#m asks

[arithmonym]

do you think, in her most uncharitable moments, camilla ever blamed gideon for palamedes' death? not as a rational thought of course, and i'm sure she felt bad about it, but in the depths of the grief and pain and desperation - might it have been easier to place blame on the girl who kept her from getting to her heart before he went supernova and left her to collect the shards of his skull?

because camilla knew where palamedes had likely run off to after that fight. she had lost sight of him which was inexcusable but she had a target for which to aim as soon as the ninth stopped asking questions, except that gideon asked to go after him first; gideon asked for a moment alone with him, for camilla to watch over harrow while the latter got her sword, and then ran off to meet palamedes alone in the hall outside cytherea's room just before he went and killed himself. and camilla let her.

do you think pal would have paralyzed her if camilla had been there? do you think he could have? if gideon had just let cam go with her, if cam had just gone against gideon's requests and followed, she would have seen his face one last time, even if the result still ended up the same...

... anon, how could you do this to me.

i think palamedes would’ve paralyzed camilla if she’d been there, even if the guilt of forcing her to witness his death firsthand would kill him a second time. to me, it echoes the line in nona the ninth where john says that g— wouldn’t have armed the nuke if p— was in range; palamedes wouldn’t have exploded himself if camilla was in the blast radius.

if multiple people were in the hallway outside of dulcinea's sickroom, i'm not sure whether palamedes would’ve had the power to restrain them all! but if camilla was there in gideon's place and it was a 1:1 replacement, i think things would’ve shaken out as in canon—except camilla might have been tempted to run towards the explosion, rather than away from it, when palamedes died and dropped the theorem holding her in place.

[monstermommie]

Who’s a good puppy? That’s it, sweet thing, bark for me. You want to please me so bad, its adorable. Go ahead and send me an ask, pretty pup. Tell me all the things you’d like me to do to you. Just like that, my love. I know you want to. awwh, are you shy, puppy? Send it anonymously, I’ll never know who sent such a desperate pathetic little note. Go ahead, darling, that’s it, who's a good toy? Show me. Let’s see how well you can obey. Use your words, my love, tell me exactly what you need.

[merklins]

OH OH! Y2K BENREY WITH CARAMELDANSEN 1D MAYBE????

I did his Restrictor form because you gave me soooo many colors to work with and I really wanted to draw his cool wings again (: THE ASK ART GAME!

[marsreds]

thank you! I'd love some fic recs to heal or meta posts (if you have any other analysis blogs/posts). I will heal one day from LL for sure, maybe Ichi the Witch can heal me.

hfgkjfdghdjkf, go for it noni, i don't think they have any overlap at all but it's a fun series! just getting started!

unfortunately, low on meta as i did most of my mtmte/ll meta-ing on discord! also i guess it just never really grabbed me in a meta way? maybe something in my transformers tag?

that said, fics!

here you go the driftrod zine fic collection: https://archiveofourown.org/collections/DriftRod_Zine_2020 it's the crème de la crème of transformers writing circa 2018-20.

then you can just go and check out each of the authors individually, they all kick major ass, and have more than just those fics. for your ailment in particular, i wholeheartedly recommend @veto-power-over-clocks's "aim for not bad" post-canon series, as well as their "watch the buildings turn to dust" fic, which, though still incomplete fills me with joy for existing (it's like eating glass! but in a good way!)

and that's about as much as i have for you noni! really getting pastblasted by this idw tf renaissance that seems to be ongoing but i hope you're having a good time~💖💖

[baby-fever-anon]

theme song from love :3

is it stereotypical for me to say kind of love? I was listening to it over and over again as I was writing it. honestly as a whole kind of love makes me incredibly emotional. like 2 am tears streaming down my face. it's just so. dream.

ask game

[roosterbruiser]

and what if I said there's a Hangman x Cherry x Rooster threesome (kind of) in the new chapter of VV??? what then????

[bitchlessdino]

the chan pic right? imagine he’s just laying there looking at you and smiling because it’s your first trip together since you started dating. you spent the whole day at the pool together (just where you can stand :p) and he holds you close, telling you how much he loves you. he caressed your skin and kisses your cheek over and over again. that is until it’s dark and the rest of the guests go to their respective rooms. then, he begins to kiss you harder with more want and let’s his fingers slip into you as he presses you against the wall. he tells you he wants you to cum this his name in your lips and you do as your legs are tightly wrapped around him, nails leaving marks on his broad wet back. after you came, he takes you to your room and fucks you stupid in your king size bed.

<3

GO BACK TO WORK WOMAN

[alieune]

i'm alive who cheered

ME (louder than everyone else)

[devilish-mirage]

AHHHHHH YOURE BACK!!!!! 😋😱

I AM BABYYYY, did u miss me?

[nathaniacolver]

arcane ships be like

i love a show that teaches equality (😭😭😭)

[arithmonym]

how many chin ups do you think camilla hect could do. i think she values exercise form over quantity so nobody has really seen her go full out but if she DID. i think she would beat records

i can do precisely zero (0) chin ups, so i'm a bad person to benchmark this, haha!!

... you know that scene in star wars where luke does pull-ups with yoda on his back, though? that's camilla and palamedes.

[juno-infernal]

[covered in blood, with tears in my eyes] I AM VERY YOUNG AND I AM LEARNING HOW TO LIVE

[merklins]

it was email

EMAIL JUST CONFESSED IN A REBLOG BUT I STILL WANTED TO PUT THIS ON DISPLAY FOR IMMEDIATELLY RATTING ON EM PFHEHEHE

[marsreds]

Opinion on Togeice and Desscaras relationship? And just Togeice herself in general?

oh oh oh! questions! i missed these! hi noni! thank you!

my take on those two so far is pretty simple: i want to know more! so far, both togeice and desscaras were treated like comic relief. and that's honestly keeping me from being invested in either of them.

I'm genuinely hoping the upcoming chapters are gonna show us just how much ass dess can kick, and once that happens, togeice, who is framed as her rival-type relationship, will also get more standing within the narrative.

in general, i feel like togeice is in this weird place where the stakes of the series so far don't match how we're supposed to perceive her power level? like, while we do see her summon these fuck-off huge ice dragons but. she's fighting a mushroom. a clown. that is a task on ichi's level but so far it's like. the stakes are not matched you know?

so yeah! i want to know more and i want them both to get the chance to show off properly! hopefully i'll have more to say once we see that.

(i cannot actually overstate how much of my investment in this series hinges on how desscaras vs world hater goes)

[baby-fever-anon]

i found you because you were yapping in moku's inbox about uncle sapnap 😔 and then you made this blog :0

yapping in mokus and cadences inbox was/is my profession. I should have been getting paid

[roosterbruiser]

so bc I can't go a day without making a new poll...

I originally planned on Cruel Summer being a faster paced ten-part series with a prologue and epilogue. however! would we like it to be extended to perhaps....15 parts? more horror + more Hangster love triangle + more 80s camp realness?