#lunastaes

[nunyagenic]

Archived interview with the Lunastas Collective, coiner of traumagenic and endogenic terminology, 2019

An excerpt from the linked article reads as follows;

"Time passed and the plural community blossomed across the internet to places like PsychForums, IRC, AOL, Skype, and countless LiveJournal clones. Tumblr arrived in 2007. By then, the terms “natural multiplicity” and “natural systems” had begun to fall into disfavor. Not because it wasn’t seen as real, but because some systems felt that it implied other types of systems were unnatural. Terms like empowered or healthy multiplicity existed, but again, it was often confusing because there were trauma-based systems that identified as empowered and healthy, and non-traumagenic systems that identified as disordered. It just wasn’t a very good indication as to the how-and-why of a system’s origins."

"Still, it wasn’t until almost a decade later that the first signs of divisiveness appeared in the community. Around 2014, a small number of systems began to argue that plurality was only caused by trauma, and that systems who identified as “natural” weren’t plural and shouldn’t be allowed to use certain words like “system”. While all types of systems still got along for the most part, especially outside of Tumblr, anti-endogenic rhetoric picked up speed fast and began to crop up elsewhere. In retaliation, a few endogenic systems attacked traumagenic systems. In a very short time, a community that had been more or less united for at least fifteen years was divided as people began to fight over who owned the rights to the term “system”, and even the entire concept of plurality. Systems that didn’t form from trauma were accused of faking, appropriation, and “roleplaying”; traumagenic systems who stood by endogenic systems faced those same accusations. They were told to “find their own words”, despite the fact that the words being used had been shared terms for quite a while."

Another excerpt goes on to say;

"When we brought the whole -genic idea to the Tumblr community, we never expected it to catch on like it did. If we had known, we would have been a lot more proactive about their use and addressed misconceptions from the start. Our intent with the creation of the terms had nothing to do with drawing a line in the sand between who was a real system and who wasn’t. It was never meant to cause further division. We did it out of frustration, but also out of love. We had hoped that, if the terms in general had caught on, it would give systems options for what to call themselves."

[gipzisays209]

No way! I feel flattered!!!

Remember what I said before? About the sysmed server not knowing I exist? Well! It appears as though that would now be an incorrect statement! (More under the cut)

Let's go at this like it's English class, shall we? Dissect this post for it's contents?

"If you get this server taken down, we'll just make another server. ... If it comes to that, we'll just share the links in private GCs ..."

Well. Ain't that a kick in the head! If one server gets taken down, it's entirely possible to take another one down for the exact same reason! And saying you'll only hand out links privately... hate to break it to ya, but I, the host, am a Theatre kid. Acting is a hobby, and one I'm damn good at. You hand out links privately, only to people you deem trustworthy? Honey, that is my forte. ;)

"You're getting mad and defensive over us calling you out ... Instead of wasting your time reporting our server, maybe focus your energy on reporting servers that are actually harming people?"

Whoa, slow down there, hoss. Take a breather. You ever thought about why we're here? In your Discord? Taking screenshots and leaking them?

It's because, surprise surprise, fakeclaiming is harmful. It doesn't matter what it is, if you're getting fakeclaimed over a unique and individual experience/identity, that can (and sometimes will, sadly) cause a spiral that can lead to some nasty places. Depression. Isolation.

Even places like self-harm and suicide.

We are here because your server is harmful. We are here because you present an active threat to the community. But of course your HIGHNESS can't bear to think they're the problem!

"Addressing the ban claims, at one point we did ban a lot of faker systems from our server while rooting out a mole. Everyone from that event has since been unbanned. If you are still banned, its for a reason. Claims of us 'banning just because we can' are false. I could take a screenshot of our ban list and give a reason for every single one."

*Sips cup*

Yeah, I think we can move on from this one.

And now, the quote I've been so desperately wanting to address...

"Gip, because I know you’re in here, kindly stop sucking Ghost’s dick and get your own opinions, it would do everyone good. That goes for all of his little zombie followers. If your lives revolve around people on an online messaging app screwing around, re-evaluate your life choices."

Wow, where do I start with this one?

Blatant misgendering, bordeline going against their own rules when it comes to naming people on the server- I have 20 followers! And even then, you're still going to drop a version of my username? Just like that? Mmmmm...

I have my own opinions, thanks. I don't need a circlejerk discord to make me feel better about my own shitty fucking existence, cuz I have the balls to outright admit I'm a petty asshole with no fucking life. And my opinion is that people like Sophie, people like Cambrian and Lunastas and Guardian- all of them are fucking right. They have all proven they do their goddamn research, they actually give back to the communities they inhabit, and most of all, they aren't leeching off of people just by fucking existing, as hard as it is for you guys to believe.

(Also, if you're gonna insult someone, get it fucking right lmfao. Ghost is the goddamn host, Sophie is not Ghost. Two different people. Also, I'm fucking Asexual, so um, projecting much?)

Wow. As of writing this, they literally just got worse!

Well. You see, while I personally choose to censor Discord usernames to close loopholes like this, it's actually not the same as if you sent a Tumblr handle. What you're seeing in those screenshots are not identifiers, they are server nicknames. Which are specific to THAT SERVER ONLY. Unlike places like Tumblr and Twitter, where seeing your name automatically means someone can find you, on Discord it's actually not possible (that I know of) to doxx someone through a server nickname alone. So no, actually, Sophie didn't leave your username out there, only a server nickname, and the two are not the same. So yes, actually. Because Discord is it's own site with it's own way of handling usernames, it is perfectly acceptable what Sophie did (although not perfectly ideal), because nobody is going to be able to use those names alone to doxx and/or harass.

And finally, the final update as of writing this post... the almighty @ everyone ping...

Damn. I don't even have to AP English IV this shit, they already did it for me!

To sum it all up, phew... I guess I'm a target now! Which I'm honestly pretty damn fine with! But just know, I don't fuckin hold back. I will be a bitch for the sake of being a bitch, because I don't care how petty I am. I don't care about what people think of me, or whatever the fuck you could ever do to me.

I care about defending people from the likes of you.

So go on. Give me your best shot, then. You have the balls to call me out in front of your entire Discord server?

Challenge accepted, motherfucker.

Challenge accepted, motherfucker.

Challenge accepted.

Let's get 'em, bitches!

[primary-022]

Lunasta

[dopaminergicaddictions]

I fell asleep around 10:25-10:35 and woke up at 12:26..... then I fell back to sleep maybe 20 minutes later... I woke up at 2:39..

I got maybe 2 hours and 30 minutes to 3 hours if I pretend I passed right out. I laided there from 2:39 to 4:44 with my eyes closed. Nothing happened....

So cool..I can take another half fuck up my whole schedule.... or I can take 2 hours and 30 minutes of sleep and take my pill at 6 pm.....

So not only am I struggling to fall asleep but I'm struggling to stay asleep.I wake up the first hour every time.... then I slept for maximum 2 hours to 4 hours. I usually do gall back to sleep. I didn't do a full dose tonight cause i can't.... so I mean it's better than no sleep but will I ever get better from psychosis??? I can't if I can't maintain regular sleeping patterns..I want a normal circadian rhythm... I could do lunasta but I'll fuck myself up for life.

I'm feeling really hopeless. I really don't understand..I used to sleep just fine with weed. I have quit years ago for 3 months periods and slept fine. The drugs suppresses the mental pictures with the attached auditory hallucinations. I mean.... I didn't have problems staying asleep ever....falling back to sleep was like 2 minutes.

I don't know how I'm supposed to survive this much longer. All I can think about is how sleep deprivation is going to affect my recovery... how I can't sleep regularly.... how I might be doing all this fighting for nothing.

What is psychosis doesn't ever end??? I mean if I keep fighting and I die to this, I'm not even going to have enjoyed a second of the end.

I always said if I got terminal cancer I'd kill myself before it got bad and live it up...

This might as well be terminal cancer and I already have the hole in my throat. I just want my fucking weed back.

I'm about to cave. It's not getting better anyways but if I could hit my cape a few fucking times before bed I'd be out like a light.........

Internal peace might as well be a billion dollars. It might as well be a vacation in Bermuda..with a mansion and servants. I've given up on ever not hearing a voice.

But can I fucking sleep.

I'm a full blown benzo addict and I can't help myself and yet I'm not sleeping and I can't fucking black head anymore. 2 hours ans 30 minutes it too fucking much. I can't do it.

What if this is all for nothing and I'm walking around with my hole on my throat for nothing???

I'm really about to end it. It would be a mercy kill. I love myself enough to say this is too much and I need to end it. I can only deal with this fucking shitty insomnia for so much longer

I really might give in and smoke weed again.

I could sleep for the month of October, you know microsleep month. Then I started sleeping on November 3rd...... well I closed my eyes and I passed out in 20 minutes cause the voice got much quieter. I was still delusional and everything esrly November but that voice got quiet enough to drown out, SOMETIMES like it is now.....

I slept in 20 minutes and stayed asleep from November 3rd until November 20th. Then I stopped weed and it went to laying there with my eyes closed for 5-10 hours..

If I can't smoke weed soon I'm going to end this shitty "life".

Try thinking positive thoughts, here are mine, maybe I could get a ps5 if I struggle, maybe in a year I can play thr new silent hill 2, maybe I could get youtube famous before I die, Mayne one day someone will marry me, Mayne one day I'll have kids. And thrn I go oh yea I'm poor. I have psychosis and I have insomnia that's killing me.

I already had them stab the hole in the throat why am continuing to try my life is very clearly never going to get better.

I'm giving myself max 2 weeks if this insomnia doesn't clear up.

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[shellheadtm-a]

@lunastaes​ / No capital offenses are allowed, Rachel kisses Tony on the Iron Man faceplate. faceplate smoochin or you’re all going to jail

She’s short and she’s lucky he’s willing to bend that far down in order to let her smooch the faceplate.

[eldritchrisingarchive]

🏆 Uh, are you kidding? I absolutely ADORE your portayal, babe! You're the one who got me into Starkid in the first place, and drew me in to the wonderful worlds you developed even further. When TGWDLM came out, you continued to impress and amaze me with your writing talent and when Black Friday was announced, I was ecstatic to see what else you'd make even more incredible. Now all I have to do is wait patiently for Nerdy Prudes to come out so I can fangirl over my spouse's writing yet again.

          fey, my love, my dear, the light of my fucking life i adore you more than words can say. thank you for putting up with my endless ramblings about fandom after fandom. you are far too kind to me.

@lunastaes       ✂︎ ━━   validation  !

[choosesbotha]

lunastaes replied to your post: sorry i haven’t written in a Minute i’ve been...

*physically restrains myself from making a Getcha Head In The Game joke*

that’s me everytime i start writing tbH

[eggsyarchived]

(ෆ ͒•∘̬• ͒)◞ + omg how do I choose one thing okay um out of everything I think I love how easily you can bring a character's voice into the writing? Like not just the dialogue but also any internal monologue, or action, or description, just everything you do SCREAMS whatever character you're writing, and it's just amazing and gets me so wholly invested in every thread you do, even if I'm not a part of it

😭❤️😭❤️😭❤️

@lunastaes    /    p.

[magawke]

     “   well  that  was  rather  fast  ,   wasn’t  it   ?   perhaps  we  could  do  it  again  .   ”

@lunastaes

[herroic]

              𝐒𝐇𝐄’𝐒 𝐁𝐄𝐄𝐍 𝐒𝐈𝐓𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐎𝐍 𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐒 𝐒𝐄𝐂𝐑𝐄𝐓 𝐅𝐎𝐑 𝐒𝐎𝐌𝐄 𝐓𝐈𝐌𝐄 . It takes more force and concentration than she’d imagined possible to keep it from Harry and Ron, but this is not Hermione’s secret to share. But to imagine ––– no! she shakes the thought free like an incessant pest.

When Rachel is alone in the library, Hermione approaches, feeling distinctly predatory and attempting to dissuade the sensation with the press of her lips into a friendly smile. They know one another from the DA; but otherwise, not at all. She’d hope this isn’t weird, but it’s too late for that. ❝ Hi, Rachel. I hope this isn’t a bad time but… I NEEDED TO TELL YOU SOMETHING. ❞ Her hands fidget with the books clutched to her chest. Finally, she sighs and throws her head back. ❝ I saw you the other night, in the south corridor. I was doing my Prefect rounds and –– I saw you. TRANSFORMING INTO AN EAGLE. ❞

❝ @lunastaes .