#lovethcrn

[lostkiids]

@lovethcrn liked for a starter - PEYTON

a heavy sigh escapes his lips. the last thing he wants is to disappoint her ( or himself for that matter ). "i'm just not good at this stuff..."

[lcstpaths]

❛  see? you have a talent for this.  ❜ / izzie to karev!

HIS CHEEKS PUFF OUT SLIGHTLY as he gives a small shake of his head. "Yeah, maybe," he mutters, because sure, he's got a soft spot for kids. But that doesn't mean he likes them. And he doesn't think he can spend the rest of his career taking care of a bunch of sick kids. Doesn't think he can stop himself from caring about them too much - and that's always been Izzie's thing, not his. "I don't think it's for me, though."

[unitedleader]

“ all this effort to make it look effortless ” / from rachel about singing/performing? | @lovethcrn — rachel berry.

he’s no stranger to the pressure of going out on stage and singing in front of a sea of strangers so he understands her well. the only difference is how much harder she worked than most people he knew, the pressure she put on herself to get every little intricate detail right and perfect and just do it. his hands find hers as they stand behind the curtain and his eyes find hers next, expelling a little breath. “ you’re gonna do great, “ he assured her as his hands squeezed hers.

[shadowbrn]

❝ what you are doing is screwing things up inside my head. ❞

from @lovethcrn ( serena ): 🎤 ( harder to breathe, by maroon 5 )

[mastermicd]

@lovethcrn : ❝ how bad is it this time? ❞

"normally i would say not so bad but i've watched her consume four glazed donuts already. four. it's not even nine." the only person that blair could rely on (mostly) when she needed the help with when eleanor waldorf started to step a little out of the ordinary. "i don't know what's gotten into her, but there has to be something. because that is not my mother, that is some sort of parasite infecting my mother's brain."

[neverburied]

❛   WHY SHOULD I KEEP APOLOGIZING ? you're never gonna let me live it down either way. ❜ a huff of frustration leaves finn as he crosses his arms , gaze averting from @lovethcrn.

[tofeelthecold]

@lovethcrn hit the heart.

"Yeah you're car is fucked," Weevil said as he worked under Logan's car. "I don't know why you brought it to me anyway, you have money you could take it anywhere."

[wantsforever]

✉ → "i would say i don't know what's wrong with you but i actually do and that's the problem." / @lovethcrn

a pattern that he's been called out for in the past is his tendency to react. something broken in his brain that permits thought before action, immediately jumping on whatever is said or done to him with little care to consequences. it doesn't help that his relationship with lucas is unsteady, a brother that he was raised to never acknowledge. walls are still up, hostility stronger than ever, his presence undeniable anywhere nathan turns. the basketball court, his sessions with hayley, his dad. his eyebrows furrow, lips pursed tight and paired with a clenched jaw.

❝ what the hell's that supposed to mean? ❞ he snaps, tone demanding. he steps forward, the little distance between them growing smaller still, faces inches apart. ❝ what's wrong with me, lucas? how about what's wrong with you? ❞

[mecwmellc]

@lovethcrn sent "i'm bitter, but i swear i'm fine. / izzie to alex abt denny?"

alex shook his head. "izzy, i don't think you are. you spent hours on the bathroom floor in your prom dress, not getting up. i don't think someone who simply lost a patient would do that," he said. he knew grief was a weird thing and going through this internship had only emphasized that. people had all sorts of reactions to hearing that their loved one hadn't made it, whether it was out of surgery or it had been too late to save them. but he had to admit that staying in a bathroom of all places was something he hadn't seen before. alex knew that izzy and meredith needed their space so he let them talk, giving izzy privacy until she had approached him just now. "i know bailey isn't your favorite person right now but i think you should talk to her. you're not gonna be making muffins for the rest of the year, are you?" he asked.

[halfrust]

for : @lovethcrn , lana collins .

" i didn't know who else to call. " that wasn't entirely true, there were others she could call --- but there was a comfortability that lana brought, a trust, and her thumb had scrolled until it clicked on her name and hit dial. " not with this anyway. " stumbled upon more than she bargained for ... not just a simple haunt.

[inbeautifulruins]

𝑯𝒆 𝒘𝒂𝒏𝒕𝒔 𝒕𝒐 𝒃𝒆𝒍𝒊𝒆𝒗𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕, 𝒅𝒆𝒂𝒓 𝑮𝒐𝒅, 𝒉𝒆 𝒘𝒂𝒏𝒕𝒔 𝒕𝒐. But Mark shakes his head as he looks to Lexie. He holds nothing negative against her because he understands completely where she was coming from in her choices. But to say she was going down with it?

❝ Lexie ... when it came to Sloan you left. When it came to Callie you left and I get it. You're not ready for that life ; but I am. Everyone looks at me and thinks I'm not going to be good at the dad thing. I'm a playboy who cares nothing for no one but himself. That's not true. I love you -- but I love them. ❞ Sloan and his grandson, Callie in a totally platonic ' sure we slept together and now you're having my kid' kind of way, but it was never love. It was just sex. Friends with benefits that actually stayed that way without feelings. But now a child is involved. He didn't get to be a dad to Sloan ; nor the child he could have had with Addison. He has a chance now.

❝ I'm not going to force you to do something you don't want. But please, don't say that you're going down with the ship ... You opted to get on that lifeboat and sail off and I don't hold it against you. I never will. ❞

you say i abandoned the ship but i was going down with it. / lexie to mark! @lovethcrn

[lcstpaths]

❛  come on, it'll be fun.  ❜ / izzie to denny!

HE CAN'T STOP THE GRIN FROM CREEPING ACROSS HIS FACE. Really, had Denny ever been able to deny her anything? Not a chance - so any objection he might have had was dead before it hit the water, just because it was her. "Okay, whatever you want. If you think it'll be fun, I'm sure it'll be fun."

[unitedleader]

well, i wanted to come with you and i didn't think you'd let me. was i wrong? / from rachel! | @lovethcrn | MEME | accepting

his plans really had a way of blowing up in his face. he suddenly felt like all the walls were closing in on him, sweaty and his hands clammy- all the anxieties he’d had bubbling up and settling uncomfortably. he felt angry. he felt betrayed. why did mr.schue have to tell his parents? he understood that his decisions didn’t affect just him, but her too, but shouldn’t he be able to make his own choices about his own future? “ — I didn’t tell you because I knew it would come to this! “ he blurted. he knew inevitably that he’d have to say goodbye to her.

[shadowbrn]

❝ i am not throwing away my shot. ❞

from @lovethcrn ( rachel ): 🎤 ( my shot, by hamilton obc )

[mastermicd]

@lovethcrn : ❝ every time we've gotten to the point where i'm going to strangle you, you pull something like this, and i reluctantly refrain. ❞

although peyton's words weren't necessarily wholly complimentary, he wasn't about to accept them as anything other than that. he had a habit of being able to spin things to the way that he wanted to hear them, and this was no different. call it the chris keller way of life. it had worked for him for long enough. "you know, if i didn't know better i'd say you might even be warming up to me." he teased, the smile on his face almost smug as he looked to the blonde. "oh come on, admit it. chris keller isn't all as bad as you thought he was. i won't be offended, i'll even forgive your previous opinions. we can call it a clean slate, don't you worry."

[wantsforever]

✉ → "people put you down enough and you start to believe it." / @lovethcrn

longs to crack her heart open so love leaks out and envelopes him in a warm embrace, the feeling of adoration so overwhelmingly strong that she isn't sure she could put it to words. all she can think in the moment is: finally, my turn. a boy who loves her, trusts her, who can show emotions candidly. she smiles softly, just the slightest upturn of glossed lips, crawling over the length of the bed. her legs settle on either side of his waist as she curls into him, straddles his laps, wraps her arms around his neck and cards manicured nails through his hair.

❝ luke... ❞ she trails off with a sigh, never the wordsmith.

that's always been peyton. knowing how to string the right syllables together to express her thoughts poetically, in a way that makes brooke blink twice and wonder if she's misheard her. but that's the beauty of this, luke doesn't want peyton. brooke doesn't have to be anyone but herself, even if it isn't as well thought as she'd like. she lifts her head from his shoulder, continues to fuss with his hair.

❝ screw them. you're amazing. and so what you're not nathan and you don't have pervy dan scott as a dad? i'd say that's luck, if anything. ❞ the smile returns, head tilted slightly to the left. ❝ you have to ignore those guys. they can't even tell their rights from their lefts. ❞