs arms. He can feel it in the moments between slow, steady heartbeats as they move around Tommyâs tiny kitchen, cooking breakfast and swapping coffee-laced kisses and stories from their shifts. He can see it in the warmth of Tommyâs smile and the fondness in his eyes any time he walks into a room. He can feel it in the reverence with which Tommy touches him, the way he says his name like a prayer and a promise all at once.Â
Which is why, just as much as he knows that he loves Tommy, Buck knows that when he does say it, Tommy will say it back.Â
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don't cry, don't cry, don't cry. y/n told herself, blinking her eyes as she cast her gaze away from the table. drew and odessa were beside her, blatantly flirting. it was the little comments and the hand on his shoulder and y/n wasn't sure she could keep doing it.
madelyn noticed, anger bubbling inside her stomach as she stood up. " i'm going to the toilet, y/n/n, you coming with ? " she asked, y/n immediately nodding as she stood up. drew just smiled at the girl, before turning back to his conversation with the curly haired girl.
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madelyn took y/n's hand in her own as they walked to the bathrooms, noticing the girls breathing speed up. apparently madelyn wasn't the only one who noticed what drew was doing.
" yo, drew " jd murmured, as odessa went up to the bar to order a drink. drew hummed in reply, turning to jd as he sipped on his drink.
" what are you playing at ? " chase questioned bluntly.
" what? what do you mean ?" questioned drew, his eyesbrows drawn together.
" you invited odessa to y/n's birthday dinner, you've been flirting with her all night and ignoring your girlfriend, plus you let her walk out of here crying " chase told him.
" y/n, y/n said she was fine with dessa coming, and what? " drew tried to reason, but once he saw the looks everyone was giving him he mumbled.
" because she didn't want to make you feel bad!"austin exclaimed, louder than he intended causing everyone's eyes to widen.
"shit" drew pushed away from the table before making his way to the bathroom.
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" fuck me " y/n exhaled, coming into the bathroom. madelyn let go off the girls hand, watching as she tilted her head back and began fanning her eyes in an attempt not to cry.
" he's an idiot" madelyn huffed, nostrils flaring in anger at how disrespectful drew was being. y/n lowered her head, looking in the mirror infront of her as she took in a deep breath.
" she's a lovely girl but-" y/n cut herself off, immediately beggining to fan her eyes again. "shit, why do i keep crying" she groaned in frustration as tears began falling down her face. madelyn immediately wrapped her arms around y/n, not caring about the makeup that was going to inevitably stain her white top as y/n put her head in the crook of madelyn's neck.
y/n pulled away as her phone was going crazy, so she glanced at, kissing her teeth as she saw it was drew.
drewđ
baby, please come out
i'm sorry
i didn't realise
i'm an idiot
please, y/n
i love you
i'm outside the door, come
out please
come speak to me
" do you want to speak to him? we can go out the back?" madelyn asked in a hushed whisper so drew couldn't hear. y/n laughed lightly at this, but still shook her head. " you sure?" madelyn asked, completely ready to bolt out the back door. y/n nodded, causing madelyn to pull a beauty blender from her purse and tap it under y/n's eyes in an attempt to fix the tear stains.
" i'm sure she's a lovely girl but fuck me if she keeps touching him her face is going to end up in the spaghetti" y/n spoke, before her and madelyn fell into fit's of giggles. " there's the y/n i know" madelyn grinned, putting the beauty blender back into her purse.
" good as knew " madelyn smiled, looking into the mirror at y/n who fixed her hair glancing at madelyn in the mirror. " did i ever tell you how much i love you, maddie?" y/n asked, leaning her head on the taller girl's shoulders.
" once or twice " madelyn hummed, before the two began laughing again.
drew, who was on the other side of the door couldn't decide if the laughing was a good thing or if this was y/n's physcotic break. he tapped his foot anxiously, looking back at his table of friends who were all speaking with solemn looks on their faces. drew could tell they were talking about him, but they all quickly shut up when odessa returned to the table.
" wish me luck " y/n exhaled, before making her way out the bathroom her heels tapping against the marble floor. drew pushed off the wall he was leaning on when y/n came out the bathroom, immediately wrapping his arms around her.
" i'm so sorry, sweetheart. we can leave right now, just me and you and go anywhere " he spoke, his thumb rubbing circles onto her exposed shoulder. y/n had her head on his chest before she pulled away, looking up at him.
" let me say what i have to say, okay?" she spoke softly, toying with her ring anxiously causing drew to furrow his brows as he nodded.
" look, drew. i'm not trying to be the selfish, controlling girlfriend but it's like ever since you filmed hellraiser. she's everywhere. you talk about her, she's blowing up your phone i mean their's a picture of you and her in our livingroom for crying out loud " y/n's voice unintentionally raised, practically shouting the last few words causing the restraunt to fall silent. all eyes were on them, as drew blinked slowly.
"oh, shit " y/n muttured, shifting on her feet as everyone was blatantly staring at the couple. odessa, who clearly heard their conversation stormed off causing drew to shout her name.
y/n raised her brow, he was proving her point. she could see the internal battle within drew, causing her to sigh loudly. " just go " she mumbled, gesturing to the door odessa just stormed out off.
" are you sure?" he asked. and even though every single part of y/n wanted him to stay, she nodded. and with that, he was gone.
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