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jaiette · 1 month ago
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cinth and ardena đŸ”„
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konigsblog · 1 year ago
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Discovering you have a breeding kink with Soap? đŸ„° Love your blog btw! Literally cannot stop reading your fics 💖
– grgrgrgr, can totally see soap having a breeding kink, and i'm not even sure why !!! thank you so much, i'm super super glad you're enjoying my posts, hopefully you enjoy this â˜„ïžđŸŽ€;
àŒ‰â€§â‚ŠËš. // breeding kink
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you didn't think you'd have a breeding kink, not entirely to fascinated with the idea of it. 'til you had your legs spread as wide as possible with johnny's lengthy cock smacking into you, making you grasp the kitchen's wooden table for supper as he slammed into you. you felt yourself clutching around him at the idea of being full of semen - bitter, milky cum oozing out your tightness.
each thrust earned johnny a moan, mewl or a whimper, sounds stuttered as he grinds his size into you, brusing your cervix from his tip prodding against your insides. gummy walls wrapped around his girthy dick, pumping into you repeatedly and making you spam and tighten around him greedily, taking every inch he had to offer before your eyes were rolling to the back of your head. he forced you to look him in the eyes; eyes slighty glossy from desperate, gulping and attempting to catchc your breath as each ruthless thrust stole the wind from your lungs, eyebrows downturned as you felt the knot in your stomach come undone, cumming around him.
“fuck–! look at ye', doll.. cummin' all around my cock, aye? fuckin' beautiful, lass, can see me filling ye' with all my fuckin' cum, draining my balls inside ye'..” a breathy grunt had him leaking cum into you, pearly and thick, hot and covering his insides. continuing to sloppy thrust into you as he fucked his cum into you, finding yourself aroused and sopping at the thought of him filling you with his offspring; stomach swollen, his seed dripping out your wetness. “mm', gonna get you fuckin' pregnant, you'd like that, wouldn't' ye'? 'course ye' would, greedy, gorgeous slag.” his fingers dipping into your wet, slick cunny, plugging any droplets of cum from dripping out you, finger fucking you as you grind down against his fingers. :(
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brandwhorestarscream · 1 year ago
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crypid seekers having violent courtship rituals but shuttles having gentle and sweet courtship is fun, imagine skyfire trying to court starscream and its just the toothless and light fury meme
Ok first of all how dare you remind me of that absolute trainwreck of a movie
Second, I LOVE THIS 😍 the sheer magnitude of difference between them is hilarious. Starscream drops the wings of a rival at Skyfire's feet, someone else who dared try and get his attention, so Starscream did the most romantic thing possible: challenged him to a fight, beat the slag out of him, then ripped his wings straight from his back. Meanwhile Skyfire is over here writing a personalized journal of all the things he loves about Starscream and composing the loveliest music. Neither of them understand the other's courting rituals--like, at all--but all the effort they're going through speaks volumes by itself 💖
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k----a27s · 1 year ago
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EARTHSPARK SPOILERS.
I binged all of the fucking Earthspark episodes.
Okay so first off,
I FRAGGING HATE CROFT. GO FUCKING DEACTIVATE YOU FRAGGING PIECE OF SCRAP! YOU BUNCH OF SLAG, I HOPE YOU AND YOUR WORTHLESS EXISTENCE IS DONE FOR, YOU GLITCH!
Ahem, right sorry about that. Anyways,
LOVING THE STARSCREAM AND HASTAG.
LOVING THE SHOCKWAVE.
LOVING ’BEE BEING AN OLDER BROTHER.
LOVE ’BEE AND ELITA’S BANTER MOMENT.
LOVING— Oh, wait— Huh? What did you say?— Oh. SHOCKWAVE WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU MEAN THE WAR IS NOT OVER?! PLEASE DON'T GO ALL SENATOR ON US!
ALSO HE LOOKS SEXY TIED UP.
LOVING STARSCREAM’S ABUSE BEING ACKNOWLEDGED AND HONESTLY I APPLAUD YOU!
Now, in that same episode with Starscream. I have one question that no one has been discussing.
WHERE THE FUCK ARE SOUNDWAVE AND SWINDLE?!
MY BOYS!
AND THE CLIFFHANGER!
ARCEE MY GIRBOSS ROCKING AS WELL AS MY MECH WHEELJACK!
I LOVE MY BOY SCHLODER!
Yes the references!
Hold on, what is that thing that jumped out of the sky? Why did I think that Cybertron was gonna be summoned through that space bridge? 😭
ANOTHER THING.
What I have noticed is that across the multiverse, is that there is always one person or organisation that the Autobots work with that always treat them as threats and horrible as if they do not have a soul and are living beings! They are not machines and certainly not robots or toys for you to fucking use and control and experiment! They have lives and are alive!
Thank you coming to my ted talk, more thoughts tomorrow! 👏💖
@mariacrow
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cozzzynook · 7 months ago
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Hi you're one of my fave blogs so far just on your megarod drabbles alone I think you're awesome sauce!! I hope you're having a good day 💖💖💖
😭thank you so much
I love megarod and how they better each other.
Megatron finds a happiness with someone so odd and different than what he’s used to who genuinely accepts him for who he is. Mistakes, faults, flaws and all.
While Rodimus meets someone who just knows him and accepts every single thing about him. Understands him in a way no one has and still loves him. They both stick beside each other and call on the others slag.
I just love this pairing because they’re so gentle and happy with the other
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oraclekleo · 2 years ago
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Choi Soo Bin (TXT) Relationship Role Tarot Reading
Disclaimer:
All celebrity readings have purely entertainment nature
I don’t know any of the celebrities personally
Don’t base life decisions purely on tarot readings
I can never guarantee any of what’s said in the reading
Before requesting, read the pinned post and appropriate linked post
Tarot readings are my hobby - I’m not obligated to accept any of the requests nor to complete them, it’s my choice, not duty
Waiting time is long, even several months
If you can’t wait, please, seek other tarot reader
Reading Info:
Rating: 18+
Reading Type: Single - Couple
Requested: Yes - No
Requester: /
Deck(s): Tarot in Wonderland
Spread: Relationship Role
Questions:
Friend
Boyfriend
Lover
Husband
One-Night-Stand
Celebrity Info:
Full Name: Choi Soo Bin
Stage Name: Soobin
Group: TXT
DOB: 05.12.2000
Blood Type: A
MBTI: ISFP
Sun Sign: Sagittarius
Chinese Sign: Metal Dragon
Life Path Number: 1
Masterpost: TXT
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Choi Soo Bin
Soobin (TXT)
DOB: 05.12.2000 Blood Type: A MBTI: ISFP Sun Sign: Sagittarius Chinese Sign: Metal Dragon Life Path Number: 1
Spread: Relationship Role
Deck: Tarot in Wonderland
Friend - 2 of Pentacles, King of Wands
Soobin is the energetic and adventurous kind of friend. He likes to chase excitement and thrilling experiences with his friends. He’s no couch potato and prefers to pursue adventure and proper adrenalin. He likes to push his limits and searches for new fun activities all the time. His friends might find it a bit exhausting sometimes as it seems like Soobin has limitless energy while they drag their feet behind them.
Boyfriend - XXI The World, VII The Chariot
Dating means a lot to Soobin. He’s likely to truly pursue that stage in a relationship, starting at square one where he catches the first glimpse of his future sweetheart, proceeding through the friendship phase to finally reveal his feelings to the person who became so essential for him. While his sweetheart is important to him and he will carry them in his arms, Soobin likes to be the centre of attention in the relationship. He likes to be acknowledged and praised by his date. He’s likely to continue trying hard even when his sweetheart is already in a romantic relationship with him, he’s not the slagging type of boyfriend.
Lover - Knight of Pentacles, 9 of Cups
Soobin is a sensual lover indeed. He’s also truly devoted as he values his partner above anything else in life. He’s likely to be a truly satisfying lover as he’s patient, methodical and can pick on hints well. Soobin is likely to be a true king of foreplay and he’s likely to happily make any of his partner’s wishes come true. He prefers to be the one taking a more active role in a relationship and sort of expects for his lover to be more on the receiving end and praise him in return.
Husband - 9 of Swords, Ace of Wands
Soobin has mixed feelings about marriage. On one hand he sees it as an exciting new adventure to embark onto and on the other hand it gives him sleepless nights full of worries about what it could mean to him and what could go wrong. As mentioned before, Soobin is a super devoted person and for this reason he might overthink marriage a lot, worrying he wouldn’t be able to apply for a divorce even if the situation would call for it and he would be stuck in an unhappy marriage. The only solution is to take time getting to know the possible future spouse before proposing so the danger of a potential break up is at minimum level.
One-Night-Stand - 5 of Wands, 8 of Wands
Soobin himself might be curious about this kind of experience and while usually he would act reasonably, once his ego is involved, he might slip into a rushed decision. If provoked by a bet with his friends, for example, Soobin might be quick to act and show everyone he can handle the random love affair. There’s always a risk that he won’t like the outcome in the morning, though.
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the1975attheirverybest · 11 months ago
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yeah I agree. he hasn’t talked about what it’s been like and I don’t think he will - he will sing about it though (maybe not even on the next album but eventually) and I am legit scared of listening to that music. my heart is already breaking from just thinking about it đŸ„Č I can’t imagine how much strength it took him to get out of bed every single day. I admire and love him so much. He deserves only the best things.
Yeah I mean he does process most things by writing about them. And he’s made references to his own “controversies” in songs before “and I took shit for being quiet during the elections and maybe that’s fair b it I’m a busy guy” “paying penance and verbal propellants and my my my cancelations.” “Sorry bout the bomb thing. It’s overdue.” “The day we both got canceled cuz I’m a racist and you’re some kinda slag.”
It’ll def make its way onto the music at some point in some way shape or form. But for the first time in his life he’s also in therapy so hopefully that helps too.
Well done matty 💖 cheering for you. All of us.
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chernayawidow · 1 year ago
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YESS ITS HAPPENING! I got so excited when I saw the notification omg! Also sorry I only just got to it, work is assaulting me with shifts đŸ€Ł BUT LETS GET INTO THIS BITCH!
“But even after your keepers had woken you with a tray of food, Ben still hadn’t woken up.” — So we’re kicking it off with some angst, yeah? đŸ„șđŸ€š
“His face scrunched a little, but your voice couldn’t penetrate the Novichok haze—the poison being pumped into his cell to dull his senses and keep him too drowsy to function.” —His fear of not waking up after falling asleep really came true oh godddd đŸ˜© nah nah knowing you, you’re trying to scare me and in actuality mans is probably just having a SUPERB nap/sex dream!
““What the hell are you doing?” you shouted. Panic trilled down your spine as the guards fitted themselves with special suits and gas masks.” — Oh god we ARE kicking it off with angst! I hope my heart remains in tact by the end of this chapter

“You struggled against the stern grip of the guard holding you and shouted, “Ben, wake up!” Between your voice and the commotion outside his door, he started to rouse.” — THERE WE GO! Wake up and SAVE YOUR GIRL! I mean idk how you’d do it from in there but I trust your resourcefulness

“Once he saw you being manhandled against your will, his fury sparked. “Hey!” he barked. He managed to rise off his cot and draw himself to his feet.” — His protectiveness has me swooning, now he just needs to hulk out and overcome all odds to save her! 😅
“He saw the mask coming towards his face, and the well of panic, hearing your distressed yelling of his name—it gave him the strength to break the chain of men holding him down.” — The way he’s motivated more by her distress then his fear speaks volumes to me.
“You raised the gun at your next attacker—Frenchie, who raised up his hands in friendly surrender.” — Ah fuck we know what this means, she and Ben won’t be running off together because of the judgemental squad smh đŸ€š
“You looked past him and watched as Kimiko, M.M., Annie, Hughie, and Butcher took out the rest of the guards.” — You really dangled them escaping together right before my eyes, only to snatch it away 😭
““Worked for us once, before you tried to double-cross me,” Ben said.” — I mean he’s not wrong
 he held up his promise, Butcher’s the one who turned on him
 đŸ«Ł Ben defender for life!
“Someone jumped on his back. He heard you shout, but before he could rip off the hanger on, Kimiko slipped the mask over his face and deployed a heavy dose of nerve gas.” — KIMIKO YOU SLAG! This whole team (except Annie and Hughie) is on my cranky list now!
“Still, M.M. looked at you like he didn’t even know you.” — Get off of that high horse of yours M.M., Soldier Boy is a DISH! đŸ˜©
““How do you explain fucking him?” he asked.” — He’s hot as fuck, that’s how.
““But for all his arrogance, his chauvinism, his massive ego and general bastardry, there’s still humanity in Ben,” you said, looking up at your team.” — Awww look at her standing up for her pookie đŸ„čđŸ«¶
““I’m sorry my kidnapping inconvenienced you,” you remarked.” — THE SASS!!! THATS MY GIRL!!!
“Saying those words stung. Like you were somehow betraying yourself.” — I understand why she feels like she’s betraying herself, but I also get that it’s very necessary for her to phrase everything like this. Grace wouldn’t tolerate it if she tried standing up for the good person deep within SB.
““And to that end, I will be checking in on Ben,” you replied. “He’s a person, not a weapon or a lab rat.”” — I wish Ben could see her now and the way that she’s going to bat for him 😭💖
““And what’s your body count, agent?” you challenged. “Have they all been sanctioned kills?”” — FUCKEN OATH!!!! PREACH IT BABY DOLL!!
““I may not have your security clearance, your power, or your money,” you said. “But I’ve got a big fucking mouth. So unless you want me to use it, my clearance now includes seeing Ben.”” — Oh how I love her, nothing will get between her and her man 😏 her devotion is something I reckon Ben would appreciate.
“Ben himself was strapped to a bed, with a mask held over his face.” — This breaks my heart, but yeah like you mention, at least it’s not the coffin looking tube thingo.
“Then, with a burst of force, he took the plate and tossed it as hard as he could into one of the glass walls.” — Homeboy I get that your cranky, but you need to mellow out.
““You’re just going to leave me in here?” he asked in disbelief. And you thought you could read a throughline of hurt behind his eyes. “I saved you
shit, I’ve lost count how many times now. And still, you fucking betrayed me.”” — um Ben what the actual fuck, I mean yeah you’re a paranoid twat but do you expect one ordinary human to go up against the entire organisation PLUS two Supe’s.
““I’m not going to justify my actions to you, M.M. I know what he’s done, especially to you," you said. "But he didn’t just let me live. He protected me, saved me, more than once. From his own men even. And
he was kind to me, in his own way. I have to think that counts for something.”” — This right here feels like such a crucial moment because she’s not deluding herself about what he’s done, she’s not trying to ignore how horrible he’s been or anything of the sort. But through all of the tender moments and actions he’s shown to her, she’s built a connection. Because she knows he didn’t have to do anything that he did, but he did it anyway.
““What the hell is wrong with you!” came your sister’s sharp voice.” — Lil sis is gonna kick her ASS for the stress she went through lmao!
“His finger tapped on his arm, but he didn’t relent. “Selling out is selling out.”” — It’s a shame he doesn’t have a brother we can spitefully fuck, seeing as how he’s being irrational.
““If this is your idea of doing me a fucking favor, then I don’t need it,” he said angrily. “I don’t need a naive little girl like you to help me do jack shit.”” — MOTHERFUCKER! He’s really just lashing out at her huh? I mean I get it but
 dude sheïżœïżœs the only hope you have đŸ€Ł
““You know what?” you said, grabbing your muffin and your fold-up chair. “Suck my dick, Ben. When you’re ready to talk to me like a human being, tap on the glass.”” — YES! Good on her for saying that!
OMG THIS CHAPTER WAS PHEWWW! AND THAT ENDING?? OMG FRANK IS ALIVE GUYS FRANK IS ALIVE!!!! I’m literally so happy about this I’m so so happy, I should’ve known you wouldn’t kill daddy Frank like that! Even though Ben is being a sensitive prick atm, I can see exactly why he’s acting out. I love that way you’re handling his reaction to the situation, and as irrational as his thinking is, it makes full sense! So so keen to see where this goes, especially now that Frank is back in the picture!
Break Me Down - Part 12
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Pairing: Soldier Boy/Ben x Female Reader
Summary: You’re a private investigator by trade, but now you happily sit at a desk — leading a surveillance team at Supe Affairs. After managing to end Homelander in New York, Soldier Boy escapes custody. You are recruited for the manhunt, joining Butcher’s team.
Truly, you joined the S.A. for the right reasons. But after you become his accidental hostage, Soldier Boy will break down every single one of them
 [18+ only! Rated M]
**Start from the beginning: Prologue
Word Count: 5,700 Tags/Warnings: Violence and peril, angst central, a touch of PTSD, and a surprise ending
 
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Part 12: All Your Wicked Ways
Something was wrong. 
It was a gut instinct, but yours was far too often right. 
Ben had been sleeping for a long time. After he’d fallen asleep yesterday, you did shortly after from the combination of fatigue, pain from your broken ribs, and the painkillers in your system. 
But even after your keepers had woken you with a tray of food, Ben still hadn’t woken up.
“Ben?” you tried calling to him, but he didn’t rouse from where he laid in his cot, one arm pillowed behind his head and the other across his stomach.
You got up, your pain making you slow as you made sounds of struggle. 
You went to the large window and supported yourself with your hands on the glass. You called his name again, louder.
His face scrunched a little, but your voice couldn’t penetrate the Novichok haze—the poison being pumped into his cell to dull his senses and keep him too drowsy to function.
You paused as you heard heavy footsteps coming down the hall. It turned out to be several, in fact, as a team of Vought security guards came to your cell. 
“What’s going on?” you asked. No one answered you as they grabbed and handcuffed you with your arms in front of you. You struggled, but you didn’t have the strength or energy to give much of a fight. 
They wheeled in what looked like a large metal casket. You had only seen one of these in pictures, but it had to be a cryochamber. 
A doctor in her mid-fifties accompanied them, giving directions on how to safely enter Ben’s cell. Your eyes widened.
“What the hell are you doing?” you shouted. Panic trilled down your spine as the guards fitted themselves with special suits and gas masks. The doctor turned toward you as the guards led you out of your cell and into the hall.
“You’re being transported,” she informed you. 
“Where?”
“To a lab with better security.”
“Why? Where’s my father? I know that bastard’s still alive,” you demanded, but it seemed you weren’t interesting enough for the doctor. 
You spied her last name, Baker, embroidered above the breast pocket her lab coat. You finally recognized Dr. Tonya Baker; you hadn’t worked with her much during your time at Vought, but you knew her by reputation.
Your heart fell into your stomach. 
You struggled against the stern grip of the guard holding you and shouted, “Ben, wake up!”
Between your voice and the commotion outside his door, he started to rouse.
“Get her out of here,” said Dr. Baker. 
Your guards tried to drag you, but you dug your heels in and made it as difficult as possible. Meanwhile, Ben could hear you—when you called his name and now, while you were struggling. He finally drew enough energy and strength to open his eyes and sit up in the cot. 
Once he saw you being manhandled against your will, his fury sparked. 
“Hey!” he barked. He managed to rise off his cot and draw himself to his feet. The first door of his cell slid open for the guards in their hazmat suits. Once that closed, the second one disengaged, and they came pouring in. 
Ben fought them. He managed to punch the first one into the far wall, shaking the fortified glass. He snapped the second man’s neck and broke a leg on the third, but they just kept coming in batches of three or four. The room was misty as hell, slowing Ben’s stamina, and he gritted his teeth in frustration. 
Their strength was in numbers, and gradually, they were able to latch onto his arms, kick behind his knees to bring him down to the ground.
He saw the mask coming towards his face, and the well of panic, hearing your distressed yelling of his name—it gave him the strength to break the chain of men holding him down. 
That’s when he noticed the star bolts zipping outside his cell. 
You were still fighting against the guard’s hold. You ripped back his sleeve and bit into the man’s wrist, eliciting a yell of pain. His grip eased up enough for you to steal his secondary gun on his belt, and despite your cuffed wrists, you shot him in the leg twice to bring him down. 
You raised the gun at your next attacker—Frenchie, who raised up his hands in friendly surrender. 
“Cherie! It’s surprising to see you alive,” he said. You grinned.
“A good surprise?” you asked, and you shot another guard approaching from behind him. 
Frenchie flinched slightly, but after he watched the man fall to the ground, screaming and clutching between his legs, Frenchie’s lips raised in a more genuine smile. 
“Yes, I think so,” he teased. 
You looked past him and watched as Kimiko, M.M., Annie, Hughie, and Butcher took out the rest of the guards. You didn’t see Dr. Baker anywhere; in all likelihood, she’d fled the scene when she saw her opportunity. 
Ben still remained in his cell, and you went to the glass window. He looked all right as he met your gaze, but there were about ten bodies lying around him. His face was firm and assessing. Still, you read the uncertainty behind it as he met your gaze.  
You sighed and turned to your team. “Hey, guys. Good to see you.”
Annie went to you first, grasping your shoulders. Her large eyes peered into yours.
“Are you okay?” she asked.
“Well, more or less,” was your weary reply. Your ribs were throbbing, but you raised your cuffed hands. “Think you can help me with these?”
Annie raised a hand over your cuffs and concentrated her powers into melting them, just enough for Kimiko to strike through them. You slid off the remaining metal pieces and rubbed your stinging wrists. 
“All right, let’s get a fucking move on,” said Butcher.
“Hello to you too,” you replied, raising a brow. 
“Oh, just you wait. You’ve got plenty of fucking explaining to do,” he said, leveling a finger at you. He slid it over to Ben, who watched him right back. 
“Ello, gov.” Butcher smirked. “Look at you, all gift-wrapped for us.”
He turned to M.M., who approached with an especially terrifying-looking gas mask. Your eyes widened. 
“Ready?” Butcher asked him. 
“Ready to knock this motherfucker out and bring him into custody,” M.M. grimly agreed. 
“Wait,” you said, stepping past Annie to get between M.M. and Butcher. 
With your back to the glass, you didn’t see how Ben’s eyes followed you. They hid a thread of uncertainty. He had a feeling you might do this, but he didn’t know what to expect from your team. 
“It doesn’t have to go down like this,” you told them. “He took out Homelander. He could help us bring down Vought. This fucking tower, the whole thing.”
“Is that why you ran at the airport?” M.M. asked. Then he shook his head. “Never mind. We don’t have time to debate this.”
You held out a halting hand. “Look, clearly they're not done making supes if they brought back a new and improved Black Noir. Now they’re selling V24 to the military. They need to be stopped, and with our help, Ben could do it.”
“Oh, it’s Ben now, is it?” Butcher stared at you shrewdly, then at Ben himself. The latter just tilted his head, his mouth quirking with an edge of cockiness. 
Butcher raised a brow. His gaze returned to you, noting the way you stood your ground, but pursed your lips. You were hiding something
a guilty conscience, perhaps. 
“Bloody hell. You two’ve been fucking,” he realized. 
Shocked silence spread through the rest of the team. 
Your embarrassment radiated off your flushing cheeks, and it took everything within you to resist looking back at Ben. You didn’t want to see what kind of expression he wore, but you could guess.
“No,” Annie regarded you with shock. 
“Seriously?” Hughie remarked in a high voice. 
“That’s
well, that’s none of your goddamn business, is it?” you tried to be stern, but your embarrassed shuffling made it lose some of its effect.
Kimiko shared raised brows with Frenchie, who just looked amused. M.M., on the other hand, grimaced with disgust. That actually stung, but you crossed your arms. You didn’t have a good answer for them. Not one you wanted to say in front of Ben, anyway.
“I think we can come to an agreement here,” Ben said at last. 
You turned around, and he gained the attention of the others as well. He briefly met your gaze before he shifted to Butcher. 
“Worked for us once, before you tried to double-cross me,” Ben said. 
“You want to take out Vought.” Butcher glanced at their surroundings, specifically Ben’s cell. He gave a snort of amusement. “I could understand that.”
“Butcher,” M.M. said sharply. 
“We–we should probably get out of here now,” Hughie pointed out. He looked back down the hall nervously. You agreed with him; any moment now, more guards could be coming. 
“Think about it,” said Ben. “The only way you’re getting that mask on me is with a fight. One you’ll probably lose, fucking miserably. We can have the same deal as before, no strings. Until Stan Edgar and Noir are dead.”
It took Butcher all of seconds. 
He turned to Frenchie and said, “Open her up.”
“Butcher, what the fuck!” M.M. argued. 
“What do you fucking want from me, eh? Their special ops security will be all over us soon,” Butcher said. 
But he shared a meaningful look with the other man that you didn’t miss. It sparked your suspicion.
You stepped back as the first door unlocked after Frenchie hacked the commands. Then the gas misting up the cell receded.
There was an immediate reaction from Ben. He blinked in relief as he started to breathe easy. The brain fog making it almost impossible for him to stay alert slowly ebbed. 
He took one step into the hall before it happened—all in a rush, but not unexpected. He blocked M.M.’s punch and tossed him across the hall. 
Someone jumped on his back. He heard you shout, but before he could rip off the hanger on, Kimiko slipped the mask over his face and deployed a heavy dose of nerve gas. It was enough to drop him to his knees as his eyes rolled back into his head. 
Lights out. 
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On the way to Supe Affairs, you weren’t happy, but there wasn’t much you could do. 
You were still in your Vought-issued gray pajamas, bare footed as you rode along with your friends in Frenchie’s van. In the very back was the haul of Ben, laid to rest in a chamber keeping him sedated. 
You had to explain to the rest of them that your father, Jonathan, was Stan Edgar’s Chief of Security. You were a cog in Vought’s wheel once upon a time, but joining the S.A. helped you escape. Ben offered you a way to achieve what you couldn’t at the S.A.—taking it all down.
Still, M.M. looked at you like he didn’t even know you. 
“How do you explain fucking him?” he asked.
You shot him a tight frown.
“First of all, none of you know what the hell I went through,” you said. “At first, I was just trying to learn how to read him. How to survive and somehow get back home.”
Emotion clogged in your throat when you thought of seeing your sister again soon, and your mom. You thought of all you had gone through in past two months, and knew that it had changed you

For better or worse, you didn’t yet know for sure. 
“But for all his arrogance, his chauvinism, his massive ego and general bastardry, there’s still humanity in Ben,” you said, looking up at your team. You thought they had become your friends
but you supposed you would see. 
“Why else would he save me?” you said. 
They didn’t answer. You turned your head to Annie, but even she didn’t look convinced. Though you could see she wanted to be on your side, it was difficult for her to reconcile her own feelings about Soldier Boy. You certainly understood that. 
“He’s too powerful to kill,” you also pointed out. “Putting him to sleep like this will just make it worse when he wakes up
but if he’s properly motivated, he could do some good.” 
“Or off anyone who looks at him sideways,” Butcher wryly replied. “He’s dickmatized you, love.” 
You could tell the others sided with him on this. 
“You can disagree with me,” you said, “but do you have a better way to kill Noir and take down Vought?”
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At the S.A., you were able to shower and get on proper clothes in a black tracksuit and some sneakers. You weren’t allowed to find out where they’d taken Ben yet, but Grace Mallory oversaw the transport, just as she called you into her office for your immediate debriefing.  
It felt more like an interrogation, not unlike the one you underwent to be recruited for the manhunt of Soldier Boy.
You felt like a different person sitting across from her. This time you sat up tall, not intimidated by the ice blue stare that greeted you. The lines in the older woman’s face were drawn, but there was an unyielding wall within the woman that you could admire. 
It just didn’t change the fact that right now, she was your opponent. And the chess game had begun.
“You went way off-road with this assignment,” she said at last. You raised a brow. 
“I’m sorry my kidnapping inconvenienced you,” you remarked. 
“Don’t be cute. You know what the hell I’m talking about,” Grace said. “At this point, I’m debating whether to bring you into custody along with Soldier Boy.”
“I’m the one who got him back to the States,” you pointed out, sitting back in your chair with your arms crossed. “I had to get in contact with my father to make that happen. Do you know what that cost me?” 
You resisted an uncomfortable shudder. They’d given you more painkillers for your ribs, but it wasn’t enough the relieve the damage of that encounter. Not to your mind. 
“Aside from any other self-debasing tactics I used in order to do my job, not to mention save my own life. Without me, and the sacrifices I made, Soldier Boy wouldn’t be in a cell downstairs,” you finished. 
Saying those words stung. Like you were somehow betraying yourself. 
“That doesn’t fool me,” Grace said. In fact, her shrewd gaze was much like Butcher’s. It saw straight through you as she tilted her head in wonder. “You care about him.” 
Your lips tightened. 
After a moment, you answered.
“He was tortured for forty years,” you said. “Whether he admits it or not, he’s got scars just like the rest of us
but more importantly to you, he can help us take down Vought once and for all.” 
Grace considered you with a shifting light. “I didn’t think that mattered to you.”
“There’s a lot you don’t know about me,” you retorted. “But make no mistake. You will pay me what you owe me for this mission. If you think you’re going to welch on your end of the deal, then I’m about to be your long-term problem.” 
Grace huffed in wry amusement. 
“I have a feeling you will be, regardless,” she said. 
“And to that end, I will be checking in on Ben,” you replied. “He’s a person, not a weapon or a lab rat.” 
“Mind yourself, young lady,” Grace snapped, her eyes narrowing. “I admire your sense of loyalty, but in this case, it’s misplaced. That man is a bastard and a murderer, with a devastating power he can’t hope to control. And you, frankly, don’t have any standing to make demands.” 
“And what’s your body count, agent?” you challenged. “Have they all been sanctioned kills?”
When she didn’t answer, merely staring back at you, you stood up.
“You’re right, he can’t control it. Yet. Maybe that’s something productive you can get your damn scientists on,” you said. 
And before you left, you added one more thing. 
“I may not have your security clearance, your power, or your money,” you said. “But I’ve got a big fucking mouth. So unless you want me to use it, my clearance now includes seeing Ben.” 
Grace stared back at you for a moment. 
Her nails tapped on her desk as she assessed you. 
Releasing a long sigh through her nose, she relented. A little. 
“Fine,” she said. “If you can convince him to ally with us on the Vought issue, I’ll allow you to see him.” 
You nodded. For all that Grace hated Soldier Boy, she was a practical woman. She saw the same opportunity you did, and was willing to take advantage of it
even if you both knew that convincing Ben to play ball would be damn near impossible. 
In fact, this would probably be your biggest challenge yet. But this, you were willing to fight for. 
“I can start tomorrow,” you said.  
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It seemed that Vought and the CIA had been thinking similarly on how to confine Soldier Boy. 
You spent one strange night back in your musty apartment before you returned to the S.A., bright and early, so that Grace could lead you to a lab below the main building. It was dark and made of pure concrete, encased in titanium. 
In it was a state-of-the-art cell with three metal walls that had to disengage before you could reach the inner room. Inside those four corners of fortified, bullet-proof glass were scarce furnishings. Ben himself was strapped to a bed, with a mask held over his face. 
At least he was out of the coffin, but it was difficult for you to watch, even as the scientists and guards unstrapped him and left the cell. The mask disengaged from his face, allowing him to breathe real air as he started to wake. But gas flooded into the compartment, not unlike Vought’s setup. 
You and Grace stood outside the glass. She glanced at you with sharp nod. Then she left you alone. 
Well, relatively speaking. There were guards posted at the entrance of the three walls behind you, controlling who got in and out of the cell area. 
Once all the walls were back in place after Grace’s departure, you let out a shaky breath and stepped forward with the plate of food you brought, along with a few bottles of water.
Ben was moving off the bed, trying and failing to clear his head as he took in his surroundings with a furious glare. It only dimmed slightly when he realized you were there. 
He made his way toward you, and you pressed a button that would allow you to safely pass his meal to him without letting any nerve gas escape the inner cell. Ben removed the lid from the plate, inspected the chicken and vegetables with an unreadable expression.
Then, with a burst of force, he took the plate and tossed it as hard as he could into one of the glass walls. 
You flinched. But by the time he looked back at you, you’d schooled your expression, merely raising a brow. 
“That was real fucking mature.” 
“Suck on my balls, sweetheart,” he retorted. He cocked his head to the side.  “Oh wait, you did. Last Tuesday.” 
You glared at him with a hot blush spreading across your face. That was not, in fact, last Tuesday. But you didn’t rise to his bait.
“Are you really willing to partner with the S.A. to take down Vought? Or was that just you bluffing?” you asked. 
Ben started to pace in irritation. You knew he was upset, and itching for revenge on anyone that would dare confine him again. You could guess what being in a cell was already doing to his mental state. 
Which was why you were here, desperately trying to help him.
“Really, would you rather be hunted all your life, or would you rather just play ball here?” you tried to reason. “Become a real ally with the S.A. Show Mallory that you can operate within the law.”
Ben looked up from his pacing just to glare at you.
“Who the fuck do you think you’re talking to with all these demands, huh?” 
“You, Ben. I’m talking to you!” 
He ignored you, resuming his pacing. “I’m a solo act for a damn reason.”
Oh really? you wanted to say. That’s why he needed your help to try and get to Stan.
“That got you here, now didn’t it?” you asked. 
He didn’t answer. It made you think you weren’t going to get anywhere with him today. Maybe he needed some time to cool off.
You sighed and turned to leave, but his voice stopped you.
“You’re just going to leave me in here?” he asked in disbelief. And you thought you could read a throughline of hurt behind his eyes. “I saved you
shit, I’ve lost count how many times now. And still, you fucking betrayed me.”
“Don’t you do that,” you warned. Though you felt a prickle of guilt run down your spine. “You know very well what got you here. I tried to stop it. And I’m the only one who’s on your side right now.”
“Doesn’t fucking look like it from where I’m standing.”  
You sighed in frustration. “I’ll tell you the truth, I don’t want to leave you in here. But if I can’t trust you, they never will.” 
“I don’t know what delusions you have about me,” he said, coming closer. 
“But when I get out of here, I’m slaughtering anyone who gets in my way!” he shouted savagely. 
He banged his fists into the glass so hard that it trembled, making you flinch with a gasp. A more concentrated fog smoked up the cell. Ben coughed and cursed as he stumbled back, and eventually, he fell unconscious right there on the floor. 
You watched in dismay. Despite his rage, it still hurt you to see him like this. Like a caged animal. 
Tears welled up in your eyes, but you forced yourself to leave the cell before the cameras caught them. You knew Grace would be monitoring this exchange later. 
She would probably feel vindicated at what she saw. 
The thought disgusted you as the outer walls parted, allowing you to leave. M.M. was waiting for you at the exit. He’d seen the entire thing through a monitor at the control desk, where two guards sat eating their lunch. 
“You want to protect that piece of shit?” M.M. said, jerking a thumb towards the cell. “That’s what he really is. And he clearly don’t give a fuck about you.” 
Your jaw tightened. 
“I’m not going to justify my actions to you, M.M. I know what he’s done, especially to you," you said. "But he didn’t just let me live. He protected me, saved me, more than once. From his own men even. And
he was kind to me, in his own way. I have to think that counts for something.” 
M.M. shook his head at you in disbelief.
“Maybe he went soft for a pretty girl, but that doesn’t mean he ain’t a monster,” he said. 
“That’s not all there is to him,” you said. “You didn’t see it, M.M.”
The other man watched you for a moment, before he let out a deep sigh. 
“You actually think he can be saved,” he said. 
“Maybe,” you said. “We’ll see.” 
He crossed his arms. You understood how he felt, but you couldn’t deny what your instincts told you about Ben
and your heart as well. 
“He’s right about one thing,” M.M. said. “You are delusional.”
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A few days went by as the team went back to work at the S.A. as usual. But your days during your first week home became marked by your strenuous visits to Ben.
Once again, he’d rather pace than look at you. You had a feeling it helped him stay awake.
“I fought for my country,” he groused. “I don’t fucking deserve this.”
“Oh, would you stop lying?” you said in annoyance. “You’ve only ever fought for yourself. You didn’t even fight in World War II! You’ve never been a soldier. And unless you get a fucking clue, you’re going to continue being the massive man-child your father saw in you.”
Maybe it wasn’t kind, but you were fed up with his stubbornness. You turned to leave. 
“Don’t you fucking walk away from me!” Ben shouted. 
You raised a brow, and you turned on your heel. The man was livid, standing in the center of his cell.
“Or what?” you challenged. 
But you soon relented at the way he withdrew–into himself. 
You had checked the monitors before you came in; he was trying not to sleep, wasn’t letting his body rest. This place was like an open wound: complete wall-to-wall glass, no privacy, nowhere to go, and nothing to do. He couldn’t distract himself with drugs, or TV, or good food, or even good sex and conversation. 
This was terrible for him, and you knew it. 
“Ben, I want to help you,” you said, letting out a shaky breath. You laid a hand on the glass. “Let me help you.”
His gaze was angry and unyielding. 
“There’s only one way you can help me,” he said. “But you won’t fucking do it.”
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The team was giving you a wide berth. Even Annie greeted you in the office with more politeness than warmth. 
Above all else, you remained professional, but it was a simple fact that your team was no longer your team. They didn’t trust you, or your judgment. And you refused to show how deeply that hurt you. 
However, until you all got a breakthrough on taking down Vought and Noir, there was still work to be done. So you fell into step back in with the Surveillance team.
That meant taking your place as second-in-command to your manager, as well as returning to your cubicle next to your coworker Jess. She hugged you when she saw you, even shed tears. 
You’d hugged her a bit awkwardly, but you were touched. You hadn’t thought she cared about you that much. 
She told you that the entire Surveillance department had been worried about you. That they’d missed you, especially your calm, supportive leadership. (Apparently your manager had been stressed handling the entire department without you.)
That at least buoyed you throughout the rest of the week. 
When you returned home on Thursday, however, you received an unexpected call. But when you saw the caller ID, you inwardly kicked yourself before you answered. 
“Louisa?”
“What the hell is wrong with you!” came your sister’s sharp voice. 
So many things, you thought with a weary sigh. You held your phone to your ear while you tried to find something to cook for dinner in your pantry. All you found was a box of spaghetti
which dragged up bittersweet memories you’d rather not think about. 
“I meant to call you as soon as I got back,” you tried to explain. “But I’ve been in full debrief mode. It’s been a circus since I got back, Lou.”
You slammed the pantry shut and went for the frozen dinner in the freezer.
“I don’t care. I didn’t hear from you for almost two straight months
” 
You knew the S.A. hadnïżœïżœïżœt told her anything about your kidnapping, but you knew she had to have been worrying when you didn’t check in at all after that first time in Medellin. The sound of her emotion-choked voice made your own eyes sting. 
“I’m sorry, Lou. I’ll come visit you this weekend, okay? I’m still taking care of some things at work.” Namely a grumpy supe on lockdown. “How’s school?”
“School is fine!” she snapped. You heard her take a breath, presumably to calm herself. She had a bit of a temper, just like you, but your sister managed herself much better than you. You supposed being more well-adjusted had its perks.
“Mom was worried too, but I kept her calm. Focused on work,” she said. 
“I appreciate that. Thanks,” you replied. You knew you had to call your mom soon as well. Maybe you’d stop in on her after your sister. 
“I better see you this weekend,” she grumbled. You smiled. 
“Love you too,” you said.
“Love you
okay, I’ll let you go for now. But don’t forget!”
Once you said goodbye and hung up, you held the phone to your chest and heaved another sigh. You were exhausted, really. Sleep hadn’t been coming easy to you ever since you got back. But you knew it was nothing compared to what Ben was going through.
Which was why you visited him every day.
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The next morning, you made your pitstop to the “cellar,” as you’d been calling it in your mind.
You’d brought whatever Grace allowed you to give him, like books and magazines, and an old iPod to listen to music on, but he mostly ignored you.
This time, however, he seemed in a different mood as you sat in a plastic fold out chair and ate your breakfast with him, on your side of the cell of course. You took another bite of your blueberry muffin while he pushed aside his bland-looking eggs. 
“So, how much did you get paid?” he asked. His tone was nonchalant, but his gaze was accusing. You let out a breath and looked up at him. 
“Enough to put my sister through college and pay off my mom’s debts,” you told him. “I took this job for my family, Ben.”
His finger tapped on his arm, but he didn’t relent. “Selling out is selling out.”
Wow. He really had the nerve to compare you to the way his team sold him out.
You’d tried to be nice. You really did. But he could be such a massive pain in the ass.
“You don’t seem to understand just how much shit I’m in for trying to help you right now,” you said. 
Ben mustered up some strength and got up from his cot. He drew near to you, crossing his arms.
“If this is your idea of doing me a fucking favor, then I don’t need it,” he said angrily. “I don’t need a naive little girl like you to help me do jack shit.”
You set down your muffin and stood to your feet, matching his glare. 
“Like you didn’t need my help to get into Vought Tower?” you pointed out, satisfied by the way he piped down. Silently simmering. 
“If it weren’t for me, you wouldn’t even be awake right now,” you added. “You’d be back in an ice coffin.”
And that could still happen if you couldn’t convince him to cooperate with Supe Affairs.
“Fuck off,” he snapped. “And fuck you.”
Oh really? You frowned. At this point, you wanted to slap him. It seemed to be his sheer stubbornness and ego that was keeping him from his own freedom, and that, you just couldn't tolerate.
“You know what?” you said, grabbing your muffin and your fold-up chair. “Suck my dick, Ben. When you’re ready to talk to me like a human being, tap on the glass.”
You left him behind to do your real job, and this time, you didn’t let him halt your steps.
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You’d scarcely entered your apartment that evening, when a shadow on the living room sofa gave you a small heart attack. 
You flipped on the lights and found your younger sister, arms crossed with a raised brow. On the coffee table in front of her was a glass of soda. It looked like she’d made herself comfortable while waiting for you.  
“Louisa! What are you doing here?” you exclaimed, with a hand on your chest. “Why the hell are you sitting in the dark?”
“I heard you coming up those rickety stairs and thought I’d pay you back for disappearing in South America,” she said. 
But soon enough, wide grins took over both of your faces. 
You pulled her into a big, warm hug. Tears burned in your eyes, and one or two slid down your cheeks as you tried to get ahold of yourself. 
“I missed you so much,” you confessed. You were just slightly taller than her, able to comfortably pet her hair and press a kiss to her cheek. Louisa was just as emotional, her pretty eyes filled with happy tears. 
She was about to speak when the glass on the coffee table suddenly shattered. 
You both flinched, and your sister gasped. You held onto her shoulders tighter, more protective as you assessed the room. You listened closely. 
A shot rang out, but it hit the wall beside your head. You moved at the last moment and narrowly avoided the third shot that would’ve struck you between the eyes. 
“Get down!” you yelled, forcing your sister to crouch along with you and move across the living room. 
Bullets tore with a vengeance through the windows, crashing into vases, picture frames, shattering the surface glass of the wooden coffee table, and ripping into the sofa until its internal fluff rose into the air like cotton confetti.
You protected Louisa’s head as you both took shelter behind the sofa. 
“What’s happening?” she shouted over the cacophony, but you didn’t have an answer for her yet. 
Your front door burst open and shattered the lock. You tensed, looking for where you stashed the spare gun you kept at home. The S.A. hadn’t gotten around to issuing you a new glock yet.
Heavy boots came through your apartment. You grabbed a piece of broken glass and told Louisa to stay down.
But when you stood and met your attacker, he was nearly three times your size. He grabbed your wrist in a firm, but not painful hold. He pulled his black ski mask down with a hand and revealed a familiar face. 
Your eyes widened, your mouth gaping in shock. 
“Frank?”
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“Wait, wait. You’re not getting out of this.” Louisa leaned over and grabbed your hand. “What’s the deal with you and Soldier Boy? I thought the whole point of your mission was to capture him.”
You let out an exasperated sigh. 
“I was on the job, things went sideways, I got captured, and things got
complicated.” 
Frank huffed. “I think the kids are calling it Frenemies with Benefits.” 
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brandwhorestarscream · 11 months ago
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Pairings for baby shower. ThunderRod Sparkling?
Ohhh Rodimus is so proud! He's glowing, literally, when he holds his baby for the first time. He takes his little spark to work with him every day, but only after using it every single second of maternity leave. He insisted on being the one to carry the sparkling, and Thunderclash is too much of a pushover to tell him no. The sparkling, as a result, was so big Rodimus was bursting at the seams, and his water broke before bitty was ready. As a result he had to have emergency cesarean and Ratchet reamed his ass so hard. I told you so, how can you be so slagging stupid, you're lucky my servos are working today you empty headed bolt-for-brains sorry excuse for a Prime-
Anyway đŸ€­ the surgery goes perfectly fine. Thunderclash definitely faints in the delivery room though. Ratchet makes poor First Aid drag him out by the ankle. Drift is waiting outside like a good amica and helps Thunderclash come around and breathe while First Aid goes back in.
The sparkling is a massive, chunky and round little thing, red and white like a candy cane with the cutest most angelic little face. Because he's a bit early Ratchet has to do a bunch of health checks as soon as he's born, but thsnkfully his internals are all fully flrmed so he doesn't need an incubator. His carrier is overjoyed and so, so relieved. He takes up like 80% of Rodimus's chassis while sleeping in a little loaf on top of him, and Roddy is floating on cloud nine gently rocking him by the time Thunderclash comes in. They get to bond with their newborn while Ratchet is welding him up, and go back and forth snickering about how he almost looks like a little medic with his colors. Rodimus starts glowing and Thunderclash takes over 100 pictures. They're not released from the medbay for several days, but when they are Thunder hovers nervously around Roddy and insists he sit down and not strain himself. Prime is, of course, happy to oblige 💖
He enjoys his maternity leave to the fullest, and he's so in love with his son it's not even funny. He gets lost just staring at his little face, entranced by the fact that they made him. He sends Drift and Ratchet sooo many selfies of him holding the baby, and starts putting a daily baby picture + update in the ship's daily announcement newsletter. Literally no one is mad cuz bitty is adorable.
He's practically a celebrity around the ship, and when Rodimus goes back to work he has more visitors to his office than ever before cuz he always has the sparkling in a sling on his chassis. People are always bringing little presents or just to coo over the bitty, and at least one couple decides they wanna start trying for their own as a result đŸ€­
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stop it stop it that second to last paragraph shot me in the heart đŸ„șđŸ„șđŸ„ș
JOE!!!!!!!
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WHY WOULD BAKUGO LOVE ME!!!???
(also ilysm kiss kiss smooches)
Lease, I don’t think I can even think of one reason why Bakugou wouldn’t love you?
Ignoring the fact that you’re bloody stunning, you’d have him by the balls before he even knew what happened. I think he would love how kind, considerate and caring you are. How much of a positive, shining light you are on everyone around you and just how easy you are to get along with?
You have such an infectious personality that would make it difficult for him not to like you. When you love someone, you’re always there for them and I think Bakugou would appreciate that more than you could know. His job as a Pro is rarely easy so I think having you to come home to would be like a positive light in the sea of shit he has to deal with constantly. It’s like those moments where he doesn’t want to talk about anything, or he just can’t talk about it- you wouldn’t press him you’d just sit with him or hold him until he calms down.
I can’t even begin to imagine how horrific the banter would be between you two though, you’d literally go for each other’s throats almost daily and I would pay to see it. Your friends would probably think you’re arguing or insulting each other but the meaner the insult, the more in love you fall with him.
Also not to get too nsfw but this man will literally pamper you until you love yourself as much as he loves you Leese. You will literally be a puddle until you admit to him that you’re perfect and he won’t hear anything else.
You’d literally be that hot, photogenic instagram couple and it’s so disgustingly perfect it makes me wanna throw upđŸ„ș💕
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zepskies · 1 year ago
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I always get excited when the notification for your comments come in. 😜
Starting off strong with Ben’s ego, we love to see it đŸ€Ł
Can't forget a generous helping of Ben's ego to kick things off. 😂
And lmao, for him, her red dress is enough to light all the switches in his brain.
[Marie the degenerate gambler]: I always find it funny when it's the sweet little "oh, honey" type people who have surprising vices. And she was married to Jon, after all, so we already know she's got some issues.
Not surprising that he would find that hot 😂
Right?! lmfao he'd love to see his girl tearing a bitch a new one.
[On rules #1 and #2]: Oh yes. That dress is too good to ruin. And the preserving the lipstick is a must, especially red. So easy to smudge and stain your entire face. đŸ˜©
“Ben huffed, and almost rolled his eyes. If there was one thing you enjoyed doing, it was testing his fucking patience.” — Yeah but you love her for it Benjamin 😏
Absofuckinglutely. 😏 One could argue their entire relationship was predicated on it. 😂
Bullshiiiiiiit, I call major bullshit on that 💀
Oh, she did too (internally). loll Ain't no way he's walking out of this bathroom without getting some. Though if she got him annoyed enough, his pride might just win out against his dick. (Good thing she acquiesced to his "demands" lol.)
“Somehow, you gave him everything he wanted to hear and more. Maybe that was part of what he loved about you. Even when you demanded from him, you gave him more of yourself.” — I love how far they’ve come together, and I find it so sweet that he sees it this way and acknowledges how much of herself she gives to him in return.
Thank you for shouting out this part! It was probably my favorite couple of lines to write for this chapter. đŸ„č I think it shades in a bit more of how he sees her.
“Oh shit. You still hadn’t gotten your IUD replaced
” — HELL YEAH!!! Breeding kink activated in me when I read this, and I can only assume Ben thinks the same 👀
LOL it kind of makes the next one-shot I'm putting out next week inevitable. 😅
I’M HAVING SUCH A CUTENESS OVERLOAD RIGHT NOW OH MY GOD!!!!! 😭💖💖💖
I warned you about the fluff. It's deadly. đŸ€­đŸ’•đŸ’•
The whole “my girl” thing has me giggling and kicking my feeling right now đŸ„č
I honestly struggled to decide if this moment was in character for him, but ultimately I'm glad I kept that line in since you enjoyed it. 😘
[On Ben's protectiveness]: Oh 100%, his protectiveness is warring with his understanding that she doesn't want to cause a scene during the holiday lol. It's taking a lot of patience he wouldn't ordinarily have to contain himself from snapping on a bitch (Trina).
Now THATS love baby! Smudging red lipstick for him is 1000% a confirmation of how deeply she loves him!
Again, absofuckinglutely. 😂😂
LOLL I was given the idea for the whole "aunt McGrabAss" and the Astroglide quip. It ended up being a fun scene, though you're right, poor Ben. (Not his pig-in-a-blanket rolling away.)
TRINA YOU STUPID BITCH SHUT THE HELL UP!
How I fucking cackled!!!! đŸ€ŁđŸ€Ł
That and: Somebody 👏 please 👏 smack 👏 this 👏 big mouthed 👏 slag 👏
God how I wish. 😂
But yes, Grandpa George coming in for the win to shut her up for half a goddamn second loll.
I was keen to see Trina get her ass handed to her, but this is just as satisfying. Seeing him bite his tongue and saying this feels so meaningful!
I'm glad you liked how Ben decided to handle the situation. I could've had the big blow up at the table (would've been more "movie-like" loll), but I thought it would show more of his character development if he finessed the moment instead. ❀ But yeah, Marie can't cook for shit, poor thing lol.
Story time: when I give gifts to my brother and my mum, I put them in boxes so that I can duct tape the shit out of them so they have trouble opening it! It’s the best entertainment ever! Well, up until my birthday this year when my brother returned the favour.
So that's hilarious, but I'm also giving you side-eye, because I based Grandpa George's duct-taping presents habit off my own grandfather, who did that exact same thing when I was a kid. đŸ€ŁđŸ€Ł He'd put them in boxes within boxes covered in tape and staples. So I hope you learned your lesson from your bro! đŸ€Ł
I love Louisa too. 😂 She can be testy (so can her older sis lol), but it's because she cares. And at the end of the day, she still got her sister's boyfriend a gift he'd actually like.
“Still, it was hard to get mad at someone like Marie. It would be like all those times he’d snapped at his own mother, leaving him feeling hollow inside afterwards. He’d always apologized to her later
in his own way.” — I’ve said it before and I’ll say it again, I adore it when you add things like this to his background. When you fill in the blanks of his past, it helps make him feel like a more fulfilling character and it really humanises him more.
Thank you, lovely!! I think Ben had his cocky attitude from a young age. I can only imagine what he was like as a teenager/young man, but being a little spoiled rich kid, I think he'd be a handful. Yes, I think he loved his mother, but doesn't mean his relationship with her was all rainbows and sunshine either. It certainly wasn't with his father. (I'm thinking young Tony Stark-esque as far as temperament).
Although side note: can you imagine if time travel was a thing in The Boys like it is in the MCU, and the reader met a younger version of Ben? (Like 1930s -1940s). I think that would be hilarious. 😂
This is so sweet, and definitely something I myself would do! I’m very much a sentimental gift giver.
Aww I love that! My mom was a scrapbooker when I was little. I'm not very crafty, but I try to give meaningful/practical gifts.
I’m honestly speechless, this was such an amazing chapter and it really felt like it started to tie things up!
Aww thank you, lovely!! I'm glad you said that it feels like it's starting to tie things up, because I feel like the last 2-parter story will put a definitive "button" on the BMD story. Not to say that I won't come back to the BMD world with future side stories.
But as far as the main storyline, I'm glad Part 2 of Love Actually was requested, because it forced me to shade in a lot of details with the growth of their relationship that you wouldn't get from just Part 1, as it was intended to be a one-shot.
Trina got on my nerves, but seeing as how that was her purpose I’d say you hit the nail on the head with her behaviour đŸ€Ł and the smut was absolutely superb!
Oh, you're not alone. đŸ€Ł Trina got on everybody's nerves (mine included). And though she didn't get "put in her place," I think we all have family situations like that that don't get resolved the way you want them to. What matters is Ben and the reader know where they stand with one another.
(But thank you, smut writing is like, the one major thing I'm still kind of insecure about loll. But I'm trying my best! 😘)
They really have come so far! It almost seems an eternity ago from the BMD prologue, doesn't it? I've done a reread myself, and I realize just how much I've written in the span of a few months. đŸ€ŁđŸ€Ł
Thank you so much as always for your thoughts on this one!! Can't wait to bring you Strong as Blood (Part 1) next weekend! 😘💕
Love Actually - Part 3
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Paring: Soldier Boy/Ben x Reader
Summary: You and Ben steel yourselves in order to meet your crazy family for Christmas dinner.  
AN: And here’s Part 3, lovelies. Stick around after the end for a special announcement (new BMD fic dropping next weekend)!
Remember, this is set in the same world as “Break Me Down,” and set before “Checkerboard.” There will be a few references to the original story in this. But on the whole, this can be read as a stand-alone!
Word Count: 5,300 Warnings: 18+ only! Smutty smut ahead. Lots of fluff and a potential overload of feels.~
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Part 3: “Auld Lang Syne”
You leaned down, subtly grabbing his thigh.
“I need you,” you whispered in his ear. The tone of your voice set his blood alight with new interest.
Ben’s resulting smirk was subtle, but edged. “A tour it is.” 
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Ben got up from the couch, giving you a thinly veiled look of smugness. He knew you’d come around. 
You nearly rolled your eyes. 
But when you told your grandfather your plans to show your boyfriend the rest of the house, he just waved the two of you off. He was too invested in the baseball game to give it much thought.
Which left Ben to follow you up the stairs, where he admired the curve of your ass in this little dress. He couldn’t help himself. He reached out and grabbed a delectable handful. 
You gasped and clung to the guardrail. You shot him a warning look over your shoulder, despite your smile. 
Not yet, your gaze told him. But you took his hand and guided him the rest of the way up. His grip tightened on yours.
All right. He could wait.
When they got to the second floor though, Ben started to get curious about the large two-story house. 
“I thought you said your mom had debts,” he said. “Supposedly, that’s why you took on the job of hunting me down.”
You chuckled humorlessly. “Don’t let that Betty Crocker apron fool you. She’s a degenerate gambler.”
Behind you, Ben’s brows rose a bit.
You paused a step. “Or, well, she used to be. As you know, my family has issues.”
He snorted in response. Something else occurred to him though.
“Is this the house you grew up in?” he asked. You full on stopped walking then. 
“Oh, no,” you said, with a firm shake of your head. “She sold that house after the divorce. She bought this one with the settlement money.”
Ben ruminated over that as you led him into the guest bathroom. He closed the door behind him with a soft click, and by the time he turned around, you were there with your warm hands on his chest, shoving back his jacket.
He smirked and shrugged it off the rest of the way, then draped it on the doorknob behind him. He started with unbuttoning and rolling up the sleeves of his black dress shirt. 
You watched him with hunger in your eyes, running your hands down his firm chest and solid abs. 
You heaved a breath of relief when he pulled you in. He wrapped his arms around your waist and started kissing down your neck. You clung to his arms and tried to stop yourself from digging your nails into his nice shirt. 
“What changed your mind?” Ben asked.
“Are you complaining?” you quipped.
“Always a fucking smartass,” he rejoined. And his lips left you, with him giving you raised brow. His thigh slipped between your legs, a slow and torturous friction. “Maybe I’ll just leave that pretty pussy on fire.”
Ugh, you thought. He could be so annoying. You leveled your stern eyes up at him. 
“I need you to fuck me. Right now,” you said. “Or I’m gonna rip my aunt’s face off.” 
You reached down to cup his length firmly through his slacks, earning a grunt from him. It ended on a groan when you grazed him with your nails. He chuckled deeply.
“That’s kinda hot,” he replied. An understatement. The hairs on his arms were standing up, along with his cock. 
You smiled in amusement. “You would think so.”
He grabbed your arms and meant to kiss you, but you stopped him with your fingers against his lips. 
“Two rules: this lipstick doesn’t come off. And no. Ripping. The dress.”
By no means did you want to get caught doing this. You already felt guilty, and you two hadn’t even done anything yet. But you needed this, or else you weren’t sure you could get through dinner without any violent incidents.  
But you could tell that Ben was annoyed at being given restrictions as he stared down at you. 
“You’re making a lot of fucking demands tonight,” he said, squeezing your arms a bit.  
You smirked and tilted your face up to him. You leaned up, nearly brushing your lips with his. 
“Isn’t it more satisfying when you have to work for it?” you asked.
Ben huffed, and almost rolled his eyes. If there was one thing you enjoyed doing, it was testing his fucking patience. 
But then he smirked. “Fine.”
He gripped your arms tighter and turned you around, pressing you against the pristine granite countertop. You met his darkened gaze in the mirror.  
You knew then that he was going to do one of his favorite things: taking you from behind while he made you watch. It wasn’t the first time, and you knew it wouldn’t be the last. But you parted your legs, your lower belly quivering with anticipation as his thigh encouraged you.  
His hands soothed down your arms, dragging across your body, squeezing your breasts over your dress while his lips burned down your neck once more. His teeth grazed your skin, making you shudder.
You then remembered to turn the faucet on in the sink. It would create some more background noise, and hopefully disguise your moans as his hands traveled down your body. 
You helped him slide the skirt of your dress up, tug your pantyhose down to your ankles without ripping them. 
“Hmm, I like the black lace,” he murmured behind you. His fingers dragged down your skin along with your panties.
“I know,” you replied on a shaky breath, as his fingers teased the slit of your pussy from behind, brushing between the folds. “You bought ‘em last week.”
“Did I?” he mused, as his fingers found your clit. He rubbed a bit roughly, drawing a pleased sound from your lips. “I’ve got good taste.”
A smile broke out across your face. “See? I never need to pay you any compliments. You can stroke your own ego just fine.”
Ben tilted his head at you. He peered around your shoulder to catch your eye. You gave him a sly look over your shoulder, though it was edged with desire.
“Oh yeah?” His words were a challenge. His fingers entered you then, earning an even deeper moan from you, though you tried to taper it down. “Maybe I should let you stroke your own too, huh?”
You shook your head, biting your lip. Your inner walls were already clenching on his fingers, and you had to grab his arm and the counter for balance. 
“Ben, please,” you whispered more raggedly. His smirk took on a wicked edge. 
“Oh, now it’s please?” he said, his voice drawing deeper, more gruff. “Please what?”
You couldn’t speak. His fingers were working overtime pulsing inside you, while his other hand joined, parting your folds to press on your clit like a button. You were so fucking close, you could taste it
    
But as soon as that coil began to truly tighten, Ben withdrew his fingers. You panted for breath, and your gaze snapped up to his in the mirror. You glared at him. 
“What the f—”
“Answer me,” he demanded. “Or I really will walk the fuck out right now.” 
Big talk, you thought, from the man with a rock-hard dick. But you blew out a breath and conceded to his demands. 
“Please,” you said, reaching back to stroke his cheek, running your fingers through his hair, bringing him closer. Your hand clenched in his hair. And with the other, you took his hand, still wet from where it had been inside you, and brushed it against your slippery folds. 
“This is all because of you,” you said. “Only ever for you. Fuck me until I break an ankle in these heels. ïżœïżœTil I can’t fucking breathe.”
Ben’s chest warmed. And it wasn’t just about his pride.
Somehow, you gave him everything he wanted to hear and more. Maybe that was part of what he loved about you. Even when you demanded from him, you gave him more of yourself.
So he gave you what you wanted. He guided you down onto the counter and rucked up your dress. Per rule #2, he did it gently enough so he wouldn’t rip the fabric. 
You heard his pants unzipping, felt the weeping head of his cock against your folds, teasing you for a moment. You gripped the counter and made a sound of pleading frustration. 
“I gotcha, baby,” Ben said, lowly in your ear. He gripped your hip and guided his cock inside you, nice and slow. You both breathed hard, trying to keep your voices down. He then bottomed out, and it made your inner walls flutter and tighten. He made a gutteral sound, low and pleased. “Such a good girl.”
His darkened green eyes fixed on yours in the mirror. It was heat and desire, but it was also deeper. It always had been, ever since he met you.
And for you, his gaze alone was a molten caress. If you had it your way, you could very well spend the rest of the night in the guest bathroom. In this very moment
 
But it had already been a while in here. You didn’t know how much time you had left before someone came to find you two, so you squeezed his hand on your hip. 
“Get going, cowboy,” you teased, but it was really a command. Ben saw it in your heated gaze in the mirror, meeting his. He slid out of you slow at first, but snapped back in harder. It made you jolt, but also shudder and squeeze him from the inside out. He wished he had the time to do this how he wanted, taking his time, but that was one thing they didn’t have.
He made up for it by taking you hard and deep, putting you through your paces. You held on for dear life while trying not to let your voice raise higher. It was a challenge for you, and you knew Ben liked hearing your voice. But when he hit a particularly good angle, you couldn’t help but cry out a bit. 
He brushed your hair away from your neck and pressed his lips there. He had to bite down to stifle his own grunts. It had you gasping at pain mixed with pleasure. 
He was getting close too; you could feel it in his wilder thrusts, in the tightening of his hand on your hip. You needed just a bit more.
“Ben,” you whispered. He heard the ragged need in your voice. He saw it in your eyes when he met them in the mirror, desperate for release.
“Tell me,” he ground out. 
You took his hand guided it again down to part your folds. He took the hint and once again circled the pads of his fingers against your clit—this time with purpose. Your breath hitched as the coil in your belly finally snapped and released its warmth. 
He gave you a few more hard thrusts before his hips stuttered as he groaned, and he spilled inside you. 
Oh shit. You still hadn’t gotten your IUD replaced

Oh fucking well, you thought, as your core still quivered with pleasure. This was worth playing a bit fast and loose with your birth control.
For a while, the sounds of your mingled breaths were almost drowned out by the water running. You turned off the faucet. Then your eyes met Ben’s in the mirror, and you smiled. 
The corner of his mouth raised. He slid out of you, but you kept him close with a hand around the back of his neck, tangling your fingers in his hair. Part of you couldn’t believe you just fucked your boyfriend in your mother’s house, in the guest bathroom of all places. But you felt all the better for it. 
Or at least, you no longer had a desire for blood. You stroked the arm that still held you upright, more bracing now than restrictive. You felt his seed spilling down your inner thighs, but you couldn’t yet force yourself to move. Your legs were still shaky. 
However, you knew you could rely on the strong pillar of his arms holding you. Ben rested his cheek against your hair, pressing a kiss there.
“You’re beautiful tonight,” he said. 
Your eyes widened with soft shock. When it slowly faded, you bit your lip. Your body shook with quiet laughter as your brows rose high.
“Right now?” you asked. With your dress rucked up and your pantyhose rolled down to your ankles.
“Yeah. Right now,” Ben said. “A fucking sight.” 
And he meant it. 
You could tell, and that warmed you down to your toes. Your smile softened as you rested against him and closed your eyes for a moment.
“You don’t know how glad I am that you’re here with me,” you said. “Thank you.”
“I’ve got some idea,” he murmured, smirking as you once again trembled with a giggle. 
You reluctantly detangled yourself from him to reach down under the sink for a washcloth. Ben let go of your waist, only so he could take the small towel from your hand. You looked up at him in confusion, but he leaned around you to run the cloth under a bit of warm water from the sink.
He then got down on one knee in front of you, and proceeded to clean you up himself. Your eyes widened as you stared down at him. Your breath caught in your throat. 
He’d never done this before. Something about it made you blush. The sheer intimacy of it, probably, of his hand running the warm cloth up your bare inner thighs. His free hand held one of your calves, his thumb resting just under your knee. 
You had to reach for his shoulder to stabilize yourself when the cloth swiped between your thighs, against your sensitive core. It made your lower belly tingle again with a spark of arousal. You breathed in slow and deep before you spoke.
“Not that I’m complaining, but
” you trailed. You weren’t even able to finish your question. 
Ben met your gaze with a raised brow. “What, can’t take care of my girl?” 
It took you a moment, but eventually you smiled. The kind of smile that made your insides warm and buoyant, and your stomach clench.
You had a feeling he’d overheard you and your sister talking earlier. It wouldn’t have been the first time he’d eavesdropped with his superior hearing.
Your expression faded a bit when something occurred to you. You tilted your head at him.
“You heard everything my aunt said, didn’t you?” you asked. 
Ben paused a moment, holding the towel against your inner thigh. His lips drew downward as he remembered what he’d heard while trying to concentrate on the baseball game with George. 
“I’m just sayin’!” Trina said. “He might have forever, but you certainly don’t.”
If Louisa hadn’t stepped in when she had, Ben might’ve had to ruin his new suit, if not the evening.
“Seems like having a big fucking mouth runs in your family,” he muttered. 
You snorted. “Yeah, but mine’s endearing. She’s just a bitch, still bitter from her divorce.”
Ben didn’t answer. Though after he finished cleaning you up, he rested and elbow on his bent knee. His free hand dragged up your thigh and over your hip, squeezing soft flesh.
“Yeah well, put her in her place next time, or I will,” he said. His tone was edged, and you gave him a wry look. 
“I’ll try not to give you the chance,” you said. 
“I mean it,” Ben said. His gaze bore into yours, unyielding, even from where he knelt at your feet. He stood to his full height, tucking in his shirt and zipping his pants back up as he went. 
“No one’s got the fucking right to talk about our business,” he said. “And you better not listen to a goddamn word. About me, and sure as shit, not about you.”
A small, sharp breath got stuck in your throat. Just then, you found you had to swallow past a swell of emotion lodging in your throat. 
His hands found their way back to your hips and squeezed gently, but with purpose. You read it in his eyes. 
“You hearing me?” he asked. 
You nodded. “Yeah.”
Your aunt was someone who always “meant well.” You had gotten far too used to swallowing your tongue for your mother’s sake. And at the end of the day, you usually knew how to let Trina’s words roll off. You’d certainly had plenty of practice.
But regardless, your heart grew for this man. 
You took his face between your hands, and you kissed him deeply, breaking rule #1.
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You took a few more minutes to fix your clothes, your hair, and yes, your lipstick. 
When you two eventually went back downstairs, the table was nearly set. The appetizers and wine remained, along with the plates and silverware. All that was missing was dinner itself. 
“Okay, looks like dinner’s about ready. I’m gonna go and help,” you said. You gave Ben a parting smile and let your fingers run down the back of his arm. He shot you a wink, and one last pat on the ass. 
You had to stifle your squeal, sending him a playfully warning look on your way to the kitchen. You stepped back in to see your mom pouring the cranberry sauce into a serving pitcher. 
“Oh, glad Miss Congeniality could grace us again with her presence,” Trina remarked at the sight of you. 
You gave her a flat smile. “What do you need?”
“We’re serving. Help your mom,” she said, nodding behind her. You wordlessly agreed and went over to Marie, who gave you a curious look. 
“Where were you all that time?” she asked. Louisa looked over with the same question in her eyes. 
“Well, I said hi to Grandpa,” you said. It wasn’t a lie, and technically, nor were your next words. “And then I gave Ben a tour of the house.”
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When the fuck is dinner already? Ben thought as he approached the dining table filled with mini quiche, pigs-in-a-blanket, and other appetizers. His stomach was starting to growl something fierce. He was craving real food, but he still grabbed one of the small plates.
While he surveyed the layout of finger food, Great Aunt Silvia sidled up next to him with her cane in hand. Ben noticed her out of the corner of his eye. According to George, she’d had a hip replacement last month. 
“Hey, there,” he greeted somewhat politely, if distracted by adding food to his small plate.  
“Oh, my days. You’re Soldier Boy,” she said in surprise. Her eyes twinkled with delight.
Where’ve you been, lady? Ben thought in annoyance. Oh, that’s right. Passed out in a damn oxy coma.
Before he could respond with something half gracious, he felt a bony hand get a meaty handful of his ass. 
He actually flinched, more at the suddenness than anything else. A pig-in-a-blanket flew from his plate and rolled off the table. 
Ben gave the old woman an incredulous look. What the fuck? 
“Excuse me?” he uttered. 
But of course, she played dumb. And she ducked quick when you came over with the mashed potatoes in large bowl. You set it down on the table, but you noted the grouchy look on his face as he looked past you into the living room. Great Aunt Sylvia waddled away with the help of her cane, back to her nice recliner. 
“What’s the matter?” you asked, earning his attention.
“Silvia’s a wily old broad,” he muttered. At the look on your face, however, he felt the need to clarify. “Apparently she got my ass confused with the quiche.”    
You bit your lip, and your eyes widened. You had to stifle a shocked giggle as you glanced past him to your great aunt, who’d taken her usual seat by her brother. You slid Ben a knowing smirk.
“I thought you liked older women,” you teased. 
He scoffed. “Gotta draw the line somewhere. I think ‘hip replacement’ is that line.”
“Not running for the Astroglide, huh?” you whispered in his ear.  
He grimaced, even though he also wanted to laugh. He just shook his head. 
“Jesus Christ, enough.”
You stifled a laugh through your nose and soothed his arm. 
“Here, help us with getting the ham on the table. Maybe we can avoid another member of my family playing grab ass.”
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Once Christmas dinner was all set on the dining table, you were practically salivating. You had a hard time deciding on what to try first: the ham, the sweet potato casserole, the cranberry sauce, or stick as much of all three on your fork as you could. 
You went with the latter, and Louisa eyed you with a laugh. 
“What?” you asked with your mouth full. It got Ben’s attention as well.
“You do this every year,” Louisa remarked. “It’s like you forgot how long it takes to get dinner on the table in this house.”  
“I’m freakin’ starving,” you admitted. 
“Yeah? Worked up an appetite, did you?” Ben asked, a bit pointedly, despite the way he sipped at his wine. (And paying you back for that Astroglide quip). 
You shot him a warning look at his audacity.
Louisa seemed to be the only one who caught the exchange, with a suspicious brow raise. 
“So Ben,” Trina began, around a mouthful of ham. Already her voice set you on edge. “What was it like in the ‘40s? You know, with the Nazis and everything.”
You and Ben shared a subtle glance. His jaw clenched. 
Fuuuucking hell, you thought.
From the head of the table, Grandpa George looked over at his eldest daughter with an annoyed glint in his eye. 
“Katrina, do us all a favor,” he said wryly. “Keep stuffin’ your face.” 
You bit your lip against a grin. Louisa shared your same problem, snorting into her Diet Coke. 
Trina looked adequately indignant, but to everyone’s relief, she just pursed her lips and speared at her plate.  
The rest of dinner was interesting, to say the least, with many questions thrown to Ben about his celebrity days. He ate up the attention, just as you thought he would. It seemed your little escapade upstairs loosened him up too. He told his favorite stories, editing the more graphic anecdotes out of some of them, you noticed gratefully. 
The atmosphere only got tense when Ben bit into some kind of casserole Marie made. The texture was soft and stringy with green beans, but there was something unpleasantly sweet, and even crunchy in the middle. Uncooked noodles, maybe? Frankly, he wasn’t sure what he was eating. 
“You all right, hun?” Marie asked him. 
“What is this?” Ben asked, pointing down at his plate with a fork. 
“Ah.” Trina peered at his plate, and then the suspect casserole. “It’s probably not quite right. God love her, but my sister’s no Gordon Ramsay.”
You frowned as your mom’s gaze fell. Her lips drew downwards in disappointment. 
Before you could speak up, Ben’s voice stopped you. 
“You know what,” Ben said. His voice was tight, in a way that told you he might just snap. Your aunt’s questions had gotten more intrusive and annoying over the past hour, too much even for him to let roll down his back. He was used to dealing with shitty press, but Trina was fucking relentless.
Someone better fucking muzzle this bitch before I do it for her. 
The words were about to fly out of his mouth, in a very real threat. Ben only took his belt off in public for two reasons: a good fuck and a good old-fashioned hog tie. Your aunt was about to get the latter. 
However, he could tell by the way you were gripping the edge of the table, you were bracing yourself for whatever he was going to say next. All eyes were on him.
Ben drew in a breath. With every cell of effort left in him, he turned to Marie with a smile. As pleasant as he could manage. 
“I was just trying to figure out what you put in this, because it’s delicious,” he said.
Marie blinked with a bit of surprise, but then, she brightened. 
“Oh
well, it’s just green bean casserole. A bit of butter, some Campbell’s cream of mushroom soup. That classic recipe,” she said.
But she paused, in a way that told Ben that the other shoe was about to drop. 
“
And I just added a few raisins and walnuts this time. For some texture,” she said with a shrug. “You know, something different.”
She smiled at Ben, while he and the rest of the table tried not to grimace. Who the fuck puts raisins in cream of mushroom? That’s just wrong.
“I’m glad you enjoyed it,” she said.
Ben offered her a nod, but he had to take a long sip of wine to wash the unpleasant mix of overbearing salt and sweetness down. 
He felt your soft hand squeeze his under the table. When he looked over, he found your subtle, thankful smile. The corner of his mouth raised, however slightly. 
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The night ticked on, and Ben subtly checked his watch while he chilled out on the couch. He was at the edge of the festivities now, as your family was exchanging gifts by the modest Christmas tree in the living room. 
He surveyed them all—warm and comfortable with one other as they joked and hugged and talked and laughed. Even Trina looked less irritating. 
Ben felt a bit like an intruder. 
Hell, he didn’t think he’d ever had this. A quiet, family Christmas.  
Though he was a bit surprised when Marie was the first one to walk over to him. She sat down on the couch and offered him two gift bags. One was larger than the other.
“You didn’t have to,” he told her, but she waved him off.
“Nonsense. When I saw this, I couldn’t help thinking of you,” she said. Ben began opening the larger one first. It was a simple, dark blue bag. 
“You might think it’s silly,” she said, folding her hands in her lap in a slightly nervous gesture. “Feel free to return it if you don’t like it.”
Ben pulled out a nice bottle of whiskey. He actually appreciated this one. 
“Oh! That’s from Louisa,” said Marie. 
“Really?” He glanced over and found Louisa sitting on the floor beside you. 
You were busy trying to cut through a present Grandpa George had wrapped with duct tape, just to be an asshole. (He did this to you every year, precisely because it frustrated you so much.)  
But Louisa looked up and met Ben’s gaze, giving him a wry smile and a lazy soldier’s salute. His lips quirked, and he inclined his head in wordless thanks.
“This one next,” Marie prompted him. She tapped on the second gift bag, which was bright green and shiny. 
There he found a leatherbound journal and a set of silver ballpoint pens. They looked expensive. They also reminded him of a set his father used to keep in his desk, in his study. Even the smell of the leather brought him back to that room, filled with books, crisp ink-filled pages, and tumblers of whiskey.  
“I’ve worked in a hospital for over ten years, in the psychology wing,” Marie said. “I see a lot of veterans. Lisa, my friend who’s a nurse? She told me that writing things down can help with memories you want to keep, and sort through the ones you’d rather not.” 
Ben held her gaze for a moment, but it soon fell to the journal. He didn’t really know what to say. For once, he was at a loss for words. 
Mostly because he was irritated. He didn’t need what she was offering, and implying

Still, it was hard to get mad at someone like Marie. It would be like all those times he’d snapped at his own mother, leaving him feeling hollow inside afterwards. He’d always apologized to her later
in his own way. 
But that was a long time ago.
“Sorry,” Marie said eventually. “I know, you’re too busy for all that. But at least you’ve got the whiskey.”
“Thank you,” Ben said. But the reserved smile he offered her was more genuine than even he expected. The journal and the pens still laid in his lap. 
Marie smiled warmly, and in it, Ben saw your inner softness. The way you cared about your family and your friends, and him
he knew then that it began here.
Marie gave his cheek a motherly pat. Ben allowed it, begrudgingly.
“We’re so glad you’re here, honey,” she said. “I hope you had a good time.”
He was a bit relieved when she finally moved on. She headed over to Louisa, who was opening one of her gifts. You got up off the floor returned to your boyfriend with a wrapped box in your hand. First, you admired his small haul. 
“Look who’s popular,” you noted with a grin. Ben gave you a bemused look and put the gifts back in their respective bags. 
“I’ve got one more for you,” you said, with a teasing smile that made him suspicious. You handed him the box, which was about the size of a large book. The sticker said it was from you, to him.
His brows furrowed. “What’s this?”
You already got him the watch. But at your gesturing, he ripped the green wrapping paper off to find
a photo album. 
“Really, what is this?” he asked. 
“You can’t tell?”
“I know what it is—”
“Well, then open it,” you prodded. You sat down next to him as he started flipping through the album. 
The very first picture wiped the curious expression from his face. It was his mother, crisp in black and white. She was young and beautiful and smiling almost shyly for the camera on a windy day. 
Right beside it, there was one of his parents’ wedding pictures, old and yellowed around the corners. The third was a faded picture of the club where his parents met. His mother had been a singer there. 
You leaned over with a hand on his shoulder. Ben looked over at you.
“What the hell did you do?” Ben he asked. His face was hard to read, but he didn’t look upset. His tone was more resigned.
“I found your stash of pictures under the bed, so I thought I’d put them together for you,” you said. You bit your lip in worry, hoping he would like it. You weren’t sure of his reaction yet.
After a moment, he kept flipping. Next were a few pictures of himself, incredibly young and already with a familiar cocky grin. There was even a rare picture of him and his parents together. He remembered when and where it was taken—at his father’s birthday, right after Ben got kicked out of boarding school. 
He hadn’t looked at these pictures in
hell. It’d been decades. He'd retrieved them from an old storage locker last month, but hadn't gotten around to actually opening up the box. Now, he supposed, he didn't have to.
But the album then skipped ahead, by a lot, because the next row of pictures was unfamiliar to him—ones you must’ve added. 
They were of the Supe Affairs team. One was a group picture Hughie managed to grab with all of you in it. 
There was another right beside it, of Hughie trying to lift Ben’s shield. 
“When the fuck did that little shit get ahold of my shield?” Ben groused.
“No idea,” you said with a smile, and you flipped the page. There was an old school polaroid of you with Frenchie and Kimiko, sharing milkshakes. Then you and Annie, clinking cocktails together. Followed by you and M.M. trying to beat Butcher at backgammon. 
And then one of you, your friend Yvette, and her son Devon in Central Park. Another beside it, on that same day, where Ben had an arm raised high and parallel to the ground, and Devon clung onto his arm with a wide smile. 
Ben lingered on that picture for a moment. He was too engrossed in it to see you glance at him, smiling.
He flipped to the next page, where there was a picture of just you and Ben, sleeping in the jet on the way back from a rare field mission you were a part of. He was still in his supe suit, with an arm thrown around your waist. You were resting on his chest, and both of you were completely knocked out. Ben quirked a smile at that one. 
On that page and the next was a series of pictures from the past few months. He didn’t know this, but you’d been collecting them from your phone and had gotten them developed. 
There was the first time Ben got you to ride a motorcycle with him. You were apprehensive, clinging to him for dear life while he grinned. It had taken him a while to convince you to hop on, but the only thing that worked was finally telling you the truth. 
“You really think for one damn second that I’m gonna let you fall?”
The next picture was one he got of you, fresh out of the shower with a towel barely wrapped around you. You were clearly annoyed, but also amused that he’d surprised you with the camera. Ben now pointed to it.
“That one’s my favorite,” he grinned.
“Shocker,” you said with a chuckle. “Keep flipping.”
He then got to one you took of him. He was sitting out on the balcony, half-dressed with a cigar puffing away. The sun was setting beyond him. You caught his profile as he turned to look at you over his shoulder. 
It was a good memory for you, and some damn good photography skills, if you did say so yourself. 
But there was another picture that drew Ben’s eye. It was one that Annie sneakily took of you and him on a night out with her, Hughie, Kimiko, and Frenchie. After a bit of alcohol and cajoling, you’d managed to get Ben out on the dance floor. You were both dewy with sweat from dancing. The lighting was off because of the darkness of the club. 
But the way he was holding you, looking at you with fire thinly veiled behind his eyes, and the way you were looking up at him, like you’d never been more satisfied than to be right where you were

It was a damn perfect moment captured in four corners. And as Ben’s finger traced the edge of them, he couldn’t stop staring at what it held. 
Until you leaned in and kissed his cheek. 
“Merry Christmas,” you said. And you hoped it was officially a good one.  
When Ben once again turned his head to look at you, he couldn’t help but reach out and frame your face with his hand. He then leaned in and kissed you, unhurried, but with an underlying passion. 
Delightful heat crawled down your spine. You grasped his collar to keep him where you wanted him. 
Meanwhile, the two of you didn’t realize that the rest of your family was surreptitiously watching the little scene. Trina and Marie shared amused smiles. George was glad to see that you finally seemed happy. Sylvia was, once again, passed out in the recliner.
Louisa’s expression was more reserved
but her eyes softened. Maybe she didn’t have to worry about you so much after all.
And when Ben finally parted from you, he thumbed gently at your chin.  
“Merry Christmas, sweetheart,” he said.
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You and Ben left your mother’s house with plenty of leftover food and a haul of presents, which you both brought upstairs into your apartment. 
“So, I know there were some snafus, but it was nice, right?” you asked him as you made your way into the bedroom.
Ben was already there at his dresser, taking off his new watch and placing it back in its black suede box for safe keeping. He considered your words with a nod, and a smile you couldn’t see.
“It wasn’t bad,” he said. 
You nodded in satisfaction. That was practically a glowing review, coming from him. 
His gaze found yours in the mirror, those perfectly red painted lips forming a smile as you approach from behind. Your hands travelled through the bows of his arms to unbuckle his belt for him. 
“I know you did me a lot of favors today, but I’m gonna need one more,” you said, with a coy smile curving your lips. “I need your help taking off this lipstick.”
Smirking, Ben turned in your arms and leaned back casually against the dresser. Using his unfastened belt as leverage, you leaned up in your heels and met his lips in a slow, but fiery kiss.
His eyes unconsciously closed as the scent of your perfume once again invaded his nose. It was less powerful by now, but it still clung to your skin like a soft imprint. He liked it. 
After your lips drew away from his, Ben watched you make a show of undoing the small latch on his pants, and then his zipper. He sunk his fingers into the soft waves of your hair, and he gave you a charming grin that once got him starlets and movie deals. 
“Well, I’m nothing if not a gentleman,” he said.  
You smirked at that. You didn’t know if fucking you in your mom’s house constituted as gentlemanly behavior, but you’d let that slide. 
And you did some sliding yourself, down his strong thighs and onto your knees. He could take care of you all right, but you prided yourself on taking care of him too. 
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AN: And there you have it, folks. 😜 What did you think? From bathroom shenanigans and Christmas dinner to some good old-fashioned gift giving. I think we covered it all! lol
Coming Soon: "Strong As Blood"
The next story I have lined up for the BMD-verse will probably be my last planned one for a hot minute, other than one request I got that I really want to do in the near future (but I haven't written it as of yet).
This next one is called, "Strong As Blood":
Summary: After you accidentally break through a solid wood table, you know there’s something wrong with you. You begin to have your suspicions, but can you keep it from Ben long enough to find out? 
(In other words: This is the story of how you and Ben discover that you’re pregnant.)
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