#lowkey kind of scared

[ver0nica985]

a couple humanoid bill cipher concepts because i have too many design ideas for that fuckass triangle

[acanthemp3]

sorry for disappearing from tumblr for 3 months without saying anything but im back now :> hiiiiiii :> ill ramble a bit abt why i was gone in the tags. anyway yay hi guys :> good evening :> hows everyone doing :>

[honeydewmelan]

i finally got around to listening to nightmare time, and ted?????? ted spankoffski???????? how did you turn this shithead asshat into a genuinely kind of tragic character???????????????

my one consolation is that with the hatchetfield multiverse being canon, maybe theres an iteration out there where he gets to be with jenny. maybe theres in iteration where hes happy. but ig in this one hes just the time bastard.

[siberian-khatru]

Hey guys. I fucking uh. Graduated high school yesterday??? Somehow???

Yippee?

[futurewife]

Ven please, I'm begging you to go to therapy. Your posts hurt me so much cause I recognize myself and people I've loved in them and I always wanna say smth to make you feel better but I know from experience that that only helps for a little while or doesn't help at all or can even make things worse. But you don't have to suffer like this forever!! You can get better and there is help!! And as a fellow pmdd sufferer you can get help with that too. Idk how you feel about medication but going on birth control continuously so you never have periods or using antidepressants or mood stabilizers just for the two nightmare weeks after ovulation can help so much. Please please please I worry about you and I know you can have a good life if you get help! you're beautiful and creative and you have everything you need you just have to figure out how to access it and use it and I know you can do it. I know your F/Os would want you to and I know your future real life S/Os who are waiting for you would want you to too. You deserve to be happy instead of feeling like a ghost all the time.

Thank you anon I appreciate the concern, feel a little bit embarrassed about oversharing now but you know what...sometimes you just have to say it out loud somewhere. As you would know the nature of the disorder means there's often not much that can be done in terms of talking myself out of the way it feels cause biology is so (detrimentally) overpowering and intensifies other mental health issues and generally all pre-existing negative feelings about ones' existence. The ghost analogy is apt and I've often used this to describe how I relate to life and connecting with others. now idk if I can overcome myself and thrive but maybe I could switch some things up and see if it makes it suck a little less

I was on ssris constantly for years previously (edit: and therapy on and off) before I stopped taking them but your ask has me considering intermittent dosing even if I dislike the side effects just to see what happens. I thought I could just grit my teeth and bare it (put myself to sleep between being wracked by ugly crying as I cannot stand being conscious in my own mind) every month in lieu of meds but maybe I can't rawdog slog through dark funhouse mirror evil pmdd reality on my own/shouldn't feel that I have to in order to not "lose"

I was very touched by your reaching out and compassionately disagreeing with me (lol) and it means a lot from another person with pmdd. It helps to think someone out there sees the value in me as I am right now, and that someone else is also fighting their own good fight. When you said I have everything I need I just have to figure out how to access it and use it and you know I can do it you sound just like my grandma. (<3)

[arttsuka]

Their love child.

I will not elaborate.

[marymekpop]

⟢ highlight of the hour: my dearest [19/21] ⟣

it's simple

[wisecrackingeric-2]

Listen I know every single leak in the history of forever should be taken with less than a grain of salt and I KNOOOWWW the game release setup is Main Line Game -> Remake -> Main Line Game -> Remake but oh my god I would DIIIIIIIIIIIIIEEEEEE from joy if the re1 remake leaks are true

[catwewy]

I feel like half my fascination with the tpof/btd fandom vs other horror fandoms is that most other fandoms recognize the characters as horrible people or barely morally passsable at best and draw the line at that and just appriciate it

Then there's the tpof/btd fandom, which basically does the exact opposite of this and simultaneously belittles and simps for the characters through various memes and fanarts that make me question what little sanity I have left.

[pochapal]

how to stop being Affected as a result of medical problems ending explained reddit no paywall

[soloavengers]

Sparrow was born outside the two nations we know, he showed great promise in magic, and was raised by his mentor. When he was yet a child, Sparrow got too proud of his abilities and went too far in an attempt to show off to his fellow young sorcerers, summoning a beast, he grew up chasing it until finally he defeated it. Not without getting scarred physically and emotionally.

He’d spent years traveling and using a limited amount of his skill to help, the skills of a sorcerer from his land is a lot different than of those we see in Vermund and Battahl. Sparrow perfected a spell that kept the brine at bay, and with it he had managed to sail away from the island he grew up in and to Vermund.

Becoming the Arisen terrified him, for surely he would need to summon all his strength to defeat the Dragon, and who knows what would happen then? The Dragon and Drakes had only bothered his homeland in ancient times, and are almost revered now for their intelligence and use of magic. Enough of Sparrow’s pride remains that he believes his magic can rival that of the Dragon’s, but not its brute strength.

His new journey is a second chance, a chance to learn and grow out of his timidness as a magic user, he decided that perhaps he would not make the same mistake from his youth if he strictly kept to the skills of the mages and sorcerers of Vermund and Battahl.

When it was time to summon his loyal pawn, he willed into this world an already existing pawn, seeking one who deserved a second chance, one of brute force —

Came Thorne, who was abandoned by his former Arisen in the rift who knows how long ago. Thorne’s creator had lost a brother who helped him seize a throne, an obedient brother who cared for little but the thrill of battle. Thorne is much the same, and he helped the Arisen seize more land, especially after he caught the Dragonsplague, especially upon transforming. The havoc he caused weakened a large kingdom up for the Arisen’s taking.

He doesn’t remember these events, and believes his former master had simply gotten busy and forgot about him. (He was abandoned because the Arisen believed Thorne grown powerful enough to consider killing him for the throne.) However he isn’t as nonchalant about all the bloodshed the Arisen had made him spread, and so he’s almost as watchful of his own power as Sparrow.

[marurumai]

"would you still love me if i was a worm" is an important question but i also want to ask if you would still love me if my interests changed

[manasurge]

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[franken-shits]

Beetlejuice beetlejuice was so good I had to go home immediately to make this

[l1ve-l4ugh-lov3craft]

Beetlejuice Nation, how we feeling about the sequel trailer??? Talk to me I need to know the thoughts

[010710s]

i haven’t even been working at this place for 3 weeks before the universe decided to thrust another attractive man in my presence…. about to bang my head into the goddamn wall