#love you anon 💛

[twotales]

I expected a tails blog 😅 color me surprised

I am Tails 🦊💛

[likelylarks]

20 and 28?

thank you i love you kiss kiss on your cheeks!!!

20. Which work of yours have you reread the most?

probably all the while you were stood here waiting (oranges fic) bc i can’t understand why people like it so much, like i read it and try and guess the feelings it evokes from others but i can never quite get it

28. Favorite work you wrote this year?

easy answer on this one, do we fall in love (and fuck it up for good) because turns out that’s the only fic i’ve written all year 🙃🙃 just looked at my stats and i thought more had happened this year but no, i’m just bad at my only contribution to this fandom lol

[impish-baby]

Hey, could I have more HIWTHI content please? Possibly with them finding out reader would write in their journal a lot, possibly hinting towards reader having large amounts of self worth issues, and instead of them leaving because no one notices them, reader left because they feel like a burden?

I’m particularly interested in Marcus and the twins reacting.

Also, please make sure to take care of yourself. I love all of your writing, but no one will ever blame you for taking a break. Also, please stay hydrated.

-🌙

👀 close to something that would happen canonically actually!!

HIWTHI cast's reaction to reader's journal

(Trigger warnings: reader's struggles with self worth, mentioned/referenced suicide)

Marcus feels like a complete and utter failure as a father. No matter how cold or stern he is with his children, he does love all of them with everything in him. So the fact that you feel like a burden? That you felt like a waste of space in your own home? He hangs his head in shame.

Doesn't even bother with asking why you didn't speak up, he's well aware that this is his own shortcoming. It's his fault, that's the simple truth of the matter.

Once you are back home, you're required to start therapy. He'll even let you do in person instead of online if you promise to actually give it a shot, Marcus legitimately wants (needs) you to get better. He has no delusions of their being an overnight change, and so he tries to go at your pace.

There's lots of long conversations, firm reminders that you are loved and of value no matter what. Especially at night, he'll sit at the end of your bed and tell you how much you mean to him. He'd go on until he's blue in the face if that's what it takes for you to believe his words.

Clara refuses to believe what she's read for a long while. She knows it's real, she has the proof held in her hands. Just... her child, her baby, was struggling with almost the same thing she was. And she didn't know. She didn't know and now they're gone.

If she wasn't worried about reader before, she's actually terrified now. The worst outcome is going through her mind, because really, what was stopping you from doing something dangerous? Clara is constantly eyeing the news, fear eating her alive.

The next time she sees you, you're getting the tightest hug. The woman sobbing into your shoulder, thanking whatever higher being that her baby is safe.

You aren't allowed to have sharp objects, unportioned medication, or anything that could be used to harm one's self anymore. Clara doesn't care, she's not leaving a chance. She knows what it's like being in that state of mind. She'll be dammed if she doesn't start acting like a mother should and protecting her child.

Jack is bawling his eyes out right away. The pen ink in your diary smudging as his tears hit the paper. You...oh god..

He feels like the shitiest person on earth, he doesn't deserve to call himself an older brother. He knew Jaiden had his struggles, and now this..

He pockets the journal. Jack reads it as some form of punishment. You suffered with this, he'll suffer with it too. When you're back home, he's trying his best to include you in everything.

Movie nights, board games, he comes up with anything and everything so you can spend time together. See? He has fun with you, he likes hanging out with you, you aren't a burden..

Theo feels bitter, resentful. At your parents, at themselves, at the fact that you felt that way. His resolve to find you becomes ten times stronger, there isn't a single doubt in their mind that you need to come home.

Much like Marcus, they'll affirm how much you're loved and wanted any chance they get. Theo cages you in their arms and mumbles praises for what feels like forever. They'll even go into morbid detail about how everyone fell apart while you were gone just to prove how needed you are.

Jaiden is tempted to rip the pages out. He goes through a rollercoaster of emotions.

At first, he's pissed. That you didn't say anything, that you didn't do anything to get help, that you just sat there and felt fucking miserable for years-

He's ashamed. Deeply, deeply ashamed.

It feels.. awkward between you. Jaiden stares constantly, like he's never seen you before. When he finally breaks down sobbing, he's willing to beg at your feet if you'd forgive him for being such a horrible big brother

[swiftmitsu]

I've been feeling really shitty due to illness but scrolling through your blog and looking through some older posts has been a really nice distraction, thanks for that Mitsu .

AWWWW ANON 🥺

that really makes me happy. i’m really glad ehehe

i hope you feel better soon, Anon 💕

Take care of yourself and get plenty of water and rest 💛💛

have a little kitty ♪(๑ᴖ◡ᴖ๑)♪

[lifemod17]

too shy to come off anon rn but the video in question is by crooked.teeth.hozi and they posted it on february 9th of this year

hope this helps :)

I couldn't find that one, maybe OP took it down or something HOWEVER I do have this and I think it's just as nice 😌

Source: tiktok.com

[spiderin-space]

Amen !

[tadpolesonalgae]

Welcome back tabby!!! :))

I have a question, will you be updating cbmthy anytime soon? I just like to know when, even if its a large time frame.

-☀

ps. Take care of yourself

Hiya!!

So this was sent in….[hides behind papers]…about a week and a half ago

I’m very sorry for my lack of prompt replies, please forgive me 😔 on the topic of cbmthy though, since I didn’t answer in time for chapter 21, I’ll answer for chapter 22, and I can say it’ll either be ready by this Friday (unlikely, but more improbable things have happened) or the following Friday, next week!

(I’m sorry that’s so vague 😭 I promise there’ll be some exciting stuff in ch. 22 though to make up for it 🧡💛)

[official-dandelion-posts]

Hey, thanks so much for running this blog. I really, really like dandelions, and have since I was child. Even more when I realised I was trans, and especially when I overcame a lot of mental health issues. The dandelion flower symbolises a lot for me (transformation, survival despite harsh conditions, and my childhood in general.)

Following this blog and seeing dandelions pop up every now and again is really nice and makes me smile.

Peace and love and dandelions forever 💛

Hi!! I am so sorry that it took me so long to answer this (tumblr was being awful at giving me notifications again). I have spookily similar reasons for my love of dandelions and this ask means a lot. Running this blog is an absolute pleasure and the fact that i have actual people following it is both shocking and very delightful. Thank you so much for sharing your experiences with me and I'm so proud of you. That does sound slightly cliché but I mean it very sincerely

Peace and love and queer joy and dandelions forever 💛💛💛💛💛

[theghoulboysblog]

Can I just scream about how adorable it is for Ryan’s mom to also call Shane, “Shaney” on the watcher instagram birthday post for him!

OMG DID SHE?!?!! THAT IS SO CUTE 😭🫶 i really love that she has basically taken shane in as a third son 🫶

one of my favorite things is that she calls shane “uncle shane” in reference to her dogs and I think it is SO SWEET 😭 she’s just like, “these dogs are ryan’s babies so that must make shane the uncle” and it is so damn adorable.

with ryan’s mom calling shane “shaney” and “uncle shane”, and with ryan referring to shane as his chosen family, I LITERALLY CANNOT WITH THEM 😭🫶 CUTIESSS!!!

[gregorygerwitz]

As a queer servicemember who did serve during dadt that got out the year before it was repealed - FUCK DADT, it ruined lives and fuck the fact that it took so long for our military members to get their dishonorables changed and the fact that they left homosexuality on the new dd214s so former service members still had it follow them.

As someone who has never served myself and only has internet research and old Navy stories from my grandfather and cousin and one former coworker who was briefly in the army to go by, and every single one of them is cishet, I appreciate your input immensely. and, quieter, thank you for this, specifically, because this is exactly my point, I just don't have all the exacts to back it up like this. I've been doing my best to not rant about it and start things because it's about a fictional character it isn't that deep but also... considering how many people it affected in real life, yes it is.

I can't tell if you're yelling at me, specifically, or just using the anon function in my inbox to protect yourself from the fandom having different opinions (I get that, zero judgement whatsoever, I've been doing that a lot the last ~week just so I can have my opinion out there and avoid the backlash that comes with that and protect my sanity), but I'm going to put my own thoughts here, too, either way, because I feel like we're on the same page?

I know that using DADT seems like an easy out for speedrunning Tommy's timeline and making him younger than he would logically be to fit Lou's age (45 isn't old and 45 doesn't "look" all that different from 39 unless you're being ageist but whatever), but it's really not. There are so many complications that come with it - such as a dishonorable discharge.

Someone reblogged one of my posts earlier this week (the same person my vague post was about today, and I'll keep it vague I'm not here to call people out directly this is my blog and I'm going to put my opinion on it, no one should go harassing this person about any of it because it's fictional characters, they're allowed to have different opinions and headcanons about things), with a comment about how the LAFD (and PD? it's less relevant and I don't want to scroll back in their blog or my notifs for something minor like that) was hiring people regardless of sexuality in the 90s. Good for them! That doesn't change the dishonorable discharge tho!

Like... please correct me if I'm wrong, because again, I have no personal experience with any of this, just too much time on my hands and too many military blorbos, but when a dishonorable discharge shows up on someone's record, it doesn't necessarily say why it's there. It doesn't say if it's related to DADT or some other incident in the field or whatever it is. So yes, while the LAFD might have been hiring queer people far sooner than that, they still aren't going to look at a guy who has a (recent!) dishonorable discharge and say "yeah, we're going to put him through our training, which costs taxpayers x amount of money, and then hire him and pay him to have someone's life and death in his hands."

DADT and all the discharges that came from it completely ruined lives and made going on with any kind of career, especially something for the government even on the level of firefighting or police work, all but impossible. It's not an easy out to make Tommy the same age as Lou. It's actually completely nonsensical because he never would have been allowed to even get within 100ft of the fire academy, let alone be a senior member of a firehouse in 2009 when Hen joined the 1118.

There is a reason it's called a dishonorable discharge, and it would have completely ruined his life, no matter what the reason was for it.

(also, re: the game I play with Kit and Cass, the complaint this morning puts Tommy's age at 55 💛)

[sophsun1]

just wanted to drop some love into your inbox! i know gif making can be a thankless activity so im here to say thank you thank you thank you!!! on behalf of everyone who gets to see your work. your gifs are beautiful and clean and i really appreciate you!!!

hey anon!

😭😭😭

[impish-baby]

How would the HIWTHI family react if reader came out as nonbinary, and they ran away because they didn’t think the family would be supportive?

I need some enby love, I got deadnamed by some idiots today:( but I feel like they would be surprisingly supportive

-🌙

How the HIWTHI family reacts to reader running away because they think the family won't support them - 🏠💕

Marcus is deeply ashamed of himself, partially because he hates the fact that he hasn't done enough to show you he cares and partially because this has essentially happened before.

Part of why the twins went staunchly no contact upon moving out was because Jack is a transman, and figured he wouldn't get any support from your parents for his transition. He was especially wary about Clara's reaction since he was her only daughter at some point, but all that nervousness ended up being for nothing!

Your dad will never admit this, but he was basically begging to take Jack to the barbershop for his first haircut. Even if they had a severely rocky relationship, he was happy to welcome his son. He'll be just as happy to welcome his child. Marcus is already filling out the paperwork for your name change, just give him the word and he'll have your new documents in no time

Clara truly feels terrible. She starts to analyze any conversation you've had with her (however few) to see when she could've said something to make it seem like she wouldn't be supportive. No matter what goals you have, however you want to present, she's right behind you in getting there.

She'll buy you a whole new wardrobe if your clothes aren't right for you, anything and everything that make you more comfortable. If someone like your peers at school are giving you a hard time, Clara is finding out who they are and making sure their future employers are aware of that behavior. (She's completely cut off family that were nasty about Jack's transition, the women has no problem ruining some assholes future.)

Jack and Theo are disappointed that they weren't safe people for you, if anything they feel the most guilty out of everyone.

Theo is quickest to jump to your defense, being used to already doing that for their twin. They more than likely relate to you a lot, being nonbinary as well! If you ever need to talk, they're right there to listen or just to be a shoulder to lean on. Jack becomes your number one hype man, he'll feel incredibly honored if you ask him for advice or help with things. (He probably tears up..)

Jaiden feels like an asshole because admittedly, he had some internalized homophobia when he was younger that could have attributed to how his baby sibling feels.

He has worked on that part of himself since and is fully supportive!! He's very awkward at first just because he feels bad, but he really does want to be there for you.

He's very aggressive towards people he thinks are being rude, even if what they said was an honest mistake, Jaiden will get in their face about respecting his little sibling either way. The older boy would be all too eager if they decided to make it physical, he does love a fight but secretly he also wants to look cool protecting you

(I think he'd want matching pride pins.. even the really cheesy ones.)

[swiftmitsu]

When did you start on tumblr? And how long did it take you to make a following where you would get good consistent notes? Love ur art btw❤️

(eeee thank you!! 💛)

i actually started posting UTMV art consistently in August of last year!

I don't remember exactly when i started getting seen by people?

i do remember having a realization that people genuinely liked my art around last December ?? ?

to this day i still dont know WHY YOU GUYS LIKE MY STUFF AKSIUFHQOFK

but im extremely grateful to everyone <3<3

[axis014-steamworks]

I LOVE U

[pricegouge]

Send this to ten other bloggers that you think are wonderful. Keep the game going, make someone smile!!! ♡♡♡

I know you already got this from someone but you’re getting it again😈

-🫀

Drunk on affection

[toadallytickles]

why must u be so mean ):< every time your posts come up its somethin illegal smh

Mean~? Oh, if you consider it mean then that just means you couldn’t take it~ (which I like~).

Oh, maybe that’s because I run an illegal blog, that you just happen to follow and comment on, because you like illegal, mean things done to you, J~