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[catless-and-covenless]

We lost Pinky. Granted we ran to go find them after we all managed to get up. Na and Ca dragged G and I dragged Cr like a kitten. In hindsight I guess it should be funny to me that I was dragging a taller than 6 foot man around. But it wasn’t funny. I barely managed to keep it together. Something about the way G looked made me think that it might not be the best idea to let fear take the forefront of my decisions. So we shove it in the same box that the divorced parents' feelings go into.

Far away and locked down tight.

The feeling that wasn’t locked down though was Na holding my dagger. That’s MINE. Granted seeing as I’m the magpie queen I shouldn't be upset. And Yet. The feeling of relief that spread when I saw G stand firm and up and take it back…was something I can't put into words. Same as the feelings that I got when I held Cr hand and it was the warning warmth I get around her.

Maybe it’s the need to do something. The need to prove himself. The need for penance. There’s nothing an ex-catholic like myself knows better than seeking forgiveness in the lashes of the world. I saw it in me and I saw it in him. Cr jumped in front of us all again once we caught up with Pinky.

The thing was even….worse…than the previous one. It was a like HP Loveraft decided to have a baby with the entire state of Florida and birth this unholy abomination of a were….gator..?

I don’t know but I do know I will have nightmares about it. For a long time. Ir managed to run past it with Ca to go save the babes. I tried to use…my gift to make them toothless But I had used so much it hurt. Something deep inside of me. It was like a muscle broke and I felt my nose start to bleed. That…thing..came after me. It decided to target me. I think it was like a shark. Single Minded and smelled the blood.

I couldn't focus on using my ax and my gift.

So I gave the ax to Na. Who swung it like a champ. It tried to go for Na but G jumped in front of it again.

I really need to talk to G and Cr about self preservation skills. Because he got hurt.

Everything started going really fast. In movies everything slows down so you can see what everyone is doing. But I was so focused on just trying to survive. All I know is G swung again and Cr disappeared. Something happened and when I turned to see Ir was….something. Something different. And bleeding green. Green. Like the forest itself was pouring out of them.

Everyone tried to run away but only Na and G carrying Iv moved past us? I tried to bind it. Tried to make it sit. But the earth responded instead of it’s muscles. All I remember is trying to run away for what felt like hours. Everything left my mind. If you asked me I could normally tell you every single thing I carry on me. Everything I….acquire second hand…from people around me. I forgot it all at that moment. My friendships, my promises, my things. I barely managed to cling onto G’s arm and my things. I saw black. Everyone says it’s a light at the end of the tunnel. But maybe I’m already locked out of that place. Because all I saw was myself. Him. He waved his little colorful ear at me. And then I looked up to see Ki and Cr fighting those things. And Ki….

I won’t forget that in a long time. Not ever. They took it away. I don’t remember much. I followed the sounds of them running. I don’t know how but we ended up at this weird cavern. There was malachite everywhere. I was trying to catch my breath to be honest. All I know was after some arguing that happened somewhere above my pain G picked me up. I thought I heard some commotion in the back. But I was swimming in and out before we reached the outside.

The moon was so bright. So pretty. I felt so much more awake. Ixchel was always one of my favorite goddesses Mami tells me about. Mami always told me I was obsessed with her bunny. With the love, textiles, and healing energies she had. Even if people thought she was evil she’s not.

But the intersectionality of her being a fertility and love goddess who gave us medicine and her destructive side of death and floods and storms fascinate me. And of course people only see her as evil. Only focus on the destruction she causes and not the life she brings into the world. They don’t see it as punishment for the bad things. They all focus on that side of her. Maybe I’m just projecting.

But we all talked. I gave G his jacket and arm back, and he gave me my dagger back. Then immediately turned to Na and Ca. It’s fine. It gave Ir time to hug it out with Iv. They looked normal again. I took the time to mend things with my Cr. My kryptonite. The only one I’ll ever be soft for. Even after he hurt me. He’s hurt too. Realizing how much he got used. It’s not fixed. But it’s starting to be.

Cr decided to go take a dirt nap and walked off. I managed to get Ca to promise me to text me when she got home safe. Iv, Ir, and Na all went together to rest and heal. So I wasn’t as worried. I told G he could go too but he didn’t. He agreed to get patched back up by me. It was nice. To be needed. To be trusted. To be…chosen. He let me drive in silence and that was nice too.

As soon as we got in though I suddenly realized what I signed up for. Having essentially a strange..boy..man? In my apartment. Alone. I wasn’t afraid but I was something. I don’t know. Ca texted me and was finally loosening up in text so I’ll follow up with a few things tomorrow before school.

But that took the back burner to healing up G. I didn’t realize how close you had to be to another person to do that. Maybe Ixchel was there. Shining through the window. Because patching up was fairly easy. He was being weird until I finally got him to bark again. It was nice. Being just a shit talker in my living room. He patched me back up and that was..something. Even more when he kept asking me what everything felt like. It felt..weirdly intimate to explain how and why things hurt. To hear about G’s family. About hobbies G takes up when we’re not running around in mines. It was a weird experience overall. Not..bad…just new. And strange. But a normal strange experience.

I made a joke about getting princess treatment and he..did? Or started too before I realized he was still missing a finger. I didn’t get a chance to sew it back on. He was just such a little...anyways he got on his knees to jokingly ask and beg for my help so of course I had to help. By taking a photo on my phone. And making sure to stick it down my shirt and into my sports bra. I didn’t think he would actually chase after me. So when he lunged at me I jumped back and couldn’t help but play keep away. I don't know how much longer I can keep hopping but he’s not laying a finger on my phone.

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