#lowkey want get my nips pierced now

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Wolfhybrid!Bakugo x Reader

nsfw/ MDNI 18+

Warnings: afab reader, aged up characters, lowkey monster fucking (hybrid bakugo has wolf ears, a tail, and fangs), knotting, HUGE breeding kink, no specific dynamics, biting, small blood kink (if you squint), marking/ bonding, heat/ rut behavior, panty sniffing, kind of rough sex, oral (f receiving), and fingering

Summary: Taking in a wolf hybrid already didn’t seem like a good idea, but when spring hits… all hell breaks loose.

Wc: 4.6k

An: Happy Birthday my sweet Kacchan!!!

Taking in a damaged wolf hybrid stray was totally not on your bucket list. But your kind heart wouldn't allow you to leave him outside when it's on the brink of snowing.

It took a couple days after you initially saw him to catch him. His eyes are full of fear but he looks quite scary with his blonde ears pulled back as he snarls at you.

At first you weren't going to keep him but every shelter was either full or wasn't taking in such aggressive hybrids. With a sigh you glance at him again. He's dirtying up your couch by laying facedown on it, an annoyed pout on his face.

"Bath time, dirty boy." The hybrid scoffs and keeps his gaze away from you. With a little encouragement, from some beef jerky, you get him into the tub. His body is scarred, most likely from fighting, and he flinches when you touch him.

He suddenly grabs your wrist when trying to wash his lower abdomen. "Don't touch," he snarls. His vermillion eyes pierce into yours.

"Wash there then. I'll clean your face." You give him the loofah and grab a rag to clean the dirt off his face. The scowl never leaves his face, dirty or clean.

What you learn soon enough is that your new hybrid is a biter. He nips and bites if you do something he doesn't like. Not enough to draw blood but enough for it to hurt and warn you there'll be consequences if you keep doing what you're doing. He doesn't like to be pet. He doesn't like when you sit next to him. Lastly, he absolutely despises the collar you bought him. It's just a simple red collar with a bone shaped tag.

"C'mon Kacchan. Let me put it on." Since he refuses to tell you his name you gave him a nickname. Whenever you manage to get him to speak it's mostly explosive, hence the name.

"Get that shit away from me!," he growls, baring his teeth at you. You really didn't need any more bites.

"What if you get lost?"

He's quick to quip back, "Not like you wanted me anyways."

You sigh. "Please Kacchan?"

"Stop callin' me that dammit!," he groans.

"Then for God's sake tell me your name!" He's quiet now, looking away from you. He's met his match. You're just as stubborn as him.

The response is quiet but it makes you smile. "It's Katsuki. Now leave me alone." You're slowly cracking his hard exterior.

After that moment Katsuki slowly started to warm up to you. He seldom bit you anymore, resorting to glaring or growling if he didn't like something. Some nights he would sit next to you on the couch while you worked a little late to finish a project for work. His tail would wag slightly when you place a hand on his head.

There were days when he would wait at the door for you to come home. When you were late he would grumble out, "took you long enough." On the inside he was relieved you returned home to him. His words often contradicted how he really felt. The hybrid always complained that you got on his nerves and that he doesn't even like you. But you don't miss the way his tail thumps and his eyes close when your hand caresses the back of his pointed ears.

Katsuki has also grown accustomed to your bed. He starts off on his own side of the bed but his body ends up gravitating to yours. His nose is nuzzled into your neck and his strong arms hold you to his warm body. It's very cute to you.

-

The weather is starting to warm a bit and Katsuki grows worried for two reasons. One, he thinks you're going to kick him to the curb now that it's not shivering cold. Two, his body is going through a change. He's not sure how he's going to act if he ends up staying. When he's far enough from women it's not so bad to manage. But you're here. And he kind of likes you, likes your scent. Sometimes you look really pretty after a shower and in your pajamas. The blonde knows he's in trouble already.

Something sour would stir in him when you came back smelling like another man. "Where've you been?," he grumbles.

You shrug off your coat. "On a date. Sorry for being late." When you go to pet him he backs up, flattening his ears on his head. He huffs and lazily stretches out on the couch. He made the decision to sleep there tonight.

As time passes and you go on more failed dates, Katsuki has grown distant and cold. He's almost resorted back to his old self, just without the biting. He's also started ripping things or chewing things up, like books or anything plastic you leave out.

"Katsuki." He doesn't even spare you a glance as he lounges on your bed, on his belly with his head slightly hanging off the furniture, having messed up your neatly made sheets and blankets. "What's wrong buddy?"

He rolls his eyes and sucks his teeth. "Nothing"

You knew how to perk him up. "Wanna go out for a walk?" His tail slightly wags on instinct. His body betrays him. "Aww Katsuki wants to go walkies," you coo at him. His tail wags harder despite the annoyed expression on his face.

"I'll wear the damn collar but not the leash," he snaps.

"I have to bring the leash still because you're a troublemaker but you don't have to wear it. Deal?" He nods and gets off the bed. "Ah one more thing." You stop him in the doorway and feel so small compared to his massive size.

He shakes his head. " 'm not wearing that shit."

"Kacchan, if you want to go out you have to wear it. It's the law."

He sits on the floor with a pout, crossing his arms. "Then I won't go." You sigh and grab his collar and muzzle that he refuses to wear. Dangerous hybrids like him are permitted to wear a muzzle out in public. The last time he wore it was to the doctor. He hated the fabric on his face more than the doctor touching him and he dislikes being touched.

Katsuki lets you fasten the collar on him but growls when you hold the muzzle up to his face. "Stop being a baby." He swats it away from him and you groan.

"Told you I don't want it," he mumbles. He's surprisingly not as aggressive as you thought he would be.

You were so tired of him not listening. So you grab the muzzle again and straddle his lap. His body tenses. He realizes he's never been this up close and personal to you before without being asleep. Your sweet scent fills his nose and keeps him distracted long enough, almost dizzying him, for you to fasten the muzzle on him.

The lingering thoughts about how warm your body is is cut short by you tightening the stupid thing on his face. "Wasn't so bad Kacchan, see?"

He says nothing when you climb off his lap. Instead he just gets up and follows you to the door, hands stuffed in his pockets and shoulders slightly hunched. He felt all prickly from the uncomfortable feeling of the thing on his face.

The sun shines, making it a bit warm outside. Katsuki likes it. He misses the outdoors. His head lifts up to sniff the outside world. But one smell kept standing out among all the others.

When he glances at you he feels this weird sensation stirring in his belly. You smile at him when you catch his eyes. "This feel nice, Katsuki? Gotta get out more often."

He nods and walks alongside you, his arm brushing against yours. "Feels nice," he says softly; you almost didn't catch it. As you two walk he notices how your knuckles keep brushing his. It ignites a fire in his stomach, like when he eats something spicy. Is he sick?

You two reach a park, a pond nearby. He would have enjoyed chasing the ducks around here but he'll try to behave for once. Ruby colored irises watch you sit on a bench. He stays close by, crouching over by the pond. His tail subtly wags as he watches a turtle walk by him.

While he's busy enjoying himself, loving the sun on his skin, something suddenly feels off. He looks behind him and sees a man talking to you. Your body language looks different than usual and he can smell your anxiety. Katsuki rose up and strolled over to you, feeling a growl deep in his chest.

Katsuki's big body slots himself between you and the man. "You're not wanted here." It's a miracle he isn't shouting.

"Katsuki stop it. Be nice," you reprimand him. In actuality you're happy the hybrid was here. This man was a failed date because he made you uncomfortable. Too handsy and talked about himself a lot. Somehow you escaped but your bad luck has you encountering him once again.

"Who's this?," the man asks with a tilt of his head.

"Your worst nightmare. Now leave!," he growls and towers over the guy. You're not sure what Katsuki will do so you hook the leash on his collar.

The guy scowls now. "I suggest you get your mutt under control y/n."

Your eyes widen as you tug on Katsuki's leash but he doesn't budge. "C'mon Katsuki. We gotta go home."

The ash blonde isn't listening. He wishes he didn't have this stupid muzzle on or he would have ripped through this guy's throat out with his teeth already. "Come around her again and you won't be able to eat solid food for a month," he spits. Then he turns around and walks off, tail wagging furiously.

He practically drags you with him, your hand still clutching his leash. You're in shock for once that Katsuki handled himself in a situation that usually would have been deemed deadly.

When you two make it home, you go to the kitchen and grab some beef jerky. You toss him the bag. "All yours for being a good boy Katsuki." And when you say good boy and Katsuki together his heart quickens. He loves it. Suddenly all he wants is to be your good boy.

For the next couple weeks Katsuki has been oddly sweet. He rests his head in your lap while you watch Tv and lazily scratch his head. He greets you at the door every day with his collar on and muzzle in hand to go for a walk and acts accordingly the whole time. When he sleeps in your bed he cuddles up to you before falling asleep, nose nuzzled in your neck and body flush against yours.

But when you come home one day and he's nowhere in sight you're worried. The worry becomes anger when you see the place is a mess. Blankets and clothes strewn all over the place, some of them ripped up. You groan and toss your stuff on the kitchen counter. "Katsuki what the hell!"

When you walk into your room you're immediately caught off guard. Your hamper is knocked over, clothes all over the place. Katsuki is on the bed, your used panties in his hand and his nose buried in them. His other hand strokes his cock, aching and hot.

His eyes widen when he notices you in the doorway. He didn't want to get caught doing this. It's embarrassing and he knows he's going to get in trouble. So before you can utter a single cuss word he sprints to the bathroom slamming the door and locking it, panties still in his hand.

This morning he woke up feeling incredibly hot and hazy. His cock ached and leaked in his pajama bottoms. Usually it wouldn't be this bad, this hot and miserable. But he's surrounded by a woman's scent. His primal side kicked in. He needed to breed. This is probably the most painful heat cycle he's experienced.

There's a knock on the door while Katsuki keeps pumping his heavy cock with his hand. Even if he cums, the pain won't fully go away. "Katsuki 'm not mad. C'mon out please?" You were still a little upset but you guessed this would happen eventually.

All he responds back with is whimpers as he keeps up with his ministrations. You sigh and press your forehead to the door. You can hear his whines and grunts. it causes you to clench your thighs a little. "Kacchan I can help you, baby. Just open the door." It's been a while since you got any action. It would be best to help each other out, right?

The blond freezes. He really wants to indulge in his desires. It'll make it so much easier. But for once he's worried he's going to hurt you. He's seen his fellow pack members get so aggressive during their ruts. There's also the trouble of marking. "C'mon Katsuki. Promise I'll be nice. Be a good boy and open the door."

Within a few seconds the door is opened. He looks so much more different than usual. Cheeks flushed, chest heavy, eyes heavy lidded and pupils blown wide. "You- you can help?"

You nod. "Want the real thing right, Katsuki?"

He abashedly looks away. "Not a good idea," he mumbles. He gasps when you start to stroke him. He feels so heavy in your hand and good lord you wonder how the stretch will feel. The blonde bites his tongue to suppress the loud moan that wants to come out. Your hand feels so much better than his.

He encloses a large hand around your wrist to stop you, panting a little. "Gotta tell me what you want Kacchan."

It's hard to force the words out. His brain is all muddled up from his rut. There's only one thing on his mind. "Want it inside." He hates his primal side. His rational thinking is tossed to the wind, and all he can hear in his head is "mate" and "breed." The self control he once had is gone. At this point he'll say or do anything to satisfy this hunger.

"What do we say when we want something buddy?" He knows you're patronizing him but he doesn't care.

He has to clench his jaw while your thumb rubs over his leaking slit. "Pl- please..."

"Good boy," you coo at him and he groans in response. Oh how he loves those fucking words. You remove your hand and start taking your clothes off. The smell of your arousal when you take off your pants hits him like a truck. It's dizzying and he can't think straight.

Before you know it he has you pinned on your back on the bed. With one swift movement he's ripping your panties off. You squeal a little in response. "I kind of liked those, asshole."

Katsuki is definitely not listening, too lost in your scent to pay attention. His mouth salivates over your pussy. The smell is intoxicating and he can already see how wet you are. He traces his tongue over your folds, sort of confused on what to do. He's fully encouraged by your whines above him. You're rolling your hips against his tongue and he just follows your lead.

When your fingers card through his hair he lets out a whimper. Everything on his body is so sensitive, especially his ears, tail and of course his leaking cock. But he ignores the ache, too busy getting absolutely pussy drunk.

His face is drenched in a mix of his saliva and your juices. "Oh god Katsuki!" One of his fingers pushes inside you while he suckles your clit. He angles his finger just right and you whine, almost squishing him between your thighs when you try to close them.

He takes slow drawn out licks and adds another finger. He didn't want to hurt you when he finally sank himself inside of you. "Is it good?"

Your reply is a low drawn out moan when he had suddenly curled his fingers up towards your spot. "J- just like that- fuck!" The way his tongue traces delicately over your nub while he fucks his fingers knuckles deep into you has you tearing up.

He notices the way your legs shake and presses a little harder on your spot. "There?," he asks with a head tilt. His innocence is downright adorable.

You nod frantically. "Right there! Don't stop," you moan. Your grip on his hair tightens and he growls a little into your pussy. His finger and tongue movements grow more fervent. He needs to relieve this fucking ache.

When he hears you shriek and sees you start trembling he's sure he's done something right. You glance down at Katsuki as you come down from your high. He withdraws his fingers, spit connecting his tongue to your drooling sex. He looks just ethereal to you.

"Did so good, Katsuki. Now I want you to put it in." His ears twitch at the thought. He's quick to stand up and starts lining himself up but something doesn't feel quite right. This isn't right, he thinks.

It surprises you when Katsuki suddenly manhandles you on all fours. One of his large palms lays between your shoulder blades, pressing your upper half flat on the bed. That's better. He needs to breed you right.

When he slowly starts to push in he groans deeply from the pleasure. You clutch the sheets hard because just his tip feels large. You're panting and whining as he starts plunging every inch into you. When he's all the way in he feels like cumming. This feeling... he wants to remember it forever. Your walls are so snug and tight around him. The warmth resembles your body when he sleeps next to it. And god he loves it.

"Y- you can move Katsuki." That's all he needed to pull all the way out to the tip and slam back inside.

"Fuck...," he curses under his breath. Every single thrust is hard and deep, like he's trying to keep himself inside your tight heat as much as possible. His whole body shudders whenever you moan or cry for him.

There's tears in your eyes from him slamming into your cervix and stretching your walls to accommodate him. "K- Katsuki," you moan and gasp when he goes faster, hips flush to your ass, making a loud clap ring through the room.

His huge body looms over yours, teeth bared. He has to resist the urge to claim you. It would be so easy but he knows you're not a hybrid. It wouldn't mean anything to you and just bond him to you. He wouldn't be able to leave after that. It would make his heats worse because he would have a mate to breed.

Instead he threads his fingers into your hair, smushing your face into the mattress as you sob from the pleasure. You're making an absolute mess, a ring of cream glistening on Katsuki's cock.

It's getting hard to keep your arch with the hybrid's weight on you and your incoming orgasm. When you start straightening your back, a heavy smack on your ass jolts your body. "Keep it like that," he growls. So you obey and keep yourself arched for him. You bite your lip hard and keep up the onslaught of his brutal thrusting.

His thrusts are getting more shallow and sloppy and he's panting hard. "Gonna fucking-," he lets out a loud groan and stills his hips. It's so hot as he cums deep in you. His whole body trembles and he clenches his jaw tight. You gasp when you feel something weird.

"Katsuki is- are you- "

"Gotta keep it in," he cuts you off and it sounds off. Like it's not even him anymore. You feel so unbelievably full with his knot swelling in you. He nudges it a little deeper in you and you squeak.

"Too deep Katsuki please." It feels like he's going to pull out but instead he thrusts back in again with a grunt.

"Yer wasting it. Gotta give you more." Your jaw slacks as he goes back to that rough fast pace again. Knocking into your cervix with vigor and making you cry out. Hot tears trail down your cheeks and you hold onto the sheets for dear life. He leans over your body and digs his teeth into the back of your shoulder.

You scream out. "Katsuki please! It hurts!" His mind has become a mess and he can't even focus on your yelling. His teeth pierce the skin and he's licking up any blood that seeps out. His thrusts slow a little, still making sure to fill you the brim with his cock. He groans deeply as he litters kisses on your back and shoulders.

"S- sorry. I just..." The carnal need is still there but he finally got a handle on it. He pulls out. "I- Did I hurt you?" He's become so timid now you can barely recognize his voice.

" 'm okay. Just give me a second," you pant out as you take a breather. His body is still searing with need. Just one try isn't enough for him. He also did something stupid. Katsuki isn't the type to act recklessly. The mark on your shoulder, created with his sharp teeth, stares back at him. Fuck! He let his feral wolf brain take over and slipped up.

You turn over carefully, the start of the pain shooting through your legs. "I-," he starts but then tucks his lip between his teeth at the sight in front of him. You're spread out like a fucking meal, ready for him to devour and his cum leaking from you. That desire wells up inside him once again, threatening to burst if he doesn't have his way. "Let me..." He can't even get the rest of his sentence out.

You haven't had someone treat you like this in a long while. Plus you wanted to help him. Your sweet wolf boy Katsuki. Although he's been a huge pain in the ass you can't help but feel overjoyed when seeing the cracks in his hard exterior. So you lay back and spread your legs for him. "C'mon Katsuki. Be a good boy and fuck me."

He simply can't fucking argue with that. He crawls back up onto the bed, finding himself between your legs once again. His eyes roll back when he angles his hips and inches himself back into your pleasant cunt that still leaks with his warm seed. The hybrid can feel himself losing his rationality once again. It's like second nature, his brain completely switching itself off as soon as he's buried between your legs.

Katsuki takes your calves and hooks them in the crooks of his arms then he puts some of his weight on you, folding you up like a breakfast omelet. Fuck, he's really deep. You have to take a deep breath in order to relax yourself. The hybrid starts the rocking of his hips and you gasp out and arch your back, pressing your chest even closer to his. The hybrid tries so hard to keep himself under control but his pace increases and he's back to growling and moaning while stuffing himself into your cunt.

Nails dig into his strong back but it doesn't even deter him. In fact it spurs him on even more. "Fuck Katsuki!," you yell out when he keeps nudging right up against that spot again. Sane, normally on edge, Katsuki is no more right now. The absolutely feral pace he sets has you screaming and marking his back up. Your teeth sink into his neck and he hisses, getting even closer. When your tongue licks at the mark, he moans and slows his thrusts a bit.

To be enveloped in warmth like this. It's something new and something he didn't know he desired this whole time. For just a moment his sanity poked through and allowed him to brush your lips with his. It was inexperienced but tender. Your fingers thread through his spiky ash blond locks while you kiss back, guiding him into a little more heated kiss. When you suck on his tongue his control slips and he slams his hips into yours. You moan loudly and tug at his hair, resulting in a yelp from him.

Now his feral behavior is returning again. His pace goes back to insanely hard, pulling all the way out to just slam back in, aimed right at your spot like he's a damn expert at this. You tug even harder at his hair and tears spring into your eyes at his roughness. "Fuck fuck fuck!," he groans out, feeling his orgasm creep up on him again.

"M- my good boy, Katsuki! Good b- boy!" That only drives him crazier, intent to breed even heavier on his mind.

"W- want... inside!" The blonde's words are incoherent in his head, not allowing him to form an intelligible sentence. He pants hard and finally pushes himself deep into you again, knot swelling in his cock. His hands damn near shred the sheets when he cums, gripping at it like he's trying to keep his grasp on reality. He lets out a deep moan as he fills you deeply with yet another load.

The room is filled with hard pants and light smacking from little kisses shared. Has Katsuki wagging his fluffy tail. Carefully, he moves you two, unhooking your sore legs and rolling you two over so you're on top of him. He doesn't remove himself from your warmth, his stupid hybrid brain forcing him to think he's creating offspring.

Katuski is... affectionate afterwards. He's nuzzling his face into your neck and cheek, making a low rumbling noise deep in his throat. His large hands rub over your back and he leaves the softest kisses and little nips against your jaw. It's really cute seeing him like this but for the hybrid it's a nightmare. The animal part of his brain is still taking over, soothing his new partner even though his body doesn't know you're not a hybrid so it didn't matter. His inner wolf doesn't care though. It thinks he found somebody to be with and now he needs to procreate to continue his bloodline.

"I'll be out of your hair after my heat," he manages to get out finally.

Your eyes widen. "Katsuki that's not-"

"No! I went too far. This shouldn't have happened and I marked you so it's an even worse idea for me to be here."

You didn't really educate yourself much on the reproductive side of hybrids but you did know marking is important to them. It keeps two hybrids bound together for the rest of their lives. If the other dies or is far away from the other one it causes them to be in great pain. You wouldn't want to cause Katuski that pain. There's a reason you saved him. He looked lost and in trouble. He shouldn't have to go through that and deserved a comfy life. "Katsuki I can't let you leave. We're bonded. So don't say words like that or no more beef jerky."

He looks at you finally and feels overwhelming emotions but doesn't express them. Instead he pouts with irritation. "Fine... I'll stay I guess." He's grateful though and continues to show it with a couple more hours of gentler loving.

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[strawbrrycuteblog]

OMG i never thought I would like hybrid!enha so much having read your puppy!Jake as my first hybrid fic.

I have already become a fan of your writing 😭💋please can you make one for heeseung and sunghoon too????

This is such a compliment!! TYSM!

Warnings: lowkey mean Dom!hoon, he calls reader bitch, nipple piercing mentioned, mostly hoon being a meany.

“W-wait…”

You mumbled out as sunghoon forced his dick through your lips, pushing and hitting your cervix as he held you up against the front door.

“You knew I was in heat this whole fucking time but didn’t do anything?”

He grunted as his throbbing and aching penis was finally getting relief.

“You know how bad I needed this?”

“No..”

“Then you’re gonna find out, don’t expect to be treated nicely baby.”

And with that he pulled out and pushed you down to the couch, getting in between your legs and ravishing your clit, nipping at it with his leopard canines.

“Ah! Sunghoon that’s hurt!”

“The whole fucking point bitch.”

You couldn’t believe how rude he was being, he’d always been so gentle, so considerate of his strength compared to yours…

But now you only felt yourself leaking on the leather couch from being called a bitch.

You felt his nails dig into your thighs as he fucked you open on his tongue alone, slurping up the juice you had for him, almost like he hadn’t just downed two three waters at the restaurant.

“So good..”

“Perfect even”

You could hear him mumble and jumble as your head fell against the leather pillow, arching off the cold material to buck against his face, bumping against his nose.

“Please Hoonie! I wanna cum so bad!”

He stopped almost immediately, even if he himself didn’t want to pull away the force of wanting to edge you like he felt you’d done to him made him able to pull away.

“As if I’d let you do that now?” He spat.

“I had to fuck my fist because I was trying to be ‘thoughtful’ but here you were, trying to do what?”

He said as he waited for you to speak, “I was only trying to give you space!”

“Bullshit.”

He pulled you up and sat down, sitting you on him, he pushed his tip in but held you up so you could sit fully on him.

“Hoon this isn’t fair!”

“Seems fair to me. But at this point what does fair even mean to you?”

He let go with one hand to rip your top off.

“Hey!”

God he wish you’d just shut up at this point, you both know he isn’t gonna be gentle anymore so why be such a brat?

“I’ll get a new one.”

He licked your hardened nipple, flicking his tongue over it as he sucked on it too, he thought you’d look so pretty with a nipple piercing.

“Fuck baby you drive to the edge.”

He tried not to sound to desperate but god the way you wrapped around him was hard to resist.

He pushed up into you, attempting to reach your end point. Curious as to how deep your pussy really was.

“I’m gonna fuck you inside out by time the night ends.”

In the future I also might edit this to be longer or make a pt 2 so lmk if that’s what y’all want!

[jackrrabbit]

Smutty smut HC with any of your choosing from Haikyuu! When they discover you’ve gotten breast piercings 🥵🥵🥵. You asked for thirst, and I’ll deliver the thought!

Tsukishima, Kageyama, and Kuroo x s/o with nipple piercings (18+)

Thanks anon! I couldn’t choose just 1 so I’m doing 3 😇

Warnings: f!reader, teasing, nipple piercings, all characters adults

Tsukishima ◇◇◇

You’ve mentioned before that you want to get your nipples pierced, but Tsukishima always scoffs and tells you that you’ll never do it because you’re too much of a wimp when it comes to pain

So…that means you get to mess with him 😈

You decide to corner him after school, saying “Tsukkiiiii~ guess what’s different about me” while hugging him & making sure to press your chest into his

He usually wouldn’t play games like this, but he’ll do it for you. So he takes a look—it’s not a new haircut, is it? Tsukishima’s not good at noticing stuff like that. You’re wearing your uniform, so it couldn’t be an outfit

“Just tell me.” “No, you have to guess.” “Ugh whatever, give me a hint then.”

You’ll just hug him again, even tighter this time, and he’ll feel your perfect tits squishing into his chest. Are you not wearing a bra? You feel so soft. Except for…no way

“Did you get the piercings? You actually went through with it?”

Fuck, he wants to see. Even just thinking about your cute little nipples with bars through them is making blood rush south

Why did you have to tell him at school where he can’t do anything? You’re so devious. He’s got about fifteen minutes til practice starts, maybe that’s enough time to mess around?

But you’re not going to indulge him. You tug him down to your height by the collar of his shirt and kiss him on the cheek. “Have fun at practice, Tsukki ♡”

Damn it, now he has to do his best to make his hard-on go down before volleyball practice starts and the team sees. But it’s difficult when he can’t stop imagining your brand new nipple piercings…and your breasts…which leads to him fantasizing about your tits bouncing up and down while you ride him

Which isn’t great for his boner

You better be waiting for him after practice because he’s not feeling like waiting around to see your piercings in person ◇

Kageyama ✦✦✦

You won’t tell Kageyama that you got your nips pierced; instead, you’ll wait til the two of you have some privacy and tell him you have a surprise for him while holding up your shirt

As soon as he sees the brand-new rings hanging off your nipples, he will go completely silent for a few long moments. You’ll feel kind of insecure while he just…stares at you

Does he think they look weird? Maybe nipple rings aren’t his thing. What if you made a mistake and he thinks it’s ugly or something? You feel like you’re dying inside waiting for him to say something

Little do you know, Kageyama isn’t saying anything because his brain short-circuited as soon as he saw your piercings. The only thoughts going through his mind are something like: pretty…sexy…want to touch…

When you shyly ask him what he thinks, he’ll snap back into focus and tell you they look amazing

He’ll have lots of questions. When did you get them? Did it hurt? How much? Are they sensitive?

Oh really? They’re that sensitive? Is it okay if he…touches them?

Kageyama doesn’t want to do anything to harm you, and thinking about how much the piercings must have hurt makes him extra careful when he reaches out to rub over them with a feather-light touch

He loves the contrast between your velvety warm skin and the cool metal threaded through it

His touches will get bolder as you respond to them, and soon he’ll be cupping your breasts and rubbing and pulling you into his lap

Honestly, Kageyama has never been that into body modifications. He doesn’t really think piercings in general are sexy, but when they’re on you? He can’t stop touching them ✦

Kuroo ✷✷✷

You’ve had your piercings for a while before you started dating Kuroo, and you can’t wait to show him

The two of you haven’t done anything yet, but things are getting hot and heavy over the phone and Kuroo asks you to “send pics ;)”

So you take a real cute picture in front of your bathroom mirror with your top pulled up over your breasts, the hem of your shirt held up in your mouth between your teeth

He’ll read it immediately but it’ll take him a few minutes to respond

“holy shit”

“are your nipples pierced?”

“that’s so fucking sexy”

“you’re home alone rn right?”

When you tell him yes, he won’t reply and you’ll be kind of annoyed until a while later when you hear a knock on your door and it’s him, sweating and panting like he literally ran all the way to get there

“Can I see, can I see, can I see?”

Kuroo’s barely got the door closed behind him before he’s pushing your shirt up, exposing those pillowy tits tipped with metal bars that he wants to have in his mouth right now

God damn if this isn’t the hottest fucking thing he’s ever seen. Are you his bad girl? His little rebel? Jesus, he wants to see you in leather

But that’s gonna have to wait, because right now he’s entirely focused on giving those pretty nipples the attention they deserve

Kuroo will touch for a little bit but he’s so eager to taste you…the feeling of your skin on his tongue and the metallic taste of the bar piercing is so nice, it’s almost as good as the high-pitched begging noises you probably don’t even realize you’re making

It’s hard for Kuroo to stop himself while he’s sucking on your tits, but eventually he’ll just pick you up and carry you to your bedroom so he can check and see if you’ve got any other piercings he should know about ✷

[ateezinmymind]

seeing their s/o’s nipple piercings

ateez x fem! reader

fluff, some members suggestive

requested by @tinkerbellwoo 💓💗 tysm ily!! (did you end up getting your nips pierced?!)

hongjoong:

WILL STARE 1/4

get ready for lots of questions

he’s gonna be a little shy though

opening the door into the studio, hongjoong seated in his chair- you couldn’t help the wicked grin on your face as you pace towards him.

“hey joongie~ you’ll never guess what i did”

spinning his chair around to look at you, hongjoong wished he didn’t start talking before he saw what you were doing. “hmmm you went and got me a- OH~!”

the view of your lifted up hoodie and newly pierced nipples on display made the man in front of you audibly suck in a whiny gasp. slapping his hands over his mouth, hongjoong quickly tried to cover up the awkward noise he made with a light giggle.

“u-ummm… what is this y/n?” he says unable to stop himself from staring hard at your chest. he knew it too, but you were so mesmerizing and your nipples hard from the cool air and pierced with silver made hongjoong’s face burn with a blush.

the more you talked about the whole idea of getting them pierced and why, and how long you’ve wanted them- hongjoong couldn’t help but reach his hand out to touch it. but before he could do anything, he let out a yelp as you smacked his hand away. “no sir! no touching- they hurt!”

the way his face contorted into this shocked, open mouthed flushed cheeks look- made you chuckle out. “a-ah sorry y/n! umm i just wanted to uh..” scoffing out in embarrassment, hongjoong took his head into his hands as he bend over in his chair. you were about to say ‘it’s okay’ and pull your hoodie back down, but when he jerked his head back up to look this time into your eyes you perked your eyebrow in question. and you couldn’t help but shiver after what he asked…

“y/n… how long until i get to touch them?”

seonghwa:

CHEEKY MR SMIRKER

literally smirks when he sees them

you’ll make him GULP for sure

“ugh it’s so hot in here babe, open a window” you whine out while sprawled across the couch fanning yourself. making seonghwa just give you a low chuckle to slip past his smiling lips while watching you squirm.

“well y/n, you are in layers.. you’ve literally had my sweater on for days” he spoke softly coming over to stop your flapping hands, and give them a quick kiss. “you know.. sometimes your man wants to see his pretty girl’s body~”

the way you opened your eyes so fast and brought your hands instinctively to cup your breasts- sent a low hum to come out of seonghwa, and seemingly enough sent you to stutter out some incoherent blabber. “w-what?? well i-“

“y/n. take off the sweater” his strong demand made your body sit up on the couch and scoot back slightly. his eyes burning into yours, as he leaned down further. “or do you want me to?”

it wasn’t really that you didn’t want him to take off your clothes- but because of what you were hiding, you thought he wouldn’t find out about your new piercings this way. so, with fumbling hands and giving seonghwa a small “no i’ll do i-it,” you lift his sweater over your head and get met with a click of his tongue.

“oh-? and you’ve been hiding these from me for how long?” seonghwa says through his tight lipped smirk, watching how you still went to cover your breasts through your tank top. bringing your hands up to play with your tops straps, seonghwa swallows in the sight of you. “well, just like a week maybe, more?”

“a week-?!” he exclaims unexpectedly loud, bringing his hand to pull down the front of your tank top so your breasts come into pure sight. he can’t help the groan that escapes him as he brings his finger up to trace the piercing, and the gasp that comes out of you.

“a week and i haven’t known about this?! y/n. this is going to be fun”

yunho:

WILL STARE 2/4

curious boy

he wants to touch this can go both ways

as yunho cooked himself some ramen in the kitchen, you sat in the living room and watched him from there- the two of you talking about the weeks plans, until you randomly blurted out a question you’ve been wanting to ask for a little while.

“yuyu, what do you think about nipple piercings?”

the choice of question made yunho immediately look at you with a little smile. he knew since you brought it up, it had to be something you’ve been thinking about and his opinion was important to you. so, putting down his bowl- yunho strutted over to your side of the couch and plopped himself down.

“and why is this relevant my love?” he asks back to you while tucking his legs up to his body and facing you, leaning his head into his propped hand on the couch cushion. seeing you blush softly and give him a little giggle- he knew you were embarrassed.

“well, it’s just.. i did something a little bit ago- and well-“ you mutter lowly while looking straight at his chest where a splatter of sauce catches your eye. your gaze making him look down himself, right at the stain. laughter comes out of him and it makes you snap out of your trance and blurt out the next statement.

“yunho- i got my nipples pierced!”

your confession made him stop his noises and cover his mouth, “wait what?”

“a couple weeks ago- you were gone on that trip and i wanted to do it, i didn’t know that i’d lowkey be regretting it and-“ your rambling stops when yunho kisses you quickly, cupping your cheek. “y/n, stop worrying” going in for another kiss- a little more passionate this time, he pulls back again and shifts his position. “well… let’s see em!”

and with taking off your shirt, the sight of your breasts perked out in front of him, decorated with silver and the small nervous breaths you let out- sent yunho into a crisis of his sanity.

“fuck- wow… they look so good..” his paused causing an extreme tension to fill the air, with you partly undressed and shy- yunho’s pants began to tighten

yeosang:

AWKWARD BOY at first

but he’ll come around ehehe

just force him to look

“yeo come here, i need your help!!” your shout echoed through the bathroom out into the bedroom where your boyfriend laid. his body tucked into bed, warm and tired- all got disheveled when he made his way towards you in distress.

“what is it babe-“ seeing your bare back facing him through the showers glass door, flexing with your arm contractions trying to open your body scrub lid. just the sight of your skin made him clear his throat nervously. you never failed to send him immediately into alert with your effortless beauty.

“this stupid thing won’t open, my hands are too slippery” touching your back, signaling for you to give the object to him- yeosang couldn’t help himself but to look down at your bare chest. and even with the split amount of time he glanced- he noticed.

you got your nipples pierced.

all of the sudden he had gotten warm all over, and when he got more quieter than usual you looked up at him. yeosang’s face flushed, and his eyes focused up- you knew he saw. none of it helped when you let out a giggle, “oh sangie… you saw~” not trusting his voice enough, all he gave you for an answer was a nod of his head.

“well-“ you start, fully facing him now “do you think they look okay?” making sure to slide your hands up your body to cup your breasts, you accent the freshly decorated flesh with a light push. watching his eyes dart down from your chest up to your face and then away repeatedly. he stuttered out, embarrassed from how fast he got distracted “yes! y-yes they do”

his response made you smile widely and kiss his lips softly, then with your hand- you bring it up to his neck and hold it softly, then pulling away from yeosang’s mouth you whisper for another reaction

“once they fully heal, i’ll let you play with them~”

san:

WILL STARE 3/4

lots of licking his lips

thinks you’ve exceeded the expectations of hot

“just let me see them y/n!!” san says with the biggest pout formed on his lips. currently tugging at your loose fit shirt in wanting of it off.

you mistakenly told him that you went and got your nipples pierced, and now he was continuing to pester you about showing him- because apparently he was the reason you got them.

well maybe it was a reason, but you’ve always wanted to get them done so you did. “no san! they are sore- i don’t want you to touch them!” you complain back with a matching pout, pushing at his chest. which made him start becoming fussy and succeeding at pulling up your shirt to where he saw your stomach.

“y/n- i am the one you got them for!! let me see!! i won’t touch them i promise baby! please!!”

you didn’t know how much more complaining you could handle so you gave in to the whiny man on top of you, “fine!! just don’t be weird san” he didn’t know what you really meant by weird, but neither did he care when you said yes. he gave you the biggest smile and lifted your shirt up for you easily now without your struggle.

when he got met with your chest, san didn’t look away- just dead panned straight on. gulping down the saliva he unexpectedly got from the view. “holy- y/n, fuck- you” and before he could say any more, you put and finger up to his wet lips and shushed him. “no, don’t get weird with it”

“but i’m not weird with it!! i’m sorry- i just happen to be very turned on-“ he can’t even finish over the small scream you let out from hearing his confession, “san!!!”

“but y/n seriously, you look so fucking gorgeous- i hope you don’t mind me taking all your shirts away forever now.. you’re going to be topless from now on”

mingi:

BLUSHES SO HARD

really actually is curious and wants to touch

loves how they look through your shirt

you told mingi that you got your nipples pierced, so when you came back from the appointment with just a tank top on- he was so excited.

from the bright blush on his cheeks, to the biggest smile you’ve ever seen on his face- mingi was hopping over the couch to come see you. “y/n!! oh my gosh- you’re here!!” his little giggles and stomps through the hallway made you feel so happy. he was so cute with his enthusiasm for something you thought was fun and cool to do.

and when he came into sight to you putting down your purse on the counter, he blurts out cutely “i see them through your shirt y/n” his honesty and bluntness never failed to make you laugh, “yes mingi baby, but do you wanna see them without the shirt?”

his small gasp and ‘yes’ chants gave you his answer, so lifting your tank over your chest- your breasts all perked up with its new accessory. mingi immediately brought out his hands with a grabbing motion. “no, no touching yet okay? i’m sorry” the pout formed on his face sent you small pings of sadness.

you couldn’t wait until they fully were ready to be played with, so mingi could one; be entertained, and two; feel pleasurably sensitive.

“y/n, but what if i want to hold your boobs? what am i going to do then?”

wooyoung:

WILL STARE 4/4

pops a boner right then and there

honestly probably the most dirty minded

peeling the potatoes that wooyoung had set out for you, he prepared the other ingredients for his dish. “thanks for the help babe~” the two of you were busying yourselves in the kitchen this evening, he had thought it be a good idea for you to get a good meal in after the little argument you had earlier about something you chose to do without his knowledge of.

you decided to get your nipples pierced about a month ago while wooyoung was out of town for work. you’ve been wanting them for awhile, and wooyoung knew that, but you didn’t end up telling him about it, and evidently he didn’t even know about it until tonight when he slipped his hand under your shirt and was met with metal.

“i still want to know how long this whole healing thing is going to take y/n.” he speaks up while stirring the boiling pot of ingredients and broth. “well it’ll be a couple months woo, i don’t know why you’re so uptight about it”

from the sink, which you were washing your hands at- wooyoung reached over and slapped your ass. causing a surprised yelp to come out of your mouth. “what the heck?!” you turn back to look at the smug face plastered on the male.

giving him a wrinkle of your nose and sticking out your tongue, you flick water into the vicinity of his face, making wooyoung playfully snarl. “it’s because i really want to use this to my advantage”

his statement peaking your interest, you finish drying your hands and then position yourself over the counter, propping your chest for the perfect view above for him. you try and look confused until he dumbs it down for you

“y’know for sex?”

jongho:

HE WILL ACT UNFAZED

but on the inside he’s screaming holy hell

PLEASE THE GASPS YOU MAKE WHEN HE TOUCHES I- he’s going to get horny i’m sorry

you could’ve sworn jongho knew about your nipple piercings from when you first got them, but you guess he just didn’t pay enough attention to it.

but with two weeks past, and no word out of the man about it- you wanted to make sure he saw them. so when you knew he’d be coming into the bedroom for something, you caught yourself in there before- taking off your shirt.

but to what he said, really surprised you

“y/n i know what you’re doing.” you stopped your movements and stood still, breasts out in the open room, open to his roaming eyes. jongho brought his hand up to scratch at his scalp as he began towards you slowly. “oh yeah, do you?”

your little remark back just made him smirk slightly and nod his head in affirmation, “mmhmm, you’re trying to catch me off guard and make me notice what you did to your pretty boobs, yeah i know.”

his confession left you with a blazing blush across your face and a hand to cover your bare chest, but with jongho’s sudden strut forward and stop to your hand from coverage, you didn’t know what was going on.

“i noticed at first, but i can’t handle it. it’s too much y/n, you don’t even know” his desperate tone and tighter grip to your wrist gave you a wave of sudden weakness, “wait, really jongho?”

“oh my fuck- yes! i just get so crazy around you, i don’t know what to do about it.”

once you let him get a feel, he’ll never go back… he just can’t when you’re so sexy and beautiful- making all the most pretty noises and reactions…

[we-be-writing-bts-stuff]

Tainted Pt. 1

Pairing: TBD (fem!reader)

Genre: Angst, Fluff

Word Count: 2845

Plot: Being a vampire is hard and confusing

Warnings: lot of talks/mentions of vampiric feeding, lack of eating/nourishment (she doesn’t like to feed), mc lowkey/highkey has something similar to an eating disorder, blood, injuries, mc is not happy with her life and expresses it, talk and mentions of death, mc’s death is described, guns, self-loathing, self-hatred, mc has a lot of internal issues due to being a vampire and all that comes with it, this is kinda dark and will delve into dark things, mc's death scene/how she becomes a vampire,

A/N: This is fully a self indulgent fic for me. I want you to look through the warnings carefully before reading. This is not going to be a light read. It will be heavy and dark and the mc will have a lot of self-loathing and hatred for herself. She is in a constant fight with herself about her vampirism and what that means. If you do tread forward with this story, I hope you enjoy. Thank you for giving it a chance. All of the members will show up at some point in the series ~Bagel

The chill from the winter air nips at your exposed skin. Snow was beginning to fall and you were stuck once again trying to find a place to stay for the night. It was definitely an option to stay outside, you didn’t feel like doing that tonight. You could feel the exhaustion settle in from the lack of feedings and sleep that you’ve been putting yourself through. It was your sign to find someone and eat even if that was the last thing you wanted. You hated devolving into the monster that you knew you were. The longer you went between feedings, the more human you could feel and sometimes you could convince yourself that you weren’t a vampire. That everything that happened that fateful night was a dream. That everything in your life after you met Yoongi was nothing more than a hallucination.

With a sigh, you take out your cell phone from your coat pocket. You couldn’t stay out in the cold for the night. Clicking through the various screens until you got to the contacts page. You didn’t have many numbers in your phone so it was easy to find who you were looking for. Your finger hovers over the name and you try to convince yourself to call. With a deep breath, you press down and bring the phone to your ear.

“Jin. Can I stay with you tonight?”

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It doesn’t take you long to arrive at his shared apartment. It's a timid knock from you that alerts Jin to your presence. It was late and the snow had only gotten worse as you walked to the building. The snowflakes stuck to you and refused to melt until you were inside. The tall male smiles warmly as he opens the door and sees you on the other side. He brings you into a hug before you can register what is happening. A soft smile forming on your face at the seldom felt affection. Your arms wrapping loosely around his waist before he pulls away and gestures for you to enter the home. You’re immediately hit with three different masculine scents. Which made sense since three brothers lived in this space. But if you focused further you could pick up on at least two more feminine scents that still lingered. Although those ones were old and it had been a few days since they were last here.

Jin takes your coat from you to hang it up as you take off your shoes. Sighing in content at finally being able to relax. Your backpack filled with your few possessions was put near the couch which would serve as your bed for tonight.

“So, how are you? Have you been taking care of yourself?” He asks carefully. You knew him well enough to understand what the underlying concern of his was. You knew he meant well, but you hated that he was dragged into this to begin with. Let alone worrying about your feeding schedule.

“Jin, I don’t want to talk about myself. Calling you to stay here for the night was hard enough. I don’t need you to worry about my feedings as well.” You tell him. Trying to shut down the conversation before it can really begin.

“Well, I want to talk about it.” He says. Arms crossing over his chest and an eyebrow raising. “It’s been at least a month since I’ve last seen you and I know you fed not too long before then. I truly hope you’ve gotten something since.”

“I said I’m not going to talk about it. I just need to sleep. That’s it.” You push once more to end the talk before he pushes it further. Your patience wore thin and your voice was tense.

“Y/N,” his voice softens along with his expression. Reaching out to rest a hand on your shoulder. “I can tell that you’ve been starving yourself. Your face is gaunt and you’ve been looking at me like I’m a five star meal. You can’t blame me for being worried about a friend.”

“Get off my back! I’m fine. I’ve been telling you that I’m fine since I’ve gotten here. I will be fine for another week before things get dire.” You snap at him. Pushing his hand away from you. Your temper had always been short and due to your hunger it was even shorter. Jin’s constant pushing and refusal to stop causes you to break.

“You know you can use me. I don’t mind you taking my blood every few weeks so you aren’t starving yourself. Hell, you could live here if you wanted to. I know you won’t be a burden or a nuisance.” He offers. You’re shaking your head before he can even finish speaking.

“I’m not going to drink your blood again Jin. You’re a friend and shouldn’t even know about me being a vampire.”

“You have in the past and clearly haven’t hurt me. And we both know you wouldn’t kill me. Why not do it again?” He asks. “I don’t like seeing you hurting like this.”

“Enough! I will walk out this door if you don’t drop this right now Jin. I am fine for another week. Please just drop it.” You warn. The threat being enough for him to stop pressing you for now. Raising his hands in defeat.

“Okay. I’ll leave you be.” He begins to walk away. Gesturing to the pillows and blankets that he had grabbed when you first called him. “The offer is still on the table and you know where to find me if you change your mind. Good night Y/N.” He says softly. Turning to walk down the hallway to his room. You watch as he leaves your line of sight. Closing the door most of the way, but leaving it open just in case.

You sigh and grab one of the pillows. Placing it at one end as you gently lay yourself on the piece of furniture after turning off the lights. Closing your eyes as you place your head on the pillow. You could hear the soft snore of one person and the soft hum of a video coming from another room. You could also hear Jin walking around his room and doing whatever it was that he needed to do before sleeping. With a deep sigh you push away any thoughts or feelings that were lingering around. Finally getting comfortable enough to drift into sleep. Your mind turns off and you begin to dream.

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The night starts like any other. You were walking back to the home you shared with your family. It was late and you were tired from the long day you had at work. The weather was beginning to cool down and you had to pull the jacket you had closer to your body to try to retain more of your body heat. Heels clicking against the stone of the side paths as you walked in near silence. Just the far off noises of the city filling the air as you made your way home as fast as possible.

It started out with muffled yelling off in the distance that you almost didn’t notice. You knew that you shouldn’t have followed it or tried to figure out what was happening, but your feet were moving before you could stop yourself. The path brought you farther and farther from the safety of the city lights. The voices became clearer as you moved closer. You were soon looking into the alley with several men. One was on his knees and bloody with a gun pressed to his head, as a handful of other men circled him. You couldn’t understand what they were saying nor did you care much by this point. The sight was too shocking to focus on what was being said between them. Your hand flies up to cover your mouth in an effort to hide any noises.

That didn’t help the scream that left you when the gun went off. The back of the mystery man’s head splattered against the brick wall as the gunshot reverberates around you. You’re frozen in place until a sharp pain hits your chest. A gasp falling from your lips as you fell to the ground. Your body collapsed painfully as you connected to the concrete. Another cry leaving you at the added trauma.

“What the hell?”

“What?! She saw us kill this fucking man! What was I supposed to do?” You hear the bickering between the men as you laid there. Beginning to feel warmth spread through your body despite the snow and wind. The world around you quickly becomes fuzzy and quieting down. The voices sounded far off in the distance. Flashes of your family filled your mind.

“Hey! What’s happening?” This new voice boomed in the quiet but chaotic atmosphere. Causing the men that shot you to curse and scramble to run away before they were caught. Leaving behind you and their other victim for whoever was continuing to come closer.

You heard the person curse when they found you and felt when they shook you lightly to get you to respond to their question. Trying to speak only made you mutter out something slurred and unintelligible. Your eyes barely open to see a man kneeling next to you. The brim from his hat shielding his features as he tried to assess the damage. His mouth turned into a tight and pained line before he reached forward to feel your weakening pulse. A sharp intake of air filled your lungs as you registered his freezing hands pressed against your skin.

Your gaze became unfocused as you fought against losing consciousness. The male biting into his own wrist and pressing it to your mouth. Begging you to drink from him before you began to fade fully into dark. The last thing you remember is the piercing feeling from his teeth as he bites into your neck as you scream into the night.

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You wake with a start. The pain in your neck is still lingering by the time you sit up. Gasping out for breath and hand moving up to your wound. Eyes flying around the room to try to figure out where you were. Light was filtering through the room and there were sounds of someone in the kitchen. You calm down when you remember the previous night of calling Jin and making your way to his place. There was a blanket sitting bunched around your waist due to you sitting up so suddenly. A soft frown on your face as you try to figure out where you had gotten this blanket. The noises from the kitchen stop and you hear soft footsteps move towards the living room. The middle brother soon fills your vision. He was still in his pajamas, hair mused, and glasses perched on his nose as he held a mug of coffee. Pausing and smiling when he noticed you were up.

“Good morning Y/N.” He says. “I thought you might have been cold so I gave you the blanket.” You nod and look down at the fabric. Nodding and looking back up at him.

“Uh, thanks. You didn’t have to Joon.” You tell him. A soft and forced smile gracing your face. “I’m sorry to take over your space. I needed a place to stay and I knew that Jin would be willing to help.” You begin to explain. The male shakes his head before he sits in front of the impromptu desk he made out of the coffee table. His laptop opened up to something you weren’t sure of and several papers scattered around the surface.

“You don’t have to apologize. You’re a great person and I’m happy that we can help you. You’ve always been willing to help us when we need it.” He tells you. A sharp pang of guilt shot through your unbeating heart at that. It only felt like you were taking from them and never giving as much as they did. Hiding so much about yourself from all of them over the time that you knew them. “Do you want some food or some coffee or anything? I can grab you some.”

“No. Thank you for the offer but I’m okay. I’m not hungry when I first wake up, but I would love to steal the shower for a bit.” You tell him. Already standing up to grab your bag and walking to the bathroom once he gave you the okay. Sighing and relaxing when the door closes behind you.

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The bathing and primping that you were putting yourself through wasn’t really necessary, but it always made you feel better. Helping you to clear your mind and mentally prepare for the upcoming days. Especially when you had flashbacks to the night you were turned, times like these were vital to recover from the hard memory.

You were staring into the foggy mirror at your reflection. You look sickly and tired. Your eyes were sunken in and the dark circles were prominent under them. Your hair hangs limply against your face and water droplets drip against the sink. You had been avoiding looking at yourself for the last week. You knew you looked bad, but not this bad. Prolonging your feeding for this long wreaked havoc on your body and this is how it manifested. Making you face the truth and start to figure out how you would fix this problem. A knock jostles you out of your thoughts and forces you back to the present.

“Jin! I need to shower! Get your ass out of there!” The deep voice from the other side calls out to you.

“It’s not Jin!” You call back. You could almost feel the embarrassment from the youngest male through the thick wood as he goes deathly silent. The soft grumbling coming from him even ceases after he hears you. With a hum, you open the door with a soft smile. “Hello Taehyung. Did you sleep well?” A soft lilt to your voice as you look up to the man.

He clears his throat and nods. Straightening his back before answering you. “Yeah. I slept fine. Did you? I didn’t know that you were here.” He admits.

“Yeah. It was fine. The bathroom is all yours.” You tell him. Brushing past him to make your way to the others. “Enjoy your shower.” You call back before the door shuts a bit too forcefully. A soft giggle leaving you as he mumbles to himself once again.

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“Well, I’m going to head out boys! It’s been great and thank you for letting me stay the night but I need to get going.” You announce to the older brothers. Namjoon frowns and looks up from the book in his hands as Jin opens his mouth to begin to argue with you.

“Nope. You are staying here. You look like shit and I will not let you go. Not with all the snow outside.” Jin says firmly. Grabbing your bag before you can.

“You know better than anyone that I’m fine and that I’ll be fine Jin. A little snow is nothing.” You brush off the concern with a wave of your hand. Reaching out to try to grab your bag back from him.

“I know you’re beyond capable, but I have to agree with Jin. You really should stay. At least for a day or two. The weather is supposed to pick up after that and then we won’t feel as bad.” Namjoon tries to reason. Standing up after placing his book to the side and walking towards you.

“See! Two to one. It’s settled, you’re staying here.” Jin says. A huge grin on his face as he reaches out and spins you around to guide you back to the couch. “And while you’re here, maybe you can help Namjoon with his research. It’s about folklore with an emphasis on vampires.”

The mere mention causes you to tense up and your eyes widen. Your head snapping back to look at the man pushing you currently. The grin was still there and his eyes sparkling with mischief.

“You really don’t have to but it would be nice to have another set of eyes to look over it at least. Jin keeps saying that you are knowledgeable about all of this and as much as these two try, it's not the same as having someone that knows something about the material checking the paper.” Namjoon explains. You could hear him trying to justify the older’s statement and you felt any walls that you may have still had crumble around you. The academic was too cute as he became flustered and began to explain the premise of the thesis.

“Joon. It’s okay. I’ll help how I can. Although I don’t know how much I really can. I’m not nearly as learned as you are.” You tell him as you sit back down and lean over to look at the words he had written already. Settling in for the rest of the day.

[destroyyaa]

6, 12, 17, 34, 43, 79, 130 😎

6: If you had a warning label, what would yours say?

uhh maybe something like warning: they bite or like warning: will cry uncontrollably get used to it (people always freak out when i cry like... give me a minute to let it out and ill be fineee)

12: Do you prefer tea, coffee or cocoa?

If theyre hot drinks then coffee i can stand, otherwise iced tea (or boba :3) is my go to

17: If you had to change your name, what would you change it to?

I reaaaaaally wanna change my name to Aeon but idk how to navigate telling my friends that lmao

34: What is a colour that calms you?

Like a warm yellow tone?? something mustardy it makes me feel warm and has like a warm autumn day vibe

43: Any piercings you want?

I WANT TO GET MY SEPTUM DONE SO BAD U DONT UNDERSTANDDDDD also i want industrials and just my ears full idk what each individual piercing is called but id like to be holey pls. also lowkey want my nips pierced but im terrified of them rejecting

79: Something you wish didnt exist?

Bananas. they just a god awful fruit. horrible texture, makes the whole room where someones eating them stink AND just god theyre so yuck. no shame to people who like them but the texture and smell really get to me

130: Who would you like to punch in the face right now?

Either the prime minister or my ex friend from uni. or both, can it be both?

Thank you for the ask!!! <3

[purpletigertaetae]

Drunk Lessons

Gif isn’t mine!

Pairing: Baekhyun x Reader, Taehyung x Reader (if you squint)

Word Count: 2811

Genre: SMUT, idolverse!Baekhyun (All the groups are friends!)

Rating: Explicit/Mature (can you believe I almost put NC17 😂🤦🏽‍♀️)

Warnings: HOO BOY. ALL THE SMUT, dirty talk, overstimulation, orgasm denial, oral sex (both female and male), unprotected sex (Look it makes for great smut, but please please practice safe sex!), hints of a threesome (again if you squint), cursing, a very jealous Baek, basically this is pure filth, if you don’t like then don’t read okay?

Tagging: @illneverrecover Dearest Father, this is for you I hope you like it! I’m sorry if I kill you, Please don't kill me! (I SHIP THE JAEKHYUN). I’d also like to thank @thecozywhaleshark for offering me constant support while I wrote this. I screamed at her a lot y’all, she’s the true MVP. Also @taetaesbaebaepsae, thank you for being an encouraging mama who helped bolster my smutty thoughts! and @lvupmushroom! thank you for headcanoning with me which led to this! I also send all my love and thanks to the Cirque for supplying the constant thirst.

Notes: So! This is my first time publishing proper written smut! I’ve written snippets when I go feral and then Cirque yells at me, but this is the real deal y’all. So funny story, I don’t actually stan EXO... but I do stan Jaekhyun! (Actually I can only tell Baekhyun and Chanyeol apart from the group.) This idea actually came about when we were discussing how much Jackie is a clown for Baekhyun (She’s the biggest clown for him) and we were thinking that he’d be a clown for her too. (THESE ARE THE FACTS OKAY). I actually didn’t come up with a title for this piece until about 10 minutes ago, the title of this doc had been Destroying Jackie with Love (and I was so close to keeping the title too 😂) Anyways, I hope you enjoy the smut! It’s a lot!

Taehyung, being the social butterfly he is, had called everyone, GOT7, EXO and others, over for a party at the BTS apartments. It was very lowkey, but you were really excited. Baekhyun, on the other hand, was not so much.

“Baby, do we have to go? We can make excuses, and have some fun of our own.” He tugged your hand into bed.

“Baek, we are not having sex right now. I haven’t seen my girls in a long time, and come on. It’s not too many people, and you know Taehyung. The boys are all friendly! It’ll be fun, I promise. And if we go, and have fun, I’ll blow you after yeah?”

“Now that, I could get on board with.” You rolled your eyes, with a smirk playing on your lips and finished getting ready.

Soon, you were at Taehyung’s door, Baekhyun clasping your hand tightly, a bottle of wine in the other. You rang the bell, and Tae opened the door, his face split into his signature boxy smile. “Baekhyun Hyung! Y/N! You made it! He opened the door wide, and hugged Baekhyun, clapping him on the back. He then turned to you hugging you and kissing your cheek. You giggled, shoving Tae away, but Baekhyun’s eyes narrowed. This was going to be a long night.

“The girls are in the kitchen, if you want to go find them. Hyung, you’re coming with me!” Tae gestured to the kitchen while pulling Baekhyun towards the group of boys lounging in the living room. As you went through to the kitchen you waved at them, Jungkook and Jimin waving back, Namjoon and Jackson nodding at you while in deep conversation.

Soon though, the crowd thinned out. As the evening got later and later, only the BTS boys and the EXO boys remained, relaxing in the living room. You were sitting next to Tae on the floor, on your fourth vodka soda, tipsy and flirty, while Baekhyun sipped on some soda, stone cold sober, chilling on the couch.

As you got more drunk, the conversation between you and Tae became more and more dirty, while Baekhyun tried his level best not to destroy his friend sitting next to you.

“Taehyungieeee, hand size doesn’t compare to dick size.”

“Y/nnnnn-ie yes, it does. You want proof? Come sit on my lap you’ll see. I bet you’ll be able to feel me. I also bet my hand can wrap completely around your pretty throat.”

You giggled. “Okay, let’s see,” You hopped up and into Tae’s lap, his arm coming to rest around your waist. Baekhyun’s eyes grew wide with anger and annoyance until he just couldn’t take it anymore.

He jumped up, “Baby, we’re going home. Come on.”

“But we can’t go home! Tae here was about to put his hand around my throat and let me feel his dick.” Your eyes widened, and Tae looked at the two of you, a dumb drunk smile on his face.

“Um, no. That’s not happening. Let’s go.” He pulled you to your feet and away from the crowd while Tae looked away talking to Jimin.

“Baeeeeek, just a little while longer, I just want to feel Tae’s dick.”

“That’s real cute Y/n, come on. We’re going home.” Baek’s voice turned into a low growl, his anger evident in each word, and you felt your panties begin to wet. This was turning you on unbelievably.

“Come on Baek, baby, let me just try Tae. You know he’d treat me right.” You whined.

“Bitch, you think he can treat you right? Let’s go home. Right fucking now, and see who treats you right. We’re fucking going home.”

“We’re fucking while going home? Isn’t that dangerous?” Your eyes glinted playfully, while Baekhyun’s were slits, narrowed in thinly veiled anger and jealousy.

“Don’t you fucking play with me right now Y/n, I’ll take you right here, right now.

You looked at him, your face turning somber. Your eyes pierced his and two words slipped out of your mouth, deadly serious, “Do it.”

Baek’s eyes turned dark and hooded and he grabbed your arm, pulling you towards the back of the house, to the bedrooms. You stumbled after him, heat pooling between your legs. You liked jealous Baekhyun. You liked him very much. He glanced at the row of doors, peeking in each room, looking for a specific one, while you curled around his bicep, whining for attention.

“Baek, baby, come see how wet I am.”

“Just a second Princess, just looking for the right room… Ah, found it!” he pulled you into a room, and shoved you up against the closed door, coming in for the kill on your lips. He kissed you hotly and with passion, you could only moan. He pushed his hips against yours grinding his hard cock right up against your clothed pussy. “You were a naughty girl today princess. You need to be taught a lesson.” He murmured against your neck leaving blooming purple bruises as he marked you as his own. Each hot kiss turned you on further and further until he tongued at your earlobe and you let out the loudest moan.

“Yes princess, tell the world you belong to me.” Baekhyun’s voice was husky and deep, sending a jolt of arousal to your still clothed pussy. His hands slid up under your top, tugging it off and unclasping your bra, while you in turn unbuttoned his shirt to reveal his toned stomach. Everywhere his hands touched left your skin burning, you panting into his mouth wanting more, more, more. His hands grazed your thigh, lifting you up; you wrapped your legs around his waist. He walked you to the bed and laid you down, gazing at you with hooded eyes, his mussed hair just slightly falling into his eyes.

“You… are mine. Only mine, understand?” His growl took your breath away, and you simply whimpered under his deep gaze. He leaned down and gave you a small Eskimo kiss, the sweet gesture reminding you that he still loved you, even when you made him jealous beyond belief. His lips found your pulse point on your neck and kissed it gently, making you squirm under his ministrations. Leaving a trail of hot open mouthed kisses down your neck to the valley between your breasts before landing on your right nipple. He took it in his mouth nipping at it, tugging at it until it stood at attention and then turned to the left. He gave it the same care and traveled down further and further until he was right at the edge of your panties. He hooked his fingers around them and shimmied them down and off and flung them into the room at random.

“That’ll leave something for him to find” He growled angrily against your inner thigh. You just moaned and tangled your fingers in his hair, trying to find some relief.

“Baby, please,” You panted and tugged at Baekhyun’s hair, pulling him towards your dripping cunt, while his lips curled into a feral grin.

“Yeah baby? Now you want me. What happened to wanting Taehyung?” He growled and then spread open your nether lips, licking a long stripe from your pussy up to your clit. You writhed and gasped out, “No Tae, just you. Always you.”

“That’s right Jagi, this pussy belongs to me, and me alone. But that doesn’t mean you’ve learned your lesson.”

Your eyes, widened in surprise. You were in for a long night.

Baekhyun situated himself between your knees and licked another long stripe, drawing a long moan out of you. He pushed his tongue up against your pussy and started a toe-curling rhythm, pushing in and out of your pussy, one hand rubbing against your clit causing your orgasm to build slowly and steadily. He suddenly switched, his tongue lashing at your clit, two fingers toying with your inner lips while one hand held your body steady from all your squirming. Your chest heaved, the moans ripping from your throat until you gasped out, "Oh baby, I'm close. I'm so close."

Baek pushed his two fingers into you and your pussy clenched tightly, uncontrollably, around his digits and he knew you were fast approaching your release. Instantly, everything stopped. Baek stood up, moving away from your clit and your gasp was caught in your throat as your impending orgasm slowly backed down.

You looked up at him and pouted, a frown across your face.

"Good girls get to orgasm. You haven't been a good girl tonight."

You frowned, opening your mouth to argue, but Baekhyun put his thumb on your clit and pushed and your words turned into moans.

"Are you going to be a good girl for me tonight?"

You nodded as he pushed and flicked even more. Baekhyun smiled, his grin feral and went back down to your nether region, starting his ministrations again, satisfied for now. Your moans became loud, your pussy clenching again around his fingers, and you began anticipating another orgasm. This time though, he felt it coming before you could say anything and as you reached that precipice, he stopped again. You groaned in disagreement, clearly aware he was punishing you. You bit your lip to stop from letting out a snarky comment, hoping that if you stayed quiet he would finally let you cum.

He looked at your red, flushed, face, your bit lip, and your heaving breasts and smiled. "Beautiful. Are you learning your lesson baby?"

You nodded, but Baekhyun's fingers found your clit and he flicked it hard, making you almost thrash in pleasure.

"I need to hear you baby. Are you a good girl?"

"Yes Baek, yes baby," you panted out, "I'm a good girl. Only for you. Please let me cum."

He bucked against the bed at your whine, his cock hard as a rock, and again kneeled at your apex. Working so fast, he licked at your core, alternating fingers and tongue until you finally reached the precipice of your orgasm. In some part of you, you registered a bit of fear... he had been denying you your release all night, and you really, really wanted to come.

Like clockwork, your pussy began clenching again but this time Baekhyun didn't stop. He just started thrusting his fingers in harder and harder, with his tongue lashing at your clit unforgivingly. Your orgasm hit you like a train and finally, you fell over that edge to your release. You writhed, riding your orgasm, while he lapped at your cunt, your juices tasting like ambrosia. When you finally quieted down, he wiped his mouth and you smiled at him your eyes hazy.

Your eyes flickered down to his pants, the obvious tent, and the wet spot that had grown because of his precum. He was close too, your orgasm had brought him right to the edge of his. You scrambled up, your legs still weak and unbuttoned his pants, pulling them down with his boxers so you could get at his cock. It stood angrily at attention, red, turgid and huge, a bead of precum gathering at the head. You took it in your grasp, gave it a kitten lick right at the tip, and Baekhyun bucked into your hand, hissing. “No teasing Jagi.”

You licked the underside of his cock, before taking it in your mouth as deep as it would go. Baekhyun gathered your hair into his fist, pulling it out of the way before thrusting into your mouth again. You hollowed your cheeks and took him as deep as possible, trying not to choke before he pulled out, stopping you in your tracks.

“Darling, if you keep doing that, we won’t get to play for much longer.” He pulled you off his cock, and spread your legs, situating himself right at your entrance. Dragging his tip over your clit and through your juices, you watched as he played, coating himself in your pleasure and wished for more,

“Baby,” you whined, “fill me. Please, fill me. I need you... please, I feel empty...” But your pleas fell on deaf ears. Ignoring you, he continued playing with you, rubbing his thick member against your folds, never entering, forever teasing. Growing frustrated in your desperation for him, you tried to pull away, whining "If you just want to tease, maybe Taehyung..." Hearing his name, Baekhyun’s eyes immediately darkened, and before you could finish your sentence he sheathed himself in you, making you cry out at the unexpected stretch as he began to start a merciless rhythm.

“I’m going to fuck that name right out of you.” He pounded in and out, hitting that spot in you, making you see stars. He growled at every thrust, words clashing with your moans. “You are mine.” Thrust. “This pussy is mine.” Thrust. “This body is mine.” Thrust. His hands found their way to your waist, clutching you firmly, leaving bruises to mark you further. His pace was so severe, the entire bed moved with him, pushing you against him even more. You were just stunned, caught up in unbelievable pleasure. You tried to get out words, but you could only manage moans. “This pussy was made for my cock. Look how I split it open.” He growled even more, the dirty words sending tingles down your spine, making you even wetter. He kept pushing into you, one hand snaking around to find your clit. He began flicking at it too, and quickly, ever so quickly, you began approaching your orgasm, creaming around his cock.

“Hnnng, Baek I- I’m cumming!” You screamed out, clenching uncontrollably. Baekhyun stilled inside you, trying his hardest not to come undone at your release.

As you came down from your high, he pushed back into you, starting his merciless pace again, pushing your limits doubly. You tried to close your legs, squirming at the oversensitivity and whined, trying to weakly push him away, but he clamped his hands down on your legs, pushing them up towards you, while he grinded into you even more. The uncomfortable feeling faded quickly, turning to earth shaking pleasure and Baekhyun started his dirty talking again.

“Take my cock. Like a good girl.”

You moaned back, “Oh god, Baek.” Almost impossibly, your orgasm began building again, hurtling you towards your edge. “Baby I’m- baby, baby please. I’m close,” 

This time he began moaning with you. “Fuck, fuck, fuck, baby. I’m going to cum too.” His finger found your clit and began fondling it, rubbing it back and forth. “Cum with me Jagi,” he growled out, his voice deep. As he pounded into you, you reached that point and you fell apart underneath him, mewling out his name, legs twitching as you rode your orgasm.

As he felt your pussy clench ever so tightly around his cock, his pace stuttered as he reached his high. “Baby,” he moaned deeply, bucking into you, painting your inner walls with his white cum as he finally reached his release.

He fell on top of you in relief, snuggling into your neck, kissing your pulse point as you both came down from your high. He rolled off of you, pulling out of you gently, while his cum dribbled out of you onto the sheets underneath. You sighed, eyes closed, completely sated, kissed his cheek and whispered, “Thank you Baek.”

He looked at your completely fucked out form laying there, and smirked, “Let’s see if Taehyung can even come close.”

You cracked open one eye and lifted your brow, “Does that mean I have permission to fuck him for comparison?” you joked, a smile playing on your face.

Baekhyun narrowed his eyes, “Absolutely fucking not. Do you need to be taught another lesson?” You giggled and pressed your lips to his, when the door slammed open.

“WHAT THE FUCK?!?” Taehyung screamed, his eyes wide in surprise. Baekhyun looked down at you, making sure you were at least semi covered and looked back up at Taehyung, a lazy smile playing on his face. “Did you need something dongsaeng?” Taehyung just stared at you and Baekhyun in shock. It didn’t take a genius to know what had happened. The room smelled of sex, your clothes were strewn about, and there was still cum running out of you onto his sheets. You thought Taehyung was definitely going to yell at you, but instead a slow wicked grin appeared on his lips. “Do you want a third?” Your eyes widened with a hint of wonder and mischief, but before you could open your mouth, Baekhyun squeezed your thigh, making you yelp, effectively shutting you up.

“Maybe next time, dongsaeng. Right now, we’re going to use your room and she’s going to be taught another lesson.” Your eyes widened in fear and you whimpered, your legs shaking in anticipation of the orgasms to come. You were in for a long night.

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A/N: AHHHHH ITS DONE! ITS DONE! Let me know what you think! It is my first time writing actual full smut, so I’ll take constructive criticism or if you want to come just yell at me that’s all right too!

[sawgodstanheight]

1 through 10 if u want to for the nosy asks :>

1. What’s your sexual orientation? Pansexual (I prefer androgenous/males just for their mindset + anatomy)

2. What are you obsessed with right now?

MOVIES: The Saw series The Boy BANDS: The Amity Affliction Red (the band) The Letter Black Vampire Weekend

3. Ever done any drugs? Medicinal, yes Illicit, no

4. What piercings do you want? I actually have 9 currently. Double both earlobes, 3 helix’s, 1 auricle and 1 tragus I want my nips done, septum and smiley

5. How many people have you kissed? 😳 I don’t remember

6. Describe your dream home. A wooden mansion by a foggy lake in a semi-deserted county

7. Who are you jealous of? Leigh Whannell, for being a great actor I don’t really get too jealous of people I know, just lowkey jealous of people who are successful actors/screenwriters/in the film industry

8. What’s your favorite show to binge? Black Mirror

F is for Family

9. Do you watch porn?

UUuUuUH 😳

10. Do you have a secret sideblog? Not yet

[sozotohakai]

15 QUESTIONS, 15 MUTUALS

Tagged by @moon--wake​ (thank you!)

⭑ are you named after anyone ?  

Technically yes, my mom was raised Christian though she grew apart from the religion itself (but not from her belief in God and angels), and when she learned she was getting a daughter (which she had desired but until me didn’t get), she named be Christelle, to be written like this (rather than Kristel for example), and it can be read as Christ+elle (elle being french she). This works perfectly for me too as it shortens to Chris, which is a more gender neutral name, which is rather fun considering mom wouldn’t have known back then I would realize I’m non binary.

Fun fact: my middle name is the same name from an aunt if I recall correctly, one of the few people from my father’s side of the family that mom did like.

⭑ when was the last time you cried ?  

This weekend, there was Doctor Who on TV and there was the episode with Doctor Donna so if you know it you know it’s the ending that made me cry. It didn’t help my mind start going “Yooo super angst Wangxian” and I yelled NOPE. Long story short: the episode deals with how the only way to save someone is to erase all memories of the time spend together (including meeting) and how they can’t come into contact with anything that could lowkey remind of said times. Now I’m not okay thinking of how the theme of having forgotten is heavy in DGM ouch.

⭑ do you have kids ?  

Nope, unless you count characters I created we always joke that with mom, they’re her grandchildren.

⭑ do you use sarcasm a lot ?  

Depends, it can come out of me at random times, its more likely to happen if I’m playing; or if I’m lacking sleep.

⭑ what’s the first thing you notice about people ?  

That is a good question...   It can vary? But mostly I feel like I take right away into the overall appearance, like... either to recognize them, or store them in my mind so I can hope to recognize them later. I don’t really (or not often) stop at a detail, it’s just, get a reading of the general appearance of someone. After that I pay attention to expressions and how they speak (which is funny to say since I have trouble with eye contact half the time).

⭑ what’s your eye color ?  

Brown

⭑ scary movie or happy ending ?

Happy ending, though tbh, I do kind of love scary movie, it’s just that I have troubles actually watching.

⭑ any special talents ?

Uuuuu, I guess, I’ve been told I’m good at emotional empathy? I’ve been able to know when someone felt low just by how they would write. That’s, I believe, the main reason I find my way with words (when I have time to think) because it’s heavily based on my empathy mixed with experience. Like, I feel so much what someone else is feeling, and that’s why I can come with up with words for them and their situation.

⭑ where were you born ?  

France

⭑ what are your hobbies ?  

Writing, reading, playing games, listening to music, watching videos (Markiplier, React, MMD&Vocaloid stuff, AMV&Anime mix videos, sometimes bloopers and funny stuff).

⭑ do you have any pets ?

I don’t, but my brother and his dad have a cat so he’s like my pet. His name is Grisou (gris = grey so it’s totally a cute naming of his fur colour), he’s playful and seems to view any approach as a signal to play (aka paw at you and try to nip), though he’ll get cuddly at times from what I heard. For my part, we’ve got this ritual that I’ll slowly approach my fingers so he sniffs them (unless I see him about to paw/bite so I dont even try), he lets me pet his head a tiny bit, and then I leave him alone. So he doesn’t try to paw or claw or nip at me because he knows I’ve learned to tell if he’s okay with an approach and when I should stop.

(Fun fact: one time he kind of accidentally hurt my leg, despite my pants he dug fangs and claws too deep and I ended up with a few cuts that bled, I was a bit scared that day and for the next few times I saw him, then I kind of hesitantly start to approach him again, and I think he picked up on it and that’s why he’s a bit more patient with me? I’m the only person he doesn’t straight up claw or paw or nip at, and the few times he does, it’s slow, and/or light).

⭑ what tattoos / piercings / body mods do you have ?  

None, sometimes I get the thought of having tattoos, but I’m not sure I’ll ever follow through. But probably if I did, I would got with a small tattoo first just to like, see? I once thought about wolf tattoo, but tbh if I get a tattoo one day, it’ll be a dragon. Oh gosh yeah, a small tattoo of an eastern dragon circling my wrist or maybe higher like close to elbow level, maybe on both side. And after that if I’d have the courage, a western dragon in the back (with feathers wing, I love my dragons with feather wings).

⭑ how tall are you ?  

5 ‘7~ I don’t think I’m that tall, but I’m amused because it seems like I’m taller than most of my friends. My brother is even taller than me, he’s 6′/6′1. Or because I’m squinting at the conversion, I’m ~172 cm (and he’s ~185 cm).

⭑ dream job ?

What I’m doing right now, which is work as an independant/freelance writer. Lemme be shameless for a tiny bit and link to my site too, since. Kind of fit with the question.

What’s funny is that, as a child, when it first start to float around, what will you be later, I loved dinosaurs so I thought, I’ll become a paleontologist. I stayed on this path until college, I could feel in me something off, there was nothing else that I could see myself do, so I stick to it, but in college I truly felt how much I just didn’t see myself become a scientist. And it’s totally all thanks to mom and my bro that I realized, hey, writer can be a job too. Then came the hilarious realization that I’ve always been writing or reading, mostly in/for school, but at the end of middle school I discovered fanfics and I never stopped writing&reading those since then (and later rping was added).

⭑ favorite subject at school?  

I’ve always enjoyed literature (no surprise here) though to be precise, here in France the subject is called “Français” and is a mix of learning grammar&spelling&punctuation, then all kind of things like analyzing books and poems. It was, in fact, a bit rarer to actually write a story ourself, as it was more about learning the french language and what is expressed in books. But in elementary school I did have a teacher that gave us a homework that was literally just “write a story” and I got an almost perfect mark (in my teacher word: the only reason you didnt was for the grammar&etc mistakes”). While in my mom words, years later, “that was the moment I knew you would become a writer”.

I also adored learning English, I think I do love learning languages in general, but the other languages I tried to learn (Latin for one year, Spanish), the teachers were... not helping. The Latin one was, bless her, good but boring (my mom literally almost fell asleep in a teacher-student meeting, face to face); and my first spanish one had no authority and we barely learned anything, so the next one had to try catching up, but it left me (and those who had come from the same class) with very shaky basics and next to no motivation except just have marks above or equal to average. Compared to those, English was made fun to learn, and then it also got associated with my mind with tons of things (fics, subbed animes, being able to talk with friends).

Tagging: @ask-cross-marian @avellaturortem @shensheng-aoman @xueyaang @crowleiii @illusiive @manadcampbellrpblog @crystallizecrimsonbutterfly if you want to!

[bottom-lexa]

*tiny gay sigh* tumblr sucks.

alright i’ll answer them again. just for you tho.

0: Height 5′1

1: Virgin? lmao take a guess

2: Shoe size: UK 4

3: Do you smoke? nope and i don’t want to

4: Do you drink? not yet

5: Do you take drugs? nope

6: Age you get mistaken for: 15-ish i think

7: Have tattoos? not yet

8: Want any tattoos? SO MANY

9: Got any piercings? just my ears.

10: Want any piercings? only one. maybe a pair. my nips if i’m not too much of a pussy after top surgery

11: Best friend? @dashingswan and @kittlesandskittles

12: Relationship status: single afffff

13: Biggest turn ons: idk really coz i haven’t gotten the chance to actually learn stuff like that about myself

14: Biggest turn offs: assholes. AS IN PEOPLE WHO ARE ASSHOLES

15: Favorite movie: don’t have one. but my go-to feel-good movies are Avengers and Pitch Perfect

16: I’ll love you if... you can accept me for who i am and love all of me, even the really messy parts

17: Someone you miss: no one really

18: Most traumatic experience: not something i wanna think about rn

19: A fact about your personality: i’m v boring and can’t hold a conversation to save my life no matter how much i want to

20: What I hate most about myself: everything lmao

21: What I love most about myself: idk strong will or something i guess

22: What I want to be when I get older: rn i’m seriously considering joining the army or something like that. and i’m hoping that works out. 

23: My relationship with my sibling(s): she’s like half my age so we’re not really close

24: My relationship with my parent(s): idk a relationship. especially with my dad. i talked to him last like almost a month ago i think.

25: My idea of a perfect date: something lowkey i think. staying in and just watching netflix then cuddling that leads to making out, yeah that sounds great. just lowkey and intimate.

26: My biggest pet peeves: slow internet, music that’s playing too quietly to make out the words but too loud to ignore, i think that’s it

27: A description of the girl/boy I like: they’re on tumblr, i’m not exposing myself like that

28: A description of the person I dislike the most: they’re an asshole. idk who i’m talking about coz there’s a list of people i hate but yeah, that’s still accurate

29: A reason I’ve lied to a friend: my only close friends are online and i don’t think i’ve lied to them about anything. and as for irl friends, i’ve never had a reason to lie because i never grow close to people

30: What I hate the most about work/school: having to wake up in the morning

31: What your last text message says: “💯💯💯”

32: What words upset me the most: anything that’s like trying to say lgbt people aren’t normal/will never be normal coz i hear that a lot irl

33: What words make me feel the best about myself: ooh whenever someone points out how i’m physically strong. coz i take my physical health very seriously and put in a lot of effort in the gym. and also when people saw i’m smart coz lmao fooled you there

34: What I find attractive in women: wow....umm everything. woman are ethereal creatures that the world does not deserve because woah.

35: What I find attractive in men: now my shallow ass is gonna say their bodies. because yep. and because i’ve only ever been physically attracted to men. i mean, everyone i’ve come across irl, have been assholes me included ¯\_(ツ)_/¯. other than that, i’d say if he’s an actually nice person not a Nice Guy™, i will probably be attracted to him. i just haven’t come across a guy who’s good looking and a good person irl. i don’t think it exists.

36: Where I would like to live: somewhere warm

37: One of my insecurities: my body

38: My childhood career choice: superhero but like,,,,,

39: My favorite ice cream flavor: vanilla

40: Who I wish I could be: myself. as the man i know i am. without having to worry about the consequences. 

41: Where I want to be right now: in a world of dreams. what i mean is, i wish i was asleep.

42: The last thing I ate: ferrero rocher

43: Sexiest person that comes to my mind immediately: my mind kinda just froze coz one person didn’t come to mind immediately because i am a mess but they’re like all famous actresses so there’s that

44: A random fact about anything: you gotta go all the way down when doing the pushup, like your chest has to touch the floor, before coming back up. i feel like??? everyone should know that??? but then there are people at my gym??? who are half ass-ing their pushups??? and it’s just?? very annoying.

[sunraycorey]

The Dream | One-Shot

“With you, I already know I’m worthy.“

Corey:

There was the soft pitter patter of frozen rain glimmering outside. Paired with a bone chilling wind, this was no time to be outside. The whole city was at rest, just like Corey; filling up a well worn spot atop Jackson’s sofa. His eyes were shut while he listened and lost himself to the imperfect sense of peace and normality. Departed, separated, from the magical realm to be surrounded by the mundane. But at least this mundane realm was quiet, uneventful, and embraced him in its warmth without consequence or bardering required. On a Christmas morning, Corey’s mind abandoned all else. Incapable of dwelling on what was possibly wrong before, because when he opened his eyes toward a faint motion he knew that Jackson was here. “I wish I could have made it last night.” Corey smiled through the regret while righting himself to greet Jack. “Did you go to a party or something?”

Jackson:

"You were busy."  Jackson said lightly, even if part of he didn't feel quite real with...well, everything. "Saving the world. Entering the Greek troops or whatever. " It still felt like a world was between them even when he was right here in front of him. "I get it though." Jackson said easily,  brushing aside any guilt the other might have had. He was, however, wearing a red santa hat and red boxers and nothing else. His bare chest on display as he strolled into the room with a bright, typical Jackson light smile. " Not really. Just a lowkey night with Netflix and no chill."  The former demi-god teased as he dropped into the seat next to the redhead. His eyes meeting the others. "I'm glad you came at all, Cor." he said easily, his hand linking with the other as he pressed a kiss the others cheek.  "No one else I'd rather spend Christmas with."

Corey:

It was incredible to have come this far, despite all the damage. The wrong doings. Corinth could still feel the heartache of that morning and the weeks that followed after, but why dwell? Especially with Jackson dressed so... “Festive, as always.” He smiled, chuckled, and drew both feet off of the floor to curl atop the couch. Their fingers slid together and the innocent kiss at his jaw could pierce the veil where their realities divided. “That sounds even sadder if I picture you wearing this outfit at the same time.” The joke came easy, but was fleeting, and he traded the bright smile and laughter to gently kiss the center of his universe. Jack’s words to follow made Cor slide closer, adjusting that santa hat from the puff end playfully, to combat that faint longing. “You know nothing could keep me from you.” He muttered, quietly. “Everyday was ours, but... especially this time. I can’t face the rest, play a part, not without you.”

Jackson:

"Hey, gotta slutty up the season.  Can't just have Halloween steal all the thunder. " Jackson joked easily,  a little smile on his face as the other curled up on the couch.  It felt nice to be this close to Corey, even if it was all...well, hard to know how real it all was.  Or how temporary it was. " Pft.  Would you rather I said jerked off to porn and went to bed. Sounds way, way more sadder." He joked, his eyes giving that little twinkle as he smiled as the other moved closer, his lips returning that kiss as if it was the most natural thing in the world. Like it was almost meant to be.  " I wasn't about to bet against you. " Jackson mused, even if he wondered sometimes  he deserved this punishment somehow.  There's a gentle sigh at those quiet words, a hand brushed up to trace down the boys neck. " What about Henri? Or Asher? Or Milo or.. They need you. You know." He pointed out before he pressed a kiss to the others shoulder. " But I never want you to play a part. You're...the boy I feel in love with was so open. So..don't shut yourself down just because.." he paused as he leaned back to meet those eyes. " Just focus on us for a little while. You earned that."

Corey:

The jokes resonated with him as well as ever, and it felt amazing to laugh again. At Jackson’s expense. It was only proof of who Corey truly loved; the man before the god. So. Nothing had truly been lost, if only the constant presence. “Alright. That’s a fair point.” He chuckled, half picturing Jack had one of those presents that fit on a cock saved up for later—but there was surely no present that could fit that erection. Jack had proven him wrong before though... “They’re there... and I’m there. Doing what’s required.” He explained, leaning against the hand at his neck and staring up with dark eyes. Touched, as Jackson reflected on the best he had to offer. That the real Corey was never someone he meant to hold and keep for himself. “The truth is... you’re the first thing—person, in my life... that I’ve ever truly wanted.” The musician admitted. He’d had enough time to think it all through, why... why Jackson’s place in his life differed from Henri. All who’d come before. “With you, I already know I’m worthy. So... yeah..” His hand turned to hold Jackson’s carefully and he nudged his lips against the others cheek. Drank all of this in. “This is nice...” he did as he was told; took in the now. And tried not to cry. “We’ll have this. Forever. When it’s over”

Jackson:

There was a bright smile at that laugh, even now it felt so very, very good to make the boy laugh like that.  So pure and light- like god damn sunshine.  "I have those sometimes. " He joked easily, his eyes dancing over at the other. He gently traced his thumb down the others jawline as he met those dark eyes with his own.  It felt...weighty, some how to hear the other admit to that.  Like it was something their fathers and mothers would be shocked to hear their own kin put such wants ahead of anything.  " You're allowed to want those things, Corey. You're allowed to wish for a life that isn't...what you have." He said, calming those fears gently as he gave a little smile. "And you're worthy of the whole damn world.  Red, the whole god damn world." There was never gonna be someone like Corey for Jackson, not again. Not back in his normal life. Cut off from magic.   Hell, even if he rejoined the others.  Corey was just...his destiny and every inch of his body knew that on a cellular level.   A hand cupped the others neck proper as he gave a little nod at the feeling of those lips brushing against his cheek, his head turning to bump their foreheads together lightly.  "More than nice.." he said easily.   "Hm, promise?" He said lightly.  Even if he wasn't even sure "path" Corey was on had a over.  "I'll hold you to it."

Corey:

His heart was throbbing in his chest, close to ringing against both ear drums, but Jackson smiled through it all. Reminding him that there was no reason... that he shouldn’t be too. Corinth use to think that he didn’t need permission, validation, in what he felt. What he now wanted. But damn, did it feel nice to be shown that what he saw in Jackson between the dream and potential was exactly what Jack saw in him. Even now. Though it ached, he couldn’t keep from smiling, chuckling at the huge prospect. To be worthy of the whole world? Only Jackson could make him see that. He would still trade it all away if it meant having Jackson. “Olympus did save me...” He thought aloud, finding a dim silver lining. “it brought us together. I... I am living the life that’s meant for me. My want is just going to have to be stalled for awhile.” He still had an inkling that this was for the best. Jackson was safe and wouldn’t come between their paths any longer. He kissed him again, “You’ve always been worthy too... of what you’ve hoped and dreamed. All I can offer.” It really was more that nice. There were the loud busy parties, but nothing could beat these private personal conversations. He would cling to this moment, this feeling with his life. It would give him reason to strive to survive with each new task. “I’ll try and make it fast for us...” Cor added, mapping the smooth, warm, angle and dip of Jackson’s beautiful cheek. “I love you, baby... this is the best Christmas I’ve ever had.”

Jackson:

" Yeah. And I suppose it gave us this, as well. " Granted, it had also taken Jackson away in a cruel twist of fate but hey, that's  not really helping to dwell on that.    "Just for a while,  Red. I promise in a blink of an eye, you'll be here and you'll already be sick of me." he teased with a little nip into that kiss before he returned it without hesitation for the other boy.  " You know I'll take whatever you can give me.  And I know-..how you see me. And I adore trying to live up to that." Even now Jackson had a few self worth issues.   "I know you will.." He said lightly, giving the others side a little squeeze as he closed  his eyes at the feeling of the others lips against his cheek, a faint smile on his lips.  It was tempting to push forward, to talk about the others issues at the camp, about why he left and about the other boys there.  But it was Christmas and it was...well, something Corey should look back on without thinking about any  bad shit. Right?  "I love you too,  Corey." It was said without a hint of a fear. "Hnm oh yeah? And I don't even have you on all fours deep dicking you yet.." Jackson added, unable to stop himself even now, a gentle chuckle escaping his lips.  "Hm.. mine too. "

Corey:

He nodded and held go Jackson. Finally at ease again, like time hadn’t come between. Like they’d never been apart. A quiet laugh tucked inbetween them and Corey wondered if his best friend Asher could help expedite the final reunion with help from Cronus... Not even the prospect of success and forever held a candle to loving Jackson now. His palm slid to hold behind Jack’s neck and Corey could sigh from what full, life giving comfort, such familiar lips could bring. “I guess that’s how it’s supposed to be; when the sky falls, at least we don’t give up on each other. Never.” Jackson had illustrated that well enough, since the beginning. It was just hard to go back to life before Jackson. Extremely difficult. “And what do you want, Jack?” It seemed this had all been about him and... Corey had the sneaking worry that his passion of their past would not align with Jackson after he’d returned. The son of Apollo didn’t want to bring turmoil into the others life, confusion, rob him of a normal life. Another love. Yet Jackson still said those three words to him... and it was once more like not a single step had been lost. Miraculously. The weight of those words escaping the raven haired “god’s” lips would never be lost too him. How much it cost Jackson to be so vulnerable. For their sake. “Oh, so that’s my present?” Corey laughed again, cuddled near, his heart steadied and sparkling alive again. “Not that I’m complaining. At all.”

Jackson:

It was hard in a lot of ways, to be like this. To know that there was an end point on this happiness. At least for a while but...well, that just made it more important to savior every moment, right?  "What do I want?" There was a little blink at that question as he drew back enough to meet the others eyes again. " I want you...safe, mostly.  Even in the moments when I can't quite remember you. I want you safe. I want you with me. I want you happy.  And laughing, I want you to have a life Corey. I want to be selfish and keep you but I'm not gonna hold it against you if you find...well, company before you find me." He pointed out with a little faint smile. " I love you. You're what I want. " But it was hard to think about that distance between them and how much heartbreak it must have caused  Corey.  "  But don't doubt for a single moment that you're not something I need in my life.  Now and however long it takes. Yeah?" He pointed out, giving a little cup of the others neck as his thumb traced overs lips. "Does that make sense? I feel like it doesn't " He added with a little cute scrunch of his nose before he dropped his head with a gentle laugh.  "OOoh would you like to to be your present. You can take every inch. " he teased, giving a little wiggle before be pushed off the chair and walked towards the Christmas tree to scoop up a wrapped present with blazing suns all of the wrapping paper. "This is actually your present." Jackson moved back and gently placed it in Corey's lap. " Merry Christmas, Corey."

Corey:

Just when the faintest doubt crept into the back of his mind that Jackson might not answer, the love of his life proved him wrong again by speaking such thoughtful truth. Uncensored and bold, but sweet as a kiss, nurturing in a distantly familiar sense. To be wanted and truly loved... but still free. These were ideals the pair miraculously shared. A confidence in their love. It made it clear for Cor that this was the genuine article. "Really?" He countered, smiling, though his heart was once more fluttering. "How selfless of a wish is that?" A light flush rose to his cheeks and ears before he captured Jack's lips in another kiss, "I want you happy too... and that freedom, like I promised you before. Like you promised me. It's alright." Jackson had so much to offer the world and... so did he, no matter how much it beat them down. "I love you..." He whispered back, that smile growing in a humble way. His palm pet the other's arm and hand, in a way that Corey hoped would be soothing. When Jackson asked, Cor was ready to nod and validate all he said. Touched to know that he was someone, would remain that someone, Jack needed too... "'total sense." He laughed gently, "It's everything... I needed to hear that." Jackson remained the most courageous man Corey knew... in ways beyond the battlefield. In every way that actually counted for something. It was no wonder that Corinth had fallen for him entirely... Just as the intimate moment seemed to reach its peak, Jackson couldn't resist playing into Corey's blissful assumption. The redhead bit his lip to smile in the face of such attention, but then the balance had shifted on the couch as his mortal love--still dressed like stripper santa--plucked up a gift from beneath the apartment sized tree. The wrapping paper golden, shimmering with the faint pattern of the sun. "You got me something?" Cor was astonished, but supposed he shouldn't be... The shock didn't stand in the way of Corey taking what was offered and dwelling on it for a moment. "I--... thank you." The smile was once more a touch sheepish, as he wasn't accustomed to being the center of attention like this. Without keeping Jackson waiting further, he started to peel away the bow and paper. Revealing what was inside.

Jackson:

" It's not that selfless..."  Why trap Corey in a life without him? A world that could be so god damn gray and colorless that was the exact opposite of the person Corey should be? Besides, Jackson didn't exactly have all his memories back in the proper world.  What sort of relationship is that?  But nether the less he returned the kiss easily enough, smiling into it.  " As long as you know who has your heart and who has mine.  Opening yourself up to...other possibility's, isn't a negative thing."  He said lightly, carefully with a faint smile as he met those bright eyes of the other.  "I love you so, so much." A far cry from the boy who could barely even think about saying the words when he first met Corey but..well, the Gods did end up making fools of them all in one way or another.  "Well I'm glad it made a lick of sense. God knows my thoughts get out of order sometime."  He said with an easy wave to his head.  "Good. I'm...you know, here for you the best I can be." Considering everything that kept them apart which is..frankly, a lot in the grand scheme of things.   There's a little nod as he smiled at that look of surprise on the others face.  "Yeah. I got you something at Halloween. "  It had been the last big celebration him and Corey been together for and at the time, well, Jackson had been looking forward to Christmas.   While it hadn't been the most fun time of year for the boy during his foster years...Corey always managed to make him look at things in a recontexulised setting. It was going to be a celebration for them together. Why not get him a gift?  "You're welcome. It should be.."  You know back in the real world. " Um. Home, when you look for it." he said easily, settling back down next to the other, his back leaning against the couch as he watched the other undo the paper and bow.  Inside was a small lute necklace and a Claddagh ring.   A symbol of the gods and then of Jackson's love.

Corey:

Through the stillness of the room kept warm by those radiant rainbow tree lights, Cor drank in every word before finally nodding once more. “I know you’ll take good care of it...” he joked lightly. The same way Jack had always taken care of him. Lifting up his hand once more, Corey settled the palm against the mortal’s left peck to sense the glorious heart his love possessed. “I’m yours... always.” The promise came easy as the echoes of sweet, painless, I love you’s sparkled through the air. Warmed his cheeks from Jackson’s harmless breath and the way the very sight and touch of this man made him glow inside. While Jackson gave himself a hard time over navigating these romantic thoughts, Corinth was simply transfixed. Whatever the discussion... the musician truly couldn’t get enough of his beloved’s voice. “That’s right.” Corinth chuckled, realizing the light nerves had simply left him stuck in this moment. Home. What a perfect gift this would be. Corey had struggled so long between days before and after Jackson and a few others to feel at home again. He grew a bit more earnest to see what was inside and soon opened the box top. Admiring the dim glint of silver revealed atop the white cushioning. Corey couldn’t stop himself from smiling as he took a closer look at the jewelery... and he had them half figured out. The lute, of course, being the incredible symbol of his father, while the ring well he was certain he’d seen one like it before tonight. “Jack, they’re gorgeous.” He beamed, turning on his hip to embrace his lover and kiss him delicately. “Thank you so much... I love it.”

Jackson:

Jack gave a little nod which cause the pom pom on his hat to roll slightly, a smile dancing over his lips as that hand rested  on his chest.  A hand moving up to brush over Corey's hand.   "And I'm always yours, Corey. No matter how much distance...or god bullshit is between us. Yeah?"  Even if he didn't exactly want to go back to a life without knowing who he was, at least, well, he could say those words and have them mean everything in the world in this moment.   Jackson tilted his head as he watched the other rip oven the box with a faint smile. Even now he still getting butterflies from the whole idea of the other might hate his gifts, those nerves flipping over in his stomach as he shifted on the seat.   Thankfully any fears seemed very, very unfounded as the other wrapped his arms around him and  Jack returned the kiss without a hint of a hesitation. "Oh yeah? I'm glad like.. I just...wanted to get something perfect. I guess."  So he'd put actual effort into it.   "So you point the heart towards you if you're..like, taken. It's irish...lore or magic or whatever but I figured if gods are real. Why the hell not this?" he pointed  out, waving to the ring. "You don't have to wear it like that but..you know...I thought the option would be nice."

Corey:

The reassurance put Corey right in the moment, grounded in time. Like Jackson’s love alone could make him float away if not for all that came with it. Again, it really was home. “Yeah.” He muttered back through a bashful smile before biting his lip. It was almost too much to bear Jackson’s gaze like this. Different from how he usually watched him, observed, but once the gift had been unwrapped that pensive moment in time had all been worthwhile. Corey could tell Jackson was taking a small breath of relief himself, proud to have earned such a response from Apollo’s son. “It is perfect.” Cor chuckled, righting himself once again on the cushion so Jackson could explain the... significance behind each gem. It made Corinth’s heart flutter. If anything, the artist was a sentimental type. He held the silver ring up carefully with both hands to tilt it how Jackson described before looking to his love again once the other hesitated. A sublte blush bloomed across Corey’s cheeks and he waited till Jack nervously finished before closing in to kiss him once again. “Put it on me?” He requested, offering his left hand to Jack without hesitation.

He felt the tingling sensation across his arm, and suddenly the weight of that timeless embrace faded into something far less substantial.

Corinth opened his eyes to face the pale light of his bedroom wall. Alone.

Through the sobering realization that it all had been only a dream... a wonderful dream, the son of Apollo pushed himself to abandon his bed and wander out onto his west facing patio. There, he processed the emotions of what had been. What should have been. What... would always be.

King’s ring would be enough to hold onto this moment, however hopeless. With Jackson, nothing was ever truly impossible. The tan, grey, band was placed on Corinth’s left ring finger. A private symbol of this. Only through death, would Corey ever let it go.

[babymyharry]

92 truths

i was tagged by @adashofniallandasprinkleoflunacy & @fairylightsstyles !! love u binches 💘✨

Rules: Once you have been tagged you are supposed to write 92 truths about yourself. At the end, you choose 25 people to tag! (lol yikes i’m a loser on here so idk abt that)

THE LAST… 
1. Drink: to be real with u i don’t drink much and when i do it’s at high school parties but i did try a lemon drop when i was in europe last summer and my cousin sneaked me in to a club & it was pretty above average 🤔 but ig the last “drink” was a coke w coconut (idk either??) vodka and that was a wild night lmao

2. Phone call: my (kinda) mans?

3. Text message: my friend chris

4. Song you listened to: wild thoughts 😛😛

5. Time you cried: uhm i think it was wednesday it was v dramatic

HAVE YOU EVER… 
6. Dated someone twice: this dude in middle school lmao we dated for like a hot minute in 6th grade and then rekindled our love on the class trip in eighth grade aw young love

7. Been cheated on: yeah:/

8. Kissed someone and regretted it: truth or dare games fuckin suck

9. Lost someone special: my grandma was my best friend and i didn’t talk to anyone for a solid month when she passed

10. Been depressed: when i had anorexia but that was a pretty long time ago so :)

11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: nah blackout drunk doesn’t sound appealing

LIST 3 FAVOURITE COLORS: 
12. lilac

13. forest green

14. gold

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU… 
15. Made new friends: yes lmao i dropped so many friends last year so i had to make more AND my groupchat homies that i luv dearly

16. Fallen out of love: yes

17. Laughed until you cried: i surround myself with good vibes so yes many times

18. Found out someone was talking about you: oh my god rumors spread faster than wildfire at my school yes

19. Met someone who changed you: changed me? i guess they made me a better person but idk about changing me

20. Found out who your true friends are: my friend group collapsed last year and i figured out who was still around after that

21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: who uses facebook anymore

22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: i deleted my facebook like freshmen year so ?¿

23. Do you have any pets: oh my god 3 dogs and 2 cats it’s like a zoo of fluff at my house

24. Do you want to change your name: nah i’m cool

25. What did you do for your last birthday: my friend max threw me a surprise party and it got wayyyy too lit to be honest

26. What time did you wake up: today i woke up at 6 to see the sunrise bc my kinda mans has a balcony in his room with a good ass view for that

27. What were you doing at midnight last night: sleeping lmao i’m a grandma

28. Name something you cannot wait for: my shawn concert!!!

29. When was the last time you saw your mother: tonight when she exposed me so i’m currently not speaking w her lmao

30. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: maybe if my parents could be home more, they’re not really around much sometimes and that kinda sucks

31. What are you listening to right now: this weird ass netflix movie that my little cousin is forcing me to watch bc nash grier is in it kill me now

32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: my friend abigail’s dad’s name is tom and lemme tell u he’s lowkey a dilf 🤔👀

33. Something that is getting on your nerves: this netflix movie it’s so cringe

34. Most visited website: snapchat i think??

35. Elementary: worst 8 years of my life

36. High School: finally almost done

37. College/university: im going lmao

38. Hair colour: blonde

39. Long or short hair: my hair was down to my butt and i just chopped it all off (yes, i pulled a harry styles) to my shoulders to donate and i honestly really like it short!!

40. Do you have a crush on someone: :-)

41. What do you like about yourself: i think i’m a pretty nice and chill person like i’m totally bragging here but i was voted funniest and nicest junior this year for the yearbook and like :D that’s just a nice feeling and it was validated !!

42. Piercings: technically two on both ears and when i was 15 i let my boyfriend’s (now ex boyfriend lol) older brother’s friend pierce my nose bc i wanted to piss my dad off but i don’t wear anything in it anymore so

43. Blood type: o negative actually!!

44. Nickname: a looootttt of my friends call me aj (like more than my actual name) and then some just call me manda but yeah aj is the most nickname outa those so

45. Relationship status: i’m a fuckboy man idk what’s going on

46. Zodiac sign: cancer

47. Pronouns: she/her

48. Favourite TV show: criminal minds omgggg how do you become a screen writer bc i have some dope ideas for that show lemme tell you

49. Tattoos: none but i wanna get some!!

50. Right or left hand: righty

FIRST… 
51. Surgery: spinal fusion man it succckkkeedd

52. Piercing: ears

54. Sport: i started ballet when i was 3 idk if that counts but

55. Vacation: my aunt and uncle’s lake house in montana

56. Pair of trainers: they were these cute little adidas there’s sooo many pics of me in those

57. Eating: that di… plz excuse me lmfao but nah i’m actually eating watermelon :-)

58. Drinking: water 💦

59. I’m about to: jump off a building bc i was exposed tonight by my very own parents 👍🏼

60. Listening to: now me and my little cousin are watching captain america (only bc i saw andrea’s post and decided to try it idk why i trust trash but im)

61. Waiting for: my trust issues to choke

62. Want: mozzarella sticks idk

63. Get married: yeah one day

64. Career: something in film so like cinematography or directing or just something creative like that 😋

YOUR TYPE… 
65. Hugs or kisses: depends on who it is ya feel

66. Lips or eyes: eyes definitely

67. Shorter or taller: well like.. boys fs taller but girls idc ?¿

68. Older or younger: older bc immaturity is a turn off

70. Nice arms or nice stomach: not to make everything about harold but he’s just got the perf body to me like toned arms and a soft tummy.. yes please

71. Sensitive or loud: i mean they gotta be both in certain situations but overall i guess loud

72. Hook up or relationship: i’m a fucking mess i have trust issues AND commitment issues so like.. both make death appealing

73. Troublemaker or hesitant: troublemaker fs

HAVE YOU EVER… 
74. Kissed a stranger? again, truth or dare games suck

75. Drank hard liquor? once but it was at this rich white boy’s house and i deadass felt like he snuck it from his grandpa’s stash to get it and i was like ?¿ 🌚

76. Lost glasses contact/lenses: i don’t wear them so

77. Turned someone down: i curve like 90% of the dudes hitting me up like boys are just annoying tbh

78. Sex on first date: i mean my virginal self would not kno but i have made out with a couple guys at parties or whatever so

79. Broken someone’s heart: yes and i’m not sorry lmao

80. Had your heart broken: it’s awful man yeah

81. Been arrested: totally came close one time bc ig someone called the cops on the party i was at and police showed up and my freshmen ass ran so fast bitch i was usain bolt deadass

82. Cried when someone died: oh yeah

83. Fallen for a friend: i mean it was mutual but unfortunately

DO YOU BELIEVE IN
84. Yourself: i do

85. Miracles: i think some crazy things can happen that make ppl value that particular thing a lot more but idk about miracles

86. Love at first sight: lust at first sight* bc u cant be in love with someone’s outer appearance without knowing what they’re like as a person

87. Santa Claus: a very small part of me

88. Kiss on the first date: why not

89. Angels: definitely

OTHER… 
90. Current best friend’s name: kelsey

91. Eye colour: blue

92. Favourite movie: the devil wears prada always 🗣

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